messages to rollerqueen:
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from freakymandy :
i wanna know your new diary :) thanks!
from amber-darko :
Hi! My name's Amber and I'm 23. I am writing a book about my personal account of self hate and self harm. I'd like to include some personal stories from different stages in healing, different sexes and different ages to show that no one is the same, but we all are hurting in ways that we are unable to convey. I do not intend on printing names, there is no length restriction and I will not censor. I have decided to also include poetry or just general opinions. Please email me if you are interested. amberwilliams43@sbcglobal.net
from toxic-teddy :
i want the new addy..
from kongokid :
Let me start with that is an amazing collection of writing...While I can relate to not wanting to write for a while, let me tell you to keep going...that is some seriously terrific stuff....Though perhaps diaryland isn;t the place for it...myself I utilize this place more for a diary...but stumbling upon that string of your writing was fantastic...
from radiowire :
what is your new diary?
from always-crazy :
new diary EH?
from down-fallen :
i just started reading your diary, and it's awesome. to bad youl eft... cna i have the new link? xoxoxoxo
from didamiranda :
i want the new addy please. thank you.
from here-i-come :
hi. whats your new diary? love leighann
from xoexoh :
sorry love you've been cut :(
from myarmmyheart :
Hello! This is From the Hearts Review. I would like to know if the review you requested is for this diary or the new one. Please respond immediately. Thanks
from ladyfingers :
i'd like the address, but only if you want me to have it. i hope things are okay. xxx
from luvin03 :
i have read ur whole diary...u seem like a really interesting person...i would like to know your new diary please...thanks luv u...
from xwidexawakex :
id love to have your new url... ♥
from starlet-21 :
i want the new diary :) i love your writing, but i think somehow your name got deleted from my buddy list a while back and i just rediscovered you through someone else's buddy list. <3 - katie
from leely :
wheres the new diary located at love? <3dee
from sapphire292 :
Do you think I could have the new diary address? Thanks a bunch:)
from amonestar :
darlin', i've been away for too long, and i'd like to know yr new diary address.
from alcapone7 :
Hi JB. Yeah. I'm still here...but only just! There's been stuff happening. Should be back soon mind. Hope yer well. al.x
from o-jasmine-o :
Yes please, I'd like that new address :o)
from i-d-i-o-t :
hey bex, remember me? would love the address of your new diary if you feel like giving it to me.. its been a while :)
from soul14 :
me! i want it
from huocer :
i is interested in the new diary
from deathbygoat :
you know I'll want the addy! DEATH TO ALL MALES! *cough*.... I dont know, charleys entry fucked me up in the head and now I'm scrambled
from loveisbliss :
could I please have the new adress please?
from be-my-heroin :
nevermind, i found you. should i delete rollerqueen from my profile, though? <3
from be-my-heroin :
HIT ME UP WITH THE NEW DIARY, YO. *grin*
from zarky :
new diary link please <3
from kornfan666 :
wats yr diary name then?
from yr-dead :
May I please have the new one? Pretty pretty please? patrice
from cherry-girl :
I want the new one!
from punkgurly :
could you redirect me to whereve you'e going? thanks.
from life4rent :
I'd like to know where you're going, I know you don't probably even know me or knew I read your diary but I do, and you're the reason I found diaryland, so thank you, it's become one of my favourite places.Anyway either leave me a note or e-mail me at afraid2dream@hotmail.com {if you'll let me follow you that is}.<3
from hatred69 :
what the fuck!!!! you suck
from hatred69 :
SALSA
from self-harm :
:-) <3 xxx
from hatred69 :
PLOP i feel sad, i want a kissy, more ppl love you than me :(
from kimeminem :
*points*. Interpol. Yay :D.
from deathbygoat :
<3. My cats scaring me, he just jumped half way across the room in shock at something in the skirting board... eeek. Thank you for putting up with me xoxoxoxox
from electrowaif :
I luv your writing.
from hatred69 :
<3 u the smallest things can bring happyness
from broken-may :
Hi from Reading, UK.
from deathbygoat :
*attacks Bex with several hugs* I love you xoxo.
from deadtomorrow :
i dont know whats wrong, i cant get ahold of your mom, i love her so much, im so worried, is she ok
from cherry-girl :
God damn, girl. You can fucking write.
from chickenbop :
you rule the mostest. excellent taste. beautiful diary too. ox
from shyeyesx :
you have a lovely, lovely layout. <3
from be-my-heroin :
password. please. <3
from cherry-girl :
Locked?! Ah!
from arajane :
oh my goodness, password please!
from quietcrown :
mail me a password? hope stuff's ok. <3
from deathbygoat :
you did the right thing, honest to our non existant god you did hold on in there <3<3xoxo
from stargazing- :
You have amazing writing!!! I love, love, love it! Keep it up! -Jewels
from hydrofox :
HELLO. STRANGER. i liek teh beanz
from x-fragility :
you are fucking beautiful. your art, your words, you designs. all fucknig amazing.
from gingerxbread :
wow.
from mazeofmirors :
Beautiful<3
from twinker-bell :
Because I just wanted to make sure she has someone, I had a few sleepless nights over that scary 7 day entry, I almost went to the police, I felt so helpless. It really hit close to heart, it makes me almost want to live for everyday for the rest of my life and give up those thoughts on my own.
from eldiablo-656 :
lol, u aint got me added either, but ill add u if it makes u feel betta, lol, nik xxx
from eldiablo-656 :
heya, soz i didnt add u, did u read the last papagraph tho, im sorry, you know you are included in my lista mates, Nik xxx
from ladyfingers :
bonjour, honey! yep, i would still like very much to come not-this-weekend-but-next-weekend. as i'll be relying on a parent for a lift (yeah, i gave up all that learning to drive business when i realised that it had taken me ten lessons just to be comfortable changing gear!), i shall have to wait before i can give you a more accurate ETA. looking forward to seeing you (both) xxx
from twinker-bell :
do you know planet queen?
from filltheblank :
Yo dudette, i guess your note was about har mar, i mean he is a doode in sum goorgeous panties, i went to a gig of his u mite hav read, was sooooo cool, how'd u find out about him? he's pretty small around here. i found from a frend who lives quite a way away form me. but joy of joys there's a new guy 2 skool and he was 2 the gig and so i can ramble 2 him about it. i get the impresssion he tinks i'm a bit of a psychopath but hey! what can ya do? where r u form exactly? sorry i havn't read ur diary yet but mite go do that about now well that was a lot ado with nothing, buh bye bye xx
from growpeace :
hi, thanks for your note...how do you delete notes from your note page so I can honor your request to delete your note please? I am so glad you wrote me about the situation cause I have stopped reading diarys because of it! I can't stand thinking a person has hurt themself and I can't help in any way horrible. Plus my friend killed herself becuase they had put her on zoloft. So PLEASE if your friend is on zoloft paxil or any other psyc drugs please help her get off of them becuase they cause sucidal impulses and people act on those impulses all too often where there would be no prob if they were just smoking a little weed and chilling out instead amerika is all strung out on crappy doctor drugs which cause 2 million young mostly woment to cut themselves and millions to hang themselves dead ugggggg sorry this is such a drag have you got any support? can i help in any way? please let me know.... I care about you. Love, joy
from o-jasmine-o :
Bahooo you no like me any more not?
from billie-joe :
yes, i dont really like my current layout..
from cherry-girl :
I changed my password for my diary. It's now crimson and regrets. xo.
from floorspace :
hello hunny! finally i can leave a message for you without tedious messages saying u cant do this u cant do that or x y and z lol. so ur going to yet ANOTHER har mar supastar concert! u luky cow lol and ur conmpletly freaking out! well i hope you have fun neway and im sure hell be happy to see {and stroke} ur face. lol now u probably think this either ele or charlie leaving u thjis message, i dont know hu, but its not its MEEE rosie!! u know that girl that always comes 2 u upset lol. well chow 4 now i luv ya lots ur da best rosie xxxxx
from growpeace :
Hi, Do you know paganscream? I think she may of killed herself. She said you were a great designer in one of her notes so I was hoping you knew her in real life and could check up on her? On more mundane things I would like some help with my diary design, can you check it out. I need the daily entry in one of those boxes that scroll on the right side of the screen and the window resizes to fit whatever the browser window size is. My current designer is having major troubles with that. Are you able to do that fancy stuff? Please let me know about both things and thanks. Aloha, Joy
from sugarcorpse :
Hi, I love your diary. Thanks for the note, and thanks for adding me to your favorite diaries list, I'm mega-flattered (I've been acting very 80's lately, "mega" is just a part of that). I absolutely adore your layout, you're very talented with html! Thanks, and bye!
from kornfan666 :
hey if you are on the internet go on msn ok
from hatred69 :
Hey, hmmmm ok i fold you do know how i feel somwtimes
from glancerevu :
your review is up~ http://glancerevu.diaryland.com/rollerqueen.html
from arajane :
i love your art and your photos.
from soul14 :
you are wonderful and i want to say that i know exactly how you feel (in response to your last entry). but i believe that you are better than that. because you are you and you write so well and your words make me want to weep
from shetries :
i LOVE you layout! <3
from lrwocd18 :
I just want to say what a great writer you are! Laura x
from so-upstairs :
Boobie here :D. If you could make us an alkaline trio layout it would be worshiped and greatly appreiciated. Dont worry if you're too busy though, I know you have a lot pending at present. Thank you for offering *big hug* oxxxoxxxo
from deathbygoat :
Bexx ma dear, I love your new template/layout/background... thing. yes, anyways how are you? I love you xoxoxx
from lavishreview :
Your review is up. Thanks for requesting! http://lavishreview.diaryland.com/rollerqueen.html
from quietcrown :
i stole your green.
from alcapone7 :
Hi JB. Glad to see the beret revolution is progressing...but why isn't my diary on yer list? I've been in rampant form! Anyways, trust yer well.al.x
from gemsworld :
stars? or you could make it pretty and pink with love hearts.up to you, just work your magic and no rush. thank you xx
from dried-tear :
hey bexs, you know how much you love me, you know you want to make me a layout for new diary. pretty please with sugar on top. i'll send you crap through the post, and you can do it whenever you have five minutes. it doesn't even have to be good! loveeee you xx
from always-crazy :
you totally totally beat me by a year.
from diamondviews :
i finished your review finally!! i apologize profusely for the wait... and i hope you are happy! http://diamondviews.diaryland.com/rollerqueen.html
from vitality :
sighsighsigh. your layouts are always so fucking beautiful.
from ladyfingers :
that would be lovely: when it's not so oppressively hot, though. i don't want to come and visit and then be in a bad mood because of the heat! i've just been to newcastle, and it's LOVELY up there - all the sunshine, but less of the temperature. anyway, must dash, holly seems to have alopecia (it runs in her family, stress-related) and i have to comfort her. vanity is such a curse! xxx
from ladyfingers :
*BIG hello-haven't-seen-you-in-far-too-long HUG*
from leely :
take your time darling. my little eager fingers&eyes can wait:)
from growpeace :
Hi, Wow that sucks. Good thing I was'nt there cause even hearing about it I am ready to rip that dumb shit girl driver apart with my bare hands! Where you tell about it including the "driving at me and spitting at me" parts is here at cherry girls messages, http://members.diaryland.com/edit/notes.phtml?user=cherry-girl All I can say is I am glad you are OK man what has become of people they SUCK so bad I just can't understand it. That's why I live way away from most of them. Aloha from Joy with Hawaii's Noisy Frog Invasion News.
from smellyfinger :
I'm here. I'm always here. It's like candy. Dance a jig for me. You can't tell me to leave here or there. I'll get it.
from growpeace :
Hi, Would you tell me what happened with someone almost running you over? Because you look funny? If you could tell me which entry to read about it, because it sounds really bad. My friend had someone almost run him over in a van, so that is why I am wondering. This is the first time I have heard of it except for him. Horrible. Please join any of my rings that you would like. I just started a new one, a-fun-ring. The only rule is we try to support other ring members when life dishes out something that is NOT fun. Aloha from Joy with Hawaii's Noisy Frog Invasion News.
from planetqueen :
I haven't been there - honestly! But your new layout is beautiful, just like you. Hope its not too big a disappointment the note is only from me. Love you forever.
from djmicke :
hi im from dartford too and i saw written on a wall in dartford park that your looking for some pie action or something? it made me laugh so ive come here to find out what you mean by it. please please please let me know because i can only wonder. thanx mick.
from screemingink :
hmm....it was a while ago, but id say, it was something about the template..it was a reply to your reply to my message. pretty confusing.. hehe
from leely :
i could tell you this every minute; i LOVE your layout<3
from arajane :
oh my, are you okay?
from screemingink :
hey sweety, i was wondering if you ever got my email...xoxo, Miss Takes
from cherry-girl :
Oh.. That's no good.
from cherry-girl :
Tried to kill you? What happened?
from quietcrown :
i just thought it was noteworthy: you plus x-factor equals a beast! oh it shall amuse me no end.
from quietcrown :
!!!!!!!!; you gotta be kidding. oh my goddamn, indeed. ANY PRICE NECESSARY must be paid for the usage of your grandfather's scanner. [and i'm glad you updated.]
from sad-doll :
<3 you write so pretty my dear ♥
from quietcrown :
OMG OMFG CONOR TOUCHED ME!! AND DREW ME A <3!!! then i brought up grammar. oh well.
from fucked-raw :
you are a beautiful read your words soothe the keys....i cant get over it //♥
from deathbygoat :
'lo bob. Just a note to say good bye, I'll miss you, have a good time without me! See ya when I get back from rainy Scotland! Be careful, love always Holly-rae xoxox
from leely :
whoaaa; when did you get this gorgeous new layout. i love the lime green! <333
from hatred69 :
thanx 4 the note
from hatred69 :
nice... <3 it
from screemingink :
hooray for bright eyes (in love w/him) and sylvia plath...they are beautiful. and i must say, i am simply in love with your designs, i am looking around, and you seem to be very talented at this template stuff. and your diary is a sensation as well. beautiful! xoxo, Miss Takes
from leely :
oh /& i wrote you an email with my address inside. hope you got it because i cant wait for your pretty things<3333
from leely :
your note about the evil reviwers sure boosted up my ego. thanks for leaving it</3
from soul14 :
you are too modest. you write so beautifully. bright eyes rocks and i can't believe that you're so lucky! i would kill to see them perform live. enjoy the show!
from babyisblue :
thank you, i love reading your diary. your so pretty! xo♥
from quietcrown :
heh. i guess it'll end when[if] i get out of this repetitive angst-rut. shall still read yours religiously, natch[!!!!]. hearts.
from quietcrown :
y'know, i'm sad about ending my diary cos of your layout. but i can use it when, as i inevitably will, i start again, yes?
from babyisblue :
your writing is so beautiful my darling! xo♥
from soul14 :
i think that you are easily one of the most brillant person ever
from thefallofart :
i like the layout
from deathbygoat :
*hug* Bex, you are amazing... No more to say, I shall take my leave
from cherry-girl :
:D I lost your address or else I would send you another letter. Stay beautiful yourself.
from cherry-girl :
I love your new layout.
from o-jasmine-o :
Ah yes, of course!! Clever girl.
