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you should never have to settle for someone who could drop your heart like that. being stood up is a whole nother level of shitty and well what i mean to say is you deserve far better and don't kid yourself for a minute thinking you don't matter. you deserve someone who knows you do.

from samcorday :

i'm sorry, u do matter, i'm just so tired lately, the only thing i really do is update d-land. i shall make it up to you....don't be mad.i'm warning tho....i don't look good on skype lol

from midnightrum :

careful brother, heartbreak is a real type of sickness. Read Johann Wolfgang von Geothe's <I>The Sorrows of Young Werther</I>, you'll find strength in health and sorrow. And if you already know what it feels like to let yourself be consumed by heavenly desire, then you'll understand the temptation to give everything, and the danger. Who can say what's best, or whether the middle road is viable for those stricken with passion. Choose carefully, but we cannot avoid pain, we live with these human hearts or ours after all.

from samcorday :

LISTEN :)----> cuz ur in love :) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pBW--bgyezg&feature=related

from famelicose :

I love your latest entry. You remind me a lot of myself.

from samcorday :

i know i suck....but i'm back:)...this is so gay but i have another selena gomez song for u lol http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EgT_us6AsDg

from sexyatheist :

honey, i think we are in the exact same mood today. and i can relate to loving like that even when the other doesn't deserve it. it's just who we are. HUG

from catsoul :

I agree totally.....with the screaming! Hope your day improves. Take care. =^..^=

from sexyatheist :

that is an absolutely lovely letter

from unhealthyme :

your letter was inspiring. I tell myself that before any great change in my life, love related or otherwise. bravo.

from lanienaked :

lol, it's probably because diaryland isn't really popular anymore. when i used to write in 2004 or 2005 there were a lot more people around. these days, people are writing on wordpress.

from mindundone :

love the way you write...

from lanienaked :

Yesssssss... hope this means you're staying after all.

from lanienaked :

sorry to hear you're leaving :S

from xnamehere :

thank you for postin the hammock vid. :)

from elusive-you :

happy birthday!

from integrating :

Stay cool. :)

from integrating :

You have severe anxiety. Are you taking anything for it? If not, see a doctor and they will give you something for the physical symptoms from severe anxiety.

from lanienaked :

locked?? :( any chance i can get the password?

from unhealthyme :

you're welcome, acuteapathy. thank you as well. =]

from unhealthyme :

want to do the pen pal thing? it's easier than spamming the heck out of our notes?

from unhealthyme :

throughout the past few diaries i've kept, i can definitely say the same.

from unhealthyme :

thank you, kindly. =] my diary is more for my emotional ventilation.

from gr8legs :

i wanna fall in love like that again. romance is ur thing. its alluring.

from unhealthyme :

thank you, darlin'.

from unhealthyme :

i'm glad to hear that. it sounds like you could use a smile sometimes. =]

from unhealthyme :

any girl would be lucky to have you. your passion is astounding.

from atwowaydream :

Currently buying this candle.

from sexyatheist :

i think she's right. i did the long distance right into living with someone thing, and that transition was hard. so i think it makes for a better situation if you ease into living in the same place before moving in together.

from permeation :

That Anais Nin quote you have on your profile, I have tattooed on my ribs. Gorgeous.

from samcorday :

btw....i thought i'd give u the first shout out...as i'm back an all *evil grin*

from sexyatheist :

yay! i always love and appreciate your hugs! right back at you my love, HUGS!

from raquela-rain :

Hi, I just saw your note, here's your info: guest, user1. Nothing original, but kind of easy to remember. :). Thanks!

from atwowaydream :

Aw. . . yay. I really, really meant the hugs. Hope tomorrow is a bit better for you, sweets.

from atwowaydream :

:::textual hugs::: I know the feeling when Life thinks we're asking for something like it's some existential joke. Damn life. Damn it to hell.

from famelicose :

Great entires.

from strayrecluse :

me too...

from samcorday :

hmmm....u and me both.....let's be kindergardeners!!

from samcorday :

;(

from samcorday :

how mature!! lol

from samcorday :

God! just read ur entry.....i dunno what to say....everything will turn out ok. don't worry....i know it's a stupid thing to say....but i dunno what else to say....

from samcorday :

um.....am i missing somethingg? baby?

from samcorday :

:(....why are all our lives so sad....

