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from fuzzy-grey :
I knew you were going to have a kid.... you people who hate people who have kids can't help but to have kids... :) Congratulations!!!
from fuzzy-grey :
what the fuck have you been on about? I can tell your pissed about something... no idea what.
from fuzzy-grey :
I would like to hear yah new blog address...
from fuzzy-grey :
I like the Fair Maiden sake. Mmm.
from fuzzy-grey :
I like the Fair Maiden sake. Mmm.
from fuzzy-grey :
Why Dubai?
from fuzzy-grey :
We're grumpy JUST BEFUCKINGCAUSE!!!!
from astralounge :
I taught you that rhyme. :) That makes me smile.
from fuzzy-grey :
Oh, no, YOU are a unique snowflake. It's those other people...(nod)
from fuzzy-grey :
Pan's Labyrinth could have been so much better. It took so long to go nowhere, and though I appreciate dark fantasy, there wasn't nearly enough of it.
from astralounge :
Hey baby! I saw the note you left me. My email address is my first and middle name as one word at gmail.com. :) I would email you instead but I think you said last time we talked that you don't use the khoal one anymore... so I guess I need your most recent email address too! Happy new year and such. :P
from fuzzy-grey :
One of us! One of us!
from fuzzy-grey :
WoooooooooW! Congratulations!!! That's so great!
from astralounge :
Thank you, hon. I love you too.
from zeroreverb7 :
thats a great song. hugs peace.
from fuzzy-grey :
Oh yeah.. and hi!
from fuzzy-grey :
Do you think the same thing would happen to your grandma if she went to therapy? :)
from astralounge :
Yes, much funnier. :)
from astralounge :
HAHAHAHAHA!!! I can't believe you wrote about that notebook! I have seen that notebook with my own eyes, and I remember the tequila story! You lied to me, bastard! :) I still have the chunk of black crystal you gave me on that visit, you know that? It always reminds me of you. Smooch!
from leggodad :
what fuzzy actually said was "So what? he found someone who's actually willing to bone him then falls off the planet?" Engagement was never mentioned! Just wanted to clear that up---
from fuzzy-grey :
No, I totally understand. In fact, that's exactly why I had to go and start drama for myself. So that I can be funnier. Details of drama to follow...(In my blog, of course.)
from astralounge :
That is good information to have, but fortunately the tree is indeed fake. :) And not only is it fake, it's PINK as well! And I do still care to read your damn entries, for what it's worth... but I know how you feel. I feel that way about my journal a lot now, too. :) http://astralounge.diaryland.com/060117_46.html
from astralounge :
Beautiful entry.
from prissy-pants :
Just a note to say hello and that I hope things are well for you.
from astralounge :
I'm sorry, G. My thoughts are with you. Peace.
from diedie666 :
I'm sorry for your loss. :-(
from zeroreverb7 :
I am so very very sorry Garald...you know where I am if you need anything. Love and Peace and many hugs...
from fuzzy-grey :
Neat!!!
from astralounge :
So happy for you, love. Be sure to invite me! I adore you, funny dark man. :)
from fuzzy-grey :
Happy Biiiiiiiiirthday, buh-buh-buh-buh biiiiiiiiiirthday.
from fuzzy-grey :
I frickin' love cruises. I just hate flushing in the middle of the night. Though, I do sleep like a baby on cruises. Mmmmm.... cruises...
from childofdark :
Hello! Just stopping by again to see your new stuff. Brilliant as always! You take the best black and white shots i have ever seen! See ya! ~Hallie http://crimsonvisions.deviantart.com/
from unwittingly :
My my, what a small world.
from zeroreverb7 :
that picture is especially cool because of that little purple flower amidst all of those red and white ones...very nice...:) Peace
from astralounge :
Damn. That picture is gorgeous. But so... cheery. How odd for old Khoal of the Black Dragons. Or whateverthefuck it was. :) I can't tell you how damn proud I am of you!
from edancer :
hi, i saw that you were looking for people to model for your corset project on the vegas goths list... i wont be back in vegas till june, and i'm guessing that would be a bit too late, but, i would deffinitely be interested, and even if not for this project, any other. i really liked what i saw on the site. good luck with the project and the gallery, i'll make sure to check it out when i do get back to vegas.
from groovebunny :
Welcome back and awesome news on your gallery! I'm glad everything has fallin in place for you. It sounds like, with a wonderful girl by your side, there's no place but up from here. :)
from unwittingly :
Holy crap, you're happy! Thank fuck.
from lunablossom :
Welcome back photoguy. I've missed you. Glad to have you back.
from astralounge :
I'm so happy for you, hon. We've seen each other through a lot of shit, and I'm glad we're both in such great places now. We deserve it. We must chat soon!!! Love you!
from zeroreverb7 :
Yay!!!!!!! Congratulations!!!!!!!!!
from ravynespeaks :
Just want to wish you a very Happy New Year. May 2005 be your best year ever!
from zeroreverb7 :
Yeah. fuck the south. I Live in it. so I know how badly she needs to get fucked. How Are YOU????? Love and Hugs!
from astralounge :
Damn. That fuck the south message is beautiful. :)
from childofdark :
a long time ago i was addicted to this site and i watched your diary a lot to see the awesome photography. i now have my own account on deviantart and i wanted to tell you that you were my first spark of facination with photography. if you want to see my work go to http://crimsonvisions.devaintart.com/ . your pictures always have the wonderful gritty look, with a lot of emotion in every shot. Thanx for inspiring me! ~Hallie
from zeroreverb7 :
Hi Mr. G. How Are YOU? :) Hugs Hugs Hugs
from little-me :
I miss talking to you.
from zeroreverb7 :
god i miss you. Im glad everything is going so great for you (it is isn't it?)...congrats on the house and the lovely companion (I never had a doubt)you're still beautiful..hugs Peace
from groovebunny :
Bush and Kerry scare me. Talk about having no choice. I think I'm gonna write Mickey Mouse in on the ballot this time around....ugggh
from fuzzy-grey :
Two words. Char Coal.
from astralounge :
Miss you too, loser! :) I assume a "rub and tug" is the same as a "massage with hand release"? If you keep it from her because you think she'd be pissed about it, it's probably cheating. That's my opinion.
from fuzzy-grey :
Yes, this is about where you can do that. :b
from stupiddisco :
i tried to email you but your email addy is down.. have you got another?
from unwittingly :
Hey, has Happy Land been built over yet? I drove around looking for remnants of the route but my memory is hazy.
from fuzzy-grey :
Also, none of this, "I can't make it" shit. I won't stand for it. It's going on for many an hour, so it's not like there won't be an extra hour you can't make for me.............fucker. :)
from fuzzy-grey :
Hey, speaking of sanctity of marriage........ my reception is on May 20. (That's a thursday.) From 3pm on. If I were you, which I'm not, I know, but if I were, I'd give Paul a call, and ya'll can all come together. (See, that whole sentence rhymed with itself.) I'm also inviting the lovely Miss Lynda. Shit, bring your camera, as I'm sure I'll be as lovely as ever smashed out of my gourd. Excellent. Bring your lovely Lovely and we shall all eat, drink, and be merry. (And, yes, there shall be plenty of drink.)
from astralounge :
P.S. Thanks for the well-done rant. I needed a good political rant. Smooch!
from astralounge :
DAMN. That rocks, hon! I know you've been wanting to move out forever, and I know you've wanted to get Grandma out, too. I am so glad that you've found a place and found someone to make you happy. It's a great feeling, isn't it? And you deserve it!! :)
from unwittingly :
Heeeeeeey, good to see you back and in top form.
from mr-spider :
Ah...another voice of reason. Thanks again.
from ktdream :
Wow amazing layout you have-- just like the way you made the words look glowing and then the content is superior as well.
from diedie666 :
Hiyaz! This is a new review site in diaryland and we are recruiting reviewees. So come check out the site @ blunt-revues.diaryland.com. Your friends ~ Morgan, Nikki, and Alli
from abrayla :
Happy Yule!! Merry Christmas!!! and HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!
from fuzzy-grey :
How much do you love me? Ok, you can just tell me tomorrow when I see you and give you the details. :D
from unwittingly :
We're going out for sushi when I visit and that's final.
from fuzzy-grey :
so, like, don't you have a thing? I don't know the details....so let me know.
from xtooprettyx :
hi! please reread the rules then request again! thanx a bunch...
from xtooprettyx :
hey.. want to get your diary design review? doesn't matter who made the review... if you do, you can request a review at xtooprettyx design reviews...
from zeroreverb7 :
I miss you..and I hope all is well with you Hugs Hugs Peace
from tangtangking :
I love Foucault,n I'm not a GAY,maybe we can discuss his books, like the order of things:)
from unwittingly :
I was just thinking about you today. I'm glad you updated.
from obi-char :
That's a beautiful picture.
from zeroreverb7 :
:) Yay :)
from leggodad :
yeah, I was there for that, but I almost forgot to notice...beautiful, yet frighteningly 'RENALDO'
from obi-char :
Aww, I'm not drinkin' da h8erade, yo.
from unwittingly :
YAY, you're back!
from lunablossom :
hey, wondering if you ever checked out deviant art as a place to display your pics. http://www.deviantart.com. Let me know what you think.
from fuzzy-grey :
Ok. I get it. You're "happy". So, take a break galavanting around with your time suck and AMUSE US DAMMIT!!!
from obi-char :
Life is better when you don't have a plan, I've always thought. Ps - this conversing through notes thing is kinda weird.
from obi-char :
So, what's the plan after hell?
from obi-char :
I changed my template. Hopefully it's not as scary. Oh, and hope you're doing alright.
from zeroreverb7 :
yeah bitch...er...:)love hugs
from obi-char :
Update, bitch. I'm bored.
from obi-char :
I'll catch them in my cleavage. *wink* Then I'll promptly throw them away or at someone else. I hate olives.
from zeroreverb7 :
love you miss you hug you :)
from zeroreverb7 :
sing with me now..."you are so beautiful to me...can't you see?" :) hugs love peace ;)
from zeroreverb7 :
well now I feel badly for recommending that book...but really...you are my heartbreaking work of staggering genius: broken hearted because you are a million miles away and Im not a zillionaire goddess that can bridge the distance. and I think you are staggering. mind blowing. and a genius. so anyway. this probably makes no sense. I hope you are ok...hugs love Peace
from fuzzy-grey :
Okay, mister, I know precisely where your truck was and you were not. We want details, and we want them juicy. :)
from zeroreverb7 :
hope your wrist feels better and what happened?? Love Hugs Peace
from zeroreverb7 :
you write so beautifuly...hugs love peace
from groovebunny :
I dream a lot of dead relatives. In the dreams they don't say anything. They just smile at me. Maybe I'm missing some of them. Take care:)
from zeroreverb7 :
I miss you. come over here. hugs hugs love peace
from obi-char :
Well, unfortunately, I'm inclined to agree with you, but only to a certain extent. Of course, there are exceptions to every rule. I'm not sure if I'm one of them, though. I've been single so long, I'm not really sure how affected I would be. I can tell you that most of my friends are guys, anyway. So I guess I'm in the minority. But by observing *other* chicks in relationships, I would have to say you're not far off there. But. I would also say that guys are probably more social in relationships than girls by nature. I don't know. I'm probably just full of shit.
