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from elizamark :
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from lustykazoo :
i hate to say "sorry you're feeling low" as it makes me feel like a dorky greeting card, but i am & i certainly hope your tomorrow isn't even worse ... i'll send a smile or three your way, even if they don't help in the least. ~ p
from dorknoodle :
I don't get what the question marks are for. I tried to call you the second I saw them, but got a "mailbox is full" message. I'm here. The phone is flaking. I'm not. Please try again.
from dorknoodle :
Thank you for the thank you. I am elated, grateful, surprised, astonished, and proud. I feel human again, finally. I knew I'd written a good story, but I had reservations re: the piece I sent. Now I know I struck the right balance between "wild" and "elegant" (or at least I think that's what I did. Love you. Thanks again. N.
from dorknoodle :
Yeah, a cane. I am just going to have to find a better neurologist, and get weaned off the antidepressants which have obviously had an effect opposite of what they are supposed to. I really hope we can talk this weekend. After probation this morning, I will need to rest, but I'll be around later. Just pray that my story actually ends up in that book. I know D. is a busy man, and that it has to go through other editors, but waiting is killing me. Sometimes I think I should have submitted something really "out there," but that's not where I'm at right now. Oy, we must talk. Love, N.
from lustykazoo :
yes, so i see from the posted pictures that she's all too perfect & effing adoreable if i might add. i hope you guys are doing well. unluckily my friends had no insurance at all, but hopefully the benefit raised enough for the downpayment on a new house (with a twenty minute wait for a beer at the bar i'll guess that was no problem) & people have been very generous with non-money donations as well. the good thing is that they got out with both of their children & nobody was too badly harmed. smiles ... p
from dorknoodle :
I'm sorry if I didn't answer your call. I keep meaning to retain contact with people, but I am currently afraid of the phone.....and the TV, and the computer, and all the people I can think of, and most of the time it's a banner day if I am able to crawl out of bed to take a shit. You know me well enough to know I'm not blowing drama queen exhaust here. I spend most of my waking hours thinking about suicide in increasingly elaborate ways. I think I can get the simplest planned and executed by the end of March. I really do want you to call and talk with you, but that seems a burden I wouldn't wish on a dear friend. Just remember that I have, and always will love you. That's all I can say right now. Maybe things will change for the four or so hours that that meds work, and I'll call you then. Everything has just gone straight to hell, with no ticket back to the playing board. I really, truly should have just stayed on the drugs. No one gives a shit. Why should I?
from dorknoodle :
No, I didn't say that right to Tony. 3136554852 (Sunday's good)
from kstyle :
just sayin hi, hope all is good with you, mum! :) you hear about all the jt leroy stuff?
from dorknoodle :
No, it wasn't Tony and Traci, it was my friend Tom and his soon-to-be wife Janine. I really want to call and talk, but I truly can't afford to call during daytime hours. I'm probably days away from not having a phone at all, anyway (or computer, or cable, and probably apartment, too...). If all else fails, and it's likely to, try: me, 27 E. Willis #10, Detroit, MI. I can't remember Steven's addy or phone digits off the top of my head. Love you, N.
from dorknoodle :
Yeah, it's Tony. I'll give you all the details in email when I find the invitation. I can get there, but I don't know who to stay with. I can't afford hotel and transport myself, and most of the people I know in LA are elsewhere at the time of the wedding. I'd be most comfortable staying with the Tony's ex, but that's just plain tacky.
from lustykazoo :
congratulations to you all, glad to hear she's doing well, glad you came through alright as well. a frightening tale indeed & you managed to melt my bitter heart with it as i'm sitting here all welled up. take care darlin' & congrats again!
from kstyle :
dunno when youll see this...sound like things are going good, man, what a scary way to come into the world! you must be mentally and phisically soooo exausted. so glad to hear your little darling is doing better. keep us posted when you can. all my love to all THREE of you :) michael
from dorknoodle :
As long as you're ok... I'm trying to get to "ok" myself. The antidepressants do work, but it's not like they set up a nice park for me to walk in. I guess I just need to know what to do with my life. The auction has commenced. Enough abooot me. I firmly have the intention of calling you "during the daytime," but I'm usually asleep. We'll give it another shot this weekend. I love you. I miss you.. N.
from dorknoodle :
Honey, your entire situation has got to be a bitch. However, you're probably the strongest, most devoted person I know, so I know you'll get through it. You know I'm going to say this, and I'm going to say it anyway: maybe you should come back to Detroit. Your extended family is here, and I've got enough love for you to cover if anyone else in your life is going to be an asshole.
from dorknoodle :
I'd invite you guys up here if there was space and a way. I'll do ok with the doctor thing, but I've basically had it in terms of trying to resurrect a relationship with an insanely jealous, deluded, violent man. Is there anyway I can reach you besides the computer? Love you, N.
from sweetsci :
Mineaux passed away comfortably and happily when she could have died scared, alone, and hungry. Don't feel bad. You totally did the right things for her.
from dorknoodle :
I'm overjoyed to hear you are safe. I only get around a computer about once a week, so when the phones all died, I totally freaked out. I know I've got your mom's # somewhere, but I can't find it, of course. I feel awful about your stuff and your house, but I'd prefer you, the husband, and my niece to be alive instead of memorialized. Much Love, N.
from lustykazoo :
glad to hear you guys are alright & in good spirits. sorry though about the submerged house, must be bizarre. take care m'dear.
from kstyle :
completely under water????? like, submerged??? omg, i can't even imagine that!!! so glad you're ok...much love, MK
from dorknoodle :
Dammit. The phone didn't even ring. It just made the bloopy "you have a msg." noise. It's just as well. Since I have probation at seven am, I'm at my mom's, so we couldn't have a decent conversation anyway. Uh, let's say try me tomorrow afternoon or Sunday. If the stupid thing goes to voicemail again, leave your new number and I'll call you right back. I'm free on the weekends for long d.
