messages to annachan:
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from xnamehere :
im glad you're staying on diaryland. :)
from xnamehere :
ya, i remember you talking about fsdesigns. i really like kurt hasley, saw it, and thought i'd give it a shot. i didn't really plan on keeping it long lol.
from xnamehere :
i know what you mean about being paranoid about people reading your stuff. i used to feel that way a lot. now, i change ppl's names around and try not to get into specifics. it helps. i hope it works for you too. :)
from blazingstar :
I've had a very boring day too! And very lazy. It's bad because I really need to find a job.
from onlygrace :
wow, ur still on this!
from analyzers :
Hey Anna, are you on myspace?
from blakkrayn :
Hey Anna, long time... I know it seems like a stressful situation right now but I'm sure it'll get better. Try not worrying about $$ so much-- I know, easier said than done but it can wear you down so quick. And as for Paul, give him sometime... he'll come around and when hes ready to talk and open up you'll be there to help out. I wish you a Happy 2008!
from blakkrayn :
Hey Miss Anna, you know you cant always go around in life pleasing everyone else sometimes you have to just say fuck it! and do what you think is best for... YOU. I realize you may not want to disappoint anyone in your family but its not their life to live. We all have to learn on our own even if in the process we get burned from mistakes made. Life is just one big lesson anyway. I guess Im just saying that your an adult and you should do what makes you happy and not others. Your young nothing is set in stone for your lifes plan. You can change it at any given time. I say sit back, relax, think about what YOU want and you'll know what to do. Sorry its so long but it kind of struck a nerve when I was your age and family was doing the same to me. Good luck! xox
from blakkrayn :
Heya Anna! Thank you! :) Im pretty excited myself... I know you think college sucks right now but believe me, Id do anything to be back in and finish up. Feels like my chance is slipping away.. Im glad things between you and Paul are going so well, makes me happy knowing that you are. :) xox
from blakkrayn :
Hey Anna, thats great about your relationship! Im excited for you. I can tell ya one thing tho, dont dwell on past relationships cause they dont matter anymore and dont think about whether or not Paul is a good fit for you when you seem to be happy cause once you do that negative thoughts creep in and than you find reasons or explanations of why it wont/shouldnt work out. Just sit back, have fun and enjoy the ride. :)
from after- :
Sorry about not keeping in touch Anna a lot has been going on, I hope you get better *hugs*
from ixlovely :
Sorry if this took me a long time to respond, I'm hardly ever on Diaryland anymore. And sure, I'd love to give you the password. (User: sup P/w: drama) Glad to know you like what I write :)
from insertsmilex :
i know what you mean, me too. but i'm just so weird. haha.
from mixedup :
Email me at [email protected] for a photo of him, I didn't see your email address. :)
from smalleyes :
anna...i agree wholeheartedly about dl. i don't even know why i'm here anymore, or why i'm holding on, but i am nonetheless. life changes in weird ways though, and sometimes it just comes right back around to us. hope everything's going well.
from blakkrayn :
Hey Anna! Tis great to see a note from you. I was reading your latest entry and gah, I sure can relate. I went to just catch up on old reads and most of them dont exist or have moved to other sites like myspace. I loathe myspace. Cant figure out whats supposed to be so great about it. *shrugs* I dont think you should look at it like you've been left behind while others are moving on and going about their lives... People are creatures of habit unfortunetly... so they see something appealing and jump on it until that appealing something goes somewhere else and BOOM hop on that too. I myself like Dland and am here to stay. Heh. And now I end my ramblings! xo
from mixedup :
Hi, I noticed you added me as a favorite (thank you) and I just wanted to let you know, you aren't alone in fighting change. I've been doing it my entire life. You seem a lot like me, and I hope to read more.
from blakkrayn :
Hey Anna! Good to see your still around. :) Well, Im hopefully going to get net soon (sounds of desperation, lol). Im hoping I'll get a chance to update alil more often. Wish I could get the picture thing figured out again, everytime I do, it messes up *again*!
from after- :
almost 2 years ago to date my entry could've sounded exactly like yours, the only difference is you're braver than me and posted it. (huge hugs)
from after- :
I want to see the ocean at night off the santa monica pier! It sounds very pretty and romantic like setting ;) Oh and I founf out that Dunday my old job had a meeting with the manager and the DM (district manager) didn't do anythign about what had happened, so I definitley don't regret leaving!
from after- :
Your GUT instinct will never steer you wrong!
from lostiris :
:)
from after- :
Awwww GIL is sucha lucky guy!
from lostiris :
glad to see you're still around.
from hip2bme :
I'd say, jump right in. Head first. We only live once. Live each day. Enjoy the love and don't think about the end which is inevitable. But be eternal for as long as it lasts! HUGS!
from kungfukitten :
As someone whose been around the block and back, if you choose to avoid pot you won't be missing anything amazing. Make your own choices and to heck with what everyone else is doing. You're smart and strong.
from amazinfuckup :
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Marijuana Specifically, I'd like to direct your attention to the parts about medicinal use and health effects. I don't really care whether or not you like it, but it seemed like a good idea to show you. o.o
from after- :
I still read you my dear :) Don't deny what the heart wants, it knows more than your mind :) "Follow your heart and it'll lead you to salvation" one of my favorite sayings (((HUGS))) I really wish you would update more, but only do it if it's what you want to do!
from onlygrace :
im glad you're doing better. =)
from onlygrace :
free2dream, yo. =)
from somstar :
Aww I lov eyou Anna, I wis I was your neighbo or something and we could hang out!
from free2dream :
user/pass= guest/cheryl
from free2dream :
Oh you go to college now? cool! time flies so fast, man. i havent gotten really sick this past year...crossing my fingers that it WONT happen at all. :) take care.
from somstar :
More people are applying at Analyzers, I thin kI may have to recruit another person and I already have three on the pending :(
from somstar :
Hey sweetie, just stopping by to see whats going on, what happened to your comments section?
from free2dream :
if you dont feel excited over your relationship isn't it considered a waste?
from jimmysworld :
why did you leave me that site?
from free2dream :
ugh im as confused as you are. =\ as much as i OBSESS over him...he IS 20...and I AM after all only 16. and even though it's only 4 years and "not a big deal" to most people...it is to him...and for RIGHT NOW while I'm 16 years old...it's kinda weird and illegalISH. lol i like being his friend as much as i confuse myself. i dont WANT to be in a boyfriend/girlfriend relationship with him because thats honestly not who i am....uggh im lost.
from free2dream :
user-guest/pass-cheryl
from jimmysworld :
what the hell is wrong with your banner
from free2dream :
Have you ever watched Naruto?
from free2dream :
gold membership...coolio.
from my-solitaire :
im glad you are now not a bum, lol. Yeah working is tough, get some good shoes!
from lostiris :
well i missed you too, even though i still kept on reading on your entries. wow! 1000 entries! congratulations, anna!
from my-solitaire :
I wanted to also let you know that he signed the analyzers notes too! Alright I'm off to work, try not to get pissed off today! <3
from le-recluse :
Oh! I'm sorry! I must've have missed the comment. Yes, my former diary was justme19, and, very briefly, sugarmesweet. I've decided to come back. =)
from free2dream :
That trick worked. The link is up now on my extras-links and things page. =]
from falsefate :
Your latest entry is how I feel about some friends. I wonder if they even care that they're not seeing my you know?
from my-solitaire :
well I guess with all those hours of work that you can't stop by and say hi anymore =o(
from my-solitaire :
Yeah, single does make you kind of feel liberated ;)
from my-solitaire :
Anna <3
from my-solitaire :
you never visit anymore *sniffles* well good luck in two more days, and yeah most guys are just horny lol.
from falsefate :
you'd have to be pretty ignorant (is that the right word?) to think that someone would kill themself because you're going out with someone else. sometimes i wish i never met the boys that i have liked/have caused so much trouble in my life too.
from ixlovely :
i've been going through some boy trouble myself. blah, they're a buncha assholes anyway. they rock as friends but as soon as its a relationship type thing its messed up. hope you're doing okay ♥
from blakkrayn :
Heya Miss Anna, thanks for the congrats. :) Oh, it wasnt my grandpa-- it was my bf's father who passed away. :( I liked the prom pics, they were cute. I never did venture to prom-- back than I was like "fuck it!" lol...
from free2dream :
The pictures came out nice! The little video clippet...fun fun. =] im certainly a "dweller" too. I think abt the completely stupid things people have said about me or to me and I think about it constantly only to crap up my self confidence for good. =[ take care anna!
from free2dream :
OH and btw...Michelle Branch got married last year (April) to her bassist who is like really older than her. Weird to see them together. AND now shes gonna be a MOMMY. :)
from free2dream :
Anna...I just REALLY seriously hope things get better for you. I'm so upset to see that you've cut yourself. Brought tears to my eyes, really. It seems like every other diary on diaryland...even the people who have so much faith in God and are amazing people...cut themselves because os severe depression. I dont want that to happen to you too! No matter what...talk to someone ANYONE about your issues that you're going through. Take care. God bless!
from free2dream :
Awesome layout! :) I need to start working...even though I'm wayy too lazy for it!
from blakkrayn :
Back for more advice giving, lol :) (But, I'll make it quick!) You and Eric havent been apart too long so all those feelings your having re: the things you used to do together, etc are totally normal. Things may be a bit more harder since you give him rides sometimes.... I dont know if talking to him about it would help or hurt more. Hmmmm. You know the ex I mentioned in my post below? Anthony? Well, I still have him on my ICQ list. I would remove him and than add him back- this wenton for awhile but we never spoke. I think we both needed time apart for awhile after the breakup. I talk to him now about general things and keep the convos pretty light and basic-- sometimes I think its because deep down some of those feelings are still there-- memories-- or I just know our relationship as bestfriends can never be what it was. You'll figure it all out in time, hun. I promise. Love ya!
from free2dream :
"I do agree that a diary should not be written for an audience" I DO get what you mean though..
from falsefate :
i still read, although i don't always comment. i've been thinking of leaving dland to lj.
from free2dream :
HEY! i read your diarry! and...i'm the only person in the world thats important so...:)
from gupy :
Hey! I still read your diary. And it's true what the last note said, sometimes we need to tak a little time away. Feel free to email me or leave me note or just write me an note. I'll be there for you. =) Tk care! Gabriela<><
from blakkrayn :
Hey hun, well I still read your diary. I know you said you like writing because you like having an audience to write for but really thats not what a diary is about. I dont think DLand should feel foreign to you but sometimes we all get in these moods where we need to take a break, ya know? Im just offering suggestions/advice. Im sure you know whats best for you. And you know its -k- to still hold onto things between you and Eric. You do the closure thing when YOUR ready. It took me (seriously) 1.5 yrs to get over my ex, Anthony at the time.... I only got rid of things between us 2 yrs ago. I felt ready than. :) Love ya!
from ixlovely :
ohsweety, you are not crazy. and if you honestly think you are, eh join the club. i know how you feel. i guess its just something that we have to deal with & get through. but i hope things get easier for you (oh & about ucla, do what your heart wants. as cheesy as that is - i know you wont do this - but dont give in to what your mom wants.) ♥
from residentdork :
Long time no see, anna. :)
from ixlovely :
oh okay i see, well there are other colleges out there. yeah i just dont want to jump into this and not even take his feelings into consideration, but sometimes i feel like im getting "hints" from him or whatever. when he says stuff to me.. like that. i dont know. we'll have to see i guess. im sorry that you & eric are over, thats good you guys are still friends. i think thats really important. oh and the aim thing, i totally do that all the time with the guy i like. i always play this game to see how long i can last before im-ing him first. its pathetic and it makes me seem so needy. but just so you know, i do it as well so you're not alone :) ♥
from ixlovely :
im really bad with change too. i want to leave my town & highschool because half of the people in my school i dont really care for. but the other half of me wants to stay in highschool forever. i dont know, we'll see i guess! ♥
from anhnie :
i sent you an email with the pic // its the only one i have at the moment so it will have to do [:
from ixlovely :
northwestern? as in the one in evanston? i totally want to go there, its been my "dream" school since forever. im probably not going to get in either but ohwell, its wishful thinking. the campus is beautiful, but you probably have been there too. \\ well ive known him since elementary school. he moved to texas in 2nd grade and didnt come back until 5th. and by then i had made other friends but it didnt really matter since we didnt talk much to begin with. junior high we didnt talk, i had my own group of friends & he had his own group. finally in 8th grade we had some classes together and we started talking again. last year we really bonded i guess. i used his locker alot and we hung out. this year im in four of his classes and he's my bestest best guy friend in the whole wide world. so i guess you could say we've known each other since we were young but its been more of the past two years that we've gotten closer. i dont know, it seems scary. i've had way too many friends stop talking to their best guy friends because they dated and things didnt turn out the way they thought it would. i guess we'll have to see? since its not just my feelings here, its also his. ♥
from anhnie :
OMG your boyface kinda looks like my boyface's little brother! // no joke! -- well in the little polaroid picture of him by himself anyways--- i'll find a picture & show you *he he he [[totally random i know, jumped here from peg's page]]
from falsefate :
I read the White Pearls stories, they're good so far. I read an entry or two back and the thing with the older sister is really scary, I can't imagine going through that...
from ixlovely :
oh 1984, well personally i hated that book when i had to read it for school last year. i really wanted to just die. no'fense if you like it.. but i think im like that with most books we have to read for school. only because i cant do the "lets analyse every sentence and have the whole book read in 1 day" thing. i like to go at my own pace. ah, enough about my rant on books :)
from free2dream :
It's been a while, Anna. Wowww your layout! I wonder who those people are...hmmm! :) The Ring wasnt even scary for me so I doubt the Ring 2 will do much to me.
from falsefate :
oh i got 90! and i even guessed most of the answers, lol. :P i was reading my old diary a few days ago, and i sounded so.. weird or childish or something. i don't know what the word is. i hate rereading my old entries.
from ixlovely :
you + eric = too cute! and i get that talk from my mom all the time, about how what kind of "appropriate" husband/boyfriend (but mostly husband, because my future is going to be decided by this one boyfriend..?!!!) they want for me, my grandparents want for me. and god forbid if he isnt chinese! or at least asian. ohh, its so silly. i think thats why ive never liked asian guys, just to prove a point. :P ♥
from blakkrayn :
Hiya Anna... Yeah, its prolly a good idea I wait a bit. This makes Day 3. I do have some of the symptoms but not all- thats common. Funny thing is I cant recall any symptoms when I was pregnant with my daughter except the feeling sick. Im trying not to get my hopes up or be disappointed either way. Im trying to stay optimistic. :) Your words helped, thank you. What colleges did you apply at? And how far is the one that you already were accepted into from home and Eric? xox
from blakkrayn :
Hey! Yeah, that dark layout was making me depressed too. I can only take so much gloomyness. Hmm, so whats the scroll doing in yours again? Sucks when everyone views stuff with different resolutions, looks perfect in mine. Is there any site you know of where I can make it all compatible for everyone? Yup, all is good between us again. Your entry was cute about Eric, reminds me of how I feel when I think if I wasnt with Anthony. I wish I could take better pics of the other frogs we have! Super cuteness!! xox
from falsefate :
finally, someone who knows the postal service! my friends hardly ever listen to the same music as i do. your site! sorry i havent been doing the dx codes lately.
from blakkrayn :
Alrighty, Miss Anna... Im correct to an extent. I researched a little after you left me that note. Here's what one very reliable site said, "The life expectancy of sperm is short if exposed to air because air kills sperm. Once sperm has entered a woman's body, it can live up to one week. Sperm can be deposited on the skin surfaces near a woman's vagina and can enter the vagina with the help of a woman's bodily fluids. Becoming pregnant this way is not common, however, women have gotten pregnant without having the penis penetrate or inserted in their vagina.If there is a chance there is sperm on your hands, make sure to wash with soap and water before coming into any contact with the vagina." ---Hope that helps or provides some sort of comfort to you. :) xox
from falsefate :
i agree with mainly everything you said about girls.. i'd lock up if someone was reading my diary. well thats only because i've moved three times already.
from blakkrayn :
Heh, I *know* I shouldve known better before I wrote that note, just confused me at the time when reading your entry. I dont think you would have anything to worry about like that though... if I recall correctly, sperm dies once contact is made with air. Which reminds me I wanted to do some research to see if anything holds true about sperm and 'yellow 5' that they put in Mt. Dew. xoxo
from ixlovely :
dont be, he probably just wants time alone - since you say he was depressed &all. being jealous &suspicious will just make you overly paranoid and we all know how much fun that is. :) ♥
from falsefate :
Congrats with the job!
from blakkrayn :
Heya hun... I hope your not pregnant (if you dont want to be) hmm, on that note would I be correct in assuming you and Eric have had sex? I just wonder b/c I dont see what other way you could be preg., but youve never really said anything about that either. Alright, I, the rambling dork shall shut up now. :D xox
from falsefate :
this might sound stupid but what is key club?
from falsefate :
I read the book during the summer than watched the movie recently, and I think the book is better. I'm sure you'll like it. I think they shouldn't have revealed that the old couple was Noah and Allie in the movie so soon..
from falsefate :
oh i see. i hate it when people always expect people to comment on their diary or xanga or give hints that they want a lot of comments. oh yeah and in my previous comment i meant allen instead of patrick. >.< i use allen in this diary but patrick is his real name. whoops.