from obi-char :
Hey now, female friends are loyal! Until like, she hears from her best friend's cousin's sister's aunt's acquaintance that you might've been seen in a restaurant smiling at another girl. Other than that, we're way loyal.
from obi-char :
Good idea. I'll go with you.
from obi-char :
Whatever, baldy. Oh, and I wish I would've read your diary earlier this week. I would've sent you a can of Aqua-Net for your birthday. I care enough to send the very best.
from prissy-pants :
Happy Fourth Of July. Have a good one :)
from groovebunny :
Hi and Happy Birthday! Dang that you mentioned Thai food. Now I've got that hankering I must satisfy. Also...I am really sorry to read about your Mom and Grandma. I hope they are doing well and that you are too.*hugs*
from unwittingly :
Yay, happy to hear your birthday was happy. :)
from astralounge :
Actually, I have a birthday card organizer that has pockets for each month to store cards in, plus blanks to list important events for that month. All I have to do is look at that month, pull a card out, and send it. :)
from astralounge :
Happy birthday baby!! Hope you got my card in time! :)
from zeroreverb7 :
Have a Happy One:)!!!! Hugs Love
from fuzzy-grey :
So, uh, it's your birthday, eh? Hmm.... So, um, whatcha doin around 4 am tomorrow (Tuesday morning)? If you know you're gonna be up, I'll meet you at Chicago. Buy you a shiny shot or somethin.
from zeroreverb7 :
Hey handsome...let me know when you are going to be home again or whatever..and I'll ring ya...I hope you are ok..mucho love and hugs :)
from obi-char :
Ps - you know I dig you, baby.
from obi-char :
I tried reading all of that, but I fell asleep.
from fuzzy-grey :
Ah, yes. Of course.
from fuzzy-grey :
How the hell do you get a picture of lightening? I've always wondered. Especially out HERE?
from zeroreverb7 :
Absolutely Brilliant hugs hugs peace
from thetallguy :
Hey, I updated again finally. For real this time.
from fuzzy-grey :
OH! Didja get Wee Free Men yet? I got it if you don't. I also just bought The Amazing Maurice and His Educated Rodents, which was intended as a children's book, but, seriously, Pratchett. I think he could vomit on looseleaf and I would eat it up as literature.
from groovebunny :
Sorry to read about your job situation. That really, really sucks. :( At least November is still a ways away. Hopefully you'll find a sponsor by then to help with the framing costs. I'm wishing ya much luck and well wishes here.*hugs*!
from fuzzy-grey :
Um.....yeah.... but have you seen Finding Nemo yet? Sorry stuff isn't working right now. And there's a bunch to be said about multiple photo copy murals stapled to walls.
from obi-char :
RUNNOFT!! hahaha. I love that. Poo about the job thing. Maybe AquaNet is hiring?
from unwittingly :
<3!!!!!
from zeroreverb7 :
good lord man I leave you alone for a week or so and look what happens ;)and you aren't a failure...You Are Most Certainly Not. love love love and mucho Hugs peace
from prissy-pants :
You have such a way with words, I can tell that you are quite the character....I bet that your photography is awesome as well. Tell TallGuy HI...if nothing else just to make him say "WTF"
from obi-char :
So. The secret's out, eh Mullet Nuts?
from obi-char :
"Grandma's" Aqua-Net? Haha. Whatever.
from abrayla :
Ahhhggggg!!!!!!!! I am so terrified of spiders. You found a family of wolf spiders that were looking for a drink of water. Maybe a new cozy place to live as well. They are not deadly, but their bites are pretty nasty. Good thing you killed them.
from unwittingly :
I hope you don't actually think I'm going to argue that point. :P
from zerom3ph :
buawahahahahahaha!!! i wanna see the 'arachno-christ' pictures!
from astralounge :
Hee. Yeah, sure. As long as you don't mind the screaming loud sex we have. :)
from obi-char :
I KNOWWW! I would like, so have sex with an ugly rich man to get tickets to that show. I'm sure you would, too.
from groovebunny :
Hi! Okay I'm just going to leave "one" note this time. ;) I don't know of any guy who would pass up seeing naked women jumping around a pool. And I have to give you credit for noticing there was a ball and a net under such circumstances. :) I know what you mean about the whole casual sex thing. I pretty much need to have an emotional attachment to whoever the lucky fella before sex even enters my mind. Ummm...hope you didn't slap your boy around too hard. ;) ~charm
from groovebunny :
Hi! I feel like suck a dorkus. I added you to my faves but spelt your name wrong. So here I thought you hadn't updated since forever since it wasn't showing correctly in my fave list. I have a lot of reading to catch up on! :) ~charm
from groovebunny :
Hi! I feel like suck a dorkus. I added you to my faves but spelt your name wrong. So here I thought you hadn't updated since forever since it wasn't showing correctly in my fave list. I have a lot of reading to catch up on! :) ~charm
from fuzzy-grey :
Heh.... I own the T-shirt, my friend. No seriously, I have the "I NEED MY SPACE" shirt.
from zerom3ph :
heh, if you liked that, you should check out hertzfeldt's site- http://www.bitterfilms.com
from fuzzy-grey :
Yeah, but I'm all bloated and PMSing right now, so I could give a rat's ass if you still hate me or not. Fucker. I'm sorry. Gah! :)
from fuzzy-grey :
Haven't smoked anything for a long time... though may be partaking in some tomorrow, which maybe you should do as well. Tyler Durden's personality splintered off of Narrator, not the other way around. You know what the hell I'm saying, stop pissin' me off. I'm still on vacation, dammit.
from fuzzy-grey :
Yes, I know, really! Well, it's *technically* true that they were the same person, but I would say that Tyler Durden was the narrator, not that the narrator was Tyler Durden....and your tummy probably hurts because you're pissing me off. :)
from zeroreverb7 :
I want to say...as I stand here...with my sculptor tools...that I Love you. I hope you are ok. feeling alright. and hopefully...one day..getting some sleep. may someone love you big today...Hugs Peace
from fuzzy-grey :
Yes, I know. :)
from fuzzy-grey :
I thought you would bring that point up. And, yes, it's true. Just not accurate. The other fucker is billed as "narrator". Cheerio!
from fuzzy-grey :
"Narrator" actually talks about the single serving friend. Tyler Durden said, "How's that working out for you?" ..........yeah, I don't know why I always feel the need to correct you. It's like a drug.
from zerom3ph :
hrm right yes hence. gold star for you and such. (i'm suddenly thinking of the the onion's 'very special forces' article)
from mr-spider :
Moths! Insidious little shits those things are...not even I play with them. Not to curse you or anything...but I wonder what insect species will come to take over the moths...A plague of locusts? Really should stop writing notes this late at night....best of luck from the spider!
from obi-char :
Hahahaha, yes, thank you. It was well worth the wait.
from obi-char :
I'm disturbed, appalled, and slightly miffed that I'm not in your profile ANYwhere. I would think that after adding a cool new word to your vocabulary, I would have overqualified myself. WHAT MORE DO YOU WANT FROM ME, YOU BASTARD?! I don't know how you can sleep at night. Anyway, I'm off to cry, or masturbate, whichever happens first.
from zeroreverb7 :
re: your note...Yes. :) for one thousand life times ;) Hugs Hugs Hugs Love and peace
from obi-char :
Altruism. Yeah, thanks asshole. Because really, I NEVER get stupid comments like that, EVER. Heh. Oh, and ^h8erade^.
from smartepants :
wow..your photography is amazing.
from zerom3ph :
ye gods. that onion article was fuckin' funny, yet depressing anough to actually make wish i was back on zoloft. ewwwwww.....
from chise :
At least you can say youíve lived a fairly interesting life. =] And yes, being stuck just means me appreciating the travel much more. But thatís me being optimistic and thatís a rare event hehe. How is life in Las Vegas anyways? My family, being a bunch of gamblers, goes to LV at least once a year so I see the strip enough. Itís gotten to the point where there isnít any more novelty in going. But I assume you donít live on the strip. =D Do you work as a photographer exclusively or.. have another job? Commercial or art? Anyways, Iíve got a paper due in 5 hours. Should get to work on that.
from fuzzy-grey :
Quit drinkin' the h8terade.. that's funny! I'll have to use it...on my minor brothas... but seriously.... YOUR FAMILY LEFT YOU TO GO TO DISNEYWORLD??? What in the world did they say when they came back? I mean.... you were 6.. isn't that the prime age to go? why didn't they take you? What was their excuse? How long were they gone? Did you have Ramen?
from zeroreverb7 :
hmmmmmm
from obi-char :
You know my name is Charity, right? So yeah, quit drinkin da h8erade, man.
from fuzzy-grey :
Yeah, I went to see the Matrix tonight too. And the first thing I said, after one of the people I went with woke up, was "Well, one of them had to suck."
from scanzilla :
Great photography.
from nuel :
I went to see the Matrix tonight too:D
from chise :
i thought about not posting for a while considering the lack of posts from other people, thereof. but then i realized, i don't have many so what the hey. here's the fourth in a row (someone break the cycle, quickly!) hong kong.. why were you there in the first place? just to see it? visit relatives? =] i'm not much of a traveller, considering i don't make the money. my parents do and they make the money choices, so supporting trips for my personal development just isn't in their agenda. plus, working is actually something they try and keep me from doing, since it takes me away from studying (not like this computer doesnt already do that). places ive visited.. pacific and southwest states, mostly. the philippines a few times, just to see family and give them lots of american gifts. mm.. i don't have plans. dont want to think so far, might get disappointed. =] probably the east coast, england, japan, poland.. thailand is also there, mostly for the architecture and cultural stuff. looks interesting. you live in vegas, right?
from chise :
-_-'' ahh, me again. had it explained to me in a variety of ways, all of which i'd rather not explain. =)
from chise :
also, breaux would have you explain to me what an asswrecking is. care to?
from chise :
mandarin's easier on the ears, love the sound. as for asswrecking, whatever it is, it doesnt sound like it'd be too comfortable. o.O wish i could say id been to hong kong though. lived there you say? how long? =) visited anywhere else?
from fuzzy-grey :
Heh.... I adore you and your undaunted use of the term "OMFG".
from nuel :
Well, since i am not as lucky to have a digital camera as you, and i do not have access to a dark room anymore, you will have to wait to see the photos till around the end of the month. Thats when i get paid and will be able to get them developed :| I intend to post some of them then. As for your crappy luck with women, don't let it get you down. They're going to be throwing themselves at your feet one day :D And im sure you'll take the higher road and not treat them like they did you, therefore, you will have won. At least in my head it makes sence, lol.
from nuel :
Hey again. You must be some kind of good luck charm, lol. Cuz the day that you left that message about finding the right model i found one. He was great, which is weird cuz i usually like to shot women more, more aestetically pleasing... but he was awesome, we totatlly clicked. :D
from keryanna :
I was reading your entry on God and love. We sound very similar. I was once deeply religious but now, well, I'm not. I'm not sure if I lost my faith or my faith lost me.
