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from allicanbe :
Oh My Gosh ! So Kira is a boy. I sooo knew it but Jennifer told me that Kira was a girl and stuff. Gosh. I have aweseom gaydar !! Anyway, I started your review thinking Iwas going to be a fucking ass but I wasn't that mean. lol. I couldnt help it. You seemed too nice to be a fucker to. Anywho, Thanks for the note. Bye ! - Brad
from malibureview :
Hey There. Your review is now completed at Malibu Reviews. You can see your review here:http://malibureview.diaryland.com/050630_63.html. We hope you enjoy. Have a great day ! - Malibu Review Management.
from suta :
OH FUCKING FUCK I GOT YOUR LETTEEEERRRR!
from suta :
Ok...it's ok. Have some fun. I never got your letter...if your wondering why I am not writing back. *hugs* I wish I could talk to you.
from suta :
Hmn, what can I say? I've been in the city with Vash again. Ah I will tell you about it in the email I writing you right now too. You remember you said that if I would stop writing you said it would be a horrible reason to stop liking a person? I remembered it this morning. I promised not to stop so I won't... *sigh* I wonder how long I am able to write you without you writing back. It's like writing in a diary... Anyway...have some fun, I bet you have. Love to Kira and the others. Sayonara...suta.
from suta :
Hmn, I will write you an email soon, promise ^^
from suta :
Whooooo! Went with Niek to the city... It was awesome... Guitars whooooo! I wanna have one, I wanna have one, I wanna have one... Fuck, I hope you are doing all right! Hope? NO! You just have to! Love you, Suta-chan
from suta :
miss you bro ^^ didn't get your letter yet
from suta :
You are...a weirdo ^^
from suta :
HEH! It wasn't the last note...nyaaaaa... You make me worry about you. I hope your doing well. My vacation was...really fun. *grin grin* Tuesday is our play...(drama) I am so fucking tired...it's horrible cold and wet over here. Normally I would have liked that weather, but not while sleeping in a little tent. I love the forest by night... I hope to hear from you soon, my beloved brother. Love you, little sister.
from suta :
Oh fuck, such a long note... eh sorry, sumimasen... Hehehe. Lots of hugs and kisses, Suta Mutou.
from suta :
Wai, I love you! *hugs* (There is no special reason for saying this now, except the fact this is maybe one of the last notes I can leave you...before your diary will disappear forever) Just think of it. It's almost 2 months or more we didn't talk. ^_^ I guess I will miss your diary more than you. *grin grin grin* Don't worry my dear lovable brother I will write you emails as often as I can. Since you can't give me details, I hope you are doing well. Don't be dead, okay? You have Kira and that's all what matters. I am allowed to be dead, you aren't *kicks*. It makes me sad somehow that this could be the last note, but it's true. I love you, big bro and don't be afraid. I won't forget you. Even if I won't hear from you again. Well, I've to sleep. I didn't for nearly 3 days, so as you can guess I am just fucking tired. ^___^ Nyyaaaaa love to little brother. Nighty night onii-chan.
from suta :
Oi oi. I've been in Leiden yesterday. (You know for the Japanese-university) It was fun being together with other freaks. I am still not really sure whether to study japanese or arts...but I think it will be japanese. I write you an email soon. I promise. Love you brother. Love, Lucia.
from suta :
WAAAAHHHHH *glomps* Onii-chan, I am so fucking sorry...for those uber-sarcastic notes. I just didn't hear from you for some weeks and it made me worry about you and kira and the others. It's just cause I love you, brother. I will tell you later in an e-mail or a letter what was going on here. Cos it's not so important for you right now. I really hope for you that it will be okay. I will pray for it (I know you don't believe in God, I pray for you anyway *sticks tongue out*) I hope I will get the letter, if you send one...cause I didn't get the christmascard either. But on the other side... I sent a christmascard to Anada Kiyo and she got it. So who knows? Your little sister loves you too, Ryouneko-chan. Love, Luc.
from suta :
Kay, I am back. I don't know... Does this make sense? I dunno. I wonder, will I ever hear from you again? Love you, love to you always. Sayonara, Luc.
from suta :
Okay, the situation escalated... I am at Mariekes place now. I won't do anything to myself...don't worry. I promised remember? You know I love you and I trust you, but I really wish I could talk to you now. Things are so fucked up over here, I could almost cry. The most fucked up thing of all...no one knows the situation is fucked up. Maybe should I tell them...but I can't ... I really can't . I really tried the other day...but... Anyway...still hope you and your love have a great time...at least not a fucked up time like mine *grin* Sumimasen aniki sumimasen... I know I shouldn't talk like this... Love, Luc.
from suta :
Okay this is just in case you try to talk with me saturday morning... It can be that I am at Mariekes place. Things are pretty fucked up over here. So if I won't show up, I am over there with Brenda. I really, really, really hope you are all right. Love to you always, Luc.
from suta :
Dumdidum... I was in that music-instrument-store-thingie today. The guitars and etc. are great... If I really buy one, I want at least a cube-30...eh I mean (dear hell, what is it called in english)...such a thing for the sound of the guitar...sort of speaker, to make the sound louder... My friends think I definitely turned into a freak. -_-;V *still think your dead* Anyway today was the deadline. I had to finish my architecture-drawings (I used Nihei, remember? *just cos you have a bad memory*) I put some at my site if you wanna see them... *YAWN* Waaah I am tired. I hate to say that I miss you. -_- And I am curious. I guess you don't have a good time over there either. Wish you all the best. Love, Luc.
from suta :
*sigh* You are dead, aren't you?
from suta :
*sigh* Are you dead? If you read this note, please send a message. "I am alive." Tee hee. (But then you could be zombie too X_X) Yay! Deleted AOL messenger! *it sucked* I am more dead than alive lately...eh..anyway I do not intend to tell you that in a note. I really hope Kira and you are doing well. Love, Suta Mutou.
from suta :
So you really stopped writing in theascension??? Well, I guess you are way too busy to write entries. ^_^
from suta :
I am still addicted to that slow chemical songie. Heh. And I don't even know why...
from suta :
It seems ages ago I've heard from you. Are you all right? I miss you a lot. Sayonara, little sister.
from suta :
*waves* Hello kid. ^_^ (just bored and wondering what you are doing exactly now)
from suta :
Oh, I forgot to tell how it was with my cousins! Ahem...worse than with my mum I guess. I came there and they wanted to take me to the discoteque. Okay, fine, one night pop is always better than one night mother, I thought...I was wrong... First of all I came in their room (cousins are 16 & 18) Their room was full of pop-posters and worst of all... I woke up in the morning and the first thing I saw where those good charlotte guys grinning at me and avril watching me like "Hey, look, I am soooo cool!" (God, they had even all her cds...) GAAAHHHHHHH I couldn't sleep... I missed my posters... my hellsing poster... The discoteque wasn't that bad...no that's a lie... The whole night we had just hooligans and drugsellers around. "Wanna joint?" "No" "WAANnnnnaaa JOint?" "NO, FUCK OFFF" (I met three) (friend of my eldest cousin is a joint-smoker, that's why we had a lot of such friends) and they were these "I am a rock-fan"-people, but what the hell does a guy with a Kurt Cobain shirt in a discoteque??? Fake, fake, fake And the last ones were the "Hey baby, c'mon dance with me"-people, grrr I hate them...and the music just sucked, more than in the other discoteques I've been... Well that was my fabulous night. when I came out of that place I could smell the smoke in my hair and clothes *yeg* So I decided I never wanna go there again! HA! Well, that's it... I am gonna learn French now and then wwiiieeee to school. Love ya lots. Little sis.
from suta :
Yeah yeah I know, you probably read this not earlier than next weekend, but still. You at least don't have to worry about the "don't forget me"-thing. ^_^ How can I forget you? silly... *sigh* Next weekend I will be in Germany, so we can't talk again. I really start missing it... There's a sort of family party over there and I have to go... (I wouldn't otherwise) I actually hoped to catch you today. ^^ (I ditched CKV1 again) Well, I've to take my bag and go, cause otherwise I will be late for photography... Love ya and talk to ya later! Lots of love to Gage and family. Suta Mutou. ^_^ *grin grin*
from suta :
Happy Easter!!! (I know you don't celebrate Easter, but I don't care *sticks tongue out*)
from suta :
Love ya *glomps* ^^
from suta :
I wonder what you are doing. I didn't talk to ya in ages. I really hope you are doing well. Hmmm well tonight I go out with my cousins and stay there over night. So I won't be online sunday morning, but I will be monday. Do you celebrate Easter over there now? No, I guess you don't ^^ ( Know that "the unforgiven" songie of metallica? I like it) The hairdresser cut my hair yesterday. My hair is like really dark brown and red. Looks just weird. Time to feed the horses, I guess... I don't think you go online after 8.21...that's 00.21 over there I guess. Love ya. Sayonara.
from suta :
Hey. Just in case you want to talk with me tomorrow morning (my saturday morning, your friday night) I won't be there. My german family is here and you know what that means. The last few days were pretty fucked up. I really hope you are doing well. I am sorry. It feels like I can't take this shit anymore. I won't do stupid things. I will be online sunday morning, promise. I love you brother, love, little sis.
from suta :
That husband of yours...is just...sooooo lazy...
from suta :
...where are you... *at school now* I feel so bored...
from suta :
Hey kid! I did it. I put the so called photo's at photobucket, but I've two now. The old one is full. So I sent ya the invitation, kay? On that old one is the same password now too. The photo's are horrible. I put some weird shots my friends took also at the page. -__-;;; Love to your gage & family. I've to go to school in a few minutes and I wanna update, so seeya later! *glomps* Suta Mutou.
from suta :
Okay I go now. If you want to talk with me I will be online tomorrow from 7 till I don't know how late... 7 is around 11 at your place I think. And monday I will be online around 7:45 cause I have the first hour free. I hope to talk to ya soon. *glomps* Lots of love to Gage, Sayonara. Suta-chan. ^^
from suta :
-_-;;; Love? (Since when are you calling me love, hey, I am not aphrodite!) You missed me? ^^ I missed you too. *glomps* Poor Kira is sick? Lots of kisses and hugs!!! I...just...had some awful days including that I fell from the stairs yesterday, this morning I fell from my bed and this afternoon I fell in the cellar... I am blue everywhere... (first I had almost to cry cos it fucking hurts...then I suddenly couldn't stop laughing anymore. I've never seen my mother so worried)and I still have fever...*sniffle* I feel like Tom of Tom and Jerry... GRRRRR Your mother makes me angry... Hold me back or otherwise I call her up! I ditched school today. -_- I hope it will be all right... I understand your life is hectic right now, so don't worry about me. I am smart enough to understand, ya know. Fuck I've to stop! *family-shit* Sayonara bro *kisses cheek* Love ya lots and lots. Hope to talk to ya soon!
from suta :
...I am pretty curious... what are you doing now? I would love to go on a long roadtrip too, but I have fever and an head ache... -_-;;; and school of course. I hope you, kira and the others are doing well. Sayonara.
from suta :
Fuck...that was a way too long note... I am sorry sempai. *sniffle*
from suta :
Okay now I have time!!! *lots of hours later* (damn snow) No! I won't mail you! *clear answer* -_______-;;;;;; You already have barely time and I don't want you to spend your time on responding even MOREEE emails. *glomps* *patpatpat* It's great you two married, makes me happy. Yeah, you're right. Why should you care what they think about it and hey... I think it's great, so it's okay!!! Ah I can understand why Kira didn't tell it his family yet...they probably will be shocked...and angry...and...and... Poor Tasku *pats on the head* Oh!!! So you picked up Lozzo already? Yay! Hellooooo Looozzzoooo!!! *waves* (Although it's a dog name here...and a famous clown is also called here like that...hmmmm *smirks*) Actually...I should take a shower now, finish the layout, make some sketches, write a report, learn a dutch test now...but I don't wanna...soo *nips coffee* Oh and...I really don't understand that reviewgirl, I guess you have a new fangirlie!!! Yay! A whole chearleader-team!!! Go Scion, Go Scion, Go Scion YAAAAYYY!!! ...*scared for your fangirlies* (She was really angry with me *pouts*) (Would you believe we really HAVEN'T chearleaders and football here... they suck anyway (not I didn't mean it like that, Kira, you know that -_-)) Football... watching is...boring... Yay! I forgot! I had a basketball match... *smirks* Together with an other girl and three guys.. And we won!!! 4 - 0 And I made 3 of them. Okay okay I stop, you aren't interested in sports anyway. ^^ We have lots of snow here. Yesterday I couldn't even go outside, so we didn't have school! Jesus... and tomorrow it will be horribly cold...and I've to go to school with a bike... There was one jeep yesterday that was able to drive to town... with snowboarders behind... *smirks* I really have to do some stuff for school now and I wanna take a shower. So hey go and sleep!!! Miss Ferret.
from suta :
Hi kid. I am happy you are happy ^^ I just haven't time to respond to your note fully... there is lots and lots of snow...and I don't know if theres school or not... I've to hurry.. *cursed snow* Well, I love you too brother... Talk to ya later... ^______^
from suta :
...I already thought something like that. I hope you are okay and gage also... msn isn't working, so I don't know if you are there. Anyway I wish you both all the best...
from suta :
... *eating her fourth part lasagne while writing this* *it's around 3 and school is just over* ... It's so boring... borrrinnggg boooorrrinnnnggggg... Will you be back soon?... booorrrinnnnggggg
from suta :
Whoeieee Josepi listed you as a favorite!!! *smirks* (It's early in the morning and she is bored) Seeya!
from suta :
So lonely...and bored... Oh! I told you I wanted to have a dress, right? Well I also told my mother...jeeezzzz and so she wanted to buy me a dress yesterday... Actually...it was fun and I like this dress *wears it now* Mmmmm not sure if you would like it. It's navy blue and the dress is called "laughing vampire" (one of the reasons why she wanted to have it) My aunt gave me also a dress and a skirt. (that dress is weird, the skirt is okay) I guess they are happy I dress more girlie now... -__-;;; Well today is my brothers (the 13 year old) birthday party. (I hate family meetings, grrr) (actually tomorrow is his real birthday) Well, I hope you had a wicked trip and lots of fun. Love to Lozzo and Mr.Gage. Sayonara! Suta Mutou. ^^
from suta :
*pouts* But I won't be online... I don't have the first hour free... so I have get up at 6.30 and leave already really early when it's night at your place. Hee it's funny but here your birthday is almost over. It's night here now. Well, at least I hope you will have a great birthday! Sayonara!
