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from floodtide :
Thank you for your sweet note. Somehow Diaryland has taken my diary "offline" and after two and a half months I cannot get Andrew to respond to a single e-mail, or PayPal payment, or anything. I've been writing in Microsoft Word and e-mailing the documents to readers. If you'd like to read, please send me a good e-mail address for you, and I'll be glad to include you. XO
from lobo21 :
hi. hoping things change for you soon.
from lobo21 :
hey there. Fantasies and life are hard interactions and I know it's hard when one stops and the other starts up. Still waiting for that song ;) Take care.
from lobo21 :
thanks. found my way around again. hope you write soon.
from lobo21 :
hi. thanks for the link. I've read back through until June. I believe everyone is fighting a battle somewhere in their lives, some more than others. I am wishing you the best in yours and hope this finds you well. Curious about the song if you don't mind sending me the link? Take care.
from fifidellabon :
Hang on to the happy as long as you can! (I found you from Swimmmy's notes) xoFifi
from swimmmer72 :
I only did that because I thought you'd disappeared for good this time!! Are you updating again? I just took out the diaries that hadn't been updated in at least 3 months. I should have known you'd be back! :)
from swimmmer72 :
cuckoo's nest is one of my favorite books! sounds like good times and relaxation! :)
from fat0free0air :
Thanks sweetie!
from mylostdream :
This is way delayed and I'm not sure if you still need it or want it but here is my username and pw: Username: steel pw: wall xoxoxoxo.
from swimmmer72 :
that isn't what anniversaries are supposed to be about. my heart goes out to you.
from glimmerfadin :
ok I've been meaning to write a note forever and I keep forgeting so its long... 1. Happy late birthday! I never knew your birthday was so close to mine...perhaps that why I love your diary so much and fell like I understand you. 2. Hope I didnt offend with the Harry Potter comment. Its just I used to work in a bookstore and most people who hadnt read them had an attitiude about them, like they wer ebetter than the hype. (I used to) seriously though they are good, I promise. OK thats all for now. :)
from swimmmer72 :
happy birthday!!! good luck with art school. maybe this is an omen!! ;)
from swimmmer72 :
hi, M! could i please have your new s/n/pw? thanks so much, if you need an addy to send it to, let me know. hope things are alright. ;)
from mylostdream :
Here is my info to my diary as you asked :) : username: steel pw: wall
from onlylittle :
honey, i would love to send you my info, but where to??? hugs!
from hungryangel :
May I please have the new username/password to your diary? Thanks!
from swimmmer72 :
no, i don't think you are over-reacting. what she wrote was a very passive-aggressive personal attack, and a response was necessary. i thought yours was appropriate. i don't know what your options are, but you may need to look for another place. i think this one will get worse before it gets better, but just be careful not to sink to her level. you are better than that.
from kilowatt :
Please remember that as you travel through today, remember that although the world may seem dark and full of sadness, there is still light and beauty and love. Light that shines upon and through all things, filling everything with color, lush and vibrant and sharp. Beauty, sublime and towering over every sensation, enhancing all things. Love, overwhelming and powerful, conquering all and flowing through life. There is treasure in every moment, around every corner. Look for it. Find it. Live it. Be it. Fill today with special treasures, every chance you get.
from glassboxgurl :
lmao ummm... did I forget to tell you that it's working now? hahha SORRY. Hey, ITS WORKING NOW!
from swimmmer72 :
i wish i could help you, but anything i would say would be just words, and you need to talk to someone who knows what they are doing. is there a mental health clinic or crisis center close by? your current therapist isn't doing what's necessary, but maybe they could steer you toward someone who can. good luck. i hope something works for you.
from luvsdaughter :
Thanks so much for putting my site on your favorites! Once I figure everything out I will be adding you to mine! Thank you also for allowing me to see your diary. We can definately relate to one another. During those times when you feel completely alone, in the dark spots of like, know that you are never alone. Someone in this great big world understands what you're going through.