from blakkrayn :
Its too bad Asil is like that. Shes missing out on a good friend, you know what else? She sounds spoiled. I dont see Eric straying from you for her, he knows hes got a good thing with you. :) Yall are cute!!!! Oh, and Im glad things I said make abit more sense now. :) Thank you for your blessings. xox
from ixlovely :
oh thats like my situation now, except 1. im not going out with the guy 2. im not supposed to know my friend likes the guy. so i guess its like completely different from your situation, but its messy all the same. i hate fighting over boys. its dumb & childish. and i wish people would just grow up, so how are you besides that? ♥
from falsefate :
thats how it was with me, stephanie, and patrick before. i was jealous because i introduced them to each other and now they seem like closer friends... i still am a bit but i guess i'll just have to live with that. i don't know if you're friends with asil but i hate being jealous because stephanie is also my friend.
from blakkrayn :
Hey sweetie... thank you for the note. Im gonna go ahead and address what you said to me in my next entry so as not to make your note page explode. :) Hopefully after you read it, it'll make alittle more sense -- cause yes, even I sometimes confuse myself. xoxo
from falsefate :
saying "will you be my valentine" makes me want to gag too. XP
from falsefate :
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANNA!! i'd comment on your picture blog but you need an account. anyways, i think eric's present was really sweet!
from ixlovely :
i thought what you said was really nice. a lot of girls do think that having boyfriend means that when you're down they'll be there to make everything right. i mean i thought that for awhile too.. but what you said was right. you cant rely on other people, they arent always going to be there. if you're lucky, you'll stay with that one boyfriend/husband for the rest of your life. but in most cases it isnt a constant. and the only person you can always count on is yourself. i dont know, that just really touched me especially with all this "drama" i've been dealing with lately. it keeps me in check, yaknow? ♥ peggy (ps. i love your new layout btw, its beautiful.)
from free2dream :
Oh, I completely understand! If I was EVEN ON THE PHONE with a guy...my dad would be questioning me and annoying me to death about it, along with my mom. But my brother can talk to all the girls he wants and hang out with them, and there's no problem. For some reason, my parents think it's weird to see me (their daughter) hanging out with a guy as friends because to them, it always means something more. but on the other hand, my brother could have a billion girlfriends and they'll never guess. all they're gonan think is that they're "friends"....uggh. parents!
from falsefate :
ah sorry your plans got ruined :( it's hard to sneak around my mom she basically knows everything about my schedule; which isn't good for me.
from free2dream :
Hey, even though you might think that all this sneaking around is gonna work....it might end up blowing up into something huge when your mom DOES really find out what you do and all those times you've been with Eric. That's usually what happens in situations like this when you've been getting away with something for so long...and then one day you get caught and everything becomes crappy....I'm just sayin... :) Take Care!!
from falsefate :
Awesome layout! I don't know what to suggest because basically my friends and just go to the mall or movies. Sorry not much help.
from blakkrayn :
I, too, am digging the new layout :) I love the pics, your very pretty. Eric's a lucky fella. Heh. Good luck on your tests this week! xox
from lostiris :
o_O The new layout is beautiful, Anna. It must be hard missing him so much. I guess it's good to know that he missed you too though... feel better. :)
from lostiris :
well i hope you feel better anna. :) it always seems to take me forever to get over a cold too...
from blakkrayn :
Heh, well you know... I 'try'. :P Hows everything been with you? From what I can tell from reading its been going good. The games sounded fun. I think it was sweet of him too with the money/games. Sometimes its the little things that are most important. :) xo
from ixlovely :
im sick as well, all congested, fever and such. i dont think ive had a crappier school day than today. oh, feel better soon and i hope you do well on your presentation! ♥
from falsefate :
hope you get better soon.<3 i hate it when i have a sore throat right before presentations.
from falsefate :
Your second last paragraph sounds like something I could have written. I understand completely, my mom has many redundant lectures but i never really listen to them anymore (so i guess it's my fault they're always so repetitve).
from ixlovely :
oh, my mom is like that too. but i think she's getting a little better at not being so "old fashioned chinese" and more american. i dont know, i think thats one of the good things (or probably the only good thing i can think of) of not having a boyfriend. i dont think i could bear to lie to my mom, and even if i did she would probably figure it out anyway. mothers are crazy like that, well asian ones at least. and dont be afraid to think because y'know how the saying goes "bliss is ignorance" just when you think, dont overanalyze things too much...? i dont know thats what i think anyway. ♥
from insertsmilex :
thanks<3, and thank you for adding me. -shan
from blakkrayn :
Hey Anna, havent read you in awhile from lack of having internet but Im catching up now. Hmm, when did Eric and you get together? It seems like your really happy. Its great to see :) I hope you had a happy new years.... xo
from lostiris :
^^ thanks
from ixlovely :
yeah im glad that my mom does like him, it doesnt make a difference though because he's just a friend and even though i like him i dont think the feeling is mutual -- as much as i would like it to be. so it kind of sucks because my mom is extremely wary of my guy friends and so it kind of sucks because he's amazing and a cool person to be around. hey, as long as you're happy im sure your mom will be happy for you as well. ♥
from lostiris :
Just so you know, i really got what you where saying in that one entry, #906.
from ixlovely :
thank you, i'll add you back as well! i must say you're very pretty & even though i couldnt really see eric in that one picture, you guys looked very cute. and you sound like a wonderful girlfriend - thats so cute what you did. eric is so lucky to have you ♥ peggy
from for-ever-you :
Thanks for adding me. Your diary is quite "wow" as well...
from dreamer2003 :
That's ok, hon!! What's been going on with you? I haven't been on diaryland in awhile. Please catch me up! How are you and Eric? I hope you guys are doing well and that everything else is going well too. *big hugs for my sis*
from falsefate :
I think they're being in love with someone and loving someone is pretty much the same...
from lostiris :
Well, I think of loving someone and being in love with something as the same thing for the most part, but to me they sound a little different. Like, saying "I'm in love," doesn't sound as serious as actually saying "I love you." Heh... I don't know.
from falsefate :
I don't think I'm more like one of the guys, but I definitely don't do the look-at-a-guy-and-start-giggling... I can hardly get along with girls (other than my friends). It seems that guys are a lot more easy going.
from falsefate :
That conversation about blind people is quite interesting.. Eric is an incredibly sweet guy from what I've read. :) Too bad there aren't any guys like him around here....
from lostiris :
thanks ^^
from dreamer2003 :
I got your christmas card in the mail today...thanks SO much, sis!! It really made me smile. :)
from lostiris :
the new layout looks great, Anna!
from dreamer2003 :
I missed you too, sis!! I love the new layout!!
from eliant :
What can I say, I'm a wild child. ;-) I promise, it was grape juice! haha, happy new years Anna. I can't believe you've stuck with this diary for so many entries.
from dreamer2003 :
Happy New Year, sis!! I'm so sorry I haven't been around. My computer crashed a few weeks ago and it's finally working again. I've missed you tons. I hope you're ok!! How was your christmas? I hope it went well. Love ya, hon. *BIG HUGS*
from free2dream :
Hey Anna...Happy NEW YEAAR!
from lostiris :
hey, you should post your writings. i'd read them and i'm sure others would too.
from falsefate :
I lost the CD :(
from falsefate :
I love DDR, I have the mat for PS2 but not the CD.
from lostiris :
oh, ha ha!
from lostiris :
i saw it on your xanga.
from lostiris :
i hope you have a wonderful break, anna. :)
from falsefate :
Sometimes... okay I do that a lot. Sometimes I think about how I feel before coming to a conclusion on how I really do feel, when I might be feeling the opposite way in the end. Sorry that was probably confusing.
from lostiris :
i know what you mean about over analyzing things. man, i do the same thing so much.
from falsefate :
i HATE it when my mom's acting like a hypocrit. i always wanted to say something but then she'd just get mad and somehow make it seem like I'M the hypocrit.
from lostiris :
thanks, anna. and oh yeah, i know just what you mean with your mom. i feel that same way with mine. :(
from amazinfuckup :
It's unlocked now. <3
from amazinfuckup :
Not right now I'm afraid; I'm working some stuff out. It'll probably be unlocked in a couple of days. Thank you for asking, though.
from free2dream :
Another week...
from free2dream :
Holy mother of pearl...he said that? Or are you saying that because you WANT me to cry? Just kidding...awww!! He's too sweet!
from falsefate :
Just like what free2dream said, I hope things will always work out with you and Eric. He seems like a really sweet guy.
from free2dream :
Hey Anna, I hope things work out between you and Eric...either you're meant to be friends or something more...whatever happens, it'll happen for the best!
from faint-iris :
Thanks Anna. :)
from faint-iris :
hi, anna. it's nice to have you updating again. really missed you. ^^ hey, i have an html question for you if you don't mind... well you know on your candid annachan layout, i noticed that you had the one film strip continuing all the way down to the end of the screen, no matter how long or short your entries were and i was wondering how you do that. how do you get a picture to repeat itself all the way to the end of the screen? if you could drop me a note i'd really appreciate it. :)
from free2dream :
Wow, you updated! It's nice to hear that life is goin good for you!
from dreamer2003 :
Hey anna! so nice to hear from you. :) I really do miss you. :( I hope you return soon but no pressure. Ah, yes..you never did give me that password. I meant to ask for it but for some reason it just slipped my mind. I'm adding it to my list and I will be reading it shortly. Thanks, hon! Love you too, sweetie. *big hugs* take care.
from free2dream :
Hey...I hope you feel better about things soon...and I know you think that no one will miss ya..but I will. I look forward to your next update...whenever that may be. God bless. :)
from free2dream :
I know exactly what you mean....sometimes days are depressing...it doesn't mean I want to kill myself LITERALLY...
from free2dream :
I'm for Bush and all my reasons is pretty much on this page http://i-c-dumppl.diaryland.com/041002_43.html Have a nice day!!
from kirei- :
Maybe you should just host on geocities or something until you find somewhere new to go? I heart your layouts.
from free2dream :
I know you'll do well!! :) I'll pray!!
from kirei- :
Your starfxckers page isnt working. :(
from blakkrayn :
Hey Anna~ I havent read much lates, but Im working on catching up. Hope all is going well for ya. Hmm, just because this guy is a freshman doesnt mean hes not mature, heh. I say go for it! :D xo
from falsefate :
The owner of eloquent's computer is broken or something so that's why she's not updating....
from kittyleopard :
Man, its been awhile since I've stopped by! I hope things for you are going well, and I'll keep up with reading now.
from falsefate :
Oh, and I don't know if my comp. is screwed or whatever, but I can't get the codes because the web page doesn't work or something. Only the ones that already have DX codes work. So I guess you can send them to me..?
from falsefate :
Sorry I haven't gotten around to doing the DX codes for your design site. I've been busy lately. :( Should I just start with any template then email the code to you?
from toomuchrevu :
There has been a change in your score. Kudos!
from free2dream :
Ugh....everything does seem to suck sometimes. I just hope you feel better about everything soon.
from falsefate :
I know exactly what you mean about the whole entry...I'm a total sucker for romance novels.
from eliant :
i completely understand what you mean about reading being dangerous, anna. wonderful entry.
from falsefate :
I don't use AIM... do you have MSN? If you do my email is: jsundelacruz[at]hotmail[dot]com.
from free2dream :
Your design site does look awesome!! Can't wait until you add some more skins.
from falsefate :
So.. I guess I'd be able to help out with your design site. Of course, not actually make templates (that's a bit hard for me). I could help you with making the diary-x codes though.
from dreamer2003 :
Awww..I hope you'll be able to get your schedule fixed. =/ I did have fun. Thanks hon..it's nice to be back. I will. *big hugs back* <3
from pk-elephant :
I know I'm the one who came to you, so I feel terrible for not getting to your review yet. My Internet Browser wasn't working for about a week or two, and my dad wasn't home to fix it, therefore, I couldn't do anything with the Internet except MSN. I'm so sorry, you're on the pening list now, I will get to you and the others as soon as possible. More said on pk-elephant. Thanks! ♥Brit
from i-am-chaos :
hehe, thanks for letting me steal them. They filled very well a boring saturday afternoon ^_^
from blakkrayn :
Hey you! :) Yeah, shes 9yrs old.
from sanetwin :
I don't know what happened to superhick :(. I've emailed her and such but no response.
from falsefate :
Well what things would the person [helping with your design site] have to do? Actually make templates or something else..?
from blakkrayn :
Im glad your feeling better today about everything. :) And thank you for the anniversary wishes, it sure went quick! :) xo
from blakkrayn :
Aww *hugs*... I think everyone at some point feels that way about themselves but you shouldnt. I know I dont personally know you and really I havent read you that long but from what I do know I can tell your incredible and amazing! You may not appreciate how you've turned out but Im sure in time you'll come to appreciate it and be happy with how you are. Ive been through *alot* and I always wondered (and still do to this day) WHY? But than I realize everything happens for a reason and those events that happened to me, happened for a reason and made me who I am today. Im not perfect by any means but Im pretty pleased with the end results, as should you. :) xox
from blakkrayn :
Hey sweetie... thank you for the kind words. I know deep down all will be -k-, I just get frusterated easily because I hate feeling even for an instant that Im not worthy enough to have his attention more. Hopefully, you wont get that fine.. so far, so good, eh? :) xo
from kirei- :
Nevermind: I found it.
from kirei- :
Guess who. I lost your design site link. Could I have it again? <3
from moonlitblack :
I'll pray for you Annachan. Don't worry ^^ Things will work out!
from visualreview :
Would you like a review of your layout? Thanks for your time! :)
from blink-ink :
i totally agree- it drives me insane when people are mad at me and don't tell me. i cannot STAND that.
from falsefate :
Hi Anna! This is Justine from 'i-am-me-'. Just here to tell you that I moved to this new diary and I've linked you. :) And sorry for you having a fine for $350. that sucks. :(
from free2dream :
I wish you didn't feel like crap....but Josh Groban is great..and amazing singer. Don't know if his music would be interesting to you too much, but you can always check it out and see for yourself. :) I'm a bit obsessed with him.
from uniqueviews :
Your review is up!
from faint-iris :
I love the new layout Anna. :)
from sanetwin :
I"m sorry I haven't been able to update the review site in so long :(. I just got another reviewer and we're going to try to start on it again this weekend.
from smalleyes :
Only two things to change, :) First, would it look bad if you made the short description bold? Also, the links for contact and extras are switched around, so if you could fix that, it'd be great. Thanks again, Anna. I can't stress enough how much you rock! I love love looooove it. :) --Kaylyn
from smalleyes :
The whole image map, please. Thanks again, Anna. You're great!
from lindseyjtjtk :
lol... You're supposed to ask me for my password. I just saw that in your profile... It's the title on my profile. username: tapioca, password: tundra :)
from smalleyes :
Hey Anna. I bet you're wondering, "What now?" right? Well...I was looking at the image, and I was wondering if it were AT ALL possible if the image map could be just a tad bit smaller...? I'm so sorry for being this picky about it when you're doing me such a favor, and I did say it was okay earlier..and if you don't want to that's fine..but I was just wondering if you would and/or could. Again, thanks so much, and I hope to hear from you soon. --Kaylyn
from free2dream :
Hmmm...some diaries to reccommend...well there's always Amanda at i-c-dumppl and evenstar101 (Emily) which are always good reads. You should check 'em out!
from blink-ink :
thanks anna; it really seems like you understand WHY we did it, and that means a lot. and thanks for the birthday wishes! <3
from free2dream :
Your life is wayyyyyyyy too interesting!
from sanetwin :
I believe I will keep the CD LOL. :)
from frozenreview :
You've been iced at Frozen Review http://frozenreview.diaryland.com/annachan.html Hope you like it D
from faint-iris :
Thanks so much for the note, Anna. I really appreciated it. :)
from kissmygritts :
great answer to the meaning of life. Sounds like you have things in perspective now
from dreamer2003 :
I feel the same way that you do about life. All I want is just to be satisfied with who I am and where I am at. lol yeah, you know that stars just love publicity. They thrive on it. I will..don't worry..I'll be back soon. :) Have a good one, sweets. Love ya. *hugs*
from i-am-me- :
I totally understand you with that girl who you don't really like. That's the same with me and another girl too. I guess that we are all hypocrits at times, sometimes we can't help it...
from blakkrayn :
Hi to you too :) No worries, Ive been slacking off myself so I know how it goes. I can relate to what you say about wanting the honesty from a friend... unfortunetly I always say whats on my mind Im abit too blunt and honest which even though you may think it would be a good thing-- and sometimes it is. But it can really do damage, I know that firsthand. Oh, congrats on your scores! xo
from dreamer2003 :
I AM YOUR BIGGEST FAN!! Lol =D
from dreamer2003 :
aww thank you Anna! I knew things would be ok too. :) I will send Nate a hug from you. *big hugs back*
from kittyleopard :
Awesome diary. I love the layout.
from piinksugar :
your review for piinksugar is up... thank you very much for being patient!
from residentdork :
tis ok. you're forgiven. *hugs* talk to you later.
from residentdork :
Hmm...."I don't feel guilty about not updating or about not reading other people's diaries."...might want to add "or at the VERY LEAST say 'hi' to certain people who in the past have been there for me.".....eh, but whatever. Apparently, "hi" is too hard to attempt. bye anna.
from dreamer2003 :
You shouldn't ever apologize for something you wrote cos obviously it was something you were feeling at the time..and you never have to be sorry about that. I'm really glad you're back. We all missed you. I hope your week is great. *hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
I love "Unknown." Such a great song. I don't know what to say about your entry..but I am really looking forward to future updates from you. Take care darlin. *hugs* <3 Love ya Sis!
from free2dream :
I'm wayyyy to happy that SCHOOL IS OVER!! But it went to quickly...I know!
