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from krenan :
I knew there was a reason I kept you on my list. I knew you'd be back. I'm glad I love reading your diary.
from dont-stop :
Loved the kitty castle.
from legalbeagle :
dude, we so TOTALLY still read. You aren't alone in your pain. YAY for your appointment (today) - half of it is just getting in the fucking doc's office and purging. You're on the way up.
from goldieknox03 :
i still read too:) hope you feel better. Crochet your way to happiness. It helps me
from serapay :
i still read you. hang in there. i'm sad that this boy, who isn't worth your time, still has such a hold on you. i've been there.
from iustitia :
You know, you totally have coworkers going through the same thing... they just are embarrassed and hide it, too! Maybe you could start a "hangover support club" where you bring each other coffee and aspirin and greasy food. That'd get them out of the woodwork!
from serapay :
sigh, i feel for you. i've flogged my share of dead horses. here's something i've experienced: leave the boy alone for a while, since its probably the last thing he expects. and then, maybe he'll come back to you, wondering. if he doesn't come back, it seems it's all the better. at least, either way, you'll respect yourself more, so someone else someday will too.
from goldieknox03 :
a friend of my own kind. I am OBSESSED with yarn and crochet. ITs so fun. What else do you make, besides adorable cat hats?
from goldieknox03 :
that looks like crochet. DO you crochet?
from iustitia :
Oona is adorable!
from goldieknox03 :
ADorable:)
from mornglory :
cute kitty, nice to hear from you : )
from iustitia :
hey, I'm glad you're back. I think a kitten might do you more good than your new arrangement with the boy, which sounds like it's giving you extra worry. I have two little kittens and they are made of awesome. Unconditional love is what you need now, not extra stress. ((hugs)) to you.
from goldieknox03 :
I think the kitten is a good idea:)
from krenan :
My thoughts are with you and your Mom. Glad you updated
from goldieknox03 :
Im so sorry to hear about your mom. So sorry to hear about the breakup. I really hope everything gets better and you are able to cope. Im officegal by the way. I post here now. Ill try to check back often, I thought you had left us.
from rdhdprincess :
I miss you. Wish things were better. Be careful! C
from lanne :
Your post today cracked me up!! They say the best way to get over a boy is to get involved with another. Good for you, but bad for the new guy if he's really falling - don't go breaking any hearts now!
from mommylap :
hiding hiding hiding. Me too. I don't know what I'm thinking either. But the world is covered with a thin sheet of ice today, and if you honestly think I'll be driving, you're delusional.
from completeliar :
don't be surprised if there's a million dollar check in your mail, just because i felt like sharing
from rdhdprincess :
I miss you having a diary. I understand the time thing though. Good luck with the band. Singing in French, huh? Too cool. Very you!
from dont-stop :
Geez, I don't know. Does it pay good? I guess you could just sing, if the stripping wasn't appealing. It's all up to you. Will you have fun doing it?
from rdhdprincess :
Wow, people do suck! I'm glad you are okay dear, I missed you! And um, I hope your bed is not peed on..
from legalbeagle :
As soon as I pass the Bar, I'll work on getting the legislation through to make it against the law "to suck that bad"
from tophalf :
I've spoke of the half gallon of trust and now I have another one for you. I have a friend who dated a women for 11 years they did not live together. he met some else on a plane by chance, didn't even really want to talk to the person. Got home told the girlfriend its over and will be getting married at the end of this month. Don't wait for others to make you happy, find it yourself. The gut knows all.
from goldieknox03 :
im so happy about your new apartment! i get married in ten days..
from iustitia :
Oh yay! Congrats!!
from iustitia :
good luck... apartment wishes coming your way!
from dont-stop :
Distance is a great thing. Clear your mind and all attachments. Find yourself and what you want to do.
from iustitia :
Wow, that must have been a tough decision... but good for you for knowing what you need to do. Can we hang before you go?
from iustitia :
Hey darlin', I'm glad you're writing again... if you feel up to it sometime, we should grab LAP and the Beagle and go for some uptown sushi.
from mommylap :
um yeah- THAT RULED. I know it's impossible to believe we love this kind of stuff, but yeah- bring the love. SO much of the endup love.
from rdhdprincess :
Yay! I missed you honey!! I'm glad you are back. Post your little heart out, it's good for the soul. Who cares if anyone reads it or not. Write for you! Plus, you know, people care about you!! Mwah!!
from dangerspouse :
Hey, come back (again)! I wanna hear you make more hairball sounds!!
from dangerspouse :
Hah! I knew your absence was due to infidelity! Still, like all the other women, I forgive you too for that transgression. Welcome back, and don't break my heart again. I mean, unless you get a better offer....
from fargahar :
Hey! Long time no write...are you okay?? Just curious....
from ittybittycat :
good luck!
from quick-view :
There's a new review site out! Quick-view! Come check it out:)
from ittybittycat :
*HUGSSS* YEY!! YOU'RE BACK!! And you capitalized *gasp*. That's a pretty f-ed up letter. I bet that neighbor has quite a bit of property flaws of her own. Glad to see you're back! :D :D :D
from dont-stop :
Hey sweetie! Yay you're back! That's a pretty shitty letter. I guess they were too afraid to face you, so they had to send a letter. You're just one of the renters. Everyone should share in the lawn work equally. As for the eaves, that's the homeowners responsibility.
from ittybittycat :
omg! Where you be at?? Your disappearance is scaring me. Please come back!
from penpalqueen :
Like writing, why not connect with other diarylanders from around the world through penpalqueen?
from iustitia :
I hear ya... I too was convinced I was gigantor in college. Couldn't fit into those clothes today to save my life. It's almost funny... but somehow, not quite. Keep up the good Pilates work!
from mornglory :
DO THE MUSIC THING it will save your soul. i know this because it's true for me too : ) my fender continues to collect dust...
from rdhdprincess :
Freaky. I, too, bought the same thing, at Target even after watching the infomercial repeatedly. I just got mine yesterday, haven't tried it yet. The knowledge that it hasn't killed you might allow me to try it tonight!
from chickenabuse :
Yeah I bought the winsor pilates about 2 years ago due to an infomercial. I've probably used the all of 5 times. I really could stand to do the 20 min everyday, but you know. I'm so proud of you doing it everyday. Whatever you have to do to keep going. Hey, maybe your progress will inspire me to start doing mine. :)
from purplebanana :
I could comment on any of the important things you mentioned, but instead I'm gonna say that it was fun to read your diary and know that you and me are in the EXACT SAME WEATHER. For this brief period of two weeks, we're practically NEIGHBORS! Yes, dork, me, etc.
from iustitia :
Obviously not the first to say so, but pleeeeeease go get it checked out, ok? It's likely nothing, and you'll find that out, and then we'll all sleep better.
from zostrich :
hey! it is probably not a tumor, but you want to get checked on the side that it's on anyway. there are lymph nodes in your armpits, and they'll get swollen and sore if your body is having trouble fighting stuff off (have you been sick lately?) the lymph node in my armpit on the left side started acting up sporadically about three years ago, which was about the time my tumor started developing (it's benign. and really, most women's under 30 are). go see your doctor, but i wouldn't stress out too much about it.
from perfectbone :
Hey girly girl, get it checked, but it isn't likely a tumor if it suddenly appeared. I have had one under my arm before too. Likely it a cyst (harmless really) or it could be a deep under the skin ingrown hair. The latter one gets awful tender and can grow big quickly. Save yourself the worry tho and see a doc :-)
from rdhdprincess :
Get the bump checked out anywaysm dear, just to be sure. I'm glad to hear that you want to be here though. Maybe it was a good bump.
