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I'm reasonably certain Anthony Comstock never went by the nickname, "Old Pancake." No, the Comstock to which I'm related had to do with the Comstock lode, one of the largest desosits of silver ever discovered. He was a shady character and something of a con man, so I don't imagine he was terribly concerned with morality or protesting birth control.

from love-mc :

Well as the year draws to close and everyone if full of retrospective, I feel the ever so familiar tugs of nostalgia and with a wistful taping on my keyboard I search. I wonder to myself what ever happened to the people I know and have worked with over the years?. Seasons Greetings Muxxie: (D), Found your blog. It's a fun blog (I even got a mention in passing ;0) You posed for me back in 2003. (Last time was on a cold night in Bellville.) From the sounds of it you�ve moved away from modeling etc? If your still modeling I�d be interested in setting some thing up in early 2006. Oh and if you get the chance you should thumb through a copy of �PostSecret : Extraordinary Confessions from Ordinary Lives� by Frank Warren you might get a kick out of it ;0) If I don�t see you around let me take this opportunity to wish you a Merry whatever and a happy and prosperous New Year. Mike

from thegoodbiboy :

Oh, BTW, that Scooby Doo picture was hot, and I don't even get into cartoon stuff. But I that was nice!

from thegoodbiboy :

Hey, I'd love to talk with you. We use to email back and forth, and we even spoke on the phone a few times. I'm still here!

from thegoodbiboy :

Ahh, I wish I could help you out with the screwing!

from thegoodbiboy :

Hey Muxxie! I haven't posted a note in awhile, but your diary continues to be a fav of mine. Don't get to down about the money just yet, you still have a nice little purse built up. Your entry with the john was fantastic, really well written and a good read. We kinda lost touch but I hope we can stay in contact again. Good luck with everything and don't worry so much!

from idiot-milk :

Dork. You are more than welcome to attend any party of mine, whether you have a solution for the bug problem or not. Providing me with a way to get rid of the damn ugly things just means that when you do attend one of the parties, I'll probably dry hump your leg or something. I'm classy like that. But seriously, if you ever want to come to a party, just let me know and I'll send you details. The next one is October 22nd, an early Halloween party. After that, I'm sure we'll have another huge one in the spring.

from sexyatheist :

oh i wish i looked like angelina. all i have is the dark hair and light eyes. aside from that, nothin. but thank you.

from sexyatheist :

i think it's awesome that you won't screw retarded people. or people who are just obviously stupid. you are far too smart to even waste your time on people who don't deserve it. and i know it comes off as snobby and i get that actually. but i don't care either.

from sixelacooper :

too hot..that sounded like fun!!!!!!!

from hel :

When I wanted to increase my CD collection, I joined BMG. I ended up with 12 Cds for $2.25 shipping each, plus $17 for one of the CDs, which worked out to about $4 a CD. And I'm still a member, cos it's easy to refuse the monthly selection online, and they usually have good deals if you buy the monthly selection, like, 'buy one get two free'. With free meaning 'for shipping only'. And they just recently had a 'Buy one, get unlimited for $2+ shipping each'. So I've found it to be a really good way to increase my CD collection for not too much money. Email me at helwitchATverizonDOTnet and I can send you a signup link. I checked, and they had all but the best of bob marley one. BMG had the best of the early years of bob marley and the wailers. Dunno if that's the same as what you got.

from sexyatheist :

cool. what is your eventual career goal then? in california at least you need a phd to do any sort of clinical work. what's the plan? i'm just curious.

from sexyatheist :

SFS is a masters program right? are you not looking to get a phd?

from doc-sarvis :

Just remember, some Ivy League schools don't even require GRE's. I never would've gotten a graduate degree if they did. Good luck. My condolences on the passing of your relationship...

from tater-fay :

Willow is exceptionally cute. Dan's tats are pretty exceptional, too. Make him roll up his sleeves so we can see the full effect of "his sleeves!"

from for-ever-you :

Happy Happy Birthday to you!!!!!

