messages to giantkiller:
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from eowynne :
11 June 2008: I just wanted to let you know that I've been thinking about you. It's sad that we lost touch. I hope you are well.
from sammygrl43 :
hi I just want 2 let u know that I took your survey.it was great.U should make more.If u have time read my answers.ta ts cioa from sammy P.S. write back :)
from myownjourney :
heya Beth, just checking
from dudetterevue :
Hi again, im just doing a random link check and I can't seem to find your link to us from the review we gave. Can you let me know where to locate it? Thanks x
from juli-anne :
I sent you a question and look forward to hearing your take on it!
from lightmytorch :
Hey, just wanted to let you know that this is a great idea!! If I ever need anything I know who to trust ;) See ya soon, I'm gonna email you!!
from juli-anne :
Hey, I really like your idea of an advice site!!!
from theyknew :
i like the new concept:)
from halcyone8 :
hi, if your standards would allow it, I'd like my diary to be reviewed by your site. thanks so much. have a nice day :)
from darktwilite :
I think the dream means that almost against any will of yours, you've started placing your hopes into someone/something that really doesn't deserve it. Even though you know you have no real feelings, you still get mad when the person/thing doesn't work out. That's what I think. Of course, I'm not a pro, but still.
from lightmytorch :
Yep, I sure did read them! I especially like the first poem, though I can connect to both easily. So when you get your job, are you still gonna keep in touch? Pleeeease? About your dream, I am a believer that dreams don't carry much meaning, that they are just random unresolved thoughts that mash together. But your dream could have a meaning if.. if you are the type that likes guys who are already in relationships. Does that happen to you often? If so, there's your meaning :) Have an awesome day!!
from juli-anne :
I agree with Hamiltonian, you shouldn't delete entries because of what people might think. Cuz we all love you anyway!! About that dream, I'd just say that you want to kiss a boy? Hahaha, I have no idea, I have weird dreams about hot dog slices and c.t. scans. Hope you have a good day!
from hamiltonian :
Well I dont think you should delete anything based on what other people might think. Write away and dont think about what they will say...
from theyknew :
Cheer up...Anger is a waste of energy. You were happy a little while ago! nEo
from hamiltonian :
did you like that nina simone i sent you?
from lightmytorch :
It's just fine if you can't think of anything right now.. it'll come to you in time. I'm so glad you wrote an entry for me, even if I don't know what the connection is I still appreciate it muchos. I want some nachos!! hehehe!! - much love, Jason
from vacantlegend :
i guess this is where i ask for a review :D? if its not, please redirect me in the right direction :) thank you beth.
from juli-anne :
Wow Beth, you really have a talent. Make sure you never let it go. I especially liked My Skin because I can see and hear you in it. It's very powerful. Maybe you should look into poetry workshops in your town!! You could have alot of fun doing it. :)
from sanetwin :
What a beautiful dress! I find myself admiring clothing all the time that I have no reason to own but I want anyways lol.
from hamiltonian :
Dress look beautiful .. hey take some pics ok? Let your readers see Beth thee Beautiful in her gown. I gotta get dressed to this week for a funeral and job interviews
from eowynne :
I love you, Beth!! :D ♥
from hamiltonian :
Glad to see you confident and upbeat!
from suta :
Ehm, I would love you to review my site. The link is under etcetera at the link-page. *smirk* Have a nice day! Sayonara! ^____^
from lightmytorch :
I want most of the stuff you listed, except for the dress :P
from hamiltonian :
I hope you find a good dress for church. But hey dont be shy and post some pics sometimes ok? Better yet take some this weekend before or after church. There is no better time than then...
from hamiltonian :
Its always fun seeing what design you will have each time I come see your journal. Hey I wanna know what you think of my latest entry!
from lightmytorch :
Oh.. good question. I'd be the girl who intimidates the other ones, then walks away with the crown. Didja get the email I sent back your way? :D
from darktwilite :
It's true, I am a christian. I'm 'non-denominational' though, which is to say, that I am good ol' first church of god. And as for the whole 'it's sad how much I love all of you', don't believe it. I check my notes and email every day. You have no idea how cheery I get when I have one. Sometimes it's just the right pick me up.
from juli-anne :
Guess what? Dusty found Frisky at about midnight. I'm so happy. Thanks again.
from juli-anne :
That was really a touching entry. (along with the poem before, that was really good! you should keep on writing poetry when you have a chance) I feel the exact same way as you about friends that I have met here on d-land. You and the others know me and support me more than ANY of my friends ever have. Also, thanks for the sweet note concerning Frisky. It really helped me to feel better about finding him. Oh! and ps--you are beautiful and smart and funny and sweet!
from myownjourney :
Heya Ms. Beautiful Beth. Just to let you know - feel free at any time to delete notes from moi that are silly, incoherent or posted twice. I promise I won't get my feelings hurt at all. Cause I'm cool that. In fact feel free to delete this one as it falls under said catorgory, me thinks. I don't know what it is but I just can't seem to stop rambling whenever I come over to your notes page. Yeah. Ok. i guess that's it. - Message brought to you by the fine folks at Icky Ricky, Inc.
from lightmytorch :
Ohhh.. and thanks for calling me your "favorite" .. you're quickly becoming mine too. :)
from lightmytorch :
You make me feel wonderful with your notes. I am sweetest to those who deserve it the most. Just keep that in mind. :) Anyway, yeah I'm going to become a writer in some form, it's a kind of release for me to write. Especially since I'm bad at verbal communication, writing is so much easier on me. hehe. Why do all the awesome people have to live away from Idaho? I'll be fine with notes though, your words always get me feeling positive. It seems that mine do that for you too, I'm glad for that. Much love - Jason
from hamiltonian :
Thanks for the message Beth. I added you to my yahoo messenger if ever wanna chat. Tell me what you think of my latest entry.
from hamiltonian :
Good to know your feeling better and are happy. You are appreciated and cared for.
from darktwilite :
I like your poem. It's very cool. But one thing..when and why did you write it? I can't wait to hear the next.
from lightmytorch :
Writing poetry doesn't make you emo.. it makes you a balanced writer! (I feel strongly when someone talks about their writing, so I butt in here) well anyway, just thought I'd stop in here, keep shining and being cute and doing the things you do. loves - Jason
from eowynne :
Your poem did not suck!! I read it and then looked around to see who you said wrote it - and I was really impressed when you said you had! It's not "sad" that you write poetry - have you ever gone to isaiah3021.diaryland.com? That's my poetry/song website. I wrote all that stuff.
from myownjourney :
Optimisim is mostly over-rated if you ask me.(which you didn't but for the sake of this note I'll pretend you did) As are most "ism's" in general. I've noticed in my long life here on this planet that all of us go through up's and downs, ranging for unbelievable happiness to satisfying contentment to heartbreaking sadness. You think I'm stating the obvious? .... Well, yeah, ok. I am. But I'll take the obvious over optimisim any day. And just to continue with the stating of the obvious, I realize this note made no sense but I'm really tired and I left my mind on 98th street. Anyway, friends will come and they'll go. Sadness will turn into happiness and dogs will always sniff each other's behind. I don't know why, but they're dogs and that's what they do. My point is that you are a really sweet and swell gal and someday life is gonna get so unbelievably good for you that you won't be able to stand it. So hang in there Ms. Beth. - Sincerely, Sir Rickels of Rambling
from juli-anne :
I'm sorry to hear that you're having a bad day. You will never be just a "girl with a blog" because you're so obviously more than that. Losing a best friend is one of the hardest things you can go through; I know from experience. It takes time to heal the wound, but in that time you will discover a whole new you in a way. Maybe you'll discover a talent you never knew you had, you'll meet entirely new people, or perhaps an awesome man. You never know. Try and keep optimistic--you always tell me that things have to go up at some point so now I am telling you the same. Take care and know that I am here for you.
from myownjourney :
Optimisim is mostly over-rated if you ask me.(which you didn't but for the sake of this note I'll pretend you did) As are most "ism's" in general. I've noticed in my long life here on this planet that all of us go through up's and downs, ranging for unbelievable happiness to satisfying contentment to heartbreaking sadness. You think I'm stating the obvious? .... Well, yeah, ok. I am. But I'll take the obvious over optimisim any day. And just to continue with the stating of the obvious, I realize this note made no sense but I'm really tired and I left my mind on 98th street. Anyway, friends will come and they'll go. Sadness will turn into happiness and dogs will always sniff each other's behind. I don't know why, but they're dogs and that's what they do. My point is that you are a really sweet and swell gal and someday life is gonna get so unbelievably good for you that you won't be able to stand it. So hang in there Ms. Beth. - Sincerely, Sir Rickels of Rambling
from lightmytorch :
The weirdest food I've ever eaten.. well I have two. One was this morning, I ate a ritz cracker and had an aftertaste of cucumbers.. but the weirdest thing before that was yellow squash. It's weird because I just can't believe there is something that gross-tasting. - As for an entry dedicated to me, think of whatever reminds you of me, and write it :) If I say "Jason" then the first thing you think of: write it down! Sorry you've had a rough time.. anything at all that I can do just ask.
