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from cloudy-night :
10-31-13, 4:27pm: definitely preaching to the choir.
from ahopeinhell :
It's nice to find a like-minded soul, even if it's a bit bittersweet. Thanks for reading. Hope to see more of you.
from crazy-wendy :
Holy shit. I can't believe you're still writing. I don't mean that critically. It's just a bit unbelievable after so many years. I'm sorry about your woes.
from omfggwtf :
i hope you don't mind that i've added you? i'd love to read more, xo.
from starscream77 :
I was just bopping around, reading random diaries and came across yours. Don't know what to say now, haha, but I like to know when people read mine, so I thought I'd let cha know =)
from crazy-wendy :
I hope this isn't creepy but I still read your diary contrary to your belief.
from crazy-wendy :
ridewendy.blogspot.com
from crazy-wendy :
Happy Belated Birthday!
from crazy-wendy :
I'm glad you're writing again.
from hrtxbrkxhero :
there is nothing embarrassing about any of those things. anime is entertainment/art, though i am not fond of it. masturbation is perfectly normal, and simply human nature. everyone does it and if they say they don't they lie. and diaryland is just a way of expressing yourself, something everyone needs to do in some way.
from crazy-wendy :
Hey, I don't really write in Diaryland or anything really but when I do feel some urge to write, I use my livejournal account. I just find that everything I seem to want to articulate is just a recycled thought or some trivial thought that'll pass. Sometimes I feel my thoughts are too angsty, and I get a little embarassed by that. So I don't write at all. Or not a lot. http://w3nders.livejournal.com/ Go there. & Keep in touch.
from crazy-wendy :
I'm always curious about what's going on in your life. Although I don't know you, it's strange how I'm so intrigued by your life. It's probably how you write that keeps me wanting to know more.
from crazy-wendy :
Merry Christmas, Mae.
from crazy-wendy :
Listen to Dallas Green - Hello I'm Delaware. You might like it.
from not-to-be :
thank you <3
from crazy-wendy :
Of course I remember you. I still read your diary.
from not-to-be :
thanks, and thanks for the tip. just a few days ago i learned i'd been spelling sophomore wrong
from not-to-be :
yes, it has been a while. hope you've been doing all right. good luck with growing up. i'm still in denial that I'm going to have to go through that in two and a half years. <3 best wishes
from khyarete :
hello there little machy. bet you dont know who this is...or maybe you do...its angie sissy. i got your name from your sis' site...put me on your fave diary list thingy too? p's and q's! bibi love!
from alex-rooflz- :
Yeesh, drama queen! Hopefully you're 'hot as sin', because I'm sure you've got nothing but whines and complaints; not exactly 'chatting' material.
from misanthropa :
staying locked?
from no-regretz :
requesting a username and password..? <3
from crazy-wendy :
A friend told me that the amount of time to get over a person would be calculated by multiplying the time you guys dated. So 1 year times 2 = 2 years of getting over the person. It may not take THAT LONG but essentially it means it'll take a VERY long time to heal. So let yourself grieve because that's apart of the healing process. Don't rush it. You'll find yourself suppressing feelings that'll haunt you later.
from idiotreviews :
Reviews up! Thanks for being so patient.
from misanthropa :
if you're going to stay locked, I'd apreciate a password, if not I understand.
from gloryxxfades :
pshh__ DURR! stupid me<333
from gloryxxfades :
phh__ DURR! stupid me<333
from no-regretz :
MEH my best friend ruined it. ripped it to pieces.. but, I'll be okay.. because my next day won't be so bad because I've learned a lesson. dland wont let me add you, so i will later. <3
from gloryxxfades :
really? with who?<3
from no-regretz :
I LOVE YOUR WRITING. so much.. sooooo much. you have such a wonderful outlook on life, it's brilliantly honest.. i don't know, but I'm adding you to my buddy list.
from safetyxpins5 :
thanks <3. the words on my layout are from a band named glassjaw.
from live-a-dream :
hehe... yesh, yesh. but i am addicted. i cant stay away from this place. :) *♥*
from gloryxxfades :
really? thanks xinfintiy. but which entries are you referring to?<3
from misanthropa :
where do you host your pictures?
