Just my silly little struggle

I'm locked up but if you don't know me in real life then just leave me a note and I'll email you the password. I'm just paranoid that someone I know in real life will find me on here.

healing& trying not to become what I was

because I'm not unhappy... just somewhat broken

i've come so far [share my pride] but it isn't over yet.

And. Oops. i fell for my best mate...

My favorite diaries:

boogiebeep profile - diary
comments: Amber. "Would you believe I'd love another already? Of course I'm going to wait, I miss being pregnant already and I loved giving birth, it was the most AMAZING awesome experience in the world."
skyefire profile - diary
comments: Skye. "Well had better go revise, then its finally all over, no more uni, no more learning and no more exams, and maybe, this time, I think i'm going to be happy."
shelayne profile - diary
comments: Tina. "I don't know if it's just me fighting them or what... I mean, I've begged for years to get put on something for my depression, if my body's fighting it...well I don't know what I'm gonna do."
houseno9 profile - diary
comments: Nick. "You know how you have memories that you cherish and those that you want to forget? I want to forget high school, not because it was bad but because I wasted those years and now I'm playing catch up at the price of love."
topbunknoose profile - diary
comments: Nick. "for thirty minutes the parents leave;letting the glowing box watch their kids;training them for the future;growing to hate the neglect;growing to hate;"
sterlingwolf profile - diary
comments: Stine. "I sit, shuddering in the cold of my narrow, empty bed. I curse you for making me want to trust you. I curse myself for allowing myself to let you in. You knew what this would do to me, but you did not know."
shes-dying profile - diary
comments: Helen. "I was a completely different girl back then. So naive. But i was hurting then. I'm hurting now, but my hurt is starting to slow. I think it's starting to go. I can love my life in the future, i can be something, someone." So br
notquitetea profile - diary
comments: "I'm tired of chasing material success. It really doesnt mean that much to me. What means a lot to me is living without wondering if I'd rather not be. "
mixedmind profile - diary
comments: Hannah. [locked]"i just cant cope and i no u all no that, sorry for going on just ignore me i am not worth it." I wish she could see that she is worth it.
stars4skulls profile - diary
comments: Alice. Love the username. "punk's not a fashion. it's a lifestyle. i might not be an expert on punk, but this is my interpretation of what it is."
star-layouts profile - diary
comments: Helens amazing layouts :D
mouldypizza profile - diary
comments: Because.
paperbullets profile - diary
comments: [dead diary]
momma-at-17 profile - diary
comments: Sarah. Amazing how much we have in common. She deserves so much.
aloneindark5 profile - diary
comments: Sarah's locked diary.
purplebanana profile - diary
comments: Alison. Followed a banner, reminds me of my friend Alice.
city-dipapi profile - diary
comments: Because. I love to read her.
no-lies-- profile - diary
comments: Reminds me of myself and my own situations, and I don't understand what's going on with her either.
sheisdancing profile - diary
comments: It doesn't matter that it doesn't flow and that I can't understand.
gazrip profile - diary
comments: I don't necessarily agree or disagree but I still find it intriguing.
mcearstix profile - diary
comments: Christian.
amazinfuckup profile - diary
comments: Amanda.
mom-to-be profile - diary
comments: Andrea.
bettyford profile - diary
comments: followed a banner
shaynalee profile - diary
camera-girl profile - diary
theflyingrat profile - diary
alonebroken5 profile - diary
d1mndn3r0ugh profile - diary
dreamofblue profile - diary
supermom3604 profile - diary
mhmlo profile - diary

My favorite music:

The Distillers
The Smashing Pumpkins

My favorite movies:

Donnie Darko
comments: I love it.
The Bufferfly Effect
comments: Had such an impact on me. So incredibly sad.
comments: Such a great film, funny too.
The Secretary

My favorite authors:

Nancy Werlin
comments: "the killers cousin" and "locked inside"

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last updated: 2007-08-05 16:24:57
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user since: 2003-06-11

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