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from just2cusmile :
yep Doug is my youngest son,Wes is my oldest son and hubby is my hubby lol i dont use his name on here most the time...i always have to go re-read diarys and get peeps facts straight...
from littledjblue :
heey i just got back to the states yesterday! no idea when you left me that note, but here i am! also, can i have the name/pw again for your diary? i can't find it, and everything is a jumble now that i'm back! thanks darlin!
from jnw77 :
Happy Belated Birthday! And I hope you have a wonderful time this New Years Eve. Can you believe another year has passed? Time is flying by way too fast.
from f1shb0wl :
i would love your password if you will share!
from just2cusmile :
let me innnn!! :) if your giving out your password you can email me at [email protected] just put diaryland in subjet...about the ps3-me and my oldest son cant tell a difference from the xbox 360 they have but youngest son likes it and it was his money so thats all that matters i guess!! :) HAPPY THANKSGIVING
from tootiturtle :
*gasp* You locked up!!! I'd like to keep reading...if you're willing to let me in. :) My contact info is in my diary if you want to give me the u/p. I hope everything's okay!
from sandmanjs :
HA...I'm in!!!! Anyway, the last two entries are the 5 year deal and the Halloween one. Those are the last two updates. Don't know if that's what you saw or not...
from badbadzoot :
you locked up! and other stuff... annnnnddddd I miss you!! sorry I've been away for so long! much love xoxoxoxo
from thehoneypot :
hi ,,i know been a long time since i been in dairyland ,,i was catching up and your locked now .. love to see how your doing,,, can you email me username and password .. [email protected] .. im doing ok, just work
from littledjblue :
when did you password protect?? how did i miss that??
from sandmanjs :
Hey you...yeah, J needed a hug. And it only got worse today. Working on that entry. Thanks for the hug!!! (((hug))) Course mine are like bear hugs. I've missed you too. It's been tough without my backup wife... :)
from sandmanjs :
HAHAHA...yeah, I got a crazy personal life! It's just nuts sometimes. I have a cane because I messed up my knee a few months back. So yes, I look A LOT like House when I walk with it. It's why they call me that at work. And yeah, I said it all...to sum it up: "I'm single" Rock on!!!!
from sandmanjs :
I had a feeling we'd have similar answers. We DO sorta think alike. Scary as that may seem! Yup, I have a guitar. Oh...I don't REALLY know how to play it. Just the intros to a few songs. It sits and stares at me everyday, like yours, growing dusty. We SHOULD get lessons! That'd be fun...though a heck of a drive for someone... =P
from sandmanjs :
About to be disowned????? I'm hurt :-P HAHAHA...but did you see I got three of them up? Not as good as your four in one day trick but hey, I tried! And it's not like I went away...I just...umm...was busy. :-)
from f1shb0wl :
yeah, i told them i wouldn't do the spray paint. it's just a symbol of how oblivios these guys are. and, the game i would push through if it was just one. but, it's like 10-12 of them, and some are 2 in a row! Really, being pregnant i have never been so tired and emotional in my life. it's rediculous. i think i will just have to tell him i can't and deal with him hating me. i really think they will hate me more when i make a bunch of mistakes during the game!
from littledjblue :
i'd rather be alone than be having to deal with people who seem to lack common sense in regards to proper behaviour when staying with a family who has so graciously allowed them a room in their house for free for nearly a month. ;)
from littledjblue :
i just wanted to drop by and say hello, since i haven't in so very very long. i hope you are doing well + that your summer was AMAZING. i have been trying to catch up on diaries but it really is a lot harder than i thought, even just getting back into routine of checking them regularly..
from i-found-him :
Thanks for leaving me a note saying you dropped by. I'm glad you enjoyed my writing. I'm going to check yours out...I'm always looking for new reads. :) Thanks again!
from badbadzoot :
I know you don't want KS to NOT see his daughter, but I'm sure you feel like you're competing with her sometimes. I think all couples need that "alone" time to get to know each other much more intimately before they start a family, and KS had already started without you! So it throws the whole "courtship" stage out of whack. Stick with it! You will be rewarded in the end! much love xoxoxoxo
from f1shb0wl :
i haven't gotten a chance to catch up on your diary. i just wanted to say thank you for the email! i am planning o writing back, but things are SO BUSY for me right now. but, seriously... THANK YOU SO MUCH!
from f1shb0wl :
ONE MONTH SINCE AN UPDATE? i think i'm having pinkbowshoe withdrawls!!! hee, hee, just kidding. actually, i finally finished my classes for the term and i am trying to catch up on diaries. i clicked on your and noticed *gasp* no updates! :o) hope all is well. i have been ever worse about keeping up with myspace.
from f1shb0wl :
i have been thinkin about you! especially when i gave blood last week :o) i hope you are alright!
from badbadzoot :
awe, we've missed you toooo. And I can't give blood anymore, no one wants it!! ack!!! much love xxxooo
from badbadzoot :
awe, I'm beginning to understand and know how you feel now. Mr. B wants to go and hang with guy friends, but I'm a little wary and nervous, knowwhatimean? I hate how I feel, I don't even want him on the internet when I'm not home... but here we are putting our hearts on the line and the hardest thing is to trust that they are not going to break them.... much love xxxxooo
from badbadzoot :
that is odd. I'd say pay attention to his actions, because I hear that most sexual predators you can't even point out anymore from a crowd they look and act so normal.... hmmm. I wouldn't be too worried, yet, only if he makes a habit out of this... much love xxxxoooo
from littledjblue :
you are amazing. you will make it through this and be stronger + the better for it. ...it just might suck a lot on the way.
from sandmanjs :
Absolutely get Fort Minor's album, there's two versions out there. One has 16 tracks, the other 21 or so. Amazon has that second, longer version. Best non punk album I've heard in a LOOOONG time. Hope everything is going alright.
from f1shb0wl :
yeah, we do a lot of running here. since we are on block scheduling, we have the kids for 1 1/2 hours. we have time to do a lot of running and play games. so, we train them for a 20-minute-run for their final. each 6 weeks we test them. the first 6 weeks they have to do 10 minutes without stopping, the second 6 weeks they have to do 15 minutes, and their final is the 20 minutes. they just finished the 15 minute part. so, i did a 20 minute warm-up, but they could walk for part of it. it's amazing what they can do when they know they have to. i love teaching them that they can do it. when they first hear "run for 20 minutes straight" they look at me like i'm crazy, but they all do it. i RARELY have anyone not pass the final. we let them do it at their own pace.
from badbadzoot :
oh my. I will have to message you what I think, because I went through something similar with Mr. B just recently.... I will later tonight when I get home much love sweetie xxxxoooo
from f1shb0wl :
holy shit. woman's intuition, you're right! i say, security cameras. they work in the mall, right? anything that "happened" will be on tape. so, he can use that for him if nothing did, or you can use it as a point if you need more info. yikes. i dunno. why would the police come by? if it was something more serious, though, i don't think they would have just talked to him. really. so you are pretty safe there, i think.
from jnw77 :
My sister once played on a volleyball team where the assistant coach was dating her roommate - secretly I might add. It made her terribly uncomfortable, and when the truth was found out by the administration, the volleyball program fell apart. She, and the rest of the team, ended up having to transfer schools. Tell your coach this.. "would you like it if a student was dating the assistant professor in class?" Same situation, right? It's just morally wrong. I stand behind you 100% on this. And I totally hate politics in the workforce/sports/school/world environment. I'd go off on a rant about how men automatically assume it's a man's world and always give the best opportunities to men first, but then again.. he might be favoring the guy just because he's the boyfriend of his daughter and not because he's a guy. Damn it. That just totally pisses me off. If was there, I'd probably embarrass us both by having a word with them all. And then they'd probably be like, "who in the world are you and why do you care?" And I'd have to make up something off the wall so it wouldn't lead back to you... so maybe it's a good thing that I live this far away.
from f1shb0wl :
ha, ha... mine is a fossil, too. but it's black with a silver face. how funny. people always tease me about my "big watches."
from badbadzoot :
my day is as good as can be expected, not too busy, so just lurking around the internet.... *big hugs right back at ya*
from badbadzoot :
sorry your day was bad! ick, "office" politics are everywhere you go, no matter what job it is- there will be politics, and it sucks, it sucks big cajones. And I liked your, what do they call it, alliteration-allegory-metaphor about relationships and jobs. It's very true. It's so tough being smart isn't it??!!!!! ;-) much love xxxxooo
from f1shb0wl :
seriously, what assholes. it was like when he got your email, he was like, oh, oops! i need to send her one of those form letters. what an ass! the LEAST he could do for not getting back to you is apologize for it and be a little sympathetic. you are so right, though that a lot of it is politics. at least learning this way you can think of it as being LUCKY to not play on a team with people like THAT.
from badbadzoot :
awe, take it in stride. There was a reason why this was not for now. Maybe later. Point is you are exercising like you've been wanting to, and you've achieved a goal! It doesn't matter that the end result was not good, but you still achieved a goal and that is something to be proud of. Something better will come your way. I'm sure of it. much love xxxxxoooo
from badbadzoot :
thanks lovely, I hope you are feeling well... I'm just glad no one was seriously injured or died in those accidents! much love xxxoooo, let's go eat some chocolate together..... ;-)
from f1shb0wl :
no, i didn't coach this year b/c of that guy. i couldn't handle working for him again!!! they asked me to come coach now, but i can't b/c all our meets are on wednesdays and my master's classes are wednesdays, too. :o(
from jnw77 :
I meant to get back to you earlier about the whole abuse thing, but I decided to wait until after my class last night. We had two speakers show up who are victims of domestic violence, and I asked them what somebody should do when they want to help out a friend. I used my cousin as an example. They told me the best thing to do is to just listen. Don't push her to leave the relationship or make her feel like you're judging her in anyway. It will just cause her to pull away and become more isolated from her friends and family. Then they said that she has to reach the breaking point herself, and hopefully she will reach that point before its too late. It's really the only way to get people like her to leave a negative situation for good. Oh, and they also mentioned that everytime a person leaves a relationship, but they go back into it.. that's okay.. because when they go back into it, they're that much stronger. And eventually they'll be strong enough to pull out of the relationship for good. I hope that made sense. Anyhow, I'll be praying for your friend. Oh, and your sister too... take care.