from o-jasmine-o :
How the BEEP did you get the random link to the right? I see no difference in the coding at all... (Tab using a wordprocessor or something of the like?)
from thetipster :
Hello JB. Haven't seen an entry/post for a while but trust yer well. I've been in rampant form recently and only deleted you from Msg/n as I felt you were rather rude. But no hard feelings yeah? Alcapone7.x
from xoxoreviews :
review's up.
from still-frames :
oh pooh on that silly heart. ♥; carina
from still-frames :
oh dear, thank you so much for your kind words. & that quote, i am in love with it! you are a gem & your diary is breath-taking; thanks again, it means the world to me. xo, carina [[&hearts]]
from floorspace :
dick slap
from floorspace :
i am seeing and hearing things that arent there. im seriously turning into the Darko.
from shebreathes :
you write beautifully.
from scorpionkiss :
oh darling you are so amazing you make me dizzy. adore__you__i__do!!! be a doll && let some sad people borrow a bit of your brilliance, this world needs more beauty. [infinite praise & hearts for you] <33333333333333333 (& on & on & on & on...) with utmost admiration, eva
from sad-doll :
Me? Well lets see my name is Audrey and I'm ackwardly tall with brown hair and green eyes. I'm not in-love, and I just had my heartbroken. Um I like music Jack Off Jill, Alkaline Trio, Placebo, System of a Down, VNV Nation. Um but I'm cool with whatever! I like bright eyes too, my favorite book is called "the perks of being a wallflower" by stephen chboksy my favorite movie is Requiem for a Dream. Oh gee I have to go! I will write you again later, Love you sugar plum. Stay beautiful. ♥ Audrey
from sad-doll :
Oh darling, you writing is so amazing, my little cuppy cake! Thank you for being so sweet to me, Tell me more about you!! ♥ Audrey
from leely :
i sent you my address today in an email. i hope you got it. i cant wait until i get something pretty in the mail from you. yipeee<3
from cherry-girl :
:D
from floorspace :
chop.
from brian1237 :
Yeh, fight club rules! Well done.
from leely :
oooh. &bytheway, thanks for adding me }}♥
from leely :
ooh ooh. really? that would rock my world. write me another note with your email address and ill send you my address in an email. woot. im super excited now<333
from always-crazy :
oy vey i saw har mar superstar once and i was scarred. the little imp was rapping of wanting to fuck some girl's brains out while he was slowly stripping himself down to his panties and it was more than i could bear. i sat there, killing myself for the strokes to come on. aghghghg. WHY!!!!!!!
from cherry-girl :
Hello.
from garcon :
thank you love. <3
from hatred69 :
you snak monsters you freek me out totally fuck dudes and dudettes you are camel's dicks
from narkoleptic :
Let's just hope yoshiki likes snacks!!
from narkoleptic :
YES if you say so YOSHIKI YOSHIKI YOSHIKI YOSHIKI
from narkoleptic :
bonjour mon cherie. you is gonna make my holiday the best anyone could ever wish for Yes you are!! YES you are!! YES YOU ARE!!!!!!
from floorspace :
scarlet handkercheif eh?
from hatred69 :
hi. wow. hmmmm. ok. bye. you scare me sometimes lol sigh
from to-the-tempo :
beautiful <3 i hope you don't mind that i added you to my main reads.
from kimeminem :
You sketch beautiful pictures. I wish I could draw. =) Xx
from etherealrevu :
Your review has been posted. Thank you for your patience!
from alcapone7 :
I managed the meter thing! Took me an age! Ta! KAROOTY.
from deathbygoat :
Thank you again for the lovely layout, you are a star. Love always, holly-rae xoxox
from insertsmilex :
you are gorgeous. <3.
from quietcrown :
where does originality come into it when what you write's real? and equally importantly, uniquely well expressed.
from quietcrown :
i'm sort of awaiting your wrath now.
from quietcrown :
eh. or whatever the cool kids are calling it?! my point was you transcended it.
from quietcrown :
no, it was a video off moviemax i believe. but my dad watched the third one i can't remember the name of on sci-fi the other night [fact]. oh and by the way, your writing is so superior to all those other emogrrlz who do the yr and xo shit and think the most mundane sentence is worthwhile if it's decoratively punctuated.
from etherealrevu :
It definitely will not affect your review. I have gotten quite a bit of hate mail concerning my views on cutting, and I will certainly hold firm in my beliefs. However, please don't believe that I think the *girls* are stupid; I just think that cutting is a painful, disfiguring, terrible and unhelpful way of dealing with pain, and I believe there are many better ways to express pain. The only time I get angry is when people are proud of it, and in the case of certain past reviews (morbid-lover is one that's often brought up) it's obvious that the person simply writes that way to get attention. Have no fear about me reviewing your diary and cutting (because like I said, I just don't like girls who make a mockery out of psychological problems) and your opinion is always welcome at Ethereal Reviews.
from leely :
you are so wonderful &such a sweetheart</3
from leely :
ive been meaning to write you a note. but something kept stopping me. ive been trying to find the best words to say to you but i have this terrible habit of erasing everything i type. so here goes;; your diary is absolutely beautiful because of your gorgeous layout and your pretty writing. never quit, [please?], dollface<X3
from first-sight :
your review is up, good job.
from loves-sohard :
just wanted to say that i really love your writing. and i'm curious, are you rollerqueen like the jimmy eat world song by the same name? <3
from deathbygoat :
I will never forget Summer school! Remember the alley covered in foil? Or The websites we made and yours was the only decent one! Bex, I'll never forget you because you're and amazing person, unlike the ugly ones who claim to be superior. I know you will change the world for good because you are... well words can't describe how amazing you really are, and anywords I write would probably be meaningless to you because it would only seem like I'm returning compliments. So I say this, Thank you, I love you, I look up to you and always will. Holly-rae xoxox
from sea-tea :
WELL WELL
from quietcrown :
if i was truly writing for catharsis, it'd probably just be 'FUCK', repeatedly. i don't know. maybe i should just write down what i do [!] so i can remember it. i noticed this one time that saddlecreek.com is a creepy american gated community place. which seems ironic, or something. rambling, y'say? oh i like your sketchbook stuff [i check your links TOO often]. especially, hm.. the disco one, as i recall?
from notquiteoct :
once again i'm enamored by the words that so easily express everything i never can.
from quietcrown :
haha. i JUST wrote then deleted yet another shit attempt at updating in an untrite/good way there. still: i can give you a condensed version. {rilo kiley are robbing me of my masculinity//i think i ruined my neigbours' last day in their house by playing worked up so sexual in the garden//i found a video clip of a frightening girl who insisted on making me visit fork shops on my first day of art school on its unpretty orange website.}
from lincok :
you are so shmalll
from faerie4you :
WOW. your writings are tru beauty. noto in that kind of fake beauty queen way, but real sometimes harsh beauty
from cherry-girl :
you are beautiful, and so are your words.
from kornfan666 :
this is for you......from me »i love you«
from adodd :
very nice diary, and You listen to good music too, which is weird because no one listens to good music anymore anyway, I'm a friend of jewels and you left a note for her and I saw it and I thought I would check out your profile and it was cool anyway check out my really bad diary and we can talk some time.
from destroyable :
Wow! A Sleeper fan? A Brit-pop fan? This is too much! Too good! There has to be a catch! You're too perfect I love you! xxxx
from hatred69 :
man, your a real good writer. i wish i was as good as you. i love your designs could you do me one?
from sad-doll :
Oh! You are beautiful! And you a such an amazing writer -- I wish I could say something to make you beileve me!
from sad-doll :
Oh, darling has anyone ever told you that you were beautiful? Why'd you choose the name rollerqueen? It reminds me of a roller rink heh! I've always wondered! ♥ always, Audrey xoexoh
from mistychristy :
i think your diary is o-so-pretty
from lincok :
hi, its me thanx a bundle 4 my diary words can not describe the feeling inside soz poetry time
from gazzzelle :
I've never actually heard of your favourite authors or bands,but your diary is so fucking cool. peace
from quietcrown :
you're so fucking special. that's a cliche, but true. and a radiohead lyric. that part was unintentional.
from deathbygoat :
Darling, you are one of the only things pure left in my life, I'd never write that about you! I would say who the entrys about but I dont want her to find out because I'd probably end up homeless!! I wish I could change the world but its not gonna happen. The only people who have the power to change the world now are like George *I dont care how many people are dying in the world as long as it doesnt affect us* Bush, and frankly my dear, if I was to turn out like him I would shoot myself. I love you xoxox
from contrivance :
1...2...3...HI!!....4...5...6.
from soul14 :
i know exactly how you feel. to let go and not care about the consequences. to want to just let things happen.
from xxfadeawayxx :
I read some of your entries. Thanx.
from saxifrage :
heya did you design your own layout?
from destroyable :
Mmmm it is a totally brilliant song, so chilled out. It reminds me of Spain last year :*) Hmm I really have no idea what to say to her. It's like.. dude, you're my idol I totally worship you! I'd *heart* an autograph.. Hmm how to word it without sounding cheeky or obssessed?! Help me!! Placebo Day tomorrow! Woo! Note back love ya loads xxx
from hydrofox :
A pyramid that was built upside-down would be amazing, don't you think?
from quietcrown :
still the same :). but i like it.
from destroyable :
Aren't Sleater-Kinney just fabtastic?! I didn't think it was possible to be so "oh-my-god-ish" about a band!! Every song I hear I think is better than the one before, but I love all of them! I'm in the process of writing to Kathleen at the moment. What do you say to your idol though? Hmm?! Well note back love you loads. PS. You can also join in in the slapping of Avril if ya wanna??! xxx
from vomit-stars :
yr beautiful.
from smileyreview :
Hi! I'm Amby from SmileyReview and I'd just like to notify you that you have been placed in the queue and we're terribly sorry for the long wait, but we'll be getting to your journal in no time! Thanks for waiting patiently! :)
from kaleja :
Hi. Do you know how small Adam Longworth's cock is? I do. :)
from deathbygoat :
Heylo! I know I could tell you this tomorrow but I just wanted to tell you that what you wrote in 'mania in Vogue' was amazing... Holly oxox
from quietcrown :
ooh, bitchin'! i'm kinda excited now. heh, hungry aol. um, sending to kingoftheeyesores@hotmail.com is good. and i've just realised i'm leaving design notes are your personal diary, and am bad. shit.
from quietcrown :
huh, didn't i like what? did you mail me or something? i never got it, if so, sorry. i replied to your last message at the design site.
from quietcrown :
what you write's humbling. y'know?
from ladyfingers :
oh god, bex. i wish i was there so i could envelop both of you in big caring hugs and tell you it's going to be okay . . . love as always, lizzie x
from alcapone7 :
Jeff Becks rocks! (And sensibly doesnae follow me tips!)
from thepeachtree :
Happy Random Guestbook Signing Week!
from thefever :
ooh,that is interesting.i`m seeing cursive on the 15th,at the soundhaus,but i have no idea who are supporting them.hopefully it will be the british country band,but one can only hope.if it is,i`m taking pictues =) & i think i`ll visit their site,just to see the cowboy.it sounds...interesting & my writing is no way better than yours <3
from thefever :
we so have to.your diary is lovely <3 i wish i could write like that
from deathbygoat :
Bah humbug, I was gonna say I love you, but someone beat me to it :'( O well I LOVE YOU! You dont know how much you mean to everyone including me. You be muchly special in a world of failures love holly-rae xoxoxox
from mikesville :
you know we go through musical trends together. i didn't know the like the shins. they're amazing. they said they might tour europe! woopee. thanks for signing my guestbook bee-hotch.
from insertsmilex :
<3 <3
from crackerrev :
you've been reviewed
from deathbygoat :
'I never hurt an onion, so why do they make me cry?'
from nickisaghost :
---[[[HOT
from december7th :
mm new layout! I love. exoh
from soul14 :
your words are like poetry. simplicity is beautiful. your words are beautiful
from notquiteoct :
your last entry..was so devastingly beautiful and honest. so much i almost wish i could forget it. you're lovely.
from december7th :
thank you very much madame. Bright Eyes is pretty amazing stuff.
from bottledbitch :
friends?.... undoubtably:)
from bottledbitch :
justification and explanation.. it sometimes make things easier. i wasn't trying to make it seem not as bad. i never wanted to receive a "point taken" i wasn't trying to change your mind. never *evereverever*. and, making something like that seem less painful isn't possible. adequacy and my understanding of your situation and hers couldn't possibly be anywhere near where it should be for me to give you advice. i never wanted you to have to justify yourself to me. i'm really sorry.. trying to create unsimplistic things into simply stated collections of words obviously doesn't work. i make myself angry sometimes.
from indie-snob :
hey there! i added a review for the faint show I saw last night, and thought that you may be interested. a bunch of other concert and album reviews there too that you may like, including Bright Eyes and the Yeah Yeah Yeahs. check it out! thanks!
from december7th :
you're rather lovely. <3
from opulence :
((Hugs)) You have just been ((Hugged)) pass this ((Hug)) on to someone you think needs a ((Hug)) and back to the person who sent it to you started by: http://opulence.diaryland.com
from violentkiss :
This is a drive by noting...lol...hope all is well my angel.
from quietcrown :
remember this one time you said you did diaries? it's just, i wouldn't mind shamelessly exploiting you a bit, if you still do that kind of thing..
from fuckyouviews :
Your review is up :)
from ladyfingers :
no, i don't think they're doing it any more anyway. dammit! anyway. hope all is well. give your ma a hug for me. and have one yourself!
from soul14 :
what you've said in your latest entry...its beautiful.
from myhappiness :
hey..now that I got here..what can I say. You got it..what ever that is..stay cool.
from ladyfingers :
up to much on may 19th? i might be up for going to canary wharf in the morning to see the turin brakes - how about it?
from pixie-cutter :
your layout rocks my world, and your writing is beautiful. and i saw the pic you put up of you, and your pretty. its not fair! take care. xx
from soul14 :
thanks a lot for dropping by. i know what you mean about feeling inadequate, not good enough. we all try to aim for perfection unknowingly but we can never be. and that sucks. you're a pretty deep person yourself. keep writing k?
from o-jasmine-o :
Errm, you want to be part of the perfection of people who (blow) smoke (rings) and break bottles...? Pardon me but, where exactly is the perfection?
from indie-snob :
hey, i just thought you may like to read the review of the Bright Eyes show I saw last night... lots of other reviews on my site, too, including a Yeah Yeah Yeahs show I saw a couple nights ago. check it out! thanks!
from pixie-cutter :
yeah, brits on diary land is a rare occurance lol. where you at? xx
from be-my-heroin :
nipplesmakemecrazy[!] no, really. /xo jen
from notquiteoct :
heh..thank you, your writing is lovely, and the enjoyment is equally shared. pain in innocence.
from o-jasmine-o :
from tiki-reviews :
Your re-review is up, http://tiki-reviews.diaryland.com/030508_31.html Sorry it took so long.
from arajane :
oh wow, your new design is so lovely.
from quietcrown :
fuck, you're talented, innit.
from ladyfingers :
gorgeous new layout - you really are very good at this. just give her a cuddle, cuddles are brilliant if you don't know what else to do. god, you're both so much better than this. *cuddle!*
from be-my-heroin :
you rock my stars &the new template is WOW. /xo jen
from nickisaghost :
stellarrr.
