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from musikoid :
Write me at pops at angelic dot com for my user pass.
from degausser :
I want to move to Salem and just do spooky things forever. How have you been?
from all2soon :
chiquita, i mothrfckin LOVE ur imagery (listen to me, sounding like a damn english teacher) anyway, idk what you mean, but i do kinda know, somewhat, ya know... and rather you like it or not, you attract love. i know, it's HORRIBLE!! but it's true. so embrace yourself, my magickal crystal ball says u wont hafta wait too long.. unless u close ur heart... then you might be waiting a while...
from all2soon :
i love how you say you want to listen to the soundtrack til ur ears bleed... aaahhhh hey are you going to sign my stop sign? when i get down there. i forgot all about it til i found it last night X-P
from all2soon :
i finally got to catch up on ur life... my internet at the apartment is no more.. granted i have no idea whom i was linking off of... but it lasted 2 years why stop now?!?!?!? so now i'm at a holiday express parkinglot in princeton WV (that means it about 20 minutes from my place) just so i can figure out which savings bonds to cash and what you've been up to! so glad so glad. i wish you had a never-ending blunt too, but then, if you did, u'd never get rid of me X-P
from annaisana :
this entry is perfect, for so many reasons. good job
from all2soon :
totally epic
from all2soon :
u know, the language i wanna learn (if i can ever master the damn spanish) is italian. that place TOTALLY rocked ass! and of course ur freakin awesome, hello?? why else would i still talk to you? hehe
from onelilwitch :
i still wear degree.... its the only brand i like. lol. and i need to learn a new language soon. i know when i go to austin i'm going to learn latin but thats for medical and a general understanding of languages purpose. i think i'll learn italian. i want to go to med school in italy. and its my heritage? but so i russian and i don't have much of an interest to learn that. then maybe french. gerrit is learning german. hopefully i can pick a little bit up.
from all2soon :
are you kidding me?? i soo love it when u get overdramatic!!!! you're words get soo amazingly artsy!
from onelilwitch :
It seems as tho you might be understanding a little now. i hope you get your muchness back soon. call me soon and talk to me about w/e is going on.
from all2soon :
I would like to share with you some memorable quotes from Lawrence "yogi" berra... (when asked about his cap size) "I don't know. I'm not in shape yet." "It ain't the heat, it's the humility." "I didn't really say everything I said." "You should always go to other people's funerals; otherwise, they won't come to yours." "He can run anytime he wants. I'm giving him the red light." "Why buy luggage? You only use it when you travel." (when asked for the time) "Do you mean now?" "I take a two-hour nap, from one o'clock to four." "If you come to a fork in the road, take it." "You give 100% the first half of the game, and if that isn't enough, in the second half you give what's left." "I made a wrong mistake." "He must have made that movie before he died." "I knew I was going to take the wrong train, so I left early." Heh, i love these lil things! If things don't start lookin up for ya, I hope they at least start getting spicey! ;')
from all2soon :
~~~for real, u stuck up lil punk! i been missin ur crazy ass too!! much love from virginia~~~
from onelilwitch :
well awesome mere.... that is really awesome. i am happy that two good people, slightly lost souls, can find another and better eachother's lives.
from all2soon :
i know, it was amazing, you always have been so awesome with ur words, i guess he's just adding a little color to them!
from all2soon :
and appearantly, so have u!! i love that last line, about hope from space, amazing!
from all2soon :
tuche, mi amor de la alma
from all2soon :
what other kind is there worth dreaming?
from onelilwitch :
holy crap...... who did what?
from fangbanger :
Haha, what was that about?!!?!
from onelilwitch :
only the author can know what she truly means.
from onelilwitch :
at least it is good to see i am still a muse.
from all2soon :
states are starting to decriminalize the ultimate herb. an jeff dunham now has a show on comedy central airing now. an this is jess reporting to u from the road. back to u, m.
from all2soon :
MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hey, man, decriminalizations........... hhhhhhhmmm.....
from fangbanger :
Haha you wrote that note on your notes and my notes. Funny. I am psychic. I read your mind all the time.
from punkedupqt :
haha ok i am not trying to freak out. but its been too many days in a row and i am NOT kidding around about this. you must pre-read my mind so that you kno ure gonna get on and then ima get on. WTF yo! :p
from fangbanger :
Haha go ruthless hubby! Good times. I am jealous. I need me some. That certainly is weird, maybe you have now become attuned to my diaryland times...
from fangbanger :
Definitely good haha. And why would they be extra sore? :P
from fangbanger :
I have been tingly all day long!
from fangbanger :
The way it could be going? Don't you mean the way it IS going!?
from fangbanger :
I do feel special :D, indeedy. Knowing that my words make you tingly makes me tingly hehe!
from fangbanger :
Definitely sounds like a plan batman!! I am glad you like me, makes me happy and incredibly big headed haha.
from all2soon :
wud if i cud. ima try and come down there for a lil while if i can ever get a break from the job
from all2soon :
lol well hey, if anyone ever makes you feel different, just remember: ur not alone! very cute pics on myspace, btw, loved the faces you made!
from all2soon :
heh, i love you too!
from all2soon :
ur my suger kitty! <3 <3 <3
from saintsavvy :
I forgot how much I love the song in your diary. I used to put that thing on repeat and just dwell -- thank you for reminding me.
from all2soon :
where you be, homes? lmao j/k you kno i don talk like that. if miranda moves up here, i might be there for a day, we should roll one. peace
from pirate-witch :
so i actually JUST watched city of god this past month... and its fucking amazing. but the sad thing is that shit actually happens in my country.
from all2soon :
hells yeah! my life has been pretty fuckin crazy lately. tat, as you saw, drinking, smokin... god i sound like a cliche! whatever, if i am, i'll be the best damn cliche ever walkin this earth! heh, i thought it was gonna be a one night stand, but now this kid (or i guess not if he's 27, giv'r take) is callin me up wantin some more. he musta liked what he got! gettin all my shit paid for, flirtin with the mexican dudes at the mexican restaruant (i makes them nicer ;>) and just pretty much takin the days as they come. how's been goin 4u? +loveness+
from all2soon :
damn chic that's hardcore. sounds to me like you're finally comin to a conclusion in your life. but the way i see it, if you're gonna live, do it right. one day you'll see you don really need anybody else...
from midnightrum :
You might have a point though, Meredith. What is up with everyone coming back to bay city? And why does everyone we think about possibly making new friends with just suck? Ay...maybe bay city was too good. OH NO!!
from gypsyxdance :
i knowwww right! haha. but yaa, i have myspace. i barely go on it but addd itt:] myspace.com/xalltiedoffinlace
from all2soon :
ay chiquita! i been missin you too, and it's crazy crazy crazy here! like NOBODY smokes but my cousin and this sex-crazed dude! ha! yoana just asked me if i was a freakin idiot. yes! she looked at me funny. hey, i fell for andrew didn't i? anyways, talk to mamacita! wat's up mi amor??? feed me your problems and let me be your metal cure, your "mentor" or at least your confidante! and i have SSOOO flippin much to tell you.. i think. hey! i talked to you in my diary before i found the notes you left! aren't i like the freakin coolest, ha! j/k. well, i really did, but that's not the point. I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! xgazzilions!!
from avrilkiksass :
haha I guess I'm just really confusing. :)
from thatgirlx :
Yay for purple hair!
from for-you-only :
I figure it's x-mas as soon as it turns December! haha!
from for-you-only :
Merry X-mas and Happy New Year!
from all2soon :
ah u know u fuckin lovin it! give me some time an space an i can have you wantin me too (wink wink) just kidding! ITS FRIGGIN SNOWING MAN!!!!! WICKEN AWESOME!!!!
from all2soon :
MMMMMMMmmmmmmmmmmMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMmmmmmmmmmmmmmm!!!!!!!!!! ARE YOU FEELIN BETTER YET!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!!?!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?
from onelilwitch :
i have no idea how old that note you left me is...but i just got it. how nice to finally get phillip's approval :P anyways. i wanted to leave you a note about your last entry... robo dipped sweet... wtf? i've never heard of that.... wow
from annaisana :
iloveyou too chicky, sorry i cant skip this semester anymore i have 12absences in first lmao!!! <3
from all2soon :
wow you like completely brightened my sluggish day! it's not make-up, but it's stuff that's gonna be due at the end of the semester (in about a week 4 history, 2 wks for gov) and i shoulda done this shit (history) like a month ago. the ike thing made teachers decide to let us do online quizzes on our own time... since i obviously wasn't doing it before, it's all piled up now... damn procrastination! but saturday is hopefully going to be my FREE day, cause we're supposed to go up an see ayesha again (probably for the last time, tear tear) and so if we get back early enough, i'm hittin you up if your not busy! when do you work???
from all2soon :
yeah i thought you knew!?!?!? i don have much of a choice. without a constant paycheck (thanks to my boss being my bf, or xbf, mom, i guess) i have to start from the bottom again... back at mummy's!
from gypsyxdance :
uggghh, i know. we're silly fucking creatures.
from all2soon :
ok, talking to you more privately now... through MySpace! :D i'm so glad you have both *kissing both of ur cheeks now*
from gypsyxdance :
haha nopee; email - ohambulancex @ hotmail.com :]
from thatgirlx :
Password, please? [email protected]
from all2soon :
lol, no, i love kissin too, but he was supposed to be my PC and prince charming is a gentleman. gentlemen don't kiss on the first date. tonight, however, is fair game!
from gypsyxdance :
locked diaries annoy me so bad; but yrs is too good so hit me up with the password when you lock it :]
from goodluckgold :
hey punkedupqt, why you locking up your diary? Just wondering cuz your diary was coolio!!!
from annaisana :
yeah whats ur email
from all2soon :
okie dokes... well... i work like every other weekend (i work this saturday) and when i do, i get off at 3:30... mondays and wednesdays i get off around 5... fridays around 6... donno when my lunch breaks are... they're UNPREDICTABLE!! ugh. and tuesdays and thursdays i get home from brazosport around 2, maybe 2:30, cos miranda an i are car-poolin now, and she gets out after me.... *yawn* so like right now i'm writing to you at school. cos they have this cool library place where i can get on. it's called LAC but idk what it's for... tutoring i think.. maybe.. hmm... bored now...
from onelilwitch :
what's going on for you on Saturday?
from annaisana :
i love ju
from all2soon :
uh, he's awesome! weird is in these days, haven't you heard? ~lmfao~
from all2soon :
lease is under his name. hopefully he hasn't changed his mind in letting yoana an me stay there. i'll have to talk to him about it when i get off work
from all2soon :
hey i've been meaning to tell you... those ppl that were there the other day were NOT my ppl. i didn't want you feelin weird or anything, but those were yoana's ppl. she lives with us now, so uninvited guests just tend to show up. they're out of town an were just here for the weekend. they're houston ppls. and i hated it cos i had all my UNDERWEAR spraweled out and i'm like, u couldn't have called first? so i stayed in my bedroom most the time... movies tomorrow? i'm CALLING you this time, no excuse! muahahahahaha! just kidding. but i will call.
from goodluckgold :
yeah, i've seen recess a few times on T.v, but Hey Arnold!, Rugrats,and Avatar you can see them in the digital cable in a television program called Nicktoons. For Huckleberry Hound, Top Cat, Josie and the Pussycats, and The Flinstones are also on digital cable on a channel called Boomerang. Sadly, I don't have digital cable anymore so I can't watch these wonderful shows. Hmph. But I still don't know where to find Doug or Pepper Ann, but I am sure you can watch all of these shows on YouTube, I saw a couple of them there lol.
from goodluckgold :
i know I miss them shows, but they have them on digital cable!
from goodluckgold :
i know I miss them shows, but they have them on digital cable!
from goodluckgold :
thanks a lot!
from goodluckgold :
oh nothing really, can I add you to my list?
from goodluckgold :
hello wassup? reply back
from all2soon :
hey chic, when you get back, if you still want to do the photos, lemme know. or if you just want to hang out and talk. i'm here for ya!
from all2soon :
hey so ya know how i want to be a photographer? i was thinking maybe i could get some shots of you and the babe! experience for me, pics for you... eh?? eh?? lol, as i was forgetting to say before, I cant dream in a dream cos my logic always wakes me up. it's SUCH a drag. it's also why i can't die in a dream. hm.
from annaisana :
i didnt reject ur calls, i was in the middle of wharton walmart gettin bitched at by my mom lol. but yeah at least u can pms
from punkedupqt :
hi. ure going crazy cuz no one leaves u notes. well shit girl. GIVE THEM SOMETHING interesting TO COMMENT ABOUT >.<'
from all2soon :
Yeah, I was deffinetely about to notes you, but, then I had some orders and now I've forgotten what I was going to say... and it's time to close the shop! So, yeah, I guess I'll get back you on that ;-)
from thatgirlx :
yep, jail sucks. try doing two months. you get out and everything is just so fucking amazing. yay for freedom! oh, and i like your hair. my friend bleached mine and put red streaks in it once and i just thought it looked so horrible so now i just stick with burgandy.
from annaisana :
i called you earlier today but no answer :[ i wanted to stop by and talk. cause i dont know if its one thing i do it's take things and blow them up and worry and regret and wonder and i mean i know the actual thing won't be intense but i know i'll think about it alot and let it get to me it's just how i am. and fuckin shit right now i dont even have the money to do it. and he doesnt have a job (btw i told him last night) and ugh just idk. ill update once i talk to him about keepin it instead. LOVE YOU! AND THANKS FOR ALWAYS BEIN THERE
from onelilwitch :
...right. congrats on the ring.
from onelilwitch :
it can... it's just this mood i'm in at the moment.
from imaginative- :
i have that exact same camera at the moment, but im getting a new one in a couple of days because my brother fucked it up. im excited about your bday and i wish i was in town for it cos we could go out to eat or something :(
from thatgirlx :
Thanks, I think you're right. He told me yesterday that he likes me as more than a friend and I told him I sort of had a thing for him too. The day before he had told me he wsa going to go stay with her for the weekend then he called me last night and I was like WTF you said you were going to be with her and he really didn't say anything, just sort of changed the subject... So now I wonder if he made it all up. Then he sent me a message this morning saying to call him, that he couldn't get me off of his mind. FUCKING MEN.
from thatgirlx :
haha. happy almost birthday.
from thatgirlx :
you're welcome. i'm 22, you?
from thatgirlx :
Love the new layout.
from annaisana :
yeah i cant wait to send it to her
from annaisana :
you called me last night, i was asleep. YOU BETTER FUCKIN NOT BE IN JAIL. haha.
from annaisana :
haha ur title...
from creaturesque :
Thank you! I can't wait until I see your hair looking all awesome like you are going to make it. For a little while I wanted to put like a streak of purple and a streak of limegreen in my hair, but I've never really been into dying my hair vivid colors. Plus bleaching my hair severely damages it.. *cries* But give me a bottle of black dye and I'll have a field day..
from annaisana :
lil wayne is from new orleans but its only a state away haha. and THE MOST AWESOME THING IS. i changed ur little quote for you on my profile to something from his new cd and i didnt even know you liked him. goooo me :) and about the whole open an entry and just start thinking yeah i do that too lol but i tend to stop before it gets too long.
from annaisana :
imissmissmissyou. txt me or something. new numer 21 666 06. haha
from creaturesque :
my last note was before you put those comments.. haha.. Yeah, you do look pretty now, you have such a cute face. ;)
from creaturesque :
You are still cute. ;)
from for-you-only :
PS: Don't take down your playlist any time soon! It's reminded me a zillion songs I forgot about that I want to add to my playlist and I might forget about them again if your playlist disappears, so like, don't move it, okay? ~Phoenix
from for-you-only :
I like the song that came on when I first opened your blog, though I've never heard it before. Your template is interesting too. I'm not sure if I would use it, but I like the feel of it. Your latest entries full of wants I can completely identify with, I want all that stuff too!!!
from creaturesque :
I graduated '06. Ahh, Drugs. I've only had a couple that were "hard" drugs but they nearly killed me. I'm not what it is that helps me escape reality. I don't drink much, but when I do it is a release.
from creaturesque :
That wasn't a bad poem! It's been a while since I formerly wrote one :(
from imaginative- :
remember, back in eighth grade/freshman year when i burnt you that marilyn manson cd?? :D
from creaturesque :
It's like everytime gets better..
from creaturesque :
craiglist.org is a like a big classified ad website. You can pick a city and put ads in there or reply to other people's ads. It's really neat especially if you can't get a hold of a newspaper or looking for a specific thing. So, How has your day been?
from creaturesque :
I'm a chick, but I am bisexual. I haven't had a girlfriend for about 2 years and I met this one chick on craigslist. She hasn't replied to me for about 3 days now so I don't know if she is even interested lol..
from creaturesque :
It's just my grandmother named Mary Taylor and my two half sisters name Cassandra which is 15 and my other sister name Kimble who is 17.
from creaturesque :
Austin has been treating me good lately. At first I was having a hard time with finding a job and having money but now everything is good. I'm assuming that bc is Bay City? I have some family that live over there!
from creaturesque :
See, now that I saw it on IE it looks really awesome! lol.. Umm.. It's nice to meet you by the way :D
from degausser :
it's something that erases information, like on film or a disk. so then it can be reused. dunno, seemed kind of appropriate at the time, plus, great song haha.
