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Hehe youre cute. Of course there will be a next time. I love the bay area and I love the people there. Especially the ones named solar. I will return like I always do.

from n-poledancer :

Hi!!! Aww babe Im sorry. If you ever feel like talking send me an email and I will find you on the messenger. Im glad to hear from you. Was BM good for you? I saw your pics on flickr.

from iooi :

jesus i'm glad you're ok! your last entry was posted at 11:11.

from lightfallsup :

and i, one about you. last night actually.

from n-poledancer :

Hey lovely girl Ive been thinking of you. Whats going on in your world?

from fridayfilms :

Oh god! I'm so glad you're okay...

from n-poledancer :

Thats good Aurora. No more melanoma for you. Ive been awol for good reasons, when I can talk again I will. until then xoxoxoxoxoxo.

from n-poledancer :

Thanks youre sweet.

from recieveher :

unlocked

from lightfallsup :

different sides of a diamond. just different sides of a diamond.

from lightfallsup :

does that make this you the good, saintly you or the dark, devilish you?

from lightfallsup :

are there secretly multiple "me"s and all the while, i am unawares?

from n-poledancer :

Aww thanks *hug* Ugly is definitely a feeling.

from fridayfilms :

I want more of you. That's unfair of me to ask, but I did anyway.

from shutupmom :

its 5:30 in the am and im still awake. graveyard shift. to make some cash to come see you doll...

from shutupmom :

im coming to san francisco next friday. do you want to meet me there? do you even still live there? call errr text me. (503)442-4364 i'll be in the mission....

from kittybukkake :

Yes. Happy Birthday, Solar Capricorn. Thirty three, 3 and 3, like two words yes, like sun rays. Yes yes.

from discodave :

Happy birthday, my dear - mny nephew was so excited, he decided to share with you. Dxx

from fridayfilms :

I hope you have a wonderful birthday. And don't you dare go anywhere!

from discodave :

Enjoy the frigid desert air, my dear. Have a fabulous time and a great New Year and all that jazz. Dxx

from kittybukkake :

Oh, and as for Florence... I'll run it by the guys! That sounds lovely. We haven't planned our next one yet but there's been talk about northern california in the spring.

from kittybukkake :

Oh man, I was sick when I did Honolulu too. Must be something about an idyllic island paradise that gives a woman a sinus infection, or what have you. Will you give me the link for your tribe post? I would love to read it. I hope you are recovering nicely. xooo

from kittybukkake :

Oh my gosh, you just did Honolulu didn't you?! How did it go?! I hope it was amazing for you.

from standingroom :

hello there, i have a diary at http://birdandbee.net/journal/index.htm ... its not started yet, as i just got the domain, but it will be soon.

from timecat :

gimme an email and i'll email you the password and shit.

from fridayfilms :

Hey lady. Thanks for your kind comment. I hope everything is okay with you. It's a bit hard to tell sometimes. Be well, solarlab. xox

from candoor :

clicking on your links at the left of your page, I love some of your old entries... I hope to find time to read more :)

from kittybukkake :

Same here. I like your nonlist. My list has only officially ever had two items on it, and one of them was running a marathon. The other won't happen, so I guess I'll add some things. Congratulations again, superstar.

from kittybukkake :

Ah! You did the whole 26 before the marathon? Nice! You will be super-ready! Congratulations. How did it go?

from iooi :

me too!! what are we going to do about it?

from fridayfilms :

I miss you. <3

from shamsi9 :

lovely--did you write that?

from shamsi9 :

man i've missed you. you rock so hard

from kittybukkake :

RE: can we please see each other soon? Are you coming through LA when you go to Burning Man? I am a wreck right now but if you are, I'll put mascara on and do my best... I'd love to see you. Diem perdidi or no. Love, Kitty

from f-i-n :

Your diary is so awesome. I love the bio in the beginning.

from n-poledancer :

Solar is so much prettier. Soooo much.

from lightfallsup :

i am not sure if i should trust the "um" or the "wow", but i think it's an interesting peice. yeah so...uh-huh...

from n-poledancer :

and you are smart and sweet.

from jcruelty :

i loved that ship... though was it the one that took forever to build (like till the day of the burn?) great picture. sad that dr. hal's going away. is the odeon going to change a lot? i haven't been in a while but it's still one of my favorite bars in the city.

from cosmokane :

now that you're back in the bay area, you should play with me. and jcruelty, too. maybe we can all hook something up :) that black template conceals something much more colorful...

from fridayfilms :

You are indeed too cool for school, ms. lab. I mean that. What was it like to massage a rock star on camera for a whole day? Did you ride the escalator as well?

