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from jarofporter :
re: your giner cat - we, as individuals, can only make the best choices we can at the time we make them. if the outcome isn't what we wanted/hoped for, it's natural to 'blame' ourselves, but you could have made other choices, and had the same outcome. in my opinion, it most definitely isn't your fault (i've been through something very similar with my old boy cat). you didn't intentionally cause the issue, and you were doing the best with what you knew at the time. all anyone can ever do in life, is to try their best. please be compassionate with yourself. :-)
from jarofporter :
not showing up at an agreed-upon time, without good reason *and* without checking in to see if a schedule change is ok, is just flat-out disrespect. their saying it was no big deal and you're over-reacting is flat-out gaslighting, and you had every right to disengage yourself from those people/events. sorry you had to go through that (it sounds like) multiple times... :-(
from annanotbob2 :
Proud of you xxx
from jarofporter :
not that my opinion is worth much, but from here, it feels like you did the right thing. i was adopted at 3 months old, and have also had to make the choice with my (ex)wife to 'not have' our (wanted) son due to fetal abnormalities. i know we don't know each other, but if you'd like to talk, please feel free to contact me. Sending healing energy~
from annanotbob2 :
Yeah - fucking awful timing. I'm sorry about your friend but proud of all that you've achieved since you got back. xx
from annanotbob2 :
Fucking UK immigration fuckers. I'm glad you spoke your justifiable anger xx
from annanotbob2 :
Oh I am so pleased for you yay! xxxxx
from annanotbob2 :
I'm going to Sheffield on Tuesday to do this grief event at the Samuel Worth chapel in Sheffield cemetery - display all day and readings at 6.30 - if you could tell Eric in case he fancies joining us. I remember you mentioning him before. xx
from annanotbob2 :
1/4 - brilliant - such a great entry - well done you, so happy for you xx
from melissa1983 :
Happy birthday! I’ve been following you for a looooong time, but I don’t think I’ve ever left you a note. I also started my diary when I was 17. I’m turning 40 this year! Time flies. I can’t seem to quit this place!
from annanotbob2 :
Hiya - aha! I finally found a tiny mistake in your colloquial English. You don't hop on a car - fuck knows why as you could hop on a train, a bus, a bike, but not a car. Into a car and probably not hopped. Jumped, leapt.. xx
from annanotbob2 :
re 4/9 I Woody Woodmansey was a scientologist in the 70s, while in the band, and visited its UK headquarters often, buying records from the shop I managed. Is that one degree or two degrees? xx
from annanotbob2 :
Thank you for your postcard which came today! Me alegre mucho! When I was a single parent I just didn't get ill. Not proper, unable to get up and do it, ill. Not once. You just don't, somehow. And I have to say I agree with your comment on Andrew. I know I only met him once but I liked him a lot. Happy weekend my friend.
from jarofporter :
hey! i saw anna asked for a link to your webcomic - i was hoping for one too, as i follow a lot of them. if you're open to me having it & don't want to leave it in my notes (for privacy reasons) you'll find my email by hovering over the link on any of my journal pages (right hand side). thanks!
from annanotbob2 :
Oh no! I hope it passes quickly and completely xxx
from annanotbob2 :
16/4 I hear you and feel you with all of this. xxx
from annanotbob2 :
Just popping in to say hi and to say yay for your group of students and for the adoption process still creeping along. x
from annanotbob2 :
Send me the link to the IG acc of your comic, por favor, amiga x
from annanotbob2 :
I watched a bit of your conversation but really mi castellano no sirve cuando no puedo pregunta la gente habla mas despacio. But it was good to see yoyr face and hear your voice. xx
from annanotbob2 :
I'm glad your brother and nephew are OK. You'd be stuck indoors in Sheffield too - it's another national lockdown here. One short walk for exercise. x
from annanotbob2 :
I'm so sorry about your cousin. These are hard times. I'm glad you have Andrew, Helen and those lovely cats xxx
from annanotbob2 :
Me voy comprar el libro y probar leerlo. 'K? xx
from annanotbob2 :
10/10 I enjoyed this entry - it felt like you were in quite a good place. xx
from annanotbob2 :
5/9 xxx
from annanotbob2 :
Birthday love to the man - I didn't know we're almost twins! Thank you for noting my birthday! Glad about the adoption progressing too - good stuff. xx
from annanotbob2 :
Please be careful - it's nowhere near safe yet 2/5/20
from annanotbob2 :
I heard the song 'El violador eres tu' so fucking powerful. But you be careful, ya hear? xx
from annanotbob2 :
Just sending you a note to see if you get a notification... and a hug xx
from peggypenny :
Don't Assume Ask Her Out Knowing For Certain Is Easiest On Your Heart Peggy Penny
from annanotbob2 :
20/1/19 I want to give you a big hug. xxx
from annanotbob2 :
I don't know why the thought of you going back across the ocean makes me feel sad but it does. Then I tell myself I'm being silly. But make sure you come back here before you go xx
from annanotbob2 :
Yay for the dream - that made me so happy hearing that you heard 'Andrew' not because I believe in monogamy, but because he's who you are with so excellent to have that from your subconscious. I read A Little Life and found it a very traumatic experience too. Berline... sigh, just for one day - enjoy, amiga! x
from annanotbob2 :
Good decision! And in Dublin - amazing! x
from annanotbob2 :
I love that you love Aerosmith - I'm quite partial to Steven Tyler myself after watching him on American Idol - he rocks a nice blouse! I also love the thinks that you like about the UK - yay for charity shops - I'm so glad to have you in my life and sincerely hope that we meet in person while you're here. Happy Guy Fawkes night x
from zenayda :
I used to have another diary here 10 years ago. Been keeping this one for about 5 years now, but cross-posting to none other than LiveJournal. I delete my entries here periodically (symbolic of clearing out emotional crud), but not LJ because I can just mass edit the privacy on all of the entries at once so only I can see them. In other words, LJ has been my archives for d-land. Just a thought, because LJ still has a small-town feel, for non-Russians, at least.
from annanotbob2 :
Frontline works best for cat fleas in my experience xx
from annanotbob2 :
So sorry to hear you're experiencing that sort of shit from this bloke - I feel ashamed of my country sometimes. Personally I am glad of multiculturalism which I know has enriched my life immensely and I'm glad you're here. Bon viaje a tu sobrino y abrasos para ti x
from annanotbob2 :
I did my first degree as a single mother - the uni had great, affordable childcare. Son was 10 months when I started. Does your place have a creche? Feliz navidad, amiga x
from silver4 :
Thank you..and I love your newest layout. Congrats on your new adventures, too!
from annanotbob2 :
Welcome to England! I hope you find somewhere soon and that we can meet one day... Maybe in London when you're settled and wanting to see the sights. Best wishes amiga, xcc
from annanotbob2 :
Sheffield! Congratulations, though Dios mio, this will be a big life change for you! I would love for us to meet one day. xxx
from kenny-loo :
thank you so much :) we are winding down to the last few months. i think we're most nervous about his visa getting approved. i know it's only a matter of time before uruguay stops the visa requirement but for now, I'm guessing the interview is still necessary. p.s. you are getting married!!!! how exciting!
from paulmx :
I really liked your last post! Dreams and their messages.
from dangerspouse :
I'm very glad to hear that. Enjoy :)
from dangerspouse :
Vaginismus?
from silver4 :
Have an awesome trip!!
from annanotbob2 :
Buen viaje xx
from paulmx :
Congratulations!!!
from silver4 :
Woo hoo!! Congratulations!!
from annanotbob2 :
Congratulations! I wish I was taking the course! xx
from annanotbob2 :
xxx
from silver4 :
Thank you!
from annanotbob2 :
Happy travels xxx Love Pulp!
from annanotbob2 :
{{{hugs}}} xx
from green-kiwis :
I am generally growing to the opinion that the men that break up with women like us do so because we have so much life and passion and fiestiness that they just want something 'simpler', which is to say, they want a woman who does what they want, doesn't fight back and doesn't stand up for herself (ie. child).... Or, a woman who takes complete control and runs his life for him (ie. a mother). I want to be neither of those (and I know you agree): I want to be a Partner. Equal share in the ups and downs, allowed to fight and feel and love as much as I want to, and be accepted for it. Sounds like Andrew is learning to let you do that :)
from green-kiwis :
Seriously, dear friend? Do not fall into that cognitive trap. Others' reactions and behaviors are THEIR responsibility, not yours due to a lack of action ('not saying the right thing'). I am fairly certain all of our anxieties and depressions are because we allow ourselves to take responsibility for a lot of stuff that isn't ours. Here's a good chance to practice otherwise :) (Yes, Andrew isn't a mind-reader, but that doesn't make his behavior your fault either.)