from emeraldtiger :
been meaning to leave a note since you posted that entry: want my opinion? i think you're very pretty... you're a beautiful girl, bex.
from que-suerte :
!!!!!!!! thank you so so so so so so sooooooooooooo much for the ninja shirt! it totally made my day/week. <3333333
from wigmo :
You aren't ugly.
from hydrofox :
hydrofox is a dumbass. i hate him.
from quietcrown :
yes well, still. shame shame shame shame shame shame shame shame on you, to borrow some of the a-teens genius i'm currently assaulting my senses with. [you'd possibly be surprised at how long i've been dreaming of quoting them for.]
from quietcrown :
my goodness, that mother of yours is one klassy laydee. i notice YOU'RE not a member, though, so my estimation of you's gone down slightly.
from ladyfingers :
*an insult used by myself and holly c to describe anyone who dresses appallingly. moschino couture is nice, but the high street stuff (with the name printed everywhere) is utterly dreadful. it follows that anyone who wears it is dreadful, too. shallow i know, but it's a doctrine that's stood me in good stead so far! x
from ladyfingers :
yep, pretty much everything's sold out this year, irritatingly enough. it's becoming a very trendy thing to do, go to festivals: soem of the most moschinomoschinomoschino* girls i know are going this year, which makes me angry: we should be allowed their tickets, just on the strength of being so much more appropriate.
from kimeminem :
you're a lot prettier than you think. :p i used to wear glasses too [then i sat on them...]!
from quietcrown :
hm, wouldn't want to follow the crowd, or, y'know, seem SHALLOW or anything, but that picture's rather stunning.
from cherry-girl :
beautiful.
from dried-tear :
Bex, you look gorgeous there! far from ugly, you silly sausage.
from arajane :
you are anything buy ugly. what a beautiful picture! by the way, i miss you--i wish you updated more frequently these days!
from que-suerte :
eep. tres adorable. <3
from ladyfingers :
OH MY GOD HOW GORGEOUS ARE YOU IN THAT PICTURE!? and it's not just the black and white, before you make that excuse. is that red lipstick? if it's not it should be! xxx
from high-on-fran :
i love you too
from natchez :
hey, i just came across your diary. awesome layout. i really love how you write. keep it up, and come visit my site sometime, if you like.
from hydrofox :
Yo dude that be so dope! Rawk!
from high-on-fran :
I know it's dark here, you know that I'm scared too For some reason right now, of everything but you Right now you're all that I recognize You know I came here when I needed your soft voice I needed to hear something that sounded like an answer Now I wait here, and sometimes I get one It's nothing I'll forget when the moon gets tired You are stuck to me everyday Believe in what I am because it's all I have today And tomorrow who knows where we'll be From here I can hardly see a thing But I will follow anyone who brings me to you For now, forever, for on and on and on You know it starts here, outside waiting in the cold Kiss me once in the snow, I swear it never gets old And I will promise you I can make it warmer next year You know I came here when I needed your soft voice I needed to hear something that sounded like an answer Now I stay here, and everyday I get one It's nothing I'll forget when the moon gets tired You are stuck to me everyday Believe in what I am because it's all I have today And tomorrow who knows where we'll be From here I can hardly see a thing But I will follow anyone who brings me to you For now, forever, for on and on and on So go plug in your electric blanket We can stay in 'till our southern summer wedding day Go plug in your electric blanket We can stay here
from high-on-fran :
i have an extremely childish sense of humour, http://www.everyoneenjoysapoo.co.uk/poodance.htm
from deathbygoat :
I know I probably wont help by saying this. But I know what it feels like to have to hide, and well you know where to find me if you want to talk about anything. oxox
from hobbittian11 :
sure the username is visitor and the password is cookies.
from ladyfingers :
done. but let my experience be a lesson to you all, you hear me?! there will be NO getting pregnant whatsoever, not on my watch. it makes you dizzy, and it makes you sick, and quite frankly i have no idea how our mums did it for nine months. madness.
from our-views :
Your review is complete! Good job!
from nickisaghost :
im glad. thanks for the contact. i still read. i guess that's all i can say?
from high-on-fran :
whack-a-mole
from yoshi-c :
My friend saw your url scrawled on the wall of a toilet in Camden. Anyway, nice diary. Love the layout.
from paintedkiss :
thank you for that comment in my guestbook. i appreciate the fact that someone like yourself understands my choice of writing..i mean, free speech people...freedom of choice. its an opinion, and they're never wrong. :) hope you feel better, i'm catching up on old memories from the past in your diary...captivating, to say the very least! <3 k*
from ladyfingers :
(pissed off with doctors, actually - isn't is soooo cliched that the first day marc spends inside, he saves someone's life! blechh!) ha, so i was inadvertently right in asking if you had a good time, then? although it doesn't really sound like you enjoyed yourself all that much :-/ . . . anyway, hope you enjoy your two weeks. i still think you and your ma should come stay here for a couple of days by the seaside! (duh, i just left this on my own notes page!)
from kimeminem :
I have to admit, your webdesign skills are groovy. I love all the layouts you've created on your linkage page. I love designing layouts; just wish I had the confidence to make a few for other people. *scowls at own face in mirror*. Hope you feel better soon. *hugs*. Xx
from ladyfingers :
ignore me, i thought you were someone else (two windows open at same time . . . aaaaargh, confusing!) but art thou okay? how is everything, cherub?
from hydrofox :
Hey you pyramid.
from ladyfingers :
you didn't have a good time, then? :-(
from quietcrown :
ha, i took yer stunning quiz, assuming UTS were some hip band i'm not cutting edge enough to have heard of. turns out i'm you. like, yay, man.
from spazreviews :
Hey! Would you like more people to read your diary? Check out Spaz Out Reviews and tell your friends! Thanks!
from emeraldtiger :
just stopping by to say hi! i don't think i've ever left you a note before, even though i've been reading your diary for a while now. hope you are okay. xo
from placebodork :
you are a fantastic wonder
from hydrofox :
i wont stop visiting your diary. you cannot stop me. *mechanical laugh*
from ladyfingers :
are you well enough to come for a nice warm, sunny seaside break? it's sooo lovely here, i reckon you'd benefit from some sea air! x
from hydrofox :
hey there stranger. <3
from roftlmao :
xxx/ooo
from deathbygoat :
oops missed a bit out, put the biggest amp ever at her door/window
from deathbygoat :
no you must drive outside her home, put the biggest amp ever and get the libertines to do a HUGE gig outside her house/flat/mansion/shed then she'll figure out how stupid she was to get 2 great musicians kicked out... just a suggestion, love ya oxoxo
from dried-tear :
hello bex [insert reassuring comment here] i don't know what to say to you other than tell you i love you. gems x
from ladyfingers :
you're so beautiful, so emotional, and so intense. bex, you are destined for great things. you are.
from othelladub :
who are the dudes on the lefthand side of your page? modest mouse? I still need to buy that "talking shit" cd. I'll check it out, though ...
from nickisaghost :
you am a good writer. l o v e,
from high-on-fran :
i wanted to leave you a note, 'cept i don't know what to say :(
from mrbonkers :
ikilledmufasa@hotmail.com
from deathbygoat :
wow, mother and daughter notes, they come in pairs! anyways, yes can u sort out my links pwease and thank you love always holly xox
from violentkiss :
Thankyou for the lovely note sweet angel child. Im glad you got something from that entry. I have issues with my mother...did you guess?? Im like a female Norman Bates (lol) Take care xxx
from othelladub :
tell me about this group, modest mouse - ? any good? you list them as a favorite, i guess - what's cool about them? anything? are they a hot rod or bicycle band?
from quietcrown :
was reading an old entry about an eagle. reminds me of my neighbours' front garden: red wishing well, white plastic swans, no plants and/or grass. mm. they're moving soon. shame.
from mrbonkers :
yeah, of course, if it's not too much trouble and all that bad stuff. the crack is bad theme is still good for me.
from violentkiss :
Wow Bex Wow. Powerful stuff
from quietcrown :
heh, ta for the sentiments. i must say i do admire your layout very much.
from crackisbad :
no, i can't see it. but you know, whatever. you're the one going to be doing all the work. so i'm goimg to be as compliant as possible.
from ladyfingers :
well you look a bit funny, but that's because you're pulling a face - one can still tell you're cute, though, despite your attempts to make yourself look otherwise! i do like that picture: you look happy xxx
from deathbygoat :
hey, if you think that photo of yous ugly, your insulting my photo taking skills! You r beautiful whether you like it or not. Hell why do you think your name is sexxy bexxy? huh huh? I know what your thinking, I know how your feeling, believe me, your not alone! see ya at school darling *mwah* xoxox
from cherry-girl :
oooh you are pretty. cool pic.
from arajane :
you are absolutely beautiful. i'm not putting up with any more of this ugly talk. not one bit!
from arajane :
yay, a picture at last! which one is you?
from cherry-girl :
hey whos in the pic?
from explodingboy :
great diary! (some modest mouse for you http://explodingboy.diaryland.com/dramamine.html)
from ladyfingers :
you ARE pretty. you just haven't quite fulfilled your potential - give it a couple of years and you will blossom. you've got good-looking genes. but how are you? email me - haven't heard from you properly in too long xxx
from kimeminem :
Hey. I know what it's like; these lack of social skills. I've spent five years with little or no contact with the outside world. And when I managed school, it was excruciatingly stressful... But there isn't a lot that I can do to help you. I hardly managed two years of high school! Anyway, you do have some lovely friends, despite how disjointed you feel from their personal reality. *hugs*. Xx
from r-e-v-i-e-w :
hey, just wanted to let you know you review is up. enjoy!
from deathbygoat :
i love you bex, we all do, even my mum loves you! (ok that just sounds wrong) but we would all be lost without you
from sassy-cassie :
Hi bekki! It's Cassie from skool, finally found your diary, I think it's really cool.
from opaque88 :
[from enigmareview] : sure // come & apply again. i;ve checked out your diary, & definitely it will be re-reviewed. very beautiful diary at that.. au revior #
from violentkiss :
Bex, Your a sweetpie, thankyou for thinking of me in my e-mail crisis. Filth! come look in Holly's room a mountaineer could get lost in her crap.
from dried-tear :
basically, you should come and stay with me. you try living in a house where your mum won't let you go in the front room with a drink because you might spill it on the new carpet. very silly. you'll appreciate your filth. but maybe just get rid of the mouse. gems xx
from hydrofox :
'Love, just don't stare.' 'Reveal the Word when you're supposed to' Withdrawn and introverted Infectiously perverted 'Being laughed at and confused keeps us pleasantly amused enough to stay.'
from always-crazy :
you are british i you worship yes?
from arajane :
you are pretty great yourself. thank you for the very kind note. did i tell you that i had another dream where i met you and your mom? it's funny, really, because i've been thinking about going to england this summer for a vacation...
from violentkiss :
Yes im an arse ..what can i say...i did my entry and then realised holly was still signed in. me= idiot Thanks for my layout sweety xxx
from kimeminem :
Me too :) But! Be warned! I have cold fingers. Thank you again, by the way. My gold membership is on it's way through - and then I'll free up your space again :D *hugs*
from hydrofox :
I will hold your hand.
from kimeminem :
Ooh :D "Bang" is the coolest. I absolutely adore "Mystery Girl" too. OK. The URL is... http://www.itsmysite.com/kimeminem/images/gothygirl.gif. There are two others, but you don't need the full link for them, just edit the "gothygirl.gif" to "entrybground.gif" and then "entrybottom1.gif" Ta muchly again :-) Just pop the new URLs in my g'book, and I'll fix it from there. I won't have to scrounge your image hosting for long though ;-), hopefully. My Mummy is springing for a Gold membership sometime next week. *hugs*.
from kimeminem :
Aah. That would be fantastic if you could do that :D I've checked out a few image hosting sites, but, well, they're pretty useless. :( My account hasn't been cancelled yet, but I'm not holding out much hope for it... Btw, I notice you like the Yeah Yeah Yeahs? Damn it. They rock. I have their EP :) *HUGS* And ta muchly! xx
from marlborogal :
hope you feel better. get some sleep, call me in the morning.... hehehe
from bitter-touch :
i neve realised you were so young. your write beautifully of course, with a lot of maturity. <3
from quietcrown :
Oh, that's very right. I've been waiting for the 'sudden change' for as long as i can remember while making no effort to effect one. Still, my thinking is if it hasn't happened by the time I'm around 30 then I'll do something. And oddly enough i like Hot Hot Heat.
from lincok :
thats really powerful bex, dont feel like dat
from bobeep :
Hey Freak. DUDE YR SO CRAZY.
from zyzyha :
Thanks a lot for your message. It was muchly kind of you. I read a teeny bit of your diary and it seems hella cool. You have extremely good musical taste, so I like you already =) Take care.
from midget-fairy :
The way their tears make you want to change the world so that it doesn't hurt her anymore...Yet regardless if you love them, hate them, wish they would die or know that you would die without them ... it matters not. Because once in your life, whatever they were to the world they become everything to you. When you look them in the eyes, travelling to the depths of their souls and you say a million things without trace of a sound, you know that your own life is inevitable consumed within the rhythmic beatings of her very heart. We love them for a million reasons. No paper would do it justice. It is a thing not of the mind but of the heart. - love ya bexx
from dried-tear :
mindless self indulgence is a band that my brother listens to occasionally.
from taintedviews :
Your review is up. http://taintedviews.diaryland.com/rollerqueen.html
from dried-tear :
i changed my layout, hope you don't mind, i felt like something with an image. thanks for the signage of the guestbook. i wish i could live in a dream world. x
from kimeminem :
Peek-a-boo. Happy Day-After-VD. Great minds think alike, no? Hope you're as well as possible. I feel tired, very tired. But Jackass is on in half an hour. *pathetic grin*
from invisibledon :
Was reading another diary and found a link to you on their profile so I stopped by and looked around - Happy Valentines Day too @-'---
from red-ribbons :
i <3 your layout :)
from kimeminem :
Ooh, the Libertines :D I'm glad you had a good time! And you're right, Hate Me is a cool track. But I think I'm going to have to say that I Am A Revenant is possibly my most favoured track... *HUGS*
from quietcrown :
I'm jealous of your Libertines see-age.
from scorpioali :
lovely layout.
from spiralout187 :
i think you are a wonderful writer. i like the layout.
from cherry-girl :
<3
from kimeminem :
I can only give lame-ass advice, so I won't even bother. Sometimes, you just can't help a person until they ask for it. Waiting is such a frustrating thing, and I ought to know. Please, please don't put yourself down because of it. You're doing the best you can. *hugs*. X
from jnickole :
isn't that a neutral milk hotel picture? very nice...
from o-jasmine-o :
Smile.
from quietcrown :
You're fourteen. This surprises me. This may be irrelevant. I'm original. Your taste is exceptional. I like your writing.
from hydrofox :
I want to give you a hug. Can I? Oh wait i'll just hug my monitor. YOU'RE SO WARM!
