messages to kestra:
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from realsnoopy :
Are you still on here? I can't get in.
from realsnoopy :
WOW! I know more about you now in one entry than a years worth! I think you should write a book! You would be awesome at it!!
from realsnoopy :
I can't wait to be done with my X! As much as I will miss my son when he's grown and moves out, I will Love not dealing with his Dad!
from realsnoopy :
COOL pics!
from realsnoopy :
Ok, I'm not trying to make light of this but sexual harrassment?? Give me a break! Yes, he can't go around doing that but that's how he learns no to. I think this is all way over blown! Your letter was really good!
from realsnoopy :
How's school going?
from realsnoopy :
If that's not the cat of a witch, I don't know what is! LOL Very cute kitty!!
from realsnoopy :
HAHA! I think the "reincarnation" thing is dead on! I laughed at the fact that you don't want to do what it takes "to prove" it!
from realsnoopy :
I'm open
from adam-selene :
I have my notes off so I'm writing in Abe's notes. I have locked up for a while. I am Having a hard time keeping my readers and X's readers seperate. I don't want to hurt anybodys feelings so the password thing didn't work because everyone asked for it. *sigh* I figure I'll lock up for a while and go through my healing process alone for a while. E-mail me if you ever want to talk. *hugs* Dawn
from realsnoopy :
Have you thought about getting a tutor through the school? My daughter Amber had one last semester for the same class! It was free!!
from realsnoopy :
I like it! I have done that too. I change my template to fit my mood! Maybe that's why I change it all the time! LOL I finally did some work today. Maybe that will keep me motivated???? Ya right!
from realsnoopy :
You have a deal!!! LOL
from realsnoopy :
email for pw
from realsnoopy :
YAAA! I'm glad it worked !
from realsnoopy :
Last year, I tried to take an on-line four credit class. As I started along, it was way too much work on-line and very involved. "using cam-corders and such" and I HATED the teacher. I struggled and actually cried about it. I was worried that if I dropped it, I would go into Grant re-payment. That is the financial aid policy. You need to complete 70% with good grades. I called the school and was passed around to EVERYONE! I finally went in to the financial aid - scholarship Dept, and plead my sob story. I NEED BETTER INSTRUCTION... I DON'T UNDERSTAND THE TEACHER...I'm confused, bla bla bla...! Being as upset as I was, she worked it out for me not to effect my financial status. I SINCERLY believe you have a good shot at it. You won't get your money back for the class, but they will help a good student. I'm sure your previous grades will help you! It's worth a try. Better than stressing out and getting an "F". Go there in person and talk to who ever you can. They will get you to the right place.
from realsnoopy :
Have you thought about speaking with the campus counselor? It could help you and protect your scholarship. I have had to do it once and it helped me a lot. The right person at the school can make all the differance! It's worth a try. I can't see you going through four months of this without cracking!
from realsnoopy :
Glad to see you turned things around. Do you feel better about it? I do since I switched some of mine around.
from realsnoopy :
I agree with Allyn. Why stress about it. Pick up a new teacher. Maybe next time you will have a differant teacher!!
from realsnoopy :
I'm sorry you had a bad class! I know it's hard when you don't connect with the teacher. When they know the inormation, they speed by and think everyone else knows it too! If that were the case, you wouldn't be there! That's a hard class too! Hang in there sweetie! Your a smart woman!! *hugs*
from realsnoopy :
BTW- when do your classes start?
from realsnoopy :
No, he hasn't suggested that. I just wanted to know if because of my paranoia about the past if it was ME that needed to chill?
from realsnoopy :
Should I say anything more. Like one of my readers said, I'm out of my comfort zone. Do I need to put up with that?? Is it my problem to deal with? GRRR! I just don't know!
from pgn-mystique :
Methinks you may be right. Some poeple are just jerks. And I STILL don't know what that means (LOL).
from realsnoopy :
PS- I can't spell! As you can see below! Maybe I should stay in school!!! LOL!
from realsnoopy :
GRRRRR!! Thanx for letting me know. I'll have Abe look at it when he hets home. This is just a template that was already done. What the hell?? Are you ready for school yet? I'm already dreading it. That's not a good sign at all! I'm taking SIX classes! I'm a moron! I need to take them in order to apply for gradguation. Some of them are not offered next semester. You won't want to read my diary then. I'm sure all I will be doing is pissing and moaning for the next four months!
from realsnoopy :
Have a great time sweetie! Start writing! I was just getting ready to post a note and find out where you where!! *hugs*
from realsnoopy :
PS- your notes to abe are very insightful as well as helpful! :)
from realsnoopy :
What cute little boys they are! Did you have fun or were you bored?
from realsnoopy :
Have a great time! :)
from realsnoopy :
As always, you have helped and you are a wonderful friend! You are right about everything you wrote. I think I did want to "know her". Maybe I wanted to see what he saw. Maybe I wanted to compare myself to her. Maybe if I liked her, the pain would go away. Thank you for your insight. You are so wonderful, and the time you take to leave your notes means a lot to me. *smooch* Dawn
from realsnoopy :
I just want to warn you my last entry is graphic. They are my feeling but there pretty raw.
from realsnoopy :
LOL_ I LOVE the drama queen doll idea! You should market that!I laughed my ass off! You, Me and lisa have a lot in common. It's eerie! Abe has come a LONG way. I still get so angry for being betrayed. I'm sure you remember those feelings from your first marriage. You expect your husband off all people to always be there for you. When that's taken away, you are left a little permantly shaken to the core. As you know from my past, trust is not something I give easily. He knows that and so that makes what he did all the worse. Most times I'm ok and then something triggers it and I want to gouge his eyes out. Where is your husband and what is he training for? *hugs*
from realsnoopy :
Tell me whats up with the move? How are things?
from realsnoopy :
Happy B-day sweetie!!
from realsnoopy :
I know, I'm so stressed out!
from realsnoopy :
How about I just send my kids to you for the summer! LOL
from fairylove2 :
Wow! I didn't know that. If anything ever looks "off" in my diary, feel free to tell me or Abe. I am embarassed! LOL
from realsnoopy :
Too cute! I guess it's good you watch him well. He looks like he could drown in his little pool as he sleeps! :)
from realsnoopy :
They have just about the whole series on e-bay. Their selling for around a buck or two a piece with like $2.00 shipping! Check it out!
from realsnoopy :
Thanx so much! That was wonderful! Very informative. I love the story when you were little!
