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"I take these threads of memories and try to trace them back to the source" & this is pretty much Everything. trying to find all the reasons why. sometimes it's just easier to keep moving, new sunlight and a summer breeze. xo

from moonsocket :

Mickey and Mallory it is, it-is! and it suits her so well!

from usb-port :

i am glad you are here too.

from asfastasican :

It's good to see you writing again, though the reasons to write are sad. I want you to know that your words have moved me in the three years that I've followed your diary, and that I've not only found solace in them, but answers. I am praying that these storm clouds pass and that your heart swells with happiness; you are a beautiful soul, and I thank you for what you have given me.

from usb-port :

I see you

from moonsocket :

Hi, there. Just found you. Think I'm going to stick around a while, if that's ok with you....

from addict-in-me :

Hi I am sorry for not calling : / Forgive me? : D

from tinea :

your entry from today echoes my feelings exactly. i just wanted to let you know that i understand.

from kwesta :

12-28-08 Wow! You've been writing just as long as I have... Cheers to you! I just love it. Writing poetry every since! I hope you check out my dland sometime. :)

from breathe-salt :

i can't believe you've been here as long as i have and i've never stumbled across your diary. such beautiful, real writing. and your layout is gorgeous.

from asfastasican :

10/22-- That entry was beautiful. I got my father's hands too, and until now, I hated them.

from care99bare :

That was absolutely beautiful, and exactly what i needed to hear today.

from americansin :

hey ill help you with one number on your list: Chicago, Il. I just moved there for college a year ago. Just a fun, easy city to live in. and really cheap for a hugeee city, you really should check it out hun. just a thought.

from usb-port :

18. yourself. i believe.

from americansin :

hey it-is, i used to have a diary on here, parkplace, and i stilll cant believe you are still wiriting after so many years o losing touch. check out my new diary, its all my secret life put together into a writte documentation. check it out! miss ya!

from unavowed :

"Solo, I am not weak, but next to you, I wither" this is me in your words.

from heartshaped :

it's good to see someone from the good ol' days still writing here. i'm trying to start back up again. hi. :)

from la-sad-eyez :

happy birthday :)

from usb-port :

happy birthday =)

from usb-port :

i missed your entries.

from hannna :

summer=summer break=awesomeness!

from care99bare :

How weird... my ex had a separate life from me that i found out about from his blogs.... i feel like you're writing my life a year ago. Like deja vu...

from losthoughts :

i think we really need to talk. i really need you around right now, and it sounds like you need me too.

from losthoughts :

aw .. love i know your last entry (june 30) is about mike and it's unfortunate he resides so far away. like the character in <i>the war bride</i> kept saying last night on tv .. "keep your pecker up" :)<br> lots of love, dani <3

from dne :

you know, out of the maybe 3 people that have left me notes your my favorite. maybe that doesnt seem like it should count for much after all you dont have much competition. but, it should. thats all.

from i-am-tom :

I really like the lay out! But why so depressed... the summer is hot and humid or dry depending on the witch part of the U.S. you're in... and sticky... very sticky.

from britneypink :

exceptional stuff! all the best.

from psychodyke :

mmm... pretty girl. pretty pretty girl. [dontrun.iswearidon'tstalkbitepillageorplunder]

from greed- :

add me♥?

from rayxox801 :

the entries ive seen are short but very sweet. a stunning template to this diary as well...great great diary overall, you have some powerful emotions <3

from blind-eyes :

Hey lexus! sooo.. I have a diary too. try to figure out who this is, altho i'm sure it is quite easy. i'm afraid to let people see what i have to say but im really drunk right now so i dont care too much. ummm.. i love you and i love what you write. even when we were enemies i still read it and altho i 'hated' you (sorry) i still identified with everything you had to say and i was always so impressed with it all. you are really talented and when i become a publisher, your poems and stories will be published. promises! i love you!!!!

from fucked-- :

HEARTBREAKER!!

from plastictape :

i missed you too. i missed a lot of things. sometimes it's hard to write everything at once.

from mysexyswagga :

[email protected]

from mysexyswagga :