from dreamer2003 :
I'm glad life is treating you pretty well. :) I bet you you did better on all of those things than you think. Playing sports is cool..it definitely gives you a workout and lots of energy. I'd like to learn how to skate. Like Nate, I miss you too. :( Enjoy the rest of your weekend. *hugs*
from residentdork :
ahhh so now you're skater gurl, eh? I miss ya anna. :( *hugs* talk to you later, sis. buh bye
from dreamer2003 :
Hey sweetie..I know that you did well on your SATs and on your AP exams. You're a very bright girl. I find your entries very enlightening and interesting actually. We all think about you too..and we all hope that you'll come back here more often. Luv ya! *big hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
Hey sweets..I think he does finally realize that you don't like him. Don't feel so bad..I'm not a dumb person and I got an 830 on my SAT's. Horrible. It's good when you don't answer questions on the math..cos if you get those wrong you lose MORE points. Weird I know. I guarantee you that you did a LOT better than you think!!! Think positively. Well, I hope you enjoy the rest of your weekend Sis! <3
from free2dream :
I love the whole "dude" thing. I guess that was messed up.....because it would be extremely awkward...and WEIRD.
from dreamer2003 :
Don't feel guilty..you didn't want him to get the wrong idea and lead him on..that would hurt WORSE than him just having to dance with his friends. It's not your fault. He knew that you wanted to go as friends and he didn't think that admitting that he likes you would scare you off. HE put YOU on the spot..you have nothing to feel bad about. Luv ya!!
from kissmerevue :
your review is up - sorry it took so long!
from dreamer2003 :
I'm sorry that you're depressed. :( I wish there was something I can do to make you feel better. This feeling though..will pass and everything will go back to normal. Well, at least you have friends that live near you..I don't. Make you feel better? lol. Aww, be excited..prom is a huge event and usually things like that end up turning out a LOT better than you think. You don't have to feel guilty about turning him down..you don't want to lead him on. That would be even WORSE. He'll be fine. Anyhoo, you have tonns to look forward to, so keep that in mind. :) LUV YA! *BIG HUGS*
from dreamer2003 :
I'm sorry you can't go to grad night. :( I never went to my grad night though..just didn't feel up to it. You'll get to go to your own..and I'm sure you'll love it. I love "The reason" too..there's a reason for why everything happens. You have better, more important things to do..like SAT testing. I'm sorry that you're pissed. :( Argh. Well, if you need anything you can always turn to me. Luv ya!
from free2dream :
I know what you mean!!!! My brother is ALWAYS on the computer and the ONLY time I can really even TOUCH it is when he's out at work or something. It's really sad and then my dad comes in wanting to see the news in India. God help us all. But I'm getting a laptop that my mom rarely uses in college. She sucks at stuff with technology stuff thingies...she can't even turn the tv on! :) You should be getting a laptop soon anyway...with college...right?? anyways.....have a nice day!!
from dreamer2003 :
Aw, yeah..I say just break it to him gently that you're not interested after prom. If you do it now, it will just put a damper on your fun. Ugh..I thought I have it bad cos I have to share this computer with my mom. Yikes. I can see why you'd go to the library to use theirs. I hope you guys can get a new computer..or at least get the TV fixed. I hope you update again soon. Try and have lots of fun at prom. Luv ya! xoxo
from raresilk :
Your review is up. Sorry for any delays and thank you for your patience! Sara
from dreamer2003 :
Aww, I've missed your updates. A lot. But at the same time, I understand that you shouldn't write if you don't feel like it. Well, if you ever do need to talk..you know I'm around. Being a teenager is just confusing in general..you don't know what you want..your hormones are getting in the way..it's just this strange stage of life. I think he'll open up to you in time when he feels comfortable enough with you. It's really hard for some people to let down their guard. I'm glad all that stress of the tests is over for you. :) Nate enjoyed Kill Bill V2 also. I am looking forward to your next update..whenever that may be. Luv ya! xoxo
from limited2 :
hey there! It's been awhile. Wow! you are super busy with the ASP Test. Good luck on it! hope your next entry is filled with exciting news! *~*Candy*~*
from dr-evil45 :
Has a guy done you wrong? Want to share about it? Go check out http://menrbastards.diaryland.com and share your story! We want to read about the slimeballs! More info is provided, so check it out, link us, and promote! Thanks!
from free2dream :
Glad you're doing well. I hope you're not planning on leaving diaryland! I love reading your diary and it'll be really sad for me to see you leave. :( But if you must...you should. God bless.
from dreamer2003 :
I am glad you're doing so well. That's nice to hear. :) I'm sorry though that you don't care much for this site anymore. :( I just hope you don't go anywhere anytime soon. I LOVE guy gossip..lol. :) In a way when you are single, it is really good to crush on a lot of guys..because you KNOW you have a lot of options and I don't know..it makes you feel good and gives you something to think about. NOT GOOD though when you have a boyfriend. lol. You don't "NEED" a boyfriend though. No one should just come out and say that. You're doing just fine on your own. :) Well sis, I luv ya and I hope you have a great day and weekend! *hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
I hope you kick ass on that test today. :) I know ya will. Aww, I'll miss your updates then..but we all understand. Write whenever YOU feel like it. Take care darlin and good luck once again. xoxo
from free2dream :
I was wondering why you haven't changed your layout in a while. You usually change it like ever 2 weeks or something. I still like it tho!! Good luck on that test. And yea...I'm so upset that Friends is done. I was watching specials on Friends all day yesterday and I was seriosuly about to cry. Thank god for reruns!! :)
from dreamer2003 :
Good luck on the exam!!! I'm going to miss Friends too. I do already. :( *sniff sniff* Yes, all good things must come to an end..BUT since it will be on re runs, Friends will always live on and never be forgotten. :) Anyhow, good luck today! Luv ya! *hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
See, I knew you'd do well on your exams. Good luck on Friday's! Getting hosted, huh? That's cool! :D lol Interesting name..I like it! Well sweetie, Take care! Luv ya. <3
from free2dream :
Just promise me that you won't listen to everything those people say. Because sometimes the girls are so skinny but they still want them to lose weight. And of course, that pisses me off. I cant stand when that happens!
from dreamer2003 :
Best of luck to you, Anna! :) You'll do great.
from dreamer2003 :
Modeling classes, huh? Sounds cool. :) Lose weight?? No one should tell you that!! Especially someone you don't know. That's horrible. Diets don't work. I'd love to see the pics..and trust me, I am sure you are just fine the way you are. GOod luck on your AP exam! Though you don't need it. ;) Love ya sis!
from dreamer2003 :
You will pass your english exam. That is cool..a turning point really. It's good that you were able to focus elsewhere. Yep, we should all not sweat the small stuff and be laidback and enjoy every moment..good or bad. Take care and I hope your weekend is great!
from dreamer2003 :
You'll pass those tests, I know you will! *BIG HUGS*
from free2dream :
Have I ever told you how much I love your diary? Everything about it, I love. :)
from dreamer2003 :
I used to go into chatrooms too. But I found out that a good amount of people that I was meeting were pretty much lowlifes. I hope you had better luck. I doubt you're bi polar. You're probably depressed at night cos at night you have to be alone..sleeping by yourself in your own bed. That makes me feel really lonely too. xoxo
from deliriumrev :
Whoops! Newly updated review's up.
from dreamer2003 :
lol I know how that is. I've been up for half the night. *yawns* Well keep working hard and applying yourself. You can get that 4. You don't NEED to say something. If you feel like talking to him, you should. If not, you don't have to. Don't hate yourself. You can get that stuff done. Anyhoo, take care lil sis. Luv ya much! XOXO
from deliriumrev :
Review's up.
from dreamer2003 :
Aww..i think daisies are beautiful too. but I'm more of a rose gal. Traditional. lol. Awwww. :( In the future, someone else will give you daisies..someone you love and then you won't be sad anymore and will have new memories for the future. Well sweetie, Love ya! and have a great week. xoxo
from elliorange :
♥ Your layout is so beautiful. So fresh.
from dreamer2003 :
Cram, cram, cram!! Good luck to you, darlin. Luv ya!
from dreamer2003 :
That's ok hon. Totally understandable. Studying is way more important. You know we'll miss you! And we also all know that you're going to ace those tests. I love the layout so I'm glad it's sticking around. Take care sweetie and good luck! *hugs*
from free2dream :
I bet you'll pass all those tests you're worried about. You're smarter than you give yourself credit for! The first day sucked for me too. But school's like that. It sucks
from dreamer2003 :
Today will be better darlin. Just keep that pretty head up of yours. ;) Love ya bunches!! *hugs* And I know you can pass both tests! Please have more faith in you. You rock!
from dreamer2003 :
Hey well I hope you got some sleep! You need it. Please don't ask yourself those questions because you're probably not going to find out the answers for a really long time. Enjoy your time here..because it's short and precious and worry about all that other stuff later on. You can pass the AP US test. I KNOW you can do it. Just study hard and concentrate. Take care hon. ♥
from dreamer2003 :
Hey hon..well that's ok. Sometimes crushes can be very short lived. There's nothing you can do about it. It just happened. Maybe going back to school might not be the worst thing for you. Don't feel bad about Mike..he'll be fine. Anyway, I hope your week is great lil sis. Luv ya!
from dreamer2003 :
What a drag. :( Ugh. I'm sure you all can find time to hang out again though. As for the calling..ugh..that would annoy me too. You should tell him to stop calling so late. Anyhoo, enjoy the rest of your weekend hon. xoxo
from dreamer2003 :
Yep, he was on it. He did a good job, I think. lol haha. It's just so overexposed. The first time I hear aabout something that sounds interesting I automatically get excited..until it becomes overkill and then I lose interest. heh. Eck, I can't stand the smell of cigarettes. Yucck! But that's just me. Anyhow, I hope your day is great, hon. *hugs*
from i-am-me- :
Actually, I am going to start writing more in the french diary....i just started a new one a few days ago.
from residentdork :
hey sis.....haha this made me laugh: "I think this is good for me, it's kind of like psychiatric help, but I'm not crazy, you know?"....I'm soo using that as a quote for you on my profile. Anyhoo...I wholeheartedly concur about losing yourself in a film or book. I tend to do that a lot...then coming back to reality does suck. Blah. Ah well. Such is life. Talk to you later. :)
from dreamer2003 :
Hey..I'm glad you and Alex hit it off and that he made you realize a lot of things. :) It is so different hearing things from another perspective. I totally know what you mean..I wish my life was just a fantasy, but it's not..life is reality. And reality is cruel. Ugh. Anyhow, I hope you have a great night. ♥
from dreamer2003 :
Hey hon..I don't blame you for feeling that way. I would have wanted Nate for example to defend me in a situation like that, because it's only the right thing to do. But you can't expect much out of certain people. As the saying goes "no expectations, no disappointments." In a way, being numb is a good thing. I wish I didn't have feelings sometimes, I wish I could just be stoic so nothing would bother me. You can't escape pain..you can be numb but the pain will affect you eventually. Without the pain though, you don't have the happiness. We all get imagination crazy when we meet someone new..just thinking about a "future" is fun. It's just daydreaming. I see what you mean..and on your path to where you want to be in life, you'll meet new people and someone you will end up with, that's right for you. Anyhoo, I better go..I hope your day is great, lil sis. xoxo
from amber163 :
hey anna, i like your layout! :) im finally back on dland and i just want to check up on you and see how youre doing. happy belated easter!
from dreamer2003 :
That sounds cool! Have a great week, hon. *hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
Happy easter, sis! :) I hope you get to talk to Fyto soon. I want to see "Eternal sunshine." Sounds interesting. The girl next door..well..blah! lol. Anyhoo, enjoy the rest of your weekend. *hugs*
from sanetwin :
I'll have your review up by the end of the week :)
from dreamer2003 :
Ah man. :( I hope you get to hang out with Fyto soon. "Parents just don't understand." heh. I can relate to that. Fyto sounds like a really great guy though. Well darlin..take care and I hope you have a great day/weekend. *big hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
Wow, I didn't know hardly anything about Polk. Thanks for that. :) You'll do great on your AP tests! I know it. Take care sweets and I hope you have a great day. *hugs* <3
from justme19 :
Hey, cut me some slack, two of them don't even like me. Sheesh. Aren't I aloud to like guys?
from new-review :
That review won't be happening afterall.
from dreamer2003 :
Aww, you can do better and I believe that you will. Guys had that effect on me too. Nate has that effect on me..lol. Can't get him out of my mind. :) *Sighs* Well yeah, I guess you have to try to put it out of your mind somehow and replace it with something else. Well darlin, I hope you have a great day. *hugs*
from free2dream :
I hate losing sleep too! I start throwing things sometimes. That's how bad I get. I need help.
from dreamer2003 :
Wow, in those pictures I saw of you it didn't seem like you need a diet to me. *Shrugs* Aww, well if it was you and Fyto on the beach it doesn't sound like that would be such a bad thing. We all lie to our parents..sometimes it is necessary for our sanity..lol. Either way, I know this spring break is going to be great for you. :) Luv ya, hon. *hugs*
from meganwaits :
Hope you get to see Jaye & Tru this week. You really have a unique diary.
from free2dream :
You have some crazy dreams! It seems like you still might have some feelings for Chris...although you probably know that...
from dreamer2003 :
Hey sweetie. Awww :( well a year isn't too far away..just hang in there. Hell, I could probably get away with doing some things at night yet I go to sleep. I'm a dork! heh. I hope you have a great week, sis. *HUGS*
from i-c-dumppl :
I stumbled across your eloquent diary, and found you're taking the AP English test in a few months! Me too! Only, err, 15 or so school days left until it comes, and we've been practicing like crrrazy. I've gotten high fours and low fives on all of them, so I'm not worried. I wish I was that good in math... And I used to live really close to where you said you are in California, too. Just decided to let you know!
from dreamer2003 :
Damn DST! Screwing with my mind. Anyway, I know the feeling. :( It's like an out of body experience and really weird. I'm glad you're doing so well in school though. :) Those tests will be over with soon and everything will go back to normal. It's ok to not know how you feel. I hope you'll be ok! Take care lil sis. Love ya!
from lime-reviews :
Your review is up! Check http://lime-reviews.diaryland.com/annachan.html for details, and again, so sorry for the delay, and thank you for the great submission!
from dreamer2003 :
Thanks Anna! :) I know. Well, I hope some of that frustration goes away and that you have a great weekend! *hugs*
from meganwaits :
I'm a Tru Calling & Wonderfalls fan too. I did get to see Tru Calling. I still like the brother the most. He is so funny. I don't know what to make of Jason Priestly's character yet. You know, is he good or bad. He didn't exactly help Tru in the last show with her brother. Wonderfalls still wonderful. I really love Jaye & the bartender..and I can't ever remember his name. Hope things start looking up for you.
from starlit-lily :
Annachan, Your review is up! Thanks for requesting! ~*Cielamara
from free2dream :
your mom came back from where??? bye!
from dreamer2003 :
Interesting April Fools fact. Thanks Anna! :) Aww you're probably glad in a way to have your mom back. That's cool. I hope you have a great weekend! *HUGS*
from dreamer2003 :
Hey sis! I just wanted to let you know that I've been reading your entries and that I am back home safe and sound. Nateless though. :( I'm so glad your virus is gone! I missed you. Take care! Love ya tons. I might update soon. *hugs*
from blakkrayn :
Aww thank you :) Im feeling better today, yay! Yeah, the talk with Brad was interesting. He just wont take no for an answer when thats all I have to offer him. I gave him 2 chances... I think thats enough. I havent been on much myself other than to update. How has everything been going for you, hun? Sweet dreams. xo
from free2dream :
teacher say that I can write well, but I think I suck at it. But it's not stories. Just essays. I really suck at making up stories!! I hope I read one of your stories one time!
from free2dream :
I go to an all-girls high school but here in the Bronx, everyone has to be either black, or hispanic to completely fit in. And since I'm not, it's so much harder for me. I'm lucky to have met the few people who were and are really nice and friendly.
from new-review :
It'll be reviewed, just be aware it isn't priority.
from free2dream :
TV is one of the weirdest things. And sometimes things get REALLY unrealistic when the "popular" goes out with one of the not so popular kids. That RARELY ever happens. And even if it does....well...it usually never happens. But it should. Why can't we all just GET ALONG?
from free2dream :
I never told you this, but I like your layout lots!
from free2dream :
I think it's spelled Fefe....maybe you should make a layout for her. She seems cool and her music is good too. :)
from free2dream :
wow! i didnt know vicki stole designs! i learn something new everyday!
from xander :
Hey girly, how's life? I'm really getting into you writing. How'd you find me by the way? Get back to me. Later Days;-)
from kamikazesoul :
(Hey, this is the owner of Focus Review) D'oh!You got to me before I got to you -__- But, once again, it was nice reviewing you, and I'll check back every now and then to see how you're doing ^__^ See you around!
from xander :
hi
from dreamer2003 :
You're not a bitch, sweets. Far from one. I hate fake people too. Everyone has problems. I love "Why can't I?" And I think it relates to you and Chris extremely well. Wait to give your virginity to someone you LOVE..it will be so much more special and MEANINGFUL. I hope you got some sleep! Lack of sleep makes us all moody. I hope you hear from Jeff. Have a great day, hon. *hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
Awww, I'm so glad everything worked out. I bet you aced that test! :D
from free2dream :
heyyyy! I'm so sorry that you missed your test and I hope that you get to take it again as soon as you possibly can. :)
from dreamer2003 :
I'm sorry..:( I hope you can take the theory test next year!
from dreamer2003 :
Good luck on your theory test, darlin!
from dreamer2003 :
thanks! I know it is. :) Awww, don't worry..you'll get to travel someday and see lots of beautiful places. heh yes, and it shows! Have a good one, hon. *hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
Wow. Is all I can think of to say...lol. You're extremely articulate, sis. God, If I were in your shoes my mind would be a complete whirlwind.
from kittyleopard :
Awesome diary. You rock my socks.