from dried-tear :
hello becca, i hope that you are in some form okay, sorry i disappeared the other day (on msn) brother wanted to go on. i want you to send me something, go go go, ok so i'm quite selfish i'll send you something too. but don't count on it because i'm really unreliable and probably won't. but you never know. keep smiling sweetheart. xx
from hydrofox :
o-><. This is the best note with a stick figure on it. <3
from bitter-touch :
youre beautiful. <3
from cherry-girl :
<3
from eight-9-3 :
...I think it's: "Everyone's a winner". I'm yet to meet this elusive 'everyone'. That everyone is always talking about........
from bexx :
R- Hey cool pic of Isaac. Where did you get it? Thanks for visiting my diary. -B
from always-crazy :
dude the words 'fucking amazing' have never before been attributed to myself, and it is a very cool first. thanks bitch. ;D you rock also. xo didi [ps. have fun with jesus in his gliding action-figure form hahaha, i know i would.]
from high-on-fran :
i love you
from kornfan666 :
wat the fuk? i was round hollies last nite and thn beka just tod us to cum and she sed that she would arrange the rest. dont have a go at me i didnt no who was goin and wat was appnin i just did wat she wanted me to do
from myrkur :
this is pretty. and. uhm. i guess thanks for signing my guestbook [at my bl0g]
from ladyfingers :
ah, but you are the prettiest out of all your friends, just nobody's realised it yet. it was the same for me when i was your age. i know it's horrible right now, but wait until you're my age and everyone goes, "oh wow, you look so different!" you actually won't look that different, they'll just have noticed you properly. X
from dreamreviews :
Your review has been posted at: http://dreamreviews.diaryland.com/rollerqueen.html Thanks for submitting!
from poppyfish :
Where did you get the surreal little image in your profile? I love it!
from rumblejungle :
A GLIDING JESUS ACTION FIGURE!? OMG... I totally need one!! Waah!! That sounds soo cool. =)
from ladyfingers :
can you take a photo? i have to see this!!!
from ladyfingers :
yes i am talking about that little prick. god i detest him. he used to be obsessed with my holly (he lives round the corner to her) and he always followed her around. this is only a year ago, mind you! yuk yuk yuk! oh yeah, february 12th is only thirteen days before my birthday, so if by some quirk of fate you can't go see the libertines, i will! (although, obviously i hope nothing bad happens!) ALSO, raging bull is on filmfour tonight at 10.10. if you've never seen it, DO!!!
from ladyfingers :
that ( V ) is quite unnecessary! yes, i did get all my bits and bobs back (oh, i fogot how good the shine junkie is!). how much did it cost? i will reimburse you - as promised. x
from hydrofox :
I thrust my long and slender words deep inside of your tender....note thingy. Oooh it's tight.
from hydrofox :
WHAT? I don't know lol!
from abnormality :
oh. and your design is fab. xo.
from abnormality :
thank you. xo.
from cherry-girl :
my friends obsessed with my spiderman undies and she told me to make that my pword. xoxo
from nickisaghost :
wow i think i'll add you to my little list.
from high-on-fran :
heya babe....i love you <3 <3
from kimeminem :
They did play a Close To Me by the Cure :D And it was amazing. You saw them with Hot Rod Circuit and The Anniversary? Boo, hoo. No fair! Me likes both :( Koufax are funny, very funny actually. Matt even dedicated I'm A Loner Dottie, A Rebel to their lead singer :D Bless! Stapleton were lovely too, swoon. How be you? Alright I hope. Love the new layout! X
from que-suerte :
ahahahaaa! you are so totally my favorite! your teachers are hot!
from gingerxbread :
ohmy. this layout is rockin' my umlauts.xo.
from que-suerte :
mmmmm teacher porn. hahah!
from r0cknr0ll :
ha, nice teacher porn. nice layout too.
from nickisaghost :
like_#very much...
from cherry-girl :
my new user and pword are (user)spidey and undies(pword)
from high-on-fran :
i love your new layout. and i love you..........
from hydrofox :
Layout burns my eyes. Hug me. Love me. Kill me. What? Yeah i'm not sure what I mean either..
from que-suerte :
<33333333 the new layout
from cherry-girl :
xoxo
from ladyfingers :
well, break the routine. next weekend, come and stay with me. a change is as good as a rest and all that!
from pretended :
i think you are absolutely amazing
from lincok :
read my diary two entries today
from deathbygoat :
i love you! thank you for being one hell of a great friend. and always remember its warmer in hell so down we go & my name is brody im from melbourne, fitzroy melbourne fitzroy melbourne xxxx
from deathbygoat :
will you sell out with me?
from invisibledon :
thanks for visiting
from deathbygoat :
note me as much as you like i love the lyrics you put on my notes and the majority of the time i pass them on. so carry on flooding my notes page as much as you like it gets me through! <3 xXx <3
from dried-tear :
hello sweetness, i'm just writing to you to say hello. hello. i said that. hmm. hope that you aren't feeling as shitty as usual. I have nothing, helpful, interesting, or even remotely productive to say. but that's just me all over. love you loads, gemsy xx
from cherry-girl :
xoxo
from ladyfingers :
how did that happen?!!
from ladyfingers :
sounds ominous - over soon? drop me a line, me dear, tell me how you are.
from hydrofox :
Each day I wonder, Do beans really make you fart? Hm... I want a lollipop.
from violentkiss :
I know it's none of my business but you seem so sad and I wish I could help. Holly thinks the world of you and your welcome at our house anytime. Don't be sad. I still read yr diary I hope u don't mind. If u don't want me to just say and I won't. ok
from jnickole :
I like the lips between your arrows. Hmmm.
from kimeminem :
Hm. This all sounds very familiar. I don't go to school anymore - but I can understand how hard it can be for you sometimes :( There's no point in my going on for hours about how it all gets better and feed you cliches of all sorts. I can only offer you a *HUG*. It's a pretty lame one, I'll admit, but it's only because I'm tired. It's been a while since I've dropped you a note and I only hope this made a little sense...! By the way, lip piercings rock! ['Cept, maybe not six spiked studs sticking out of your chin...]. Love Kim xxx
from deathbygoat :
plz come to school, i shall do my best to fight your demons or at least delay them a bit. Chin up girl you will truly change the world someday for good. ill stop this note now because ill waffle on but you are an amazing person and not even mrs keeble can take that away from you. love always xx
from ladyfingers :
if anyone's watching you it's because you're the pretty, quiet girl in the corner, not "the weird girl". you're lovely. you're young and full of potential. ;-)
from que-suerte :
i am going to have to disagree. pointless you are / it is not.
from labattaille :
Again. I know how you feel. Perhaps too well...
from violentkiss :
The Garage yes... the only thing I can say about it is that we shall all be deaf for a week after, but thats my brother doing the sound for u...note to self...remember earplugs xxx
from o-jasmine-o :
Yep! How can I be of service, mylady?
from labattaille :
I love you and I love me, I love the fishes in the deep blue sea. I love most anything as long as it's free, I love almost everybody. (Wishing you the best. <33)
from dried-tear :
its gonna be alright. its gonna be alright. its gonna be alright. its gonna be alright. its gonna be alright. its gonna be alright. its gonna be alright. *i even counted how many times they sang it, it's probably all wrong though*
from jnickole :
Hi - if you find anyone to help, tell me who! I seem to be in the same type of spiralling pickle. peace on earth good will to men, and happy faces to you.
from dried-tear :
thankyou for your merry christmas, if I had of read it earliar i would have sent you wishes too. but i think it's too late now, i hope you had a good one. take care sweetheart and make sure you look after yourself because your worth it. don't admit defeat before defeat admits itself...hmm, that made sense in my head. love you. x
from swcprincess :
This is, once more, a random hello, although sadly not with a free imaginary dancing tortoise this time (there are animal rights laws to be dealt with first). However, if you still have the last tortoise, it can be traded in for a singing holiday armadillo, which is very spiky but useful for throwing at people, and is also vehemently anti-new-year. *armadillo wishes from Em X
from deathbygoat :
just thought id note u to tell u i love u. u are a true friend. the poem was amazing so i shall print it out soon (when i have the energy). thank you truly & honestly
from kimeminem :
Hello! Gosh, it's been a while since I've invaded your notes page. Ho hum. How are you? I hope you've had a great Christmas and got a lot of cool presents :-D I hate having to plan out my education and career - there's not a box dedicated to the healthless screw ups like me. Have you ever taken one of those career aptitude tests? One of my friend's most suited jobs was an Undertaker... *hugs* xxx
from planetqueen :
"Oh, look at this, I merely had FORTY FIVE admirers today, how queer" hahahahah
from destroyable :
Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year.. Avril Lavigne is classed as punk according to the Radio, a disgrace to all those punks living by the punk rock rules 101!! Note bck love ya xx
from violentkiss :
Thankyou for your kindly offer but i shall remain in the black bless you
from rabitten :
a great diary! the internet addiction has finally paid off.
from labattaille :
I feel your pain. *nods*
from sweet-views :
your review is done, hom. http://sweet-views.diaryland.com/rollerqueen.html merry xmas, yo.
from cherry-girl :
merry christmas to you too. xoxo do you think i can get your addy again? my mama threw it away. i still plan on sending you stuff. xoxo i heart you. beth
from deathbygoat :
Thank you I love you <3<3<3 love now & always Holly
from que-suerte :
and a merry christmas to you, dearest.
from planetqueen :
I know you are a purist but you really need to consider getting a guest book, your notes page takes FOREVER to load. Anyway, Happy Christmas sweetie pumpkin. DO NOT DELETE THIS NOTE!! Mum's are allowed to be embarrassing - it's their job!
from impatient :
your words remind me of a time that i loathed but never wish to forget. the future always holds promise to those who are strong and intelligent enough to grow and evolve with the world. take comfort in the simple fact.
from deathbygoat :
Thankyou 4 thinking im special. i hope u have a very kool xmas and a happy new year. love always. Holly xxx
from thepurposeof :
Nice diary. Very cool. http://www.thepurposeofbutterflies.tk
from midget-fairy :
oi wanda ur mena love me!! i love u as well bexx, have a nice crimbo and a kool new year
from high-on-fran :
i love you
from arajane :
i'm so glad you got the card before christmas. you are quite lovely, too, you know. much love, ara jane
from floorspace :
fire in the living room! Fire in the living room! i just knocked the tree over. lights and all.
from hydrofox :
Do you like to roll? Queen?
from sayit-asitis :
heh, i had no particular design in mind, but i'd like to keep them as options in case i get bored of my current template. all of them are fantastic and if i ever decide to take one i'll leave you a note :)
from deathbygoat :
thank u so much. u r a true friend along with elly. U r an amazing person because u care about ppls well being and put their needs in front of your own.
from aemokidcries :
thanks for the note. i feel special..
from sayit-asitis :
hey, nice layouts that you've made. are those custom designs...or can anyone take them?
from scorpioali :
nice diary. i like your banner.
from floorspace :
fuck fuck fuck christmas.
from commigurl :
just wanting to tell you that your layout is very rad. nice diary ^_^
from minnis :
why are some thirteen year olds so much smarter than the rest? congratulations on overcoming all the shit that’s in the world.
from feio :
I forget to eat too. Speaking of which, I haven't eaten in almost three days. Go figure.
from heidiann :
Happy very belated birthday! =)
from o-jasmine-o :
There's many different qualities of jgp! (And manually typing 'gif' after it shouldn't change the actual file type to gif... Although that might be different on Windows machines but I doubt it.) There should always be a 'save as' option, and then a list of many different file types to choose from...
from arajane :
your banner is one of the few i've seen that i actually wanted to click on. and then i noticed it was *you*! i hope you and your mum have a lovely christmas and that you keep taking good care of each other. xoxoxo, ara jane
from o-jasmine-o :
HAH, now I know why I haven't seen your banner yet. It's because I CAN'T see it! Haha. I just spotted a banner that wouldn't load, so of course I thought that might just be yours. Checked the source, and YEPPO, it was rollerqueen's. When you save you images, what do you do? Go to "save as", and put in QuickTime Movie? Because that's what they show as... Should use non-animated .gif (you have an animated one now) or simply a .jpg. xxx
from rumblelizard :
Hm. I wonder if they were covering the Naked Raygun classic.
from prncsreviews :
Your review at Princess Reviews is up: http://prncsreviews.diaryland.com/rollerqueen.html :)
from rumblelizard :
Sorry about your grndpa. My grandma died two weeks ago so I feel ya. New topic: does your banner have anything to do with the band Naked Raygun and their song of that title? If it does, you get extra cool points. Rock on.
from o-jasmine-o :
Pah. I hate the review tiki-reviews gave you. Bloody ridiculous. I LOVE your links in numbers! It's original! x
from aemokidcries :
woah. cool layout. i love death cab for cutie.. what`s your favorite song by them? mine are hindsight, tomorrow, and photobooth.
from katehackett :
Your review is ready at http://tiki-reviews.diaryland.com/RollerQueen.html Enjoy!
from o-jasmine-o :
Heartless?! What on earth makes you say that? Are you okay? xxx
from relz16 :
p.s. i really like your banner...what's it supposed to mean? uh, in other words, what does it represent, if i may ask.
from o-jasmine-o :
Oi, where'd you leave your mum's comments?
from caligirl27 :
My grandpa dies 2 months ago today. I dont know how you feel, and I am not gonna tell you to turn to God or anything cause that is just fucked in the anus, but I know the pain of a loss of a family member... and I hope you feel better soon.
from relz16 :
haha lucky you. sry about your grandpa/
from redshiftblue :
floated in on a banner click, and i wanted to give you a hug cuz of yr grandpa. [sigh] it hurts, i know. [hug hug hug hug hug]
from ladyfingers :
there's not much i can say. my grandad died when i was fourteen; it does get a little easier. forget any bad things, just remember the good things. all my love, lizzie x
from cherry-girl :
xoxox
from hydrofox :
Dance with the dead in my dreams Listen to their hollowed screams The dead have taken my soul Temptation's lost all control. Beans!
from o-jasmine-o :
Beh, hope you get better NOW. You know, there is something about the way you saved your images that stops my browser from loading them. Both the kissmyfist thing and the image you called 'milk'. You saved them both as gifs, but I think you optimized them as animations, but while they're not, my browser doesn't like them, or something. Here I go again moaning about things that don't work for my stupid browser. Sorry. I'll bugger off. xx
from kimeminem :
Wow - you got some fantastic presents :D I need a new CD player. I've managed to trash three this year. And I take note of the Distillers on your fave bands bit... Yay! Brody is *so* cool. I want her hair. I'm getting my lip pierced just like hers too :D Anyhoo, sorry to hear that you have bronchitis :( I seem to suffer from similar at this time of year. Rest easy, immerse yourself in the joys of day time television and dose up on painkillers, throaties and antibiotics! *HUGS* Merry Christmas - 10 days to go! X
from o-jasmine-o :
I hope you had a good birthday in the end. I'm sorry I couldn't leave you happy birthday wishing messages, my head hurt too badly to even walk anywhere, let alone stick it in front of a (computer) screen. Happy belated birthday, anyway. I hope your fifteenth (yes! Fifteenth!) year of living will be nicer to you than any in the past, and that each following year will be better still. xxx
from azureaurora :
aww please dont be sad on your birthday, it's the only day of the year which you can celebrate yourself and not feel guilty about it.