from realsnoopy :
Log in under me. Username- fairylove2 password- snoopy01 then go ahead and hit add an entry. Thanx!
from realsnoopy :
walk you through it? your the smart one!~ Just write about your start in wicca and how you got involved as well as how you celebrate and what YOU believe to be true Wicca. If you want, write about your familys involvement. Who in your family practices. Have you ever been harassed for it ect...
from realsnoopy :
OMG your Mom is so pretty!!!
from realsnoopy :
Wow! You are an awesome wife! No wonder you are always out of time! LOL!
from realsnoopy :
Yes, it is unatractive! If he's getting it more than once a week, he's got nothing to complain about. Once every couple weeks, normal :)
from realsnoopy :
That freaked me out! I felt better after I read the whole description though! At first I thought it was telling me I worship satin! I don't believe in him first of all and if I did, it would freak me out big time!
from realsnoopy :
Hi- wanted to let you know I posted pics.
from realsnoopy :
Happy Mother's Day!
from realsnoopy :
No problem. Let me know when your ready.
from realsnoopy :
ps- I still have to go to the prison and do my PSI report on an inmate. How about we switch? I'd rather do the paper! :(
from realsnoopy :
Your welcome :) Yes, it was the first time I saw it. You summed it up the way I did to Abe. Your paper should turn out great!
from realsnoopy :
I rented "life is beautiful". I have to say the first half was a little hard to get into. I didn't expect that much comedy. The last half was wonderful. It was so sad. I almost felt like I was watching two different movies. I didn't expect the Dad to get shot when he did. :( He sure worked hard to keep his sons mental state in tact!
from realsnoopy :
WOW! They are beautiful! The rose quartz is stunning! Don't you leave them out on display? The little set up you had is really nice. :)
from realsnoopy :
PS If you have time, post a pic. I would LOVE to see it! I collect them. :)
from realsnoopy :
Lucky you! I would love one that size! My rose one is an 80mm. Some day I will have one. SIGH.... LOL
from realsnoopy :
Just checking in to see how things are going with school? I'm not going to be going this summer. I don't have any financial aid left for the summer. I guess I'm a little glad, I need a break. Are you going for the summer?
from realsnoopy :
OUCH! Those yeast infections are a nightmare. I know it sounds bad but man I swear you start looking for a tree to scratch yourself on! LOL
from realsnoopy :
Thanks- that wedding renewal sounds wonderful! What a great idea. You looked so pretty!
from realsnoopy :
Beautiful pictures! Thanks for sharing! What is "Handfasting"? By the way, love the new layout. As far as the font colour, I'm not sure. My husband thinks using one of the blues from the stars, and I was maybe thinking green...maybe a lighter green?
from adam-selene :
I just wanted to thank you for the support you are giving my wife!!
from realsnoopy :
Thank You! You brought actual tears to my eyes.
from realsnoopy :
Your kids are getting so big! They are soooo cute! I love the tree's! Wow! Great shots! I can't wait for this semester to be over either. It's been very long!
from gothique :
HFS!! It's disgusting to think that the instructors are right there and doing nothing about the kids pushing each other around and behaving like animals. That's why bullying is so widespread in our schools - nobody wants to take the initiative (probably due to the fact that people are so quick to sue) and put a stop to it. The irony is that in the process of trying to appease the bully's parents by not doing something to discipline him, they're setting themselves up to be sued by the parents of the child who gets injured while they were fucking off and letting it happen. I'd suggest switching schools if that were more practical. I know it isn't an easy thing to do, though. Perhaps a meeting with the principal would help?
from realsnoopy :
I KNOW how you feel . I hate to be negative, but it got worse when my kids got older. He played them against me. He always planted a seed of doubt in their head about me. I always feel like I have to defend myself. It breaks my heart and makes me truly sad. I have made being a good Mother the most important thing in my life. It truly destroys me at times. Good luck Melody.
from fairylove2 :
No, I didn't know that. Interesting. How is the new diary coming along?
from adam-selene :
I added you to my buddy-list. I read you through my wifes diary. She has your password but we both thought we should ask you if it's ok for me to use it. :)
from realsnoopy :
I know what your saying. I try to remember that my diary is for me. If someone doesn't like it, move on! We are who we are and we are all different. I do dislike diary's with no substance. But again, it's their choice to write what they want and I'll just stop reading. You are a great writer and I read you because I feel you write from your heart. Don't hold back on anything unless your truly uncomfortable. *hugs*
from impetuousme :
sorry i couldn't get the guestbook to work, but i just wanted to say, after seeing this latest pic you've posted, and in case nobody's told you in a while, man are you HOT. . . :)
from realsnoopy :
awww! that pic is so nice! You are too cute!
from fairylove2 :
I think thats a great idea! I would love to be able to read your "book of shadows!" I know your busy, but maybe you could just start playing around with it when you have a little time to relax. Being creative helps me relax. I'm not sure if that works for you though.
from realsnoopy :
I Know! I was franticly searching for info on who this person was. I swore it was you! But your right about who it was! I thought it was interesting and very well written. She's as you know, a lawyer!
from realsnoopy :
What you wrote to me sums it up nicely! That is how I feel so it's nice to know I'm not alone!
from realsnoopy :
Oh how I hear you! I give you a ton of credit for your course load! And no, math is a VERY hard subject! I admire you! You are fantastic!
from realsnoopy :
Abe just called and said they will put him on probation next semester. Thank go no repayment!! Can I ask you what goddesses you worship? I admit to you, I read a lot and I'm confused a little. it's a lot of info! Thanx for your help and time in all my silly questions.
from realsnoopy :
Thanks for understanding! I get so frustrated! I want to get ahead and not go backword all the time with the SAME needless misteaks!
from realsnoopy :
I am having the exact same problem this semester, so is my husband. He ignored an online class so long they dropped him!
from realsnoopy :
sweetie, dreaming of that would give me a headache!!
from realsnoopy :
Happy Valentines!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
from realsnoopy :
everyone I know is slacking in school this semester! EVERYONE!
from realsnoopy :
Thanx! That's what I was looking for. *hugs*
from realsnoopy :
hey chicka! Would you have a problem recomending a wiccan group on the net? After much research and a whole lot more left to do, I would love to join and learn more. Thanx!
from realsnoopy :
My heart hurts for you. I wish I could help you. Take care and remember you have always done the best you can and always have their best interest in mind.
