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from paintedgray :
it took me awhile to figure out that i actually wanted to be here at u of o but i have gotten to really, really like it. i would really commend that you give it time and go into it with an open mind, it really is a great place once you feel comfortable here.
from paintedgray :
welcome to the university of oregon :)
from thruthecrowd :
oh, the injuries to your hand sound awful! ouch! I hope you feel better soon! oh, and congrats on your GPA! :-) *many hugs* ~e
from thruthecrowd :
Happy Birthday!!! I hope it was a good one. Thanks to P I had a wonderful Thanksgiving and I've been working/volunteering at the library 4 hours a day since Monday, tomorrow is my last day. I know - me!? And it snowed on your birthday today in SF btw, snowed all day actually(!!!!) I loaded a few pics on flickr for you and josh and eric, if he's still around. When I do finally update, it'll be a good exciting entry...hope to chat soon. All my love and best wishes for your New Birth Year! ~e
from draining :
draining is now locked. please email me @ [email protected] with diaryland as the ubject heading,give me your username, and i will give you the password.
from cdghost :
enjoyed your words
from againsthesky :
im on my cellphone so i hope this works - happy birthday!
from againsthesky :
im on my cellphone so i hope this works - happy birthday!
from againsthesky :
it cut me off...grr...its getting late, and I need to sleep, so big hugs, talk to you sooner than later, and thank you, <3 ~e
from againsthesky :
hey, thanks :-) I was beginning to wonder if it ws an odd html code in my diary, that maybe I forgot a lousy ( or an " But nope, once again, it comes down to this: It's all Bill Gates' fault :-P It's so nice to have links that link. What I did, as I used to do before I got lazy, is just save my Word .doc file as a .txt (text) file, then ctrl+c the text one and paste it as usual, it solved it witout having to go search my entry for "'s. I'm sure I'll be able to talk sometime before your birthday. I've just been feeling really lousy, and not all here. Sory to hear about your math test, what problems are you having with math? I might be able to help if you know exactly what you're doing. For the math that I'm learning I'm having to keep a spiralbound notebook, with the rules and steps and an example or two. It's the only way to simplify it all, and it helps me remember it. Anyway,
from gumluverxoxo :
Hi I'm gumluverxoxo and I'm new. Note me sometime.
from againsthesky :
Wow we're getting the same storms! Were THAT close to each other :-D...we got a really (bad) good thunderstorm here in SF tonight too, with fantastic lightning, and for almost an hour the thunder was so (bad) good, combined with the literal flood of rain, that it sounded like a train plowing through, it was wild! I tried to get a photo the whole 2 1/2 hours, but my moms cellphone, which has a night vision camera, didn't want to take one, :-( Gotta go update my diary! <3 ~e (PS Josh is doing just about the same thing to me that Charly is doing to you - as if they're saints 0;-)) ::hugs::
from againsthesky :
hey, thanks for the note. I haven't left anyone many notes lately, but I've been really proud of you in the amount of effort you're putting into your work, and those kids, and adding schoolwork to that I know it's not always easy, but like I said I'm very proud of you. And I'm with you on thinking only creeps sign up for those personals things, any guy who tells me I'm hot within the first month of knowing me is going in my "neanderthal" category, and being permanently ignored. I'm sure I have more I wanted to say but I only got less than 3 hours of sleep and I just went blank...so great big hugs, and good luck on your exam!! <3 ~e
from orgami :
north bay is cool today a swept wind caressing the trees at the park shoreline dotted with the human species their little ones running in and out of the water the adults basking peacefully in the sun warm flesh and dreaming eyes and that sky so sheared and blue down to the bone of it beyond that the moon lost somewhere these last few nights hidden in the clouds
from devouredsoul :
hey! what's the deal with somebody stealing otep's mask? insane beetches! i haven't heard the story! i'm seeing her in concert 8 days. bringing my camera so i'll get some photo's . nifty. how are you?
from devouredsoul :
i'm pretty sure i did see a man and a boy...but ... you can never be sure...scary.