from suta :
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! *glomps*
from suta :
yeah yeah -_-; I won't forget your birthday, promise, no I'll swear *spits on the floor* "I, suta mutou, promise not to forget your birthday!" -_-V Have some fun. OH I forgot. I didn't buy the static-X cd ( so expensive $_$) so I got slipknots latest album...yaayyy I love them. And I met a freak-guy over there. Was fun to talk with a guy who is also mentally-ill yay yay yay. Oh and then I had some rows with granddad, cos I am too fat ^_^; (yay!) and I was at the university in germany for japanese. "I can't stand the things that you do when you're fooling around...lalala" OH and I forgot another thing!!!!! Mum allows me to have more earrings! (yay!) ...but only cos I said she could chose...I would take the earrings or a piercing through my lip or tongue... (she chose the earrings of course gyahahahaa) *smirks* well, I bothered you enough today... goodnight...nah it's morning here! Ohayo-san...or something like that *smirk* *waves* Seeya!
from suta :
*GLOMPS* Yay!!! I am back!!!
from suta :
I am going to buy a cd of static-x... I really started loving them lately... I didn't go yesterday. I was so dizzy I couldn't walk even more, I fell to the floor and I was lying there, half asleep till my dad helped me on the sofa...well and I guess you know you can't travel if you can barely walk. *dammit, I hate being sick* hee hee hee...I love that Awake-song..that one of slipknot, disturbed etc.. I packed my stuff yesterday already, so I need a cup coffee and then I go. Hmmm...I am still curious, cause of the girl in your entry... You don't really call Kira your girl, do you? ^_^ Well have a nice day, nii-sama. Seeya laters, little sis.
from suta :
*cough* Hell, I feel really sick now, so I guess I won't leave today, but tomorrow morning. *sniffle sniffle* It's not fair... Well seeya later! ^__^V
from suta :
MEAN! I am already sneezing the whole day after you went offline!!! *sneezes* IT'S NOT FAIR! How do you do that? -_-;;; *sneezes* Okay okay...bye bye... ^__^ *SNEEZES*
from suta :
Oh you must have been really tired. Hmmm, I guess *looks at clock* (7:15 - 8 = 11.15) you are sleeping now after being that tired yesterday. ^_^ I feel a lot better now. I guess I am not really sick anymore. Nyanyanya..I had to sneak out of my room, cos Marieke is sleeping here too. *smirks* Lots of hugs & kisses, sayonara, Suta Mutou.
from suta :
Well, you are not there. So give Kira lots and lots of hugs and kisses and gratulations, cos of his birthday!!! So, I think I better go to sleep now, pretty tired, damn chinese restaurant. Sayonara brother. *glomps* nyaaaaa *patpatpatpatpat* Doei doei ^_^V
from suta :
Hey, I forgot to tell you what to think about the earshot songie song... well, I dunno, actually... maybe should I hear it a few times more? Geja is deleted YAY! *god, I feel evil* MUWHAHAHAHAHA... Know what? I forgot also to tell you! Little yugi is locked in the card... and Yami yugi was really sad... I was SAD! MEEEHEHEHEHEHEHE *cries* *knows it sounds like a crowd of sheep* Okay, fine, I am not gonna stalk you today...maybe...anymore... SEEYA! *glomps*
from suta :
So kid, I fucked up your notes and comments too, little fucker... ^____^V Seeya. I hope you feel better now...
from suta :
Dear, I HATE SCHOOL! ...but I had a 9.3 and a 9.5 at maths and art-history... I am way too good for that school... ^^ *arrogant* The last days I wasn't myself. I can't explain... It's that I promised you and I always keep my promises... (almost always) I am just in a fucked up mood, I guess... *sniffle* Sayonara! *goes flooding your comments now* ^^
from suta :
Well, I don't notice anything... My page didn't go screwie when I looked at it sooooooo
from suta :
That's a cell phone???? We call it mobile phone here (mobiele telefoon) I thought you were speaking about a phone-cell or something ^_^;;;; Why is it fucking gay? Hey be happy! *kick*
from suta :
*pouts* I want a hug too. *glomps* You mean you really would go to europe, if you could? Ah, I saved enough money for making a trip, but it's creepy and I don't have any time... only the summervacations... Meeehhhhhhhh, here is your hug. *hugs to death* *smirks* ^^
from suta :
Mutou? Oh! MUTOU!!! O_O DAMMIT... *runs to television* Pfew...It didn't start yet... Yay! Darts...
from suta :
AS is the only which made me cry and tokyo babylon almost. Trigun made me laugh...actually... and bebop? well eh... I didn't have to cry cos of the tv series of it... (didn't saw the movie yet) Your pussy? *grin grin grin* (doesn't intend to tell you why she is grinning... it's a dutch thing, just ignore)
from suta :
A pontiac? ...jesus, I am not a car-freak either...but I used to be as little girl... -_-; Yes, I guess so... Only in the middle of the summer it's hot here...but hot means here like 30, 40 degrees...
from suta :
Hey, how sick are you actually? No..eh I mean what illness... I mean fever or what? something else? Help, I can't be clear today... -_-;
from suta :
Fine, bunnies are kawaii...
from suta :
Oh yes... (had to say this) HOW DARE YOU TO FLOOD MY MAILBOX AND COMMENTS!!! I got a shock by seeing my mailbox, moron...
from suta :
Ow your sick? Poor you! *hugs* Get quick better, kid *pats on the head* swallow? *grin grin grin* ^^ ...I am ECCHI!?!
from suta :
Hey, how are you? Busy, ha? ^^ I hope your headache is over now... Sayonara.
from suta :
Hiya! I...feel...so....bored. That's why I am leaving a note. He hee heee. Cause now I have something to do. ^^ I guess I should go sleeping then. Seeya!
from suta :
Last one ^^ So I stalked you with notes and comments too! *Glomps* Love ya, big bro. Don't loose hope, it will be all right and if it won't. *sticks tongue out* Well, then come over here and take a few weeks vacation in the Netherlands. My parents don't care, gay or not. (just no sex and tonguekisses in front of their and my brothers eyes, hahaha! <- this also counts if you wouldn't be gay ^_^) *smirks* Sayonara. *glomps again* *sticks tongue out*
from suta :
Suta Mutou... Wasn't little yugi's second name Muto?, well at least it is here. Well, I guess your still sleeping... *looks at clock* 14.02 Oh it must be around 6 at your place. hmmm I wouldn't sleep anymore around 6, but I guess you need more sleep than 3 hours.
from suta :
3 in the morning? If I would have been able to, I would have hugged you literally, but I can't so *hugs to death* Bombarding my notes? -_- Hee hee hee, if you think you can irritate me with that, your wrong, I like reading your notes and responding them.
from suta :
Well, I am all right. Of course I am blue, but I am happy I am still alive and my dad also. That old car of us was great... Two days ago I suddenly started hearing as-soundtrack again... I guess I am in melancholy mood, not like a self-mutilating mood, but more extremely sad for no reason. I love that music to death. Ah the only manga/comic, which made me cry.
from suta :
It's always cold here...if you compare it with your place... My parents are seeking a new one... they think about to buy a mitsubishi (does that car exist in america?) Yay! Japanese cars are always great.
from suta :
Ah, those stupid bunnies where the only ones who didn't want to be on the photo! *growls* constantly running away, those morons. Yeah, well you see we have a big enough garden.
from suta :
You stalked me with comments and notes, so I'll return the favour. *should actually learn french and history*
from suta :
Last week, or was it this week? *thinks* dunno.. but whole diaryland was gone, also my site and stuff. I guess you need to update it and then it will show up again.
from suta :
*glomps* Ah, I am sorry. I just had a car-accident. I was stuck between two cars in our car. Fuck, our old car can't be repaired anymore. We need a new one. Well, I need a cup of tea... Seeya later, big bro... and hey don't dare to kick me and run away, you moron!!! *kicks back*
from suta :
Hey! What happend! Your carpenoctemie-page is gone! *pouts* such a shame, it was a beautiful site. What I actually wanted to tell you (I forgot) I've the pics of our messy house and garden... Well, you weren't there, so I put them in photobucket, kay? Wah, I feel a bit dizzy... I need coffee... So hope you have a nice day! Goodnight.
from suta :
Meeeeehhhhh I feel so bored... It can't be! I feel so bored I am busy with art history (also boring) in the morning!
from suta :
*yawn* It's a shame you aren't there... I feel so bored... (can't sleep) ...well, I will write an entry then ^^. Love ya! Bye!
from suta :
WAAAAAAAAHHHHHH!!! Manson will come to the Netherlands and give a concert in Amsterdam, just one! 2 juni 2005 and they will sell the cards saturday. I feel suddenly depressed...somehow... *WAAAHHHH SNIFFLE* Fuck, still have to write the story...I am at page 18 now... I neeeedddd more.
from suta :
Cute? The bad guys seemed very cute to me. *smirks* Ack! Almost yugioh-time now! But I have to write this big ass long story... well...I'll watch yugioh anyway. *smirks* AH! I can hear the yugioh soundtrack already. Okay okay I've to go! *glomps twice back* WAAAAHHHH it started. Bye! miss.crow.
from suta :
OOHHH! FINALLY! The new yugioh series (waking the dragons) I guess you already saw them, but here there are new. (we are slow here, I know) YAY! YAY! YAY! YAY! And new Inuyasha series in february YAY! *Glomps!* ^_______°V Seeya old calvanist. (I have to cook now -_-; I make spaghetti, easy)
from suta :
Hiya aniki!!! *glomps* Nothing to say so Sayonara!!!! ^^
from suta :
Yes I am bothering you again! It's 12 o'clock and I feel sooo bored. I wish ya a happy saturday... I hate weekend... Oh and that song you hated, it somehow reminds me of the time I had bad moods, the suicidal stuff ( well, I still have, but not that often anymore) When I hear the song I can do nothing but smile. *cough cough* Gah I don't wanna become sick again!!! Well, I have to work. Seeya ^^
from suta :
Oh are you offline again?
from suta :
Computerproblems?
from suta :
*yawns* Well I am online, but you don't seem to be there. I guess I will drink some tea and go to school then... (Helllp I don't wannaaa) I've drama-thingie today and I've a "party" tonight. I hope it will be fun (doesn't think so ^^;) Seeya.
from suta :
Oh, I forgot... do you know how much an electric guitar is? I wanna have one... ^^ And I got part 3, 4 DNA angel from that anime girl! (I can keep them!) She also borrowed me trigun and kenshin... I think we will be friends. *smirks* Well love ya lots, brother! ^^ Seeya!
from suta :
Oh. Why is your future fucked up and why do you think you go crazy? *hugs to death* Don't worry everything will be all right. I dunno what to do either... I didn't do nothing but working, learning, working, having rows with the family, working & learning for the past months... Probably one of the reasons why I get easily down the last weeks. Well I will be on tomorrow morning, you can always tell me... And now? I wanna take a shower, drown myself ^^ Oh what did you mean with three words? Have a nice day... Sutaaaaaa (Mutou)
from suta :
OH it seems really beautiful over there... Here is everything boring... One of the reasons why I sleep most of the (free)time... *sigh* I wanna travel -_- I wish I had family over there, so I could stay there in the vacations. That would be great...
from suta :
Suta Mutou? Oh..well okay. ^^ It's fine it's fine you are allowed to think they are beautiful... -_-; I am only on in the morning...saturday and sunday of course... and tuesday, wednesday and friday short, cause then I have a free first hour... I used to go to bed at 9 o'clock. Now it's around 11 or 12... not later. I still have to go to school and I have to work. So that's why. I almost never sleep longer than till six...
from suta :
*sigh* I give upppppppp....
from suta :
Well, I still want to flood your mailbox...hmmmm....what else to say...
from suta :
Yay! Give me hamburgers and pizzaaaaaaa! *suddenly hungry*
from suta :
I can't believe you like reading it. If I read my entries again it only makes me down... probably cause I exactly know what happened that day through my entry... blah!
from suta :
They chooooseeeeee my design!!! ( for the layout and stuff for that book ) Tada...a book with my drawings. I put angel sanctuary characters on the front page or whatever it is called...
from suta :
Nyah, why are you so often home this week? Your creeeeepppyyyyyyyyyy
from suta :
Well, time to flood your mailbox too then.
from bangetsavoha :
Oh of course they aren't. As soon as I start appreciating anything, it will cease to be. That's just how it goes.
from suta :
why is that hard?
from suta :
she sought cracked pleasures the passion of lovers is for death
from suta :
Neeeeee-sama??? *bows* okay niiiiii-sama. Do I have to kiss you feet Oh holy freak above freaks? *smirks* ^_^ dear hell, I am way too smirky...
from suta :
Sleepy sleepy big bro. Goodnight. (Wish me luck with the english test I have in a few hours -_- dammit) I wanna go sleep too *yawns* *hugs* and give kira-chan also a big hug from me. Lots of love. Me-the-one-who-is-already-three-days-not-depressed!
from suta :
Hey! Is moosix disappeared?????
from suta :
By the way... you the sole-kicker? Don't let me laugh! *sticks tongue out* I will pay? Fine, I'll see... *laughs* You can't make me that easily scared, handsome bro. HA!
from suta :
Another note *smirks* I wannaaaa floooodddddd your mailbox... Oh! I like this song... *tries to remember how it is called* eeeehhhhh...´Of course! Prelude 3.0! Ack! I have to make coffeee!!! Don't forget to kill her!!! *curses her* OH and about all those others who leave me notes, still like your notes the best, so *patpat* *hugs to death twice* (I already said I was hyper, right?) seeeyyyyaaaaaaaaaa!
from suta :
OH! You left a comment! but...what was beautiful? Why were you swooning? Cause I was kicking you????????????? *doesn't understand* (If so, then you are a masochist) X_X Did I tell you actually?????? I bought In utero and neon ballroom in germany...cheap....sooooo CHEAP! Gosh Nirvana is over 15 here, there just 5. (silverchair doesn't exist here) *shakes head* I Love Germany!!!! Awwwww sorryy for kicking you, although your a masochist but still! *hugs to death* Bye, BIG bro!
from suta :
Nighty night, brother. Love ya lots. Suta Mutou.
from suta :
*sticks tongue out* *kicks* blaaaahhhh
from suta :
Oh and I kick ya if I wannaaaaaa!
from suta :
-_- What means mutou?????? NO! Don't tell me. I don't wanna know. Must be something creeppppyyyy.
from suta :
NOT KICKING ME AND RUNNING AWAY! *GROWLS*
from false-apathy :
I don't... know.
from suta :
Oh! forgot another thingie! *glomps* LLLOOOOVEEE YYAAAAAA, BIG bro. *smirks* Sorry!!! Dunno, what's wrong with me today. I am back home! *springs up and down* HOME HOME HOME HOME HOME! Gosh...I can't be drunk, can I? Nah... Seeya! little one.