from badbadzoot :
your sister kind of reminds me of the girl I'm dealing with. But the thing is I think this girl likes to think she's alone. Because she's always complaining there is no one there and no one can help her and she is such a victim blah blah blah. And I'm like, well I'm right here! Don't I count?? The mind is a crazy thing to try to understand.... much love xxxooooo
from badbadzoot :
heh heh! I would direct you to her MySpace, but she has deleted me as a friend and set her profile to private!! What a baby... heh, yeah, sometimes those little nasty words come out when I've had enough...!! much love xxxxooooooxoxoxoxox
from badbadzoot :
yeah, I think if you just do little sweet things for her to make her feel special and wanted, she might stop having those thoughts. I think a lot of times people who end up doing that think they are not wanted and they are a burden to their loved ones. Gosh, I just wish I could open up their heads and look inside to see what was really going on. I pray all the best for you and your sister and that she can get through this ordeal okay. My older brother's ex's cousin killed himself a few years ago, right before Christmas, and it almost killed her to go through that pain. She is still suffering pretty bad. She's had some mental unstability before, but this sent her over the edge and caused her and my brother's relationship demise. If I can think of anything, I'll send it along.... much love xxxxxxoooooo
from badbadzoot :
I saw your friend request on myspace, and I had a feeling it was you (I seen it before I read your note to me)! Praying that things will go back to normal for ya, or semi-normal. Normal enough where you don't think about her death all the time. Right after my Nana died that is all I thought about for months and I was miserable. But it got better, eventually. I think I'm afraid of forgetting her.... much love xxxxooooooo
from its-a-newday :
I'm really impressed by the way you described the priest handling the funeral service. There are SOOOOOOOO many times that I've heard horror stories from people about priests that have had to perform services for people who committed suicide. I'm sure that it's hard on everyone that was close to her. Just stay storng and like I've said before, if you need me just holla. :) (BIG HUG) And good luck on the tryouts! I'm sure you'll do wonderfully! :)
from badbadzoot :
***big hugs*** words are never enough, especially when someone so young departs from this world..... my deepest sympathies... much love xxxxxxoooo
from its-a-newday :
Oh my GOD!!!! I am SO sorry! You know if you need ANYHTING, just let me know, okay? I'm alright, I'm just really sick of being pregnant. I'm ready to deliver. :) Just keep me posted on what's going on. And if you need to talk, just IM me. My screen names' are listed on my profile.
from jnw77 :
I know these words don't mean as much as I wish they could because they can't bring her back to life, but I am sorry to hear about her death and your loss. I know what it's like to lose someone so young and close to you. I know we don't know each other offline, but I feel like I've gotten to know you through your diary on a level many people may not know you on. And I'm extremely grateful that Diaryland has brought someone as kind and special as you into my life. You are a true friend, and I want you to know I am always here for you whenever you need me.
from its-a-newday :
Oh my GOD, what happened?
from f1shb0wl :
oh.my.god. that is so sad. heartbreaking. a little child involve, too? i am guessing from the way you ended that maybe she took her own life? if you remember i went through that last winter. i know how hard that is. i am so sorry for you, your sister, and everyone involved.
from badbadzoot :
awe, that's sweeeeeettt!!! I can't wait until September, it's gonna be such a blast!!!! I'll take lots o' pictures.... xxxxxxxxooooooo
from badbadzoot :
YAY! glad things are good and that you are still alive! ;-) much love xxxxoooooo
from jnw77 :
The other day at the office, there was this spider crawling across the floor in the office next to mine.. and when the girl who office's in there stepped on it, about a billion little spiders jumped out and ran all over the place. It was extremely disgusting and awful. And I don't even mind spiders.
from badbadzoot :
okay, I just read your comment to me! And thanks! Mr. B I think does need a little mental adjustment. He says that the bills are "ours", but I pay the bulk of them. My mom warned me that most of our fights will be over finances. But I'm determined not to let it get the best of me. And I totally want a BBQ reception. I'm not a fancy food girl anyways- so why do I need it at my wedding? much love xxxxoooooo
from badbadzoot :
EEEEEEEEWWWWWWWW!!!!! AAAAACCCCCKKKKKK!!!!!!! those bugs REALLY freak me out. FO' REAL YO! Bugs in general give me the heebie jeebies, but centipedes and milipedes AAAAGGGGGHHH!!! Just talking about them is freaking me out man!!!! KILL IT! KILLLLLL IIITTT!! much love xxxxxxxxoooooo
from littledjblue :
i usually make other people kill bugs for me. my sister and father have come to my rescue many a times. sometimes i can get 'em on my own, but not usually.
from badbadzoot :
it's alright... I almost got a new car, even though I can't afford it. I neeeeed one. It was a freaking awesome deal too, but I didn't have enough credit and I didn't want a co-signer. So pooooo. Yay for your new car though! much love xxxxxoooooo
from its-a-newday :
YAY! What did you get?????
from f-girl :
no more beetle? what did you buy??
from badbadzoot :
oh, definitely keep your plans with KS. I love my friends, but my guy is more important than them. That's just the way it is! She'll get over it, and I think that if you give in and go with her, she will expect it all the time and lay on the guilt trips even more! My family is like that- if I let their guilt trips get to me, then they have control. But I am the one who should be in control! So don't fret my dear! All will be well! much love xxxxooooooo
from badbadzoot :
You are sooo not overreacting. Your friend is just being a bit whiny because she wants alone time with her friend (you) sans any boys. I was like that for a bit with my best friend when she first started dating her husband. I'm assuming she's single..... I hated being single because all my friends had significant others to hang out with and I had no one. It sucked, but I think your friend will get over it. Hopefully.... ;-) much love xxxxooooooo zooooooootttiiieee
from jnw77 :
I agree with Zoot. Do the diabolical thing and turn the daughter against her mother. Ha ha ha! That's so evil, I love it. Pure genius. I had a boyfriend once who had a kid with another woman and she was the same exact way, always stirring up drama and stress. I swear. Women like that always piss me off. I agree with you. They need to get the hell over it and just grow the flip up already. You know.. quit thinking about themself and start thinking about how it affects the child. What a bitch.
from badbadzoot :
oh my, that situation pisses me the hell off too! And this woman needs to think for a minute, if you get more involved and act like a mother, maybe the daughter will like you more as a mother than her own and then everything will blow up in her face. ha hah ahahhahahhahaha. Diabolical, I know. ;-)
from its-a-newday :
Love the layout - and believe me, baby mommas suck! Ex wives suck worse! Richard and i just finished dealing with a situation with their two daughters (which are actually her kids that HE adopted). She was raising all types of hell with us, and it turned out that the guy who she was living with was sexually abusing the girls! Ain't that some shit? She tells my husband that she hopes that I fall down the stairs because I was having his baby, but she let some creeped out asshole touch on her babies!
from badbadzoot :
I like the layout! The picture is awesome. Hmmm, how I wish I was that girl riiiiiight now. ;-) much love xxxxxoooo
from thehoneypot :
i dont know if to call them vows? pledges?? .. i think they are all good.. you can follow them.. you really can .. live each day for the day.. each moment for the moment *smile*
from badbadzoot :
things will turn out right. And if you haven't already, make copies of your little list and put it up everywhere. Really. Put a copy on the fridge, put one next to your bed so you see it when you wake up, put one next to your desk. Just put them up wherever you can see it and be reminded of your goals. I should make a list too! Thanks for the great idea! much love xxxxooooooo p.s. that stinks that only one parent can claim a child. They should change that, since the parents aren't together- and they're both providing for the child, they both should be able to claim her. The government sucks, but they do provide awesomely stable jobs.
from its-a-newday :
i look at it this way - men: you can't live with them and you can't procreate without them.
from its-a-newday :
OMG I know right? The conversations with exes are always crazy. I think it's funny how before I got married and pregnant, my ex husband and I used to fight like cats and dogs. Now, everything is pretty civil and he decides this is the time that he wants to say all of the things he should have said when we were married. Men are funny, yet STUPID at the same time.
from badbadzoot :
yay for better days! And I won't hold it against you- (not going to church!)!! ha! Church is there for us to get encouragement. It's not supposed to be a "oh if I don't go I'm going to hell" kind of thing. Know what I mean? And what is up with that girl missing KS??? I wouldn't worry too much, trust KS, because when you start doubting, that's when $#it hits the fan. It reminds me of a former friend, she is psycho and obsessed with her ex, who is also a friend of mine. He's still my friend, she's lost all her friends because she lets her ex consume her life. He's dating another girl and is having a baby with her, my "friend" still thinks she and him will get back together one day. Um, yeah, I don't think so. It's just crazy how people will let something or someone just consume every thought so they can't think straight. I don't think you have anything to worry about though. Much love xxxxooooooo Zoot
from f-girl :
i am so glad you are having a better day. and, b/c i'm nosy (hell, i read people's online diaries in my spare time) i went over to myspace and checked out ks's profile and then hers. wtf? WHO the HELL does she think she is even leaving him COMMENTS like that? she needs to learn her boundries. i think you are safe and ks is not interested in her but i do think she has a high school crush she need to GET OVER. her comments are over the top.
from badbadzoot :
GIRL YOU NEED A VACATION! Plain and simple!! Forget EVERYONE else (yes, even KS!) and focus on yourself! It seems you are worrying about everyone and everything except for your spiritual self. Just take some time everyday, clear your mind, and do NOT worry about ANYTHING! Listen to some music, do a hobby, do SOMETHING that you are positive will make YOU happy and no one else. I'm not sure on your religious preference (or if you have one...) but, I'm a christian and the Bible tells me to let tomorrow resolve itself and that if God will take care of the smallest bird and the tiniest flower, then He will take care of me. I'm a worry wart, real bad, and that gets me down a lot, but I just tell myself "screw everyone else, if they have a problem, that's their problem, not mine". Everyone has something to be worrying about, but don't let it consume your life! Just make a decision to not let those problems get you down! You can do it! I know you can! much love xxxooooooo
from f-girl :
:o( i am so sorry you are having such a hard time. i think any strong woman who has so many things on her plate goes through these feelings. i just want you to know that i can relate & i do know exactly what you mean baout "feeling the food." i'm sorry <3
from badbadzoot :
awe the bear is cute! with it's sparkly red underpants!! ha! Happy Valentine's day- hope it's swell! Did I just say "swell"?. yikes. much love xxxxooooo
from littledjblue :
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!