from againsthesky :
Hey, thank you <3 ~e
from againsthesky :
Yep, me again :-) Here's a list, for the most part in order of the poems I felt were the ones you should submit. 1. Nature's Paint 2. Store of Lives 3. Finding Love 4. Honest Mouth 5. Untitled 6. Save My Soul 7. Bleed Out 8. Too Pretty To Be Single Hope this helps out. ::many hugs:: ~e
from againsthesky :
Hi, I'll definitely go through your poems in the next couple of days, to help you out...the very first one that immediately came to my mind though was Nature's Paint. It's a really beautiful and spiritual poem. I loved it so much I actually saved in on my hard drive so I wouldn't lose it. Much luck to you and I'll keep my fingers crossed. Many hugs, take care, ~e
from againsthesky :
Just a quick note, I can't believe it was 94 there today!!, it makes me feel dorky cause I've been whining to my mom about it being in the 70's already :-P I wanted to tell you that I thought your ideas for how to solve the classes/credits problem was a good plan. I think it really sucks that you weren't told about the probation though. I know if it was me told that I was on academic probation so abruptly I'd have been sincerely crying for a good while. Really proud of you :-) ::really big hugs:: ~e
from againsthesky :
Hey you, yep I'm writing you a note...may it be the first of many :-) Thank you for your note to me, I was so scared to start again, esp. with the level of honesty I did it with. I really appreciate your support and understanding, it means so much to me. You're a very beautiful human being, never let anyone tell you less. Many many hugs...your friend 'e'
from jonathan :
Hi! If you like getting your head around your dreams try a survey I created called 'Dreamopener' or look at my current entry that gives a set of 28 questions that should do the trick. It's better that you interpret the dream the way you feel, rather than looking up answers in a 'Dream Dictionary.' It is how YOU feel about the images/events/actions/friends/foes that matter.
from orgami :
writing people who write they like Kittie I am at the bottom of the ring anyway I am old about forty one almost and my daughter is like fourteen and she likes black and purple too she plays guitar and is sharp like Lori my girlfreind I am poor and used to come here to the library for music but they blocked music because of the objectionable videos so I am just listening to cd's now presently its METRIC, cd ORGAN older stuff I know and I am an artist I belong to an over forty ring too and I write these people I was watching the pope today and all he did and was through and he did a lot he was a busy man but he is dying I think and may be dead as I write this at ten thirty two a.m. saturday morning I need another coffee so I will go soon Just dropped a note to say Hi and when we are at our normalest I believe we shine from within so people are most comfortable with us when we are most comfortable in our own skin Just watch for the con artists!! gotta go Ciao!
from emogirlak :
Hello hello. I just wanted to let you know, I added you to my buddy list a week ago, because I read an entry, and it seemed very interesting. I think your an exceptional writer. If you want, you can check out my diary...Its just complaining, and yeah... Just thought I'd let you know. -megn
from to-my-heart :
Hi I would have done an update about this but it won't let me update since I'm a free user. So I created a journal at another site which I'm falling in love with lol but if Andrew gets his act together I may be back. Anyway here's the new site if you care to check it out I'm lettin all my buddylist ppl know http://www.livejournal.com/users/lolitas_heart/
from to-my-heart :
I'm so jealous you got the expansion pack! Maybe they'll put a patch that makes it longer though. They come out with fixes after people play the game for about a month and they get feedback on it.
from to-my-heart :
I loved making magic. I hope they do a sims 2 version *crosses fingers* well I know how that goes though before I got my computer I had to share one with my dad and I hardly ever got to play sims.
from smashley719 :
thanks:)
from to-my-heart :
Pardon that last note turns out we're both right. This day since it is a bit unorganized has many colors. Red, Blue, Black, and Orange. Did you know this week is also Eating Disorder Awarness Week? color purple for that one. Okay I'm done buggin ya.
from to-my-heart :
I looked up some stuff on self injury awareness day and everything I found said the colors are black and red. I noticed you had said orange and I was a bit confussed. Anyway just thought I'd mention it.
from to-my-heart :
I didn't know that...I'll post it on my diary when I do an update. Maybe make an image for it...oh I'm sorry I didn't introduce myself. I'm Lolita and I found your site surfing around. I think its great you support it and now that I'm aware of it I shall too.
from devouredsoul :
gorgeous. and i'm not being nice...i'm not that nice of a person so you can rest assured i'm being honest. i've never seen any pics of you before. yay! now i have. neat! you are beautiful though, love. *wink*
from devouredsoul :
i think i've seen that commercial. jeez...freakin' slutty girls. i don't think that's reality but then again ... i don't have that many friends so I wouldn't know. i don't know how people can have completely physical relationships either. since i lost my virginity to a guy i wasn't with a month ago everything has been extra emotional for me. i don't even talk to the jackass anymore... he took my virginity away and then ditched me like nothing ever happened. i think its better not to talk to him at this point though... i'm so much better than that... i won't let him make me sink to that level. oregon is fun! i've been there twice. its the only place i've been that i saw two guys passed out on the same street with needles sticking out of their arms. disturbing. that isn't the fun part though...there's just so much to experience there. is that where this charly guy is from? are you guys together? well yeah, i'll stop being snoopy now. i'll ttyl ♥ -brit
from smashley719 :
thanks :)
from devouredsoul :
i really like the otep and kittie projects you've done. photoshop, right? i got photoshop elements for christmas and i'm still trying to figure out how to use it. i suppose i'll stick to my random html for now...i should take a class or something. ♥ - brit
from devouredsoul :
hey! thanks...i wasn't that into it so i changed it yet again. but i love messy stench..that girl rocks. how have you been?
