messages to stephielove:
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| from herskin : |
| hey pumpkin, sorry that you're hurting, but i know that what's supposed to happen for both of you will prevail. i hope that you have a very happy new year. lots of love! |
| from veronicalife : |
| Hello, well i have never been married but maybe you could try going through marriage counseling or something. It's worked for many people, it could save ur marriage. and my last comment might give a reaction of "mind your own business", i don't know you at all and you probably already know this and have probably done so many many times in the pass so just ignore this if so. i've always been told that marriage is about compromising. that if someone doesn't want to go somewhere, that they go anyways because it means alot to the other person. well i hope everything works out. God bless you, Veronica |
| from starting-gun : |
| I'm going through the same crap with my marriage at the moment. I never thought I'd get divorced. It feels so surreal. If you even need anyone to chat(since we're going through similar situations), email me. |
| from veronicalife : |
| Hello! i have misplaced your password >_<. sorry. Could you resend it please?? i had e-mailed you a few weeks ago, maybe my e-mail got lost in your junk mail or you might of changed your e-mail. is it still [email protected]?? Thank you and God bless! |
| from starting-gun : |
| Congrats on the new job!!!! It sounds fantastic. Don't worry, there's always a first at everything. But teaching band/orchestra will be fun after you've settled in. Hope things with your husband sort itself out |
| from herskin : |
| head up, young person. you'll find the perfect fit. |
| from herskin : |
| <3 you, steph. |
| from veronicalife : |
| Hey, i have had you on my buddy list for awhile now, and i seem to have misplaced the password! Could you give it to me again? :D I rather not put my e-mail in this note message, if you note me your e-mail i could send you an e-mail. I promise to delete the note as soon as i get it. Thanks - Veronica |
| from starting-gun : |
| Glad to know you're still alive! :) Happy new year hun, and hope you and your hubby have a prosperous new year! |
| from starting-gun : |
| Good luck with the job, hun. Fingers crossed xx |
| from herskin : |
| i hope so. |
| from starting-gun : |
| I'll send you an email with the link to some photos :) Just in case, the odd chance that some one I know stumbles on my little website. |
| from starting-gun : |
| p.s. thanks for your msg of congrats? Wanna see some pics? |
| from starting-gun : |
| Good luck with the band... It's scary, but you'll enjoy it. Everyone has to start somewhere... and you have all the education needed... just need to gain experience and confidence.. You'll have a ball!! Don't panic, because they aren't expecting you to be perfect. I'm sure they know you've only really just finished uni and all... |
| from raisond-etre : |
| Hey babe, just updated myself with your recent entries. Hope you've been well. *Hugs* Come visit me at my new site! http://rapunzelinparis.livejournal.com |
| from raisond-etre : |
| Hey babe! It's been awhile since I checked in, but am just catching up on all your entries since I'm clearning my annual leave at work. I hope you have a wonderful Christmas and take care there. God bless always. Hugs. |
| from herskin : |
| keeping you in my thoughts and prayers... |
| from herskin : |
| i have a friend that just moved to washington. do you care if i forward you her email address? you might have ideas of where she can go to meet people and such. i'll send her email address to you so maybe you could get in touch with her. |
| from herskin : |
| stay safe (and dry). |
| from starting-gun : |
| Wynton Marsailis?? Wow. My fiance would have loved to go to that (he's a trumpet player). So would I actually. Lucky lucky girl! Glad to hear things are good with your hubby.. |
| from herskin : |
| hope that you have a great time tonight! it's been awhile since you seemed this excited! |
| from dra1ven : |
| Thanx I'd love your password if you don't mind me checking out your diary.... let me know. |
| from starting-gun : |
| YAY! Congrats on you finding a job! I hope it turns out to be wonderful. I like your new layout by the way. |
| from herskin : |
| i know! i'm not sure if it is because we've all grown up or if the site has died down...i just know it's different. and that's a little sad in a way. |
| from miedema2002 : |
| Thanks for the compliment. I like it too, not to sound stuck up or anything, but I find it a pretty yet simple design. Not too cluttered not too open. ttyl |
| from herskin : |
| YAY - GOOD LUCK! |
| from herskin : |
| lots of good thoughts and love to you, my dear. |
| from herskin : |
| yay for prospects! |
| from herskin : |
| the waiting is the worst part. i wish they would just let you know then, most of the time i really think they know when you walk out the door. i remember going through all this last spring after graduation, but somehow, i quickly landed on my feet and i've been at this job - which i still love, amazingly enough - for over a year! may you find that as well... |
| from starting-gun : |
| I'm sorry that it has been hard to find a job :( It can take a while. I'm not looking forward to next year where I'll be in the same situation. Keep your chin up as much as you can. |
| from starting-gun : |
| Hello Stephielove, Can I still read? [email protected] |
| from roxyloonatic : |
| You're welcome, I miss lots of people close to me, so your diaryring seemed perfect... |
| from raisond-etre : |
| Hey there sweetie, thanks for that note you left me. I haven't caught up with you in ages, how've you been? Could you email me your diary access code ([email protected])? I do miss reading your entries! Take care meanwhile... *hugs* |
| from coexistapart : |
| I can totally empathize with the debit card issue. I got nabbed a couple of weeks ago for $700 on my credit card. It was scary. Thank god it only had a $1500 limit and I caught it on my bank statement the day it happened. Just clicked through on a banner...I think. As a military wife, you are a much stronger woman than I could ever be. Kudos. ;) |
| from suz324 : |
| I have a car! I love chick flicks!! Too bad I'm in FL huh? My hubby will be gone every night this weekend so I'm feeling gloomy too without him. I feel what you're saying b/c I'm the same way with him. Feel free to email me and bitch. :) I'm here for you! |
| from suz324 : |
| Yes! Keep your eye on the prize!!! I remember how much I couldn't concentrate before graduation. My mind wouldn't stay focus to save its own life! But you can do it! If I did it, anyone can do it! :) |
| from suz324 : |
| Yeah for good moods! :) |
| from herskin : |
| congrats on getting placed, it will be so great when you finally get the heck up out of there. |
| from jaykay617 : |
| Thanks so much for the note - I'm trying my best to enjoy planning a wedding and to look forward to it, but it's just been very frustrating so far. Anyhow, I saw your wedding pictures and they looked so nice!! It looks like you had fun on your wedding day!! Well, thanks again! |
| from workcrush : |
| This is the pink one. And yes, it IS pink :-) |
| from suz324 : |
| What a beautiful wedding!!! Of course,seeing yours made me go pull mine out... I love weddings!! |
| from suz324 : |
| Ah, sweetie! They are adorable! And hell yeah, I want to see more pictures!! Email them to me!! |
| from herskin : |
| Beautiful pictures, beautiful wedding. Congratulations. |
| from vickithecute : |
| Oh, those pictures are beautiful, thanks for sharing! |
| from nmnohr : |
| Found you through Suz's diary......hope you don't mind me checking your diary out! |
| from herskin : |
| xanga.com/missmcgrath is where you'll find me, hope all is well. |
| from herskin : |
| congrats once again, sweetie. |
| from aliblogs : |
| Your wedding is going to be so beautiful! Congrats! |
| from herskin : |
| You sound busier than ever. I'm glad you are as happy as I am. |
| from vickithecute : |
| Wow, busy busy busy. But such an exciting time! And hey, September 3rd is my parent's anniversary. (Um...yep, I realize that has NO relevance to you, sorry....) |
| from herskin : |
| you sound sad but i think you're happy. love ya. |
| from cosmopolitn : |
| Thanks for the note...It helps to know someone who has just been through what I am going through..I hope that you start feeling better...I am not an expert or anything but I have been depressed before and it sounds to me like you might have some signs of depression. Don't take that in a bad way, I am just making an observation...If you need to talk about it I am here ok? |
| from stats01 : |
| baby girl, from personal experience, i know just how much something like this can consume you. i went through it last june...i go through it every day. if you need anything, let me know. i love you. |
| from stats01 : |
| thanks (!) it's a good thing. what's the deal with being locked up? hope everything is going okay, love ya. |
| from gypsy-poet : |
| Steph.. is everything okay? Email me and let me know... *worried* |
| from cosmopolitn : |
| Are you locked now? |
| from vickithecute : |
| Locked? May I have the UN/PW pleeeeeeeze? Thankee-sai |
| from stats01 : |
| as a now unfrequent updater, i just want to tell you that you are not the only one that feels the fleeting guilt from time to time...you're in my thoughts as well, always. |
| from gypsy-poet : |
