messages to phatgrrl:
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from asrael :
OMG hi <3
from dope-slave :
GURL I STILL READ U AFTER ALL THESE YEARZ OR, RATHER, I WOULD, BUT MY PASS DOESNT WORK HOOK ME UP PLZ
from dragprincess :
If you're really coming down here for spring break...email me!
from random2285 :
Soooooo.....I'm a lurker. I read and read but never comment. Your last few blogs were password/username protected. I was wondering if I would be able to get a password? I will just continue lurking. And reading. Just wondering. :) random
from lon6969 :
another interesting story... after u left for houston and i, gary and ur bro were heading to that town where gary's girl lived...livonia i think u know where u turn left there to go into town from bloomfield? anyways, the story is we were all baked and driving there one day and i was either dreaming or i swear i saw sonic with some other male looking grey cat chasing a bird in a ditch about a 1/2 mile from where u turn left to go into livonia, and after we made the turn there is that row of houses on the left and i swear i saw callie chilling on one of the front porches, woulda been like 4 or 5 houses or so down that road... so ya, either i was really high or i did see them that day...take care
from lon6969 :
hey, just wanted to say hi and tell u i finally got a new kitty, well she's like 2 or 3 and new meaning i've had her for like a year and a couple months she's like the female version of itty bitty, little bigger tho i guess she is a sweetheart, found her outside one blustery october day, interesting story there... hope u are good, take care
from dragprincess :
LOVE THAT POEM. my favorite TS Eliot.
from jjgale :
Hey in less then 10 hours I think you know me and math I will be head out to see you. Hey I know this can wait but who is dragprincess is she someone you know in person or just a dland reader? Just my jealous/curious ass wanting to know. Love You Babe.
from dragprincess :
joey, you locked for good? email user/pass if you feel up to access.
from jjgale :
7/16/08 6:50pm by caller id.... I hope things get better for you. I know I am always telling you but You are better then what you want yourself to be. I love you and will always be there for you.
from jjgale :
7/16/08 6:50pm by caller id.... I hope things get better for you. I know I am always telling you but You are better then what you want yourself to be. I love you and will always be there for you.
from kanyooceemee :
hey, you can pull yourself up outta this. listen to abby. i know that it's hard but you are so strong and so smart.. too smart to keep torturing yourself.
from dragprincess :
Joey, you need to quit this shit and pull it together. Staying drunk for a week, fucking exes who are no good for you - girl, at least Amy Winehouse gets paid to be a mess. You're doing this shit for free and it's getting you nowhere. Clean it up. Right now. I'm working on my act too and it fucking sucks but drowning in the darkness, being buried alive in your own shit, ain't no picnic. Email me.
from elliestuff :
awesome diary.
from kanyooceemee :
you're in my thoughts and prayers ((((hugs))))
from dragprincess :
How many more hitting bottoms do you need? THIS DOES NOT HAVE TO BE YOUR LIFE. You are too smart, too interesting, to be stuck in this merry-go-round bullshit. Dump the people, the losers. Go back to school, become the person you have so much potential to be.
from kanyooceemee :
I like that theory.. do think it also applies to pot? ;-)
from kanyooceemee :
i'm glad you are doing well and i applaud you on turning down the free coke.
from dragprincess :
"I don't know why I've been blacking out so quickly on such "small" amounts of alcohol, but I have no memory of how I got to work, or even the first 4 hours of work." Yeah, Jo, a monkey can do your job because a) you are too bright to be living this life and b) stop drinking stop drinking stop drinking. This message is brought to you with love and the reminder that you are worth so much fucking more than these loser boys and D-list jobs. Remember that. Just put it on the shelf for now - but remember that.
from dragprincess :
You don't have a drug problem? Really?? Then I must not have one either!! Fantastic - I'm going out to cop right now!!! WHAT THE FUCK?????
from dragprincess :
"I'm meant to be in some dusty place translating ancient texts" - well, some actual sense! That's EXACTLY what you need to be doing. It's okay to be working in the gas station now - as long as that's not where you think you end.
from dragprincess :
Sent you an email - send me the new password.
from sazzle182 :
has your p/w changed?
from dragprincess :
Ok, Joey, this is going to be honest and raw - because I know you don't do bullshit and neither do I. This isn't about Katelyn or who stole your man or any of that. This is about YOU. Katelyn is, as you describe, doomed to a life of nothingness. That is not you. She is not your problem. I know you loved him, but Scott is TERRIBLE for you. Beating you up? Being controlling? Come on. Joey, you have an advantage over all these people - an incredible brain. I think your drive got a little waylaid when you were in that bad situation in Texas. But you are worth so much more than this. So much more than Scott. MUCH MUCH more than Katelyn. Let them have each other - because where they are is so below where you have the capability to be.
from kanyooceemee :
thank-you for the password.
from kanyooceemee :
God that's terrible. I hope you are feeling 100% soon. I know I am in no position to give relationship advice, but I hope you don't go back. You're in my prayers.
from dragprincess :
Jesus Christ. No more losers. No more vicodins or booze or underage sex addicts. You are too smart to keep repeating these patterns and you love Cass too much to see her pick up this behavior from you.
from dragprincess :
then get your ass to an NA meeting right now. because you're in some deep shit. you might not be using as much as Scott is, but you sure are trapped in the lifestyle. when you get to PA, take the train into NYC and we'll do some normal, healthy kind of stuff. like museums. and meetings.
from dragprincess :
My friend...this started off as a hot little Penthouse Forum letter and is now quickly becoming a burden. Who's getting the shit end of the stick here? Why, Joey is. Cut them loose. You know that they're no good.
from dragprincess :
what is she, seventeen? hell yeah, send pics.
from kanyooceemee :
wow, that was some entry. I am all turned on now. Kaylynne is very cute!
from sex--boy :
username: causticsex password: armedpeace
from outdated :
Hey, thanks for the note. Yeah, I'm trying to figure out all of my options when it comes to nursing. Good thing that there are a lot for me out there. Bad thing because I have a difficult time with decisions! Take care. :)
from dragprincess :
i've added you as a myspace friend. only have aim - to add more stuff to my laptop will cause it to explode.
from dragprincess :
haircut looks cute, very sienna miller in "factory girl." those scratch marks are FIERCE, girlfriend. is there anything left of those boys when you're done with them?
from dragprincess :
my gf and i do pass for straight - until i put my tongue in her mouth (or elsewhere). would love to come up and shock the shit out of some small-timers. shaving one's head does not equal dyketastic unless one chooses to be dyketastic. duh. might really be fun to get away from the naked city and hang out in the country with you crazy kids.
from sex--boy :
I mean we go to the rig clinic and get seprate everything. I've always been touchy with even sharing a water, especially if there was too much gravy in the needle. But I thought they didn't have a Hep C. vaccine, I've already had everything else done, though.
from dragprincess :
I had to go upstate this weekend for a work meeting and very nearly drove on a little longer to Canandaigua just to meet you in person...until I realized I'd probably never come back.....
from dragprincess :
I'm really glad you wrote me that note and that you were so honest with me about the surgery. I'm definitely leaning more and more toward the RNY. It looks like I'll be okay to go for surgery in mid-December and you are right, I most likely won't be in a bikini ever. And that's okay. What I do want is to be healthy and able to dance again and walk and run. I'm getting good advice about the nutrition and vitamins and I'll do my best to keep on top of that. Also, I've been reading your diary from the first entry, still on 2004, and I'm sure you've heard this before hundreds of times - but what an incredibly intelligent person you are and an excellent writer. I did some of my graduate work on American Psycho and I love your passion for a book that people don't really realize is in many ways a very dark comedy.
from sex--boy :
Thanks for adding my diar. -Peace, Jarred
from dragprincess :
thrilled to read your diary. i'm also a recovering addict and about to get weight loss surgery. i'm going to your archives to read from the beginning.
from flicka :
thanks for the note. I am trying to remember that it's temporary, but my whole body feels like $%^&* and has a hard time believing that there is relief on the way. I am back on psych meds. We'll see if my whole life magically changes...
from whtlunalycan :
i died and went to pluto. actually i got really sick but feeling a bit better will catch up on your entries when i can sit at computer for longer.
from whtlunalycan :
can we trade sex lifes?
from whtlunalycan :
lol thats great! you'll make him blush. if you really wanna fuck with their heads though you'll go full blown country after what u wore last time and sing something like this http://www.lyricsfreak.com/d/dolly+parton/romeo_20041731.html lol i can just see it they won't know what the hell to do with you lmao
from ready-made :
loving the new 'do. not that I have vast experience in lesbian haircuts, but it doesn't look lesbian at all to me; it's hot punk chic. your face is too feminine to look lesbian anyway, I be thinking. so bust out the vinyl skirt, I say. nice one!
from whtlunalycan :
just read your latest one so u get 2 annoying notes! don't you feel loved. I really like that hair cut. You should be some red in it I was gonna suggest blue or purple (not girly barbie purple but the pretty one ya know lol) but i forgot your job so red might be better choice lol plus i love red heads ;) flirt extra with Mr. Biker next time for me. ~Notes
from whtlunalycan :
*falls out of chair laughing* i demand pictures of mr. biker and yes i want to see your new "hair" too. Now you need to pick out a good sexual song to sing and keep looking at him!
from christina-x :
That's some shit you've been through.