from darktwilite :
Dude, your not conformist at all. I rather liked your diary. :D And as for the whole Christian thing, I think it's pretty snazzy. Although you may not be able to tell from my diary, I'm a christian myself. On the rocks at the moment, but I am a christian. Nod. So cheers! Drinks all around! But seriously. I like your diary, and you will probably end up on my favorites list ere long. And by ere long, I mean as soon as I finish the note.
from darktwilite :
Greetings. I thought I would be nice, and leave a note of cheery thankfulness. Since, you know, it IS almost thanksgiving. Though, if you were in my town, people have given Thanksgiving a miss and went straight on into Christmas. But not the point. I just wanted to say thanks for the review. I would like to read your diary, but it's locked and such. Quite disappointing really, I wanted to read some of your so called 'conformist' stuff. (You don't sound conformist...) ANYWAY, I'm probably lengthening your notes page considerably, so I'll stop now. Cheerio.
from lightmytorch :
I'm glad you liked my entry.. I probably have a hundred things to write about in this note but I can't think straight enough to put them down. Just, you're a sweetie, and I'll write again soon..oh and whenever you want to talk about God or anything else, just let me know, I'm always up for talking about anything. Later :)
from rocketcoyote :
Please please please can you bring me my cd tomorrow. It is one of my favorites and I would really like to have it back, please Beth. Also could I have Rachels phone number so we can still hang out, I dont think whats going on with us should affect that. Once again Please please please Beth bring my cd to me. I wont bother you again after that...
from hamiltonian :
nice layout! did get those emails?
from theyknew :
Just out of curiousity? If "Lightmytorch" is near your age, dont you think the 2 of you would make a great couple?? Just an observation. nEo
from juli-anne :
I would never think that you would judge me. (especially since you still read my diary after some of the things I have written about..hehe)In fact, I admire you for knowing exactly what you believe in and you stand up for it, too. That takes GUTs, honey. Not many people out there are as strong as you. Be proud of yourself, who you are, and quite frankly--POO on those who judge you!
from lightmytorch :
Yesterday was just rough because of work and everyone trying to get me to help them with stuff, and my brother being annoying singing in my ear.. ya know how it goes.. I love being called 'fantastic' by a fantastic person. And your entry on Christianity got the cogs turning in my head again, I'm not very religious but I know that I should be, because of the sacrifice that Christ made, but in order to put myself into a religious mindset I have to block that part of me that "doesn't believe it till he sees it." I'll let you know how that goes :)
from lightmytorch :
Dark brown hair people can still be blonde. I am going to write that entry soon, but I'm having a stressed out day and can't think enough to write today.. hmm.. sigh.. i'm going to probably eat a lot now.
from theyknew :
http://www.thebeastmovie.com/index.html what do you think of this? nEo
from orlifreak789 :
Thank you for letting me know about your website! I can see that it was only started about a week ago, yet it already has really good posts. (Like the one about the Laci and Conner Law.. I still can't believe John Kerry did not support that..) So I'll definitly be going back! =) Melissa
from meganwaits :
Modest Mouse - Good News For People Who Love Bad News is their newest cd. Although, I really love some of their older stuff too and there's even a re-mix of some of those songs now. This indie band seems to have taken off after "Float On" was featured on the OC. However I don't watch the OC. Thanks for the question. Stay well.
from myownjourney :
I have dutifully read thine article on thine site of goodlooks. Yeah, I don't talk olde english very well. Anyway, great article. That t-shirt thing was just disgusting. And I actually knew Jennifer O'neil was invloved in the ministry but didn't realized how involved in the abortion issue she is. That's awseome. You don't see many hollywood types these days taking a stand other than on the left. Yeah, so this was a long note. Anyway, you should consider becoming a writer. - Rick
from hamiltonian :
I have emailed you let me know if you received it and email me back.
from lightmytorch :
My favorite book is "Hitchhiker's Guide" by Douglas Adams. :) What I meant in the last note was, I don't write for me, I write for other people, otherwise nobody would read what I write.. right? So since you like entries about childhood memories, I may just do one on that and it'll give you something to look at and say "that was for me" .. I'm gonna go for now, but I'm sure we can pick this up another time, here's one more question: do you think there's any validity in "favorite numbers," and what's yours? (Mine's 4)
from lightmytorch :
Coke is good too.. let's see, I haven't been to your link before so I should take a look. I don't have a favorite piece of my writing, I let other people decide if it's good or not. Also depends on what style you like. What kind of writing do you like? I might have to dedicate an entry for you.
from lightmytorch :
A&W cream soda, is my favorite drink.. oh and it's 9:37 in case you wanted to know. hehe. What's your favorite drink?
from hamiltonian :
That reminds me, I need to see The Passion Of Christ.
from myownjourney :
I'm really bad at leaving notes and I'm sorry. I'm also bad at returning phone calls or meeting people or .... yeah, I'm just really bad. Anyway, thanks for the link to the new site. Very cool ... I'm assuming your Miss Priss, right? So, ok, I'm tired and it's way past my bedtime so goodnight Ms. Beth. May God give you sweet dreams and hopes fulfilled. - Rick
from lightmytorch :
Do you like watches with hands, or "cheater" watches that tell you the time in digital? (like mine)
from lightmytorch :
I am undefeated. Oh yeah.. anyway, in the summer I always have a hard time thinking of things to do. :( In the winter, same thing. Fall, spring, same thing. hehe. I really don't have enough friends to call up to do things.
from lightmytorch :
(takes the carrot off a snowman and pokes you) Let's see, craziest thing I'd try... I'm not a risk taker at all. Maybe one time, just for the experience, I would have a drink with my friends, and yes that is dangerous, because my dad is a policeman ;) Here's another question for you, say it's a boring night and your friend calls you up.. what do you do to have fun for the night?
from lightmytorch :
I don't have any tattoos.. here's one for you, what is the craziest/most dangerous/most stupid thing you would ever try?
from lightmytorch :
(rings some jingle bells, then pokes you with them)
from lightmytorch :
That's the kind of attitude to have. I'll do an entry like yours if you don't mind, okay? (I'm a thief. That just means.. that I like your writing!) Oh and while the Goo Goo Dolls are awesome, U2 is just equally as good. What else - um, yeah today I had an okay day but I've been really anxious.. and now I gotta poke you back so *poke* .. cause I can't lose, you see. Have a good night, God bless, and keep up the good attitude because you deserve some sun in your days. :)
from sanetwin :
I love your reactions to your quirks!! I am so jealous of your attitude!! P.s. I may steal that music list from the entry before LOL (11/13)
from juli-anne :
I'm sorry about how hard it was to bring Luke it. I wish I could say something that would help you to feel better about yourself. I know it's easier said than done, but try and not think of your past so much and put yourself down about it. After all, it is the past and we don't live there anymore. We live today and for tomorrow. Keep staying strong and things will get better. *HUGS*
from mr-knowitall :
sure! I have an account over at blogger already. How do I get in on it?
from lightmytorch :
I'm going to work now.. but thanks for playing that game with me, I really had fun! You're the best :) never forget that either. Bye now!
from i-c-dumppl :
Gollygeewhiz, I'll take a button! And I'll put it on my diary as proudly as any other W button! Or was it my other diary I had the W button on? Well, whatever the case! I'm sure you're being modest about your diary, everybody else signing your notes seems to like it! I like your name, for sure!
from lightmytorch :
I like the Chicago Cubs :) It's because when I was little we had WGN and they were on every day so I grew to love them. The Cubs had a rough year but they'll eventually find their way back. - I didn't know you were from Seattle, I LOVE Seattle! I'm close to there, Boise isn't far off. - That commercial is kinda funny, oh and as for junk food I like regular Hershey bars, the ones without nuts in them.. and chili cheese fritos. oh my! anyway, one more question, and after you respond I gotta go to work (waa): what is something random about you that you think I should know?
from i-c-dumppl :
Awesome site, very, very full of encouraging Republican propoganda. Thanks for sharing it with me! I'm going to have to check it every single day (and I agree wholeheartedly with the idolization of Liberals-- most of whom have never had educations, how could anyone trust a person like Madonna to make correct political decisions?). And if your diary is anywhere near as well-written, I have to read it! Thanks again!
from sanetwin :
My latest entry was fulling of romantic nonsense. It doesn't happen often for me though. Don't worry you will get it soon, you will find that feeling :). I promise!
from lightmytorch :
Did I upset you, cause I did write an entry like that...
from lightmytorch :
I read about Luke.. and the other things.. listen though, it's perfectly okay to "whine" to us, as you say you were, because whining really is the way that you get everything out, instead of letting it kill you from the inside. I for one don't want to stand around and say "oh geez.. sorry!" and then leave to go la la la on my way. If there's anything at all that I can do, I'm easy to find. :)
from theyknew :
you are a strong young lady. nEo
from eowynne :
Is there anyway to read your private entry - or is it for your eyes only?