| Miss you hon... but sometimes it is good to take a break from here. Right now your life is full, be content within that. It is the small victories, after all, that sometimes mean the most. |
| from stats01 : |
| You know the format, here's the questions. 1) Tell me a random and widely unknown fact about you. 2) What is the hardest thing for you to accept in your life right now? Is the resistance helping you or keeping you stuck? 3) What one commitment with yourself or someone else that you have broken lately? How can you make amends and repair the breach? 4) If you could tell someone one hundred years in the future something, what would it be? 5) Write about the most happiest or most peaceful day you can remember that did not cost you a cent. Would you trade it for a more expensive night on the town or an exotic vacation? |
| from suz324 : |
| I'm so happy he's home... Best of luck. :) |
| from cosmopolitn : |
| Yay for love...Glad you are so happy... :) |
| from aliblogs : |
| so happy for you! and yes, we have good taste :) |
| from vickithecute : |
| ::huge grins:: I'm so happy he's home there with you, where he belongs. Now your lives together can really begin, right? |
| from cosmopolitn : |
| Hang in there..Things will get better and you two will be fine, I just know it..I am so happy you can finally be together.. :) |
| from stats01 : |
| love you steph, always. |
| from cosmopolitn : |
| Just because Nick is in the military and you support that and married him knowing that, doesn't mean that it makes it any easier for you and him when he is gone...So whoever that "someone" is and the other negative thoughts in your guestbook should just re-evaluate and put themselves in yours or Nick's shoes before commenting that you are "bitching" about him being gone and that you and he "chose" that path..You do not need any negitivity at this time so don't even bother yourself with worrying about people who know NOTHING about your situation.. I hope you see Nick soon and I know you two are going to have a wonderful life together.. :) |
| from gypsy-poet : |
| Funny how sometimes we are so ruled by our emotions that they make us act incredibly crazy... do-overs are wonderful things. I have had my own share of them in the past few months... |
| from gypsy-poet : |
| Happy Birthday! It occurs to me that you are able to wear the coveted "Deployment Survivor" badge... it has been a long year, I am so happy for you that it is finally almost over... |
| from vickithecute : |
| Happy birthday! I'm glad Nick is back in the States at least, even if he's not quite with you yet...but very very soon now, and at least you know he's safe, right? |
| from cosmopolitn : |
| You are not alone (the food just helps sometimes!) |
| from science-boy : |
| Hang in there, baby!! I know you can make it!! If it has gotten you this far, you can make it the rest of the way! I know it!! **big hug** Have a great day!! s-b |
| from forafriend : |
| thanks for the note. i think that, despite the massive differences in our lives, we are feeling much the same way right now. tired. lost. out of touch with the things that used to matter so very much. out of touch with the things that matter now. generally out of touch. i know that things will be better for you; i only hope that you don't lose your mind between now and then. take care! |
| from aliblogs : |
| your dress is gorgeous!! |
| from aliblogs : |
| hugs! can i please see the dress?? |
| from vickithecute : |
| Okey-doke ****HUGS!!!**** Now go to sleep. |
| from cosmopolitn : |
| I want to see the dress! |
| from erraticrealm : |
| dropping a note to say hey- hey ;x |
| from suz324 : |
| I've never learned the whole guestbook thingy... I'm sorry! |
| from freshlolo : |
| I hope everything turns out alright. I hope your puppy is alright! See you in viola tomorrow!! ug... |
| from gypsy-poet : |
| love and hugs sis... it is just the post r&r funk.... |
| from x--drifting : |
| Hello dear. Thanks for letting me know (it's always nice to get a note). I'm quite fond of your layout too. Well, take care. <33 |
| from gypsy-poet : |
| That was a great entry. Sometimes it just feels good to get that sort of thing off of your chest. Your opinion is your opinion. Goof for you that you stand by it vocally. Rock on sweetie... |
| from vickithecute : |
| Oh, I'm so glad you got your phone call....and ooh, my fingers are crossed for him to be home soon, sooner... |
| from vickithecute : |
| Thanks...I just love socks. As far as the Vincent book, it's great, swipe it back when he gets home - if I recall correctly, it's another three or four months? After that is he home for good? ::hopes:: As far as Bobby and I, I drive down there about once a month - I swear, I don't know how you do it. Best wishes to you and Nick and here's hoping he gets to come home for good SOON. |
| from gypsy-poet : |
| Love you sweetie. It is funny in a way, I gave you support when you needed it most, and now you are doing the same for me. It is a circle of sorts, this military life. I am glad I have you to share the experiences with. |
| from vickithecute : |
| I used to scoff too, but now I believe in finding love online....I wasn't looking for it (AT ALL) but I met my fiance online almost three years ago now (in a YahooGroup for SK's The Dark Tower, matter of fact - I remember you mentioning that you were a TowerJunkie) |
| from cosmopolitn : |
| About your entry...I feel as though you are speaking the words that I will only know to soon...When does he come home for good? |
| from cosmopolitn : |
| Thanks for the motivation and support... I know it only comes straight from the heart knowing how close it is to yours... |
| from suz324 : |
| So beautiful... :) |
| from stats01 : |
| joyful that you had those moments, sad that they came to an end all too soon. |
| from suz324 : |
| I think it's called bliss... :) |
| from suz324 : |
| I'm patiently waiting for all the passionate details!! |
| from candoor : |
| hoping your holidays were even more than you hoped for and the new year brings nothing but good news and blessings :) |
| from freshlolo : |
| Hooray! It's the day you have been waiting for! Enjoy it. You deserve it. Have a wonderful christmas with your husband. |
| from aliblogs : |
| i am so, so, so glad for you!!! |
| from suz324 : |
| I am so happy for you.... Truly I am. |
| from gypsy-poet : |
| These next two weeks will be a wonderful time for you both. You will be in my thoughts... it is a small world this army life, and I am really glad you are my "little sister" too... |
| from cosmopolitn : |
| Yeah! You get to see your sweetheart...I will be thinking of you! Enjoy every moment.. :) |
| from stats01 : |
| thanks for the card, sweetie. i love it (and you)! |
| from gypsy-poet : |
| I get those same dreams / feelings before my husband comes home. I chalk it up to nerves. Who wouldnt be nervous after that long a time? I am so happy that you get to see him soon. Everything will be fine, just remember to breathe... |
| from vickithecute : |
| Hey, a fellow DT junkie, cool! Yeah, the ending was something else....after I finished it, I found myself at odd moments just staring off into space, trying to wrap my mind around it. I'm eager to go back and reread the whole series, but I want to give it some time to "cook" first. (BTW - if you haven't already, consider reading Bev Vincent's The Road to the Dark Tower...it's fascinating and full of insight and stuff) |
| from take-chances : |
| Thanks for the note. Your design is pretty great as well. [= |
| from suz324 : |
| As soon as you see him... it'll all come back to you... You'll forget you had these anxieties and nothing else will matter but you and him... Congrats babe, I'm so happy for you. |
| from gypsy-poet : |
| three weeks...twenty one days...504 hours... If I had it within my power to grant one Christmas wish, I would grant to you a lovely holiday with your husband, a first Christmas as a couple, filled with love and fond memories... You both deserve just that. Thank you for your kind words today, one week will turn into three weeks, which will turn into three months, and I will cope, while relying on people in the same way you have... love you little sister... |
| from vickithecute : |
| Hi, long time reader, first time noter (hee)...anyway, I wanted to say how inspiring I find you. I'm in a long distance relationship and I see my fiance once a month. Otherwise, our communication is strictly through email. (for various reason, we can't talk on the phone). Well, his 'net has been down since Saturday so we have had ZERO communication and I was indulging in a pity party when I thought of you....and I was humbled. It seems you've stayed strong this whole time and that is just incredible. And I'm thrilled for you that he'll be home soon. |
| from aliblogs : |
| i am so happy for you steph! you made it (well almost, but 23 days compared to the months and months you've waited must be nothing)! i admire you; you are so strong. *hugs* |
| from freshlolo : |
| Thanks for the notes on livejournal. They were both cute and thoughtful. I appreciate it. I am so glad that in a short while you will be happy. Cheers to the holidays!! |
| from freshlolo : |
| I updated my pictures on photobucket.com...the album name is jsbachgirl. you should check it out!! |
| from toomuchrevu : |
| NEW FEATURE! Check the update! |
| from wont-go-away : |
| Your banner attracted me..... |
| from gypsy-poet : |