from foomannchoo :
I dislike the way I write, but thank you. I enjoy the way you write as well.
from gloryxxfades :
hey, but quizzes are so freakin fun♥
from renderdesign :
Hello! You can change whatever you'd like. If it COMPLETELY different from my design and you can't even tell in the SLIGHTEST bit that I did it, you can take the link down but I'd appreciate if you put *somewhere* that it was mine to start out with. If you can still tell it's mine then please leave the link. You can put "inspired by ::render link::" okey? So change away. Enjoy yer day!
from fadedmind :
hey. i didn't really have much time to read your diary yesterday (well i did, but i couldn't concentrate), so i read it again today. i really like the way you write. your emotions are felt for miles. ♥ xx
from to-pretty :
hi, do i know you?
from cryinlilgirl :
thanx,yeah he was a special guy,really special. i added to you my favorite,okay? ♥
from gloryxxfades :
cool, i never knew you had this other diary. that poor kid.♥
from fadedmind :
thankyou :)
from gloryxxfades :
ohh yeah! i forgot about that little incident. i would be traumatized for life if i were him. wouldn't you??<3
from gloryxxfades :
cool, illinois. into the white sox or cubs or anything? i'm in the bay area [cali].<3
from gloryxxfades :
everythings good. where do you live again? &it makes me sad when you dont think highly of yrself. i think yr pretty. &i BOW to you<3
from gloryxxfades :
hows everything may? pleasse reply to me, you never replied back to the notes i gave you awhile back<3
from r-e-v-i-e-w :
your review is up.
from duckie2397 :
you say what i feel. i often want to quote you somewhere...you write beautifully.
from virulency :
Awesomeness. You added me! You rock. I'm so adding you back.
from crazygal13 :
you really should keep dreaming, because if you quit your dreams will never come true
from crazy-wendy :
You were never just a plain brown paper bag to Scott. Think about what others see in you and what people like me who hardly know you in real life can see something obvious. I already know you are beautiful person; the compassion you have for pepole like me.
from virulency :
Heh, thanks for the guestbook sign-age! I wouldn't know about the pubic-hair-pad-stickage, because I'm a "shoving cotton up my vagina" sort of girl, haha. (You know I just had to be graphic right back at you). I do read other people's stuff, but I guess they just don't read my crap in return! Maybe if I posted something semi-interesting? Yeah, that might help. I have a lot of diligent readers on livejournal, mostly people that I know in person. I usually just comment to random people saying I like their layout or something. Or if Exhibit A posts a comment in Exhibit B's journal (Ex. B being a friend of mine), I'll comment back on occasion. La la la. Moo moo moo. Lucky Charms are yummy. The first online diary/journal that I ever wrote in was deadjournal, heh. How did you stumble upon my diary, if I may ask?
from che :
i have
from life-is-this :
thank you for the good luck wishes! i have a regular diary too, if you'd like to read it. just ask me for the p/w... because it's a locked diary. :) ~she-tells
from crazy-wendy :
What the last girl said is what I feel most of the time. I sent my email again. hope you got it
from crazygal13 :
sometimes I wish I actually knew you so I could give you a hug ... even though you don't really know me ... don't get me wrong I'm not a creepy stalker person or anything like that ... just feel better
from crazy-wendy :
Yes I did. Ugh. Don't worry about it.
from crazy-wendy :
I was wondering if you did get my e-mail?
from crazy-wendy :
Sn? E-mail?
from crazy-wendy :
I need some advice.
from evoqueen :
Oooof. It was one of my exs. But he was just joking. I tend to take jokes seriously sometimes. >.< But I'm not fat, my doctor says I'm a little underweight, but thats okay. I hope you're doing well,or atleast better than before. I still love how you write and check your diary everytime you post something new! And just remember, dont let him kill you with the love he doesnt wanna give. He's the lowly bastard if he doesnt want you. You're a beautiful person, and you will always be one. ^_^ Hum diddle diddle doo...I dunno what else to write. Keep writing in your diary, and stay safe! Also, you can always come to me if you would like to talk (*hint hint contacts section hint*) Thanks for leaving me a note! Lots of Love! *heart*
from duckie2397 :
i have written here before, but i stumbled back on your diary today and have been reading through your recent entries. they made me cry because i realize that someone else just might have the slightest idea how i'm feeling.
