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from daath :
Are you giving out a username and PW for access?
from thevampire :
Hey, glad you contacted me. Are you still on AIM at all? I still use the same screen name if you have it. Otherwise drop me an email at neoroosta @ gmail . com without the spaces.
from thevampire :
Nikki, contact me please.
from johny-t-h-m :
Using this page again? I don't have the key to see it though.
from fan4 :
My name is Tricia, and I'm a reviewer at Critiques. (I used to get some help over there, but now I'm the only reviewer left.) Awhile back you requested a review from the site. Would you still like one? If yes, please e-mail me your password. I can be reached at Fan4_4ever@yahoo.com
from dorknoodle :
Email nrhoades@wideopenwest.com. I'll give you the number to the talky horn. Namaste.
from kait77 :
The password isn't working like it should, I think the d-land crash affected it somehow. Hope you get this note as I can't notify you anyother way as I lost your email addy.
from katress :
Password? I was gone for a while, and didn't realize that you locked!!! email kat at anyconnect.com. xoxo
from usmcsis :
thanks for the note you left. to tell you the truth i can't remember how i found you. lol i think i found you through a diaryring, we share a few of the same ones. i could be wrong... i haven't been back here since a couple of days after that though and now you're locked and it appears you've been having some trouble. i'm sorry to hear that and i do hope that things get better for you soon. ~ cindy
from kait77 :
I will be emailing you. where did you get the counter? I would love to know if anyone even reads my diary anymore.
from kait77 :
http://diet.fitness.msn.com/dailytips.armx Dunno how you are feeling right now but thought this might help explain if you are still low carbing. Also read a book called Protien Power. It may help explain some things.
from kait77 :
Come by and read 9/25-9/26 you need a laugh after what you have been through and those two days should be amusing to anyone other than me. I hope your last entry was a deterant to those you wished to stay away from you diary. I pray your stress levels go down soon and your happiness quotient rises to flood levels.
from lunaua :
btw, did you know that there is a chinchilla diaryring? It sure is having a hard time attracting attention though (pouts).
from lunaua :
Hey there grumpy....J/K Give 'em hell!
from pashiesplace :
I'm not sure if writing that sort of entry is liberating or infuriating! Either way, I've been there and I hate knowing that people who shouldn't be around still are. Hugs.
from kait77 :
I am very sorry to see that cetain people can't leave well enough alone and stay away from you. I am even sorrier you were forced to waste an entry on them.
from marlen816 :
I can't get motivated today either! Sigh. And I need to go take my meds.....
from kait77 :
I am sorry to hear your friends have abandoned you so easily, but at least you have more time for your girls
from pashiesplace :
Inches matter so MUCH more than pounds, to me anyway. Congrats!
from kait77 :
I can tell you from experience that seeing things on prozac (and other SSRI's) is common in a large percentage of the population (like 1/3 to 1/2) and that it means you can't take SSRI's or else you risk it altering your personality or even making you a danger to yourself or your family. Prozac alters the brain checmistry, there are other antidepressants that do not do that and are safer for someone having the kind of reaction you have described. DO NOT TAKE A HIGHER DOSE!! If you do it will cause serious mental problems. Your doctor will likely try giving you an antipsycotic if you tell him what you are seeing. Get a councelor and talk out your feelings. Nothing is worse than a bad reaction to an SSRI- which is the class of drugs prozac is in- people have killed themselves and others when reacting to this medication. Unfortunately because the drug honesty helps about 1/2 of those who suffer depression with no side effects most doctors believe anyone who reacts baddly is either manic depressive or pscitzophrenic and thus prone to seeing things that aren't there. Email me and I will tell you of my experiences if you want to know how bad it can get.
from krazieespy :
of course you can use it :) I don't remember where I got that quote from, but THANK you so much for the note.. I hope things work out for you. I have added you as a favorite so I can keep in touch!
from kait77 :
hope that things improve soon, at least you were true to yourself, your feelings, and the truth
from kait77 :
forgot to add that prozac sucks big time
from kait77 :
perhaps protien power is more along your dietary preferences line, if not try just cutting sugar, white flour, white rice, white pasta, etc.. you get the idea. I hated low carbing as beef upsets my tummy to no end.
from pashiesplace :
Methinks you deserve better friends anyway. Love the precious pic!
from wifemotherme :
You know cat regardless of how you meant it - my note was snippy and out of line. I am sorry. I can give you a 1001 excuses for why I was in a pissy mood but I dont think an excuse is what you need -- an apology and that is what I offer./ Forgive me? PLLLLLLLLLLEEEEEEEEEEEASEEE
from wifemotherme :
A kid died during the storm - I know he wasnt old enough to vote,so thats not it, and I not sure but I dont think he attended the the gay pariade at disney, when you figure out what we did to deserve this will you let me know so I can ask God to forgive me, you know not for my sake but my kids sake.
from lunaua :
I'm confused... What's going on?
from kait77 :
You do what you have to when it comes to defending your kids and your ability to raise them. Trust me it is worth breaking any promise in the world.
from kait77 :
I don't envy you as I can not play games worth a crap. I don't start until wednesday, but ppl with classes during the day started today as did monday night students.
from taylahm :
i think your diary is pretty cool.
from johnny-t-h-m :
The K.I.S.S. approach? Keep It Simple Stupid, yeah, I guess it works on me when I'm like that. Next Monday I start class at Akron U. That should keep me occupied.
from dvldogwife :
Hey girlie, from your post about Justin's MOS school. It's actually here at Camp Johnson. It's not very long either, he starts Sept 7th but is OJTing right now, ie the trip out to the field he is on now. TTYL!
from marlen816 :
Prayers for you to feel better. Glad vacation went well.
from kait77 :
Hope all is well with you.
from dvldogwife :
Nikki, I hate that these people are taking advantage of you guys, it makes me sick. And just to think Chris was just as close to us as he is now to you guys, it so could've been us, I would rather it be because we don't have the attachment of children to him if it were all to split, plus you guys have way too much going on to be dealing with drama like this. People just need to grow up, I guess I should be lucky I am one of a very few wives in J's unit and that we are based in a place where we can live up to 20 miles apart and be in the same city, so we aren't as close. Rather, just someone to talk to at functions. I'll keep you guys in my thoughts, Chris too because he really doesn't need to be the sheep hearder here.
from lunaua :
Remind me when you get here to tell you the story of the SM versus the MM. That's the "single microbiologists" vs. the "married microbiologists." Perhaps a little less dramatic... Okay a lot less dramatic, but similar enough just the same. Coincidence?
from pashiesplace :
I understand completely your feelings towards Chris. It is devestating to realize that maybe you let someone get very close to your children that didn't deserve a space in their lives. Huge hugs.
from fwordslut :
Nikki, I love you first off. I would love to get all the people that have ever hurt you in a room and ask "Why is she such a bad person? What has she done so wrong" Im sure none would have a non-bullshit answer. I think people need to stop blaming all their problems on you, I think everyone that does needs a good kick in the ass. *shakes head* it's like no matter how nice you are too people they find a way to ruin it. I love you Nikki, and I hope things get better. I can't wait to see you.
from lunaua :
Did you ever see the movie "Lost in Translation?" The best quote from that movie, the only one I remember, is this: "The more you know who you are, and what you want, the less you let things upset you." Before anyone misunderstands, I'm not referring so much to you being upset at the SM. More, I think it says why the SM (and all of their little rumor-spreaders) would start something so silly and that causes so much unnecessary strife to you and the MM. You and the MM have real life things to wrap your heads around, the SM obviously don't have anything better to do than to sling the muck and get all pissed off over childish BS. My advice, not like you asked but here it is, is just know yourself and what is important to you and let all the people who can't understand and appreciate that go to hell. Just my opinion.
from kait77 :
Talk to Kim and ask her if she really said that or if it is a distortion of her conversation with Chris. The easiest way to handle this is to be up front and deal with the parts that leave trust issues. Also sounds like the SM are looking for a reason to be mad.
from pashiesplace :
Poor Ginger! Em had thrush & boy is it not fun. Can't believe they threw away a blankie, especially in a doctor's office when the child just left! How horrid. If the blankie was dragged there chances are its a security thing...idiots. As for the SM/MM BS, what a load of BS. Sounds like junior high crap to me and that is immature. It's normal for marriage and babies to naturally change people. Sometimes single people don't like that. I suspect it's jealousy. Hugs.
from deliriumrev :
review's up.
from johnny-t-h-m :
thanks
from bassclargrrl :
(sorry it took so long to get back to you!) Strange things happen in a small world, eh?
