Define This! (A Bipolar Romp!)
I am a bipolar biracial bisexual twenty-something trying to figure things out. Read my whines, read my moans, read my bitches, read my groans. Read my pain, read my doubts, read my joy, read my shouts. "The worst stab wound is the one to the heart. Sure most people survive it, but the heart is never quite the same. There's always a scar, which is meant, I guess, to remind you that even for a little while someone made your heart beat faster. And that's a scar you can live with, proudly, all the days of your life." ~OZ
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| pischina profile - diary |
| comments: The first person who ever signed my analyzer who didn't know me first. The veritable queen of diaryland. |
| hardrain profile - diary |
| comments: Sweet and kind. I met her thru pischy and she's just the best. |
| zadie profile - diary |
| comments: One of my first friends on diaryland. She is awesome and worthy of worship. |
| xeyli profile - diary |
| comments: One of my bestest friends, but for some reason wants to trick us into thinking she's boring when she's not. |
| jaywhy profile - diary |
| comments: Another very close friend. Her diary is day to day business that's getting ready to become even more interesting with her adventures in Korea. |
| chasha profile - diary |
| comments: why did i take her off my buddy list? i can't remember. i think it was an accident. but i'm rectifying the situation now |
| the-closet profile - diary |
| comments: My Mental Illness Public Diary |
| circlesleep profile - diary |
| comments: The other diary of one of my favorite diaries |
| waterlily profile - diary |
| comments: Her layout kicks! Watch out tho, she's in advertising and she'll try to brainwash you. |
| ginni profile - diary |
| comments: I love her, I have both her diaries up since she keeps switching between them. |
| anexperiment profile - diary |
| comments: Interesting |
| plume profile - diary |
| comments: Totally totally asskickin' supastar |
| Erlenweg6 profile - diary |
| comments: Fascinating new diary. It reads like a story. Lovely writing. |
| kerokerokoji profile - diary |
| comments: One of my bestest friends |
| marzipan1026 profile - diary |
| comments: Man, this girl kicks my ass and hates Julia Roberts as much as I do! |
| ouvrelesyeux profile - diary |
| comments: french pictures |
| donkeylady profile - diary |
| comments: Incredibly interesting. She found me, and I'm so glad. |
| heavenlyging profile - diary |
| comments: A new one that I like |
| mireillie profile - diary |
| comments: Blanche's sense of humor rocks. Who else would have David's flaming genitalia and a cactus with a phallus in plain view? |
| moodymama profile - diary |
| comments: yay! |
| crashintome profile - diary |
| comments: A resurrection of sorts |
| me-undaunted profile - diary |
| comments: She's great, I missed her |
| prostituee profile - diary |
| comments: Very good. |
| epiphany profile - diary |
| comments: Very interesting, i found it through a banner ad |
| exiles profile - diary |
| comments: Interesting |
| heidiann profile - diary |
| comments: something new |
| stealthkitty profile - diary |
| comments: Who can lose with a wicked cool name like that? |
| devi- profile - diary |
| comments: I just found her, or rather she found me. And she kicks ass. |
| dysenchanted profile - diary |
| comments: Purdy |
| panjandrum profile - diary |
| comments: i like her |
| the-book-bag profile - diary |
| comments: A great read i found via the banners. |
| ladiscrete profile - diary |
| comments: something new and french! |
| trancejen profile - diary |
| comments: something new and wonderful! |
| em-powered profile - diary |
| comments: Another hawaii chica. |
| whatawoman profile - diary |
| kakazuya profile - diary |
| comments: My girl E. |
| saudades profile - diary |
| comments: Ana. |
| journ-proj profile - diary |
| comments: Sign Up! It's a very interesting project |
| flipmeover profile - diary |
| comments: My girl. |
| prosti profile - diary |
| mcearstix profile - diary |
| comments: the coolness |
My favorite music: |
| Tori Amos |
| comments: Little Earthquakes is still my favorite album. It's raw and pure. |
| Queen |
| comments: Freddie Mercury's voice had such range. He could hit certain notes that made me want to weep. |
| Ani Difranco |
| comments: God she is so beautiful, and i just want to eat her words like a fine piece of pie. |
| Jason Mraz |
| comments: I love his lyrical word play. Very nice. |
| Fiona Apple |
| comments: As a human she's annoying, as a singer/songwriter she knocks my pants off. |
My favorite movies: |
| Lolita |
| comments: This is the 1997 version. It's more lyrical then the Kubrick version. I cry at the end everytime. The novel is brilliant also. |
| Silence of the Lambs |
| comments: The movie that made me fall in love with law enforcement. Clarice is strong, smart, and vulnerable. She's real. Hannibal has the sex appeal that only a true sociopath can have. |
| The Lord of The Rings |
| comments: There is nothing that I could say about this movie that hasn't been said. I can't wait for the whole lot of them. |
| Pirates of the Caribbean |
| comments: How can you not love this movie. I've seen it 8 times. Five of those times were in the theater. Plus there's Johnny. |
| Fight Club |
| comments: Brilliant. Edward Norton and Brad Pitt are geniuses. |
My favorite authors: |
| Stephen King |
| comments: He is literature. Popular and thought provoking. He shows ordinary people in extraordinary circumstances. To dismiss him as mass market trash is a big mistake. Read the subtext. |
| Sylvia Plath |
| comments: The Bell Jar was the first book that I read that really spoke to my mental illness. The other is Girl, Interrupted. |
| Roald Dahl |
| comments: How can you not love Roald Dahl. I also like his stories for grown ups too. |
| Pablo Neruda |
| comments: "The memory of you emerges from the night around me....There were hunger and thirst, and you were the fruit. There were grief and the ruins, and you were the miracle." The Song of Despair |
| Edward Gorey |
| comments: He was so imaginative. And had the most wonderful in illustrations to go along with his twisted stories. |
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