from xfishnchipsx :
hey, i was reading ur diary because i was bored and just chose ur diary out of the diary directory thing. its kinda scary/comforting realizing that were going thru the same things. i just moved to a new school like last summer and i feel like so icolated. i have friends but not as many as i had at my old school . believe me! i really really really would do any thing to move back. and sometimes i even pray that my new house could get burned down so i could say "hey we have no house here...lets move back to cali!" lol...no but seriously. im sure u get this a lot (by reading ur notes) that im going thru the same thing. being lonley sucks.
from bluesaiyan :
yep. Two watches. Es muy cool.
from low-sky :
no, i did not get nice presents. i got one present. seriously. and i cried the entire day. i fucking hate christmas.
from evoqueen :
I read your diary every single time you update, and come back to it everyday. Do you want to know why? BECAUSE YOU'RE SO DAMN TALENTED! I mean, I know you're going through some rough times, and even if you dont know me, you can still talk to me. Email me, Im me, Msn Messenger me, anything. This type of stuff happen to a lot of people, me being one of them. I love the way you write. Theres so much emotion, beautiful expression with words, you leave me in awe everytime I finish reading an entry, no matter how short, nor long. Anyways, I must be heading off now! .:Mad Love:. Anam
from crazygal13 :
I gave you a review a while back and well, I've been reading ever since . . . I just wanted to compliment you on your writing. You write so well with such emotion. I could feel your words echoing through my brain and my heart. Thanks for being awesome.
from duckie2397 :
i just wanted to say from the few entries i read that you write beautifully and often express exactly how i feel. thank you.
from low-sky :
heymay. hope you had a nice festivus. and...stuff.
from raindrop-11 :
hey, i just thought id leave you a note cause I havent in a while lol. I hope you had a very merry christmas, if you celebrate it that is lol Later days
from crazy-wendy :
May, can I still read your diary?
from despite- :
i cry to myself crying. isn't that sad? :) keep reading it just gets better. amanda keeps trying to get into my life and i accidentally let her.
from foomannchoo :
I enjoy your words and site.
from crazy-wendy :
Thank-you. I know how you feel about not giving a password to something to personal and sacred. I promise I won't give it to anyone and I'll look as it as a privelege and honor to have access to this diary. My e-mail is [email protected]
from dragonblade0 :
notes notes, notes notes notes....
from gloryxxfades :
hey hey may! ahh, mae owns. don't you just love em?♥
from despite- :
dude, i dunno. i write what i think. i love this girl, thats messed up. but god will return my love in the shape of a peach optimo. thanks. :)
from crazy-wendy :
May, Would I be able to get the password to your other diary? Why do I want it? I want to know more about you and your past life and what you are going through. I think in some way I would be able to connect with the way that you feel and that's a comfort. Anyway, you are entitled to not let me read it and I am okay with that.
from brandonman :
Thanks for the compliment. You seem like a really awesome person, if not in a bad spot right now. We should talk sometime, eh?
from crazy-wendy :
I was wondering why you and you boy friend broke up? I'm sorry if it's a personal question and you don't have to answer it. You can add me on msn. [email protected]
from musica- :
anime rocks..although im more into manga nowadays..
from purplebanana :
your latest entry reminds me of my first heartbreak with crushing clarity. i'm glad it's over.
from crazy-wendy :
I just read over some of your notes and you've got some of the greatest feedback from your diary. Did you get the password/email for my diary?
from back-drifts :
you have one of the prettiest layouts I've ever seen! wow. nice diary.