from creaturesque :
Haha yeah.. At least you have skills! Right now I am just playing with the templates and such. I can be an html nerd, but I haven't had the time to fix things yet on my diaryland.
from degausser :
i'm intrigued back.
from creaturesque :
Thank you! For some reason I your cool template isn't working right in firefox, but I like it!
from errantnights :
thank you. there is no point to hiding any information.. what is life without risk?
from midnightrum :
well someone else already said "congratulations" but I don't care. Congratulations Meredith, and welcome to your new life as a mother. I know we haven't talked in a long time, but I'm really glad to hear you had your baby! Oh and by the way, Sebastion is a great doctor, she's been doing her thing for god knows how long, maybe 30 years or more. I couldn't think of a more qualified and trustworthy person to look after the health of your child, so don't worry about that. Sebastion is the best. Good luck with everything :)
from neeeeek :
Congratulations... and best wishes to you and the little one : - )
from onelilwitch :
nonono... its bad for your lungs and throat and it was making my cough and everything worse.
from pirate-witch :
you dont text me anymore. i miss you. and i need the little thigns you say to me that cheer me up. i think i lost you for alittle bit there texas, so come back to me.
from onelilwitch :
i love you mere!!! just be prepared for some changes in me... and um, hopefully it will all be for the better. i'm excited with a new phase in life rapidly approaching. and i hope you are excited for me too? today is prom...and after party in wharton. today is like double life to the max! but the end of it. finally! *sighs* i still love you though!
from onelilwitch :
nice entry...just wow. as i say to harold all the time...'every little thing, it's going to be alright' (think of marley when you read it)
from all2soon :
sweet, here in town? maybe i can come and visit when ur in the hospital?
from all2soon :
tried converse? idk. when's the babe due?
from all2soon :
tried converse? idk. when's the babe due?
from annanotbob :
Thank you - what a nice note! I'd like to say that I was horny as fuck when I was pregnant, like all the time. So liberating not having to worry about getting up the duff because you already are. And yeah, I like to get high too... All the best xxx
from all2soon :
have you tried applying to k2 or chili's? and you can call me anytime after six!! ;-) Depression's probably not a good thing in pregnancy. you should probably try stuff to fix that, like yoga or aromatherapy. i have a yoga DVD i got from walmart you can have! i like it anyways. and aromotherapy from bath & body *eucalyptus* one of my fav. hey, let's go to the beach this weekend. im calling you up tomorrow evening. idk about you, but for me, everything can be cleared with the sound of the waves and the touch of the sand.
from all2soon :
you still livin in college station? i'll take off one weekend and pick you up. we'll do something, even if it's not a concert, we'll find something to get into, wanna? i need to go to houston to reserve sky diving stuff. if andrew's off one weekend i'll get him to take me and we'll pick you up on the way, no? just lemme know ;-D
from all2soon :
wow im kinda surprized u remember that whole concert bit! been so caught up in everything else i havent even been updated. we'll look into it. but yeah, a lil convience, i now have a gps system hooked up in my truck so directions will be a little bit easier ;-)
from all2soon :
damn why do you put up with that fool? he obvoiusly don deserve u. especially if he's fuckin every thing he can get close enough to put his hands on. you have a babe on the way, and all he can think about is sex? that's fuckd up.
from all2soon :
ever woke up one day and said "wtf's the point?" ~Circle of Life~ that's what it's called. that's the problem. unless you want to look into religious matters (in which case, you could argue that god wanted humans so that he could have followers that followed willingly instead of angels that followed cos that was there job) then technically, there's no point in life. its just a never-ending circle. Oh, to make the world a better place for the next generation! but whats that gonna do? they're not gonna live forever either. i mean, you have somebody you love. somebody to fight for. somebody to live for. me? i find no purpose in my life. its meaningless. even if i did find a cure for cancer or invent a time machine or find a way to make peace in this whole pathetic world, that doesn't change the fact that it's pointless. simply because every moment you're living, you're dying. death is inevitable. which brings me to my blog. why not speed the process up a little? but i cant. why? because i was raised to be a christian, i believe in god, and i believe that suicide has horrible unforgiveable consequences that matter in the afterlife. stupid bible. but if i didn't, what would stop me? think about it, i'd be HELPING the people with their grief of my death. that way, they can get over it sooner. also, it wouldn't be as many ppl (hey, ya do grow up and meet more and more). so less people would care, and everybody that did could get their tears over with. so, here's the question... is my point-of-view selfish or logical? i woudln't discuss this with anybody else. id rather people think im sain so i'm not looked after every moment of my life. i cherish my privacy. anyway. maybe it's just a phase, ya know? like one moment of depression and madness and hatred just for a little bit. hell, an outsider would think i'm on PMS or something (heh, sorry, random thot). anyways. who knows...
from onelilwitch :
it was rash and i don't think you thought the decision out well... i still think yall should just come back. i don't want to do senior year with out my best friend. if it wasn't for jarrett...i'd feel alone too.
from imaginative- :
hot damn, 115 dollars, ya'll are really livin the good life.
from onelilwitch :
yeah...i didn't mean it that way. it just feels like it. shit. i would say you don't know how it feels but i am sure you do. you left everybody too. and i feel like i don't really have anyone left.
from all2soon :
wow. how come you cant go to school? well, there's always home school but idk how much it might cost... didn't you get a car? why not get out and see whats going on around there
from onelilwitch :
we wrote an entry at the same time... go look.
from all2soon :
hey today's ur bday right? well, if it is, happy birthday! and if its not, then now i just feel totally stupid. ok, the myspace thing. well, i had written like this whole letter but it was thru my dad's phone. we were headed up to texas a&m so i cud do that spend the night with corps thing. came back earlier today. anyways. he has helio (me, sprint) and so i was able to get on myspace. only thing is, i forgot to put in a title, so it woudln't send. kinda made me mad. oh well. done forgot what i was going to tell you, so i guess it doesnt really matter. 18, WOOT WOOT (lucky bastard, i still hafta wait for another 5 months and 4 days)
from all2soon :
oh p.s. so jealous
from all2soon :
its not you guys. i mean. it's my friends. wow. de ja vu. ok. but yeah. in a way, i feel suffocated. like, they tell me what they don like in people, and they make me realize they donno who i am, because half the things they say describe me. its like, just cos ive had sex don mean thats all im gonna talk about. jus cos i don always speak up doesnt mean im hiding something against you. if i do have a boyfriend, doesnt mean i wanna spend all my time with him. and what i wear is how i feel. if i wanna wear a skirt, maybe im feeling happy. if i wanna wear baggy pants, maybe im feeling laid back. doesnt mean i "dress to impress" ya know? stupid stuff like that. some of my friends, and i mean the ones down here, they critize things i wear. say things behind my back and i hear it from someone else in the group. and i can never tell when they're telling the truth. yeah, they're not "real" friends, but they're wat i have and i've learnt to deal
from all2soon :
they sell tickets at the door. 50$ each. maybe 8 for parking. i'm hoping to have 60$ by then, hoping, but that's all.
from all2soon :
dude idk. at the verizon wireless i know they have it where you can just pay at the door, but idk about relient arena. we can try their box office number 832 667-1400 and ask. (i got the from the site i sent you, btw.) it's 9:37 now but i can try that tomorrow. i guess i'll get back to ya. and that whole squirrel thing, that's pretty funny. even more that it was a squirrel (i think they're haunting me). i'll get back to ya on the tickets. you don have text msging do u?
from all2soon :
crap i wished ida seen that note earlier. i know something that just might be of ur interest. there're just a few things in the way: i only have a truck with no cab, i have only 12 dollars to my name, it's soon, i have no clue how to get there, and idk if they're gonna be sold out or what. but still, i'll amuse you anyways. check this out: http://www.livenation.com/event/getEvent/eventId/262522?c=dm-149283&p=30617065
from all2soon :
hum, i really donno what this is... so, um, yeah, did it do anything? ~jess
from sex--boy :
We get a lot of it from China. Like, a whole shitload. I was into when I was a little kid. But it's not worth it. I haven't smoked cannabis in two months. I been doing it for too long. It has no effect one me anymore.
from sex--boy :
Let's see: amber fluid = beer, apples = alright, yanka/yank = American, full = drunk, ambo = ambulence, castus = dead, Aussie Salute = swatting a fly, Aerial pingpong = Australian rules football (soccer). I understood some of that, though. We have some "hip-hop," kids who come from the states or some of the locals that listen to that music. Some of it's alright. But not that shit about ecstacy. That's lame.
from sex--boy :
Yeah. I try to write in it so much. But I'm not sure about a lot of the mesurements of booze. I know a jug is a 40. But I could go all out! Like, "We had that amber fluid, it was apples but that damn yanka got too full and we had to call the ambo. We thought he was castus. There was no sign of an Aussie Salute so we went on to have a match of Aerial pingpong." The old blokes use that shit. It's very intertaining in the football pubs!
from sex--boy :
Oh, haha!
from sex--boy :
usename: casuticsex password: armedpeace
from onelilwitch :
hmmm. what's going on with him?? you can send me the username and password in an email so i can take a peak. i love his writings...
from sex--boy :
Oh, shit. That's what happened? I was totally bugging about that.
from sex--boy :
Don't think so. I like adding people I don't know. That way if by chance I know them, and they read stuff in here that I wouldn't want them to know, then I won't be creeped out. I mean who is someone from the say, the states going to tell about some bloke down in Australia who's a real cook.
from sex--boy :
What do you mean?
from sex--boy :
Well thankie.
from sex--boy :
Don't know. I thought it was interesting I guess. I don't really know where I found your diary. Which is kind of sad considering it took place probably twenty minutes ago.
from sex--boy :
Indeed.
from sex--boy :
Bueno.
from onelilwitch :
and you were getting on to me about MY entries not making any sense... lol. if you want to hang out, you can't effin call me in the middle of the night. i sleep these days. i'm a workin girl. =D
from annaisana :
haha which part did that
from onelilwitch :
awesome yes!!! thank you...you are amazing.
from onelilwitch :
today sucks...i told you i didn't want to come home. my dad gets this whole week off. yay for sanding and painting tara's room!
from annaisana :
thank you meredithhhh. and at least you kinda understand enough not to be like 'stop it now blah blah' And I appreciate that :] btw. that bitch IS ugly.
from and-darling :
Aw... You know, from what I've seen in comparison to these woman's photos and yours up in the Circle Bio, I'd say you're much more attractive and you look like you've more character. Personally, I'd get vindictive and start messing up whoever this is that you're having problems with. Advice-wise, though, I'd say talk it out? If whoever it is can't accept and respect you, then fuck them up the ass and kick them out! <3
from pink-circle :
To add onto a poem collab, just put in "collab 2 -- line 1 // line 2 // line 3 // line 4 // last line, live 5" in a note. Make sense? Like your note might say: "Collab No. 2 -- Dark lines // Night pines // I find // I'm blind // I unwind" Except that obviously wouldn't fit this poem. :) I'll add it onto the actual entry as soon as I get a chance, which won't take long. And you'll be linked on the page for your contrabution. :) ~Phoenix
from pink-circle :
Hey there, I un-centered everything, and adding your links back to your journal at the end (which you should do with every entry you add to The Circle). I saw your entry, and that you wanted the picture to be smaller - it's really a good size as it is. :) Especially since the text you put under it fits perfectly. Feel free to explore the site, and to add more poems. You should read as many about pages as you feel you have the time and stamina for - they help prevent confusion. ;) I like your bio, by the way. It's unique, just like you. ~Phoenix
from and-darling :
Hi, I stalked you from pink-circle, seeing as I've an evergrowing odd devotion to the site and I'm here to answer a question! You can't edit unless you're a council member, thus, you could just contact someone who is and tell them what it is you want edited, and they'll do it for you. I think**. I may be completely wrong, but I do believe there is no member edit feature for just normal people who lack password power.
from pink-circle :
(I read your entry, yeah, you're a newbie currently. :) ~Phoenix)
from pink-circle :
I'm glad you appreciate it. :) ~Phoenix
from pink-circle :
Cool beans!!! Okay, to join, check out our 'joining page' here: http://pink-circle.diaryland.com/abjoin.html Once you're a member, the first thing you'll probably want to do is create your bio page, visit our 'how bio' page for that: http://pink-circle.diaryland.com/howbio.html Welcome!!! ~Phoenix
from pink-circle :
I really like your template, and I read some of your stuff and liked it, which is why I choose to invite you. The Circle doesn't really take up too much of a person's time. I don't expect members to post more than twice a week. You add a bio page, and post a poem or artwork usually in your first week, and then do a Writer's workshop or two the next week. Nothing particularly long and hard. It does take the commitment to come back to it, but not a lot of time. Hope you decide to try it out. You can find anything/everythign you need to know on the about/welcome pages.
from pink-circle :
*The Circle of the Phoenix* Hi, I'm Phoenix, and I'd like to personally invite you to join The Circle; a writers' and artists' group for diaryland members. It's a public journal, so that anyone can post to it, but members have profiles on the site, as well as critiques, and once promoted to Apprentice have buttons to show off their achievements on their site. I hope you don't take this as spam, you can just delete this message if you're not interested, but if you are, please visit our welcome page: http://pink-circle.diaryland.com/welcome3.html -- Thanks for your time -- Atara Phoenix
from my-serenade :
"If I thought my answer were given to anyone who would ever return to the world, this flame would stand still without moving any further. But since never from this abyss has anyone ever returned alive, if what I hear is true, without fear of infamy I answer you." it's a quote from one of my favorite poems, The Love Song of J. Alfred Prufrock by T.S. Eliot. he originally quoted it from Dante. now you know =)
from onelilwitch :
it's funny...you talking about dieting and losing weight and then you say how you are going to get donuts in the morning. lol. it was funny =D aaaaaaaannnnnnnndddddd...i am going to be really upset if i don't get that job. and i don't know how you really personally feel...but i'll straight up tell you, i'll feel very envious if you get it and i don't. but of course, i will be happy for you. it won't be that you got it and i didn't, it would just be because i didn't get it. i have a feeling i'm not going to ... =( since she said hostess jobs were already filled and i won't be 18 until november. FUCK!!!! please lady...you won't regret hiring me!!! =(
from my-serenade :
i was so excited i cant even spell! make that **anyone** not anyway lol sorry about that :)
from my-serenade :
thank you!!! its been so long since anyway left me a note i didn't think anyone read it anymore! ex oh, L
from midnightrum :
aww man...I did say that didn't I. :( You know what, I'm not even gonna fix it. Because apparently god wanted me to put an extra "o" in there...no wait...Im just too lazy to go fix it. Nvm forget the whole god thing
from onelilwitch :
did you quote me, by any chance?? i vaguely remember telling you about failure. not really, i remember it quite well.
from punkedupqt :
HAPPY
from onelilwitch :
don't give me reasons to give up. you put all of your effort and energy into one thing for over the past year and a half. there is something wrong with the picture one way or another. but i will always be here when you need me. that is a promise.
from imaginative- :
that song is so old tho :( if we choose an old song id want it to be vitamin c - graduation day. youtube it.
from onelilwitch :
i'm so glad you feel that way :)
from jackthripper :
Oh I see. No. I'm afraid not, mon ami. Now, I suffer a [broken...heart].
from jackthripper :
Tongues to our bad deeds? What to you mean, my dear?
from moreendless :
Thank you.
from pirate-witch :
how do you do that thing on photoshop where the picture is like black and white but something ni the picture is in color?
from pirate-witch :
hmmm. your layout is lovely. i miss you
from jackthripper :
...missing?
from tailbonelust :
"The more things change, the more they stay the same" is a loose translation. The clock was at this cool pottery painting place I used to go to all the time. The owner was a great artist, and she wrote that on one of the ceramic clocks she painted.
from tailbonelust :
Ooh. I first saw it a clock, actually. I believe it's fairly common, though. :)
from tailbonelust :
Thank you. :) Leave me tons and tons of comments. Okay, you don't HAVE to.
from pirate-witch :
hi love. <style> a:hover img{ filter: progid:DXImageTransform.Microsoft.Pixelate (maxsquare=12); cursor:crosshair;}</style><P><P><BR><p><img src="http://i1.tinypic.com/241scy8.jpg" border="0" alt="OH LOHRD"><P><br><P> <form method="post" action="http://collect.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.confirmComment"><input name="friendID" value="24801386" type="hidden"> <textarea name="f_comments" class="Skem9box">This Is My Comment Box.</textarea><BR><input type="submit" value="Ick" class="Skem9sub"></form><br> <style type="text/css"> textarea.Skem9box {width:128px; height:38px;color:000000;font-size:8pt;font-family:arial;background-color:DBE9F7;border-color:000000; border-style:solid; border-width:1px;} input.Skem9sub {color:000000;font-size:8pt;font-family:Arial;background-color:ffffff;border-color:000000; border-style:solid; border-width:1px;} </style><P></p><P><BR> =] for your myspace. its the comment box. everywhere else i try to send it the code gets fucked up. i hope here works
from my-serenade :
i'm glad you like my comment :) i have ways of knowing just how to "tap" into people... sometimes that's good and sometimes it's bad. you made me smile a lot lol i dont always get notes about the things i write so your's was very appreciated! -L
from my-serenade :
good god i can't spell. it's supposed to say your note *shakes head* it's not even early! there's other mistakes in there but that was the big one lol i'm anal about grammatical errors, though it doesnt seem to keep me from making them lol -L
from my-serenade :
you're not made me laugh, and your welcome about the add lol i just designed that template a few days ago to celebrate my 200th entry (whee!) i'm pretty proud of it :D -L
from my-serenade :
i'm adding you, hope you don't mind. i found you on emo-rambling's notes. i'm a member there, so i guess you've already read some of my stuff. love your template -L
from onelilwitch :
a long time ago.