from sexyatheist :

i'm sorry to hear you're going through it too. it's such a shitty thing to deal with. and it's such a pain when nothing seems to work. right now we think it's my aggressiveness making him feel pressured. so i'm going to try slowly adjusting my behavior. and then reinforcing his hard penis. so we'll see. i wish you luck as well baby. and don't give up. you guys seem to have a great thing going

from hel :

nah, too much going on between school, work, and taking care of my mom to do things like actually act for the things I believe in. :(

from sixelacooper :

Hey I live in Nevada..it rocks!! Well...everyone says so, but really, it is the best place to live. where are you going to live? I should read some more archives..Vegas..Henderson..Reno? If you need a friend in Nevada I am here!

from sexyatheist :

hye girl. i went to the california science center because that's where the exhibit is. it's called bodyworld and i think it's actually going to chicago next so perhaps you can catch it.

from hel :

*grin* I live in DC. It's 8pm and 65 degrees today, Jan 13th. I wore a T-shirt today, no coat. Don't ya hate me? *grin*

from closetperv :

My wife and I just recently discovered the anal action. She loves it! I was really surprised. Of course the fact that she likes it so much makes it twice as nice.

from closetperv :

Are you kidding? I am almost always in that kind of mood. I shall be browsing those back entries very soon. ;)

from closetperv :

love your diary, especially your pic. I added you to my favs and am looking forward to reading more.

from damonjones :

That Gunther video was funny. Thanks. I wonder how much he paid thoses girls to sit beside him? Aren't we all working on our esteems these days? :-)

from thegoodbiboy :

I can't believe you ate shrimp from a truck stop!

from sexyatheist :

yeah, i'd never seen sue before although i'd heard about her. what an interesting lady she is. though at least i'm not the only one who thinks her answers are a bit off. and seriously, i don't know what's up with that girl and her peeled banana.

from damonjones :

Take care of yourself. I do not think anyone wants to see you get hurt so side on caution.

from damonjones :

The porn business is very resilent I am sure you will get a call soon. Who would not want to film you? ;)

from thegoodbiboy :

You got one thing right, Kerry is a giant douche. Four more years!

from saamba :

hey there! just stumbled onto your site through sexyatheist's link! haven't read much yet, but looking forward to reading more. we finished beyond good and evil not that long ago... great game... if ya need any help, we may be able to oblige. saamba(her)

from wienervb :

You have a lot of friends but you are alone in so many ways. It would be good if you could step back and see yourself from outside, rather than inside. You would be looking at a pretty neat person (maybe a little screwed up, but aren't we all?) Forget the porn industry. It is empty, and it consists of people who simply want to use you and throw you away. What is there for you in that? By its nature, it is populated with slimy individuals. Escorting isn't all bad, if you can develop a folowing, where you are always secure with your clients. A lot of your clients really like you (I know of this), and there is a lot to be liked about you. The big trouble with escorting is that you have to refresh your clientele as they move in and out of the picture, and eventually that it all dries up anyway as you grow older. Keep this in mind. You will never get rich working for someone. Working as a porn model is just that, and then the people you work for cheat you. You have NO hammer, they have the hammer. Write girl, write! You have a special way to tell things. DO write about your life. DO write about your meandering mind. Do tell stories about what happens to you and your contacts. There is wonderful humour in this shit, and it gains empathy from your readers. You are a lucky person who really CAN write. Just get started and NEVER quit! After you have worn yourself out by writing about everything you can think of, step back and read it as though you are someone else, and put together the beginnings of you stories. If ever I thought I knew someone who should write, it is you.

from sexyatheist :

it absolutely does. and that your dad isn't voting for bush is awesome. i just wish more people realized how important stem cell research is.

from thegoodbiboy :

Damn, I would have showed up.

from johngfaulh :

Hello Daphne. From an old aquiantence. I hope all is well... HUGS Always enjoy reading your diary John F.

from damonjones :