from kitchenwitch :
We wanted the papasan, but got the eddie bauer bouncy seat instead because it matched our bassinet (also E.B.) I kinda wish we had gotten the papasan, cause he is so small he doesn't fit very well in the one we have!
from lunaua :
I get an awful lot of referrers (well, a few anyway) from people searching for "nikki kyle." How weird is that? It's second only to "rat in a cage." Imagine that.
from kait77 :
congrats on the money hope all is well
from marlen816 :
God is awesome!
from wifemotherme :
Wow! Justs Wow.... Gods timeing is perfect
from kait77 :
Hope you enjoyed your family, I am unsure if I even want to see my mother when I first get up to Michigan even though it will have been a month since she did what she did. I am still angry and do not understand how a mother could do that to a child. Oh well, come check out how the kitten is doing.
from dvldogwife :
Hey girlie, gee you have a lot more notes than I, I'm jealous! j/k, I write for the good of writing, not necessarily thinking someone will read it. I'm glad you guys had a great 4th, ours was too other than the pouring rain on our way home on the bike and the having to find places out in the middle of no where to shoot off our illegal fireworks after midnight. It was all fun, especially shooting mortars out of the car window. That brings me back to stupid stuff one may do in high school, but not intoxicated this time.
from kait77 :
come read of my tiny guest and pray that I can avert the fate that possibly awaits her tomorrow.
from krazieespy :
I myself prefer steve.. HE WAS WAY COOLER :) Thanks for the note. I would LOVE to chat anytime. I am normally on AIM/MSN too.. And about the review it could take me a little bit to get them done with workin two jobs and saving up so I can move to Idaho when my boo gets back :) Thanks Again for the note.. IM me anytime.
from insanegerbil :
"This whole "Hi, you can't update because you're poor" think is pissing me off. "...hahahaha.i totally agree.
from lunaua :
Hey you! I'm alive. Hopefully I'll have some time to update. My computer access of late has gone from occasional to stranded-in-the-middle-of-a-desert-without-so-much-as-a-triple-a-battery. But I'm here now. When are you coming home?
from kait77 :
I understand the bugs completely my apartment is clean but the people who lived in the apartment next door when we first moved in were another matter and the bugs decided to visit us when we first moved in. I used this weird powder and suddenly they don't visit any more. Problem for you is you have kids and you don't wanna use it in a place with kids in it unless you put down the powder go on vacation for a few days then send hubby in to remove all trace of the powder's residue. You can buy the owder at farm supply stores. I can't recall what it was called but until this placed flooded a few weeks back those darned things hadn't been back for a visit in over 2 years.
from zoesmomma :
Okay, I did it. Thanks again.
from marlen816 :
I can't imagine Kari cutting her hair! Ugh! Things to look forward to, huh?
from kait77 :
I have just added an entry about recent heck with family any advice on how to deal with it without having to walk away from the entire family because if I do I lose all contact with my daughters. see July 1 entry
from leonmcphelps :
Well thank you for adding me as a favorite. I appreciate it.
from zoesmomma :
The new template rocks!
from daath :
The movie doesn't pull any punches about criticizing the president, which likely wouldn't go over well with people who support him. It's all factual information, but Moore himself does say he's biased. But in the second half of the film, there's alot of film footage from Iraq taken by several of Moore's camera crews. The film also looks at some of the families of soldiers in Iraq.
from kait77 :
At least you have a life, btw the best way to get stimulating conversation with kids at home is to get together with other moms of kids around the same age as your kids and let the kids play while you all talk about anything BUT THE KIDS!!!! Also try reading anything but kid books for 1/2 hour a day or watching 1/2 hour of prime time tv at night. Trust me it will help. I remember feeling like I was losing my mind at one point now I wish I could feel that way again.
from marlen816 :
Your new template is a scream! I love it! And hey, I feel the same way lately - updating is so mundane and I can't stand when I do have something to say not being able to say it because I am not a gold member! Hang in there!
from slutreviews :
FYI: it's rule #7 right here: http://slutreviews.diaryland.com/rules.html
from kait77 :
Have you ever considered marriage councling? This sounds like a serious problem with him completely lacking respect for your feelings. I am sorry but his behavior is abusive emotionally and unacceptable and your accepting the blame for his behavior is also unacceptable, you are teaching your daughters to take the blame for this kind of behavior and that it is ok for men to treat them like this. Do you really want your girls treated like that? Do you really want to feel the way he made you feel these past two days again and again for the rest of your married life? You shouldn't have to give in and do everything he wants to do just to keep the peace and you shouldn't be made to feel worthless. I have been there damn it and I don't want to see anyone else suffer as much as I did or as long as I did. At the very least get councling for yourself and tell the counclor everything you have been writing here about your relationship with your husband and how he talks to you and yells and treats you. He may be nice sometimes, but others he sounds like a monster. I wish you luck.
from kait77 :
I will keep her in my thoughts and prayers. It is too bad medical science hasn't advanced enough to figure these things out instantly yet.
from kait77 :
I agree about the problems with d-land. if you every want to swap family horrow stories let me know although mine might make you cringe. most people ask me how i stayed sane. then i ask am i sane.
from kait77 :
sounds like your family treats you about as good as mine treats me.
from kait77 :
i will pray for your family, i hope the cancer is not cancer my family went through that and we lost my grandpa last fall. i will also keep you in my thoughts and prayers.
from lealoo :
I'll definately be keeping all of you in my thoughts.
from zoesmomma :
You and family will be in my prayers. God bless.
from lunaua :
So I wonder if this means more from someone who knows you personally, or less, figuring I have more motivation to just say nice things. First, I'm wondering why you thing you are so ugly? Is it because you aren't a size 0 anymore (which, to address previous noters--was easy and seemingly fun for you at one time)? Is there more than that? I'm not going to say anything with regards to Kyle or what he "must" be feeling. I can't even begin to try to guess anything about him anymore, not that I ever really could. And I'm not going to necessarily suggest that you just be happy with you, but I'm just wondering why you're not? If you're looking to be blonde, cookie-cutter bombshell, then I guess I can see where in your eyes you'd feel you're coming up short (for that matter, me too), but I can't imagine that that's it either. And I'm not going to try to feed you any of that "beautiful inside and out" crap either. Roughly speaking, we've known eachother well for what, 7 years now? You were cute, in your own Nikki way when I met you and ever more attractive, on the outside at least, from your senior year until right before Jeff and I moved out. Now that you've mellowed-out and dare I even say, gained enough to make you look HEALTHY, you are indeed, beautiful. For what it's worth, I think you look great... better than at any time I've ever known you.
from wifemotherme :
Well screwmesideways, I had my whole note written in my head before I got to the end of the entry where you forbidd me to spew useless Cliches so now I freakn have nothing!!! But turn a cartwheel anyway, that always makes me feel better - I think its the whole blood rushing to your head thing. Your beautiful. Inside and out, and that my dear is not some tired old cliche, honestly if you were ugly I would tell you then give you a tired cliche about how your loved anyway. Love, A rambling wifemotherme
from kait77 :
i am not trying to sound like i am being i dunno how to say it, so please don't take this wrong. you posted a picture of yourself, and i think you looked like you are quite cute. you don't look like you would ever be a super model, mainly because i don't think you would wna t that torture (trying to be a size 0 ain't fun from what i hear) but you also are definately not ugly. trust me on that one my best friend in high school was truely ugly and i mean inside and out (i did not realize the inside part unil after she pulled some horrible stuff and i saw the evidence) your personality shines through in your pictures and enhances what god has already given you. so what if you have the curse of pale skin- i do too. trust me 75yrs ago you were the ideal woman. think on that before you call yourself butt ugly. and remember that the idea of beauty changes nearly every year. what was beauty when i was a teen is considered ugly now and by the sounds of it it is your husband's friend who are ugly- especially inside.
from lealoo :
That's why I waited until Anthony was a year old to get his immunizations. I researched it a bit and found out that's what they do in many other countries, then I talked it over with my doctor and she said as long as he wasn't in daycare or the inner city it was fine. He had very little reaction to them when we did have them done. (not giving you crap, please don't think I am, just sharing something I learned for future reference)
from zoesmomma :
Screw your hubby's friends. I had people say the same thing about my daughter when she was born, too. It seriously hurt me. I really do not think people even realize how "loaded" their funny little quirps are.
from kait77 :
hope things settle down soon. don't worry too much about the little entry thing. any clue what the heck is going on here at d-land? the problems are starting to worry me. reminds me of scribble towards the end.
from lunaua :
I found a new diary you GOTTA read! Username: juddhole. Funny stuff. Reminds me a bit of TJ, a bit of Kyle and a bit of every other guy friend I've ever kept company with. Go see!!!!