from pirate-witch :
20/20????? OHH mannn im jealous. fill me in on this whole adventure! bahhh ive been sober for so long. =[ its depressing! haha <3
from onelilwitch :
i haven't talked to you in a long time.
from onelilwitch :
you're welcome. come to the beach house... it will only be one night...
from onelilwitch :
i hope you know that i am printing it out so tara can read it...please don't be mad at me. i want this to end. there is no reason my sister shouldn't like my best friend. why can't everything go back to how it was before?
from onelilwitch :
sometimes life throws something funny in your face. when this happens. we all need to take a second and step back from the wreaking havoc that we do call our lives and have a great big laugh and call all of our friends and tell them how much we love them...too bad i only find myself doing this to you... bah! i love you meredith! we.need.to.do.more.things.together. I AM FALLING APART. inside.out. please?? and fun things. not stupid things... i am so sick of doing stupid things. shit god damn cock balls. i need to do the dishes. we are setting up our pool today...hopefully. stupid crappy lil piece of blue plastic. better than nothing?? tara says we should do midsummer. in.the.pool. FUN! all right. so...stop whatever you are doing. and hang out with me sometime! marilyn is back. can somebody say beach time?? do you want to spend the night when chris from connecticut is down and we are at the beach house?? OO...the night daron and wes come. so we will have a show. i don't know about getting hypnotized...scary shiznit. i'm done talking to you now. take care bestest buddy. oooo but i do have to say that we should have taken more pictures that day that we took those grand pictures at school. i love those dearly. but not as much as i love my mere. ~taylor <3
from punkedupqt :
i have a knack for leaving myself some love. =]
from pirate-witch :
so first of all. i do the thing with the myspace pictures too whenever i have cute hair, and whenever i run out of batteries i get so pissed off. secondly i do the thing with ghettoing music too darling, haha not all of us are good cool enough to do it the right way. and thankyou for the note. it made me feel beter. but im just freaked out
from pirate-witch :
haha and what song was this that you wanted to play scrabble to? "i wish i had some md 20/20 " the strawberry and cream ones are SO SO GOOD.
from pirate-witch :
i wanna fucking tear you apart. the song on your entry title. was the song me and anthony always played when we were doing..ermm.. stuff.... like.. scrabble, yeah scrabble. i dont know why i thought of that.
from pirate-witch :
aww your pictures look so WARM AND FUNNNN and loveeefull. =] i love the way your camera resolutes too. =]
from pirate-witch :
awww no worries. were allowed to be this way, i am, everyday. do you mind if i ask what gina did hun? =] i love you too
from pirate-witch :
i am so awfully sorry all that happened to you and phillip. =[ but i guess as relationships get older it gets harder to try to act the same romantic way you do with each other, and you end up being close like family. and we all know that family sucks. and we fight like hell. =[ what did you mean by that? did she say that? or what?im bad for her health?
from jackthripper :
Crazy? crazy crazy crazy...Crazy, you say?
from onelilwitch :
...why?? =(
from midnightrum :
mmm...I couldn't stay away from this place, even though I said I was going to. Just in case you wanna add me back or anything ;)
from onelilwitch :
i don't know...what is the oh for?? you didn't really tell me... i already thought about it. that just inspired me to get it out of my mind. i don't care no mores. i'll tell you and you'll tell me. that's a deal. everything is salsa. except you should bring me the sims game.
from onelilwitch :
you never told me about sunday... :( why are things going wrong?
from pirate-witch :
what happened?
from jackthripper :
It has become one of my favorite songs...especially that first half. I love you, dearest. I hope things are well. As for your other note...what question do you speak of, lovely?
from pirate-witch :
i love your new pictures they are amazing... the fourth one down.. theres something on your hand thats white, what is it?
from jackthripper :
Perhaps one day the video will be a real one. I am glad you enjoyed it, lovely.
from onelilwitch :
i do...i was just too much consumed in envy that you can personalize yours and make it so much better than mine to take the time to compliment you on it. but the truth is i love it
from piggy7 :
I love you too!!!! Be safe!! :D ~*~Piggy~*~
from nakedwillow :
Yeah I am really a stripper....for a little while at least....dunno how mong ill do it...but the money is good....Ive missed you hope youre ok... Love ya Jamie
from onelilwitch :
i know...me too. :) finally...right?
from murdrsxaffrs :
It's all fixxxxxxxxed up. Thanks loverly.
from murdrsxaffrs :
No, it doesn't, if you could help me with this (Since it's been fixed 3 times, and still broke again) It'd be much appreciated.
from onelilwitch :
of course meredith...:) i love you a brazillion times more than the average girl could love her best friend. don't ever think that that is your fault. it is just the way life works. i don't really have the energy to explain shit to people anymore orless they are actually there and see what really happens. but...are you spending the night tonight? i got you a little present in corpus. i hope you like it. i stole it...oops. lol. but no. it isn't that. sorry. i'll talk to you later. with love <3 ~taylor
from onelilwitch :
do we even know really what the other goes through anymore?
from jackthripper :
Lovely one, I'd like to hear this song. E-mail it to me if you would like. [email protected] I am sorry for the terrible lateness of this reply. My absences here are gaining as I have been ill lately. As for the woman's name...you could say very little surprises me anymore..
from onelilwitch :
beautifully written...i'm jealous of your talent :) <3
from onelilwitch :
mere...i love your new template. i need a new one :(...i think i'll go on a hunt so i don't take up your computer time thinking that you have to do that for me. but of course i'm willing to accept anything you show me if you do decide that you want to. and i like your new entry. i understand it completely. mostly because i have thought those thoughts before. but you found the words to right it down. things will be better one day. honestly...16 is a hard age and it will probably continue to be hard until sometime in your 20. but we do have fun times. and when we move out. think of how exciting. you and philip living away from this drama. and getting different drama! atleast it isn't the same right? i hate routines...but i love you. take care now. byes. ~taylor
from cammella :
"da gangstiest wanksta dis side uf da steet yo!" Murdrsxaffrs is open.
from cammella :
*gasp* a heart? Thats IT?? My heart is broken
from jackthripper :
My dear..I am familiar with Laurell K. Hamilton. I've been reading her Anita Blake series for a few months now. There are 14 books in the series and I'm on book 9. Incubus Dreams is the next one so I am getting close. I'm glad you are enjoying it, lovely. She is a pretty interesting storyteller. Jean-Claude is a hunk, by the way;) Thanks for thinking of me, sweetheart.
from nakedwillow :
Hey Mer its Jamie...(Leaveme2cry) I've been away a while....i know the whole name and profile will throw you off but its really what i go by at work...I've missed you and i am so glad to be back at a computer!
from midnightrum :
Later, Meredith. 100 entries was more than enough for me.
from imaginative- :
que vistoso, un diezmo.. idk what thats saying..but it sounds about right :D
from jackthripper :
I am sorry I did not respond sooner, my dear. I have been away for some time and just got back. Trying to catch up is harder than it seems sometimes. I hope your holidays were all you hoped for, love.
from jackthripper :
I've missed you..
from onelilwitch :
i'm sorry...i won't. i'll wait for you. you really matter to me. because you are my best friend. and no one else will ever be able to take that spot. so i'll just do it with you later. much later. not now. i don't want to no mores.
from deffie :
Thankyou so much! It could be the layout. XD I can't seem to part with it, I love it so. <333 I should really update more often, but I have a normal diary now so I don't use my online diary quite so much anymore. Comment in the guestbook. =P
from midnightrum :
"sometimes we need a companion on the other side of the moon." ? felt like using purposefully confusing metaphors did we?
from piggy7 :
Hey, missed ya, here to wish ya a Merry Christmas, and oh yeah when I guy tells you you are perfect for him in so many ways and ends with I love you, it's almost impossible not to melt. Love ya and hope to hear from ya soon.
from imaginative- :
hot with two t's... ;) ow ow!
from jackthripper :
Sweetheart...you've done nothing hurtful to me. I promise you. No wrongs have been committed. Paranoia is natural. We all suffer from it. Don't worry anymore, love. *leaves a rose* Love eternal, Jack
from jackthripper :
I think you would fear the things I know, darling...
from wickedlyxemo :
mere. NO WAY i'm a vampire too. let's start a cult. cause you freakin' stole my words outta my brain there, chicky. sometimes the freakishness we share is so strange because either i'm thinking your thoughts or you're stealing mine when we think alike from a thousand miles away w/out talkin about it. i <3 you chica! xthexvampiressxartemisx
from cammella :
I know whyyyy......email me biznastictastic
from jackthripper :
I know your desires for immortality, love. More accurately, for the temptations of the vampire. They can lure you in so quickly and once it happens, you never want it to let you go. Enjoy the sweet enticings of the night, sweet beauty. Call to them and one night, you may just get your wish.
from coppersky :
Things do change, and you'll get to experience all of that. I LOVE the picture on your layout. Its totally me.
from silenttears4 :
Hey girl, I miss you, miss hearing from you. Email me sometime, [email protected], I'd like to hear from you.
from jackthripper :
sweetheart! How are you, my dear one? I was just thinking about you the other day. I hope you are doing well, my sweet gem.
from onelilwitch :
yeah...poor tara :(
from onelilwitch :
holy shit that was fucking intense...
from silenttears4 :
Lol, Eve 6 rocks
from onelilwitch :
that one day we were talking about templates...i said i needed a new one and such and you said you hated mine. i said i still like it but it is plain and such...and then you told me you would fix up the HIM lyric/amy brown fairy one that you used to use for me. and i was like nooo but it's yours and you were like and now it can be yours...blah blah. it was a while back...i just remembered. it's cool though...only if you have time.
from onelilwitch :
in your spare time...do you think you could fix up that template for me...remember?? thanks...if you can. it's cool.
from onelilwitch :
ooo...well the colors changed back so nevermind. disregard what i said earlier but i swear it was grey!!!!
from velvetdesign :
Thanks a bunches! ♥
from pseudo-savvy :
I noticed that you had color-me-odd on your Favorites list, even though I haven't updated in months. Well, I'm here now. So look me up my darling chickadee.
from onelilwitch :
i promise i am not lying to you...i feel really fucking sick...:( i don't know...i really don't think i can go...i'll probably call taylore tomorrow and apologize. and to you too. i'm sorry.
from midnightrum :
lollerskates
from onelilwitch :
hey HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! yo i had to do it. and i am out of blank cds so if you want that one cd that i am supposed to burn for you...then give me a blank. easy enough,eh? with love, ~taylor
from wickedlyxemo :
i kno what you mean, chicky. xartemisx
from onelilwitch :
not again...
from onelilwitch :
'do i make you sweat' is from a from first to last song...regretful to inform you, my love, that this village whore listens to good music. (i almost want so badly to give this to you as a comment)
from jackthripper :
You have me speechless, my dear. At a divine loss...I never had any idea that you thought of me in such a way. And to find out (no matter the time or the state)leaves me in awe. Remarkable awe. I need to go back and re-read your entries to pay the homage you so dearly deserve. Merci for opening your beautiful heart to me, precious. I wish there was some other way to say it without sounding so cliche..perhaps I will find a way.
from jackthripper :
Oh my dear one, precious goddess amidst the dead roses lying buried in the ash underfoot. Cobblestone dreams are all that is left of this old whore. To be yours...the same old wish but with others, they pay a certain price for the hour, the night, to any they may choose. But for you, my dear...shall we tango? I'll bring the roses. And you...bring a scarlet gown and ridiculously tall shoes to strap to your dainty feet.
from jackthripper :
*stares with the intent of the insane into the distance, whirling his finger in small circles amidst the smoky air* ...I'll never tell. *grins*
from jackthripper :
*grins*
from jackthripper :
No, my dear. Lyrics they are not. Just lucid dreams dripping from my virtual quill. But your question confuses me. In the mirrors, you ask?
from jackthripper :
I'm sorry to have kept you waiting, love. I'll be around now for awhile, I hope. You're too kind to me, you realize. I adore you for your sweetness. Adoration galore, beloved, I implore. My sanity lingers when your lips caress mine...
from imaginative- :
its H-E-R-A-L-Y
from pirate-witch :
yes yes yes!! id love it if you would!! if it isnt too much trouble!! <3<3
from witchboywolf :
Thank you meri. Your note helped out with some of my size issues. I wish I could read your diary. But ah well. Off to work.
from onelilwitch :
nah...i thought it was i'm the first kid to ride a horse like the french!!! hahahaha. that's great. anyways. i love your template!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! keep it for a while...please! because that is going to be the name of our second cd. the first is razorbaldes and rubbing alcohol and the second is squealing like a prep in goth clothing. hellz yeah! and our band is pointless park with me, you, ashley, and tara?? and CLEO ON THE KEYBOARD!!! hellz yeah. we be going to houston tomorrow, hun. :)
from leaveme2cry :
I'm proud of you mer. I love you mer. I miss you mer. You make me smile mer. Love you Jamie
from wickedlyxemo :
mere, hun... i wanna tell you no, but i can't... just try to get through it, okay? we need to talk!!! xartemisx
from midnightrum :
you know.....you gotta admit that last part sounds a little obsessive. every second of every day? shit...............it's time to start lying....or dying...or...something.......goddamn my head doesn't work anymore.
from wickedlyxemo :
i <3 you. just remember that. xartemisx
from onelilwitch :
you cheated.
from onelilwitch :
my poor meredith...i love you. nice poem. it is very good. (sympathy smile) :) ~taylor
from f-i-n :
your template is sooo cute
from pirate-witch :
thats so nice of you mer,,, :) .... thanks i wont get raped now! :)
from wickedlyxemo :
k so this is me on a new name.. i wanna do a weblog-style but i can't find that damn page where it told me how to change it.. help? xartemisx
from artemisia436 :
mere~ your new pics are are so effing hot!!! i'm gonna steal your face!! i <3 u!!xartemisx ps. your room is also hot. i am moving in.
from cammella :
OFF WITH HER HEAD!!!
from cammella :
Gave them back? What the holy....you STOLE them didn't you??
from onelilwitch :
sounds to me like that one had passion. *winks* you dirty girl. i almost got killed at the beach. lol.
from imaginative- :
golly.....AGAIN? what the hell.....someone cursed your photobucket account or something....i better check mine =\
from cammella :
They ran away. They don't like you, they love me more :p
from onelilwitch :
are you back from austin?? i thought you weren't coming until tuesday...oh well. i was going to call you tonight...maybe i still will. anyways, i've been in league city all weekend. it was pretty cool. i wasn't home so enough said. it would have been cooler if you could have come of course. i'm sorry. ~taylor
from onelilwitch :
wow...that is amazingly beautiful. i love it meredith. you're so talented.
from artemisia436 :
hey chicky~ just checkin in at d-land.. wow it's been a little while and i just caught up on everything. first off, YOU ARE NOT FAT!!! you are sexy. and i <3 you. so there. second, you can talk to me. just call me, babe. three, love is the most complicated thing anyone can ever imagine, so stop stressing so much, because there is always more to discover about it, and that's what makes it so exciting, dear. on that note, i must go to bed, but we shall talk soon, k? *artemis
from onelilwitch :
i like your new template. it's a cute picture.
from jackthripper :
Thank you, dearest. You've always had a special place in my heart.
from onelilwitch :
i'm so sorry you couldn't go. i wanted you to soooo bad. i was going to call you when a song you liked came on for you to hear but i wasn't with tara and she had the cell phone. i'm sorry. i wish you would have gone. but thank you. :) i loves you, ~taylor
from jackthripper :
My dear...I have horrible luck with love. Anyone who thought they could love me would eventually find that I am just a mess, a lowly mess unworthy of love. I have given myself too fully to the darker side to know the gentility of precious love. I'm glad you enjoyed the entry..it was the effort of a stream of consciousness writing, based on the current goings-on of the days surrounding my absence from Dland. By the way, you are beautiful, my dear. The pictures don't do you justice, I am sure.
from piggy7 :
Why is such a nice girl like you doing so upset? Awe you have so much more you can be doing instead of crying and being alone. Awe I'm sorry I'm not here for you....please get better!!! I don't wanna hear your so miserable :'( No more sadness!!! I'm here for you sweetheart, don't feel bad or alone. We're all here for you, so cheer up we love you and don't wanna see you hurt. Your too beautiful to be so miserable and alone.
from artemisia436 :
augh sorry mere i'm having the worst memory ever! i'm sorry i didn't call you but we talked some, right? anyway, i know how you feel- i am having some of that too... but we shall talk soon and fuck the world together.. -we can have a threesome! on a serious note, i <3 you & i hope you will feel better soon. ~ love, artemis
from onelilwitch :
that's not what i meant...don't be angry. i just don't want people to be hurt or worried about me. you have enough to worry about.
from artemisia436 :
haha mere i just got your note.. geez i'm slow... sorry babe- i will call you tonight(friday), okay? ~artemis
from artemisia436 :
mere~ i need some help with my older entries pages. could you help me? thanks, love, ~artemis
from artemisia436 :
mere! template stuff + other stuff = we need to talk about!!! <3, artemis
from retailharlot :
I posted your astrological reading thing. I'm sorry if it has lots of typos. http://retailharlot.diaryland.com/050610_73.html Enjoy!