from spab18 :
Geez yes i did it all by myself!!! Just reading through your stories reminded my of your eyes when I saw them for the 1st time. They were wonderful i felt a strange calm when i looked into them. Strange in a good way. But ah I was too shy to let myself out. Loves ya happy V-day. Don't forget about this one either. From way back when. I had to look through all your old diaries to find that one err. After all is said and done I am here for you now I want you to know that I will always be here for you Don't ever doubt that you are a special one No matter what the past has dealt to you, you have over come it all That sadness that has overcome you has made you a strong woman Don't ever let anyone take your caring ness away from you You are that special person that everyone hopes to find
from thehoneypot :
happy valentines day *hug*
from its-a-newday :
Ironically, you and I are going through something really similar. I know what it's like to grow apart from someone that you thought would be your friend forever. That's happening to me right now. So if you ever want to talk, I'm here because I SO can relate.
from badbadzoot :
mm, I'm sorry about the best-friend thing. I wouldn't know what to do if I lost it all with my best friend. We've been hanging in there for almost 20 years!! good grief that's a long time... but we both understand that we live in different states and are busy, I don't talk to her as often as I like, but when we do it's like playing catch-up. It's hard keeping a best friend as a grown up like you had in high school. So much crap happens, I guess we just need to roll with the punches... much love xxxoooo
from thehoneypot :
i know im a guy... and old.. but i can really be a great (sorta) girlfriend .. im a great listener
from spab18 :
You can figure out who I am. It's all in the name.
from spab18 :
Don't drive yourself crazy about it hunny. It was supposed to be a good thing. All I was trying to say is that no matter how bad things erk you. Some HS girl or not fitting into a pair of jeans it's the look thats in your eyes people are drawn to and what matters to them. With that look thats in your eyes it's comforting to people around you. The other petty stuff doesn't matter. Keep a sparkle in your eye thats all you need. The rest is pointless to let consume your days. You have what it takes to be a great person and you are. Just stay focused as you always do and let the small things slide of your back.
from thehoneypot :
nope.. it wasnt me.. but i take it in a good way
from spab18 :
Remember what your eyes show. A look into your eyes shows determination. A look into your eyes shows a never-ending story of past and future. Your eyes have such depth they truly are a look into your soul Your eyes reflect the goodness inside of you With eyes like yours nothing else matters it all just goes away. Remember to keep that sparkle in your eyes, without that sparkle Iím afraid the world would end.
from thehoneypot :
she is not a high school girl.. i think she might still have that middle school mentality ... i hope the pmsing passes quickly
from badbadzoot :
don't let the little girls get you down. Girls try to flirt with Mr. B all the time, and I let it slide. I do get a little ticked off, but I figure, if Mr. B didn't want to be with me, he wouldn't be with me, right? Sure it gets me down about myself, but I need to get those thoughts out of my head and be confident in my relationship! much love xxxooo
from thehoneypot :
that all is soooo romantic ... something that will remain in your mind forever
from badbadzoot :
aaawwweeeeee!!!! that is sooooo sweeeeeeetttt! I wish Mr. B did that for me, but then again, I don't have a bathtub. Just a shower stall. hmph. It's all good though! KS, what a nice guy!! much love xxxoooo
from jnw77 :
Oh wow. It's working! Yay!! I don't know why, but whenever I tried to leave a note in the past, I always got some random page saying something about how it wasn't turned on or something? I don't know. Anyhow, I forgot what I was going to say now. Hmmmm? Oh yeah! I remember now. My sister Angie is 30 and has three kids. She's looking the best she's ever looked. I asked her how she did and she said when she's pregnant, she follows the weight watchers program or the food program diabetics are on. I think I'll do that too. I mean, seriously. She looks like she did back in high school when she used to play soccer. :)
from badbadzoot :
awe, that sucks for KS. Employers can be soo dumb. And you can do what my mom does, have the kids work out with you! My 4 year old foster sister LOVES to work out with my mom. (she does "sweatin to the oldies". Wild Thang (the child) is always asking, "when can we dance again?" And when you keep a child active up through their teenage years, you're instilling healthy habits! yay! ;-) much love xxxooooo
from thehoneypot :
hiya,,, i hope your getting lotsa notes and comments (where do i leave a comment) again ,, listening to your radio station.. thanks for sharing...
from nygprincess :
Hey! I added you on My Space. As soon as I get out of my exam-week craziness, I'm going to catch up on my diary reading! :)
from littledjblue :
you didn't tick me off, my stinkin school did ;D
from badbadzoot :
awe, sorry! You are loved, no worries! Work has been a little hectic, and I like to leave notes for everyone, and thank you for your comments and such! They are a help! much love xxxxooooo
from f-girl :
you didn't make me mad :o) i actually had a lot to say about your last entry, but was in a rush and couldn't leave a note when i read it... then i just forgot :o( but, i don't know how much you read when looking at my old diary, but it seems we have YET ANOTHER thing in common. i have an ex that haunted me for YEARS. i could not get over it. and it kept me from getting close to shane for a long time. i just could never talk about it and held it inside. that's actually why i started writing here at dl. just telling someone about it and talking it through is what finally got me to move on. and, even though i am MADLY in love with shane, i still hope i never see that guy again because i know it will be too hard. i completely understand. secondly, you're note about the witch had me cracking up!
from f-girl :
ha, ha. your 5 things made me laugh! i have the toilet paper thing, too. but, i'm one of those that thinks the tp should roll up and over, not down and under. we could never be roommates! :o)
from f-girl :
i definitely agree there is a really good chance those emails are from my students. which really makes me even more want to shut down my sight. i don't like the idea that my students are all over on there. and sending me creepy emails?? it really weirds me out. i do think it's probably students.
from badbadzoot :
that Trent is one freaking hilarious dude!
from thehoneypot :
i sorry your not feling well and pushing to hard .. i got a question to ask..what if it takes 5 yrs instead of 3 yrs to gte your degree ,, dont push to hard .. take some time to enjoy things just a little bit,, each day {hug}
from f-girl :
oh my gosh, i am such a dork!!! i just left this message to MYSELF on my notes!!! what a nerd! anyway, this was supposed to go to you. (now i have to go delete it from my notes): honestly, everyone is in a down mood lately! it's crazy. and, about school and teaching, i had those same feelings. and still todya there are always things people say or do that make me wonder if i am doing what i am meant to be doing. you have to tune out the crappy people and remember the benefits. the professors i had were NOTHING like the real people i teach with... i think that's why they are professors, not teachers themselves. they have all these view points and ideas that sound great, but never work in the real world!
from adelyte :
i was gone but now i'm back... i hope you're well. Congrats on the job. i'm working on getting my diary back in order. Happy New Year 8)
from badbadzoot :
I think all that matters is that you are at a job that you like, if not love. Because being at a job you absolutely hate really sucks. So congratulations on your new job!
from badbadzoot :
ooooohhhh!! I'm so happy for you!! I feel all warm and fuzzy inside now... at least you all have met and can get to know each other for the rest of your lives! A girl's wedding day is important, but it is after all just one day out of your entire life! I'm sure there will be lots of happy days to fill in for that one missed day! yay!
from f-girl :
do you have a myspace?? add me! my link is listed... um, think in an entry on 9-30?? wild guess. i'd have to double check. if you can't find it, give me you're link! it is addicting.
from badbadzoot :
awe, that was sweet though, for them to throw you a little something special. It sucks to feel miserable when someone is trying to do something nice. Happy Birthday though! And I've got a little love triangle going on here.... I'm loyal to D-Land, but Blogger is FREE man!
from f-girl :
i think the piercing thing depends on your school. my principal is very cool. there are probably teachers here who don't like it & principals in other districts, who knows. i used to have mine in college and took it out when i began student teaching also. but, i know a couple of student teachers who even have it. i guess it just depends where we are. good luck!
from nygprincess :
Happy New Year. I'm glad you enjoyed your Christmas and I hope the move goes well. You shouldn't put so much stock in to the BMI. It doesn't take into account how much muscle you have. I've seen athletes get labeled morbidly obese with the stupid BMI because they are more muscular. Anyway, good luck with taking off the five pounds! :)
from badbadzoot :
yeah- my mother FINALLY stopped asking me where her grandkids were. (in outer space mom!). Guys and girls are weird when it comes to friends. I want Mr. B to have friends and I don't mind friends who are girls, but I always get nervous. Especially when said friends are exes....
from badbadzoot :
oh, I'm so sorry sweetie. I feel so bad, because I know how you feel. I was used to being alone, but now that I'm not- I don't want to be alone ever again. I don't like it when Mr. B goes to work and I have to sleep all alone in that bed. I can't sleep! I don't know what to tell you, because it is up to KS to say something. Is he scared of rocking the boat? He has rights too as an employee, he doesn't need to be stepped on and made to work crappy hours... I hope it gets better!
from sandmanjs :
I think today is your birthday (the 20th)...so Happy Birthday!! Don't ask for the song and dance stuff...we all know that won't happen :P
from f-girl :
wow. that would be so hard. it sounds like it is a really good thing that you and your dad reconnected! what an awesome thing he did. he sounds amazing!
from badbadzoot :
oh wow! what a bad end to a good trip. KS has definitely misunderstood how your feeling. He should really try to get in your shoes and then I think he would understand how you felt. I can't believe he brought up the "you want to break up with me" thing. That sucks. Because if he said it he's worried you two won't last. A good deep long conversation to get it all out between you two will be good I think. And when you feel you're getting frustrated just take a deep breath and start again! Hope things get better.... xxxx
from nygprincess :
Glad to see you so happy! New York is awesome, especially during this time of the year. Make sure ya dress warm though. I'm glad everything worked out with your project and that the test was easy. Have fun in NY!! I wish I was going, I'm soooo jealous! :)
from f-girl :
ehhh, i don't especially love those cars. but he does. and they have been growing on me a bit. i also don't really plan on selling my bug, but i have had a lot of troubles with it in the last year. i still will be paying for 4 years, so who knows what i will feel like then. also, i completely agree abouot the professor evaluations. my prof "forgot" to bring her evals! i was pissed!!! the whole time i was thinking FINALLY, REVENGE on my way to class, but i got there and she tolf us she didn't have them! ugh! lastly, congrats on new york! i really hope to visit there some day, too, but it's much more of a trip for me. i hope you have an awesome time!