from spsreviews :
Hi! Just a quick note to say we're back after vanishing off the face of the planet for a while. If you'd still like a review, please email us so we can see your diary! Thanks and have a great day!
from juli-anne :
Brush yer teeth! Sorry, I just couldn't resist. *runs away laughing like a madwoman* Oh wait, I AM a madwoman. Oh boy....anyway Beth, I'd just like to say that you're an awesome girl and that I'm really glad I've got to meet you through diaryland. :~)
from lightmytorch :
Oh and I'm not lovely.. you are (runs out the door so you can't argue it)
from lightmytorch :
Three things I wanna tell you about myself.. well.. (1) I have a really hard time making up my mind, which explains my mood changes, (2) I am extremely sensitive about never having a kiss before, (3) When I'm online I never turn music on. It's always silent when I'm online. Don't know why..
from hamiltonian :
Cool survey and I left some odd answers. I also emailed you..
from lightmytorch :
You can never talk about yourself too much. I think you're awesome, so I like to hear as much about you as I can. My favorite ice cream is cookie dough in vanilla ice cream. I want it bad right now. Only that it's cold out and it might make me freeze. Maybe I'll eat it, then take a really hot shower. Emo is okay sometimes, but I really don't like how whiney some of the bands are. My diary is emo but I'm really not.. just that my diary is where I go when I feel like spilling my emo part out to everyone. Whoever you marry should take as much care of you as you do for him. Your prayer for me helps, I think right now I'll do it for you too... oh and also, if you want to be a stay at home mom, it's a job that is underappreciated and you go for it! I'll be here whenever you need somebody to talk to. :)
from lightmytorch :
Well I was happy and now I'm not. I've tried being happy and I can't ever stay that way for more than about 20 minutes. I like rock music the best.. for movies I usually go to the comedy section.. I was a media major (journalism, etc.) because obviously writing is my passion. I'm glad you think I'm great.. coming from someone such as yourself, that helps me on a day like this, when I feel as if nothing can bring me back up, I think you've done a pretty good job of it ;) Sorry for the long-ness.
from eowynne :
Oh, why didn't you tell me sooner you didn't know the un & pass?! When my notes were shut off, I put them in the note I wrote about shutting off the notes! You should have told me!! :( Un: lockeddiary, pass: forthetimebe. That's all. :)
from myownjourney :
As far as I can tell from the little I know of you - you are wonderful, sweet and cute so do believe it cause I don't say that about everybody. But I do understand what your saying about not believing them. People tell me I look exactly like Brad Pitt all the time..... but I'm like "No way lady! ....... I'm much better looking than that!" ;) j/k - Rick
from juli-anne :
You are NOT a bad friend just because you forget to call someone or aren't able to buy them gifts. If they are true friends, they will understand. Now, I don't know what happened with Lacee, but seriously, I'll say it again, I can't imagine someone not wanting to be your friend? Stop being so down on yourself and try and focus on the good. I know it's hard, but hang in there and everything will work out in the end. :-)
from hamiltonian :
I havent been reading your journal, as it has been passworded. So any chance I can? Miss reading your journal...
from lightmytorch :
I'm having a good day, but it would be better if you were happier. I'll accept your compliments so that you'll accept mine for you. This is gonna sound funny from someone as lacking in self esteem as I am.. but look how many of us think you already are strong, and sweet, and wonderful as you are. Are you saying we're all wrong? :P - when you find your knight it will all have been worth it. Just let God give you the right man. I'm letting God find me the right woman and though it's a while off I'm sure, I'll wait cause my princess will show herself sooner or later. hehe. Love, Jason
from sanetwin :
I wish I could accept compliments. Its great that you have decided to do so! Really, I've heard that guys like that in a woman. hmmm....
from juli-anne :
I'm sorry to hear that the friendship you had with Lacee is no longer there. Dare I ask what in the world happened? I can't imagine what in the world you would EVER do so horribly wrong to lose a friend. You're amazing and I wish I lived nearer to you! Then we could chat over some coffee or something. Sending big *HUGS* your way because you need them. I'm here for you.
from lightmytorch :
Hehe. lots to say again. * If you swallow a huge spider, it would seem like you'd choke on it. And that's probably happened to someone before. Maybe they are wood spiders, which are little teeny and you cant' tell they're there. * I meant the compliments I said, otherwise I wouldn't say them :) * You're very strong to keep going as you are, even if you hate yourself as you say, you should never give up, and I think we can both learn to like ourselves in time. If you need someone to lean on, I can help :)
from theyknew :
http://www.commondreams.org/views04/1106-30.htm Also, this....Not as anything more than possible? would you be open to an inquiry??? nEo
from theyknew :
http://www.commondreams.org/views04/1025-25.htm thoughts?
from rocketcoyote :
One last thing. Could I please have Rachels phone number? I just want to be able to hang out with her still, and dont worry im not going to even bring up are going ons. Id really appreciate it, thanks.
from juli-anne :
"Putred" is a wonderful word choice. I don't know why, but I had to laugh when I read that. Have a good weekend!
from lightmytorch :
You like homestar also? That is the best cartoon ever! I didn't know I swallowed spiders.. wouldn't you feel them crawl in? Or at least on your neck or face or something? Well anyway, you are a cutie so stop laughing :)
from rocketcoyote :
uh, okay... Well when will I get my cd back?
from sanetwin :
I think a yellow bathroom would turn me off of yellow as well
from for-you-only :
Hey, what's up? How have you been?
from lightmytorch :
2nd note ~ I did your review ;)
from lightmytorch :
Well hello :) I was responding to notes and yours came in. I like that timing! Anyways - I'm gonna do your review, I forgot I am a reviewer. It's been too long since I did one. You can respond to my email whenever.. I'm not like "expecting" it, hehe.. whatever I'm not attractive, you are. Crazy Beth :P Well your notes make me happy, so now I'm happy and that means good review for you! haha!
from eowynne :
I WANT TO BE YOUR NEW BEST FRIEND!! Can I??? OK - I have to give you a reason? Because, well, because I love you and you're already my best **internet** friend! :D XOXOXO
from juli-anne :
I'm already on your notify list, so do I count? :) I'd like to continue to read you, you're one of my absolute favorite favorites!! As far as a new best friend goes, I'm just wondering what happened? I have a guess...but I'm not sure. But anyway I'll always be your friend. :) Though I'm weird and such, I hope I don't scare you TOO much. HEHE! Anyway, my e-mail is [email protected] just so you know (and drop me a line if you need to vent or anything)
from hamiltonian :
I am in dland election.. Please vote on my site.. hopefully for me... take care Beth
from lightmytorch :
You are loved by your diaryland people, that includes me :) I'm gonna go take that one survey of yours that I didn't get to, so that will count as my note. I'm sorry that I am not voting for Bush... don't hate me...
from eowyn86 :
This has gotta be the most tense day of the year. Go Bush! I hope he wins too. Much love! *Laura*
from rocketcoyote :
yes please. Grey T-shirt, and Toby Keith Cd. Anything else you may have to. Ill bring all cds of yours.
from sanetwin :
Things do sound great for you. I'm glad for that. P.S. good luck on that bush thing ;)
from rocketcoyote :
Hi, Could you please bring my things on tuesday? I will bring all your cds, and anything else thats yours. Thanks.
from lightmytorch :
I hope this didn't take too long to respond to. I have felt like I had no one to talk to. And I do know that's the worst feeling to have. If I can be of any help to you, please let me know. For serious :) Thanks for your note, even if it was a rant, and I'll be here to help if I am needed. Talk soon, and hopefully it gets better...
from juli-anne :
That conversation with Nick is absolutely hilarious! (no offense intended) I've been giggling about it for 10 minutes now. Thanks for the laugh! Anyway, what is the big news? :):) I hope it's good. Btw, your Halloween costume sounds like fun!
from toweroflove :
May i please have a review?
from eowynne :
Hey, Beth!! This girl at school had a really funny shirt on today! It said, in Spanish, "If Kerry's the answer, then it must have been a stupid question!" Our Spanish teacher is very, very, very Democratic and even tho she's not supposed to, thinks it's her job to drill into all of our heads that Republicans are stupid and Kerry is like God, and Democrats the enlightened ones. She was enfuriated and took out her lighter, acting like she was going to burn it, then threw it back at the girl and said, "I'm resisting the urge to write a referral." I replied, "Well, it'd be worth it!" All day today, she was picking on that girl and me - duh. But I'm still laughing about that - IF KERRY'S THE ANSWER, THEN IT MUST HAVE BEEN A STUPID QUESTION!