from whtlunalycan :
i've been on and off dland for a few years since it first came around almost but took awhile off cuz i was struggling with some personal crap but now i'm back and wondering where the hell everybody went to! I'm checking out design sites even the ones that people are still using layouts from and they're all closed they're all "We're not making any new ones but we'll leave our old ones up" hmm maybe if I started a site i'd have less competition this time lmao i miss my gold only cuz i liked running banners and being popular lmao dland was the only place i was popular lol i have that song on my playlist on the diary "crazy bitch" lol i found an image of a naked barbie doll running through a cemetary and thought of you lmao i saved it and may make it a layout sometime lmao its great lol dont ask why but i was lookin up naughty barbie dolls and found that lmao
from whtlunalycan :
*taps fingers waiting...waiting...waiting...10min pass* oh finally the page loads so i can leave you another annoying note! Don't wait around for those suitors to offer call em up flirt with em mention cookies or free beer they'll come running... you should still totally go for american idol they've had older guys on there and i'm so sick of the contestants all sounding alike after awhile i just dont watch anymore even Simon is getting soft lol go for the biker guy next time and then write all about the juicy dirty naughty detials so i can live vicariously through you. Pagan ritural huh cool I'm there! I'm pagan i like to burn things come on you know u want my help setting that fire... have fun this weekend and don't burn yourself! lol ~Luna
from enurta :
I'm on an antidepressant called 'cipralex' and an antipsychotic medication called 'Ziprasidone'. And I take sleeping pills and tranquilizers every night. But none of them are addictive. <3
from whtlunalycan :
mmmm men with harleys good thing i don't drink i would have been ok to flirt with him! so was he any good at singing or did you have to bite your lip to keep from giggling. I only do karoke when i'm with good friends who i know will laugh with me and not at me and who are just as bad at singing as I am so i won't feel bad lol
from enurta :
thank you for sharing your story. wow, you survived after being dead for 12 minutes?? What did it feel like to wake up after that? Are you thankful or are you angry that you survived?? Do you still want to die? How old are you? Do you suffer from a mental illness? I do, I suffer from borderline personality disorder and I hear voices and hallucinate sometimes. Sorry I asked a lot of questions, I'm just curious. <3
from whtlunalycan :
ty for the note. I've been on and off diaryland and other blog spots i just like that here i can edit my layout completely where as others you have to pick one of theirs and editing and customizing them is limited lol. I'd be happy to help you out with graphics/html my emails on the diary you can let me know what you want. Rollercoasters are great hope you reach your goal soon! My favorite dreams are the ones where I'm not me either lol no wait I am ME but I don't look like me I look like the supermodel version of me lmao
from whtlunalycan :
Good luck with your gastric-bypass surgery saw you had when i was reading the side. You're not the world's favorite person to bitch at. That title is taken and I refuse to let it be taken away from me. Saw your banner clicked it don't know why but here we are so I figured might as well read. Then I thought why not let you know I read it and you had at least 1 vistor today. Blessed Be ~Luna
from jjgale :
"Gotta come up with a reason why, car fell apart? Whatever I tell them is bound to come true, that's how shit goes for me, so i cant tell them something totally terrible." -- I'm guessing that is what you told them since that is what happened. I know I need to update and stuff like that.
from bigred2369 :
come read Joey. I think u will enjoy
from dope-slave :
nevermind, i used my super spy skills to figure it out
from dope-slave :
argh i need that password again because i deleted the entry thinking i'd just keep it in my noggin but i didn't. ): sorry
from bigred2369 :
come check out my diary. you might enjoy what I have to say.
from uridium15 :
hurrah for publicity from pv! my darling. currently i'm not writing at the land. i was writing in the most half-assed of fashions over at notemilie.dl, but that's all but been deleted (it's time is coming). there are plans for a future dl hangout, but in the meantime i've been livin' at fifithecowboy.lj... pv also hosted me at octivator.pv.net, which is also in a limbo of sorts. the scientologist thing, if you are actually going to hit all these places up (*hides in shame*) is way out of date. i may give a blurb on what happened for purposes of disclosure, but i'm too fickle to ever dedicate myself to one written cause. it kind of shocks me that you actually have an interest in what i have to say. anyway, i'll be sure to czech out yo' journal when i have some time. i owe the denizens of lj an update and i'm slated for courses on social anxiety + the potential end of my emancipation. life sux and i want to die omgomgomg + omg. hope everything is well.
from jjgale :
Blah blah i cant getme shit togeter FUCK i had something better to say... Wow new meds or maybe it was lack of any okay nght night.
from jjgale :
YO I AM ONLINE RIGHT NOW GIVE A CALL OR IF YOU CAN YAHOO
from jjgale :
bitch, call me...
from jjgale :
Man, I I I I Damn.... Neil a Minister. Dave back in Columbus. I probably will not see either one of them but DAMN....
from jjgale :
hey it looks like we are both back on. I have same phone number yours not allowing my calls through, you bitch... give a call or email a good number to call you
from venus-in-tar :
I checked my diaryland account for the first time in YEARS today -- I'd almost forgotten about it entirely! I looked back over all your inspiring and sweet comments and I thought I'd let you know that I turned out okay. I have no idea even when you left those comments, but I'm guessing its been a couple of years. The asshole boyfriend and I both got clean together (NA) and have remained that way for quite sometime. We had our 5 month old daughter on Valentine's Day 2006. My life is a bazillion times better than it ever has been. Thank you for being an anonymous supporter and listening to a young girl whine :) I tried to check up on you, but your page says I need to login and I don't know what that means. If you are still around, email me at [email protected]
from mouse-roars :
okay the news article. hmmm getting married will help me out of poverty.... My life example says NO. Two Marriages after both divorces I increased in pay rate. I have now increased to a point where the government says I don't need assistance.... GETTING MARRIED DOES NOT SOLVE ANY CURRENT PROBLEMS!!!
from mouse-roars :
"no disrespect to Janet, you know how I am 04.28.06 9:37 p.m." None Taken. There are times when I have to stop myself from those type of thoughts, and they are legal. 18 - 22 is normal age range for the missionary "boys". And there sweet innocence just makes them all that more juicier... YUMMMM oh thanks for adding the the Four of Hearts that brings smiles to my face, too. Good Smile. Evil Smile.
from dope-slave :
why did you password protect your journal? ): ): ): Noooooooooooo. I am saddened beyond comprehension.
from asrael :
How the fuck are you?
from asrael :
wait a minute. you had a baby?
from liars-lovers :
jesus christ i want to kill that motherfucker. I hope you get to doing better, though... you certainly don't need the extra stress. and since i haven't said it yet, congratulations.
from esherril :
Oy, sorry, I never haunt dland anymore. Not really much has changed other than I quit TI, moved, got engaged, moving to D/FW soon. Heh. Good to hear you are OK and weird as ever. Strange to think you are popping out a mini-me soon, kinda glad I'm not the dad, no offense. Anyway good luck w/Casady & hope there are not really any hard feelings remaining (or that at least I'm pretty far down on the hitlist).
from liars-lovers :
good to see you back. fill us in.
from jjgale :
boo! yeah I know I haven't checked out the reunion stuff like I said I would. Hey got the invite. Is it a boy or did your mom just pick that clip art to use.....
from liars-lovers :
good to see you back after a few weeks, was wondering what happened to you. I'm also glad to hear that things are better. :)
from onthesix :
I'm shit at writing notes so I'll cut to the chase. Got your diary link from some diaryring that I can't even remember, but after reading your entries I really felt I wanted to read more, and thus I've spent the last hour on your page. Good luck on the pregnancy, I'm adding you to my buddylists 'cause I want to see how your doing. Plus you met Dave Grohl, and I'm insanely jealous.
from dope-slave :
Damn girl, you're going through a lot. You ought to move to Kansas City and live in the house. That is, if you can stand a french chick fawning over you (my mom), lol. Atleast you wouldn't have to deal with all that bullshit from assholes and you'd be taken care of: all the food you wanted to eat, a comfortable home, and a maid that cleans up after you! I'd probably bust Greg up with a baseball bat if he came near, though....
from jjgale :
"placenta is rammed up under my diaphragm" that sounds uncomfortable.... cancer thing I believe that type stays in that area like prostate cancer... I also think Syd had ovarian or cervical cancer.... Love You Janet 05/04/05
from jjgale :
5-01-2005 Well I hope you are maturing. If not the child will make you. Oh wait in some cases it doesn't. I have seen that and it makes me sad to see parents not being responsible and taking care of the life they bring into this world. Sorry, I meant this to be a Happy Note sometime the old pesstimistic me comes out. I Love You. Take Care Of Yourself and The Baby. Give Me a call sometime.
from jjgale :
I hate Tiggy.... Okay the server is too busy for me to do an entry... the cat is on my lap and well you know Tiggy she has to play with everything... I will be in Belmont Friday April 8th until Sunday morning. My grandma went to the hospital Sunday came home today (Wednesday) They will be discussing if she needs heart surgery or things like that. Stupid Cat. I really wish I could 1. get rid of the cat. 2. write an entry. Stop clawing at me... GoodNight Love You Janet
from jjgale :
April 6,2005 Hey not sure if you have time to check emails. So here I am... Medicare will cover you for one year after child is born (do you know what you are having? aside from satan's child :>) Umm Oh yeah antidepressants etc are covered by Medicare. Yeah me since I have no job currently (but I had a good interview today) that I got my Lexapro refilled for free this month. anyway Love You Sorry about being around. Oh I will be in Belmont this weekend. Shoot just read my diary...
from dope-slave :
Shit sounds rough girl but I got your back. Holla if you need anything.
from asrael :
He's not worth your blood babe.
from jjgale :
Welfare will start taking money from Greg at four months pregnant. You will not see this money as they look at this money as him repaying the government for "loaning" you money. Child Support Services will start taking money after the child is born and a court order placed for it. This is the "free" money you get for the child.
from jjgale :
"I'm putting EVERYTHING I have into growing life, it's like the thing will burst from me and leave me drained and dead." Yes I can recall feeling this also. Let me know if you need anything. She eight now so I may not remember alot but if you need someone to talk to you have my number and email...
from jjgale :
Okay I read "new" profile When did you not want to take over the world? My Diary needs to be reinstalled or some crap like that. He changed servers?!?!?! I finally got J to fix the hard drive. YEAH! Oh I need to Unemployment Page for any new info. Love to you Both. BYE
from jjgale :
MAN things are just going absolutely topsiy turvey.... Give a call when you get a chance.