from dried-tear :
happy birthday sweetness
from sythy :
happy birthday, my dear! i hope you have a lovely day.
from lincok :
happy B-day Bex read my new entry we all love you and you have a load to show why.
from arajane :
happy birthday, ms. rebecca!
from planetqueen :
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to the most beautiful person in the whole world. I love you. xxxxxxxx
from howgoesit :
happy birthday! i hope it is a happy one; take care.
from cherry-girl :
happy birthday! i heart you. i would send you somehting in the mail, but idk your addy. happy birthday anyway! xoxox
from rumblejungle :
Happy Birthday. =) xxx
from kimeminem :
HAPPY BIRTHDAY for tomorrow! It's my sister's birthday too. Boo, hoo. :-( I feel so old! Have a great day and let me know what presents you get. I got more presents than money this year, damn it. I don't want to be sixteen. I wanna be 17! Psht. Anyhoo, take care, note you later! Xx
from pretended :
aw, hehe. i just discovered your diary today and i like it! keep it coming! yay!!!
from deathbygoat :
u write so beautifully. i dont know what u were writing about but its wonderful and makes me feel loved thats more that any1s doing at the moment. from the bottom of my heart thank you luv always holly xXx
from narkoleptic :
err... hello?
from hydrofox :
You see, progressive rock does not suck. I still <3 you though. *cough*
from emo-tear :
thankyou for your kind words =)
from high-on-fran :
you are a true psychopath :)
from ladyfingers :
rightio then, you can come whenever you like, although you'll have to make your own way here. but you can have a lift home when you want to go back x shall we make arrangements?
from ladyfingers :
you want to come and stay? (don't worry, i won't lure you into a nefarious lifestyle, i just thought you might like a break!)
from deathbygoat :
letsa stop this fussin ana fighin, marth-jean, cos i dun found god. praise the lord and all his lil kids
from o-jasmine-o :
Why?
from deathbygoat :
well at least i gotta green card to pay for my goddam plastic flamingoes. dont u be dissin me or ill kick yr mamas ass so hard ull find her in Phoenix next tuesday. and, honey, stay away from stretch pants cos they only make yo fat ass look bigger u dig. and at least i aint sleepin wiv ma own granpa i mean u been wid everone even yo dog. i aint so dam stupid that i need to share boxers wid ma son yo read me. so u get yo fat ass and yo 26 grankids outta ma trailer park u knoe wat im sayin
from deathbygoat :
(trailer-trash match... ROUND 1 DING DING) u better keep yr hands off my bitch or ill kick yr ass back into yesterday ya dig... now get yr ass out of my trailer
from hydrofox :
I <3 you.
from cherry-girl :
heya. i just thought id drop by and say hi. <3 much love. get on aim sometime. or drop by my site. the username is person and the password is love. <3
from ladyfingers :
oh yes, and if you are bored in the quiet period between christmas and new year, you two are welcome to come and stay with us - there's plenty of space.
from ladyfingers :
OH bex bex bex, don't upset me! it is so amazingly not your fault that your friends have developed some sort of alcohol problem at fourteen. trust me, it is NOT 'normal' to get drunk (THAT drunk) every friday. and you should just point out that your mum's birthday isn't an excuse. they should have been there for her, not themselves, but i don't think they know that. you know that because you are so much older than your age!
from o-jasmine-o :
Indeed (to lady beneath). THEY were the ones who should have been more considerate. xxx
from ladyfingers :
YOU didn't fuck things up. so there.
from deathbygoat :
I'm gonna give u a great big hug tommorow. Love holly
from r-e-v-i-e-w :
Your diary has been reviewed. http://r-e-v-i-e-w.diaryland.com/rollerquee.html
from mzsilver129 :
thanks. and the spooks kick ass, dont they? have you heard their cd? its some good shit.
from ihatepizza :
Hey, you're very welcome. I really enjoyed your diary and I seriously cannot believe you are only 13! Wow! When you said you were surprised, did you mean in a good or bad way?
from kc-reviews :
Your review has been posted. Sorry for the long wait!
from dried-tear :
I was supposed to leave a message here a few days ago but i got side-tracked. hope your coping. just a note to say i'm thinking about you.
from ladyfingers :
well, i will certainly come ... i don't have any nice fanciable men, though! they're all arseholes (not that your mum needs telling that *wry smile*) hmm. *thinks* we should do you two up all glamorous and all go out to a pub or something!
from deathbygoat :
bless you my child. thanks for caring love u... in.. a non... lezzie... way... of.. course.. i ..guess :)
from ladyfingers :
aww, that's okay! and i'm bound to worry. i'm a worrying-about-others kind of person! (i suppose it comes of not having a "real" job but being a carer. i just want to look after everyone else!) but don't feel bad about me being concerned ... it just means i care, mmmkay?
from cheerbaby12 :
your review is up at review world. sorry about the wait.
from depressionis :
what happened and whos vision black
from destroyable :
Lol babe don't u just think music equals life..
from o-jasmine-o :
Hope all is going well! Good luck.
from mikesville :
you are a staple in the diaryland scene. by that i mean you're always there and your steady and reliable etc. you hold things together! i think without you diaryland would falter.
from cherry-girl :
=D
from cherry-girl :
hey! i love you lots!! get online sometime! <3 <3 <3
from destroyable :
Try not to let it bother u hun, ur above them remember that, basically if they pick fights with people merely because they're difference then they're narrow minded and don't deserve oxygen. Don't let them know that or you're fucked though. There are lots of nice people out there, just not nearly as many as there are evil people. Yeah I love music so much, I wish we had more than 5 band places in our profiles!! What's ur fave band? I love Smashing Pumpkins and Taking Back Sunday at the min, they're the coolest!! Mmm, you on msn? If so add me I think my email address is on my profile.. Love Tashy xx
from kimeminem :
Hm. I don't get it. Why do people act like that? All this "townies" Vs "grungers" rubbish. It shouldn't matter how you dress, or what music you particularly like, eh? Don't think that the outside wasn't made for you, it was made for everybody. But certain people abuse that right... Idjits. Truly. How are you today? Hopefully not too bad :) I'm not great, bleugh, I've had a couple of problems with.. loneliness. Then again, I've never been without that issue ;) I'm desperately looking forward to see TGUK live... Aaah. I bet the merch stand must cost a small fortune to buy from though, huh? Pssht. Anyway, take care, note you later! x
from destroyable :
hey dude, ur pretty rockin. man i know what its like, the day my bf split up with me i went for a walk in the park near town, a group of about 40-50 townies came and surrounded me, a guy punched me in the face "GREEBO". this old man and his dog saved me, i didn't even thank him, i was too shocked to talk, i walked n found my sis, i started crying, she thought it was bf related, i told her what happened n loadsa ppl heard (about 30 of us - all dressed grungey) they all went and blamed the wrong fcking ppl now there's so much conflict in town it's pretty damn unbelievable, all cos we fought back, tell someone thats my advice, they can't change the past but they can chnge the future, dont b scared and remember u rock, love ya, tashy xx
from ladyfingers :
*BIG OL' HUG!* just to let ya know i'm still thinking of you, cherub.
from sythy :
i am sorry to hear things are so hard for you. i have never had anyone beat me up, let alone someone i didn't know...it must be awful. i hope you know you are a good person and an amazing writer, and a lot of people from far away admire you. take care.
from tremolis :
Hey, I just happened upon your diary. Love it- especially the layout. very cool. props to you
from pop-massacre :
i will leave you a note now, im sur ei left u ones before :-P <3 u
from coyote-669 :
hi im soz u never got a note from me but iv never really left 1 4 any 1 but anyway u dont have 2 b affraid of fear no more, as out its cums the blood will poor
from achin-to-be :
odd. but, cancresoul is definitely not me. that was far more complicated than i expected.
from achin-to-be :
huh? now i am totally lost. i have no idea who that is.
from achin-to-be :
paganscream? i wasn't talking about that. i've never even heard of it. i was talking about jesuswasgoth.
from achin-to-be :
you never answered my first question. but i do have another one for you, why are you going through my linkers? this diary hasn't been updated in 6 or 7 days, so i know you didn't find it through the recently updated list. it affects me because it is a fixation, obsession, whatever you want to call it, on my boyfriend. the word, i think, is limerence.
from achin-to-be :
and, wait, why are you getting involved in this? no offense, but it really doesn't concern you.
from achin-to-be :
i have a guestbook. try signing it. i found the other diary completely on accident, actually. however, i do have a question for you. if it was so secret, then how did you know about it? i wrote what i did because i was hurt at the time. tell me, do you not do the same? and i delete what you two send, because she extended me the courtesy of doing so when i signed her guestbook. at the time, all i was trying to do was set some things straight.
from que-suerte :
eep. i hope you're ok.
from achin-to-be :
i'm sorry to say this, but i really don't care.
from kimeminem :
How long has it been since I dropped you a note? Eek. I have a bad memory. How are you? You got beaten up...? *hugs*. Unfortunately, some people are idjits. Utter ones, at that. I hope you heal up just nicely :) Oh, oh, I'm going to see TGUK in January!! YAY :) xxx
from depressionis :
i still really like the only person i dont like or dislike is charlie so please dont hurt yourself aboutit i will act emo for you or gay no not actually gay
from midget-fairy :
hiya bex, thanx for ur msg on my notes page its cheerd me up. i h8 my cousin, luv becka xxx
from coyote-669 :
ITS NOT TRUE C!!!!!!!!!!
from floorspace :
and in the dark we will take off our clothes and they'll be placing fingers through the notches in yr spine.
from dried-tear :
your worth more than this. you can do better than this.
from o-jasmine-o :
"Love hides inside the rainbow." (J. Morrison) So seek out the sun through all the rain, fight the clouds away - then grab the bow, find the love, and all will be okay.
from deathbygoat :
Dont b sad we all love u & no matter wat u think ur apreciated by every1 & an inspiration 2 us all SO CHEER UP & remember the time when u were happy & @ summer skool with me...:) luv holly
from kimeminem :
Your friends will love you always, no matter what. They sound amazing :) You're brilliant with words too. No matter what you tell me. I'm sorry for being so.. hm.. depressing? But you've not ignored me. You haven't disregarded anything. Thank you :) Sometimes it's just nice to know that there are people in the world out there that are good friends despite what they may say about themselves. I acquired a lot of bad things over Summer too. Take care of yourself & *hugs*. You're a fabtastic gal with a lot of wisdom and intelligence. Damn it.
from kimeminem :
http://www.rathergood.com/vines - I hope this makes you laugh as much I did. Truly a work of art, mm? Whaddya reckon of The Early November? I'm downloading All We Ever Needed. And I love it. :)
from coyote-669 :
hello wot u doin today RAPE ME H* ME WASTE ME SPIKE ME WORSHIP ME
from o-jasmine-o :
I must thank you for something of which you probably don't even know you did it for me. Somehow you (or my interest in you, maybe) forced me to go and download certain mp3s and I am amazed at how they are so different from what I expected, and how they are so similar to my own taste of music. Thank you for introducing me to Bright Eyes.
from kimeminem :
Glad to be of service :) It's a fun game isn't it? And you'd think with such well-endowment he would get the girl, hm? How are you? I hope you're as well as possible :) I'm not great. In fact, I feel pretty awful. But yeah, ignore that ;) Had a fairly restful weekend so far? I was up at 8:30 this morning for my guitar lesson. Phnarrr...! *hugs* xxx
from kornfan666 :
sorry, i was busy wih fraser in the toilet thing (not actaull IN the tiolet but out side with wanda) and all i heard was something about "its the last one" Apparetly after i left the Collective Frag was "playing" with some girl with chains THATS IT IVE HAD ENOUGH OF THAT "LITTLE" LYING BASTARD HE IS GONNA PAY FOR WHAT HES DONE TO ME, WHENEVER SEEOR TALK TO HIM HE ALWAYS HURTS ME AND I DO SOMETHING TO MYSELF THT I REAGRET! idon believe in dumping anyone
from dried-tear :
hiya, james here (gems biggah bro) i love your designs, got some nice html and css stuff going on there, how did you figure it all out?Your only in year 9? blimey. Saw some of the icons you made aswell gemma was showing me about, good use of colours and stuff. !!! well yeah, email me J_bending@hotmail.com, errr dunno your name tho... yes i do your 'bex' ooOOoo... no one else email me tho. Your not allowed. buh bye, (look at memememe!! www.jamesbending.co.uk) i use blogger, shut up about the crap design k?
from kimeminem :
http://www.emogame.com! It's great :D Except maybe for the whole Steve-Tyler-Raping-The-Get-Up-Kids scene. Yeah. Kinda graphic... But the game itself is fun :D I got about half way on level 1 before I had to go out. Sob. College open night in half an hour... wish me luck! [And you have every right to be obsessed with Conor, it's all perfectly healthy for girls of our age ;-)] xxx
from dried-tear :
thank you so much, it's gorgeous. xx.
from new-review :
Hi! Your review is up!
from kimeminem :
Hopefully 15th Jan 03 with my friend Rachel =) I should be well enough for it because I'm quitting school now. Too much stress and it's making me so ill. But hey, life can suck sometimes ;-) Have you been to see Bright Eyes yet? Conor Oberst is cool :-D Have you played the Emo game? You can actually *be* him and kill loadsa people (including New Found Glory and Rivers Cuomo!!) along the way... I think he only lasted about five seconds for me though :-( Mind you, Chris Carabba was worse...! Take care of yourself, mmkay? Only two more days until the weekend :-D (and tomorrow means only one more month until I'm 16. Eeep!) xxx
from jewelrytears :
YAY! you finally got to see the glory that is bright eyes live. i'm happy for you!
from hydrofox :
Yes. No, really no.
from kimeminem :
You're bound to miss your dad. And it's a horrible feeling isn't it? *hugs to you*. How are you? I'm glad you enjoyed seeing the Vines! :D I'd love to go to another concert. But I have weird agoraphobia so it freaks me out to think about it, erk ;-) Hope you've had fantastic fun watching all the fireworks! The one I went to tonight was great [and so was the one yesterday]. Take care of yourself. xxx
from dried-tear :
thankee muchly sweetie <3 <3
from dried-tear :
do you mean like internet explorer or whatever? erm, something.. with red in it.. I don't know..
from dried-tear :
I think you work on a higher level to your friends, just an observation, and also can you make me a template? pretty please with sugar on top. xxx
from kornfan666 :
he just phoned me cos he'd read all of my diary!
from kornfan666 :
help help, OH FUCK JUST HELP ME!!!!! who is taproot fan?????? is it grant, "it" asked me if fraser was my boyfriend?!!!!! please find out 4 me. :(
from dried-tear :
just a note to say i love you <3 <3
from kimeminem :
Fireworks. Ooh :D I'm [hopefully] going to a firework display on Tuesday. But I've been pretty ill again, so it's a wait-and-see matter. Did you have a good time? I hope so! Ah, I thought that was who Craig Nicholls was. I just haven't been thinking properly again these days, pssht. You're going to see the Vines? I have to admit, I didn't like them for ages, but bands like that have a habit of growing on a person! Aw, poor thing, Cliff Richard being #1 on your birthday! Mine was The Final Countdown by Europe. Hair metal-type stuff. Erk. [says a self-confessed Bon Jovi fan. I'm sorry!] xxx
from high-on-fran :
thanx for making my diary pretty xxxxx
from kornfan666 :
what the f***. how many notes have you got?