from suta :
OH I forgot. I was really looking for freaks everywhere in the city and Bonn is a city. But I found nothing, nothing! The people were looking at me -_- I guess I really look like a crow in that coat... I still want to go to southside DAMMIT! Fine, I will force my dad to go with me. He can't let his little girl go on her own. *mean smile* Oh fuck, I won't go anyway. *pouts* *smashes head against desk* I WANT FREAK-FRIENDS!
from suta :
Ehhhh.... I AM BACK!!! *HUGS TO DEATH* I see, I see your still the evil bro, I used to know. Yes orgy!!!!!!! (blue monday) They are fucking awesome. *bows* thanks to you, without you I wouldn't have known them! I am your little one??? *pouts* I am not little. Fine fine, I can say I am not little as often as I want, you won't stop calling me little anyway... and big one would sound even more fucked up... Awwww 12 hours? I hoped to talk to ya this weekend, but I guess you will be fucking tired then. Germany was okay... I was in a cd-shop whatever... you were right! They have much more different rock-cds... I found lots... static-X, (but no orgy) the smiths etc. AND CHEAP! ...I bought cds...I don't believe it. WAH! I am nuts! And the mangas of course...I feel ashamed...I bought really too much, dunno where to put them... Well, to put everything in a note would be a bit too much. This is already a fucking big note. So *hugs* seeya later. Lots of hugs and kisses also too Kira-chan and family!!! Seeya ^_^V
from bangetsavoha :
Things are trying to head in the direction of good. Or at least, that’s what it appears they’re doing.
from suta :
How does it feel to treat me like you do, When you've laid your hands upon me, And told me who you are, I thought I was mistaken, I thought I heard your words, Tell me. *sings* Singy songy song!!! Yeah I know I am stalking you today. See it as notes for the whole week. *smirks* How do I feel tell me now, How do I feel.... *sigh* I know I am completely NUTS! How does it feel? How should I feel? Tell me how does it feel? To treat me like you do... Okay, okay, I really go now... I've to go manga-shopping. *smirks* Bye bye!
from suta :
Moron!!! *kicks back* Still love ya! Suta-chan.
from suta :
Doesn't it work anymore??? Suicidal dreams is beautiful, really beautiful...
from suta :
Doll? Well anyway...with sunday...did you mean sunday at your place or at my place??? Ah well, doesn't matter. I will be on here sunday morning and monday morning anyway. *smirks* Confusing those timezones... ^_^V seeya
from false-apathy :
It's been awhile, doll. Happy New Year... We've got a lot of catching up to do, don't we?
from suta :
I wish ya a Happy New Year too!!! *hugs* It's already 1 jan here! Weird 2005...I am getting old...*sniffle* Wish you, kira and the family all the best. *poke* Love you too. Sayonara!
from suta :
Oh! Sorry another note. You read my also fucking huge entry? Poor you. Of course I know you are there, so don't be insulted. It's just that if I really need someone to talk to in the middle of the week I can't talk to you, right? I can't walk to your house and say hi, touch you or hear you. Okay I could ring ya up, but if I would call at 12.00 o'clock, it would be 4 in the morning at your place. Oh and I don't have your phonenumber of course. *smirk* It's different. Then are there of course my other friends, but I couldn't bother them with it, cos they wouldn't understand. So I put all those feelings and stuff in a nice little box somewhere in my body...so that's why I use the word "alone". So it was actually a good idea to start that diary, using it as a second box. And cos you know who I am and you read my diary, you probably know me better than all my friends here. *smirk* So you will have enough to read now. *hugs* Seeya bro. (really)
from suta :
Oh and: Aniki! *glomps twice* Blaaahhhhh, it's your own fault. *sticks tongue out*
from suta :
^_^ I didn't want to make you angry...or at least you sound angry. Okay, glomp me, I'll glomp you. *glomp* *sticks tongue out* I am not asking for permanent residency (holy crap, such difficult words) and I don't feel bad, cos you weren't there! And I was worried cos I love ya, big bro. I've my own little problems here. So yes, Monday, I go off to Germany. I need time to think a bit about everything and nothing. The last weeks, even before you were "neglecting" me, I've been pretty down and I think it's maybe good to leave this place behind and taking a rest. I had some of those "moods" again, but I didn't do any stupid things, just as I promised. ^_^ This probably all sounds weird. I don't know exactly why I feel like I feel, *shrugs* but that's cos I am nuts. Hey *poke!* I am really happy you got a nice job, you like!!! So I don't know why that "Well, if it makes you feel any better, at least you're getting paid."--phrase!!! I know now it's cos of kira-chan and the kids you weren't there and not cos of the other total stupid things I imagined you could have done, SO! *DEEP SIGH* Ah snow here! But right after christmas. Christmas wasn't that bad. Well I got that long black coat earlier, but it was a christmas-present (I paid the half price, fucking expensive that thing) Together with my brothers I got this little box... gamecube? (present from the whole family) Fine, what do I have to do with such a thing? *sniffle* I am bad at playing games...sniffleeee (just remember our yugiohgames) At least I am really happy with my coat. *glomps coat* Other thingies I have to tell? hmmm don't think so. Oh yes, don't worry I am reaaaaalllllyyyy not asking for you being always there!!! Gadammmit! This was a fucking huge note, well at least ya know now what was going on at my place a bit. Love you too, onii-chan!!! Seeya. ^___^
from suta :
X_X Do not glomp me!!! So you let me worrying about you? -_- *gets chagrined* I am fucking happy to hear from you cos I was fucking worried. ^_^ I am happy you have a nice job now... Kids are cute, as long as they aren't 12 or 13 or 14 year old boys...although I can deal pretty good with them. Just play soccer with them and they are happy. (me the boyish girld *sniffle) I got 6 drawings from Aju yesterday. (little chinese boy) I've vacation for two weeks now, it's good to take a rest and get some sleep. But I am still pretty busy. I worked around 20 hours the last two days without breaks in the restaurant, no christmas for me and the school asked me to design the whole layout for the photo-year-book... *sigh* I am sorry, I am not in a mood for happy-talking. I feel fucking bad...and I am still sick. If even my mum says I've become smaller... Don't worry I won't bother you with my problems and I will take care. You said Sunday? Well okay...after that...monday I will leave. So then you can neglect me as much as you want, dear bro. Seeya.
from suta :
Where are you now?
from suta :
Hey, I don't hear much of you lately. How are you? I hope you are okay. Take care. Little sis.
from suta :
Merry Christmas! *hugs and kisses* -_- I am sitting at 6.37 next to that odd christmas tree with presents. I should think Presents presents presents!!! and what am I doing... Writing another stupid entry. ^_^ Hope you are okay. Seeya!
from suta :
Oh by the way! Tell your husband that I am not cute like Wendy Testaburger!!! *grumbles* I am NOT cute at all. *GROWLS* ...oh dear...what am I talking about? it won't help anyway. *SNIFFLE* bye bye...
from suta :
Christmas? Don't talk about christmas to me! You know I don't care for it and this will be the worst christmas ever, so *shrugs*. I am happy you left me a note and don't say it's okay when it's not. You freaked out again, right? *sigh* Yeah, I worried a lot. I am happy my fever is over now, cos this is my last schoolday... (But your still the same little jackass as before I see! *looks down*) Well, I've to go now, *hugs to death* take care yourself! Don't tell me if you should. Kira said already the same. Hey hello! *waves* I can take care for myself! *growls* *smirk* Merry Christmas to you too, lovable big brother and also to little brother-in-law! Gah, dammit still have to buy presents and tonight we celebrate damn christmas already... *sniffle* Take care, bro! Sayonara!
from bangetsavoha :
As to you, dear. Hope everything is well.
from evaluate-you :
get it while it's fresh.
from suta :
Hey bro. How are you now? *sniffle* I shouldn't be here. *looks around* I've enough problems to deal with myself. *she still has high, too high fever* *shrugs* I am going to school anyway. I hope I will talk to you later this week. ^_^ Well, I've to go to school. Hope your okay. Sayonara and don't forget your sis loves you lots and lots.
from nighteangel :
. . . you know, giving up and quiting won't change anything. You can say that you won't ever love anyone again, and you can say that you will be able to shut off your emotions completely, but. . it won't change the fact that she is gone. It won't change the fact that that one other person still cares for you. Quiting and shutting yourself down will only result in a dark, desolate emptiness. An emptiness that stares onto the blinding image of the one you lost. . It hurts more that way. . . . I wish you what you need to not quit completely.
from suta :
Well, you aren't there, but I hope I will hear from you soon... love you lots, big brother. Take care.
from suta :
I will be on for you tomorrow. If you wanna talk about it or to me...then you can. Don't mind about not coming, but still don't forget me, will you?
from suta :
And...you know I love you and your friends and family. Not everyone will disappear so easily...I won't disappear. You made me fucking promise to take care about myself, so promise me too!
from suta :
Don't leave me alone...
from suta :
Holy shit...what happened? DON'T DARE TO FREAK OUT! Please, take care for yourself, please... PLEASE.
from suta :
*looks down* Dear...I am such a weird kid -_-; *ashamed* but that doesn't change the fact that I am springing around like a bunny... *sniffle* I want cookies! Sayonara...
from suta :
HUUUUUUUUUHHHHHH??????????? WHAT'S THIS? *shrugs* Well, I think my computer has a headache too... we need both some coffee, the best medicine of all... Now really, SAYONARA!
from suta :
*GROWLS* I said you don't have to respond them all!!!! Most of them are nonsense anyway! -_-; There are more important and funnier things, like you koi! Oh god, I need coffeeeeeee... I just realized today that I am a caffeinejunk after drinking more than 6 cups of coffee... Oh dear... *pouts* I wanna take a shower, but I first have to learn that fucking ridiculous German test! *growls!* At least do I have tomorrow drama...ack! and I have to work and and and... *is just too busy* *sigh sigh sigh* HEADACHE! I WANT COFFEE! HEADACHE! ... Go and have some fun with Kirie *smirk* Well, I've to go kiddo, sayonara! *runs to coffee-machine-thingie*
from suta :
*GROWLS* I said you don't have to respond them all!!! Most of them are nonsense anyway. -_-; GAH! I need a cup of coffeeeee, but I already took 5 cups...oh god I am a caffeinejunk... *Pouts* I wanna take a shower, but I first have to learn that ridiculous german test! *growls!* At least do I have drama tomorrow... ack and I've to work and and and... *is just toooo busy* *sigh sigh sigh* Well have some fun with Gagie *smirk* *patpat* And don't do nasty things, bro. HEADACHE! I NEED COFFEE! HEADACHE! -_-; Well, sayonara, dear lovable brother. *runs to coffee-machine-thingie*
from suta :
You wrote a new entry again, but don't you updat carpenocteme anymore??? *big chibi eyes* Ow I am irritating today. *patpat* And you don't have to respond all notes, little chou chou *grin* Oh dear, I am in a being-mean-mood. quick quick!!! Sayonara!
from suta :
NIFTY???? I am sitting at school now and I don't think that this will be a NIFTY wednesday, I have an horrible dutch test, but I was too early at school... DAMMIT!!!!!! *chagrined* WAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!! It's not fair... *sniffle* *SNIFFLE* Not funny you moron... Well anyway I think you will sleep now, Sayonara! and Goodnight! ^___^
from suta :
DONE! Poor onii-chan... another 9 notes to respond... You can just leave it, bro. Today I've my english presentation about buddhism!!! *nervous* I can't talk english, everything what I say sounds really dutch. *shrugs* whatever. Okay I really have to learn that fucking history test now... school is so.... and I still have around 6 years to go!!! *sniffle* by the way I really like that Fiction song... Okay okay...samatha, dharma, dukkha, vipassana, karma, the eightfold path, the moral code...I've to remember those! >_<;;; Ow holy shit just 7 minutes left to learn my stuff... whatever! fuck history. Sayonara aniki, love ya lots.
from suta :
Okay okay your a whore and a perverted gothic kenny. If you really want me to call you that... -_- *KICK* unfortunate? Know what? I would have stopped mailing and stuff LONG AGO if I wouldn't have wanted you as my brother. Actually I am really happy with you as my brother and I couldn't wish a better one, okay? And now shut up! *GLARES* Oh and sorry for kicking you, but it is so funnnnn *pouts* 10 done, 0 left and I am going to leave you another note anyway *SMIRK*
from suta :
Something I like? damn... like I said as long it isn't pop everything is allright... I just really love rocky rock songies. THAT'S ENOUGH! Today I'll try to listen the pop-songs Amanda send me!!! I've to turn into a normal girl... *listen some weirdo called Daniel Bedddidingfield or something* OH DEAR, HELLLLPPP! *smashes head against deck* I think I stay the way I am... *nodnod* By the way, still don't know where your gonna be with christmas??? Hey know that Into the void songs >>> Nine inch nails...so weird, I love it... PYONG! My favourite word, I still can't stop saying it... 9 done, 1 left
from suta :
YEAH! Gamenight! Great! Pfew I am happy you weren't there... cos I feel always guilty. and hey I even slept till 8, not that long if you realize that I used to sleep till 11 or 12.. I was so fucking happy then...I used the stereo of my parents, who were not there, put my music on it. (It's normal not allowed cos with that thing you turn it REALLY loud) It was so funny, I bet even outside you could hear I was hearing system of a down... *smirk* I wanna have gamenights!!! *pouts* although I am really bad with playing games... I always play lots of games at the Xbox with eerke at marieke's house. It's fun... *realizing that she is really nuts* 6 done, 2 left...
from suta :
*patpat* C'mon ryou, you know it doesn't matter if something's cheap or not. Thats something even I know. *oh oh, getting negative about herself* I don't think manson dies so easy, don't worry boy. X_X Today I've a fucking history test...I actually should learn now... Ahum... 5 done 3 left.
from suta :
You missed the concert? WAAAHHH not funny! You know...I talked about manson to marieke and know what she said? "Hey, I thought he died." I was like O_O ...Then I realized she thought I was talking about Marilyn Monroe. Dear hell, I almost got a heartattack!!! Poor teacher scion. *hugs to death* ACK! I am really talking with a teacher! *hides* 4 done, 4 left.
from suta :
Okay, practise practise practise... I just hate to learn...cos I've already to learn so much at school... -_-;;;; I know I am lazy... but you know I love yugioh (I found out that I am the only one who is watching it at our school. *smirk smirk*) You get a job at a school??? Hee hee heee. Hey teacher Sean doesn't sound that bad... oh master! Okay I just have 43 min and 32 sec left.... 3 done, 5 left... ^^
from suta :
Lyam Lynch is not really rock, dunnoo what it is. He is nuts... I just downloaded that clip United states of whatever from him somehow and I think it's pretty weird... ^___^ Pyong! 2 done, 6 left
from suta :
Well, dunno, would I rather kiss that girl than enrique iglesias??? -_- *shivers* Difficult choice...not... Your hot girl probably...Enrique is soooo creeeeeppppyyyyyyy Okay 1 done, 7 left...