from dorknoodle :
And no, Tone's not mad at you. He's rather preoccupied with the new girlfriend (she's ok, he gets to be a daddy by default, and I'll give you the full poop in the aforementioned upcoming communication).
from dorknoodle :
Hey. I'm more concerned about your weather situation than I am about my wacky health. I will cure my niece's bad taste in no time. As for S., I'm not sure what to call it. I spend the days at my apt., and most nights with him and the dogs (sometimes it goes the other way around). It's going better than I expected, but it ain't no picnic. I can't see living with him right now. He can't let go of the past, or admit to some things, and let's just say that for a while I thought my illness was a result of his behavior for the last year. That said, I'll give it a go, you know? Romance is a bitch, and there're other factors I'd rather save for a LONG overdue talk. Do call me about all this and especially so I know you're alive. 3136554852. Or instruct me to call you, and I will. Love you!
from kstyle :
oh well, that wasnt j that said that, it was my friend's partner,,one who thought i should have cut bait long ago...
from lustykazoo :
another congratulations to you darlin', on the house! so you found out the flavor ... annnnd? i may be living amidst the haze of the working class these days, but i'm curious as hell to know what you're having. take care ;)
from sweetsci :
Huge congrats on your house! That's fantastic! Glad you're staying in New Orleans. So sorry I missed you while I was there. Tried twice, phone was busy. We'll be back in 2006, tho. After that, ???
from dorknoodle :
The dogs are ok, and temporarily at a house downtown by me. Jackass got out of jail, and astoundingly, he'll be able to move his stuff out of his former residence. He's homeless, and yes, I am letting him sleep on my floor until he finds a place for himself and the dogs. Maybe not the smartest move, but I'm going to make sure things are ok for my old dogs and the Ex. Hopefully Jackass will decide to seek out therapy and start going to aa/na meetings. The meetings do help. Aside from all that hoohah, I technically can't leave the state until probation is over with, but with a few months of clean drug screens, I think they'll let me go. When they do, New O. tops the list. Most everyone I know, with the exception of Tony and Dave, has proven to be an unvisitable flake (am I really THAT awful?!). You have stuck by me, and it would be lovely to visit, commiserate, and giggle. All I ask is that you find me a temporary boyfriend who has no tattoos or piercings, and a fairly good-sized wingwang. If I get laid, I'll suddenly become domestic, clean your house, dote on the expectant mother, and probably even cook. Whew! We have GOT to talk!
from dorknoodle :
Of course the escapist stuff ended up being a couple of Thomas Cook books - murder mysteries where the protagonists are writers with creepy pasts. Does it count if it's not arty? Oh hell, doomed again! Hahaha. I DID try calling you, but I guess you were out. This week is all doctors, then the court. Ick. Can't wait to get it over with! Love yous, N.
from lustykazoo :
holy hell!! as you can tell i'm not the most observant & just now realized that a few entries ago you proclaimed your pregnancy. congratulations m'dear! to you both, well all three of you. i love good news after a long, crazy day. ;) smiles to you & the tummy for me
from dorknoodle :
Gee, I thought Dempsey was hot back in the gawky phase, too. I promise phone diligence this coming weekend. Pat your tummy for me.
from kstyle :
its 5:13 am...had a great night at rob's...gonna get in bed and reread TRY...
from dorknoodle :
PREGNANT! EXCELLENT! CALL ME THIS WEEKEND, OR EXPECT ONE FROM ME! Anyway, I finally checked myself into a rehab facility. Lots of stories. Hence my absence. Everything's different now, and it's great. We must talk.
from lustykazoo :
okay, a party brimming with bright academics & writers ... & not knowing anyone there? spells F-U-N to me darlin'! egads, have a blast & feel the green glow of my envy as i spend another friday night drinking guinness amidst the masses of half-witted toothless hillbillies that live around here. hope all else is well. ;) smiles, poppy
from dorknoodle :
The job is at WSU, in the Purchasing Dept., GREAT benefits. Hey, I need updated email info for you. I think you said one or two of the addys don't work anymore.
from dorknoodle :
The psycho story is best left for phone. The job thing: I applied for about 40 things at WSU, had some interviews. Clerical stuff, but it gets me insurance AND tuition. I'm ok, just frazzled and cold.
from dorknoodle :
He may very well be sincere. I would much rather be friendly and get visitation priveleges. He can see the cats when I get them to the apt. I would even like to see him and how he's doing and all. I can't live with the guy right now, that's for sure, but since time has passed, I don't see why we can't maintain some sort of contact. I'd really like to talk to you. I get perfect reception on the horn at the apt., and none here at mom's. I'll try you Sunday. Happy Kwanzaa, baby.
from dorknoodle :
That young man is Darren. I've known him since he was born. When I was working at U of M, I was the first person he came out to - by asking if I thought it was ok to take a boy to his prom. It was cute. Alas, I guess I'll have to stick with the philosophy professor. Darren likes little fat boys; but at least we live a few blocks away now. Hmmm.
from dorknoodle :
Jail? Do explain. I keep trying to call you. I'll try again later today. I'm ok. Asshole is now fucking with people like Bob, who has never done him any harm, and who has, in fact, helped him out financially for years. I'm bitter, but I'm fine with my decision. Philip is a good guy. Joseph looks like Peter Murphy, so I'm a bit conflicted (although I just gave him "Closer" to read, so he'll probably think I'm a sicko by this evening). Hahaha. I'll be moving into an apt. downtown, around WSU. Dusted may not like that, but, hell, it's my middle-aged life!
from lustykazoo :
not to worry A ~ it's only temporary while i post pictures & write up an entry on my trip to colorado... hope all is well ;)
from sweetsci :
I'll go near, but I ain't goin' in!
from dorknoodle :
The former relationship was not meant to go on. It IS for the best that it does not. (If you saw him now, you'd truly pause at how sick he looks. I say this knowing what you have seen. It's very sad. I don't think he'll live out the year.) Anyway, good birthday stuff, good new boyfriend, dealing with mom, which has also been good. As for Brian C., I would like to see him and just gleen what's up. I have that option, now. Love you, N.