from badbadzoot :
awe! Things are looking up! yay! ;-)
from nygprincess :
I thought you were going to say you were an Eagles fan and then I was going to beat ya up. lol. I feel fat all the time, so I understand how ya feel. Men can't understand what it's like for women and their weight. A wise person once told me that to be fat as a woman is worse than being crazy or having an STD. So of course we are going to dwell on our weight sometimes, even those that aren't really fat.
from badbadzoot :
I know how you feel. All girls go through that "I'm ugly" thang once in a while. Some days I feel beautiful and some days I just feel ugly. I think society has something to do with how our (womens) minds are trained. People see me as a strong, confident, independent woman, but they just don't know what I'm feeling on the inside! My man can tell me I'm beautiful a million times, and I still feel like crap.
from f-girl :
okay, now that i've had about an hour of free time (kind of) i am quite excited to take your quizzes! i love it when people post that stuff so i can steal it when i'm bored! :o) also, i can so relate about the professor BOTH of my professors never emailed me when they were supposed to all semester. annoying! what would they do if we did that?!
from thehoneypot :
soo.. i should be driving a toyota AND i am .. i really liked reading about my birthday too ,, thanks .... Carter
from nygprincess :
That birth order predictor is scary. It told me I was a fourth born, and I am a fourth born.
from nygprincess :
Don't ya just love those quizzes? Thanks for the note. Sorry I haven't been very good at leaving notes lately, I've been in a funk, which makes me lazy. I hope everything is going ok for ya!!
from badbadzoot :
ha ha! My inner child was scared? I don't know why. Sometimes those quizzes freak me out because they are spot on, sometimes they are so far from the truth it's ridiculous. But it's a great time-waster!
from f-girl :
yeah, my prof is a real biotch. i am really rolling over my options of what to do. she sucks. my master's program is in cirriculum and assessment. i actually didn't really WANT that, but it was the quickest and most easy program i found. i only go go class one night a week for 3 hours. there is the two week intensive 8-5 m-f once a summer, too. but in two years, doing that and taking one online class aterm i will have my master's and be done with it. then on to my admin classes.
from badbadzoot :
uh oh! All this around the holidays is NOT fun. I'm sorry dear! The apartment co. should have given you more than 60 days notice. Not everyone has a money tree in their back yard! I hope the light at the end of the tunnel becomes more clear! much love xxxoooo
from thehoneypot :
i like your new template but i dont know that kenny chesney song .. i havd a BIGGG HUGG FOR YOU please let this stay on your screen for 10 mins and good things will happen for you *grin* .. where in NY is kc going? im here in NY
from f-girl :
wow, this felt like i was writing it myself. i am constantly feeling like i should just drop out of school. i hate it all. and my prof. hates me, too. no matter what i do. she acts so "laid back," but gets pissed and says rude comments all the time. god, i hate her. anyway, just letting you know i feel 'ya! :o)
from badbadzoot :
oh wow! You make total sense! Before meeting my guy, I felt 100% myself. I didn't feel desperate or that there was a gaping hole inside me. But after meeting Brandon, I feel that he brings out things in me I didn't know were there. I like how you put it- "enhances me". Very nice.
from littledjblue :
i don't think your sig. other should ever make you 100%. no person can do that. i think what you said was dead on -- you were 100% before him, he just enhances you. i like that, a lot. i don't think it's healthy to go into a relationship NOT being 100% without the other, because then too much stress and pressure will be placed on one another, and no person can make you happy or complete.
from f-girl :
wow. you are right. i asked him if he's ever been told he looks like that guy just now because i've never heard it. he said no. but, he looks way more like him i think. good call! :o)
from nygprincess :
Hey! Sorry that you couldn't get out of that class, that sucks! Just look at it as one less class you'll need for your degree though. I definitely think that the things we see growing up impact how we handle things later on in life. It's really hard to change how you handle things when you've been operating that way for twenty years. Have a good week!
from wistful-blue :
There are two ways to link a person's diary from your page: (1) is to type the following in your entry %%diary -[person's diary name]%% so if I were linking your diary this way I'd type: %%diary-pinkbowshoe%%. If you want the link to open to a new page, then it should look like the following: <a href=http://diaryname.diaryland.com/ target=_blank>diaryname or the person's name</a>. EX. <a href=http://pinkbowshoe.diaryland.com/ target=_blank>pinkbowshoe</a>. The same is used whenever linking *any* other web page: <a href=URL target=_blank>whatever title you'd like to give the link</a>. I hope I've clarified rather than confused. :-) -cat
from f-girl :
yeah, that's the one. it hurts like a son of a bitch right now, too. i am kind of regretting it. hopefully when it heals all will be well. :o) i will try to figure out how to fix my damn computer!
from nygprincess :
Thanks for the note. Sorry things aren't going so great with you right now. I totally understand how you feel with the being super busy. When you have so much going on, it's really hard to balance all of the pressure that come from your family and boyfriend. I hope you have a better week!
from thehoneypot :
i so sorry you are having problems and it sounds like the same problem .. i have this theory ,,everything in the universe goes in circles .. it depends whats revolving before the circle starts again .. *hug*
from sandmanjs :
Hey, thanks for adding me. I added you too :-) And yup, you're right, I was a soccer player. Woo hoo!!!!
from nygprincess :
Congrats on finishing your first grad school class!!! Writing a children's book sounds fun, good luck with it. :)
from thehoneypot :
thank you for sharing and .... "wooohooo" notes all fixed .. see you can do alot more things easily then you thought
from ventichai :
hey!!!! long time, huh?! i just wanted to drop by real quick and tell you how happy i am for you. you really deserve all the happiness in the world. i know how long of an uphill battle this has been and finally your time has come. make sure you post some pics or email me when you get the chance!!!! xoxo
from f-girl :
aaaawwwww!!!! that was so sweet it made me cry reading it. i am so happy for you!
from f-girl :
wow. congratulations. that has to be an amazing feeling. can't wait to hear more!
from nygprincess :
Hey, sorry I didn't reply earlier but things are pretty crazy right now. I'm sorry you're not feeling so great, trust me I know the feeling. I hope you feel better!! I'm sorry I can't leave you a longer, more optimistic message but I'm a pessimist,LOL, so I'm not so good with the optimism. But I've felt like crap before, and it usually always does get better. I have to go study now, when my exams are done I'll leave ya a longer message.
from littledjblue :
i hope things get better for you.. know that i miss you + your updates bunches. no news is /not/ good news, despite what people have said.
from geeked-out :
It's addicting I tell you.
from thehoneypot :
woww.. a new template. it looks niceee .im glad you liking grad school .. and sorry you are having a difficult time at home... i hope your therapist helps you see a way for things to improve .. i havent updated in a long time too ./ i dont know what i should write ,,oh well
from f-girl :
wow!!! good to see an update. congrats on grad school. sorry to hear about the man. shane and i went through a really rough time for a while, too. i just got to the poitn where itr needed to advance and i was getting so frustrated it wasn't that things got super messed up. but obviously, we ironed it all out in the end :o)
from thehoneypot :
you havent updated for a while and also havent seen you online,,how are you doing,,hows that partime job.. i hope your not exhausting yourself
from thehoneypot :
nice on getting the part time job.. please dont over exhaust yourself.; working two jobs and grad school .. thats lot i mean ALOT . take care
from thehoneypot :
missing ya .. i hope all is ok
from thehoneypot :
one of the most scarest things i can remember was 'buying a house'.. i rememeber thinking if it burned before i bought it ,, then i wont be so crazy... it didnt happen.. i bought it ... credit problems are the worst..twice i had to bale my son out of extreme debt and know i see my daughter sinking .. looks like the ex really wont help if she was doing nothing about it for so long .. and songs.. being a male i dont suffer from PMS.. good thing or i would be more of a emotional wreck .. if you can get credit for a house on your own.. do it.. but dont put yourzself into deep debt.. Okk
from ishouldcry :
thank you for your note, I am glad you enjoy. Do you think it's a female sexuality thing, where you just wake up one day and think 'yes, there are some men who would like sex with me, lets see what we can do?' Thats how I look back at it. lol. oh well, I've grown up a bit since then. :) Take care. Becca
from candoor :
dunno if it was a banner or some other link that got me here, but I was here (hold the applause, feel free to laugh) for no apparent reason... I enjoyed myself anyway :)
from nygprincess :
I'm alright, thanks. Not great, but surviving. I just locked it for a few days. How is everything going with you?
from thehoneypot :
everything ok???
from markthehulk :
No it wasn't a toeball... I was playing barefoot and caught my foot in the ground causing my toe to snap... It was a non kick related injury, I am actually not too shabby at the whole football thing so I know not to toe a ball. :oP
from f-girl :
wow. i am such a dork. i copied that quiz from you, and somehow missed changing a couple of questions. i fixed it now, but if you read it when i had a couple of your answers, i am sorry. what a dork i am! :o)
from innerscroll :
My boy-friend can get a little jealous too. I don't think it's a matter of trust in you. I think it's a matter of trust in others you are in contact with. There's a need to feel that you are safe on the part of those who care. Thanks for the note you left me. I told her what was said, actually she brought the topic up. It was easier than I expected. Thank you!
from its-a-newday :
Thanks so much for your note! I read your diary, I hope things get better with meeting your dad. Honestly, I don't think I would have had much composure after talking to your aunt - I think I would have cursed. Hang in there!
from f-girl :
just in general education. in this state, you can get your bach. degree along with a teaching license. i got my BS in secondary education. but, you must get you masters in 6 yrs or you lose your license to teach. i graduated 2 1/2 years ago, so i've gotta get cracking.
from littledjblue :
What beaches would you recommend in DE for a family vacation of sorts?