from free2dream :
Was Chris you ex? (I'm a little slow so.....) I believe that you know its true love when even if you cant stay together as "boyfriend/girlfriend" you can still remain really good friends. If something crazy happens between a couple to stop them from being friends, the person that did the stupid thing didn't love you too much, no matter what they might say. That's my opinion. So weird...you dreamt about Chris and I dreamt that I was on set with Will Smith and I don't even like him like THAT! :) GOD BLESS!
from dreamer2003 :
I hope you get to be in the musical! Think positively..maybe you did better than you think. Ugh, in a way I hate dreams because we have no control over them. We can control our thoughts, but our dreams..we can't..the only way is by waking up in the middle. heh. Anyhoo, what a complicating situation between you and Chris. I'm having a hard time understanding your relationship myself. Wow. I'm speechless..lol. I hope you have a great day and weekend. :) *hugs*
from limited2 :
wow, it must be really hard for you and Chris then. So much to think about. Alot to care, and feelings to go along with it. It's tough when you're in a relationship with someone you really like, and then they bail and you still have feelings for that person. It's hard to cope with it. and blow it away like nothing happened. I can see what position you're taking place. It's like baseball and the pitcher throws the ball and Misses "Strike your Out!", that's how it feels. But in the long run you'll probably be friends with him and move on. But then again i think you should tell him how you really feel. If not then it's your decision. hope things go well. xxcandyxx Take Care.
from supa-gurl-8 :
I like your diary. A lot. So I added you to my favourites. =)
from dreamer2003 :
I remember that feeling. When I was a junior, I had friends that were seniors and it really hurt to see them go. But you can still make new friends..and you CAN still keep in touch with them even after they graduate. Lucky! I want to see Havana nights. Let me know how it is. Everything changes..but that doesn't have to be a bad thing. Anyway, lol yes..I feel a whole lot better that I told him. Poor lisa. :( I'm glad Jen is doing so well though. Take care sweets. *hugs* <3
from dreamer2003 :
Aww, I love stars. I love staring at them and yes, wishing on them at times. I think if you really thought about it, you'd find that there is one thing that what make you the happiest above the rest. We all want answers but unfortunately, some of our questions will go forever unanswered...because we aren't supposed to find out those answers.
from dreamer2003 :
Hey darlin..I had a pretty crazy schedule for my senior year too. Eck. How ambitious of you to take AP bio. :) I know you can excel at it though. Best of luck on the 2nd part of your piano test. Once again, I KNOW you'll kick some ass! I hope you feel better soon. *HUGS*
from dreamer2003 :
Hey sis! Again, I'm so glad that you did well on your piano test. I'd love to hear you play. :( Maybe someday. Wow, that is so incredibly scary. I'm really relieved that you're ok and that you, or no one else got hurt and that the car has no scratches. You were so very lucky! I agree..I think that god really was looking out for you. I think you handled yourself very well in that situation. You have a LOT to be thankful for. Something like that just puts things into perspective, huh? Again, I'm glad you're ok!!! I don't know what I'd do without you. heh. Well, take care darlin and have a great week! *HUGS* <3
from dreamer2003 :
Thanks anna. :) I won't. Yeah..i'm sick of living my life in the comfort zone or the safe lane. I know you're right..and yes..NOTHING in this world compares to being with Nate. It's when I am my happiest, when I feel most alive. It's wonderful. *sighs happily* See, I knew you'd do well on your piano test! Congrats! I've always had faith and believed in you and I always will. Aww, no need to thank me. I love you! *big hugs for my lil sis*
from dreamer2003 :
Good luck on your piano test, hon. :D I'm sure it will go well. Yeah, "my immortal" makes me sad too. I don't know what to tell you about the whole Chris thing. It sounds so complicating. I just hope you figure things out. Take care. *hugs* <3
from dreamer2003 :
cool quizzes, sis! I hope you're feeling better. :)
from dreamer2003 :
I hope you feel muchh better soon. :D I guarantee you'll ace that piano test on Sunday. I'm always tired on monday's..lol. I liked Jasmine too. Well, take care darlin and get lots of rest! *HUGS*
from residentdork :
Get better soon, sis. *hugs* and of course, GET more rest, ok? love ya.
from free2dream :
u play the piano?? i wish i knew how to play the guitar...but u know how to play that too!!! textbooks suck!! :)
from dreamer2003 :
Aww cool survey. :) Thanks soooo much for linking me! *big smile* <3 You know I must do that survey!! lol.
from free2dream :
I wonder what that smile means.....I hope you find out!
from dreamer2003 :
Aww, I wish I could predict my future like that..heh. A smile, huh? It probably means what you think it means...;) lol. Well have a good one, sweetie. *hugs*
from free2dream :
lol. I'll pray for ya!! :)
from dreamer2003 :
I'm sure you'll be able to take care of your brother just fine! It will prepare you for motherhood one day..lol. heh. I'm not a christian, but I will pray that your piano test goes well! I hope you have a great week. *hugs* <3
from dreamer2003 :
Ah, I know what you mean..I think god does exist, but I don't really have much of a faith. I used to, but with experiencing more things..I don't know..it's kind of waivered. Nate told me about that lady dying of a heart attack..it must be a VERY intense and graphic movie. I hope you enjoy the rest of your weekend. *hugs*
from free2dream :
I'm a Christian and it's cool that you believe in the existence of God. Also....you play the guitar?? I've always wanted to learn it because I love hearing the guitar in songs and everything. Impressive! God bless!
from dreamer2003 :
Wow, if I got 17 hours of sleep..I'd be bouncing off the walls! lol. You really needed that though. I think you should just focus on your grades and how awesome you're doing! :) You're way more than good enough. I'm sure there's also a lot of people that are doing worse than you in that class too. I hope you enjoy the rest of your weekend. *HUGS*
from chickreviews :
Your review is up at Chick Reviews! Thanks so much for your patience and for requesting a review from us! :)
from dreamer2003 :
Aw, I'm glad that layout is back into circulation. :) I hope you keep it for awhile. I'm sorry that school is overwhelming but think of it this way, the school year is almost over. :) Then..FREEDOM! lol. I think you should stick with your guns and pick the classes that you want to be in. Take care, darlin. *hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
I'm the same way. I love it when nothing is going on..when there's no turmoil or stress, no fighting or conflict. I love it when there's NO drama and at the first hint of it, I'm mentally packing my bags for an escape. I did absolutely love those lyrics to that song. It was very different, but that's what made them so good. Maybe, but that's ok..usually it's the easy questions that trick us. It happens to everyone. I doubt that quiz will really have much of an impact on your grade. You'll be just fine. Take care! <3 ya. *hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
LOL *blushes* yes, yes. Anyhow hehe..maybe it's good that you've come to a realization about Chris are over because of all the things you mentioned. It will probably just be less stress in your life and less to worry about. I think if two people aren't putting in an effort, then it is pretty much over. Awww, gosh..it just sucks when someone gives up on you. :( It's the worst feeling in the world. *sigh* Anyway, I love American Idol too. :D I think the new show you're referring to is Forever Eden. It looks good to me! Take care and I hope you have a great day! *Hugs*
from free2dream :
Amazing lyrics right there. I love reading your diary. It's a really good read and is that you in the layout??? :) God bless and take care!
from dreamer2003 :
Wow, great lyrics. :) I don't think there's anything missing at all. I like it a LOT. I ask myself that question a lot but I never come up with the answer. I don't think any of us ever will. It's one of those questions that you'll never know the answer to. Well take care and have a good one, lil sis. *HUGS*
from dreamer2003 :
It's so refreshing to see someone that is so real and authentic and just very much themselves in every situation. I dislike people who put on a show when you can't tell who the true them is. It's nice you have Bo to talk to..someone that you can relate to. I'm the same way..I go by vibes I get and how I feel within the first few mins and that makes up my mind on what I think of the person. Very, very true what you said. I also know when I'm being TOO nice too. Well, let people be blind..there's not much you can do about it. One day they'll see the light. Well, take care. Luv ya! ((hugs))
from dreamer2003 :
I know what you mean..sometimes I think I have it so bad but then I read someone's diary that has it worse than me and realize that I have some stuff to be grateful for..we all need that sometimes to just be grounded. You want your friendship with Chris to work out so much is all that you're willing to forget about past things that happened w/ you & Chris. I don't know why Chris was not loyal either. You and chris are just not meant to be together romantically is all. Well, he's a challenge..unattainable..people want what they can't have. I guess it is time to turn him down on some things. See, you're learning now and that's good. :) Well take care..luv ya!
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Anna. Cool survey. :) Yeah, whenever I lie down on my bed watching TV, I get sleepy too. I think your eye twitching is due to stress and tension..that's happened to me before too. It sounds like she's jealous and possessive. I can understand where you're coming from. Maybe there's a good reason of why he didn't bring that movie? I don't know. I hope so. Take care, darlin. *hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
I'm sorry about what happened. :( Everything in life does happen for a reason. I think you can chalk it up to just having a really bad day. YES! I am the same way. If I'm alone, forget about it..my mind wanders to usually stuff I should NOT be thinking about at all. *sigh* I'm like that, and a lot of others are as well. Everyone has pain..except some hide it better than others. I think we need to learn how to manage our emotions..to not get consumed and overwhelmed by them somehow. I think in time and with age, that gets easier to do. Crying is actually good..it lets your pent up frustration out and it's an emotional release. How about when you are alone to just try and busy yourself? Or if you really need to think then try to focus on thinking good thoughts, thoughts that will make you happy. If that hasn't worked then I really can't think of anything else to tell you. Well, i'm not there in 'person' but you can talk to me cos I can relate to you. I listen to you, and I always will. Love you. *HUGS*
from dreamer2003 :
That's cool that you got to kick back, darlin. :) Well hey, I'm always here to listen..ok? Don't forget that. The weather seems to always match my mood too. Well, I think in time you'll be able to do what you said. We all contradict ourselves at times. I luv ya and I hope you have a great day. *hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
Ugh, I know how you feel. I long for some 'good old days' back myself..which is why I keep a lot of things from the past so whenever I do feel like I want to look back on it, I can..then again, that just leaves me sad and depressed cos so many things are different and I've lost touch with SO many people. Change sucks! Anyhoo, unfortunately no one can relive the past but we can have moments now..in the present where we have fun and laugh..and we can make our future full of fun, exciting memories to look back on and smile. It's SO good to not let your emotions take control of you and consume you..cos mine consume me and it just makes me miserable. The things you do remember are obviously the things that are most important to you. Maybe that relationship you had with Chris will come back. It's in a way pointless to regret considering that none of us can change anything..what happened, happened for a reason. It seems like you actually are in a better place now than you were cos you're learning and growing..all your experiences shaped you into the person you are today. :)
from dreamer2003 :
Hey dear..I think it is possible to go with the flow so much that you lose yourself, but you can always get yourself back. I loved "How to deal too"..mighty predictable yes, but very good at the same time. There is ALWAYS more to learn. But anyhow..all you can do is just move on and be yourself. Love ya and take care. *hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
You're going to be an amazing mom one day when you do have kids. =)
from dreamer2003 :
I think you should go to that party..you'd probably have fun. But it is a wise idea to go with the flow and be yourself. Anyhow, I Don't know..I've always loved v-day even when I was single just cos i'm a hopeless romantic and love anything that has to do with romance. Hmm yeah, you might feel that way if you were in love too..I don't know. Either way, I love ya and I hope you have a great V-day and weekend. *HUGS*
from teen-review :
Happy Valentine's Day from teen-review!
from dreamer2003 :
Hey hon..cute layout. :) It does look like you spent a lot of time on it. What a unique idea. :D Ha, that would be neat to predict your own future..I wish I could do that! Well take care sweets and have a nice day. ((hugs))
from dreamer2003 :
If you didn't check the site...Fantasia and Diana won with Matt in 3rd place on AI. I hope you did get some sleep. Me, on the otherhand got none but I hope you were more fortunate. Take care. Love ya! *hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
That Sonya girl didn't sound too nice. I'm glad that you don't see her anymore. Those type of people live to put others down because they don't like themselves. They judge people, and criticize cos they know they are not perfect themselves. I'm the same way..very submissive and unconfrontational. Sometimes it's good, but sometimes it's just necessary to fight and stand up for yourself. But anyhow, I hope you have a great day, lil sis. *hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
hey hon..I'll be the first to tell you that I LIVE for those moments where I just laugh and forget everything on my mind. The best moments in life are when we're smiling and laughing even sometimes despite the hard times. Anyway, I don't think I've changed much since Jan of last year either. Well, I care and I hope you want me to. Anyhoo, I don't think you do it purposely..a lot of people like a challenge. I'm glad you and Chris have such a close relationship and you can tell him anything. That's important. I think this time it will be different. Anyhow, I better go..Take care doll. *hugs*
from steph836 :
Umm.. the current link had the link to your diary and the archive didn't show the old entries, but I got it all fixed for mine. Thanks for the great templates! =)
from free2dream :
Don't worry about it. I kinda felt bad about messing it up anyway. God bless! :)
from dreamer2003 :
I'm sorry that your b-day didn't go so well but hey, it's over. I hope you have a great week, lil sis. *hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
*buy* not guy..lol.
from dreamer2003 :
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, LIL SIS!!! woo hoo! :D I wish I was incredibly rich that I could guy you that shtuff, but I'm not. :( But anyway, I hope all your hopes, wishes, dreams, everything come true. I hope it's your best birthday ever, babe. Love ya!! *HUGS*
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Anna! Well you have plenty of time to do your homework in. And the week is over. I don't know..it sounds to me like you did great this semester..but I guess great to me and great to you are two different things. *shrugs* I guess all I can think of to say is to do your best. Take care and I hope your weekend goes better than your week. *hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
Hey hon..we all have to go through pain at some points in our lives. You can't avoid it as much as you try. HOWEVER, with pain comes pleasure..comes the good things and you can't have one without the other. No one is exempt from pain. Pain makes you human anyway and in the end makes you wiser and stronger. I think you can trust again..look at you now..you thought you could never trust again and now you're friends with Chris, trying to trust him..you can handle and are more strong than you realize. I know you can conquer this fear..I have faith in you. Maybe Chris can help with that. Anyway, I don't know if there's anything wrong with it but sometimes I just feel so exhausted and overwhelmed just cos I can't say no to people so I do things I don't have the time for or maybe don't feel up to doing just to not let anyone else down. Thanks hon..I'm happy about it too. I hope you have a great day. ((hugs))
from dreamer2003 :
I hope this friendship with Chris works out too..but you'll never know unless you do go with the flow and give it a chance to work out. You're both trying, and I see the makings of a great friendship. No guts, no glory right? So, just keep giving it a chance and see where it ends up..who knows..you two might be friends for a very, very long time. I hope so. Love you girl. Have a great day, sis. *hugs*
from honestlyou :
Your review is posted, thanks for requesting! -CS
from dreamer2003 :
We are more alike than I thought..I feel like I could have wrote that entry myself. You DO matter to people though..you matter to me and I care about you. If you were gone, my life would change..for the worst. You're a part of my life, you're in my heart..a part of my heart would be missing if you weren't around. I wish you could only see the signifance you have on many, many people. I wish life was easy too where people can actually enjoy their lives. I'm getting sick of routine myself..I always thought of it as comfortable but now I think of it as predictable and boring. I think we both need to spice it up somehow and get away from routine a bit. Just do something differently each day.You still have friends. I know what you mean though..I wish days could be short but they seem to go on for miles and miles. If you ever want to talk to someone who knows exactly how you feel, I'm here and I love you. Keep your head up. Take care hon. Love ya sis. *HUGS*
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Anna! Great survey. :D I might have to do that one myself when I have time. You're doing GREAT...there's no reason for you to be disappointed in yourself. You're busting your ass and trying hard..you should if anything be proud of yourself. *hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
Hey..I'm happy for february too though it's not starting off great..but as you said, nothing in life goes according to plan..lol. Things change all the time before you even get a chance to be comfortable in some place in your life. It sucks. Wow, if I ever slept 12 hours my mom would come up and check on me..haha. Happy early birthday. :) What? Michelle Branch posing for Maxim? That doesn't sound like her at ALL. Yeah, she has the talent but man..now reading that I am losing respect for her. I guess that things aren't going the way you want because you are putting matters beyond your own control into your own hands..I do that myself sometimes. Well there's always a catch 22 in life..you think you want something, but then you come to find out you'd prefer the other thing. *shrugs* Great entry..you are so right about everything you said. Just keep that all in mind. Take care and I hope you have a great week. *HUGS*
from dreamer2003 :
Hey hon..ooh I've taken the colorgenics test before, and the results are pretty accurate. It's strange how one test can tell you a lot about yourself. I'm kinda superstitious too..about that number and the number 666. I think you need Chris in your life..you need someone to be your friend that's going to challenge you and make you think. There's no guarantee that Chris won't hurt you..but..if you don't explore a friendship with him, you'll live your life never knowing. And that's no way to live. As Nate said, we all depend on someone..as much as we try not to, we have to at times. I really hate the idea of you closing your diary. If anything MY diary is repetition. I'm sure someday, when the timing is right you'll feel compelled to leave as we all will. It's a part of us though. You're never truly alone though, when you think about it. A lot of people are rooting for and supporting you. Well, I hope you have a great weekend! *HUGS*
from residentdork :
sis...i think in some way, we're all dependent upon something and/or someone. That's just human nature. *hugs* love ya.
from awake-review :
I finished your review. If you want to see it, go to http://awake-review.diaryland.com/ and click on your name under the "Reviewd" list. (By the way, I finished your review on Thursday, before you have your new layout up).