| Some friendships are just not meant to be... that is so true. There comes a point in your life where a light goes off and you realize that the friendships that you have may or may not endure the events of your life. Not every one of them is going to last, and you become okay with that fact. I have found that being able to identify those sorts of things is a sign of maturity, of accepting what years before would have been unacceptable. By finding peace within that decision, and knowing that your world is going to be okay after all is said and done, that is just more wisdom reminding you that friendships are a two way street, and you are not always the one who needs to be driving (thank my mother for that metaphor). |
| from suz324 : |
| Nice to see you in a great mood. :) |
| from gypsy-poet : |
| hey sweetie, I don't know that I feel as though I should be anyone's hero..random acts of kindness is a learned thing..one that I should do much more than I do currently... |
| from autumn-revs : |
| Your review is done! Sorry it took so long, I don't know what happened. |
| from cracked-rose : |
| Just checking in to hope that you feel better soon. Drink plenty of water and get as much rest as you can. -chauna |
| from jackthripper : |
| I think there is love in my heart for you |
| from thirdeye7601 : |
| Clicked on your banner, and I think your diary is very pretty. I find it very funny that we have much in common. My hubby is in the military and deployed at the moment too. Hang in there, it has to get better for us soon! :) |
| from cracked-rose : |
| Hey! Yea, J's in the military, army in fact. He's been there for about 2 years, maybe a little longer. Its been hard sometimes but we've held it together :) talk to you later. -chauna |
| from cracked-rose : |
| Hi! I joined your missingyou diaryring. I just wanted to say that I REALLY like your diary and that I hope you don't mind that I add you as a favorite. |
| from aliblogs : |
| thanks for the encouraging note, i really appreciate it. we talked the whole thing out tonight and it's really made me feel better. thanks again *hugs* stay strong :) |
| from stats01 : |
| thx sweetie, but i think i might just be okay this time. appreciate it though, love. |
| from abusemyheart : |
| thank you dear ♥ |
| from suggest : |
| Hi! You've been suggested as a great diary :) |
| from suz324 : |
| In the midst of things, an entry like that is just beautiful... |
| from gypsy-poet : |
| I am so glad you are feeling content right now... it makes me happy for you, and less worried. Take the time to enjoy the little things that bring you joy.. ((hugs)) |
| from gypsy-poet : |
| ahhh.. the light at the end of the tunnel is a marvelous one. It is filled with hope and joy, peace and contentment. The price of admission to the tunnel is that you recognize the good that you have to look forward to and give it space to grow and be nurtured within you... |
| from suz324 : |
| My poor girl... Can I hug you please?? |
| from stats01 : |
| i know you lov my unsolicited advice, so here's another piece: if you have to question where she fits in, more than likely, she doesn't fit in at all. |
| from stats01 : |
| i just said a prayer for you. may you find it answered soon. |
| from stats01 : |
| thanks, steph. i have faith in that... leaving travis behind has been very hard and is still hard but i think it's right. i have to listen to my heart. |
| from freshlolo : |
| let's go out sometime. |
| from cosmopolitn : |
| I LOVE the idea of the box filled with reasons why I love him... I have already started on it..It is such a cute and creative way to show someone why you love someone! Thank you so much... I hope you are having a good day.. |
| from cosmopolitn : |
| Hope you don't mind but I just spent most of my day reading reading your entire diary...I can't even put into words how much we are in similar situations...The long distance is unbearably hard and it breaks my heart to know how much you hurt.. and I dread the day that I know exactly how you feel...If you need someone to talk to, I am here.... |
| from parlance : |
| Hence why I used the word "generally". I knew people would be like "OMG U R STEWPID MY GRANDPARINTS HAVE BEEN 2GETHA SINCE HIGH SKOOL N DEY LUV 1 ANOTHRE." :) |
| from cosmopolitn : |
| Hang in there...;-) |
| from suz324 : |
| I'm glad you find you in a good mood. :) |
| from alleyesonyou : |
| awwww.. thanks!! i like to think she's adorable! she's gotten bigger since most of those pics. i need to get more up for you guys! |
| from alleyesonyou : |
| hey! i just added pics of gracie to my website.. i don't have many on there, but i figured you'd like to see what she looks like. it's www.geocities.com/throwing_stars_at_u/brown.html hope you like! :) |
| from alleyesonyou : |
| hey there!! man, like has been soooo hectic lately, esp now that i have a baby and all! *laughs* she's amazing, tho, and i plan on getting pictures up so that all can see her beautiful face. i plan on updating you guys with the whole story about everything that went on. let's just say, it was quite a story! but thanks for keeping up to date with my diary, even tho i haven't written at all. it really means a lot! :) i'll be updating rather soon, ok!? :) *HUGS* |
| from slutreviews : |
| http://slutreviews.diaryland.com/stephielove.html |
| from cosmopolitn : |
| Thanks...I get my car out of the shop today and I will be sure to display the ribbon proudly on my car...I really feel for you...It hits close to home...My boyfriend will be leaving for his second tour anytime from Nov. to Jan of this year...I met the week he got back from his first one so I have yet to experience that kind of long distance...I am so...I don't even know the word...I feel so empty when I think of me without him and I am sure that is how you feel...Hang in there...;-) |
| from stats01 : |
| c'mon, steph, ask me some questions, you know ya wanna know...cheers, love. |
| from gypsy-poet : |
| Hey Steph... You did a great job answering those questions. I tried not to make them too hard, but didn't want the "whats your favorite color" variety either. You were wonderfully honest, as per the norm.. It is no wonder I think so highly of you. And I wanted to thank you for the gb signing, it means alot. I think right now is just a terribly stressful time.. |
| from stats01 : |
| i think you forgot a quotation mark in your URL somewhere. check the HTML for the interview entry! |
| from stats01 : |
| thanks, cheers, love. |
| from suz324 : |
| God... I feel the same way. Will there ever be a moment when I do something that I won't turn to share with him... and find he's gone... I'm so afraid I'll forget how to function while he is gone. |
| from suz324 : |
| Thank you so very much. |
| from stats01 : |
| random love for steph! |
| from suz324 : |
| Would you like for me to entertain you? I could dance for you.... Recite bad poetry... Whine about how my dog makes me mad? :) Anything you want babe, it's yours. :) |
| from stats01 : |
| ok well it took out the brackets....you'll have to replace the at and dot with the necessary punctuation marks. dammit. and i couldnt sign the gbook again so here ya go. |
| from opinionshere : |
| Your review is up. |
| from stats01 : |
| sounds like we both had a pretty bad week. you need to send me your new address sometime so i can send you a little pick-me-up package. love ya, steph. |
| from alleyesonyou : |
| thanks so much!! sorry it's taken me this long to write back, but i had to go back into the hospital because i ended up getting pnemonia from my labor and delivery. it was not fun at all! i'm doing better now, tho, and i'm home with my baby and husband, where i belong! :) hope all is well with you!! :) |
| from stats01 : |
| torrid affairs with inanimate objects are always a good thing. wow that could sound dirty...huzzah for technology and huzzah for love!!! |
| from alonereviews : |
| i'm sorry about this. i've tried doing your review now three times, and i just can't get into your diary... i sit down, and i read and i read... but i just can't read it and like it at the same time, even though i know and see that you're a good writer. i'm so sorry, i don't know what it is, i just can't grasp it all and write something about it in a review. i wish you the best of luck with your life and i hope you'll be satisfied with the reviews you get elsewhere. again, i'm sorry. |
| from stats01 : |
| i am having a super hair day. i hope this random piece of information makes you smile. love ya, girlie. |
| from aliblogs : |
| stay strong steph! you can do it! :) |
| from alleyesonyou : |
| well, she has to come eventually! *laughs* but, when that is, well.. that's completely up to her, of course. i guess kids start off early with calling the shots, huh!? :) so, today is the fifth, and she's STILL NOT HERE! *laughs* |
| from suz324 : |
| Oh Sweets. I'm so sorry you're feeling so bad... and I'm sorry about Nick... |
| from suz324 : |
| Thanks. I am so glad that I have someone that totally understands everything I'm going through. You're a God Send! |
| from stats01 : |
| a friend of ours got r&r for two weeks in june. our dream came true, hope yours does too. love ya. |
| from aliblogs : |
| *keeps fingers crossed* |
| from alonereviews : |
| is your diary shut down? i only get a blank page when i try to open it. i'm about to do your review now. just let me know what's up. - nea |
| from alleyesonyou : |