from thehoneypot :
i ben feeling sick for the past 2 weeks.. already been to the dr 3 times for better meds .. i went today and he took a xray and said im looking much better,, why dont i fel much better .. then work .. im coughing like crazy and we have to wear face shields .. not nice being sick and having to wear that,, and now .. new rule.. no cough drops while inside the lab.. managers can be soo suckky,,, ohh ,, my manager is a women ,, feel better soon
from f-girl :
oh my gosh! how crazy! we are living double lives!!! :o)
from clarity25 :
The place where you're at right now is common. That struggle to find out what you want to do, where you want to go..what path to take. It will all come together in time. You just take it day by day. I wish I had better advice, But I can tell you that I understand where you're coming from.
from f-girl :
um, yes, that's exactly what i have... with the orange rims.... weird....
from nygprincess :
Hey! Have you ever thought about getting a masters in exercise science? I'm not really sure what they do though, LOL. I just know it exists. Or maybe you could go back to be an athletic trainer. I guess that is probably physical therapy, but maybe you could concentrate in athletic training? That would be a great job for you, you'd be helping kids plus they'd be compliant. Non-compliant folks are the worse, trust me I know. Sounds like you had an interesting night. I hate sleeping on the floor, I never get any sleep. I think this is how we know we are getting old. When I was young, I didn't care where I slept, now I only wanna sleep in my own bed.
from f-girl :
hey! thanks for the add. weird how we have so many of the same "buddies" and i hadn't found ya. i was reading through your journal and we do have quite a bit in common... and seriously, is that convertable orange beetle yours??? i have an orange non-convertable one!!!! weird. :o)
from thehoneypot :
today i had breakfast with a friend, his wife is a personal trainer ,, she started doing it when she was in her 40s ,, she has a nice client base now .. when a person goes for a personal trainer, they are looking for help.. thats when you turn on your personality and keep em
from bitterwineuk :
hiya, thank you very much for your note. it means alot to have so much support even from the people i don't know personally but that's why i so love diaryland. it's a real little network of possible worldwide friends. just doing a quick note session and catchup of all my fave diaries. take care. Becca. P.S. my pink bow shoes are terribly scuffed due to so much wear and i am now looking for a pink pair of sandals for the summer. :)
from ghostofgor :
I think regardless of the money you make, if you cant lik4e waking up and going to work....you need to change. Hope it gets better. Ghost
from clarity25 :
if you're not happy with your job, the best thing to do is leave. You spend so much of your life at a job, why work somewhere that leaves you utterly miserable? It makes sense to hold on until you find a job elsewhere, but once you do..you should follow your heart and move on. Good luck with your job search and resolving the situation! (p.s. we have the same phobias:)
from thehoneypot :
i was really nice chatting with you online .. now dont quit the job and find a new job first .. jobs are really hard to come by these days .. banks are going more and more computerized .. it looks like they are trying to phase out tellers .. take your time.. think what you would really like to be doing and then.. go for it ..
from ventichai :
Breathe... This month will fly by. Don't let it get to you, soon enough it will all not even matter. If you need anything, drop me a buzz. Talk to you tomorrow!!! :)
from chicadee80 :
keep your head up!!! things will get better soon enough,trust me. I know your upset but please don't take it out on other people. I here for you and you know that.
from nygprincess :
Hey! Things sound really intense with KS right now. I think its perfectly normal to have the doubts that you have. It must be really hard to be with someone who had a whole other life before you. But you just have to remember that he is with YOU. Not her. If he wanted to be with her, he would have still been with her, but he's not. You're the one he wants to marry, the one he wants to spend all of his time with. I know its still hard, because I would be thinking the same things you are. I wish I could give ya some better advice, but I really suck at relationships. With regards to the job, honestly I'd quit. Before I started med school I was working in a hospital with a bunch of the most evil human beings ever to walk the face of the earth....I dealt with it for over four years until I finally couldn't take it anymore and quit. I probably shouldn't have, considering I had three months before I started med school, but I didn't care at that point. Even if you have to find a job that isn't so great, if it has less stress it will be well worth it.
from thehoneypot :
looks like your online now too.. i just got home from work.. i work nights.. my email is [email protected] if thats easier,, i also have msn aim yahoo and icq msgers if that easier for you
from thehoneypot :
hiya .. its me again .. i think i am sorts computer savy but i dont know how to add links either .. someone told me they'd teach me last sunday but our timeing didnt work out..you site looks lovelyyyyy
from chicadee80 :
Just keep your head up and things will work out. I know that some of the things from his past bother you so much. It is you and him now and I know its hard but try to leave the past where it is and move on. As for the cd with numbers.... it just goes to show you how un happy he was in his relationship with her. Mel he loves you even I can see that. The reason he gives you half the story is because he does not want to hurt you! This is what life is all about live,learn and love. you have a great man dont ever forget that. I am always here for you when you need me no matter what. love you more on your rough days,Shannon
from littledjblue :
Congrats on resigning, good luck with all that is to come.
from thehoneypot :
its me starguide again,, heehee.. i was trying to log in you see your extras.. i didnt make it but did get get to leave you a one word msg ,, hello from starguide now.
from thehoneypot :
starguide
from goldieknox03 :
i love the awnsers. whens the big day? Thanks for thinking those out. I love a good meme
from clarity25 :
That's a nice E-mail from your grandfather, while you're right, some of it isn't 100% correct, it's how the world SHOULD be. I also liked your entry with the answers to those interesting questions. Thanks for adding me to your favorites list, I'm going through your archives right now..I like your diary, just thought I would say "hi!"
from geeked-out :
aww you have a sweet grandpa
from littledjblue :
Where have you been?? It says 11 days since an update - I MISS YOU! :(
from goldieknox03 :
1. What is your single proudest moment? 2. where do you go to relax and be free? what do you do there? 3. whats your death row last meal? 4. What is your favourite outfit? why is it your favourite? 5. tell me your feelings on marriage, having children, family in general. do you want a family? how big? etc.
from goldieknox03 :
hey. sorry i took so long. give me a hour, and ill have your questions. K?
from littledjblue :
I just sent you an invite to be my friend.. sorry you couldn't find me, but now it is all fixed and we can be myspace friends so all is right in the world! :D
from littledjblue :
P.S. I added you to my buddy list, so if you get an IM from somebody saying "Who are you??" it is because I forgot who you were, so do not be alarmed. I do that often when I add new names.
from littledjblue :
How was the game?
from geeked-out :
so I lied and I'm just now getting you your questions. Sorry about that. Here goes 1.Write your half (and only your half) of a telephone conversation with someone (or some thing) who appears in a dream you've had. If you can't remember any dreams, imagine what a friend or relative might be dreaming about and use that instead. 2.Write an answer to a question of your own devising (but don't tell us what the question is!) and then make the next person you pass this meme on to guess what the question was. 3. How many pairs of shoes does the average necromancer keep in his wardrobe? 4.How did you find out about diaryland? What makes you stay here? 5.If you could change lives with one person dead or alive, real or fictional, who would it be and why?
from littledjblue :
sweet deal. i can just tell that very soon we will go and rock the outlet mall together!
from ghostofgor :
I want a kitty like that. Really. I love the Russian blues, but really I want a black kitty. *meow* o_o
from geeked-out :
Okay I'm still thinking up questions for you. I'll have them for you by the end of the day.
from geeked-out :
That recipe doesn't sound half bad. Thanks for sharing it =)
from nygprincess :
Haha, I loved Ally McBeal, very funny show. Now I have the image of that dancing baby in my head. The Egyptian pasta actually sounds pretty good, and its pretty low in calories. Maybe I'll make it one day.
from geeked-out :
Alright here goes: Movie: A Clockwork Orange, Book: The Nanny Diaries or Citizen Girl, Music: Le Tigre, Freezepop, and VHS or Beta; Questions: 1. If you were going to hold a dinner party for five deities, which deities would you invite, and what kind of pasta would you serve? 2. What colour of nail polish would be the best to wear when invoking a goddess to rescue you from a colony of man-eating mountain monks? 3.When angels dance on the head of a pin, what kind of dance do they perform?
from littledjblue :
Have you had peanut butter and pretzels? IT IS SO STINKIN GOOD!! That has definitely become my latest obsession! MM! Although on apples is definitely a close second!
from nygprincess :
Sucks that you won't get too update at work as much. I find it funny that you're thirteen year olds pick things up faster than the hs girls, lol. I'm sure everything will come together for them though. Congrats on the running. I never want to do my cardio, but after I do it I always feel so much better.
from littledjblue :
sadly, we only got to hit 95. i wouldn't mind going back and doin' some shopping at the outlets there, though!
from nygprincess :
It is hard to work out first thing in the morning, especially if you have to be at work at a set time. See, us med students are unemployed and we don't technically have to go to class, so I can sleep in and go at 8 or 9 if I feel like it. The only good thing about going before you eat breakfast is that you've already depleted your stored glycogen overnight, so you burn fat faster. Eh, anyway, that sucks that you guys got the shaft with practice. It's cool that you coach though, seems like a good way to keep soccer in your life. I've been able to get into my diary today, so hopefully I won't have to change. I guess something was going on with the site before because everytime I try to write it said it was busy. Even at 4 in the morning. Who in the bloody hell would be up writing then?
from nygprincess :
It is hard to stay motivated to workout everyday. I try to do it first thing in the morning because I find that if I wait till later in the day I won't end up doing it. And I love that Hole song, lol. You need to update and let us know what is going on in your life!
from daze-of-rain :
Thank you so much for the compliment. I get so insecure about my poetry sometimes. It's hard to expose myself so much...but it's liberating too.
from littledjblue :
i looooooove the notebook. it makes me cry everytime. last time i watched it i took a nap during the middle parts, but i woke up with enough time to cry myself through the ending. i wish i had a boy to watch it with though - it is SUCH a date movie.
from innerscroll :
what I was going to write... sorry a bit out of it today, is that all these people are getting colds lately and it just doesn't seem normal to me. Too many poeple sick. Get well soon! :)
from innerscroll :
innerscroll
from innerscroll :
I tried to fill out the quizz on what english speaking country you come from, but I stoped when Hockey wasn't in the sports. Canada is english speaking. Why wasn't hockey there? Now I'm sad. :)your diary's pretty cool! Come see mine!