from dreamer2003 :
I love the new layout!! I can't wait to see you with your new haircut. :D It's a great feeling to improve yourself. I hope you have a great weekend! *hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
Hey again..I'm so glad you and Chris had a fun time together yesterday at the movies. I think it will be even easier to talk to him as time goes on and as your friendship gets stronger. Like I said, it sounds like he's really trying to be your friend. Ooh, I want to see both "The butterfly effect" and "Along came Polly." Lucky you!!! Well I think Chris is a great friend to have..I believe he brings out the best in you, as you do with him. You can both learn from each other. Take care! *hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Anna! Thanks for writing me. :D Yeah, parents are great for ruining your life..lol. They give you life and then they try to make you miserable IN life..lol. Thanks..yeah, she'll be just fine I'm sure. She has a lot of support. Awww :( It's so funny..you'd love it. That's too bad. :( Take care, sis! Luv ya. *hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
Wow..that really means a lot and says something that he wants to be YOUR friend while he doesn't really have friends and doesn't trust anyone. Sure, it seems like he's flaky but I know he really cares for you. He's trying hard to be your friend. I think you can trust him in the long run. I think he's someone that would be an awesome friend. It's not like you're purposely dodging your mom..stuff happens. But anyway, I think you should be his friend and see if it works out. Great conversation. :) Well anyway, take care, okie? *hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
Hey! that's so cool it's your last day of finals. :) See, I told you this week would go by quickly. I'm glad you're talking to Chris..you seem really happy about it and that in turn makes ME happy. :) Well anyway take care and have a great day! *hugs*
from starlight42 :
oh my god. Those designers suck. I've seen other sites that have listed them as well for stealing. I feel so bad for you!! It's just so dumb, I mean, why can't they try & make their OWN designs? Doesn't that make them feel bad? They're just so lame. Good luck with your studying!
from dreamer2003 :
Hey..best of luck to you on all your finals! Thursday will be here very soon..it's tomorrow. :) So just hang in there and keep studying. Take care. *hugs* Luv ya.
from dreamer2003 :
hey sis..that's ok..no worries! :D Hey, no problem..you're my friend and sis, that's what friends and sisters do for each other, right? :) Yeah, but they can be pests!! I'm just used to having cats so it doesn't phase me. You can take one if you want?! lol. Thanks. =) I'm liking it too. Take care. <3 *big hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
Hey babe..lol that is funny with the whole 'chunkily cheese' thing..haha. Wow, you're a busy, busy girl there, Anna!! yikes. It was good for you to laugh..you really needed that. Laughter takes away some of the stress..it releases endorphins. Ok, I sound like a fricking teacher so I'll stop there. ANYHOO! lol...this week i'm sure will go by so fast. Don't worry..I KNOW you'll do just fine on the chem final. I believe in you. Your hard work will pay off..you'll see. Best of luck! Luv ya. *hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
Hon..I don't think you should close down your design site. You make so many awesome designs that people do love. I know it will remind you of her, but like you said..maybe you can re-name it or something. It's something you enjoy doing, you shouldn't let someone take that away from you. I hope you don't give up. And of course there's always going to be people you're not going to get along with. You can't run from people..they are EVERYWHERE. I've learned this in my 18 years..that even if you don't want to find people, they'll always find you. Just shrug it off and move on and regard it as 'amusing.' Keep doing what you're doing.
from dreamer2003 :
Hey sis..well at least you know it succeeded..that it did get to her. I've been depressed too. *sighs* Maybe you're frustrated cos you're putting too much pressure on yourself to excell. You're going to be just fine and not going to have a crap GPA..I know it. It is tough to keep up with everything at once..you're just doing the best that you can and you shouldn't be mad at yourself for that, babe. Just take stuff one at a time..don't try to do everything at once. Try to get the harder stuff taken care of, then focus on the easier subjects. I KNOW you'll be ok. I'm always thinking about you and watching over you..you're always in my prayers. I hope you have a great weekend. *hugs*
from ballet-revu :
Your review is up.
from dreamer2003 :
Aw man, I wanted to write something to Vicki but she deleted your guestbook message and Nate's too. GRR! stacey smash!
from etherealrevu :
your review is up!
from dreamer2003 :
Hey hon..I hope you got some rest last night. And I agree, A Idol is a TRIP! lol. Tonight's auditions look to be the funniest yet. Continued luck with buying the domain. I hope you have a great day! *hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
LOL I got my haircut too. It seems like a trend now. I'm sure dying it will be cool too for ya. :0) hehe..I loved the 'perfect' guy list. Have a good one! *hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
Good luck with buying that domain!! Have a nice night and day tomorrow, Sis. Love ya! *hugs* Sweet dreams.
from dreamer2003 :
Hey hon..I know what you mean! I torture myself by renting all these romance movies when right now I don't have a hand to hold, or a shoulder to lean on. :( Sure, I have Nate but he's not HERE right now and romance movies make me feel like I'm alone yet I can't stop watching them either. See, I know that when I think at night it's a BAD thing..maybe when you lie down at night you should just concentrate on trying to fall asleep instead of thinking and thinking. All I can really think of to tell you is to try somehow to not let the romance movies affect you..remember it's just a movie. Real life love isn't like the movies, of course. Have a great week, sis. I hope you feel happier soon. *hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
Yeah, I've noticed that too..like I have a different relationship with every type of friend I have. It's tough to find someone you can really confide in but i'm glad you and Jed are pretty much at that point. =)
from dreamer2003 :
Hey! aww I'm glad to see you happy. :) Aw, you're lucky..I want to see Chasing Liberty but have no one to see it with. :( I want to see Along came Polly too. Grr! Congrats on the new domain! Have a great weekend girl.
from dreamer2003 :
Hey..hmm maybe you can tell Jed that you want to go to the movies, but just as friends and nothing more. I'm sure he'll understand anyway and won't think more of it. That's just a suggestion though. take care and enjoy your day and weekend! ((hugs))
from dreamer2003 :
Hey sis. I love "The trouble with love is.." That's an awesome song. Anyway, I've felt that way about diaryland..like I had no desire to write or I was wondering if it was just laziness or something. I thought about leaving too but then got back into the writing groove again..just like I'm sure you will. I think diary writing..and just writing in general is a part of who you are, so it's tough to let it go and give it up. You'll see..soon you'll feel differently. Yep, I know what you mean..same thing with me when I'm here alone, my mind wanders and it ends up making me sound all depressing and sad most of the time. Bleh. Well anyway, I hope you have a great day Anna. Take care. *many hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
I know how you feel, Anna..I hate being alone too. I always need someone nearby..even my mom or someone. I love the layout and the colors and everything. I knew why you picked it..cos it does relate to your life. I guarantee you your birthday will be one to remember. Take care, sweetie. Love ya!!! *big hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Anna..I was really sad when I had to leave my mom..I know it's a sort of different situation. I didn't think I'd be able to handle anything about being away from her either..but I did just fine. Just like you will in her absence. I've been having really bad dreams myself..they all worry me too. Everything's going to be ok, lil sis. Take care. *hugs*
from foxyfinerevu :
Your review is complete!! Sorry for the delay.
from teen-review :
Well, you asked, so I'll answer. You seem really honest and innocent. That's why you were original to me. You don't find that alot. You seemed like you really were trying to be your own person without going the alternate way about it and dying your hair blue and peircing everything peircable on your body. I think that's a really good characteristic to have and it'll get you far in life. Stay that way and don't let people persuade you or pressure you. Be your own.
from dreamer2003 :
thanks anna. I'll be ok. Yeah, I got my counter up so I guess that's good enough for now. Thanks for the suggestion. I hope you have some GOOD dreams tonight! I hope you have an awesome week. *hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
Hey anna. I know that a lot is changing for you and it's scary but maybe all these changes will just turn out for the best. You never know. I think you'll be just fine with your mom not around for a while. I know you'll adjust. I love ranch dressing too. I think things will turn out better than you think, lil sis. Have an awesome weekend. *hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
Yeah, I have to try not to focus on it so much..that's why I've been so miserable..I'm letting it consume my every thought. I know..I'll try. I'll be ok. =) Thanks for your concern. Love you much!
from dreamer2003 :
Anna, we're not breaking up. Don't worry. :)
from dreamer2003 :
Hey hon! I'm SO glad you finished your research paper though I knew you would. Aww Ms Royer sounds like a fun lady..and Tim sounds like fun as well. Yeah, that's life for you..constantly changing and never allowing you enough time to just sit back and enjoy things. Yep, one day at a time..great way to live. I'm so proud of you, Anna! Have an awesome day, sis. *hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
hey! I hope you finish up that paper soon. Your mom sounds frighteningly like my mom..they should go out bowling. Take care and have a nice day! *hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
I'll always believe in you. Good luck with that research paper, sis! Have a good week. *hugs*
from teen-review :
Your review is up. Enjoy!
from jane-reviews :
*laughs* Well, I am so used to being on hiatus and having people wait for two months, I just wrote "thanks for your patience" automatically. When what I MEANT to say was, thanks for your request. ;)
from jane-reviews :
Your review is complete! Thank you for your patience.
from dreamer2003 :
Hey! I know what you mean..for me it's pointless to even make a new year's resolution anymore cos about a week or so later it flies right out the window. You're SUCH a good writer and get your point across so beautifully..I'm jealous. I think you should embrace your past because it made you who you are today and it all happened for a reason..most likely to teach you valuable life lessons. People will come along that are going to stick around and you can ALWAYS relive your childhood in some aspect if you wanted to..you're only as old as you feel. I know that you have things and events to look forward to in your future but it's ok to let your past drive you. Either way, you'll make it through. I have faith in you. **hugs** Take care, lil sis.
from dreamer2003 :
Hey hon! I missed ya. I'm glad you liked the card, it was my pleasure. I loved the quotes you put for me by the way. Anyway, thanks! It was a blast and I miss him so badly. :( You'll see some pictures soon, I promise. I've been reading all your entries. I don't think you should be so hard on yourself, you're a truly great person Anna. You know I luv and care for you. Well, take care and enjoy the rest of your weekend. Happy New Years, sis!
from jane-reviews :
Hey there. I am trying to review your diary, and your "elegant" link to move forward is not working. I can help you with the html if you like. Your "simply" link is fine. Give me a new note when it is fixed, because it is WAAAY too tedious to go to your older page, then 2003 page, then find the next entry for every page I want to read. When it is fixed, I'll be back. :)
from arwenalways :
Amen to THAT entry. Couldn't agree more.
from mixtape- :
I used to feel the same way about some "friends" last year but ya know, I learned that not everyone's the same, so you should give others chances even though people in the past may have hurt you.
from arwenalways :
Merry Christmas, Anna.
from danielle-y :
Hey Anna. Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays. Love the template by the way. <3s, Danielle
from mixtape- :
hey babe. I just wanted to wish you Merry Christmas! & A Happy New Year! Good luck with everything & I hope you get everything you want in the new year! <3 alex
from onedarksoul :
Hi, you made a couple of buttons for some of my sites already and I was wondering if you had the time to make one for my newest site Secret Valentine, http://secret-valentine.diary-x.com If not that's fine. Would appreciate it though. Thanks. -Alex
from arwenalways :
Just popping in...don't you dare leave Diaryland! You'll regret it later, trust me. And I can't agree with you more...parents don't understand that kid stuff. Sometimes you just need that escape.
from dreamer2003 :
Heyy! I'm sorry that you're not feeling like yourself. :( I don't think you need to leave diaryland..maybe you should just take a small break from it. It could be that you're just having writer's block cos you update almost daily. It happens to me a lot. If I had money I'd love to make you a gold member. :( lol I do plenty of childish stuff and I'm 18..age is just a number. You're as old as you feel. Well take care and I hope you have a good day, sis. *hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
Hey hon LOL you'd be surprised..a lot of people try to fit into something they just can't seem to fit into..ME included! lol. But I do that with pants. Well that's good that you were feircely determined and didn't want to give up..lol. I think that people's breasts actually continue growing..well up to a certain age. I think everyone's breasts stop growing at a different point. lol well anyway, I hope your day rocks Anna! luv ya.
from dreamer2003 :
Hey..I know me sending you a card is going to make it feel like you owe me something, but you really don't. I won't be updating much myself when I'm away, but that might be a good thing..I need to get away from a lot of things for a while. You can say what you want..no one here is laughing at you or judging you or anything like that. You can say what you want but you don't always have to expose yourself, you can keep things to yourself and choose to write about certain things. You can always have a private diary for feelings you don't want people to know..there's many ways to go about it. <3 ya, sis. Have a great week.
from frtnckiervw :
Hey Anna, your review's up.
from dreamer2003 :
Hey babe..I am sorry that you're going through a rough time. I am sending you a christmas card, so HOPEFULLY that will put a smile on your face. I know you didn't ask me to send you one, but I want to. :) Yes, you shouldn't care about one person's stupid opinion of you. You're not letting the "group" down. There's ALWAYS at least one person who's gonna grate your nerves..that's life unfortunately. Well, she wants attention and that's all there is to it..but gosh, she sounds so FAKE. Luckily the school year won't be too much longer for you. I'm glad you like that class though. :) Christmas is not just about presents though, a lot of people seem to forget that. There's a spirit and feeling involved. I hope you'll get into that spirit. I get into a bad time when I'm alone too but that's cos I hate being alone. There's no set "Way" you're supposed to be right now though. You're a teenager though..hormones and other things affect your thinking. Mood swings affect mine..lol. It is only normal. But you do have plenty in life to be happy about. Thanks! I'm glad you like the layout..and yes, I watched the entire season of Newlyweds..she is SO annoying. But her stupidity makes her entertaining..lol. Anyway, I luv ya and I'm here for you if you want to talk or need anything. Keep your head to the sky, babe. *MANY HUGS*
from dreamer2003 :
ANNA!! I missed you tons and tons and tons and yes, you get the picture. Reading your entries..god..I just get this insight into your mind and at times you sound SO much like me that it's scary! seriously. But know that even when I am away, you're on my mind..and you're in my heart and that I am there for you..and it might not be in a physical way that you would like someone to be there for you, but in a totally different way..either way I care a lot for you and when you're feeling upset my heart goes out to you, truly. You know I love ya! and I mean that..I really do hon. I'm glad to be back and I want to send so many hugs your way. I was PSYCHED to see you put up the lyrics to "At the beginning". Take care sweetie.
from cause-i-can :
You're welcome. Glad you liked it, though I think the review was pretty crappily-written. Oh well. Good luck with everything. Take care.
from cause-i-can :
http://cause-i-can.diaryland.com/annachan.html Your review is up. Thanks for requesting.
from opalreviews :
your review is up (sorry for the delay, I was in Boston for a week)
from kissmygritts :
Whenever you get back online, you've been missed. I hope you get your work done. Sweet dreams sweet dreamer
from santa-secret :
Hi! We're a new site and we've seen some of the buttons you've made and were wondering if you could make one for us. Of course we'd give you credit for it and host it ourselves. If you can't we understand. Thanks in advance.
from mixtape- :
Happy thanksgiving babe!
from dreamer2003 :
Awww thanks hon. :) I hope things are going good for you as well. <3 you!
from dreamer2003 :
Wow! What a crazy, crazy dream! I wish I could analyze it for you, but there's WAY too many elements. Yikes! But anyway, "Here with me" is an amazing song! I love it. I had some weird dreams last night myself but I really don't remember them all too well now. :( Well, I hope you have a great week girl! No more weird dreams! lol *hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
Hey! I'm so happy to hear that you're feeling better. That's great! You're very smart! Congrats on your amazing grades. I know you'll keep up the good work. :-) Enjoy the rest of your weekend.
from dreamer2003 :
Hey again! I see you updated. =) I can't make this too long, I'm gonna eat any second but awww I'm sorry you're still feeling crappy. :( I agree with you on Maury, it has become as trashy as Springer..well not really but it's in the same league now. Hopefully you won't have much urges to scratch. People will realize it, give them a chance. Besides, you've only been away for one day. Well anyway, I luv ya! Take care, babe. Once again, I hope you feel better very soon.
from dreamer2003 :
Thanks anna! you're so right. :) I love it too. It's one of my favorites. I hope you're having a good day. :-) Have a great weekend! I hope you're feeling better! *hugs*
from kissmygritts :
I'm sorry that you have to take medication, but I see you're starting to find something to pursue in life. Good on ya mate, I wish you best of luck because you seem like you'll enjoy being a pharmisist. You look the part too ;) (you look smarty). Anyway I'm heading to school now, take it easy and all.
from dreamer2003 :
None of that sounds any good. :-( I had the chicken pox when I was like 6, ugh it sucked..definitely a never-ending itch. You just gotta resist the urge cos yep, scratching makes things a lot worse. Put gloves on or something! haha. I could see you as a Pharmacist. :) Definitely. Well anyway, sleep well..you need a lot of it!! Take care and I hope you get well soon!!! *hugs* Love ya sis.
from dreamer2003 :
Oh no..you poor thing. :( Eck. I hope you'll feel better soon! I am sending lots of Get well soon wishes and vibes your way. *hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
Hey! Well, I care about thanksgiving! But when you come to mention it, you're right. It does seem like only Christmas is getting recognition which isn't right by any means. You know, if my parents weren't around a lot..i'd be HAPPY lol. I guess it's that "the grass is always greener" kind of thing. I'm sorry that school sucks, but it will be over before you know it. I'm glad to hear the bump is getting better though. :) Awww, I hope your throat gets better soon..that's life..there's always a health challenge. Eck!! Thanks..everything is eh, ok I guess for now. I just don't even feel like updating for some reason..but I will by Friday. Well, take care and take something for that sore throat. *hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
Oh, and I forgot to mention how much I love your new layout. :) It's simply awesome!
from dreamer2003 :
Hey anna, just to let you know that I didn't fall off the planet and that I'm back in circulation. I read all your stuff but I just have soooooooo much to catch up on. All that stuff going on with your health worries me and I hope your health improves soon. I'm so sorry to hear that. I have so much more I want to say but my brain is mush so I have to go, but I'm here if you need something. Take good care.