from suta :
...so motherfucking glamorous... I can't stop singing it...so...fucking irritating... Know it? This town by Korn & Kittie... Ow please release me!!!
from suta :
Pyong!!!
from suta :
I was wrong *smirk* Ana's song made me cry. *sniffle sniffle* Well have a nice sunday with gagie and the hot girl. Sayonara!!! *brothers poking her* GAH! LEMME ALONE! *sniffle* SAYONARA!!!
from suta :
And yeah you are a rat! I like rats. I always wanted to have a real rat, instead of fishes or cats... but that's cos I am weird...
from suta :
Your mean! You always forget...and now I still wanna know why you laughed....
from suta :
Why did you laugh? Why? Tell me!!!!! *is already back from school* *grumbles* You know, I hate when you laugh about me... I wanna know why you laughed... -_-;;;; Well, I have a lots of maths to do. Sayonara...
from suta :
Well, thanks for your explanation... -_-; I will try to find some picties and information on the net... I am still busy with that nice program I downloaded...your yugioh stuff... it's a bit addictive... There are a lot of cards I never saw of heard of... I am nuts!!!!
from suta :
The Lunar Flower Maidens from Wolf's Rain???? Tell me! (The German television decided now not to show Wolf's Rain at tv, but there's a dvd now) I know it's a creepy entry...well it's for me... But I am weird.. *smirk* Bye!!
from suta :
Hey, if you ever call me darling again I will only call you cute and little chou chou from now on! Oh oh Conan!!! *springs up and down* dead bodiesssssssssss!!!!! *Yeah!* I've to go, kid. Sayonara!
from suta :
Waaahhhh!!! Wham! We had no electricity, and outside it was snowing like hell.... can you say snowing, -_-; probably not. Well anyway the last one: I know Nijmegen *smirk* but that clan of Xymox or something not. *sniffle* *patpat* poor you! Still frozen? Here! *gives hot chocolat* I love it! God, I still feel hot. Actually I am wearing this thing... it's a bit like a fishnet-shirt, but it isn't (clear, ha?) Maybe should I make a pic of my stomach and send it to ye. (GOOD NEWS: GERMAN FAMILY CAN'T COME, COS OF THE SNOW on the ROADS!!!) *shrugs* well, maybe do I see ya tomorrow. I still have to do something for french...sooo Bye bye!!!!!
from suta :
I wish I was a better person than I think, but I am not. I can't easily forgive people, I don't forget things, just like that horse-story...oh wait...I never told ye that. It's not a that bad story, but I can't forget it anyway. Well I will tell ye in a mail. I don't hurt people physical, more with words. You never, but never saw me angry. Look okay, if I say your an idiot, I don't mean it, that's the sarcasm-thing. But If I wanna hurt people, I do. The bad thing is that they don't expect me to be that mean or heartless, cause I most of the time don't show any deep feelings. They are pretty shocked afterwards *smirk* ^_^
from suta :
*sniff sniff* Actually I have a bit of a cold too... *glares* you are contagious... you feel not sick, well, I do. It's my nose, my eyes, my lungs, my stomach, I feel hot like hell, I could walk around in my underwear now. I couldn't sleep, so I went down and surfed a bit on the net. Around 8 I fell asleep and slept till 10.30. Drunk all coffee, ate nothing and now I am doing french... How boring my life is. *sniffle*
from suta :
What was beautiful? *can't remember* Yeah, you had to talk with Honda anyway. *shrugs* *hugs to death* C'mon be a bit happy, well I've no right to say this actually, cause I am acting depressed the whole week already. But there's one good thing: DRAMA!!! starts today again! YEAH! *sniffle* I am just too busy, but hey! My family comes now Saturday evening, so I will be online saturday morning. ^_^ I hope they won't come... Oh and yes, life is a struggle, but it wouldn't half as beautiful as it wasn't. ^________^ *hugs again*
from suta :
Well, I did maths... I feel bored *sniffle*... I am almost longing for more maths... *sniffle sniffle* Okay okay... I will make a report then... -_- I will seeya later... Sayonara!
from suta :
*sticks tongue out* Hi snowman! How was your time with honda *bats eyelashes* They aren't pretty. *glares* Awwww...but I need to do maths now... Dear hell... I hate maths. Well, seeya later little bro!!! ^____^
from suta :
*POKE* Of course do I know L'arc-en-ciel!!! Yes, they are awesome... It's just fucking hard to get their music here, hmmm, maybe I can ask Amanda Jane to send me some music... *smirk* As little kid he had long hair? How cute. Damn, I feel melancholy today, not good, really not good... hmmm, I sended the picties, like I promised. *sniffle* How can I be down after eating that much PIZZA!!!!! Well, I am pretty tired... So I am going to sleep now... *yawn yawn YAWN* Bye bye ^___^!!!
from suta :
Waaahhhh, no okay, a gothic-like-person with afro-hair would be really weird. I don't like my family visiting... My mother always wants everything perfect... I hate to pretend. No depressing things anymore! Sayonara!
from suta :
Hey, hey! You saw the facts-link? I made it for the reviewers and some brainless people. *smirk* I liked the little notes you left on my page. Oh oh, it's already over 10. I've to go to school tomorrow, so no long talking! Sayonara!
from suta :
Whoeieee!! I love that song! But there's one problem.. that song makes me evil and my mum totally nuts... *mean grin* How fun torturing people... Bye bye! *smirk* ^___°
from suta :
*sticks tongue out* you moron
from suta :
Hi. I am sorry I am later than yesterday. You seem not to be there, although that little man is green ( with a clock! ) Well...ehm... Sayonara!
from suta :
Okay *blink blink* STUPID COMPUTER STUPID MSN!!!
from suta :
hey, are you there or not? If you don't wanna talk to I would be pleased if you would just say SHUT UP! or something like that. -_-;
from suta :
*pouts* I feel bored and I am freeeeeziiiinnnggg.. ^___^
from suta :
Oh and I MADE IT!!! I put that layout you made once for me online... I just dunno how I did it. -_-; Ow and I got a new review with button!!! *yeah!* ^0^ *shivering* Damn, its cold!!! My nails are totally blue!!! Coffee and tea!!!!!!!! Bye bye!
from suta :
And hey *glares* did you touch my dear love the hug-meter..!!!!! -_-; I am happy Kage and Kira are there for you, cause the only thing I can do is... *patpat* figurative.. or I should call ye with the phone... ehm... *shaking head* you wouldn't understand anything what I said... *smirk* Well *patpat* *smirk* Seeya later!!!
from toomuchrevu :
NEW FEATURE! Check the update!
from suta :
Hiya brother! I know I wouldn't write it in a notey note either. I will be online saturday-morning for ye, okay? I didn't understand that dealing thing, but you can tell me tonight / tomorrow morning! I am already back from Groningen. It was fun. But alone travelling to the city and back is creepy. *smirk* I just wear a cap and the pants of my nephew and I look like a boy. *smirk smirk* I couldn't stop laughing when a girl asked me to go out with her. *she had to hide* Oh dear, I am just an idiot. *grin* I love being an idiot! Oh the phone! I probably have to work tonight. Hope to see ya tomorrow morning / tonight!!! Sayonara!
from suta :
Hey! Don't mind. I am in Groningen now. So I can't write that long. I dunno what he did or said, but if you would forgive him you both would be happier. Maybe he didn't want to hurt you and that's why he didn't said anything. Just compare him with me... I don't tell anyone except you what I really think or did... I couldn't hurt my them.... 11? that's 7 here, it must have been a bit later... well, seeya saturday! Bye bye
from suta :
You are still a bad guy!!! *glares* But hey I was online 6 till 7.07. Just in case you will think I didn't keep my promise. Well, actually I stood up an hour earlier than normal just for you moron! *growls* Anyway *patpat* I hope you are allright. I am not angry! I had learning-geography-time!!! *glares* -_- Well I seeya later!!! Lots of hugs and kisses!!!
from bangetsavoha :
Someone else called me a hologram once. And I'm young. I'll probably give a better response later, but for some reason I'm leaving this note anyway.
from toomuchrevu :
there is a problem with your request. please check the pending page and not us when the problem is fixed.
from suta :
I already knew it had to do with something Kira said to you. You can always talk to me. I will be there if you need me. Maybe do I see you tomorrow morning. Oh and the comments are working again!
from suta :
And tomorrow I've two tests again! *curses school* German is easy but Geography...WAAHHHHH!!!! I will go to groningen, our little city tomorrow and stay there the night.. I hope it will be fun... A day without parents and brothers great!!! Oh and I've no idea what happened, but take care of yourself! You know I love you lots and lots. Sayonara!
from suta :
That with the bomb was fun. Those scared, full of fear faces of everyone. It was just...fun.. God I am just totally fucked up in my mind! I will be online tomorrow morning, okay?
from suta :
Hey! I never heard someone wanted to talk with me... O_O But hey I will be online tomorrow morning, uhm means tonight. But ya know I can't stay online as long as I am in the weekend. I've to go to school and I've two test tomorrow... *sniffle sniffle*
from suta :
O_O My wish cam true? We had to evacuate our school, cause they thought there would be bomb... and this REALLY happened... hmmm, maybe do I have special powers -_-; Anyway, G'night little chou chou *smirk*
from suta :
*sniffle* NOOOOO I DON'T WANNAAAA... *sniffle sniffle* not that bloody fucking school... Did you realize you are really lucky! *is jealous* -_- *pouts* it's not fair.. Doei doei!
from suta :
Hiya! -_- 2 done, 6 to go... I don't wanna learn french, dutch and ckv 2 for tomorrowwwww.... But my french speaking was okay! I got a 7...dunno what it is in America. *shrugs* doesn't matter anyway. I feel not really well actually. It's black around my eyes. I almost didn't get sleep last week, the weekend... I ammmmsooooo slleepepppyyyy.... Well, I guess I've to wait till Friday... *sniffle* mehhh I feel like one of my bloody happy potatoe people.. hmm your still a jackass.. Oh shut up! Bye bye et au revroir!
from bangetsavoha :
I, personally, would change if it meant winning someone's love. I'm certainly not getting it the way I am now.
from suta :
You too little chou chou! *grin* Have a nice Friday-night and Saturday!!!! Ja ne!
from suta :
6.27 *glares at clock* Help me! I feel so bored!!! *yawn*... *fell asleep on keyboard*
from suta :
And something else> I am happy you are there again! *lots of hugs* *smirk smirk* chou chou! Love ya lots big brother!!!
from suta :
-_- Aw how nice... Your first note this week and you call me a son of a bitch. *glares* I am still a girl! Say at least Gawdammitdaughterofabitch! I am sorry you couldn’t go to that concert... *hugs* You were in a hospital? Yeah, I already thought something like that. Yes? Yeah, really, I was worried about ye, cause you didn’t leave any message this week. (You normally do, if I write one of my sucking entries) Anyway maybe I’ll talk to you tomorrow morning… oh wait. How am I? Ehm, dunno, not that good actually… that’s it! Bye bye!!!
from bangetsavoha :
Yes.
from suta :
So that's it! HAPPY HALLOWEEN! *lots of hugs and kisses* *kick* Go and celebrate! Bye bye!
from suta :
Yes, I know my last entry was amazing... It must have been funny if you are laughing... Blah! I wrote more notes. revenche
from suta :
How's you thumb actually????
from suta :
And yes I got 6 mails just cause of you!!!! Waaahhhh I love you *hugs* ^___^ *sticks tongue out*
from suta :
I read your entry!!! I liked it. Why is it just so boring here... I wanna go to the cruxshadows concert too... *sniffle* I write ye a mail after this *patpat* when I am offline I mean...
from suta :
I love them... I love all those songs... But hey I am sorry I wasn't online. If I would have known you would be there I would have been online too.
from suta :
Eh, yes you are right. You didn't write me quite a while. Actually I wanted to write ye a mail more often. But I felt sorry for ye, cause if you wanted to send me one mail, it would be such an big email... you would die before you wrote the end.
from suta :
Band Bush? Glycerine? Well, now you know someone who never heard of this song or band! I've been fucking working 5.30 till 11 last night. After you went yesterday I started with my report. I worked at it till 4. Then I took a shower. Then I worked at my huge drawing till 5.15... It was the most fucking day ever..
from suta :
Hi. I see you are still mean. Why are you online at saturday-night that often the last weeks? Did you want me to be there? I woke up at 6 and first I wanted to go on the internet, but I thought "Why should I? No one is online anyway" So I was lying in my bed, staring at the ceiling and thinking so much I started to hate myself cause I was thinking that much...
from bangetsavoha :
Can't people be broken of all things? If consistent torture made you how you are, couldn't you change if you consistently tried to?
from suta :
Hello! Well... with that being online I meant monday... that's already a while ago... *patpat* doesn't matter anyway. Nice entry. *nodnod*... God, I feel really bad today... But anyway. Have a nice night! *is going to sleep* Bye bye!
from suta :
Hey, which song? I can't remember a song with a phrase like that. *think think* Oh and that name do I use for my stories and books and some other stuff. Hee hee heee... ^____^V Love&Peace!!!
from suta :
*smirk* Ryou Sakuya?.... I use Kira Angillon... *smirk smirk* Yes, you were right. We have some little things the same... *smirk* Well, I've to be at school in 9 minutes... So I seeya later big bro!!! *hugs* Sayonara!
from suta :
Hurray! In an hour I've to go to school! -_-; I don't wanna... Well, anyway. G'night onii-chan (I really like that name) Bye bye!
from suta :
"Whiny little fucker who dosen't deserve the blood in his veins." Tssk, not true! *looks down* BAD RYOU! (ryou sakuya<<<<yes kira is great) I am sorry I wasn't online... *pouts* But I will be tomorrow, maybe I'll see ye then. (I read Blame, I love Killy, although he doesn't say that much...) *HUGS* So there you get your hugs back. *patpat* As long as you know your little sis love you too. Bye bye!
from bangetsavoha :
Hm. I wish I had some sort of wisdom as to why you are the way you are, but I know so very little about you. I would have thought, though, that your painful bonds would have been strong if no other ones were.
from kuri-chan :
Your review is now up at double-h-rev ^_^ Sorry it took so long.
from suta :
Okay I have send it. It a big file, but still it's funny... hehehehehehhehehehe... WAH! I still have many manga to read! Oh and another question... How would you call your site? I have no idea... *sniffle* Hee. Sayonara! *waves*
from suta :
Yes I know, onii-chan! *smirk* I forgot to show you something, wait, I'll mail it. *big fat huge hug* Don't be too mean to Gage, do you hear me? *patpat* Have a nice day!