from lunaua :
How was I s'pose to know what you had for breakfast?
from marlen816 :
What a cute picture! You look great!
from lunaua :
I like you. *wink* Shh.... Don't tell anybody.
from kait77 :
you are not hated, you are cute, and no way in heck are you fat. You just had a baby and I ENVY you your smallness. I hate how small you are when I diet and starve myself and am still nearly 300lbs and wear a size 24.
from evry1gtsleid :
hey nik...i dont understand why you keep getting so depressed and it hurts me to know that there is nothing i can do to help. i love you and i hope this will pass soon and leave you alone
from marlen816 :
I love the quote at the end of your entry "My Darkest Hour". What an awesome quote.
from wifemotherme :
Don't'ch just love it when people confess being a Christian with the idea that you should be trying out for the part of Jesus... I love to remind them that role is taken already..
from lightreviews :
Your review is ready.
from marlen816 :
((hugs)) and prayers for Robin to feel better and my Mommy will be here in less than 24 hours and my Daddy is coming on Thursday! I haven't seen them since last July!!
from marlen816 :
LOL Forgetting the PB sound like something I would do. Ilove how real to life your diary is =)
from bindyree :
Double Fudge is a very good antidote when you're not in the mood for anything too pointy-headed. I myself keep certain books from my childhood nearby for such bouts of cerebral absenteeism: Charlotte's Web and Stuart Little are among my favorite re-reads when I need a break from adultness. I am glad you're feeling better.:)
from wifemotherme :
I think that is the first time I have ever seen a pic of Robin. man that is one cute kid you have there - Hubby even walked by while I was reading and said "awww she is cute" (which you know is alot comeing from a man who would not notice if half the planet grew a second head!) Anyway She is just adorable
from kait77 :
Try this book it is useful Prescription for Nutritional Healing THIRD EDITION ISBN 1-58333-077-1 trust me the book is a god send. It has info on tons of stuff but right now all heck broke loose in my life and I need to clean up the mess. Stop by and read about it it might cheer you up.
from ihatebryan :
Thanks! I appreciate the note and your help from chat on getting my page up and running! Sounds like your husband is doing pretty good in the ratings lol....as for BRYAN well we know how i feel about him by the name...laters
from kait77 :
hope you are feeling better. And that you avoided the doctor.
from lunaua :
One more thing... then I'll go away, I promise!!! "Drink lots of clear liquids - up to 10 glasses per day. Avoid caffeine which can increase bladder spasms. Drink plenty of cranberry juice. It can be very helpful in preventing <u>and treating</u> a urinary tract infection. It works by preventing bacteria from sticking to the walls of the bladder where it can multiply and cause infection. Cranberry juice acts like a natural antibiotic to the urinary system. Not all juices do this....but cranberry juice and blueberry juice are two that do." So keep it flowing (no pun intended) and lay off the coffee!!!! The whole article is here: http://www.pitt.edu/~cjm6/s99cranberry.html
from lunaua :
Even better... I left the previous note before having read my own notes.
from lunaua :
All I can say is, based on the thing we talked about this past weekend... Hahahaha, hehehee, hahahaha... LOL, LOL, LOL. That said, lemme look up a thing or two about cranberry juice and UTI and get back to you.
from dnyl22 :
I just got a chance to get caught up on reading and O-MI-GOSH, that pic of Kyle, Robin, and Ginger is so cute. Robin is growing up so much. What a little lady!! I don't like cranberry juice either, so I'd suggest trying to drink lots of water.
from kait77 :
as to the UTI the cranberry juice thing is for before you get one after you get a UTI all it does is make things worse. I got that from a urologist when my oldest was a baby and had a UTI at the same time I did. The best thing to do is TONS of water and low acid low sugar diet.
from bindyree :
Egads. we both wrote about UTIs today. LOLOL I'm currently doing Atkins, so I can't drink cran juice anyway, but there are cheapo herbal supplements available from Rite Aid, cranberry juice powder, with no sugar and no additives, blah blah -- I've been loading up on those and drinking enough water to drown a sea otter; good luck with your affliction. :-P
from kait77 :
Thanks for the info I will have to think about it. I can honestyly say I may not be a red head but I burn in less than 5 minutes due to the lupus so I have learned everything I can about sunburns. The aloe will help prevent skin cancer. Something I really have to worry about with my family which is why I did research into how to heal the damage a sunburn does. I had a time figuring out how to add ppl to my buddies list and it took 3 tries before you took I think diaryland is having buddy list problems. Interesting thought that a site this old and popular has this many problems. Oh well. As long as they don't disapear.
from evry1gtsleid :
muahahahaha...j/k i love you...hey..you're the one living in SC and doesnt have to work
from kait77 :
How do you get reviews? And do they increase readership? Course I am really not sure I want many ppl knowing how nurotic I am. Try vinegar-cidar on the sunburn then rub it with aloe vera gel it will help a lot. The vinegar will take the heat and sting out and the aloe will help with healing.
from kait77 :
Happy anniversary, a lil late.
from lunaua :
Two things... One, somehow I noticed the problem with the templates not changing over seemed to mysteriously go away when I got my gold membership. So maybe it happens more easily when you're paying, but I think it might work itself out eventually anyway. Good luck with that. Second, I was just listening to a commentary about the Iraq abuse thing today, coincidentally. I'll be the first to say I know next to nothing about the whole story there, but the point of the commentary was this: Let's focus on the things we're doing right in this case rather than the things that were done disgracefully. Let's focus on the fact that it's being handled now that it's out in the open and that depending on how it unfolds that maybe it will be proof that our system works (of course, that "our system works" thing is going to require a leap of faith--you know that me, personally, I'd never say that myself). The sad truth is that soldiers from all places in all times have engaged in activities such as that for as long as there have been wars and somewhere in the world they always will. The even sadder truth is that even the most "civilized" or "advanced" countries will always have a few bad apples. What is really a reflection on what kind of America we are is what we do with them. And besides that the more we beat ourselves up for these situations, the more our enemies and even our "allies" laugh at us and use it against us. Heh, so much for patriotism...
from wifemotherme :
awww she is just tooo cute!!! Bring her here and let me hold her, I have a terrible case of the ticking hormonal - "must have babies today" flu. Its just terrible but I am sure it will pass LOL. LOVE the new layout!
from pashiesplace :
OMG what a great pic of Miss Ginger! I'm unlocked again BTW
from just-a-nut :
oh wow..ginger is absolutely gorgeous! and i love your new layout!
from hopeful1004 :
Happy Mother's Day darlin! Ginger is beautiful. You have a wonderful family. Celebrate by putting your feet up, watching Dora or the Wiggles and let Kyle do the work. Kiss the girls for me. Love Jessi
from wifemotherme :
WAIT! hold the boat here -- notes below say what a beautiful Baby Ginger is, But I never saw a pic - WHAAAAAAA - I feel left out. Send pic ASAP, since I was left out of the loop apparently send two pics!
from wifemotherme :
HAPPY MOTHERS DAY!!
from jesi87 :
Congrats, Nikki...Shes a beauty!
from just-a-nut :
Congratulations! What a beautiful little girl!
from dnyl22 :
What a beautiful baby. But what else would you expect from two good looking parents. How's Robin doing with all of it? Take care of yourself.
from pashiesplace :
OMG she is so beautiful!
from hopeful1004 :
She's beautiful honey. Way to go. I can't wait to see her in August. The circle journey is on it's way.
from lealoo :
Yay!!!! She's beautiful and I love her name. That was Anthony's exact weight and height too.
from lunaua :
Yay for Babies!!! Congratulations from everyone here!!!!!
from bindyree :
Love and congratulations to you and your family. I usually think that all new babies look like Edward G. Robinson, but wow, not THIS one. She's breathtaking.
from wifemotherme :
Happy Birthday to Ginger!!! Congrats to mom dad and sissy!
from parlance :
Beautiful baby :)
from dnyl22 :
Brandon was 9lbs. 1oz and 21 1/4" when he was born. My labor from start to finish was only about 6 hours. It really wasn't that bad, with the epidural and all but I was sore as hell for a few days after. Oh yeah, they induced me b/c they were estimating him to be over 10 and he only turned out 9 so maybe she'll end up at around 8. Take care of yourself and walk, walk, walk!!
from jensanimals :
I am sure you will do fine. I had 3 kids between 9 lbs. 10 oz. and 9 lbs.13 oz. All were born the conventional way. Maybe you will go on your own soon. Good Luck!!
from ceqs-e :
hope Ginger starts making her way out!!!! best wishes and lots of love!
