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from d1mndn3r0ugh :
If you knew her, you wouldn't find it so hard to believe! Regardless, we've been nothing but nice to each other for a long, long time and were even Facebook friends until I deleted everyone but family and my closest friends. If I knew my continued reading of your diary here bothered you or gave an indication of "crazy" on my part, I would have stopped long ago. One thing I have learned for sure is that Life is too short for unnecessary drama!
from fragilegirl8 :
I don't believe you about the facebook. I find it hard to believe that your daughter would be scoping out my FB page and then on to my blogger account. I'm not picking sides. Just don't like the fact that you seem to be looking at all my online profiles.
from fragilegirl8 :
I know you could cover your tracks. But you can't cover the ones that have already been recorded. I have nothing against you. But you have been looking at my Facebook and my Blogger account. I don't understand why you would want to. Like I said....nothing against you....but when I find out you are checking all these sites I am on, it makes me wonder.
from fragilegirl8 :
Hmm..I was talking about a friend of mine. She is going thru a a tough time.
from fragilegirl8 :
not a problem.... truce? :)
from fragilegirl8 :
How are things with you?
from fragilegirl8 :
yeah its hard. but i know i'll be ok. thanks :)
from fragilegirl8 :
thanks...
from fragilegirl8 :
they know. they just refuse to help him any more.
from fragilegirl8 :
Yeah. I know. I already checked into canceling the lease...it would cost $2000. So there went that idea....I don't know. I am hurt. I hope and pray things get better. I start counceling tomorrow...maybe that will help.
from fragilegirl8 :
thanks.... :)
from irisraine :
ah! I check both of your diaries almost everyday, can't find your other one now and you're locked here, I hope everything is okay!!
from chillier :
Oh thank you for that note! I'm so excited to go but I'm still bogged down in the last week of work/packing/long flight b.s. Now I'm really excited....it sounds like you guys had a blast. :) Are you on facebook? Wanna be my FB friend? lngstoryshort at yahoo dot com ...
from singledadguy :
TAG!! Your it! :D
from singledadguy :
Yah I was kidding about the severity of the burns. I did manage to get sunburned in various places on Saturday, and woke up sick and sun-poisoned on Sunday. However I am not actually in the hospital. :D It was supposed to be a funny... :( Hope i didnt worry you.
from anthronut :
Thank you! :)...the Disney thing was intense. I hope all is well!
from bunny828 :
I saw a note from you not too long ago, but haven't read in a while. Are you giving out a password? If yes: bunny828 at earthling.net
from anthronut :
Why is your diary locked?! May I still read it?...(I suppose I'm fessing up to how poorly I've kept on people's diaries...)
from crestone :
thanks so much!
from spring-da1sy :
Thanks, Hon! It's never too late for a friendly note. How are things with you? I'd love to hear the latest on the kids.
from bettyford :
thanks, doll! thanks for my comment too! i was feeling sorry for myself yesterday.
from prolifique :
Quote away; I'd be honored! :)
from spring-da1sy :
Look at her GO!!
from fluttrbykiss :
Hey you!!! Welocome back!!! you've been missed around here.... The user is: babe... the pass: pig... Feel free to browse through my ramblings the last few weeks... They are EVERYWHERE!!!! *Huggles*
from anthronut :
*hugs* Poor baby K!!! I actually lost my appetite reading that. I hope things get better!
from chillier :
Hee! Thanks for the note. I swear I'm going to actually update about the hideous breakup and all that good stuff. I think I just needed a blog vacation.
from amberness :
thinking of you.
from anthronut :
Uh-ooooh. Well. We've all done really awful things. And quite frankly, I'm really curious as to WHAT could be so bad? Did you kill someone? Steel candy from a baby? Rob a bank? Eat the whole package of Oreos and play dumb when someone asked where they all went?! *gasp*
from amberness :
missing you still. *hugs*
from bettyford :
shit, i *wish* i could quit my job. the classes are at night. where the hell are you?
from amberness :
Still missin you like crazy. xox
from bumblebee07 :
Miss you lots.
from singledadguy :
I too am sorry for your loss.... and the Doc says Alex will be ok, as long as we keep the wounds clean, and put triple anti-biotic ointment on them they should only scar minimally.
from spring-da1sy :
I'm sorry for your loss.
from bumblebee07 :
Ah gotcha, I misunderstood. I guess its not working in IE7 for Chris either.....oh well. I like firefox better anyhow!
from bumblebee07 :
I use firefox, Chris uses IE7. I am not sure then, maybe clear your cookies and try again? I wish you could see them! Its rather boring so far, and quite descriptive....:P
from bumblebee07 :
Thats odd, I can see it from home and Chris can see it from work. I wonder why you cant! What browser do you use? Firefox? IE7? Maybe its something to do with that? Lemme know if you can see it. Love ya.
from irisraine :
Yes Ma'am. ;-)
from anthronut :
Lame...I wish people would stop.
from crestone :
Thanks!
from anthronut :
Aw. How fun. And I agree...if there's one thing I think every girl in a relationship/marriage needs is her own time. :) I hope that all goes super well for you!!!
from anthronut :
Super cute family. Baby K got big! I may not be keeping up completely, but from the last picture I saw up until now! WOO! You're going to be beating boys off of her with a broom when she's older.
from crestone :
adorable pictures!
from h2ophobic :
I just wanted to stop by and say Hi and I'm thinking about you.
from anthronut :
I'm so sorry. I can't even begin to imagine what you're dealing with. I'm equally without thought as to how you manage to stay so calm about it. I'd hug you if I could...the best I can offer is to keep you in my prayers. I do admire you a great deal. Maybe God is putting you through this because he knows you can handle it and that through you, silly people like myself can learn so much more and appreciate the smallest of things that would go unnoticed if it was never called to our attention. Not that it's fair...but I don't understand how someone like yourself could have to go through this. You're too nice.
from iamheather :
Hi sweet girl! Thank you for the birthday wishes. I TRIED to leave you a message through your haloscan but it wouldn't let me (you'll probably get 2 or 3 of the same message all at once from me). I just wanted to say thank you for my birthday note. With all you're going through, you still found time to send me wishes. My thoughts are with you...you knew that already, yes?
from anthronut :
Very cool. Xbox is pretty neat. I don't know if I've played the new one or not...but Walter and his floor mates like to play Halo. Which I completely suck at, but it's still pretty fun. :) Tis a good time. And I could never get sims to properly work on my computer. I had the city building sims game though...that was pretty much kick ass.
from anthronut :
What games do you play?
from h2ophobic :
I tried to leave this in your comments, but couldn't get it to save. I guess morning vaccuuming will become part of your daily routine? I remember once, we had neighbors who partied VERY LOUDLY during the week until the wee hours of the morning because they didn't work. I would wake up (after only a few hours of sleep) and turn my "Dangerous Minds" CD on FULL BLAST! They would bang on the wall, but I'd pretend I couldn't hear them. Bill used to swear that they were going to beat him up in the parking lot. To this day though, just thinking about it makes me smile!