from annanotbob2 :
Man, I am SO GLAD you went to the Dr. My friend awittykitty had a melanoma that she couldn't get looked at due to her insurance, though she knew what it was. Eventually she located a plastic surgeon who removed it, but couldn't give her chemo and she fucking DIED. What is it with medical insurance that you pay for but won't let you get treatment for something lethal? So get it removed and checked and checked again, amiga. xxx
from annanotbob2 :
The books arrived today! Thank you so much - they are such beautiful objects aren't they? Such nice covers and paper. Me voy comprar un dictionario, si puedo 'find' uno sudamericano. Hope all is well with you, big hugs xx
from annanotbob2 :
I'm glad you're getting therapy. I had a similar thing going on for a few years - it's not good, but can suddenly stop, like a balloon being popped, and there it is, all gone. I wish that for you. Abrasos xx
from annanotbob2 :
Gracias amiga. Me gusteria mucho probar leerlo. (Is that right?) I've got a bit of Castellano Venezolano. All the best xx
from annanotbob2 :
I would so love to read your book. Would you email its title to me so I can get it? [email protected] and I wish you luck with the dog. xxx
from kenny-loo :
" I hate how guys can get away and even get rewarded after hurting a girl so much." SPOKE to me Big time! Rings so true :)
from blackthornh :
I'm curious. Did Plushie Paul went to the concert?
from green-kiwis :
Because you ROCK! I am so excited to visit you!
from green-kiwis :
Bon voyage! When you get settled, I'd love your address. Also, for sure I am visiting! I am thinking maybe next March/April in the Autumn.
from blackthornh :
Wishing you the best luck in Chile ^_^
from blackthornh :
Thanks for the kind note. Though I still miss Arashi, I'm feeling much better.
from silver4 :
crap i never said congrats for the scholarship!! i thought it and was super happy for you, i just blanked on posting :) so happy that things are coming together for you!!
from silver4 :
thank you :)
from kenny-loo :
thank you doll! i just finished typing up another entry, ah...been doing multiple ones lately. could Q. be that individual i saw you leaning against? :)
from kenny-loo :
yay. so glad Q is winning you over. i clapped in my head after reading. makes me wish your entries were longer. FYI: there is no such thing as too much information. haha! Go Q!
from silver4 :
happy birthday :)
from kenny-loo :
The letter was brilliant. Couldn't have imagined you saying it any better than you did. Well Done.
from silver4 :
yay on the date :) hopefully he remains a catch!
from silver4 :
Congratulations on getting accepted!! So happy for you! Best of luck with the scholarship, I'll be sending warm wishes and positive vibes out there for you :)
from green-kiwis :
I feel the same way! Something will happen soon... Juts not sure what. Chin up, friend!
from green-kiwis :
I think that is an amazing step forward (entry 11.13/14.10) with Joseph, and I want to acknowledge it, because even if you don't feel it all the time, it's like testing the healthier waters a bit. Therapeutic high five!
from green-kiwis :
I got your back yo. Email if you ever need me.
from kenny-loo :
awww, so glad you like it. back in 2002 when i first started diaryland there were so many websites with diffrent layouts to choose from. Now, i can hardly find any. this website i got the layout is one of very few.
from green-kiwis :
Ah. Stick tough... I'm here if you need me. *hug*
from blackthornh :
I don't know if you've heard about this, and I'm taking it with a grain of salt because the only linked source is a japanese music site (that might change during the day, though), but apparently Steven Tyler has written and will sing the theme song for the new Space Battleship Yamato movie: http://www.animenewsnetwork.com/news/2010-09-16/aerosmith-tyler-to-sing-live-action-yamato-theme
from kenny-loo :
Search:Kenet Sarai Elizondo :) that's me!
from kenny-loo :
Thanks for the birthday wishes! i appreciate it! P.S. I'm now on FB and i thought i sent you a request, but i'm not sure...? If i did not, then it must have been the wrong person. let me know! =)
from jwinokur :
I emailed you back. Did you get it? I sent it on August 27th.
from jwinokur :
Hey. I know you don't know me, but can you please email me? I want to talk with you off-line about some things you wrote about. You can email me at justin at justin winokur dot you know what.
from silver4 :
Good luck with the scholarship! I hear that Australia is a great place, very laid back; that and new Zealand. And umm John sounds super eager and sketch for someone just appearing back in your life. Be careful! But I know you're smart :)
from zero7zero3 :
Awww Pichu is adorable! Congratulations! :)
from blackthornh :
She's pretty! And I'm sure she'll be a sweetheart. Frog certainly sent you an angel.
from green-kiwis :
you have a book?!
from blackthornh :
I want to see photos of the dog ^_^
from zero7zero3 :
Well, you can always put your stuff in storage and come sleep in my spare room for a few months. :)
from green-kiwis :
the best part will be when we find out that lighthouse has a crush on CR and the triangle is complete... :)
from silver4 :
have fun at aerosmith!! be safe! you are probably already on your trip, but i hope the adventure helps you ignore the crazy things and emotions in life right now, and you can clear your mind and be free :)
from thedent :
Hi, thanks for the note you left me. I really enjoy reading your diary. :)
from green-kiwis :
Dude, I've known you way longer. Good stuff comes and goes, great stuff lasts. P.S. Do you read mommywantsvodka.com?
from zero7zero3 :
Thank you for the hugs. :)
from zero7zero3 :
Don't limit love just because it's younger. If it's there, it's there...Besides, maybe it's just a thing. A thing for now, and it will pass. Also I am excited to see your comics- that is really fun and kind of exciting!!
from zero7zero3 :
I can't even begin to imagine what people would think of me if they based their opinion of me merely on a few blog posts. Ugh. I'm annoyed for you that they did that, because, really?? That's not a thesis. That's what they do for those cheap celebrity gossip rags.
from kenny-loo :
I wish there was another "not so out there" way to contact you. I've been a diarylander since fifteen and i'm 22 now...but as you know sometimes other people think its cool to ramble on and on and criticize my entries... ect... so since i'm still such a D-land person, i'll come here daily...maybe post an entry here and there (not personal) but i'd still like you to know where i'm really spilling my gutts.... So, i don't want to put it out here so e-mail me at: [email protected] and i'll give you the link to my other blog. Like i said, i'll still come here daily and post but not my very private thoughts anymore. Hope to hear from You :) -K.
from zero7zero3 :
I don't think you should take JC to lunch. That's way too nice and more than he deserves. A friendly, emotionally distant yet sincere "Happy Birthday! Hope you have a great day!" message via Facebook seems about right. JMO, though. :)
from blackthornh :
Sorry to hear about your cat *hugs*
from zero7zero3 :
I'm sorry to hear about your cat! (new member, long time reader, found you through V's blog and started my own here...
from silver4 :
:( giving you hugs from afar
from green-kiwis :
"Do you honestly think that he has grown up, if he's still doing the same things he did when he was with you?" EXACTLY
from silver4 :
:) i just had to vent... glad you understand!
from kenny-loo :
thanks! i appreciate it. it worked. i now have the time :)
from green-kiwis :
fuck guys. that is all.
from silver4 :
my heart goes out to you. i wish i could be there for you :( hang in there
from behrwithme :
Its been a LONG TIME. Just wanted to stop and see how you were.
from blackthornh :
Friday evening I saw the police had closed off part of a street a couple of blocks from yur house (by the traffic lights). I hope it wasn't something serious and that it didn't directly affect you and your family.
from green-kiwis :
I think you can kick him out if he has your CDs. He will get them back to you. Also I *don't* think you should email him... mostly because it probably won't make you feel better if he doesn't write back (deep down, think about it...)... just my two cents :)
from silver4 :
Happy early birthday to you! Aquarius?? (please say yes...) :) I hope you get everything you wish for and more, including an awesome new job and an awesome man who deserves you, if you are in the mood for it. Otherwise I will just send you hugs and kisses from afar!
from blackthornh :
Feliz a�o nuevo!!
from blackthornh :
High priority, then. ^_^ I actually have no excuses now that I have light in my room.
from silver4 :
i love your entries. i am giddy for you right now, happy you two finally kissed! :)
from blackthornh :
Sure! No prob!
from blackthornh :
Mario Mario or Luigi Mario?
from green-kiwis :
I'm with Lorena: abort abort! This is a principled stance I have.
from blackthornh :
No lo habia visto. Gracias!
from green-kiwis :
If you are in Spain next year, I will be in Greece for the summer--maybe we could meet up!
from paulmx :
SO, write it! Let it out! How is the potencial partner you are looking for? What do you like about him? Describe your ideal guy :D It's therapeutic.
from paulmx :
Congratulations and happy 8 years!
from green-kiwis :
Unfortunately, as your non-therapist, I feel like I need to say you're right: he is dead. To you anyway. And you need to grieve and move on, just like someone who loses a loved one. That doesn't mean not looking back fondly upon what you had, and embracing the memories, but it does mean accepting what has happened and forcing yourself to let go, as you can't change it. Of course, I know how impossible that is, but I felt like someone needed to affirm that what you are trying to do is the right path. :)
from paulmx :
I couldn't add you... why don't you try to add me: pabloidem[AT]gmail.com thanks!
from paulmx :
Can I facebook you?
from blackthornh :
Don't worry about it. And thanks for the support.
from green-kiwis :
I *remember* when you were planning to go to Cali to visit Art. That seems like SO long ago... wow. Where does the time go? Thank goodness we aren't still with those jerks! Hey, I'm at the University of Indianapolis--have you looked at them? They're like, right in the middle of the country, but I hope they are good. I can't say I think they are, because I don't know!