from glassboxgurl :
LMAO STILL NOT WORKING! is there a space between the words of your user?
from glassboxgurl :
the password, lol.
from glassboxgurl :
It's not working. now i'm sad lol.
from glassboxgurl :
haha!
from kilowatt :
Thank you for the lovely and humorous words you left me on my notes page. Egg? . . . Moon? . . . Chunk of marble? . . . Discolored potato? “What we see depends mainly on what we look for.” ~ Sir John Lubbock ~ I chuckled when I read your note. I thank you for reminding me that our perceptions are colored by our life’s experiences and therefore each of us perceives events and objects through our own unique filtering process. I tend to forget that my filter is mine only. I thank you for the life lesson and for adding my site to your list of favorites. I am so pleased that you like my site. I thank you for your support. I also thank you for your kindness. If you would allow me the opportunity, I would like to be able to view your site. Please email me at kilowatt@webmail.diaryland.com. May your day brim over with beauty.
from swimmmer72 :
WOW! terrifying story. i'd like to think it isn't real, but i know that it is.
from brokenbits :
hello, quick question - what's TF (ref your entry called TF) big kiss xxxx
from swimmmer72 :
i know you said email, but i don't know your email addy. if you want to email me back to keep your sn/pw private, send it to SELsteveO@cs.com. thanx!! ;)
from swimmmer72 :
GREAT PICS!!!! :)
from swimmmer72 :
how well we know each other is no reason not to flirt. the 1,000 miles between us might be a better reason, but only because we'd be limited to cyber-flirting, which isn't anywhere near as fun as real world flirting. oh, the frustration of it all!!!! thanx for the note! :)
from brokenbits :
could you email him just asking him to mail you the poem book? that would give him an easy 'out' if he is being a "boy" and reluctant to see you rightnow. but if that is your only copy of that stuff, it is too important to let him fade off with thte sunset with them gathering dust somewhere. I lost some of my work in a move once - you never quite get over it. love to you xxxxxxxx Mo xxxxxxxx
from swimmmer72 :
almost 3 years without. 8/6/01. i wrote about it. the goodbye-before-a-big-trip sex. which was awesome by the way, but it's been too long.
from swimmmer72 :
yes, you're right. sex IS better than fireworks! it's been so long, i guess i'm forgetting some of the finer aspects of life, BUT, (if done correctly...) there SHOULD be some elements of fireworks involved in ANY sexual experience, right? ;)
from brokenbits :
can i have your msn/yahoo or aim name? we used to chat and then we lost touch .... my computer has died several times since then so i no longer have many peoples addresses and such. would love to chat to you again. Mo xxx
from swimmmer72 :
actually, i WAS going to ask for IT ;), but i'm glad you offered it anyway. it's plugged in and i'll delete the note. thanx, and i hope things get better. :)
from bigmonayho :
You're too sweet!! lol
from bigmonayho :
I was just browsing for diaries to read and I came across yours. You have a great talent for writing, and drew me into the moment with your words. Keep writing!!
from yours-4-ever :
please don't lock your diary love, i enjoy reading someone that i can connect with.
from leonmcphelps :
Thank you for adding me as a favorite. I appreciate it.
from spritopias :
it's from a bad commercial running around the airwaves, sorry
from spritopias :
Sorry, I blew our shot at the state title because I was getting high. I hope you understand.
from hungryangel :
Congrats to not caring about gaining, I feel that way every now and then, and its great.
from hungryangel :
Tounge rings are sexy =;)!! Hope you feel better about things sweetie, good luck with that guy!! Be lucky that you have somebody
from laura-ly :
Stumbled across your diary...it's great.
from hungryangel :
Sweetie, be careful =:(
from swimmmer72 :
nice pics. i especially like the SMILE! :)
from hungryangel :
Of course sweetie. Username=sharpened, and password=nails. I know what you mean about being triggered in a bad way from t.f., thats why I am sometimes wary of going there =:(
from hungryangel :
I am just now realizing that you're from TF...never knew that...who are you? <------Chocolate Whore
from swimmmer72 :
i know the feeling. this time of year does the same thing to me, and i hate it. both the time of year and the feeling it gives me. hang in there, we can both get a fresh start in january. :)
from thintowin :
Thanks :)
from thintowin :
Hmm, I was under the impression I was allowed to be here... we have been reading each other for a long time, right?