from anthronut :
*HUG* :) Hope tomorrow is better
from less-than3 :
i know...i've missed you too. and that's what sucks. i have another diary that i could start fresh in, but...meh. i just don't know. maybe i'll lock up. i'll give this entry a few days and then see what the concensus is. obv, if i lock up, you get the password. :)
from glibertine :
I'll find out whether it will be radical or simple later this month. And the thing is, the mastoidectomy is being done in preparation to rebuild his hearing bones. That's what was supposed to happen today.
from anthronut :
I will read what you have to say and enjoy it sans any judgement. And fuck anyone who thinks they have the right to judge you for anything. They're not you, they're not dealing with the same things are you. They're stupid if they think they know enough to pass any judgement. :)
from anthronut :
Sorry. I suppose I should have made it clearer as to who I was...I have this bad habit of assumption. Anyway, thank you for adding me :)
from f1shb0wl :
hey, thanks for doing that for me. yeah, the wives tales are pretty funny, really. but, the lunar calendar is almost creepy how right it is. i can only find one person in all my quests who it was wrong for! (it said my younger brother should have been a girl.) who knows. it's kind of fun guessing. thanks again!
from anthronut :
Awww. How cute :) Little kids crack me up. Their thought processes are so strange. It's even more strange to think that at some point, we thought like they do.
from forty-plus :
Happy New Year!
from h2ophobic :
Omigosh! You're so pretty! I hope things with M work out...and that you finally get the happiness you deserve!
from h2ophobic :
So...did you buy the vest? How was the party? Details - I want details! ;-)
from f1shb0wl :
ha, ha, ha, ha, ha. your comment made me laugh and smile so much. the comment means i did a good job with camera trickery! ;o) i am so BLOATED. notice the long sleeve shirt and the hair covering my face? it's because my arms ARE HUGE and my face IS swollen. (if you take a look of the party picture and me in the short sleeve shirt you can see the big arms). oh, and my ass ALWAYS is the size of a mac truck. but, i do want to thank you for making me feel good. i needed that!
from donut-one :
Haha. That's awesome. I mean it, it's not. But I'd be proud to say I had that much hair. I hope your head is ok though...Anyway, clean carpets are the best. We've been toying with the idea of getting ours cleaned, but with 2 kids, 2 dogs and all the lovely mud outside, it's almost not worth it. We're thinking hardwood floors.
from irisraine :
I know for a fact that you are totally not an unwanted hag. But I know what it feels like to feel that way and it's no fun. Just remember that you have beautiful children and that there is no way they could be the products of a hag--only a super awesome and strong woman.
from glibertine :
Happy Turkey Day.
from realsnoopy :
YAAAA!!!!!
from donut-one :
Poor you! I'm sorry about the hot flashes. When I got the Patch for birth control I started getting hot flashes. They suck.
from glibertine :
Glad to see an update from you, and that your spirits are up. :) I really hope that normalcy finds its way back to you in a timely manner. Please add my good thoughts and healing vibes to the onslaught of others already travelling your direction. Happy Halloween! (Did you watch Heroes last night, btw? I managed to stay awake for the whole thing!)
from realsnoopy :
I'm so glad your spirits are up! I hope all goes well for you! Take Care!
from realsnoopy :
I just wanted to let you know I'm thinking of you today! *warm comforting hug*
from fluttrbykiss :
Thinking about you... (((((huggles)))))
from donut-one :
Damn Straight I'll pray! Lots. Sweet Chicken, you are a brave, strong woman. I admire you a great deal.
from glibertine :
I know how wrong it is to fall asleep in the middle of Heroes. I'm hanging my head in utter shame even today. Glad to see you around again. :)
from realsnoopy :
Take care hon! Your beautiful! I promise!
from donut-one :
You know what's crazy, I've heard that from a handful of people. You're the final straw. I'm buying some! :) How are you? I haven't been keeping up on diaries!!! I feel so bad.
from fluttrbykiss :
Yes... IF I come to ATL, lunch will DEFINATELY be in order... ;o) Hope you're doing okay... (((huggles)))
from prolifique :
I miss you. Still wondering how you are. *hugs*
from realsnoopy :
I'm just checking in to see how you are. Write soon. *hugs*
from realsnoopy :
i'm open
from forty-plus :
That bruise is awful. I'm thinking of you.
from f1shb0wl :
i'm thinking of you today.
from realsnoopy :
I'm sorry for what your going through. It must be hard and very scary. Hang in there, and the best of luck hon. *warm hugs*
from bettyford :
miss you too. been outta town fer werk. blah. need to get caught up on my reading.
from when :
just read your most recent entry about taking a break from diaryland and wanted to wish you well. it sounds like you're going through a rough time, but you know what? based on what i've read about you, you're an incredibly strong and brave person. take good care, lisa.
from realsnoopy :
email me for pw
from realsnoopy :
Good luck sweetie.
from realsnoopy :
Damn! Your right, we do sound the same!
from realsnoopy :
God I don't envy you! I have gone through that already and a hysterectomy at age 29! *hugs*
from f1shb0wl :
i could only hope that my little l.paige would be as gorgeous as your little e.paige!!
from donut-one :
I admire your honesty...that's not easy. :) I do look up to you. I've been so behind on reading everyone's diaries lately. So, this might be long. I read about the Starbucks lady...I respect stay at home moms like no other. When I had to baby sit for an evening...I nearly died. It kicks the shit out of you making sure kids are safe, house is kept orderly (which is nearly impossible), that everyone is fed, happy, and not killing someone unnoticed. And that's just baby-sitting...yeesh. Hats off to you woman. Also, I have a question about the beautiful baby K, what do the braces do for her? Sorry for my ignorance. They are adorable by the way. :) I hope your medication is helping you feel better. I also hope you're enjoying the weekend!
from realsnoopy :
My MIL has Lupus. she wears her socks inside out. The seam bothers her skin if she doesn't. Her skin is in aweful condition as well. I feel bad for you. Like myself, you are too young to have a disease. I understand denial. I do that with being a diabetic. I am just starting to take it seriously, but not enough. I too pull the "I'm tired cuz..." Mt Doc is very strick about it. So... I try to avoid her as much as possible, and tell her what she wants to hear. I wonder at times if I don't care enough about myself to care about my illness. Either that, or I just hope it will go away. Kiss that beautiful baby for me hey? *big warm hugs to ya*
from realsnoopy :
They are so cute! If the poor sweetie has to wear them, it's nice they can at least be cute!
from realsnoopy :
WOOOHOOO! You go girl!! On all accounts!!!
from realsnoopy :
AWWW! Poor sweetie!
from donut-one :
Poor baby K! My heart goes out to her...I hope things go better tomorrow :)
from realsnoopy :
I'm sooo glad you did that! You deserve it and then some! It sounds like you had a blast! *hugs*
from donut-one :
HOW FUN! And I have to admit, I'm on a first name basis with all the people at the Starbucks down the street from my house, and I'm not rich. It's all a front ;). I just skip out on buying actual food and can then afford my coffee habit
from donut-one :
Oooh. That's deep. Way deep. Now I'm going to have to think about this for a while.