from chise :
bah, that was all pretty much futile as we can continue to try and outdo the other until our poor typing fingers cramp. as for the japanese, it's ok dont cry! *sniff. chinese is much more challenging. ideograms and all.. o.O ja matta ne!
from zeroreverb7 :
the picture didn't show up this morning...It's really awesome..I hope you are feeling better...love hugs
from fuzzy-grey :
I believe so. They cost about $25. Go. NOW.
from mr-spider :
Spiders sucking your bodily fluids...that's a creepy thought...anyhow...you probably shouldn't worry to much...make an example of one...crucify it or something...good luck with whatever's vexxing you.
from zeroreverb7 :
heyyy a Red Head...:) Have a good time! Read: Enjoy Yourself! I love you and you are going to be wonderful!!! yay You!!!! :)hugs
from fuzzy-grey :
Go to Target, buy the "Pest Offense" thing. It plugs into the wall. Is also a handy little night-light. I've had one for over a year and have very few bugs. There are still some every now and then, but a lot less than I used to get. cause bugs are HORRIFYING!
from luvinitj :
Shhhhhhh becareful they might find you like I did. Difference is Im not eeevvvviiiillll like they are. Shhh they are looking for you and they might just find you. Hurry hide under the bed!!!
from mr-spider :
could have sworn there was a guestbook somewhere...probably some of the eyes aren't working...hm...onto the favorites list you go...and don't hurt the spiders too much...they're just fans...overzealous ones.
from nuel :
I ran across your banner awhile ago and i have been hooked to your diary ever since. I love your photography. I am also an artist, my photography has been lacking lately tho, lack of models :( im sure you can relate.
from zeroreverb7 :
you know the Last thing you are is Weak. After all that you have been through...and you are still kind and generous and caring...you are my hero. You know you have gifts and a wonderful heart....hugs love peace
from ravynemyst :
Clicked your banner and I am glad I did. Find your art work disturbingly enchanting :) Will definitely be back again. Adding you to my buddy list under my Ravynespeaks diary because this one is ..well..full ::grins::
from chise :
I donít check my notes very often, but Iím glad that someone actually came by and checked out the diary. On the issue of abortion. Well, it is a touchy subject, and as for the reason that people have children, different cultural backgrounds, very obviously, affect a personís decision. One can be selfish in anything they do, but it always depends on that particular person. I donít know anyone who would have a baby ďjust to have oneĒ. Neither have I met anyone who would like to carry a family name, though Iíve certainly read of it. Usually, for people around me, they have no reason. Some people, believe it or not, just want to be able to take care of someone from the start. But you canít tell me that ďno matter how [I] look at it, itís still selfishĒ because you donít define it. I, myself, donít agree that abortion is selfless, though I can see where youíre coming from. I donít consider existence a burden, and from your writing, you donít seem to either. So why call it that? If life is not worth living, why arenít more people, well, dead? Because theyíre scared? I suppose thatíd be a reason not to have a child as well. Whatís more, NOT making a conscious decision is much more selfish. Having sex and not thinking more of it, thatís selfish as well. Of course, considering American society, this is all well and good. Because we have ďchoicesĒ and no one is going to slap our hands for the bad things we do.
from ashadeofred :
im definetly diggin your diary. your very interesting and the pictures are just great! just lovin it.
from zeroreverb7 :
oh garald. so sorry that happened.hugs hugs love peace
from fuzzy-grey :
Yeah, that's supa-sweet.
from unwittingly :
NOOOOOOOO, you weren't supposed to see those! You didn't have to actuallu *look* at them to know that you could do a better job, that was a given, dammit!!! Ack, the other pic I was thinking about using is in my LJ *cringe* [http://unwittingly.livejournal.com]. Look to your right.
from unwittingly :
THANK YOU! I'm gonna be a super gold diary whore, just like you!
from zeroreverb7 :
you know now we are All going to ask for banners :)...it is really cool!!! have a groovy one :) Hugs Hugs love peace
from fuzzy-grey :
and I didn't mention it before.....not because the world revolves only around Christie right now.... well... I mean that.... but also, I couldn't see the banner.... which is why I didn't mention it.... but it look GREAT. I think after it blinks "Unwittingly" it should blink ".diaryland.com" after it all faded kinda like the "know" does. then we would really know that "unwittingly" is the d*land name. (nod) I ADORE that picture of her though.
from unwittingly :
Ack, that was supposed to be "it", not "in". I suck at using outdated phrases. :(
from unwittingly :
Screeee, I'm diggin' in! Ooo, I have another image you might want to use if you're interested in making a second... you know, if you have the time/energy/attention span and all that.
from unwittingly :
It's broken!! :(
from fuzzy-grey :
Excellent! Maybe it can be a double wedding. Cause that's about when ours will be. Those things are a pain in the ass to plan.
from fuzzy-grey :
Yes, freaky, eh? It's like only yesterday when I was not engaged...oh wait....We haven't even talked about a wedding yet. That seems like too much of a commitment. :)
from pyxopotamus :
your pictures are quite lovely.
from unwittingly :
Yay for Soulseek! Eh, no preference on the banners. Do it whenever you feel like and in whichever manner you think fits me and my journaly thingum. :)
from groovebunny :
Hi! Thanks for leaving me a note.:) The easter bunny picture is sooo clever! I just have to say that your work is intensely moving and wonderful. I look forward to seeing more as you post them.:) Take care. ~Ta!
from unwittingly :
How's the music hunt going? Are my CDs keeping you entertained/amused/horrified? Ooo, and how do you feel about making me a couple snazzy banners? I'm not very good at pimping myself.
from jocat05 :
I hope you know how fucking amazing your pictures are. I must commend your efforts.
from groovebunny :
Hi.:) Happened upon your amazing banner and found your site. I've read a few entries and love your writing style. I will be back! Ta!
from kwesta :
DAMN!!! Your banner and page kicks ass!!! Very nice picture of you. Ahhh attack of the bunnies! hehe... I've read your first couple entries, are you still a bartender? Welpz! You take care, and keep up the good work. -3rdShadow(Brian)
from zeroreverb7 :
Your Banner is Beautiful:) hugs love peace
from jjslair :
supercilious~ i came across your diary while i was updating my own and saw your banner, and i have to tell you that i really like your style. it's also a very rare thing for me to click on a banner ad, but your banner kicks ass! i loved it - it definitely caught my eye. anyway, if you'd like, stop by and check my site out sometime, i'd like that. have a good one, and keep writing~ jj
from supercilious :
Ahahah, I've got, by far, the most interesting notes :). Feel the love! (and threats of violence!) I'm certainly glad I've got J on my side :P.
from hawnadgrl :
Joyce, girlie you are nothing short from amazing. Everyone that does know YOU, knows that to be true.. All I can say about this tallguy is that his brother was dang lucky to date a girl like you. As for him thinking you were an idiot, it is just that your intelligence is so beyond his own that it was hard for him to even begin to be at the same level as you. All I know is that I do hope to meet this tallguy so I can tell him what Island girls do to guys that mess with there friends.. And I wish that he would just pull his bottom lip over his head and swallow it.
from supercilious :
Jack n koolkat: Yes, Joyce is a rather spectacular person. I find it hard to believe someone could know her and not love her. Their loss. Jack: Yes, custom prints are available of a decent majority of the images. Email me if you're interested, email is on mail page, remove the -no_spam shit.
from fuzzy-grey :
Whew.. because I was pretty impressed that you repeated it word for word without having read it. Must be that insomnia thing getting to ya. :)
from jacknimble :
Wow, G, great pix..Love them. Can I get any framed??? And I jsut wanted to say, Joyce is probably one of the best friends you can have, she will do anything for you and come out smiling. Dont think you know what your missing out on tall guy. Thats too bad, its even worse you dont really have a reason.. Poor bastard. :P
from z0tl :
* click here * - this is z0tl's poor man's banner. i am a link whore, won't you add me to your fave list for no reason? god bless the galapagos! :z
from zeroreverb7 :
wow. can you take a lawyer picture! Have fun tonight you!!! hugs love
from fuzzy-grey :
I just found out we can't link stuff in notes. Now I know.
from fuzzy-grey :
<a href="http://somethingpositive.net">Something Positive</a> Quite possibly the funniest comic ever. Go. Go there NOW. (Go to "First comic" and fall in love from there.)
from kooolkat :
I think anyone who would call a sweetheart like Joyce an "idiot" is a creep. Tallguy should change his name to Creepguy.
from unwittingly :
Soulseek > Kazaa. Maaan, I wish I wasn't on dialup. :(
from fuzzy-grey :
HEY! You read "Something Positive" too?
from nofat-chicks :
How interesting! A photographer from Vegas! Your design is quite sharp, too.
from thetallguy :
I do not care for Joyce, I do not want to know Joyce, I can not even look at Joyce. You know I have no problem with women. We have had many women hang out with us at Mosse's. But I really do not care to hang around my brother ex-girlfriend who I personally think is a bit of an idiot. Cool, you like her, fine. I don't.
from fuzzy-grey :
Shouldn't that be "EXERCISE those demons"? (giggle)
from zeroreverb7 :
this is so weird...I had a dream about you last night...:) hugs love
from unwittingly :
Yaaaaay!
from myotherone2 :
I love photography. I was just not too good at it. Your really lucky.
from thetallguy :
Did you just call me an assbag you cockmonkey, turtle worshipping, jizmunching, helium loving, methodist son of a two and one-half toed sloth suffering from athletes' foot? Do not make me call your grandmother again! I have her number (double meaning)!!!! I am a macho man (Village People). Scared now aint cha. Word to my homies. Nuf said.
from zeroreverb7 :
you know what? I dont get it either :) hugs Love :)
from thetallguy :
Let's use the example you just gave me, premarital sex versus the existance of God. My faith is based on the existance of God, that is it. I feel our job as humans is to enjoy the gift of life we were given, love our fellow men and women, and do our best to help those less fortunate. The laws of religion, man made, are designed to help us achieve this. Granted there is more to it, but I am being brief. No premarital sex, in my opinion, is designed to prevent emotional harm between couples and provide population boundries. No children out of wedlock and such. It is however very limiting. I will write a diary on my faith if you would like.
from silverbiker :
very nice layout i must say.. i hate easter too..*ick*
from zeroreverb7 :
:) how are you???? hugs love
from zeroreverb7 :
I think Im having sympathetic urges: all I could think to do today was take pictures...I have never been so driven to take pictures in my life..It was almost maddening...I hope you have the best weekend Hugs Love
from thetallguy :
You are a silly man. But mine is the sillier. O.K. So I ripped off Wrath of Khan, so sue me. And, you should stock beer in your house. I would definitely visit more often.