from green-kiwis :
Another sound piece of cheesy American advice: Joseph is a fucking idiot. There's no way in hell she got pregnant entirely on purpose, and he doesn't have his shit together enough to handle a kid. As much as he *could* be happy, he's probably three times as scared shitless. In other news, hanging out with the guys is a really good way to keep from ruminating on Joseph, so even if it's not romantic, keep doing it!
from xxholding-on :
hi i saw you were online and i really wanted the vote from diaryland towards a contest i joined. It's a coach marketing contest and i need as many votes as i can get, please help! http://www.brickfish.com/Pages/PhotosAlbums/PhotoView.aspx?picid=975395_34070543&pid=2767347&scid=452
from green-kiwis :
chin up!
from green-kiwis :
We both spent part of the last 24 hours worrying about what will happen next in our relationship sphere! Whooaaaa. I hope we can both look forward to it with enjoyable anxiety and find happiness in it as it happens... Alas!
from paulmx :
Hi! I've been reading your diary for years and I must say I like it a lot. I hope little by little the Joseph character dissapears complety from it, because in a way that will say that you are happier, and girl, you deserve it!!! Besos.
from green-kiwis :
heyyyy... I just got caught up on all you had written in the past few days. good to hear that you made the HUGE step of cutting joseph out. did you say you had msn messenger, or is it just yahoo?
from well-defined :
and i found it neccesary, to let you know, i like your diary. (:
from green-kiwis :
i love your tattoo too! it looks SO good!!
from blackthornh :
Congrats! And good luck with the interview! Recently I've been joking that if I ever get a tattoo, it will be a paragraph that read "The tatoo I always wanted, but I could never decide on the design"
from green-kiwis :
the second tattoo is easier, by the way. also, how cool would it be to get usernames tattooed somewhere? if you are in the US, we will have to meet and go to my favorite artist and get them done... we are going to be covered by the end!
from green-kiwis :
here's what i can say about your first tattoo... about 3 days after you get it, suddenly you will regret it and worry that you'll never get used to it. and then once it's fully healed, you will love it and want more!
from green-kiwis :
THAAAANX! :)
from blackthornh :
Thank you! *hugs* and I hope you get better.
from green-kiwis :
I miss you... where ARE you?
from blackthornh :
Doing a Beatle will be interesting. Which one?
from green-kiwis :
He's just not that into you is GREAT. You will love it. Also, if you do end up stateside, I may visit... we have known each other for so long now!
from green-kiwis :
Where might you end up if you study abroad?
from green-kiwis :
I have a tattoo I got as part of the post-Ian thing. I really like it, but I had been thinking about it for years. The nice thing about yours on your back is that you won't be able to see it.
from green-kiwis :
You can't always get what you want But if you try sometimes you just might find You just might find You get what you need... -- The Rolling Stones
from green-kiwis :
The thing about "Yes Man" is that you never know where saying "yes" will lead you...
from blackthornh :
Happy Birthday! And I hope things turn out better.
from green-kiwis :
"chaos in my limbic system..." Nice, Miss Psychologist... Anyway, I am here if you need me! I know all those feelings, all too well.
from green-kiwis :
I am gonna throw it out there on here (rather than Facebook since I know you two are friends) that it seems like he pulled a dick move asking you to wait when in retrospect it appears he had absolutely no intention of coming back. But guys do that... regularly... they hate to close the door on one thing until another is guaranteed. However, I think you are fabulous and strong and I'm there if you need me!
from green-kiwis :
I had a good Christmas too! Dang that boy stuff... it has no regard for holidays or ANYTHING! Also, did you know your profile says that you have 2000 entries today! Congrats on that number at least!
from green-kiwis :
New computers are swell! Did you have a good Christmas?
from blackthornh :
Sorry I didn't say this on the day I got it. I got your card! Made my day ^_^. I'm sorry I didn't send you one. I remembered to late to make them.
from green-kiwis :
you have facebook??? can we be facebook friends?? my email is stimacva[@]grinnell[dot]edu.
from green-kiwis :
it will be okay; i promise! *hug*
from blackthornh :
Congratulations on you graduation!
from green-kiwis :
thanks for the note! i finished just a few minutes ago, in time to read your new entry. it has been a crazy experience... digging through the ancient (and not so ancient) past...
from blackthornh :
If your conection is with Integra, then yes, it is a network problem. I thought it was only my computer or my setup, but my brother told me he had the exact same problems I have (no internet navigation, no messenger, yet bittorrent working as if nothing was wrong). So I guess we'll just have to sit and wait.
from blackthornh :
Sorry to hear about Frog.
from blackthornh :
*hugs* Hope your parents get better.
from green-kiwis :
I am glad you like the design! It's a little different for colors, but it's a great album/song. Yeah I love reviewing sites... I have one more to get caught up on still :-S
from blackthornh :
Quiero un ventilador wireless La Vaquita!! *Blackie lo pone en sus favoritos*
from green-kiwis :
Is there any way you could put the text in English next to the comic, like in a sidebar? I'd love to read more :)
from blackthornh :
Deberias echarles el ojo a las Becas Fullbright que ofrece la Embajada Americana http://sansalvador.usembassy.gov/spa/educacion/fulbright.html
from blackthornh :
They get excited when they saw us go through the gate. As if they knew they were there to go to a new family. It was nice and sad at the same time.
from blackthornh :
Happy Birthday!
from blackthornh :
FELIZ A�O NUEVO!!
from blackthornh :
Enjoy your trip!
from blackthornh :
I also hate having caged birds, which is why I often had to go to the neighbour's house to recover my parakeet when I was little. Have you considered trimming the wings so it can be out of a cage? There are some trims that will limit flight ability, but will still allow them to get away from danger.
from blackthornh :
Resist the temptation of talking, and you'll be fine. When mine were extracted, I made the mistake of talking a bit to much with a friend, the resulting inflamation gave me a fever and I had to get an anti-inflamaroty shot in the middle of the night.
from a-quick-peek :
trying to learn is more appropriate i feel like. question, do you know where the casa de la solidaridad that santa clara runs is?
from blackthornh :
You'll be graduating before you know it. And taking breaks like that , where you do something completely unrelated, are good for you.
from a-quick-peek :
whats up
from blackthornh :
My brother also went to Guatemala yesterday. Something about a new job. Even when he was going by bus it made me a bit anxious.
from green-kiwis :
Bummer! I hate that too. *hug*
from blackthornh :
Congratulations!!
from blackthornh :
Found this online comic today (actually, found it while happily following msnbc links when I should have been working...). But it made me think you could also make a site for Simeon. http://www.xkcd.com/
from blackthornh :
Ouch... I hate guys like that (but then again, who doesn't?).
from blackthornh :
what happened to your computer?
from blackthornh :
Seeing that I was often picked on (just having a different train of thought from everyone else was a good reason for the popular crowd to tease me), I've found myself wondering, had I had more freedom of movement, if I would have done the same thing. Even today, my parents still say I exagerated the whole thing and brought it upon myself from not trying to be more like them.
from latindude :
so are we updating or what? i had to go dig up my old log in, just so i could leave a note!
from blackthornh :
Hope you get better!
from blackthornh :
Don't hate me for this, but every time I read about your niece's tantrums, I feel she could use some time in a military academy.
from blackthornh :
Thanks ^^
from green-kiwis :
TMNT! It was good. I'm a Raphael fan, so we were both happy :)
from blackthornh :
I was finally able to ask my dad. Unfortunately he only interviews freshmen candidates. For a Master's Degree info you'll have to write to the college.
from green-kiwis :
Oh god. Freud would have a field day. I'm one huge bundle of repression, guilt, denial and projection. And occasionally unexplained moments of happiness.
from green-kiwis :
Ah. I like when you've written. You're my oldest and favoritest on here, I think.
from blackthornh :
Puedes leerlo con mejor detalle en www.elsalvador.com y www.laprensa.com.sv Estaran hablando de esto durante mucho tiempo.
from blackthornh :
Harvard has a Psychology department. My dad does interviews for Harvard candidates so when you come back I can ask him if he can give you a few pointers or know of someone who can help you with that.
from green-kiwis :
You know Joseph is just being dramatic and is full of bullshit. I don't know the guy, but he seems like he makes you happy, regardless of what world he comes from. Also, you've looked at US and British Psych schools? They won't give you scholarships for improving their diversity?
from green-kiwis :
If you can't tell, I'm avoiding that meme. But I'll do it right now!
from green-kiwis :
Good meme! I actually understood most of the questions. Do you speak Spanish when you're in Houston with your family?
from blackthornh :
I'm glad to hear Frog is ok. And enjoy your trip. You need the vacation.
from green-kiwis :
If I ever make it to El Salvador, may I visit you?
from blackthornh :
You don't have to feel responsible. You have every right to be angry at them. And maybe it's time they know how you feel.
from blackthornh :
Thankies!! Though my mom found some eyes downtown, we're still looking.
from green-kiwis :
You deserve the best; reach out and take it :-D
from blackthornh :
you should post a couple of photos of the bracelets you're making.