from pirate-witch :
OHHHH MY GODDDDDD, your not a blonde anymore!! (is this the first time youve ever dyed it??) WELL i love it! it looks reaally cute! you look hotttt, and this lauren, i bet couldnt pull it off as great as you! thats kinda how my hair color is, butt mine is purpler! well, love! +Millie
from dark-doll :
No man I guess it's okay :) I'm not using my diary much anymore anyway!
from outre-fancy :
wonderful pictures! i adore yours and Taylors bracelets! /Lila
from pirate-witch :
Well its really awesome!!
from pirate-witch :
<3'in the template! <3 MWA
from leaveme2cry :
*Mer* Everything is wonderful, stupendous, and great. One of these days I will have the time to truely update you on my goings on. But for the most part I am happy. I have great friends, a wonderful boyfriend named George (who i will have to send you a pic of at some point) and all in all things are well. I dont have a job right now, but I'm looking for one. Well I may have one working with Georgie's mom and dad. I'd be traveling alot. Which would be cool. My best friend is moving, not to thrilled about that, but hes going to follow his dream of being an actor.Going to school for it and all that. I think hed rather act on stage then screen but whatever. Well I miss talking to you. Lemme know whats goin on. LOVE YA Jamie
from onelilwitch :
meredith. i'm so sorry. it's not your fault...he needs to stop blaming you. it is really pissing me off. i know you love him, and i respect that so much. but he just, i don't even know. he is too 'into' himself in the sense that all he cares about is his happiness. i mean, if he really wanted to be happy, why doesn't he do something that will start up the conversation or anything!! it shouldn't always be up to you. i mean, if he can tell that you aren't happy, why doens't he try to fix it? but noooo he is too busy getting mad because you won't fix him. he is so immature. i want him to stop hurting you. i love you...~taylor
from midnightrum :
HAWHAWHAWHAWHAW!!! oh my GOD what an ASShole. HAHAHAHA i probably just got myself in trouble again...HEY hows it goin meredith havent talked to you in a while?
from lime-reviews :
<<http://lime-reviews.diaryland.com/punkedupqt.html>> Review. Thank you.
from lime-reviews :
I do this I guess because I'm nice. I don't know. But your image on your main page isn't showing and in order to recieve a review that I think is fair I'd like to see that image there. Get back to me when it's fixed, otherwise I'll start the review without it.
from lazamataz88 :
Hey, ya. sorry about the yelling. Thanx for the lil help on my template, i think i fixed it. Anyway, i just thought it was hard to find people who liked that movie on this site. So ya, anal:P Lazzy
from leaveme2cry :
Hey Mer. I'm here, Im not. You get the drift I'm sure. Miss talking to you. Leave me a note. Jamie
from jiltedsoul :
Thank you for the note. The image is stunning, isn't it? I fell in love with it the moment I saw it, and had to have it.
from rockitallout :
hey im tiffany thought i might say hello, where u from? im from Melb in Aust!
from alwaysinhim :
Thank you then. I've also been here a couple of times, I think.
from jackthripper :
ahh interesting. you tease me, lovely. you really do
from pirate-witch :
btw your hair looks really good in that picca! you look really hot! lol
from pirate-witch :
thanks for the reassurement! lol... DOOOD the lime reviews laddy tottallyl flunekd me:( , but she only read like. 2 entries.. wtf? arent you suppposed to read like 50 or something at least?? thats gay, whatever <3 MWA -millie
from jackthripper :
you look like you have a secret
from lazamataz88 :
AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! IKt is so hard to find somebody else who loves the movie the nightmare before christmas. Sorry, lil crazy moment there. Anyway, your music list rox and if you wanna buddy up that'd be way hot. My names Lazzy.
from onelilwitch :
i don't understand it either. meredith, you aren't fucked up. seriously. i know you have your problems, i'm not saying yours aren't bigger than an average person your age. because someone your age shouldn't have to deal with the shit you have been put through. but you aren't fucked up. if anyone is fucked up, that would be phillip. i think he is to insecure in himself to admit his insecurities, so he just constantly has to remind you of yours. this isn't a healthy relationship. what he's doing is wrong, not what you are doing. but i respect that you love him. i just wish he would understand you. i love you, and you're beautiful. don't change for anyone more than what you would change for yourself. be careful with your choices. take care...~taylor
from artemisia436 :
hey mere~ sorry to bother you but i need some help with my template- i'm trying to change it and i keep screwing it up! please help me, lovey. <3, artemis
from artemisia436 :
hey chicky~ i want you to step back and re-evaluate this relationship. are you doing things to make him stay with you, or are you doing it because it makes you feel better about yourself? you don't have to do things that make you feel uncomfortable just to make him love you. he will love you no matter what you do, if he's worth it. and he needs to respect that you have your own boundaries, etc. you shouldn't just do things to "make him" love you. you need to pay attention to your own feelings. is he making you feel better or worse about yourself? think about it, hon. okay??!! TALK TO ME!!! <3, *artemis
from jackthripper :
What inspires you when you write, my dear?
from jackthripper :
Yes, I had a password before. I've made a new one. E-mail, poppet. [email protected] Ill be happy to send it to you.
from jackthripper :
Damage meaning..bruising, cuts, scrapes, scars, lipsplits, etc.
from jackthripper :
oh darling...I didn't show my face there because I don't want you or anyone else to see what condition hooking leaves me in sometimes.
from jackthripper :
My dear, this may surprise you but...I didn't do my own template. I tinker with it here and there but I'm not sure I could help you. bloodandgold did my template. She's quite a talent with a very sweet heart. She might be able to help you. The most I can do is add silly things like music, video clips, images, etc. As for shape, I'm not sure how all that is done. I am very sorry. Try bloodandgold. She may help. Much love to you, poppet.
from imaginative- :
oh and i saw grease today : D haha i love that movie..if only life was a musical like that...
from imaginative- :
i guess but don't be making excuses for his mistakes. if he does that then he doesn't love you, all he wants is that lil thing right dur between ur legs = \ you don't deserve a guy that cheats on you..you deserve someone better. oh yea and its still wrong for him to be be talking to other girls and saying that he misses them etc. u better nip it girl, nip it in the bud. cause in the end he isn't gonna be hurt cuz he has all these other girls that he's screwin, u'll be the one who's gonna take it the worst and he's not even gonna think twice...
from imaginative- :
noooo!! aw man meredith...im so dissapointed : ( he's bad news meredith....bad news...how come you make excuses for his cheating? i can't believe you're letting him do you wrong like that...
from artemisia436 :
mere my darling- we NEED to talk. i am going through some similar stuff & i don't know anyone else who can understand this stuff. <3, artemis
from cammella :
Mmmmmm......I'm hungry.
from cammella :
1. Giggles In Peace 2. Billy Joe Armstrong!!! Pretty boy in eye liner??? He's on your template!!!
from cammella :
::Gips:: Aww, I'm happy I can bright a little bit of light into your apparently dingy day. Just keep your head up, listen to Billy joe and Smiiile!
from cammella :
I love you!!
from jackthripper :
Way too adorable...I feel envy. Positively green with it, love.
from lime-reviews :
Sorry about the lag in responding/reviews. I have zero internet service nor a computer (I know, funny). So currently the site is on hiatus, but not a terribly long one I'm back online the 23rd with a brand new pc. As far as submitting someone else's diary...nah. If you want to convince them to ask me to review it, sure, but people ask for my judgement and sadly if I don't like their style/choices, and they just recieve a bad review (even if it is justified) I don't think of it as fair. I may be the one to throw the burning stick, but you lit it on fire, ya know? Anyway, thanks for waiting, tons of reviews when I get back, I friggin swear.
from onelilwitch :
omg...i have to delete that note you just left me. because if he sees that and then looks at your template and sees the other thing...HELL WILL BREAK LOSE!!!! i made a promise! uh oh...
from jackthripper :
No, my dear. That isn't my arm. It's just an shocking expression is all. *leaves a rose at your doorstep*
from onelilwitch :
i had my mom's cell phone and i did call you back that night...remember the voice mail i left you?? anyways, it doesn't matter. you still have to tell me about it. you changed my profile thing. wow...do you like that or something? with love ~taylor
from jackthripper :
It's just different. It would be hard to explain for me but...I look forward to you. It sounds odd, I know but, well, if you only knew.
from onelilwitch :
i see me, michael, KOSKAAN!! wtf??? o my god, you are so dead... *sticks tongue out* meredith, i wish you would have told me. im really sad now. geez...gine knew before me! no offense i love her to death and all *snickers* but ME! im supposed to be like your best friend or some shit like that. *pouts* FINE!
from pirate-witch :
i lvoe that template! GREENDAY IS IN IT!!
from pirate-witch :
yes...merch is my nick name for you now...
from jackthripper :
You're entirely too sweet, lovely one.
from dark-doll :
Bahahaha!! Thanks ;) It's Katimavik's carpet, the program I'm in hehe anyway Ttyl sweetie xoxo
from jackthripper :
yea..it really is like a duty sometimes. Maybe it's just a dry spell. No clue.
from onelilwitch :
i know how you feel. completely.
from xsoozenx :
i hope you're okay...let me know if you need someone to talk to...:) i'm here for you, my fav 15 year old!
from onelilwitch :
you weren't at school today...
from pirate-witch :
hey what can i say, its my homesicle!!! (Better then my real home!) I JUST DIED MY HAIR PURPLE FOR OUR WASHINGTON D.C. TRIP !!! IM SOOO HAPPY IT LOOKS SOO GOOD Merchie!! -millie
from cammella :
Welcome.
from cammella :
since Dland chat is down time2 has set up a chat room on his diary, but you can bypass the diary and go straight to the chat: http://pub27.bravenet.com/chat/show.php/2277503233
from imaginative- :
u have no idea how to use the word shallow, woman! i'm not bagging on the way that they look or whatever, i hate slipknot cuz they're SELLOUTS gollygeewiz :) --gina
from pirate-witch :
haha but aint it the truth? well some people actually find the testicles of satan quite salsy... lol -millie
from artemisia436 :
aww.. that's so great! i think it's awesome that you helped him. i try so hard to reach out to people but never got as far as that.. artemis*
from onelilwitch :
if completely fine actually translates to the exact opposite of the word 'fine' then i do believe you are telling me the truth.
from pirate-witch :
hey..can you kinda help a lil bit? cuz i want to put my older entries into a archives and stuff, but every time i do it doesnt work...can you please help Mer?-millie
from cammella :
Did daddy not love you? or did he love you just too much, did he see through you? Did he live through you at your cost? did he leave no questions for you to answer on your own.... I had that on my Murd diary till last night when I changed it.
from cammella :
GREASE LIGHTNING!!!GOOOOOO GREASE LIGHTNING!!! greasey monkey wrench....you ahve been warned :)
from midnightrum :
grief***
from cammella :
::gets all squishy:: I KNOW, love is great!!! I'm happy ::hugs:: tehehe!!!
from cammella :
Aaawwww, I'm so happy for you, this is the guy in your entries?
from cammella :
He's your boyfriend!!! Awwww!!!!
from honey-pott :
My buddylist got shifted over to a diary that doesnt exist, its all in your mind
from onelilwitch :
im not worried about you, you said you were happy so whatever, it's your life. and if you aren't positively down-right sure that you know exactly what i am talking about then you shouldn't quote me and then disprove every point i am trying to make. oh well, it really doesn't matter...how was school??
from honey-pott :
Damnit
from cammella :
I'm sorry sweetie, things shouldnt suck this much, but they do, it will all make sence shortly I promise.
from onelilwitch :
nooo. i figured that there wasn't anything wrong with him...there was actually something wrong with me, and i was using that as an excuse to blame why i felt the way i did or something...it makes sense somewhere, right? im so confused to the point where i have no feelings. i'll tell you about it later. tonight was bitter-sweet.
from lb-designs :
hey this is millie(sry but i was signed on to this sn) I love Blue and yellow! its my favorite song by them!!! :) love love -millie
from artemisia436 :
hey girl! how come i'm not on your favorite diaries anymore?? luv, artemis*
from cammella :
hehe, yea, it won and I didnt know till after I got it.
from cammella :
heh, you could finally see my tmeplate, and I then had to change it :(
from onelilwitch :
damn that sucks
from cammella :
awww, sweetie, if you get over him, you'll have the state of mind to get someone else, and have THEM to make memories with! Love you!
from fall4deciet :
thanks...sorry it's been so long. love you nonetheless. ++cela
from pirate-witch :
haha... walkign around in my underwear? I LIVE FOR IT! had lost of practice when puberty was striking! haha... mmmmmmmmm... I can ask My parents if im still going...but the chances are very very very, tiny because ive had horrible grades, F's just dont bring happyness you know? haha... anyways..maybe u guys can come over here instead.. my parent would not mind at all! :) -Millie
from cammella :
drama,drama,drama,I'm so sorry sweetie, My comps back up,so I'll be on more :)
from pirate-witch :
your reason for being alive is your friends? i wish i ahd your friends then....they must be pretty damn good... theres only one friend in this world who id keep alive for.. {lizzi} but i think theres something bigger..something that we cant control that just pushes us every day to go out there with a smile (or a frown) to keep living.... Maybe hopefully things will turn out great for the both of us.. :) ++Millie++
from onelilwitch :
can i take you home with me? can i take back the life you stole?
from onelilwitch :
yo yo. you are almost to 500 entries. that is crazy. keep up the what ever it is about you that keeps creeps/stalkers like me reading them all. ~with jealousy, Taylor
from jackthripper :
I recognized the lyrics because I love that song. Take a look at my older entries page. You might see what I mean, if you haven't already.
from jackthripper :
Cold was my soul, and untold was the pain I faced when you left me a rose in the rain... (I noticed)
from onelilwitch :
aw. there is a wittle safety pin chillin out in it. i love it.
from onelilwitch :
did i miss something?? say what first?? but um...HOLY HEll!!! i love that template!!! it is great. thank you soooo much. and i was like really shocked/surprised too. aw. code it please. i loves you ~taylor
from onelilwitch :
haha. you are a dumbass! i was wondering what you were talking about. i have more than barely over a 100!!! =P i get my hair cut today! finally. i fuckin hate split ends. but next time you see me it won't look like anything changed. im too scared to actually get something different done for once. loves ya. ~taylor
from outre-fancy :
aw thank you muchly for your note! ive been really good thanks, sorry i havent been noting for a very long time, i think i totally forgot about dland! time difference doesnt help cos i havent seen you on AIM in agesss. anyway i hope you're also keeping well, and i do have an lj, livejournal.com/users/monpetitepal. i had another 1 but i deleted it, it had like 100 entries or something. teehee. anyway i will definitely keep in touch now, ciao <3lila
from imaginative- :
u r my friend = D if he ever does anything wrong to my knowledge, cause you know how I find out EVERYTHING, I will tell you. CUZ i loves you meredith. but...why by the end of next weekend? i mean...is his agenda full or something?
from imaginative- :
Oh yea since you can really scream over the internet
from onelilwitch :
did you delete some of your notes?? because i do not remember writing that, that recently. oh well, i reread that note. it like isn't that bad at all. just about the ride part. i guess. so i can see why he doesn't hate me for it. but um...i hope he doesn't read mine now. shit, he is probably reading this right now. OMG!!! *dies*
from xsoozenx :
hey, i locked my diary (it was being googled too much) so here :: username : xsoozenx :: password : eeyore. HAVE A GREAT DAY!
from xsoozenx :
are you ok dude?
from onelilwitch :
meredith. =( you make me sad. remember that day, that i called you and the second i got on the phone my mom started dialing and told me to get off and it was already 8:40? i was calling to tell you to give up on him. he isn't worth it anymore. i don't know what it is. but he wanted a ride today and i was just thinking no. let's not give him one. but tara had work so she couldn't anyways. i was going to tell you that day because i heard kimber and him yelling at eachother and just some of the things she told me about him. they added up to the person he is now, not the person you met. she says he treats all of his girlfriends like shit and a bunch of other stuff. i know it will be hard but, i think in the end, it will be the best for you. i don't know, just do what makes you happy. i just want to see you happy.
from onelilwitch :
holy shit yall look so pretty!!! seriously. i love it. besides the high pictures...that's not cool. you are so stupid meredith, you are going to get caught. =(
from xsoozenx :
yeah, i just never gave it back to him. don't really want to go there. bah. (yes, like a sheep)
from onelilwitch :
Coby just did what i was dying for you to do. =D that is great. yall should hang out sometime.
from xsoozenx :
yeah, what she said, down there. minus all the friends stuff and the tripping. BE A GOOD GIRL!
from onelilwitch :
omg. how stupid can you get? you are in AEP for getting caught with 'canadian maple leaves' in school. and you are going to buy more off of a kid in AEP? wtf meredith? my best friend's a pot head? hahaha. i was walking with lance at lunch today and we saw that joel (choppa?) and he tripped over one of those orange cones. so lance was like fucked up pot head kid. i shook my head and said what can you do? i love your template by the way. see you around.
from xsoozenx :
thnxxxxx *smooches*
from xsoozenx :
oh yeah, and happy <3 day!