from suta :
I know, I know. My cat was lost, he likes you too much. Come here! Seeya! Have a nice night big bro. kukukukukuku I am an idiot. I know. I like to treat my parents... so amusing... Bye bye! *hugs*
from suta :
Hey! Ow wait a sec. *blink* Gyahahahahahahaa!!! Okay, take a look at my review at the orion-page. I am a really bad writer... -_-; Hehehehehehehe I just got 62 percent. (I know you got 91, but your arrogant enough for now) Okay, I won't send ye ANYTHING anymore... I promise. *pouts* Uhm *blush* Can you tell me what's exactly wrong about my diary? Words like hapazard do I not understand. I am ignorant *sniffffleee* I don't understand... What's wrong with the cursor? Oh god, I feel stupid... I am stupid... The only good thing I understood was "European Otaku" *smirk smirk smirk* Well anyway I know you like playing games... blablabla. Actually my parents would come back today, but they decided to stay there a little longer, so YAY! for me! This seems to be a long note again... I am sorry. I can't stop bothering you... *pouts* Well, I'll see... what am I going to do now? *looks around* Dunno... Love ya lots! Bye bye!
from suta :
*looks underneath* Aha. Hey you! Don't complain about not having time...(*thinks: poor kira.*) if you play games the whole time! So tell me, tell me... did you have that R-song already or not? What song do you have and which not? *sigh* Your a bastard, did ye know that? well me too, but that doesn't count... *STICKS TONGUE OUT*
from bangetsavoha :
In theory, friendship is one of the strongest bonds you can have. It just doesn't work out in actuality.
from suta :
Oh and Kagie-pooh and Little Thief seem like funny people. *smirk*
from suta :
Okay, I have read your mail, wrote a respond and have send ye "america". *sticks tongue out* My email is much longer!!! Lalalalalala.. Know what I realized? I am happy I don't have fan-girlies/boys! *I know I am a bit late with that, but still* *Lays on the floor* So blah! Seeya!
from suta :
*glomps* I got a mail! I got a mail! I got a mail! (I'll read it later and write a respond...offline)ehm... dunno what to write... sooo have a nice wednesday!!! A bientôt!
from orionreviews :
your review has been completed for some time. apologies for not notifying you sooner.
from uniqueviews :
Dear DL member, thank you for the opportunity to review you. Your review has been completed and it is waiting back at our home site. Please keep us linked and we’ll do the same. If you are content with your review, please send your friends to us. Thanks, HRH Kat.
from suta :
Heyz! -_-; Brenda and Marieke are here. We ate 7 fucking pizza's and we will eat some pie later. God, I hope I won't get high of all those tomatoes... (they had a weird taste) Marieke got me a Rammstein cd. Do you have "America" "Du hast" or "Du riechst so gut"??? If not, just say me, I will send ye one. I absolutely love that cd... 20 songs full of damn german shit, I LOVE IT!!! (Jesus, I wanna see my mother's face if she hears that crap. I know I have a weird way of having fun.) So cute bro, have a nice day! Give a HUGE BIG hug to little Gagie! (*sniffle* I still want a Kurt Cobain shirt like his) Seeya, lots of hugs and kisses!!! Little sis. The end of a big ass note.
from suta :
Hiya! Did you write that little text in my comment yourself??? And yeah, it means waste your time. How did ye know that? Don't spend to much time at my silly entries, do you hear me! *sigh* I want COFFEE toooooooo!!!!!
from suta :
Oh and yes! I've heard of Muse. I've never got the chance to hear their music. I only know it cause all fake-freak-bullshit-girlies are wearing t-shirts of them. ^_^; Of course I heard of them before, but still... Hee heee heee. Have a nice...night! Doei.
from suta :
Aw poor you! Actually I am sitting here behind the pc at 6 listening the moonlight sonata... (There was a part of conan on television, it was 'bout a man, who starve in a burning house while playing the moonlight sonata, that's why I love it so much) *shivers* It's a bit cold in here. Well, seeya!
from suta :
I am free!!! The world is beautiful!!! (sometimes) Hmmm, well... *nothing to say* This song makes me cry...*has seriously tears in her eyes.* ^-^ Well, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHIZUKA!!!! Seeya Scionnie...
from suta :
Hey! You deleted your own notey notes!
from suta :
Awwww You are not an old man, your are my elder brother and of course your not that little. The difference is just a few cm. I was just fucking with ye a little bit. *smirk* *yawn* I finished my entry and I need coffeeee! So pompous jackass seeya later! Love ya lots!
from suta :
Hugs & Kisses!!!! *smirk*
from suta :
...
from suta :
Well, young... HA! AAAAWWWWW don't cry!!!
from suta :
Aw how time goes, so quick, before you know your an old man.... I am happy I am still young
from suta :
Aw.... you are already a bit forgetful
from suta :
LEAVE IT!
from suta :
And I don't care you are older, or should I call ye sir!
from suta :
Yes you are!!!!
from suta :
aw, I am sorry, how can I kick a little boy like that? I am so mean to ye.... *bows again and pats on the head*
from suta :
*KICK*
from suta :
YOU ARE ANNOYING!!!!!!
from suta :
Er... I know you are lying in bed now, but...still... did you do something with that hug meter!!! First there were 4, NOW 22! That's a radical change... *grumbles*
from suta :
Hoi hoi! Ah great, I feel lots better now. Drawing at night is the best medicin (drew till 2.30, woke up 5.58) Hey, do you feel better now? You must be! It will be Friday-night at your place. Weekend!!! How's your family doing actually? Well, I still wanna download some stuff (OMANGA IS STILL NOT WORKING, I DIDN'T DOWNLOAD SOME MPD-STUFF FOR AGES!!!) GRMBL.. *hugs* Bye bye Ryou-kun!
from suta :
Lalalalala...freetime next week...lalalalala Oh no, I still have to work.. *shrugs* I don't care... Oh fuck, that drawing...*shrugs* I don't care... It seems like I still have lots to do. Hey and if something's wrong, you know, you can always tell me, right, I won't judge you. *patpat* Well, who knows? Maybe, I'll seeya tomorrow! Bye bye!
from suta :
Oh, *looks underneath* ahum Hey, poor you, *hugs* dunno what's wrong, I don't care. *many hugs* Just be happy!
from bangetsavoha :
I don't mind questions at all. I'll answer nearly any that I'm able. But, as for why he stopped meaning so much to me, he's gone through changes. Enough changes that I can't see any of the qualities that I used to be fond of in him anymore. When I look at him, it isn't him anymore, so I don't care like I once did.
from suta :
Hey, that pic is the layout for the first volume here! eh..in Germany... I'll see... I saved all money I could get for Germany... I want lots and lots of manga... But there are just toooo many.. What were you actually thinking when you wrote that entry??? *yeah, I was the mutilated teddybear* Hee hee. *snif snif sniffle* Hey what's that smell??? COFFEEEEE! *runs away, takes coffee, is back* yum yum yum... Well Seeya.. I am busy with a kinda weird entry soo have a nice day.. ('bout comment: You are just tooo cocky!!!)
from suta :
Sorry little boy, I've a presentation 'bout yuki tomorrow...so Bye bye!
from suta :
Oops! I can't write anymore... I meant BLAME! (you know that funny man with the pistol you used for the layout of that smartdesign sity) Yeah you are right I was hearing evanescence when I wrote it. Seether? Oh god, I don't know him...eh...ah wait...that man of "broken"? I am kinda funny the last days...just hearing Rammstein, Rage against the Machine and Incubus.. Oh fuck I talked about Rammstein -_- Help me!!! "We are living in America, America...coca cola ist wunderbar..." NO NOT THAT SONG HELP HELP HELP S.O.S!!!!!
from shinigamikid :
Moody-ass motherfucker. >_<
from suta :
Tada! Here I am, this is me... (ACK! THIS IS A POPSONG) Thx for the song again, I am already really hooked to it. You wanted to stalk me with notes? Ha! I'll be the one who stalks you! (fuck, I still have to make that manga-list) Just a short question: Is Blade a good manga????? They will release it in Germany now! SO PLEASE TELL ME!!!! *looks at clock* oops. ^_^ I've to go! Sayonara and Ganbatte!!!
from suta :
Hey, Queen? Do you mean that huge spider queen??? I can't stand weevil that much, just like manta of shaman king... there are soo irritating... oh and... I write ye a mail tomorrow after doing my bloody french test.. (^___°) Nice song by the way! Luv ya! Lu-chan!
from suta :
Hey! Don't mind, I didn't feel abandoned.. (I had to learn two german and one english test anyway) *sigh* You are right, I don't sound good. The reason? I'll tell ye in a mail, okay? The last weeks were just fucked up... By the way.. I never saw American Psycho, but I saw American Psycho 2, bloody, lots of sex, dead women...wow I loved that movie. (Dammit I never laughed that much in whole my life) I saw it at a party... you know... all girls hiding behind pillows and stuff and I was laughing till I thought I would die cos of me becoming asthmatic... jesesss I love that movie... I don't need stupid comedies to laugh... horror and thrillers make me laugh... that's my weird habit..hehehehehe... WAIT A SEC!!!! YOU DIDN'T RESPOND MY IM YOU BLOODY.... you are mean... Well, I guess there's something wrong with my msn or like that... yesterday it was already acting weird.. Seeya bro!
from suta :
*sigh* I am sorry I disturbed your rest. I won't write any comment or note this week, you will have your rest then. And I try to control Lu *smirk* Love you lots! Sayonara Bro
from suta :
WAIT A SEC!!! Mutilate plushies??? Does that mean you read my "about me" page already!!!???? *sniffle* I can't hide anything for ye, right? *sniffle* Doesn't matter ugly pics or site-things... *sniffle* And anyway I can't destroy anything that has to do with Japan or Anime... (Just like those yugioh chaps..I should throw them away... but I can't..so that's why they are all over the floor in my roommmm.) Well, who knows? Maybe I'll see ya tomorrow! Bye bye and good luck! *glomps* ppppooorrrr bro.
from suta :
Mutilating plushies? Well, I mutilate all plushies I saw the last few days.. MWAHAHAHAHAHA... no serious.. it's true
from suta :
Ack! You will be curious then, well... I am not good. Rest I'll tell ye later brother
from suta :
Poor you. How I am doing? Err....hmmm...well I tell ye when I see ye... probably next weekend or something like that...
from suta :
Last note...bye
from suta :
^___° I was wondering what you are doing now... heee heee heee
from suta :
Hi big bro! Don't mind I am this week in a weird mood anyway... *sigh* I want tornado's.. Big chance..here in the Netherlands... I don't have much to tell. Seeya!
from suta :
(one hour later) *didn't found chocolate cookies, but chocolate icecream* Quizziiiieesss are soooo fun!!! *yum yum* Hee heee heeee! *a bit high* (Not of joints you silly, cause of the chocolate and the quiizzzieeesss...) (look at my pagie...I love quiziiessss with anime picties....) Hee hee heee Bye bye.... (still wants to know why *glomps*?) heee heee heee
from suta :
*looking for chocolate cookies* :(
from bangetsavoha :
Well, Lisa and Halas are my names, so they are of some importance. Trevor is the name of someone who, at the time, was very dear to me. Midgetlegs is, in a sense, who I am on the internet, as well as the name of my cat, who knows more about me than anyone. As far as the banana part, it probably had something to do with whatever I was thinking about on the day I made the name up. I could be wrong though. As far as the hate thing, it IS a strong emotion. It seems, though, that the little experience I suggests that pain leads to hate, rather than hate leading to pain. That's where I am now. Hate derived from pain.
from suta :
Hi *sigh* I am uploading your picties now... You are weird you know...I first thought you would be a normal girl (yes, I thought you were a girl, cause you were talking about your husband and at time I didn't understand english that well) So, don't worry... I still like you how you are.. (although you are REALLY mean) heee heee heee
from suta :
(You are mean) Hey, you left me a comment! Why were you laughing? I was so surprised it was so easy... *sniffle* I know I can't handle html... It's a shame you are not online. *shrugs* Anyway..I shall seek information about picasso now then... (so boring)...Bye!
from bangetsavoha :
My username doesn't really have a meaning exactly. I just took parts from the words/names Banana, Midgetlegs, Lisa, Trevor, and Halas, and that's what I got. I don't know why I chose that route. It just happened.
from suta :
I am FREE I am FREE... I DON'T HAVE TO WORK TONIGHT!!! FREETIME!!!!!! ^______^ hee hee heee. *sorry poor bro for stalking ye with notes today* HEEE HEEEEEEE.... *cuddling you* Fuck I've to draw... *sniffle* Ah well, maybe I can show you tomorrow morning what I did already.... *sniffle* *has a kinda funny mood* Bye bye!!!! Thoseeee archiiiveessss.. suki desu! Bye I won't stalk ye anymore today...or should I confess my undying love now.. *can't stop laughing* I stop now..I need coffee... Bye!
from suta :
WAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH!!!!! *glomps* Your archives are working!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hee heee heee. I love you!
from suta :
Dammit...I want those chocolate-cookies so badly...aww do you call them brownies? :(
from suta :
*yawn* Goodmorning...dammit I am soooo sleepy, but the good thing is... Today! Just three hours school!!!! German, Geography, German2 Yeah yeah Yeah!!!! Love & Peace and many hugs and kisses to you two! A bientôt!
from suta :
*realizes something really late* Hey, how did you know I changed that with my site? ?_? Did I tell you about it? *can't remember* Or can you read my mind? *help!* ?_? Oh oh not good! Bye! Hugs and kisses!
from suta :
Holy crap, another long note.. forgive me *more sniffles* -_-;;;;;;;
from suta :
HIYA! I am happy you are not angry at me. That woman makes me crazy. *sigh* Hey, don't be pissed off. *hugs* Just think of Kira and TADA! the world is beautiful again (*ahem*) ^-^ tee heeee. Yes! YES! I am still alive! *does a little dance* Huh? You didn't screw up my dutch. The test I had to prepare and where I talked about in my last mail was french... *grumbles* but that wasn't your fault.. The dutch test was about the history of the dutch literature... -_- hell! SO I've to stop big bro. *kicks* Be happy now! Moody you! I really love that lyric by the way... Okay okay I take care...damn why? OH, I found out why I like boys with long hair better then with short! I love to play with other people's hair... awww not good.. such a bad habit *sniffle* Well... *another sniffle* seeya lovable little boy!!! Take good care too!!!