from qwert :
hi
from blackthornh :
Hope you get well soon. There have been some nasty flus going around, like the one I had a couple of weekends ago. But if you see a pale rash on your skin, go to the doctor just in case. Otherwise, just rest, flus usually don't last long.
from blackthornh :
Thanks for the message
from blackthornh :
They were using M-16s, like I said in my diary. Worldwide standard army rifle (apart from the Uzi). The things hit your shoulder hard, but you certainly don't need someone holding you from behind, not even when firing automatic from a standing or kneeling position. And those guys are fitter than I was when I learned to handle those rifles. The whole situation was scary, yes, that's why I also said I also hoped it was all personal paranoia. I accept the fact that I could be wrong. If I'm wrong, then all the better.
from green-kiwis :
You, darling, congrats. That's a big step :) Hooray!
from green-kiwis :
I don't think it sounds like the healthiest sexual relationship. Have you talked to him about how he pressures you all the time? That may be part of why you don't find much enjoyment in sex...
from blackthornh :
Forget Panda. AVG Free is one of the best free antivirus around, has never given me any problems, and my dad even bought the pro version for the office. Though the only difference between the free version and the pro version is technical support which I have never needed. http://free.grisoft.com/doc/1
from green-kiwis :
you'll be fine. I'm here if you need ANYTHING.
from a-quick-peek :
Congratulations on a dream come true. ;)
from blackthornh :
Have a safe trip and enjoy every moment of it! And don't forget to tell us how the concert was!
from blackthornh :
Go ahead! Indulge! Buy the most expensive ticket. You deserve it! Besides, once you're inside and enjoying every minute of it, you won't mind having gone alone.
from blackthornh :
Hope your mom get's better soon and that it isn't anything serious *hugs*
from blackthornh :
Glad you're brother's fine and nothing serious happened. Toucans! It's so rare to see wild toucans here.
from blackthornh :
*hugs* I'm also glad they decided to leave. They'll be ok.
from soxconfused :
sounds like some food poisoning to me. I'm really sorry, that sucks. Hopefully you will feel better tomorrow. I'm sending good vibes your way.
from gumphood :
I am your twin fake alter-ego leaving you these messages while you sleep.
from gumphood :
So you and I are twins. Except I don't exist. Weird.
from gumphood :
Now are you the twin...or what.
from gumphood :
thanks for the add!
from qwert :
hi i hate mcdonalds
from latindude :
weeee! go have mad sex!
from slytiger :
hello my name is max. im eleven and a girl maxine taylor baldwin. from max
from blackthornh :
Thankies for the info. Though I won't be able to go if the showings are at noon, because of work...
from soxconfused :
Randomly found your diary. I empathize with your entry, guys just all-around suck sometimes. Oh, I just realized I'm posting with my other diary. Hmm, my real one is estratto.
from green-kiwis :
ewan mcgregor is extremely dashing.
from green-kiwis :
hehe! what a cute entry. I don't think any amount of ice cream cones would help me with that... it just grosses me out. :P
from blackthornh :
Thankies!! I have the visa now ^^. Want anything? You know, I was scared about sex at first too. Especially because I don't like the ideea of becoming pregnant. But when I finally got around to it, all I could think of was "that's all? Nothing more? Then what's the big deal?". My brother also thought the same thing. But it's still scary at first.
from a-quick-peek :
hey, i just read animal farm last week. interesting. good to see you're doing well. hopefully i'll get to talk to you sometime soon.
from qwert :
did u read about how the police got mad at me? it was exciting!
from qwert :
still?
from green-kiwis :
oh you rock! I can post about 200 images in a photobucket. AWESOME :D! When I run out of space at CS, I'll move. Thanks for the tip!
from green-kiwis :
I think it works more like: putting energy into ignoring someone takes up the energy that you would spend hurting over them?
from green-kiwis :
ignoring works best. Brian ignores me a lot. When you feel better, anti-ignore Joseph and it might help. Living well is the best revenge. :)
from green-kiwis :
honey, I know it might be hard, but you need to cut him out. You are a psych person, you know this isn't good for you! more *hugs*
from maniacs :
Hello! Christine reporting from her now defunct diary. Congrats on the hair. I know I always change something so I feel nice about myself, and it was always my dream to have electric-red hair. At one point, I had 4 peircings in each ear. Watch out for the hard cartilage part, it really really hurts. I am considering a tattoo though, but I think I will chicken out. I am so Rock N' Roll. (Haha, not really) And a comment from a person who has been in your love position: it gets better. It gets better faster than you think it would. I wish you all the best. Numerous little crushes were always my saviour, so it looks like you are on the right track with your eyecandy list. :) Bye!
from green-kiwis :
Joseph is a jerk, and he doesn't deserve you, always know that :)
from green-kiwis :
oh darling! I'm so sorry! I am giving you a huge, huge, huge hug, and I would bring you a pint of ice cream to make you feel better, but I'm very far away. Aw.. feel better soon, Val.
from green-kiwis :
it's never just your fault. don't blame yourself please. be happy and smile, if only for a quick minute :)
from blackthornh :
Thank you!! And sorry to hear you broke up with Joseph.
from green-kiwis :
hi! i was starlight22, then fight-club16, then orion-lime, and now I am green-kiwis? I guess so! here's my new address, but please be discreet with it. thank you!
from maniacs :
Thank you for your congratulations! Sorry, I haven't checked my notes in a long time, I don't know when it was received. I think we may have similar tastes in boys, because guys in bands rock.
from orion-lime :
i thought the exact same thing when seeing robots. some of it seemed so genius and cute.
from blackthornh :
Good luck with the story. Hope you win! I know these kind of contests don't allow for the writer to show or publish the story before the contest is over, but I hope you let us see it one day.
from maniacs :
Hi! I had to say something: From what I know about you, you are not a failure, worthless, or talented. You have accomplished, and will accomplish more than anyone I know, and we here have all the darned freedom in the world. We just waste our time with freedomy things like drinking, dancing, and nothingness. Be glad you haven't fallen into that. :)
from blackthornh :
Thankies ^^. He isn't Joseph? I thought he was.
from blackthornh :
Where did you find Sunshine of The Spotless Mind? I've been looking for it.
from maniacs :
It sounds like this Joe fellow is TRYING to freak you out. Just mess with his mind right back! That's what we girls are good at, right? :)
from blackthornh :
Poor Joseph. He must be fed up with me going there weekly asking about new manga...
from crazy-jim :
It sounds like it is time for you to be alone. Don't postpone it or you'll end up hurting the man you are seeing and yourself even more.
from cindreviews :
Cinderella Reviews is a brand new review site. So if you would like a review please come and check us out at http://cindreviews.diaryland.com/ . We hope to be hearing from you soon. Thank You!
from blackthornh :
Don't worry about it. All this time I was looking for the regenerate button and found it yesterday by accident.
from crazy-jim :
Hello. I was the username King Morbid. I am now crazy-jim. Scroll down your notes page to find me. I couldn't get onto my King Morbid account for over a year... I just unlocked it and I felt as if I needed to give you the heads up.
from maniacs :
hey! I know you are here too, which is good, because otherwise i would feel creepy for reading yours, heeh. Jeff Buckley was a very attractive fellow. Unfortunately there aren't many pictures of him floating around.
from fight-club16 :
Oh my gosh, you are way more patient than I. I would seriously get in a yelling match over it. PS...Happy belated birthday.
from blackthornh :
Happy belated birthday!! Have fun on your extra days ^^
from maniacs :
Oh my gosh, Happy Birthday!!! Sorry I insulted Waynes World 2, I was rather embarassed about that. 20 is big! I'm so scared to be that age, because it does entail growing up (and I am very very m ucha child still). Hey! You were published before the age of 20, that's a big feat! Have a great birthday!
from fight-club16 :
How is Simeon doing? We haven't heard from him recently...-V.
from maniacs :
hey, if you really REALLY like aerosmith, then you should rent Waynes World 2 because they are in it, i was watching it this aftrnoon. But you'd have to REALLY like aerosmith, because the movie is terrible. happy new year
from blackthornh :
HAPPY NEW YEAR! Enjoy it with your family and you'll see that 2005 will be better that 2004 ^^
from blackthornh :
The reason why I haven't said anyhitng about it is that I feel sort of guilty... the night of the 24th I was wondering what would happen if there was a quake on christmas. I know it wa just a coincidence, but it still feels weird.
from blackthornh :
MERRY CHRISTMAS!! And I hope things in the trip get better and you enjoy every moment of it with your family ^^.
from maniacs :
YAY!!! Congratulations! I love the story of you and Joseph, and I'm so glad that it is not ending .
from blackthornh :
I wish I could have gone. But I had to wake up very early for work anyways. Glad that the presentation went well ^^. And I hope everything goes well with Frog. Nuky had tumors but after surgery she recovered pretty well.
from blackthornh :
Panettier at 3. Got it.
from blackthornh :
Sorry to answer this late. Saturday afternoon seems perfect.
from blackthornh :
Cool. Then we meet next week there?
from blackthornh :
No matter what you say, I'm still buying two. And I was thinking, maybe we could meet at the bookstore.