from kimeminem :
I try that idea a lot too, but it never seems to work for me. I end up hyperactive through the night as well. It's like my body just doesn't know how to switch off! Chuh! "Tepid" and "introspective"?? They can announce the news of a fantastic band breaking up, and have the cheek to bitch about them anyway? I bet that article was written by a man. They're always to blame. And... Craig Nicholls...? The name sounds extremely familiar, but my memory has given up on me today because I'm so tired. Put me out of my misery, laugh and do tell me who he is so I don't feel too dumb! Have you listened to The Conversation by Elliott before? Mmm... *sigh* xxx
from kimeminem :
They broke up?! *cries* Was it difference of opinion or something?! And thanks very much - I'm always here if you ever need to chat as well :D I promise I'll keep my entries this time, because now that I have a blog, it shall be much easier. Or so I'm kidding myself anyway ;-) How are you? Hopefully not too tired! Yeah, Zane's accent is kinda fake, huh? But he's rugged... Mm.. and yes, the couch is exceptional isnt it? (And I think your layout is beautiful too! :p)
from s-henderson :
have you got a belt? my trowsars seem to keep falling down!:(
from kimeminem :
I've just realised your birthday is on the same day as my sisters. Bizarre! But cool :D How are you? I'm downloading Neutral Milk Hotel as I speak. The song sounds great so far! I'm sure you're made up now that you've found a shop that sells their stuff, hey?! I'm just on MSN for... not-a-very-nice-reason. Hard to explain, really. But I found it too painful to go online. Friends just aren't worth the hassle sometimes, especially when some of them treat you like dirt. I'm practically a veteran in that sort of situation and I know I shouldn't have to be really. Ah well. *hugs* I never go to bed early, or sleep that much either! I like to read too much, and then before I know it, it's like 3 am! Pah, stuff school. I haven't been for five weeks ;-) (shame it's cause I've been ill!). I rather enjoy flooding your notes page... And I think you've done a good job with my guestbook in that sense as well. But I don't mind. It's nice to have a message every now and then, my other friends don't really bother these days. Sorry, I'm in a whiny mood tonight and you didn't need to hear half of it! Take care, okay? And have a really restful weekend :D Oh, oh, I think I'm in love with Zane Lowe. *melts*. (you think you ramble? I just can't stop!!) xxx
from high-on-fran :
"Be sober, be vigilant; because your adversary the devil, as a roaring lion, walketh about, seeking whom he may devour."
from high-on-fran :
soon i will fill your page fill your page fill your page fill your page fill your page fill your page fill your page fill your page fill your page fill your page fill your page fill your page fill your page fill your page fill your page i am done but i'll be back.....
from kimeminem :
Thanks for the comment about my new layout :D I really appreciate it! How are you? I really don't like the way that you're feeling tired at the moment. How long has it been going on for? I hope it's not too overwhelming for you. Because I know what that's like. If it carries on and gets worse, it would be worthwhile getting it checked out. Though a lot of the medical profession sucks. So maybe not. But rest. It might help you. I ramble, I'm sorry. I doubt I'll be on MSN for a while, so looks like I'll resort to flooding your notes page again ;-) xxx
from kornfan666 :
what time in the evening? i am meeting grant, elly etc at the war dude at 12-1pm 2marrow. u wanna met us there. i was horrible 2day, raining plus these trendys (shelly + co) piced on us and kinda beat me up and stole my bag :( but i got it back in the end.
from kornfan666 :
i cant do it! :( cant you just write it in your diary and delete it afer i read it?
from kornfan666 :
how do you read the email???????
from kornfan666 :
adam and stuart are here!!!!!!!
from kornfan666 :
go onto diaryland chat now. c u there.
from kornfan666 :
wat i thought was everyone to come round here at about 12pm and ply it. my mum dont mind cos she di9d it when she was yonger nd also me an grant did it the othere day and so my hae is already haunted kind of thing. then we can walk to ur house WITH U and then sleep over. who is sleeping over by the way?
from kornfan666 :
you couldnt come out yesterday so that means you were grounded. whats happening on thursday?s every1 sleeping at ur house and are we playing the "thing"?
from rollerqueen :
i want more notes.
from o-jasmine-o :
Hahaha, I remember that kind of agony. But I learned a trick to it: now I always take a book with me and hide in the corner of the room, pretending to socialise with all the tea drinkers. It works very well once you get the hang of reading through the uninteresting natter of the people around you!
from ladyfingers :
perhaps not your most ideal way to spent a day off, but a worthy one at the very least. anyway, full respect to tea and scones. they are possibly the coolest english tradition ever ;-) . . . and thanks for the email. i'm just ignoring it and hoping it'll go away: though i know that's silly, i've still got a little while before i HAVE to decide anything.
from kornfan666 :
yo! dont tell anyone who i am! whats up wiv kaylie?
from floorspace :
<3 <3 <3
from floorspace :
you cant help this now. cause its failing, fast, faster than your legs will work.
from planetqueen :
No! I have not read your diary, merely your notes. I DO NOT hate you. I could never hate you. I love you more than anything in the whole world and that doesn't even come close to describing how I feel about you. What I do hate though is: I hate the way I behave towards you sometimes. I never want to cause you any pain - I am so sorry. Parents have a lot to learn too you know. Me more so than anyone.
from puffdragon :
you know I am not dead - I am a magic dragon. Its just sometimes hard to see me because you stop believing as you get older. But I know I will not have to cease my fearless roar for you, rollerqueen.
from pinkgl0wstix :
Hello. This is k00l-aid but i got a new diary..so u can use this diary from now on..i had to cuz i dont think i liked the other one..lol. But about ur note now..im sorry about the cutting. I use to cut.So that has to be hard..and i mean hard for them to have found out..about my EX habbit harldy no one noes..not even my best friends..manily ppl online and this guy friend i have that still does it and this other gurl..but we dont talk about it and its over for me..i still dont no y i did it..im not even depressed. Its a pretty addciting thing. Ne wayz..that whole thing about the glass in all is pretty weird..i dont no if i would mess around with it either than..crazy stuff. Well im gonan go so bye bye!
from k00l-aid :
Hey. Ur diary is intersting. O and about the razorblades..what is that about? Wow..im sorry they found out that..must not be good. hehe he or she..or whoever made a quji(dont no how to spell) baord..thats awsome..well i mean in a werid kinda way..ok well bye!
from smellyfinger :
Tell the girls at school that you have a belly button. They'll be impressed and then you can eat your Wheaties.
from rumblejungle :
people called me 'freak', 'goth', 'weirdo' and 'witch'.. so i played up to it. for me the results were amusing.
from o-jasmine-o :
She doesn't hate you Bex, and you know so. I don't think there is anything she loves more than you, even. But I know it's hard - and I know you'll get through the hard bits xxx
from jewelrytears :
well, i don't hate you. *hugs*
from hydrofox :
Yes, I want to see you disco.
from planetqueen :
Do you like pina coladas and getting caught in the rain ... come on, Bex, SING ALONG - you know you want too...
from que-suerte :
mission accomplished.
from dried-tear :
heylo becca, i think i might go write you another letter but thought I'd be courteous and reply to your note regarding ocean colour scene. they're magical.
from que-suerte :
iiii heart youuuuu.
from planetqueen :
Oh and I also just wish that a certain somebody had not made me feel in any way special for any amount of time because the fall back has really hurt.
from planetqueen :
I'm going to buy vegetable curry and popodums now. I'll get my coat.
from planetqueen :
I've never read your diary (and you know why that is!) but from reading your notes I just want to say that you KNOW you can write. Anyone who reviews you and says shit about you probably can't read anyway. As to the not beautiful stuff. You are the funniest, kindest, loveliest person I've ever met. When you were born it was as if I had been waiting for you for 20 years. You are also extremely beautiful on the outside. You also have my full permission to delete this note if you find it in anyway embarrassing. Lots of love.
from que-suerte :
steak squirrels mean i need sleep. xox.
from o-jasmine-o :
Yep! That's exactly how I see it! :o) - Well, apart from the scroll bar, but there is no way to customise a Macintosh scroll bar... unfortunately. But actually I don't have a scroll bar at all, the text just flows over the column... but there's a trick to that, which I have saved somewhere, so I'll look for it later and send it on xxx
from o-jasmine-o :
Oh me god I can read your diary! *Grabs a chair and prances around it.*
from smellyfinger :
Jimmy will not appreciate that comment. He is going to make a sandwich and put you in the middle. He paid lots of money for that wig.
from smellyfinger :
Will that beachball save the world from the monster that claims to be godzilla? I like to call him Jimmy.
from dried-tear :
bex- firstly thankyou muchly for your tape and letter. Good read/listen. I haven't actually had the time to listen to the tape in depth yet, but i put it on and fell asleep to it. Not because it was boring, (that's so not what I meant) but because I was really tired. Anyway, I think you should be free, I think you shouldn't worry and I think you shouldn't think. Maybe you can't have a good time with your friends because your scared that your not accepted. I think if you become worried about the situation then that'll make it worse. If you just take everything as it comes and laugh and have fun then maybe life will become a little more inviting. I think you need to be free, fly. But then, I don't know you and I have no right to tell you what to do.
from o-jasmine-o :
Ah, the letter spacing - if you use a percentage, instead of an amount of points, as you've done, it will turn out properly however large any browser or screen makes the letters... ;-) (Stupid me, I just wrote that note to myself, grr)
from o-jasmine-o :
Eyoh! The green's gone! :>) Woooo!
from o-jasmine-o :
You naughty little girl, *smacks you*. By the way, <a href="http://o-jasmine-o.diaryland.com/images/roller.gif">here</a>'s an image of how I see your diary... But without the strange white specky snow flakes, haven't a clue how they got there - oh, and the green that's there shows up as blue (!) when I view in Netscape! I know the colour shouldn't even be there... strange. Oh and when your entries are longer, the text flows over its dotted border and just makes the green longer. Silly stuff. And don't ask me why I'm telling you, it doesn't really matter anyway, heh. I'm just pretending to be bored (i.e. looking for ways to have a break from my work). And thanks again for the 'chocolota' last night :o) xx
from smellyfinger :
Smell my ostrich.
from ladyfingers :
"i can't ask you to change the way you write" ... a valid point, perhaps the only one ... your main reason for keeping a diary, bex, correct me if i'm wrong, is to get your mind straight and have somewhere to have a grumble if you need to. i've never felt the slightest desire to have my diary reviewed, because it's MINE. i don't write it for anyone else. sure, other people read it, but that just kind of happened - that's not why i began to keep a diary. i don't think it's why you did, either (forgive my presumption!). anyway. these girls aren't even fifteen yet. i'm nearly twenty, so i guess i'm more skilled at ... i don't know, reading between the lines, or something, because i love your diary. (your self-conscious "i-know-this-is-boring-but" entries and all!)
from bicyclelove :
what a shitty review. i don't know what their problem was. you diary is one of my favorites and i have never met you... i like reading about hanging out in parking lots. so keep on writing about it!
from o-jasmine-o :
That fucking enigma review infuriates me. You can't feel? You're diary's surface material? How many blind eyes has this reviewer got?? Blahblahblah. I'm not going to rant about it (any further), I'm too angry to think of the right words (and if I don't think of the right words, all you'd get would be FUCK FUCK FUCKING FUCKER FUCK'S THE FUCKING FUCKER'S FUCKER, FUCK!) Take care xx
from i-d-i-o-t :
you arent odd!! me knowing who random people in your life are HAVING NEVER MET YOU is odd. smile :) xx
from kimeminem :
Bah, those diary reviewers know nothing! Your diary is good =) in fact, no, it's amazing! Mmm. I seem to have fallen in love with Bread and Coffee and Say Goodbye Good. Especially the backing choir =) And don't worry about last night - I don't make much sense on a good day anyway! Did you end up going out to the collective last night? Hope you're as well as poss! xxx
from kimeminem :
Boo! =) Thank you for the notes. And I think you write some amazing entries in your diary too. I'm not too bad at the moment which is completely amazing, but I'm stressed cause I've missed almost a month of school =| Blah. I know the whole not getting to sleep thing too! I drift of anywhere between 1-4 am...! Hope you're doing as well as possible =) xxx
from cherry-girl :
heya just wanted to say hi :D
from kimeminem :
Hello =) I hope you're feeling well, and what you mentioned in your diary isn't true. You *are* a beautiful person on the inside, and I bet just as pretty on the outside as well =) I got a new CD today. Wood/Water by the Promise Ring. I've been after it for ages. And it's worth every penny my Mum paid for it =) *hugs* xx
from hydrofox :
Hello, this is Jesus! I love you. Oh yeah, PRAISE ME!
from magicaltimes :
oooh that was quite a harsh note becca. hope you had a good day. glad you posted it. x
from dried-tear :
your quite old for your year yes. your only 6 months younger than me.
from dried-tear :
post.post.post.meeee. i hear it crying out to you becca.
from ladyfingers :
course you are, silly. you're a sweet person, and you're pretty too. what more do you want - the moon on a stick?!!! :-P
from jesup :
x
from o-jasmine-o :
Oh yes you are
from kimeminem :
It's good to know somebody out there feels the same way as I do about the whole music thing. A lot of my "friends" think I need a life. And that most of the stuff I like sucks. Fair enough, I guess. I don't know if I have one particular song that I live, but I think it might be something by Elliott. I, like, totally can't get enough of them! Hmm. My friend plays the violin. I've never been so keen on it really. The guitar is far better indeed! Or the drums. Hrrm. Hope you're feet are much better today! xxx
from kimeminem :
Is it me, or is it highly patronising when teachers say stuff like that? I dont know. Maybe it's just me. I got an award at school a few months back for outstanding progress. Prats. The lot of 'em. *snorts*. How are you anyway? Good me hopes. I had my first guitar lesson today. My fingers hurt. Ow. *hugs* Oh, oh... I need more songs to download! help me! *grins* Kimmy xxx
from kimeminem :
Eugh. Dog breath. I understand that - my dog has the worst halitosis known to man! *hugs* I hope you're holding up with school =) It's so difficult trying to cope, isnt it? I wish I could help you, we're both having a lot of things to put up with at the moment! I'm living by two songs at the moment - The Distance and Bounce by Bon Jovi. Cheesy guitar nonsense, I admit, and maybe they haven't been the places we have in our lives, but still the lyrics are worth looking at. Keep yourself well, I know you've probably been told this a hundred times, but if you ever need someone to yell (caps lock truly looks frightening, believe me!) at... xxx
from dried-tear :
I was in a really good mood, until I wrote a really long entry and lost it all. I think I might start over. I also can't hear the clink of a letter box being opened.. where's my tape? heh. I hope that you are doing alright, we haven't spoken in a while, although we never really spoke. Catch you later. x
from arajane :
thanks for clearing up my insecurities! by the way, what is your sweater (jumper) size? just curious, of course.
from arajane :
are you making fun of my pink and brown argyle sweater vest? or do you really think it would be cool? i'm wearing it today and feel terribly conspicuous, as i don't usually take fashion risks such as this...