from purplecigar :
I clicked to you from mommylap. I've been reading your archives and have decided to stay. I like your style.
from rdhdprincess :
I miss you too sweetie! The closet girl and the shy boy are all wet, you are wonderful and I will admit it freely! I love you! Now update, please.
from legalbeagle :
Prompted by mommylap, I am here - but it is genuine time coming from me. I have carved out Karli Time in the middle of preparing for my FINAL TRIAL (dun-dun-DUUUUUUUNNNNN). You're awesome & amazing, even though I've only met online. Soon, my school stuff will be done and we'll hug in real life!!!!! But for now: (((((((KARLI))))))
from ittybittycat :
Hey! I miss your continual updates. I also miss getting notes from you. I miss everything about you! *cry* Come back, pwease...
from rdhdprincess :
Progress is good! I missed you, glad you are well!
from ittybittycat :
WOOT WOOT! ^__^
from ittybittycat :
Your review wil go fine. Don't sweat. Have fun at 400 bars! :D
from rdhdprincess :
Yay for a room that is you! Cleaning out my hosue for this damn homestudy has really lightened my mood alot, too! It feels good! Maybe I should go for my car and really feel good!
from legalbeagle :
YAY!!! Nothing like cleaning your house to clean out your psyche. Dontchaknow.
from ittybittycat :
woot woot! high five for a good day! :D
from ittybittycat :
Hi honey! Sorry about your best friend's brother. I hope that cold of yours is getting better. *HUGS* Just for not apologizing on the spot that boy needs a good swift kick in the rear. Don't stress your pretty head about him. You deserve better than him.
from rdhdprincess :
Hi Honey. I'm sending all my energy and strength your way. Do what you need to do and just send it back when you're done with it. Mwah!
from purplebanana :
I know it's a few entries after the fact, but your entry on depression could be really good for people who've never dealt with it. You have this ability to pin emotions down in a clear way...turning them into understandable words. It's nice.
from rdhdprincess :
I would be pissed, too. You are a smart woman, I'm glad he apologized. I hope you are feeling better dear! Come to Texas and we will do some healing shopping therapy. Oh, money. Hell. Well, come to Texas and we will drink margaritas and talk!
from iustitia :
I'd be pissed too. Instead of sitting around being pissed, come to Herkimer's and play shuffleboard with me! I'll be there at 8:30...
from fargahar :
Not cool...I would be pissed too. He should apologize...because that is just not cool!
from dani-lou :
Just wanted to say hi! I'm still here reading. Toodles, Dani.
from mommylap :
That was a great entry. The suspense is killing me entry. It was superlative.
from ittybittycat :
where art thou? thy disappearance hast worried me...
from dont-stop :
I'm sorry that you're feeling so down. I wish you had a Janine in your life. I seriously don't know how I could have survived this past year without her. I think everyone needs someone like that in their lives.
from fargahar :
So I think my husband needs some anti-anxiety medications but one of the unfortunate side effects is decreased libido (unfortunate for him, fortunate for me...the guy is like a 13 year old in puberty) and he claims that he will have more anxiety by his decreased libido than he does now. I keep trying to tell him that he won't notice the decreased libido....he doesn't believe me....(I know that was out of nowhere but the discussion of side effects reminded me of that convo we had the other day...)
from kristintracy :
alright, miss lady. you had BETTER be awake. mail me. (kristintracy76@hotmail.com)
from rdhdprincess :
Come to Texas so I can hug you. Come on. Bring Mommylap too. Um, and cleaning supplies please! I hope you are feeling better about things sweetie. The jalepeno story just cracked me up!
from iustitia :
(((hugs))) Keep it together, sister!
from fargahar :
I think he should read the diary...might kick his ass in shape...or it will kick it to the curb. Either way, I see your problem getting solved.
from parlance :
You have really Red hair. Beautifully Red hair.
from ittybittycat :
jalapeno seed? that's different. almost like something you would hear from a movie or something like that.
from ittybittycat :
Golden Girls was my favorite show :D. the boy... the boy is a boy... a swift kick in the rear should help him shape up (hopefully). :( I don't know much about relationships, so, yea. ignore that. Some has a crush on me at school and i dunno what to do and should probably be ranting on about this in my diary which is what i'll do and now i suddenly feel really bad... sorry about this note
from fargahar :
Did you think of my when you went all "Golden Girls" in that entry..? I always appreciate when the Golden Girls is mentioned ANYWHERE. As for the boy, he needs to SHAPE UP or SHIP OUT. I mean for all that I read...your relationship never seems to go anywhere. Are you going to be like 50 one day and still being having this same back and forth with him? That would be my thought...I mean where is this going..? If he wants it to go nowhere...then he needs to go there.
from mommylap :
you can't see the pattern? You can see that nearly every 30 days like clockwork this comes up? One entry each month sister. It doesn't change what the ultimate issue is or anything, just pointing out the time at which said issue seems to become overwhelming.
from rdhdprincess :
Wow, I feel all special and giddy seeing you talk about me! So, you've really never seen a donkey show?? I am sad for you. Now that we are on the topic of strange stuff being explained (your topic, remember. you started it.) I don't actually know what a "rim-job" is but am afraid to ask. Whatcha' got to say about that? Hmmmm?
from thecritic :
I saw that aqua teen episode! Fortunately (or unfortunately) I already knew what donkey punch was. I would suggest going to urbandictionary.com for future dirty words/phrase searchs just so you aren't visually assaulted by scary pictures/games haha
from rdhdprincess :
And again, me. I am now starving, thank you very much! After perusing the menu, I hope you had the Caramel Apple Pannekoeken. It sounds yummy. Is there really an "oriental Iceberg" lettuce? I kinda thought iceberg was iceberg.
from rdhdprincess :
Again, me. I WANT TO SPEND HOURS GETTING DRUNK AT PSYCHO SUZI'S!! Now. Meet me there!
from rdhdprincess :
Blows Goat. Never heard that one before - most amusing! I appreciate the multiple entires, a little something new throughout the whole day. You will do at least 3 more in the afternoon, right? I know, all this pressure! What exactly do you teach/train? I kind of know what you do, but what do you tell these people? It is computer stuff or customer service stuff, new laws, what is it? I can appreciate the whole picture that way!
from fargahar :
Work sucks which is why I try not to do any....
from mommylap :
That's because it's in NE. You can never shake the locals. But as Dona said "it's so over" for her since it got written up in the paper, so maybe it will just gell into a loyal crowd of miscreants a la Pizza Luce. The boy can hang with that certainly.
from ittybittycat :
Tattoos are awsome. I'd get one but I'm scared to death of needles. hehe... :)
from iustitia :
I have two tattoos, and I loooove them. Green looks quite lovely on pale skin. :)
from rdhdprincess :
There is nothing wrong with sitting at home watching Queer Eye. It would be bad if you were like me and actually taped it. Sigh. I used to ice-skate though. Does that help?
from rdhdprincess :
Well, it's better than the other, evil review, but she still missed the brilliance. Yes, I said brilliance. By the way, I like how things open in new windows because I sometimes get busy or behind and you can always go back pretty easily and read more! Ok, you are right about the stretching. I do hereby swear to stretch for at least 10 minutes before performing or participating in any passionate activities. You?
from ittybittycat :
wanna know a funny thing? I clicked on one of your banners. It was "I use my big fat brain to think about boys" one. Its cool. Tainted reviews needs a swift kick in the ass (don't tell mom I cursed, hehe). Our-reviews peobably learned from tainted mistakes. Made careful observation. Hehe... :)
from our-views :
Your review is up at Our Views. Thanks for submitting your diary!