from scotvalkyrie :
I found the "tent" picture on some joke picture website, where it had a caption like: "$5 for a parking spot, $60 for the 3 day concert tickets, someone posting a picture of you and your personal pup tent on the web, priceless" but I thought the picture spoke for itself. I could use your password for your diary, though!
from realsnoopy :
LOL! The "grey" in the vacume will always be a mystery!
from gothique :
Yeah, I'd be okay with a little tweakage too, but Larry is so anxious about it. The last time his pc went south it was really, really bad. Virus software, repair software, nothing worked, and the whole system went insane. The thing was so infected it destroyed his monitor and most of his files. For now, since he doesn't want to tweak the firewall, the blog seems the best way to go...at least until the Mac is operational again. I have the comments fixed so that anyone can leave messages. Over xmas we'll be in Detroit and using his laptop, so for that time at least I'll be able to read diaryland journals again. :o) Have a wonderful holiday, Melody!
from realsnoopy :
Have a good Christmas sweetie!
from realsnoopy :
Thanks sweetie!!
from realsnoopy :
I don't hate him because I respect you . I do however feel very angry at the way he treats you at times. You are beautiful, smart, and a wonderful mommy. Take care of yourself and always remember that! *hugs*
from flower21 :
I hope you are right about the wieght thing- It's really worrying me- I don't want her to be stuck in ICU and I want to be able to take my baby home with me healthy! Thanks! I will tell all the details of my delivery if I can remember everything! I will keep you posted- I hope everything goes well!
from realsnoopy :
What a beautiful note! Thanx!
from realsnoopy :
Thank you sweetie!
from realsnoopy :
That outfit is adorable! He is a cutie anyway and will be even more so!
from gothique :
I pretty much write my own as I go, but use dreamweaver if I get stuck. Thanks for pointing out the extra tag. I had written some code early on that was supposed to correspond with it (to justify the text alignment), but decided not to use it and forgot to remove the td1 tags. I removed the tags since I didn't really need them. Thanks again! :o)
from gothique :
I am so sorry!! I had no idea it wasn't working with other browsers! I could use it on both Larry's and my PC so I just figured all situations were covered. I don't want people having a hard time navigating, scrolling, etc., so I'm going to redesign it without the divisions. The page will scroll a lot longer, but at least no one will have to jump through hoops to get it to work. Dammit. And I really liked that design too. :o) Ah well...
from realsnoopy :
I'm sorry your having such a rough time of it. All six of us had the flu at one time. We have two bathrooms and still yet, one of us was throwing up on the floor.
from gothique :
I'm sorry, sweetie. Men can be such inconsiderate creatures sometimes. He may not even realize he was being that way, perhaps sitting him down and gently alerting his attention to it and how it made you feel would help?
from realsnoopy :
Oh I have had that happen this semester already! It sucks!
from realsnoopy :
Thank you so much for sharing! You are so pretty! :)
from gothique :
I'm sorry if I came off a little more rabid than I meant to in my last note. There were so many things that reminded me of FF that my mom-alarm got tripped.
from realsnoopy :
Oh sweetie, you have to do what you think is right. I do agree with the note below mine though. It is your choice and we have no right to tell you what to do. Just know we care and will support whatever choice you make. Either way, your a good mama! *wink*
from gothique :
Oh God. I don't want to be the bringer of evil news, here, but this is a circumstance in which your inner mommy (the one who's telling you to say 'no'), is the one voice you need to listen to above all others. I'm on the outside here, and after reading your latest entry I have to honestly say...were he my baby, damned if I'd let the ex take him out of the country. My ex and yours have a lot in common (trying to sabotage the relationship between son and mommy, etc.), and he has a pretty awful history with you. All of the things you've mentioned add up to more than enough justification for telling the ex to stuff it and wait to take Bowen out of the country until he's 18. I had a similar situation with FF, and it got so bad I had to make arrangements with the school so that his dad couldn't take him out without a call to me first for permission. There are numerous other examples that I don't have room for here. I'm not trying to scare you, really I'm not. Just listen to your inner voice on this. The mommy voice is your best tool. Mine sounds a lot like Dr. Phil: 'The best indicator of future behavior is past behavior.'
from realsnoopy :
yikes! I agree! NO WAY!!
from realsnoopy :
you sound a little lost. Take care of yourself. And yes, I know how it feels to get lost with who you were. Try not to do that. Sometimes it just takes a little effort. I don't know what's up in your marriage, but i wish you luck. *big hug*
from realsnoopy :
Hey sweets! How are things with the kids and school? I am stressed out with school! I swear I'm going to hang myself if I have to do one more paper! LOL
from vickithecute :
I don't actually KNOW how many times he visited my diary. I just know I average 50 hits per day and I got well over 200 Monday, 150 Tuesday and 150 Thursday.....so that's about 350 more than normal.
from realsnoopy :
Your dead on! I am in my thirties and still doing it! Stay focused. When it's all said and done, you will be happy you did! Don't look at the amount of time, I used to do that. It slowed me down! *hugs*
from sionainne :
Hiya! Decided to come back. I love your new profile picture - it's beautiful!!
from flower21 :
He's done this for forever so I don't think it's just to get it out before Destiny is born! I really hope he's home more for me when she does come! I'm burnt out already...somdays I just want to lay around all day and do nothing, but then I have even more to do the next day! I clean my house all day/every day because as soon as it's clean- my two men (Jesse & Damian) mess it up again! The thing about the curfew- I think that it is very reasonable and I wish I got even 1 hour of free time a day! He is very much so a putz- just like all men! The only thing he'd want instead of those fun things he does is: GUESS? SEX! Of course- what man doesn't want their desires fullfilled? I wish he'd help me out now because I am really getting tired with this fatigue and working from morning until night!
from realsnoopy :
I LOVE THE HAIR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
from realsnoopy :
I think you would do a great job in the interview! Im glad to hear you have the oportunity to do so. I would love to read the interview if you get a copy!
from realsnoopy :
Go You!!! Good job! *wink*
from realsnoopy :
Thanx sweetie! *fuzzy grin*
from realsnoopy :
No Way! I would let him know about it! If anything it might embarass him or at the very least he will know you know! I HATE when they do that! My X did it all the time and it got really out of control! I admire your maturity on this, but he needs to knock that shit off! What an ass! He needs to grow up! *sorry*
from pyroguysr :
Thank you for the kind remarks... would love to return the favor and read YOUR entries as well but... *goes through his key ring* Ain't got the keys!