from lightmytorch :
Hello again :) Yeah I forgot to add the detail that I was typing fast cause I was going to finish some notes and get in the shower to warm my feet up before I socked them. If you sock yourself with cold feet it doesn't help any. But I socked myself today! (I find that I love using "sock" as a verb) Anyhow - I'm gonna get going, thanks for your notes, they absolutely rock... um... my socks... sorry I just had to say that. Loves -Jason
from betchy :
white gold is pretty nice. my friend lisa (liesal1979) loves white gold. i brought her a white gold necklace last year and she spent the whole night saying to everyone "you might think this is silver, but you would be mistaken!" in a very drunk voice. it was really funny.
from eowynne :
Go to http://mwhodges.home.att.net/election2000.htm and you'll see what's wrong with our way of doing elections. It should neither be done by electoral college (because if you live in WA and you're conservative, your votes don't matter) nor by popular vote (or else only big cities would be targeted by politics), but by individual counties... Then we would have our TRUE winner! Check out the site - I never realized all that before!
from juli-anne :
I'm sorry to hear you've had a rough night. *hugs*
from lightmytorch :
Which flowers are the friend ones, are those blue roses? Or the white ones? I forget. Anyways. I'm not wearing socks so I'm typing quicker than I normally can so I might misspell things or leave out commas so in case I do that here are some spares ,,, I'm having a really good morning, and I think that will carry over into work. This note's coming from an excited source. Thanks for your note and blessing. Same friendly love back your way. :) Jason ps- he shook your hand???
from hamiltonian :
I forgot was I was going to say.. I saw the note below my eowynne who I think highly of and thought I would comment since I am blanked. Whatever happens it will nice to have this election behind us all. There is more to life than this election...
from eowynne :
Beth, I just thought of something ironic that made me think of you, so I just had to tell you. You know how Democrats are always saying how Republicans are so rich? Well than how come almost all the people here with Gold accounts are ::Democrats::?! If Republicans have all the money...? Those ads are really starting to get to me because they're so idiotic and stupid. I just want them to stop. ;p
from lightmytorch :
I've been doing the blankets thing too.. it's pretty nice but I'd rather be back in springtime. Ahh. Anyway, I love long notes. Love love love them. Oh and I should say that I read your new "letter" entry, and here's what I think - for any woman (or man) to be able to objectively look at themselves, the good and the bad, and then be proud of who they are, that is an admirable thing. A lot of women will say "I'm pudgy. That's bad." You say "that makes me cuddly." Look how strong that makes you :) Your husband will be crazy for you. In a good way I mean. God bless. Jason
from juli-anne :
I love your letter to your future husband except one part---you ARE beautiful!! Don't ever think that you're not. :)
from betchy :
please can i have your password etc? i saw you on jasons buddylist. [email protected]
from hamiltonian :
The banner i have for you reads: "follow your heart and discover gods dream for you"
from hamiltonian :
Btw.. I forgot to mention that I linked your journal in my diary. Since your diary is now passworded I am changed the link to your profile. I am keeping the link up just in case you unpassword it.
from theyknew :
Beautiful, Poignant and Optomistic Entry... It Will come True...:) ```nEo
from myownjourney :
I hope that your husband (whoever he is) will be as good as you are. - Rick
from theyknew :
http://www.amconmag.com/2004_11_08/cover1.html This is odd. The # 1 Conservative Magazine endorsing.....Kerry?? Why??? nEo
from chikyblonde :
You know I do customs...I can do one for you...let me know ok and I totally understand your frustration, hence the reason I change mine all the time.
from juli-anne :
Guadalajara!!! (did I spell that right) That sounds absolutely fabulous. YAY! Thanks for the lovely note. It really made me feel better about things. Thank you for being such a caring, wonderful person.
from lightmytorch :
Guh! I got the mail open and sent one back and it didn't send. Oh well. Just know that I'll be here if you need anything. Later :)
from lightmytorch :
Your email is sitting in my inbox, but for some reason it won't open, so I'll work on that. Anyways.. it's so funny that you mention ice cream because on Saturday I went out and bought a box.. and it did wonders for me. The only problem is that our house stays so cold all the time.. right now I can barely move my hands from the cold, and it's only October, so I better watch out. You know how this Idaho weather is. Bleh. I could write for an hour more from your entries and I might leave another note. I'm a certified double noter. Hehe. Talk soon. God Bless. Jason
from mojo1915 :
the stupid devil... I borrowed a guitar from somebody today so I could do worship. during the first song, the G-string on that guitar broke. we worshipped the Lord regardless. Praise Jesus!
from lightmytorch :
Don't cry!! :(
from myownjourney :
Ok, I wasn't gonna say anything because it seemed a little wierd me saying something to you about kissing - because, well, I'm old - but since I can never seem to keep my mouth shut when I should - here it is anyway, as far as kissing goes - most guys can't really tell if it's bad - so unless you just miss the mouth completely and just start kissing his nose or chin - I promise he won't even notice...... I know .... feel free to delete this note - this is why I will never make a good dad ..... :) - Rick
from myownjourney :
Eight weeks? If my math skills are working and they usually arn't, that would be close to Christmas ....... interesting ..... don't know why it's interesting but it is .... and ten weeks would be close to New Years so .......... hmmmm. I think I'm seeing the connection .... ok, I'll go away now - Rick
from juli-anne :
That is ALOT of viruses, I can't believe that. I'm just stopping by to wish you a good weekend and all that fun stuff. I like your prediction about Nick--though I predict less than 8 weeks! hehehe...
from juli-anne :
Beth, you are too cute.
from hamiltonian :
Going to email you, sorry that I have taken so long to do so.
from lightmytorch :
Hehe. That note is the sweetest one I think I could have gotten. Thanks :)
from chikyblonde :
Lucky you...he sounds like a guy I'd date tattoos, piercings and everything. Good for you!! Just keep your heart right, and let God direct your steps! And I totally understand what you meant about locking your diary. I had the same experience as you when I found out one of my co-workers found my diary by being nosey on my work computer (at my old job) and it irritated me sooo much and I was going to lock my diary plenty of times but God never allowed me to do that. And it's probably a good thing because I know now she's praying for me when she reads my diary. But she hasn't read it in a long time. Oh well...thanks for the login stuff though!!! that made me feel special.
from juli-anne :
YAY!!! Way to go Beth! I'm so excited for you. Nick sure sounds like a wonderful guy so far and I'm glad you are able to see around the piercings and tatoos, because that's only the surface. I hope you have a great time with him on your "date", which I'm sure you will. You two just seem to click!
from myownjourney :
Heya Beth, Don't ya love how good things happen? Good-luck. -Rick
from lightmytorch :
4 things: (1) I'm happy for you, (2) thanks for a password, I feel loved, (3) "What Is Love" is such a funny song, I can't get through it without some positive reaction, and (4) you can take however long you want to respond to my email, I'd never rush you. Thanks for keeping in touch, talk to you later and good luck with whatever it is you do. God bless. Jason
from juli-anne :
Ohhh! Tell us more details of this thing. Have you found someone awesome?
from myownjourney :
Heya Beth, thanks for the words, I'm feeling better today and thanks for letting me in. :) - rick
from superkc :
Hey Beth, if you were serious about having me design something for you I'd be willing to hear what your ideas are. Unfortunately I recently lost a LOT of my graphic tools (including ALL of my fonts which I'd been collecting for YEARS!) But I'd still be willing to try if you'd be willing to wait.
from theyknew :
hey, Thanks for the PW! shocked you gave it to me but VERY honoured. ~nEo
from kepo-reviews :
Hi, the other time you left a note in my diary. We didn't receive your e-mail for the review because Hotmail was being an ass (see our updates). Could you e-mail us again with all the requirements needed? Thanks. Regards, Jen & Des
from glasgerion :
If you're worried about privacy, why not make up a pseudonymn? Don't use your real name and guard how you describe others - like using an initial instead of a full name. Then your friends won't be able to read your diary? Just a thought.
from meganwaits :
Thanks for the heads up. I'm doing ok. Sort of, I guess.
from juli-anne :
I've missed reading you so much!!! Thank you for the password so I can still get in *grins* I'd really miss not being able to read you anymore. So it sounds as though you have made some new surveys! I'll have to check that out when I have more time. My thoughts and prayers are with you.
from leadme :
Thanks for the password!!!
from lightmytorch :
I can't do your survey right now - but I hope I remember it's there! I sent an email and I don't know if it got through. Later! :)
from theyknew :
http://robinlee.diaryland.com/ This is a diary you would appreciate, so would eowonne.:) nEo
from sanetwin :
One more note today from me :), I'm trying to get Unique Reviews up and running again.If you'd like to help out, just grab a name off of the pending list and do a review of it. The scoring system is outlined under "scoring". I'd really really appreciate the helping hand. And then you can email it to me at [email protected]. If you still have the time that is :).
from sanetwin :
Thank you so much for the wonderful note! I really needed it today :). I gave Analise the biggest hug and kiss. You're the best.