| i don't mind that you leave me notes! :) in fact, i think you are the only one.. and it makes me feel special! at least i know someone out there is reading what i have to say! *laughs* but, i'll definitely keep ya updated w/the whole crazy thing! :) *hugs* |
| from suz324 : |
| Yeah for hubbies!! I'm glad your feeling this way, I really am! You deserve it. Hold on to that feeling, hold really tight. |
| from stats01 : |
| entries like those make me want to get into my car and travel hundreds of miles just to give you a hug. and then i think that you'd probably want to punch me in the face for feeling like that. so yeah=) |
| from starlight42 : |
| Found you through another diary I read...just wanted to say I feel for you with your husband being deployed. I hope he returns soon and safely! |
| from lime-reviews : |
| Just wanted to make sure that you got my email about the archives. Feel free to contact me, we'll get it worked out. |
| from aliblogs : |
| what i meant by the truth was about things like how he was born here and not ohio like he said and how he doesnt have his diploma. my parents still don't know. |
| from alleyesonyou : |
| thanks for the prayers. :) they are greatly appreciated. |
| from stats01 : |
| honey, you are not stupid. you are beautiful, just in case you forgot. |
| from take-a-numbr : |
| Your review is up. Thanks for being patient! --I also hope everything is okay with Nick; sorry to contact you at such a bad time! |
| from stats01 : |
| 'fraid not, my friend. i think it's the surest sign of love...and as we both know, love is the most incurable ache there is...not that we ever wnat it to actually go away...so contradictory isn't it. |
| from suz324 : |
| Stalk you? HA! Sounds so tempting. :) Thanks for your notes, they make me smile too. |
| from stats01 : |
| some love to stephielove. |
| from forgetable99 : |
| *~*-->Good Luck<--*~* |
| from freshlolo : |
| CONGRATS!! No more music history!! How does it feel? |
| from aliblogs : |
| good luck hun |
| from alleyesonyou : |
| it's funny that you should say that, but that was the next one on my list! from what i read, the same characters in the notebook are in the wedding.. i'm definitely looking forward to the next one. i'm a hopeless romantic, and he really touches home with that! :) |
| from forafriend : |
| *love* |
| from suz324 : |
| I swear, if you need anything... just ask. [email protected] |
| from stats01 : |
| as always, my prayers are with you...with your housemate and nick and your marriage and you. keep on truckin' |
| from suz324 : |
| I hope your housemate gates better... as well as you. :) |
| from freshlolo : |
| Thanks for the comment! It made me happy. I am so sorry for your roommate. It makes me want to go get vaccinated...but I hate shots. You and he will be in my thoughts. Have a happy friday!! |
| from suz324 : |
| Good Lord! You are one busy woman! How do you manage?!! |
| from stats01 : |
| love ya. |
| from suz324 : |
| Oh my... Sweetie... Gosh, I wish I could hug you or wipe away your tears. I feel my heartbreaking as I read your entries... I want to extend my friendship, please if you need to talk, please, email me. I'll listen. |
| from suz324 : |
| I've been lurking around your diary for a while and thought it was time to say Hi. :) I'm sorry about what has happened in your husband's unit. My husband just signed up for the Marines, and I have a feeling I could be in your shoes in less than a year. |
| from mrsmiche : |
| Thanks hon! I am really sorry to hear that there has been a loss in your husbands unit. I can only imagine how frighten that has made you and how very concerned you must be right now. It has made it so real, I know. The news hasn't helped much either, for any dependents. You are in my prayers as well. I hope that you will find some comfort in the coming weeks. I also hope for comfort and peace for your husband, that all will be safe, in hopes that he will return home to you very soon. Much Love, Mrs. Michelle |
| from freshlolo : |
| You and Nick are in my thoughts. |
| from alleyesonyou : |
| thanks for the prayers and hugs. we have the apartment!! YAAAAYYY!!! *huggles* thanks for the support. |
| from science-boy : |
| Hey! I got it at Wal-Mart of all places. But you can learn about it at: http://www.vitaminrecords.com/moreinfo.asp?cd_cat=a8780#title It could be the same people you mention. They do a lot. Enjoy! And have a great day! s-b |
| from mrsmiche : |
| I am doing fine. It has been forever since I updated because I have been real sick. I am feeling better now and will be updating tonight. Thanks for your concern. Are you doing ok? |
| from stats01 : |
| just wanted to remind you that i love you. keep on truckin' |
| from aliblogs : |
| hi steph, i hope you feel better soon. i know it feels like time is not moving but if i remember correctly, around mid may it will be three months. just nine more to go! you can do it :) *lots of hugs* |
| from tia734gurl : |
| Thanks for coming by , hey you have a cool layout to. |
| from science-boy : |
| Awwww! That's a great story! I'm all a-quiver now. Thanks for the link and have a great day! s-b |
| from mrsmiche : |
| Awe, I feel bad because I know how very long you have been waiting. I am here though if you need someone to talk to :) ... even when hubby gets back. Although I might disappear at odd times muhahaha, I mean I will be here, yeah ... ::jumps on hubby and attacks him with a powder puff:: ... I can't wait till he gets home ::wiggles:: hurry hurry hurry!!!!! |
| from misspinkkate : |
| Thanks so much for sharing your story! |
| from mrsmiche : |
| Ah, sorry you are sick. I know that must be hard without the much needed hubby attention. I can be such the little girl when I am sick. My voice even changes as I toddle around for sympathy. I like to bring it up to my husband over and over again "Miche no feel good". This of course works even better with the biggest quivering pout. (giggle giggle giggle) My husband hold me and I whine "poor me" and he repeats "poor, poor Miche" to which I reply "uh huh, uh huh". It is always fun to be super silly when your sick. It makes me feel better. I hope you feel better and let your imagination run if need be. |
| from mrsmiche : |
| That is so funny, we have so much in common. I have a weakness for tall men, they make me feel so delicate, hehe. I love my sky high Jester! |
| from science-boy : |
| I am glad you liked the stories. Thanks for stopping by. See you soon! S-b |
| from mrsmiche : |
| Sure, (add 2 faves) please do. I am new, so it may take me awhile to figure all this out. When I do, I will add you to my faves too. I am figuring out html pretty quickly. A couple of years ago, I new a lot, but then my comp died and I got use to being without one. If you don't use it, you lose it. It is all starting to come back to me, a little at a time. I am reading Elizabeth Castro's book, HTML for the WWW. That is helping to refresh me a bit, plus learn some new stuff. I appreciate your support. I am glad your hubby called too, lucky us! You have been a great new friend. I plan on making my own one of a kind website soon. I would love to send you the addy, to get your feedback. It is going to take me awhile, because the more I play with it, the more I learn, and then I have another idea and change it, lol. What a twisted web. |
| from mrsmiche : |
| It sounds like you have it much worse than me. My husband is USAF, so he is providing support. It is certain that he will be home at the beginning of June 2004 (he will only be gone for 3 mos). However, he called me a few days ago and said he might not be home long. He got the word he may very well be shipped off to Haiti within a few weeks of his return. Sometimes I just don't feel strong enough, I know I am probably being too hard on myself. I am just filled with self doubt sometimes, fear. My little boy is the only thing that is keeping me from curling up in the bed and napping till he comes home. BTW, I have a question. I am using one of your friends (Beauty) designs. However, how do I add my diaryrings to the link page. I wonder if I have to be gold, looking ... hehe :) |
| from mrsmiche : |
| That is so nice of you. My husband is in Qatar, Al Udid Air Base. He has been there since the beginning of March 2004 and is expected home in June. The worst thing is he just got word that he might be going to Haiti when he gets back. After all my work to push through, I can only hope not ::snivels::. When is your husband getting home? |
| from bloink : |
| I know how you feel. Life can get so routine-like, that it seems to lose it's meaning. |
| from diaryreviews : |
| Hey, I'm sorry about this... We can't give you a re-review. I know your review was two years ago, but you scored over an eighty-four, and, you know, boss' rules. ~Vicky |
| from science-boy : |
| Yes it is!!! We already have a winner for today, but please do play again!! Thanks for stopping by!! s-b. |
| from mixtape- : |
| you know what's weird? for the last year and a half I've always come across your diary in one way or another. be it from other people's profiles, review sites, banners on here.. etc. its weird. and yes you can add me. I'm gonna add you too. but anyway.. thank you for your note. I really appreciate it... and also thanks for the congrats. I don't really have time to catch up on your diary right now but I will later. and I hope you're doing alright. <3 |
| from aliblogs : |
| hope things become clearer soon. hugs. |
| from xnavygrrl : |
| Thanks for the note. I was in the Navy for a whopping 5 years and was stationed in San Diego and Jacksonville Florida. I was in telecommunications. f course, I'm overweight now so even if I wanted to go back in I couldn't. Oh well. |