from chuna :

you are the epitomy of hardcore. and let me add, that means i have a mega crush on you and that you are freaking spooktacular. loveandlove,

from kittybukkake :

Yes. It would have been enough.

from n-poledancer :

Oh Solar, Happy belated birthday lovely girl. Ive been a little out of it and I feel bad about having missed your day. Hope it was wonderful as also the rest of the week/year/life. Hugs xoxo.

from iooi :

hey! happy birthday! i remember your last birthday; does that make us old friends?! xoxo andrea

from jcruelty :

happy birthday!

from n-poledancer :

Where are you Aurora? I miss you :(

from shutupmom :

sf is also were you will unite with shutupmom and her friends to give it all we got.,.,right?

from n-poledancer :

Thank you lovely, that was very sweet. Yes, long live love!

from iooi :

rebirth. xox

from lightfallsup :

all manner of strangeness i think like crazy twilight zone backflash watching interactions change and tones of voice and grow evolve shout turn churn adapt to the contours of emails and phone calls making in and out back and forth the way of it the way of all things on this the one...reflections seem inside out...[fleetwood mac- if you remember the code words].

from lightfallsup :

today is a strange one...

from lightfallsup :

so yeah...the goggles work...

from affiliate19 :

affiliate19 gives praise for solarlab! "if it were down to a bucket of good fried chicken (i'm talking original recipe, fresh out of the vat here, not that supermarket heatlamp shit), or one hundred pages of solarlab, i'd probably still take the bucket, but i'd have to think *seriously* hard about it. like, so serious i'd have to qualify it by saying how serious i am. honest abe, it'd be a tough call. have your people talk to my people. there's money here, i can smell it!"

from haberdasher :

i've seen enough to know that you qualify for "dream girl" status

from haberdasher :

i'm fully aware of the wigness darling. give me some credit.

from haberdasher :

jeeeezus. so hottt. don't make like half of the world fall in love with you ferchrissakes...

from jcruelty :

thanks for the birthday wishes! your journal is salacious of late... i wish more were. but it says everything and nothing, you know? i leave out so much that's personal and am more boring because of it; but yours is anonymous and personal simultaneously, a cool hat trick.

from mgonzo :

what a beautifully written diary.

from kittybukkake :

so this time, not hollow sad, nor bad sad? rad! glad.

from kittybukkake :

good sad or bad sad? or just sad?

from kittybukkake :

Dear heart, thank you, I will watch for you on AIM. xo Kitty

from cosmokane :

the future of sex is hella expensive, then! and with a nasty asian fetish :P

from n-poledancer :

Aww sorry Aurora. You get used to the noise pretty fast though, unless this is a noise thats beyond getting used to. Sounds like things are generally going your way though? I hope. XXX Big fat hug lets chat soon.

from lightfallsup :

saul williams?

from habbit :

hey, where are you these days?

from iooi :

(^_^)/

from palinode :

You're heading to San Fransisco? I'm going to be there for a day and a night (30th to 31st) on my way back from Australia. Mind you, you've probably already passed through and are on your way to Hombre Incendidad... ah well. Another time.

from n-poledancer :

Will you make it over to L.A. this time?

from bedazzledman :

of course you cool, we knows it...

from bedazzledman :

you're never alone, just lonely...

from haberdasher :

not alone. i just accompanied you.

from n-poledancer :

A lot of my dreams are like this, in most dreams when Im being chased I will just freeze the dream and then the crazy stalker/killer will decide to go get some ice cream and I decide to actually get some sleep. Its really nuts.

from fridayfilms :

Would that you could've. Still, nobody makes a Mao like Warhol.

from explodingboy :

super

from cosmokane :

having a crush is essential. i can't count how many college classes i survived (or stayed awake in) only because i had people for which to open my eyes. christian girls, family girls, good american girls - yes, i stooped to that level, but little do they know they carried me through my higher education.

from iooi :

yer awesome.

from palinode :

Regarding the oral sex experiment: I'm hoping that women's secretions are low in carbs, because I'd love to see a little Atkins logo tatooed on an inner thigh some time.

from cosmokane :

from whence does funding for such a study, er, come??? i'm sure you'll find no shortage of study volunteers / test data!

from karaokekatey :

Yeah, so I've been reading your diary, and I have to say that it's absolutely brilliant. I had to add to to my favs.

from habbit :

what r u up to this week? thursday?

from karaokekatey :

uh, that last note was from me

from tidal-review :

I'll be sure to send you an acceptance letter ♥

from karaokekatey :

oh, well in that case welcome to the club. :P

from karaokekatey :

sorry, you have failed miserably! hahahaha. the answer is she killed her sister so she could see him again.♥

from lightfallsup :

besides, i am like 12 types of nerd, which is well, the opposite of cool....yeah, the opposite. that's me.