from swimmmer72 :
i am still reading, and i might be one that reads right after you post. i'm usually online most of the evening, and if you've just posted, i'm reading. i don't mean to cause you concern, but, since i'm the "s" you mentioned, it's ok, right? :)
from mzletty :
I think that xmas lotto idea is cool. Maybe we should do something like that this year.
from swimmmer72 :
good for you and good for steve. :)
from hungryangel :
I'm glad you're feeling so much better sweetie, that makes two of us.
from hungryangel :
Ever try sleeping pills? Do you see a psychiatrist? He/she could prescribe them for you if you need them.
from lost1985 :
and nobody pointed nobody stared and nobody laughed i didn't bat an eyelash how many times do I have to tell you how much I love your poetry..you're beautiful!
from emotionwhore :
youre good/ at what you do. so dont stop now.
from swimmmer72 :
that's a sweet story. :)
from swimmmer72 :
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! make it a good one!!! :)
from girlwcurls :
just wanted to let you know that i was here, and enjoyed the stay :-) you have a talent.
from swimmmer72 :
you need to put them someplace. burying them doesn't work.
from fishnets666 :
Let us know how it goes. There's also the Samaritans, but I think that's for suicide. You could also look in your phone book at the begining, they have numbers like that. *hugs* hope you feel better.
from swimmmer72 :
10 lbs in a week? you shouldn't even try. that gets dangerous, and you either do it and screw yourself up in the process, or you don't do it and get down on yourself as a result. i know it is hard to just let go of weight issues, but you have to give yourself a break.
from swimmmer72 :
for what its worth, my weight is entirely w/o logic. on a day after pigging out, i lose weight. on a day after starving and workouts, i stay the same or go up. frustrating.
from mojo1915 :
Hello there! May your day be as follows: eat banana pudding and sleep and....Just have a good day, alright.
from schampy :
I know exactly how that is! Mine always disappear with a slight brush of the wrong key and the only ones that do are the best ones. Take care! <love><me>
from thintowin :
:) ok, I am just paranoid... hehe! thanks.
from swimmmer72 :
it's your diary. you are the one that defines what you want it to be. you should be able to write as much or as little as you want. for what it is worth, i've been reading through, well, 4 varieties now, and it is all good no matter what. :)
from thintowin :
hmmm, are you meaning because I am changing my pic in the diary? I hope not. I have no sense of granduer, if I am coming off that way... weird. I'm just optimistic lately I think... it'll pass.
from swimmmer72 :
thanx for the link. i like that you can relate to some of it anyway. let yourself go, and do the things you want to do. :)
from luach :
wow... I'm sorry about your red-line dillema. But if you want fat, meet me. I bet your red line is QUITE a bit below mine...be glad.
from spritopias :
I hope I live up to your expectations.
from swimmmer72 :
is all that stuff WORTH $480? you might be better off dumping it and starting over with new stuff. after all, you already have $480 to spend if you go that way. :)
from swimmmer72 :
definitely some things i can relate to, but i guess you knew that.
from iloveuga :
Girl, that last entry was great. I love the description that you used. Fabulous!! I hope your regime is still going good. HA. Have a blast watching your movies and all today!! Talk to you later girl...Whitney
from schampy :
here: username: dontjudge password: me and your poem would be going in the *unlocked* sucralose.diaryland.com <love><me>
from iloveuga :
Your self discipline is amazing!!! I am proud for you.
from schampy :
I love your poem. if you would grant me permission, I would love to put it in my sucralose site. <love><me>
from iloveuga :
I love your diary. I love reading your stuff. Your ED stuff really inspires me too! If you wanna be 'ed buddies' just IM me on AOL. My name is whitneybw83. I would love to talk to you! Keep posting!