You have such cute boobies that I think that other people probally cannot keep their hands off of them. You look happy in your diary photo anyway. Enjoy your diary always. Damon.

from thegoodbiboy :

Somethings are just not made to be. Maybe that guy is a creep and you were better off leaving early. Don't beat yourself up, just think of the fact that he missed out on a fabulous fuck. As for the working out 1-2 hours a day....not a good idea. Keep it to 1 hour, 3 days a week, and you'll be fine. Overdoing it will cause you to resent it and not want to do it.

from thegoodbiboy :

I hope that baby is feeling better.

from thegoodbiboy :

Nice! You can email me the dates and I'll see what's up.

from thegoodbiboy :

See how things change in a day? Hope it all works out. Any chance of seeing you while you are in the NY area?

from lostgem :

I know you know a hell of a lot more than I do about the business, I just wanted to let you know a company pretending to be Barely Legal offered me a part for 1350 a scene, and then offered to buy me a dress for my audition and all this crap, and it turned out to be bogus.I was once told that Barely Legal doesn't have to call anyone, people come to them...but honestly, I know I don't know much about the business, I just wanted to give you a heads up. I do wish you the best of luck though... ~Katy~

from thegoodbiboy :

Worrying about money sucks. Try not to think about it as much (that's hard to do, but possible).

from thegoodbiboy :

Just wanted to say hi. I was away for awhile, but I'm back. Glad to see things are horrible! Hey, I'll be your friend!

from blindsorrow :

haha so yer in the porn industry too. i just started, but it pays real good. xxkarma

from damonjones :

Do you also deliver the mail as well? Is there any job you don't do? Queen or all trades?

from sexyatheist :

thank you my dear. my wrist is doing much better although i'm still healing. and the rash spread to my back! finally my mom (an RN) believed me and let me stop taking those damn pills.

from sexyatheist :

*hangs head in shame for taking 6 years to respond to your note* thanks for the words of encouragement on the open relationship. it actually helped a lot which isn't surprising because your advice is alays very helpful. we're still in limbo because the more he thinks about it the less he really knows what he wants. but it's nice to know that it can be done and that i can do it.

from thegoodbiboy :

Yeah, that sounded hot what you did. Sounded very hot.

from damonjones :

thegoodbiboy just stole my tongue I mean thought. Must be sweet :-)

from thegoodbiboy :

A little ass licking for pay....NICE. That's a video I'd like to watch.

from thegoodbiboy :

"pulling out all the way to the tip of his cock and then ramming myself back down on it. It's fun." You bet your sweet ass it is!!!!

from idiot-milk :

I'm hoping to someday find a job in which I can avoid humanity. I only wish "hermit" were a career option. If I don't find something soon, I think I'm going to explode and gun down the first thirty people I see after my breakdown. Which, as I think about it, wouldn't be so bad since I'd likely end up in some sort of solitary confinement in a maximum security prison. Hmmm. And just THINK of all the hardcore lesbian prison sex! Perhaps I'll just bypass the breakdown, and start gunning down mongoloids now.

from thegoodbiboy :

That advice is only for guys. Girls have to call like the next day, or guys will forget. But, sorry to hear that. And, yes, I love girl/girl porn, but I'm into sooooo many other types. I like the kinky stuff!

from thegoodbiboy :

Great review of the vibrator.

from howlovely :

First, I quite enjoy reading your blog, but I've come across a few bits of info that concern me. I must say that I completely agree with today's statement that "If sex was better understood both technically and emotionally, I think my generation might learn some important lessons about freedom and happiness" (I'm a sex researcher in a Ph.D. program), but I fear that before you enter the world as a sexpert, you should do your homework. Namely, I'm concerned about your unsafe oral sex practices with your clients--aren't you afraid of disease? And the entry about female ejaculation made me cringe a little (fluid comes from the urethra, not the clitoris, which in fact has no opening). I know you don't know me, so you can dismiss me if you like, but it seems that your readers respect your advice. So, being part of the sex/uality profession as an educator, I worry. Keep yourself safe--and keep writing! - Jane

from sexyatheist :

it's good to know that this is normal. i mean, we've suffered through the soggy penis before but it's seems it's definitely my aggressiveness this time. but i think you're advice is great. just get my vibrator and let him chill. thanks mux. you do always have fantastic advice

from thegoodbiboy :