from realsnoopy :
I agree. Kids are going to be starting school when they turn three! I believe Kindergarden is soon enough. They need to be kids for pete sake! They go to school for 12yrs and then on to college for 4-6 more years. I didn't make my children go until kindergarden. I don't regret that time with them at home with me. There is PLENTY of time for school. Go with your gut and do what you think is best for him.
from realsnoopy :
Yes, Amber and Heather share an appartment. The counselor feels Heather is looking for "male love" Her father is irresponsible. He has let them down time and time again. He either didn't show up for visitation at all, or was days late in doing it. He didn't take them anywhere or do anything with them. He NEVER went to a school conference for any of them. He missed all of their school functions and broke EVERY promise he ever made. Whenever the kids tried to address these issues with him, he would play the "I'm depressed and want to kill myself game." Needless to say, the kids NEVER said how they felt again. They took on the role of caretaker to him. Whenever they asked him to buy them anything, he would say "I pay child support, get it from your fucking Mother!"All you kids want is my money!" The counselors have all felt this has created low self worth from men, and the girls have reacted to it by acting out in certain ways. Amber is an over achiever trying to get his attention. It never worked. Heather has low self esteem and self worth and lets people walk all over her. "including boys" and thinks these boys all love her when she gets the attention. I spent years trying to fix it only to have learned it isn't "about me" and I can't fix it. I still can't accept that and do everything in my power to help them. Abe thinks I go WAY to far and it emotionally drains me. I have wanted to shake their father and torture him. I am ashamed to say, I at one point wished he would get into an accident and die. I felt if he would, I wouldn't have to keep protecting and fixing my kids from fucking up their lives. I am wiser now than I was before. My son is 12 and I have limited his contact with his father. I won't let him do to him what he did to my girls. MY son still has problems with his feelings about his father, but so far we are able to keep it in check for the most part. Everthing with my ex is about money. When he was with the kids he would go on and on about it. They felt bad to think the were such a burden to him. He was let go from a $45,000 a year driving job because he had to many tickets and lost his CDL. He now does body work for cash. He told Heather that. Now child suppoet can't touch him because they don't know about it, and how do you prove it without setting him up and I'm sure child support won't go to that extreme. I don't like the feeling of hate. I have been so angry at times I thought I felt hate, but it goes away. I believe in my heart, I hate him. That makes me sad. PS I am a very open book. No question is ever to personal. Not just in my diary but in my real life as well. I'll stop writing now that I have written a small book in your notes! *smooches*
from realsnoopy :
I hope you don't really think you have to need something just to buy it now. Your finances are none of my busisness but you said they were ok. Please go buy yourself something. You do one of the HARDEST jobs there is! I know it's hard because you don't get "paid". I have been there "I'm there now" I always did the same thing. Everyone had what they need and wanted but me. I got an "A" on a paper I did in College about stay at home moms. I did a ton of research on it. It isn't a very respected "job" in the work place and it REALLY PISSES ME OFF! Buy yourself a little something. *stern face"
from pyroguysr :
Thank you for the kind note. I am who I am and it's taken me a lifetime to get here. Now I'm discovering WHO I am and that's the most difficult part of the journey.
from realsnoopy :
My carpet doesn't have any "stains" but it had a haze of dust. That is the trouble with white. It tends to "yellow" with time. It's worth it to me though, I love the way it looks even though it isn't practical. I do need to clean everything more often than other people do to keep it from looking dingy. I know, I need a life! As far as the notes go, no need to thank me. You ARE a wonderful mommy. It is the hardest job with the least amount of praise. Most of the time, the job is the reward. But I will be the first to admit, not getting paid or praised gets really old sometimes! *hugs*
from realsnoopy :
YOUR BYS ARE SO CUTE!! THEY LOOK REALLY HAPPY! *GRIN*
from theswordsman :
Hi Melody. Thanks for stopping by, and for leaving the nice note. I'm not trying to tell people what to do. I've never been much of a banner clicker myself - they all seem to lead to the same couple of diaries. I m just running them now because of the flood relief thing. I'm always on the lookout for interesting diaries. Diary rings are a horrible place to look because no one is active any more. So I cruise the recently updated list. It's frustrating when I see an interesting name, and get the password thingy. that's the only reason I asked people to consider it. I had a diary I wanted to hide one time. I set it up with no profile, so it doesn't show up on updated lists. I put the code in my template so that I wouldn't show up on Internet searches. then I added my readers to my buddy list, and they found me when they checked to see who had added them. Anyway, thanks again for stopping by. Take care. John
from for-you-only :
lol, thanks for being so understanding, so of my "Two-minute-readers" are really mean, and don't have the facts right.
from sizmatters :
THANKS for taking the time to leave me a note on my diary, and present dilemma w/spawn. Thanks for the kind words, and YOU ARE RIGHT, kids have A place, but not the ONLY place!
from realsnoopy :
sweetie, your are a wonderful mother! You are going to kill yourself with it! *grin* I wish you were my mom!
from realsnoopy :
I completly agree, online classes are a lot more work. I swear they do that because you get to do it at home. In my scool, they are even more expensive. I'm ready to pull my hair out, I am taking four at once. MORON *wink*
from realsnoopy :
Hey sweetie! The answer to your question is in my diary. I just finished my little "series" Thank you so much for all the time you have taken out for me! I will get the book! *hugs*
from untamedwings :
The dose was supposedly fairly low, 20 mg(or whatever it's measured in) but my counselor agreed that the side affects I've had usually indicate it's too strong. He also thought that because I'm so "teeny tiny little" (his words) it might be too strong. Most people would have been thrilled, never hungry, slept like a rock, unphased by most everything, LOL! But it's a bit scary for me. No appetite when you're already too small (102 at 5 foot 3) isn't good, especially with an eating disorder in the past. 15 years in the past with no slips but still, I know it can happen & I'm afraid if I shrink to much it could be triggered. The hair...I dunno. Razor cut layers into the bottom & grow it in like that maybe?
from phlint :
Ha! Your note made me feel a lot better. That's the way I feel about college and degrees and shit. I started realizing that all my favorite people in hostory either never went to college or never used the degree they were given. Just makes you think about things in a different perspective. =)
from realsnoopy :
wow, your entry made me feel like I was tripping! Those were the times I would think that way. Very deep, and trying to understand how and why. I always end up in circles. I to have doudt. I am always trying to figure out things that really can't be figured out.