from xsoozenx :
something pretty, with pink, and has the keane lyrics, "so why don't we go somewhere only we know?" i'm thinkin a sunset, or something. i just dunno anything about this stuff, you know that ;-)
from xsoozenx :
you wanna be a sweetheart and design an image for me?
from xsoozenx :
how much do you love me??
from lime-reviews :
Well the rules state that you have to have written (without extraneous pages) a total of 15 entries. I tend to read 30 or so, depending on how engrossing/long your entries are. Since you obviously have enough entries there should not be a problem. If you feel, though, that your entries don't always reflect you feel free to suggest a month or certain area to read. No promises, though, I pinch and poke and read where I want to. Let me know if that answered your questions.
from nightmareb4 :
septiembre viente(?), que?
from nightmareb4 :
awww im glad someone cares! and i appreciate you at least TRYING not to laugh.. hehe ;) love you too
from imaginative- :
HARRY potter, not Happy! Lol. Just thought you ought'a know. <3 Gina
from color-me-odd :
You know what, I'm totally going to go for it. My parents said that for my birthday I can do whatever I want and they'll pay for it. xD I'm excited!! Too bad my birthday's not until May. =P
from midnightrum :
fucken women. :D
from ville :
and here: http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v611/villenhuora/mypics/vstairsoutside.jpg
from ville :
i heard you wanted to see me: http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v611/villenhuora/mypics/streetsit.jpg
from nightmareb4 :
my mom loves him. i have been brainwashed to like him. and we can just pretend that i never said that... jimmy buffet who?
from nightmareb4 :
ahh your quote is a jimmy buffet song! haha sorry, random i know. but i noticed and it made me happy. maybe you didnt know that it was a song, but it is, and the song is good.
from pirate-witch :
man your so lucky!!! if that was my parents they would have beat the shit out of me!!! lol.. stay clean meredith :P
from xsoozenx :
hiiiiiiiiiii i hope youre doing okay :)
from pirate-witch :
woah...did you get in trouble last night for what happened whilst we were on the phone?
from nightmareb4 :
wooo it sounds like oobers of fun! and probably more fun if you actually had your permit, so get up you lazy bum. i still have to work on my mom too, cuz theres no telling what she'll say. but ill definitely give you my address cuz that would be awesome to get a letter from you! hehe.. love yah bunches of bananas..liz
from midnightrum :
meredith if you sit ther ean d think about it tarot cards will make sense in any situation youre going through. anyone would draw those cards and apply it to their life somehow so dont make so much of it. They are EXTREMELY general and anybody and everybody could always find a way to realte to what they say to some sitation theyre going through in like at ANY given moment. just feltlike saying that
from pirate-witch :
haha..you guys are so dorky..prank calling people on a monday night! your voice is so cute! my voice is retarded... it sounds so stupid... ´┐Żas if i dont act stupid? ha i used to (and still do) say like alot!
from nightmareb4 :
i heard!! ahhh i wanna go! ill try and convince my mother, even if i have to like.. clean my room or something.. oh the horror! I WANNA GO!
from pirate-witch :
haha...i told lizzie... and she said itd be really fun. so shes gonna try super hard to convice her mom... was that you on the phone when i was on the phone with gina? cuz i wasnt sure..she didnt tell me who it was...
from onelilwitch :
HA! *dies laughing...again*
from ville :
OMG!!!!!11111111 LEAVE GERRIT ALONE LYK HEZ TOTALLY HOTT!!!!!!111111
from midnightrum :
awww i love you guys.
from midnightrum :
hahahahaha :P and hey meredith sorry about whatever was goin on earlier i was really trying to figure out what i had supposedly said so bad about your boyfriend and i really just didnt feel like dealing with it at the time so I don't want any hard feelings, ok? will you forgive me?
from onelilwitch :
this is what i was talking about. delete one! those stupid servers made me think it didn't add one so i typed it again. now i look like a moron. oh well, it isn't like that's not anything new. good luck at your game! i might be there. ~i'll save a smile for you~ Taylor
from onelilwitch :
fuck meredith. i told you not to. but no one ever listens to me and now you are going to have to suffer the consequences. just no hard feelings in the end...and you can't say i didn't warn you. =/
from onelilwitch :
fuck meredith that wasn't a smart idea. at all. i told you not to. all i have left to say is that i warned you. and no harsh feelings in the end... =/
from ville :
You're next.
from onelilwitch :
hahaha i would love you forever. especially if you came to school in it. and kept it on all day. and if people were to ask about it, to act completely serious. as if you think it is the coolest shirt/sweater/piece-of-trash that you have ever laid your eyes on. i'd die laughing. ~taylor
from midnightrum :
hahahawha thank you meredtih. and yes, you do have to love them. :D
from midnightrum :
BLINK 182!!!! obviously...
from patw-21 :
check my webpage
from patw-21 :
nice! designer penguin!
from pirate-witch :
good luck on soccer tournament!
from piggy7 :
Hey, I don't know if you left me a note really long time ago, or it was recent, but yes I did lock my diary cause certain people don't know how respect others. Either way, hope to talk to you soon, and here's your password: koolness Take care, luv ya bye ~*~Piggy~*~
from silenttears4 :
I love your little thingy. And um, things will get better
from onelilwitch :
that entry. made me sad. like really sad. what is he doing? i love you meredith. take care. ~Taylor
from imaginative- :
The internet could be a HE too!!
from outre-fancy :
oh wow, you look GORGEOUS in the last photo, in that adorable dress!! I would wear that dress if I had the chest to hold it up... =P - Lila
from xsoozenx :
mwahhahah I got it to work, yay for me!
from xsoozenx :
yeah it just went to size 8 (really f*ing huge) rather than small :( Ah, well...
from xsoozenx :
hey how did you get the arial font to be that size? I can only get the size above/below it -- and the size you use is my all-time fav (i use it 24/7 on AIM and stuff...) thx! -Soozen
from onelilwitch :
switch roles** im a dumbass and typed that wrong.
from onelilwitch :
"Oh it's better to rush upon this blade Then give into the fear in your heart" my dear. it sounds as if you are turning into me. not necessarily a good thing. remember that conversation we had about love? reread only this time. such roles. take your own advice for once.
from xsoozenx :
i'm glad you're feeling better! ~soozen~
from onelilwitch :
yeah. i know. thanks so much. i just wasn't planning on telling you or anyone that one thing. but i did. and i guess it helped. but i am actually pretty happy. i think. at the moment. but im really scared about some things. and i don't know how to deal with lance. i showed him the bruise and his face went into total shock. like 'i did that?' but afterwards he laughed. a simple apology would have been nice. guess that is too much to ask for. i hate it when guys hurt back. that isn't fair. id kick his ass myself, but i know he would hit me back. oh wells. sorry to hear you are sick. you were very missed today at school. and it was cold. i'll save a smile for you, ~taylor
from fall4deciet :
im glad you are trying to quit. i wish you all the luck in the world to stay to that word. it is a hard one to make. i have tried in the past. and if there is any more luck that wasn't already used for you trying to quit then it should go to you and justin's relationship. i hope everything works out well. <3 Cela
from onelilwitch :
no meredith. =(
from pirate-witch :
i feel the same way as you dear... i started out with 8 cuts on sunday or something.. and by today i have 17, i tried to keep them together so my invader zim sweat band would coverthem...
from outre-fancy :
heya, I'm so sorry to hear about your cutting, you are too much of a good person to ruin yourself <3. I don't know what to say, but I hope everything works out. If it's any reconcilation, I'm going through (and have been going through my whole life), the exact same parental problem. I mean my whole life is like restricted, and it doesn't help living in such a big city like London. Well see ya around, hope everything makes a concious effort to improve. - Lila xxx
from fall4deciet :
meredith...i wish i knew what to say. just. im sorry you feel like that is your only choice. try not to let him get to you as bad. if i didn't do that, then my skin wouldn't even be skin anymore. just one big cut. please. take care of yourself. i love you. <3 ~cela
from midnightrum :
Meredith...come on. If you start to feel like that call someone. Call Taylor or Justin or something. Even me if you can't get ahold of anyone else. You shouldn't take it out on yourself: it's not your fault.
from xsoozenx :
gay va. this note thing is hard, u have AIM?
from xsoozenx :
19. ur 15, right? where do u live?
from xsoozenx :
okay so besides my best friend who i made get a diary thing on here, you're the first to buddlylist me! yay! I'm so excited...:) and your little dance was funny (even though you really didn't do it!) ttfn *soozen*
from xsoozenx :
im using a different template of yours, and i've just added links and changed alignment...let me know if you want me to switch it back!
from xsoozenx :
i tried it, and it works! thanks, i'll spend more time later getting all of my links put in there so i can use the template...do you mind if i change the font size to make it a bit smaller?
from xsoozenx :
the reason i didn't use it was because there wasn't a archives page that matched the /index.html page...if you do come up with a way to get that cool pic on an archive page i'll def switch back...but if not thats cool. thanks anyway, and i <3 ur templates, & happy new year ~susan~
from celestial31 :
my layout looks normal to me : [
from xsoozenx :
Im HTML retarded and was wondering if you could give me some tips? PLZ :) Cuz your diary looks awesome.
from outre-fancy :
aw have a lovely time! see you soon <3/lila x
from pirate-witch :
where will you be? well you prolly wont answer... have fun!
from onelilwitch :
your msn name is wrong, dear. "Your love is a razorblade kiss. Sweetest is the taste from your lips" not anticipation. dear lord. what is wrong with your ears. that is shameful. so very shameful! okay no more notes that you won't read until sunday. luv yas ~taylor
from onelilwitch :
i love ya! and i miss you all ready too. god save me...megan is still here. =( we might go to katy mills on monday. try to see if you can go. ~taylor
from nightmareb4 :
i downloaded some brushes from the site on your diary but i cant get them onto photoshop. i think im doing it right.. i go to load brushes but i can never find them. can you help?
from cammella :
Im so happy you found someone, we all need to, well, not me, but other people do, just to make them happy and smile the way Im sure you are now, and If you ever say "no" when people call you beautiful, Ill slap you with some fried salmon, because tho Im not sure exactly what you look like, through your words you are beautiful, why eles do you think I read your diary?
from onelilwitch :
think about it...you say you can tell what justin would do or think by basing it on yourself since yall are so much alike. i know that if you got the link to your boyfriend's diary you would read it. so it that an only difference, or is he just pretending like he won't read?
from onelilwitch :
meredith...no...i don't think you should do it. you have done it before and nothing good ever came of it. really. i don't think you should let him read. a diary is a personal private thing. just because he is your boyfriend i don't know...i just don't think it is a good idea. but whatever it is your life.
from color-me-odd :
P.S. I just thought you should know that I'm a Rupert Grint fangirl. So cute. <3
from color-me-odd :
Hey, I got your note (obviously) and just wanted to say thank you! It made me feel all special inside. I'm glad to hear that you like my writing, I really am. I always love getting new fans. :P Anyways, I'll be surfing around your diary now that I can, and maybe we can chat sometime on AIM or something like that? Fun. :D Adi. .kayla.
from pirate-witch :
nicetemplate! its cute = )
from onelilwitch :
i understand. and i also understand that that just isn't enough. fuck parents. loves ~taylor
from onelilwitch :
yeah i know. i always liked cold. the band. but the weather too. =P but anyways. yeah you are going to have to let me listen to that soon. but ryan called tara just to say merry christmas. and tara in her fuckin conceited ass ways took a simple comment about if she were nice he would take her to some sky resort in wyoming. (sp?) into like some twisted sex scene of how he wants to get in her pants. i swear. she is so stupid. and conceited. my mom is like that too. she is all oh yeah, "he is still in love with me". im like what the fuck people!!! i am just really not like them. happy christmas once again. thanks for the million notes. okay like 4... p.s. (post script! jarrett would be happy)HEADBANGERS BALL VOLUME 2 IS THE GREATEST CD!!! i am so proud of HIM for getting on it, even if it is a little 'out of place.' yay. loves ~taylor
from lazygnome :
hey...te isnt working...
from onelilwitch :
the justin email entry...wow. thanks for everything about me in there. that is what the 'love you' was for. =D ryan from vegas called tara that is why we aren't outside playing in the SNOW!!! lol. but happy christmas! ~taylor (or yule)
from onelilwitch :
one word...wow. i love you meredith. you are the bestest!!!
from lime-reviews :
Links are always nice. Tell me where it is, you'll end up back on the list.
from outre-fancy :
I know I'm going to sound like a stupid adult now but: don't rush into sex. It's not something people do for the sake of doing it. But that's what I think, and that's not what's important now ;[. good luck <3
from onelilwitch :
nice profile, i like. =D but the purpose of this note is to tell you that i love the new template. well the one on chickendee. it is so cute!! luv yas. ~taylor
from onelilwitch :
did you sneak out with justin again or did he come over last night?? lol 'little whore for the night' mind telling me what that is talking about later? haha luv yas ~taylor
from nightmareb4 :
ive had to lock my diary.. send me your email and ill give the name and password. thanks. xox-*
from fall4deciet :
my parents won't let me leave the house. ever anymore. i know how it feels. something about bars. we live near a lot. they would know.
from fall4deciet :
alcohol shouldn't be the only blame. but it helps me to think that is the reason. look what alcohol is doing now? indirectly that is. i can't go because there may be drunks. we get yelled at when our parents are drunk. so if we can't be on the road when someone under the influence is then does that also mean we cant be home when someone under the influence is?? i only wish. we would barely ever be home.
from onelilwitch :
disregard that. thanks for the heads up.
from onelilwitch :
o shit. i totally forgot. and i couldn't call you when i got home. sorry about that too. i couldn't find my voice. it became drowned in all the tears. fuck. ~taylor
from cammella :
Who hun? Im confuzzled, Intuition sucks sometimes, and people have been irritating me, it sucks. Love youuu! Cammy
from cammella :
Oh no, Unhappy entry....whats wrong deary?
from midnightrum :
goddamnit meredith you can get pretty angry. but youre cute when your angry! lol anyways..yea eyes actually do alot though....you know you like....see things with them...thats kinda a big thing. just thought you should know. heh :P seriously go kick the persons ass. id be there to back you up but like...ya know. yea. what have you got to lose? HAVE FUN!!! -Gerrit
from less-than3 :
heh. i didn't know how to really "write" how target would be pronounced in that french accent. tar-zhay was the best i could do. :)
from imaginative- :
Haha. Justin was wondering where you were on the way to 5th and I was like 'She's getting braces at this very momento' and he's like 'FUCK THIS SHIT! I'm breaking up with her' and im like '=O, omg...' and then he starts laughing and saying 'I'm just kidding!' and having that squnched up face like he always does when he smiles and stuff. And he's like 'Does she really like me?' and I'm like 'Yeah she does, do you really like her?' and he genuinely says 'Yeah, I REALLY like her...' and im just 'AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.' Just thought you oughta know = ) *Geeners
from cammella :
I guess I was just so used to it being unlocked, one day I must have forgotten to "sign in" and I just hadent noticed.
from cammella :
heh,I just now realized you're diary isnt locked anymore.
from j3ff00 :
You will. You have little doubt of it, as do we. Have fun. :)
from midnightrum :
girls, mud, rain, cold...sounds fun. o yea football too lol.
from cammella :
you never heard the term "were on the same boat" well....whatever floats your boat....Thats a great one
from j3ff00 :
...Fine. Go ahead and list us. We'll still be sitting atop of the mountain, pissing on your grave. :)
from imaginative- :
Lackadaisical means lacking spirit, liveliness, or interest. Gotta love Dictionary.com = )
from midnightrum :
o god wait wait nvm that was a stupid note....what ralph lauren stuff are you talkin about?
from midnightrum :
oooh youre gonna get some of my polo blue stuff...lol. have fun with that.
from j3ff00 :
Take us off your list. We no longer wish to be listed by you.
from nightmareb4 :
good enough*
from nightmareb4 :
yeaaah i probably was too hard on him. but i always find excuses why people arent god enough or something. and its okay if you were being motherly because god knows i cant talk to my mom about this stuff lol. andi like that you wrote me a note not an e-mail. it makes others think that people (besides me) read my diary! lol. love for always & good will towards men (because it is almost christmas)-liz
from pirate-witch :
such a bad girl!!no weed!!!be good
from cammella :
By the way, its "Etc" not "Ect" etcetera
from cammella :
yes dear, Im sorry to say, after a while, the pot effect wears off, and you become immune to the point where you dont even notice you're high anymore, unless you lace it with crack, then you get sick and cant move...please dont try it....how old are you again????? anyhoo, when I said Im in the same boat, I ment the same situation, with my grades, if I dont bring them up by janurary, I get kicked out of school........UUUUGGGGG!!!!
from pirate-witch :
nice entry... portuguese again = )
from cammella :
Dear, Im in the same boat...see ::waves:: I can see you!!
from pirate-witch :
wow..i had a fialing grade... pay a little more attention in class hunni! lol
from onelilwitch :
i loves you! study hard. i have faith. you can bring them up. ~Taylor
from onelilwitch :
im sorry meredith. don't be too upset with me. i am too much for myself. but all will be well soon.
from nightmareb4 :
hola.. just to let you know.. my name is spelled lizzI not lizzY. but its okay i get that alot lol. there are tooo many ways to spell lizzi lol
from pirate-witch :
1st.pokemon?? maaan we continue to be the same!!! PORTUGUES DOES FRIKIN ROCK! lol..nice poem..or song.. i dont know! lol
from midnightrum :
The pokemon movies huh? dude youre on drugs.