Story: He rushes his pregnant wife and child out of the house to allow himself some alone time with...her. How badly he craved her and severly wanted her to be his and his only. She alone has occupied his mind since the first time he saw her at one o'clock in the morning leaning into her apartment doorway allowing the rain to soak her bare feet. She looked so comfortable within herself that humid night as she vibed to the beat of the rain. Two hours earlier he had called her and told her wanted to see her in an hour. He knew his time with her was limited by many obstacles that were not only his but hers as well. He now rushes about his apartment making a weak attempt to tidy while balancing the phone between his shoulder and ear. "Hello" He pauses a moment to catch his braeth and relocate his mental state. "Hey". Already knowing what she will say to him she awaits his next comment using it as her cue. "I'm ready...come." "I can't..." "I've got the bed ready, I'm in a robe...come please." Deperation begins in his throat choking his voice. "You took too long. It's too late. I can't now." "...please..." "It's too late." Pause, slight hesitation. "Goodbye" He lowers himself to the floor still staring at the phone in his hand. The first feelings of failure and dread begin to creep upon him like the morning sun. She gently places the phone in its place and puts the tip of a finger in her mouth. She puts her head back, lets out a long awaiting breath and smiles. mysexyswagga

from usb-port :

it is ok to not be in a relationship. it is ok to be by yourself. but you are not alone.

from love-no-more :

you shouldnt have to think befor you write.this is YOUR diary. this is where YOUR feelings are layed down and released. i love your writings...id hate to see the feeling run out of another one.

from usb-port :

it may only be an inbox, but it is open if you need it.

from usb-port :

you're beautiful, guestbook or no.

from thefallofart :

username: sunkship, password: lungs

from jadedfreedom :

you're amazing.

from candoor :

a banner or something clicked me to you and I decided to leave this note cuz notes are fun, even from and to random strangers (we never know where our next meaningful connection, silly friend, endless lover, or random note might come from :)

from blankcard :

Eh I was wrong you read here oh well (in regards to topbunknoose). Thanks for appreciating again though.

from topbunknoose :

I'm glad you like my diary (I'm assuming it's this one since morceaux mentioned it). Hopefully you'll stick around to continue reading.

from xloveburnsx :

hey lex.. as i said on msn, your writing's amazing. you're awesome <33=)

from untranslated :

this is pamela (morceaux) for untranslated, a new writing community nick (topbunknoose) and i are heading up in place of cry. if you're interested and would like to join, drop by and apply. we need some decent start-up members. merci beaucoup.

from lilspo :

yeah no. cause i'm not stupid and know that's not true. luckly situations change and people grow up and time goes on and we can mask all problems with denial. it's great fun.

from lilspo :

fuck fuck fuck i hate how i just read then write stupid meaningless notes that CAN'T change Anything i'm stand on the edge waiting to Exist

from lilspo :

omg sorry thats what happens when i'm drunk and i try to spell. One of my lager fults

from lilspo :

you are stronge to me.

from aquietboy :

thank you. your sweet.

from dent :

i have a crush on u

from dent :

crush.

from sephiragrace :

i really like your diary. <3

from parkplace :

sorry, I dont got no msn. But my email address is [email protected] if you wanna talk outside of diaryland. That would be cool. I'm in typing class. Shit, I hate it. Bored. well, talk to you later. bye.

from lilspo :

may sunligh be found in darkness and empty be looked at as filling a new hole with ideas and love for yourself may smiles bleed into laughter and hope found all around you... pain is in apart of everything give only 10% to others let 90% of your happyness be created by you let your eyes be glass and reflected all the things you love. -Jessica

from parkplace :

Thanks you so much for the support your giving me on this tough road to recovery. After my house burning down December, my Aunt suddenly Dieing January, my dog getting hit my an oil truck and killed Wednesday, and my Mom almost dead Saterday, I am really fucking done with this whole life. Thank you so much for your support. My sn on aim is xparkplacex. you should hit me up sometime. Bye.

from heartshaped :

hi. i think we need to talk soon. <3

from caustic-slip :

i did not realize until i read "in an allyway" that you are that that type of writer. i really liked that entry. sorry, hard to determine what its called, that type i mean, but yea...it was beautiful ----rock on

from plastictape :

and i love you. <3

from plastictape :

you are fantastic. ...i say again.

from caustic-slip :

thats the best definition of indulge i've ever heard. have you, perhaps, read "Valley if the Dolls"? hehehe

from plastictape :

are the pills little and yellow and look like you could turn them over and find a happy face on the other side? i have those. i hate them.

from bare-my-soul :

i found you through ibleedplaid's site, and i'm sorry she's not writing anymore, but at least you are! and i've been down myself. but happy birthday. and it's time to get on the escalator going up. you ready?

from caustic-slip :

happy birthday

from lilspo :

i send baskets of huge hot air ballon full of birthday wishes as long as death isn't one i send shards of comfy warm water lit lights and music notes to float above on

from plastictape :

thank you so much! :smile:

from gloryxxfades :

well, either way it turned out for the best. oh &hey you don.t have to make me a layout__!! i know how hard it is.<3

from plastictape :

wonderful.