from realsnoopy :
click on my image link, she has nice stuff. I also spend hours on line doing surches on "fairy art, gothic art, fantacy art, ect...It is hard to stick with one as I too have many sides to myself. I know that why I like to change so much!
from realsnoopy :
You are a very interesting person as well as very inspirational! I really enjoy reading you!
from realsnoopy :
Girl! Great job on that! Very educational. You have me interested. Can you direct me to a web site or book that I can educate myself alittle bit more with. Thank you very much for your time!
from realsnoopy :
He will be ok. Your a good mommy. Like you said, he will adjust to it. It will be good for him socially.
from realsnoopy :
well put.
from realsnoopy :
I am going to open myself up and admit to you, I don't "really" understand Wiccen. I have done some reading but i don't quite get it. I am one of those people that isn'y happy unless I understand and know "exactly" what something is that I find interesting. I know you are busy as hell, but if you find some time could you explain a little to me? Thanx :)
from janie12975 :
Josiah is a complete Star Wars geek. He has a bunch of figures, plus Star Wars legos. He is addicted to the Star Wars Lego game for PS2. When he was at the bus stop yesterday, he had to ask the other k-5 if he had it, and he did. So they were standing there for the whole 10 minutes talking about the video game and how to do this and that. It was so cute. He was so excited when we went to MGM studios because they have a Star Wars ride with a huge AT-AT in front, plus a replica of the Ewok village, the outside of the gift shop looks like Tatooine, AND they have one of those things they ride through the forest when they are on the Ewok's planet that you can sit on and have your picture taken. Josiah was in HEAVEN!! LOL
from realsnoopy :
I love the name "spiritnova" and the links! I am going to share them with my husband as he loves that stuff!
from moonbunny84 :
Hey!!! I just wanted to thank you for the add! Talk to you later!
from bettyalready :
uh hi. Can you email dudeinski(REMOVE)@gmail.com w/ the password only if you wish. I have beeen WAY behind on reading because I've been working a lot.
from realsnoopy :
I Love that pic of you! You have more patience than I do with the child support thing. Your right, we will get it eventually but there are things my kids would like and need now *sigh* Some men seem to think that parenting is a "whatever and when I get around to it" situation. Our kids are very lucky we don't see it that way! Have a good weekend!
from realsnoopy :
thanx hon!
from realsnoopy :
I lost your friggin password! Sorry :(
from lostinmylove :
You know, in the past I have had moments where I wish we lived closer too. We just seem so similar! LOL I feel the way about Spring as you do about Fall I suppose, I LOVE Spring, but, I dread it too, because it means Summer (heat, humidity, sweat, YUCK) is almost here. And I LOVE winter, snowstorms, and all the Holidays. It is just my favorite time of year. Something about the crisp air just makes me feel more alive. Next time your in a store this fall with candles, get a sniff of a Pumpkin Spice one. I promise you will like it. They are wonderful! Keep in touch!! And I love the pictures from your trip! I can't wait to take mine camping one day (when they are a little bit bigger - maybe in the spring!)
from realsnoopy :
Thanx for the password! I envy you! Your trip sounds like fun!!! Can't wait to see the pics!
from impetuousme :
hey, what the hell? I've been reading for a couple of months now, and totally getting into your words, and then.. . WHAM, locked. rats.
from realsnoopy :
Having to lock up my diary would really piss me off. It's one thing if you want to, It's another to HAVE to. I agree though, what else can you do.
from realsnoopy :
You are one smart lady! I like reading diaries that really have something to say. You do! Your right, staying is not the best for everyone. I totally agree with you that you can't have a ton of other issues or your swimming up a stream!
from lostmystic76 :
Thank you! I can't tell you enough how much I value your opinion on these matters. I did join an online support group earlier today, and really want to see what the local library has on the subject. As for the fast food, I'm sad and horrified to say that it isn't usually a treat for him. I'm pretty sure it's a normal and regular occurrence when he's with her. But you are correct. I've talked with Jaime a little, and feel much better at this point. Now I just need to learn how to let things go and act like an adult - lol.
from realsnoopy :
I admire your convictions! Way to go on your grades! What is your major? You may have it in your diary but I havn't got there yet :)
from realsnoopy :
Hi, I find we have a lot in common. I am a full time student and have children. I also like your music choices! Oh, and the pic of you is very pretty! I have added you to my favorites if that is ok. I read lostinmylove and found you there. She is a great person!
from untamedwings :
Something how we always want what is missing or at least appears to be. The cats, LOL. They are constantly hissing & fighting with Ella being the instigator!
from vickithecute :
Loafer's Lounge (did I spell that right?) on Route 40, about a mile outside the Beltway. (Where Bally's is). It's a very bar type place though, so if you go and you bring the boys, go during the daytime....cus the freaks come out at night, don't cha know....
from untamedwings :
Congrats on the 100%!! How cool!
from sionainne :
Hey! Diaryland has too many problems and blogdrive is great, but not exactly what I was looking for, so here is the new journal: http://autumnbirch.diary-x.com Take care! ~Shannon P.S. - Didn't you and Allyn get married last May?
from lostinmylove :
Thanks so much for the congrats!! I just still can't believe it.. I can.. but I can't. Make sense? LOL And I love my "phrase" because it is just so true to me... I will never give it up. I like these pictures so much because they were taken in the sun, on the real beach by the ocean here at home (not lake michigan on a gloomy day like the ones before) - and I just love to show off my munchkins! I LOVED all your Ireland pics too! ♥
from untamedwings :
OMGosh. Didn't we JUST have these babies??? Happy Birthday to Aidan!
from untamedwings :
He is going to look tomorrow & see what else is causing problems.A hyst was not the direct route by any means, but we're getting to it a bit quicker than I'd like.What I've realized this week is that everything that he is doing now is the last step before a full hyst. Tomorrow is a D&C, operational hysteroscopy & balloon ablation. The anemia caused by blood loss plus the early stage crap is kind of a one-two push towards taking everything out. In truth it would solve an awful lot.
from bettyalready :
ah crud, being on this computer, I don't have your password. Can you send to betty.already@(REMOVE)gmail.com?
from untamedwings :
I don't think she will because her attorney seems to believe that won't happen. The mother is a real piece of work & I have to agree that with this case alone I doubt I could convict him in spite of believing that he HAS molested kids. Sad that this was the strongest case they could build.
from sionainne :
Heya, it's Shannon (formerly gothique). I don't suppose I could have the password...?