from toweroflove :
Love your template!
from lunaua :
I happen to like sonic the hedgehog... Thank you very much (grin). I've also recently heard that watching TV causes not relaxation (which is what most people claim to use it for) but rather stimulation in the form of muscles tensing up, etc. I guess it's especially bad for that in kids. Maybe that's what leads to hyperactivity in some. Or maybe the stimulation causes the brain to wire together in some funny way that leads to increased activity. I dunno... Just a guess. I figured you'd have a comment about that though (grin again).
from dorknoodle :
All love and care and hope to you with the pregnancy. Kyle, too (but if he's not slammed his wang in a door yet, that's certainly not the worst thing he could have hit it on). Be well.
from wifemotherme :
Oh poor Kyle! He has been traumatized for life! Save this story for Ginger so when she is about 2 or 3 and he is about ready to send her to her room for a time out you can have her say "BUT DAD IT's ALL YOUR FAULT...MOMMY TOLD ME ABOUT YOU HITTING ME IN MY HEAD!" And thus she will get her way for life!
from lunaua :
Have you been by SJ lately? I do believe it's down again or maybe even gone. I tried just going to the home page and was told it didn't exist.... Hmm...
from dnyl22 :
Apparently I need to update my profile!! It was supposed to be April 17, one day after our 6 year dating anniversary (the 16 falls on a friday) but I don't think its gonna be happening!! With the miscarriage and now this pregnancy everything was kind of thrown off track. Maybe we can plan it for next April but on the 16 which will be on a saturday and will be 7 years!! I'll be sure to let you know though :)
from wifemotherme :
Bless your heart! Ok dont even consider doing the castor oil but you could try the old stand by - SEX!!! Have sex three times and update in the morning .....love Dr. WifeMotherMe PS if that doesn't work, unpack your bag, leave the gas tank on empty and mental prepare yourself that it will be another 3 weeks - That should put a kink in the universe enough to send you right into labor.
from dnyl22 :
I love the pic!! How cute. Atleast you got sent home, with Bryce they kept me because they said that your 2nd labor is faster then your 1st and since we lived about 20 minutes from the hospital they didn't want me to end up delivering at home. I was only about 37 weeks and after I stopped contracting they ended inducing me and I had him the next day. Looking back I wish I'd have been sent home. Anyways, I don't know what the deal is with walking, it never seemed to work for me. You just take care of yourself and she'll be here soon enough. Miss ya :)
from hopeful1004 :
Good gracious are you having a rough time. You're in my thoughts and prayers honey. Hope you have the baby soon. Jessi
from bindyree :
Good heavens, you and futurebaby look amazing together! I can't want to see who's in there! :) xoxoxoxo
from pashiesplace :
awww great pic!
from pashiesplace :
Ok...here goes...pop ups were caused by the MP3 that is now deleted...You will have more than one box heading your way. OMGosh at all the stuff. Em had reflux bad & rarely wore her nice stuff, same with Bridget so most of it is like new. I threw in some tops that are good to have on hand just in case she (god forbid) has reflux. I used to change the girls HOURLY out of necessity. Do you have a front carrier sling thingy? Lastly, what size is Robin now? Ginger has capri's, tops, dresses, jammies, cozy stuff, coats, fleece pants, a pooh snowsuit...blankies, spit cloths that weren't used...bitty shoes...lots of goodies that I'm thrilled to pass on to you :)
from p3-corr :
thanks for the note :) yes i am still interested if you have the time :)
from kitchenwitch :
ok well, I redid the pending list, and soooo many people were cut off, because they locked up or haven't updated in months. So the list isn't as bad as I thought it would be!
from magickreview :
Ok dearie, I've stuck a few up for you on the pending page, no rush... Just get to them when you feel like it... Oh and also, I am thinking, since these people requested such a LONG time ago, maybe we should email them or send a note to see if they still want a review??? what do you think?
from pashiesplace :
Better now?
from kitchenwitch :
Oh ok! thank you! I appreciate that... I don't know what happened to the other reviewers, we seem to have all just fizzled out. No big deal, I know people have lives... I just thought it might be fun to start it up again, if you could help, that'd be great! I have to neaten things up first and make a list, so you could start in a day or two, would that be ok? Blessings!
from pashiesplace :
email me your snail mail :)
from pashiesplace :
Yay Ginger! Isn't it awesome when you really SEE that you've dropped? Of course walking gets really tough then. BTW do you need/want anything for the baby? I'm boxing up tons of 0-6M Girls stuff, most like new, lots of Old Navy, etc. Let me know I'd rather a friend get it :O)
from fuckin-whore :
hey nikki, its paige, mojo, just wanted to drop a line, luv you and the baby birds
from katress :
user katress pass h0merp1e. My life sucks.
from pashiesplace :
Write up a little reviewer's bio. I'm thinking Mood Ring Review...moodringrevu :)
from pashiesplace :
Oh goodie. I hoped you'd want to review :) How are you feeling today?
from dnyl22 :
I'm sure everything is going to be ok but I'll still remember you in my prayers. I'm finally getting back into my cleaning mode but I know its not the "nesting" period, I'm finally not so tired all the time though I have been getting more sick lately. Take care of yourself and be sure to e-mail me some pictures when she gets here!! Miss ya :)
from pashiesplace :
How were you with gaining while pregnant with Robin? If you are close to the same amount then maybe your body is where it needs to be. I gained 65 pounds with each kid, regardless of what I ate, how active, etc. And I gained it differently each time. With Maya it was gradual, with Em I packed it on later, with B it was early on- but the number was similar. My doc says you gain what you need to and your body takes care of the extra. Hugs.
from dorknoodle :
The photo has nothing to do with Rocky Horror. Hahaha. That's a painting that is allegedly me. At least it doesn't have the hair problem. www.davehebb.com The guy's work is amazing. Kisses atcha.
from just-a-nut :
*hugs* not to downplay your situation AT ALL..i thought i'd let you know about my SIL.she's due on mothers day and so far has lost 25lbs due to morning sickness and only gained back 5 of them. They sent her for an u/s last week to make sure baby is growing ok--and baby is totally fine..measures exactly what it should. Hope that can help you feel better. *hugs*
from pashiesplace :
OMG yes & you're right!
from just-a-nut :
i was a flybaby a couple times..the tons of email throws me off everytime..hmm..but maybe i'll join up and have a flybaby buddy!
from just-a-nut :
hey can you tell me how your neighborhood cookout works? i'm wanting to do a block party this summer and would love ideas/advice!
from lunaua :
You took the words right out of my mouth about SJ. I'm glad to see that it's back up (for now, anyway) but one of the first things I did was to go read the 4 most recent comments in the news, once again screaming that $30 will make or break the site. I feel like a trespasser (hey, that's good--I think I'll put that in an entry). I also don't see how anyone can think that what we get for free over there isn't enough to sustain most people indefinitely. I was never a big patron of the chat feature here, and it's been a long time since I've gotten blocked out for server issues, so maybe it really is time to return to our roots. Can't really get much worse, can it?
from lunaua :
It can't be... Is it true? Really? I thought things weren't really all that bad at SJ? This has all been very frustrating and even more so because we can't even import our entries there back over to here. I guess somethings are just too good to be true, aye?
from englshfreak :
i know it seems like you would be spiting in Gods face BUT you do need the extra money since you have a kid on the way.....so i think its gods way of helping you out by getting a new windshield free. just a thought a opinion so I hope you make the right decision. *smooches*
from lealoo :
I came incredibly close to buying Anthony a metalica shirt the other day. The only thing that stopped me was they didn't have his size. Tony's daddy loves heavy metal :P
from pashiesplace :
If it makes you feel even slightly less alone, I have to tell you. My ISP has a few things hilighted on the home page. I saw personals highlighted in red & immediately accused John. So in the wanting to trust yet having a hard time department, I'm right there with you. (((hugs)))
from dnyl22 :
Hey girl, I just got a chance to get caught up on your diary. What a cute belly. I hope mine looks like that when I get that far!! Take care of yourself and tell Kyle and Robin I said hello. Miss you guys :)
from lealoo :
I am so jealous of that beautiful belly.
from pashiesplace :
What a great belly pic! seriously, you are all baby!
from lunaua :
Hey you--we didn't find eachother again tonight so here's a note... Feel free to call me if you need to, I promise I won't fall asleep, or I'll at least tell you ahead of time if it's a bad time for that. I never did get your SC phone number, so I guess I won't be calling you. Other than that, I'm here when you get back.