| from science-boy : |
| Thanks for stopping by! I am glad you enjoyed it. Come back whenever you like! I will check out what's going on in your neck of the Land! Have a great weekend! s-b |
| from freshlolo : |
| how DO you really feel? |
| from iamhome : |
| so sorry it took me this long to reply to your gbook entry. i have a tendancy to forget i have a gbook! *laughs* sometimes, it get's easier when josh is out, and other times, it's hard. i can't explain why, it just is. he's out this week, and for some odd reason, i'm sad and antsy. i thought i was having an anxiety attack! i just can't wait until he's done w/this. how long does nick plan on staying with the military? |
| from idiotreviews : |
| Reviews up! Thanks for being so patient. |
| from aliblogs : |
| you have never once given me an unwanted advice. besides, they can't all be "wanted advice" feel free to voice your opinion :) that little part from my entry was not meant towards anyone, i was just letting it out. hugs! |
| from lilbobo : |
| Awww.....its not gaonna happen its just alot of fear. You fall asleep with fear in your mind and heart and it carries on through your dreams. Just pray for peace before you sleep. (",) I'll pray too |
| from stats01 : |
| huzzah. |
| from freshlolo : |
| Glad you had fun in SanFran. Wish I could have been there. Your middle name is Rae?! So is mine!!! |
| from lilbobo : |
| OMG ur diary is beautiful... I love it. Its so sad that u just got married and won't see ur husband for so long .. have'nt read it all yet but i'm looking fwd to reading the rest... stay sweet bonnie |
| from aliblogs : |
| have an awesome trip! |
| from thirdxacharm : |
| i hope that nick comes home safe to you. ill pray for you guys. |
| from systemhalted : |
| You asked for a review from Crash Reviews, well the site has closed. However, I review for Idiot Reviews if you would like for me (Shannon) to still review you then just go to http://idiotreviews.diaryland.com and request a review from Shannon. Thanks! |
| from smplstc : |
| aww im sorry you are feeling so down! i hope things get better soon! |
| from eventhewind : |
| thanks so much for the welcome and the support. it has been a particularly rough time lately, and a note like yours is an unexpected help, for which I'm grateful. it sounds like you're going through a rather rough time of your own right now. not many people have the courage to feel these things freely and work through them. your doing so amazes me. take care and thanks again... |
| from smplstc : |
| i love your writing and your layout. youre a great read. i hope you feel better :) |
| from stats01 : |
| i know none of it was for me. i just wanted to remind you that some of us get it and that you are loved. very very loved. |
| from aliblogs : |
| :) lots of love! |
| from stats01 : |
| i think that when people do that, they are just trying to be there for you because they don't know any other way to do it. as for running out of strength, i do know what that is like. i know what it is like to have to be strong for everyone else. you may say that i dont...and i am not married to someone in the army, true...but i do know what that is all like. my childhood was filled with my dad reminding me, "you are the strong one. we need you to be strong for everyone." so that i do get. if you need anything...i'm here. |
| from freshlolo : |
| I love you!!! |
| from stats01 : |
| if that's good, thank you. if that's bad, i'm sorry. <3 |
| from stats01 : |
| i <3 <3 <3 <3 you, steph. |
| from aliblogs : |
| *does a hope-steph-never-has-another-bad-day-ever-again dance* (im weird, i know :) |
| from stats01 : |
| i am fine--it's you that i am more worried about. yes, my times are hard, but i have seen harder. you are the one that deserves the huges and love from me. i hope you are well, my dear. did you get my card? lots of love and lots of hope and lots of prayers to you. |
| from aliblogs : |
| major hugs. and thank you for the cramps advice. |
| from mslola : |
| Happy Birthday! It sounds like it was a blast. May i suggest getting the fast corevett the next time you go the starlight, it is ymmmmmy! |
| from misspinkkate : |
| Happy Belated Birthday! |
| from freshlolo : |
| HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! Go to the Starlight. Order a fruity martini. You won't be sorry. |
| from aliblogs : |
| happy birthday! will you buy me alcohol? ;) |
| from freshlolo : |
| That sucks...it absolutely could not be that you really do love each other and that you wanted to make that committment before he left? Hmmm...I believe you, if it makes you feel any better!! Say, do you take any vitamins? You might want to take a B complex...it helps with lots of thing, including mood. It makes me not-so sad. Not like a loopy effect, but I feel it balances me out. I don't think that men go through the same things that we do, because we are more sensitive and hormonal and all that good stuff. I find that eating good, healthy food, and taking vitamins help me a lot. I am not assuming anything about you by suggesting this...I just am trying to help ya feel better...it works for me (not saying that I understand what you are going through...you know what I mean.) :) Anytime you need to miss Geo, you can have my notes. :) Goodnight. |
| from freshlolo : |
| why would they think you are a gold digger?! That is absurd!! |
| from stats01 : |
| im sick...stressed...tired. keep praying, please. yay for you and nick. boo for deployment. lots o' love. |
| from viperj : |
| hey long time no talk!!! Anyway, whats new? Hehe, you're still the first diaryland diary i've ever read, so that makes you really awsome! Umm, I dont have the password to your diary....sorry :( |
| from freshlolo : |
| CONGRATS!! I hope you had a wonderful weekend. I wish you and Nick lots of happiness. See you in Geography tuesday! |
| from aliblogs : |
| OMG!!! |
| from girle : |
| Hello, thank you for visiting. I know how you feel, Stephanie. My husband was in the service as well. We postponed our wedding a year because I wanted to graduate college and he could have been deployed any day. He was deployed, and after three long months, he returned...his time was up and he was discharged, fortunately..then we could begin wedding planning. There are many reasons to wait and many reasons to get married before anything happens...so weigh them carefully and be happy. Hope to hear from you, email me any time. Girle |
| from zylom : |
| Yay! Go Steph! That's awesome! Love in Christ, Sir Zylom |
| from stats01 : |
| You are absolutely not who I was talking about at all, I promise. I had someone else very specific in mind when I wrote that. Not you, not ever. You have been great, Steph. Love ya. |
| from jonquille : |
| Awww, chin up, sweetie, Nick will get his day off and then you two lovebirds can hang out like you've been looking forward to! :) Thanks for all your support and concern all this while, I really appreciate it. And for the record, I think what you and Nick share is something very precious and special, so don't ever let the little things screw it up for you. Hang in there girl, the good times are gonna roll... xoxo |
| from freshlolo : |
| congrats! Sure thing, I will not spread a thing. That must have been an amazing feeling...*sigh*. I hope it all works out soon. Have a good three day weekend! (one less day of geography) WEEE! |
| from freshlolo : |
| wait a minute..you're getting married?? Did he propose? I got lost somewhere. lol. not that it is any of my buisness really...just curious. |
| from stats01 : |
| just remember that God has a way of working what He wants out. if this is meant to happen, it will. just give it over to Him. i know it's hard and this sounds trite, but it's the only way i know to get through. |
| from stats01 : |
| thanks for your support, sweetie. hope you get more of that well-deserved sleep. |
| from stats01 : |
| things have worked out. now i just have to enroll in classes and all will be set. woot. |
| from freshlolo : |
| alright for geography! |
| from warmvanilla : |
| sorry a little excited, and no contacts yet, Evanescence, now you'll probably think I'm some bitch who doesn't know what she's talkin' about. ^_^'' |
| from warmvanilla : |
| With the banner, with the Evaneecence song on it, THERE IS A PERFECT TE,PLATE WITH THE EXACT LYRICS ON IT, it was an old custom template of mine by Kymdesigns. Look in my note section, to get her link, then e-mail her and ask her for the template. It's perfect, because it has all the lyrics, and then two shots from their new "My Immortal" music video. If you're intrested. ^_^. Thought I should let you know. ~Shell |
| from laura-ly : |
| Congratulations! |
| from stats01 : |
| congrats, sweetie, i am very happy for you. blessings. |
| from aliblogs : |
| aw, congrats! |
| from mslola : |
| i am glad to here that you are out of the fog that you were in for so long. try not to forget who you are this coming quarter. you play other roles than just student and girlfriend. |
| from starrgazer02 : |
| Hey...just found out through dlandbdays.diaryland.com that we share the same birthday...All I gotta say is good people were born on that day! :) |
| from zylom : |
| Hahaha!<br> I too, almost got married once. };-><br> <br> Lol, sorry to hear about it, but ya,<br> that is funny to the extreme.<br> <br> Love,<br> Sir Zylom |
| from stats01 : |