from mojo1915 :
Hey there! Thanks a bunch for the suggested scripture! Have a wonderful day now, ya hear. -Jesse
from lightmytorch :
That�s a beautiful story, about the woman at your church. hehe. I�m going to respond to your email now before work. Chow!
from theyknew :
short and sweet...keep the faith.... nEo
from myownjourney :
Yeah, I'm thinking of adding the "Small Print" on all my entries ...... at least a sarcastic small print ..... :) - Rick
from myownjourney :
I don't think I mentioned yet, but I really like the new layout...... -Rick
from lightmytorch :
Oh and one more thing.. why were you depressed?
from lightmytorch :
If you want to practice on me, be my guest :) my email is [email protected] so that's where you can find me. Thank you so much for your note. Talk to you soon -Jason
from hamiltonian :
I like antique cars!
from theyknew :
good luck.... nEo
from myownjourney :
If he likes Chevy's, you know he's a good guy. ;) - Rick
from eowynne :
Hello Beth!!! :D I'm signing your notes and telling you hello! :) That was your warning - and I like to heed to warnings! ;)
from lightmytorch :
My diary can be opened with the sign-in "open" and password "already."
from lightmytorch :
Aw.. the sweetiest? That's a big compliment. So you're doing psychology stuff? If there was some way for us to talk then I'm sure we could have a zillion conversations on psychology, it fascinates me. I'm off for now but good luck with that guy. Later :)
from for-you-only :
I did start it out with, "I liked your review" - lol. I read the entry, I know how it feels to feel like everyone turned their back on you. Do you know how many people look at you funny when you support gay people? You know how many people leave you when you say that s&m turns you on? My best friend friday night just looked at me as I fell the floor crying after being hit by my boyfriend's brother. She hasn't even called to ask if I'm okay. When the world doesn't feel for you, you just need to not feel for it until it realizes it misses you! Okay... Maybe I'm just thinking about me now. lol. Go ahead and change the review if you want. Never miss out on a chance to fix something you'll feel bad about.
from for-you-only :
I liked your review. As for the pictures- pah, I just like to have something different for everyday, right now I'm doing hentai, later on I might start on dragons or something. I'm surprised you didn't comment on my mood pictures, I worked very hard on those. And the purple line, it's left over from my old layout, lol, so yeah, that's an error I guess. You are the first revier to only tick me a little bit - The only thing that ticked me was the fact that in my links page there are notes and stuff. I put that in a link page though because I'd rather have comments. They look neater and all. :) I'd like to talk to you more Beth. Feel free to note me back or ask for a review at my review site; reviews-only.diaryland.com Thankx.
from myownjourney :
Heya Beth, since you asked, this is what I think of debating in general. It's a good way to let people know where you stand on things, but it doesn't really change peoples minds. If someone is a liberal, they won't be moved by consevative speeches and the same goes for the other side. It also opens up an "agreed upon" forum for simply attacking each other. And with someone like theyknew, you never know what attacks will be thrown at you. On the other hand, there's nothing wrong with just getting into a word brawl now and then. I like a good fight myself once in awhile. So, yeah, that probably didn't help you much, sorry. :) I think if you should do whatever you feel up to doing. It could be fun, or it could just get you more frustrated. Ok, I'll shut up now. :) -Rick
from myownjourney :
Thank you for the Note Beth. Just so you know, you are not despised. There are alot of us around these parts who support you and think your a a lot of you. theyknew, are idiots. I mean that in the most literal sense. I say that, only because I've been to they're page and can see that they have no grasp of reality. If they despise you, I would take that as a badge of honor. It means your doing something right. So chin up, and no worries. Also, you may be young, but 've seen more wisdom come from your pages than I've seen in most statesmen or pastors. God Bless - Rick
from theyknew :
I have decided to give you an even better chance to be heard and seen. I challenge you to a debate on your terms on your schedule. If knowledge is power, let's see "what will happen"? nEo
from sanetwin :
First, I love your new layout. And Second, thank you so much for the wonderful note about what frustrated you this week :). seriously, your kindness and compassion is so fantastic!
from exit43 :
Oh, one more thing.. (I always do this, forget the last sentence I was going to write till afterwards) .. anyway if you want me to write about my problems then I'll do that. I'll consider everyone's notes that I get. :)
from exit43 :
Firstly, I really appreciate your notes :) Second, is 'firstly' even proper English? Well even if it's not, here's something I'll tell you. Obviously if people are saying that much good stuff about you, it has to be true. I don't care how much you ramble in my notes. I like that. I welcome that. It lets me know that your personality has flavor. And I didn't know you had more surveys, so that's where I'm headed next ;) Hope all is well. God bless. Jason
from vikingmaiden :
And you say *Democrats* are mean. You say *Democrats* are the ones who can't find anything good to say about their own guy, who only bash the other side. Tisk-tisk. As for abortion, I'm a liberl but I think abortion is wrong no matter what. I equate it directly with murder. Be that a Christian idea or not, I don't care. Abortion=murder. I feel the same way about capital punishment... but I digress.
from hamiltonian :
Thank you for the note you left me, I sincerely appreciate it. I will email you my opinion on abortion. It is private and I just dont fdeel comfortable leaving it here in a note.
from theyknew :
http://www.commondreams.org/views03/0707-04.htm
from hamiltonian :
You pick layouts very well.
from exit43 :
Gah. I can't find time for the review! My brother moved his computer back to his room so I'm limited for time. Gah!!
from meganwaits :
You fixed it..funny, I got kicked off.. hmmmm...I think it looks ok, actually. Its a great layout!
from meganwaits :
I think your layout will be just find if you paste in %%entry%% Meg
from exit43 :
I did a survey of yours :) Also I read your diary so I can review it on the Iced Milk site, I should get to that tonight. For now it's time for work!
from exit43 :
I will totally do it :)
from exit43 :
I could give you a good review, lol.
from chikyblonde :
just leaving a note to tell you I missed you! :)
from myownjourney :
Did indeed miss you being around and am glad your ok from the hornet sting. :) - Rick
from mojo1915 :
As soon as I scan it, I will send it to you via e-mail, but if you would be so kind (I noticed you have a star membership now), you can host it for me and send me the link so I can post it in my diary. You have a wonderful day as well my dear giant-killing sister in Jesus! -Jesse
from mojo1915 :
heheheheh, I was much expecting such a note from you
from exit43 :
I don't have much time right now, I'll write you another note when I do. Just want to say thanks for writing to me, and I love your diary. Have an awesome day, I gotta get to work! -Jason
from exit43 :
One more thing, thanks for your profile comment. I like to be known as the 'sweet' type, I don't know why, but I do.
from exit43 :
I like long notes. It means you put thought into it. It's good to see that you liked my entry because it was one that I really put my effort into, although I ran out of time, I also wanted to talk about a few other things. I ramble occasionally like in this note. As for finding a relationship, being single is not a good situation, I had to deal with that for all of my life until not that long ago. I hope it works out a little better for you soon :)
from meganwaits :
Thanks so much for the note. You've got a great diary too. I notice we like some of the same kind of music too. Thanks again. You're on my favs list too.
from bebegracie :
Hey, I am the Dudetterevuer. There is a link on the review site to pink design, and I suggest you chck out the autumn and Miscelanious sections. Just pick one that is you and suits your writing. You can always change it back if you don't like it! xxx
from exit43 :
Thank you for your kindness, that's very cool of you. And I take it that you're Christian? also very cool. I'm not devout but I have faith in God, and it's good to see others that do. :)
from chikyblonde :
Sorry to hear about your fish. I TOTALLY understand. My fish isn't as neat as yours and even though I can't put anything else in the tank because he eats them down to the head (and he's a blue tail tetra...a supposed non-threatening fish...) I love him very much. His name is Jaws. And if anything ever happened to him, I'd cry too.
from exit43 :
I should prolly tell you who I am right? I'm Jason from the icedmilk site.
from exit43 :
I'm sorry I am on hiatus, I wanted to review your diary you know. It might take some time for me to get back, so if you want a review from someone else, that is cool. I'll read your diary anyway. :)
from dudetterevue :
hey there, its Grace from Dudette review, your review is up. Thanks for requesting and have a good day xox
from chikyblonde :
I love you!!! I really like what you said today. Things just seem so chaotic for me lately. I've been pretty negative about alot of stuff and it really is bringing my attitude and my mood down. I want to be more positive about how I look at other people. I want to be more positive to Mike, even if he is the ex. Thanks for the entry.