from zeroreverb7 :
thank you. for being perfectly and wonderfully you and so thoughtful and so beautiful....and btw congrats on your trip to nyc..thats awesome news....I wish I could crawl through my phone...:) You Are Wonderful Hugs Love
from thetallguy :
Doubt my faith? Are you kidding me. I am the biggest failure to my own school of thought. I guess that makes me hoples. By the way, tonight is Holy Thursday, would you like to join me for church. It is the day we honor the death of Jesus on the cross. Hey, stop laughing, it's important to me. By the way, we are still on for buying the leather mask tonight right?
from zeroreverb7 :
the real question is...why didnt i call you? :) hugs love
from fuzzy-grey :
No shit? Watching the hellacious burning of your loved ones is an option? Like, do you have to pay extra? That's SICK!!! (And not the good "sick" like kids are saying these days.)
from zeroreverb7 :
hey...thanks you :) hugs love
from zeroreverb7 :
"here's to the god shaped hole in all of us" you are mad brilliant Hugs :)
from thetallguy :
Monothiestic slave God. I love it. Free your mind Garald. Open your soul to the beauty, the splendor, the wonder of his Word. Go tell it on the mountain. Play with the naked flying babies, maybe one will shoot you in the ass with an arrow. You are ripe for salvation and I am your means to it. I am your vehicle o the road to spiritual enlightenment. Your moral and spiritual leader. And I say your first step to a free mind and body is to club baby seals, sell their pelt and fat, use your earnings to go to Thailand and for $2000 bhat, have four underaged women convince you there is a God. LUV, TG
from thetallguy :
Hey man, God is not dead, he's living under the porch, drinking a beer and watching porn. Come on, lets go have mass, I'll even bring the sacramental wine.
from sylvia123 :
By the way, I don't think I've ever thought to mention that I really adore your photography. Which I do. And now I have a Dairyland account solely to make sure I get around to telling you. :)
from zeroreverb7 :
I Love you :)
from zeroreverb7 :
Congrats!
from zeroreverb7 :
wait a minute :) the silk and shined shoes :) ok..who is the lucky woman? hugs :)
from ex-machina :
Thanks for your approval of my recent vas deferens cauterization. Though I do have advertising space remaining on my genetalia, the stamping of your username will require a $200 deposit which will be applied to actual stamping costs. Please send your preferred logo in .TIFF format to my graphics department along with 3 hairs from your pancreas. A proof copy of the stamping (tested on someone else's scrotum, of course) will be sent for your review prior to actual stamping. Sorry it took me so long to respond, but I have a lot of stamping to catch up on! \\\ex-machina///
from zeroreverb7 :
Hey...Niiice..good work...dig the template..:) Hugs
from daniellemj :
hah. for a minute there i though you were from denmark. gud means god in danish. heh. but you meant good, right?
from ghanima :
Thank you so much.
from zeroreverb7 :
you are my sunshine my only sunshine you make me happy when skies are gray :) im off to work now....hugs hugs hugs :)
from zeroreverb7 :
i was tooling around this morning around 4am..and I accidentally deleted it. so Re-Post It! :) sorry...you know I think you are amazing and hot and wonderful kissess kissess hugs:)
from zeroreverb7 :
well dont i feel like a dumbass :) Hugs
from unwittingly :
Danke, good sir. :)
from astralounge :
I want Jay to get a P.A. We're thinking instead of wedding rings, if we ever get married we might get a P.A. and a clit ring. Whee!
from fuzzy-grey :
Well..................um............................................................................................It's certainly a side of you I never thought I would see.
from zeroreverb7 :
that so freaking rules!!! and what a hot penis you have...Really...what a deliciously hot and sexy penis! :) and re: your note? Uh Yeah! I So Do! You Rule! Hugs
from zeroreverb7 :
from here I hug you madly :) hugs love and peace
from fuzzy-grey :
Wouldn't that be great if the advice worked for everything? "There are no women."
from zeroreverb7 :
:) Yes it is good stuff..great stuff..thank You :) I had a weird night last night too...but I hope you feel better...very much better soon...take good care...many many many hugs love and peace
from unwittingly :
I agree with both your statements, but a child should not be brought into the world just to teach a lesson to an irresponsible/stupid person. I'm pretty sure we're on the same wavelength, I just misinterpreted what you wrote since that's a touchy subject for me.
from unwittingly :
"I honestly believe people should pay for their stupidity. Suffering with a child is really good punishment for those stupid enough to have one when they arenít ready" ....You're kidding, right?
from fuzzy-grey :
Don't you get it? Most of us DO need fucking help. A lot of us aren't used to people being nice to us. Duh. :)
from shimmyshimmy :
Enjoyed my visit to your diary... Just letting you know.
from unwittingly :
"You're the person who, when told not to press a button due to massive explosion, presses it to make sure those fucks weren't lying." Eeep, you hit the nail on the head.
from fuzzy-grey :
And if you ask Nate Tannenbaum how he's doing, he'll say "Mostly Sunny."
from zeroreverb7 :
Yay!:) hugs Peace
from zeroreverb7 :
I picked up the Nietzsche you told me about and I found the NIN song. you are my favorite person..:) Im guessing from your lack of entry that your date was Better than good and more soothing than rain :) Hugs hugs Peace :)
from fuzzy-grey :
Good luck getting laid tonight.... Mmmtch mmtch mmtch bum-bum-bum tch mmtch mmtch.. :)
from zeroreverb7 :
Grapes? Of Course! :)! I dreamt that I was talking to your J on the phone..and we were laughing and talking and having a ball...have a good time tonight!!!! Hugs Hugs love and peace
from thisisjohn :
hmm. I dont know this chad, or know of him either... sorry. I asked a buddy of mine, he never heard of him either. but it IS still a small community.
from fuzzy-grey :
Yes. Odd sense. That's exactly right. :)
from zeroreverb7 :
you are a sweetheart :) you really really really are..she'd be a fool not to fall madly in love with you :) hugs hugs hugs love and peace
from fuzzy-grey :
Nah. You gotta be worth more than that. You have that whole angsty artist thing going for ya.
from fuzzy-grey :
So... what you're saying is...I SHOULD be all freaked out about not cooking and cleaning?
from thisisjohn :
looks as if I am not the only one sleepless on a friday morning.
from unwittingly :
Well, you're the busy man, so _you_ pick the day.
from zeroreverb7 :
you know...as far as the tank is concerned...dude..Im surrounded by equipment...;)I hope you feel better soon love take good care hugs peace
from unwittingly :
Awww, but douchebag is such a classic insult! As for the "other guy"... Oy vey, I don't even know where to start. Just give me my bitch whuppin' cane & call me Mac Mommy L. When am I going to see you? I'm downloading music faster than I can burn it for you.
from astralounge :
Hey, are you sure about that with your images? I let mine lapse and I didn't lose my images. Did you use the help section to email Andrew and ask? :)
from zeroreverb7 :
Hey. How are you??? How you feeling? still alive over there? are you Ok??? Need anything? Hugs hugs hugs Peace
from zeroreverb7 :
:) sooner than later I greatly hope :) hugs love peace
from zeroreverb7 :
Ive only seen it on video..Im so jealous but Im so glad You got to see it and that you had a good time :) I hope You Had A Really Good Time :) Hugs love Peace
from zeroreverb7 :
I havent seen les mis..send the jet hugs Peace
from lunablossom :
Feel better!
from zeroreverb7 :
dear goddesses above...if you need anything let me know...hugs peace
from unwittingly :
Re: 2/22 entry -- You should read Arnold Mindell's "Quantum Mind". One of the first few chapters reminded me of something you discussed in this entry. No, it wasn't the floss.
from unwittingly :
I will be joining the Canadian army the first week of May, so we have plenty of time to work around your wonky schedule.
from unwittingly :
I've heard lots of mixed reviews. It seems like one either loves Blue Man Group or hates 'em. It makes me curious. I've stopped mourning the whole age thing; I'm "of age" in Canada and that's what counts. :) So, when am I going to give you those data CDs I promised?
from unwittingly :
You mean Uberschall? Yeah, they're good, I've seen them a couple of times at Roma. Oh, and I turn of age 8/10/04, so don't count on getting me into any "big kid" places.
from unwittingly :
Hah, wouldn't that be great? I'd love to know who thinks I'm that fake, whiney and immature. On the other hand, I don't think I would know if I was the above three things if it wasn't an anonymous survey.
from astralounge :
Hahaha. Giggle berries. :)
from unwittingly :
Dayum straight, you won't. :P
from unwittingly :
Goddamnit, you should have called! I don't know of any "second cool place to go to", but I was bored.
from zeroreverb7 :
ok..what ever you are on..you should send it to my east coast residence. Immediately. Hope you continue to feel better...and may the surfing m&m show you love..hugs peace
from fuzzy-grey :
Yep..... we had an English class together... I think we hung out at lunch too. I always wondered what happened to him...
from zeroreverb7 :
yes what unwittingly said..and G..goodness..work what you got man..the girl is probably dreaming of you right now...;) you be well hugs peace
from unwittingly :
Awww, well get better. Take some echaenacia (Nope, can't spell today) and drink some orange juice even if that OJ happens to be in a screwdriver.
from unwittingly :
You haven't updated in TWO DAYS! Surely, I will perish!
from fuzzy-grey :
Well, Ho-LEE shit.
from fuzzy-grey :
Out of curiosity.... that geoff guy.... did he go to high school out here?
from zeroreverb7 :
stop it. Im smiling. big. how is a hot guy like you roaming around vegas unattended? hugs hugs Peace
from theasexbunny :
Your Easter Sunday picture was really great. And i love that Dan Bern song! Haha.
from jkatty :
good photo.
from zeroreverb7 :
you are so truly wonderful hugs peace
from lunablossom :
Thanks for adding your stance no matter how ever so subtle it was. I appreciate your opinion (and correct me if I'm reading you wrong) that there is basically no difference, either way you a whacked out fanatic who needs to mind his/her own business.
from zeroreverb7 :
Hey you...hang in there...here is to wishing I could hug you lots...xo Hugs Hugs Hugs Peace
from definite22 :
I agree with you on the whole betrayal of trust point. The reason it hurts more when your friends date someone you did or would like to date as opposed it being done by a stranger, is because they are your friends, they know you and your feelings towards this person, a stranger doesn't. A stranger doesn't know about your feelings or that you even exist, so it's not personal. Your friends are personal, so them dating someone you did is almost a slap in the face, it's like they are saying "well, too bad things didn't work with you, but maybe I can make it work because I'm a better, smarter, funnier,_______(you can add anything in there) person. It hurts more because it's personal.
from astralounge :
Yeah, it does, when you put it that way. I just wondered if it was something you'd thought about or not. How silly of me, of course you have. :)
from astralounge :
"However, if ____ were to date any of my close friends, Richard, Nick, etc., Iíd have a SEVERE problem with that. In fact, it would go so far as to likely end my friendship with her." Why only her? Why not the guy, too?
from unwittingly :
Oddness. Your eyes must be trying to elope, that's the only explanation. I'm allllll for pretty pictures, even (especially!) if you're going insane.
from unwittingly :
Zuh? My font size remains unchanged. Are you sure your browser didn't change its settings without your consent? Mine does that all the time. Feisty browsers, tccht.