from lightfallsup :

i can't tell if you're a total freak or if you're super fun. or both. i think both.

from lightfallsup :

and oh yes, i said "jewsish"...and on purpose, i swear...really...

from lightfallsup :

yeah, you'd be much cooler if you were jewsish...wait, what?

from lightfallsup :

and she quotes brian wilson and says i'm manipulative. it's cheating is all. just cheating.

from lightfallsup :

indeed.

from iooi :

i always feel like either hugging you or making out with you when i read your diary. i hope that is ok.

from chuna :

you can love me if ya wanna. i mean, i'd much prefer it. oh, solarlab, you is the niftiest buhbuhbaby. ♥, chuna

from shutupmom :

you ARE the sun. somethings in the works for you.....

from disquiet :

i'm lost on the river of life; you're too kind. xo.

from timecat :

everything you write is an escape for me in some way.

from indie-anna :

& i, you. this is true. xo.

from jcruelty :

you goddamned rockstar!!

from endline :

wow. how could you sit THAT close to dave matthews and NOT MOLEST HIM?! hehe. i dont know how he goes on tour. how can he get his wife to stop touching him? hehe i would have been a total geek, all "oh. my. god. you are DAVE MATTHEWS. do you know that?" haha. xoxo - jess [ps. delicious? profound? i think i want to cry. thank you. :)]

from modernpsycho :

i love you so much. i'm coming to china to bring you some blankets or something. (PS i'm not really coming to china)

from timecat :

your shit is quite a bit more bang than mine is and i am so happy that i get to read about you being in fucking CHINA. it feels like a privilege. thanks forever.

from jcruelty :

i am jealous of your life far away & free

from indie-anna :

hahahaha. we are total note whores tonite. and you are anything but a dork. :)

from solarlab :

I AM A DORK.

from indie-anna :

ohhhhh, girl. you are super sex. <3 xo.

from solarlab :

you only blew your cover to my d-land fanclub. and that's like eight people. eight dillusional, fucked-up. crazy, bi-polar, computer geek, sex-addict, musician, beautiful, i-wanna-sleep-with-them-all people.

from haberdasher :

i'm just a confused person. now i know that i was supposed to be a secret someone to whom you were talking with no one else knowing and i blew the whole cover. still, though. i'm totally flattered.

from haberdasher :

eric! yeah! that's me! i've been immortalized in the solarlab! if i wasn't before i'm into you now. (even though i was before, so what the hell am i talking about?)

from kittybukkake :

When you come find me, borrow that moped.

from liquid-stun :

that may be the best answer i could have asked for. you have a definite way with words that, at times, may incite envy in others. you have me haunting your diary on a daily basis.

from peth :

That is a wondrous corruption of dusty candy treats! Here's the thing of it: I alphabetized, then put them all back in the jar. Now law students are chomping them down, these peth-contaminated sugary bits.

from shamsi9 :

weird to feel attracted without being attracted

from soulpanties :

las vegas, nevada. i'm attending UNLV for a semester. you're journal's quite the adventure, i'm lost in it :)

from shamsi9 :

"some ancient narnia" i hope you know how brilliant you are.

from indie-anna :

this will probably sound all wrong, but when i read you, i feel like yr addressing each and every one of us all at once, but privately and one-on-one at the same time. yr words are beautiful, and you own everything they create. <3 xo.

from pthaloblue :

Solar, I love you. I would be so whiney & miserable if I was in some polluted industrial zone, but you stay open. You walk us through this amazing "Blade-Runner"-type world. The universe holds no fear, only adventure for you. Have a great time!

from haberdasher :

i don't know how, but you make polluted air sound like it tastes like rich milk chocolate. i got pulled over by a cop once who asked me where i was going and i said, "wait, this isn't china. is this china? or can i go wherever i want?" then he took me out of the car and gave me the runaround. it sucked, but he had nothing on me. i'm clean like a chinese prison. or something. see if you can somehow hook up with some errant khmer rouge leftovers and go on some james-bondlike adventures. actually don't. that's a stupid idea. the east coast of america is boring right now. i'm hoarding duct tape.

from seanandjacob :

I don't care where you are. Just let me know when you leave. Your father guards the telephone.

from china-white :

Hey e-mail me at [email protected] or [email protected] (or both for best results). I live an hour from Hong Kong and it would be great to rendevous and intro you to china. I am back in china (greece now... back to Canada in 2 days) on the 14th (if my flights all work as I hope). see ya!

from bunns :