from dope-slave :
wait a sec, you might be preggers?? :o dun dun DUUUUN
from dope-slave :
man, that's BS about your job. i hate middle management, all they wanna do is fuck you over hard. i admire your work ethic though, if it was me in that place i would've been calling some managers up and screaming FUCK YOU and a few other choice words into the phone. and walking my ass out. that's how i roll. oh, and i'm glad you liked the tattooed cock. lol.
from dope-slave :
yeah i'm on mostly at night/early morning, msn is [email protected]
from dope-slave :
i lightened the text up a bit, hope the contrast is enough. if not, lemme know. it's funny you mention ellis, because my dad is good friends with roger avary who directed rules of attraction and is in the works to do glamorama next. i still haven't gotten around to reading him though, not sure why.
from pornoviolent :
don't sweat it, there's no rush. i can send money to cover the costs if it's too much of a hassle. just lemme know.
from pornoviolent :
FUCKiN' A!
from pornoviolent :
well i just did
from pornoviolent :
yeah, i need to write you an email. I WANT THOSE COMIKS!!!
from asrael :
Holy shit that's fucking awesome! :D
from asrael :
I like your picture. I still think you have the same face shape as Kurt Cobain. The same crazy eyes too. Sending love your way <3 <-prep kiss
from infidus :
I thought you were a man. Killer comics. Good jobe.
from asrael :
"Updated less than an hour ago." Yay I'm not the only person alive in this world!!! The picture in your profile is ultra-sexy. And I'm still sitting here in my bra even though I've to be out the door ten minutes ago.
from imwrong :
Oh sweeeeeeet joey.................. i've missed you so much. i see your cell # and i will definately give you a call this weekend.
from jjgale :
Joey Girl I think you need to call me. I am at a lost for where you are at in your diary. Did Lon Leave you note that said that?!?!? 10-06-04
from patheticfool :
Yeah, thanks for that. Didn't want or need it, but whatever.
from kelsi :
Thanks for telling me about Stacey Steger, I will definitely check her out... You know, I've done a few IQ tests over the past few years, although only online ones, and I don't know how accurate they are, but I've always gotten the same score, so maybe they are accurate. Or maybe that's the score they give everyone, probably.
from mr-durden :
sorry you found me too late. i did start another diary, it's supposed to be a secret but i'll let you know. it's name is myemergence, still diaryland. thanks for the note.
from jjgale :
You dropped you tag board.... Now let me think what was it I was going to say.... Oh I am surprised they didn't shut Tim Hortons down being on a water boil alert... Lots of Love to You...
from ceergurlz101 :
you shouldn't give out your cell to other people online. its dangerous. also, you will NEVER TAKE OVER THE WORLD
from pornoviolent :
the comics are my favorite so far. rock on!!
from brucegirl :
Thanks for the great tip you gave me. I'll use that :-)
from pornoviolent :
From the moment SolarBabies opened with a man’s wise voice telling of the destruction and dehydration of Earth, I told myself that it couldn’t possibly get worse. That was until a pre-teen dressed in orphan rags skated down a desert slope shortly followed by a hockey team sharing the movie’s ludicrous name. The film had sunk into a hilariously feeble attempt at sci-fi and the only way to bear the rest would be to laugh at any pathetic sense of seriousness that came along. SolarBabies’ plot was stupid, unbelievable, and for the most part unoriginal. What little originality there was, wasn’t in the main plot, but in how they had managed to fit such idiotic scenes together to form a movie without adding surreal, psychedelic effects to it like so many 60s movies have done. Obviously, SolarBabies was meant to be taken in the utmost gravity. It was “dramatic” and “poetic” at all the wrong moments and scenes moved too swiftly without showing logical reasoning behind each action (although, thankfully, that spares the audience from watching one moronic scene for a tedious 15 minutes). And, as in every movie of its genre, the end was accompanied by a victorious revenge fight scene in which the heros kill, or at least seriously injure, all who have done them wrong. The plot, if one at all exists, is surely not the highlight of the movie. Originality wasn’t much better. Although the entire film consisted of one cliche after another, some were more memorable than others. For instance, a group of boys who happen to play hockey are favored by a cop over another group (why, it’s West Side Story all over again!). Mist would also appear out of nowhere at the most “powerful” moments. Perhaps that would work well near a water source (i.e, Lake, ocean, swamp, etc.) but it’s not very successful in a desert. The movie isn’t exactly brilliant with cinematography either. It’s colorless, bland, and mediocre. Any special effects that happen by are pathetic: The magical orb/sphere sparkles while flying—very high-tech . . . Not. Acting and dialog could easily fit into one category since neither of them really exists. Either it was the actors who made the dialog horrible or vice versa. Or perhaps they were both just horrendous. All together it was shallow, monotonous, and transparent. The jokes came out lame, happiness was obviously faked and the metaphors, which were very simple to begin with, were all too clear. Somehow I don’t think SolarBabies acquired any Oscars in Best Script/Actor/Actress. I have to admit, the part that really shocked me was music and sound. I had heard that the composer who did it was fairly talented but when the credits opened and a mixture of Richard Strauss and Star Wars blared through the TV, it couldn’t have been more opposite. It was almost frightening in its stupidity: Complete with Happy-Go- Lucky, Let’s-All-Rejoice dancing songs, eerie space noises, and freaky 80s “music” inserted at random intervals. The background music during dialog reminded me amazingly of elevators. All in all, SolarBabies is as laughable as its name.
from meeyapede :
OK, I'm back, and oh-so glad to see you're unlocked and ready for EZ-viewing. (Passwords, like phone numbers, disappear from my short-term memory upon impact. Blame the weed.) Read the cem-psych story, and OOOH, you shouldn't fret about sharing the sodomitic details. I'm a recent convert to buggery, myself. Have fun at...um...church [??? Damn, I have been gone a long time!].
from dont-stop :
Years ago I would have done the same thing and posted it everywhere. The guy's name is Steve and he's a really cute guy. Too bad he revealed that he wanted someone to walk on his testicles while another girl sat on his face and released gas. How's that for deviancy?
from kitty-fuck :
hmm...something is up with yer diary where it doesnt load all the way and wont let anyone read it... just lettin ya know! :)
from double-h-rev :
hehe becasue you didnt request a review lol. Also i just commented cuz it was fucking kewl. Lol.
from obiggle :
naaaah... my sister's circumstances aren't quite like that... thanks for adding me to your favourites, however!
from double-h-rev :
i love your diary. Its amazing how you can clinically die five times and still be alive. ^_^ Oh whoops im writing this form my review site sorry! Lol but yeah your diary rocks!
from losergeek :
hmm I have these gel insoles that are specifically made for people who work on their feet for 8 hours a day and they are heaven. I'd recommend them if I remembered what they were called! :p
from nv43345 :
JB ITS MAR FROM O.U. IN HOU I CANNT GET IN1 LET ME IN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
from heart-burn82 :
Just wanted to pop by and say hello, it's beenas long fucking time since I've done so -- at the moment your life sounds more interesting than a Bret Easton Ellis novel. <3
from ville :
daniel and I were wondering where the hell you disappeared to and neither of us have your #. I didn't tell him where your diary is but I did tell him that you'd written in it a few days ago. So yeah we're kinda worried. Don't vanish off the face of the planet huh. Rox on.
from asrael :
Sorry, forgot to tell you I figured it out last weekish. =) Thanks
from asrael :
I can't remember the password
from esherril :
OK, done.
from heart-burn82 :
Mini-Michael Jackson = child molester. And yes the password is working now, my computer was just being an ass. I'm out of school so I'll start updating my new journal sometime soon. Hope all is well with you.
from imwrong :
hey girlie!!!!!!!!!! just got the net again and i thought i would check up on you and stuff, but i can't cuz i don't have a password....i am so left out...email it to me pretty please??? [email protected] LUV U!
from heart-burn82 :
hey, i've been trying to sign in but it's not working. Either way I wanted to let you know I'm under: theoceandark. I'll trying signing in through that in a day or so. In other news, the boy turned out to be mini-michael jackson.
from warcry :
[email protected] Can't Get Your Email Address Anywhere. Send It, Please. I Don't Want to Miss Anything. ~ M [Thank You]
from heart-burn82 :
I have yet to receive a password from you, hope to get it soon. I need your email address as well so I can send you the password to my new diary. I've decided I need to start writing here again. <3
from asrael :
Y'all locked yer diary, y'hear?!
from heart-burn82 :
Hey. Don't worry, nothing bad has happened. There have been a few minor traumas but nothing to be concerned about. I just felt it was time to stop writing in this diary. I started a new one, but I haven't gotten around to doing much with it. When I do I'll be sure to leave a note -- should be in the very near future. Any how, my email is [email protected] I hope everything is splendid with you. <3
from jjgale :
I love you Joey. You should get a hold of Tyler. I was telling my mom that is so Good/Strange that you contacted me when you did. Oh and you used to file your teeth so that they would be jagged and sharp. Don't complain because you bite yourself and not other people... LOL Love to you.
from venus-in-tar :
It's me again...I just love when you leave me messages! You are such a sweetie, it totally makes my day. Thanks for the encouragement, it keeps me going. I'll try and update more from now on. I hope you're doing well, too!
from clear-mask :
Hello
from venus-in-tar :
I just want to tell you that I REALLY appreciate the notes you left me. It means a lot that someone I don't know cares about me enough to write. It gives me that warm fuzzy feeling inside. Enough cheeze, thanks again though!
from sarahsundae :
thanks for the note! I am going to check out more of your diary. We seem to have a lot in common! Thanks for asking about how I lost the weight. I did it with Weight Watchers and working out (I belong to a gym). Is there anything else you would like to know? Feel free to email me anytime. Thanks again!