from qwert :
so do you ever look at my site?
from a-quick-peek :
*HUG* You did what was right. Stay strong.
from latindude :
sure, no prob!! :P
from a-quick-peek :
nothing yet. i'm getting my new license soon i hope.
from a-quick-peek :
Strange... I put my wallet on top of my car last Thursday and drove away. Major pain in the butt. Good luck with that.
from maniacs :
Once, i lost my wallet in a waterfall, and someone returned it. So be positive!
from maniacs :
hey! No problem at all. I saw it at work, and immediatly thought of you. I'm glad you like it. See, my talent is shopping, while yours is drawing. I like yours better, it's cool.
from blackthornh :
I'll buy two copies then. It will bethe perfect gift for Dyz ^^
from blackthornh :
I guessed as much, since it was the first bookstore with a little cafeteria. And thanks for the heads-up, I'll go tomorrow after work.
from some-voices :
Question: Why did you remove me from your buddies list?
from some-voices :
Question: How did you come across my diary? Just for curiosity's sake.
from blackthornh :
Congratulations! Sieze these oportunities and don't let them go.
from maniacs :
Wow, Congratulations!
from maniacs :
I like your new layout. Angel showed me a lot of the cartoons you sent him, and though I pathetically can not understand them, I love looking at them. You convey expression very well. Yay!
from blackthornh :
Though I do have an LJ account I've only made three posts there, nothing else. I like D-land much more, maybe because I started here, so i'm not movinf in the near or far future. Maybe it's because I like to have few but very close friends and D-land feels just like that.
from smokes-words :
I am glad to hear that. <3 It's hard not to lapse into the same mannerisms. :/ I miss DLand from time to time, but I like LiveJournal a lot better. Sadly, most of my posts are now pointless, and boring... I still get to read you, though, so it's win win!
from smokes-words :
I love you, you know that? Hehe. <3 My LiveJournal is PUBLIC! Yes, I am going against the crowd! The same boring cliches apply, of course, but I don't talk much about chemicals, I swear! http://www.livejournal.com/users/smokes_diamonds/
from blackthornh :
saturday is fine by me ^^ I�ll be waiting for the e-mail.
from maniacs :
Hello, and thank you :) I love the comics you have posted by the way, angel has told me a lot about your Simeon comics. It's funny to hear your stories about learing to drive, because i gave up long ago. Everytime i pulled out of my driveway i dented my car, and hit a pole. Every time. So good luck!
from blackthornh :
That was cute!! Dogs make the weirdest things to make one feel better. And the photo is beautiful. Now I know how to find the book ^^. And considering that these few days I've been getting out almost at six, maybe you should set a time and place for the weekend.
from blackthornh :
Stop saying that your Simeon comics aren't funny. The one you posted was really funny... and I have to give you back your notebook, and the manga... and I forgot to ask if you were able to get the song...
from smokes-words :
lol, I hear that! Sometimes it's good to start fresh.
from smokes-words :
i hope) i know exactly what you mean. however, i would liwell, this is in relation to deathxwish, but i'm sure you won't hate me for posting it here. <3 (uh, ke to say that your entries were/are never the "same old same old" cycle of "boyfaces" "cool kids" and words like "glitter" "starlight" or "lipgloss". i'll miss reading that diary. <3
from sodiumclorox :
anytime. ;)
from sodiumclorox :
go to my diary. check my archives. read the entry titled "i have something in my teeth. hand me Laura Flynn Boyle," dated 3.10.04. just read it. i hope it provides inspiration.
from smokes-words :
haha, i love that animation. it doesn't matter what party you are, it's just so effing funny!
from smokes-words :
steven tyler pants? lucky girl! i am stuck wearing cookie cutter clothes, made for clones, because of my sucky job. bah.
from blackthornh :
I was just worried I had... you know, my habit of feeling guilty of everything... by the way, I found another song you might like. The japanese Spiderman 2 theme song, by that T.M. Revolution guy that I'm almost always mentioning in my journal. Do I send it the same way I sent the last song?
from blackthornh :
Did I offend you or bother you in my last note? I'm sorry if I did. I suck at giving advice...
from blackthornh :
It was $6.00. And realx in these vacations with your nephews and don't think about your avarage much these days. Remember that you have been going through a lot of significant changes, and like or not, it affected your concentration a bit. I am certain that you will recover next semester ^^
from blackthornh :
I got your Saint Seiya manga this morning, so you say when and where we can meet up. I normally get out of the office at around 5:30 but have weekends off. One word of warning though, the drawings aren't as pretty as the ones in the anime. When Masami Kuruma first started drawing this series, his characters looked like flat toads, which supports my theory that the drawings don't really matter as long as you have a good story ^^: So don't say people won't like your Simeon stories. ok?
from blackthornh :
You will get a an e-mail from www.yousendit.com with a link to download the file ^^
from blackthornh :
I don't know if you already have this sound clip. My ex gave me this mp3 file that is Aerosmith singing the 80's Spiderman theme in a concert in Japan. How do I send it to you?
from qwert :
Not too often! My web building abilities are comparable to that of a snail.
from qwert :
i made a noo entri! http://www.kapitalism.net/thoughts/thoughts.htm
from hotpinkviews :
Your review is done - great job! Ellen
from la-woman :
thanks for the suggestion, darling. <3<3 i'll go check it out now.
from la-woman :
haha! I never thought that all of this running to LiveJournal would help Diaryland users! I love it! LiveJournal is now getting crappy, though, since everyone is, well, running to it. Blah. I now have my eye set on GreatestJournal... ((Yes, I hate to tie myself down.))
from la-woman :
yes! you told your parents! good for you! <3<3
from la-woman :
<3 so do you.
from qwert :
Margaret was like that! I think she believes she is better than me.
from la-woman :
First: Congrats on the anniversery! You seem so happy! Second: I know what you mean about not wanting to write when you're happy. Depression = Burning need to find the root of the problem, and blame yourself/others. And, hey, we could all self-analize ourselves for hours, after all. When you're happy it's not as important to figure out WHY we or others have made ourselves happy... Err... make sense? Heh.
from qwert :
Gimme a psychoanalysis! http://qwert.diaryland.com/040617_59.html What would Freud say?!?!
from qwert :
it means a lot to me, its my primary means of human contact; so when people don't read it, im awful alone.
from latindude :
aaaw, you truly suck, <i>chera</i>. i haven't been able to email you, cuz your email address seem to be fucked up. i sent you something to your yahoo address tho, check it. hopefully it's gonna make you feel better. don't worry about your grades, that is SO not the only thing you have. you're funny, you're smart, you're weird, you have joseph and last but not least, you have a hot sexy latin friend who cares enough about you as to be writing this at 1:30 am. see, you suck, but we love you :D
from qwert :
u can be co-ruler! i give u half!
from blackthornh :
Sorry to hear about your friend. I just read the artcle in yesterday's newspaper and it certainly looks planned. I hope the ones that did it get caught. I don't think I can be of any help, but I'm around in case you need anything.
from blackthornh :
That I didn't knew. You learn something new everyday ^^ and I will watch that movie. And don't worry about the payment. I'll tell you when it get's here.
from blackthornh :
I think you must have meant youe hippotalamus. A hippocampus is a sea horse. By the way I'm sending a manga order to my friend in Mexico. Want me to get you the first Saint Seiya one?
from a-quick-peek :
Interesting how we both find ourselves learning to live and let love at the same time. I share your joy and excitement as I learn to embrace my own.
from la-woman :
oh darling, i'm so happy for you! ♥ ♥ ♥
from punkiekid :
woo hoo! thank you! <333
from qwert :
torture is bad
from qwert :
its hard being a leftist who doesn't automatically accept everything other leftists say. My birthday was so-so for being friendless.
from qwert :
I have obsessive-compulsive Freudian defense actions! Whenever I think about the mean people who hurt me, I almost immediately think of other things so I dont have to think about it anymore!
from qwert :
RETHOUSAND!
from qwert :
<qwert
from qwert :
THOUSAND!
from fach :
you have officially 1000 entries! i just saw that. kind of cool. anyways, i read simeon was your invisible twin... how does that go?
from qwert :
Im less than 3 too! <3!
from qwert :
I use "Amerikan" to refer to someone from the US - this allows a distinction between Amerikans and Americans.
from qwert :
i know a lesbian she gets all the girls -- they do rain on her, i wish i was a lesbian
from fach :
hi. i love your diary. it's very complete. anyways, i'm going to add it to my buddy list since i love the beatles, and you do too and i think i'll enjoy reading your diary. i also had added tothebeatles on it in the past.
from qwert :
my diary makes me happy for about 5 minutes after writing an entry, then i start wanting more out of life
from la-woman :
i know exactly what you mean about being alone. sometimes i get lonely, but a lot of the time i like being free to do whatever i want to.