from dangerspouse :
Pffft. How could anyone who mis-spells "soley" in a review presume to pass judgement on someone who doesn't capitalize? BTW, I went to the reviewer's site and found all sorts of grammar/style errors. Glaring, obvious errors, like not putting quotation marks around verbetim cut-n-paste's. Very poor, all the way around. No suprise you recieved a low mark from someone not equipped to give a real review. They probably have the same complaint about ee cummings, I imagine. Your stuff rocks.
from dont-stop :
Ha ha! Stoned spiders...Just the kind of stuff I need to feed my already bizarre dreams :)
from rdhdprincess :
Hey, I'm already doing the "walking with hand on lower back" thing so we can be ultra cool together! I would like to throw my request in to attend the concert with you as well. Very nice. Hope your back is better tomorrow dear, take care! And what is this I am reading of reviews and fuck reviewers? I must have missed an entry somewhere. Must go look now and be really nasty so someone if they were mean to you. You know you're wonderful, right?!
from fargahar :
Reviews are a waste of time. These so called "reviewers"...don't get me started. What gives anyone the right to review someone's journal? Someones PERSONAL journal? Don't listen to that crap. If your diary sucked....noone would read it. And freakin' Disco lists you as a favorite...would he list someone who sucks...I don't think so.
from fargahar :
Okay so if the boy isn't gonna go with you, I will so be there. A request has been put in by many a folk that I tour the US anyways so if I come out there I can see you, Mommylap, Sunflowery, and John....
from mommylap :
Dude there are 39 avid readers who disagree with that review. It was, by the way, a pretty irrational review. I don't believe that your diary is meant to make you a philosopher. I believe it is carthartic. Read some of onewetleg's reviews if you want to see someone get really picked on.
from taintedviews :
Oooo, a review, done, but where or where could it be ... your time is up at taintedviews, you have been TAINTED
from ittybittycat :
OOOH! a rock conert! hope it was awsome, besides the first two opening bands. and what in the heck are you doing to yourself?! Get some sleep. you're worrying me...
from dont-stop :
Yes, I'm a felon. But I'm giving it all back. It's just taking me years to do it.
from fargahar :
Definitely. Not only is Ryan one of my faves but he gets away with everything because he is hot and charming. Definitely cool. I know mommylap loves Ryan O'Reily.
from fargahar :
Mommylap needs to be watching some OZ with you....pronto. It is something that everyone must see. And sure I will tell you how cool you're results are!
from rdhdprincess :
I would like to come sit between you and MommyLap for the day please. What fun we could have! Of course no work would get done but whatever. I can answer calls. I might have to make stuff up as I went along but I'm okay with that. Then we could go shopping for lunch! I need makeup. Really, I do. Save me a seat!
from rdhdprincess :
Hey babydoll! Work sounds frustrating, but I know what you mean. Even if it is bad, there are still good points. By the way, I want a girlfriend like you, too! Massage please!
from tophalf :
Shine on you crazy diamond!
from captvfirefly :
Hi there. I found your diary through your banner. I can really relate to the relationship drama, and I like your writing style. Just thought I'd let you know I was hiking up your page views, and that I added you to my faves. :)
from mommylap :
My voice is making a return at last. I will be there tomorrow and I'm sure you'll feel the difference...(insert noise Pinky makes after sentence here) Um Pinky from "Pinky and the Brain" of course...
from iustitia :
just wanted to let you know that I appreciate your notes; they're actually quite helpful. :) Who needs a hobby besides drinking? You just need new drinking buddies, like ME, because you ARE in fact the best girlfriend going. Don't forget it, yo. :)
from fargahar :
boys they're touble. they're nothin' but trouble.
from legalbeagle :
Fish, or cut bait.
from tophalf :
Make yourself happy
from dont-stop :
I would have conked him on the head.
from usweandall :
HI!!! Thanx for that note! really!!! im on a run know... but thanks!!!!!!!!! it really was helpfull... VIC
from dont-stop :
You didn't actually send that e-mail to your folks, did you? Cuz there was some pretty revealing stuff in their.
from lanne :
It took me almost two months before my 'happy pills' kicked in. I really enjoy reading your entries. I think you are very well spoken and can be quit comical at times.
from fargahar :
my parents read my diary. So do my sisters, my aunt and uncle, all my friends and my husband. Most of the time that's cool. But sometimes there is shit I can't write about.
from ittybittycat :
I've always wanted to see someone do coke to. don't know why though... I saw someone use pot before. Did you know pot smells REALLY BAD? It smells like burning cow feces... X_x
from tophalf :
This is the downfall of western civilization. When those who have the brains to analyze it are considered incompetent by the very ones who are incompetent.
from lanne :
Loved the lavatory lovin story! too funny. I've never done drugs either, but would be lying if I said I hadn't thought about smoking a little pot to get a fix.
from fargahar :
You are a weirdo but I shouldn't talk. I want to visit prisons all the time and see dead bodies in morgues.
from neurotic-one :
Hi, I have a copy of your trading card. I never gave it a thought to place all my trading cards on a page of their own. I just placed them in my 'favorite entries' folder that Andrew has set up. But I like your idea so much better.
from dangerspouse :
God, if only I wasn't so clueless I'd leave a comment! (Oh - and thanks for the note at my place :) )
from dont-stop :
Men! Sometimes they're just too difficult to figure out. It easier just to conk them on the head.
from purplebanana :
I did a trading card, JUST so you could see it. It's on my newest entry.
from ittybittycat :
high five on the glass. I love glasses. especially really really cute guys in glasses... oh yea...
from dangerspouse :
Man, that was a pretty rough review for a banner I kinda liked (of course, anything with food depicted will draw me in). I've actually been reading that reviewer's diary for a while, and she's pretty funny. But that was over the top meanness. Don't let it get to you. It was just a freakin' banner. Your stuff rocks, and that's all that matters.
from tophalf :
We missed you at Rollins tonight Look forward to seeing you tomorrow
from ittybittycat :
that's grat that things with you nd the boy are getting better the longer you guys are together :)
from starlight42 :
guys are just too funny sometimes. They don't always think things through.
from dangerspouse :
Ah, too bad about the violation of expectations. I was hoping read of a good old fashioned boas and feathers vaudeville act with a punk score. Maybe you should organize one yourself....
from rdhdprincess :
Have fun with the Burlesque tonight! What fun! Silly boys are so clueless sometimes. K invited mine and HIS mother to my bachelorette party with all the naked, dancing men. A little uncomfortable!
from iustitia :
Ah, le cirque rouge de Gus. It's a good time!
from discothekid :
My worst enemy: ATM!
from dont-stop :
Yeah, apparently she and Chelsea are best friends and they're always doing stuff like that to each other in private. I saw her in the hallway today and she was clearly embarrassed because she immediately ducked into a cube when she saw me.
from tophalf :
Mmmm Steak delicious.
from purplebanana :
Do I get to be your diet inspiration even though I went all crazy and porked out this week? Let's run away to a place where non-skinny girls are queens.
from mommylap :
A genuis unknown girl would play the kid. Our discovery. Or the actual Mina. I would be on the set already after all...
from mommylap :
don't even with the money woes. I forgot all about my directTV bill (which comes out automatically) in my budgeting. Of course the parental safety net (rarely used!) took off for FLA until I get paid again anyway. Su---ck. Remind me to bring my freakin' lunch please?