from zeroreverb7 :
I think you are making alot of sense Unwittingly. Ive been rambeling all day just to come to the conslusion that I dont really know the answer. I think you are doing well here....Peace
from unwittingly :
"Own" encompasses all the reasons the majority of people get into a relationship. They want to feel wanted, loved, lusted after. They want a constant in their life. They want something that sates those gregarious tendencies that reside in even the shyest person. I've heard babies die if they are touched and cuddled with, I guess it's the adult version of that. I'm not by any means trying to belittle relationships or love, by the way. In a way, it IS a physical thing; it's the intimacy that comes along with sex, spooning, holding hands or merely resting one's head on their SO's shoulder. It's the freedom to touch and explore without fearing of running into many of the petty problems that come about in most friendships when sex is involved. I don't think I'm making sense anymore.
from unwittingly :
Okay, I'll make this as simple (crass) as possible. A boyfriend is someone one wants to FUCK and OWN. I'm a little bitter today.
from astralounge :
I'd contribute to this little friend/boyfriend discourse, except that I obviously don't have any good answer, since that's what I was struggling over with M. and Jay. Clearly, I somehow categorized M. and friend material (before his little tantrum) and Jay as boyfriend material, but I've no idea why! Except that Jay just rocks, I guess. Awwww. :)
from zeroreverb7 :
A friend is someone you need. someone who treats you well that you inturn have to treat well. just some random guy. is that. no investment. easy breakaway if he hurts you. no loss. its a means of protecting oneself from hurt. what is unfortunate. is that. the friend guy.....he is the magic under your nose. but it requires risk and vulnerability. and most people dont want to take that chance. they'd rather be zombies in something less consequential. :) Hugs Hugs Peace
from zeroreverb7 :
Yeah. thats right baby. the champ is here. uh huh...:) betta recognize! thanks for adding me G...You are so fun! Peace Hugs
from zeroreverb7 :
I have to tell you....I practice..at least once a week..so my hungry hungry hippo skills are mad tight. awww yeahhh. you are the best G..your note was the first thing I read this morning...hope you are well...Hugs Peace :)
from zeroreverb7 :
hahahaha....now you have effectively cheered me up and made me laugh twice..so sorry about the cat poop...:) Hugs Peace
from leggodad :
Jeff must have misread something in the old testament...how else can you explain?? Seattle Jack originally hails from Jersey, don't let him singlehandedly ruin that cloudy town--
from unwittingly :
Swell as a cat poopy hand.
from zeroreverb7 :
I almost shut it down because I was tired...(overly)...frustrated...(with a desire to hold it all in)...and I was just feeling sorry for myself and beating myself up. sometimes I really suck. Hugs :) Peace
from astralounge :
Ha ha. Aren't you cute. No, wait, that's me who's cute. :)
from unwittingly :
Post Script Script Script Script Script? :P
from zeroreverb7 :
I think Ive had it and Im just going to stop watching the news...so if anything happens..I will just be taken by surprise..bah..the world is too complex a problem for me to solve..but I still think that you are beautiful...take care..Peace (or something like it)
from zeroreverb7 :
you're beautiful peace hugs
from unwittingly :
http://www.musiccdsettlement.com/english/default.htm
from zeroreverb7 :
Im a dork. thats what. yep. a dork. cuz I forgot to check my email. so alot had built up and all I ever get is spam and I bet I deleted it....now Im sobbing on the inside. so try me one more time using this one...Im so sorry...Colormusic@yahoo.com You are a wonderful human being Hugs Peace
from lunablossom :
Glad I could help :)
from bluetoast :
Yes, but without it you wouldn't be the huggable, fluffy, little dark raincloud we've all come to know and love.
from zeroreverb7 :
I love my pda..im trying to figure out how I passed time and organized my life (oh please..)before I had it. Enjoy! Peace Hugs
from lunablossom :
The game Bejeweled is PDA crack!
from zeroreverb7 :
you are good looking, caring,smart and talented. no. really You Are. :) hugs peace
from zeroreverb7 :
Here's to you Happy new year cheers :)! hugs peace :)
from unwittingly :
My New Years plans: Low-key get-togther with a bunch of people who think that being older makes them a part of some elite society ---> The Strip ---> Back to get-together. Hopefully, I'll get and stay drunk enough to not give a damn about my surroundings.
from unwittingly :
Alcohol only enables me to do the things I would normally do when sober if I had even less tact than I do now. Well, that's the case most of the time. It exaggerates one's personality to the point of parody, I guess. I'll be making you a data CD or two sometime soon.
from unwittingly :
How do you feel about data CDs? Like 'em? Listen to 'em? Appreciate 'em as a belated Christmas present?
from bluetoast :
Merry X-mas!
from unwittingly :
Happy Santa Day! :P
from lionyxen :
No repository as of yet; coming soon when I have the time...Being a massive shutterbug I have TONS of photographs but not the time to sort through them all presently. I'm not certain how to take the 'strange' comment, but I will say that a strange and stimulating life is better than a normal and boring life...so I suppose its a compliment, and thanks...oooh, I'm too tired to be writing notes in paragraph form myself, I bet I'm making as much sense as if I wrote in arabic...ahhh, hell.
from lunablossom :
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!
from zeroreverb7 :
I hope You have a peaceful Lovely Wonderful Amazing christmas!:) Peace Hugs :)
from unwittingly :
Diaryland: The cynical bastard that never forgets.
from zeroreverb7 :
Last night I saw an old Tom and Jerry...Tom had kicked Jerry out into the cold...and of course a choir starts singing a carol and Tom feels badly....and brings Jerry in...gives him a candy kane....and Jerry takes the mousetrap out of Tom's milk. I got all warm and fuzzy....Older cartoons rock. Hugs Hugs :) Peace
from zeroreverb7 :
you just made me smile :) you are a sweetheart G :) HUGS HUGS....the picture is very powerful...profound. and you do inspire us. you do make us think,feel,see,sense,and reach..Deeper. you're wonderful :) hugs Peace
from astralounge :
*hugs*
from zeroreverb7 :
hi...so sorry for what happened.If You need Anything get in touch. sending you many many warm Hugs Peace
from lawoman :
hello, my name is Heather. You don't know me, but fate has drawn me to your diary.. (I too am a Doors fan, Jim Morrison.. ahh.) But you write wonderfully. I just thought I'd tell you how impressed I am. -A quality of ignorance, self-deception may be necessary to the poet's survival.- Jim Morrison ::sigh::
from lunablossom :
my thoughts are with you and your gram.
from zeroreverb7 :
I just want to come over. bring you dinner. do the dishes. bring you a new radio. sit on the couch and hug you. from my heart I send you strength,comfort,peace,and rest and many prayers...Hugs Be well Peace
from lintpickle :
Just dropping a hello, since I haven't dropped one in a while. What's shakin bacon?
from zeroreverb7 :
seeeeeee santa is real! ;)! be well hugs Peace
from zeroreverb7 :
hey you...how are u doing?Im doing ok...its been kind of cold here ...but that has been nice actually. Ive done some holiday shopping and I saw a dvd player...so I told the best buy santa to bring it to your house...:) I hope all is well with You Hugs Peace
from lovelynight :
How are the Spider Wars going? =^.^=
from unwittingly :
RE: Why you didn't call me -- Because deep down in some subconscious super memory storage part of your brain, you know how much I abhor the phone and avoid it at all costs. I'll be expecting your call. :)
from unwittingly :
I'm all for it! I don't have plans until 1:00 am :)
from unwittingly :
Train Spotting? No no no no NO! Trainspotting! One word! Rawr!
from zeroreverb7 :
its good to read you again :) and just so you know you have Never come across as any type of Attention Ho...Absolutely not. If these blogs have served any purpose for me...its been the mesmerizing realization that so many of us suffer the same inherent need to share what we think and feel...really deep down..this allows us to see...that we are all...ultimately...the same...we all need the same basic things. ahem. uhm..enough of me. :) try and have fun at the show...you are awesome...hugs Peace
from unwittingly :
Screee, my tie is famous! And it _is_ a pearl tie. Okay, not real pearls, but they are meant to look like them, so there.
from brokenmirror :
Dear, I need your wise help. A friend of mine asked me to give her an advice but i don't know how. Her friend Arielle likes her other friend Damian A LOT and he likes Arielle A LOT, unfortunately my friend likes Damian a lot too, just that he doesnt know about it and probably wouldnt feel the same for her. Now she tries to keep quiet about it because she doesnt know how both of them would react and she doesnt want to lose them. On the other hand its killing her and she doesnt know how much longer she can keep her feeling buried inside her. Is there any way to help her out?? thanks *mwah* xxxxxRia
from unwittingly :
Feck, 18 year Macallan?! I just bought a 15 year and it cost me $80. Every sip is like swallowing a five dollar bill.
from zeroreverb7 :
god you are perfect. A museum for Loud Shoes Only! you dont know how many times Ive wanted to stomp through the pompous castles with some boots on...:)!!!! You Rock!!!! I hope all is well with you...hugs Peace
from alex-jadrax :
So what will you do wth the fruitcake?
from unwittingly :
I have been waiting for you to ask me that very question. :) Name a date & time, and I'm there.
from zeroreverb7 :
I wish I had advice for you. I say this as I gaze at the mounting unframed unseen canvases that sit against my wall...my home is my only gallery. for what its worth...I think You are Vastly talented and If I had a magic wand or a zillion dollars...you'd be most hooked up..just dont give up I guess...not on your art or that magical well suited bohemian..shes on her way Im sure...You Be Well Peace
from unwittingly :
Yayness! I'm tempted to say "uber yayness", but I'd rather not rain on your parade.
from astralounge :
I'll be thinking of you, hon, and hoping your grandma is ok... love you.
from zeroreverb7 :
I know im one zillion miles away but I swear if there is anything that I can do for you please let me know...Im serious...You be well...colormusic@yahoo.com Peace Hugs
from brokenmirror :
Spiders. Tehy are not from this world. They are just here to check out the situation. We need to free them, we need to save them. We need to treat them well. If not, theya re ging to inform the rest of their speicies and soon the planet will be covered in webs.
from brokenmirror :
wow, you really deserve your username. That was beautiful, thanks a lot xxxRia
from thisisjohn :
i like spiders.
from zeroreverb7 :
Masturbation is an absolute Necessity do you hear me? :) its a great way to develop your creativity skills....the last thing you want to do is Bore Yourself...:) be well Peace :)
from zeroreverb7 :
ive gone about oh....uhm let me grab that dusty calendar out of my lovebag...oh yeah...9 months of abstaining. oh.my.god. Im going to need a refresher course. :) you so rule...be well Peace
from brokenmirror :
Lets assume for a moment that everything's full of joy of life. Doesnt every energy contain the idea of self destructionŖ If life naturally ends into death, doesnt that mean that we all carry the willingness to die or suicide in ourselves?