from srogers909 :
I am on my feet applauding your viewpoint on the Iraqi war. I agree with you when you say that Americans have not known and will probably never know what war is really like. People have to be absolutely ignorant to believe that terrorists pose a greater threat to our "freedom" than the Patriot Act and warmongering leaders who take away the freedom of young soldiers to even live to see the future. But, those of us in the U.S. who don't jump on the bandwagon of mindless, phony patriotism--who actually pay enough attention to world events to know that a young soldier from El Salvador has been killed--still have some hope of stopping the brainwashing before this country's leaders *completely* screw over the entire free world. What really thrills me about moving to New York City is that I'll actually be able to join a large movement that gets people's attention: http://www.stratecomm.net/~fritz/gallery/m20 Recognize anyone? ;)
from gilgalad :
Thanks. ♥. Yeah, I'll most likely pop back up eventually... it's just that this blog has gotten to be a bit opressive. I'll totally let you know if/when I get a new dland blog. ♥. And I'll keep reading yours, because you totally rock.
from gilgalad :
you know it's not all your fault... he didn't have backups, afterall. feel better, these things happen. ♥
from srogers909 :
Thank you for your note. :) It made me feel better.
from a-quick-peek :
Thanks, my friend kat, julybabygyrl, did it. I found out my history teacher is a diehard Steven Tyler fan too. P.S. We remembered Oscar Romero in school today, I thought of you.
from gilgalad :
that's a very good idea! i'll have to start doing that.
from gilgalad :
Aw, thank you! You're extra special yourself. <3 <3 My birthday ended up being fantastic. <3 <3
from gilgalad :
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 (thank you)
from gilgalad :
<3 thank you.
from qwert :
I had to look polemic up in the dictionary! I'm not trying to stir up controversy, Im just trying to write in my diary how sad I am to be all alone in life! A new place? Where will I go??
from qwert :
My diary is getting hatemail! :<
from amber-darko :
Hi! My name's Amber and I'm 23. I am writing a book about my personal account of self hate and self harm. I'd like to include some personal stories from different stages in healing, different sexes and different ages to show that no one is the same, but we all are hurting in ways that we are unable to convey. I do not intend on printing names, there is no length restriction and I will not censor. I have decided to also include poetry or just general opinions. Please email me if you are interested. [email protected]
from qwert :
Bush is a wolf in business attire.
from qwert :
I went to http://bluepyramid.org/ia/cquiz.htm and took the book quiz and the country quiz! Im Vietnam wooo! And Anne of Green Gables! WOOOO!
from qwert :
this a good one, somebody gotta read it! http://qwert.diaryland.com/020808_5.html
from qwert :
hey, somebody read my entry before I was done with it! You better go read it again, I added paragraphs to the end! (or not, depending on when exactly you read it) : \
from qwert :
don't poke yourself! : o
from qwert :
i don't really hate women, i just write bitter diary entries. u should scream at sexual harrassment, its embarrassing to be screamed at -- that will make them hesitate to do it again. Yes, a goodly link you sent me -- did you know that the United Nations, International Red Cross, and Amnesty International all believe that the US is violating the Geneva Conventions? Furthermore, they all believe that Israel is conducting a genocide! No wonder the Republicans hate the UN so much!!
from gilgalad :
i know exactly what you mean about the job thing. i'm picky as well. i'm not going to get a work at a fast-food place unless i have NO other choice.
from teen-review :
Your review is finished. Enjoy!
from qwert :
yay! im glad someone reads it!
from sketchedpony :
Thanks for joining the Liv Tyler diaryring!
from cdghost :
wonderful
from gilgalad :
thanks <3
from gilgalad :
pst.. you know you're amazing, don't you?
from gilgalad :
what really ticks me off is that on rockontv.com it actually says 6 am eastern time! um, no... i got to see 'the lighter side of sports' at 6 am. bah.
from gilgalad :
love the new layout! very nice.
from chickenabuse :
I really love the new layout. It gives the diary new perspective.
from gilgalad :
happy, (half hour too late), birthday!!!
from gilgalad :
letting you know that i created a new blog for my slightly off random poetry. http://la-woman.diaryland.com. And I get odd looks all the time, they only fear what they don't understand.
from srogers909 :
People our age give me strange looks, too! They used to really hurt my self-esteem, but then I figured it out: 99% of American teenagers don't recognize individuality when they see it. They all look "pretty" because they all try to look like each other. Sad, but true. I think that's why they stare. In any case, I've started staring back to freak them out. I highly recommend it. :)
from gilgalad :
There is a nice man hosting the aerosmith dick clark performance. (http://the-webguy.com/aerovideos/) However, it's a VERY large file and take forever to download. If you have the time and space though, go for it! It's very good.
from aerolover :
I'm glad you didn't go through with it. You really have a lot to offer, and even if your family doesn't see it, those of us who know you via the www sure do. I know it feels awful to be ignored, and I'm sorry you had to go through that.
from blackthornh :
Merry Christmas!!!! Looks like yo good time in Houston, and I hope it get's even better!
from aerolover :
Well, I'm glad you finally got to break up with 1. He might be hurt now, but it'll be better in the end. Have a good time in Huston!
from a-quick-peek :
Do you know a Father Bracker? At least I think that was his name. Some thigns just came together for me this weekend. I'd be interested to chat. :) (Sorry for being so inactive for so long).
from srogers909 :
Hi! Just thought I'd say thanks for adding me to your favorites list. It makes me happy to know that people read my long-winded ramblings. :) I've been looking over your journal as well and you're an excellent writer...you seem very cool indeed.
from punkiekid :
damn straight i'm back! :) i missed good ole' dland. i still owe you a mix tape!
from blackthornh :
Just remembered something... since Charlie's in Taiwan, maybe he can find the Saint Seiya figures easily and not so expensive.
from blackthornh :
Got the info, but since it's long, it's in today's entry. Hope it's useful ^^
from blackthornh :
I'm going to go check tomorrow, because last time I didn't see any Saint Seiya figures (the new ones will be much nicer). I can also see if they do special orders. I'm also going to check the prices on some TMNT figures I saw there.
from blackthornh :
Though you might to see this, because of your guitar lessons. There's this restaurant in Los Planes de Renderos called El Rincon Italiano, where, every Thursday, Friday and Saturday, from 8:30 p.m. onwards, two guitarrists, Isaac Starkman and another one I can't remember the name of, sing and play. It's really, really nice, and you and your family might enjoy it. This is... in case you hadn't heard about it.
from paulmx :
Hello. Do you speak spanish?... Adi�s.
from suckitreview :
Your review at Suck-it Review is now up! I enjoyed reviewing your diary. Reading it has been my pleasure! -Alisha
from blackthornh :
Thankies!! ^^ I had heard about them, but didn't knew when and at what time. If you are able to, I recommend you watch Spirited Away. Metropolis is nice too, but a little heavier and darker.
from a-quick-peek :
What a beautiful summary of some of the reasons we all write here. I couldn't have put it better myself. And hey, save some of that psychology for me, I think I'm gonna start my book soon.
from elzangano :
HAPPY SECOND ANYVERSARYYYYYYYYY CHEROIDAAAAAAAA I MISS YOU SOO MUCH, WISH YOU THE BEST IN LIFE:d:d:d
from blackthornh :
Here's the ad: http://www.15th-hq.com/blackthornhiei/imagenes/aeroad.JPG ^^ Hope you are able to recover the otehr things.
from xreviewyoux :
come get your diary reviewed at this new review site!
from strangecrew :
what you need is a zip-drive. that's where i keep all my rare music related things. they're really good.
from scorpionkiss :
hello hello. i <3 you. darling do you have aim? im dying to talk to you...:)
from punkiekid :
Awww, thanks so much! You were definitely my favorite diaryland pal. but I will most definitely keep reading about you. I still have a livejournal account in case you ever want to check that out... www.livejournal.com/~dorkypunk.. or instant message or email me sometime! I'd love to hear from you!! (IM- worldwidexwhat or email- [email protected]) I'm glad I got to know you through your journal, and I'm glad I got to know someone who had a fond admiration of Aerosmith. :) <3
from blackthornh :
2:30. Cafeteria. Got it.
from behrwithme :
Thank you for the birthday wish chica. Belated or not, it made my day. I just read your recent entry, and I'm so glad that you've found happiness. I know it feels to be unhappy all the time, and it's...just unpleasant. If anyone deserves to find content in life, it's you. *hug* Later girlie. <3-Jess
from blackthornh :
How about tomorrow or Thursday? You set the time, and we can have something at the cafeteria.
from punkiekid :
You're so sweet! And thanks for all the nice things you said! You're the best!
from behrwithme :
Hey girl...I just wanted to drop in and say hello. *hug*
from elzangano :
Hi cheroida, just wanted to say hi, and hopefully we'll talk later on the day ok? see ya later my dear friend
from blackthornh :
Did you see MTV last night? There was an Aerosmith special... though I caught it halfway through and couldn't tape it.
from punkiekid :
hahaha, sorry it took so long to respond to your gbook signage. But thank you for wishing me a happy birthday. You're the sweetest, and I'm glad SOMEONE still reads my diary. :) You're awesome as well, and I will always read your diary, ya crazy kid!