from untamedwings :
Okay. I haven't commented sooner & I REALLY thought I had! CONGRATS! I went back to look at the first pics you'd posted & there's one (maybe the 5th down) of you just gazing with a big smile. That made me warm & fuzzy. You're glowing :)
from bettyalready :
HEY! If you feel you want to, email the password to betty.already@(REMOVE)diaryland.com.
from lostmystic76 :
Ummmmm - your diary is showing up as locked....and for the love of god I can't remember what my username and password is - lol! Email me! innocencelost76@yahoo.com....later girlie
from vickithecute :
Psst? Email me? I need to ask you for what I believe will be a quick and easy favor. vicki_thecute@comcast.net. Thanks!!
from flower21 :
Thanks- it really helps ease the pain from the misscarriage I had last month!
from lostinmylove :
Umm, uh oh. It says you updated, so I clicked your diary, and get a blank white page. *sniff sniff*
from flower21 :
Hey, thanks! Life is so so, we cannot pay our bills though and we are still waiting for our tax return! I will keep you posted though- thanks for the note!
from pashiesplace :
It's so pretty though...sigh. We haven't even begun to really set things in motion for our renewal. Too much to handle before it. What date have you chosen? My birthday is May 6th. :)
from pashiesplace :
She's 17 in July. She already knows she can come here at any time. truly sucks now though.
from pashiesplace :
Awww feel better. I know the weather here is STILL keeping everyone sick. How on earth did you get to update??? I haven't been able to in 2 days!
from zemcomplex :
Liked the entry re Schiavo (I got to it by reading lostmystic's). Although if I had to pick a side, I would side with your assessment, I find it very, very weird that neither of you mention Terri or Michael by name.
from pashiesplace :
I agree with your thoughts on the Schiavo case completely. So very sad...but how long do you wait before realizing it needs to end. Everyone needs to start moving on without guilt. Her husband, I think is quite amazing. 5 years is so long to hang on without moving on. If he didn't care for her he'd have taken the money & taken the back door out of the whole situation.
from pashiesplace :
Thanks for the thoughts & support lately! Hugs.
from pashiesplace :
I don't doubt where he was. He came home loaded with nifty new dirt on "him" so it was a meeting with an ex-councilmen. "He" is city council prez...I think worse than anything my brain fears him going back to his truly selfish behavior. Doing what he wants, when he wants. Never feeling the need to even remember he has a family. The who's & where's were of course running thru my head but the bottom line it was, is this where you forget I even exist again.
from candoor :
Happy V-Day from another sci-fi fan :)
from gothique :
Thanks for the faerie! I have something to send you too (for your shop, since you're trying to save up for a draik), but I need to be sure of your ID so I don't send it to the wrong person. Bowenblue, right?
from gothique :
OH. MY. GOD. That dress is so gorgeous!! I bet you feel like a goddess in it. I know I would. :o)
from pashiesplace :
Ohhhh THAT dress! LOVE it :D
from gothique :
Heya - thanks! Glad you like it. :o) I'm going to have to change it back soon though because it's making me nuts that it looks great on Larry's PC but so out of whack on my imac. I'm thinking of using another image similar to that though, so she'll be back. Her name is Chii (chee), and she's from the anime series 'Chobits'. She's a persocon, which is sort of a cyborg that was created to be a helpful companion to people. The ears are actually outlets; they open up and cables can be accessed which allows the user (or the persocon herself), to hook into other computers. The guy who discovered Chii happened upon her on top of a pile of trash and took her home. Chii fell in love with him and often wondered if he loved her back, if he was the 'special person just for her'. If you ever get the chance, check it out. There's a lot more to it than I've mentioned and it's so good even my teenage son loved it. :o)
from vickithecute :
Hey, I did that one already...sometime at the beginning on January....
from gothique :
Can I have your password?
from pashiesplace :
Nope. I lost it when I did a full system recovery.
from pashiesplace :
I'm behind by a day or so...can I have your PW, etc?
from vickithecute :
Hey, I just had to lock my diary (temporarily, I hope) bcs a coworker of mine got access to it. It's still open to all dlanders though...the user name is vicki and the password is cute
from krazieespy :
just a secret between you and me.. Im the same person as before ;) Thanks for the note!
from pashiesplace :
Don't you love when these things end up true! BTW my horoscopes are thru MSN/Hotmail usually. Not sure if I told you that.
from pashiesplace :
I think that's just it, it feels selfish to me. Could be the timing as well. I read it just after recieving my baby pics which actually mattered to me. A few years ago I could have cared less but now they matter. You just don't know. But her kids are in school. How do you let them party at 11pm then expect a 9 year old to get up for school?
from gothique :
Oh, no - that wasn't about you (sorry I gave you the impression that it was)! Some idiot left me a nasty comment yesterday about wicca, books of shadows & light, and myself and that's what I was responding to. You've done nothing offensive at all. :o) And I just have to say - that white dress is the most BEAUTIFUL GOWN I have ever seen!!!! Seriously gorgeous. It would look really fantastic on you with your hair pinned up and a few loose curls falling around your face. Oh, and a delicate silver Y-drop necklace with a light colored gemstone. Yup, I'm a visionary. :o)
from pashiesplace :
I love that dress from LOTR! I'm not sure if I should be dress hunting or not. Are we renewing or not? No clue, LOL. The problem is that I was married in July & I'm so NOT a hot wedding kind of girl. Not quite sure how it ever happened in July. I always wanted a winter wedding or else early spring. So when to do it is an issue now too.
from rednek-revew :
I understand! Thats smart- I figured it was on purpose! That is ok about the 78 degrees thing- don't worry about it- we all make mistakes and we all get tired and have blurred vision! :) I don't mind!
from flower21 :
Try to send yourself an email by clicking on contact- it is very hard to figure it out- it says: ".at.yahoo.com instead of: "@yahoo.com"- when I tried to send you an email- it wouldn't send it!!! Is that on purpose?
from pashiesplace :
What a great shot of your boys. you know what, they look so incredibly happy. You're doing an awesome job with them. I cleaned out some toys last week. Today, the art bin. You know, a zillion stray, have crumpled, crayon drawings? It's loaded with paper.
from candoor :
merry happy new year to you :)
from vickithecute :
Thanks, I'll check it out. I love kid-type stuff too....I read comic books and play Pokemon <g>
from vickithecute :
Okay, I hate to seem like a dumbellina, but what ARE Neopets exactly? I just visited the webpage but really couldn't figure out what the deal is.... It looks interesting...but what IS it?