from lustykazoo :
good luck darlin' ... i hope you guys weather safely through. ~p
from sweetsci :
My thoughts are with you. Good luck, and I mean that in the best possible way. You & Joe & family stay safe, please. Love, Rob.
from kstyle :
omg! hope you make it through alright, send a message when you can! love and kisses...be safe!
from lustykazoo :
heya Adrienne ... just dropping a note to let you know i've switched diaries & can now be found at lustykazoo.diaryland.com. hope all is better than well with you, i always forget your LJ username, note me with it when you get the chance will ya? ;) ~poppy
from kstyle :
wow, that is some story...i don't know what else to say, guess we all need to apprieciate our health...hmm, a job...lots of hours, wow. hope all is well...xoxo, mk
from evilreviews- :
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from sweetsci :
Ooo, that's tough. I lost contact with my Grandfather when I was 19 & found out much later that he died when I was 26. It's a story for another time, but suffice to say I don't know whether to feel guilty for not trying harder to contact him or feel angry at his son, my uncle, for not contacting me. Hang in there, in regards to your dad, whatever is best will happen.
from dorknoodle :
Boxer-briefs are a man's wet dream. You get the hoist and the dangle at the same time. I can't seem to fit them on Mr. Clicky, and Elvis is still allergic to underwear (I wouldn't want his dick in my face if I was having my hair cut, but that's the only time). Walking the dogs wearing only the b-briefs has destroyed the neighborhood. Culture, one step at a time.
from dorknoodle :
I'm still going to visit you. Yes the man had great taste in coats, and most of what he wore. I'm still trying to figure out whether that was my grandmother's influence. I think Erik being here is greatly helping the situation. S. loves him, and knows that's one person I'll never sleep with (woulda done it years ago if I could've), so he's a positive element, not a threat. You know the gig.
from opusshrugged :
oooh, lah-vely lah-vely m'dear ... thank you for the note left regarding my Grammaw, very much appreciated as always :)
from kstyle :
love that box! hi, i'm home...gave j-rob a hug for you, i remembered! ooooh, i had such a good time! talk to ya soon, MK
from dorknoodle :
My ass is not pasty. I've shaved it, and have been using bronzing lotion. I'll get back to you aboooot my arrival when I can get the stooopid American Airlines standby site to work.
from kstyle :
hi..heading to sf monday morning...just wanted to say hi! talk to ya soon, MK
from opusshrugged :
thanks for the note you left today A ... needed to tell you that the beading on your newest posted doll is holy fucking exquisite, honestly ... just beautiful!
from sweetsci :
Everything okay now? That (last entry) did not sound like fun, especially with the other stresses in your life.
from squirrelx :
Just wanted to let you know, I've heard from a whole bunch of readers who corrected me on the WetJet warnin'. Apparently, it's an 'urban legend' and I've deleted it. I also plan to run an official retraction in my next entry. No excuses. My emotions over-rode my brain.
from squirrelx :
I agree with you. I don't think Badnarik's position on the choice issue is really consistent with Libertarianism as I understand it, but I feel hamstrung. Who else is there to support? Much as I admire Ralph Nader, I don't think he's presidential material and those two yahoos Bush and Kerry ... JesusGod. Dead men walkin'. If they represent the cream of the mainstream political crop, our country is terrible trouble.
from icefacade :
You are very welcome. Sorry it couldn't be more. Take care.
from opusshrugged :
what beautiful little babies! congratulations to your momma & to tempest ... hope you're doing well ;)
from kstyle :
that link should work now..i messed it up somehow!
from opusshrugged :
oh yes yes, i hope it works too ... i also hope the bowie concert is well worth your 85 bucks. as my folks always say, "you ONLY live once & it's ONLY money poppy lynn" apparently when they throw my middle name in there whatever they're babbling about will take on an authoritative tone & i'll automatically agree with them. Okay so usually they're right.
from dorknoodle :
Hon, take that $85 and pay a bill or whatever. Trust me, the Boooowie show is not worth it. I need a photo of that doll so I can finish up this thing before I end up in real job territory.
from opusshrugged :
thank you for the note Adrienne & yes i agree ... crazy is a much better alternative than death & even though it sucked i'm glad i finally gave in & went to the hospital. i hope all is well with you m'dear, i couldn't help noticing the word Coachella a few notes down ... if you do end up attending Coachella with Dorknoodle let me know as i will be there both days.
from kstyle :
warhol cats!
from dorknoodle :
I am loving the art pics. Sometimes, those are diary enough.
from dorknoodle :
Coachella is exactly the first weekend in May. Dang. I did, however, get a phone msg. from Tony last night that has a suspicious "I've got something up my sleeve" vibe to it. Dusty FINALLY told me that her pension deduction for a buddy plane pass is just over $300 (I'm much cheaper, but you and Weavie would be expensive). If I win the lottery, I'll get us there. Shit, maybe I should just get a job. Love you, baby.
from dorknoodle :
No, things are not better. I will continue to go with the flow. I'm not liking it very much. The end could be nigh. I hope not. Hey, wanna go to CA in early May and see Belle and Sebastian and the Pixies among others at the Coachella thing? We'd have free stay at T.'s. Walking the dog is not that much payment. I can get us driven to the festival daily, without even bothering Tone and Alison. Food for musical thought.
from rumblelizard :
Thank you for your apology.
from sweetsci :
Glad you use your signals & have brand loyalty based on good experiences. According to my stepsister, LOTS of people don't use their signals in Eureka. I don't know... it sure SEEMS like whenever someone turns in front of me without signaling, bad enough to make me curse them under my breath, I look at the car and there's a Ford logo (or a Christian logo or a Handicap sticker) on it. It happened twice within thrity seconds, a truck and a car, minutes before I got home today and wrote the entry. I totally believe you about Japanese car drivers where you are. Probably in New Orleans the arrogant, careless folks drive Japanese. As for myself, I drive a small, basic, 1993 Nissan pickup, made in Memphis. It's signal lever is very easy to reach, even when I'm shifting with one hand and steering with the other.