from kimeminem :
Aah, don't worry about the likes of me. I'm just suffering withdrawal symptoms from too many tablets to count. It's life for me. You have more important things to be bothered about - like, for example, finding a bed to sleep in. I've tried the living room floor. And I get woke up by cats licking my face. Eeugh! *hugs* take care of yourself! xxx
from ladyfingers :
www.rollerqueen.com!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
from empty-cuts :
hey you like radical music and your layout is pretty. thanks for signing my guestbook. xoxo <3
from o-jasmine-o :
Eeurm, I just updated my browser (I.E. 5.1.5 to I.E. 5.1.6 (most recent), both for Macintosh) and deleted the older version because I was having problems with it... But now I can't read your diary any more: somehow it interprets the reduced line-height to something even less than you meant it to be, and all the lines overlap about three quarters. :o(((
from kimeminem :
Go you! It took me about three years to work out what it meant by myself! And by the way, Crooked Crown by the Anniversary is brilliant! =D
from kimeminem :
I am horrendous at typing! Aaarggghh...
from kimeminem :
My mum has done similar! And ooh, I bet your hair'll look great with blue bits in! A friend of mine is having that done too =D My bunny seems a bit better today, I think she's just getting terrorised by the local fox. We brought her in last night and she seems happier than ever. Phew. And I'm just searched for Crooked Crown by the Anniversary as I type. I bet it's great! *hugs* I know the tiredness thing =( I'm off all week because I've had a relapse in my health. I do hope you start to feel a bit more energised soon =) x
from kimeminem :
Done and done. That little message thingie was deleted :D Hope you're AWAP? My hair is driving me mad! I need hair dye!!! xxx
from hydrofox :
Poop is very healthy. Cow feces in hamburgers kick ass.
from kimeminem :
I said I wasn't going to act obsessive. Ahum. Woohoo, thank you! David Soloway is berloody gorgeous. Mm. He needs a fanclub in aid of his wondrous guitar skills. Shamefully though, I haven't seen STD in concert yet =( Ted left?! Did they just get rid of him? Or was it that "difference of opinion/music, blah blahity blah" line that some pull? *sniffs pathetically*. I am always the last to know!
from kimeminem :
Yes! Live in a Hiding Place is fabby =) How are you?? Hopefully alright? Damn it, I tried to email you the other week but it wouldn't work, I guess I'll have to resort to obsessive stalking and note-leaving. Ahem. No, honestly, I'm not that scary ;) I'm just hyperactive. Too much sleep. Y'know that? Too much sleep can turn you into a gibbering maniac like moi. Ho-hum. Dear goodness. I make no sense. But I really do hope you're as well as can be, and coping with school and such well enough =) Maybe it's me... but is David from STD rather hot? Okay... yes... it's just me... xxx
from messy-monkey :
hi, im' kaylie's cousin, i don't knew if she has said anything, she has told me about you and Elly?? is that right.
from planetqueen :
hahahahaha. You're so FUNNY comedius. Don't pretend you don't want to ride on top of that tractor.
from kimeminem :
I haven't got that album yet :( I've only got three months until my birthday... so I may ask for it then =D I've heard their new song, Live In A Hiding Place, and damn it, it's a work of art! And thanks also about my entries =) I've been a bit, uh, emotional lately though, so it tends to cloud my insightful wisdomness.. ahem... ;) Take care of yourself! *hugs* xxx
from kimeminem :
*points* Idlewild! =D You like them! Yaaaay! I've only just sort of started liking them, so now I feel all the more better for knowing somebody who likes them too! =)
from hydrofox :
I signed up, only to leave you a note. Now be happy! Yay.
from que-suerte :
you blow me away.
from i-d-i-o-t :
it had crossed my mind, yes...I FUCKING HATE BOTS ANYWAY. i really do. one kicked me out of a chat for suggesting someone could get high on life. fucker.
from kimeminem :
Aw, don't fret about me. I'll live to see another day, even if it feels like I'm suffering a hangover without the actual night-before-ness (which, in all honesty, is a total cop-out!). I'm typical of deleting my entries, and they remind me of some... things that have happened to me the past month. I'm going to have a substantial archive once I get over the whole obsessive deleting-of-things. And you type better than me. And make more sense! Hope you're doing well! *swishes newly cut hair about* xxx
from kimeminem :
*looks a bit sheepish*. I only locked it for a day! I'm sowweeee! *cries*. Hope you're doing as well as possible at the moment :D I'm not, I'm damn well dead on my legs :-\ Anyway, take care of yourself... and I'm beginning to realise that I am becoming ever-so obsessed with this notes thingie.. hmm.. mffft... b'bye! xxx
from i-d-i-o-t :
oh what a way to confuse an already confuzzled and very tired 6th former at the end of a long day!! comedius..hmph. i just thanked him for the reading gig...yee...its dashtabs.com forums (i cant remember if i told you that already)..the closest i've been to him was reading, i got quite a way forward at one point but had to get back so i could breathe, plus it was actually easier to see from a little further back. why do the tall ppl always end up at the front at gigs like that?? bastards. anyway i'm rambling again arent i argh loz x
from i-d-i-o-t :
oooh oooh oooh guess who i just talked to?? go on go on guess...chris carraba!! or whoever passes for him on dashtabs.com forums. well, it was good enuf for me anyway, even if it wasnt him which is highly likely...and i'm babbling. but yeee. xx
from dried-tear :
your getting a lot of hugs lately aren't you Bex? hope everything is going well.. just writing to say heylo.. nothing much else to say tho.. xXx
from i-d-i-o-t :
*huge massive hug*
from kimeminem :
Hey Rebecca. All I can say is *hugs*. Being a person whose suffered from depression, I understand in some way how your Mum might feel. It's such a difficult decision as her daughter, but whatever you choose, it's going to be from your own heart and for the best. You're brave, though you might not think it, for coping. I don't know if I could do that. Sorry if I've come across as patronising or stupid or brainless or whatever, but I just wanted to say what I, um, just said! Kim xxx
from dried-tear :
heylo.. erm, does your dad still use his email? I got your email and I've sent you one back but I don't think it's going to work. Idlewild on mix tape is very good. It would have been great if you could have come with me. I'll try and email you again later. xXx
from beatmyguest :
i love you so much you are great. don't worry about anything coz ALL YOU NEED IS LOVE AND I'VE GOT PLENTY.
from jewelrytears :
*hug* i can't pretend to know what kind of pain you're going through, but you have my support. xo.
from dried-tear :
Hello Becca, I don't really know what to say, but I thought I'd leave you a message of acknowledgement. Idlewild last night were amazing, I got someone to go with me. I still can't seem to email you... anyother emails you have? Love and hugs XxX
from howgoesit :
aww.. *BIG HUG*
from swcprincess :
PS You may name the tortoise as you please.
from swcprincess :
I wish that I could think of something to say that didn't come out heartless / falsely sympathetic / empty / condescending (delete as needed), but I can't so I won't try. Instead, here is a random hello- which also doubles as a coupon entitling you to a free imaginary dancing tortoise. (....) Which is infinitely more interesting than an "oh i'm so sorry blah blah" message, dontcha think?
from narkoleptic :
:) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) <3
from narkoleptic :
Thanx for my new layout, i'ts rad! Arajane hasn't left a note yet and I'd like you to look at em0's and kerrang-girl's diaries they are quite cool and I think you like them! Luv ya too Kat
from smeghed182 :
hi its scott (kat bro) can you fix my diary up pleez
from misery-whip :
your entry in my guestbook brightened my day especially seeing as how the tenth grade it making my life cry. your name is rebecca. my name is rebecca. you like bright eyes. i like bright eyes. your screename is from an everclear song. mine used to be from an everclear song. we should be friends. hmm. <3
from dried-tear :
Bex- it won't let me email you. This is very annoying because I want you to send my letter and I can't give you my address. Hmph, email me and I'll reply and let's see if that works, I mean if you want to.. School is a big annoyance isn't it.. I don't like being there but then I don't like missing out on things, like lunch for example. Yeah but maybe I won't go into that, I have to write 21 bloody reports on letters, newspapers etc.. how many times can you say "it is written using texts" before it gets tedious. It's so boring. I have tickets to see Idlewild and at the moment no one to go with booo :(
from narkoleptic :
erm bex hi it's kat....i like your page it's......intriguing! I have one now too!!
from beatmyguest :
yeah so i went to leeds. was a lotta fun, except for the rioting and burning and stuff. do you get the same problem at reading? coz if the line up is half as good as it was this year, i don't want it ruined again next year. lots of love, i too was the only one singing the dashboard lyrics! this got me beaten up by my friends.
from i-d-i-o-t :
too f*ckin right i need tenacious D, after that i had 'nay we are but men ROCK!' in my head all day...saves the day were sooo shit!! did you see the mosh? hehehe we started a mosh while STD were playing <<(thats a really stupid thing to call your band) and hurt the emo kids. *looks puzzled* i am an emo kid...erm...ok, i'm a nothing and a nobody which means i can hurt anyone and no-one can hurt me. hell yes. FUCK THE PUNKS!! no dont they're my friends..cept the one who fucking flicked a fag at me bastard die. i love chris even more in the flesh.
from planetqueen :
I don't know how you did it, but you are just such a complete hacker slut. STOP MESSING WITH MY PROFILE DAMN YOU.
from i-d-i-o-t :
heyheyhey ONLY FIVE DAYS TIL CHRIS IN THE FLESH HELL YES WOOHOO sorry, a little excited there. hehe. you wanna meet up if your still going? cos that would be cool. mail me anyway. lozx
from arajane :
i love the new layout. i'm glad you're back from dorset (isn't that where billy bragg lives?).
from dried-tear :
bex, hello, glad your happy, i sent your tape yesterday morning with an excuse of a letter attached, erm.. that be all. nite x
from i-d-i-o-t :
argh, the walls are made of sweat everywhere, and sometimes other things too and then it gets really tasty names like 'crypt juice' etc etc. thats what comes of going to alt.clubs cos theyre much less carpety than 'normal' ie 'boring' clubs. hehe, me and my experience. i feel old. neway i'm going to an allout drink-sex-drugs party tonight so if i'm alive i'll note u soon, if not i bequeath you my full weekend reading ticket. loz xx
from i-d-i-o-t :
heylo, havent heard from you for a while, what you been up to? and dont say 'read the diary' cos then i dont get a nice long(ish) note!! loz x
from kimeminem :
Well I never! You like Elliott? That's awesome :D I hardly know anybody who likes those guys! And, as I took notice of before - you like Less Than Jake too? And Rival Schools? Eeh by gum. I've always wanted to say that ;-) Anyway, hope you're AWAP. One day, I'm gonna have to email you! Kim xx
from zania :
Hi=) How are ya?? I hope good
from lincok :
thanks. i just feel really well ...alone... we do have some things in common but only a few . i wish i had a friend who i could relate to. when i am with you and Elly (etc) and that i feel really left out and distance, like i'm the out one out and it gets really lonely, i wish i just could fit in somehow, like have a change in personality.
from lincok :
bye the way i love @i wish my name was dixie normous' sorry bout the spelling i so should of done that. you put it in words i couldn't describe, you're a born writer!
from lincok :
hi new entry of mine what up?
from swcprincess :
By the way... why didn't I ever think of getting some free advertising on the Muji doodle pad? You genius you. All my mental age allows me to do is scribble "write on other side"... on both sides of the page. I'm such a dork.
from swcprincess :
Hel-lo, I return. I'm feeling a little friend-abandoned too, hope you're doing a bit better.
from dried-tear :
I downloaded Stay what you are, yeh If Winter Ends is the only track I have heard which isn't on Fevers and Mirrors. I might downloaded some more. Well I'll email you later..
from dried-tear :
Bex, your so great! I love the way you write things. Please, tell me how you make everything so real. Your diary, is, amazing.. ahh.... i lurve you!
from drhead :
it's rather satisfying to say, too. WHOPWHOPWHOPWHOP
from ladyfingers :
ah, fuck people like that. you have the right attitude about them. you're cool, remember?! (how was austin powers? i want to see that - is it worth it?)
from drhead :
i really don't know. i'll think of something less stupid soon.
from bitch-review :
http://bitch-review.diaryland.com/rollerqueen.html - your bitch-review has been posted. Apologies for the delay.
from swcprincess :
I found you on the Diarist registry this morning, and the night before I think I clicked on a banner or guestbook link or something, and there was a link in another random diary too. Weirdness. But thankyou for the compliment, my layout loves you too. I'm going away for a couple of weeks, but when I return I'm gonna be catching up on some of your archives, coz evidently you rock! And enjoy the hols while they last...
from swcprincess :
I've stumbled across your diary on three seperate occasions in the past four days, so fate is clearly trying to tell me something here. !
from ladyfingers :
ring me? you still have my number, right?
from kimeminem :
Wow. I made somebody's "cool" people list? I'm quite shocked by that! But hurrah! A fellow New End Original. And from your profile - Saves the Day and the Promise Ring too? Wow. Such cool taste! :D Anyway, I left you a note as you instructed people to do in your diary. I think I ought to start hinting for more people to sign my guestbook or something. Anyway, thanks for the little message you left! Hope I made some sense! *hugs* Kim xx
from howgoesit :
hi. i am here to save the day! and leave you a note. to make you happy. :) anywho, to reply to what you last said to me... i'm a bit of a french geek too. our little secret, mmkay?
from ladyfingers :
glad you had a good day. don't worry about getting into trouble - what are the last few days of school FOR if it's not skipping your lessons?!! (38 days till reading! EEEEE!!!)
from ladyfingers :
nope! sorry to disappoint, me dear! must go now, i have company x
from ladyfingers :
hehee! i love you! you have wisdom beyond your years, at least about the important things, like katie's hair. ;)
from ladyfingers :
next time you feel like that, ring me. don't be embarrassed or anything, just ring. and stop licking the roads! (i haven't studied french in a long time, so i might have got that translation wrong . . . !)
from zania :
HI!!
from bicyclelove :
i love you!!
from howgoesit :
hi, tis me again. :) have fun on that french trip, it sounds like a blast! did i ever tell you- the first thing that caught my eye about your diary was the title 'voici un petit poisson' - here is a small fish. i loved it. well stay cool..
from ladyfingers :
BENCHBALL?!! i am sooo jealous!
from sandandwater :
Thanks:) !
from i-d-i-o-t :
things do get better. really they do. then they get worse again, but the good times will keep you sane. i was in almost the same position, the arms and all...i'm not even sure how i stopped. you have to want to, and hang on to the ppl who'll help really hard. really really hard. loz xx
from mrs-roboto :
hang in there hon. Things will get better.
from ladyfingers :
thinking of you.
from arajane :
the postcard you sent it the best. thank you!