Walking quite tall I might add. You know, there is a little piece of me in your pocket. It's also the kiss on the inside of your palm, the hand you use to wave at others, spreading my me-ness, mixed with you-ness creating us-ness around the globe. Thank you for this gift. Without a way to reach you, I would be corked and tossed, waiting for the next stranded cast-away to discover my message. From now on, I'm right here. Now that feels better doesn't it. got yer back. bunn

from haberdasher :

you knew that it was a chord progression! it is my firm belief that we are each others' walt whitman. play those chords and tell me they don't make you feel good.

from habbit :

had a dream last night that you got in touch with me via MSN or AIM. you said 'hey habbit' and I replied 'whats up sweets?' then had to go fix drinks for a party or something. jcruelty was actually there, talking to a few other friends of mine. woke up thinking about an immaterial you.

from haberdasher :

wish i could have been taken with you.

from n-poledancer :

You know - I went to LA for the exact same reasons that I read on this page. It is the best thing I have ever done and I cant imagine how my life and I would have been if I hadnt gone, but I know I would be only half the person I am today. I just wanted to tell you that now, seems like the right timing. Good luck, enjoy it. Take a deep breath before you leap and please please write us whenever you get the chance. Auf Wiedersehen! Bon Voyage!

from vyv-xx :

Darling --- Have a most wonderful time in China, that motherfucking HUGE place. It basically all started there, huh?

from iooi :

reading your diary gives me the same shimmery awe feeling i get watching two people completely in love loving each other & not giving a shit who's watching

from cosmokane :

congratulations on hitting the big three oh! your best years are ahead of you. now go do them.

from endline :

sorry i wasn't here on friday, but hap-hap-happy friday birthday, late or not. hope it was kickin. :) -jess

from vyv-xx :

Ooooohhh... 30. That is the weirdest fucking age. Anyway, happy fucking birthday, m'dear. And I think Imma teach my alien baby Dutch swears. So the little klerebeer can appear more sophisticated. (that is the equivalent of "naughty little bastard", although the literal translation is, "cholera bear".) Everybody, now!

from iooi :

hi, ya that was me, and that was for you, i couldn't not wish you happy birthday and sometimes i'm forgetful and i forget about notes. is it sunny in sf? it's gorgeous in vancouver today. ~ andrea

from peth :

happy Birthday, Solarlab!!!

from shutupmom :

ohhhhhhhhhhhyouuuuuuuuuuuuu. happy happy barf day. pretend im there. at the warehouse. raising my glass back to you and toasting to dirt. so much shouting. so much laughter. but you still hear me whispering to you......"glad you were born buddy".

from n-poledancer :

Oh Solar! Happiest birthday to you of all. I started my d-land journey when I was freaking out over my 30th b-day last fall. I hope youre not. I hope you love it, I know I do now. And you know what else? Being 30 is sexy as hell. For your birthday I wish you decades of amazing: poetry and music and screws and food and cities and people and mornings and nights and more screws and smut and more lovely people and lets not forget diary entries. Have a great time this weekend celebrating.

from jcruelty :

feliz cumpleanos, kid. sushi insanity dance party at mount tam feb 8th.

from haberdasher :

happy 30th to you. someday, when i'm 30 remember that i called you young when it happened to you. i think you're lying and you're really like 19. when you're 40 i'll be on the verge of 36. god help us all.

from indie-anna :

OOOOOHH! HAPPY BIRTHDAY! :) here's yr horoscope for today: "You will work toward stabilizing your life this year. Tie up loose ends and start new beginnings. Your creative talent will be at an all-time high. You will discover the inspiration you are looking for. -- Birthday Baby: You will be perceptive, energetic and always willing to take on more than is required. You will be enterprising, engaging and always gaining experience." sounds to me like none other than ms. solarlab herself. <3 xo.

from cosmokane :

you're not so bad yourself! [blush] i think i can learn a lot from _you_, ms.-already-been-married-in-another-country-worked-as-a-model-now-dropping-everything-to-find-yourself-in-the-land-of-my-forbears. as long as you keep a safe distance from your readership, you needn't worry too much about self-censorship. hopefully, you have a laptop? i want you to work on tracks while you're away, and we can send each other music.

from disquiet :

thankyou&keep [up] the [good] fight

from jcruelty :

also i must add, i LOVED this line: "and play grand theft auto...which not all the ladies love but the ones who do you can fuck for a lifetime." of course i'm addicted to vice city right now, so i'm predisposed to agree.

from indie-anna :

i have a feeling if we joined forces the world wouldn't know what hit 'em.

from indie-anna :

"we are the curvy roads that your hot rods want to drive on." that statement alone just made you the hottest thing this side of hell. xo.

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