from jpeace121 :
take some deep breaths...go for a walk..find a body of water someplace and just jump in.and then let someone delicious pick you up and seduce you...you've earned a night of just feeling good..Be well Peace
from thisisjohn :
it wont effect me, too greatly, either. i just think its the lesser of all evils. and i dont see much wrong it the usage of it, though i am not speaking from personal experience, just from knowledge based on my own education. i think it would be a good thing.
from thisisjohn :
i cant believe we missed it. 60 percent. so close. all we really needed was for 12 percent of the people to agree. 12 percent more. we were 12 percent close. if you think about it, thats pretty close.
from jpeace121 :
I know just how you feel. We held elections here yesterday. I voted but Im in shock. How did the Republicans just take over? what in the bleeding hell is wrong with people?? I dont heart Republicans. :)be well take good care Peace Im voting for You next time!
from astralounge :
Hey, I didn't get drunk dialed. I suppose I should feel lucky. :) I AM in your phone book, though, right? Oh, and... "a can of smashed assholes"... hahahahaha!!! :)
from unwittingly :
PS: My template is bright because it is efficient; I don't have to turn on my lamp anymore. I just go to my page and viola, instant illumination!
from unwittingly :
Bleh, can't help but feel sorry for myself; I'm just in that sort of mode. Btw, my self-esteem is only bothered by BAD photography.
from unwittingly :
Heh, well I'll still try my best to not be a bastard and spell your name correctly.
from jpeace121 :
good color good crop :) Peace
from idlechic :
i like the color/crop better than the first one you had up. also, she looks like neve campbell in that photo.
from unwittingly :
Gorgeous girl, gorgeous work.
from jpeace121 :
I forgot what I "hearted". :).And now I feel really goofy...because not only did I actually say that I "heart" something but now Ive comepletely forgot so it begs the question did I really uhm "heart" it that much? I know i Love reading your entries...and the note you left me made me smile and laugh and respond immediately. Your most recent journal entry is beautiful....I Love it. Beware the hiding spiders..hugs Peace :)
from idlechic :
i don't wanna hear you bitching about trailer trash in your family. are you related to anyone named dale earnhardt? i don't think so.
from unwittingly :
Holy jesus, I thought I changed that. Uncurl yourself from that fetal position, get out of that dark corner and stop sucking on your thumb; I'll fix it. :P
from scanzilla :
Damn those dust bunnies straight to hell. I vote for cute and fuzzy bunnies only.
from jpeace121 :
hey...I have some distant east coast relatives of chuck right here..they send their best. "maybe its their way of putting humans into jars" man you are beautiful peace hugs Be Well
from unwittingly :
Aerosol can + lighter = crispy raisin spiders :)
from lovelynight :
Ewwwwwwwww... Ewwwwwwwwwwwww... AND EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW. That's just sick that all those little spiders are everywhere. I'm lucky my kitties eat them. Yuck! I hope your spider problem just DIES off. =^.^=
from astralounge :
hugs and smooches from georgia. :)
from jpeace121 :
my mom took care of my nanna for a few years while she was ailing. I know what you are going through is very hard. If there is anything you need or something...please feel free to ask. Peace Hugs
from unwittingly :
Absolutely nothing, dear; I'm just being a horrible, difficult little woman. Why do you try it out? A pillbox hat would be very becoming on you. :p
from lintpickle :
Hey thanks for the compliment. You're not so bad a writer yourself. I think your thinking through a lot of things that I've been thinking through myself at certain points in my life. I'm an actor, which terrifies me, but I can schmooze a room full of lawyers no problem. It's all so fucked up! AUGHACHACHAK!!
from idlechic :
oh, i see....you just wanted to know why i called you goth. from what i know of you (the way you write, what you write, your layout, and your photography), i'd say you're goth as described by general interests. you like the darker sides of life (and death), and the subject matter of your pictures are goth (not in a wanky way, thank god. i really like your photos, btw). i have no idea how you dress or what music you listen to, so i can't call you ueber.
from jpeace121 :
the spiders; are they really taking over or is it just our imagination? i wake up this morning to find the biggest mfin spider i have Ever seen in my Life making a web that would trap a moose on my front porch. Only to be greeted this evening by a giant black spider hiding conveniently on the...well..uh..the toilet paper roll..yes...the TP...I go to grab a square or two..and OH..this is not Spider Pattern TP...I admit..I did that jerking in shock followed by a mutable scream (i have larengitis). they must be stopped. Peace Hugs You are so amazing
from idlechic :
oh, i forgot you asked what goth is. there are so many completely different ways to "define" goth. you could be goth as defined by your musical tastes, wardrobe, or general interests. you could be uebergoth and be goth as defined by all three of those. like anything else, goth is healthy as long as it's mixed in there with some other things. the ones that are goth to end all other personality traits are the ones to worry about. spo0ky.
from lintpickle :
I don't really think Goth exists. Just like Gangsta and Alternative whatever, Emo whatever that is. It's all people who just really want to belong to something, a little like religion, so they subscribe to a certain stereotype because it makes them feel a part of something; not alone anymore. All these "types" are just states of mind and people play the part to the hilt to convince themselves that they really are Goth or whatever, that they are truly Goth, but what does that mean? NOTHING. We are all just humans and we like music and if we limit ourselves to just one type of music or one style of dress or one crowd of friends, then we limit ourselves as creative creatures and waste that ability we have to enjoy all parts of life and become as richly diverse as we can. I'm not saying that you can't paint your face white and dye your hair black and listen to germans screaming while banging on pipes, that's entirely your prerogative, but you can't do these things and then claim to be "truly Goth" because it's a facade and it's simply a state of mind, not reality. Wow..I got rambling on that one...
from nullchris :
Homework: That is easy. The voting internet public decides who is goth or not. [http://www.gothornot.com/]
from fuzzy-grey :
I, again, am not going to talk about your issues. You already know plenty about those. I'm going to say something like "definite finite"? Isn't that redundantly saying the same thing? :) GOD I love picking on your grammar.
from unwittingly :
Oooooh, you're just trying to make my head explode, aren't you? Hopefully, you'll post some of the stupider responses you receive. ;)
from idlechic :
yup, you heard me...goth. don't worry, i won't hold it against you. i'm still clinging to most of my vinyl and velvet.
from tifflove :
hey! i'm sorry things arent going to well right now. you need just sometime to yourself. i hope things look better for you! hugs and kisses!
from jpeace121 :
I concur with Lintpickle (how often do you hear that??)..u need a hug...so uhm..here is one sent to you through the electric ether :) you are a beautiful soul...be well peace
from lintpickle :
Sounds to me like you are surrounded by manipulative, self-absorbed, whiny women. What's up with that? Your friend, whom you've busted your ass and put yourself MAJORLY out for, has no right to be pissed at you. She sat there and felt sorry for herself all day, after A)you told her she could come with you, and B)you told her she could call you if she needed anything. Why do you have friends like this? That's pathetic. I, being a woman, spot this kind of behaviour constanty, and it DRIVES ME INSANE, the bullshit. My mother does the same thing as yours too. She's always a victim. I'm not saying cut yourself off from these people, they are your family and friends etc, but I AM saying that you can't let it stress you out, you just gotta let it roll off your back. Don't have a breakdown over it, just recognize it for what it is. They want attention, and they are willing to manipulate you into giving to them. This is a little harsh of me to say, yes, since I don't know them, but as I said, I've seen this behaviour before a million times. Take care of YOU.
from fuzzy-grey :
This is all just a cry for help to get me to go out for Vietnamese food, isn't it? Ok... you win. Friday. Call me. :D
from tifflove :
i love the whole headache thing. that's totally how it is!
from daniellemj :
yeah, i agree. wow. or something like that. like youre diary! ehm. yeah.
from mystikmouse :
and again...wow...!
from mystikmouse :
wow...
from mystikmouse :
wow...
from brainwashed3 :
hi, bye, and i say im not high...kitti
from fae-lin :
Hell yeah I'm addicted to bubblewrap!! That dejablue thing is funny!!
from cw4418 :
pop bubble wrap here http://altervistas.com/sites/weird/65/
from unwittingly :
Woop woop, my bald friend.
from jpeace121 :
:)smiles
from unwittingly :
Y'know, every once in a while, the Big Man (tongue in cheek) swallows a scrap of metal, thus your "empire of shit" aquires a shiny piece. Those gleaming hunks of digested tin are what make your "empire of shit" worth wallowing in. Shit is beautiful, my friend.
from fuzzy-grey :
SCREEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!! TWO OF MY FAVORITE PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!! (I'm gonna go post this on her page now.)
from unwittingly :
D'oh! Corrected and impressed.
from ghanima :
back from voyages into dark homesteads. Care to blather on again?
from facepunch :
i like your bunnies.
from sad-doll :
very pimp
from unwittingly :
Dealie, yo yo yo. :)
from unwittingly :
Ooo, I'm doing nothing, as usual. I'd be more than happy to be a part of your wonderful photography/art/shiney stuff!
from fuzzy-grey :
That's what I'm saying, bastage. It's all perspective. What *I* find evil, may not be evil to others. I suppose as long as other people's evils don't interrupt my happiness, I'm ok. If it does, than my happiness might be geared towards the ruination of those people's happiness. 'Course, I was writing more about personal happiness, like love and flowers and duckies.
from fuzzy-grey :
Well, I touched on this subject with my religious lines. The Taliban and Al Quaeda's beliefs (and, therefore, their happiness) DOES depend on ruination of a society. Just because we don't like it, doesn't make them any less happy. We believe them to be evil, they believe them to be good. It's all perspective, isn't it?
from fuzzy-grey :
I suppose we could first deliberate on whether or not anything I could ever do would lead to the eventual ruin of society. I'm gonna go with "no" on this one. If you have other information concerning this, let me know because that sounds pretty exciting.
from made-again :
I just clicked on your cool banner!
from jpeace121 :
uhm...i uh just like added you to my favorites was I supposed to ask? i think you rock. that is all. peace :)
from lovelynight :
I just wanted to say that I really have enjoyed reading your diary. I was just surfing through diaries when I found yours. I'm really quite hooked. Your writing is very well written. May I add you to my favorite diaries list, please?
from picassomoon :
Poor Chuck, I don't think your a murderer, it was probably the spider who ate chuck, maybe you were getting revenge and you didn't even know it.... well i can't see over the stack of freaking homework but I hope you have a good day
from unwittingly :
Ahh, yes. Anger is an exception, but if I was to attend every social event angry about something, I think I'd develop an ulcer before I was able to reap the benefits of my "charm".
from picassomoon :
I'm sure you wouldn't hurt a flea, I just really needed to vent, people in general ALL have their bad moments. I have been around for many men to have there bad moments all my life, so I sometimes make unfair generalizations about them. Sorry if I offended you, it wasn't really about you or even really about all men, but again I am very sorry if what I wrote was offensive to you, I am sure there are really wonderful guys out there and I have every reason to believe that you are one of them.
from simplymine :
hahahaha... refreshments for a spider... hahaha. too good.