from heart-burn82 :
Nothing much is going on. If you were wanting updates with the boy, I've only been able to hang out with him once because he works a lot and I'm always at school. It's weird though, I'm not terribly sure how it'll end up. I've been meaning to leave you a note, I am sort of confused about why you're moving into your own apartment. Did I miss an entry that said you and Eric are calling it quits or some such? School has been kicking my ass and I haven't been able to keep up with the journals as much as I'd like to. I hope all is well, perhaps I'll email you something more detailed this evening. <3
from spasticpeach :
yeah he does!
from rrrroooobbbb :
Delaware, the state.... (it's below pennsylvania)
from heart-burn82 :
Since I don't write here much I thought I'd share with you -- that things are sort of starting to happen with the boy. He liked the letter and he wants to get in touch with me [he's been calling but I guess I keep missing them]. So that's a start, and much more than I ever expected. Thanks for the encouragment, even though it took me awhile to go through with it. <3
from asrael :
I took a vampires in literature class during the summer when I was 15. It was very boring and made you feel immortal just sitting through the endless lectures.
from jjgale :
THANKS for the tag board and everything else you did for me last night. I already have one tag from the Mommies DiaryRing Thanking me for putting up their link?!!? is that what they are called. Anyway BIG GOOD KARMA for you my love
from heart-burn82 :
Rasputin kicks ass. I've always had a strong liking for him, although my knowledge of his life is all the basic shit. I ought to spend some time reading up ... at least it'd give me something to do. On another note, you're the only one on my buddy list who updates daily. Everyone just stopped updating, I think it put me in a rut as far as updating my own shit. But either way, I feel like a broken record every time I update. I'm just trying to be polite so people don't have to read the same bullshit over and over. Fuck -- i'm rambling. Hope you're doing lovely. <3
from jjgale :
You call that an Acting Troupe That's were I met my husband. We ain't no actors. :>
from heart-burn82 :
Not that anything interesting will come of it, but I wanted to let you know I finally sent that letter off. Yesterday in fact. <3
from jjgale :
Please check out my diary. I think you will find it interesting. We knew each other a long time ago.
from heart-burn82 :
No. She's gone ... apparently I was lied to and she has been missing for longer than I had originally thought. I think I'd feel better if I knew she was no longer with us. I can handle that ... but just not knowing anything period really makes this hard. I keep thinking she's in pain or scared or lonely. In any event, I'll have to do my best to accept it even though I have no desire to. I hope all is well with you. <3
from insanitygirl :
Hey phatgrrl, I was going to leave a message on your tagboard, but it's down. Thanks for the message on my http://www.insanitygirl.com site. I went and checked out your site and your friends site.
from squirrelx :
Thank you for complimentin' my banner! This has been a 'holy crap!' kinda day around here and your note is a bright spot at the end of it. Warmest regards, Xtine
from lon6969 :
First, I am sorry for saying that. That probably doesn't help much but I am sorry. Second, I only read your diary cuz I care about you and I want you to be happy doing something good with your life. You or Eric might not believe that but it is the truth. Finally, I do want to thank you for the things you did for me. You helped me alot and I definently do NOT regret having you as my girl for 7 years. Hopefully Eric will realize the chance he has....
from heart-burn82 :
No, when we went to turn the air on for the summer my dad realized he needed some part before we could. So basically I'm in a very hot house during a very hot New Mexican summer. My dad believes the foil will keep the house cooler than normal. Personally, I think he's a fucking idiot. It's 90 degrees in this bitch even at 11:30pm. :\ makes me quite cranky. <3
from heart-burn82 :
I want to, but when I really think about it I feel like an idiot in doing so. Everyone else seems to think it's a good idea as well, so I will eventually give it to him. It's just going to take a lot of courage on my part.<3
from asrael :
Good god I think you're right about the tornado dreams. Haha I see you're attacking the heroin posers. Kigass :)
from jorobites :
I know that. I don't do herion. I'm just a diaryland junkie poser. you know it.
from idlehopes :
if i was interested in making it personal, i would likewise delve into your diary. But my standards are higher than that and my self restraint not tempted. My point was to suggest that you keep your own close to your breast.
from squirrelx :
Thank you for complimentin' my banners! I'm truly grateful that you took the time to do so. Best, Xtine / Squirrel X
from daath :
Interesting! I've seen a few rave documentaries and similar types of journalist pieces. It's a fascinating social scene, one I enjoy as an distant observer. I hope the production company keeps doing well.
from heart-burn82 :
Hello. I sent some pictures [ extremely BAD ones] to your phatgrrlcomx email. I was just wondering if you had gotten them and had your laugh yet. <3
from daath :
Hrm, that is kinda curious. I made 'Nakedtime' on a whim, but apparently there's a deep need for nakedness in these times. What sorts of projects does Naked Time Productions film?
from imwrong :
oh sweet joey..........there's so much news i have to tell you. i can't even write it all here. i'll write you a nice new letter. so much has happened. i even spent my first night in jail.......love you
from asrael :
The lions name wasn't Vincent...Vince's name is Vincent. He's a spirit I know.
from idlehopes :
Save your atkins rhetoric for a 3am informercial, aired right between Godworld and Girls Gone Wild, and stave off from attempting to push it down the diaryland throats of those uninterested. We all deal with our problems as we know how. There is a difference between compassion and a Jehovah's Witness type zeal.
from adipose :
Hey, here is an idea for you...possibly I write about my ed just because it helps to get it all out. I never asked for yuour advice, and maybe I would pay attention to you if you were thin, but you aren't and I just don't care. So don't read my site, don't leave me notes, and good luck with what ever it is that you decide to do. Just leave me the F alone.
from anifish :
From the notes below mine, I assume I'm not the only one who got your note. LOL Made me turn my head and ask, "WHAT?!?" Teehee
from poppyfish :
Thanks for the suggestion.
from how-odd :
yes, betty is VERY hot.
from vj-mchaggis :
I like cheese.....but i have no idea who you are
from astridkaos :
Are we playing?
from zumbitelash :
i like cheese too..who are you
from pd12 :
well you see i'm not sure because once she started i couldn't be her friend anymore so i never know what happened.
from pd12 :
okay then i know the first time i sent you something i sounded like a real ditz but i do think it's amazing that you have such great will-power. One of my friends had to servive that to, so thats why.
from didamiranda :
hey, i'm the girl you asked about rocky horror picture show viewings. well, the one that i go to is the dollar cinema in webster off of the gulf freeway...it's pretty far from stafford, but that's the only place i've been too...i'm pretty sure they have them also at some theater called river oaks up in houston. i've never been, but i've heard about it. good luck finding one, and let me know if you do. :D
from ericintervw :
Hi, I wanted to give you the link...http://ericintervw.diaryland.com/030602_40.html
from ericintervw :
Hello, I just wanted to let you know that I posted your Interview. Thanks for taking part and I hope you do take care of yourself:)
from asrael :
I don't want to inflict that pain upon other people. But when you only have one choice, you make that choice. =\
from invisibledon :
thanks for doing my invisibledon survey - yikes self inflicted tattoos ouch and stuff like that with a tattoo-gun or needle and ink?
from invisibledon :
thanks for doing my no really survey - too funny about the show us your boobs sign - may have to try that on the next road trip
from asrael :
Oh yeah thank you for that time you sang Like A Stone for me on the answering machine =) I kept it forever.
from bananafish- :
well r u?
from bananafish- :
r u phat?
from pd12 :
you know what i can read whatever diary i want no knew to be rude about it!
from pd12 :
hey thats tough to go through stop by my proflie sometime
from perceptionss :
Thanks for the Spanish lesson:) I hope you can give me some useful phrases from time to time. Take care and be strong.
from heart-burn82 :
So I noticed ... you are quite the updating machine this time of night!
from itrockgirl :
absolutely crazy. i randomly clicked on your banner on clix;. good luck with everything
from fain :
need HTML ideas? see http://www.webmonkey.com. that site had everything you'll need to make a good template. - Faith and Insight Now
from ihatepizza :
Hmmm....thanks for the heads up. That sounds shitty as hell.
from asrael :
"furthermore persocular retain spectrum merely their cover and sun arse liver societal fruit thousands what shall lore et existence coping?" Lol, OMG that is funny. Thank you for that! Rock on babe =)
from daoinesidhe :
HELLO WHAT'S THAT WINDOWLICKER RING ABOUT?I REALLY DO NOT UNDERSTAND.IS IT BOUT MUSIC?DO NOT MISUNDERSTAND THE CAPSIT IS A PSYCHOSIS OF MINE.
from imwrong :
YOU ROCK. fellatio weed up in the hizzy!!!!! LMAO...i love you!!!
from perceptionss :
Thanks for the note and links. It's kind of odd that ever since I was a sixteen I wanted to run away to the desert. Figuring God would help me out. I even told my family that's the way I want to go. It must mean something. Take care of yourself.
from star-chasah :
ur so dEEp sEE u on tha phlip side of da same hand :)
from fain :
The spelling entry was excellent. When I got to "rhyme" and read what you said, I immediately wanted to tell you it should say instead, "Words can rhyme and be spelled differently at the same time," but you used the word time in the next sentence. Also I wanted to let you know that the link at the bottom leads to the d-land error page now. - Matt - Faith and Insight Now
from ihatepizza :
I don't hate pizza; I'm just picky about it. I lose my pot all of the time, yo! :)
from fan4 :
Do you still own Brutus? I like the pic. of you and him.
from wagepeace :
hmmm good idea... she's like the uber-catholic too! hahahaha!
from eyesadrift :
what a rewarding job! working with kids is the best. coaching soccer a few years ago made me realize that that i'm a likeable person. i gained a lot of self esteem from being looked up to by 8 year olds.
from fukntasty :
I always intend to update, but lately can never seem to find the time to write about anything of substance. I followed the link on Amy's page and read your journal once or twice when I first got on diaryland myself. "Less Than Zero" was the book I had trouble obtaining, but I special ordered it from a local store a few months ago, and now the collection is complete. Did you know they've optioned the rights and "Glamorama" will soon be a movie?