from fallenorra :
Giving myself some love. Someone has to do it.;)
from valeofenna :
Hi, I know, I rarely get notes,once a month maybe. And before Josh found me while googling stuff, I was quite ignored. Plus a d-land "buddy" just dumped me yesterday :( So, as much as I'm trying to still overcome my ridiculous fear of leaving notes, I do leave them when I can. I really like your diary a lot. And you're a very rare 'I didn't have to put you in my buddy list to get you to acknowledge that I exist "buddy."' Actually I think you're the only one to be honest. So hang in there, you're one state away from me, and i send you lots of love and caring. Take care you. Very warm internet hugs, 'e'
from devouredsoul :
thanks for the advice! i had a very plesant samhain... ♥ how was yours?
from devouredsoul :
hey girl. have you been in cali all this time? or was it somewhere else? how did it go...i need to put you back on my list..hah...♥
from typelove :
hello. i saw your link on the love-online ring and i was wondering if you would like to join my diary. it's a place for people who are involved in online relationships to write their feelings and support each other and give advice.
from black--tears :
i'm changing my diary to http://wordsxfade.diaryland.com <3
from allshewas :
I know what you mean... I feel the same around my town but it's for a different reason. I live in a richy tourist town - and I am SO very not "typical". I'm so sick of getting gawked at by old men and preppy girls. People are fucked up. Keep your head up!
from allshewas :
Hi there. You have no idea who I am but I wanted to leave you a note to let you know that you're not alone. I've gone through the relationship hell you're going through countless times and I kept wondering what I was doing wrong, what was wrong with me, etc. The biggest piece of advice I can give you is this: be happy with yourself. As soon as you find it within yourself, others can start finding it WITH you. You don't need anyone else to make you happy. Co-dependencies suck.
from black--tears :
thank you so much. you don't know how much i appriciate that =) <3
from rebforever :
wow well arent you loved
from zombiegal :
im sorry fallen **hugs** u know im here if you need me... :) hope you get better **hugs again**
from yvette18 :
that game is creepy. Weird, Alice in wonderland except she is in a mental hospital. My friend played the game, it creeped me out.
from smashley719 :
username:rock password:myworld
from amber-darko :
Hi! My name's Amber and I'm 23. I am writing a book about my personal account of self hate and self harm. I'd like to include some personal stories from different stages in healing, different sexes and different ages to show that no one is the same, but we all are hurting in ways that we are unable to convey. I do not intend on printing names, there is no length restriction and I will not censor. I have decided to also include poetry or just general opinions. Please email me if you are interested. [email protected]
from yvette18 :
I am sorry about that, do not let anyone shoot down your dreams. I know that it will take sometime, but you can do it. And no, you will not end up alone, God did not intend for anyone to be alone on this earth. You should really tell Kyle how and what you are feeling, I am sure that he will understand. He seems to care about you so much.
from zombiegal :
o wow thats horrible.. **hugs** i hope everything gets better
from yvette18 :
yeah I think you should tell him about feeling uncomfortable being around people you do not know. I am sure he will understand. Do not blame yourself, for what happened. It was not your fault. People got drunk and it got out of hand.
from yvette18 :
yeah I really like your nice layout, it looks pretty cool. As far as you being lost about not knowing what major to do, talk to you academic advisor, if you have a career center or something on campus, talk to your career counselor to help you.
from rotten-rose :
i'm so oblivious i didn't even know you had a design site. hah..dumb me! thank you so much for everything you've done for me...much deeper and much more than the design you made me!!! email it ot me whenever you get the chance!!! love ya, brit (p.s. my email is [email protected] if you lost it or you didn't know) ♥
from yvette18 :
I really like the new layout, the pictures and the colors are really pretty together.
from rotten-rose :
AND ROSES!