from j-leem :
Nikki - you are in my prayers and I can completely assure you that everything will be ok...especially for you and your daughters. Kyle has alot of maturing to do - you are right, you ARE in a different place. Your online friends are here if you need us aye. /me hugs you, Ginger and Robin.
from englshfreak :
your right it's none of anybodies business and I wouldnt want someone to presure you into telling what happened....but I hope both of you didnt use assumptions and let the effect of that, rule your decision to seperate...assumptions drive two people far apart...I agree whatever he did was a disregard to you and your marriage vows.....please and this is only a suggestion, I wont tell anyone what to do..but I hope maybe if you two can see a counsler to maybe help your marriage. Your both in my prayers and I hope for the best for you and your kids!!! * smooches*
from daath :
Just to give my male perspective: The dangerous assumption here may be that Kyle had the same frame of mind that you did: spend time with the family or go to a strip club. He may very well have seen it as just going out with his friends to doing whatever they wanted to do, to feel a sense of belonging with them--even if he may very well (and truthfully) not like such places. I can't say why he decided to go out over stay in, but it may be that he doesn't get to see his friends often, or that he wanted to blow off steam before the huge work stint. Another thought that occurs to me may be that, as in past times, he feels very pressured from being tested; he might feel uncomfortable because he doesn't know what to do. I don't mean to insult or throw salt on your pain, merely that your and his perspective on the event and choice are probably vastly different.
from englshfreak :
oh sweetie..I wish I had the words to tell you it will be alright ..but I dont.I don't know if you believe in God but you and your family are in my prayers..I truly hope for the best for you!! * smooches*
from lunaua :
Wow, you still have that dress...
from englshfreak :
my sentiments exactly!!!....WOOHOO!!! hope your kitty box doesnt get too wet....LOL!!!
from englshfreak :
yes it is my dear.... why??
from pashiesplace :
Yay! Welcome back! You look awesome!
from snub-reality :
CONGRATULATIONS!!!!!! *kisses your tummy* that's so exciting.
from dorknoodle :
Miss you, Catsy. Love and rockets and all manner of peace for the seasons comin' atcha from the D.
from kitchenwitch :
NO! Not our Leah.... That note is from the Leah I used to live with.... Of Jim and Lee... lol
from snugbug69 :
Um...any reason you locked up? I've been reading you for awhile now.
from katress :
"If it absolutely, positively has to be destroyed overnight... US Marines." Hell YEAH! OH, and yes, the divorce rate is super high for Marines. Ugh.
from pashiesplace :
and as I read your current antry and tried to go back to the one before, I got kicked all over the place. Guess I'll take a look at scribble.
from hopeful1004 :
Honey, I have never been the friend to tell you what I think but now I feel I have to. I'm glad you spoke your mind to Kyle. You had every right to yell and scream and let it all out. I'm not married yet but I know your "place" is not to keep quiet. Hell, maybe if my mother had spoken her mind she wouldn't be in the predicament she's in now. He's a marine too. I love you honey and I just want you to be happy.
from dnyl22 :
Stupid guestbooks!! I can't sign anyone's. Anyway...honey, you know if you were here or I was there I'd gladly massage your headache away! Good luck with the interview and wish me luck, I'm ovulating again and we're gonna try again!!!
from marlen816 :
Hey - I tend to disagree with something you said in your entry today - that it is the wife's place to listen and not say anything back, but I think that is a dangerous thing to do. In my first relationship, I did that alot and it really is abusive - emotionally. I think you need to tell your husband how you are feeling and how he makes you feel. Maybe they he will stop throwing tantrums and you'll get to have a good time at the bbq or whatever. I do not mean to be harsh, but I think you are letting your DH treat you unfairly. You have a right to tell him how you are feeling. And yes, my DH is a butthead at times, too, but I am never made to feel guilty for letting him know how I feel. That can not be healthy for you, Robin, your new baby or your marriage. Just MHO, though. ((Hugs)) and prayers.
from marinedream :
That would be cool to have you come!! I'd like to work in intelligence. Maybe 0241. But, I'd rather be infantry if they change the law letting women in before I graduate.
from catsmeow1224 :
I just noticed there is a Military AND a proudtoserve diary ring. Just wanted to let you know, in case you weren't on either.
from marinedream :
Thanks!! I'm going to Parris Island, because I'm a girl. Tell your husband I think he rocks, and thanks for all he does!! -Semper Fi, MarineDream
from guderian :
Aloha Catsmeow1224, Good Idea I'll join or maybe we could just do an Armed Forces Diaryring that included all the Branches of the services including the Coast Guard. What do you think about that? At any rate I'll join any ring to show support for our people inuniform! Thanks Catmeow, Sincerely Guderian
from guderian :
Aloha catsmeow1224, No I am not a Marine or aspiring to be one (although that is a worthy aspiration), I however come from a family with a long and proud tradition of Military Service in all the branchs of the Armed Forces. I myself was in the Navy, the reason for all the Semper Fi's flying is simple because of my Marine hopeful in Texas. I would have a Marine and Army diaryring up but so far I have only found Navy and Air Force rings... Sorry for the confusion. Besides Semper Fi reminds me of all my Marine family and friends. Huraah! Sincerely, Guderian
from lunaua :
To respond or not to respond... That is the question. I guess more than anything I'm a little baffled by "a wife's place." Darlin', you're pregnant... Isn't keeping the new baby healthy your biggest responsibility right now?
from pashiesplace :
Whoa. You failed by not intercepting Robin??? Of course she wants time with her daddy. That's a good thing, HE needs to realize that. You're right. Marriage is work and everyone needs to pull their weight. But, you are both imperfect so neither of you will ever do exactly what the other thinks is best. Please don't beat yourself up. Being pregnant and chasing a toddler is hard work in itself. (((hugs)))
from marlen816 :
I'll be praying for you.
from pashiesplace :
((((Hugs)))) You can't carry everything. It needs to come out somewhere. So what if you look like a "beast", especially in your diary. Better to be honest somewhere then to let it all spill out on the wrong person somewhere down the road. Besides, "beast"? C'mon we are all human and we all have those kinds of acid tongue moments. At least honest people do. So who is left to judge you? Those that are fake? Just a thought. Whatever is happening, I hope it gets better & fast!
from hopeful1004 :
Yeah I figured out how to change my template a little.
from hopeful1004 :
I like your joke. It's really funny. I thought I'd let you know that Bob and Betty Heil are moving to another state, like Tennesse. There's a going away party for them on Saturday. I just thought you might like to know. I didn't have time to send the circle journey.
from dorknoodle :
I thank you, yet again, for your very personable, kind words. Things seem to be ok again, but now I'm dealing with W. being on a waytoofast detox. We shall see. Friends like you make my life easier, N. I hope we talk soon.
from bonscot985 :
Sorry about that. I forgot the chat window was open. The guy's name that replaced Bon Scott is Brian Johnson. He did everything from the Back in Black album and after that.
from lunaua :
Hey you!!! Happy pseudo-birthday!!! I hate to admit it, but since I have December in the memory banks, I didn't remember until this morning that today is the day you picked. I hope you'll forgive me if I still send a card in December... You can't tell me it won't be nice to have someone recognize your REAL birthday! *wink* Happy Birthday! Happy Birthday! Happy Birthday!
from ph0enixxxxx :
Hey! I've been reading your diary for a while. Just thought I should say congratulations about the pregnancy ^_^
from pashiesplace :
Wow, time is flying. Are you feeling a bit better yet? I need the changing seasons. It feels like a fresh start 4 times a year to me.
from lunaua :
The sad thing is that the comment wasn't even made in an angry way, just matter-of-factly. There is a male/female pair of "friends"/ex-lovers that work here who are always bickering/arguing/all-out fighting. Today their supervisor told them that they ought to be married because they've got the routine down pat. Now everyone's made that joke before, so it didn't mean anything until the guy said, "Man, I hope this isn't what married life is like." That was when the (female) supervisor said that yeah, it really is and then made the comments that I wrote about. Like I said, it really explains a lot about the things that go on in this place. BTW, you're almost up to 400 ENTRIES! Wow!
from sadistboo :
Ahaha,I have no idea how to take that. :D. The dress looks great,dude.
from hopeful1004 :
hey honey you look beeuutiiful!!! I think a smile is in need though. I hope you have a good time.
from enchancea :
you have such a cute lil belly
from pashiesplace :
You look great! The belly looks really great. Some women are just stunning when pregnant and I'd say judging from those pics you're one of them! Have a blast!
from dorknoodle :
The pictures are beautiful. You look very pretty with the belly, although you may not feel that way. Blessings to you, your own, the one on the way. Love, N.