from suta :
Nihao!!! I am so sorry about that ...this morning... ^_^; (Hey she was screaming that loud in my ears I can't hear a thing anymore) I did my worst dutch test today... ^_^; I wanna be eaten by those wolves...*sniffle* (I liked that entry. What were you thinking when you wrote it?) *did you already notice she didn't kill me???* Well there's one good thing! I put another link under etcetera and it works this time! *yeah!* Oh happy day! Well happy... -_- at least I survived and was the dentist happy with my teeth.. I don't wanna think of french and dutch... *sniffle sniffle sniffle cry* What did you mean actually with quite little trace????? telllll meeee.. *dammit, I am too curious. Just ignore me* Bye bye moodiest jackass I know. Heee heee. *hugs* G'night bro.
from suta :
*suspicious* Why hee hee hee? I read that lyric, but what did you mean with that? Yes, it's sad no halloween..*shrugs* we have st.maarten, but that isn't that fun... Poor shinigamikid! You can be a real bastard sometimes *nodnod* Waaaiiii! But that makes you so ccuuuutttteee. *hugs* -_- to lazy to send a lyric with email? *ahem* Do you have such a complicated mailbox then, or are you just extremely lazy.... Whatever.. Ehm.. those archives..you can read the text but they aren't links. *yawn* I still have to do some french and my teacher will kill me...*is doing her schoolwork at 6.47 in the morning* So have a nice day! *hugs* Seeya! Kisses to little bro! *is almost sleeping at her desk* Sayonara!
from suta :
Hey, you tried to repair those archives! *saw you updated, but didn't saw a new entry* ....and you changed your cast... *grumbles* I liked it better how it was before... *pouts* ...itty bitty.. *smashes head against keyboard*
from suta :
*ahem* I-AM-NOT-ITTY-BITTY!!!!!!!!!!
from bangetsavoha :
Your journal was a pleasure to read and I'm glad I got to review it. And thank you for the compliment towards my layout.
from suta :
Oops..someone wants to kill ye! *looks at note underneath* hehehehehehe Well *grumbles* at least you learn a bit dutch with translating it. *sticks tongue out* Halloween...*sniffle* doesn't exist here. Well go as Edward then!!! ^0^ No, you have to be tiny! Otherwise you wouldn't be sooooo cute... okay okay.... I'll wait till your next mail. I've lots and lots to do for school...some presentations and reports..ACK! and a dutch-test tomorrow... I am dying... 6 minutes??? O_O awww okay the song of X the movie is more than 8 minutes.... Well cute little jackass, take care for murderous women... gyahahahahahaha *kinda weird mood* JA NE!!!
from shinigamikid :
AHHHH!!! YOU BASTARD! Your such a fucking JACKASS!! I'm gonna fucking kill you!!!!!!!!
from suta :
Hey, you forgot I like you being mean! Mwahahaha... The world-destruction is near!!! I write ye a mail...wait a sec (with my report, you can't understand dutch anyway)*sticks tongue out* Kisses, suta...
from suta :
hello! hello! hello! Ack! "kills a mosquito" "sigh" It's a shame you are not there, cause I wanted to show ye how much I wrote about ye. (ahem.. I was allowed to write just one page! God, I wrote three...)Hee heee heee ^_^; I love you brother. G'night!!!
from kuri-chan :
Hey ^_^ I've from double-h-reviews just thought I'd tell you your review will be on the way pretty soon. Be back.
from suta :
Yeah! Tokyo city boy!!!! I agree! *sticks tongue out* Scion's a tokyo city boy!!! heee heee. Sorry couldn't resist. *sniffle*
from moosix :
TOKYO CITY BOY!! TOKYO CITY BOY! TRA LA LA LA LA LA!!!! Ryou-chan is a nothing but a Tokyo City Boy! ^____^
from l2roxy :
Thanks for the compliment, I think all of the links are fixed if your still interested in reading them. Enjoy!
from suta :
ACK! You really read my entries!! GOD WHY? Damn let me die. Please please let me die... "lust" Ha! that's a nice name! (and short if you compare it with my last one "der schönste und göttlichste engel") Great how you compare him with a vampire. GOD VAMPIRES ARE GREAT *nodnod* I wouldn't mind to die for one, I'll die soon enough anyway. *sticks tongue out* Bye BIG BRO. *wasn't allowed to get near the computer cause of her I-want-to-download-conan-and-fma-addiction* *waves* :P
from suta :
Hey! C'mon I was just teasing you! ^_^ poor bro. I know you don't have many time. You are not a bad friend, you are just busy with everything and nothing... hehehehehehe... So goodnight!
from suta :
your poor mum...
from suta :
Hey you changed your profile!!!...why? Well and it's true nothing suits me.. *sticks tongue out* Well dear bro.. I've to stop.. school -_- oh dammit why why why... Well have a nice day.. Love & Peace!! Luc
from suta :
DAMMIT! How often do I have to say this > You are NOT ugly. I think that suit would have even suit you. I am not really into yugioh cards, but my brothers are... *is making a list of all cards they have* Too expensive for me, the one who also likes manga and manga and manga...and and You think I was lucky? *shaking her head* That's not true...but I don't wanna talk about it... here..
from suta :
So that's it. Have a nice day!! Big Bro. Hee heee. Many hugs and kisses. Little sis Lu-chan. ^___^
from suta :
Hey! That name is just perfect for an anime freak!! That card is so pretty... (I was asking myself why you gave it such a name..soo) I love Soul Release and Change of Heart (Hope these are the good english names) I know they're magiccards.. *shrugs* By the way you know my mum would kill me if I would say that, don't ye? She would force me to talk with the priest and to go every sunday to the church and I am happy I don't have to... and and she wouldn't buy me any comics, manga or cards anymore *pouts*
from suta :
You loved that apoca-thing? Oh hell, now I am not the only one anymore who liked it. NOOOO I won't have to wear a dress *curses dresses and skirts* (I used to...but they accept now I like to go to the church in my freaky way!) People who think dresses suit me are really weird...*nodnod* Nothing suits me so. *shrugs*
from suta :
Hiya! Send ye just another song of Oomph... dunno if you like it..I've a special music-taste... (Don't worry, I won't send anything of Apocaliptica anymore) hehehehehehehe Well have to go to the church *glares at parents* ^_^ I don't have much time cause I've to work at 5 till 11...so doei! Love&Peace! Your sis
from suta :
Wait a sec! HEE! Now I know where you got that "dedication through light and darkness" HEE HEEE! Yerk.
from suta :
Hey! Brother! Now I totally forgot that with that song.... Well okay.. Have a nice shopping-night... Nighty Night Kiddo
from suta :
Hey *worried* are you alright, lovely cute brother? I just got another mail!!! This is wrong! I am the stalker or fangirlie here!!! *pouts* Hehehehe Anyway I like it though... Bye bye and ganbatte!!!
from suta :
Hello! I looked in my mailbox and ... O_O I got a mail?!? HOW WEIRD! I thought you freaked out somehow! How can you have time in the middle of the week??? You are weird *nodnod* I will send ye a mail tomorrow morning, promise! I am downloading that song now...soooo....I'll tell you about it tomorrow...!!!! LOVE YA BRO!!!! I am happy you didn't forget me!!!
from suta :
V (^________^) V Love & Peace!
from suta :
So! That's why I leave another note! I loved your new entry..I love them all...that's why I read them all.. But this one makes me nodding, (although there are many difficult words -_-;)makes me sad and happy at the same time, makes me almost cry, it's weird.... well I am weird.. *shrugs* Bye bye and love ya brother. Take care about yourself!
from suta :
Blah? How nice you help me with stopping to leave notes. *glares* I am alright, bro, I am just extremely sad the last few days. *pat pat* Just being moody, ha!, knowing me. (what are you often online in the middle of this week)Grrrrr, I left a note again. Okay, now it's your own fault if I leave you notes!!!!! THE WHOLE TIME!!!!
from suta :
Hey, let them fall, let everything shatter, let everything break, they won't forget. I won't let you go too! Remember that! (Ohhhwww I left a note....fuck that idea about not leaving notes... I am so stupid...living without notes...such a stupid idea.. *sniffle* Saw my new picties already? I attacked my brother!!! *did make a pic of it*)
from rothe-review :
your review is up. nice diary, I enjoyed spending my time here.
from dooki :
I was never denying that you were FAR more of a geek than I. I wouldn't want to take the latex off your face just yet...I was merely admitting that I do, in fact, harbor geek like qualities that could possibly destroy my integrity. Comic cons are the most entertaining venue to go to. Holy shit, dude. THOSE people have some fucking issues. Most of them shopped at my comic store, but to see them in full regailia is quite impressive. But no, I am aware that you are way more geeky than I. I doff my hat to you, sir. May you live for a thousand Sim City years....(which is a long time...but if you're such a geek you would know that.) Sul Sul, a-noo noo!
from suta :
I WON!!! I left you together with this one 14 notes in ONE day, you only 10. ^_____°
from suta :
Okay this is really the last one!!! Forgot to say bye....so bye big bro....forgot another thing.... *kick* .... Bye! *sticks tongue out*
from suta :
The last one. I am getting tired and I've to work tonight. Brothers have to be annoying? Well, most of the time are the younger siblings annoying, not the ELDER ones!!! Hey you are an adult, your 20!!! I have to be the irritating one here. Well, I always thought that girls are smarter and more grown up than boys. *bats eyelashes* Hahahahahahahahahaha.
from suta :
Tada! Another one! *sticks tongue out*
from suta :
Ha! I can make your mailbox full toooo if I want! Anyway, I was just in time at school. Did you know I have 8 km to cycle and I never cycled to school that quick in my whole life!!! *pouts* You are mean. Using my addiction...
from suta :
Back from school! *YEA!* *glares* Did you realize I had 8 mails of you in my mailbox!!!!! Jesus Christ, you can be annoying! Although I thought it was fun though.. Love ya too handsome brother!
from suta :
BYE AND GO AWAY!
from suta :
I go now and I won't respond any notes!!!! Remember that! And don't forget I've my own tricks to make it worse. (ANOTHER NOTE: I REALLY HATE YOU TWO) BWaha ahahah ahahaha
from suta :
Don't smirk at meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!! You are mean. *throws a loaf of bread* *shrugs* Anyway I've to go to school, I don't have a car you know. *Yesterday I was already sick* ANOTHER NOTE! DON'T LEAVE ME NOTES ANYMORE!!!
from suta :
You know what? I am astmatic. If I say I feel not wel, I am always allowed to go home, cause I never take my medicin with me!!!! I don't have to learn how to ditch! I am to lazy... I just use me being astmatic Mwahahahahahaha
from suta :
Stop leaving me notes!!!! I will never loose my note-addiction, all cause of you two fuckers in Amerika... WAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!
from suta :
*is still growling*
from suta :
I've to go to school in two minutes!!! HOW CAN YOU CALL THAT A GOOD FRIDAY!!!! I hate you!!! *a lie* I hate school, I hate myself, I hate everything... *got a reallll bad mood now*
from suta :
How could you!!!!! I try to stop with leaving notes, go away note-addiction! and you leave me notes!!! Waaaahhhh, I am a sinner!! Lasagna is so yummy yummy yummy... What's true? Awww..the cast?...well, yes, you are beautiful (inside & outside) ^_^ but.... I am NOT cute -_- Why has kira to kill you? *is reading note underneath* Bye bye!!!!!
from moosix :
Grrrrr..you know, I'd really hate to have to KILL MY OWN HUSBAND.
from moosix :
Sweet.
from suta :
Sorry! I just wanna tell ye that I wrote a cast and put it on the site. Wanna see what I wrote about you? *smirk* You didn't tell me at all that you put me in your cast! *glares* So mean! Well, wanna take a shower... *is still glaring* -_- Bye bye. *smirk*
from suta :
ACK! A mail at wednesday? ^_^ I'll wait with responding your email. I would feel sorry for ye if I respond immediately, bro. Then It would be 3 instead of 2, that's why. *looks at the mail* Grrrrrrrrrrrr... I am REALLY not cute. *pouts* Have a *looks at the clock* nice night! Doei doei!
from suta :
I can't help. *sniffle* Each time my school starts at 09.15 I've too much time before going to school and I feel so bored... *looks at dooki's note* COMICS! COMICS! COMICS! COMICS! *back to normal* and then I go on the internet... *sniffle* ^___________^ Bye!
from dooki :
"I'm Japanese so I'm automatically a geek" whatever, dude! What does that even MEAN? I'm a friggin' nerd supreme! Did you know that I have the ENTIRE season of the cartoon Dungeons and Dragons? I also was QUITE the Magic the Gathering collector in my day...I can't believe I'm telling you this. Come on, I worked at a comic book store for a year and a half...it was BOUND to come out sooner or later. Maybe that explains my affinity to you...I feel the geek within dying to be released...like a caged BEAST! (See? I'm a DORK with a capital NERD) As for your recent debacles, I didn't think you were helpless, I just wanted you to know that you're not alone. Take care. LONG LIVE NERDS!
from suta :
Hallo! Did you kill the toad-husband already? I would have loved to be there, gyaahahahahaha I got this link from Moosie of Angstboy. Are you really like that? hehehehehehehehe. Just take a look at my notes... I start to hate notes..Waaaahhhh nooooo... It's a sort of love-and-hate-relationship... *sniffle* I wanna email ye... *thinks* You know what? I don't care you don't write back, I'll mail you anyway. *sticks tongue out*
from moosix :
Okay, okay, I'm sorry for making you push back Masochism. SORRY ALL FUCKING READY!!!! ^_^ Well, I don't even know who to find to publish that. It's not exactly...traditional in any way. We're gonna have to search, gawdammit. So we're agreed, Day primary, Reaper secondary?
from suta :
Fuck that was a long note, almost a mail...
from suta :
LASAGNA????? Yummy! Yummy! You made me hungry YERK! Yes, Kill him! Kill him! Lasagna is what we are living for! I....want....lasagna.... But we ate just pizza, tomatoe-soup and hamburgers soooo *shrugs* (I know, unhealty) You don't have to work? I am jealous... I've to go to school AND I've to work, but I need it for manga and manga and comics... *sigh* It would be cheaper to be just a boygroup-fangirlie... yeggggggggg Fuck damn pop-boygroups! Jay Gordon is really a (singing) god! Aw... I just realized... I am writing another note!!! WAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!!! I've to stop. Maybe do I see you tomorrow morning and if not... *shrugs* (Just for your information...it is monday-night here) Can't stop talking... "Shut up, dummy!" "Aw Okay" BYE BYE SCIONCHEN (German way of -chan)
from suta :
*sings loud* "Rolling dice and seeming queer Bastard love, a sick affair. Let's see what new disease you'll fetch. I mean that fucking you is strange. And adored by me throughout" ^__° *smirk* Bye bye, have a nice day kiddo. I go sleeping . .tomorrow monday. .ack. . .school. . .ack. . Doei!
from suta :
Hi *waves* I know, I know..I stop Bye
from suta :
Sorry... *sniffle* I couldn't resist....