from raindrop-11 :
Hey, I havent heard from you in a while, how are you doing? Send me a not when you get the chance if you want. ttyl
from alex-rooflz- :
A friend of mine, Wendy, that has spoken to you before told me that if I tell you this, it will make you feel good. I thought it would be redundant, but just incase it does make you feel better... I cannot believe that everyone at your school doesn't adore you. You seem so interesting and easy to be friends with. Just from reading a few entries of your diary, I can easily assume you're full of redeeming qualities. Too bad you don't live in a more hospitable area or something.
from alex-rooflz- :
You are amazing. Each of your entries is more sincere and heartfelt than the last, and I think you look at the world in somewhat of the same light as me. Never stop writing, and never stop being yourself. I hope for you, and for me, that maybe some day, the monotonous grey of life will break.
from sea-secret :
Hey, thank you so much. Could I maybe have a password or is this not permanently locked? <3Jenna
from x-anxiety :
i love your diary. i think i shall add you. [xox] Jessica [looking forward to reading more fun entries that stop my crying for a while.]
from idiotreviews :
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from crazy-wendy :
Tell me your e-mail. =]
from crazy-wendy :
If you want a password to my diary, I'll gladly give it to you.
from crazy-wendy :
There's something about your diary that makes me feel you pain, your burdens and all of your sorrows. I'm sorry that you are going through this - I really am. If only I knew you in person, I would do my best to make all your sorrows fade away. I know I would like that from my friends, especially in time of need. I am with my boy friend now, and sometimes I feel like you do.
from taintedviews :
Your review is completed!
from slow-down :
I can't tell you how much it means to me that you enjoy my diary. It's really nice to hear that it effects you like you say it does. Since your notes, I've been reading your diary more and more. I can't say I can relate to moving away from home, but the way you write is remarkable. It really is. Paige
from crazy-wendy :
I've read further into your entries. How old are you? Don't worry I am not a stalker. I am 16, and live in Canada, Ontario. I am Asian. I noticed that one of your entries briefly stated that someone called you an "ugly chink". Kind of sucks how petty people can really be.
from raindrop-11 :
Just lightening up I suppose. I dont know if you read my diary, lol, but in one I made a list of all the things I want to do that might lead to me feeling better. If I took everything as seriously as I used to life would be to hard, but even now it still kind of is. I dont know, does that help you?
from crazy-wendy :
Out of sheer boredom, I came upon your name when searching for people who also enjoyed the artist Mae. I read over a few of your entries and I was really intrigued. I guess sometimes peoples misery is oddly enough interesting. Sorry if that sounds weird but anyhow. I feel like I am in your position but not. I feel the same kind of hollowness but I don't. Anyway, I am reading your diary and I hope you don't mind. It's really interesting.
from deanl :
You feel infinite? i do too
from raindrop-11 :
No I dont think that makes you selfish, and even if it does I dont care. I hope we can help eachother become unlost, haha. What do you think will help you find your way? Im not quite sure what'll help me but I think I have an idea, but sorry Im kind of going on. talk to you later
from raindrop-11 :
No, your ear is more than enough, lol, I dont even knwo why you listen. But thank you, and I hope I cando the same for you. Did you have a good Halloween? see you
from purplefog :
WHAT I MEANT TO SAY WAS OMG YOU LIKE THE POSTAL SERVICE AND THAT ROCKS!!! sorry for the caps i am insane at times
from purplefog :
OMG
from avrilkiksass :
The Shawshank Redemption was a good movie, i agree. not many people know of it. well.... have a nice day! *~*Norah*~*
from hushedtears :
sorry it took me so long to respond. my mother took the moniter away from my computer on account of...yeah, what's your xanga? perhaps i could leeave a comment or two. = )
from raindrop-11 :
I dont even know. I just feel like I have to get lost in the things that make me happy, like dancing, cause if I ever come back I know Ill have to face that unhappiness, lol. Sorry, I dont see whyd you care. I just dont know what to do, I guess thats why I feel lost.
from weezerkiddo :
Kansas City? I live in Kansas City...
from kingxmitch :
hey may, regarding your post on 10-29 about how you blamed God for not doing anything you said "what kind of loving father was he" if he let this happen to faustus. Did you ever think that he loves us so much that he'd let it happen? God gave us 'freewill' he gave us the choice to love freely and to hate freely. Without freewill we can't love. So let me ask you, would he be the great loving father if he denied us the ability to choose? Be it good or evil?