from realsnoopy :
What I'd like to do is beat his fucking ass! *sorry*
from fluttrbykiss :
You're the BOMB-digg-ity.... (((huggles)))
from realsnoopy :
I'm glad your feeling better. Depression and all it's charms suck ass! *big hug*
from realsnoopy :
Boy! You hit it on the head!! Thanx sweetie!
from donut-one :
Isn't that just a lovely feeling? :) I'm happy for you.
from donut-one :
I'm so so sorry. This is one of those situations I hope to NEVER deal with. I love my dogs to death, and I know exactly how you feel. I would give it a day or two to see how you feel. I'm sure the shock of what happened is clouding judgement. If you still can't look at the dog the same way...then maybe you should try to find a new home (sans children) rather than put him down. But things may change and you may decide you can keep him. Just wait, don't act too quickly.
from realsnoopy :
It's just my opinion, but he needs to go. He may be very special, I understand that. I had a dog like that before. He was fine with us, and knowone else. It will hurt, but he can't be trusted anymore. I'm sure the dog didn't see anything wrong in doing it, but unfortunatly it's to risky for baby K. She already goes through so much. I'm sorry. I'm sure it will be a hard and painful decision for you and your family. Take care!
from irisraine :
<3
from forty-plus :
Thanks for the advice. I spent a lot of time in the salt water yesterday and it seem a bit better. The wound gets nasty looking when I put ointment on it and cover it (to wear long pants). I am trying to let it air as much as possible at this point. Whether I hit the doctor still remains to be seen. Thanks again, Y.
from realsnoopy :
AWWW! Too cute!!
from petit-espoir :
Aww! So she's in what, 2nd grade? And what a cool Mom to buy cupcakes for the class! My mom always got huffy with me when I tried to get her to do something like that. :) I hope she has a fantastic first day!
from realsnoopy :
Whatever! Your beautiful and sexy and so not a rat!!!
from realsnoopy :
i have a question for you. have you ever thought of writing a book? I'm not kidding. Your writing is so good and you have many stories in your life. Wouldn't it be interesting if you started on your computer and wrote a book! Don't laugh! I'm serious! I LOVE the way you write! Your a writer my dear! Did you know that?? *hugs*
from spring-da1sy :
Quality friends are hard to find, but worth the trial when you finally do find one. (Sheesh-that sounds like a stinking fortune cookie!) Hugs
from petit-espoir :
:( Things will sort out. And if they don't, you can only fall so far, and then YOU get to decide what to do with things :)! Be strong Beautiful Lady.
from spring-da1sy :
Hang in there, Hon. Somewhere in every downward spiral there's an updraft. Rest. Feel better. Hugs
from realsnoopy :
Get some rest hon! *hugs*
from spring-da1sy :
Woo-Freakin'-Hoo! Wow-that's great news! This morning I wanted to say everything happens for a reason, but you didn't want to hear that, so I didn't. Wow-I bet you're relieved! Hugs
from petit-espoir :
Oh my goodness...I'm very sorry. I will keep you and your family in my prayers. I wish I could do more. I am always willing to listen if you need to talk :). I hope you're alright. Love lots, Jessica
from realsnoopy :
I'm so sorry. I've been there more times than I can tell you. If you need to talk, please let me know.
from donut-one :
Aww! You all look so good. :) I hope the Birthday went well and that you are feeling a bit better.
from realsnoopy :
I hate depression. I have no word, as you know...you just can't "make" it stop. So I'll give you a hug!
from fluttrbykiss :
Thank you so very much for this!! YOU are a TRUE friend, even though I never met you, I think you are AWESOME!!! (((huggles)))
from donut-one :
Oh no...Cheer up Buck-a-roo! We can't have you depressed. It's unaccetable. I'd say go eat some home made cookies, but I'm going take a leap of faith here and say that's probably not wise adivce. But yes...I am sorry. And if you need an ear(er,screen?): [email protected]
from realsnoopy :
Cute!!!
from donut-one :
*does the dance of Joy* hehe. Anyway, how cool! It's always nice to have supportive people in your life :). Makes things much easier.
from petit-espoir :
That has to be difficult. Baby K. is lucky to have such a good Mom. :) I'll keep my fingers crossed that she can get the cool pink ones!
from realsnoopy :
I'm taking leptopril. That shit makes me feel like I'm crawling out of my skin! I was taking stacker. I know this stuff isn't exactly healthy, but I don't drink caffeine and I need a boost!
from realsnoopy :
I understand. I've been busting my ass off for two weeks and of course it's not going fast enough. Sometimes it makes you want to give up!
from spring-da1sy :
That's the attitude-do it because it's the healthy thing to do. Don't worry so much about the scale-you're going to FEEL better, and that's important. Meanwhile, you're inspiring me! Hugs
from realsnoopy :
LOL! You remind me of me right now!
from donut-one :
Yes...it's lovely how they treat packages. Always a good feeling to know that your package was loved and cared for on it's long journey. Anyway, :) Have a good day!
from realsnoopy :
You are so hard on yourself. You carry so much burden on yourself. You have had a very hard time of it. I'm so sorry for you! Stay the strong person I know you to be. *hugs*
from donut-one :
AWW! HOW CUTE! :)
from alwaysange :
I have been meaning to leave you a note about the Steve thing -- you had a couple of questions a couple days ago in my comments. Here I am finally! Steve and I met on a game online on November 30, 2003. On December 1st, I knew I was in love with him. CRAZY as it sounds!!! We've been through a lot since then, but we haven't met in person yet. It's nuts. I have seen pictures of him, he's seen pictures of me, we talk on the phone all the time (very rarely online) and we have more shit on each other than is imagineable. It's nuts. I wish I could recap it in a way that it would make sense, but the road has been rough and rocky with lots of surprises and major life obstacles. I am just hoping this time something gives. You know? I am sorry my archives are so vast, but the stuff from December 1, 2003 forward tells the story (and yes, it's a long one!) Just wanted to say that once again I'm glad you found me here on D-land, because this is the deeper angle. MySpace is to the face as Diaryland is to the heart. <3
from spring-da1sy :
Hey, Lady-I'm glad you shared that. I have a co-worker who suffers with Lupus, and I had no idea what it does to a person. She misses a lot of time, and is pretty unreliable, which has made me resent her at times. I hope it helps you to know that I have a better understanding of what she's facing and promise to be as supportive as I can. Thank You. :-) I hope you're wrong about the bad feeling. Please do all you can to take good care.
from realsnoopy :
I hate complaining about anything with everything you deal with! You are an amazing person, and I admire your strength. I know your sick of hearing me say this everytime you post a pic, but damn she's a cutie! Give her a big smooch on those cheeks for me!!~
from fluttrbykiss :
Hey... Didn't know if you'd get this before you have to go, but either way... I wanted you to know that I'm thinking about you and praying for Kessi... Good luck... If you need to talk you know where I am... ((((huggles))))
from prolifique :
You email me anytime you feel like it and/or have time. Seriously.
from realsnoopy :
I have 37 years of baggage too! I admit, it's getting easier. How do you handle the "food" issues? Don't you just want to eat all the time because you can't??? Kiss Baby K for me. Everytime you post a pic of her, she makes me smile! What a honey!!!