from kstyle :
oooh dev's been here...a LOT! hmm, the cat people are getting together, i wonder if i started that? hey, i hope no one steals your_________ when it arrives! i mailed it today, ok?
from devian :
oh, hi--it's me--your notes stalker/whore again. i'm not much into perogies, but i LOVE hamtramck's punchki's (sp?!). i love punchki day when everyone is lined up around the block.
from devian :
i was the BIGGEST city club whore! i love that place. i used to go to Ascencion more, but it closed down :( they filmed a movie there and i got to play a bit part. it's called "Strange Fruit: A History of Detroit Rock Culture". i love st. andrew's hall/the shelter. i used to go there all the time to see concerts...i'm not sure of the other places, because once i find places i like, i usually stick to them unless i'm dragged out somewhere else. i love the state theater as well and used to go to the fetish shows there.
from devian :
you're my new michigan sister and i'm your new michigan brother! i love the warren connection. my mother used to work at White Way on 8 mile and Ascencion--do you know it? she also worked at the Right 2, which later became the Memphis Lounge and is on Van Dyke. my dad was a huge drunk who spent most of his time (and i spent most of my childhood) in the Memphis Lounge and Louie's Bar. oh, the memories...
from devian :
oh, and i loved that link! i wish i had made that movie.
from devian :
all of the answers ye have been seeking are awaiting you in my latest entry...hie thee hence to mine diary!
from devian :
sweet precious darling, thank you for adding me and i'm glad you understand my attachment to my beloved kaytee. i also have her brush and her fur is in it. i took it out, brushed my other cat and put her fur back in it. her ashes just aren't enough for me. her brush, blanket, etc. make her still feel "here". i miss her so much i could cry just thinking about it. so, i'll think instead about voodoo and how much i love it. make me a doll, please. make it purty, like me <3
from opusshrugged :
thank you m'dear for pointing out that my entry read as if i were sympathizing with the man, i've reworded it. hope all is well with you, thanks for the encouragement ... just got sick of sitting in this damn house day in & day out waiting for something to give.
from kstyle :
nicholson looked better than he has in a long time...had he had a little work done? hehe...
from opusshrugged :
couldn't agree with you more ... save me a spot on the grassy knoll & i'll bring the sniper rifle
from dorknoodle :
That last doll does it. I want the other one you intended, and I'm going to see if I can use the photo of the last one, mess with it, and include it. That's if you agree to it (if so, send me a jpeg). And, hon, I feel the same way.
from kstyle :
eeeek! nightmares coming! oh and by the way...i'm a boomer...
from kstyle :
shoot i tried to post in gbook, it hung up on me...what i said was...let's see...thinking of you...my friend (his diary is sweetsci) has to put one of his kitties to sleep tomorrow, see his last few entries, i was thinking a nice catmommy like you might have a nice word for him, if you find the time, it would mean a lot. hope everything gets good for you real soon, ok? - michael
from dorknoodle :
My heart is breaking over Ef and J. I haven't cried in a very long time, but that info did it. Is there anything I can do for them? I don't know their cell#. I feel very much for Joe's family. Everyone seems to be in such woe right now. I hope you can feel me hug you, E. & J. and their son, and your father-in-law, Joe and his family.
from dorknoodle :
Split up? Shit, hon, call me. I can talk you through.
from dorknoodle :
I contacted mom's friend to get pricing for the full self-publish thing. It just gets more complicated, but I want it done right. Dianne, mom's friend, told me to get Adobe InDesign so she could help with layout. I don't know what decision I'm making. About four pages of the book have images, besides the cover. I only need red and black ink to make those work, except for the page with Daath's photo, which might be better in b & w anyway. I still want some sort of image of that doll in the chair for the front cover. And yes, I do need to acclimate my ass to the post office.
from dorknoodle :
Those sketches are merely that. Some are very incomplete (as you can see), and some I fucked with until I liked them. They were done on airplanes and in CA last year, just as sort of a herkyjerky exercise. I wanted to include at least two of them inside the text, but it won't work if you can't see the red. So I'm considering a collage of them for the back cover. As to Bowie...no, I don't think I was hypercritical. I think he was totally not interested in what he was doing. He's forgiven, but it did make me pissy. I'll get you on the horn again soon. Solly to be skittish, Chollie.
from kstyle :
happy new year! loved that link to that artist gal, that's some cool shit...glass torch...you on the crack again? hehe...love, michael
from opusshrugged :
so very glad to hear that Olivia is doing well. hope you're doing well as well ... enjoy the weekend ;)
from dorknoodle :
All condolences and hopes for Olivia. Damn.
from opusshrugged :
you're right, you're right m'dear ... i know you are, and yet it's still so impossibly hard for me to leave here without feeling as if i'll be abandoning her. i feel so much better about it today, just getting it out of my head. glad your holidays went seemingly well... hope your year goes even better ;) ~poppy
from dorknoodle :
No, no better. Worse. I think we may have hospital coming up. It's the only thing the insurance will pay for, so I guess I have to wait until I'm a bit closer to dead.
from kstyle :
hmm, can i steal that for my xmas day entry?
from dorknoodle :
Put Malcovich up. Celebrate. Gift-giving isn't what this is about. Take it from someone who doesn't give gifts, or believe in the hoopla. You are one of only a few who taught me to be happy during this holiday stuff. Revel.
from dorknoodle :
What, no Dogbone Barbie? Wait. That's meeeeee! Never touched a doll in my life.