from scorpionkiss :
fellow aerosmith fan that misses you terribly. waahhhh! i miss you & simeon. (yeh, its the infinitely more depressing diary of manda)
from perceptionss :
I hope your current state improves and you continue to "Dream On" until you make your dreams come true:)
from blackthornh :
Thanks for the note. i'll do my best to go and see it. Considering that my brother has been pestering me to go and see it... it must be really good.
from shawntasy :
Please forgive me, but after a struggle with a pretty hectic schedule I have reached the sad conclusion that I can no longer run the review site, Pretty on the Inside with the time and dedication it deserves. So this means that I will not be able to fulfill your request for a review. Please accept my most sincere apologies. Thank you.
from elzangano :
Hi Chera!!! hey i'm sorry to hear that you are feeling guilty, but you know something, it happens to everyone, we all feel guilty when our friends feel bad, and that is a sign of love, but if you take it to the extreme you'll be the one hurting the most, even if the problem wasnt actually that bad... (we'll talk on the msn jeje) see yaaaaa...
from a-quick-peek :
Read Catcher in the Rye by J.D. Salinger. Tell me what you think when you finish.
from blackthornh :
Accidentally wrote the note to myself instead (hehehe... silly me) I had said that I didn't find my brother, and after I clicked the 'done!' button realized that the 'Planeta' page hasn't been updated. Guess I'll look for a newspaper.
from king-morbid :
You don't know me but I was just cruising diarys and I know what you mean about recalling the pain of a realationship. You know? It hurts when your most cherished memories are filled with pain. King Morbid (Jim)
from blackthornh :
Sounds like you have a nasty cold... *hugs* Get well soon. And I'm glad your brother has settled down nicely.
from blackthornh :
Actually, I can only copy it to tape, since I can't copy from video to computer in this one.
from blackthornh :
It was nice meeting you, too! Next time, I'll get there earlier so that can have something at the Cafeteria. BTW, my mother has Yellow Submarine on laserdisc, so I can make you a copy in case you erased the one you downloaded. Good luck with your exam!"!! =)
from blackthornh :
Comunicaciones building at 4... that's perfect. See you there, then!!! :)
from blackthornh :
I can go to the UCA on monday (and give you the movie, while I'm at it). Just tell me what time and where. (I always carry a small leather backpack with an pokemon hanging on one strap).
from blackthornh :
Thanks for the birthday note!
from blackthornh :
Ok, then. Keep me posted. If you don't find it, I'll find a way to send it over to you.
from blackthornh :
"The Caveman" is a hard to find movie. You won't find it on movie rentals here. But, it's one of my mom's favorite movies, and I don't know how she got it. If you want, we could meet at the UCA to lend it to you, or send it through Charlie.
from elzangano :
Hi cheroida!! just letting u know i'm still alive, misserable, but still alive, hope ure day is getting better, bye bye El zangano
from blackthornh :
I guess you could say I'm proud of him... except when he's experimenting at three in the morning at full volume... because my room's next to his. I'm going to miss all that, though, when he marries and leaves the house.
from blackthornh :
'A day in the Life' just happens to be my all-time favorite Beatles song.
from the-velvet :
*whispers* pssst!!! hey, hey you! yes YOU! *grins* c'mere! *hint, hint* *giggles* ~^A^~
from blackthornh :
Don't worry about the simplicity. Graphics are nothing compared to a good story and characterization. And depending on the story, simple graphics work best. So go for it. You know what they say "No Guts, No Glory". And if I ever get the scanner working I'll present you with my own attempt at comics. A fly.
from blackthornh :
Will you let me see Simeon? Pretty please? with cherries on top?
from gallinula :
Oh yeah, I did. Most certainly did. Thank you for the well-wishes. Enjoy the rest of your week!
from elzangano :
hi chera, i just wanted to say hi, i'm at school right now,and they don't have access to hotmail so i decided i wanted to say hi from over here hehehe, see ya later my dear friend :D pasala groovy
from gallinula :
i like the way you placed that picture of George. today is his birthday -- and mine. I liked him most because he was reserved and interesting.
from perceptionss :
The Beatles anthology for $2 would have been a dream come true. I can't even afford to buy some of the older Cd's yet. Sorry to hear the bad news but keep looking. Eric/Booby
from gallinula :
I've had one helluva nauseating headache since early yesterday, probably also about the time you were walking for privatisation. what's worse than sleeping through the only day you have off from work? I can't think of anything. But anyhow, hope today you're feeling better. Take care.
from blackthornh :
And I though you were going to get angry at me for asking Charlie.
from blackthornh :
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! (looks like somebody beat me to it... oh, well). Looks like you had a really nice day.
from a-quick-peek :
*ahem* HAAAAPPPPPY BIRTHDAY! I know its a little late but I wish you a continued happy birthday for the hour you hvae left and all the rest of your days. :)
from lousrose :
no problem hun. thank you so much for the compliments. i'll be sure to read your diary as well once i get some free time today. thanks again :) love, whit.
from blackthornh :
Lucky you. My only R.E.M. book got stolen along with the Cds. I doubt those thieves appreciated what they stole... What's the title of you father's book? I want to get it.
from wayworn :
Hey, thanks for the love. Seems you're an even bigger Aerosmith fanatic than I. Rock on! Beth ~^A^~
from gallinula :
take care, be well.
from gallinula :
you could try NOT cutting; that would be bigger than the trend itself.
from untame-able :
Together in your sorrow for Eric.
from blackthornh :
Don't feel lame. I'm the one that was planning to spend New Year's in front of the computer, watching an anime about the end of the world, just to avoid all the people I have nothing in common with, and instead spent it in front of the Playstation...
from blackthornh :
Is your internet provider, by any chance, Integra? By the way, thanks for the last note. It's one of the things that made me feel better. And I case I can't say this later: HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!
from cute-elf :
Haha, your right, your taste in music is pretty close to mine! hey why your name is simeons-twin?
from potireviews :
You requested a review from Pretty on the Inside a very long time ago and I was just wondering if you'd still like that review. If not I understand, please forgive us for the atrocious delay. If you would still like a review please leave us a note. Thank you.
from blackthornh :
Merry Christmas to you, too. And to your whole family!
from blackthornh :
Easily forgotten? Why do you say that? You're not easily forgotten, at least not by me... unless I did or say something to make you feel that way... sorry. It's a bad habit of mine to feel that I'm the one at fault for everything, and the way people I meet feel.
from blackthornh :
Hmmm... you could write the messages on the side of the door your mother won't look at...
from rockergemini :
Steven. Is. Santa. Claus. Is. it. Just. Me. Or. Is. He. A. Tad. Thin. For. The. Role?
from perceptionss :
I just wanted to let you know that you are not alone when feeling that way when someone is online. I hope the hurt goes away soon. Take time to smile today:) Love, Booby
from blackthornh :
That Aerosmith drawing was terribly cute. I wish I could use Paint like that. I loved it!
from blackthornh :
Just a quick note to say Hi! And hoping that I didn't offend you with yesterday's entry.
from blackthornh :
Thanks for the note! Hmmm... can I add you to my messenger contact list?
from elateddream :
I like it....
from blackthornh :
I don't know why I'm reading the diary of some who's living what I lived- except that I have Anime as an escape, and I never had a live life. Weird, but I can't seem to stop reading. Yeah, you'll probably find my diary a little too cheery, twisted and weird. From a salvadorean who wants to a Kabbalist and worships Quetzalcoatl (all the way down to the offering your own blood).
from anabellee :
Hey! I'm from El Salvador too. Love your diary, stop by mine if you get the chance. anabellee.diaryland.com see ya
from tinyangel87 :
hello...guess what?? not only is there a demon in my thumb, but yesterday a little man named Jay-hoo moved into my pinkie. he would've rather had my index finger, but that one is reserved for peaches mr. winkles new demon girlfriend...yeah my right hand is a very crowded place. peace out!! luv, *kym*
from tinyangel87 :
hahahaha!! u r so spiffarifficly FUNNY!! El Salvador, huh?? um...yeah...i wish i were funny...but im too poeticish, i end up sounding a philosophish when im trying to be funny. o well. heeeey...u have an invisible twin?? well i have demon named mr.winkles living in my thumb that is going to take over the world with me. yeah...its hard work having friends that no one else seems to see. i dont know....o well...ur probably sick of me now...leave me a note sometime!!...peaceout!!
from starsurfer :
Stopping by to say hi and the rhyme is completely on purpose. "You gotta love [me]." =D Weee...
from rockergemini :
YOU ARE SO FUCKING HILARIOUS!!! ...going to kill your gay lover...thats really good.
from rockergemini :
it hasnt aired here yet. It comes on in 4 hours. TWO FRICKIN HOURS LONG! VH1 was like "hey even we cant pack 3 decades of music and debauchery in 1 hour!" hahahaha
from rockergemini :
WTF? THE SPIDERMAN SONG??????!!!!!
from rockergemini :
umm....was that set list a joke? no, seriously, I'd be dissapointed if I went to that concert! I absolutely looooooooove "Young Lust" but dude....*shakes head sadly*....no "Janie's Got A Gun?" or "Crazy?" what about "Dream On?" I personally like "Hangman Jury" but few others do. I may be crazy but....dang. that set list just....*blinks* sucks.