from pixie-grl :
You hit the nail on the head with the smells! Except in place of bleach I would put gasoline. I hate ass, too! lol xoxo
from littledjblue :
congrats on getting the shox!! that is one hot sneaker. if i had the $$, i would totally get myself a pair.
from nygprincess :
Ok, so I need your advice. Do you think that people are more honest when they are drunk versus when they are sober? Because I'm thinking (way too much as usual, LOL) that the IG leaving me drunken messages are probably his true feelings, because when you are drunk you just blurt out whatever you are thinking, right? Anyway, cute pictures. Glad to hear you enjoyed your v-day. That sucks about the child support thing, I hope everything gets settled when they go to court.
from daze-of-rain :
Thank you for the note and the add. I appreciate you taking the time to let me know you understand what I'm going thru. I look forward to checking out your journal soon.
from nygprincess :
Ok, so I just caught up on what is going on, and wow your friend needs to relax and chill out. Honestly, it seems to me like she is just a tad jealous of your engagement (congrats on that btw!). Maybe its just insecurity on her part, she's afraid she's gonna lose your friendship now that you are getting married. Not that I'm giving her any excuses for how she freaked, because your emails were in no way hurtful or mean. I would just sit her down and tell her that her friendship means alot to you, and that you don't want to hang with her, but just in a different capacity. If she can't understand that, then she has some serious issues that she needs to work out. Don't ya just hate friendship drama?
from littledjblue :
I don't understand what your friend is talking about .. your email seemed really nice + well put-together, and trust me, I'm not just saying that. If I thought otherwise, I would tell you. Anyway - I hope it all works out somehow.. I think suggested to talk in person is a very, very wise move, because as you said things can totally get out of whack in email - I've had that happen before many times. Good lucky.
from pixie-grl :
I understand what you are going through with your friends. In my experience, I just think that people grow out of each other. We try to hold on to past relationships because that is just what they are. Relationships that we have had for many of our years growing and learning. We bond because we are all going trough the same things. Unfortunately, when we hit our adult years, we have less and less in common with our "friends". We all move at different paces and choose different paths. Listen to me, I sound like a f*&%ing after school special... Anyway, my point was that sometimes, although painful, we have to cut our losses and move on. Besides, you have plenty of people here that love you!!!! :) XOXO, Pix P.S. Thanks for the mention in your last entry. I know he is in good hands, its just sad and I miss him....
from lolamae :
Same place I always am, battling my inner demons. Nah, just been busy. Got a lot to do before my move, and the Shai-man comes next week to meet the parents. I am sure it will go well. Just been preoccupied.
from lolamae :
Thanks for the quiz. BTW, I love your new layout.
from nygprincess :
Hey, thanks for the note. The picture of you and your boyfriend is really cute. Congrats on graduating from college. I hope everything is going well with ya. :)
from littledjblue :
how freakin cute are those pictures!! aww!! ...and! i love the new layout. it's tight.
from geeked-out :
Congratulations! How exciting. =)
from pixie-grl :
We love you too and are so proud of you!!!! XOXO
from chicadee80 :
You did it!!! We are all so proud of you. There is no one else that deserve it more,you never give up and always have faith. You my dear are on my list of remarkable women I will never forget. So on sunday even though I was miles away I hope you felt how proud I was just to be your friend. Love you always, Shannon
from geeked-out :
It's stuck in my head and won't let me concentrate on anything else. It is a very demanding song. Only wants me to sing it over and over all day.
from vibinghigh :
Hey there! If you can email the pictures of your kitty to me, I can make them into smaller files. Course you'd have to email them one at a time since they're big. lol. Congrats on graduation, and your new car, and your kitty, AND your cruise!! Way cool!
from chicadee80 :
SO TRUE SO TRUE!! AND SO FUNNY.
from geeked-out :
I know what you mean. (finding the dumbest person possible to interview) It's like a pre-req to get on tv. Bad hair? Check. Two teeth? Check. Straw in mouth? Check. Dirty clothes? Check. Hideous accent? Check. You're perfect lets get you on TV.
from pixie-grl :
you're so funny....
from geeked-out :
I agree. It's a hideous place. We were there for 2 1/2 hours of pure hell. I didn't think I was ever going to get to leave. What a money trap too. $37 and she got a light up pen and puny thing of body glitter. I could have just purchased that stuff for her at the store.
from lolamae :
Hey, Love it! It describes Shaithis to a T as well.
from littledjblue :
sorry there was no luck with the professor. i hope you have a really good weekend to make up for it!
from littledjblue :
where are you going to school? good luck on talking to your teacher.. i can relate to having a teacher who freakin sucks, unfortunately.
from markthehulk :
Done and done... :o)
from markthehulk :
Hahaha... I have to take the quiz? I suck arse at those long quizzes. Like seriously. I promise I will give it a try!
from chicadee80 :
I don't know about you but I hear the beach calling us!!! me and you in that hot little number. woooowheeeee watch out! :))))))
from markthehulk :
Not all women are evil... Just a few too many that I know! :P
from dulligirl :
Hey! I wanted to let you know that I've locked my diary for a while because of a friend that I was writing about. Username:dulligirl Password:2005 . I know other people will read this and that's fine if you want to come read my diary.
from geeked-out :
Yeah I think the weather just makes the pms worse. It's been craptacular here lately. And I wanted to move to Washington State. I must be crazy.
from lolamae :
I know. I got it from a guy at work who claims it is real. I just don't know though. I actually searched for pictures of tidal waves today and couldn't find anything like that. Who knows?
from lolamae :
Your boss is a man, right? Nuff said.
from adelyte :
Your new year isn't off to a bad start... It's good to care about people (which you do) and it's good to have integrity (which you do). I'd say that's pretty cool. It's a good year to let other people own their own feelings. It's a good year to practice being good to yourself. I'm kinda looking forward to the new opportunities ahead... I hope you have some fantastic ones. Peace 8)
from vibinghigh :
Good luck looking at kitties!! :-)
from littledjblue :
I feel stupid for being upset about how my new years started - mine is nothing compared to yours. I hope things get better for you.
from geeked-out :
It's been warm here. Well 75 anyway for the past couple weeks. Snowed right before Christmas then got all warm and perfect. Made me angry because it's winter. I guess someone was listening because it's 24 degrees today. and Rainy. WTF
from lolamae :
Oh thank god!
from lolamae :
OMG! That is scary. Were you by yourself?
from lolamae :
Thanks
from pixie-grl :
HA!
from littledjblue :
hey.. just wanted to say i saw you had me listed as a fav, so i started reading your diary, and i'm hooked. i like it, a lot. - dj
from geeked-out :
I like the new layout. =) Happy New Year
from redcandi999 :
Wow I don't think I have ever heard(or read) you curse. WTF,and I have sat behind you for almost a year.
from lolamae :
Hey, I agree with you about getting hurt. It is definately hard to start over.
from nygprincess :
Just wanted to let you know I had to lock my diary for now, because there is someone I don't want to read it. I'm probably going to switch to a new name this time, I'll let you know when I do.
from nygprincess :
Happy belated birthday!! Thanks for the note. I hope you had a great Christmas!!
from the-aerie :
Happy holidays!!!
from chicadee80 :
Thank you for filling out my survey,that means so much to me. I am also glad you have a good time on your birthday!!! I was glad i did not let you down! love you much,Chicadee80
from procrasto :
Hey - Thanks for swinging by. Don't be fulled by the "Puss-in Boots' eyes of Wallace the kitty. He's a psychotic jungle cat.
from pixie-grl :
I was wondering where you got to on Tuesday! Hey, figure the source with the SmittyMcGoos. They treat everyone like they are 5, especially him. I think you did a great job!!! XOXO!
from lolamae :
Hope your day goes better today!
from lolamae :
Love your answers! Thanks for the props!
from the-aerie :
HAPPY BIRTHDAY...even though I think I'm a day late...sorry about that...anyway, here's a million hugs for you!
from pixie-grl :
Happy, happy, happy Birthday!!!! Now you are old like me!!! lol It's okay, give it 2 weeks, I'll be older than you again. It's scary isn't it???? XOXO Love Ya!!!!!!! Have fun on your day off..... bitch! lol
from lolamae :
Happy Birthday!
from markthehulk :
Thanks for filling out my survey!!! :oP You get many, many bonus points!
from leedogg79 :
What can you say??? Thanks for reading...feel free to drop some knowledge I need all the help I can get LOL!!!
from vibinghigh :
I believe your Aunt is very proud of you.
from pixie-grl :
Ok, so how weird is it that I wrote an entry on the same topic today before I read your entry and Judds. I know what you mean all too well. We can't go back and change the past, unfortunately, but we can pick how our future turns out. I feel so foolish letting petty things get between me and the people I care about. I can change it from here on out though... Sending hugs! Love you!!!!
from geeked-out :
Yeah Brokedown Palace or something like that. Roaches are nasty far away from me. I don't know if I'd ever feel clean again if one actually touched me.
from the-aerie :
LOL. If you decide to do any further research, feel free to use me a case subject...
from markthehulk :
Hey Hey... Photos will come! I think you should go to the gym and beat seven shades of shit out of a punching bag (gloved optional). Actually, no. Wear the gloves. Your hands may end up looking like mine. :oP
from the-aerie :
I'm not exactly sure how to answer your question. I deal solely with retirement planning/life insurance. If you get a better rate, it may be beneficial to your pocketbook, but I can see where certain issues may arise. Namely, I know that certain types of government loans are not counted against you as heavily as bank loans (for mortgage purposes) in your credit score. I just don't know about student loans. You should call a credit bureau - that is what I'd do. Have a good one!
from lolamae :
Thank you!You are too sweet!
from lolamae :
What a night!!! Congrats on the B+!! Also, they talked about your book on Oprah last week!
from lolamae :
How funny was Bridgette Jones? I laughed so hard through that movie. Saw it last weekend. Sorry to hear about your friend's parents. Divorce is rough.