from squirrelx :
Okay, this is gonna sound incredibly stupid, but I'm having trouble findin' the link to your LSPCA 'fundraiser shop'. Sorry to be so slow on the draw! Could you write a brief pararaph describin' your efforts and e-mail it to me along with the link that folks are supposed to click on in order to see the shop you've set up? I'll post it verbatim. Please be as specific as you can regardin' what folks are supposed to submit. Thanks! Xtine
from squirrelx :
You haven't said anything about Delores that hasn't run through my mind too! You're articulatin' my thoughts most succinctly. On a brighter note, the other day you mentioned a fundraisin' project. Please let me know exactly what kind of assistance I can render. If there's a request you'd like to make of the folks who read my diary, perhaps you could write it down and I'll run it verbatim at the start of my next entry. As ever, Xtine
from dorknoodle :
You need to email me your mom's phone #, and tell her mine, so that we can connect when she's coming here this weekend. I'd so love to see her, and the D., and especially the cats. I think I even have mom roped into it.
from recipebook :
11/16: Oh and also, in the future please follow the directions when submitting. "Entree" was not an option for "Type of Dish." On the guestbook there is a link for a list of types that I go by when categorizing the recipes. I'll assume you meant for it to be a Main Dish. Thanks.
from supermommy :
11/16: Hi, this is Mandy from Recipe Book. I actually don't see any recipes besides your own that need to be updated (the one before yours is an Example entry that I put in myself to show people what to do), and unless I'm wrong, you just submitted yours this morning, so I would really just like to leave things as they are as there does not seem to be any real issues with the guestbook. Thanks for submitting. Do you have a favorite website for recipes that you would like to include on your recipebook profile?
from charm-quark :
Please stop sending me diaryland notes. My account is dead as a dodo. If you're desperate to continue this, let's take it to email, OK? Only you're clogging up my inbox with "You've got a note at Diaryland!" emails.
from patadrina :
Nah. Putting keys in the plant was a joke. Nevertheless, being stalked is a great fear of mine- so great that I don't have a phone line, so I'm not really listed in the phone book.
from charm-quark :
I don't care whether you like it or not. It's just not right. Jacques Chirac is NOT a supporter of the Iraqi regime! Do you ever wonder what would happen if a French person saw that? By the way, I am a European. All my grandparents were caught up in WWII. We do not need any more wars. I agree with Harry Browne.
from charm-quark :
Sorry for breaking my promise... but will you please get rid of that picture of Jacques Chirac hugging Saddam Hussein? It's politically inaccurate - not to mention harmful.
from charm-quark :
Oh, well, at least I tried... I've become a right Francophile ever since I read that article. Vive la France. I will not press you any more. "I may not agree with what you say, but I will defend to your death the right to say it." - Voltaire (another French good egg).
from bowie-firey :
HAPPY HALLOWEEN!
from charm-quark :
http://www.harrybrowne.org/articles/FrenchAndAmericans.htm You have to read this one!
from sistercookie :
No. I realise that everything has a cause and effect. I realise that my choices have consequences. If I choose to stay with my abusive husband that its still my choice. I am not a victim. I know at least with my husband that this might happen. If you are so smart why do you believe everything anybody says? I mean what is the truth? You seem to believe whatever you want. All I was saying it that the truth is not for me to tell regarding Deven and J. But don't think that Deven is telling the truth completely and that J. is lying completely. Unless you have a copy of the police report, have talked to the arresting officer, talked to Deven's sister, physically had to deal with Deven for the past months how could you possible know what the truth is? Stop acting like you know everything. YOU ARE NOT HERE. YOU ARE NOT PHYSICALLY DEALING WITH DEVEN OR J. IN PERSON EVERY DAY.
from sistercookie :
Well its certainly not about you.
from dorknoodle :
The information I am going on is what the police told me. I have not left him. I am going home shortly. But I fear for my life. I am going to do what I can. My animals are the top priority right now.
from dorknoodle :
He has hurt many, many people, sweetie. I have been abused over and over and over. Yes, I stayed. I have to follow the policy that his sister establishes, now. I have no resources to do otherwise. To have him fuck with me on my birthday, and THEN do that shit to himself is inexcuseable. I don't want, or use, those drugs. Detox is a bitch, but I can't ignore the actions here. Now I have to get rid of all our animals, shut down his buisness, and figure out how I'm going to live. I'd say it's more than a little on purpose from him. Now I have no money for rent, let alone to feed these poor animals. My phone lost charge last night, or I'd have called you. I just got back "home," and it's charging, so please call me later today, or I'll call you. I need some help. His sister won't let him out of jail, and is testifying against him Monday morning. I will not do anything to stop that, because it's between them. I am done dealing with fucked up people. I wish I wasn't saying that, but I think this is the end, and will involve even more violence if I stay here.
from sistercookie :
Excuse me but you seemed to have missed the point. Deven is violent. I have been witness as well as a victim. Deven threw J. out of a moving vehicle last year and that was before he gave J. the scar that is permanently in his eyebrow. He accused me of having an affair with J. When I told him that I was taking back my computer unless he apologized he refused, so when I went to get the computer he then attacked me. He claimed that it was the other way around. J. has done nothing but love Deven for years. Deven has hit J. in front of me. Even Mr. Perfect hit J. on the same night that Deven gave the scar to J. The only reason I have kept my mouth shut about it is because J. asked me to. I don't believe in physically hurting other people except as self defense. Even when you were here and met Mr. Perfect did you know that he was violent. NO.
from dorknoodle :
I've become cute? Damn statistics. I love the Hunts, no matter what they do or say. Idiots? Yes. A huge part of my life? Even more. Hug your J. I wish I could hug you both. Much lovin' toooos yoooous. N.
from kstyle :
oh, and that dorknoodle is a cutie!
from kstyle :
wowo, dewey23 just updated, well, last week. thought he was gone for good...go say hi to the boy!
from dorknoodle :
I could have sworn you didn't like ass. If I can learn to shave with mine, I'll take your widow's peaks off. Kidding. Love yous. N.