from heart-burn82 :
That drawing kicks ass. Tonight when I can't sleep ( again), I'm going to print that shit out and color like no tomorrow. <3
from sleepy-gurl :
Hey, I just started reading your diary. What kind of job do you do that you get to work with kids? It sounds hella cool - I love kids myself.
from imwrong :
ugh...i'll email you and tell you what's goin on...anyhoo....*smile brittany loves you*
from eyesadrift :
hope your situation is getting better. i'll call you sometime this weekend. take care.
from ourhours :
I just thought I'd tell you that you should maybe put another link at the bottom of your template to your Yahoo pics so people can see them who want to. Later.
from imwrong :
joey....i'm having one of those stupid non-adult teenie-bopper girlie moments....i need your infinite wisdom!!! p.s. sorry the letter is taking me so long...i just can't find awesome pictures, you'd think cosmo's would have the best ones, but the DON'T...anyways....i love you!!!! :::muah:::
from asrael :
Oh god you need a guestbook. Where the hell is your guestbook? Love and cleavage, -Az
from bipolarrain :
Just thought I'd tell you the red on black is really hard to read, just thought I'd tell you.
from suburbanme :
like the template. come back to chat soon. smooches
from amalthea23 :
hey, they aren't in the "rig" sense, they're in the i'm chronically ill sense...
from eyesadrift :
you should of drugged her and taking her back home unconscious!
from kornyfreak :
I put you on my AIM buddy list Ill IM it to ya next time I see ya online
from unknown- :
Hey, nice template... ;)
from ourhours :
Dude, WTF??? -ERIC: [From your pics and comix you looked a lot thinner. When we met at the airport I was actually being nice, perhaps I should have been brutally honest?] - ewwwwwww...i Hate MEN!!!
from ourhours :
I wish I could save you. Sounds like things suck there. You need to come BACK. I miss being unconcious in Wendy's parking lot with you. J/K but seriously, get out of dodge before you end up with a case...
from nofat-chicks :
Jeezum crow, that has gotta be some of the most vivid self hatred I've ever read in the old Diaryland, and vivid self-hatred is what Diaryland does best. Hope shit improves for you, dude.
from heart-burn82 :
Pssssst : your stinger is still showing ;) And yes I know what i really wanted has indeed happened. I know it's best for the future but it doesnt make it any easier to deal with. None the less, I'm getting along okay. Sounds like things are ... interesting with you. You make all us scorpios so fucking proud <3
from imwrong :
why are you going crazy? should i be worried? worried should i be about you going crazy? (something like that!) beaver hunting....that, i like
from gcchick182 :
very neat. touch your sac, not iraq.
from kornyfreak :
I like your comic... I lovered comics -is a comic book obsessy....- *Knaws on old issues of Spiderman all the while drooling on issues of Transformers* Hey I especially LOVE your advertisement... hehehe... excelent use of clevage I must say. How did you get to make an add? I wanna make an add! Although they prolly require me being gold key or something like that... THEY WANT MY MONEY!! Well ya know what... THEY CANT HAVE IT! BWAHAHAA BWAAAHAHAHA WAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! *chokes on chicken bone and realizes he is going to be lonely and addless* ohh... damnit... Okie dokie... I hate people who say "okie dokie" I guess Ill have to take my hand to the stove now... any way I liked your diary drop me a note some time... woot! -Alex Pawlicki @#;
from shamsi9 :
huh
from eyesadrift :
nice comic.. so what can't you do? i'm constantly amazed.
from heart-burn82 :
No I havent seen any of your banners running yet, but I havent exactly been home much. School takes up a lot of my time these days. But I went and looked at them and I thought they were all just smashing. Any how, I hope you're doing well. Its cold as fuck today so Im going to go bundle up on my bed. <3
from tornlace :
wow, amazing banner image and diary.
from imwrong :
what do you mean? about the whole bryan thing er me talking to mr. eric during the fight? (good thinking with the whippets!!!)
from fellbehind :
Hey, I don't list diaries that suck. Alright, maybe I do, but this isn't one of 'em.
from ourhours :
Lon sure does think he's makin' it good with 18 year old chicks in NY. Good for him. Too bad he had to mention that most of them are skinny WITH bib boobs (your most cherished trait). Made me snarl. Also, nice banners. Late!
from heart-burn82 :
Your banners are quite tasty. <3
from asrael :
You'd be surprised at how many real fat people walk down the street in t-shirts in minus 20 degree weather.
from imwrong :
just got your letter today. it came in this weird offical looking brown post-office envelope. i was kinda scared, i thought it was gonna be a warrant for my arrest or something. but no, i open it and your letter's inside!! that is the coolest fucking envelope i have ever seen. i don't have any magazines, but i'm gonna try and get some to make yours. anyhow, i'm gonna check out that *ahem* THING with the THING and the THING that you wrote about. well, love yaz. cheers
from eyesadrift :
lovely poem. i can tell it's heartfelt and very personal for you. i had a quote of you something like "it's my thirst for justice that keeps me going". something like that. the idea has been in the back of my head all day. a lot of bad shit is going down but my chin is as high as ever. i'll never end the fight.
from inutero :
Damn, you have my life. The streetlights turned out on you: do you have any witches in your family? I'm the seventh generation in a line of witches (though I refuse to practice) and the streetlights turn out for those that pass by that have an ability in witchcraft - no shit.
from heart-burn82 :
Indeed, it has been awhile since we have conversed. Things are good and well aside from the constant torture of college. I would have very much liked to ravage him right then and there, among the old women and all ... but I am not that brave. He's a powerful creature. If I'm within a few feet of him my mouth stops working and I feel like I'm not equipped with a skeleton. I'm not very brave in those sorts of situations, which would explain my lack of human contact in the 20 years I've been alive. Anyhow, I have a last minute paper to write today and need to get started. Hopefully I'll talk to you soon! Thank you for the hello <3
from eyesadrift :
yes it is. especially now because i know what it means. actually i don't know what you meant by it. hopefully nothing but the best. hey did you read i saw the world's largest b-b-q tonight? pretty neat huh?
from imwrong :
no, so far i just got the valentine...but i'll keep lookin for the letter. i miss you too joey. you know i love you!!!!!!
from eyesadrift :
you cook, clean AND give good head?!?! come live with me and i'll do my own damn laundry.
from eyesadrift :
i've had chicks say that to me before. it doesn't bother me. actually i like being ordered around and serving women. i'm such a wimp at heart despite my tough guy exterior.
from lon6969 :
There really isn't much of a point in crying over spilt dope. Lucky for you that you don't have me around to "control" you. Oh well, whatever, nevermind.
from imwrong :
aye, i know how that feels. that damned flicking haunts me. i remember lon saying that too...and "can she handle that much?"
from imwrong :
hey!! yea, i got your valentine!! that was the coolest one i have ever seen in my life. it's a whole lot more than mr. dustin got me too. if i was in high school, i would so fly your ass up here and take you to prom, but see, we drp outs don't get a prom. i'll write you a pretty new letter with pics and everything. it so good to know that i have someone like you. i've felt so fuckin lonely and depressed the past few days. *sigh* i don't even get to talk to you all that much and i still consider you as my best friend. i love you joey!!!!!!!!
from ourhours :
Joe: Just thought I'd leave you a note to let you know that there is a diaryring called Baleheads for your fave actor(?). Anyway, I'll email you.
from eyesadrift :
how's everything? you haven't written lately and i'm starting to worry...
from wagepeace :
JOEY! JOEY!! JOEY!!! GUESS WHAT BOOK I BOUGHT TODAY!??!?! JOURNALS! WOOOOOOOO! heehee. just thought i'd share... oh, my mother sure does hate kurt ;) which is just another brilliant reason why my room is such a kurt shrine! ~jex:)
from secondclass :
please read this link http://unclaimed.diaryland.com/daltmeir.html reconsider your liking for Mr Daltmeir at your leisure.
from wagepeace :
DUUUUUUUUDE!!!! it's kurt's birthday! hahaha :) ~jex
from imwrong :
i love you joey oh yes i do i love you joey oh yes it's true you'll give me rollos for some reds you're a fucking genius now all i need is some good head.... my new awesome song. like it? candy, cigs, you, me, head. i'd say it can't get any better than that, after the head of course. *MUAH*
from mattferrara :
Sorry. I try to say mean things about everyone just to make it fair. I'll lay off the fat people for awhile and make fun of someone else. :)
from eyesadrift :
that second dream was pretty hot. ever given thought to writing erotica?
from wagepeace :
duuuuude that neo-geek person... not cool! hahaha i hate when people do that! i hope you can remember your pants story... i look forward to hearing it ~jex:)
from fellbehind :
Cheese in my bum bum?
from eyesadrift :
hey, that's the best thing i've ever heard. i've got a boner and a smile now. thank you for the note.
from asrael :
The letter was to Denny.
from leslieirene :
Hey..I also think God must have a terrific sense of humor, and I am definately not your everyday, run-of-the-mill Christian; I'm way liberal. Jerry Falwell doesn't speak for everyone! LOL
from leslieirene :
Right on!
from fellbehind :
God damn dirty hippies. It's probably their fault we have to wait til 1am for Conan.
from neo-geek :
Hi, I really like your layout. Actually, on second thought I'm just starved of compliments and was hoping by leaving vain, self-serving notes on other people's diaries more would look at mine. Anyway, try not to hate me more than's warranted. Oh, and keep up the good work.
from sylviashadow :
Thanx for taking my survey! Viair my webpage at www.geocities.com/madpoet44311/conniesrants and sign the book--Sylviashadow
from me-me-meee :
I have always had unsteady hands. My uncle used to have me hold out my hand, then tell me hello because I looked like I was giving a little wave. It started when I was like 3. Now I tremble first thing in the morning like you do. Its like I'm nervous about something, but I'm not. I wonder if its got something to do with the liver. I know depakote has an effect on that and I know that for an alcoholic, which the liver also affects, they tremble when they haven't had a drink... like withdrawl. I was on 50 mg of zoloft for about 6 months for post partum depression once and that stuff left me far sicker than depakote but I hate this twitching.