from rotten-rose :
hey! thanks for writing back. i know they aren't mad at me but sometimes i wonder. well that is so awesome of you that you'd actually make me a temp. anything with gothic nature is awesome. lots of black purple and red. well anything you want really. have fun with it. ♥ love ya - brit
from rotten-rose :
oy...the joys of work and oh the joys of life. eh? hah...riiight. but i got a job at the local Hot Topic and I'm lovin it so much. the music i love the people i like...ahhhh.
from rotten-rose :
hello love. remember devoured soul, medusaschild etc... etc... well i'm baaaaaaaaackkkk - annoying you i'll bet. so how have you been, love? fill me in and drop me a note!
from smashley719 :
i locked my diary, in case you want to read-- username: weezer, password: rocks
from fireintheice :
I feel as though I'm leaving you messages all over the place, lol, but I had to comment when after perusing you quiz results I saw that you got Olli in the which R+ member are you quiz. I freaking love that guy, Rammstein are my fave!! I think I got Christoph... or something, or was quizilla ...eh! Oh, thanks for linking me by the way! :)
from yvette18 :
*tee hee* Im so happy for you. yeah, I heard sprint is high as hell, and the rip you off. I have cingular, they are pretty cool. I really like them. Yeah tell me about working on the holidays, I have to work in a little bit.
from fireintheice :
oooh, I just saw that you like kidneythieves!! I've had such a hard time tracking their cds down - they don't sell them in Australia (importing them, yay!). I've only heard a few of their songs, but they're so awesome I've no doubt they'll be one of my fave bands once I hear more! :D
from daisygirl86 :
Glad you like my list. I've had enough of the wrong ones to know who would be right!
from medusaschild :
hey !!! i just wanted to say hi which i just did. i'll talk to you later, love. bye! ♥
from his-boy :
I love your diary alot.your writing.your point of view.the layout.
from justamephit :
Yep, you're right. It's a great song. Shame all the rest of their stuff appears to be abysmal shite. Maybe I'm being too harsh. Hey, if you're a fan, recommend another good song by them?
from gotgaz :
thanx, i knew i had heard it somewhere, but i couldnt remember
from gotgaz :
just wondering, what is the name of the song, whose lyrics are on your template
from glazenhart :
Hey, new images, I like them! I'll take the vampire side...
from glazenhart :
Thank you for the note, it's very helpful in order to understand why I am doing this to myself...
from glazenhart :
I know this is stupid, but just came by to mention I'm most definately going to hell. According to a test, I'm having even no chance at purgatory. I wonder how the company is down there :grin:
from glazenhart :
The video is great, but I only saw the last part of it *whines*, I liked the part with the jelly-fish a lot, have a thing for those stupid things. I hope they figure out what's wrong with your health...
from glazenhart :
Nothing like a medical mystery to make you feel special, I always say. It's still bad, I think you'd like to know what's going on, it's still your body that's sick...
from glazenhart :
Being sick sucks, you have to work double as hard to get where the rest is. How come you were sick that much?
from glazenhart :
Don't be sorry, have to get used to it anyway, just two more weeks and then the dreaded course returns. Just hope I don't have that *insirt curses* teacher again. He's always on my case, even when I work my hardest and get a decent grade (for me that is) he says: 'Well, you messed up again', is it me, or can I kill him for that?
from glazenhart :
:smiles: Well, I'll add some thing in English, was thinking about it anyway... I just got scared by the German-talk (I suck at it, ask my teachers)...
from heath85 :
Hey, I just joined the Evanescence diaryring! Evanescence rocks! i love there music its so awesoeme and the lyrics have meaning! i love them! Well i just wanted to stop bye and say hey! Well i gotta go! Stop by my diary sometime.TTYL!
from glazenhart :
Thanks for adding me to your list, but, ehm, German won't do any good, I'm Dutch, not far of though. I'm pretty lousy at German :sigh:
from coldhearted6 :
Um...hi and thanks for adding me to your 'buddy list'....(did I just say THANKS?!?!?!...I must be feeling..sick)So leave me a note!!!....Muhahahaha!!!
from soandsotgs :
Hi, i saw this site and thought it was great. being a membe of the AIM-ME diaryring, i thought you might get a kick out of it too... it's great to throw on your profile http://www.outpimp.com/?x=165657
from devouredsoul :
deffinately i'm adding you to my buddy list right now!
from devouredsoul :
i'm really glad that whoever you loved still feels the same way about you, and i hope you hold strong with him. you give true advice that truely touches me...thank you
from devouredsoul :
this is just making me so happy, there's an otep marathon in my head, everyday a different song, lovin it! well, anyways, i don't know that many people that like otep, its good to know that i'm not the only one who can sense talent when it slaps them in the face.!