from juli-anne :
Beth, you are too cute! Of course we all love you--you are an awesome, nice, smart, beautiful, talented person. I'm glad to hear that you've been feeling better and being more positive. You're right about the music, sometimes my mood can be determined just by what I'm listening to. *hugs*
from sahera :
Hey Beth! Thanks for complimenting my writing. The messy room entry wasn't literal. It is an analogy of how I feel about my life right now and discovering who I am in christ. I hope that the Lord always reveals to you clothes under your bed so He can wash them and you may be clothed with God's love and Holy Spirit. I would say God bless You but Ephesians 1:3-4 informs us that he already has. Go read it. Love Sara
from myownjourney :
Hey Beth, I don't know if i've mentioned this before but I just wanted you to know how impressed I am with your convictions and determination. From just what I get from your persona on here, and since that's all any of us can go by, your a very impressive young lady. Your able to stand up for Christ and your opinions and you still have vulnerability and humility that I think is an important quality for all Christians to have. Anyway, your a true inspiration and I'm glad your around :) - Rick
from minstrelite :
Hi Beth! I just saw your note after I finally updated. I wasn't sure whether you read my Friday morning entry or one of the ones before, but thanks for reading. I also read some of your blog, and you seem like a nice person. God bless you, and have a great weekend!
from juli-anne :
I like that layout you did except for one part--will you still have the links and such somewhere? I liked being able to click on the people that you read and your other links. :)
from sanetwin :
The image doesn't show up on it :(
from myownjourney :
Heya Beth - Nothing was showing up for the link to the new layout. Just thought I'd mention... :) - Rick
from chikyblonde :
AMEN SISTER!!!! NO discipline in these kids. I think that's because their parents didn't want to raise their kids they way they were...my mom raises my 11 year sister WAY different than she raised me and my bro because she thought she did a bad job...PLEASE MOTHER!! SPANK HER LIKE YOU SPANKED US!!! We turned out just fine..
from chickie-legs :
thanks for adding me :) you're so sweet! beth'sss yayyyyy
from juli-anne :
You go, girl!! I'm glad to hear a woman who knows what she wants and won't let people tell her otherwise. Good for you!
from rocketcoyote :
<---agrees wiff bethys latest entry =) }♥{ Lace
from hamiltonian :
Well I hope someone comes to their senses and asks you out. I think well of you so you know...
from juli-anne :
Thanks so much for the lovely note that you left me! You made my day when I read it this morning. So, when is the next quiz? :) Hehehe...
from vikingmaiden :
I'm sorry, I wasn't aware that I'd left you any note other than this one: "I may not agree with your political views, but I do like your diary. It's a nice change to read someone as optimistic and steadfast as you are." I guess kind words from a non-Republican just don't mean anything to you... my sincerest apologies for speaking my mind.
from juli-anne :
YAY! for a gold membership. I wish I could afford one, perhaps someday. Are you going to have a comments section to each of your entries now?
from rocketcoyote :
Hey goober butt, why are you singing colt a song in my notes? :/ uber goober goofball.. O and how come ya didnt put that girl under my name for pendings! I didnt know she wanted me to do her=) Member to keep those up to date so I dont make the people wait longer then they already have to lol, love ya babe, ttyl.
from hamiltonian :
I agree with Neo .. and I will offer this advice .. Good things come to those who wait.
from theyknew :
ur ok, you'll have more guys knocking on your door before you know it. Just don't go looking. They will come to u. nEo
from alivetoyou :
i'm sorry, but I have to interject something. (i found your diary because I read eowynne's diary too.) I am a democrat, and I do not appreciate the stereotyping. i agree that a lot of liberals are really extreme like that - many liberals I know are very, very passionate about what they believe in, but it probably just comes out the wrong way. If you don't appreciate the stupid stereotyping (i.e. some random person thought all republicans didn't like coffee), then please don't do it yourself. Not all democrats are stupid, unhappy, negative, badly-debating people. that's about all i have to say - thanks for taking the time to read a comment from a random girl.
from eowynne :
lol - yup that's what Andrew said for sure! It was the stupidest thing I'd ever heard! I totally agree with your entry... if there were only more nice, debatable democrats, they would improve their bad image!
from xlocked-upx :
Hey I was hoping Lacee could review my diary. It's locked so if you can e-mail me at [email protected] I'll send you the username/password. Your link is found in my Extras:Reviews. Thanx! Mad Love--Lex
from eowyn86 :
*hugs* I know what you mean about siblings - seems like I'm the live-in babysitter around here. At least you have friends thought. I've started college and still have no social life (except d-land). Ah well, God bless - ttyl! *Laura*
from juli-anne :
*hugs hugs hugs* I'm sorry to hear you are so lonely. If I was there, I'd give you some company!
from theyknew :
Spiritual growth is like physical growth�we start small and move ahead one day at a time.
from theyknew :
I was in your shoes...Yes, it stinks being alone...but think about this..are you lonely or are you alone? I learned the most about myself during those "empty times"..trust me..in a few years, when you have a crazy happy family and kids running around, you'll WISH for quiet time.... That's all for now, nEo
from vikingmaiden :
I may not agree with your political views, but I do like your diary. It's a nice change to read someone as optimistic and steadfast as you are.
from juli-anne :
Good luck on your quest, but make sure that you stay true to yourself first! Don't change something just because other people don't like it, change for you. I wish you all the luck.
from sanetwin :
The hardest part is making the decision to want to change. I complained about my weight for soooo long and then finally decided to do something about it. I've lost fifty pounds now :).
from hamiltonian :
Kerry is no saint, Bush is not either; Both are pro-big government; anyway there are other candidates like Nader and Badnarik. My point is no one is perfect and these demagogues act like they are. Well I like your journal and you've got a cool design.
from eowynne :
Don't have your doubts sweetie! :-) Did you hear Kerry's LATEST stand on the war on terrorism?! He now SUPPORTS Pres Bush!! Wowee... He changes his mind so much that I can never keep up with what he supports and what he doesn't!! Well, reality has hurt Kerry some - those Swift ads have knocked him down by a few percent... I love how Kerry's always talking about wanting to help out the "middle class". According to Clinton, and most Democrats for that matter, the middle class is not really what it is in reality and "rich people" are people like my family - the working middle class. Did you know my family has to work until the end of June before they actually start making money?! And the people with more money than us (and there's a lot, we really don't have much) have to pay up to 90% TAXES!! And these Democrats have been slamming Bush for tax-cutting the rich people???? Does that make sense?! Well, I think I'll write about this for my next entry. ttyl! ♥
from eowynne :
Whoa, that's pretty cool!! I've found out all these people live around here I would've never guessed!! I live on the complete opposite side of the state, so it takes a while to get to Seattle... I'm doing better today now that I'm not taking that Vikadin painkiller junk that makes me feel high. So I was able to go to church yesterday, since I wasn't feeling high (I didn't want to go last week because I was tired and didn't want them to think I started drugs or something.... ;) ). Thanks so much for making the chapstick ring!! You rock!! :D
from theyknew :
I think that Kerry being in town has nothing to do with Gay people being around.... Remember, the LARGEST gay rights group actually is called "The Log Cabin Republicans". Due dilligence is expected. Peace, nEo
from eowynne :
Do you live near Seattle? I noticed you mentioned it in your latest entry. See, that's where I go to have my stuff with my eye done - I had surgery at Swedish Medical Center. So I was wondering if you live around there....?
from chikyblonde :
I like your new site. Or is it old? Sorry I haven't updated much...
from eowynne :
YAY!! I love you so much!! Yes - we will FINALLY have a chapstick ring around here! It's about time... I'm sorry about your toothache and your headache :( That must really be horrible. :( Me? Well... I kind of have to admit I'm feeling kind of ::high:: from those stupid painkillers. I had to go pick up my schedule from school today to find out how bad they messed it up (not as bad as last year...), and I didn't want to say hi to anyone even tho I wanted to because I didn't want to attract anymore attention to myself than I already had, looking completely geeky in huge dorky sunglasses because my eyes are dilated and look disgusting anyway because I have a hemorrage. I felt miserable. :( But enough complaining!! :D I'll talk to you later, k Beth? ♥♥♥
from sanetwin :
Thank you so much for the encouraging comment. And the comment about Courntey's boobs sagging. . that really made me smile :).
from theyknew :
december ? im dec 2......
from theyknew :
even though ur a pain in the butt..LOL you're still OK in my book.. NeO/Enigma1
from eowynne :
Hi, Beth! I feel bad because it's been so long since I've left you a note and talked to you! :( I'm sorry! I just want to see how you're doing and such - what you're up to. I hope you have a super spiffy day! :D ~�owyn~
from evenstar101 :
Thanks for your note and for your nice compliments! Your diary looks wonderful as well. I'll be reading! Blessings, Emily
from mitfordgal :
Virtual hug coming your way! Christians do tend to shoot their own wounded... it's sad but true.
from eowynne :
"I think deep down inside people want things resolved. We want peace with our brothers, but we realize that peace is the aftermath of war so we have to fight sometimes." Man, I wish more people realized that, Beth. I really wish they did. ~�owyn~
from crackisbad :
OMGFG! I want that lamb. SOOO CUUUUTE. You're not half bad yourself, though. (=
from theyknew :
yOURE DREAMS WILL COME TRUE:)
from myownjourney :
Lisa Loeb is one of my favorite singers of all time. I loved that song when it came out and still do. Anyway - Rick
from fan4 :
You're right about the drawing being cute.