from fargahar :
I will not do my "I told you so" dance....I will not. Anyways..why does noone know my magic hangover remedy? I got it from somewhere. Anyways, drink h20 WHILE you are drinking. And then before bed take a Vitamin B Complex. (If you fear being too drunk take one before you start drinking.) Because alcohol is a toxic and a naturally diuretic as well so not only is your body loaded with toxins but it is dehydrated too. That is what the B-complex is for. It helps the liver filter the alcohol more efficently. Seriously, I have gotten balls to the wall drunk many many times but never once gotten a hangover.
from iustitia :
Girl, I am feeling just as fabulous as you! Know that I'm right there with you in hangoverland. I have to conduct a direct examination of a witness in an hour and all I want is a nap.
from smichelleg :
i think you're amazing.
from dont-stop :
I wouldn't kick you out. Unless, of course, you were banging on the ceiling and knocking the plates off the wall.
from angelxtoots :
Hehe Dr. Seuss roxs!! Neways that freaken sucks, having ur neighbors here you O.o and leave you a note! Ack how sad of them.
from fargahar :
That sounds like an episode of Seinfeld or something. Funny...
from rdhdprincess :
Ha! Let me know what you figure out, I have the same problem. K and I have actually been asked to leave two hotels (Damn Marriot Courtyards!) for um, disturbing neighbors. This past weekend, he actually put a pillow over my face right at a crucial moment. I'm afraid I will be suffocated someday. Sad.
from iustitia :
I must disagree with fargahar. If I were woken up by any noise, including the sexing, you can be damn sure my neighbors would hear about it! They're probably as embarrassed as you are and so left a note instead of stopping by, which they might have done if it were guitar or stereo that woke them up.
from fargahar :
I would never ask anyone to tone down their sex noises. No way. I would ignore them too. Tough shit...they are just jealous that they aren't getting any....
from kristintracy :
hey girl. the lipstick i was wearing in the photos is actually Cover Girl Smoothers lipliner in spring wine. i just fill the whole of my lips in with it, and voila! it stays on for hours. provided there is not any making out.
from rdhdprincess :
Hee,you and Lap lick eachother's arms! That would be another reason I love you both. I was doing some licking on myself and trying to entice Kevin who was too put off by the people watching to lick me in public. I'm glad you had a nice time, sweetie! The Coca Cola stock was genius! I love the sentiment behind it, and well, just wow! Good boy!
from legalbeagle :
But foreigners ARE winning our eating contests, dammit!! I just saw a Russian guy on the Food Channel last night winning a matzo ball eating contest!!! HORRORS!!!!
from ittybittycat :
HAPPY LATE VALINTINE'S DAY!! I Glad that did a good job on the valentine's gift.
from fargahar :
Ah...that is a good boy. Good for you. :)
from kizzykim :
Awe! That's so awesome. The gift shows that he really put a lot of thought into it. Only a keeper would do something like that for you.
from beachreviews :
Your review is up! Mahalo for requesting a review at BEACH REVIEWS!
from ittybittycat :
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY! :D
from rdhdprincess :
Hey Sweetie, Nookie is the best gift! Have a great weekend! C
from lovemetwice :
you're so welcome! i'm glad that it meant something. you deserve it! xox
from stealmypurse :
i know how you feel about not being able to update for awhile. the same can be said of checking email. i hope your valentine's day surprise is absolutely stunning. keep in touch!
from stitchreview :
This is Lindsey at Stitch Reviews. Due to problems with the other site (stitch-revus), we've had to move to http://stitchreview.diaryland.com. If you could update your link to us, it would be appreciated. Thanks.
from kizzykim :
Sounds like the boy's getting you a credit card. Hey, he's a keeper!
from dangerspouse :
Wait, wait: you can't get hammered and still teach a night class? Wow, you've got more ethics than I do (not hard). Hope you managed to get some malty beverage goodness in you eventually! :)
from ittybittycat :
*clings* I know you're taken and all but will you be my valentine? Pwease? :)
from ittybittycat :
oh yea, you most welcome for the review
from ittybittycat :
Good luck to the boy and the gift. I hope its an awsome one.
from signomifly :
I know I don't know you...stumbled through from a banner. But umm...don't let boy buy you lingere for V-Day. If you think about it, lingere (as a gift) is really for himself and not for you. Honestly, you'll wear it for what? 3-5 minutes before he strips it off. And you're still getting 'nailed'. That's the only advice I can give for ya. Tell him he doesnt have to do dinner or anything fancy...but something more romantic then the ordinary Saturday evening.
from mommylap :
How could you utter the words "she's worried about you?" those words strike terror in the hearts of boys of the moron variety- and as much as I like that suitor, he's a moron. A well meaning moron, but a moron that cannot rise above. I will send an e-mail, but he's not prone to responding to my extensions of friendship darling girl. I have had amusing insights since our discussion last aft...
from stealmypurse :
yes, i also love when they call in a snow day and an hour later it stops snowing. then the whole school system does the point-and-laugh at the administration. probably why we don't have many snow days. thanks for writing. keep in touch!
from edinator :
Hi! Tis me. Ittybittycat. I just finished your review that you can find at http://edinator.diaryland.com/thisendup.html. Remember to link me back please. ^_^
from rdhdprincess :
I adore the new layout dear. The boy did good, and so did you. I hope you are feeling better soon. Give it some time and Dammit! be nice to yourself. Come on, a little pampering is in order. You are smart, funny, strong, honest, and downright brilliant. Remember that!
from ittybittycat :
I love the new template. It's so you.
from iustitia :
I like the new template, though I liked your old one too. The boy made you a very different template than you made yourself - wonder if that's meaningful? Hope you start feeling better soon.
from mommylap :
Face it. You are mostly suffering from too many days in a row without your mommylap fix. I know it's true, though you might try to deny it. ha ha ha
from ittybittycat :
OoOoOo!! Kiki's Delivery Service. I want to see that anime. Is it good? YEY for for a good dinner! :)
from fargahar :
I've never been so exicted for a "drab" entry. :) :)
from fargahar :
Thank you very muchly for not saying anything about the boob. I love you for that.
from ittybittycat :
Shrinks can be so funny sometimes. Especially if you've gone through as many as I have. 15. or 16 i think. Maybe even as much as 17. Ha ha...
from legalbeagle :
Join the fluoxetine club. I will never, EVER go off it if I can help it and if it continues to work for me. I've never understood not taking something that can help you feel normal. It won't make every day fucking cheery, but it takes away the Black Dog of Depression that hides in the corner. Life is scary enough without that guy growling, waiting to pounce. Rock on, sister - don't be afraid to give in and LIKE feeling okay for a change. It's scary...but in a good way.
from ittybittycat :
man, that suck about work, and the business and all. I hope everything will get better really soon. like now soon...
from sporkreviews :
Your review is up! =)
from discothekid :
that totally sucks about your license
from fargahar :
You can come over and drink alcohol, eat pizza, and watch Queer as Folk with me...
from fargahar :
Thanks for opening the links in a new window. I never imagined so many people would jump down my throat for mentioning it. I just pointed it out to be helpful because to me it seemed more logical and I liked it that way. It seems more organized to me. :)
from ittybittycat :
i hate escelators. they always tend to test to see how flexible i am and instead end up giving me bad cramps in places i never knew could get cramps...
from dani-lou :
Oh dear, that sounds like such fun. And the fact that they walked right over you, would have made me extremely mad! Hugs, Dani.
from kristintracy :
A NUMBER ONE *dun dun dun* these little town bluuuuuues.
from iustitia :
I am SO impressed at the strength of your tights!! So Legal Beagle got a job -- yay!! -- and I think you & LAP & the Beagle & I should hit Sushi Tango to celebrate... ponder this...
from legalbeagle :
If I hear "Grampa" by the Judds at karaoke ever again it'll be too soon.