from realsnoopy :
I understand what your saying. But your right, we use this to vent and that usually involves the negative. That's what a diary is usually used for. The differance is that people read it so we feel the need to justify things we say. We all have problems and worries. :)
from irisraine :
Oh no! It must of gotten lost in spam, (because now my e-mail puts my spam in my inbox and stuff I really want in trash), or maybe I accidently deleted it. I'm so sorry! But thank you so much, that means a lot, and I'm sure I would have loved it. :-) I hope everything is going good, or at least better.
from less-than3 :
i should be around all weekend, except sunday night, b/c of the taking back sunday concert. but i think tonight's hot plans involve laundry. i know you're jealous. ;) i love you!!! *hug*
from realsnoopy :
OMG- That gave me chills! After you read mine, you'll know why. Thanx for trusting me to read. *hugs*
from realsnoopy :
This new entry will help you figure me out.
from realsnoopy :
[email protected] :)
from forty-plus :
If you feel comfortable with me: [email protected]
from realsnoopy :
after reading all of my notes today, we are not alone!!!
from realsnoopy :
Read todays entries, I can relate....
from realsnoopy :
How are you sweetie?
from realsnoopy :
Grrrr!
from realsnoopy :
Your right! That was rude! I agree with you. How can you function "normally" with that kind of bullshit being said to you! How cold and cruel! *hugs*
from bettyford :
i'm ready when you are!
from realsnoopy :
How is your little sweetie doing?
from donut-one :
Aww...I hope you're ok. :) And I suggest you avoid all ostrages.
from realsnoopy :
awwww!! You are so sweat!!
from realsnoopy :
I understand! Hubby has to go a MONTH before he gets paid from his new job!
from irisraine :
I believe in you. :-)
from less-than3 :
girl, that's a given. if i ever start the agency, you are HIRED. :)
from donut-one :
Thank you so so much for your note :).
from prgat14query :
Could I have a password for your private entries, please?
from bassclargrrl :
For real. It's actually starting to get annoying. // Add me to the password giving goodness? fillemelodique at gmail dot com
from razor-vixen :
Hey there, if you're giving out the password I'd love to have it: [email protected] Hope you're okay!
from noaddedme :
[email protected] ... password please!
from fightn4life :
:( E-mail me please, pass word?? [email protected] Sandyz (Put pass word in subject line) I pray all is well with you.
from less-than3 :
hey woman...i'm worried. [email protected] -- please email me a password. and email me in general, if you have time, and let me know what's going on. i'm so f'n worried right now...*hug*
from singledadguy :
add me too please [email protected]
from prgat14query :
[email protected] Please email me. I hope everything is ok, but from the sound of it I guess it isn't.
from donut-one :
[email protected] I hope all is OK.
from fluttrbykiss :
Oh shit... You know I want to keep reading.. [email protected] I hope everything is alright... (((huggles)))
from gofigure :
hope everything's ok.... [email protected]
from bettyford :
oh, hell. [email protected]
from donut-one :
Oh wow can I ever relate...I hate that whole lack of motivation thing. But we'e all entilted to it once in a while. Anyway, I thought I had added you to my favorites list, but I realized this morning I must have dreamed it because you are not on there. So I'm very sorry about that. Have a good day. Good luck with getting stuff done :)
from irisraine :
Oh, I so was. :-) Your comment made me smile. I think summer air helps out, when you know, it's not 1,000,000,000 degresses and stifling. :-P Your boat excursion looked like a bunch of fun and I love the pictures you post!
from realsnoopy :
Looks like fun sweetie!! I envy you! Cute pics!!!!
from iamheather :
Hi Amber! Thank you for the note and the suggestions. I'm sure some of my older entries have the lovely white box with the little red "x" in the middle because I've been cleaning picture files out of my D-land account. It was really nice of you to leave a comment. :)
from donut-one :
What a darling baby!!! AWW! She's beautiful.
from realsnoopy :
Too cute!
from bassclargrrl :
Thanks for the birthday wishes!
from realsnoopy :
Oh I hate that. I burned mine once and it drove me f...... nuts!!
from donut-one :
Happy (possibly belated) Birthday! :)
from realsnoopy :
Happy Birthday sweetie!
from fluttrbykiss :
Just in case I forget tomorrow... Happy Birthday to you too... ;o) Hope you have a GREAT day... (((huggles)))
from bettyford :
it's always nice to bond, though. sometimes i hate when i feel like that's when we get the closest . . . when we're all tore up.
from realsnoopy :
She is so lucky to have you for a Mommy!
from realsnoopy :
AWW! Give her a Birthday smooch!
from anipunk8831 :
Thanks for coming by! :)
from chillier :
You're awesome :)
from bettyford :
oh shit! that freaks me out. i feel like if i go to the doctor they'll just tell me to stop eating junk food and start exercising. i'm about to research lupus though. i don't see how you'd last one second in your life feeling sluggish. you've got the weight of the world on your shoulders. my admiration is yours.
from realsnoopy :
I want to wish you a Happy Mother's Day before I forget. You deserve a good one and I hope you get it. *hugs*
from realsnoopy :
AWW! She is so cute and smiling! Your a good mommy!
from realsnoopy :
You can make it! Close your eyes and feel the big warm hug I'm giving you! Now get going! You can do ANYTHING! Your strong!
from realsnoopy :
It looks like that here! For days... ;(
from realsnoopy :
send him to my dreams! I'm glad your on meds. I wish they didn't take so long to work. i hated that!
from realsnoopy :
Have you thought about anti-depressants? I started taking them when I was under exteme stress. They can help in coping sometimes. You are under so much extreme stress that your poor little mind and body have had it, *hugs*
from realsnoopy :
YES! I have tan fat too! That is better than white fat any day! :)
from gofigure :
Thanks for adding me as a favorite! I skimmed your diary a little, looked at your pics on MySpace. Your children are beautiful, and you are beautiful! Find some time for yourself somewhere. You need it to stay sane. (hug)
from realsnoopy :
Take it! Take the time for you! Don't ask for help,demand it! You are cracking in half and shame on all of them! Except for your children, do nothing for anyone! No laundry, cleaning or cooking! When someone is there with the kids, LEAVE for a while. You have way to much on your back! I wish I could help you!
from irisraine :
<a href="http://photobucket.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v448/IrisRaine/love4amber.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting"></a> Well, if the little image I just posted doesn't work. It's a heart and says, 'Love for Amber' in it. I'm hoping, praying, keeping faith. It's okay to breakdown every now and then, nobody has the right to say anything otherwise.
from thirtieth :
Thanks for the add. :)
from realsnoopy :
My heart aches for you. I want to tell you to stay strong, but I can only imagine how hard that is.
from realsnoopy :
That was well put. Some would say that. That too is why I balk organized relegion. I agree with you 100%. Everyone has the right to feel and believe what they want and it's not wrong. If your good in your heart, that's all that will matter in the end. That's what I believe anyway. I have said a Blessing for you and your baby. Hang in there. Things will get better. Your a good Mommy!
from realsnoopy :
OMG! That pic is too cute!
from realsnoopy :
*hugs*
from realsnoopy :
I can't relate to a seriously ill child, so I won't pretend to. I do understand the "man" thing. I'll tell ya, there have been many times I wish I were a lesbian!