| i got a call at 2:30 this morning from an area code that i know is up around seattle. i was just wondering, since you are from there, do you know what town's prefix 831? you are the only other person that i can remember i know from up there other than my dad's best friend, who is in taiwan, so we were trying to figure out if it was someone for him trying to reach one of us. thx. |
| from freshlolo : |
| Thanks for the note. These last few days have been bad ones...thanks for caring. I am sorry that things are still hard for you, despite the break. I can't imagine what life would be like if David were enlisted. I would just die. You are a strong girl. I am glad you haven't resorted to bad methods of coping...I should learn from you. Take care of yourself and have a great Christmas. I look forward to seeing you in Grography. ;) I am always here if you need to talk. Muah! |
| from mslola : |
| after reading that last entry, i just wanted you to know that I am thinking of you and hope that you were able to survive the night. i think everyone had nights like those, where nothing seems to be going your way and nothing is good enough. this is why invest in a good selection of chamomile tea and sleepytime tea�.all the best |
| from aliblogs : |
| *hugs* |
| from ever-anon : |
| thanx hun, i'll be sure to send you a pw when the time comes =) ironic how not too terribly long ago i was telling you that you shouldn't have to lock your diary, huh? lol...jeebus. |
| from freshlolo : |
| thanks. you too. So much to do... Thanks for switching the meeting time. I am glad I can go now. If you wanna play clarinet for my orchestra concert (patty wants to play tuba instead) there is an extra part available. Trust me, you will not have to practice. Heidi is the other clarinetist. Let me know if you are interested. The performance is on dead day at 7:30. By the way, I think you are adorable. Don't worry about your weight or appearance. You are totally cute. :) |
| from stats01 : |
| sweetheart, thanks for sharing that. it really justifies what i am feeling if i know that it reached someone at all. and there is no one else's opinion on dland i value more than yours and ali's. |
| from aliblogs : |
| oh gosh hun, i have no idea how you managed to leave such a cheerful note for me after the bad day you had. i hope you have a much much much better day tomorrow and every day after that. hugs and lots of <3 |
| from nny777 : |
| I lurve the diary...just had to click on the banner and I read.. :) |
| from aliblogs : |
| i <3 snow |
| from aliblogs : |
| *hugs* wouldn't it be nice if the world was free of his kind of people? cheer up :) |
| from curlyqp467 : |
| I know how you feel to not have anything to lean against. It is a hard place to be, especailly when we already know who we are supposed to lean against. I just want to encourage you to read God's Word, just once, and see how you feel. It is the hardest thing to do sometimes when faith seems so far away. I know that feeling, and I know what it is like to have no hope at all. I have been struggling with that for awhile now, and I know how hard, and how desperate you feel. Sometimes, I just make myself open my Bible and read a few pages. The inspirational books such as James, Romans, 1 and 2 Corinthians, those are great to read. I know it is hard, it was for me. I wanted so badly to just give up and do what I wanted to do for a change. I wanted to turn away from the very person I was supposed to turn to, and I did for awhile. Believe me stephielove, it is not the way to go. It is hard, and you might have to do it against your will, but open your Bible, read the first chapter of James, and then pray. Prayer is not a request form for God, it is a conversation with Him. Tell Him ALL that you feel, everything! Even if you are so pissed off at Him that you just want to yell at Him, do it! It helps, and that is what He wants you to do. And, because prayer is a conversation, take some time to listen. Find a place where you know you can focus on Him, and just listen to whast He has to say. You may not hear Him, you may not even feel Him, but He is there, and He has his arms wrapped around you... He loves you. God has started a good work in you stephielove, and He will finish it until the day of Jesus Christ. I will be praying for you, and I hope these words encourage you. Know that you are not alone in the way you are feeling, it is very common. Sometimes, though, you have to take the first step so God can take the other 999. You have faith, it is there! If it only takes a mustard seed of faith to move a mountain, just think what your faith can do! You have more faith than even a mustard seed, because it took more faith than a seed for you to accept Christ as you Lord and Savior. Seek and you will find, and if what you are looking for is faith, you will find it, you just have to look for it. I really encourage you to read James chpt. 1, it is very encouraging. Remember, no matter how far we stray, God is always going to be there when we return. |
| from fake-angelic : |
| depression has eaten away 2 years of my life...thankfully not that long, compared to people who are resistent towards medicine |
| from fake-angelic : |
| hey, thanks for adding me to the ring. i can really relate to you when you write about being depressed and <3...im glad that nick makes you happy..and hope that someday youll finish the road to recovery and depression will be a thing of the past.. |
| from freshlolo : |
| yeah, for sure. I have been going for over a year now. I am seeing Owen Dugmore. He is so amazing. I have come a long way. A lot of people I know were or are in counseling. Good step. |
| from freshlolo : |
| I am so glad you are going to counseling. I am as well. I LOVE IT!!!! Especially because it is free. Woo Hoo!! Who do you see? |
| from curlyqp467 : |
| I stumbled across your diary a few days ago, and it has really spoken to me. It taught me that I can write whatever I am feeling, in spite of the knowledge of others. I am praying for you, and I hope everything with you and Nick gets settled. I know how you feel though, to love someone so much and be so far away from them. Although, the man I loved was right next to me when he was so far away. It is hard to explain, but I know that no matter what happens, there will always be hope, but sometimes you just have to search for it. Don't ever lose faith, because that is the basis of our lives. Everything will work out just fine even though it may not seem like it now. I thank you once again for opening a door to my heart that I did not know existed. |
| from elektra712 : |
| hey, I read ur Diary, and I kno how u feel, and I luv they layout. Very kool. and u like lifehouse. Also very kool. and Enya. Very kool. W/B sometime |
| from aliblogs : |
| i love nicholas sparks. apparently, he used to go to my high school (of course he now lives in north carolina) and he recently donated a disclosed amount of money to build an all weather track for us, which is now named after him :) |
| from officegal : |
| i feel what you mean, when you forget your body pillow is just a pillow. oh gosh i miss him sometimes. i hope your cold gets better.... |
| from freshlolo : |
| no prob! Yeah, I feel for you...I don't know what I would do if David left... |
| from aliblogs : |
| it'll be okay *hugs* |
| from mallow : |
| hey there, red ur latest entry. i do feel for you, honest, i've felt like that before, and it's one of the nastiest things i've had to go through. keep ya chin up :) |
| from freshlolo : |
| Hey thanks! Can you believe that Peggy Gries made the shorts?! She took pitty on my lack of domestic skills. lol. I am sorry about Nick and about everything. I know that we don't know each other very well, but if you need someone to talk to, I am safe and I listen well...if you want kind of an objective opinion or just an objective ear. Yeah. Well, goodnight! |
| from xnavygrrl : |
| Thanks for the note. I've been there, where you are now. It's tough. Hang in there, sis. |
| from aliblogs : |
| im so sorry *hugs* |
| from shetries : |
| i did the long distance thing for a year. i know how tough it is. just hang in there. <3 |
| from peachgirl03 : |
| we'll get snow. don't worry. be happy. |
| from xnavygrrl : |
| You will find the strength. We never know how strong we are until the moment is upon us. Much love. |
| from mixtape- : |
| you know, this is odd. i tried to read your diary not long ago, but it was locked. always used to read it from time to time...and yeah. anyway...don't know if you remember...but i left you a note as chikmagnet once..on yer guestbook. oh well. glad you unlocked yer diary. & i love your username...cause i call my girlfriend "stephie". thats why i started readin yer diary too actually. anyway, see ya around. |
| from freshlolo : |
| good for you! Glad you are feeling more comfortable. :) |
| from aliblogs : |
| lots of hugs for you too <3 |
| from jonquille : |
| Hey babe, it's been awhile since I signed in here. Things have been crazily busy and overwhelmming on my end, more so than before, and I'm struggling to get on top of things. I'm sorry to hear you're feeling lonely and distanced from Nick. I've gone through something like that before and it was harrowing, draining, exhausting and most of all, scary. There is one thing you can do for yourself though. Take a chill pill, relax. Sometimes things aren't as bad as we make them out to be. And even if the our worst fears come true, life goes on. We cry, we bleed, but we also laugh and smile. Whatever you do, put your happiness first. It never has to depend on somebody else. Relationships are extensions of ourselves and the joy we wanna share with another person. Fulfilment comes from within. Everytime you feel bad, just know that it's only for that period, and the crappy feelings will pass. You will feel better soon, dear. We all live with loneliness, just learn to get accustomed to its presence rather than let it consume you. Enjoy your rainbow evenings of pretty pink skies and fallen leaves. Life is about the little things. *Hugs* |