from raindrop-11 :
hey, whats up? Im a little lost right now, lol, anything but infinate. Whats up with you? Talk to you later
from kissmygash :
I'm not sure what you mean, Death is around the corner. Infinity is oblivious.
from gloryxxfades :
i think you're the bestest.♥
from antisepticx :
infinity's a long way aways, baby. but i'm willing to take the ride. <3.
from hushedtears :
what an interesting notion. my head throbs do you have any internet perscription for throbbing heads? *excuse the random-ness*
from slow-down :
Thank you so much for the notes you left me. And for making me one of your favorites and even quoting me (which was very exciting. I started reading your journal and I am thoroughly enjoying it. Thanks again. Paige
from sneakydaria :
Thanks. Though of course all the credit for the layout goes to makemeastar. But mmm, the Postal Service. I must say, I think your taste in music is awesome.
from gloryxxfades :
of course! do you ever feel uncool? sorry, i'm asking everyone this.♥
from gloryxxfades :
i like that outfit. &if i could i would take you to get a philly cheese steak.<3
from raindrop-11 :
Yeah. I think what I do is I listen almost too much. I kindof put other people before myself. But if you wanna talk, I am here, I just got a sad vibe from your note.
from aigre-douce :
That's a really cute outfit. Quite pretty.
from raindrop-11 :
Its ok, you dont have to lie, I know you may not really know me, but if you ever need to talk Im happy to listen. bye bye
from refundgame :
Don't be sorry, really. :)
from purple-mage :
hey there I noticed that you read my diary and left a note, so I felt it only fair I do the same. I do like yout diary, even if it is a trifle bit depressing.
from hushedtears :
i was looking at your profile. and it occured to me. what is the nature of your username? (i'm always curious about these things)<3
from etan :
hi! i like your diary...and all the fabulous music quotes! ^_^
from rainfalls54 :
hey there, i'm really glad that i some one wil listen to my pathetic problems! usually people just change the subject so they can tell me about their own problems... well IM me at HappyAsAClam54. Thanks.
from rainfalls54 :
"I've done so well to numb myself from anything that is worth feeling." I feel the exact same way as you. Thanks for the note, you know it's probably the only good thing that happened to me today... yeah thanks a lot for that.
from heatherkai :
This may be bias but I think you have wonderful taste.
from refundgame :
Perks of Being a Wallflower = very good book. But I'm sorry, I do not feel infinite at the moment, because I was supposed to go to fright fest with a few friends but did not have enough money so I ended up having to go to the post office and gas station. yay. Glad you feel infinite tho. Thanks for the note, take care!
from dipndot :
i love people who list linkin park as one of their favorite bands. you rule. go lp!
from rainfalls54 :
hello anhelo, wow it sure is nice to know that some one besides myself is actually reading my diary! To answer your question, no, unfortunately I'm not feeling infinite at the moment but I'm happy to see that you are- and yes, The Perks of Being a Wallflower is an amazing book, it's those infinite moments that we live for. Well, thanks for the note, I hope you're doing well. ~rainfalls54
from aigre-douce :
Your diary is so pretty! We have a lot of similar tastes, so I'm guessing that's how you found my diary. I'm sorry you hate school so much, but at least you didn't get into a bunch of trouble. What kind of school do you go to?
from sneakydaria :
Wow. Hi. It's nice to see you again. I smiled when I saw your note. And then I smiled even more when I saw that you like the Postal Service too.
from latex-soap :
postal service, <3
from shortness04 :
thanks for the note and its really straight that you like the postal service we should talk more...
from ginko :
yay, im glad im somebody's favorite! thanks for stopping by, doll.
from raindrop-11 :
no, I wish I did.Its good that you do though
from hushedtears :
you are quite the writer. and thank you for the complement. i think i am in a love/hate relationship w/ love. does that make sense?