from howgoesit :
hi, how goes it? i've been reading your diary for a while now and finally decided to read you a note and add to you my favorites list. actually i've just been lazy. ;)
from o-jasmine-o :
I wish I lived nearer to you. I'd knock on the door and come in, feeling at home and finding everything the most normal thing on earth, accepting, and with that adoring, everything the way it is, and rip you from your computer one Friday night and take you out with me. Not to some boring (night/youth) club where the "common" people go to try and mix with them, but to any random place, maybe even a club anyway, where I would force you to join me just emphasizing being different by acting as weirdly as we can, proving to everyone how unique <i>everyone</i> is, but that there are not many people like us, who dare act differently, too. Once you can admire or worthy yourself for yourself and show it, you'll be surprised how many others can love you so strongly for just that, for just you being different and youself, instead of hating you for it. You've got me loving you for it already, now try the rest of the world, starting with yourself. xXx
from doomsdayduck :
you're so damn cool.
from rumblejungle :
hmm.. this cud be cruel but *shrugs* that night cud be one of those events where, when your a lil older, you can look back and laugh about it?. because... it seemed to me as though it was freaky yet, oddly enough, funny. hmm.. yet this cud also be my disturbing sense of humour. ponder upon this i shall. hannah.
from zania :
Wow that sound like a funky day but hey you survived it thats what matters...........lame huh?=)
from ladyfingers :
i went on GIFT courses too. it made me feel pretty intimidated! you're so used to being the most intelligent person around you, that it is scary, but exciting, being on the same level as everyone else for a few days! i wish i was still young enough to go on those courses.
from beatmyguest :
for a 13 year old you're a great writer. you going to leeds festival? i am!
from ladyfingers :
IM me. i need to know where you live so i can come and have a chat with james sodding bond. (hehe) *very angry*
from beatmyguest :
wanted to say thanks for leaving a note, i never really check em. thanks for your compliments, tis true i'm bristish and enjoy good music. i also enjoy your diary, you're a great writer, and your new layout is great. i also noticed the get up kids song title.
from i-d-i-o-t :
more applause, its not that difficult once you get your head around it, anyway, i should probably go outside and feed myself some nicotine, byebye now mwa
from enidhere :
quite possibly its your lovely legs they envy..but who knows...girls...they are very fickle bullies, some of the time...& other times just party animals.
from i-d-i-o-t :
not blocked after all, but whats AIM? erg, more scary things. they have a problem because theyre sad ignorant little people. dont get bothered by it, they have the problem, not you.
from i-d-i-o-t :
claps heartily...you must have messenger btw, if so ADD ME DAMIT my addy is at the bottom of my profile..they blocked me from the NME chat room thingy :o loz xx
from i-d-i-o-t :
okili, yes i think so too, either i'm terribly unobservant or you just rewrote yuor whole diary (ok, exaggeration there..) and it is all so easy, just wait, you're old before your time young lady and dont wish those years away etc etc. i had all th same stuff said to me, i felt the same, dont worry it gets far better. byee loz xx
from i-d-i-o-t :
hey...1) dland is the only thing that keeps me sane. i never have anything to write but i manage! 2) apathy now? ur only 13 arent you? wait til ur GCSEs! u wont give a shit, and by then no-one else will. 3) social lives get better. all of a sudden something interesting will come along..like a floor in the town centre or a job, or something. and if they dont do cool stuff there are trains right? come join one of my many crus!! i have like five!! loadsa friends to spare. and theyre all muchly cool. so things do get better, tho nothing ever seems worhtwhile i know that..my social life used to stop at the end of my bus route too. take it from me, give it 6 months, 9, and life gets so much better. chin up, mwa, lzl xx
from vitality :
i wish i was yr friend. too bad i am a bad person. [hurrah for self-pity!]
from jewelrytears :
i saw that you linked me, and decided to check your diary out. you have a wonderfully engaging writing style and impeccable taste in music. bright eyes is pure genius.
from lincok :
bex how cums im not one of your fav fab diarys :(
from rumblejungle :
HAHAHAHAHAAHAHA... that made me laugh.. fukin topped my evening off! this woman chased you AND your mother down the street!? hahaha.. weeeirdd.. haha. i imagine that it wasnt funny at the time.. but to me.. it jus does sound really hilarious! hahaha.. and.. i dont care about a long note.. because i hardly ever get any notes! haha.. but seriously.. that note MADE my day!hahahhaa
from rumblejungle :
my leg jus made a popping sound :S anyway.. yea.. it IS a damm gd startin point.. hehe.. and dont worry.. if i was on that bus i wud have a damn gd time takin the piss! haha.. what kind of ppl r his parents like? no offence to them.. but.. wud u name yr kid that?!
from rumblejungle :
HAHAHAHAHA... he is called James Bond? fuk.. that wud jus give me the PERFECT excuse to take the piss out of him! lol. i loved your last line.. hehe.. imagine, getting James Bond in trouble? that takes a lot of skills! hehe.. sorry, but... thats totally out of order the way they were treatin u. and.. period pain fukin suck too.. and the headaches *sigh*
from o-jasmine-o :
I've had this mirror for as long as I can remember. It's an ugly mirror really, landscape layout, rectangular with a rough dark brown brim, and it has a picture on it, of snoopy. Snoopy's sulking if I recall correctly, but what my memory does bring to me in all certainty is the text that's elegantly swirled around the black and white doggy: "Smile, it might improve the value of your face!" Don't worry about it; you can't help it! I'm amazed you feel responsible. Wipe that sulk!
from bicyclelove :
hi, i think we have a special bond because we both wrote the entire song "no lies just love" in our diaries, in the past week or so. just thought i'd let you know.
from o-jasmine-o :
It just struck me you should be a part of my favourite diaries list. – Some people are so stupid, some people just don't realise how special those "freaks", as they call them, can be. Yes you.
from brokensounds :
thanks for your comments. i think that you do think of cool things to say. i have a question - what songs do you suggest that i download? seeing how you have great taste in music. thanks again. <3 nadia
from i-d-i-o-t :
cheers...tho i've now added someone (who i reasonably assumed to be you) to my messenger ARGH help i have a stlaker...-sob-
from rumblejungle :
phew! second damm time lucky.. i have been around the damm houses to write a reply! haha.. ahhh!!! u called me lovely? *blushes* lol.. i dont get compliments often! hehe.. and i aint fishing for any now. i forgot my fishing line at home! hehehe... yeah.. i wud plea for notes.. but there aint much point.. hehe.. no one reads my diary! hahahahahahahhaa.. byeeeeeeeee... hannah.
from i-d-i-o-t :
hello!! was that you who did my quiz? argh soo confused now!
from rumblejungle :
on a second thought.. thats a dammm long note! sorry! lol
from rumblejungle :
heeelllllloooo.. jus wanna say.. i think u have a waaaay cool diary.. and.. wot year r u in? cos i jsu went bac to school today.. it was hell.. i always seem to have less sleep than anyone else.. and they always say 'Why are you yawning?' and silly stuff like that. its not like i aint tired the night before.. i jus cant sleep! heh... its not even funny. and sooo many people get annoyed with me cos i am 'different' well ya know wot.. i laugh at them cos they are normal. :) yessiree.... anyways.. i will go now.. jus had to drop a note :) hannah.
from allmadhere :
You're miles ahead in maturity and sensitivity than those bitchy girls at your school. Once you're out of school, popularity doesn't mean anything. When you're a success and they're lost because of this, laugh at them a few times and then move on.
from arajane :
oh my gosh. you and planetqueen are the *best*. that voicemail message made my day, if not my week. make that my month. i would ask how you found my phone number, but i suppose i'm not that difficult to find. xoxoxo
from i-d-i-o-t :
yay reading yay whole weekend or just day ticket yay i'll look after you!! dashboard yay. sorry i'm really yay, as you may hv noticed!! yay lz x
from ladyfingers :
i'm staying for the whole weekend! jealous? oh, honey, you're going to miss out on weezer and the strokes and feeder :'( which is dreadful. but at least you'll get to see the cooper temple clause amongst others. 81 days to go (not that i'm counting or anything . . . !)
from ladyfingers :
excellent! (i've already got mine!) oh dear, we have to arrange a when and where to meet!!! (i will be wearing a white rose in my hair, hehee) words cannot actually describe how much i'm looking forward to reading - how about you?
from ladyfingers :
coming to reading?
from planetqueen :
Wooooo!! Jimmy Eat World tonight. You'd better not go psycho you mad little emo bitch! Lots of love, Mummy xxxxxx
from zania :
Hi=)
from i-d-i-o-t :
hey, cheers for the socks on the arms tip, went down a treat and i'm now *the* trendsetter, yet again ahead of the crowd. yay me. lzl x
from dsdiary :
love me forever, please.
from chibip :
Hayl yeah Sailormoon rocks!! :D Glad u liked it. You remind me a lot of my "cyberspawn" who is 14 and very wise before her years and forced to deal with the "getting left behind" syndrome. It sucks, I kno, but only lasts a few years. ;)
from chibip :
Hey there! Just leavin ya a note to share the love! ^^ Good luck in all you do!
from highlighted :
hey
from i-d-i-o-t :
i do indeed!! but the aaaa is like the 'eigh' in 'sleigh'....kinda...argh has someone read your diary? my ex did that and it was tres unpleasant for all concerned, eeek. hohum, enough onomatopoeia for one day methinks. bye [crazy wave] x
from planetqueen :
Thanks for the lovely new layout Bex. Its so beautiful. I can't stop looking at it. I wish I could live in it.
from o-jasmine-o :
I just found out. Sorry about that, I usually get annoyed when people ask questions of which the answer is easy to find. So I shouldn't do it myself. Thirteen. And I don't hate you because of it. On the contrary.
from o-jasmine-o :
I can't half imagine how hard your life is. Already. It's not fair. How old are you? I greatly enjoy your writing, you're good, despite your doubts about that. And I think you care a lot about people. Why else would you fret about it so much? Take care, xxx.
from deathninja :
hay cousin becca found ur diary by accident you got it harsh down in dartford just kick back and enjoy the ride of childhood coz when u have to look out 4 yourself thats when things turn bad
from deathninja :
Come and live with Auntie Sarah. Brittany has Converse trainers and she's only 8!!
from i-d-i-o-t :
i know [grinning like a loon] i couldnt decide, theres about four that i was looking at, and it took me ages to decide! argh i have no life.
from i-d-i-o-t :
saves the day [goes VERY green] i am soooo incredibly jealous!! and dont complain about the arse pinching, having your t*its mauled by a bunch of very drunk, very nibblery little sods is far less pleasant. (i'm sorry, i shouldnt swear so much) for a thirteen yr old, you are very VERY cool. be muchly proud of yourself. lzl x
from mollymaguire :
I really like what you´ve write. Keep so cool!
from que-suerte :
saves the day. ah extreme jealousy is exploding from my face..
from i-d-i-o-t :
dartford...i know where dartford is yay me!
from i-d-i-o-t :
kent?? i would swear that when i cliked on 'location' the other day it came up with canadian...ah never mind. i'm not far over the border myself, hailing from sunny sunny hastings where all is fun and not in the least dangerous, haha. where in kent? say smarden and i'll faint. tralalala, must be off anyway cheerio, lzlx
from girl101 :
this is all very excellent. i started smiling when i saw alkaline trio. keep smiling, girl. xx.
from i-d-i-o-t :
why yes, i am both, and thankyou very much! [flattery will get you EVERYWHERE] emo doesnt really exist round here so i'm the only one :( which is actually pretty funny...when they're all classifying everyone they come to me and go 'so what are YOU then?'...the looks i get when i say 'emo chika' are kinda funny. should invest in a camera. haha. neway, should stop rambling and update :) buhbye! lzl x
from arajane :
an averted tragedy! so glad you're back.
from magicaltimes :
Youuu left! Oh wow we're twins, magical, but no we are twins. woo... I haven't got aol messenger does that mean this is the last time I've ever going to converse with you again? Or just leave you a note anyway, dunno if this will work coz I don't think I'm logged in, yesh...awww I'll miss you. Gemz xx
from bop-reviews :
i just posted your review. i loved your diary
from arajane :
quess what? it will change. next year you'll be an angsty 14 year old. and the year after that, 15. and pretty soon you might just not be angsty anymore at all. p.s. i enjoy reading your diary no matter what you writer. la la la...
from que-suerte :
i really really like you. xo.
from pastelswirls :
hey rebecca cool layout ummm dont worry ur not a geek we need computers.luv zahra
from melodica :
hey, you're 13 and not completely immature. dude. sweet.
from ladyfingers :
i don't want a small fish, but thanks all the same ;)
from emobelle :
your diary is phenomenal. sorry for any intrusions.
from gotmedown :
i added a 'rings' link...how bout them apples. This should do. You like some rad music..and you're only 13! I'm impressed. I want to live in the U.K. Jealous in USA
from wall-flower :
you. are an awesome girl.
from magicaltimes :
Oh wow i just read your diary.. I think we're quite alike, I think it's quite a scary thought actually. Apart from the parents thing, don't get that.. but the whole age thing thats completely true, my brother will just not lay off that I'm 13 therefore everything I happen to do has to be ridiculed, because obviously his being 4 years older than me just means he's 4 times better than me, I don't think. Anyway, thankee muchly for mentioning me, I think your diary is very super too, you rawk my socks, and thats a compliment, just lik that bloke/girl said. heh.. nite x
from happypants :
ROLLERQUEEN ROLLERQUEEN FALALALA ROLLERQUEEN! HOORAH! ~Me.
from magicaltimes :
Heylo. You signed me guestbook, hello.. how did you find my diary? Hmm, yours is very good. Isn't age such an annoyance, because it really doesn't matter though, people still care about it.
from arajane :
what's wrong with jamie oliver!? he can cook like nobody's business, his lisp is adorable, and he's charming as fuck.
from darkshines14 :
hey i really like your diary, its good to read, RIVAL SCHOOLS!!! woo. yeh you rock. school bluh... i agree muchly with alot you write. hmm lala bye bye xx
from starsalone :
im taking my kisses back from you, i want my kisses back from you. <3
from planetqueen :
you suck giant monkey balls
from musicchick44 :
Don't worry...I've still got my mom linked and she doesn't even update anymore. Also, good use of the word "craptacular." Excellent. ;-)
from ikkiv :
Hello there! You don't know me, but I just thought I'd pop here and say that your diary is really cool, and I enjoyed reading it. Keep it up.. byee.
from ladyfingers :
craptacular! ALMOST my favourite word! do you know southend-on-sea? that's where i'm from. i've got to agree with you, dartford is pretty shitty (some of my family live there!). so's southend, but it cheers up in the summer, when the tourists come. be a tourist! come! as regards your diary, i know what the person means below when they say how they're older than you but they still understand what you're going on about. :)
from bicyclelove :
hi, i like your location listed in your profile. two...weeks...away. i love bright eyes. i bet living in england isn't as boring as you think. i would love to go there. you have cool slang that i've never heard, too! anyway, just thought i'd say that i like your diary. -becky
from molkolover :
Thanks for joining the Rebecca diaryring. You've got a lovely diary here. Keep writing. xxx
from lopecat :
lol, puppy sandwiches for all. i think, we need to shave Travis. and rivers. anyone got a shaver? LopecatxXx
from arajane :
are you really 13? your diary is excellent. i'm twice your age, yet i feel like i really understand what you're writing about. you are much more interesting, articulate, and funny (and i'm sure, more beautiful), than you think you are.
from strange-1 :
I like your diary. kewl layout. -Lee http://strange-1.diaryland.com/ confusion_world@hotmail.com

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