from the-aerie :
I agree that finances are important...but there is a an additional factor of character here. If you think about it, KS is showing a quality few people possess. Basically, he's demonstrating to you that he places your happiness above his personal finances. I know this seems silly, but when you think about it, this says (by my estimation, at least) that he is genuinely selfless when it comes to your relationship. Now don't get me wrong, I agree with you - he needs to get his finances straight, but it is an endearing trait that he desires so much to make you happy that he will compromise his own well-being. I say let him spend the money. It serves two purposes. 1) It fulfills one of your to-do-list things. 2) It gives him the satisfaction of making you happy. Sometimes, a man must go out of his way and make various sacrifices in order to feel like a viable male. It's a guy thing, I guess - mostly an issue of pride. Besides, money is easily acquired whereas pride takes a little more work. Sorry for the treatise, but I just wanted to cash in my two cents. Have a great one!
from pixie-grl :
Your so funny with you tweed suit dilemma. Trust me, I understand though. I'd be uncomfortable, too. I think it is because of the whole "suit" thing. Like I've said before, keep your head up and think happy thoughts! Things will work out for you, you deserve it! Sending a ton of hugs! XOXO
from pixie-grl :
Gotta love the baby momma drama! lol Keep your head up, girlie. Things like this have a way of working themselves out and she will get what she deserves one day. As for KS, it is so apparent how much he loves and respects you, so I wouldn't worry about his temper. Some people just bring out the worst in others. XOXO
from chicadee80 :
You make sure you take lots of pictures!!! OK,as for your list of things you would like to do.... SKY DIVING are you NUTS? Rick asked me to go with him when i was in Seattle!! I said HEll no. So if Ks will not go with you i am sure Rick would!! LOL Anyhow i hope you have a wonderful time! and don't forget your carriage ride,it's so romantic. lots of love chicadee80
from the-aerie :
Sorry for locking the old diary, but I had no choice. Anyway, I'm here now - from your friendly neighborhood Shaithisman!! BTW, many hugs to you my dear pinkbowshoes!!!!
from vibinghigh :
Thank you for the encouragement on the diet. The old one I was talking about before was actually the same one, but I kept falling off the wagon. Think I am firmly on now though. I'm doing Atkins. I think there are different body types and we don't all respond to the same thing, but it sure works for me, and very few other diets have for years. The most important thing, I think, is to not forget your veggies. Sometimes people eat nothing but meat and cheese and think it's good, but they wind up with damage to their health. Anyway, there is great info at https://atkins.com/myatkins/. It's free to sign up and you can track your progress, look up recipes, read articles and stuff. Whatever diet you do, I'll cheer you on!! I have so appreciated the comments from diarylanders, and they have saved me a few times.
from adelyte :
Cute template. 8) and yes, unfortunately the "strange cavity" thing is very likely because of vomiting. The acid really does a number on your enamel. There are four things you can do: 1. Stop throwing up (obviously), 2. Tell your dentist about your problem so he can help, 3. Don't brush your teeth after you vomit (the abrasion makes things worse), 4. Rinse your mouth out with lots of water to help dilute the acid. It took me years to come out to my dentist, but my teeth are in better shape now.
from nygprincess :
Thanks for the note. I don't mind you playing amateur psychologist, and you are probably right in what you say. I hate hate hate hate spiders!! That would so freak me out if I knew it was still alive. Every once in awhile when I go into my shower, there is a big fat spider in there. If showers weren't necessary,and I wasn't afraid of smelling, I'd stay clear of that shower just so I don't have to have the run-ins with the hairy spiders. Yuck yuck yuck.
from chicadee80 :
sounds like a plan!!! let me know where you want to go!!!
from chicadee80 :
well, i must say i have to agree with you and your breakfast,what the hell is that? As for your 25th birthday....what are you going to do on that big day? let me know,maybe we can go to dinner or maybe go out for a few drinks! love you much chicadee80
from vibinghigh :
Love your new template! Thanks for the compliment too! (on 11/28/04) Have a great day. I'm about to go make MY first cup of coffee for today. :-)
from markthehulk :
Your new template rocks the kasbah. Hope all is well. :oP
from nygprincess :
Thanks for updating!!! And I can understand how frustrating it must be for you to always know that she's around, even if they aren't together. But he's with you, and not her, so try not to let their past bother you. And I don't think it makes you a bad mother to want to get away from the kid. I feel that way with my neices sometimes, even though I totally adore them. I think it's easier to have them around when they are your own children. Plus, they are such a huge responsibility, and when they are someone else's kids you worry sooooooo much, because you don't want them to get injured or hurt or anything. Oh, and I love love love the new template!! Looks awesome. I think I need to change mine.
from nygprincess :
That sounds complicated with the other women, but if there is one thing I've learned through my myriad of bad bad relationships, is that getting jealous is probably the worst thing you can do. Really ruins a relationship. I don't know much about this guy, but he's with you and not her for a reason. They broke up, so obviously she wasn't the one for him. I know it must be really hard for you with a child involved, but just remember that he's with you, not her. And how could you leave us hanging like that....lol. Update now! :)
from nygprincess :
Hey, sorry to hear that your team lost. That sucks. And I hear ya about the gaining weight thing. I used to be quite fat, and lost almost all of the weight, but I worry that I may put it back on. Mainly because I love food, lol. So I have to exercise my ass off. The good thing is that almost everyone can maintain thier weight and still eat anything, so long as they exercise everyday. And I think it's perfectly normal to feel unsure of what happens next when you first leave college. Most of my college friends still aren't sure what they are going to do, and they have been out of school since May. So, don't worry. You'll figure it out.
from chicadee80 :
YEA,KS IS RIGHT! YOU ARE PERFECT THE WAY YOU ARE!!!! LOVE YOU MUCH CHICADEE80
from chicadee80 :
I am sorry that I was not there. I had all intentions of going,I thought that shawn was going to call me. I was still going to go but I had not heard from him. And then my brother called me and said that he was leaving right after Thankgiving,and I knew that if I did not see him before he left I was not going to see until christmas. And I found myself torn between you and him and that was not easy for me ,I do not like having to pick. I was going to go to his house and leave in the morning so I could make it to your game and I did not hear from him I was not sure what was going on. you asked me if you could give him my number and I said yes,so I thought I was going to hear from him. So yes I am sorry that I was not there for you,and trust me I feel like a bad friend and I let you down, and that is one thing I never wanted to happen. I hope you forgive me soon, I cant take it any longer. If you forgive me come down stairs and give me a hug!!!! :) I still love you, Shannon
from chicadee80 :
well i am glad to see you are in a better mood! try not to stress out,when it comes to school and soccer you will be just fine. And as for the hair......i think it is very much you,i just was not sure if you liked it that much!!! but hay it is you!!!!!! love you much chicadee80
from nygprincess :
Sorry to hear that you lost your game. That sucks,but like you said, you had a great season. And you'll have plenty of memories to look back on. An eighteen page paper, huh? Eek, I'm so glad I don't have to write those anymore. Now I just sit in front of a book and cram as much info into my head as possible. Anyway, if you are still feeling down, I've found that Oreo cookies and vanilla ice cream usually make me feel somewhat better, at least until I try to fit into my jeans, lol. I'm still in the process of getting my new diary, so I will definitely come leave you a note when I get done.
from vibinghigh :
Thank you so much for the encouraging words. I didn't do so well last night on my diet, but part of the reason I stuck it out today was because of your note. Thank you again! :-)
from chicadee80 :
You are still a winner to me!!!! ( where was my phone call?) Love you much,Chicadee80
from chicadee80 :
you better bring me back some good news!!!!!!! GO MISSA!!!!! love you,chicadee80
from nygprincess :
You're coming to Jersey? I live in Jersey. Not that I like it all that much. Drunken entries are fun to read, you should have left it up. It's funny, but when you write them, they make perfect sense. Anyway, thanks for the message about offering to kick the guy's ass. I'd let you, but he might enjoy it, because he's kind of a perv, lol. And I'm officially over it, anyway, or so I tell myself, hehe. Have fun in Jersey. Look out for our crazy drivers, they don't like to use thier damn turn signal, or they are like 80 and can't even see above the steering wheel.
from vibinghigh :
Hi, thank you for adding me to your favorites list, and for your very nice comment! :-) Have a great day!
from faltered :
It's nice to know that there are other people out there who are surviving this also. (although I wouldn't wish it on anyone!) It's hard, but it's nice to know there is someone else out there like me, just hanging on by their teeth too! We'll be okay - we're resilient. Thanks for reading - I'll keep reading you too! Stay safe - & sane!!
from markthehulk :
I am sure I had MORE than one for you! hehehe. :oP
from dulligirl :
Thank you for adding me to your favorites list!
from markthehulk :
Sorryyyyyy! At least you have soccer to keep you warm. I was going to tell you that the cut on your eye brought back lovely memories of rugby matches past... If it is any consolation I would rather it be winter than going to the beach!
from nygprincess :
I remember those days when I used to have to write papers. I sure don't miss it!! And I know what you mean about being slightly older than your classmates. I graduated college at 27, and I felt a lil old, although the people were really cool. Anyway, thanks for the message. :)
from shaithis :
A very sincere congratulations for your win - and for what sounds like a pretty damned good season. I had coaches like your's throughout my entire football career. My last year, I actually called the guy out - I chewed him up and down in front of everyone. Not the most respectful move - but respect must be earned. Anyway, I'm glad you won. Good luck in the tournaments!
from delynn :
Thank you! It helps to have friends in times like this. They can tell you when you are being stupid and when you are being smart. When you are blinded by love, it is hard to see past the haze that surrounds you. I truly am grateful for you kind words. d
from ghostofgor :
Im leaving a note. A small note cuz you poofed this time. naughty girl......no sex when you are supposed to be typing in a conversation. Bad, bad girl. Oh I hope you like My note. it wasnt very thoughtful, or entertaining but i took up space. Im always taking up space. Im going to go beddy-bye now. ZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzz.....