from gloryxxfades :

your layout is soo cool. how.d you get so good?<3

from gothiceyes :

Thanks.

from gothiceyes :

I found your link on cuttersclub. You are a wonderful writer. Do you mind if I add you to my faves?

from down-fallen :

you're gorgeous. xoxoxoxoxoxoxo

from gloryxxfades :

hello<3

from dne :

i had in mind...something that i wrote that would probably be too large to fit in a hotmail box. though i might winzip it. though i dont know what that would do to the sound. let me know if you have another mailbox i could send it to. i wont spam you or anything. though i am very confident that you could use the fine kitchen products and penis enlargers that i sell. ...kidding

from lilspo :

if only i knew the way you wanted to be known

from dne :

if you want, drop me an email, i could send you some music. [email protected]

from pink-sunday :

yr layout is beautiful;like its owner<3

from asweettale :

you're words are beautiful. <33 i'm addicted

from diaryreviews :

Sorry, you've already gottne two reviews, and our policy is that a diary can only be re-reviewed once. Also, your last review got an eighty-eight, which is above our re-review limit. I just enforce the rules, I don't make them. ~Vicky

from thisisjohn :

you have the raddest layout, ever.

from brokenwords- :

i hear you<3

from aquietboy :

it makes me blush when you call me darling. its makes me smile and shake my head when i hear you discovered a cure for cancer mixing things in a coffee cup. why can't i think of things like that?

from lilspo :

maybe i just thought i saw pictures of you not that important i didn't mean to confuse you

from antijamsect :

thank you so much sweetie, i am feeling better...i guess it took a big fall to wake me up. i just wish that i didnt have to destroy so much in the meantime.

from lilspo :

of you and ppl

from lilspo :

you had pictures on your page. now there gone?

from lilspo :

no pictures anymore

from caustic-slip :

you have a really great outlook and an spectacular way of expressing it. that or you must be an amazing faker huh?...hehehe happy new years

from starlet-21 :

thanks so much. those words mean so much. <3 - katie

from starlet-21 :

you're too beautiful. i love your writing, i even have some quotes on my wall. i just felt i needed to tell you that i think you none of those things and i find you inspiring. i'm living off pills right now and sometimes i feel like i'll never get through to the point where people and words don't hurt me because right now they shatter me, but you provided hope. thank you. <3 - katie

from starlet-21 :

from heartshaped :

it's been a long time. we need to get together and talk about things.

from seventeen- :

beautiful. mind if i add you to my list for further reading?

from brokenwords- :

ps: what is your e/mail addy?

from brokenwords- :

loving the new layout<3

from starlet-21 :

thanks soso much, darling. your writing is gorgeous and i'm convinced you are, as well. it meant the world and if you ever need a favor, just let me know. <3 - katie

from starlet-21 :

this is going to sound insane, but i'm about to lose someone i really care about and if you could do me a HUGE favor and leave chris-uk a note to tell him to forgive me, it would mean the world. i'm hoping if enough persuasive notes are left it might impact him to listen to me. <3 - katie

from oobersugar :

you're fucking great <3 min xox

from lilspo :

Inlove with the words that reach the brim yet spill over your bottom lip inhale every letter,like my last cigarette

from anti-gens :

it's only that strangers so rarely list me as a favourite out of the blue. let alone with these ominous and profound notes attached.

from anti-gens :

who is this?

from sbspsd :

Hi there. This is Sepia Reviews. We're currently looking for reviewers so could you help us out by reviewing for us? It's a diary a week or so - nothing heavy (more if you can!). Let us know. Thank you!

from justenough :

thank you for your kind note a while back; it really meant a lot to me. i'm glad you're doing better now, youre gorgeous... i wouldnt want anything less for you. good luck in the future and thank you. ♥

from soul-eraser :

self-centered people suck.

from soul-eraser :

self-centered people sucks.

from soul-eraser :

i love the way you write..it seems that most people on here write more than a hundred times deeper than me. reading things as deep as what you have written englightens me and touches base with what i am feeling.

from atavistik :

you're great. <333

from aquietboy :

you found me on msn did you? well hopefully you can find me when i'm on. which is rare. but i would like to talk to you. and repeat my offer to kiss your eyelashes. don't tell my girlfriend though *smile*

from be-my-heroin :

my dad died.

from justenough :