from squirrelx :
Thank you for your support AND your sagacious advice. I'm truly grateful for both. Love, Xtine
from squirrelx :
My little phallus? LOLOLOL I can't thank you enough for this wonderful link! I'm gonna post it in my next entry [with credit to you as the source] for everybody to enjoy. Warmest regards, Xtine
from squirrelx :
Bless your heart! Please let me know when you get your kitty shop set up. I'll be honored to promote it. I've decided to make better use of my diary from now on. I want to give more exposure to the causes that mean the most to me --- animal rights & welfare. As ever, Xtine
from squirrelx :
I just wanted to say 'Thanks!' for the message you left in my guestbook, and 'I'm sorry!' for passin' along the Pimp Wars addition. :-) Warmest regards, Xtine
from watercolored :
Is there an entry that talks of how you became interested in, and began making voodoun objects? I admire your work.
from patadrina :
At first, the thought of David Bowie sitting at a computer- seemed strange, like a waste of time. He should be making us tons of music, not at a computer. But seeing his involvement on his website is encouraging. Come to think of it, it's a shame there wasn't access to computers earlier, cuz he really takes to it. And he looks great in a powersuit with briefcase. Go Bowie.
from dorknoodle :
A good deal of it is typed so that I cannot keep messin'. I changed the ending in my brain, so I have to change it on paper. It will not take long. The shop's been hyper. Band happened last night, and I even got two new songs done - one with Ang, one for me. As for travel...I'm considering Joe's wedding, but I don't have a date. If you care to risk lowpriority standby, I do have passes left. I'm dyin' to see you. Right now it has to be about cash so I can revive all that's gone to hell here, but travel's not over for the year. I am so exhausted.
from squirrelx :
The red doll on the right side of your 'new dolls' section is one of your most amazin' creations yet! I'm particularly enchanted by the face. As ever, Xtine
from dorknoodle :
If she knew he was a theif, she probably wouldn't have fucked him. What the hell do I know about women and straight boys? It's easier to find dick in the dark than to figure that out. No, I'm not mad. Dennis and Elvis are still present, as is Kurt, and I'm finding tons of old, cool things out of that back room. Rip me for a Kubrick documentary and some techno......you can get away with it.....well, w/out too much complaint.
from sunnflower :
For one fleeting moment I did picture myself taking care of the darling baby squirrels myself - but it was more an oh my gosh kind of image than a wow this is fun image! Like your quiz - I voted for Where the Wild Things Are.
from kittydevious :
hey there, foudn your site through someone else's guestbook. i've never met or for that matter known anyone who makes voodoo dolls. i tried years back (with a sock heheh) and i am sad to say that I lack the talent it takes to make one. i have always been fascinated by them though, so much kudos to you in your artwork with them:) Thanks, I shall visit again.
from squirrelx :
Peltin' Baptists durin' their hate parade would be fun, but I think I'd rather stage my own parade supportin' 'decadence' of all kinds. Just speakin' for myself, I'm marchin' down the road to damnation with pride. Love, Xtine
from sistercookie :
Thanks. I have shown your dolls to a couple of people locally here. People think your stuff is cool but most folks I know are unemployed or broke right now. Mostly I am helping out my friend who has Multiple Sclerosis and 2 kids aged 2 and 4. She has 6 lesions and is getting worse. She is a great mom though but she walks with a cane and I help her with the workload because toddlers are full of energy (now if we could only harness it). Did anybody you know suffer from the blackout? Cheers.
from squirrelx :
You were NOT talkin' out of your backside! I've never had kids either and I'm wide open to any and all suggestions which might help Diane and Danielle. Thank you for carin' about us. That means more than I could possibly convey. As ever, Xtine
from gchic501 :
what dont you like about Michael Moore? that he speaks his mind? speaks the truth? have you even ever seen Bowling For Columbine?
from squirrelx :
Thank you for the tender message! I truly appreciate your kindness, not to mention the tip about rehab methodology. I'm butt ignorant on that subject and I've got a very steep learnin' curve ahead of me. Love, Xtine
from nitejohnboy :
Dirtiest line uttered in 1964 film: "How kind of you to let me come." Eliza Doolittle, "My Fair Lady"
from nitejohnboy :
A priest, A rapist and a pedophile walk into a bar...and that's just the first guy.
from nitejohnboy :
What do David Beckham and a diamond ring have in common? They both come in a posh box.
from chubbychic :
Gosh, you have the most interesting stuff in your entries!!!
from squirrelx :
I found 'Paintball' addicitve too --- like a lot of on line games. If only I didn't suck so bad at playin' 'em. As ever, Xtine
from squirrelx :
Your weddin' sounds like a dream come true. Married by Elvis and then a buffet at the Luxor! Damn. Nuptials just don't get any cooler than that. I have a funny feelin' mine are gonna be somethin' of a goat rodeo --- literally. I'm thinkin' of includin' Timmy and Nadia in the weddin' procession. Love, Xtine
from squirrelx :
I'm gonna try to get my hands on that DVD and watch it. Whether I'll comprehend it or not is another matter. The embarrassin' truth is that theories of time tend to go sailin' right over my head. Maybe that's why I've never once understood the plot of a movie about time travel. :-) As ever, Xtine
from squirrelx :
The best magic you can make for me is in your heart. Please send some of your white light and try to visualize me NOT gettin' my ass kicked around the block. :-) As ever, Xtine P.S.: I was very happy to link to your site. I am, and have always been, it awe of artists. Although it may sound hyperbolic to say this, I believe artists are open channels between Heaven and Earth.
from squirrelx :
I well can understand why you reacted negatively to the way David was portrayed in that entry about Rudde's. I don't really capture his personality very well, 'specially when I'm describin' moments of argument. In reality, his love and respect for me are always much in evidence. I guess we tolerate each other's 'bad sides' 'cause we're so overwhelmingly fond of the good ones. :-) As ever, Xtine P.S.: thanks for linkin' to me in your diary! Before I forget, I wanna let you know that I've placed a link to Dynamoose in my template. I hope that's okay with you.