from realsnoopy :
I'm so sorry... :(
from realsnoopy :
Too Cute!!!!!
from singledadguy :
:D HEY... Ill be back in town again this coming week, flying back in Sunday night. Ill be in Alpharetta three days, then back to the same NOA Atlanta office coming up next week. :D
from realsnoopy :
what a cutie!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
from less-than3 :
oh yes, pharcyde!!! woo hoo! awesome! oh, and yay for you meeting an onliner. you are going to have so much fun! which, as i said, you deserve. :)
from realsnoopy :
Bravo! Well said! :)
from realsnoopy :
I admit, time away would be nice. Glad to see your finding the positive in it! :)
from bettyford :
my mom got us season passes for xmas. i think it's neat, but the crowds drive me insane. i didn't know last week was spring break when i reserved the tickets. it was bad. not as bad as the day after xmas, but still.
from realsnoopy :
Hi- I added you to my list. I hope that's ok. I got you from lostinmylove. :)
from bettyford :
what I really want to do is to pay someone to "break into" the house and "steal" that stupid thing. but i do kind of want to get that dance dance revolution game. but mostly, i just want it gone.
from fluttrbykiss :
Hey Girlie... Just wanted to stop in and say thanks for the note/comment... I DO know that people do need meds sometimes... And I have been on these particular meds for... Ohhhh soooo long... I am going to try and stay off for awhile... Once I get off that is... Anywho.... I am sorry you are feeling so down and conflicted lately... Hope to see you feeling better soon... (((huggles)))
from singledadguy :
Hey... Im in ATL... for business... its nice to be back in GA again. Hope things start looking up for you again soon. If I can ever do anything to help... please email and I will soo be there.
from dmentor :
still here, just lacking time and motivation these days.
from fluttrbykiss :
Love the new layout... Hope you figure things out soon... (((huggles)))
from neon7c :
heh. you said GRILL. where is he, texas? we should TOTALLY go there and show him what REALLY hot chicks are all about. hehehe. and i honestly don't know WHY he fascinates me. he's a BIG DORK. i'm going to send you a picture to your myspace...you'll see....
from fluttrbykiss :
Wow!! That was awesome... *sniff* *sniff*... I hope you had a nice Valentine's Day...
from f-girl :
i sent you two emails with the password. did you get either yet?
from less-than3 :
awwww, you vouched!!! :) xoxoxoxxoxx you're so awesome xoxoxoxox
from f-girl :
i just wanted you to know i'm thinking of you... i tried to leave ya a note on myspace, but my computer was taking a LONG time to load. but, i love ya and I WISH YOU WERE AT MY BACHELORETTE PARTY, TOO! it would have probably been a hell of a lot better!! :o)
from fluttrbykiss :
Y'all are in my thoughts... Hope you don't close up and go away... {{{{huuugsss}}}} to you and K...
from bubbles11090 :
hey, it's been awhile since you updated....just wondering if you are ok.
from less-than3 :
i am just checking on you b/c you don't sound terribly happy and because i love you. <3
from less-than3 :
2 days. no update. are you okay? *hug*
from f-girl :
heh. is it bad that i secretly sometimes wish bad things upon her? because i only kind of wish them. then i take them back. then i wish them again :o)
from fluttrbykiss :
*Men are stupid*... Ain't it the true?? lol...
from bubbles11090 :
I left you a comment on your last entry, but hasn't shown up. So, I shall leave another. Just to thank you for leaving me a note. It really meant a lot to me to have others agree with me:)
from irisraine :
Why thank you very much. :-) I happen to think you are very beautiful yourself.
from less-than3 :
*hugggggggg* how you doin', sweetie? xox
from fluttrbykiss :
Yeah, Robitu$sin is pretty vile, but I disagree... Day*Quil is by far the absolute nastiest crap you have to take for illness... Why they make that stuff taste so nasty is beyond me... Get better soon.. {{{Huuggss}}}
from bubbles11090 :
hey, thank you for the note you left me. it means a lot that with everything you are going through that you left me a note. thanks:) take care!
from fluttrbykiss :
Baby K is sooo adorable. I hope you find the answers your looking for, and soon.. As always, my thoughts are with you and yours today... {{{Huuggss}}}
from fluttrbykiss :
Thank you so much for your note... Your kidlets are absolutely gorgeous as well... Hang in there girlie... {{{{Huuggss}}}}
from irisraine :
I for one find your writing very 'pretty'. :-) I'm praying for you, your family, and your beautiful baby. <3
from pastagirl :
Thanks for the welcome back :) I just caught up on your diary and I just wanted to say that I'm really sorry to read about your little one. *hugs* Hang in there!
from bubbles11090 :
hey. thank you so much for your note. you have so much going on right now, and it makes me feel really good that you took time to write that. thanks again:)
from bubbles11090 :
what a cute picture of baby k!
from less-than3 :
no! no tears! *tackles you and tickles you* hehehehe.
from irisraine :
Thank you very much. You helped make my day. :-)
from less-than3 :
::bagels:: indeed. :)
from less-than3 :
the fact that YOU feel like everything's going to be okay is a good sign. you're such an awesome mommy. <3
from less-than3 :
YAY! 'twas the highlight for me as well! i heart you so much! <33333
from f-girl :
just because i love ya.... i stopped at church tonight because i have had such a rough one lately and need to clear my head. not only did i say a prayer for you, your family, and baby k~, but i left a note in the prayer box. -- so a whole church group here will be saying prayers. :o)
from less-than3 :
i could never get sick of your humor or cheer-upping or stalking, my dear. xoxox
from irisraine :
Indeed it is wonderful. Thank you for your kinds words and such. :-) I hope everything only goes upward for you.
from pretty-pussy :
you have this weird pop-up thing that floats over your diary. As I scroll, the thing moves too... making it nearly impossible to read your diary.
from sizmatters :
just a little note to say THANKS SO MUCH for leaving me the "love your banners" message! That was the first message I got after my first banner postings, and I appreciate it! (Hey, I know all you "dark" people out there are really VERY sweet, altogether!!)
from lostinmylove :
So often I don't feel strong at all.(Thank you for your sweet words.) But I do try. I wish things were better for you. Just try to hang in there, it won't stay bad forever.
from candoor :
toes?... well, words too :)
from f-girl :
awww, thanks for the nice note. it's good to be back to dl, but not good to be back from vacation!
from chillier :
I can't read your diary anymore! It's just black, except for the comments prompt and the names of the last five entries.
from missy-17 :
i really dont wanna talk bout it!
from fluttrbykiss :
Hey... Cool... My name on myspace is RainbowBabe... I'll go over there and request to add you okay??? shelly
from f-girl :
hee, hee. your note made me laugh. that incident is exactly why he told me to "go ahead." at least mine is temporary. that dumbass scared himself for life. :o)
from fluttrbykiss :
Hey Amber... Thanks for the note... I checked out your myspace page... I am in GEORGIA too... Savannah... I'm on myspace also... If you wnat to add me as a friend let me know and I'll give you the link... TTFN, Shell
from thedevlyn :
why would you think such a thing?