from theyknew :
hi, keep your heart open and strong and your dreams will come true!! Keep the faith... Men are afraid of strong women. Dont Change!!!! Enigma1 :)
from fan4 :
The link to the picture doesn't work.
from rocketcoyote :
http://design.flyability.net/rep/html.html I so thought you'd like that, just incase you have'nt seem it ;) Luv Lace
from chickie-legs :
Oh yeah and I made a list like that once too. And then I met this guy that met every single one of them, except that I was 4 years older. THEN I made the mistake of telling him about the list... needless to say it was our first and last date.
from chikyblonde :
You hold on to that list!!! I remember God told me once to create a list of the qualities I wanted and I didn't. I now look back on that and realize why He wanted me to have that list...because it was something in hand I could look at when I got involved with a guy. I sometimes think that if I had that list, I wouldn't have gotten involved with my ex and compromised soooo much with my own moral beliefs and what I wanted to have in a husband. I think I'm going to make a list too!
from juli-anne :
I like your list of qualites you'd like in a husband. It's good that you have a self knowing of the qualities that you know are good. It's also nice to not see one that says "has to be HOT' or something like that. Beth, you are so much more mature than girls your age. I respect you so much for that and wish I would have been the same way when I was your age.
from chickie-legs :
Hey another christian Bethie!! I like your site, saw you on Rick's site. Anyway I saw that you like Rush, I actually saw them in concert at the Nissan Pavilion here in Virginia like last week. They were awesome!!
from fan4 :
You may want to double-check the links in your diary. When I clicked on "My review site", I got sent something other than the review place.
from fan4 :
I like your picture.
from eowynne :
I love the pics!!! :-) Now I have a face so I can stop trying to imagine what you look like! I love that! The rabbit is so cute!! :D ~�owyn~
from juli-anne :
I like your new layout. You're right, it's perfect for you!
from eowynne :
Wow, what did they say to you?! Maybe I should check your message board - you might say there. Later. ~�owyn~
from chikyblonde :
yeah, my brother and his wonderful girlfriend are in town for a week and a half and when I'm around them and my parents (who are married) I soo feel like the third wheel and although I'm excited about going to the lake this weekend with them and my parents and my lil bro & sis, It's going to be me, the 5th wheel babsitting while they all enjoy their mates company...I can feel the loneliness creeping in already. My older bro knows I'm a bit jealous that he's got such a great girlfriend and I'm 26 and still single and he gave me a big hug the last time we talked about it and I started crying. he's a great brother...but still, I'm going to be lonely this weekend.
from mr-knowitall :
http://newsmax.com/archives/ic/2004/8/4/05219.shtml
from chikyblonde :
I soooo know what you're saying. You know God's presence is with you but still...you want that physical touch and affection. Perhaps you're grandmother is right...we just miss someone in particular. I know I tend to think about old loves when I get lonely. My stepmom told me I'll find my true love when I stop looking. But I have to wonder...when will I be content enough being single that I will stop looking? To me,I don't see that happening. At least right now. And I don't know about you but I really wish I hadn't made some of the decision I did as far as intimacy because that makes me miss a relationship all the more. I suppose when you haven't experienced that, then loneliness isn't has bad because you don't know what you're missing...Someday our knights in shining armor will find us...but we have to 'settle' with the fact that that knight may be Jesus on His white horse coming to take His bride home.
from lostinmylove :
We completely disagree on many things... but I had to say, I LOVE your layout. It reminds me of the way my daughter (2 years old) and dog are just such close buddies. It's adorable.
from sanetwin :
I like your new layout :)
from toweroflove :
Hey thanks for leaving a note! I've been away on vacation which is why I haven't responded quickly. I appreciate you talking with me! God bless, chaucee
from sahera :
Thanks for the note. yes, God has definately filled me with an indespensible joy! I may feel blue occassionaly, but that, as well as happiness is only transient. The joy of the Lord stands firm, because he is our everything! May you recieve every blessing God shows you on this day! Sara
from sanetwin :
I just wanted to say that I'm not a christian but I completely respect other people's beliefs. I'm sorry someone else hasn't done so with you.
from eowynne :
I'm back!!! Little miss Raven is rather naive and uneducated, don't ya think??? Wow. Just what I needed to hear. Sounds like soooo many people at my school who call ME naive and uneducated. ~�owyn~
from chikyblonde :
yeah, I'm not found of her or her banners. She's got tons of them and it's like, cool, someone interesting and then I see it's her and it's just all blah to me. I just love how you speak your mind about things!
from juli-anne :
I can't believe how naive the girl, Raven, is who wrote that entry. All children are equal no matter where they are from. She is the one who is close minded. As you can tell, her entry really IRRITATED me and I wish I could leave her a piece of my mind. Anyway! I hope you have a great time during the week you are gone. I miss being able to read you daily. :-)
from softplaces :
hey, just me throwing in some unsolicited advice again... if you quote someone from their diary/blog/website, it's common 'web etiquette' to link back to them as well. basically, the web version of the bibliographies you put at the end of your english papers. :)
from softplaces :
the 'stop george' banner isn't mine, it's from a website of the same name. i can't wait to see the entry you throw at it. ;)
from juli-anne :
Some days are just so...GRRRRRR sometimes aren't they? Nothing can seem to go right. The bright side of it is the fact that the next day usually is better! As far as lyrics go, I'm sorry but I'm drawing a blank. I've never been good at picking out lyrics, even for myself. But I can say that I think you would do best with a bright, cheery layout--lots of colors and a nice picture. :-)
from softplaces :
if you like blink182, why not go for a classic and use lyrics from 'damnit'? or if that's a little too negative, maybe ... hmmm ... what about george harrison's 'here comes the sun'? those are my suggestions ;)
from acidreviews :
your review is up at acid reviews. :)
from sahera :
Thanks for the note Beth. It's encouraging to have the support of others! Find everyway to praise God today! He is so awesome...all the time...even when we don't think so. Keep your eye on the giant and know that Jesus is behind you all the way. Sara
from softplaces :
hmm... now that i think about it... just affect an obnoxious british accent and tell your friends, "yes, some PUBLISHING COMPANY has been after me for YEARS for the exclusive rights to my ART, but i simply HAD to turn them down" .... oh yeah, totally good for the ego. ;)
from softplaces :
"I just received a letter informing me that I was nominated for Poet of the Year 2004. I don�t really didn�t like the poem that much, but I�ve been invited to Pennsylvania to read my poetry out loud to a poetry convention and I am also being inducted into the IPS (International Poet Society) hall of fame." hey, i'm your reviewer from acid reviews, and i ran across this entry.... i wanted to let you know that i know EXACTLY what company you're talking about, and it's DEFINITELY a scam. they send out letters like that in hopes that people will send them money to buy the book they publish poems in... i submitted a poem to the same thing when i was fourteen, and now (seven years later) i STILL get a letter every year, telling me i'm 'poet of the year!' clever you for knowing it wasn't real. ;)
from roziegrl4evr :
"Wait on the Lord, be of good courage and He shall strengthen your heart; wait, I say, on the Lord." Psalm 27:14
from christianboi :
Hello there! I am sorry for not having responded sooner, but I tend to procrastinate and forget what I am doing when I go online. I just wanted to thank you for the notes you have left me, and I guess I wanted to introduce myself to you so you can kind of get a sense of the person behind the diary. My name is Aaron-Michael (Heh. Yes, that's my first name) and I live in the great state of New Mexico. I'm going to be a senior, and I don't really know what I want to do with my life. Other than that, I can't really think of anything off of the top of my head that sounds remotely interesting, so I guess I will just put an end to this rambling and say, "Have a great day." Heh. - Aaron-Michael
from leadme :
hey there! Your review is up at BobsReviews. Have a super awsome day! -Jennifer
from juli-anne :
I'm sorry to hear that your date ended up like that. The right guy is out there for you, waiting patiently just like you are, until the exact moment that you will meet. Until then, live life to the fullest and enjoy everything that you have right now!
from mojo1915 :
Hey there! I came in to the living room to get on the computer knowing that I should go read my bible. Instead I just got on the computer and thought I'd put it off until tomorrow. But now, after reading the scriptures in your diary, I feel like going and digging in to the word. I have you have a really really good day! Oh yea, I'm finally recovering from my big fall. Thanks for all yer prayers and stuff. God bless ya! ~Jesse
from juli-anne :
*HUGS* Thank you for the wonderful notes you've left me. They totally made my day when I read them :-)
from mojo1915 :
Hey there Bef, I also enjoy the sensation of brushing with warm water. Hey, do you have any pics of the 5 foot 4 and a half inches with cute hair that is Beth that I may view? I'm just curious. Have a great one! ~Jesse
from eowyn86 :
Hi, I just came across your site, and I've enjoyed reading about your political views. Not only because they're the same as mine (as far as I can tell anyway), but because I think you do a good job stating them. Too bad a lot of others don't want to understand... Well, I'll keep reading :-) God bless! *Laura*
from lime-reviews :
None whatsoever. In fact, I re-read the review, and except for a sentence, I could not get the feeling you got. I have a feeling that in the way I write (exactly how I speak), things got mixed up. All my review was meant to do was help, and point out things that make people more willing to look at a site. I hope I, too, didn't come off in a bad light, and you're not upset. (ps, funny how you knew I was a girl, eh?)