| from stats01 : |
| i love you, steph. |
| from aliblogs : |
| :O awww *hugs* |
| from jenamae : |
| I believe you gave it to me, but when I tried it, it didn't work. I'll be glad to have the current the ser and pass. |
| from jenamae : |
| I believe you gave it to me, but when I tried it, it didn't work. I'll be glad to have the current user and pass. |
| from freshlolo : |
| No prob! Thanks for writing back! |
| from aquatang : |
| Eek.. and I was hoping that when I got to college I could pick whatever classes I want. Maybe there is a way to get out of the I wants and I needs.. I don't know how. I think maybe you should just do what you want, watching a chick flick or whatever it may be and then go back and try doing homework. At least you'll be more relaxed? |
| from freshlolo : |
| are you still running the central ring? I joined. Your diary is locked. I thought that was discouraged. Everyting alright? |
| from nina4 : |
| my email is [email protected] thanks for the note honey! |
| from nina4 : |
| hey honey! its christin-and I would love to have your passy! |
| from aliblogs : |
| I really like 1, 4, and 7. I really like 7 so if you're not going to use it, let me know so next time I change my layout...I can use it =) |
| from aliblogs : |
| your dress sounds gorgeous! :) |
| from lilchrissi : |
| password plz stef.. this is chrissy from tropicalmist. I want to email you but I cant wioth your addy now can I? Please be well.... |
| from ever-anon : |
| *much love* |
| from forafriend : |
| [email protected] -- take care, steph. |
| from ever-anon : |
| speaking from many an experience, you shouldn't feel that you have to lock your diary. you have the right to think and feel whatever it is that you do. that said, you have the 'inalienable right'--if i'm not mistaken--to express how you feel in whatever written manner you please (so long as it is not libel) without worry or regret. it's your diary hun, do as you damned well please and screw anyone who tells you otherwise. if this is what you really want to do, i'll be behind you reading just the same as i was months and months ago. *hugs* adieu! (psst...you can email me at [email protected]) |
| from freshlolo : |
| okay, thanks! I don't want to pressure you if you do not want to give me one. If you do, that is great. If not, I understand. I do go to central. I will look into the ring. Thanks. |
| from aliblogs : |
| glad to see you happy <3 |
| from freshlolo : |
| have you given out passwords yet? [email protected]. At least email me an answer so I'm not left hanging...thanks! |
| from viperj : |
| james here. [email protected] Thanks :) take care |
| from roadsideleft : |
| [email protected] :):):) x0x0x0x0x |
| from wolfstone : |
| thanks for signing my guestbook:) a career in music? rock on stephanie!!!!!!:) (i love music, so..well..haha) oh yes, i'd like the password please, thanks. [email protected] |
| from aquatigrl : |
| I'd like a password please, [email protected]. thank you! |
| from the29th : |
| Just wanted to say 'hullo' and thank you for sharing a password with me. Be well. |
| from aquatang : |
| [email protected], thank you |
| from the29th : |
| I'd love a password. Thanks for the offer. I never ask for one when people lock. I don't know - I just feel like I'm being pushy or something. Thanks, love. |
| from fabulous-b : |
| Hey, yeah, it would be awesome if you could email me a password. My email is [email protected]! =) |
| from zylom : |
| Hi Steph!<br> Yes, I would like it if you e-mailed that to me. };-><br> My new address is [email protected]<br> <br> God bless!<br> Sir Zylom |
| from dreamsinajar : |
| Llama, llama. What's up with the diary? Hope everything is ok, give me a call day or night. Love you. |
| from jonquille : |
| Dear girl, I'm always here for you if you need me. I know how it feels to want to shut it all out, and sometimes locking a diary can help somewhat. *Hugs* You know my email if you wanna give me your password. In the meantime, be well and I'll keep you in my prayers. Don't really know what else to say that'll actually make any real difference to how awful you must be feeling but if it helps, lots of people here at diaryland adore you. You know I do :) Best of luck. |
| from freshlolo : |
| I enjoy reading your diary...could I have a password? I am going through something similar to what you are, wondering how I turned out the way I am. Please get back to me. :) |
| from aliblogs : |
| hi steph, you know i want your password :) *hugs* |
| from wanting-kind : |
| *hugs back* thanks, it means a lot Steph. I hope you#re doing ok chick. Lora xoxo |
| from hunurevu : |
| Ok, it's finally done : ) Thanks for requesting!! |
| from catsmeow1224 : |
| Hey Stephanie. It's me, your reviewer from Who Knew Review again. NO, I'm not done yet. But I'll be done by the end of the day. I just had this overwhelming urge to show you something I wrote in my own diary regarding college vs. marriage. I understand how you want to do the right thing, but make sure you don't end up like me in the end. I'm referring to #2, by the way. You'll see what I mean. Http://catsmeow1224.diaryland.com/fivetome.html |
| from aliblogs : |
| :) |
| from sunflowerluv : |
| thanks for the note. band camp sound good!!! :) |
| from sunflowerluv : |
| Thanks for the note. hugs back for you and sunshine to make you smile :) |
| from scorpio123 : |
| hey hun! me and my friends are starting up a new advice site. It is called just-ask-us and can be found at http://just-ask-us.diaryland.com We will answer just about anything, and give our honest opinion. It would be greatly appreciated if you would check it out. If you need help, and an opinion, we would be more then happy to do so. Thanks a bunch! Just-Ask-us Vanessa, Allessia, and Kathleen scorpio123, hottamalie02, kathieroxy11 |
| from aliblogs : |
| hugs |
| from jonquille : |
| Hey sweetie, am sorry to hear about what you're going through. Whatever the outcome and no matter how bad you feel, just remember to trust in Him. HE will make things better. Be strong, dear, you're in my prayers. Shoot me an email if you need to talk. Take care meanwhile and get through each day as it comes. It will get easier, slowly but surely... |
| from fleur-review : |
| HEY. Your review is up. |
| from offence : |
| Tag! In your latest entry you mentioned your addiction to other people's diaries and how you wish your writing could draw people in like theirs draw you in. And then you said that "this diary's really just for me". My question to you is, do you think your writing is somehow affected by a conscious knowledge that people are reading? Do you feel as though you need to exercise self-censorship sometimes? And what is your opinion on diarists who claim to write only for themselves but submit their diaries to numerous review sites? (Not that there's anything wrong with it, mind you.) |
| from aliblogs : |
| how would you know what poo tasted like unless you've actually tasted it? ;) just playing!! |
| from dislodged : |
| Hey, no problem. I'm a diary ring addict. I love 'em! Wondeful ways of reading new diarys. Catch ya around! Hugs, Angel |
| from aliblogs : |
| Yay, I'm glad things between you and Nick are working out =) |
| from aliblogs : |
| Aw thanks for the cheer note Steph! I'm not sleepy yet, maybe in a few hours but if I ever do get sleepy, I'll definitely read your note to wake me up =D |
| from aliblogs : |
| Steph, I hope everything works out for the best between you and Nick. I also want to thank you with from the depths of my heart for being my sponsor and donating. It means a lot. Thank you. Love always. |
| from aliblogs : |
| thanks for the note. it means a lot. lotsa love. |
| from aliblogs : |
| wow. tell your friend I'm sorry. that's really terrible. |
| from stats01 : |
| sending an unlimited amount of love, understanding, hugs, good thoughts and prayers your way... i know what you are feeling, sweetie. case and point, i broke up with stef. |
| from aliblogs : |
| hugs |
| from elateddream : |
| .I.am.back. |
| from wanting-kind : |
| thanks for the message steph, I really appreciate your kind words. I'm here for you too if you ever need anything. Love Lora xoxo |
| from wanting-kind : |
| it's still-i-rise here, just to let you know that this is my new diary. Love Lora xoxo |
| from tropicalmist : |
| Oh one time at band camp ..... |
| from coldapathy : |
| Oh my, I can relate to you on SO many levels. your diary is wonderful...wonderful. i'm hoping to become a music major also (violin performance) and reading your diary has been wonderful. so many things i want to say, but i'll just keep reading.... |
| from aliblogs : |
| Aww! What your boyfriend said is so sweet! |
| from aliblogs : |
| Hey, thanks for the note you left on my notes page. I didn't want you to be offended or anything but I removed it just in case he checks up on my notes page because even though I've passworded my diary he can still check on my notes page without needing the password. Thanks again for the note =) |