from samcorday :

bon-bon you're not a horrible anything.....ur the bestest......don't let anyone break you down

from samcorday :

hmm..yea u got it right. it's not really because of those random shit.it was a deeper underlying principle of insecurity and anger management. i'll post tmwr. right now i'm trying to study for 2 exams later today.

from viva-la-babe :

LOVE your latest entry. (9.27)

from killsoft :

Alright.. it's been a long time coming. Why not.

from killsoft :

i get nothing from your writing.

from sexyatheist :

Sid stabbed Nancy. or something like that. i'm not sure that's something to strive for. oh, and while i'm here, HUG!

from sexyatheist :

thank you my friend, i really appreciate that. especially the hug, i so love hugs

from sinfulangel7 :

Your writing amazes me. You take something so meaningful to you and turn it in a way where it reaches out and means something to others. I look forward to reading your work each time you write. Always a fan. XO

from samcorday :

well......thank God i don't have to worry abt. anything!! i should've trusted my gut my gut instinct for staying celibate!!

from sinfulangel7 :

I must say, your dl is amazing.

from surfking :

thanks for listing, it's good to know there are readers just for the sake of sharing your story. happy bday though! mine is wednesday, not something i go around telling people much, but now you know...oh such knowledge.

from samcorday :

happy birthday dude...and many more to come xoxo

from pettyquarrel :

Soooo enjoying your journal. - s.

from sinfulangel7 :

Just realized that you left me my first note. Thanks babe. :)

from samcorday :

*smiles mischievously* mmhhmmmm naturally :p

from sinfulangel7 :

With you everything is natural. And always will be.

from samcorday :

i have a FB dedication to u, ur tagged in the song....lol it might be corny...but it reminded me of u <3...

from samcorday :

hmm...with me in mind? really o.O doesn't sound like me...but still beautiful imagery..i'm a sucker for words :)

from samcorday :

that was really beautiful :)

from samcorday :

Breathe baby....breathe

from samcorday :

D-land just feels right..u know.....like u said sure some ppl comment back...but i've always felt like i had an outlet to voice even the most-fucked up things i've expirienced.....it's home for my head :)

from sexyatheist :

i totally agree with you. as great as it is having so much access to free porn, i definitely feel like something has been lost. i remember the first time i saw my dad's playboys. it was magical.

from pettyquarrel :

[burn this note.] - riverun

from riverun :

like the journal, like it like it like it. thrice. - s.

from sinfulangel7 :

Your "Just a thought" entry is breathe taking. Seeing you "grow up" in a sense is really an amazing thing to me. Just remember, I will always be here for you. My daughter can get you use to the toddler years gone bad. Lol.

from sexyatheist :

just for your future knowledge my friend, plagiarism doesn't apply when it's a generally held idea. you aren't required to cite when what you are talking about applies to something most people believe or know. so you're fine. not that you needed it but i just felt like throwing that out there.

from samcorday :

hey.....thanks for the encouragement...now all i need is a 12-step program to help with my addiction!! do i see david duchovny-esque drama unfolding here?....lol.....

from amazinfuckup :

Yes, it's so unreasonable for me to call out a plagiarist for being a plagiarist. You're right. What on earth was I thinking?

from amazinfuckup :

Christ, really? Can you at least pretend to be original? See: My entry on December 22nd.

from samcorday :

maybe u should read my entry .....u not alone in having a fucked up christmas

from samcorday :

hey babe...merry christmas....i know ur not feeling very upto being merry rite now....but i'm wondering...where's ur family for real?.....u shouldn't be alone right now :(

from sassymcgee :

Well I'm here reading...Hopefully midnight gets here fast for you and that you have a better day than you think you're going to have...Merry Christmas and all that other junk.

from teatray :

Bahaha! Glad to hear it. It's like a battle cry, y'know? You don't have to reserve it for lion-punching. It's also applicable to cutting people off while driving, ending an argument with a family member, or successfully mastering a recipe.

from teatray :

I find it especially helpful, when defending oneself against lions, to not only punch it in the throat, but to also shout, "When I was a young warthog!" while doing it.

from imonlyhis :

i love you and miss you bunches :) :-*

from samcorday :

fuck it? naw don;t worry abt ppl....they let u down somtimes

from imonlyhis :

i love you too :) <3

from samcorday :

well thank God you didn't teach unschooled masses adn ask them to follow your ways .......every one would've been smacking everyone else upside the head!!! lol...i like to take a calmer more loving take on things :)

from samcorday :

sweetie u need to move on from this bovious biatch...sorry for saying it quite so blantant but there u have it.....moving on sucks but heartache sucks even more...