from quezacotl :
Nice try, but even that's been done. I don't know if you watch cartoon network at all, but they are currently showing a series called Kikaider, about a robot that for the first few episodes doesn't realize it's a robot. Another great idea that they're taking is a show called Cyborg 009, about random people kidnapped off the streets and converted into fighting robots. Man... almost everything with robots has been done, and they barely even exist yet!
from squirrelx :
I love that Hello Kitty gun! I'm not quite as enthusiastic about the notion of a Hello Kitty dildo however. It was one thing post a link to it in my diary, but I can't imagine actually purchasin' such an item, can you? I'd be laughin' too hard to use it. As ever, Xtine
from bionicgurl :
z0tl has a diary here. i'm just going to let it go. he's a little disturbed. can you tell?
from squirrelx :
You weren't bein' a 'bitchy nag' OR a 'naggy bitch'. Your advice was dead on and I know I need to follow it. Thanks for carin' about me. :-) Warmest regards, Xtine
from dorknoodle :
Yeah, have Mags check the slutboard. Why not? All I would need is a reliable car. I'm thinking tweezers and a lighter.
from quezacotl :
Heheh. Aren't you just an incredible bundle of helpful? I really appriciate the thought.. but I don't even have a book as of yet to publish, just a short story (A rather long short story) that I plan to submit to Marvel comics so I can become a corporate whore under them! Depending on how things go with them is when I'll start concentrating heavily on novels and such. But hey, I'm not even twenty yet, so there's no HUGE rush. Anyway, thanks a bunch.
from squirrelx :
Damn. Publishin' isn't as unrealistic an objective as I thought. Thank you for providin' that link. I wonder though, if anybody would consider payin' for writin' that's already available free of charge on Diaryland. Seems like I'd have to come up with somethin' other than my ordinary entries and I'm pretty sure that would be beyond me. I can sorta 'report' on what happens in my life, but I don't think I could 'create'. Warmest regards, Xtine
from dorknoodle :
The thing's going to be published. I have worked too fucking hard on it for it not to be, and it's good stuff. Yeah, yeah, blow my own horn. I'm not a slacker anymore, my dear. All about the art. And there's enough stuff already written that we can work with while I finish the last, oh, six pages of Act. We need phone discussion.
from dorknoodle :
Did I do that? I'm sorry. It's been one confusing ride since last Thursday. Love.
from patadrina :
Silly me. I suppose I just assumed that your international market of voodoo dolls would cover a cable modem. :) *>* -_- (Wow, smiley faces are hard work, yo).
from quezacotl :
That's a pretty good idea although I wonder who would buy a book from a completely unknown author. The only people who would have heard of the author are my friends, and they'd never pay to hear what I think. I give it to them for free too often. Still, it's an option. Thanks.
from patadrina :
You should get cable.
from nitejohnboy :
Who the hell is Misty of Chincoteague and why does she have her own book ??
from dorknoodle :
I'm so glad to hear about the neighbor. We're waitin' for Weavie's check to pay off shit right now. By the way, little brother was light years beyond what I thought. It's not credit, but it's close. I loved how he, Eric, and I totally looked our age. Ha. He learned, somehow. Like I said, I love to make fuckers laugh. Prais fell asleep clutching his guitar. I felt fourteen. I doubt Jason will actually watch my hoons and house, but it was worth it. He kept saying, "I have to get a job." Bwahahaha.
from dorknoodle :
They didn't "scrape" the law, hon, they scrapped it. (And I ain't tryin' 2 B your spellcheck.) Fuck law. Fuck rights. You have what you allow, even here, even now. Besides, there's no "family" left on either side of us. Perhaps it's my twisted upbringing, but I always thought marriage was a joke. This just gives more dynamic to our agreetodisagree relationship. (Shooting you the devil sign, concertstyle, from the toomuchhumidity burg.)
from lula :
You make me self-conscious. Your guestbook entry sounded a lot shocked and a little disgusted at my pitiful list. I wonder if that was your intention...
from quezacotl :
OOOOOOOOHHHHHHHH. He still isn't that great of a writer though.
from squirrelx :
Thanks for the guestbook message! Yeah, I get hate mail alright, by the ton, 'specially when I write about haints. Seems there are a lot of folks out there who are hostile to the supernatural and to anybody who traffics with it. Warmest regards, Xtine
from dorknoodle :
I didn't know I had my own ring, courtesy you. Hmmm. Time to fuck about with this one. Love you, babes. n.
from dorknoodle :
Boy have I been there. Shit gets to the point where it can only get better. And you well know I'm not a generally optimistic person....but hang in there....relief will come...I wish I could do something for you other than just type. Love/out.
from dorknoodle :
You know how much I love waking, sleeping, existing in a huddle of the fine, fine energy of animals. I just need to buy a doberman (no ear or tail cropping) and a whippet. AND I think I need a jack russell after having spent so much time with Teen Idol's. Ask moms if she's got a barn for me and Weavie. Love/out.
from recipebook :
Sorry, but they don't. I have to manually enter them from the info you leave me in the guestbook. Thank you for leaving a recipe though. I'll get up as soon as I can. Do you have a favorite recipe website to add to your recipebook member profile?
from bionicgurl :
ya:) with a big crochet hook, you can crochet with anything
from quezacotl :
Happy not so random response! I don't know how long you've been reading, but I hope that you don't base your appriciation of my diary just because of that one entry. I'm not usually as adventurous. As for drunken hook-ups, I hear stories about them all the time, but the main problem with my friends stories is that something awkward ALWAYS happens, yet they try to make it out like it was a hybrid of a romance novel in their smoothness and a porn movie in their execution, while it's all those silly embarassing things that are what make the story interesting. Yeah.... I had some purpose to this too, where it would turn into one big joke or something, but unfortunately I got distracted... If I tried that now... it would probably just look weird.... so I'm just going... to... tiptoe... out the door....
from peth :
Welcome to the Harold and Maude diaryring!