from justpushplay :
hey (this is rocker, btw) what does IMHO mean? lol I may be stupid or something. Jimmy Crespo...lets see....*looks through her extrememly worn copy of "Walk This Way: Autobiography of Aerosmith"* Jimmy Crespo is who again?
from rockergemini :
The annoying rocker chick who leaves you excessively long notes at nauseating frequency for no apparent reason? Nah---havent see her. All I have to say is that on Arrow 105.5, they've started a thing where everyday at four'o'clock the play four songs by a certain artist, and they do the same artist all week. This week is Aerosmith. So, all week at 4:00 pm, I get to hear four different aerosmith songs! Mwuahahahahaha!!! Are you jealous? Didnt think so....Im getting frustrated waiting for the Behind The Music to air...plus....I wanted to say I liked how you said 'God created Aerosmith on the eighth day" I might have to borrow that saying sometime. Just warning you----so its not plagiarism if I have your consent, right?!
from rockergemini :
la la la la la la. Im so happy. VH1 Artist Of The Month is Aerosmith. Funny thing, on the commercial, it shows a pic of Steven Tyler, and the other guys are nowhere to be found. Strange. Nonetheless....Aerosmith Behind The Music premier coming up! yay! And about G.O.S., I think it may not be a flop afterall. Every countdown its been on, it keeps movin on up. Everytime I watch some rock countdown, the video is gettin closer and closer to Number 1! Plus, a radio station here in AL, (Tuscaloosa's Arrow 105.5) had it as Number Two this week! Ive always thougth Aerosmith's songs caught on late, I mean, I'm always the first person at my school singing songs. Atleast thats how it was with Jaded. My first bf at school I asked out because he joined in during my reendition of "Love In An Elevater." I think he got pissed because when we broke up, he said something about me "loving steven tyler more than i loved him." well, duh!
from rockergemini :
congrats on a good review! You know, I'ma reviewer there. You should have let me review it! LOL. You'd get a 100 had the reviewer been moi. rofl. well Im pissed b/c I missed the chat with Joey. But atleast I saw Wayne's World with Aerosmith on it. Thats pretty cool. I guess.
from roxygurl05 :
Hey I just reviewed your diary, the review should be up soon @ dreamreviews.diaryland.com. Thanx for submitting!
from rockergemini :
well....in the entry I read....you seemed interested...yes....I am very bored....about Aerosmith's "Girls Of Summer" its a catchy tune that gets stuck in your head.....but the video killed it....'Video killed the major Rock Star' lmao...
from rockergemini :
A Little History... The word ketchup is derived from the Chinese ke-tsiap, a pickled fish sauce. It made its way to Malaysia where it became kechap and ketjap in Indonesia. Seventeenth century English sailors first discovered the delights of this Chinese condiment and brought it west. Ketchup was first mentioned in print around 1690. The Chinese version is actually more akin to a soy or Worcestershire sauce. It gradually went through various changes, particularly with the addition of tomatoes in the 1700s, and by the nineteenth century, ketchup was also known as tomato soy. Early tomato versions were much thinner and more like a soy or Worcestershire sauce. F. & J. Heinz Company began selling tomato ketchup in 1876. By the end of the nineteenth century, tomato ketchup was the primary type of ketchup, and the decriptor of tomato was gradually dropped. Catsup and catchup are acceptable spellings used interchangably with ketchup, but ketchup is the way you will find it listed in the majority of cookbooks.
from rockergemini :
OK, I was read your diary about how you're getting 'Tyler' as a nickname. Well then I 4got about it and got on AIM and was talking to my friend. She blankly said, "You changed your buddy icon to a picture of steven tyler. I think there isnt one person on this earth thats as obsessed with them as much as you are. Whats with you, madonna?" (my friends call me madonna b/c I'm into her music and I'm the ONLY person at my school into her music) and I say, "Actually, I think there's this one girl on d-land who's a little bit more obsessed than me, in fact, her nickname is Tyler." and they go, "Hmm, your new nickname is Tyler." and I'm yelling, "No! First of all, thats <i>her</i> nickname, secong of all, Madonna is my nickname!!! Waaaah!" and then they log off. Now I'm getting e-mails from everyone saying "Hey Tyler!" and I'm just sitting her cursing myself for even mentioning your nickname. lol. Manda
from rockergemini :
Heya!!! It must be annoying for you that I keep leaving you messages. I took your advice and made an Aerosmith layout....its on the diary 'justpushplay' if you wanna see it. Its rather ordinary but its my fist one and...I'm kinda proud of it...lmao...bye!
from rockergemini :
heya! You know, i said the exact same thing about tommy lee when I watched Divas! Did you notice who he's dating...Prince's (or the artist formerly known as) ex-wife....I didnt know they got a divorce...eww, kinda gross...I understood Tommy's Pamela Anderson fetish and all...but the girl who fucked Prince? You dont know WHERE that chick has been....well see ya...!!! *hums tune to Rag Doll* buh-bye and rock on as always!!!
from rockergemini :
no i havent I'll check. i get all my info from http://www.aerosmith.com their official site...it has everything! Aerosmith recently made a video called "Girls of Summer" but I havent seen it yet? Have you? Did You know Tom hamilton's house was burned down? *thankfully* he wasnt hurt. I just bought "Young Lust: The Aerosmith Anthology" and luuuuuuuv it! But they just released another greatest hits album called "O Yea! Aerosmith's greatest" and it makes my new c.d. inferior! UGH. Whatever, some is betta than none i suppose. Well I got2 run
from rockergemini :
you'll be happy to know VH1's Behind The Music is currently "working" on an Aerosmith episode. They spent eight hours interviewing JUST steven and his wife, teresa, and who knows how long they spent interviewing the other members! Its supposed to air in earlyJuly, so be on the look-out!!! Haha! manda gayle
from a-quick-peek :
Ha. I'm always around. Yeah, I've had a few, truly great. Although my dreams are complete chaos. Nothing stays the same. Anyway, it's always confusing with the season things. I gues it gives you a little reminder that we have to look at things from different angles sometimes. I still need someone to practice my Spanish with this summer. Don't wanna get rusty ;). Thanks for leaving me a note. I'll see you on sometime.
from a-quick-peek :
Dreams in which we have been given the gift of awareness of our environments are rare things. They give us the chance to confront that which we push to the back of our heads. That which we supress. It is the freedom to try things you would never risk doing in the real world. I think maybe, their purpose is to convince us that things we are afraid to do, for fear of failure, rejection, etc., are things we really need to do in the real world. Its to show us that we can do them and the consequences will be alright, or not. It's a testing ground. Next time you get one of those dreams, try to do something you've always wanted to do, and see what happens. :)
from a-quick-peek :
Vaya en the field trip(excursi�n?). Sabr�s porque despu�s vas. S�lo h�galo con un mente abierto. Yo espero que veas que estoy habalando sobre cuando vas. :). (How's that for some Spanish ;).) hahaha.
from a-quick-peek :
:). They say that sometimes a smile from someone else is all someone needs to make their day better. I don't know how true it is but I thought I'd try it. Just wanted to let you know theres someone who can relate with you and whos on your side. :)
from mlpostrchild :
took me long enoug, but I figured out how to use the notes. (this is the part where everybody claps. Anyways, thanks for the note, I done read your diary a bit too. Not too shabby. Wel, take it easy!
from layliebug :
hello. thanks for the note thingy. i love your layout... very snazzy. as for being able to relate... even more cool. i'm not sure anything i write will ever be as real though because i have got in a lot of trouble for what i say and i tend to be the kind of person who cares (even though i shouldn't be) so yea. hmm... i go now. byebye. -me
from a-quick-peek :
you know, sometimes we love to be loved, sometimes we love for the sake of loving, and sometimes we love because we think we're supposed to love, out of teaching or out of habit.
from a-quick-peek :
if it all helps, i'm gonna be here all night :)
from vegangirl :
i have the same layout as you. only yours is a bit weirder if that helps...odd how we both chose this. who are you what? are you about? aaaaaaah. i am nice. i swear it.
from a-quick-peek :
kick ass layout. i have to say. and your friendship poem(because it is a form of poetry) is superb. absolutely magnificent. sometimes the best forms of art are those that aren't made to be art. they come from the heart and are simply there. i have a friend who says that poems that tell you a truth about life are much better than poems of self-expression. hes stuck in his world of truth. he thinks only things that are good and true are beautiful. i don't hold it against him. but i don't agree either. i applaud you for being brave enough to share a piece of yourself with the world.
from a-quick-peek :
And a very merry christmas to you too.
from a-quick-peek :
what about "Los Peces en el R�o"?
from a-quick-peek :
i did get your e-mail. thank you. you don't monopolize my notes at all. any note from a friend is one to be cherished. enjoy yourself. lifes too short to worry.
from a-quick-peek :
interestingly enough, yes.
from a-quick-peek :
Hey, what does Colacho mean. I know that cola means tail or end but I can't understand the rest of the combination. It has me a little worried with all this cola stuff because it sounds a little to close to colaso. But anyway. Just wondering if you knew. Thanks
from a-quick-peek :
El Salvador. I got it.

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