I think life chose me after all

And when I chose to live, there was no joy, it's just a line I crossed. It wasn't worth the pain my death would cost. So I was not lost or found. 'Cause when you live in a world, well it gets in to who you thought you'd be. And now I laugh at how the world changed me. I think life chose me after all.

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My favorite music:

Dar Williams
comments: Are you out there, can you hear this?
Jennifer Knapp
comments: I've never been much for the baring of souls in the presence of any man.
Leslie Fish
comments: I'll never wear red robes, I'll never wear a blue stone.
comments: She's going off the deep end, breaking from the crowd.
Audio Adrenaline
comments: This valley is so deep, I can barely see the sun.

My favorite movies:

Girl, Interrupted
comments: i know what it's like...
Empire Records
comments: Damn the man...
The Lion King
comments: Mufasa, Mufasa, Mufasa!
comments: the babe with the power...
Dress to Kill
comments: Tea and Cake or Death?

My favorite authors:

C.S. Lewis
comments: But, I want more Turkish Delight!
Madeleine L'Engle
comments: What, did you expect me to look like a little baby with wings? I'm a cherubim!
Mercedes Lackey
comments: Shadowlover, lead me into light.
Terry Pratchett
comments: Because the earth is a libra...
comments: Tolkien, J.K. Rowling, O. Henry, Judith McNaught, Anne McCaffrey, Stephen King, E. Nesbit, Mitch Albom, Tolstoy, Victor Hugo, Ayn Rand, Lois Lowry, Ellen Emerson White, Doyle, Marge Piercy, Frank Herbert, and many many more

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