from bionicgurl :
you can see some of my entries at http://bionicgurl.livejournal.com i write mostly friends only posts but i'm going to set up a journal there where diaryland people can read my posts. are you interested? i love the new artwork:):)
from patadrina :
There is a watchdog organization called CPS Watch...to avoid such complications
from patadrina :
You're not kidding. I followed the trials too. (You should check out HoustonChronicle.com for Special reports http://www.chron.com/content/chronicle/watchem/ ) Clara Harris is now fighting custody battles with the in-laws who defended her.
from dorknoodle :
I frequently wish to do exactly what you said in your last entry. Thing is, I don't. And neither do you. Let's keep it for what it's worth. I don't buy the "everything happens for a reason" deal. I no longer need to. You're past that, anyway. Hang, girl, if just for me. Please.
from bionicgurl :
i could buy a house but i'm not sure of where i want to settle down yet.
from olivia1 :
thanks for the message in my guestbook. and when were you in yruu? i stopped going about one and a half years ago. -olivia1
from nitejohnboy :
" Their church will mean real to heathen, atheistischen, pro Voodoo donkey to hate! " Yes, I am pro voo doo donkey legislature, how did you know ?
from nitejohnboy :
"I am working to my small website ones pathetic. I would really have to take to a code category in the fotoricettore design, before that it loses my mind! " what the heck does that mean ???
from nitejohnboy :
Joyeuses P�ques!! Savez-vous elles difficiles obtiennent un oeuf de p�ques d'un vagina??
from nitejohnboy :
�qui�n pissed en mi sopa? �Podr�a vomitar!
from nitejohnboy :
" If I do not keep much work settled today, my entire household is in the terrible financial trouble! " wow, that's the most normal translation this thing has sputtered in ages. Here's a short one: Sadaam � una testa di poo di poo
from dorknoodle :
You must stop with the language thing. You made me think I was back on drugs or something. Damn you, senorita.
from nitejohnboy :
The sure world would have played more best an entire lottery if they had shared that sandwich Boy, google is messed up !! lol !! Im taking a break from online today, in a bad mood..we'll play more tomorrow. Hugs!!!
from nitejohnboy :
il wouldnt il mondo � un posto pi� felice se Mama Cass avesse ripartito quel panino di prosciutto con il carpentiere di Karen?
from nitejohnboy :
Last one of the night, cause I gotta get offline ( youll love this one !! ): �Si pido los filetes de los filetes de Omaha, necesito preocuparme de enfermedad enojada de la vaca??
from nitejohnboy :
Las viejas se�oras muertas son divertidas cuando las piernas encontradas para arriba en sillas oscilantes
from nitejohnboy :
That absolutely must have been fart! The men who are repairing the following door of the roof are singing ahead to the heads that speak. They stick more better possible to the building and repair.
from nitejohnboy :
I ha ucciso una volta un intero villaggio con un fart !
from nitejohnboy :
nevermind, I found it: I cannot see its penis. Perhaps I could ask for a microscope? BTW: In case you didnt figure it out..my message states: is my penis large enough for your massive vagina ? LOL
from nitejohnboy :
2: European Union I cannot its penis. Perhaps European Union could ask for to over microscope? what the hell is that supposed to mean ??
from nitejohnboy :
Ist mein Penis genug f�r Ihre massive Vagina gro�? LOL !!! I CANT GET ENOUGH !!!
from nitejohnboy :
�usted tienen gusto de alg�n ghonnerea? �No? Entonces satisfaga el paso los syphillis
from nitejohnboy :
Mamma Kyles ist ein grosses fettes Weibchen!
from patadrina :
Thanks for the favorite diary thing. you're a trip.
from dorknoodle :
Didn't mean to be mean, honey. I actually heard that. I do believe I gave it the "heard" disclaimer. Then again, exaggeration's my JOB.
from dorknoodle :
Honey, I even got out my html book. Hahahaha. No, for those images, I wanted them that big. Upcoming ones, however, we may need to talk on the phone while I'm typing and trying the tutorial at the same time.
from dorknoodle :
When did Egy.Doll leave that note? I can't find her anywhere, but maybe I'm on the banned list. As for the image, my humor has returned (thank having to finish a novel and not be an asshole throughout), and I think you just made me more beautiful by placing that image on where it deserves to be: someone's chacha or ass, namely, though I agree about the clock. I'm looking at the "messenger bag" for myself.....so I can walk around with a picture of me toting my bullshit within......detox can equal arrogance....big surprise. Your magic works sometimes in reverse, at least on my dumbass brain. That makes it all the more resonant.
from egyptiandoll :
ooh ooh ooh.i just read what you said about me and im lovin it all the way!!!!!!!!!i love to hear how great i am.*shakes her head*my head feels free free free!i just cut my hair really really short.now i can spike it.yay!im gonna spike it with blue and orange gel.teehee.well cyaz lata.=)
from godscop :
thank you for the note. 7 cats? cats are fucking awesome.
from ravenheart :
Thank you for joining my Art ring, you are welcome!
from cocker-lover :
thanks for the analogy..but..heheh..i think you mistook my words. all i meant was, films that steve martin had starred in..hehehe...but i liked the anlaogy anyway. ok, well, you've convinced me to rent the film this weekend. molte grazie bella! ciao for now..i am now off for dinner...tennis was great! and where is it exactly that you're from? xoxoxoxoxjuliet
from cocker-lover :
ah! thankyou so much for the names of the books... i put them on my "to buy" list...:) i've never seen that film..i've never been to keen on his films..but as i said, i now have a new appreciation for this great man. i went to lacma and got to see his section of art that he has on display..what a kind man to share his collection so ohter angelinos can see..aahh..ANYHOO! just curious on how about you came across my diary...ciao for now darling...i have a tennis game to play.xoxoxoxjuliet
from cocker-lover :
ah! would you be a doll and give me the names? i fell in love with him after i read his book. as an actor i was always like, "eh, steve martin, ok" but since i've read his book, i read every articles and snip out every picture that i see of him! ah! i'm silly i know, but! ah! i must buy it! if you would be so kind...:)xoxoxoxox juliet

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