from picassomoon :
oh i forgot to add that your gramma sounds like an angel and your friends don't sound half bad.... and about that uncle.... i know a lake.... no one would notice.... (just kidding)
from picassomoon :
Yeah but I'm not really there for the people... I think people almost everywhere SUCK... if you give them the chance to challenge your faith in humanity a large percentage of people will do just that. The trees and the mountians, and the water, and the snow, the animals, none of them ever judge you or lie to you or comment on your big tits or slap your ass...... in fact so long as you are prepared, you never really get tricked or irritated too much with nature.... you pretty much know what to expect once you achieve a certian amount of knowledge about earth... but I do plan to open a veggie stir fry stand in tahoe, did you know people pay $4.00 for a bottle of spring water? Talk about a good summer job :)
from fuzzy-grey :
Funny stuff. I had to look at the snapshot twice to figure out which one you were. Even though I read the order of people, I didn't pay attention. I thought maybe there was you with hair........ then I realized it was you without rose tinted glasses. You're, like, frickin' Clark Kent or something.
from made-again :
Oh, thanks for the tip about the fast food fries. Yeah, one reason why I want to be veg is that I do love and have a lot of empathy towards animals, and I've seen video of what goes on in slaughterhouses and farms (which is absolutely appalling), and also because I just never really cared for many meat products and junk food anyway. But I also realise that there are animal products in just about *everything* one could buy---like vitamins, shampoo, medicines...or products that have been tested on animals. So I do understand that although I'm avoiding meat, and though I do try to buy products that have not been tested on animals and/or animal free, the only way to truly be animal free is to completely go vegan, because I'm probably contributing to the slaughtering of animals in other ways. And I've also noticed how some vegetarians seem to think that they're better than someone that eats meat--which is not true, because of what I said above.
from picassomoon :
Thanks for the note, I'm not a big drinker, although I think reno makes everyone into some kind of drinker, you can gamble at k-mart and drink there too i think.... anyway its close to tahoe, and I haveta go to school somewhere, so I figure unr where i know people and on the weekends tahoe tahoe tahoe.... i always say reno is the arkansas of nevada, but its so close to tahoe that i won't mind a bit. :)
from astralounge :
a) Thank you for the kind words. I'm never particularly surprised that we've kept the friendship going for this long, but that's because I just always expect to have people in my life for a long time. Especially the ones I don't fuck. :) b) Eh. I'm not fond of the current facial hair pattern. I miss your goat. But, what do I know? It's your face. :} c) I hate pro-ana bitches. Hee. d) I'm going to keep sending you whiny email whether you answer or not, so you might as well answer. e) Love you! Smooches!
from celestial03 :
Bitching and Moaning is FUNN!! Don't care if you do it or not, you do it well. Especially for... a guy.. Lol. Woot! "Don't worry, be happy." Ehh... I'm in a weird mood right now, I've nothing good to say. So I'll just leave you with this "In the ways a road splits to three, there is always one side which sets you free. How the hell do you know which is which, when each road looks the same?"
from ghanima :
Child, think you that my feet are not burned by the crisping of my own flesh? Do not presume. I can announce that I am insane with the same credentials as the Cheshire Cat: We're all mad here, and if I were not mad, I would not be here. I am inhabited by screams. I tried to present it lightly, but you would have none. I am a lunatic cursed with self-knowledge, a prophetess who sees only her own immolation. I claim my fractured skull because I have become friends with it, and I would not deny such a companion, hide it away from company. Of course you are a hundred colours, a thousand. But all colours present at once make white, and thus you are still resonant in you binary chamber of night and day. You call me out to duel, complain that I wear the brand of my own madness on my breast, you who proclaim your colours like a epileptic peacock? We all announce our best qualities--you your reds and yellows, me my madness, for I know that the shriek in my sternum is the best of me, the dissonant vision taht creates and destroys. Call me sane all you like, you shepherd assuring me of my membership in the flock, when all the while there is lambsblood on my teeth. You do not see me yet, boy.
from ghanima :
Ha! Shows what you know. Am so. Barking mad. In fact, I've been known to dance with the devil in the pale moonlight, so watch out. And you, my own, seem to think you are grey, or black at best. I suspect that's camouflage.
from ghanima :
Well, I'm insane, but don't think I only say that to please, darling. Thou art monochromal, but fascinating. Come hither, and all that jazz.
from picassomoon :
I like your diary, mine is very plain jane, but its only a few days old. How do you like vegas? I'm going to transfer to un reno in the spring.
from astralounge :
It's very you. Dark and artistic. Which is to say, I liked it a lot, but it's not very me. :) I'd want it pink, you know. ;)
from astralounge :
Woohoo, I saw your banner!! :)
from celestial03 :
/)_(\If it's Ana Kournikova they speak of.. I hope she goes to hell.. Sorry, that evil side to me came out. Hi! I like the way you.. Oh for petes sake, here's the blunt point to it.. You're good at what you do. ^-^!!! And I liked reading your entry. Later.
from made-again :
YAY!
from astralounge :
What? What? They are stupid little pro-ana bitches, and I'll say it if I want to. :)
from made-again :
my buddy list is messed up too....another diaryland bug!
from leggodad :
dick dick dick dick
from leggodad :
if there is a god(other than you, you arrogant dick) He's going to find you soon and take you to hell if there is one...I mean a biblical one...with the horned guy and the fire and stuff...you're a bad man, and a dick to boot-
from astralounge :
Jesus. Worship him.
from astralounge :
As the resident expert in these things, I'm pretty sure you're not crazy. The end.
from nofantasy :
I was 18 the first time I got drunk. Thinking myself quite the woman of the world, I thought it would be ok to down something in the ballpark of 5 rum-and-cokes and another two screwdrivers after the room had already started spinning. Then I called my xboyfriend (with whom I hadn't spoken in a year or so and lived 3000 miles away). He asked to talk to my roommate. Whe did he say? "Tell Megan to never call me again. Ever." I now stay far away from telephones when imbibing.
from astralounge :
You emailed me. It said, "Welxome to me." Hehehehe. You also called me, but that may have been earlier in the night, when you were sober, because it was around 10PM my time. Smooch.
from sp1nn3r :
love the layout! :D
from astralounge :
"but i loved you first, and you know, i would prefer she didn't empty her syringes into your arm...." - ani. (doesn't mean anything. don't read too deep. i just felt like singing.) smooch.
from precognitive :
starbucks aborted my chai. :(
from fuzzy-grey :
I just assumed I was exempt from the "suffer in silence" comment. There was no way that was directed towards me.
from fuzzy-grey :
WHAT.......the........fdashdashdash?? Where's the angry and bitter though-he-wears-rose-tinted-glasses-he-insists-on-going-on-endless-diatribes-of-alpha-males-and-thankless-women G man? Screw this. I demand a refund.
from unwittingly :
Booya! (another lame note brought to you by Lynda)
from leggodad :
cliche dysfunction central...ignore it all and just ride. You're beautiful man, loved the new photo--keeper of the leggos
from godfuck :
(that is gorgeous. good stuff, indeed. heart.)
from astralounge :
Heh. I bet pesto is better for me than a lot of the things I eat. ;)
from made-again :
Hee, oh yes. I think I wrote that entry right after I found out about the imfamous paedophile of diaryland and read pages of his diary....
from un-bad :
First off that child's facial expression is hilarious but more because of the clenching hand genstures. And secondly I in fact work for Starbuck's making me the ultimate bland corporate tool. But I guess we all have to learn a lesson ever once and again.
from made-again :
Oh, I re-read your note again...I wrote too much already, but I was sort of referring to one of your past entries about others' diaries...sigh, ok, goodbye for now...
from made-again :
I'm not sure you meant for that message to be for me, but I agree with you. I actually like to read others' diaries and it's a great discovery when I find one that is well-written and interesting (such as yours) and most of the other ones I have as favourites. I've read so many diaries in general. There's tons in D-Land from the pro-ana kind, the I-don't-like-to-use-capitalisation kind, the I'm a-teen-and-life-sucks kind...it does get kind of dull. A big part of the reason I like reading others' diaries is that I admire, and try to find people who are really good writers. I envy that, because I am hardly one. Also because I like peeking into someone else's life. It sometimes makes me put things in perspective---"hey, my life really isn't *so* bad after all."
from astralounge :
Ahhh. See now, the look I was going for was way more "lipstick red" than "mcdonalds red", but ok. :)
from astralounge :
I know you wouldn't be mean to me, so I'm really trying to figure out how exactly that's a compliment. *sulk*
from astralounge :
What reminds you of junk food? :P
from unwittingly :
Wuahahahaha <---evil laugh
from unwittingly :
Yes. :P I think I'll start attaching links to quotation marks and such.
from unwittingly :
Yeah, yeah. My note leaving skills aren't what they used to be. At least I didn't leave you my default "sheep go to heaven, goes go to hell" message.
from unwittingly :
Garg, I have nothing else to say except -- Be well. How silly of me.
from astralounge :
Hint: If you have to do your part, it's not NATURAL selection. :) Have a nice trip!
from neo-relic :
NO! Don't die! You have too much to live for! Oh wait, I just read the rest of your entry. Have a nice trip.
from astralounge :
good god. what a fuckhead. having been on blood thinner, all i can say is, have fun asshole. heh.
from fuzzy-grey :
No. MY body is a Temple.
from bluetoast :
Gotta love a theme song that goes, "mm-t mm-t mm-t mm-t."
from fuzzy-grey :
Yeah... but it's always nice to know that you can get a Pepsi through hell and high water... and when the crap do you WANT to go to Pho Vietnam? Friday good for you?
from fuzzy-grey :
You don't need a clone. You need a Cherry 2000. <nod> God, I love bad 80's movies.
from astralounge :
You are welcome, sweetness and light. :) I always thought it seemed like something you would enjoy. Glad I was right. :)
from unwittingly :
Ahh, yes, but if you were me, then you would have to find a way to be in Chicago/Detroit and Canada at the same time. I will scree! for you, though. :)
from astralounge :
Hahaha. You are an evil evil man for killing Chuck. I'm glad your grandma's doing better. Tell her hi for me. Miss you! Smooch.
from astralounge :
I'm jealous. :) I think the last time I got my neck kissed, it was a gay man and I was rolling. Come to think of it, that's probably the last time I wanted to kiss a neck, too. No, that's a lie. I want to kiss Corey every time I see him.
from astralounge :
*pout* gimme some love, gary. i'm in compshell. i need it. :}
from fuzzy-grey :
Wow..... vietnamese food by yourself.... Hot damn that sounds good.
from fuzzy-grey :
One more quick note, (yeah, sorry, they're all from me today) I'm pretty sure I'll be at Chicago tomorrow, but probably pretty late as usual... and Melissa remembers you, and she works wed night/thur morning-sun night/mon morning if you want to go and see her... I'll go with you if you want.
from fuzzy-grey :
While I'm on the subject of you, I would have let "smoother" go... it was the effect/affect thing that annoyed me. only because that was obviously not a typo... Oh, sure.. you can try to stand on that whole "haven't gotten a decent night's sleep since 1984" excuse, but it just won't hang with me, buddy.