from onelilwitch :
blah
from oldvalentine :
Just a wondering but was there a poem in particular that you liked or just all of them. thanks. lj
from oldvalentine :
Um ... thanks. I'm glad that you liked my poems. lj
from onelilwitch :
i feel smart. i actually knew what a charge was and you didn't. go me!
from pirate-witch :
haha im NOT super skinny or beautiful..so lets keep me alive!
from outre-fancy :
I meant I saw Taylor in the pictures hehe. Eeep thank you! what picture? :D
from onelilwitch :
can you say...paranoid?!?! stump will live. holy crap. does someone have a little crush??
from nightmareb4 :
aww thank you! milena made it lol.
from pirate-witch :
haha yes i am a dork..and PROUD..lol.. but its 96 pounds thankyou very much..
from outre-fancy :
wow, awesome pictures and stuff! you sorted it out so well!! I really MUST get the hang of this html lark. ooo -sees taylor- yes well good job on the template :D ~Lila
from pirate-witch :
and im not that skinny..it was the camera..it took away like 50 pounds... lol
from pirate-witch :
well i feel annoying..... maybe im just annoying myself
from pirate-witch :
sorry ive been an annoying ass lately.. = /
from outre-fancy :
thank you for the very kind words next to my name on your profile!!
from imaginative- :
O oh yea =P on me. What are we? 5 year olds?
from onelilwitch :
omg. nooooo. its gone. the thing...i might have done earlier today. noooo. it's gone!!!! i thought i had it saved under notepad but it isn't there. so i thought i had it saved in timeisover...but it wasn't there. aw...im going to cry now. because im too scared to ever ask for it. it seemed so easy at the time. he just gave it to me and i acted as if i didn't want it but deep down i was smiling. how did such a thing fall into my hands? and yet, it slipped right through my finger tips. god i will never forgive myself.
from nightmareb4 :
hmmmm what entry?
from imaginative- :
Maybe something happened at your photobucket account, instead of your computer. And I doubt that it had anything to do with your brother installing a game.
from dark-doll :
Aw I'm sorry. You're right. You did. For some reasons it just hadn't saved on my computer? Anyway Thanks now :) xoxoxo
from imaginative- :
Haha...obviously you haven't seen Don't be a Menace to Society; While drinkin yo juice in the hood.
from plastic-face :
and may i also have your password?
from plastic-face :
haha nope...they say the best music is old music. savage garden lives on :)
from dark-doll :
May I get your password too please? :)
from jackthripper :
thank you dearest. thats' very kind of you. Ill be sure to come to you if I needed a listening ear or a shoulder to cry on. Merci, mon ami
from jackthripper :
Email me if you want the password to my diary [email protected]
from onelilwitch :
it isn't your fault. i just lost all the respect i used to have for him.
from onelilwitch :
i told you i wasn't mad...but its all right. do whatever. i don't give a fuck if philip was drunk and what not he is a down right ass hole. poor lauren. loves that fucking boy to death. they have been dating for almost ten months soon. if he does anything to hurt her. and i know so much stuff about him that she doesn't know that i wish i could tell her but i can't hurt her and it is none of my business.
from fall4deciet :
sorry for all the neglected notes you have been leaving me. for some reason hotmail doesn't feel like telling me that you sent them and i don't think to check myself. but no, i didn't leave forever, as you can tell. too bad you had to lock your diary. how did people find out? i know times are tough, i will somehow get through them. thanks for all the encouraging words. i wrote the letter. some of it was directed toward the person other parts of it i just need to write down. have it tangible as opposed to on the computer. good luck with everything...love ~Cela
from pirate-witch :
god, how lucky are you...im serious.. iwish i had a shrink..my parents are the gayest assess..they thiknk im always happy and dandy..when they dotn know all the shit theyve done to me... stupid assess.lol
from outre-fancy :
I really love your new layout! ~Lila
from pirate-witch :
hey..i had to lock my diary because poeople that i did not want to read it found out about it.. the username is: Hard, the password is: love.. thanks!! -milena
from onelilwitch :
yes, quite dreadful, whoever the fuck they are though... =/ hopefully they will get out of that toilet soon. good luck at the counselor. tell me about it when you get back please! and i love your new template but it makes me squint because the words are so small...ill adjust. go starlit summer!! made two appearances in our diaries with their lovely lyrics in the past two days.
from cammella :
it was like 2 am, and I was thinking of my love, andthe words wrote themself. they arent those of a song, just those of my heart. :) love
from sportsqueen6 :
thanks! i was thinking of changing temps anyways...so..thanks anyways!! -lindsey-
from pirate-witch :
i know its bad that i read ur entry..the email to taylor..cuz yeah its very personal..so right when u got to where it said about stump being ur only friend.. i stoped.. i dont wanna read something really personal an be all Nosy and junk.. but. Just wat u feel about Megan.. i feel like this girl Kelcey tries to steal lizzi always from me... and so did sarah..but then i told her to get her own best friend... cuz it really bugged me.. =/
from cammella :
Im sorry you feel that way sweetie, Im sorry things are so hard, and Im sorry I cant be there to help
from pirate-witch :
maan.. everything you said about the guy in ur entry.. is exaclty what i feel for john.. i love him so much
from onelilwitch :
yeah...don't worry about it. why would i tell? who would i tell? and the only reason i knew you were jealous is because i know you too well. any other common moron wouldn't know. just me. a more special moron... by the way i didn't take any. just wondering. been too down lately to stand it at some points, that's all. not mad at you, never mad. you didn't even do anything for me to get mad. you know what? i hope key club isn't like dead. i was looking forward to that junk. pancakes! *sigh* and i take full credit for you meeting aaron. yes, all from the great works of taylor. the crazed minded taylor...dude i hate school.
from onelilwitch :
and you said no awhile back when i told you aaron was hot. she is ugly. your jealousy does show. you did lie to me. parents are gay. aaron is short. you are too hyper. don't be change yourself to get a guy's attention....im sorry i am in a bad fucking mood. everything gets to me, everything pisses me off. what would happen if i were to take my mom's prozac?
from pirate-witch :
=( we dont have love for milena do we?
from onelilwitch :
we are going to her freaking house. how can you ignore someone if you are going to be at their house? who knows...i was more excited about my birthday all the days leading up to it. now. i could care less. im glad you didn't see me today. you would probably have gotten mad at me. "you just sit there and act like the world is falling down into your arms and u are struggling to hold it all up, and failing to do so" luv yas anyways... ~taylor
from pirate-witch :
stupid blighter.. lol..
from pirate-witch :
haha yes i already knew ur sn and pasword... (i am SNEAK-AY) haha by the w you know this is millie right? juss makin sure
from outre-fancy :
Aw yay at least you are happy now <3
from outre-fancy :
Eee, I'll make sure to buy that. I have a blowdryer but it sucks =D. That can be my christmas present then lol. ~Lila
from dark-doll :
Oh I'd say that, me, I'm more independent in the sense where I don't need anybody to be with me if I wanna go shopping or whatever. I don't wait after people to join me if I wanna do something. I have very few friends and I like it this way. I kinda despise popularity. "I don't wanna be lonely, I just wanna be alone" like Silverchair's lyric... xoxox
from dark-doll :
I took that test you gave me hun. Surprisingly, it turns out that the rating for the dependent desorder is *low*. I know I'm emotionnally dependent, mostly for love relationships... but actually, I'm pretty independent for everything else in my life. Weird eh... So yeah... Anyway. It's cool to know you can relate anyhow <3
from imaginative- :
I'm not obsessed with jeff! I only said about two things about him and that he was a nerd. I equally talked about Alex and TJ in that entry. = P Bitch, I don't fight over boys. Let HIM choose! =P lmao.
from gothsmurf04 :
about your lateste entry about what u were doing..or feeling.. i hope nothing perverted chikee.. lol
from outre-fancy :
-stares properly- Ah yes that be it =D. I've been BEGGING my parents to let me straighten my hair but they won't let me ):
from onelilwitch :
god meredith...i was looking ugly in san antonio. the only picture that is good of me is the one drinking water. but the leprauchan (sp?) was like 25. haha. and you got the story wrong with jacob. i said that jacob reads your diary and was talking about it in geometry and he asked me if i went too and megan had said that she already knew so they were talking about it. jacob didn't go around the whole class telling everybody what you wrote in there. so actually he was telling the truth... =/ but it's okay.
from gothsmurf04 :
seems like you had fun in san antonio ! lol..if this note sends twice srry!! lol.. your such a prettyy chikeee!
from jackthripper :
dearest, I dont mind that you leave lots of notes. anything you wish, dear, always. Im glad you picked up on the song as well:) Merci cherie
from cammella :
The stupidity you speak of makes me laugh, If I had this, I would intentionally write things to get them mad, just to let them know I am on to them, if you didnt want them to read it, how did they know about it?
from outre-fancy :
Aw you are super pretty! Love your hair. Mine is curly too but it curls up and messily instead of nice perfect curls facing downwards =P. Haha go Taylor in her heartagram t-shirt/jumper! Sounds like you lot had fun. In America does everyone tuck in their tops into their jeans? Coa in England people never do it xD. ~Lila
from less-than3 :
thanks xox
from outre-fancy :
Aw, don't always assume the worst about your friends, I am sure they won't judge you like you think they will. Good Luck <3
from onelilwitch :
so your dad knows...did you get introuble?? sorry for the hard times. i was talking to my friend, Lauren, and i decided that if i were to get over my fear of letting people know things about me that having a psychiatrist to talk to would be nice...
from cammella :
Im glad you can see my template dear, its the only good thing about my diary, and j-leem did it for me. you should just put all you're personal shit on a different name, thats what I did Cam-the-ham=poetry that I forgot I had.nothing good, its locked but....yea
from outre-fancy :
Erugh you haven't been having the best of times <3. You know you said you want somebody to talk to? I'm sure you have a lot of nice friends willing to listen...
from outre-fancy :
Ack I had to do that with my old diary. I hated having a locked diary so much i changed names. Thanks for the info xx ~Lila
from midnightrum :
is Jacob like your little boyfriend/crush thing? who is that anyways...i was just wonderin. Otis? lol.
from j3ff00 :
understood.
from dark-doll :
Aw that suck. unwanted people reading your diary *thumb down*
from gothsmurf04 :
haha..1. thanks for telling me so i wouldnt be like.. wtf? she locked it!! ahaha.. 2. yeah thats really fucking gay what he did... its none of his business specially to be telling other ppl.. -Milli
from imaginative- :
Yeah, you still can't call me a hoe cause i've never been to a guys house buzzed, and let this other guy feel me up while makin out! =P =Gina
from imaginative- :
Yeah, you still can't call me a hoe cause i've never been to a guys house buzzed, and let this other guy feel me up while makin out! =P =Gina
from gothsmurf04 :
haha yo naughty girl!! i dont care..lol
from imaginative- :
OMG! You have no room to call me a hoe anymore! Haha! Seriously..if you would've gotten even more drunk and LOST IT to Thomas I would kill you. SERIOUSLY. But ya'll should've came to pick me up tho! But for some reason my mom was awake at 1 am with all the lights on doing something in the bathroom so I prolly would've gotten caught. TTYL ~Gina
from gothsmurf04 :
haha..silly gina.. i think im the same way..sometimes im so hyper its like A.d.d. and other times im jsut super down..but yeah.. =P cya later chikeeeeeeeeeeeeee
from gothsmurf04 :
suicide? dont you dare! if u think of it ill kill you! {and about feeling like your jacobs stalker.. i have the same thing wiwth john.. i always think i try to hard}
from imaginative- :
Omg..Meredith do you want to commit suicide? (We had this suicide awareness assembly in our geographia classes and they were all like 'if you or someone you know are showing these signs of depression or suicidal crap blah blah..confront them about it blah blah..im a fat man who cant wear his belt right..' So I just had to add that) Awws..poor chica. I am willing to give sympathy if it is wanted so just say the word and I will send a, get this, FREE box of sympathy right to your door!
from gothsmurf04 :
ooho but where wilst i find those numbers pray tell?
from onelilwitch :
well, i knew i had to tell you but then i think, if i didn't then you wouldn't be sad. if you didn't know then you wouldn't have cried. if i didn't tell you, maybe your day wouldn't have sucked so bad. im sorry dear. my day was awful too. dad made an ass of himself. even when i was on the phone to sunny. and the whole rest of the night. but tara sort of forgot that she was "getting sick of me" by the time she came back. so was it scott sloan that said that to you? lol how awesome. luv yas ~taylor
from chokedesigns :
hey hun! chikeeeeeeeeeeeeeee Tedesigns is lookin good!! lol..questionay quickly..how do i make the window fit the background..like with no white spaces?
from jackthripper :
thank you for the kind thought. to clear things, i must say it was not my own clumsiness that forced the bullet to miss its target but a friend who tried to stop it altogether....he intervened, not fate. as for my love, his condition is still critical. there is no guarentee that i will see him as he used to be again. but i pray. even though i have not known a single prayer in...years.
from artemisia436 :
hey mere~ sorry i've been so neglectful of my diary as of late. i regret to tell you that i am switching over to livejournal. which i know is traitorous of me, but i like the format and layouts and stuff more. plus a lot of my friends have one and it's a lot easier to manage. lots of love & hugs, artemis
from gothsmurf04 :
Aw you linked choke! I LOVE YOU!
from e-unit2882 :
Yes, Im taking your templates. ALL OF THEM! Haha, your template site is cool, mine sucks..so do my templates.. haha lazygnome is its name-o!
from imaginative- :
O, since we are expressing our opinions here's my two cents, PUHLEASE DO SOMETHING WITH THE HAIR! Atleast make it look like to attempted to do something with it? mmkay ; ) -Gina
from fall4deciet :
i did my research...okay research or maybe you can just call me nosey but anyways. someone has a locked diary. hehehe. not hinting at anything. just noticed. and why the hell aren't you on!?! i have never been on msn during the day and have to you not be on. that makes me sad. i have no one else to talk to. :( love always, ~Cela
from e-unit2882 :
Oh, and umm...i like your alone agian template..so im taking it..tee-hee..
from e-unit2882 :
Which template? I like your template too. Three Days Grace Rocks. Woot! haha!
from silenttears4 :
:-)I'm so...um..
from gothsmurf04 :
and by the way...god that megan girl sounds like a bitch! you poor baby! i was hoping hed forgive you in the dream! but nice.... you kiss boys in your dream..lol ..i mean..I surely dont.. (Sarcasm.) lol.. -mwah!!
from gothsmurf04 :
aw merr! ur leaving ur temp. place? i love all your templates!! dont be ashamed!!!! tell me your new temp name so i can link you!!! MWA MWA MWA
from silenttears4 :
You make me happy (sorta) :-)
from list-alive :
A listing a site is a community that you can search through when you are bored to find a good read. Also provided are links to review sites, designers, and public diaries in which any diaryland member can add entries to. A listing site is simply made so people can find great reads and other such things to fit their needs.
from onelilwitch :
i never talked to him but i would be extremely sad if he died. but thanks for all the notes, i don't even remember what some of them said but anyways. luv yas ~taylor
from gothsmurf04 :
nice profile = )
from asrael :
Yay faerie dust! And Yay to being Valo for halloween! Meredith is a kickass name. You rock.
from missdarko :
Thank you for leaving that note. May I ask how it was you stumbled upon my dark corner of the net? I am 20 years old by the way, why do you ask?
from onelilwitch :
i wonder if you are on...msn isn't working but yeah. dude that song/poem so rocks. i can find myself hearing that in a band. i even picked out the verse to be the chorus. but uh oh...meredith wrote a good poem. that must mean somebody is depressed. ahhhhhh! but i am so going to need to know that there are abesolutely no racasciels (i think that is how you spell skyscrapers) in mexico. or would i ever need to know how to say...how to pack a suitcase. haha oops... i just thought of something bad to say. and because i don't want to hurt any feelings if some people were to read this ask me later. wuahaha. luvz yas ~taylor
from dark-doll :
Oh I may be slow to notice but thanks a lot for the new comment on your fav list :) <3 I appreciate. Oh did you make up that last entry? The poem? Cuz it rocks! Take care xoxo
from gothsmurf04 :
hey hun! ur song is really super good!!!
from piggy7 :
Hey! Yes, I am alive...I just don't have internet anymore. I should be getting it sometime soon though, so don't worry, I'll be back soon. I miss talking to you soooo much! Well, I gotta go cause I gotta haul it to MATH 0301 (yeah, I wasn't smart enought to take math 1301) Anyways, I'll try my bestest to keep in touch. Take care and have fun!! Luv ya! ~*~Piggy~*~
from celestial31 :
NOOO! *twitch* Need more.. *twitch*
from onelilwitch :
im sorry meredith. don't worry about megan she can be a bitch. but when you are with us it seems like she likes you most of the time. i don't know why you think she doesn't. but you were friends with tara longer but tara is better friends with megan. like she seriously is her best friend and has been since about half way through last year or something. who knows. but i love your scene. those pancakes. holy shit. im going to die laughing. scene: me, you, kimber, aaron, and cooper all hanging out like a bunch of old friends all wearing bright orange shirts with a key and a bottle of syrup. in purple writing on the back. key club unlocking the community one pancake at a time. okay...i got nothing. luvz ya ~taylor
from sportsqueen6 :
I absolutley LOVE all ur temps!! theyre awesome!! The one i have is sooo cute! thanx bunches!! ~Lindsey
from onelilwitch :
and it so so so will. hehe a promise is a promise. and a mission is meant to be completed. and it so so so will. much stronger! muahahahaha!!! luvz ya ~taylor
from onelilwitch :
thanks for everything meredith. by the way, that picture is really pretty. luvz ya ~taylor.