from legalbeagle :
If I hear "Grampa" by the Judds at karaoke ever again it'll be too soon.
from dont-stop :
Love the new layout. Everything about it is wonderful except when I clicked on "Notes" it took me to a listing of the latested updated diaries.
from ittybittycat :
I LOVE THE NEW LAYOUT!! ITS SO COOL!! ^___^ Its good that you took the day off. You deserve it. Oh yea. I'd love to give your diary a review. I'll just wait until you finish with your layout ^__^
from godmoney :
hey!--you're cool! nice blog!
from ittybittycat :
*kicks big d in the shins* hehehehe... Oh! Lead that schmuck on. Then dump him in a river. Poor guy. I almost feel sorry for him. Almost...
from ittybittycat :
*HUGS* I hope that helps a little *HUGS!*
from lostmormon :
happy days. and packers rock. MMMMM brett farve!
from thecritic :
Gah if spiders did come after you when you killed their kind I'd have to be put in a witness protection program.
from legalbeagle :
Oh lawdy, girl - the PACKERS?????????
from nocry4help :
Hey, thanks for "dropping by" lol. Your diary is pretty cool. Hope you come by more often. Talk to ya later. -Roxie
from caela :
Grr, apparently html don't work in the notes. Oh well!
from caela :
"SMing" is short for "stage managing" and FASS is a theatre company. Check 'em out at <a href="http://fass.uwaterloo.ca">http://fass.uwaterloo.ca</a>.
from dont-stop :
Yeah, I sympathize with your laundry affliction. I also kept all of my clothes in the baskets after I took them out of the drier. I had several baskets, one for undies; one for whites, one for colors and one empty basket by the hamper to take the dirty clothes to get washed. I rarely ever folded any of my stuff. Except for the bedsheets and comforters. I loved folding them because they took up so much room in the basket, that when I was through, it seemed like I actually accomplished a lot, when in reality it was only a couple of sheets or a comforter. Thatís all changed now, of course. Janine has me whipped into shape. Although, Iím not as bad as her. I donít iron my panties.
from purplebanana :
Thanks for your support. Aside from the shared horror Suzy and I have for how TACKY the website is, I still feel like I lost a job or something. I mean, it's all writing for charity (SUPPOSEDLY), but it's gross. I am almost ashamed to give you the link, even though I told them no. That's how bad it is. One day when I know the editor won't be reading my journal, I'll have to rip it the fuck apart. Yes, I have personal integrity, but sometimes no one can expect to live in my continual mercy and niceness.
from devian :
well, you know i truly appreciate you coming by! i liked your answers to that survey. i forgot to mention i got it from trulypoetic.diaryland.com. i think these answers are kind of like some personality test and i'm afraid to see what my answers reveal about me!
from kristintracy :
Your answers to the D.land chain survey were excellent. Sexcellent even. My favorite: smelling like melted butter.
from elle12 :
Hi! Thanks for the note and I am glad that you liked reading my diary. I think it is awesome that you are working on the Dean campaign. I am going to have to swallow a rake if old Shrubby gets voted into office agin. I'll definitely be reading more of your stuff!
from lostmormon :
hey hun, long time no see. I hope all is well. I hate to see you longing after the boy when its seems clear that you know how it is. i wish you the luck. that is how it was with me and the ex for a long time. It was so clear he loved me, but he wouldnt say. I hope it turns out great for you. I wish you love J
from ittybittycat :
HOLY CRAP!! I MAD A BAD TYPO!! I would NEVER EVER NEVER EVER take you off even if my life depended on it! I'M SORRY For the typo!! Don't hate me... *HUGS*
from ittybittycat :
I'm sorry for not telling you about me switching diaries. Your my favorite diary and would take you off even if my life depended on it. I'm sorry about that you had to go home for a funeral. I hope that the New Year will bring very very great, no, awsome things. So awsome that oyu feel like you could explode aswome things. You deserve it. Take Care and Happy Happy New Year.
from officegal :
Im sorry to hear about your grandpa. did you take the plane trip.>? tell me how it goes. im praying for you.... heres to you having a better new year cause i know you deserve it. ever need a listening ear....and got long distance...9712352010 im here for you J
from ittybittycat :
Hey. Its zoombeanie. I had to change diaries. I hope everything turns out alright.
from dont-stop :
Your diary looks like snow. What happened? Did a snow storm come in and layer everything in sight? If so, I hope you're having fun sledding and building snowmen and having snowball fights with the neighbor kids. Remember to wear something toasty and cozy to keep your fingers and toes warm and wiggly :}
from zoombeanie :
Have a merry merry christmas!!
from mommylap :
Man. I can't help but think there is an amazing movie with the events of your past. Maybe we will end up being screenwriters together.
from zoombeanie :
I dunno anyone who like george bush either. Im glad that things got better for you. ^_^!! My school gets in 3 more days
from officegal :
im sorry i havent been keeping up on you. chin up doll! i care:) happy holly day! J ps. new name is m-fslut
from zoombeanie :
Where art thou?? This two absence is not normal. Come back! Please?
from mommylap :
I like that as a parlor game.."Recount your boys"..maybe it can be the title of our first album.
from re-lit :
hahahaha, tardy slips! oh my, that's cheesy! :) thanx for the note! talk to ya later!
from mommylap :
In all this purging of your past, you are doing some magnificent writing. Maybe now that it's been written down you can stop thinking about it.
from officegal :
i miss reading you. boy is having commitment issues. maybe i'll be alone? happy days:)
from re-lit :
hey there! Thanx for makin the survey! It was fun fillin it out! talk to ya lata -Mike
from usweandall :
hi.. :) tx for droping by... i really needed that note... :) i updated my diary.. if u could please gve me some advice about my last entry would be great... im kind of messed up tx :) vic.
from mommylap :
we'll figure out the lennon show. Cut it out.
from zoombeanie :
Yu are not a low life scumbucket. You are an awsome person
from parlance :
I am advertising myself.
from ocean-review :
Wow, I love that button you made! You mentioned something about dropping a line and having it?
from zoombeanie :
Oh poo... I want to be your wife. Darn the qualifications. Just hold for a little bit and I'll get that working car ^_~
from barely-jeri :
Hi there. This is Sepia Reviews. We're currently looking for reviewers and your diary is pretty good so could you help us out by reviewing for us? It's a diary a week or so - nothing heavy (more if you can!). Let us know. Thank you! http://sbspsd.diaryland.com
from zoombeanie :
Hey. Things will get better soon. Have a Happy Thanksgiving.
from officegal :
your poor week?end? buisness reports suck. though i havent the opportunity to actually make one. YOur horrid accident you saw, and missing a plane. oh you poor dear. I feel for you. thanks for your support. let me know what i can do for you. did you get your mail? email me doll! i miss our notage. i hope all is well. loves from oregon, J
from legalbeagle :
Just this side of heaven is a place called Rainbow Bridge. When an animal dies that has been especially close to someone here, that pet goes to Rainbow Bridge. There are meadows and hills for all of our special friends so they can run and play together. There is plenty of food, water and sunshine, and our friends are warm and comfortable. All the animals who had been ill and old are restored to health and vigor; those who were hurt or maimed are made whole and strong again, just as we remember them in our dreams of days and times gone by. The animals are happy and content, except for one small thing; they each miss someone very special to them, who had to be left behind. They all run and play together, but the day comes when one suddenly stops and looks into the distance. His bright eyes are intent; His eager body quivers. Suddenly he begins to run from the group, flying over the green grass, his legs carrying him faster and faster. You have been spotted, and when you and your special friend finally meet, you cling together in joyous reunion, never to be parted again. The happy kisses rain upon your face; your hands again caress the beloved head, and you look once more into the trusting eyes of your pet, so long gone from your life but never absent from your heart. Then you cross Rainbow Bridge together.... Author unknown...