from critterchaos :
Sis..:( *hugs* aww poor thing. Ye best get well or else! God, everyone is getting sick lately. I'm still sick right now too. I hope you feel better soon, sis....I love you. *hugs* Sweet dreams and "Dream the Dreams of Dreamers"...Sincerely, Nate
from laukat :
god, yes. ever been to http://www.rexer.com/nin? mmm. bondage-trent!
from dive-reviews :
Just letting you know that your review has been posted!!
from saddlereview :
your review is done. check it out. sole sister.
from dreamer2003 :
Me and Nate talked about that toilet seat thing before and I said that it doesn't bother me if the guy leaves the toilet seat up, and doesn't put it down cos it's not like the girl is going to put the toilet seat up for the guy anyway, and then they bitch about it so I totally agree with you. Us females are very complex..lol. Anyway, though I am in it..love confuses me too..it's very complicating. I was just like you..saying how I didn't want to get burnt again and how I just give up on love and I don't need that pain, yet in a way I wanted love..I got it because of that very mentality..lol. Yeah, a lot of us choose the wrong ones just mainly based on how we feel about ourselves. I don't know if you're better off alone, but I think when that right one comes along, you'll know it and then you will fall in love. Stay single for now, I think it would be your best bet. It's better to be single than to be with someone that's not even right for you. Love is totally about risks but the good times and happy times can't exist without the tears, pain, and heartaches. They go hand in hand unfortunately. Well, you just do what's best for you. :) Anyway, it is fun..I took it seriously but it was just a fricking game! lol. I am terrible at losing, I'm like a guy in that aspect. Thanks hon..I did. Yesterday stank but I'll get to that tomorrow. Take care. *hugs*
from guderian :
Aloha annachan, Just a short note thanking you for taking my survey, great answers and I just visited your diary and really like what I've been reading, I also like the way it looks great job! Thanks again, Ciao Bambina, Guderian
from critterchaos :
LOL oh god, i laughed so much at your toilet seat entry, sis. I do agree that it is kinda stupid to be bitching about us males putting it down. Ahh...but the female race is odd like that.
from dreamer2003 :
Well, I wanted to thank you cos I felt like you deserved it. <3
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Anna..I know, school sucked for me too. I don't think college would be for me, but I will give it a shot. Some people are just not college material, and I doubt that I am. You, on the other hand would do great there. :) The school year will be over before you know it but I'm glad to hear that your grade in history is better than you thought. Well, take care and I am sending good thoughts your way. *hugs*
from critterchaos :
sis...nah, I'll still be around diaryland, just not writing in that diary anymore. I've already got some sort of idea for a new diary to open up in a few months, but right now, nothing is set in stone. Besides, i'm just too busy with college right now. I actually have time to write people right now cos all the "hard" work is done and tomorrow will be easier. :) As for what you think about college, all i say is...it just varies from person to person. For some it's very easy, and for some, it's hard. I'm in that 'in-between' area. Knowing how smart you are, i do think college will be fairly easy for you...well....depending upon your major. Well, i'm babbling. lol...i'm gone for now. Talk to ya later. take care, ok? :) *hugs* night night sis.
from idiotreviews :
Hey there Anna. Your review is up at Idiot Reviews! http://idiotreviews.diaryland.com/annachan.html Thanks for being so patient! <3s Danielle
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Anna, I just wanted to tell you that I saw what you wrote in Nate's guestbook and I just wanted to say..thanks. You made me smile. *hugs*
from critterchaos :
anna...no no...I'm not mad at you anymore. I don't think i was really "mad"....just let down more than anything. I could never hate you or be full blown pissed at you. Argh..i have more to say but time is short. I have tons of work to do. Just know that i'm not mad at you, ok? :) Sweet dreams and night night.
from dreamer2003 :
Hey..thank you so much. :) I really needed to hear that right now. And yes, there's much agony involved in love, but there's many smiles too. I guess there's just good and bad that comes along with everything. thanks again. have a great night.
from dreamer2003 :
I know how you feel more than you know. Life is difficult because it's everchanging and always unpredictable and god do I hate it when I have no control over how things are going. I feel like in the process, I am losing myself too but maybe I just never knew who I am to begin with. Growing up is really tough.
from dreamer2003 :
Congrats on the review site. :)
from danielle-y :
I would really love to thank you for what you wrote in my guestbook. I hadn't gotten a chance to check it in a while, and I thank you for what you said. It's appreciated very much. Thank you for taking time out and saying that to me. I don't even know you, and yet, your exceptionally nice to me. I know what she said about my diary shouldn't be taken seriously, it was just the things she said about me, not my diary. She steoreotyped me and critized things that did not need to be critized upon. It hurt. But I thank you once more. You made my day. <3s Danielley
from dreamer2003 :
Hey..I know what you mean about spending entirely too much time on the net so I think in my case, it's good my cousin is here cos it means I'm going out more but also being online, so I am striking a good balance. Anyway, I think it would be interesting for you to do a dream diary, and a great idea and I'd do one as well if I could remember my dreams half the time! lol. Well, I hope you enjoy what's left of your weekend. Bye.
from dreamer2003 :
I'm glad you're happy. :) Life in itself is a rollercoaster, and I guess that's what makes it interesting. It's good that you saved yourself, there's a lot of people that rely on others to feel that way. Change can be good, it looks like it has for you and for the better, which is great! Well hey, I'm not physically there but I am happy for you. :)
from dreamer2003 :
Hey! I agree..You've got mail was awesome. :) I'm sorry to hear that about Mike, but I'm sure you guys will see each other again one of these days. I hope you have a great weekend.
from globe :
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from justcritique :
Just Critiques is now under new ownership, and I saw that you were still on the pending list. If you would like a review still, please link us and let me know. Thanks!
from dreamer2003 :
You've got mail was a terrific movie for hopeless romantics such as myself..lol. I hope you get a C, and by the way that's a really good GPA. :) That's what I got a lot in school. Well anyway, I hope today treats you well. Take care!
from critterchaos :
:O anna! I really hope you're not getting addicted to alcohol. It's...it's not an easy thing to get over. In high school, i had a 'slight' problem with it...but i knew i had to quit. I hope you don't progress farther with it and are able to not fall deeper. *hugs* talk to you later. Hope Wednesday is great for you. :)
from dreamer2003 :
Hey..that sounds like something I'd do, wear a tank top, pants, and flip flops in the cold..I have done it before..lol. haha most guys don't look like the one in your layout. Well anyway, take care and I hope you have a good day. :)
from arwenalways :
LOVE the layout...and you're right it could have been better...when is Skin on? I've seen it advertised but I'm not good at remembering these things.
from dreamer2003 :
That's such a cute layout. :)
from dreamer2003 :
Hey, that should be fun. I want to see that movie very much. I'm sure you'll love it. Congrats on the awesome score. Happy Halloween! Have a nice weekend.
from arwenalways :
Hey! You watched Tru Calling too? Wow, I thought I was the only one! What did you think about it? I loved it. I'm sorry to hear about the trailer, by the way. :(
from dreamer2003 :
I'm sorry to hear that about the trailor. :( That is definitely a sick person that would do that. I loved Legally Blonde 2. Hey, I hope your halloween is good. Take care.
from dreamer2003 :
I'm not sure what advice to give you at times, so like I said, I try my best for that particular time but it never seems to be good enough. so, I don't know what to do anymore. :/
from dreamer2003 :
I'm glad you enjoyed the concert. :) I hope you have a great Thursday.
from dreamer2003 :
Well, I tried my best and that's all I can do.
from dreamer2003 :
Congrats on scoring second! That's great. :) Take care and enjoy the rest of your day.
from kissmygritts :
I'll always be your friend.
from dreamer2003 :
I'm glad you had a good night..that's great! Enjoy your weekend.
from dreamer2003 :
You're welcome..and thanks. :) I hope so.
from dreamer2003 :
I'm glad you don't hate me. Thank you. :) I won't leave, at least for now anyway. Thanks..it's nice to hear that you're doing better. I will do so, and I hope you will keep your head up too. Have a good weekend.
from dreamer2003 :
And oh yes, now I am realizing why I felt so exposed yesterday after that entry. I am rethinking putting my personal life on the net. That really hurts coming from you seeing as how I've tried my best to always help you out and then you ask me a comment about the film when you can see I am upset? What the heck?
from dreamer2003 :
Um, I've never actually seen Peter Pan. I just know the story behind it.
from dreamer2003 :
Pleasantville was a fantastic movie, I agree. Have a great day!
from dreamer2003 :
Eck I'm sorry things with school aren't going well sweetie. :( *hugs* I hope they get better.
from dreamer2003 :
Eck, I hate Joe Millionare..what a deceiver! Have a great day! *hugs*
from foxfyre :
Hey anna, yeah i was planning on continuing with randomlayout, I added some suff today and i have a few things i'm working on. k? K
from critterchaos :
Hi sis. :) Just thought I'd drop by. We boys are a hassle....handle us with care. Hmm...that should be our warning: "Handle us with care".....yup...anyhoo, I feel like i'm gonna start babbling soon. Talk to you soon again, sis. *hugs* night night.
from dreamer2003 :
Hey sis, awww no need to thank me. Of course I'm going to look out for you, you're my big sis and I love ya!!! =D That's ok, I understand sweetie. *hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
I love the layout, sis!! :) Awww, yeah flirting doesn't have to lead to anything though, hon..it could just be flirting, and that's it. lol Awww..that's cute though. =D As long as you don't seriously hurt each other. Good luck on the PSAT! Take care. Have a great weekend. *hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
God, do I feel stupid..lol..my sat scores were soo freaking pathetic compared to everyone else's..but anyway..best of luck on your Chem test, sis! :) I can understand your decision for unlocking your diary. Take care and have a great night! *hugs*
from pinklady018 :
*Correction from guestbook. Typos are no fun, I made a 980. Verbal- 570 math-410.
from dreamer2003 :
hey! wow, that's good to know. :) You're gonna do GREAT at college, whichever one you decide on going to. Well, have a great day sweetie!!
from dreamer2003 :
lol yeah, stick with being single. :) I can tell you're happier this way. I have no comments about guys..but I think we all feel that way out the opposite sex at one time or another. I'm glad you haven't let that stuff get you down. =D Good luck at the college tonight. And everything with Barry will work out. Take care and have a great night!! *hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
Hey sweetie. You'll do great in Chem..I just know it. =D lol I graduated, and AFTER I graduated I thought about it. You don't have to know right away, and you don't necessarily have to go to school after you graduate, you can always work first. lol You're worrying about that? Hell, I got an 830 on my SAT'S..eck! Don't set the bar too high, because then you'll be very disapoointed if you don't meet that. Be realistic..most people don't get 1400 the first time, but then again you can probably do it, cos you're very intelligent. :) You have lots of time to think about that stuff. You didn't fuck up the friendship. Things aren't going my way either, but I hope things get better for you. Take care hon. *hugs*
from kissmygritts :
happiness without dependence, that's what you need :). With or without me, I'm happy you have found it. Catch ya later cutie ^_~
from onedarkrevue :
Your review is up!
from kissmygritts :
I miss you baby, have a good time this weekend.
from pinklady018 :
can i have the password for your diary? Sorry I haven't asked before, but... busy busy busy! Thanks dear!
from kissmygritts :
Wo ai ne :). You make me so happy.
from dreamer2003 :
Ok, my MSN name is [email protected] you can add me if you want..and..I don't EVER give out this name, but since it's you..the name I am MOST on is [email protected]. PLEASE keep it on the downlow..shhhh! lol.
from dreamer2003 :
I saw both movies though I liked Anger Management MUCH better. Anyway, with love comes pain AND happiness..you can't have one without the other. But i can tell you this..after a fight, the making up is rather nice..hehe. ooh that rhymed lol. But yes, with love as in life there are ups and downs, you take the good with the bad but most of the time it's extreme and utter joy. =D Take the risk..it's WELL worth it.
from critterchaos :
Anna....hey! *Hugs* just doing a quick stop here..gotta hurry and get ready to head to the college. I'll add a small info thingy to stitch later this weekend. Got tons of studying and other school work to do first. Talk to you soon. Love ya and have a great weekend. :D *hugs* take care, sis.
from dreamer2003 :
lol Yeah, she's cute. =D damn tom welling, has to be married Lol j/k honey if you read this. =D
from dreamer2003 :
Hey there..I never watched Smallville..since Nate said someone is hot I'll say this..Tom Welling is HOT! :P HA!
from dreamer2003 :
That's ok hon. Of course I care/worry about you..you're my lil sis after all. =D
from dreamer2003 :
Hey..I figured Jeff e-mailed you back, glad he did. Lol I remember that..falling asleep in the classes that I rarely ever got homework in. Wait..I fell asleep in nearly EVERY class..ha. Well, I hope you have a great night and that you get all your homework done soon. Buh bye. Nighty night.
from captivated- :
Did we discuss reviews at one point in time? lol Or maybe I was just babbiling off at the mouth at about how stupid they can be, especially if you get a narrow minded reviewer, don't fret.
from dreamer2003 :
Hi..well, this month is nearly over. Yeah, it's probably just a mood swing..I have plenty of those. I really didn't deserve the comment "Stacey..no need to say how I should feel better.." I was just hoping that you're going to be ok..that's all. Because I care. Well, have a good week. I might use your old layout but I like the one I have now. Well, bye..take care.
from wababii :
i just wanted to tell you, that your diary design is beautiful!! its so cute!!! =) i love it =P
from dreamer2003 :
Lol I don't remember saying that I understood that entry, I said I liked it..I found it different and interesting. And yes, it is a GREAT movie. lol I love that line. =D Take care.
from critterchaos :
Sis....*hugs* thank you so much for your notes. :) Tis great to know that some can identify with me at times....well even if it is something bad. lol...and yes!! jealousy is bad...very very bad. I was being an idiot and being jealous of something going on with stacey. But I'm working on it. Well best get my ass going for now. Talk to you soon, sis. *hugs* sweet dreams and night night.
from kissmygritts :
Anger Management: "I feel pretty, oh so pretty, I feel pretty and whitty and gay; and I pitty, she who's not me, because I am most pretty of them all today. (lalalala la la laaaaaa) I feel stunning, oh so stunning..." hahaha, go see that movie, it's just something you've got to see.
from pinklady018 :
whoa.... i'm bipolar?
from dreamer2003 :
Hey lil sis!! Thanks dear, I'll tell him. =D
from kissmygritts :
Je suis aux les Etats Uni. Je suis un etude aux Nicholls State Universety dans le ville j'habite. Je vais saver vous companion. ^_^ plaise aquainter vous.
from kissmygritts :
tres bon, je parle le francais aussi, mais, je suis un per rusten. j'etude francais dans etudent du duexeren (secondary school, highschool)
from kissmygritts :
"je t'aime"...Parlez-vous francais?
from dreamer2003 :
you're very welcome babe!
from kissmygritts :
Beauty in words. Logic is not hard to find, but hard to use to the emotional kind. We sometimes don't listen to reason, and we never wish to know the truth when we are so sad. Life goes on though, we learn to love again. Your entries are very touching, and I mean that with all senserety.
from captivated- :
PS the layout suits the entry.
from captivated- :
I'm so glad you're not leaving the internet completley I <3 you anna!
from dreamer2003 :
Thank you much anna! gah..I miss you. :(
from dreamer2003 :
Hey! I DOUBT you'll read this..but I wanted to let you know that I got the rings in the mail yesterday..(Monday)..aww they are so purdy, THANK YOU much. Nate's ring won't fit. :( His fingers are too big for it..but I guess I'll send it to him anyway. Thank you so much for the sweet message..you're so wonderful!! I miss you to pieces. :( Please, if you read this--email me..just don't lose touch. Or I'll e-mail you soon. Well bye sweetie! I luv ya Lil Sis! =D
from dreamer2003 :
You're welcome! I am glad I could make you smile. I forgot to thank you in your g-book. Ah, Nate's not gonna get his ring..well actually when I get it I will just mail it to him. He gave me his ring so he needs something to wear on his finger..lol. We did have the most amazing time together..I can't even begin to form it into words how wonderful it was to be near him. I plan to write on our 'first stuff' later. I hope you'll read it. :/ Remember I luv ya lil sis!
from foxgirl0925 :
It's called Violation. I Don't remember where I got it. Just do a search for violation font or something.
from dreamer2003 :
Hey! You sound SO happy..yes, child-like and I am so happy FOR you!! Yay! My lil sis is back!!! Happy Belated B-day to your Bro! : ) You do have a LOT to look forward to and a LOT of people care..NOT just Jeff!! Ok? :) You should always be yourself cos you're awesome! I'm just so glad you're feeling better!! Keep smiling hon! Talk to you when Nate leaves. *HUGS*
from lindseyjtjtk :
Thanks. :) It's nice to know I have friends out there who care about me. :) Hopefully this crap with him will clear up soon... (I was gonna sign your book, but you know how much of a pain signmyguestbook can be.)
from sbspsd :
Hi there. This is an invitation on becoming a reviewer at Sepia Reviews. If you're interested, please include in an email your name/sex/location/age and a review of http://tokcocktok.diaryland.com using our site's scoring scheme in an email and send it to us! Easy! Good Luck. Please help us out. We are VERY short handed. Our email is [email protected].
from dreamer2003 :
Thankies. :) I did answer your question hun..I said it was ok to send both of em to my address..so yep..send em on! Thanks! =D luv ya!