from despite- :
dude this book changed my life, as a kid ;x then i gave it to my girlfriend as a present for our 1 year, and a year later she's cutting herself reading it because she's so depressed im trying to push her away because of drugs, so she bled on my book, accidents happen, right?
from vinndictive :
The postal service rock my socks, very very gently.
from evoqueen :
Wow, I love that recent entry you wrote, even if you hate it :-p You're really talented, and don't let anyone, especially yourself, tell you that you arent! I admire you're writing abilities, and for sure, this entry is going on my fave entry list! Keep up the great work! ~Ev0
from beagle47 :
thank you for such a nice note. i like to think i live that way as well, but then i look in the mirror and see i live a fairly standard kind of life, i guess. but i sure like it anyway. ;) thanks for stopping by and reading. peace. (and i really mean that).
from pyxie :
thanks
from gloryxxfades :
LoL.. clown song! sorry about your current low mood. where do you like to shop for clothes? heh.♥
from latex-soap :
if... no... when it happens it definately will be kinky. you are right, a doll head would be creepy though.
from jackie-peach :
i love jack. and perks. good choice in music and books i would say!
from mezmorizing :
Aww! I love your layout soo much. I figured I'd return a little note, since you were nice enough to leave me one! -<3LyNdZiE<3-
from dipndot :
why, thank you. (and i am a chick.)
from gloryxxfades :
wow! do you remember anything about the phillipines? i should go there one day.. despite the mosquitos &hottness. the postal service rocks my socks. it's so peaceful &different from everything else. but that very last song on the cd scares me. that violin sounds scary. my little eight year old brother is actually into some of the music i like. ha, &he's only eight. i looked at the engagement rings &i really like this one-[http://img.villagephotos.com/p/2003-9/409694/vatchering3.jpg] marriages &romantic stuff like that get me happy!<3
from gloryxxfades :
well, well, well. i think this is the start of a beautiful friendship. nice to meet ya. anyways, i feel all poser if i try to dress all rocker, because it just aint me. woo.hoo &you're pinay? rock on. haha. can you speak it? not many girls are like us: pinay &into emo. so glad to have met you. talk to you later.♥charlene [.what's your name?.]
from lionfish :
Actually, I feel like this 1.99 rule is new cause I didn't know about it till now either. Herm...I'm not really sure about other free gbooks. Does bravenet.com still offer them for free? I think they do...try bravenet. My Magic-Design counter is from there, and it's all swell and good, so yes. And I wasn't really expecting a cookie ;) We youngins are poor.
from bunnicula24 :
hello. i was talking about the kind of love you only find once. the truest of all true love. the kind where you KNOW what is going to happen. don't get me wrong, i've been with plenty women in my life. not to sound like a player or a man whore. but this time is different than the love i once shared with my estranged wife, or anyone for that matter. that's why i said i i was lucky, because i found my intended partner
from quirky-qt :
hey! i tried to leave a note in your guestbook but it didnt work. I hope you get it here. :) Thanks for the message in my guestbook, it brightened my day! I really like your layout too, its so original. I'll be back!
from luv-being-me :
Hey! Sorry about the note thing, but your guestbook isn't working on my computer. Anyway! I'm glad you like my diary so much. Thats so cute about ur boyfriend! Yes potc was halarious, Capt'n Jack Sparrow's awesome.. and Will's just hot! Anyway i really like your diary, the layouts great! See you around!
from lionfish :
ndslotesse! GIVE ME MY PRIZE! Wait...ah crap I hope I'm right. Anywho, yes, I have totally thought...well, no I didn't think you died, but I did wonder! And I was thinking the CD thing was ghetto too! Brain wave connection.
from inconstant :
*hops* YaY. Notes are so much fun. I could become an addict I'm thinking. BUT YES. Somebody who AGREES with me. Rain IS most glorious and beautiful. And men can be most opposite to that. I don't particually know what I was on about.. most of the time I don't. BUT HEY! *SMILE* The world is circular.. ne? So that's all good. TAKE CARE NOW. *skips off*
from mayhap :
Hi. You can IM me at april860423, if you really want to talk.

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