from zoombeanie :
Aww! I hope you feel ok. I remember loosing my best friend, who was a bunny. Named him Thumper. I still really really miss him. Well at least Chaplin and Thumper can become friends in that pet heaven in the sky.
from purplebanana :
Dude, stalk away! Isn't that what Diaryland is, anyway? A big mutual admiration society of slight ego freaks?
from purplebanana :
You recent entry made me laugh. I still remember the first time someone kicked me off their list. Oh, the pain. But they've missed some good bits of me since they kicked me off, and I bet ther're kicking themselves in the ass for removing me. ;)
from zoombeanie :
You have not turned into a subservient jackass. You're an awsome person. Oh, thanks for adding me to your buddy-list. Just one thing about the comment... I'm a girl. Hehe! ^_^ love ya!!
from thecritic :
Aroo? I wasn't slandering people with Oral Herpes, but my stupid roommate said that he normally has an elevated temperature due to his oral herpes. Now whether that's true or not I have no idea odds are it isn't 'cause like I've said in the past he's full of crap. So 2:^P
from legalbeagle :
I want to email you a gargantuan hug, but realize that seeing the little envelope in the right-hand corner will make your stomach jump. Oh wait. You'll get an email from *this* too. Sigh. Well, it's the beagle-y thought that counts.
from idiotreviews :
Hey. Your review is up at Idiot Reviews. http://idiotreviews.diaryland.com/thisendup.html I think you be surprised...well maybe not. Thanks for being so patient! <3s Danielle
from mommylap :
Once a darling girlfriend of mine mentioned that she could never be "fixed or cheered up" only distracted. On this note, I segueway into the amazing coincidence of Shag. I just was digging some Shag stationary at the brainy comic shop. I discussed Shag with that fella named for an angel. And now you bring up Shag too. I might have to have an older entries page with a Shag template because I am a copy catter. I love it all, but especially the recurring Minotaur. Shriners are essential, the devil is always welcome, but the Minotaur really speaks to something deep within.
from legalbeagle :
"he spelled it out very clearly for me" that he was "very good at the friend thing, but not the boyfriend thing" - Okay, tell me - how was this clear? By SLEEPING WITH YOU? HELLO!!! HE IS TOTALLY YOUR BOYFRIEND!!! Men are so fucking stupid sometimes. I dated a guy who told me we weren't dating. I replied, "FUNNY, I don't usually make out with my friends when they drop me off - ya flyin' fuck!" Use the force!
from officegal :
oh hunny doll, <<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<you>>>>>>>>>>>>> big hugs from oregon. im so so sorry. i dont know what to tell you. advice from me the "over but still pining" officegal wouldnt be helpfull and im so sorry. WHat brought it on. please vent if needs be. im here for you!
from mommylap :
No double-spacing. I made the font bigger though. I placed a break in text arbitrarily and made you its sponsor...
from mommylap :
Hmmmm. That was all one paragraph involving the same subject. It was a long cohesive paragraph, but there wasn't any grammar opportunity to make a new paragraph. Maybe I should double-space things for your enjoyment, huh?
from dangerspouse :
Hey! We've got the Great Stone Face in common too - I even named my last dog "Buster". So it's not just the opera thingy. This is kismett, I tell you!! Oh, and I'm having a blast reading through your diary. Thanks for stopping by mine!
from officegal :
good day:0 and enjoy your weekend with the boy:) you lucky deserving gal;) !luvs from oregon!
from goldieknox03 :
dude if some one did 2 thumbs up in passing me, i'd be thinking"wow hes a winner" ! (not!) thats so silly.
from tragiclovest :
Okay... why is my handle "Tragic Love Story"? Wow... where to start... I guess I should just summarize, since I have to leave for work in 10 minutes. I haven't had very good luck in relationships. I've had 4 girls cheat on me, 4 girls dump me for another guy (only one is both lists), and I suspect one other did both, but don't have proof (the mother of my son)... and my last relationship, which I thought could be THE ONE... I messed up BIG time, and so now I have to sit back and know that I lost... everything... and don't worry, you're scarier than a ladybug bite... ;)
from iustitia :
"two thumbs up to everyone that you pass for 21 days (obviously with a smile and some fun)" Oh vomit! I guess there are *some* upsides to the travel, like not having to be around that, eh?
from fargahar :
Just kidding. Actually it is sort of a dumb story I think. I worked at a vets office and we had a client whose last name was Farquar and we had this one tech who could not say that name and one day it came out fargahar so the joke started that whenever we could not pronounce a last name or a pets name we would say,"Oh fargahar" and thus when I was thinking of an email address back in 1998 (like it was a long time ago...) I said,"Oh fargahar what is a good name?" and there is was born and it has been my online id for 5 years now. It sorta sticks with me.
from fargahar :
The origin of fargahar is a deep family secret that will go with me to my grave.....
from wvlady :
Hey, thanks for the html fix! I didn't realize that the link didn't work.
from mommylap :
This is one of my favorite color schemes for you. It represents. You are weird with your pep talk talk, because now that it's the day of the "date" I am in the perfect casual mode. I've distracted myself quite nicely -with researching filing for bankruptcy. And it's a beautiful fall day, I'm considering pulling out the knee socks after all!
from divinedreams :
Woah! Thank's for clearing up the White Stripes thing. They are so weird, I'm not really a fan.. I mean it DID take me like six months to figure out there was only two of them! If you've got anything else interesting don't hold back!
from discothekid :
Not for nothing but your design is adorable. I really like your journal. Thanks for stopping by mine.
from inkdragon :
Thanks!
from officegal :
here i am munching on chicken and writing you. fun huh? i like your header but it seems to not fit so well. its still cool though. besides i pay attention to writing not graphics. though your buttons still kick a$$!
from mommylap :
I really like the new header, but I don't like the blue with it. Keep playing. What about that header in a field of gray or white? I base my design on whatever color is likely to make me the happiest- hence the formerly orange, and currently yellow.
from zoombeanie :
I love the duck. He's HOT!!! and welcome welcome prettiful lady and Go to Miami Beach if you can. It's relaxing
from iustitia :
You know, every time I listen to Otis Redding I lip-sync along with it and pretend I'm Duckie. You update more than anyone I know... it's hard to keep up with you, girl! Hang in there, you'll be back in Mpls (freezing your toesies & scraping off the car windshield) soon. :)
from danielle-y :
Hi. This is Danielle from Idiot Reviews. Me and the rest of the Idiots are going to change the template for Idiot Reviews and we were wondering if we could use the button you made for us, for the main image... It would be greatly appreciated if you said yes. Me and the rest of the Idiot find it absoultely freaking laugh your ass off hilarious. If you say yes, can you please email me (bothejapmonkie@worldnet.att.net) with the colors you used for the image (the green)for the template. And yes, we will most definitely link back to you for the image. Thank you very much. <3s Danielle
from rdhdprincess :
I love the duck as well, but I can't top the lip synching Otis Redding reason because well, that was THE best! And thank you, that dress was awful but like nobody noticed it! I personally thought he should have ended up with Iona. Just Don't even get me started as I never shut up. Sorry. Take care, and sorry to be making you hungry. Maybe I will go write an entry about something really yummy!
from dani-lou :
Cheer up, at least you aren't freezing your butt off!
from mommylap :
Admit that you joined the diaryring just to put the picture of wrestling goddesses on your diary. Admit it. Or don't- I can't force you to. I wish I could add significant yellow to your blue and make green, which we all know from Freshman English after reading The Great Gatsby is the color that symbolizes hope.