from missy-17 :
your welcome
from missy-17 :
that baby of yours is so cute!!!
from f-girl :
oh my god! that would be sooo much fun.
from dmentor :
sorry it took me a while to get back at you. 'Been so busy lately, plus dland is being a pain in the___. I might move to LJ soon. Will give you the link once i've decided to. Thanks for the concern :).
from amberou03 :
Hey. I got your IM the other day. I'm always online, so if you are around sometime, say hi. Hope everything is okay. Baby K and little E are getting more adorable everyday. My drama hasn't calmed down, in fact it has gotten worse. Such is life. Someday I may get around to filling in my diary about all of that crap.
from less-than3 :
oh, and ps - i got your birthday IM...thank you soooo sosososososooooo much!!! :D
from less-than3 :
*panic stricken* password? email? something??? xox
from amberness :
Where are you?? I miss you so much, and now I am getting worried. Drop me an email and let me know if your ok. xoxo -me
from singledadguy :
Ummm... where'd you go??
from dmentor :
psssst...you should check out my new entry. I tagged you ;)
from less-than3 :
i think you did actually tell me that M was BDP. i've got a tough road ahead of me. any resources you can point me to would be sooooo appreciated. how are YOU doing? how's the little one??? :D
from amberness :
I LOVE YOU!
from lostinmylove :
Yeah, I don't really think it is hurting my tummy much... Just this horrible taste in my mouth it is supposed to be curing is making me crazy... probably literally! Thanks for the heads up about it... honestly, tummy troubles would be a welcome relief to what I am dealing with. I hope you are doing good today! ♥
from markthehulk :
Hey... Thanks for adding me as a favourite! I am always shocked and amazed when added. ;)
from bluemeany :
Hey, thanks for adding me. Also, don't know if I've mentioned this, but I love that you have a large picture of feet on your template.
from thedevlyn :
Thanks for the birthday note you busy thing you.
from f-girl :
well, just stay away from the stairmaster! oh my god! i had no clue i could do something like that. i just thought i was getting one helluva workout! i felt like such a dumbass when people would ask me why i was limping and i'd have to say, "well, you know those stairmasters..." :o)
from amberou03 :
Wow, I've missed so much! First of all, congrats on K! She's absolutely adorable and I'm so glad that everything turned out okay with her. Secondly, I know things are hard right now, but try to smile. Happy (very belated) birthday!
from singledadguy :
:D YES!!!!! You get ten points! Give the Lady 10 points in the score column. I'll have to make a scoreboard entry.
from dmentor :
I'm really glad you liked it :) i was hoping it could atleast make your birthday somehow special. *hug*
from pastagirl :
Happy birthday! I hope your day will get better and you'll get to enjoy your birthday :)
from dmentor :
It's the Roswell Park Cancer Institute in Buffalo, NY. That's about 1000 miles from your place. Thanks for the note and the sweet hug :) And Happy Birthday!!! :D:D:D.
from pastagirl :
I'm so happy to read her hearing is okay! And the weight thing will work out too, I'm sure :)
from less-than3 :
well, when i went to daytona for spring break my junior year, it took somewhere around 16 hours. that was leaving from scranton, pa. so...i dunno...?
from neon7c :
whoa. that IS weird. rare occurence, i would think. i was born a day late, too. heh. go figure.
from dmentor :
thanks for adding me...your comment is delighting.
from less-than3 :
please. my stupid self-imposed drama is nothing compared to some of the things the rest of you all are going through. i try and keep myself in check and pull my head out of my self-centered ass as much as i can. :) love to you and your family. xox
from pastagirl :
Congratulations!! She's so cute! I hope the hearing thing indeed will only be a minor thing... And have a speedy recovery!
from amberou03 :
Lord, well it looks like I haven't quite fallen off the face of the earth...I'm holding on by a blade of grass. But you...Lord so much has happened since I talked to you 4 months ago. Email me or something if you get time. Hope all is well!!!
from chillier :
Thanks for the early bday wishes. The big day is Tuesday the 24th but my brother orders my presents to be shipped directly to me and they always get here way early. So it's a week away but I'm a birthday whore and every little bit counts.
from thedevlyn :
me? hide? never. and keep the shirt.
from burnmedeeper :
so you are having your baby soon! i'm happy for you! i've been checking nicks voicemail lately. i'm getting paranoid. *sigh* i'm not starting the summer off right.
from amberness :
I love you, thanks for always being here for me. I emailed you, make sure you check it. xoxox Thanks again. I dunno what I would do without the support of one of the best mom's in the world!
from prgat14query :
Hi thanks for saying that my writing is beautiful :) I folowed a banner and came a ccross your diary and like it.
from f-girl :
hey thanks.... but did you know the "f" stands for "fall----" i just moved :o)
from thedevlyn :
nice chalkboard banner
from bluemeany :
Even though I don't know who this chick is that you're talking about (oh wait ... just saw in previous note -- your mom-in-law, sheesh what a bitch), she still pisses me off. Glad I stumbled upon your diary o' rage. -Meany
from fallmode :
oh my god! i thought i had it bad. i would end up shooting your mother-in-law! :o)
from chillier :
Thanks for your feedback :)
from neon7c :
pfffft. i didn't shave my legs, because i already KNEW what my plans would be for tonight. heh. next up: garden state, most likely. :)
from fallmode :
thanks so much. i'll share with you guys as soon as i know anything! :o)
from fallmode :
yeah, they told me the ept probably wouldn't detect it b/c my periods are still comin'. i love my family and our strange genetics... my mom's 4 pregnancies were never detected on epts/etc anyway. plus, there is a chance it could be something else (too gross to go into details) so i am hoping it's that!
from thedevlyn :
Why thank you. I knew as soon as I posted that entry it would get at least one note. Glad it was a nice one. And, so you know, people you have never met are praying for you.
from bubbles11090 :
awww..what a cute belly!! Makes me miss mine...kind of:)
from burnmedeeper :
i deleted my diary. it was just too sad. i'll let you know when i get another one. hope things are going good with you!
from pretty-pussy :
hey there! thanks for adding me to your buddy list! :P
from fallmode :
oh, yeah, i am soooo keeping that letter!!!! i hate him! i have made copies and filed everything. he is such a waste of my time!
from burnmedeeper :
hope everything is ok.
from bubbles11090 :
You are in my thoughts and prayers:) You have such a positive and beautiful mind set with all of this. Take care.
from bubbles11090 :
Thank you so much for the sweet message. She is doing a lot better, and she is in a rehab hospital. Yay!! Just the other day, the doctor told us to say our goodbyes to her. Thanks again:)
from fallmode :
ahhh, the meeting.... actually, it wasn't so bad. the continuing drama that spurs is the scary part now.
from fallmode :
i know, jessica is such a dork. my favorite is when i watched her tell a talk show host what an amazing singer she is. i am pretty sure if she WAS great, the talk show host would be telling HER, not the other way around. ha.
from fallmode :
thanks so much!! as you can see, i am back in one peice, but the trip was horrible!!! oh well, i knew it would be! :o)
from neon7c :
LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm also LOLing, because i sent this note to myself by mistake. hehehehe.