from hazel-wiccan :
Oops, sorry! No, i don't know you, i meant i read Recentmoon, and saw the msn name on your profile. Unless that's just a weird coincidence... but the writing's kind of the same in both diaries...
from cayse :
Hi, just wanted to say I love your diary; look, content, and creator. The design is awesome. We seem to share some thoughts on life.
from lost1985 :
Dear, you're never going to find someone who'll make you happy until your happy. It's so great just to have SOMEONE but, usually that SOMEONE is NO GOOD and even though it feels good, sometimes, keep your eyes open. My mother once told me, Testasterone is RETARDED! and it since has become my moto...Keep your head high and try to smile and be happy...still reading
from lost1985 :
Doctor's are idiots...they don't know shit, I hope that gain the stregth to be able to stop purging...but, until then, I'm here, reading and tring to help...
from lost1985 :
I hope the dr's appointment goes well..Don't worry-chin up...everything will be okay..
from hungryangel :
Congrats on the not purging and the not cutting, that's great. Hope everything works out with that guy.
from penmaster :
so you felt naughty reading my handwriting, eh? maybe i should do that more often. ;o)
from shrinkodebt :
i relate...
from swimmmer72 :
yes, i know that you are talking about me, so your emotions are not wasted tonight. i am honored that you would write an entry in your diary about me like that, and feel comfortable doing so. yes, since i have been reading you all along, i know your pain, and am sorry that whatever joy you have had has been shortlived. and yes, i would like you to know that i am here for you, if that is of any comfort, not to try to get into your pants, but just as someone who will offer you comfort in any way i can. peace be with you, my friend! :)
from lost1985 :
I love your entry today...i feel that way sometimes too...
from swimmmer72 :
re: what am i talking about? a friend who had let me down, a meeting that was supposed to take place, but didn't, a trust that had been fractured.. see? you know all about that, right? i just write it up different. thanx for stopping by. :)
from caged-freed :
saw you were a member of the edsufferer diaryring and thought this new forum at caged-freed might interest you. check it out, if you can, and take care.
from lost1985 :
thx for letting me read on...i love finding new diaries to read...that's what makes this site so awesome...i also love the quizes, i'm so addicted to them, my last template was LOADED w/them...crazy...
from lost1985 :
"alone i am nothing with you i am trapped" i love it! i love it! you have such feeling and emotion in your entries...it's hard to find that sometimes...i'm going to keep reading, if you don't mind..let me know
from swimmmer72 :
i measured my BMI today. 24.7, don't know what that means, don't really care. i know i need to lose weight, and have lost 6 lbs this lent so far. would like to lose another 6-10. i've gained alot of weight since i moved to erie, just because i have time to eat, but i was thin and can handle most of it. i just don't want to buy new pants, which i will have to do. maybe that means it boils down to money, but no, it really doesn't. i like being thinner than i am now. i'm ok as is, within healthy parameters, but... well, i guess you know. thanks for the triplets today, i appreciate it!! :)
from invisibledon :
Thanks for playing in the neighborhood
from swimmmer72 :
WOW!! thanks for those really nice comments!! i really appreciate that, and i am glad that you find something you like in what i write and think. as far as the rebound sex...i'd REALLY like to help you out, BUT... besides the fact that halifax isn't even close to erie (is that where you are again?), i really just can't go there now. just close your eyes and use your imagination, and i will be there, ok?
from p-brain :
welcome to the -79 ring. =)
from angryquail :
Thanks for joining the honesty diaryring, and for linking so promptly.
from sad-doll :
I wish that you weren't so hard on yourself.. I guess that's all you know now. ♥ always, Audrey
from swimmmer72 :
oh, and that picture is from an "underwater textures" category on this picture gallery i have. your guess is as good as mine as far as what it actually is. :)
from swimmmer72 :
WOW!! remind me to never mess with you!! well, he had it coming, and i give you credit for realizing you are worth more than that. :)

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