from devouredsoul :
thank you lovely! its good to be back...and thanks for the note, it made me feel so very special. I love your layout...I wish I could do something like that complicated, i'm a dumbass when it comes to css and html... i didn't make my temp on my site...josie, my old friend did,...had it for a little too long. well, dear, i will stop boring you now...and go back to my sad ass attempts at making a layout...well much ♥ i have otep stuck in my head, i'm loving this...
from sirenstorm13 :
I just want to say Good luck in life, and Evanescence rocks, so does the phantom, but that is just me, rambling, yup, well, yup
from devouredsoul :
ya know how sometimes superficiality overtakes us? I'm in that spot right now. damn.
from moo-review :
Your review is now up at Moo Review - http://moo-review.diaryland.com/fallenorra.html
from halladolwen :
Hey girl! I finished your review and it should be up soon at moo-review! ~Devora
from moo-review :
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from diaryreviews :
Your review is up at http://diaryreviews.diaryland.com/fallenorra.html. ~Vicky
from grrldreds :
hey, I am doing a study for my university on college students. If you would be interested in taking the survey it would really help me out. Everything is confidential. If you would be interested email me at [email protected] Thanks.
from devouredsoul :
yeah i guess... oh well I got the Otep cd... have you ever heard of Lennon Murphy, she's pretty awesome, got her own sound goin on. My fave song by her is Goat F**ker or The Break of your car...if you wanna see some more about her go to www.lennononline.com she's awesome. :-) buh bye
from feuerfrei :
Hey fallenorra, it's Feuerfrei (Engel from the Otep board =0p) I just wanted to say I loved your Otep layout, it was awesome...and I was gonna write on your tagboard too, just to say hello, but it's gone now! *tear* Anyways, take care... ~Liebe, Stephanie
from devouredsoul :
sorry for giving you the stalker vibe. lol. oh well, so just wanted to say that I searched the net for Kidney Theives albums and there was nothing on them. It just came up with a bunch of kidney disease sites. WTF? okay well c'ya
from devouredsoul :
sorry 2nd note hah, well yeah you infected me, that was cool :-) strange I am. Well i just was wonderin how the Otep album was, and do you have any idea where I can get a Kidney Theives cd, i've looked everywhere. i saw evanesence grazing the tv on mmusa and was wonderin how their album was as well. sorry i'm so creepy
from devouredsoul :
hey I just realized that I was listed as one of your fave diaries. Rare, thanks! Drop me a line it'd be cool to hear from you :-) I also know how self mutilation is, I still do it, just secretly. Its good to know sometimes I'm not alone.
from jadedmist :
I just tried to post in your guestbook, but it never showed up. Weird... anyway, thanks for welcoming me to the burning ring. Though I suppose it's not a good thing to be able to join the ring... my usual form of si has always been cutting. That has always been the best for me. But since the people around me started figuring out that those cuts and scars on my arms weren't from my cats, I had to stop. And I thought I was okay for a while without it. But I have been going insane. And have started burning myself. I just need the pain. I need the release. It's so sick. I wish I could just get rid of all of it for good. I can't even cut up a salad without my mind being totally fixated on the knife. We're about the same age, I'm 20. Making deals with people like you did never seem to work for me. But everyone has different things that work for them. So I honestly hope it works for you. Even though I don't know you, I know that you probably share some of the same pain I do. You have to, or else you wouldn't need to si. You seem like a really cool person, and thanks for not thinking that me helping the hamster is stupid. Well, I guess I will quit rambling on now.
from luckyrachel :
Welcome to the no more cuts ring!
from roapearl :
Thanks for joining the ring. Eccentricity is wonderful, innit?
from fallenorra :
no porb. Opps sorry. I should be able to spell that. I love that song.
from feuerfrei :
Hey fallenorra :) Big thanks for adding me to your buddy list...my username is spelled wrong tho! Lol...anyways, nice to see another soldier from the boards...I love your diary...take care... ~Lady Lestat aka Engel
from fallenorra :
Hey no prob. I seem to be a ring whore. HEHE
from chordchild :
thanks for joining the ghostwriter and mr-rogers diaryrings. :)
from ravenheart :
Thank you for joining my Nightmare Before Christmas ring, you are welcome!
from clauren :
Thanks for becoming a part of addict2sims diaryring. Beautiful diary with the black and the beautiful blue. If you get a chance, check out addict2sims surveys to see what other d-lander say about those crazy sims or answer them yourself...

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