from suta :
*sniffle* I've to go to school and I've to work I will miss aaalllllllll ANIME!!!!! No noir, no conan, no yugioh, no wolf's rain, no duelmasters, no inuyasha, no hellsing, no najica, not even aika, no cowboy bebop, no gundam wing, EVEN NOT POKÉMON AND DOREMI (yeg no that's crap) no ranma, no AS, no digimon,no arjuna, no megaman no no no no no no..... *sniffle sniffle* And the worst problem of all..... THE VIDEORECORDER ISN'T WORKING!!!!!!!!!!!! Dear god why do you hate me so much? sniffle...
from suta :
*is sticking out her tongue*
from suta :
Victory is yours? Don't think so. *kick kick* Keep quiet! Oh no, I don't wanna kick you. Your so little...so cute...I wanna hug you.. *hugs* *two times* Your poor? Don't spend your money for unnecessary (jesus christ what a fucking word!)things like cigarettes then. And now the worst thing...don't spend your money to anime and manga and....yugioh cards!!! Waaahhh noooooooooo! I thought you've a car? Sell it and spend that money for cards. *yeah!* Just a joke, big brother. Bye bye. Awww.. Your still cute.. *hugs* By the way school is okay. -_- I just hate it. It is like ripping away the wings of an angel... I wanna be freeeeeeee!!! Now really. BYE!
from suta :
GRMBL!!! grrrr.... You are so annoying...you ... DAMN YOU!
from suta :
MEANIE!!! Don't tell me that!!! You really like to torture me, don't ye? *growling* I've been working all night ^^; and in exactly 1.31 hours I have to be at school for those idiot FRENCH lessons! Why is our schoolsystem so good? *sniffle* I wanna ditch schoooollllll!!!! *sigh* Bye evil genius! *is still growling*
from suta :
yummy yummy yummy...bread with peanut-butter is just awesome. *here is kiddo speaking* Hey, I'll write you a mail tomorrow, promise. Not today cause of school and my job.. *shivers* I don't wanna squid... ^_^; Sayonara & Ganbatte!
from suta :
Hello big brother! I am happy you are okay. *is cuddling you* Many hugs to Kira. And well.. *looks at the clock* 6.25 I've to be at school at 11.15 so *waves* Bye!
from false-apathy :
Go online sometime. I have a new e-mail address and I ditched msn a little while ago, but because school is starting I think I'll start up messenger chatting again.
from penguinllama :
I'm so sorry, sempai. I knew how much he meaned to you. Please, I'm begging you, don't go off alone again. Don't hide away, and face this alone. We're all here for you and Kira-sempai. All of us - even the disenchanted, disassociated, enemies amoung us - are still family. We're ALL fucking family. Remember that. Please, don't run away. Don't break yourself again. I love you, nii-sama....all of us do.
from malibureview :
Hello! I'm sorry to confuse you! This is Jennifer from Bobs reviews. The site has changed to malibu review and you are now on this pending list. Sorry for the confusion. If you would like to be removed from our list, please notify us. You will still be on the same reviewers waiting list. Thanks for your patience -Jennifer
from suta :
Don't worry about me, brother. Take as long as time as you need. But don't forget me, will you? Give Kira a hug of me. Not sorry, okay?
from dooki :
I know exactly what you mean. Denial is what hides us from the destiny we so fear...our own truth. It's weird to read someone's entry and say to yourself, "well, yeah!" But it isn't that clear when you yourself are thinking it out. Why is that? Why can we point out every fucking flaw and perfection in other people yet shirk ourselves of the same honesty? We aren't so cavalier in thinking of the other person's feelings, yet we take SPECIAL care of not admitting anything to ourselves. You want to get away from yourself, and hide in yourself at the same time. Be "normal" whatever the fuck that is, yet the impossibility of that rears it's ugly head and says, "you're a dumb ass for thinking you'll ever change". And we won't ever change. I guess what I'm prating on and on about is to thank you for not talking about Brittney Spears or Slipknot and how much you love them. Thank you for not sharing Yu-Gi-Oh secrets in your diary. Thank you for not trying to sound like every other jack hole on this diary. Thank you for your blatant honesty. Thank you for talking about something pertinent. Thank you for your simplistic template that displays what it needs...your words and a splash of self indulgence. Thanks for not having a username like ^*^badgrrlporn^*^ or badazzmotha. Thank you for writing.
from suta :
(<^_^<)V(°_^)V (>^_^>)
from suta :
Well, I am back. I feel tired, fucked up, totally down and sick. I just want my teddybear and go asleep even if it's not nearly night here. I've to make a new entry. So I'll see you later! ^__^;
from suta :
Don't smirk! You damn brat! Waahhhhhh! *is feeling murderous* (Marieke *sitting next to me* "Help me!!!!!") Well have a nice day kiddo + greets to Kira and Toonces and you SECRET LOVE!!! gyaahahahahahahahahaahahaha... BYE
from suta :
you yerk!
from suta :
heeeeeeeee heeeeeeeeeeee so fun these notes...
from suta :
I am there! Well I was there! You are weird, you know. *nodnod* Well anyway...goodnight then!!!
from suta :
Waaaahhhhh!!!! I AM BACK! Just to let you know... It's far over midnight here and I am so sleeeppppyyyy, so don't worry I won't bother you tomorrow (morning)!!! (Isn't that happy news!!!)But I will write you a looonnnggg mail (saw your note so..) about my horrible terrible vacation. JESSSSUUUSSS I AM BACK!!! *is singing and dancing* mwahahahahahahaha.. ^0^ *yea yea yea yea* Back to normal --- Well many kisses and hugs, also for Kira and Toonces!!!! BYE!!! V^-----^V LOVE AND PEACE GUYS!!!
from moosix :
Oh and yes, James O'Barr IS a god, he's just a bit of a dick in real life. Same thing with Mike Mignola...shit, you don't think we'll end up that way, do you??????????
from moosix :
O_O Okay, okay, I apologize for beratting you over a Sept. deadline...shit, 23 fucking pages done already??? Okay, how many more can we expect?
from suta :
WAAAAAHHHHH MSN WORKS AGAIN!!!!!!!!!
from suta :
Waaahh! Are you a good singer then? I sing often, but you would probably think it's the cat. (^^;;;;)I feel a bit sick or ill whatever... this damn weather!
from suta :
Hi Big Bro! *waves* Yep, Msn died, so I leave a note for you. Hmmmmmm...nothing to tell...what I want to put in here then. Well goodnight! V(^0^)V
from suta :
Hey, I didn't get a email for your notes too! Oh, say Kira I liked to talk with him. Teee heee. *is nipping tea at 6 in the morning*
from deliriumrev :
review's up.
from moosix :
FUCKING SLACKER!!! Get off your bony ass and do some inking!! >O<
from suta :
Eh, don't know how to say... *is totally embarrassed* I don't know how I did it, but I fixed that link somehow... (??-??)Thanks anyway.
from suta :
Help! Tasskete! I hate it to beg someone... *sigh* But you said for that link Diaryrings I had to make a entry with my diaryrings and call it rings.html... It doesn't work! Please help me... *is bowing and kneeling and begging for help, and hates to do that* Dohzo, dohzo, Otetsudai itadakemass ka? I won't bother you anymore, you've more things to do. Bye Bye and Aligatoh, dschah mata!
from suta :
Hi... *sticking out her tongue!!!* Thank you for the layout and goodnight! HEEE heee HEEE heee (^----°)
from suta :
Nihao! *waves back*
from dooki :
You know, I unlocked my diary just for little ol' you! I like the new layout. It's easier to look at. I felt like the graphics on it before took away from your beautiful words. Thanks for reading, even though I don't have any fun links. HAHAHAHA.
from moosix :
Anou...we need to sit down and plot out And the PM6 'verse. (come up w a name yet?) I know that's your baby, so don't hold back on that. Besides, it requires less effort.
from moosix :
Well, yeah. I mean, Honda's project is absolutly ZERO priority. Get it done obviously, but get SS done first.
from moosix :
September...shit, that's the earliest we can push out??
from moosix :
You told me to ride your ass to get shit down, so I'm riding...where are you in S&S?? I mean, percent wise. Your still in the initial draft-drawing phase, arn't you?
from penguinllama :
Yep yep yep, I understand. *glomp* I mean, it's just a tad bit obvious. You two love each other more than any other couple I've seen. That pisses people off.
from diary-nazi :
Your review is up. http://diary-nazi.diaryland.com/theascensio.html
from punk-loser :
trust me, there's things geeky enough about me to ostracize me from even cool nerd land...
from moosix :
THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH EXTREME TRIGUN FANDOM!!! *ahem* 'scuse me, just wanted to let you know I created this for GV Projects. All us kids need something to use, ne?? I'll set it up tomorrow, Scion. All we need now is spicy stewed donuts...oh and ps, if you are not IMMEDIATELY aware of who this is, I'll kick you in the nuts. They're mine to kick.
from shinigamikid :
JEEEESSSUS!! Okay, okay, I'll leave it alone! o_O...sheesh, defensive much, Ryou-kun?
from shinigamikid :
Your just a teeny bit too far into the whole Vash fandom. You should devote less money to that series. Wolfwood is hot, though.
from punk-loser :
go go power rangers!
from tool-nin-fan :
I think you're great.
from penguinllama :
You have to believe in it so strongly, especially when your done to the bloody bone. Ryou, we know things haven't been even close to easy for you. You've been the hell and fucking back again. Even now that things are calmer right now, your still killing yourself out there. Things will be better soon. Not everything will go away. But it'll be better, Ryou-kun. Have faith. Don't break down on us. You know how much me and my wife love you and Kira. Don't let Kira down, okay? Just have faith.
from celestial31 :
And I'm a skeptical little girl that despises the monophobic.
from punk-loser :
a karate instructor... wow, the life long dream of all little kids born in the 80's that faded away when they had to become software designers. i'm hungry for cheese
from penguinllama :
You talk like such a fag! Boku this and boku that, adding kun onto guys names! Egh, I can't take it anymore!! What happened to the Osaka spirit?? YOU TURNED INTO A TOKYO CITY-BOY!! *giggling* Love you, nii-sama.
from celestial31 :
Thank you for you message, Emotion my ink, diaryland my pen. You, too, are a beautiful writer, such grim outlooks on the desires of mankind, beautifully written to persuade even the most narrow-minded, I'm secretly jealous.
from shinigamikid :
You...are such a complete asshole -_- (Glances down) Who's D'arcy Wretsky??
from punk-loser :
oh god, you have the corn selling bastards too? "tu quieres? tu quieres?" sometimes it shames me to think that i share bloodlines with those people. my family came to this country with a lawnmower and a gleam of hope in their eyes, but at least we can all speak english now. i wish i could speak japanese though... it'd make playing final fantasy XI a lot easier.
from penguinllama :
Holy fucking hell, you have become your lover. Quoting Chasing Amy, not only a Kevin SMith movie, but a Jason Lee line no less!! Your turning into Kira...creepy.
from penguinllama :
Yeah, it sucks alright. Freelance sounds cool, until you realize your next check dosen't come until you can find a client. The equips not too enpensive, thou. I should be able to buy it with my next check. RANDOM THOUGHT -- I would really like to fuck D'arcy Wretsky right about now..........
from punk-loser :
i'm actually a cheating vegetarian. i can't eat a lot of stuff that you're supposed to derive protien from, like nuts, due to allergies. so as my yummy substitute i eat fish, it's my favorite thing anyway, so if i gave up eating fish i'd really only be hurting myself. sometimes it hurts my head trying to decide on if it's just the language barrier that makes them stupid, or if they really are just that dumb.
from myownjourney :
Thanks for filling out the survey. I appreciate and respect the answers. - take care
from shinigamikid :
Your fucking gorgeous. You're a brooding, aloof, cynical jackass. Chicks find that hot!! So get over your anti-sex, Scion-likey-no-touchie paranoia and DEAL WITH IT!! ^_^ I know your not interested in them in the least, but fucking take it as a compliment.
from punk-loser :
i really hate that it's true... but then again there's that certain subset of non-idiots within the late highschool and through the college years we could still exploit for food service and jack ass plumbing jobs. seeing as how i can't even count on my fingers, toes, or internal organs how many times i've had my order fucked up by some hardly english speaking dumbass that can't seem to understand that when i say i want a combo of some sorts, and you take my money for it, you have to give me all the parts to it. this makes me glad that i can't eat at places where this high level of stupidity and ignorance reigns... point 1 for vegetarianism
from alonereviews :
your review is up at http://alonereviews.diaryland.com/theascensio.html
from penguinllama :
Ha! Lookie! http://www.ferret.com/angstboy/ab820i.gif. It's you, down to the fucking t. Even the hair! Er..well, the way you had your hair. Get rip of the moptop!! I prefered your hair before. Now your just Token Queer Asain Boy.
from shinigamikid :
Are you okay?? You haven't been acting well.
from penguinllama :
Well, I was under the impression that your a forgiving person! Just because someone fucking had you stabed and put you in the hospital for a few days dosen't mean you can't be their friend...
from penguinllama :
Kira makes her feel bad because of it. It turns him back into the person he was before she CASTRATED him. She feels threatened, and thats probably why she's clinging to you.
from penguinllama :
Seriously...three hundred a pop wouldn't be bad at all. But is the cheapness worth it??
from penguinllama :
WAI!! Oi, congratulations on the job, nii-sama. Lucky bastard, getting a job within a week after you graduated. A manager at that!! Hu, I can imagine the dirty things that you and Kira-Sempai will be doing in the stockroom...*kitty face* Oh! I have a omake gift for you, gozaimasu. Densetsu Director RYOU!! *nyaago* Come by my fucking house tomorrow! Oh well, i'll let you go back to being Mr. Cynical Pink. Ganbatte, byebye!!
from dooki :
I'd like to thank you personally for giving such an honest review of my diary. I agree, my template is rather sterile, but if you knew the strange sides of me, my OCD's for cleanliness packed in with my strange humor, it's very fitting. Perhaps I should write about that...hmm. Again, I appreciate the time you took out to review it, and well done! By the way, good for you on knowing Xanthippe. She was Ceasar's 13th wife, and yes, is also a term to describe a nag. He had that one killed. Anyway, I'm glad you enjoyed some of my writing, and please don't be a stranger! Thanks again, dook.
from penguinllama :
You're such an arrogent, holier-than-thou, cynical, little fucker...and that's why we love you. Kisses big brother.
from acidreviews :
Your review is up! thank you for your paitience.
from punk-loser :
thanks scion... that's a better comment than people telling me that it's boring uninspired and unoriginal trash lie most people tell me :)
from penguinllama :
Trite but true, even here.
from penguinllama :
Like a panda with a mean face...I really don't like these conditions, niisama. It's a bad, bad idea. Especially with you and Kira. I don't want you to get hurt again. Either one of you.