from me-me-meee :
Thank you for filling out my survey. I was wondering, while you were on depakote, did you notice trembling? After I made out the survey and did the report, I started to wonder if I didn't have it myself. The clincher was when my ex-husband was here being verbally abusive to me on Thanksgiving and I ended up on the bathroom floor wondering if toilet bowl cleaner would kill me (There was nothing else in there at the time that would, that I could find). I decided shortly after that, that I needed to get to a doctor and get some treatment. I was indeed diagnosed as bi-polar and was given depakote. It was originally 1000 mgs, then he jacked it up to 1500 and that's when I started trembling so hard that I couldn't even write my own name. I cut myself back to 1000 and I'm still shaking but not nearly as bad as I was. Oh, and I can swear I felt my eyes roll back in my head once about a half hour before I took it.
from wagepeace :
i'm not dirty! hahaha! dont worry, i'm a hippie punk too... it confues people ;) ~jex
from wagepeace :
hey dude! what's wrong with hippies!? hahahahaha ;) ~jex
from imwrong :
thank you!! you're the only person who agrees that lying is a viable option for this. so, when we talked tonight i told him he was "lucky 13" well chick, again, you're awesome you seXXXy thang you!!
from eyesadrift :
is your AiM handle anoisedrift? i put that on my buddy list but you're never on. i'm biscquits26.
from eyesadrift :
anything with keauno is good. i'll see that flick. i might be crazy. not sleeping is like taking mild lsd. you see shit, think weird. i'm still up! i can't sleep because of a woman(she writes in DL, you have her as a favorite). i'm still in love and we broke up almost 4 months ago. i've never felt this way and my feelings aren't changing. we were always talking about spending our lives with eachother. sad. i now see other women, have sex, etc. but i still fucking think of her constantly. i thought about shooting myself several times today. life is maddening. that and i'm afraid of everything. holding myself back and falling into a deep black hole. sorry for the length. i needed a vent.
from loungeact333 :
whoa...your new layout is incredible. dope. seriously one of the best i've ever seen. I love love love it. makes your diary more enjoyable. now you have to start writing more. everything o.k.? keep in touch. last time we were i.m.ing my computer froze. just in case you thought i ditched you. i didn't. take care.... your minister of arts..
from wagepeace :
hey! thanks for the feedback on the poems... i really like your's too... :) talk to you soon ~jex
from cobaink :
well hello britt said i would like you, so i did a little reading and you're pretty sweet. it's always good to see another nirvana lovin kid who is an ex junkie.
from imwrong :
hey i mailed the letter i wrote you, i'm sorry it took so long. i wrote it and kept forgetting to send it....that pixie poop bitch is gonna get reamed dude, that was totally lame. she can't dis whorth shit.
from eyesadrift :
funny notes. poop. lol. anyways i thought i'd tell you i went out with a fat girl today. to my surprise i ate more than her. still trying to hunt down the slut from this complex.
from pixie-poop :
for your information i am 14 not 13 and i hate u so much u fucking 25 yeahr old with noooooooo life and yes it's true y would u bother arguing with a fuck 14 year old u lame ass no lifer yeah i am young and may not b an old fart like u but i am NOT stupid don't u dare fucking tell me u know me u fucking don't! jus cause u read stuff i write in some public diary doesn't mean you know me... you fucking made me really fucking angry i hate people like u people think u r sooo great cause u r older man i u can go fucking skin your knees u fuck idiot i hope u die u r nothing to me so leave me the fuck alone and u have no power to make fun of me when u don't even know me i hope u get pushed down just leave me the fuck alone!
from pixie-poop :
hah u dumb ass i call u a trendy ass cause u get pissed i don't even know u Ok here FUCK YOU see did that give u any anger it should of but see really i don't want to fuck u or have ne one fuck u i just want u to get mad just like when i call u a trendy ass u see do ya' get it? but yeah i don't thin k u should put me down due to my age cause i could kick u down neday (haha yeah right i am a fucking scaredy cat) but yeah so watch the fuck out ... and i am sorry to of upseted u over a lil comment ... yeah i don't know u so yeah u dn't know me either so don't try to put me down u don't know ne thing about me... and yeah ok so later
from tasks :
Nope.
from bipolarrain :
I recommend lot's of ice and some really good painkillers... soma’s vicadons... you know the normal bipolar aspirin
from muuuffiin :
hmmm, after writing the last note i thought about it and changed it. Thought i'd let you know.
from muuuffiin :
thanks, i probably should. But then i'd be worried that people would be too quick to condemn by an external facade rather than read my diary and see what i'm really about... probably doesn't make any sense and sounds like arrogant bullshit but it's not meant to be. I'd rather people made decisions about me based on my thoughts and emotions... basically the fabric of me thenmy favourite book or band. But i'll consider it. Sorry i left so abruptly. I was never too good with chatrooms.
from dreamwar :
hmm, you are popular. quite a bit of notes. a fellow houstonian huh. now does it not suck. sorry for the pesticism. sorry that your soul is tortured.
from wagepeace :
hey joey... it was cool talking to you... hey, try going to deconf's diary- it DOESNT WORK!?!? (and neither do their other ones)... wierdness... what is UP with that... ~jex
from ciaramyst :
:)
from tylenol3 :
Hi Joey, it was nice talking with you the other night. Thanks for being cool... you should e-mail me sometime, okay?
from heart-burn82 :
So I come home from lunch and peek in the mail box ... and YAY there's a letter from Joey in there! :D It really cheered me up. I will be sending you one in the next few days. Thank you so very much, it means a lot to me. <3
from blacksun :
Only problem with the sign idea is I only have grass in my 3x7 foot back yard, but it's mostly gravel. That and, he's in jail and was supposidly waiting for a trial, but they dropped it on account of some backwards testimony my brother gave because the guy was his FRIEND. Bastard men. I am glad, however, that you worked things out. Sorry for being such a bitch in the chatroom, I stayed home sick that day and it was -that- time of the month.
from heart-burn82 :
Bones ARE bad. But like many, I seem to be drawn to that which is bad for me. I couldnt be boney even if I tried -- so no need to worry. I wont waste away into some disgusting skeletal form- I'm just talking out my ass. I have such talent. Hope all is well with you <3
from eyesadrift :
hmmm, not so safe putting your # on the internet, as you once told me. i use AIM, biscquits26.
from our-views :
Hey! Interested in reviewing or being reviewed? Come by Our-Views. http://our-views.diaryland.com Thanks!
from punkchic :
No. Houston doesn't suck as much as you probably think. Houston is just one of those cities where all the cool stuff is under the surface...you kinda have to hunt for it. Try reading the HoustonPress, they always have cool stuff to do and also try looking on this website----> http://houstonscene.homestead.com/ It lists lots of cool/fun stuff to do in Houston. Anyhow, I don't really use this journal anymore. If you want to check me out in the future, you can go here---> http://www.livejournal.com/userinfo.bml?user=xmanderx Right, so, laterz:)
from venus-in-tar :
I read your "Addicts" survey answers and thought I had found a kindred spirit. My eyes are really bad and the red from your diary is impossible for me to read. I just wanted to drop you a line and tell you not to die. I know the trouble H brings, it has destroyed my life. Hope you are getting better. Good Luck.
from imwrong :
HEY SEXXXY LADY!!!!!!! HOW GOES IT?? well, i'm back in mansfield again. it sucks a lot. i'm sorry i am so drift-ee. i got so much shit goin on right now it's fucking crazy. i miss ya girl. oh yea, you can write to me at [email protected] or really write at 601 morrison ave mansfield, oh 44904 dude, it'd be great to hear from ya. *kisses* you're favorite brittany, brittany
from heroine-vein :
Thank you thank you for that wonderful note that you left me. Your love for Kurt Cobain and you bi-polarness tells me that this could be the start of a wonderful friendship, simply because we have some stuff in common (this is corny no? damnit damnit damnit). I have "rape me"(kurt..-smile-) stuck in my head..hm -Shade
from chasette :
What up! Good deal, hitting that meeting. Houston seems to have a lot more goin'-on NA-wise. Open-mic comedy? Right on! And, yes, ex-addicts and alcoholics are damn funny, including you!! See ya
from eyesadrift :
i don't hate fat people. i like you and you're pretty damn phat! :? i hate lazy, stupid, boring fat people. it was pointed out that they're fat because i was mad and wanted to do some damage. i hope you stay with your NA program. i've been to a few meetings. just to check it out. the support and bond of the groups are amazing. a great place to be when you feel down and apart from the world.
from heart-burn82 :
I'm sure I am one of the diaries that has started to suck major wang ... I'm a very uninteresting person. Any way, the new years card was classic. It made me smile :) I hope you are feeling better today, not nearly so bummed and what have you. Also, its rather brave of you to have called a "stranger". I am weird about phones. I get terrible anxiety before making a call. I cant even call the pizza fuckers, because something in me fears the stranger who will be on the other end. I'm so pathetic. Any way, I won't babble. Just wanted to say hello. Haven't really kept up with you much in the past few months, which I regret. You always did keep things interesting. Farewell for the time being. <3
from fain :
I'm sorry you're having bad dreams. I will pray for you. Besides all of that, how are you doing? I hope well. Take it easy. Peace.
from patw-21 :
Happy Holidays, and Best Wishes in 2oo3! Good luck, and remember, "when life gives you lemons, squirt someone in the eye!" Cheers! *hugs*
from eyesadrift :
don't get too excited about coming to orlando. i live here and think it blows. it all depends what you're into....if you like kid stuff or religous stuff...you'll love it..if you're from a shit hole you'll probably want to move here...that's why so many shit heads live here. i'm not one of those by the way. nice diary.