from onelilwitch :
o fuck meredith. that bracelet broke last week. mom says she is might have her put down. the cancer has reached her lungs and she is having trouble breathing and she can't walk. so what does that tell you?
from artemisia436 :
mere~ *hugses* for my mere! i hope everything will be alright, love! we shall talk tomorrow! ~artemis
from outre-fancy :
EE THANK YOUU! love joo too <3
from dark-doll :
Sept26th. That's a great thing hun :) I love to dream too. Imagination brings hopes. <3 Take care. - Clau
from gothsmurf04 :
haha! oh maybe i stole TWO words then! haha.. dont worry i dont say that anymore.. i say "Happy Johns" when i leave... = P
from dark-doll :
:)
from dark-doll :
Harry Potter's story eh? teehee...
from imaginative- :
I WOULD SO SUCK/DO IT! And yes I would take the chance of it being someone creepy...BUT I WILL IMAGINE SOMEONE HOT...like TJ, Abdiel, or Kyle. = )
from imaginative- :
YO! Haha that is funny. O yeah what were you going to tell me earlier by the tree? The thing about what would I do if I walked into a room and saw a penis or something...TELL ME! lol ttyl ♥ Gina
from fall4deciet :
hey that is so awesome. *reads the beginning of your entry from yesterday* that is talking about me right? i feel special. meredith you are the greatest. luvz, ~Cela
from celestial31 :
green day concert? sweeeeeeeeeeet.
from midnightrum :
Hey Meredith. sorry it took more than a month to respond to whatever note you left so long ago...anyways. I'm doin great. couldnt really ask for much more...cept a few hundred dollars :D
from cammella :
Hello deary, we havent talked in a while, so i thought i would say hello HELLO!! Cammy
from celestial31 :
eep. I'm addicted to your diary.
from silenttears4 :
Thanks for the very LONG note and also for the two shorter ones, especially the one about my poem :-). I know everything you said in the long one is true, but I can't make myself belief it.
from onelilwitch :
meredith believe me what you and jacob are doing is called talking...i think. who knows. anyways yeah i will forever hate you. ~taylor
from artemisia436 :
mere, i love your poem thing- it is so awesome! that is a really cool way to express what you feel and what you want to do. will ttyl, artemis
from gothsmurf04 :
okay cuz me n my friend elyse made a temp line..and when we put the html on a blog..it just showed the pic..THANKS
from gothsmurf04 :
hey hun! last thing i swear! for ur template line on dland, how do u get the html code to show up on ur blog, instead of the image itself?-luv..Milena
from kandh :
You watch Pokemon also,?!!!.I didn't know that,I wonder what episode ur in?.Just tell me!
from kandh :
Happy 300 th Entry,I can't even write 100 entries,but I will achieve it someday well Happy 300th and are you going to continue ur story or not?,~Lord Voldemort
from onelilwitch :
wow 300. i can't wait for you and the others to come over either but i have no idea what we are doing tonight. haha in that last conversation jacob told you not to tell anyone and you fucking put it in your online diary!!! smooth. well i g2g LUV YAS!! and i think the answer to that one question is 22. ~taylor
from celestial31 :
HAPPY 300th ENTRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
from onelilwitch :
your note made no sense to me...but i don't care. i didn't seem very important so you don't have to explain. luv yas... ~taylor p.s. my trails are a dead end and everything but happy =/
from gothsmurf04 :
photobucket wont send me my activation thing... =(
from dark-doll :
By the way thanks for the note
from dark-doll :
Sept12th. I don't mean to offend you if it does but that kinda was the purpose of my entry...I was trying really hard not to let him get to me. But everything that relies to Brandon screws me up. Good night <3...
from onelilwitch :
that's awesome! meredith just has guys falling at her heels for her. luv yas, ~taylor
from gothsmurf04 :
photobucket's being Amish and wont let me go in.. ill try later..THANK YOU SOOO MUCH HUNNEY! ur a dolley!!! i cant believe hes gonna ask you out!! YAYAYAYYAYAYAY!!
from gothsmurf04 :
merry how do u get ur pictures in ur diary without the X thing..
from dark-doll :
That's such a sweet template you got!
from fall4deciet :
accost...such a great word. my new favorite word. i don't even remember in what situation i used it in. take care. ~Cela
from gothsmurf04 :
meow
from celestial31 :
HAPPPPPPPPYYYYYY BIIIIRTHHHHHHHDAAAAAAAAAYYYYY TOOOOOOO YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!! -Ray-
from gothsmurf04 :
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR MEREDITH! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! feliz compleanos a ti!! feliz compleanos a ti!! feliz compleanos meredith, feliz compleanos a ti!
from gothsmurf04 :
I know!! i was like! woah i rock
from imaginative- :
Uh, excuse me. My diary here. I actually can write anything I want ok? You might think otherwise, but thats okay, cause it's your opinion. --Gina
from onelilwitch :
smooth.
from precognate :
Thank you for the compliment. I read your note, and when I considered my use of the term "self-centered" and decided that in the last instance I meant "concieted". Either way, thanks for the note and I'm glad you like my diary. It's really the only place I get to use words creatively anymore...
from gothsmurf04 :
YAKAKAKAKAKAKA! u made it!! the email was right.. though u spelled it wrong on my note.. i am NOT a funkmunky i am a funkYmunky lol.. funkmukey..that sounds so paranoidialistical..
from gothsmurf04 :
hey i like ur new layout..good job! haha... i havent talked to u in forever..so.. i hope ur good! cya -milena
from celestial31 :
I like your new layout :D
from outre-fancy :
Thank youu! that's what I thought. ^_^
from onelilwitch :
i didn't mean it in a snooty way and i hope you didn't either but you didn't hear gina in biology class today being all like OMG!!! did you read meredith's entry? she said blah blah blah... so yeah. do as you wish. if you get caught and get grounded again for another sixty days, remember it was your decision. ~taylor
from onelilwitch :
meredith, you assume too much...assuming can be bad. want to know what i think about your lastest entry? i think whatever, it is your life and you only live once, do what you want and have fun. but, i don't know about this if you get caught and i am not going to be with you and don't get hooked. that's all...gina is the one that got freaked out... ~taylor
from imaginative- :
Etc. child, etc....
from artemisia436 :
hey mere~ thanks for the encouragement and i hope i can talk to you about some things soon.. i'm goin through some hard things right now. *hugs* for the fishie! ~artemis
from imaginative- :
Hmmsters...tsk tsk tsk. Breaking a promise to yourself? One day it's going to come back and bite you in the tushie. I'm feeling a bit left out cause I have no clue about the tarot cards/Fred thing. Dude, Coby just signed in so i'm off to talk to him bout stuff. TTYL.. Heart -- Gina
from fall4deciet :
by moving on i meant just getting past him...well, that doesn't sound right either. well, i meant...o screw it i understand, sort of. you are confusing. thanks for the nice profile description of me! i wish you went to my school, then maybe i could have some friends. lol :D ~Cela
from gothsmurf04 :
WOW! our lives really are the same!!!! WOAH!! why are u on punishment merry?
from gothsmurf04 :
very true... why are u on "punishment" you know a freD? i know a fred.. i used to love a fred!
from gothsmurf04 :
ur welcome... whats been goin on with you lately? still grounded?
from gothsmurf04 :
hey hun..i hope u feel better
from fall4deciet :
if i think that you are implying what i took it as...then that wasn't very long lasted. but if you knew it wasn't meant to be...it is better to move on. good luck with things ~Cela
from cut-ur-wrist :
u know i jus realised i CAN stop u from reading mi diary, i just have to lock it..nah i cant be bothered, mi frineds would whine..mi diarys dumb, i need to make it better <<<^>>><<<^>>>
from onelilwitch :
hey, i heard you were thinking about breaking it off with nathan. at first i was like o, she should give him a longer chance but then i was thinking, if she isn't feeling it why waste her time? but...do what your heart tells you. and meredith, is the secret about you liking that one person and all? like you know, um trying to think of a secret code for him but i can't think of anything. the poem was awesome. i loved it. even though i see you and i talk to you and i read your diary, i just have this feeling like we aren't really talking. i never seem to know what is going on with you anymore. i have to find out things through other people. all i want is for you to be ungrounded again. i want to talk on the phone to my best friend again. even if there are things you don't want to tell me, i am fine with that. but i just wish i could feel like i know a little bit more about you and your problems. i am here to help. ...and i know this isn't your fault. and where were you after school today? did you go to the nurse and get picked up early? i missed you! i love you! ~taylor
from celestial31 :
AWW..Mer...*hugs*
from imaginative- :
YO Mere. What do you have to decide? Have you told me and I frogot? Maybe. Have you not told me cuz ur a bad friend? MAYBE! Just Kidding. Tell me at school today. I'll prolly ask you, cause I'm typing this at like 6:35 AM! Wootnizzle! Oh I have to tell you my dream, but you will just have to read it later. TTYL Chica Heart -- Gina
from celestial31 :
eek, sad fred entry. :(
from cut-ur-wrist :
nah but mine is totally crap compared to yours, ok read mine read mine!!
from jackthripper :
Thank you, dear. It was a strange decision to make but I do believe I made the right one. I'm happy I decided what I did. I don't think I could have lived with a choice to go through with it. And I think Lady Laura would have hated herself and me in the end had we gone through with it and I couldnt bear the thought of that for such a sweet girl. Thank you for the support, dear. I appreciate your kindness always.:)
from imaginative- :
Lmao I was looking back at the Piccas! page and I saw the pickatur of Sunny, Celeste, Tu, y Richard. And I thought 'EWW! NO ONE WANTS TO SEE CELESTE'S SAGGY BOOBS!' Seriously the look like they could be my great great grandma's who didn't get a skin lift lmao.
from cut-ur-wrist :
HOLEY SHIT!! ur diary is cool, dont read mine dont read mine
from cut-ur-wrist :
hey, yeah i will check out ur diary..actually i think i alredy did wen i left you the note but i will agen.
from gothsmurf04 :
now u can finnaly getmarried happyly with out ANY worries!
from gothsmurf04 :
me:meredith wishes u a happy marriage" ana: whos that?" me: " my friend" ana:"wish her a happy one too!" so..HAPPY MARRIAGE..lol
from fall4deciet :
what...so what's going on? you gave up on coby didn't you? haha well all right so the ass never wrote or called you back? i hope nathan is a good person and wont treat you like your last two boyfriends. you have to tell me full details later. with love, Cela
from onelilwitch :
okay so you are over coby that quickly and you are now going out with nathan? wow...that is cool, i guess. *trying to be happy for you but really unsure of what to think* please don't hook me up with jarrett. i don't want a boyfriend and if he wants me as a girlfriend then he should ask me out not be forced to by my friends. but anyways...yeah um i will talk to you later ~taylor
from gothsmurf04 :
wait ur goign out with him? is it coby? well it sounds very fun.. nothing reallyhas being going on..today is my sisters bridal shower..so everything is hectic..but i have managed to sneak out and get online!
from gothsmurf04 :
hulla! i havent talked to u in such a long time..how are u? that was a very confusing entry..but ithink i got it.
from imaginative- :
OMG. MEREDITH..GUESS WHO ASKED ME OUT. I'm so confused on if I say yes or no. Cause I'm so close to my other goal thing, and I don't want to ruin it! PLEASE I NEED YOU TO SNEAK ON EL PHONO AND CALL ME ASAP! I SWEAR! Grr. TTYL
from onelilwitch :
omfg meredith that entry was like beyond funny! holy shit im still laughing. gina is a fruit cake. i wonder when she will read it, if not already because i am slow and hate msn and am not going to get on it just yet. lol!
from jackthripper :
Sorry to have disturbed you, my dear.
from gothsmurf04 :
hey merry!! how was ur first day of high school?? i hope it was fun..and that noone tried to kill you..you knwo everyone is out to get you..specially me..im stalking you all the way.MUAHAHAHAHAH
from onelilwitch :
haha nice high school entry! i don't know why but it is...wootie dootie (<---wtf is that word??) oh well. *sings...I look at all the lonely people* wuahahaha. dude this year is going to rock. my first three classes have like none of the 08 class of friends typical pace people in it so i get to get outside the group and find different people. YAY! luv yas, ~Taylor
from leaveme2cry :
I miss you Mer! I wont be on as often cause I am quitting this job. But we'll keep in touch. LOVE YOU girlie Jamie
from gothsmurf04 :
yes yes yes...im glad u feel honoured!!
from fall4deciet :
im sorry, meredith, sometimes things in life just get really hard. it has been like that for me a very long time now. nothing works out in my favor. at first it was all very disappointing and depressing but by now i am used to it. things will look up when school starts. it will give you a chance to forget about other stuff for awhile. thank you for mentioning me in your diary. :D the song was quite beautiful. i loved it! wishing you the best, ~Cela. p.s. it isn't your wishes that is messing things up. remember a wise friend once told me that everything happens for a reason. wishes give you hope. never give up your hope. because sometimes that is all you have.
from gothsmurf04 :
yeah i know what u mean babe.... i wrote this song "not a master piece" but i dont think ill put it up... but u can guess whats in it.. ive been feeling like that for the past couple of days.. i dont know why.. but i guess my heart has a mind of its own..
from gothsmurf04 :
oh dear meredith ur song is so so so pretty!!!! ..::Milena::..
from fall4deciet :
why did i say profile?? i am an idiot, i meant template. sorry. ~cela
from fall4deciet :
the new profile is awesome...so orange! ~Cela o yeah, you need to add the song that you wrote to your diary. thanks
from gothsmurf04 :
haha yeah...im really tired..been at lizz's like for so long..and we slept liek 0 hours yesterday..we were making movies
from onelilwitch :
why don't people tell me things anymore? god i hate this shit. i all of the sudden have a sudden urge to start damn school. so how are you? don't sound too good. wish i knew why. what's with you and coby? luv yas~taylor (excuse my mood)
from gothsmurf04 :
oh dont ask about those things dear meredith
from gothsmurf04 :
I LOVE MEREDITH'S MOM
from less-than3 :
a fellow meredith. joy! hence ergo, you rock. because all merediths do, you know.
from dailywisdom :
Awww! Thanks for the sweet note. Come back soon now, y'hear! ;)
from dark-doll :
How old are you sweetie?
from dark-doll :
Hey :)...I'm sure you can find things to do to keep yourself busy while you're grounded. I know it's hard to be separated from the one you love, but please don't make the same mistake that I did by missing him so much that's all you can think of. Write, draw, be creative, listen to music! :) I'm sure you can have fun by yourself too. Take care. xox
from midnightrum :
hey meredith. had a name thing for like a month or somethin. Got bored so I liked to fuck around on the chat and stuff. mmm hmmm. how you doin?
from gothsmurf04 :
haha no i wanna keep it there!!! AHAHAHA
from imaginative- :
OMG MEREDITH! HIS NAME IS EVAN PETERS! NOT PETER EVANS! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. Now you have to redo your whole template! ;_;
from gothsmurf04 :
hey girl who i know and talk to and read her entries and think she is exactly liek me...whats up?
from onelilwitch :
MEREDITH!!! woot best friend in the whole wide world who i love dearly, my life is boring and incomplete with you grounded! anyways...which jacket do you want to borrow on what day because i will let you and i will steal tara's for you if you need that too. so far we have a black, a red, and a torquise (sp?) tell me which one you need. luvs, ~taylor
from imaginative- :
Oh yeah, and after the <img src="URL TO IMAGE HERE" heigth="PIXEL NUMBER HERE" width="PIXEL NUMBER HERE"> you have to put a </img> kk? TTYL
from imaginative- :
LOSER! Lmao. There is a way to put pictures in your diary WITHOUT linking them! HAH! All you have to do is add <img src="URL TO IMAGE HERE"> and if it is too big add the tags heigth="PIXEL NUMBER HERE" width="PIXEL NUMBER HERE" gaw lee. You coulda asked me and I would've told you but nooooo, gotta do it the hard way! Anyways, TTYL ♥ Gina
from gothsmurf04 :
hey girl...howd u put pictures in ur entry?
from antihoyhoys :
You better believe it. *wink-a-roo*
from antihoyhoys :
Your life seems interesting. Cool diary. Hope things work out with Coby. =). -SEw
from toodead2kno :
you are interesting. just thought i might drop a note to tell you i like your stuff.
from gothsmurf04 :
well thanx i feel relief now... sothats why u havent been on i n awhile..next time u get on answer me this...does the letter he wrote to you mean that u guys are like over or something?