from lime-reviews :
My use of pet names, I don't feel should reflect an irritated nature. It's not that I look down on you, it's not that you're lower than me, it's not even a reviewer complex--it's that I care for people so much, they get a pet name whether or not I know them. Consider your best friend, would it be awkward if they referred to you as "dear"? (I also never said it was surprising for your site, I was referring to MY site, seeing as I rarely give scores that high) And as far as SMG and "lack of coding knowledge" goes...the fact that people can't enter an entry--isn't that a problem with coding? If all else fails you can always go back and put on one of those icky ones they have and modify it from that point. Just a suggestion. Also, if you would keep in mind: you ASKED me for a review. I GAVE you a review. You're the one who put yourself up to my standards, it's your responsibility to read my past reviews, read my scoring, and see how I look at things in life--that was our deal as a reviewer/reviewee. I didn't hate your site. I didn't even dislike your site. I gave you a 90. I have the ability to go back and change score and completely re-write your review based on how I feel, but I didn't. Why? BECAUSE I ACTUALLY ENJOYED IT. I suppose, that if you were irritated and came home to this to read it that could explain you reaction. But I never felt that way, and I'm shocked and hurt that you thought I did.
from juli-anne :
When I read your diary, it makes me want to be a better person. You have such great faith and I wish that I did like you. You make me think about things in this world. Don't stop writing!
from lime-reviews :
Your review is up, check it! <<http://lime-reviews.diaryland.com/giantkiller.html>>
from false-apathy :
'Ello, I didn't know how to get to any contact thinger on your review site, so I decided to come here instead. It's a lovely layout change, and a lot more orginized and neat. Very pretty.
from leadme :
*HUG*! [You said you needed one]
from juli-anne :
Are people being stupid again and saying mean things to you? Booooooo on them....you're awesome!
from eowynne :
Wow - that IS really bad!!! I've almost thrown up a few times, but I haven't had it that bad. But I guess it maaaay be worse since I have it every three weeks.... :P Exactly 21-24 days apart. I don't know why my site is suddenly doing this. It was fine just yesterday, but when I added the new entry, it won't load. I'm going to try a couple things to see if it'll work. Jonathan left me a note saying he liked my new layout today, so I'm assuming some people can see it??? So what's wrong with you and me?? lol. ~�owyn~
from eowynne :
Hey - is it just me or is my diary absolutely impossible to get to nowadays? Could you try clicking on the link and see if it ever loads??? I've been trying yesterday and today and it never loads!! It's driving me crazy!! ~�owyn~
from cutie1083 :
I get really emotional too. It's just five days of sitting on the couch eating ice cream and crying over "Full House" reruns.
from sanetwin :
PMS is a killer. I get so cranky, and so out of whack during this time. I hate it!
from chikyblonde :
thanks for signing me, now I'll sign you and I'm putting you as a favorite after reading your 'political rantings'. Right-wing conspirators, ARISE! =]
from rocketcoyote :
*stomps her dang foot around, kicks Beths dang new cute layout, and wonders why the dang she didnt find it first* I mad now. meany, took the cute layout *sticks her tounge out* ...well I am happy that you joined lighted path though... grrr.
from juli-anne :
YAY! I love your new layout! YAY! You have a date! Ok, enough exclamation points and hyperness. Carry on....
from eowynne :
The thing I don't get is how everyone is like, well Clinton's personal life should've never come out into the public and he shouldn't get impeached for his private life. Well, that definitely wasn't the only reason!!! You know about how he was saluting South Korea's flag, right? Patriotic, wasn't he? And then of course there's the fact that he sold all this top secret information to CHINA!!! Among other things, these two just popped up. As if lying under oath wasn't bad enough. "Depends what 'is' is" GIVE ME A BREAK!! Rant over. :-) ~�owyn~
from mojo1915 :
Hey there Beth, Just wated to say, "Have a good day!" ~Jesse
from rocketcoyote :
Jealous???? OF ME PLAYIN N64!!! You creepo, you shoulda played wiff me =) wuv you boo!!!
from juli-anne :
I know this sounds cliche, but sometimes waiting is the best thing that could happen to you. You never know when or where that special someone could show up. Trust me, there are many men out there that will fall head over heals for you. What man wouldn't? I have many male friends that tell me the same thing that you wrote in your diary today. Love yourself for who and what you are, there is no one out there as special and intriguing as you are. Live and love life to it's fullest!
from sanetwin :
I was the girl that always set people up but never had a date in the beginning of high school. My best friend was so beautiful and everyone was always asking for me to set them up with her. Don't worry, just let your natural beauty and sweetness be your guide and you'll soon have guys falling all over themselves for you. :). I sound like a mom, lol. Wait, I am a mom!
from eowynne :
I agree. I totally agree. And they keep going on and on about this "separation of church and state" thing, yet don't even admit that evolution is the belief of secular humanism - a RELIGION, like it or not. It's what athiests prefer not to be called, but it is indeed what they are. Re-elect Bush 2004. :-) He may have made some mistakes (and the Iraq War was NOT one of them...), but hey, look at what he's been through!!! He has done so much good for this country, and he is promoting moral values that have long been lost. Hurray for a godly president!! ~�owyn~
from sahera :
Hey, thanks for adding me to your buddy list!
from eowynne :
Oooh, I love that song "If We Are the Body" by Casting Crowns!! That is such an awesome song - but sadly, it completely reflects my church. :(
from sahera :
Hello, I saw you on my brother's (mojo1915) buddy list and just thought I'd let you know I added you to mine. i hope you have a very awesome day because we serve such a cool God! Sara
from lacblue :
you know what, I have been a terd. I havent made awhole lot of time for you lately and im sorry. I just want to tell you how impotant you are to me bethy boo, and how much I treasure our friendship. YOu are the best friend that only I could love, because only I can understand all the wonderful great things about you. Heck I dont even think other people know a third of the wonderful things that I know. You are so smart and wise. So sorry iv been grumpy lately. I am so uber stressed you wouldnt believe. I have even blocked some of it out. Do you know I slept walked last night? I woke up outside my door. Thats how stressed I am. So I have an excuse =) But still, I beg for your... uh taketh awayth ofith thisth stressth? umm no. hehe weell mee dear im off.
from mojo1915 :
Hey there! I just read my guestbook for the first time in months. I didn't know that people used it anymore because the guestbook site used to send me e-mails when somebody signed it. Anyways, thanks for reading my journal/diary/blog/whatever it is. You should have let me know before that you read my diary daily and I would have added you to my buddy list. Much love and have an awesome day! ~Jesse
from jimmysworld :
With a name like this...I was hoping for more. Totally dissapointing.
from eowynne :
Thanks for leaving the message on my guest book! That was so nice of you and really made my day! I don't know why - it just did! It's so encouraging to find fellow Christians here (and PROUD virgins, too!! lol!). Thanks again for stopping by - and I really like your diary, tho it's a little hard to read with my blind eyes. 20/200 in one, 20/40 in the other... and I broke my glasses today!! lol! Anyway... ;) ~�owyn~
from cutie1083 :
I am definitely going to stick around, especially after that really nice note you left me:)
from limited2 :
hey! thanks Beth for the message in my guestbook. your new diary is cool (as always)and it's better to start your diary life right here. And forget about all those "haters" out there. Because they obviously have nothing to say lol. Thanks for saying that I was cool *hugz*. You're "A" for Awesome! just like this diary. Have a great summer! *~*Candy*~*
from mojo1915 :
Hello, I don't think I know who this is, but the comment about me in your profile really makes me excited. I am very glad you have found my diary inspiring, or that God inspired you with it. I've been in a big pit lately, a really big pit, but I think I'm on my way out. Well, I'll just have a new testimony under my belt that I will be able to share with people. Today, I shall think of my future. Actually, I have been thinking about it a lot for the past few days, but I shall continue to do so. I really hope you have a wonderful day. I am going to go move my sprinkler now (Jesse loves his grass and plants!). ~Jesse
from sanetwin :
Thank you for adding me as a favorite! I love your layout. Your guestbook wouldn't let me sign for some reason ??? so perhaps you should link to your notes on your layout. Or you did and I just didn't notice. I don't think I've visited your other diary before so I'm looking forward to getting to know you on this one. I like what you said in your first entry.
from parkplace :
Yeah, thank also! I think what you said about me is awsome and I can't wait to read what your diary has to say! Keep in touch! And welcome to diaryland!!
from sunnflower :
Hi from Suburban Island and welcome to Diaryland! Thanks so much for adding my diary to your favorites list.

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