from velvet-heart :
Henh, it sucks really bad that I can't get a signmygbook anymore.. damn that 2 dollars.. I did read some of the message you left for me.. but it stopped at the "I have read through some of your diary and..." if you can remember what else you said it would be awesome to know just what all you said. So yea I apologize for having such a random no good gbook. Please forgive me. And if you'd like to reach me some other way I have yahoo, aim and msn.. I hope to hear from you soon.. P.s Theres no need for you to feel like you should have to do justice to anything I say.. I was just really touched by your diary. Honestly. (Chrissy)
from lunaua :
An answer for the crazy-lady: Occasionally, I sleep better with my pillow or a teddy bear over my head. Normally it's to block out light or sound, but once in a while it's just more comfortable that way. More often though, I sleep with my pillow longways under my torso (From about my hips all the way to my neck) with my head hanging down and resting on the matress. That's just a little bonus bit of related info for your survey.
from christie-03 :
Hey Nikki, in order to your question in your diary on 10/15/03, I don't usually put anything over my head. Sometimes I do during the night while sleeping but consciencely no. I usually just put my arm under the pillow and pull the covers up and tuck them under my chin and its off to dream world I go! :)
from hopeful1004 :
I'm sending pictures with the next circle journey.
from hopeful1004 :
I'm so happy for you. A new baby, a new kitty, and a new birthday. WOW!! What a great life in Beaufort. I don't sleep with anything over my head but Terry puts his pillow over his head sometimes. Love ya babe.
from pashiesplace :
Congrats on feeling the baby! Have you started thinking of names yet? Awesome thing to do when it comes to your birthday.
from enchancea :
shes beautiful
from hopeful1004 :
I hope you feel better soon. Glad to have you back on diaryland. Did I miss something about your "birthday?"
from pashiesplace :
Oh she is so cute! I got Chloe(my orange cat) for my birthday while pregnant with Maya. She still is the best b-day prezzie ever!
from lunaua :
I had sort of hoped that you would just sort of skip over that whole Saturn entry. I really wasn't trying to allude to anything, and I realize that it was a very inopportune time for Saturn to do what they did, whyever they did it. I just couldn't stop thinking about it and was pretty sure that until I got it out that I never would stop thinking about it. I don't know that anyone talked directly TO Jeff, but that whomever they did talk to gave Jeff the impression that he was being blamed for the bad blood between him and Kyle at work. Honestly, I haven't even talked to Jeff about it recently, so I can't say anything for sure. Well, got class in two minutes... gotta go!
from pashiesplace :
Oh I had horrible sciatica with B. Just awful! I totally feel you on that one.
from lovely-freak :
i feel you on the pregnancy thing... i hated being pregnant the 2nd time around. it sucked no matter what... it got better once max was 4 months old. that's when i felt better. good luck & take care! ((hugs))
from kitchenwitch :
I locked my diary. Email me if you want the password. Love ya! Hopefully this will be temporary!
from velvet-heart :
I know you don't know me, and I don't know you- but after reading your words and feeling what I feel I just have to leave you a note------Words do cut and they do bruise and I know how that feels. Maybe a little too well; but what I see from you isn't hurt or years of it- there's warmth and love inside of you and the pleasure of contentment. Sometimes itís our pride that gets in the way of our dreams, but it doesnít make you a terrible person. Hell I have dreams still. I just go about everything the wrong way and fail miserably, but thatís beside the point. Just from reading the entries I have I can tell you have a really deep love for things and your life and you only want the best for you and your family. Just remember though - Words fade like an old forgotten bruise - fades until they are absorbed into the skin. But the scars are what remain and cause the damage. Please don't let the things he said to you scar you. You have a beautiful warmth and love for life- your love is so eminent that I have realized the way to love anything is to understand that it may be lostÖand when you can't quite make it someone will always be there to help you. You cannot be lonely if you like the person you're alone with. Time is too slow for those who wait, too swift for those who fear, too long for those who grieve, too short for those who rejoice, but for those who love, time is eternity. Your words are breathtaking. Every time I read a little more I connect.. I don't know what exactly I'm connecting to but I know I connect with something and I feel like you've filled that broken link inside of me. That part that was lost and I couldn't find. [Maybe or possibly because I didn't want to, or refused to see.] There were reasons and tons of them why I had locked myself away from my past... I didn't want to see myself the way I used to be. I wanted to change, I had to, needed to. And when I found your diary I was absolutely blown away. You captured every fear and emotion I have ever felt for one or more reasons and spilled them out on a blank screen... but I know they were for you, but somehow I can't help but think that God allowed me to find you so I could heal within myself. Even if I am whisper away from doing the worst to myself. I have found out the hard way that I'm okay just the way I am. And I never would have believed that, ever, if it hadn't have been for your gifted poetic words. When those emotions of life come around full circle, others will always see you for who you are inside, even when we ourselves can't because we've been led to believe things we have been told religiously. Others will always be there for us to lean on, quietly, even supernaturally; I truly believe there are reasons why people are brought together. I have yet to figure out what mine is to you, but I know I will know before too long. All people are interesting through their movements, facial expressions, words, anything. Everyone is their own unique person no matter what. God created you to walk and talk and express yourself in your own manner. He made you important, and special and very unique. You don't have to have a special talent to be noticed. ... You are amazing and your words are like diamonds to the heart - to me. Thank you for opening your heart so I could learn that there are ways to still be a better me.
from dorknoodle :
I'm glad you like the pix. We cannot seem to put the camera down, and I still haven't gotten to six rolls of conventional film from the CA trip. I wish the screwy chat was working so we could get lippy. I'm not paying for this for nothing. Embraces to you and yours. N.
from lealoo :
Guestbook was acting funny, so forgive me if this shows up twice. I know it's not for everyone, but driving a schoolbus is a great job for moms. I get paid the same as I was when I was a full time manager of a toy store, and I work half the hours, AND can bring Tony on the bus with me if I didn't have a sitter. It might be something to look into. Maybe even one of the van type busses might be good.
from lightedpath :
Hi Nikki! I'd love to have you on Lighted Path. You may remember me, I'm Christy (Brdwaybebe) Pasts mean nothing. It's what you are doing for God now that matters. I'm honored to have you as a part of Lighted Path. Thanks for joining! With Much Love - Christy
from lightedpath :
Hello! Lighted Path is now up and running! You are more than welcome to come and add your site to our Christian Directory! Can't wait to see what God does in and through us as we all work together! - with much love, Christy
from enchancea :
welcome back
from dorknoodle :
I (we) so very much appreciate your message re: "the event." It wasn't, and isn't, easy. Got the email re: moving. Saving the info. Hope you are well, and to hear from you soon. Much love to you and yours. (signed: the male counterpart to your name......dang, that sounds awful......you know what i mean.....ha.......would that we'd all have a "nick" name.....mcdonald's would go out of biz.)
from lunaua :
Take cover!!! The liberals are attacking!!! Hurry back Nik, I miss you and I can't fend them off by myself for long!!! I hope things are settling down for you guys and that you are settling in okay in your new place!
from faded-souls :
wow, im gonna miss ya girl *hugs* thanks for being so kind to me, it wont be the same, I hope everything works out for you, take care ok?
from lovely-freak :
i just felt the need to share that i was previously married... to a marine... the marine corp broke up our young marriage and i will always hate them for that. my ex is no longer a marine... he got out as soon as his first stint was over and never looked back. keep your chin up... things will get better. they always do. i wish i had more support to lend... take care!
from ceqs-e :
congratulations!!!!!
from lovely-freak :
don't worry... the twos will pass and then our children will be angels! haha... max is just starting the temper-tantrum thing. the husband doesn't know how to deal so i usually handle them. the way i handle them is to walk away. he gives up the screaming eventually and thankfully hasn't given in to having one in public recently. then i usually leave the place i'm at. sucks but hopefully will be over soon... just sharing my empathy at your situation!
from dnyl22 :
Good luck on hoping the tantrums will pass after she's 2!! Bryce is 4 and still trys to get away w/ throwing one every once in a while.
from girlreview :
Hey, I'm hoping you'll become a girl reviewer. Check out the reviewers rules and the become a reviewer page to see if you can help us out.
from lovely-freak :
i love my mother-in-law. she's the best! i'm sorry to hear that yours sucks so much ass. that's too bad! um. yeah... a few other reviewers mentioned the lower case issue. if you get the chance check them out. oh, why isn't your name really nikki? mine is. on my birth certificate. yup, can you say white trash all the way? haha.... my full name at birth was... nikki lee yenter. i feel like i should be living in a double wide or something. take care and thank you again for the review and interest in my life.