from shinigamikid :
Maybe like your famous line off of spirit. I think its all gunna get wierd soon.
from penguinllama :
Ha ha, you little jackass. And <i>your</i> aware that Ros has been trying like hell to fuck you? Ha, just another one to add to the massive hoard of fangirls you have. Face it, your atractive, you bastard. So take THAT, nyaaaaaaa!!!
from penguinllama :
Oi!! Thank you both a bunch. Meant lots and lots. I guess I was lucky your such a little hacker, I couldn't have gotten ahold of you otherwise. I think it was something all of us needed to do. It was beautiful, and if we had gotten ahold of the van earlier and Easter wasn't Sunday, we would have drove all the way up to Aberdean. And besides the moral support, you two contributed so much warmth to 20 degree environment...you two are so snuggley ^0^. Love you lots niisama.
from false-apathy :
That's alright, Scion, just take your time in getting better. ^__^ Are you alright?
from taintedviews :
you have been tainted
from dassociation :
Your review is up. Sorry for the wait, and thanks for requesting.
from penguinllama :
Something like that. I feel like I'm going to collapse. Really sharp headaches afterwards. Your ...the only one I know with some of the same disorders. Your BP/MD, I know it's worse than mine, so how do you handle it? How do you handle the attacks and the mood swings, niisama?
from rainylondon :
your review is up. I am so sorry for taking about 500 years, but it's been long days. :) thankyou for understanding
from penguinllama :
I miss you, big brother. You know I'm always here to listen, even thou that dosen't mean much. And I'm not just one of Kira's friends here for the pleasentries. Were both...kind alone in all this, aren't we? Two spoiled little kids. I love you, niisama. Ganbatte.
from rachelreview :
Oh, and hey, to kill THREE birds with one stone, we gave each other the exact same scores! I just noticed that, hah. Cheers.
from snj-revs :
Your review is up!
from toomuchrevu :
Check the pending page.
from rachelreview :
Your review is up!
from heartshaped :
i just read your note and everything. i guess thank you for making me feel nice. it's been a long time. life's just weird sometimes, you know?<3
from heartshaped :
beauty.
from snj-revs :
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from shinigamikid :
Oh come on! It's only *half* of your last name. And I'm not calling you Scion. It sounds wrong! I'm just gonna call you RYOU. Ryou sounds better. I'm used to that. Your so kawaii! Your gorgeous, and got a great personality...I swear I'd fuck you if you weren't gay. ^_^
from shinigamikid :
Ya know, I'm not too sure. Linda is such a dipshit. She's so easily manipulated! Did you know that Josh convinced her into adopting Lethe's kids? Pretty fucking ridiculous. She's still the immature kid she was at Rio. I haven't talked to anyone in a while, really. Kinda all "outside souces". Really? The faggot got married to a girl!! That's pretty funny. I know your not his biggest fan, anyway. Oh well, a lot to talk about. Good luck in the festival!! Ja ne Naka-sama.
from false-apathy :
Some people will always feel different from what we consider 'the humans'.
from false-apathy :
Heh... White's another one of my favriote colours. I can see why you wouldn't expect it ::looks at her wardrobe- black:: I'm actually happy about how this one turned out- a lot better than my last. Don't you thinks?
from false-apathy :
Ah, I like it.
from false-apathy :
Er... a matching colour to the picture...
from punk-loser :
you're 20 now huh? 20 was a cool year for me, i hope it works out fine for you as well... maybe you'll build a ship in a bottle.. even if you never wanted to! i hear it can be most frustrating and soothing... kinda like being given a massage by a fat hungarian woman with a big hairy mole... and yeah, i'm not irked about the whole deal with my review... i just felt cheated by someone's personal views... and damnit, i like my drugs!
from false-apathy :
A few problems though, the blue doesn't match the picture and the picture's too small for the framie things you have "dead god goes off into nothingness. Perhaps if you can make them smaller or the picture bigger and fix the colouring... somehow. I dunno.
from false-apathy :
Wah ;___; So much enthusiasm so early in the morning... The layout if beautiful, Scion, and the picture isn't fuzzy too. Er, and about growing up and all of that- heh heh heh ^.^;
from greview :
Your review's up!
from false-apathy :
Prila13 wants to know if she can up her marks for having links I never found... I don't know if I should let her or not.
from penguinllama :
Can't...stop..laughing. Call me, I wanna tell you what Kage did. Looks like Ernest (Or Honda or whatever you call him) got screwed over twice this week. Mu-ha-ha. (It's not like he dosen't fucking deserve it) **Looks at note bellow** Oh, are you being mean to people again, Scion-kun? Shh, stop insulting the cretins.
from zenkitten :
no. its not cowardice. i simply would rather have nice people sign my notes. not all writing is art. did you ever stop to think that perhaps you were too hard on that poor girl? maybe she does have a hard life and doesnt feel like sharing it with the world... maybe she was just bored one day and decided to start a journal. what i am saying is that she didnt deserve what you told her. i dont write down every aspect of my life in my journal; i leave it for my locked one. for me. i dont care anymore.
from zenkitten :
"Oh, and your poetry was just wonderful. It just screamed "Look at me! I can rhyme!" Absolutely pitiful. I actually feel sorry for you. Reading your diary is like watching Televangelism." that was bashing HER. "The only thing I can wish for now is that a kid takes an uzi to your school and you get caught in the cross-fire. Cheers." you wish her death? thats nice. "Why you need to did deeper into a shallow, 15 year old prep's diary? Summary: LIKE TOTALLY! OMIGOD! AS IF! WHATEVER! Shallow, stupid little girl. I'd rather face a Golgatha or blow my fucking brains out then ever go back there again." you were not insulting her, eh? you hated her poetry, which is usually a sign of depth, you hated the content (that is her life, its what she writes about), you even told her, basically, that you wish her death. i hate people that go around just HATING. she is 15. how old are you? she has barely lived her life. some of us have experianced more in our lives at an early age; because she didnt, that makes her bad and shallow?
from false-apathy :
::looks at the note below:: ... Anyway, I can't get into that jackelguy's diary because it's locked. Did he give you a password for it?
from zenkitten :
ya know, i woulda liked ya, but after what you said about her, i dont. although i know that you could care less whether i like you or not, i wanted to make that clear. i think it is wrong for someone to BASH people when they want a diary reveiw. when you reveiw, you have to be unbiased. i myself am gothic at heart, and happy people annoy the hell out of me. but what is a diary for? whining. about friends, cloths; WHATEVER THEY CHOOSE TO WHINE ABOUT. and by you telling her that she is worthless, and that all of her poetry is crap; that is not a reveiw. and i think that you ought to be ashamed. that is crap. you BASHED her for who she IS. nothing more. good luck in life.
from teen-review :
Happy Valentine's Day from teen-review!
from bareviews :
your review is up!
from false-apathy :
Kyousha@hotmail.com You don't have hotmail, do you? Nor msn messenger? Hm... Well, that's my e-mail, yes.
from false-apathy :
Hm. I finished reading all your entries. The one about not being gay and loving only one guy... That's exactly how I felt about her (Andraste). The same reasons were held as well, other girls didn't arouse me, I didn't look at them and fantasize about them or anything. She was my life...
from false-apathy :
He's not really my koi... If he is than I have at least three of them... I have this problem with people and their emotions.
from diaryreviews :
Hey! Your review is now up at Diary Reviews. And congratulations, you are eligible to join the "I scored an 80 or above at Diary Reviews" diary ring. To view your review, just go to http://diaryreviews.diaryland.com/theascensio.html -Xilia
from false-apathy :
I can't remember if it is worth watching or not. We share too much in common, it's a little frightening.
from punk-loser :
your diary is the most fascinating thing my eyes have gazed upon in a long long long time... it makes me remember that not all people are as fake as i think they are... thanks for giving me back a little faith.
from false-apathy :
You like Labyrinth too... Ever watched the Last Unicorn or The Dark Crystal by any chance?
from confused269 :
Im done. :)
from false-apathy :
Hey, it's me again. (Hope I don't become much of a bother). I've watched the first three episodes of angel sanctuary, how many are there in total? And I've watched all of Hellsing, I love Romeo + Juliet, Interview with the Vampire (I've read most of Rice's books). Funny, you remind me of me in a way.
from false-apathy :
Wai! You're an amazing writer, I just read your latest entry and fell in love with your words.
from confused269 :
Go fuck a duck. ;)
from confused269 :
Let me bow down to the almighty "god." Im sorry for offending you oh great one! Thats good that you know the difference in between sucking a cow, and a bull. You must have experience. And actually, if you look at any other bad reviews I have recieved, I have thanked them anyway, but with yours it's different. You called me shallow, and that is something I am not. And my poems have actually won awards, so excuse me if youre jealous of my writing. Have a SUPER day. ;)
from penguinllama :
Shit, shit, shit. Kuso. Anyway, thanks for helping break things off. Are you sure Mercutio is okay? His hand looked pretty fucked up. It's like Josh to start this kind of shit...it's good you kept Kira away. It could have been..like before, with Shane *shudders* Ne, omae wa ore no mono da! Kore kara zutto itsumademo. Aniki! Itai. "Neavou Riche" Hime, ne???...eto. Erm...what was that note below me about?? Sounds a bit stupid...and besides, guys can't be bitches...EICCHI!!! *tee hee* Anyways, later Scion-sama. Ganbatte, Koban --Kage
from confused269 :
Ha and your diary is like some god right? Go suck a cows right ball. ;)
from diaryreviews :
I checked all over, and I couldn't find a link back to us. Please re-request when you put one up.
from xtooprettyx :
your welcome! sayonara *giggles* i love playing japanese! ♥Lai
from angelshadow :
Thanks for the info about the Gossamer Wings template (this is RoXxY, i'm on under my personal s/n). Your entries are really powerful. Keep writing. I'm reading.
from spritopias :
Sorry, I blew our shot at the state title because I was getting high. I hope you understand.
from allikatt4269 :
I completely understand. I see a few kids like that around school and they annoy me so it's okay to be "overly suspicious". I tend to get like that sometimes. But anyways its nice to hear of a real fan every once in awhile.
from shinigamikid :
Yeah, I knew it! Shit, you guys were great. But I understand why you quit, I would have to. I remember talking to Elizabeth (we used to email a lot) and she was one of the petitioners that got The Polterguist Report movie distributed here! Weren't your stats just amazing for that?? Hey, wern't you the little skinny gothy looking kid??? Wow, you guys were little then...^_^
from allikatt4269 :
Sorry to get so offensive but many people seem to think I don't like or know what half the stuff is. But really I am just a dork with it all I guess. Not to the extremes but certain ones I am to the extremes with. But I know where you are coming from. I usually keep this obsession to myself because my friends are idiots and say I'm a retard for it but I was over-excited when I found out a friend of mine that just moved here like it too. Anyways, I guess I see where you were coming from though.
from shinigamikid :
Hey, didn't you used to own a anime fansubbing network by the name of Project Seeds? Your work was great, what ever happened to you guys?
from allikatt4269 :
Just to let you know, I do know what the picture on my template is of. I am an anime freak and I absolutely love Angel Sanctuary. So don't judge or jump to conclusions unless you actually know.
from penguinllama :
Hey, thanks a lot kid. *jesus-fucking-christ, do you ever CHECK YOUR ANSWERING MACHINE?!* It did Kage really good to see Kira and Mercutio. She has this big brother idolism of that little faggot of yours *^_^* I'll see you tonight *damn goth stereotype, afraid of a little sunlight* Times have sure treated us like shit, ne? First, your Kira is in horrible shape and the second after he's better my Kage is in the hospital. Speaking of Kira, he looked a lot better. I haven't seen him look two seconds from death in a while. I guess I should shut up about privete stuff here. (though I know you don't mind) PS, your journals gotten pretty big. I looked at your stats (your password is soo predictable) your returnables are pretty big. Anyway, see ya later kid. Come to my house after school starts, wanted to give you some shit. Laters.
from babyee-angel :
oh my....damn that Kira is wow...one word..DAYM! heh ^_^ which anime show is he from? ♥ nadia
from penguinllama :
Scion, I really, really need to talk to you. I figured you probably mess w/ this more than your email. Call me as soon as humanly possible. It's important. Thief.
from babyee-angel :
haha it's alright sometimes i can be quiet umm random. thanks for adding me to your favourites thats really sweet. Kira Yamato all the way. but hey you got to teach me some of those japenese words ye?! all i know so far is aregato...^-^ hehe. keep in touch. ♥ nadia
from babyee-angel :
in that case i have to tell ya Kira is the hottest anime guy ever. i really think him and kagari should definately get together! so adorable. ♥ thanks for the compliment as well. i'll see ya around. mucho love xxnadia/naz/babyee-angel
from babyee-angel :
umm hey i just stumbled across your diary and think it rocks. are you into gundam seed cause if you are then that be real cool because i've just recently started watching those episodes and love it so far. give me a buzz if ya wanna talk. &heart; babyee-angel
from dazednspaced :
Yes, I miss the Frogstomp days. Natalie Imburglia(I can't even spell her name!) pisses me off. She ruined the band. ~Donna~
from dazednspaced :
I'm with you on the Diorama thing. What happened?? ~Donna~
from allie23869 :
Hey! Thanks for joinin the anti-country diaryring. ( ", )
from redcadmium :
sweets make me smile. i'm easy like that, and your words tasted like pure sugar. so, thank you. 'o'
from penguinllama :
'Eeeeeeyyyy, baka! How yous doin? *laughs* miss your domain much? Man, I remember rows and rows of comments...but hey, this is what you wanted, right?? All the fuckin' props in the world for having the nads to go "lo-fi", being one of those "old school journal" people and all...Great to hear that Kiras doing better, we missed you happy (er...sarcastic and cynical, more like it) and having things more or less back to "normal". Email me/us/him later, kay??? K+T(mostly K)
from everoboto :
Thanks for the birthday wishes and for enjoying my engagement story.
from everoboto :
Nice picture! \m/
from everoboto :
Thanks for the note about my banners, but I didn't make all the ones on my Banners page (if that's what you were judging by). I made them all except the top three shown, which happen to be the ones that look decent, lol. The other ones were my handiwork. \m/
from everoboto :
Ok, I'm reading you from work now, and although the typeface isn't bigger here, it is more legible for some reason. But, I like what I see, so you're going up on my favorites, baby. (Just as long as you don't call me a "I still wanna fuck you Kira" whore.) \m/
from everoboto :
Hi, I noticed you listed me as a favorite. That was real cool of you. Nice profile, and I really dig your design too. I'm trying to read your older entries, but the typeface is very small on my computer. I'll try again on my work computer, maybe it'll look bigger there. \m/

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