___AMAZING.you never fail to blow me away.

from oobersugar :

you write with an eloquence I can only begin to dream about.... <3

from aquietboy :

thank you again. as always. as an aside, i looked at the visual part of your diary and decided i want to kiss your eyelashes.

from heartshaped :

i could have written those same words. except about someone else and not as well. <3

from dish-roxy96 :

i love you diary. your writing is amazing

from piepixie :

Seeing that you've updated always makes me smile, but seeing that you're well will make me smile more. Hugs.

from morbidangelx :

You write so beautifully. <333333333 Krystal

from aquietboy :

reading you is like watching a slow motion film of an old building being dynamited. i wish there was something i could do. its beautiful, but....just but. it seems you are burning.

from pentup-angr :

this is far.too.beautiful

from piepixie :

Yeah, I already signed your guestbook, and then read a ton of your entries, though I had to be almost done with your diary, and I looked and it was only the middle of June. You're trying to kill me, you write so fucking much and it's ALL beautiful and amazing and thought-provoking. I could read it all night and probably will.

from insertsmilex :

breathtaking. <3<3<3

from heartshaped :

oh girl. you know when you feel like not doing anything? maybe just crawling into a hole and dying? yeah, that's me lately. so i apologize and i will get my ass in gear soon. no need to start growing old on me. ;)

from radiowire :

beautiful words.

from naturalriot :

i like it here.

from kill-soma :

i love imagining what people look like..then seeing the real person to see if im close to how i thought theyd appear. like with the book balzac and the little chinese seamstress... i imagined the little seamstress with long black flowing hair and i imagined she had the structure of a beautiful asian girl i know...and she looked UNCANNY to what i thought she would look like[when i saw the movie]. that, and because your pictures dont show up on my computer:P heh, i wish i could see them.

from justenough :

your last entry is pure art, pure beauty. it made me feel beautiful. you have talent, keep using it. you are fucking georgous.

from indie-snob :

hello there. I just saw Dashboard Confessional open up for Beck the other night and have added a review for it. I have a bunch of other reviews, too, including Bright Eyes, the Alkaline Trio and Zwan. check it out! thanks.

from aquietboy :

glad to help.

from kill-soma :

i have this perfect image of you, from a few diary entries back...with circles under your eyes and perfect teeth. <3

from heartshaped :

me either. cheers.

from betterthnu :

Hey! Your review is up!

from aquietboy :

a little girl, maybe five or six, came into my store today, so i went and got her a balloon. she was so excited that she waved for me to crouch down, like she wanted to tell me a secret. then she gave me a big wet kiss on the cheek and ran away giggling. sometimes i think you should get to hear nice things.

from justenough :

when i read your diary, my lungs hurt. its beautiful in all ways. and as i exit from the page, i let out a breath i didn't realize i was holding.

from silentxwords :

im glad you got it, ill send you more if you want :) & i.ll make them shorter. xokate

from heartshaped :

i'll email you soon. and thank you, doll. you are loved by me. xo.

from justenough :

you know. you're fucking right. all these lies i keep feeding myself... what else are we supposed to do right?

from teekessel :

i.ve been looking through both of your sites. i think you look amazingly...good on your photos. i want to just stare at you for hours. & i would, if i had the time. stay pretty // talented.

from brokenwords- :

so lovely<333

from aquietboy :

you deserve two dozen im sure

from aquietboy :

you are incredible. i wish i could send you flowers. that would make you smile.

from tanked :

i would just like you to know i think youre amazing.

from heartshaped :

today. <3

from carlita27016 :

Hey there - (its [email protected] .. we talked on MSN yesterday).. anyway, WOW, wow and WOW! I couldn't agree more with your last entry, "goodnight, goodnight" ... this part especially I can relate to - "I pour myself into this when I shouldn't, when I should be out living instead I am here clicking keys like it's a religion. But I know that if I stop, I will be doing nothing while everyone is out laughing and smiling and having FUN. 'Cause no one bothers to call, no one bothers to invite; why would they? Who wants to be around someone like me?" ... Wow. I didn't think anyone felt the way I do. Its kind of a comfort to know you feel this way. :) ... I feel like my friends aren't the same best friends that I knew so well and would spend every day with. I know they love me, but they're too caught up in their own lives sometimes... too busy to open up their pretty little eyes and look the hell around. Well, take care and I hope to hear from ya soon. :) -Carly.

from justenough :

i just read through your whole diary, almost, and i'm fucking blown away. you are georgous in every possible way.

from immer :

so so beautiful. xo.