from fall4deciet :
thanks so much! i understood completely what you were saying in the first note, the second note confused me though. and don't worry about being slow. now it seems like i may actually have a friend on here since you gave me three in a row. that is awesome that you are wiccan. im not, im pagan. it is basically the same beliefs i just never get around to practicing witchcraft. thanks again. ~cela
from gothsmurf04 :
have fun with my life? im glad u wish me so..but are u A) leaving diaryland..or B) annoyed the hell with me? :( <Millie>
from fall4deciet :
Hey i found your diary searching around for stuff. but i like a lot of your writing you seem like a very down to earth girl. try not to be so hard on your self with that one break up. i know they can be tough but you seem to me like the kind of person that may blame themselves for other peoples actions. also, are you wiccan? thanks for your time, bye
from gothsmurf04 :
sounds fun...<<Milena>>
from gothsmurf04 :
hey babe havent heard from u in a while..did u die? <<Milena>>
from gothsmurf04 :
i know i was like god u dumass.... thats sad when a 23 year old man thinks hes a pirate..
from gothsmurf04 :
Omg he loves u????i am so excited
from gothsmurf04 :
AHH!!! thats sooo cute... why are u groudned for so logn Mer?
from jackthripper :
that's very kind of you, dear:)
from jackthripper :
yes, I knew it was the same singer. I too have a sort of love for his voice. Something about it...I always shed a tear when I hear him sing. Oh well..Im a hopeless soul, I know. Anyway, no need to apologize. I never expect responses dear. Its fine:) I love you still.
from gothsmurf04 :
oh groundage sucks
from celestial31 :
hey, I haven't seen you on in a while and just wanted to drop a quick hello ^_^
from gothsmurf04 :
question..58 days till what?
from gothsmurf04 :
i know..thats just how i roll..every one loves me.... so even i leave myself notes (COUGH CONCIETED )...lol...
from gothsmurf04 :
god meredith..u have no idea my of my stupidity..if only u knew how many times i tried to send u notes..but sent them to my self... i hope this sends to you and not me... -WOOTNIZZLE! ahahaha
from plastic-face :
ah...i knew those banana-looking chairs came into play somewhere. thanks. :)
from gothsmurf04 :
oh hey i just realized when u left that note u were signed on as chikendee I AM SOOO STUPID
from gothsmurf04 :
hey..what was chikendee supposed to be.enlighten me im slow
from gothsmurf04 :
omg i left a note for myself!! whatthe hell?? lol..ok will do!
from dark-doll :
mwa hahaha you can delete that last comment ;)...got confused with my notes sowy
from dark-doll :
Hey :) Thanks for linking me!! <3
from gothsmurf04 :
thankyou so much..i love it..ill change my template as soon as i get the chance! Milena
from gothsmurf04 :
your totaly right...our lives are almost the same.. wow..ud LIKE to make me one? please do! lol..thankyou..if its not too much problem.. Milena
from gothsmurf04 :
wow..just read ur newest entry...however not home but when i get home ill check my buddy list to see if uve updated..but yeah wow i feel the exact same way..i just wish i was different sometimes... :) i guess we have something in common... Milena
from jackthripper :
thats' wonderful to hear. I really love Avenged Sevenfold. Whenever i go to a club to sing I always like to sing their songs. I just wish I could really belt it out like the lead singer. Amazing. Simply amazing. I really love I Wont See You Tonight, Part One as well. that one always makes me weep.
from dark-doll :
July22nd. Hey I just got the time to read the entries that are similar to each others. Yeah they got the same point lol. Sweet. Although ;) I wrote my entry before you wrote yours! Nice girl following my steps (lol jjk)....Don't. My footprints aren't in the right direction. I don't wish to anyone to pass by the path I went through...I know, you, it was probably coincidence. I'm sorry :(. I hope you to feel better soon. - Clau
from dark-doll :
I went and surfed a long while in Livejournal.com but some of them Icons I modified them with my computer so they're not exactly like I found them (stealing is wrong ;)). About the song quotes...well I just listen to the songs and write down some lyrics that touch me! yeah I made my layout too. :) awesome! anyway Thanks and see ya :)
from dark-doll :
HOLY****!! Your template is sooo awesome!
from dark-doll :
Hey Thanks for linking me :)<3
from gothsmurf04 :
hey..i really liek my back ground..and i got it from Bitch & Moan..
from onelilwitch :
yeah...thanks. i do wish so much that i could tell you every ache and pain i have (most in my mind) but i can't ever find myself to do so. always remember that it isn't you, it is me. it always has been. i really want to cry right now...maybe i will send you an email and explain a little bit of it. im not having fun on vacation by the way and jae IS an unbearable asshole. luv yas, ~taylor
from uniquecow :
Aww no you haven't been writing gayer! It's just that I find that i relate to your older entries much more ^_^. Btw my diary is locked, so the username is uniquecow and the password is valoisfit - Lila xx<3
from gothsmurf04 :
hey thanks for adding me...and yeah i have that same problems..i dress black to and my teachers assumed i was on drugs and told my parents...but thats ok..cuz my parents didnt belive them.. anyways ...thanks Milena
from piggy7 :
Hey girly girl!! How have you been??? I feel crummy for not being able to talk to you in awhile, I have so much to catch you up on, but I guess later. Thanks so much for leaving me a note, I felt so much love, it really made day, you have no idea. Oh, by the way, in case you haven't read my diary, i actually went on a date with Joe!!! :D:D:D:D:D I was so incredibly happy. I thought it was all over for him and me to even talk, cuase we didn't speak for like a week, but nah, things are good. He's just an idiot football player. hehehe, but I'll stop boring you with that, anyways, take care, HAPPY 4th OF JULY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Love you bunches and Crunches!! bye! ~*~Piggy~*~
from deathly-bat :
:D Me loves you ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ Toodles!
from deathly-bat :
Aaaw, thanks!I'm Halie and I'm 14, I'm adding you to my favourites, you're so sweet. You're giving me cavities.
from kandh :
ts okay if you can't get it,jus wanted to meet you and p-p
from onelilwitch :
im sorry, but i have more important things to write about then java jazz. im so confused right now. but i did have a good time. spent most of it with just daron. yeah anywayz you are supposed to come over tonight. luv yas ~taylor
from deathly-bat :
Oh yeah she told me your name also.
from deathly-bat :
Oh yeah, I'm Halie, Mindy told me you're cool.
from deathly-bat :
You spelled Evanescence incorrectly in your profile Mer.
from j3ff00 :
Mer, I do believe she was writing that entry about someone I know that comes here often...ask me later for a name
from celestial31 :
heh thanks, boredom compels me to greatness, haha.
from kandh :
can ya get a yahoo messenger,taylor introduced it to me,jus try it and I am jus asking
from hurt2tears :
Boo! you love me! hehe!
from j3ff00 :
But in all honesty, I don't know what you mean.
from j3ff00 :
Just luck, I suppose, nothing more.
from j3ff00 :
by him, do you mean, "ya say ya love her, ya know ya love her, ya never want to be without her..."?
from leaveme2cry :
You are a nerd. You really really are. But its ok. I am too. So how goes it with my template? I can't wait to see it! WHoo Hoo! Jamie
from j3ff00 :
happy?
from leaveme2cry :
you love me and you know it! Haha! Yeah well boys can be shallow. But as long as you can take it and rise above it all! Just like me, I thought Jeffrey was it, but i was wrong. Jeffrey may very well have led me to the one that i really am supposed to be with, you never know. Oh and i am gonna put that template on my Hurt2tears diary....cause thats the one i like to talk about me and Dustin and our spiffy wonderful house in! Woot! hehe Jamie
from leaveme2cry :
I loves my Mer. How'd it go? Did he email you? Jamie
from thecryindead :
Well in my family that is. I don't know what causes it in other families.
from thecryindead :
Yeah, my brother was like that too though so I just think it may be genetic.
from lacyann :
Hey Just thought I would pop on by and say hello to you since the chat isn't working. My aim name is Lcypeaches if you would like to IM me. Lacy
from leaveme2cry :
I LOVES YOU MER! no more sadness! You gotsta tell me whats going on...I am so lost! HUGZ!
from celestial31 :
:p
from j3ff00 :
Au revoiur
from punkedupqt :
well ima go eat somethin ttyl in a little bit. luv yas both!
from celestial31 :
Would you rather have pizza.
from j3ff00 :
SUSHI KICKS ASS, FUCKINGDAMMIT
from j3ff00 :
awwwwwwwwwww
from celestial31 :
just kidding
from celestial31 :
I have sushi, but I don't know if I'm willing to share.
from j3ff00 :
me too....dammit
from punkedupqt :
someone cook me some food plz... im about to starve ><
from j3ff00 :
Keep lying, and itll be a promise
from j3ff00 :
do you really want to go to disneyland that bad?
from j3ff00 :
ever
from j3ff00 :
awwwwww....dont lie to me
from j3ff00 :
36 for me so far
from j3ff00 :
ha...let me check mine
from punkedupqt :
31 new emails... hmm... wonder who those could be from?
from j3ff00 :
I might be
from celestial31 :
Maybe Jeff's a bit jealous that Liars go to Disneyland.
from j3ff00 :
Thank you....its about time jk
from j3ff00 :
HELL NO YOU DONT GO TO DISNEYLAND....WELL, MAYBE YOU DO
from celestial31 :
Teacups of Hell, yep, Liars go to Disneyland.
from j3ff00 :
HELL NO
from celestial31 :
Liars go to Disneyland, We all know that.
from j3ff00 :
Just kidding..try not to take anything I say too seriously
from j3ff00 :
You guys, YES, RAYNE, GUYS, are too fun to mess around with
from celestial31 :
sorry sorry: Kuoda=I have no idea what the hell Jeff is talking about but that's okay I'll play along anyways because he's influential like that.
from j3ff00 :
That's not what it means, Mer, she's just lying to you
from celestial31 :
Kuoda=piranha
from j3ff00 :
Did she tell you?
from j3ff00 :
Ha, Kuoda...if you want to know what that means, ask celest...she can tell you
from j3ff00 :
yes
from j3ff00 :
Yeah, I saw it...sorry, but I can't help but have some fun with ya...heh heh heh
from celestial31 :
heh, they don't speak in riddles, I just like saying that
from punkedupqt :
"You see, there's a door you've never opened, a window with a view you have never seen, get there no matter how long it takes..." -talking about a person?
from j3ff00 :
No, it never is me to reveal myself fully...I thought you had figured that out...but oh well
from j3ff00 :
Obtain self-lessness...then it will come naturally
from celestial31 :
I did? Oh, damn....
from j3ff00 :
no
from celestial31 :
If all Jeff does is speak in riddles...then he must be...a piranha
from j3ff00 :
Well, I can't say, like I previously stated. I see not why it matters if I wrote it or not. You see, there's a door you've never opened, a window with a view you have never seen, get there no matter how long it takes...
from celestial31 :
seriously.
from onelilwitch :
meredith, really it isn't your fault...you didn't do anything wrong. dont blame yourself please. your not stupid and your whole life isn't just one big screw up. if anyone's life is like that then it is more likely to be richard's not yours. please understand. don't be so hard on yourself. i know it is a very depressing issue, but please don't blame yourself ~Taylor
from j3ff00 :
No, you didn't need to understand it, and yeah, we'll just go with what you said about me making it up...what better explaination?
from celestial31 :
heh, Punked, can you not get into the Chats too? This is starting to piss me off. This is one of the most irksome things i've ever been subjected to. ::mumbles off into the distance::
from j3ff00 :
Thats not cool, no I'm not trying to make it make sense, I'm leaving it to you. Basically, it can mean whatever you want it to mean.
from celestial31 :
There is no explanation for the odd messages you see on J3ff's message board :p
from j3ff00 :
No, it is left for you to decide what it means. After all, I can only show you the door, you must open it.
from j3ff00 :
But then he got call, he had to leave that night. He couldn't say too much, but it would be alright. He didn't need to pack-they'd meet the next night, but then a call came through, they said he'd soon be home. Now the years have past, with not a single word, but there is only one thing left, I know for sure, she wont see his face again...
from onelilwitch :
im sorry meredith...no one told me about my vacation and when yours was...yet again im in the freaking dark...im not mad but things are getting to me too much lately. i need to stop it. sorry again...luv yas, ~Taylor
from onelilwitch :
what the fuck, meredith?!?! fine...whatever
from leaveme2cry :
I got booted and now i cant get back on! AHHH!
from time2 :
The image on your diary is beautiful
from leaveme2cry :
I absolutely love the template you are making me. It makes me smile. You rock girlie you really do. I showed Dustin and he likes it too. Woot! hehe (i had to)
from onelilwitch :
Hey...i justed signed into msn to ask you a question but shock of the world you weren't on. but anyways so i guess i will ask you on here. is that entry talking about amy? i don't know but that is who i thought of. luv yas, ~taylor
from onelilwitch :
hey im loving the new template...the words on top are very meaningful. i would ask you where you got it but i am very content with mine at the moment. luv yas! ~Taylor
from celestial31 :
hey, thanks for the message, i appreciated it. Mon ami means my friend ^_^
from kandh :
Hi,jus updated chap 10,ya may wanna see it,you may try 2 met me,in chatroom if you attend it by ur time 10.20 pm.
from leaveme2cry :
Mer~ yeah i know i have to keep updating. I usually update my Hurt2tears diary. So you can check that too. Thats just talkin about my days. But i will try to write more in this one too. I updated today! Whoo Hoo go me! I can't wait to get my new tamplate! You Rock Girlie! JamieLynn
from leaveme2cry :
MER~ sorry we havent gotten to talk in a while. Things have been out and out hectic. I'm sure you understand...Well leave me a note and we'll talk again soon. JamieLynn
from onelilwitch :
*sings* this house is not a home (to tune of the three days grace song) oh, meredith, i love you so much. if you keep having problems and troubles in your house remember your welcome to spend many nights over at mine. i hope things get better for you there. and i know how you feel. i love my house and my room but only when my parents or sister aren't there. if they are then i would rather be anywhere else. luv yas, Taylor
from uniquecow :
thankkks I'll put a real one on in a min xD
from kandh :
Okay,If you wanna send E-mails,send it [email protected] and not to mine,its password protected.
from kandh :
NO more E-mails please,I don't my dad to see it,just no more e-mails just notes okay, kandh
from kand :
Hi,I wanted to say thanks for getting my guestbook,I got it because I saw it in ur diary and this the second time you gave me an something and I am grateful, If you need a favour ,don't hesitate to ask,thanks a million!
from kandh :
HI,just wanted to say Happy Summer Holidays.ur gonna needit!-kandh
from uniquecow :
I found your diary through Taylor's profile, you being the first one on her list of favourite diaries =P What I read was really good, you seem such a happy person and some stuff you said was great, I quote, "i think the definition that should be in the dictionary under life should be: when you feel most alive, inside your own head." I loved that. Read me if you want x :: Lila xx
from leaveme2cry :
Mer~ We will get that kid. We will find him...take away his juice box..and get him! You are awesome too. We'll talk again soon! And you can help me with my template! Lata JamieLynn
from kand :
And one more thing,I have updated the story to five chapters and you may wanna see it.-kandh
from kandh :
Hi,thanks for teh note,I don't think I like my story much but I like two favours from u: 1)Please put the username on your favorites list for advertising 2)Please join the chat room regularly. thanks-kandh
from pringle-pop :
Hey Skank-Mizzle! Yeah I know thats lame but ohwell! Yeah I know its Aussie I just forgot to mention it. When he told me I said that it was Aussie and he was like yeah Iono. So beh. N-E-WAYZ Chica, Nathan has my yearbook. What class do you have with him? Oh yeah he said that he changed him number cause people were harassing his hot little self -.^ Lol he's funny. I gave him two piccas from the dance. The one with you and me and the other one with him and Miranda. Well sorry for writing a novel in your notes but OHWELL I can do that! TTYL Skanky Jr./Gina/Lavender/Mrs. Elias Trevino!
from kandh :
Hi.I updated my story to four chapters and you wanna see it and you may like it.
from kandh :
Hi,just updated my story and you may wanna see it and i explains who the mystery wizard is,recomend this to gina and taylor too.see ya
from onelilwitch :
hey dithers, im bored and still very hyper. well...remember when i said i talked to "him" last night? hehe...everything is cleared and good i got an explanation *smiles*. Why is today so great? *starts singing about volleyball...a continuation from the song in athletics* hehe...god im hyper Luv ya bunches chicka, ~Taylor
from kandh :
So ur meredith,onelilwitch talks about u ,of course,Well I am the one who sent the e-mail about ur little itostory and It was a great idea and I did something just like that and if u wanna see it just go to my profile and U will understand recomend this to taylor
from onelilwitch :
hey meredith, just thought id pop in and say hi!! i hope you had fun at the dance last night. you got to explain to me what gina's new diary entry is talking about because it is beginning to scare me. =/ well, i decided you can take the period out of my url so you can show up as people who have listed me as a favorite diary. i don't care who all knows it is me anymore. because that is just who i am and im not gonna change for anyone. just don't tell many more bay citians about dland. luv ya bunches, Taylor
from emz-secrets :
hey! just wanted to say i love your diary and i think thats one of the brightest layouts ive ever seen! lol, w/b emma xxx
from cdghost :
pretty words
from openingscars :
Hey, uh, thanks for the note. I'm 16, since you were wondering. I returned the favor and put you as a fav diary, cuz I like your writing. Well, cya... Seth :)
from sugar-tooth :
Hey i checked out your diary like you asked and i'm very intrigued by you. I'm not into all of that witch craft stuff and really don't know anything about it but it was interesting to read stuff from someone who does. I'll definately check up on your diary on a regular basis. Nice reading you i guess.

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