from dreamer2003 :
Lil Sis! : ) I'm sooo happy for you. It sounded like you and Jeff had a great conversation. That's soo cool! I wouldn't jump back into anything right now if I were you. Happy 500!!! :) That's amazing. Only less than 100 entries before I catch up to you..lol. I am so glad you're feeling better!! :) Well stick with your gut and if it's telling you that Mike or Jeff wouldn't be right for you right now, than just keep being single..nothing wrong with that. Don't EVER be with someone just because you're lonely..BIG mistake. Well feel things out..just talk to Jeff more I guess. I'm going to check your site out soon. Take care sweetheart! *hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
Hey babe. I feel the SAME way actually as you! Alone, not cared about..I know it's far from the truth yet deep down, I just feel like a pile of shit. :( I'm a bit bored with this site too..a bit. I'm sick of life as well, well I wasn't..and now I am..lol. I just go back and forth through moods when stuff happens like you wouldn't believe. If you need to talk, I'm here because I know what you're going through VERY well. :) I loved Freaky Friday..good stuff. Awww..:( I know how that is. I used to be addicted to somebody..but I won't get into that. Well if you try to get him out of your mind, he's going to be in your mind even more. I guess you just need to keep yourself busy..I really don't know..maybe this will fade in time? Who knows. I don't have any wonderful advice right now though..my head is elsewhere but I hope things get better..take care..and remember..I LUV YA LIL SIS!!! *HUGS*
from dreamer2003 :
no problem chica. :o) tis ok..whenever you have the chance then come back around now..ya heard? lol oh god, I'll stop. I'm scaring myself. lol. YES you ARE pretty. I don't just say things..I MEAN them!!! I'm happy that you ARE back. Love ya lil sis. *hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
WELCOME BACK LIL SIS!!!!!! *runs up to you and nearly knocks you down with hugs* lol. Awww I hope you feel better VERY soon babe. It's probably like you said from lack of sleep, and jetlag I'm sure. Ah really..I never wanted to see Drumline cos it sounded dumb to me. *shrugs* Woo hoo! Glad the bump is going hon! =D That's great!! Sorry about the water park! But hey..you got to be around water! =D lol I will change the money..hehe. I am a definite shopaholic..China..here I come!! lol. That's amazing. Awww glad you enjoyed the karaoke stuff! That does sound like fun. Aww with someone so critical..when they give you a compliment they usually mean it. ;) Eck I hate bars and smoking..yuck!! Not my scene. EWWW that would hurt to have a needle dick! I don't even wanna think about the pain for the guy. Awww be happy hon..you had all those experiences that I know I'll never have. Mmmm noodles..I'll have to do that. That's so cool to see your old neighborhood though I wouldn't really want to see mine. Awww..ANNA!!! LIL SIS!!! You are NOT ugly!!!! NEVER, ever say that about yourself!!! I think you have such a pretty face! No more negative thoughts! Take care..SMILE..and keep your head up. Luv ya bunches! I Missed you sooooo much so I am so glad that you're back. *HUGS*
from captivated- :
my brother bought me an optical mouse, I'm all excited about it, anyway Yeah you would think that the doctor would have covered that whole up or something?! I hope you get to feeling less liek shit. And yeah Nate and Stacey are lasting cause they're strong, they both are. And it takes both sides of the relationship to hold something that hard together, one person can not do it alone :(
from dreamer2003 :
Here's another note to you cos you rock! hehe. I think you care about me and Nate more than anyone and for that I thank you with all of my heart. Thanks lil sis..hopefully things will be good really soon. No problem hon..=) Take care babe. XOXO
from dreamer2003 :
ANNA BANANA!! Lol..Sorry..I couldn't resist. Thanks much for the sweet entry. :) It's so nice to know that you support us and I know this is going to be a success story though we're going through our pot holes right now. :( Awww I do hope you come home soon. WE MISS YOU DAMMIT!!! lol. You don't even know just how MUCH you are loved..tons and tons and tons and tons..and I can go on and on..lol. Ouch..hopefully food won't get stuck there. :( I'm glad the pain's not so bad though and like I said, I hope the bump goes away. Cool! I hope you enjoy the water park! I loove water parks. :) YES!!!! You're not leaving..THANK YOU LORD!!!! *HUGS* *BIG sigh of relief* Aww I think we all have to go through distance stuff. WE LOVE YOU and we'll succeed just so you can see us succeed! lol. It is tough..I think we deserve medals?! lol. It's just something that needs to be worked through if the two people are really willing to work at it. Hang in there..take care..SMILE!!! hehe..<3 ya anna..and I miss you!!! come back soon! :)
from critterchaos :
ANNA!!! *hugs* aww so you're not feeling well, huh? :( Poor thing (haha, not that you're a THING but you know lol) You best get to feeling better or else!!! As for my layout, thank you....it is quite purdy, huh? :) and of course, I noticed you haven't been around lately. :( I missed ya. and still do! Hope to hear from you again soon, lil sis. Talk to you later...buh bye for now *hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
ANNA! LIL SIS!!!! *HUGS* You have NO idea how much I miss you right now!!! And how much I have missed you. :( It's soooo freaking nice to hear from you because you've been on my mind lately, I've been wondering how you are. I'm really glad that you feel better in some sort of way. =D Ouch..awww I hope the pain lessens babe. It will in time. I hope the bump goes away soon. :/ Best of luck with that. I'm ok, thank you. =) I hope to talk to you soon! Take care. *hug* Luv alwayz, Stace
from heyjuderevu :
Hey there :-D we're a new review site in town... lol just like everyone else :-|. I'm the owner, Jude. I just wanted to let you know that I'm going to personally list your "review a review" site under each of my reviews, because I trust myself that much lol. Incredible idea you have!
from gamecube4moi :
the first note i wasn't that funny really. I'd be suprised if you wrote 1000 entries!!!!!!!!!!!!
from catercow :
I just thought I'd let you know that I am now making buttons for people who request so if you would like one go to my diary and click on button request....thanks
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Anna..poor girl. :( I do know how you feel though because yesterday coming home from dinner I was actually trying to write a poem in my head..and a line I came up with is.."I want what I can't have." So we are going through the same thing. I think music really heals though and from a lover of Lifehouse, their lyrics get you through everything. We are all never content with what's given to us, we all want better..but perhaps we are just destined to have the things life gives us and nothing more..NO ONE has everything..then life wouldn't be what it is. I know you'll pull out of this sadness..why..because you're Anna..you're a survivor, you're intelligent, you're gorgeous, you're special. I've been having some odd dreams myself..I actually had a dream about you the other night!!! I think you brought it with you, because of the mood you're in. You're going to find love someday--JUST like the dream. Be patient and hold on. Never assume that someone doesn't like you. You're just really vulnerable..you don't want him..you want the THOUGHT of him. Loneliness is not what you're destined for. You're going to be happy..I know it!!! The ghosts mean something from your past is haunting you. I don't know about the Nancy dream..but anyway..hang in there babe. I love you..as a friend, as my 'lil sis'. I think you're amazing and I am praying that you have the strength to pick yourself up from that sadness and be the Anna we all know. Take care and keep your head up. Sunshine will come out of this rain. *HUGS* I'm always here for you.
from critterchaos :
Anna!!! :( I know it's difficult at times wanting what you can't have. Sometimes, that's just how this insanity that is called 'life' is. It sucks and hurts but we have to cope with it as best as we can. Sure these are just words i'm saying...but there's truth and meaning behind them. Though you're sad now, remember, good comes out of bad....and hopefully soon, that is what will happen for you, lil sis. :) I miss you...*hugs* safe journey home, anna. talk to you soon.
from gamecube4moi :
hey, are you writing entry's?i know you written a lot. you sould write more
from bijou-review :
You said thanks...so you're welcome. Michelle
from dreamer2003 :
Hey ok...woo hoo here goes lol I can't wear silver anyway..I'm allergic. Well, I can't wear silver around my neck..not sure about fingers since I don't remember the last time I wore a ring..lol. Anyway, ok that's fine. My fingers are pretty small/average. Ok cool..I am wearing a chain now so that will work if it doesn't fit. I am sure it will though. Water huh?! Awesome but I won't take that risk...lol. I won't lose it. :) Yeah, mailing seperately at the same time works. lol that's ok..I will e-mail our addresses to you..of course, I know Nate's so I'll take care of that. Whenever you can mail them is fine and THANK YOU SO MUCH!!! You're such a sweetheart!!! <3 ya too!!!
from dreamer2003 :
Ok, I'm talking to Nate about it. It looks like NEITHER of us know our sizes lol though we do both want rings. He said that we do trust your judgement and that seeing as how we are both females, we probably wear about the same size. As for him, he said if you can find a two liter soda bottle top, his ring size would be a few centimeters less than that. I hope I helped? lol Basically..we trust your judgement. :)
from dreamer2003 :
About rings..gah..I don't even know what the heck size I am. :/ Yeah, that's a cool idea..when I talk to Nate this morning I'll ask him what he would want, and I'll get back to you..I just want to discuss it with him first. I'll write you later.
from dreamer2003 :
Woo hoo congrats on owning the POTC movie!! :) I don't have a DVD player either. :o( Shopping rocks. Well hon..Have an awesome awesome week..woo hoo..you'll be home soon! Take care XOXO
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Anna!! :) Really? Aww..you know you don't have to buy me anything. :) It's ok really..BUT if you INSIST...lol..a necklace would be cool. Let me know if you're going to need my address, and where I can e-mail it to you. You rock!!! [[hugs]] Also get back to me when you have a chance.
from bijou-review :
Hi there! Your review is up! So sorry it took so long, but getting the new reviewer finally sped things up. Congrats!
from dreamer2003 :
Awww that's ok. Whenever you get back, you can read it..and get back soon because we miss you to pieces.
from dreamer2003 :
I can't wait to read your next update!! Take care babe and enjoy the rest of your weekend. *HUGS*
from critterchaos :
Anna...I agree with my honey bunny....Don't LEAVE! :( I'd miss you too much if you did. You best stay or else!!! :P Seriously though...I'd miss reading your writing if you quit writing. :( STAY!! Pweaseeee!!!!!????? lol....talk to you later, anna *hugs* and just returning your "hi"! :P Buh bye for now.
from dreamer2003 :
Woo hoo..cool..no problem!
from dreamer2003 :
Ps: your name analyzation was interesting. :)
from dreamer2003 :
Aww..I think you know my feelings on you leaving..I DON'T WANT YOU TO!!! lol. I hope you figure something out about what to do so you don't have to leave because we would all miss you WAY too much. You mean so much to so many people on this site..they look up to you..including myself and besides the people, d land is such a great layout for your feelings. For me, it's an escape. And I know it is for you too. There has to be some kind of solution. I think you should set some time aside like you said to really THINK about it and think about if you are truly ready to leave or not. I think your content is amazing. I could never write half the stuff that you do. I am sure your mom holds nothing against you. ALL teenagers are rebellious at one point or another, we all go through phases and stages. Aww I am a romantic too but you shouldn't let you search for love cloud your emotions, cloud your judgement. You have been here such a long time and have so much more to say..I just don't think it's your time yet. If it's not in your heart, you'll figure out a way to stay here but get hosted. Maybe someone can help you? But babe..you know we all want you here. [[hugs]]
from dreamer2003 :
Nooooo you're leaving D-land?? :( Awww! Well, if that's what you must do. I'm thinking about leaving after the 500th entry myself..but I'm not entirely sure. We'll all miss you to death. :( I would love to see Aragorn and Arwen as a layout, that would be cute. I hope you don't completely leave the site. :/ Anyway, I know how you feel about being a nice person. It's ok to think evil things about people that are shitty to you. It hurts to give a lot, and get nothing back. :( She never appreciated you. Ah so basically she's out for her own gain. Yes..you are wiser than her..and you do know about friendship and love. Though you didn't get an apology, you're so much better than her. I don't think you're crazy at all. I think she's just the type of person who should be avoided, but like you said you learned something and came out the stronger person who knows how to love. It sucks that you had to even meet her though. :( But I am sure great people are headed your way in life. [[hugs]]
from dreamer2003 :
Awwwwwwwww!!!!! thanks! and thanks for what you said about me. I wish we were sisters too. :(
from dreamer2003 :
Hey babe! I think getting another account on here would be pretty smart. Well, you've already resisted the urge to get more diaries when you got the one you have now, so I am sure you can keep up with that..lol. Yeah, I HATE junkmail..it's so annoying. Well anyway, I hope today is a great day for you. Take care. XoXo
from critterchaos :
my day went ok. :) tomorrow will prolly be better though. thanks anna *hugs* take care and talk to you again soon.
from dreamer2003 :
Hey sweets..thanks so much for the note. Yeah. :( I know..I am sure everything will work out too. Thanks. :) I'll try not to think it..it just crosses my mind every now and then, but I try to push those thoughts back. Awww thanks. You bring me joy too. =D I do miss ya still anna, like Nate said..we all do. :) Awww..[[hugs and kisses back]] luv ya too! I hope your week goes awesome!!
from sadnow :
Hi, I found your diary randomly but really enjoyed reading it. Despite what you might think it is very interesting :) <3<3 -Carrie
from critterchaos :
Anna...of course you're in the story!! duh! :P lol....tomorrow, if i get your character profile done, I'll send you an email. Talk to you later. :) *hugs* We all still miss ya. Buh bye for now.
from dreamer2003 :
Hey babe. Wow..you get up earlier than me. I'm always up around 6. I'm nuts. :P Uk accents are niice. I'd love to have one. ;) Don't be down about not being able to read Chinese. You can speak it. Damnn Walmart is EVERYWHERE but too bad the walmarts here don't have Turtles and stuff. :o( Wow..the people are like that also in New York. Don't worry about not being able to update everyday. Just do what's best for you. I hope you get some sleep and feel good. Take care hon. [[hugs]]
from dreamer2003 :
ah gah I know how that is. I was trying to write you a g-book entry but my keyboard completely locked up on me so I had to shut down and try again. Anyway lol yep cos nothin much is happening in my life at the moment. Perhaps I'll update later. Heyyy to you too. XoXo.
from amber163 :
Your guestbook wouldn't let me sign it!! I'm glad your flight went well and stay with your uncle!! :) I made a kind of bright layout so whenever my design review is done, I'm going to change it to that one. Maybe it will change my mood or something. Miss you!!
from dreamer2003 :
Hey again anna! =D hehe. Sooo glad you're back. I missed ya! Anyway, yeah it was nuts. Nah, my neighborhood isn't rowdy. It's usually pretty quiet..however that was an exception. I've heard that same couple before a while ago though. Thanks..I did sleep better actually. :) Take care sweets. XoXo
from dreamer2003 :
Anna! Anyway, Thanks so much for the anniversary wishes. It means a LOT to us and I'm speaking for Nate too!! hehe Awww..thanks for that. You stay sweet too cos god knows that you are. =D No need to thank me, I am always your friend. Lol awww I luv ya too! but I love Nate more..lol. You know you rock!! Take care babe. And Take China by storm!! ;)
from dreamer2003 :
lol oh really? Then maybe i'll join it then. :) heh heh. yeah, you're right but I think it's sad that no one really does. :o( I think I use a bit of it but I wish I used more. lol it wasn't that great..but you have to go through his entries for yesterday. It's there, trust me!
from dreamer2003 :
lol they sure do. I watch it every Tuesday. That show ROckkkkkkkkksssssss....lol.
from dreamer2003 :
you're welcome dear. :o)
from catercow :
I really really like your Orlando image :)
from dreamer2003 :
Hey again Anna. I included you too in that survey thing but everyone seems to think ONLY Nate did a survey. :o( lol. Oh well. That's Ok hon. =D No problem dear. Thank you!! I just do what I can for people. Awww lol you poor dear. :( just sloow down a bit and take some more time on things. You're gonna get stressed pretty soon if you keep up with that pace..if you aren't already. Take some time to yourself..it will help. lol hell yeah..I agree. :) Take care!
from dreamer2003 :
Hiiii again Anna! *smiles* Yay, I'm glad someone can relate to what I said. Oh, no problem. At least you're feeling better SOMEHOW..the physically should go away soon. Yeah, being a kid was so much easier. :/ blah. if I could, I'd go back in time to just relive my childhood and have a lot more fun.
from dreamer2003 :
Hello dear! Have a great Friday. Feel good. *hugs*
from jelibeary :
I actually really enjoyed reviewing your diary. Its always a treat when I review a great diary. :) Yeah I know what you mean about us shutting down. I got married and with Brenden teething really bad I just didn't have much time to review. I thought my other two reviewers were reviewing but I guess they took a vacation and never came back. Anyway I'm glad you still let us review your diary after all. :) Buh Bye
from dreamer2003 :
Hi dear! Oops Maybe I shouldn't have told you then??? lol. She's not that pretty, no..but I guess he doesn't go for just appearances. LOl YOU'D like to be with Orli, huh? Dumb question..lol. Well, maybe they'll break up soon. *shrugs* It's probably just a fling. Yeah, I might rent it when it comes out on video, I'm seriously thinking about it, but I don't want to go to the theater to see it. Yeah, I might just do that. (: Thanks for your input babe. It's so odd that we got the same quiz results..lol. =D
from vicki-views :
your re-review is done... and also, your friends' review is done too... chocolateant or whatever.
from dreamer2003 :
Hey! LOL yep, everyone's sexy..or everyone thinks they are..lol. Yep! lol..that's Ok. Nah, I'm not gonna see it. I'm not really all that familiar with Orlando Bloom. Johnny Depp huh..he's pretty cool. LOL you meant "his looking good skills are still in tact." He's ok. Just not really my thing. I did hear that he's dating Kate Bosworth from Blue Crush though. :/ Poor Anna! lol. You'll have to fight over him. Awwww!!! how cute!!! at least you're smiling. =D Have a great thursday hon!