from pashiesplace :
Glad you are feeling better! I know morning sickness always made me realize how much I took feeling well for granted. Apple candles and Sarah Brightman? Sounds great to me!
from dnyl22 :
Thanks for the tip. I didn't even notice it last night. By the time everything was done I was to tired to really check it over carefully.
from pashiesplace :
(((Thank you))) We talked last night and I AM going back to work. John thought about it on and off yesterday and came up with a LIST of reasons why he agrees that I should do it. About Maya, I don't think it's normal either. She is either a very difficult child or else something is a bit off.
from wifemotherme :
I am so happy to hear you have the house waiting. Be carful with the move! Dont over due it. Remimber your caring for two now. Oh and dont forget the number one rule in a miltary move - ENJOY THE TRIP!
from pashiesplace :
Hugs. It is so hard to be pregnant, yet need to put the care of others first. Like you well know, you NEED that nap and those breaks. I don't envy you one bit right now but somehow, someway, you will get thru it. You'll have no idea how you survived, but you will. 3pm eveyday while preg. with both Em and B would be my fallling over dead tired time. If I was standing in my kitchen I could literally fall asleep there even with a child on each leg.
from lunaua :
It was sort of a rhetorical statement. Perhaps I should have said you would have done everything short of... or something to that effect.
from pashiesplace :
I'm in PA but the direction that its moving has it heading for us. Actually it's started this evening. Minimum of 5 inches of rain expected within 18 hours here.
from hellobitch :
Hihi, sorry. I, er, got a bit distracted...
from pashiesplace :
Yay on the EDD. I'm not wishing you luck on the moving news because I too, do not want to jinx it, LOL!
from his-boy :
I want to thank you for something.I know you probably didnt do it for me.but,Uh..You know I read your note to that girl who wrote me a note about how sick I was and *gay* I was.I didnt even answer her.but when I saw her notes and that note you left to her..I just want to thank you.
from pashiesplace :
Oh, coffee was my big aversion with all 3 girls! Normally I love it. If grilled cheese worked try cheese nips or a baked potato with cheese.
from fwordslut :
hey Nikki, I just wanted to say I love you and I miss you. *big hugs and kisses*
from jane-reviews :
Your review has been posted! Thank you SO much for the request.
from flyinby :
I hate that Caillou brat, too! I thought I was the only one!
from kitchenwitch :
To me, there is a difference between the two. I wasn't around for Pearl harbor, so all I know is what I've read in history books. It makes it different. It makes it irrelevant to what I was saying. yes they are both tragedies, I am not belittling that. My point was that so much is replayed, and rehashed, and talked about over and over that it seems to me that people don't focus on the true tragedy anymore. What I was saying, is that I don't want to be another person talking about what a horrible horrible time this was for ME, when no one I know was lost,or hurt or affected in any way by this. I am just going to send my postive thoughts to those who lost someone they loved. And go on with my day. There are so many bad things that happen in the world, I'd rather focus on the good. A friend's birthday, an anniversary, my daughter FINALLY understanding the concept of addition.
from dnyl22 :
Thanks for the crash course. Sorry I'm such a retard!! Talk to ya soon.
from faded-souls :
thanks, I really like the song now too, after I got used to it, i'm just too fussy :-p. Take Care
from bijou-review :
Hey there, your review is up :)
from pashiesplace :
Sorry it's so tough right now. Moving & pregnant! Yikes. Just the thought is exhausting. Hang in there.
from hopeful1004 :
hang in there honey. It never seems like it but things have a way of working themselves out.
from pashiesplace :
Big hugs. Waiting kills me. I'm not good at being patient then. I had a horrible time staying awake this last time. 3pm everyday I'd be falling asleep no matter what I was supposed to be doing. I'd fall asleep, sitting up on the playroom floor. I's wake to Maya yelling, "Mom, mom, MOMMMM!"
from hopeful1004 :
When are you moving to Beaufort? I don't want to send the circle journey and have it get lost in the mail.
from hellobitch :
Hey, its me! I read your most recent post. *cries* I know what its like to not sleep at all. I had major sleep issues (basically Insomnia) recently.
from hopeful1004 :
Hang in there sweetie.I love you bunches.I wonder how the whole bridesmaid dress is gonna go now.*smile*
from lil-gay-goth :
Just looked at my previous note... by 'round here' I meant @ home not on diaryland. Just to clarify. t l-1
from lil-gay-goth :
Hello, just thought I'd say, I've just been made aware of the mommyzgurl situation thing (yeah, I know livin-in-a-bubble). Actually, I tend to just phase out things I don't expect. To be honest I didn't realise her note to me was supposed to be offensive (I get a lot,lot worse than being mistaken for a man round here). Anywayz, I just wanted to thankyou for standing up for me, and everyone else. Very much appreciated. Love, peace and good karma, the lil-one
from katress :
Congratulations sweetie! I'm so happy for you! :)
from lunaua :
AAAHHHH! I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU DIDN'T SAY ANYTHING! TALK TO ME SOON! Congrats, by the way.
from pashiesplace :
Honestly you just do the best you can. Thankfully I was sickest w/ my oldest. Caring for 3 month old Em while heaving was beyond hard. Having no lap to sit her on was hard. If you end up really sick I would ask your doc for meds to help ease it, because you have another little one that needs you. I also never let myself get used to sleeping once I had Em. When she slept thru the nite I'd be up til 2am anyway. That way the new-baby sleep deprivation phase never set in. I'm used to running on minimal sleep. You'll figure out alot as you go, trust me. If you have questions I'll try to help.
from lealoo :
(stupid guestbooks!) Congrats Honey! I'm so happy for both of you. You have to keep us updated with every little thing. *hugs and kisses*
from hopeful1004 :
I had a feeling you were when you said your hair was gonna grow fast. Congrats darlin'. I'm so happy for you. Yeah!!! :-)
from pashiesplace :
Yay! Congrats!
from bindyree :
Blessings and congratulations.:)
from faded-souls :
CONGRATS!! im gonna cry...lol...no seriously, congratulations! im really happy for you, nothing better then the second patter of another pair of tiny feet huh? :-D
from jesi87 :
Nikki I am sooo happy for you!!! It was great to see you today!!!! Sorry I kinda tackled you.. Just got excited, lol. Welp. Hope you had a good time while you were up here. Love you!
from lunaua :
Hey there, I'm going to apply at Random List (similar to Frozen Kiss) for them to add Who Knew, if you don't mind. I realize that I only get one review out every week or two, so if it brings any new traffic then you'll be the one who deals with it most, so it's your call. Lemme know.
from xfuzzypeechx :
hey thankz so much, i really appreciate it. i'll just unlink all of them, i put them up there because i just like to sometimes check up on the people i review, but when i have a chance to read 1 or 2 most of the time i read yours. By the way your daughters diary is soo cute & it's a great idea for when she's like my age. Now i really wish my parents did that for me.
from xfuzzypeechx :
lol thankz so much for telling me. i didnt realize you had a counter so i'll take it off. [heh this is emabarassing :P ]
from lunaua :
Eh, I was going to ask you if I could have "K" on hunu, but then I saw her "impeach Bush" diaryring... And she had such potential... I ought to be done with the one I have by the weekend... If I end up with "K" down the road that's fine, I'm not un-asking for her. See ya!
from hopeful1004 :
Hey honey, I can keep up with you daily now from school. Anyway, what is the actual day you will be back in Akron? I know you have so many people to see but even if I could just say hello and give you a hug, I would be happy. I've been so busy I haven't even gotten a chance to go and see Robin. Darn work and classes. Grrr... Love ya bunches.
from faded-souls :
I will soooo have to look for stuff on that guy, anyone who can do stuff that like HAS to be awesome. I can remember the fight was going to be over who was Willie..not Charlie..I cant remember why I said him..hmm..I am sooo glad its gonna be Johnny though..and cant wait to see how it turns out. Take care :)
from wiccareviews :
Your review at Wicca Reviews is up! (Sorry for the delay.) Hope you like it!
from fwordslut :
i feel bad cause i left and your one person short, but the three of you all rock so i know youll get it lol. off i go to work on my web page LOVE YOU!!! I CANT WAIT TO SEE YOU!!
from she-reviews- :
Your review is up!. Enjoy :-)
from faded-souls :
lol, yup..me went crazy and took over all by myself, but I am lovin' it! and hey dont worry, In honesty I am glad that you requested and I could NEVER get bored of your diary! so dont be silly girl :) I maybe even a little nervous..shoot...