from tragiclovest :
Nope, haven't seen Gigantic... but I was so excited about seeing TMBG on your list, I didn't notice Star Wars and Clue! You rock! (BTW, if you are feeling particularly brave, I created a Star Wars quiz in my survey section... :P )
from idiotreviews :
Hey, this is Cassie, also from Idiot Reviews. I also wanted to say thank you so much for the button...I <3 IT! You're awesome! Thanks a bunch! <3s Cassie
from tragiclovest :
OMG! I just noticed your favorite music... They Might Be Giants RULE! :D
from zoombeanie :
You're so pretty!
from mommylap :
hey yesterday was Monday. No afternoon computer lab. Too busy to do anything but my job. You have to hang in until tonight. Nothing I can do.
from idiotreviews :
Hi, this is Danielle from Idiot Reviews. Ah! I love the button you made for Idiot Reviews. I saw it when I was checking for the link. I have to have it! Aha. I read what you said, and if you have time and wouldn't mind...can you please send the code to bobthejapmonkie@worldnet.att.net? Ah, Thank you so freaking much. I will definitely link you and you will be under Thank You on idiot reviews. Thank you thank you thank you! <3s always, Danielle
from idiotreviews :
Like getting reviewed? Check out Idiot Reviews!
from mommylap :
How the fuck did you manage to get afflicted with my menstrual blues? I can't figger it out. I love the entry about the parlor trick. You know I do the same type of trick only I make whatever you might be looking at into something that's better by looking at it through my eyes. I could sell lapglasses as a novelty.
from zoombeanie :
I tried signing your guestbook and it wouldn't let me. :( :( :( Well This is what I was gonna say: YOU ARE TOO AWSOME!!! I LOVE YOU LOTS!!!! Thanx a million and ten for signing my note page.
from zoombeanie :
I don't know what to say. Seeing my name in your diary entry was something I was not expecting in an infinite number of years. Wow! You Totally Rock!!! Frito Lay doesn't like me when I qant to buy it. The bag either get stuck in the darned vending maching or the bag has like 2 chips in it. I love your halloween costume. Its awsome.
from mommylap :
Thanks for the reminder about average hrs, but I already know that. We both rocked on that one rung before our desent into hell. Today's entry was great. It was memory and self-insight connected to current events. That's some fiddlin' chica.
from officegal :
hello. thanks for the note. my deppression is grabbing hold.i suck. your lovely however. even if you like the packers. yeah broncos!!!!
from mommylap :
I love the new font at the bottom. I realize it was probably an html oversight, but I think you should think about changing it to that font. Me likeee
from officegal :
you are so fun to read. can i come with u on a vacation. i want to run away from work. im falling into darkness agian. how are you?
from mommylap :
For what it's worth, your boob entry was worth 1000X more than my revelation. Never stop fiddling. Remember the harmony? We just need practice. Lots and lots of practice.
from zoombeanie :
dang. bad day, huh? Hopefully a trip to Miami won't be so bad. Take time to visit the beach. Its awsome there, I *cough* there.
from officegal :
hot dang! she needs to shut the effe up. lemme kick her in the shins and we'll celebrate with some vodka*wicked grin* hang in there gal, work sucks but your the coolest.remember?
from officegal :
holy trash. i had no idea you had 2 dairys . anymore wonderfull writes lurking? your the coolest. good luck packing!
from zoombeanie :
That's a really nice poem. I hope you day gets better. You are too funny to have a bad day
from officegal :
just remember i think your the coolest. chin up and dont do anything drastic! much lovin from oregon:)
from officegal :
im sorry your day is sucking mine too. chocalate and vodka at my place????
from zoombeanie :
skipping work? Naughty naughty :P
from mommylap :
You managed to create an example of perception disorder that really spells it out -good for you! The girls were very reluctant to believe that any house with all the lights on was empty. I did, at last, tear them from your stoop.
from legalbeagle :
FUCKING HILARIOUS - When I read the note, I read into it through MY depression glasses and saw the same thing. I'm so glad you're one of the voices in my head!
from zoombeanie :
Thanx so so much for tagging my board. you rock!
from drunkencynic :
Being a singer, however, means that my voice education is really rather fragile and goddamnit, Juilliard would look so kickass on a c.v. I always seem to have the weird predicament. I do, however, believe that things work out for the best. So did you find yourself at college or are you still looking? "Damn, where'd it go?"
from drunkencynic :
Beautiful Boy (Darling Boy). Instantly identified and therefore all the more poignant. Thank you for the advice. Unfortunately it seems like college is one of those things you can't thumb your nose at. It's one of those implacable, ridiculously intimidating initiation into the rest of your life things. Or so it seems to me. If I had my way I'd be biting my thumb at everything. But deep down I really do want to go to a good college. I think the computer is making me dumber. er.
from zoombeanie :
your*
from zoombeanie :
Hello. I was reading your diary and I really like you layout. And you diary is funny. I add you to my favorite peoples list.
from banshee-rose :
Hey thanks for the book suggestion. I will look it up. I need something to read in class since I finished that other one lol.
from thecritic :
Woohoo for breeding practice. I'm thinking of changing it to America's Favorite Pasttime though... hmmm
from mommylap :
Excellent banner. Especially if it was created using no right clicks!
from drunkencynic :
I love Jeff Buckley. It's so cool to see a quote from him! You have excellent taste in diaries, music, movies, and books. I'm quite intrigued. drunkencynic/hobgoblin
from banshee-rose :
Clicked a banner found a cool site.
from officegal :
i think its lovely! absolutely cool:) like you . but not as cool. your thee coolest:*
from iustitia :
hey, thanks for the note... I took your advice, and found some men's jeans to cover my rear. :) Wrote about it today, too.
from mommylap :
THE LAST THING YOU NEED IS TO BE INVOLVED WITH SOMEONE WHO WANTS NOTHING MORE THAN YOU TO BE THE CENTER OF HIS WORLD! I mean it. You don't want to be J's Eli, do you? That's exactly what would happen leaving you guilty, unsatisfied, and oh yeah- still depressed. JOE would be a better choice. I mean, the issues that occurred with that relationship involved the fact that he was a mama's boy that had never gotten bit or scratched before by love. Maybe that big baby grew up? Anyway, no one else will ever be "what you need" anyway. Find someone who when you hang out with them, makes YOU into what you need. I know, easier said than done. But that's the best rule of thumb for anyone- especially silly girls like us who generally have our thumbs up our ass anyway.
from officegal :
hunny doll. I do that too. please dont beat yourself up about it. it is a thing us girls do. just work on it. but putting your self down wont help. your wonderfull. please keep your chin up. luvin from oregon! *muah*
from iustitia :
I spent the summer in Chicago, away from my fella & friends & family... it was the worst, but it made homecoming the BEST EVER. Enjoy. :) ps. I'm going to Target for jeans; thanks for the advice!
from dont-stop :
Happy Happy Joy Joy!!!
from poppyfish :
An icon? What do you mean by an icon? Of course I am flattered to be your icon, but if I knew what it meant, I could do an even better job of fulfilling my duty as the world's best icon. Dum dum dum!
from officegal :
YOu must be so so happy to go home. i must be a slacker or too caught up in myself/aka selfish too remmember why you left. i hope you feel better. i look foward to your entrys. especailly your happy ones. gotta say im not a big ren&stimpy fan. but nonetheless. have a great FLight! :)
from mommylap :
The line between self-depracation and self-hate is very thin. Be WARY. I will have to marry both you and the boy as a couple if you are cute enough to dress up that way for Halloween. That he would suggest that outfit makes me champion him even more. I miss you damn it. Come home right now so I can hug and kiss you.