from orli11377 :
Michelle Branch is very awesome and one of the few singers I admire anymore... I don't have her new album yet but my friend burned me her first album. I listen to it all the time! By the way, I just recently saw "About a Boy" and loved Hugh Grant in that as well. The Ring was also freaky and amazing! I know how you feel about life, I am going through many of the same things you wrote about on your profile. -Tasha-
from julesreviews :
Your review is up at http://julesreviews.diaryland.com/annachan.html Thanks for submitting. Great job!
from vicki-views :
ChocolateAnt's review is up: http://vicki-views.diaryland.com
from endless-luv :
Hi sweetie! It's Stacey. I just added you to our list. =D Ohh really? We thought you knew about our diary. Hell, I thought EVERYONE knew..lol. (: Yep, it was Nate's idea to get this diary. Yep, BUNNIES!! lol. Thank you for adding us! *hugs*
from vicki-views :
Okay I'm really sorry... I don't know what happened... I'm changing your whole review.
from dreamer2003 :
Hey! Awww..hon..you KNOW I'd see it with ya, if I lived there. :D We'd chill, and just be girly girls..lol. I don't have really anyone to go to movies with either, so I go with my mom. *shrugs* She's just someone to go with, and at times we do enjoy each other's company..AT TIMES! lol. (: really?! I thought it was about Chris or Jeff..lol. Aww..I read your newest entry about Jeff. I was in the SAME place as you, up till a year ago when I met Nate..I think all it takes is just meeting a new person to forget about the past people. Like i've been saying, if you EVER need to talk, you can ALWAYS call on me and there's nothing I won't understand. I've been through enough in my seventeen years. Well dear, I don't sing well either but you'd make a great M branch MEANING a great song writer, because you are, as is she. Have a wonderful day. *Hugs* Ps: THANK YOU for what you said about me in your profile. =D
from sweetiepie34 :
Your Review is Up and congrats you are in our Hall of Fame. Thanks for allowing us to review your diary. From all of us here at H.B.S.R.
from stickyvicki :
done your review at vicki views... http://vicki-views.diaryland.com/annachan.html
from sweetiepie34 :
Hey hun I'm from Honest But Sweet Review and I was just letting you know that we are back and your diary is being reviewed finally. Sorry for the delay. :) From All of Us Here at H.B.S.R.
from wildereviews :
Hey girlie...your review has been posted! Excellent work!
from dreamer2003 :
Awww!! Thank you. (: I will, and when I do I will credit for you pushing that idea on me..lol.
from dreamer2003 :
Oops! *frankly* not franky..lol.
from dreamer2003 :
Yes i did. (: Dogs are soo adorable, well SOME are..lol. I hate big dogs. Anyway, lol I am very much the "good girl". That stigma's been attached to me, and franky I'm sick of it. I just want to do something CRAZY and so totally wild that someone will say: "WTF..Stacey did THAT?!" Know what I mean? lol. No problem chica. =D
from dreamer2003 :
LOL well, short for ME anyway..hahaha.
from dreamer2003 :
HAPPY 4Th!!!
from god-lovers2 :
I am so sorry! I didn't realize that I left the note for you-I thought that I was leaving it for someone else. It was truely a mistake. Please forgive me.
from fuckinugly :
Thanks for applying for review. ^_^ I just realized that I won't be able to fully review old layouts, because I won't be able to test links and what not -- so I'll do a combined review of your layout. Let me know if that isn't what you want.
from dreamer2003 :
Ugh..your mom should be PROUD of you, not angry. Look at the other GREAT grades you got. Geesh. You busted your butt! *shrugs* it's sad that nowadays, trying your hardest just isn't enough. Perfection does not exist. Yeah, it's not a big poster..it's kind of small. Hell, I love it because Josh Hartnett is on the back..lol.
from dreamer2003 :
Damn..that description of you sounds VERY much like the description I'd give of myself..how crazy!
from dreamer2003 :
Woo hoo! You'll LOVE the new M Branch CD. It ROCKS. I hope you got it. Holy shiznit! lol You're intelligent. Kind of intimidating for an average girl such as myself. I would have KILLED for your grades. So don't feel down about one C, when you got ALL A's! *high fives you* Well, take care!! And congrats.
from dreamer2003 :
lol I know this is horrible but at the moment I feel like jumping in the water. :( let the sharks attack.
from dreamer2003 :
You're going to be a great author someday! ;)
from dreamer2003 :
Hey you! again! lol. Yeah, Nate will read what you said..no worries. Yep, there are a lot of teens living around here..and I have a feeling guys are the culprits of it all. lol. It's a bit annoying when you're trying to sleep @ 1 in the morning. Oh, that's totally Ok. I've been keeping up with you though but I know you're busy hon. Thanks for your support!! We appreciate that a LOT..tons..tremendously..you get the point..lol. Yeah, we're going to make it but hell, some extra luck always helps, thanks once again. =D You rock, Anna!! Take care. Hope you're enjoying your weekend. *HUGS*
from dramatizer :
I am finally home, and updateding my diary more often now...just in case you wanted to know. :)
from dreamer2003 :
Hey! Hell yeah..what a great CD!! You MUST get it. You'll love it. Oh god..I am probably one of the BIGGEST Dawsons Creek fans EVERRRRRR....lol. I live for that show, well that's one of the things I live for, to watch the repeats in the mornings. When it ended I was devastated..so as you can tell, yeah I am a huge fan of both M Branch and Dawsons Creek..lol.
from dreamer2003 :
Hey! (: yep..it's awesome. I've heard it at LEAST 3 times today..lol. Hope you're havin' a good weekend!
from utter-views :
Your review is up- http://utter-views.diaryland.com/annachan2.html and I know you said you didn't like being reviewed by the same place twice but I think this is actually a better review than before & by a new reviewer so that should work out.
from rpfreviews :
I'm sorry that I did not leave you a note, but if I believe right, (and I think I am)your review is on the older page. I am sorry that I did not give you a note when it was done. ~Rayne
from diary-viewer :
Your review is complete. Check the site!
from dreamer2003 :
Hey..yep..well, I live in FL..where it's summer basically ALL year..lol. It was 90 degrees yesterday. Ah..I am a beach LOVER. Like, I can live there..lol. Hope you're having a good weekend. *hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
Hey! Nah, I just take things a BIT too personally..ok a LOT too personally and seriously. I'm definitely a people pleaser, but hopefully that will stop sometime soon before I go CRAZY. I just focus on things I shouldn't focus on in my mind, that's all. So thanks. :D I feel a bit better. I hope your day goes well too. I know you'll have fun with your guitar. (: Rock on. hugs
from darkone13 :
I'd like to become a member of Revu A Revu.
from dreamer2003 :
uh oh. great..now I feel bad about changing my layout..only like one or 2 people said they liked it. Well, if I just decide I don't want this one, I saved all the codes and shtuff for my old layout. So..that's good news, huh?! lol. I personally love this layout. *shrugs*
from dreamer2003 :
Oh, no problem hon. (: We are both your friend, so there's no need to thank us. I'm glad we got you to smile. Tis important. :) I'm glad you didn't cry. I hope today's even better for you. <3 ya.
from dreamer2003 :
I hope today will be good for you too, like I said in your g-book.
from critterchaos :
I just read your guestbook signing in my guestbook after I signed yours...I'll email the code to you later today. :)
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Anna (: I'm going to add you too..thanks much girl. She probably does think that way about me..but let her. I know I'm going to make a good life for myself, no matter what she thinks of me. Good! I'm glad you feel better hon. Don't let that stuff get you down. You're great!! Take care. *hugs*
from she-reviews- :
hey there. i apologize for the wait. would you please read the latest entry i have made because i don't believe i will be able to review any longer. sorry again ♥
from rotten-views :
http://rotten-views.diaryland.com/annachan.html - Your review is up.
from amber163 :
Yeah, its okay that you forget important events, I do too. I really don't know why I changed my layout, I get tired of things easily I guess. You're going to stop reviewing?! Why? Hope you have a good night.
from amber163 :
mkay.
from dea-lamia :
Hey Anna, your review at Compendious (http://compendious.diaryland.com) is up.
from dreamer2003 :
Heyyy. :) Yeah, I know. I don't know if it was or not, but it certainly looked like one. It was probably just some stupid prank. Who knows. Take care. =D
from dreamer2003 :
Hey! Awww..that's so sweet, thanks. I'm just here to say hi back. :) Have a great weekend!!
from utter-views :
Well the reason I thought you wouldn't mind getting a review is that utter-views is under new ownership & the rules have changed, the scoring has changed a bit, and every single reviewer here is new :oD Plus you have a nice diary and hey, you can't say no to a good review eh? lol
from cherrryhead :
Wow! Someone that actually designs their own diary (besides myself)!! Happy random guestbook signing week!
from utter-views :
Just wanted to let you know that we're open!
from childreviews :
go take a look at your review. Sorry I took so long. I was trying to read a lot of your entries.
from screwu-revus :
hi! your review is now up at Screwu-revus! thanks alot :) (by the way, I think I'll have to sign your second guestbook as well! heheh)
from angelgirl76 :
Hey~ Just wanted to say thanks for the guestbook entries you have left for me... Never fail to brighten my day... take care!
from damn-reviewz :
Your review is done.
from squishreview :
your review is up!
from captivated- :
Oh yes and may 15th is a good day just as long as she's not turning 20 lol
from low-light :
okay. your re-review is up. woo.
from low-light :
your review at angel-review is up. sorry it took so long. ^.^;; you've got an awesome story going on there - keep it up!
from chimericalme :
sorry about not signing your guestbook at randomlayout... I will next time tho, considering my next template will probably be from there n-e way.
from critiques :
Holy shit... lol. What's funny is that I said with your design talents, you should open a template site... smart me, huh? I didn't know you ran randomlayout. To add to the irony, thats where my highly modified design on my real diary is from... this is all creepy.
from hotpinkviews :
Hey there! Your review is up!
from starsreview :
It had nothing to do with your witty interpretation of a nursery rhyme. There are two secret words, one in 'rules' and one in 'scoring' and you did not include both. All you need to do is read the information on these two pages and it will be clear what those words are, obviously you havent read those pages because you still havent included the secret words.
from kwesta :
WOW! I really like your layout! It's kick ass!!! Even though I never had played Zelda, oddly I had dinner place matts of him... Ahh child hood... I should play the origanal Nintendo Game sometime... Wow... But I like it! Kick As, sweet and clean and themed up! Check out my site some time and tag my page. Keep up the good work -3rdShadow(Brian)
from bonnie-moo :
Hey. I'm sorry you feel insecure too, I know it's normal but I am such a sensitive person and so much has happened in the past that I worry so much about everything :/ Take care *hugs*
from quitenasty :
Your review is up.
from bonnie-moo :
Wow, thanks so much for such an awesome review ^_^
from p3-reviews :
You have been reviewed. It's located at this address: http://p3-reviews.diaryland.com/annachan.html Hope you enjoy and thanks for letting P3 review you.
from amber163 :
yay!!!!
from badcop :
Hi Anna, your review is up. :) http://badcop.diaryland.com/annachan.html
from pinklady018 :
aw, this template is so cute!
from the-assholes :
Thanks for complimenting my review. I'm happy to see that someone recognizes my reviews as "constructive criticism" instead of just calling me a bitch.
from chocolateant :
That note thing for my birthday was swell, I forgot that I even had that feature. It was an ideal birthday, being 16 IS nice, it's better than being 15. Maybe that feeling will wear off. Well whatever, it's all good.
from the-assholes :
Your review's ready. http://the-assholes.diaryland.com/annachan.html -Jo
from chaoscritter :
hey anna...just wanted to wish ya a grrrrreaaaat week. yeah i'm a dork..:P anyhow...have a good one. :)
from opinionshere :
I wrote on March 27, but for some reason Diaryland put Feb. Anyway, I think I fixed that and the thing you left in my book so let me know if I didn't. Lol, sorry about that. ~*Kaila*~
from amber163 :
I am so glad you finally got your phone back.
from dark-reviews :
I finished your review. -Lindy @ Dark-Reviews http://dark-reviews.diaryland.com/annachan.html
from simonviews :
Your review is up.
from jettasmark :
I like your layout. Great picture choice. Have an adventurous day
from ckreviews :
Ahhh sorry about that! Hahahha. ;)
from utter-views :
Your review is posted at utter-views, thanks for the request and sorry for thev wait... http://utter-views.diaryland.com/annachan.html
from pinky-angel :
Hi Anna. Thanks for the review :o) Just also wanted to let you know that the diary is my own design. The entry you linked to is about an old design I used (it was TOO pink!). Would you mind sticking a note on the review somewhere just to say that? I'm not a theif I promise!!! Thanks again, K* xx
from iron-review :
Your ego has been stomped on at Iron-Review. May god have mercy on your soul.
from captivated- :
Lol I'm the dork? Lol look who quoted michelle branch... in french at that! lmao and yeha now you know who he is. I love his voice *la de da* sings. I'm going to read the other diary tonight im so behind heh.
from amber163 :
hehe, I know I love it in a wierd twisted way though. I'm trying to fix the gbook layout, but the thing isn't working. Happy Sunday!!
from captivated- :
I've always liked "Guys and Dolls" in that order ;)
from pinklady018 :
Lalalala... I think I should probably join the revuarevu thing so that my next post won't get deleted. :-D Sign me up!
from preciousrevu :
Ssssorry for the wait, preciousss! Your review issss up, yess preciouss! Here it isss! http://preciousrevu.diaryland.com/annachan.html
from dajay :
Hi, your review is up at Dajay finally.http://dajay.diaryland.com/annachan.html Sorry you had to wait so long.-Carmela
from fcolreviews :
Your review is ready.
from captivated- :
lol, man if I can remember on my next entry I'll give a shamless plug for stitch reviews?!
from pinklady018 :
Ahh, hey anna! Thanks for signin my guestmap! You're going to have to show me how to get all my links to pop up in one of those little boxes.
from challengerx5 :
Your review is up. Hehe I hope you likes. Thanks for choosing Reviews4U! The link is right here. http://reviews4u.diaryland.com/annachan.html
from neat-reviews :
Hi. Your review is up at [http://neat-reviews.diaryland.com] Sorry for the wait! Thanks. -Steph
from riotxgirl :
your review is now available at http://annachan.diaryland.com/ and has been for a whillle, but I'm sorry I totally forgot to let you know sooner. Ciao! -Lizz- review182.diaryland.com
from foxfyre :
hey anna, can I be a member at revuarevu too please? Merci
from katiedarling :
thanks for the great review, sweetums! hehe, it made an already great birthday even better (I'm 17 now, yay!)
from toot-reviews :
hey your review's up! :)and i love your diary very much! :) XOXO, MAndy
from stitch-revus :
hey anna, I think I messed something up with the last review I did, but I can't find the mistake. Will you please help? Thanks. amber
from yetanother :
your review is up!
from cherryreview :
Your review is complete! Go to: http://cherryreview.diaryland.com/annachan.html to get your review results!
from msthangkp :
Hey, thanks for the warning but I did that a little while ago before I realized that Andrew got mad about those things. Any way, thanks for looking out for me, ;).
from dynamicduo :
hey. your review is up at dynamicduo. good job. here's the url... dynamicduo.diaryland.com/annachan.html and i love the layout. you've got to teach me how to make one too! *turns green* --leesha
from punk-reviews :
hey hey your review is up. Check it out at http://punk-reviews.diaryland.com/030217_85.html
from gabriela83 :
Hey Anna, I had some problems posting the last review I did, could you please correct it? i have tried from my pc but it just wont change the name and date. thanks.
from katy-bug :
Hey Anna, nice design. The font is called 'scriptina'. Have fun with it. Take care.
from lc-revues :
Hi! Your review has been posted. Thank you for requesting a review from LC Revues! We really appreciate it.
from emily-trik :
Your review from Melody Reviews is up.
from gabriela83 :
Hi!, I have already reviewed the second girl pending in my list, could you please assing her another reviewer?. Thanks!
from gabriela83 :
Hey! Awesome! I have already sent the group email. Now its up to you two girls!!!
from gabriela83 :
Hey! I sent you an email... please get back to me ASAP, ok? It's about the new site and without your answer I can't send the group email I promised for tonight!
from gabriela83 :
Are you intrested in running it?
from gabriela83 :
Hey! I really don't care who runs is, but I AM intrested in the second review site. We are a great team!
from nautstar :
your review is up on nautical star reviews. http://nautstar.diaryland.com/annachan.html great job!!!
from bandchick182 :
tired of just seeing my name on your "buddy list" page? You can link to me with a few images now! http://bandchick182.diaryland.com/links.html Enjoy!
from captivated- :
Any picture will be fine, even if it has a friend on it :) or if you want to send me both, go for it!
from captivated- :
Hey do you have a picture of yourself to make part of my beautiful people? lol read my entry to make sense of that question lol Oh and if you have a url for the picture that'd be great! that is if you want to be linked as a beautiful person lol.
from reviewscars :
You've been reviewed - http://reviewscars.diaryland.com/annachan.html
from r-e-v-i-e-w :
http://r-e-v-i-e-w.diaryland.com/annachan.html/ your review on r-e-v-i-e-w is done. you got 88%, nice layout. ---kim
from kyousha :
Hello! Thanks for reviewing my diary- Heh ^__^ It's the best score I've got so far.
from elvishead :
cruel intentions made me realize what a potty mouth ryan phillipe is/was! i was traumatized by watching that film. couldn't swear for a whole motherfuckin' week! every single copy of this movie needs to be thrown into some sort of ritualistic bon fire. the only good thing about it was place-bow's song. and that isn't even their best.
from candid-revu :
Your Candid-Revu is up! See it here: http://candid-revu.diaryland.com/annachan.html

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