from faded-souls :
Hey thanks! I really love the layout too, I had another good one but once I saw the one I have now I HAD to change it...and well..I was a huge fan of Alice In Wonderland when I was a kid- this one is far from kiddie safe..but oh well...what is American McGee's Alice? I think I heard of it somewhere..hmm...yeah I heard about Tim Burton and Johnny Deep remaking Charlie And The Chocolate Factory..thats gonna be so awesome! I heard they were still trying to decide which is gonna be Charlie..it HAS to be Johnny..lol. thanx!
from faded-souls :
aHEM...I did get a request from Who Knew...just not with this diary...heh. *cough*
from mmomyzgurl :
Now I'm sorry what had happen. The truth is that I was away on vaction and my cousins was watching the house and something happen and this mess came out( a promise on the bible too!) So Sorry what happen ok. good My cousin sid they are sorry too and I want just to write a diary here not start some trouble! ok. I so sorry but I have nothing to do with this ok. I know this is not only for girls I know a lot more than you think! I have a family who left me on the street and now I live with a women who take drugs because of her illness so came you please leave me out of this! My cousin are joining this and they want to talk to you not me ok. So sorry for the mess they did. Now I want to be your friend because you have a good agrument too! Now I'm saying that a good thing. Hey came you teach me? I want us to keep talking ok. Thanks. outy
from pashiesplace :
Touche'!
from lealoo :
Wow, that naive little girl has no idea what she's talking about, huh?! I think you spelled it out for her quite well though. Good for you.
from dorknoodle :
Wow, Cats. That last entry took me for a complete loop around the park and then some. The moralism brigade sucks, especially from some brainwashed kiddo. Words are words. Hey, we'll be in California for about ten days come this Friday, but I'll be back in touch upon return. Hope you're well.
from mmomyzgurl :
Hi catsmeow, Sorry if I hurt your feels but I'm new to the whole web diary thing and I didn't know that boys(men) would care if they went in a little girl thing. But let me tell you something their are little kids on this website too! They don't need to her all this gay stuff like lil-gay-goth wrote, saying that he can be a boy,.. or bisexual!! They don't need to know that stuff yet. Their are some kids who are 8 and 6 they are my little sisters who are on this site!! Next time think before you write!! Telling to educated remark!!
from faded-souls :
you know who I am right? ;-)
from sbspsd :
this is an invitation to be reviewed by sepia reviews. (our review site is located at: http://sbspsd.diaryland.com) request in our notes section after reading the rules and scoring and remember to include the catch-phrase and the word "INVITE". Invited guests have a priority on the pending list. cheers!
from catsmeow1224 :
hahaha... yeah... Ok.
from jamyelicious :
Hey i just wanted to say I am one of Danic's friends and I am a close one. I thought it was rude to be like "oh and she's a cheerleader, nuff said." Um, what's that got to do with anything! NOthing! Actually I was a cheerleader for 2 years and I made it to the squad this year.(although i quit)Cheering has nothing to do with it! I got A's all year. Ok, so don't be stereotyping cheerleaders!
from pashiesplace :
LMAO! Poor Danica deserved worse from you! Glad you were honest with her even if you had to hold yourself back a bit.
from kristintracy :
Hey. Re: NFCU, my father was in the Marine Corps, and as long as you are a dependent (e.g. wife or daughter, such as myself...daughter that is, not wife (or both!), you can get an account there. Hence, Navy Federal is my Credit Union of (sort of) choice. I'd rather not have to deal with money at all, frankly, but, what to do?
from heyjuderevu :
Okay, hi there... this is Jude, I own HeyJudeReviews... I am DEEPLY sorry about Michael's comments. You must NOT thank him. There is a notice up here: http://heyjuderevu.diaryland.com/notice.html. I'm very very sorry again. Thank you for your time.
from heyjuderevu :
hi there. this is michael from heyjuderevu. your review is up on our site (located at http://heyjuderevu.diaryland.com). congratulations and hope you like your review. you MUST thank the reviewer who reviewed your diary. thanks for reading. bye!
from heyjuderevu :
hi there. this is michael from heyjuderevu. your review is up on our site (located at http://heyjuderevu.diaryland.com). congratulations and hope you like your review. you MUST thank the reviewer who reviewed your diary. thanks for reading. bye!
from grey-reviews :
You review is up at Shades of Grey Reviews. The URL is http://grey-reviews.diaryland.com/catsmeow.html. Sorry it took so long to get the review finished. Have a nice evening!
from lovely-freak :
i just googled "breast implants diaryland" and got this.... hotmamas.diaryland.com/ you were talking about interest in implants and i thought that this site: http://forums.implantinfo.com/cgi-local/support.cgi? might be of interest to you. btw... i'm nikki in milwaukee on the site. i just thought you might be interested in more information. i don't mean to offend. take care
from lunaua :
wow, I wasn't expecting such a quick reply. Can you believe that yours is the ONLY diary that I can get into now? I don't understand it. It's very funny how things happen. All I ever wanted was to be a housewife, etc. I never discounted the importance of getting an education; that was something that I wanted to do too. I just didn't want to have to use it; I just wanted to have it. Now... sigh... now I'm all about career. And I like that. I'm just a bit worried that I'll forget to squeeze in family. Honestly, I don't even know that I'd care if it wasn't for Jeff. Perhaps if a lifetime were about 20 years longer than it is, then I'd have a perfect timeslot picked out for all of that. It's funny how things work out.
from lunaua :
Hey, I'm here.. It just started working again. Anyway, I just had to inquire one thing about your 5 answers. The part where you said you regretted college and that you always knew you wanted to be a mother so college was a waste of time and the teachers' advices were more damaging than helpful. Perhaps it is your memory issues, but I can recall you several times having said just the opposite in the late part of high school/early college. Quote, "May I be blessed with no children." was a direct response that you said to me once. Maybe it's easier now for you to define your goals since now you feel like you are on the right path, but you gave every indication before that these were not always what you wanted for your life. Just Curious.
from lunaua :
errr... did you notice that the reviewers on Wicca Reviews are 12 and 13 years old? I dunno... I don't think I can handle having my spelling criticized by a middle-schooler. Lemme know how yours turns out.
from emiline220 :
Hi! I just posted your 5 questions. I hope you like them. I'm really glad you are back.
from dnyl22 :
WELCOME BACK!!! *throws confetti and blows noise makers!!!*
from pashiesplace :
Happy Birthday to Robin!
from uzzih :
Hey sorry to hear it, about the going deep into underground of encrypted crypt diary thing. But you do what you have to do. I hope all is well...If not, i got a cup of hot chocolate to soothe the restless pains of another day away... /me pours a cup
from lunaua :
Hey Nik, You ought to go see what I'm trying to do to Jeff's diary. It's pretty messy now, but I figure since he's not using it, it will become my workbench.
from flyinby :
it sucks when people can't understand that these diary things are for US not THEM. *grumble* i, too, have been under attack for things i've said in my diary - it's really stupid in my opinion. sorry you are locking up. if you want to share your pass with me i'd love it, but if not that's ok too.
from skittlez619 :
lol, aww thanks, glad I made you laugh, and yes, I see what you mean, I did go on..in fact I cant really understand anything I wrote this morning, i'll just blame it on being 6am at the time :-p
from sassytoez :
Hey! I really like your diary! Check out mine sometime... http://sassytoez.diaryland.com
from hotcanadian :
I don't hate Americans, I cleared that up in my diary so you might want to check that out. I'm actually surprised you even read my diary, you didn't seem to like it. Anyway, I'm sorry to hear you'll be locking your diary. :( I hope you do come back though, you're a great writer. Oh well, I was just dropping a line back to you. Take Care.
from msundrstood :
Hey...Sorry to hear you're passwording this. I didn't realize you were having such problems with people criticizing you. That's rididculous!!! But, I understand your decision and respect it if you feel it's best. Just let me know when you start updating again. Best regards, Tamara
from sprinklestar :
Your review is up on Sprinkle Star Reviews!
from squirrelx :
Thanks for the note! I think the conclusions you've drawn regardin' Marie's situation are very similar to mine. I do believe the haints are actin' in her defense, to an extent, but their rage, like hers, is unfocused and consequently dangerous. After havin' a chance to rest and reflect on my impressions of the weekend, I've decided to go back to Bedford one more time. At the very least, I need to have a heart to heart talk with Marie. Warmest regards, Xtine
from pashiesplace :
Great entry!
from bijou-review :
My bad! In a moment of exhaustion I added you twice...heh! sorry!
from bijou-review :
Hi there! I apologize I didn't see your request in the notes section earlier. At anyrate, I understand the guestbook issues, I've had them myself, an added you to the list. -Rosaline

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