from fuzzy-grey :
Ya know what I think it is? You've been surrounding yourself with more caring people. I can think of two people (oh, yeah, that would be me and unwittingly) in your new circle that are genuinely caring people. She and I have been through a lot in our lives. (and, yeah, I know your uber-bastard-esque views on wondering why people have to go through so much to understand so little)....but we have been through a lot. And the most important that has come of it, is that we know when we meet someone that we don't want them to not be in our lives. So, fucking deal.
from fuzzy-grey :
Sergeant Spell Check says: You spelled "smother" "smoother".... and while I'm at it, in an earlier paragraph, you used "effect" instead of "affect." HUT HUT HUT!!! otherwise, good ass shit.
from panther :
i really admire your view on women...i have only recently begun to understand that, in spite of all my flaws, i am indeed worthy of being treated with love and respect. now if i could just fine some fellow who felt the same. i also feel though, that men deserve the same sort of love, attention, care, respect, etc. i have it to give, now i just need to find someone who is willing to receive it...
from astralounge :
Yeah. That would be my wish for women too. You little feminist, you. :)
from astralounge :
I'm so sorry about your grandma, hon. It's ok not to be strong all the time. I love you.
from unwittingly :
No, you must write! I demand you. Write out your grocery list, write about your dirty socks. Just write, damn you. :P
from fuzzy-grey :
You said: "well, okay its hard to feel holy with a raging hard on for no apparent reason." I say: "Tell it to the priest."
from astralounge :
You are very clever. :}
from fuzzy-grey :
Ah.. so you are like ninja with email address. I'll get it out of you yet. :) Yep, met Paul when the whore stole the job out from under Ed. (Joke, of course, but still fun to say to Paul.) Speaking of jokes, here's a little dealer joke... "Michael Jackson was in the other day. He was playing blackjack.. Drove all the other blackjack players CRAZY!!! He wouldn't hit on anything over 13."
from neo-relic :
I don't think I'd really call it an "action figure" either, unless you consider "overanalization" an action. I actually kinda like "plastic effigy." And you've bartended, too? I smell a conspiracy. I haven't pieced it all together yet, but I will.
from unwittingly :
"Quick note to Unwittingly: what the hell is up with you getting all of us pushover older folk to buy you stuff?" *blink blink* Why, it must be my err...feminine wiles or something. Small world, wow.
from fuzzy-grey :
My original intention was to tell you of an email I had sent you that, of course, was undeliverable...but...since now I read that you know "Unwittingly",( well, kinda,) I'll just have to mention my new found love for you. And that at very least, you've met an interesting 18 year old. instead of boring 26 yr olds like me...speaking of which..... Quick note to Unwittingly: what the hell is up with you getting all of us pushover older folk to buy you stuff?
from unwittingly :
Wow, "scree" has taken on a whole new meaning to me. Seems like we have the exact same mentality on certain things. Sometimes pointless adventures are worth going through just for the story.
from unwittingly :
I think Freud would take offense to being called a "doll". :) Duuuuude, I don't think it's weird. If you honestly want to give up your precious action figure to a strange girl, then by all means! But -- wow. Thank you. Even for the thought, and especially the impulse part of it. Thank you! :) For that, I will dedicate my next "scree!" to you. Cheers and thank *you* for entertaining me with *your* writings.
from unwittingly :
*boggle**gasp**fallover* I thought I erased that entry before anyone read it! Damn, you're good. So...you're serious? *boggle again*
from unwittingly :
Bastard!! You stole it from me! :p
from unwittingly :
Scree, I saw one of those on eBay! I'm still kicking myself for not bidding on it. If only he had a pullstring that made him say things like, "Tell me about your mother."
from mytwocents :
There's nothing I can say...but I do want you to know that I feel for you. Glad to hear that your grandma is a little better at least...
from astralounge :
I'm glad your grandma is ok, too, love. *hugs*
from panther :
hey, i am glad your grandma is ok (and that you are too...). seems like you have been having a pretty rough time lately. if i ever manage to get a job, i'll come for a visit in vegas...
from astralounge :
uh, if you die before you send me a picture of paul i will be so pissed at you. ;) no, seriously, kidding. i hope you feel better though love. let me know when you find out what's wrong... i may give you a call tomorrow. love ya.
from mytwocents :
Not that this helps, but god, I hope you feel better.
from emoshunn :
[insert laughter] So I haven't had a FANTASTIC starbucks since...Monday. True, I've had it every day since then, even multiple times somedays. But I'm waiting for *ours*. You're the mocha, and I'm the white chocolate. [word]
from astralounge :
Haha. It was more the image of a giant dropping a pizza on your house that amused me, not your poor depressed spider. Have I told you lately that you look a lot like neo-relic? I know Sarah mentioned it when you were here, but I feel the need to reiterate now. :)
from astralounge :
God, Gary, I laughed my ass off at the story about Chuck and the pizza. Love you. :)
from neo-relic :
That really hurts. True, I don't really know you, but we had the shared bond of terribly bland diary templates. And you had to go and ruin everything. *sob*
from precognitive :
lovely. even if it is only temporary.
from astralounge :
By the way, not to get all raving feminist on you or anything but the person who designed your current template isn't a guy. It's a girl. And a 16 year old girl, at that. :) Smooch.
from astralounge :
Ha! Now writing notes is easier, too! You should get a guestbook sometime, too, because this way only diaryland people can talk to you and not non-diarylanders. You know, this is exactly the one I thought you'd pick. Aren't they nice templates? I like 'em. Smooch!
from i-am-jacks :
I use my diary to vent my feelings. To get things off my chest. If you dig deeper, you might find that most people aren't as negative in life as they are on diaryland. When I am happy, I am out with my friends. I don't need to write about that. I write when I'm unhappy, when I'm happy, I'm out with my friends.
from astralounge :
Hard to advise when we have no clue what you're talking about. ;) Hey, speaking of selfish, send me my Illuminati game and a picture of Paul, dammit. :)
from astralounge :
I think you'll approve: http://poetry.rotten.com/easter/
from unwittingly :
Meep.
from astralounge :
Ok, of course I know who RAW is. I wouldn't be a very good discordian if I didn't. :) But how did you decide that he and Hakim Bey are the same person? I have never seen any indication of that... I'm curious where you read that. :}
from precognitive :
i know i'm a little late, but i woulda got ya some coffee.. no problem.
from emoshunn :
What do you drink? I'll pick it up...Let me know [Alison0399@aol.com]
from unwittingly :
Meh, she's not really "striking". She's allowed to have her own opinion of me, it just happens that she has such a horribly skewed opinion/perception of me that I can't help but be bothered. After all, this was once my best friend.
from thisisjohn :
sounds wonderful!! lets do it.
from unwittingly :
At the moment, there are three weekly "goth"-ish-y nights going around, but I suspect one of them won't be around for long, so I'll only mention two. Yes, Icon is still happening every Wednesday night but a friend of mine recently started DJ-ing there, so the music has improved. Of course, you'll still hear Erasure and Soft Cell, but there's a bit more of a variety since he likes powernoise and such. Good stuff, I tell ya. Then there's another night at The Junkyard every Sunday, which is in dire need of a stronger fanbase. These two nights are strictly 21+, so I don't go often. Goth is a joke, but I like the synthpop and ebm, I'm addicted to dancing, so what can I say? I try not to think about it too hard in fear that my hand might get stapled to my forehead.
from mytwocents :
I just wanted to say that you are pretty damn cool and I greatly enjoyed meeting you. I have been reading some of your old entries and your writing is just wonderful. Yeah, I like you and stuff.
from astralounge :
Aww. Thank you for the sweet comments. I loved having you and can't wait til the next time we get to hang out. Love you bunches!
from sixweasels :
Stumbled on your diary tonight and enjoyed the read. Anyone who saves a critter from a burning building rocks, in my book.
from haberdasher :
it was purely rhetorical, and the meter really said 1/250th
from unwittingly :
Oooo, purdyness.
from thisisjohn :
insightful. i like it. i wrote a long while ago, how i loved to feel pain. it lets me know im alive. that i can feel. that i can cry and hurt. such beautiful things.
from thisisjohn :
superflagellate.
from astralounge :
Awww. Keep the kitty. This time you can think of a better name than Top Cat. You won't have to always explain, "I was five." :)
from myopenwounds :
Too Close.- If we live together with another person too closely, what happens is similar to when we repeatedly handle a good engraving with our bare hands: one day all we have left is a dirty piece of paper. The soul of a human being can too finally become tattered by being handled continually; and that is how it finally appears to us- we never see the beauty of its original design again.- One always loses by too familiar assocication with friends and women; and sometimes what one loses is the pearl of one's life. - Nietzsche
from thisisjohn :
hi. thanks for the compliments. i found your diary in recently updated diaries. your name was appealing. so i thought id give it a try. and i am over the age of 17. i know what you mean about the teen mania here. i am 23 years of age, in fact. anyways. nice words. nice pics. i really like. honestly.
from precognitive :
i am astounded by your eloquence, and know that any attempt at retribuion would be feeble and rather pointless. so instead, i'll just say thank you.
from thisisjohn :
NICE pictures. beautiful.
from myopenwounds :
'ending is better than mending.' -Aldous Huxley brave new world
from i-am-jacks :
I also forgot to tell you that you have FAN-FUCKING-TASTIC taste in music.
from i-am-jacks :
It's extremely refreshing to know that I am not the only one that despises "internet slang". I have been searching for an intelligent diaryland user for quite some time, and I have yet to find more than 2. Just wanted to let you know that there are a few intellectual people floating around diaryland.
from neo-relic :
I assume that the Easter Bunny thing was completely tongue-in-cheek, otherwise someone needs a lesson in personal responsibility. I once got a speeding ticket when I was traveling over 100 mph and I never once considered blaming some imaginary entity. My only excuse was that I'd barely slept for the past two days and needed the violent shaking of my car to keep me awake for the rest of my five hour drive, which is a pretty shitty excuse, but at least I left the bearer of chocolates out of it. (Mind you, I didn't bother the officer with my too-tired excuse, as it seemed just as likely too succeed as the "Sorry, with all that alcohol flowing through my system, I had no idea how fast I was traveling" excuse.)
from astralounge :
Grrr. Please add this link to your page, damn you. You're a pain in the ass to talk to here. http://members.diaryland.com/edit/notes.phtml?user=supercilious That being said, what faculty member did I complain to? I certainly don't recall that. I might have bitched about it to my boss, given that I was in residential life, but I don't think I ever went on a crusade to try to get it changed or anything. Besides, don't give me that bullshit. You found the sign just as funny as you found my reaction. :)
from astralounge :
See now, that comment was just mean and uncalled for and makes me want to go on a feminist rant about weight and body image and self esteem and a bunch of other stuff. Except it would take too much effort, and I'm not really in the mood. So I'll just stick my tongue out at you. :P Course, what would I expect from the guy who found the fat person chasing the sandwich funny? Heh. :}
from astralounge :
Well it would be easier to leave you notes if you'd put a link up for them. :P
from astralounge :
Haha. You have your notes on! It's not exactly a guestbook, but at least it's a place I can bug you. :) If you ever see this, that is... :)

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