from neon7c :
mwhaha. SO bored. yay for us being glued to d-land on a friday night. we are SO fucking cool, it's unreal.
from less-than3 :
re: mikaylah -- justice has FINALLY been served. i hope taylor dayne didn't witness mikaylah BUTCHERING her song. :P
from bubbles11090 :
hey! how's the pregnancy going? You haven't really talked about it lately. Take care
from fallmode :
i just found your diary and i wanted to tell you i think it's awesome! as i read i kept thinking, "yeah, exactly!"
from d1mndn3r0ugh :
LOL...please don't impeach me!
from neon7c :
well i'd HOPE you weren't talking about ME. i'd have to disown you as my VP of the stalker association. :)
from amberness :
Haha, yeah its all good, I dont celebrate but thx anyways!!! 20, whoo hoo....not super exciting but heck at least people wont look at me like a kid as much anymore...:) I am so happy for you! How did your photo shoot go? Lemme know! Luv ya!!! xox
from bubbles11090 :
YAY!!! Congratulations! :) That must be such a great feeling. That's so wonderful for you guys. Congrats again!!! :)
from less-than3 :
bacardi? WHAT bacardi? i have no idea what you're talking about. ;)
from amberness :
***Smile*** It will always make you feel a little better. MUAH!
from amberness :
Thanks so much for the note. Always makin me feel better...;) Looks like things might work out for your friends. Hope things are going well at home and that M gets the job. Luv ya! xox
from less-than3 :
your story, as always is an inspiration to me.
from amberness :
Just wanted to write you a note and say HI. Hope all is going well. I hope your friend is ok and things work out there. Luv ya. xox
from amberness :
Yes, I know. Thank you for being here, I really appreciate it. I always look forward to getting a note from you, making me feel better. I, too, am always here for you. *smiles* Heres to hoping the day gets easier! xox
from bubbles11090 :
Hey, Thanks for the sweet note:) take care and hope things at work get better:)
from amberness :
Amber, this is too weird....C's mom is just like that!!!! She thinks she is a doctor! I mean the womans been through a lot of treatments for multiple diseases but it doesnt make her a doctor. If I tell her I have a headache she gives me a pill, if i have the flu, its another pill, if i am tired, heres another.... Its bad for people to perscribe things to others without haveing any medical background. Guess its one of the things that really pisses me off about her...she even does it to her grandkids! Must be another Amber thing eh?
from less-than3 :
gah! people who don't know what they're talking about in regards to meds and mental/emotional problems piss me off. bleh. and your work is NOT allowed to take away d-land! nooooooooooooooooooo!!! :( ps -- you're on myspace?? under my "extras" section is my profile...add meeeeeeeee! :)
from amberness :
Aww thank you :) You made me blush silly!!!!! hehe. Luv ya, hope your today is going better! xoxox!!!
from less-than3 :
whoa. i'm SO your "notes" stalker. heh. hope you don't mind. just wanted to give you a hug and *sniffle* because of your entry. xox
from amberness :
She sounds kinda....how do I put it nicely.....ummmmm....DUMB? Yeah really dumb. Dont let her piss ya off too much.....you might have to hurt her! *smiles* Hope things get better soon, maybe its just bad times for both of us....maybe its am Amber thing....
from less-than3 :
holy horrible assistant. she needs to be smacked. can i do it?? PLEASE?!?!?! it'd be fun! :)
from less-than3 :
maybe not. maybe we'd just take over the staffing world! MWAHAHAHAHAHA. ok. i'm done being a dork now. :)
from less-than3 :
heh. if you're looking to hire a new staffing/administrative assistant...hehehe! :)
from less-than3 :
ohhh. nausea and intestinal strife! that's never good. i had it today, too. the flu? hope not, that's for sure. sleep well and feel better.
from burnmedeeper :
thank you.
from less-than3 :
you write such pretty entries. i'm sorry they're from a sad place today. i sang amazing grace at my grandmother's funeral 3 years ago...i know how much that song hurts....xox
from amberness :
Thank you....again. Oh I will be emailing you soon!!!! Hope things get smoother on the road ahead. Here for ya...
from amberness :
Gosh, first of all thank you so much for caring so much about me, despite the trials you are living through right now. You have to be one of the most wonderful, strong, beautiful, rare people I have ever *met*. Even though we've never REALLY met. Luv you! XOX
from less-than3 :
*hug* my thoughts are with all of you...
from less-than3 :
i am SO unbelievably sorry.
from amberou03 :
Okay, so I haven't updated in about a hundred years...SORRY! Things have been more than shitty, and I can't bring myself to write them down. I guess that makes it...too real? Who knows. At any rate, Boy and "my friend" can both kiss my...yeah. Hope everything is going well!!
from magistrate20 :
Thank you so much for the very kind note you left me, and I extend my condolences to you as well. It's amazing how shitty even an expected death can be. At any rate, I look forward to reading your diary. You rock!
from less-than3 :
congratulations! you are the new VP!
from amberness :
HAHAHAHA, I just got that note! Thanks for the little boost of energy there! Thing are better here, hope they are going good there! One bad thing....ITS SNOWING :( Yuck. GTG, dinner time! Luv ya!
from less-than3 :
you wanna be the VP?
from amberness :
Thanks girlie. Although I have tears in my eyes, somehow I feel better. Its just so much money to get repaired... I guess I am over-reacting. Im just really stressed, and C is stressed even more. I feel bad saying this, cause not everyone gets a break, but I really cant wait till may... THX luv ya
from amberness :
Oh wait, EXCUSE ME : Stay at home STEPMOMS, the TRUE story....;)
from amberness :
Juat sayin HI and hope all is well. Praying tha M sticks to his word this time and quits the games.... Luv ya. Gotta run, well maybe I will take a nap first...;) haha. Stay at home moms.....the REAL story!
from less-than3 :
yay for being petty and vindictive. hell yeah. and i wish i could break the self-torture cycle as well...
from less-than3 :
ahhh, if only it were that easy.
from amberness :
Well I am just glad I can help. Be happy, your a good person and a great mommy. No one has any right to call you those things. Your doing everything to the best of your abilities, he just needs to open his eyes and see. *smiles* offer still stands ;)
from less-than3 :
:( my heart hurts for you this morning.
from amberness :
Whatever that entry is about, and Im guessing its from M, your not any of those things. Your are a mommy, whose got another baby on the way, who is still working, taking care of a man who acts more like a child and striving everyday to become the best person you can be for your family, and yourself. You are none of those things. Somedays we may be more like those words than others but none of them describe the actual person you are. But, just to let you know, I like this entry. Its poetic in a subtle way, very straight-forward yes mysterious all at the same time. Just my opinion! Too long, gotta go, LUV YA!
from less-than3 :
sending hugs and confetti your way. why confetti? why not! :)
from less-than3 :
you stole the words from my brain. i hope you feel better about life and your world soon...xox
from amberness :
purty! purty picture! hope things are going better and your feeling ok today! I like the name, its different. Not another Jenny or Hannah runnin around. (no offense to anyone whose name is that.....) i stole your lilypie counter for my vacation counter (thx)!!!! Multiple uses I guess;) LUV YA!