from pashiesplace :
Love the family pic! Boys are cute as ever. I've yet to get any SIMS games for exactly the thing you said- they'd suck time away. I know I'd be addicted, LOL.
from pashiesplace :
Merry Christmas. Hope it's been a great day for you. Fab job on the A's!
from pashiesplace :
I gave her the benefit of the doubt, thinking maybe she thought we had seperated. He says that he never told her that & that she knew we were together & that he was cheating. I believe that now. This morning he says he dumped her one of the first days of Feb. & when she called him it was June. He hadn't been with her since mid-Jan. and when he saw her she wasn't showing at all. He believed it wasn't his, but feared I wouldn't.
from pashiesplace :
OMG a no coffee headache! Those are horrendous. You are stronger than I.
from pashiesplace :
Congrats on the paper! i love dragging myself thru something tedious & ending with a good result.
from bettyalready :
Happy Thanksgiving!
from pashiesplace :
I love that theme! then again it's not often I dislike snowmen, LOL
from pashiesplace :
I love snowmen! Actually it might not be possible to find an actual B-day theme set with them but you can always wing it. Hit the dollar store for snowman plates, cups, decorations. It'll probably end up cheaper & cooler in the end!
from pashiesplace :
Thanks for the script! I'll try to absorb & figure it out later on- when there aren't little girls jumping on me! Hugs.
from pashiesplace :
It freaks me out. The old woman lived here for decades & died here then the house stayed in her family. Her grandson lived here for a few years & is now our landlord. He refuses to change a lot of things to update it. That makes me wonder if it's because he believes she is still here. 2 seems very young to create something like that, where the pieces & logic fit together. I found a paranormal message board run by a group near Philly so I posted last night looking for advice. Creeps me out!
from pashiesplace :
I would try not to worry about Aidan's words. Em seemed to say very little & then suddenly she was speaking clear sentences. I KNOW she was older than Bridget when that started. They go at their own pace.
from pashiesplace :
I think its probably better to learn without them in the end. You learn faster I think. I'd love that script!
from lulu-burden :
Hi Melody! Thanks for signing my guestbook. The pics of the two girls on my page are from the movie "Ghost World." You should watch it. It is one of my favorite movies ; ) Be good!! Later- LuLu
from candoor :
I love your visuals... I tried to save your banner (not to steal/use, but just to look at it when I want to) but this old laptop has to be reset before it'll save a gif (everything is saved as bmp when it's low on memory)... anyway, thanks for the visuals and smiles :)
from long-ignored :
Thank you...I designed it myself...I've done a few others here on D-land too...I am very proud of it.
from long-ignored :
Thank you so much for the comment you left in my dairy. I agree with your sentiments, very very much. I hope you are having a great day.
from pashiesplace :
LOL the Christmas party season! I have to wrangle through 2 for John's work. My goal- to be the hot mom amongst a sea of tired looking moms! LMAO
from bettyalready :
That's a big concern with Lee, the electronic voting. I did the absentee thing. I feel better with the paper trail.
from moodymama :
i've learned that the people who 'stalk' you the most in some way are envious of you and are waiting to read you write about when and if you fall. just a thought. i have them in my stats as well.
from janie12975 :
They didn't mention me specifically. But it just hurts when people like you and I try so hard to voice our opinions without hurting people. (And you never did offend me. I respect your opinions and enjoying reading opposing views when voiced properly) It's funny, you and I are so different in our views, religiously, politically, but I respect you and value you as a friend, because I see past all that and look at the person you are. Thanks for being a good friend Melody!
from impetuousme :
nice journal. like your blunt writing. also, your willingness to give your opinions. like it very much. plus, you're almost local. excellent.
from pashiesplace :
Just read your latest...I have the same problem. Andy (former best friend otherwise known as *him*) & his on/off girlfriend keep reading mine. It's amazing how people don't let go. Don't they have their own lives to live??
from pashiesplace :
I was looking for images the other night & as soon as I saw this one I had to use it. I love heart shaped anything. Hugs.
from pashiesplace :
I've always wanted at least one boy. My sisters were born when I was in my late teens so I know how to mother girls. I've only been surrounded by girls. There hasn't been a boy born in my family in 40 years & John is the last boy in his- he's 34!When I was pregnant with Em 4 of my good friends were pregnant too. We all had GIRLS between April & Nov. of 2002! Not a boy in sight, LOL.
from pashiesplace :
OMG what great pics! I cannot believe how big Aidan is already. You make me want a boy, LOL. Hugs.
from foxgallagher :
Glad you like the picture =) Bowling for Columbine is good, but Fahrenheith 9/11 is better. Probably because it's more current.
from pashiesplace :
I'm such an airhead! I'm used to it automatically logging me in so I figured its locked, LOL
from pashiesplace :
I had to do a full system recovery & lost your saved password, etc. Help! hugs.
from leonmcphelps :
Oh you should read it. It's fantastic.
from twisted-mind :
Antone doesn't always want to go to school either. Its hard to make them go but like you said you don't want them thinking they have a choice because they don't. I hope it gets easier soon!
from pashiesplace :
Thank you. I think he believed in the back of his head that he was calling all of the shots. He realized about a month ago that John & I are doing well- shock. That's when he realized I'm not an option & I think he began acting...like hurt, imperfect people do. The vibe that John got was that he is pissed that we are together. It wouldn't matter if he were happy now or if he stopped caring.
from twisted-mind :
There were people who saw it all, it didnt matter. :o(
from mystical76 :
Oh, my gosh! I just saw the new paragraph you had for me on your buddy list! Too cute!!! I should be updating more often now because: 1. we're getting internet at home tomorrow hopefully and 2. I don't really care about work anymore, so I goof off a little more. Anyway, isn't that weird about LLL? I just expected so much more from it! My next appointment with my midwife is in about 2 weeks, so I'll definitely tell her about the swelling. Also, I read last night that I should drink more water. I think that probably had a lot to do with it, too. (As I type, I take a huge gulp of water!) Hey, e-mail me the password to read you now!!! Please!!!
from twisted-mind :
Did the updated layout. The family pictures suit your layout cause you are such a groovy momma. heh Thanks for the compliment in your profile about me. :o) Have a good weekend.