from kawaiinoir :

Snow sucks, makes one pensive. I like your diary <3

from samcorday :

hmm.....shakespeare

from demonangel7 :

I hope things with you and my sis do work out. Always here if you need anything.

from sexyatheist :

that really wouldn't be such a bad idea! at least we know how awesome we are. and i think of you too. i just want you to be happy.

from demonangel7 :

I am so sorry Bear.

from sexyatheist :

it sounds like you and i are in just about the same place right now. weird how life works out that way some times. why do we let them do this to us? we deserve more. and better.

from demonangel7 :

I'm sorry she hasn't contacted you yet. I hope everything is ok soon.

from sexyatheist :

you didn't sound like a creepster at all. it's nice to know someone is thinking of me.

from samcorday :

awwwww ; ) midnight rocks!! THE BEST KITTY EVER!!

from sexyatheist :

you are strong. and emailing her is not being weak. it's okay. we do what we need to do to get through these shitty days.

from samcorday :

well get ur kleenex ready.lol

from samcorday :

aw *sniff sniff* i know that pain...if i stop to think too much abt the pain held inside me..i would break down sobbing.......

from samcorday :

lol YAY!! I love winning!! it tastes so good..like chocolate OR MAYBE butter pecan perhaps? lol

from samcorday :

oh no!! not updating!! don't so that :( do it for me pretty please. wish i could make u feel better

from sexyatheist :

i'm sorry. i wish this virtual hug could help you feel any better but sadly i know it won't. know that i'm thinking of you.

from sexyatheist :

sadly nothing new. just work and school, on repeat. but at least it's almost thanksgiving so i get to go home soon. which is nice to look forward to.

from sexyatheist :

i have good days and bad days. today i am very well rested so it's not especially bad. how are you doing?

from samcorday :

lol...why are u tsk-tsking me!?! lol my e-mail contact is : [email protected]

from samcorday :

not yet...i fell asleep like real early last night and msn doesn't work too well at work :( i'll add you as soon as i get home from work

from samcorday :

bitching scmitching...u call it bitching, i call it expression of self. Hence, that makes you a very satisfactory PRO.....we'll discuss your salary at a later date..lol

from samcorday :

nice :) i would love to chat with u...i'm sure u notice i talk incredible shite!! lol (u can maybe put on a sandwich board and walk around lol....just a suggestion lol)

from samcorday :

well since ur the PRO (I'm assuming you're taking up the position .lol how official do i sound there!! lol) since ur the PRO you cn write any and everywhere u please lol....just advertise man advertise!!! lol (hey btw are u on msn??)

from samcorday :

lol it's totally random, and needs no thought or effort whatsoever on your part lol.lol H.A.N.K sseks to promote well being and is anti-depression, anti-thinking too much and anit sulking.....to be a member dial 123-4567 (easiest # for us to rem lol)of course u may not get a rep on the phone.....cuz we don't be bothered with such trivialities such as answering the phone!! lol...but ur welcome to join .....now i've exhausted my writing powers for the next 2.5 years begin writers block and random rambling......president of H.A.N.K over and out :p

from samcorday :

love it :)

from samcorday :

i got excited seeing my name up on ur diary lol.....i'm so lame .and the lonely thing.. i was feeling kinda depressed tonite. me n a friend of mine so we formed a club (a joke of course) it's called (and don't grimace) H.A.N.K (haters all natural Klub) lol. some of the executive spots are filled .president, VP, treasurer, secretary but u can be PRO!!! lol.....just a suggestion :p

from samcorday :

so true.........being alone sucks :(

from avox :

I liked how you described that. I feel the same way about some of my friends; rarely see them, but it's just instant connection as soon as we do see each other-- like things never went stagnant.

from avox :

Wait... Someone gets pregnant? Or... just... her?

from sexyatheist :

thank you for that. even though it was expected it did still suck. and you're right, i am strong and i can do this. it will just suck for awhile.

from sexyatheist :

i know it's not in any way, shape or form the same thing but HUG!

from sexyatheist :

i was late in getting your note. not ignoring you. it made me smile. and who knows. we may end up married someday. weirder things have happened.

from sexyatheist :

i think those of us that crave sex, not only need it just for the purely physical reason. we also need to feel loved. you're not alone.

from sexyatheist :

ha! indeed i am. and being that horny is awesome.

from sexyatheist :

nope. i just found you on the recent public entries list and added you.

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