from officegal :
I read every post. ps. you should wear fishnets instead of stockings, they are feminine and damn sexy too;)
from officegal :
ps. I LOVE your new design. very nice;)
from legalbeagle :
I am fucking HONORED. You made my shitty night. Thanks, K.
from legalbeagle :
I am madly in love with the new template!! You are Soul Sister #1! I lived in a hotel for six month. It. Sucks. Ass. I. Concur. You get over that "free cleaning" and "Hey! I'm gonna order room service!" thing reaaaaally fast. Especially if your "hotel" doesn't offer room service.
from mommylap :
If you are a cow, I am the herd. So there. We are both foxy and sexy and need to get over it.
from legalbeagle :
Dude - that cremation bit about John ain't true. It was made up by Albert Goldman, the most hated Beatle "biographer" in history. The guy made a ton of shit up but it's fictional. See the following link for just a few examples of why Goldman sucks the big Beatle weinie: http://www.liv.ac.uk/ipm/beatles/breflib/goldman.html
from smilefactory :
Hi "867530991141100700462323285", Thanks for the note. Next time I'm silly (in writing) I'll be sure to let you know!
from dani-lou :
Don't worry! Being under the influence isn't a great excuse, but it really does change your ability to function. Where are you in Texas? Hugs, Dani.
from legalbeagle :
http://www.classique-productions.com/pages/PAGE47C.HTM ....click on images at the bottom!
from legalbeagle :
You're probably not looking for something like this: http://www.guardian.co.uk/gallery/image/0,8543,-11004647090,00.html I'll keep looking...
from mommylap :
Um, because Robert Downey Jr was in a gross and romantic movie with Cybill Shepard named "Chances Are"? My favorite comment on Johnny Mathis is a great scene from the movie Diner where Steve Guttenberg and Paul Reiser are arguing who is better for making out to- Johnny Mathis or Frank Sinatra. Both arguments are good and they go to Mickey Rourke for the tie-breaker. "Mathis or Sinatra? Mathis or Sinatra?" to which the reply is "Presley." Happy Birthday.
from officegal :
no no. doll. i liked both layouts. i liked the pills i liked the legs. your just good.
from officegal :
happy happy birthday:) adn i love the new layout. hot legs! lol:)
from dani-lou :
Happy Birthday! Happy Birthday! Happy Birthday! Happy Birthday! Happy Birthday!
from mommylap :
You could be even worse than sending a Dear John e-mail. I could meet with him as your personal assistant and explain that although he gave the job his all, there remained something lacking in his dedication, the enthusiasm was there but the results weren't. Knowing that there is a perfect fit out there for you somewhere, we just wouldn't feel right about detaining and destaining you. Umm it's not you, it's me. I don't look good in that color....?
from mommylap :
It's good to revel in these bright momments. The best part is from what I can tell the one who makes your heart go twitter-pat sees you as you are and finds you pretty beautiful. AS HE SHOULD! As always, an abundance of love from me...
from dani-lou :
Don't you just hate being depressed. It's hard to figure out what put you in that place to begin with. Sometimes life makes absolutely no sense. Hugs, Dani.
from dont-stop :
Thank you for the kind words. I read what you wrote about missing appointments and stuff. It's difficult when you're in deep and procrastination takes a hold. Alot of people don't realize that it's something that you can't understand unless you've experienced it first-hand.
from mommylap :
Why is it that J will make you happy? Because he wants to define something in a way you want it defined? The definition alone has never made you happy in a blanket fashion in the past. I think that there are more obtuse connections between you and Eli that spin around you like gossamer. I think that you need to let go of the definition and trust that Eli only wants you -definition or not. You are being too hard on yourself in general. Don't fool yourself into thinking there is some guaranteed happiness even with nuturing and adoration. Love yourself as I love you. That would make Eli love you, and maybe he already does.
from willbeforgot :
the diary does help to let emotions out...it's helped me...i hope it's helping you...you are loved
from legalbeagle :
It's so powerful, but so close to home. It's hard when you're nuts and not the only one in your family who is nuts, and someone beats you to the punch - then when you're nuts, you realize people think you're just doing things for "attention" or some shit. Glad you're here - and glad that someone else loves "Running Bear"...with a love big as the sky!
from dani-lou :
I'm glad you're writing and getting your emotions out there. It helps a little and it makes things a little better to understand or at least face. Hugs, Dani.
from dont-stop :
I don't know you, but I want to wrap my arms around you and give you a big warm hug. xoxo Beth
from mommylap :
I feel that it's really important that you're doing this. It's been important for me to talk and keep talking. I think it's mostly the not-talking that makes us focus on that exit door. I think the talking works much better than most medicine. Love You.
from dont-stop :
I read your story. That was interesting and it brought back a lot of memories.
from poppyfish :
Thank you for the note. I'm sorry I took so long to respond, but virus in the network, you know. Weekend time is my only computer time, alas. Anyway! About your note ... I guess it's true that I like to give myself a hard time. I think I figure that, if I insult myself enough, nobody will have anything left to attack themselves. Some of my friends have found all-new things to criticize me for, but ah well. The theory is a sound one.
from kristintracy :
Your diary is sexcellent. I love the word "enchanting," by the way...it makes me feel like a sorceress. But not in the typical "faerie" sense. xxx~kristin
from candora :
intrigued by your photos in your entries... looking for time to read more :)
from poppyfish :
Well thank you very much ... that's a good point about Johnny. I mean, I'm drawn to people who do what they like and fuck all who don't agree, but somehow with me it never seens to work that way, you know? But it's reassuring to know there are people who can relate!
from thecritic :
Haha Woohoo I'll have to thank Mommylap later. If you ever find your way to Maryland you name the time I'll name the place and I'll be there with bells on!
from mommylap :
That's what plane rides are for- to get up to date on what you'll be training. Like there'll be anything else to do besides prepare. You could make a little voodoo doll of R and play with that evilly. Is it also your fault that he drove drunk? Is it?
from mommylap :
Did you mean 'both LAP and Eli'? Because who is Emily?
from mommylap :
You so rarely dress to express your personality at all. You are just the laziest girl- because don't you know it's all in the costumes?
from mommylap :
We both took days yesterday. I worry that instead of skipping through life overjoyed that you are back in the swing of Laura, that you somehow tripped and are trapped inside a deep hole. Here is some rope my friend, please remember that it's not only good for a hanging, and that a far better way to make your escape is hand over hand
from mommylap :
The only evidence that you're simply a stand in is in your brain. What about the evidence that shows your hold on him is such that he wasn't able to even run far away when he felt he lost in a cage match against your depression? What are the chances that he will be able to think of anything other than how much he misses you when you are gone? He, being a boy will be plagued by the knowledge that you're so fun, especially in a performance oriented training situation, that boys and girls everywhere foster special, secret crushes on your fun self no matter what city you're in. And then he'll recall that the city you're in is far from the city he's in. Drinking will only make it worse. He will be in exquisite pain as you are busy training new robots for the workhouse, and you'll be none the wiser. You'll just be thinking- 'That's not love, it's familiarity...' Revel in your power for ONCE, girl- I COMMAND YOU! And that's all I have to say about thaaaaat...
from mnvnjnsn :
Are you a geek? Psh- you had me at "foxy." Yay, Sharpies! Thanks for surveyin'.
from mommylap :
The best thing to do if you are being trailed behind is get up on skis and ride in that boy's wake. Don't forget to smile BIG so the audience on the beach can see you!

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