from chicadee80 :
OK WELL YOU KNOW WHAT I WOULD SAY BUT I'AM NOT GOING THERE WITH YOU TODAY! YOU ARE SUCH A WONDERFUL PERSON AND I THINK YOU SHOULD HEAR IT MORE OFFTEN! AND AS FOR THE GAME,EVERYONE MAKES MISTAKES AND YOUR ONLY HUMAN SO SHIT HAPPENS. BUT I REALLY WOULD NOT LOOK AT IT AS A MISTAKE,YOU LEARNED FROM IT SO IT'S NOT A MISTAKE IT'S A LESSON LEARNED. THAT IS WHAT LIFE IS ALL ABOUT,LIVING AND LEARNING,FALLING AND GETTING BACK UP AND TRYING ALL OVER. YOU JUST REMEMBER I LOVE YOU FOR WHO YOU ARE!!!! XOXOXOX, CHICADEE80
from chicadee80 :
WHAT DO YOU MEAN BOXES AND PACKING??? YOU HAVE TO LET ME KNOW WHEN YOUR NEXT GAME IS, BECAUSE MY LOUD MOUTH WILL BE THERE!!!,RA,RA,RE KICK'EM IN THE KNEE.... AND YOU KNOW THE REST LOL!!! LOTS OF LOVE,CHICADEE80
from adelyte :
Thank you for the sweet note. The recovery roller coaster is a royal pain in the ass, but I'm not done yet. *hugs* to you.
from chicadee80 :
you know,the samething here! smells bring back memories for me,more so then pictures!
from nygprincess :
Hey, thanks for the note! And I did have a good time on my date, despite the fact that I really didn't want to go. :) And I just have to say, that the movie Finding Nemo (which is in your profile) is one of the best movies of all time!!!! I feel that I'm the record holder of watching that movie the most times, as I use to work in an aquarium and they played it non stop. Great, great movie.
from shaithis :
You think so? I don't know. I've never been to Delaware, but Maryland is pretty cool. If I did head that way, it would probably end up being within an hour's drive of DC. I do have a Poli Sci degree so DC could be the ticket. Time tells all.
from shaithis :
Thank you for your note...I know things happen for a reason. Time, as I always say, takes care of everything. BTW, I've never heard the song you posted, but the lyrics were beautiful. Have a good day!
from pixie-grl :
don't you just looooove when that happens :)
from chicadee80 :
I just wanted to say thank you,for the note you left. I iam so blessed to have such a sweet friend. Well i am glad you can keep up w/ the things that are going on in my life,it helps me out belive it or not,sometimes I forget. And for onces I'am going to be the bigger person when it comes to the problem I had yesterday,I am so much more then that,and i am not going to waste my breath,she is not worth it,what comes around, goes around. love you much, S.W
from chicadee80 :
There you go again being hard on your self.The only thing that is important is that you were able to spend sometime with her,it may not have been the whole day.But even 5 min is special when 2 sisters can spend time with one other...And for the cake thing,you are not wonder women. We love you who you are and the things you don"t do.That is what make you so sweet.....love you so much,chicadee80
from pixie-grl :
hey, if you send me your password, i can change your layout to a whole turtle theme. Or when you get some time at work, we can change it here. That way you can have all your fun things back!!! :)
from markthehulk :
Now I can't wear my sunglasses when reading your diary... This vexes me greatly! :oP
from chicadee80 :
well I would be lying if I said i wasn't a little jealous,but I could not think of anyone else that deserves it moore.You have waited for so long!!! It's about time!!!!! I TOLD YOU HE WAS THE ONE!!! oh and about yesterdays entry,you talked about your coffee cut back, I would not consider that a cut back,because you make up for it in one cup lol(lb suger) love you much chicadee80 xo
from markthehulk :
Thank you so much for adding me to your faves list... The best part of it was that I have now "found" your diary (kinda/sorta). Your diary is great (hence I am adding you as a favourite). Good times!
from chicadee80 :
WE MIGHT CATCH THAT,BANWAGON AFTER ALL!!!!! LOL
from chicadee80 :
WELL NO MATTER HOW YOU LOOK AT IT,THE MAN IS SUPPOST TO BE A MAN,AND DO ALL THOSE THINGS! YOU HUSBAND WILL ONE DAY BE A FATHER. SO I THINK YOU ARE LOOKING FOR,JUST THE RIGHT THINGS!!! XOXOX CHICADEE80
from chicadee80 :
LOOKS LIKE YOU WERE BIZZY OVER THE WEEKEND(YOUR PROFILE) LOOKS GOOOOD! THANKS FOR THE NOTE,LOVE YOU TOO!
from shaithis :
Your writing is excellent as well. I enjoy it greatly! Keep up the good work.
from chicadee80 :
SO WHAT YOUR SAYING, IS THAT HE DID NOT GIVE YOU THE WRONG SANDWICH,YOU JUST WANTED TO BACK AND SEE HIM:)))))))))))) HAHA!
from chicadee80 :
YOU KNOW SOMETIMES,I THINK YOU A LITTLE TO HARD ON YOURSELF, TAKE TIME FOR YOU,JUST YOU!!!! YOU ARE PERFECT TO ME:)OH YEA YOU MAY BE TIRED, BUT GIRL COME DOWN STAIRS "I LOOK LIKE DEATH" LOVE YOU LOTS!
from whystinger :
Thanks for the comments on my template. I got it from Chickpea981. She does awesome work. I believe she is doing some templates with another person too.
from thisissoblah :
so there was this one time i got addicted to diet pills and then i took a bit too much cold medicine and i was extremely stressed out. so i started having panic attacks. now i can't have too much caffeine or i feel all cracked out. moral of the story: diet pills are the devil. and they didn't do shit for me.
from adelyte :
I have an animal soul too... quizzilla is such an awesome way to waste my time. 8)
from thisissoblah :
um, hello to you too. it truly is nice to get notes from other people, this way i don't have to leave notes for myself. kinda pathetic. thanks.
from rstrip :
hello back...sorry for the incredibly long delay in reply. life is pretty hectic lately. happy hunting! :)
from adelyte :
Thanks for the encouragement... I appreciate it. I also just want to remind you that food isn't your enemy, neither are fat or calories. In fact, the breakfast you ate wasn't such a bad way to start the day. Have a nice big salad with dressing and some chicken at lunch, then maybe some pasta, veggies, and protein for dinner, plus a good snack (like peanut butter on an apple or on toast) and a glass of milk... that's a really well rounded day and you won't be so hungry and it's well within the range of what your body needs... If you're really worried about the food issues, look for a registered dietician (NOT a nutritionist) to work with for a few sessions. They may be able to help you get a handle on how food and you should work together... and of course this advice comes from a girl who has her own issues. 8) but... it's just a suggestion. Belive me I am familar with your fears and thought patterns. I just would hate to see you get sucked into the same black hole as me... it takes a LONG time to get out. Take good care of yourself.
from leonmcphelps :
Thanks for adding me as a favorite. I appreciate it.
from grneyedlady :
hey...nice shoes! I got a pair just like them. What a small world...hehe! Scrimmage today girl! Can not wait!~
from pisces31 :
hey! Thanks for your input. I did tell my boss about the situation. I also talked to Erin more about it. I think she ended up talking to my boss about it as well. He's looking into the situation, and to make things worse the girl came in a half in hour late and then left after 20 minutes because she claimed she didn't feel good. So yeah, I don't think she'll be lasting long with our company. But thanks again for your advice! -Lori
from pisces31 :
hey! Thanks for puting me on your favorites. Try make sure you read the entry from today, I need all feedback that I can get with my problem. =) thanks again!
from adelyte :
heya... just a note from me to you: love yourself and don't nitpick about what you look like. You're gorgeous.
from influence :
Ha. I swear to god, February through April are always the craziest months of the year.
from grneyedlady :
hey sis...man what a great night...the concert couldn't have been better! the hangover this morning was so worth it...just think blink 182 and No Doubt...we will be all over that...and the other guy...his name was Ted. hehe...don't forget Melva, Jim, and BIIILLLLLLL. (hand gestures and all) and the bathing suit thing...power to ya because i can't even imagine what i will be lookin like...hehehe
from notalptrixie :
DaVinci Code, and Angels and Demons...good reads if you haven't read them yet. Books on XML are always good too...hha
from notalptrixie :
OH she's stupid alright. Just wait what I write tonight!! tata And no, she did not know that we were hanging out that night...I was afraid she would find out and my tires would be slashed! Yet, McDude and I are friends, not dating, no reason for her to get mad. They weren't even dating!
from faltered :
HEY. STUMBLED ONTO YOUR SITE FROM FRAIL'S FAVORITE'S LIST. I DON'T KNOW WHAT BOOKS YOU LIKE TO READ, BUT "TWELVE" BY NICK MCDONNELL IS A GOOD ONE. HAVE FUN...
from grneyedlady :
hey hey turtle! you are great! The diary entry you just had was very powerful. It made me think about things as well. Thanks for an awesome day today...and definitely stick with the beach boy! lol...there's always my cousin. hehe
from notalptrixie :
me again. It probably didn't show up because of how you had my name listed...I think you've got it good now!! tata : )
from notalptrixie :
hey. just realized that you have me listed as a favorite. Thanks! : )
from grneyedlady :
hey girl...concert you say...count me in! as for the marriage thing...have fun while you can...that frog will hop to ya sooner or later...but for now, just chill on the lilly pad and wait patiently for his arrival! catch ya later turtle~
from adelyte :
you should be really proud of yourself for making that phone call. I wish you all the best, and of course you have my support. 8)
from grneyedlady :
"A best friend is the sister destiny forgot to give u"...look turtle, best friend is something you can call someone, but a sister is a completly different story. heck...i don't care if you call me a best friend...because to me that is just way to classify a friend...she can still be your best friend with out getting jealous over a term you used...however to me, a sister means more than that! and honestly, you are like a sister to me and i am proud to call you that. don't let that stuff bother you...its not worth being upset about. to me, you still will be my best friend and sister i wish i truly had!~gnight turtle~
from grneyedlady :
hey babe...i am proud of you. keep your head up! sprite sounds pretty good right now...remember when you need a shoulder to cry on, a joke to make you laugh, or even a high five to uplift your spirits...i am here for you and always will be!
from grneyedlady :
hey...Q here. lol...i am so proud of you. Keep your head up because there are plenty men out there for you. You are too special to be messed around with and i am glad you got out while you could. need anything...you know where i'll be...
from adelyte :
Thanks for the note. 8) I'm glad you came by to read me. I appreciate the support, too.
from l-ynn :
hey! i think it is so totally crazy and amusing that someone actually READS the crazy things i write and thinks they're half-way interesting...i would have never thought! here's to being obsessive-compulsive over guys and crazy things that we shouldn't waste time on. oh well, we're girls and we can't help it, right!?

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