from twisted-mind :
I loved the videos. I only watched like 3 of them because even with cable they took a while to load. The boys look so goodand happy and Aiden looks so big. How do you upload videos is it the same way as pictures through your ftp thingie? Thanks for sharing the videos it was great! Glad you guys got the camera back too!
from twisted-mind :
Happy Easter. Hope you guys get to do something fun.
from janie12975 :
Lucky for me, Steve knows that he is going to be the main father figure that Josiah will remember the rest of his life. (Ooops, just remembered I hadn't put our summer marriage plans in my diary yet because of my oldest sister! lol) Anyhow, he treats Josiah (and the girls) as his own. And I treat his kids the same. Lucky for me, his ex lives in Utah, and he has full legal custody of his kids. She only gets 3 weeks visitation in the summer. Poor Steve has to deal with Brian every 2 weeks or so. Well, poor me too!
from tara10573 :
Melody - the password I have is no longger working.
from pashiesplace :
oh wow! I am so glad that Allyn not only read that article but really absorbed it! (((Hugs)))
from pashiesplace :
How come its not letting you have access? What happens? I had no idea!
from pashiesplace :
Aww how sweet! He looks like he had fun. love the Nemo theme. Maya loves him & I love Dory. I can never get streamers right, ever!
from batten :
Mel, the password I have isn't working. You doing okay? email me or drop me a note. Big hug. -J
from twisted-mind :
Hey there you! Just wanted to welcome you to the sahm diary ring. Don't forget to post the code. :o)~
from mystical76 :
Hahaha! Good point! I think my beliefs are pretty pagan & I'm fine with Christmas. But I always worry about offending someone. Maybe that's what my problem really is? LOL
from pashiesplace :
I kept forgetting to tell you, I accidentally deleted your email w/ the new password! TY for your message. Maya also had colic & moved right into strongwilled, tempremental infant stage. She has always been tough & that is part of her personality for sure. But some days it is just too much to handle on top of the babies!
from tara10573 :
When I re-booted my computer today your password wasn't saved anymore.
from twisted-mind :
I seem to have forgotten my password.
from pashiesplace :
Emmy & B are starting to have moments like that. Isn't it great to see them interact, to see the bond that is already in place? I wish you were closer. Imagine the playdates.
from pashiesplace :
Oh. What a sweet picture. Kind of sad too. It is so apparent howm much Bowen loved him.
from pashiesplace :
The main pic is Amy Lee of Evanescence. I liked it because its kind of arty and not obviously HER in particular.
from easyreviews :
Hi! I just started a new review page and need new people to review. Interested? sign up on my page...
from pashiesplace :
Sounds like Haunted DOES speak to you, LOL. Mine did to me as well. Sorry about the stress of dealing with Clint. That has to take a toll. Hugs.
from twisted-mind :
I am so glad you called the police. You should see about getting a restraining order on Clint. And I would no longer allow him to come to your house to pick up Bowen unless you have someone else there. It would be good if you always had two witnesses really. I would make sure you let anyone and everyone involved in your case that he peeled out in the car with Bowen in there. I am so sorry you are going through all this with him. He is a sick and twisted guy.
from twisted-mind :
Sorry about having to get rid of Shadow. I bet you are right about him turning you in. Good luck finding him a home.
from twisted-mind :
I'd say its 32 cause he seems like a fibber.
from pashiesplace :
Oh no! 2 Maya's running amuck! LOL I wish we did live near each other. Love the tiny baby laughs, aren't they the best?
from pashiesplace :
Oh Aidan is gorgeous! They change so fast don't they??
from cairli :
Hee hee! Not only is it in Irish or "Gaelic" as you say - but it's in basic "Dick and Jane" Gaelic at that! ;) One thing though - the Irish came first. The further back in Scots-Gaelic you go, the more it resembles Irish!
from tara10573 :
I guess I should of left my email address, it's tara10573@msn.com
from tara10573 :
Hey Meoldy - it's been a long time since I've heard how your doing. The baby is absolutely adorable and Bowen looks like he's getting big. If you don't mind, can I have the password please :-)
from pashiesplace :
I love the birth announcements! Congrats BTW. I think my computer was crashed when you delivered!
from twisted-mind :
Hope everything is going ok. Miss your updates
from me-undaunted :
happy belated birthday! we're long lost twins, huh? :o) thanks for the birthday wishes and i hope you had great day yesterday.
from twisted-mind :
It was me that sent all these people to wish yoou a happy birthday. I hope it didn't make you angry. I have been helping out a woman on dlandbdays and figured you could use a few notes. Since you mentioned your birthday and its the same as my best friends I just couldn't help it. :o) Happy Birthday!
from girl-aflame :
Happy birthday!
from sparklytears :
happy birthday to you! may all your wishes come true, today & always. xoxo
from dombilly :
kestra, have a very happy birthday
from makahagirl :
Have a wonderful birthday!!
from macfarlane :
Have a great Birthday! Hope it's a fun filled day for you!
from pastagirl :
Happy birthday!!! Have a great day!!
from kathiec :
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! Have a great day... heck, have a great year! Love and birthday hugs, Kathie
from wllybere :
Happy Birthday!! I hope you have a terrific day!
from lilchrissi :
Happy birthday !!!! now sing this song with me....Why can't I get just one kiss Why can't I get just one kiss Believe me somethings I wouldn't miss but I look at your pants and I need a kiss... gotta love Violent Femmmes. :hugs:
from jen69 :
Happy Birthday! I hope you have a great day!
from swirleddream :
Happy Birthday, May your day be amazing and present filled!
from elliorange :
Happy Birthday! It's your special day, and I hope you have a wonderful time!
from jelligyrl :
Happy Birthday!!! Hope it's spectacular!!
from preciousgift :
Happy Birthday to one of my birthday twins. Have a great one!
from dlandbdays :
Happy Birthday! Hope you have a great day!
from pashiesplace :
pashies_mayas_mamma@yahoo.com
from pashiesplace :
Thanks for the message! I'd love to view your diary!
from twoseasons :
I can't get in :( oh well. I hope you are doing great......
from ladyvivien :
Sound like you're a Troi fan - there should be more of us around! I just found your journal today - j'aime beaucoup. Please keep writing, fair lady. Blessed be, La Dame du Lac
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Heya, i just thought I'd tell ya about a new NIN site thats up, they're lookin for affiliate sites, messageboard/chatroom moderators and news people. If u are interested it's at http://www.nineinchnailschat.com . thanky for your time :) x cya

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