| from she-reviews- : |
| hey there. i apologize for the wait. would you please read the latest entry i have made because i don't believe i will be able to review any longer. sorry again ♥ |
| from lilchrissi : |
| Read my farewell to my diary. k? |
| from tropicalmist : |
| You're funny lol You love all of my layouts hehe! |
| from lettersofus : |
| Honest letter posted |
| from grabmeastar : |
| hey hon! just wanted to write and send all sorts of love your way!!! as well as BIG hugs!!! just know that your girls [lettersofus] are here for you, always and forever, okee? keep your head high, and if you need me i'll be here!! *big hugs* |
| from dreamsinajar : |
| If those hate comments were directed at me ("I'm sorry if you hate me."), don't worry a thing about it. You guys are both stressed and tempermental and unfortunetly, you both deal with it in a way that drives the other crazy. I just think you guys need to be neutral towards eachother for awhile until you've BOTH had time to relax and be away from eachother for awhile. (Hehe, sound familiar?) I love you, llama. You're one of my best friends, even if you do hate my boyfriend on occasion. =) |
| from diarytag : |
| TAGGED by lip! "Many have written poems about their first kiss. Try writing one about your last kiss." Please respond by June 11. *prompt from writer's digest |
| from lilchrissi : |
| Hey Im back and just wanted to say good luck and thanks for the gbook entry on my diary- I am not leaving diaryland- so yeah- go read up on my humorous side- it may not last long. * huggles * |
| from aliblogs : |
| good luck!!! =) |
| from still-i-rise : |
| woooo good luck with the auditions sweetie! xoxox |
| from teen-revues : |
| You review is up at: http://teen-revues.diaryland.com/stephielove.html. Have a great day. Good job! :) |
| from lettersofus : |
| brandi left you a letter. love love. |
| from wonderwall : |
| hey.. i just read your review from sweet reviews, i got reviewed there yesterday, and i decided to check your page out cause we seemed pretty similar... and whoa... i was right, i spent the past 3 years being in love with my best friend... it's a headache haha. |
| from sweetreviews : |
| Your review is up! The URL is (http://sweetreviews.diaryland.com/stephielove.html). |
| from the-assholes : |
| Your review is up. You won't like it, but quite frankly I don't give a shit. http://the-assholes.diaryland.com/stephielove.html is the URL. |
| from lilchrissi : |
| Thanks for the note on the map page lol I love your diary by the way...you have killer instincts and some kickin ass emotion~! *huggles* |
| from insipidbliss : |
| wonderful. keep up the great work. -autra |
| from lilchrissi : |
| OOoOooooo You are number one in my book! Dancing Nancies is the BOMB! But hmm I like Repunzal ..only because Im a kinky b*tch lol.. actually lol I love all of DMB's songs so haha I guess I am a moron *-^..*waves* |
| from angryquail : |
| Thanks for joining the alphabetize diaryring, and for linking so promptly! Nice diary! |
| from shimmyshimmy : |
| You obsessively check your e-mail, and I wait by the phone for calls; what a pair. Anyway, I really enjoyed reading your diary today. I will be back for more updates =) |
| from luciyen : |
| Please do something about that font! I want to read your diary but it's nearly impossible unless I put my eyes right up to the screen! XD |
| from elateddream : |
| Thanks =) |
| from starlight42 : |
| read you on the diary tag. I like your layout, unique. |
| from buenacabra : |
| whoa has your font always been this small? I can't read it at all! Was gonna check it out cuz ya had a neat banner but whoa... more props to you if you can read that though... but I've got 20/20 and I can't! |
| from heidiann : |
| I just read your 100 Facts and related to a LOT of them. I don't know why I felt the need to tell you that but I did. =) |
| from diarytag : |
| TAG! You have had a lot of reviews. What do you get out of them, if anything? What is the appeal to you in regards to review sites? (from lip.diaryland.com) |
| from roadsideleft : |
| thanx chick. us girls need to know how to rock the world with our supergreat cunts. right?! take a bubble bath will ya? there great too. x0x0x0x00x |
| from diarytag : |
| TAG! What is your religious affiliation or beliefs and how would your life be different without them? Please respond by March 8, or pass your tag on to someone else. If you are no longer interested in playing, please leave a note or remove your name from the members list. Thanks! |
| from diarytag : |
| Did you tag someone? If so, who? If not, please do. Thanks. |
| from prncsreviews : |
| your diary has been reviewed, you did good! |
| from lip : |
| Wow! I really enjoyed your tag entry. It was very powerful. Thank you for sharing something so personal. |
| from lip : |
| about tag, it seems like during busy server times it's not letting people post. I will email Andrew about it. |
| from minstrelite : |
| thanks for looking through my diary - all you musicians stopping by are regenerating my enthusiasm for my livelihood - take care, and never forsake those simple pleasures! |
| from diarytag : |
| Tag! You have mentioned in your diary that you hate your dad. In an entry, write a letter to your dad, telling him how you feel and why. |
| from ruhee : |
| eeps, disregard last half of guestbook message (i can't sign again this fast, cos of diaryland anti-spam thingamahoober). clarinet. i know, i'm a little out of it, sorry :D i should read my old gb entries first, yeah? |
| from heavenly0ne : |
| In response to your request to join the diaryring quoters, I would like to welcome you to the ring. Before that becomes official, please submit one or more quotes to either my guestbook or my notes page as soon as you can. Thanks, heavenly0ne, quoters admin |
| from mslola : |
| V-day for guys? Once I bought my man a pizza and told the pizza guy to put the pepperioni (sp?) on so that it would be in the shape of a heart. I didn't have much money so ... he loved it. |
| from dreamsinajar : |
| Maybe if we time our leans right, we'll prop eachother up and can walk semi-sideways everywhere we go. Love you, llama. |
| from wolfstone : |
| hey there..keep your head up and enjoy your blessings and the little things in life that make you happy:) |
| from dreamsinajar : |
| Hehe, we're obnoxious and annoying because we care! (Yet another James-ism.) =) |
| from dreamsinajar : |
| Llama, you are not a charity case. We are your friends. We see you tired, stressed out and running every which way and back and we worry. You are doing insane amounts of everything and we don't want you spending another quarter or two sick. We worry about you because we care, you are not a project for us to fix. |
| from zylom : |
| Hey Steph, hang in there! Everything's gonna work out eventually. God bless! --Jonathan |
| from forafriend : |
| You actually have three entries called "tired" and they all happen to be in the past two months. You also have one "sleepy," one "oof. sleepy," one "sleep," and one "exhaustion." I, on the other hand, have too much time on my hands. Take care, Stephanie! |
| from mslola : |
| I believed you...no reason not to. Today is the last day of finals and is BEAUTIFUL this morning. Going home for the holiday? For me, home is in Yakima...which means I'm staying in E-burg and going home when I have to. |
| from elateddream : |
| Thank you :) |
| from mslola : |
| Hay, you left a message inviting me to your diary ring. I'd lcve to, but....I am embarassed to say that I don't know how. I'm glad to know that I am not the only one e-burg that needs to vent. |
| from forafriend : |
| Thanks, Steph. I empathize with you, too...sometimes I feel like your boy troubles could be mine...and I only wish I could offer you more than empathy. Take care. -Sarah |
| from elateddream : |
| :( |
| from dreamsinajar : |
| Thanksgiving. |
| from roadsideleft : |
| awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww thank you so very bery much!!!! 0x0x0x0x00xx |
| from dreamsinajar : |
| Sucks being a girl sometimes, don't it? It'll get better in 5 to 7 days, promise. Love you, Llama |
| from roadsideleft : |
| thank you for joining my ring! it made me smile. 0x0x0x0x00xx |
| from roadsideleft : |
| i don't know if its because im just as depressed...or upset or whatever as you are. but your entry comforted me. thankyou...0x0x0x0x0x0x0x0x0x |
| from forafriend : |
| Stephanie, this is Sarah, aka hears13bears. I want to say that I'm most sympathetic about what's going on in your life right now, I only wish I could understand it better and be empathetic, as well. In the meantime, take care. The world will look up again eventually. |
| from mydarling : |
| Hey Llama. Not sure when I'm getting home. Robert says we have some serious stuff to talk about that's going to "shock the shit " out of me. Wish me luck! I'll call you before I leave but the passes don't look to bad. Love you, Llama. |
| from hears13bears : |
| BWEGH!! <-- Another Bethism, on occasion. Just trying to hook you up :) ~Sarah |
| from mydarling : |
| You were just joking and I know that. I explained it to him but I think that's part of the reason he hates IM. Too much you can't tell from typing words. Don't worry about it. Love you. |
| from stephielove : |
| Hehe. Note!! (Im thinking a Bb? Hmmm... No. A#). Lol. Sorry. I AM a music major, you know. |
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