To bad you won't be in my area, but good luck anyway! Maybe another time.

from thegoodbiboy :

Congrats on the work and good luck in NYC. I would say look me up, but I'm sure you'll be busy. Great pics, too, both of them are HOT!

from damonjones :

I never understood how parents can be so cruel to their children like my brother's friend who mother throw him out and he landed here for like two months and the parents are like please come back and he went back with them again. Bah!

from damonjones :

I hope things work out with your father. That must have took much courage to admit what was the nature of your profession to him. You have gained my respect.

from thegoodbiboy :

Anytime!

from thegoodbiboy :

Your entries are hot and your sex is hotter. You're awesome!

from damonjones :

nice pics! Car lover are we? Yes you should gloat a little at least.

from thegoodbiboy :

I totally hear you with the wanting to always do something sexy/naughty/erotic, but whind up doing nothing like that instead. I'm exactly the same way. If I had my way, I'd be doing something kinky right now.

from thegoodbiboy :

Don't be sorry. But, like I said, that's why I like cut guys only.

from misspaz :

so how does one comment on individual blog entries?

from thegoodbiboy :

Oh, one more thing...that orange smegma thing was nasty. That's why I like my guys 'cut!'

from thegoodbiboy :

You are without a doubt the greatest escort ever. I'd love to spend some time with you!

from damonjones :

That's what you get for having such a nice butthole ;-)

from thegoodbiboy :

Man, that face fuck story got me hard. Good stuff! Wish I was in Mich. right about now!

from thegoodbiboy :

Some guys just don't know what they are doing! The sad part is, these are the guys who DO think they know. Oh well.

from thegoodbiboy :

Fortunately, my g/f is on the pill, so we don't use condems, but I never had that happen. I usually took it out before it got to soft. Actually, the last few people I've fucked with we didn't use condoms. I guess I'm lucky like that. I have no problems with them or using them.

from thegoodbiboy :

They don't have good escorts here like you!

from invisibledon :

happy monday!

from johngfaulh :

Hello Daphne, I still would like to meet you sometime! Have a good holiday.

from thegoodbiboy :

I was hoping to hear more from D. I can't wait to read about it. Have fun!

from sexyatheist :

that sounds really interesting and i definitely plan on checking it out. and you're right. i'm totally a standard masturbator. it's always on my back. it's the most comfortable.

from thegoodbiboy :

Well, there is a difference between a nice guy and behaving properly. I still had a good time, just not as good as I could have!!! And I agree, karma is key.

from thegoodbiboy :

Hey, somebody has to at least try to be a good guy! But, it sure is hard (pun intended). As for girls with a little meat....yum, love 'em!

from thegoodbiboy :

Hi. I'm new to your diary, but I'm enjoying it A LOT! Nice pics at the escort site as well. I'd like to link your diary to mine if that's OK, and I hope you check mine out, too. Keep up the good work! If I'm ever out in Mich., I'd definitely look you up!

from damonjones :

Thanks muxxie for your good wishes regarding me and my family problems. I think it is so cool that you are so involved in the porn process. I think that it is every male's fantasy to have a woman like you. So rock on! Yeah doesn't family suck sometimes?

from blackpanty :

Yes, yes I do, and I recognize Deja Vu. Cool... without my work computer I'm not sure where it is at the moment, but I can find out! I get 20% off of what we sell it to retail stores for, we're the middle man, but still saves a bit of money.

from frail-fairy :

Love your diary - Am adding you - if that's okay! xox

from sexyatheist :

yeah, jack was way hot when he was younger. but he's still so smokin hot, i can't believe it

from blackmandick :

exquisitely tempting. tell me more lover...