from eyesadrift :
don't get too excited about coming to orlando. i live here and think it blows. it all depends what you're into....if you like kid stuff or religous stuff...you'll love it..if you're from a shit hole you'll probably want to move here...that's why so many shit heads live here. i'm not one of those by the way. nice diary.
from ludicn :
Hi! Thanks for taking my survey! You mentioned that Giger is one of your favorite artists, so I just thought I'd suggest that you might join the biomechanics diary ring? So far there are only 2 of us, so I just we just might be able to squeeze on another member, haha. Take care.
from bra2002 :
hello there, thanks for checking out my thingy there. I find it awesome that you actually took sezzy's thing as an endorsement. nice
from patw-21 :
coem see my new pictures....still like the design?
from patbateman :
you got it. it was in columbus. some small pizza place on the ground floor of one of the buildings on . . . some street. bernie's sounds right, but i'm not sure. it's something like that.
from diaryreviews :
Your review is up at http://diaryreviews.diaryland.com/phatgrrl.html. ~ Vicky
from loungeact333 :
happy birthday!!!! sorry i'm so late. i forgot. hope it was a good one. sorry about being ignored. i know what it's like. take care.
from heart-burn82 :
Happy birthday indeed! Hope you have a good one ... you old hag }=) he he he <3 <3<3
from bipolarrain :
Hey thanks for checking out my journal, I didn't think anyone actually read it. So you've lived in Houston for a few weeks, and your goth... been to #'s yet? -Rain
from patw-21 :
Happy Halloween, I hope you have a frightfully scary day!!!
from fain :
Hmm. P's number? I don't think I'll call him because I already fucked up with him. Besides, it said "Brittany: Pooch's number 614-###-####". What do you think, Joey?
from imwrong :
i'll write you as soon as i can girl. i hope you're having fun!!!!!!!!!!!!
from imwrong :
hey i moved back to ohio a couple of days ago. i'm in canton now. um....i've been clean for about 4 days now. i hope to "get some happy" here soon. i miss you chick. i'll try to email you, but i dunno if i still have your addy. i'll go check it out. i think we should get all smacked up and have some wonderfully dirty fun. luv ya!!!!!!
from fain :
I'm really proud of you now. I liked the songs, especially the second one. I'm glad things are going well. Borders would be the best retail job you could get, if you ask me and ... Neil ;-) - anyway, the Americorps thing sounds awesome. I'm doing well, if you haven't read my diary. Haven't seen you online in a while, but I'm sure I will sooner or later. Take care.
from heart-burn82 :
Lol, i wouldnt be too weirded out ... just a little maybe. But probably more worried you'd puke your guts out if you saw my face or something. :P Any how, my birthday is on Nov. 22 -- the cusp. And i know you mentioned yours before , but the date escapes me. Any how, it sounds like you and Eric got a pretty good thing going. That makes me happy, and gives me hope. I'm supposed to meet my "internet flame" of like 5 years this coming summer. I've felt very confident about the whole thing, and hearing about your experience makes me all the more. I'm babbling, I'm going to shower like a good little girl, I'm actually quite dirty today. He he. Farewell for the time being. <3
from heart-burn82 :
Indeed, I am aware you are now much closer. Although Im sure the chances of my joining a kick ass scorpio party are slim to none, I marvel at just the idea of it. In any event, i hope you manage to procure some nice "toys" and the like :D Yay for smacking bitches up.
from fain :
Joe, I am not annoyed that you are happy. I am annoyed that you have this idea that I am freaking out that you are gone. It's OK. I'm VERY happy for you and hopeful. Sure I miss you, but I don't feel abandoned. I am doing well. How is Eric? I got your email and will try to call sometime, though I can't from here cuz of long distance and Mike. But he is leaving at the end of the month and I will call you sooner or later. I'm not mad at all. Talk to you later. ~ Matty
from fain :
all i have to say is that i think i almost went deaf when i read that last entry of yours. shhhhhhhh. God
from patw-21 :
wow i re-did my guestbook....check it out
from heart-burn82 :
I blame college for my lack of being on AIM lately. I've been tired and moody, so I've avoided it a bit. I've rather missed our occasional conversation ... still thinking of something worthwhile to send your way. And yes i would wear the hoodie :) Talk to you soon. <3
from imwrong :
holy shit dude...... i just caught up on the whatnot and i am so so so sorry that they said that to you. damn girl! i had no idea. i don't even talk to them anymore. shit, i guess i really have to get on that whole screwing them thing.....they messed up just about everything for me, you know that? maybe i should write it, eh?
from imwrong :
hey chick!!!!! i just got your letter yesterday. i hope your still there, i will give you a call when i get out of hell!! i hope you didn't forget about me!!
from heart-burn82 :
Thats always been my plan ... to keep myself around to really make people suffer. Lately the bad days are out weighing the good ones, but I'm making it. I've just been trying to spend some time alone, to reflect and all that shit. Still trying to think of something suitable to send you since i haven't a web camera or the like -lol. Any way , as usual I'm fucking tired and I'm going to nap now, but i wanted to say hello, haven't talked to you in awhile. Farewell for the time being :)
from esherril :
damn, looks like I just missed ya online... been busy busy today, as usual. Je t'aime ma cherie.
from fain :
hey joey. my new diary is up, but needs work. Know anybody who could help me with design? i know html but am still having some trouble, it's slow going...FINISH the story about the depraved pretty young things!!! talk to you soon - M
from esherril :
you might wanna read my new entry, 9/20/02... hope things are going well on your end.
from heart-burn82 :
Lol -- no you do have talent ... I rather enjoyed the comics very much. They successfully put a smile on my face thats for damn sure. I've been trying to think of something to send back your way, but I havent quite decided just what yet. I've been too fucking exhausted to even think about such things lately. Any way, I just woke up from my nap to get a drink and this is where i came. I'm my computer's bitch. I ought to remedy that. Rambling ... need more sleep ... talk to you later :)
from esherril :
D'oh, that would be it. Sorry, early-onset Alzheimer's again...
from esherril :
shit, I forgot all about that song... more scary coincidences. Dave wrote & sings it right? Dunno where I heard it before, but I am pretty sure I have heard it... it's not on In Utero though I believe, maybe Incesticide or something?
from esherril :
heh, I got "Marigold" too...
from mjd2355 :
Hey you. Thanks for the visit, had an extraordinary time. If I can get off, I might come to the horror thing with you if you want. Let me know.
from heart-burn82 :
Hey -- i know you said you might not be around a computer for awhile, but i wanted to let you know i got the comics today :) on fucking friday the 13th no less! Any way -- im going to sit down and enjoy them in a bit. I'll mail you something back very soon. By the way -- my mail is very secure ... just for future reference ... lol.
from invisibledon :
thanks for visiting
from heart-burn82 :
Give up on cock ... lol. I'm telling you haven't even been truly tainted by such things but i'm this fucking close to giving up. Women like me more any way -- lol. Any hoot , I'm fucking tired as always and that joey chick is totally stalking me, so i got to secure my residence before i drift off into sleepy land. I'm looking forward to the comics :)
from penguinwhore :
hey, im removing you from the junkie diary rings, cause i couldnt find the link... when you fix your problem, join again...... questions? feel free to write me, or im me at asswiglinpenguin -clare
from esherril :
I'm not dead yet!
from mjd2355 :
JO - hallo. Slipping deeper into madness. Still drug-free. Anti-social. Lost in a book. Stressed out because fucker left me on 3rd alone and people came in in droves thru the metal detector, broken door that I kept having to open for assholes, phone ringing with people calling off every five seconds, lines of ten or fifteen people staring at my tired ass waiting to get to work...wanted to go home and cry - thought more than once about full-proof suicide routes, got lazy and watched T.V. Glad to hear you are dying your hair and piercing body parts, shows you are doing better mentally. Still talk to Esherill? I miss him. <ernt> Met a nice guy from Toni's work named Padraic (pronounced Patrick) - he's Celtic, for real, accent and all (could melt butter) - not a perfect ten physically but when he talks it's like magic. He told Toni he thought I was a "cutie," though I think he is "Str8." Even still, I'll get him in the sack. He can talk to me in Gaelic. UGH! Anyways, Toni is bringing cousin Luke to Tori in NOV. and Padraic loves her too so I might see if he wants to tag along. Happy Happy Me. Un Autre Temps...
from loungeact333 :
hi. thanks for signing my guestbook. yes i love nirvana, and that was my favorite song from them, also. i do have a profile. i made it easier to find on my diary page. the girl who designed it along time ago made it hard to find. i pretty much had to redesign my whole diary. anyway, check out my profile, and keep reading my diary, because i'll surely be reading yours. i shall be hunting for the kurts uncles letters entry. take care, bye
from heart-burn82 :
I loved the bunny ears :) Sorry i didnt get back to you sooner ... I'm sure you had much more exicting things going on any way judging from your entry today - what with the piercing and such. I was especially amused by the part about what you could use your tongue for if it should split .. lol.
from esherril :
Dayamn. Pics good. Sorry I have been offline lately, but I have been trying to kick my IM-at-work habit cold turkey :-P Plus I still don't have a computer at home... I do still check my e-mail and diary notes/gbook tho....
from heart-burn82 :
Yeah the one with that message from Matt is what i was talking about. Ego boosts kick ass. I got the email ... i will peruse the album(s) shortly.
from phatgrrl :
ok if you dont get that email shortly I'll just give you my log in and password....
from heart-burn82 :
I didnt succeed with the link ... my email address is [email protected] I'm all the more curious after your last entry :)
from heart-burn82 :
I didnt think anywhere in my entry today i was implying i wanted to be alone in the comfort of my sadness. I just had a shitty day ... thats all. Any way - i will try out the link and let you know what happens :) I got to be getting to bed now. I feel like getting down and dirty with my damned self tonight ... he he.