from burnmedeeper :
sometimes i just need someone to understand and listen and not criticize and make me think positively. people love to kick you when you are down. none of my friends have been that supportive through this. they don't make me feel better, they even go out without me! thanks for all the kind words. if he loves me i guess he'll realize it and tell me. my bday is coming up. maybe he'll come see me. idon't wanna get my hopes up. i know he cares about me, i just think he's scared. love is complicated but i can't chase him anymore. i locked my diary cuz i don't wanna any of my so called friends telling him what i'm thinking. i'll stop rambling now p.s. great pic!
from less-than3 :
holy shit! girl, you are GORGEOUS!
from less-than3 :
i like the name a LOT.
from less-than3 :
what a rough time for you...i'm so sorry. xox
from amberou03 :
I'm sorry about your Papaw, Amber. My thoughts are with you. I hope things get better soon. But I'm around if you need to talk.
from amberness :
Amber, I hope things get better soon. If you ever need to let out some rage, Im only an email away! Dont forget, that offer of the ball kicking is still there; even more so now cause your sick and you may not be able to get your foot up far enough into them....IM HERE! Smile for us, we luv ya! xoxo
from d1mndn3r0ugh :
Thank you to everyone for your kind words. I promise to respond individually as soon as I'm able.
from burnmedeeper :
aww i'm sorry. that really sucks. i have no idea what its like to be pregnant. i've never lost anyone close to me and i've always been convinced that 99% of people are just assholes. my uncle died and someone was like "were you close with him?" and i'm like wtf? i'm still upset he died and people are questioning the closeness of our relationship. it didn't mean i didn't love him. sorry for your loss, i don't know what i would do if my papaw (my grandpa) died. sometimes all we need in this world is a shoulder to cry on. fuck m, if i were there i'd be your shoulder to cry on. xoxox~kasey
from less-than3 :
my condolences. <3
from amberness :
OK SIX DAYS......I know I shouldnt be worried, as you did email me once, but I AM! Thats almost a week, unless your on vacation I hope you have a good excuse missy ;) Luv ya, hope all is well! Come back soon!
from adulterous-k :
hey there - I'm sorry. (and I'm done) x
from burnmedeeper :
thank you. i think alot of people lose faith in love because they never really find it. i think i found it with him. i realize i can't control anything and to try only pushes him away further. i just have to realize if its meant to be it will be. but if not i just want to enjoy him as long as he's in my life. friends only tend to hear the negative because thats where we go to vent. i'm throwing my hands up. he's still in my life. i can be happy like this. thanks for the kind words.
from amberness :
Baby baby baby!!! Any idea for names yet??????? *smiles* Stay happy mommy!
from amberness :
I'm scared of pickles..... ;) Be happy!
from bloodredstar :
good luck with the tests I'm sure everything will come good in the end, try not to worry too much. x
from less-than3 :
god, oh god...i SO know what you mean. i would freak out too, if that Girl (or girls, ugh) locked their diary(ies). i'm mental. and paranoid. definitely a crazy hobby.
from amberness :
Oh and if you cant kick him in the balls give me a call, Ill do it for ya... :) *smiles* *hugs* Oh yeah, Im PMSing so dont mess with me. Or my diaryland buddy...
from amberness :
Oh no Amber, dont torture yourself by reading those entries. Your not psychotic or anything crazy or weird. We all rack our brains every once in a while on stupid things and become overly concerned. Relax, take a hot bath and drink some tea. Chill out, if he cheats on you kick him in the balls....... YOU need to relax you have a BEBE in yur tummy, dont let him stress you out. You got all of us :) Luv ya!
from less-than3 :
*sigh* you torture yourself too, huh...? sometimes i want to kick andrew's ass for even coming up with diaryland! heh.
from amberou03 :
I'm ALIVE!! It looks like things are going well for you at the moment. At least they are for someone!!! Take care of yourself!
from bloodredstar :
sometimes? I'm pretty sure men suck ass all the time, they just hide it q well some of the time.
from less-than3 :
why is it that you all have more faith in me than i do in myself. it's overwhelming...
from amberness :
Sounds like life is good right now, YAY!!! You seem happy and excited. I hope that good things keep coming your way! ***HUGS*** GO MOMMY AMBER! Haha :) Hope you have a good week! Keep updated! TTYL!
from burnmedeeper :
only locked for a little while :) sometimes i get paranoid
from bloodredstar :
Hey, I just wanted to say Cheers for the note. It put a smile on my morbid face :D Thank you. oxoxo
from less-than3 :
*hug*
from less-than3 :
oh my god! i just got back from being away and read about your fall...i'm glad you and the little one are ok. get well soon!!! <3
from amberness :
OH Amber I hope you feel better soon and that you arent too banged up.... :( *HUGS* BE CAREFUL! Dont wanna loose my new diaryland buddy ;) Talk to ya soon.
from amberou03 :
Amber! Be careful!!! Hope the leg feels better soon. And I'm one of those sick people who would love the pics. (Then again, I thrive on gory stuff.) Thanks for the advice and hugs. I don't know what I'm going to do. Right now I'm just hoping he calls. And WTF?! "It's easy." I hate men.
from less-than3 :
pizza and beer! w00t! heh. i'm so lame, it scares me sometimes. :)
from xhugxwhorex :
Thank you. And I'm not at all offended, quite flattered actually.
from less-than3 :
good luck!!!
from amberness :
AWWWW your pics are so cute!!!!! You are so pretty, and so is your little girl! I hope you had a wonderful time and all went well. You sound happy so thats good!!! Now just get through new years and it should all settle down... right? ;)
from amberou03 :
Looks like y'all had a great Christmas...especially E! =)
from less-than3 :
awww! looks like you had the most fa-la-rific christmas!! :)
from less-than3 :
oh if only i had any family near me! they're 2+ hours from me. :(
from amberou03 :
I'm sorry you've been having such a hard time lately. Hope things get better soon!! Somehow I'm not surprised at all that you're a redhead. The similarities keep coming!
from amberness :
Left you an email, clicked on this link from your diary. Hope you got it! Lemme know and if not I will try again! Im so sorry about the horrible day you had, I hope it all gets better soon. Your such a good mommy! I hope I am at least that decent of a step mom! Thanks for the truth of motherhood and pregnancy;)
from amberou03 :
You crack me up! And give pretty good "old lady" advice! Lord knows I should probably take more of it. But then what would I entertain the masses with?
from less-than3 :
hehe. it was AWESOME. i SO owe you an email. that'll be coming later today. thank you for your email, btw. :)
from amberness :
Thanks for the note, didnt know anyone else read my diary... Trying to work through the rough spots everyday. Good luck with the pregnancy, keep us all updated!
from less-than3 :
oh you BEST better write about your evening and what's going through your head, boring or not, since i added you to my buddy list. :) write about your love for blue glitter gel pens! hehehe. i'm such a dork. i apologize.
from bubbles11090 :
Hello!! I just stumbled upon your diary and I wanted to wish you good luck with your pregnancy. It's such a wonderful experience! I just had my little boy 12 weeks ago, so I still love reading about other people's pregnancies. Good luck again and take care! :)
from omnipre5ence :
I DO very much love "The Grinch song". :)

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