from heartshaped :

ps. i will email you. someday. soon. <3

from heartshaped :

i'll try. thank you for being. <3

from x-evelynn-x :

beautiful expressions.

from losthoughts :

lex .. i still do normally concentrate my energy on bigger problems like war and poverty. but its just infuriating to see all these people get shut down because i know how exactly how they feel and in no way was any of it directed at you. im still concentrating on those problems. just not as outwardly anymore because well .. the majority of the people at our school are close-minded. allison was actually siding with bush. and both mike and allison are anti-abortions are pro-life. mike is even going to a protest in ottawa with the school thats anti-abortions. and things like these infuriate me too just the people who need to listen aren't and im trying to reason with them but its not working and i almost feel like giving up. and i realize that cry isnt the only diary like this, theyre just the ones im targeting because well .. why does everyone target PETA? and i understand these people may not have the style of writing you're looking for but just use a god damn fucking thesaurus and find another for rejected. tell that to stina or whoever leaves those notes.

from orchdreamer :

that would be the best book ever. because unlike all the rest, it would be *real*

from cry :

haha, i just made a post back to losthoughts as well, and when i refreshed, saw yours. high five babe. -nadia

from heartshaped :

thank you. let's talk soon. xo.

from chikbeatnik :

message from kissofdeath... you didn't give us an email. since that is mandatory to apply, you have been declined. you can apply again in 30 days. please provide an email if you decide to apply again in 30 days. thanks.

from thisisjohn :

I think we think alike.

from heartshaped :

there is only love to be found here. xox.

from aquietboy :

you sound very hurt. i wish i could help.

from nakedembrace :

oh GOOD LUCK, YOU LUCKY GIRL.

from nakedembrace :

i feel that i should add that i do miss him a lot and his drawings and i want to pose for him someday because he is such a beautiful artist. how is nelson?

from dne :

thanks. im glad for that. maybe that means i'll live forever

from prettyxwaste :

you may not think your note was fantastic but anything that can make me smile, even for just a moment, is fantastic in my book. thank you & you, too, are beautiful ;xoxo

from brokenwords- :

well thank you, you have no idea how much that means. but your words are beautiful - believe me. i love it<3

from i-dreamalone :

My friend morningwake told me you left her a note and gave me the link to your diary, so I left you a note. I don't really like reading diaries all that much I feel as if I'm invading personal privacy. So I just like people to know I'm reading them. Although it is a coincidence that we were reading/recieving at the same time, I would like to hear what you think about my diary sometime. There are some bad entries (ones without much content) the best ones are emotional, and not always happy. I'd just like to know what you think if you want to tell me. Anytime you feel like talking my IM is precipitatinghue.

from i-dreamalone :

good diary, emotional writing. I like it. Good music. Movies though, expand horizons. Great Entries and that's all that matters. -Brandi

from agitated :

wow that is quite a compliment, thank you so so much. your words are quite beautiful.. love the diary. *adds it to links* <3<3

from morningwake :

Beauty can be viewed differently by different people. What you see as beauty another person could view with as hate.

from xnevereverx :

*blows kisses* you're diary is wonderful

from aquietboy :

and you make me blush a lot.

from aquietboy :

once again, you are much nicer to me than i deserve. but i thank you nonetheless. i'll never turn down a compliment.

from donnaisblue :

i have also felt that my work and myself is only the echoes of others. i am reminded of so many things when i read this, rimbaud, wilde, rand...

from rage1310 :

maybe goodbye? .��.

from itsdorkrock :

next weekend we will bring black eyeliner and nail polish and be infinite and share a movie seat and be proud to be kids again . xoexoh .

from itsdorkrock :

♥♥♥ love love love day . i want to come to square one with you tomorrow and bring terence .

from xx-girl-xx :

i guess i'm not |good| enough.

from heartshaped :

so pretty. i'll be back. cheers.

from nakedembrace :

<3.

from peoria-chick :

i dont know you, but i was reading stina's diary, and it was linked to here, and i read yours, i love it!

from enough-said :

Hey sugar, the username is riotgirl and the password is pissedoff. Welcome to my destruction. <3 and a million more

from rage1310 :

hey if you leave, if you go back your planet,, will you take me too? 'cause i'm thinking that maybe i, maybe i'm from there too.

from enough-said :

I don't know you, but Stina sent me here, and she was right, you are amazing. Your writing is incredible, don't ever give up. <3

from tanked :

from rage1310 :

you. are. so. rad. //Rage

from belovedjojo :

New diary! Yay! *kisses it* *kisses you* =P

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