from heart-burn82 :
Im sorry. Im really fucking defensive today. Everyone is like attacking and dissecting things that hold a place in my heart and I'm just sick of it. I'm in a very hateful, bitchy mood. I'd like to mutilate someone beyond recognition.
from heart-burn82 :
I respect your right to opinion ... but i still dont give a shit.
from phatgrrl :
ahhh that's even worse... lol... oh man I'm sorry I really am... I think its a Nirvana thing, but I just find silverchair to be insulting... I find dj's lyrics to be as trite and cliche-filled as avril lavigne's....
from heart-burn82 :
I dont give a shit if he's anorexic ... or a man ... all i care about is the music.
from urine :
Well, do you want a cookie?
from phatgrrl :
fuck yeah! Im glad i suckseeded in cheerin you up, thats my whole purpose in life i think... to inspire those that can make a real difference (whole bottle been gone for almost an hour btw)
from heart-burn82 :
Lol - i didnt sign off , i would have at least said my farewell if i didnt feel like waiting.. my ass got kicked off yet again. I'm going to sleep - but i wanted you to know that you sure as hell succeeded in cheering me up. I think my uniform in the cabinet should involve a corset ... when I'm required to wear clothing that is.
from heart-burn82 :
Fuck aim ... I'm going to look into msn messenger again ... as i said, have fun with the camera -- i expect to see exactly what Daniel brings out of you :)
from heart-burn82 :
indeed i am out there or here ... which ever you like. My aim is being a bitch tonight, I'm not sure exactly whats wrong, but I wouldnt have much to offer in way of conversation anyway. I hope you enjoy your liter though :)
from heart-burn82 :
I certainly hope i'm not sounding nearly as mental as i feel. Tonight sucked ass. It's never nice to realize how little you have meant to someone you have learned to love especially much. I suppose a kick to the face every now and again is necessary ... but fuck does it hurt.
from heart-burn82 :
I suppose so. I'd like to think i still have even a little bit of hope for the real thing though. Any how, as i said i do so much enjoy your new design, and would have liked to have done a bit of catching up on the messenger. As i said, had a bit o' the company tonight. By the way I thought your entry about the guy at work staring at your boobs was very amusing. You must have some rack. Perhaps you need to head up that nude distraction team ...
from phatgrrl :
there's ya new design....
from patw-21 :
hey....you need a new design...let me make you one pretty please????? Youre in my fav's list but yah need a phat design
from heart-burn82 :
I know I know ... it's just something that conflicts with my personality. I was born with the inability to smile *gasp* ... oh well ... any way hope you're doing all right - plotting evil little plans for the army. Take me to war please, make me feel like i have purpose.
from esherril :
*feels like a right bastard*
from esherril :
You are more than good enough to love. I just can't love 2 people at once (well I can but they just won't let me). Also Mandy finally ditched me, maybe I will start up a Nirvana & Foo cover band now :-P
from esherril :
shit, no band practice tonite... call me or IM me ok?
from esherril :
yo Joey, I just missed you on MSN, sorry... hope things are OK on your end.
from mjd2355 :
i miss you...YOU! why don't you come get lost in this city with me? just for a few days? that entry i made was about angie, by the way...but i miss YOU! god dammit...why do you have to need food and a place to stay!?!?! fuck! i wish i could give that to you, but my mom is the antichrist. i got a job. but tell lon hi and that i need you in ohio more than him and that you guys both need to come to ohio cuz why did you leave, etc...i at least need to know how you are, bitch. write me an email. hurry. i'm fucking so sick of life right now n that would help. take care. - m
from heart-burn82 :
Just popping by to see how things are going ... i've been lost in my shower. However, I have been practicing my officer duties naked so I don't feel inhibited and such when it comes down to making important officer like decisions. Any way, I'm babbling ... so I'll end this here. Farewell for now.
from esherril :
[20:06:10] esherril: remember how you said I can be happy if I choose to be? well that's what I'm trying to choose [20:06:28] esherril: I'm sorry but I don't think you are the right choice. [20:07:44] esherril: I mean I stopped talking to you as soon as Kris got on, that's so unfair to you. I guess I should just go with my gut instinct.
from esherril :
Gimme a call, email or IM when you can.
from heart-burn82 :
"I'll be like Elvis, constantly being spotted but never verified." Fuck yeah man. And Fuck lon up his ass with his pants on ... with a cheap canned ham. He can live happily ever after with his fucking peanut oil.
from esherril :
*sigh*
from x0lulu0x :
quelquefois, mais merci!
from heart-burn82 :
It would probably make more sense to wait for the code first. What a feeble mind I have ... I suppose in the end I'm just overly excited to execute missons for the army. I do apologize if I occasionaly jump the gun. Unfortunately I am clothed now - so esherril isn't missing out on anything. In fact even if i were still playing little miss nude --- it still wouldn't be a big loss. But I'll keep such things in mind for the future.
from heart-burn82 :
My god you're a genius. Tell me again why you haven't taken over the world yet?
from heart-burn82 :
Still online. Still naked. I'm such a fucking procrastinator. But don't let that fool you... i can handle my "bidness" and shall not let the army down. When I'm supposed to be knifing people - you can sure as hell know I won't be off somewhere sticking black cats in some animals ass hole or some such thing ... I'm having way to fun with this army thing.
from heart-burn82 :
I won't go down before I devote myself to serving your great army! :) It was certainly nice to come home to all those notes. Anyhoot, here is my email address : [email protected] --- Once some sort of correspondence has occured I shall then be sure to give you my "snail mail" address. I'm so looking forward to those comics! I'm crafting a secret army decoder in the event you decide to send along any top secret orders. I'm an eager officer ... ready to shed blood in your name. Just got out of the shower so I suppose I ought to put some damn clothes on ... farewell for the time being.
from esherril :
Don't do that shit to yourself Joey. You can and will survive (really, you have no choice in the matter, Ms. 9 Lives).
from heart-burn82 :
I hate to prolong this, but I thought of you today as my comrade's father pulled out two boxes which contained GALLONS of peanut oil. The story was even shared at the dinner table *cackle*
from esherril :
Finally finished them all. Laff riot. You have talent. Anyway, people suck, but you knew that.
from esherril :
Yo Jo! I got your comix & letter. Thankee. Where the hell are you? Get online, or I will call you, we need to talk dammit.
from esherril :
Shit, your liver is probably just trying to reach up & strangle your brain. Chill out on the alcohol a little bit and you should be fine. Still laughing at "peanut" btw. :-D
from heart-burn82 :
It certainly does sound like he wants a complete package. Tacos did indeed sound awfully good, so after i read your note i went out and got some. I live in a taco capital of sorts. '" A dick rub would be nice too .." dont forget the peanut oil! Shit --- I dont think that will ever stop being amusing.
from heart-burn82 :
Peanut oil? Shit ... that last entry made me laugh about the amount i do in a month. And thats a hell of a lot of laughter from a mouth such as this :)
from patw-21 :
you should let me re-design your diary!!!!! Email me or something! [email protected] http://patw-21.diaryland.com I did my design, and most of the ones in my buddylist. Check it out...Caio! PS: I'm depressed today too, seems to be the same reason...
from esherril :
nah, one grandpa is in the ground and the other is too old & blind to mess around with computers.
from esherril :
Thanks for adding me to your faves. P.S. I <3 Nirvana too!
from lovekurt :
You have shawshank on your list, you are now one of the best people that ever lived.
from paper-girl :
Thanks for the kind words about my layout! I'm going to go check out your diary now. Have a good one.
from esherril :
I think I found you from losergeek's favorites. Honestly I can't keep track anymore. I love your stuff, hope you are doing OK. <3 - Eric
from esherril :
You. Rule.
from mrmr :
hey phathead... long time no talky... how are things going with you? i have a new job doing tech support for "Road Runner" high speed internet... :) pretty dumb... pays good though. I need to get out of my rut that i'm in. I'm in "fake" love with a girl (basically i'm just obsessed with her) and i'm always sad. But isn't that just the way it goes. oh well. talk to ya later. just thought i'd check up on ya. make sure your still listening to NIRVANA! :) bye
from chauffi :
While disturbing, your survey results were also vastly entertaining, lacking only a midget to be a french new wave film.
from wishingtree :
You really want to know why I locked it? Well, all this diary has in it is me bitching about one person and the only people who really need to know about it read it. I have an unlocked diary called lovekurt which is where I do most of my stuff.
from losergeek :
well, I'm quite glad that you liked my diary, that makes me feel all warm and fuzzy. Or something like that. One thing: "his was most interesting..." <-- contrary to popular belief, I'm a girl. :P
from mrmr :
Hey, I left a note on my page for you. But it was basically saying your new layout is the same as mine but black, instead of yellow. Is it suppose to be?
from imwrong :
hey... yea, i'm bi-polar too, i've been through the whole dope thing, did the forced rehab thing, yea....i totally see where you're coming from. if you ever wanna talk, i'll be around..
from heart-burn82 :
By the by ... i've already listed your diary as one of my favorites.
from heart-burn82 :
Well thank you very much for the howdy ... ive not been on this diaryland very long, and you are the first person who has taken the time to say hello and such. Seems like you have lead quite a life - i like your diary already and will probably frequent it. I never leave the comfort of my room these days. Any way i guess i'm babbling now, so i shall bid you farewell.
from mrmr :
Hey. No you didn't mention diary land.. how did you know i had a diary here? that is very wierd... I suppose your right about nirvana... what other band is there... :) well anyways... i'm gonna go read your mind now... later
from ghostinshell :
hi. that was sad. but i like your diary alot.

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update April 6, 2020: Sorry, we just had 8+ hours downtime due to a server problem. Restoring from backups took soooo long, but everything is back and no data was lost. Ay yay yay! Anyhow, hope everyone is well with the virus stuff.

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