Dear Cynthia

torment.. agony.. despair..

and all the good stuff in between

My favorite diaries:

andsoitgoes profile - diary
comments: "I want to be the best me I can be. I don't want to feel like I'm clogged, like my brain has welled up and come to a full stop, that I'm missing out on everything that's going on in the world just because I can't communicate
affiliate19 profile - diary
asyourghost profile - diary
comments: ennui.. is such a pretty word.
boyecho profile - diary
comments: rediscovered.
coyaffinity profile - diary
comments: amazing insight and introspection
dcalien profile - diary
comments: "The death of a dream is not like the death of a person. There is no funeral. Worst of all, there is no announcement, no family and friend calling to spread the news."
elipsis profile - diary
comments: "when we came to the point at which i knew he knew that no conclusions could possibly be drawn from reason alone, we stopped. /i smiled. he frowned."
erato profile - diary
comments: "You refuse to see what I am. I let you love the woman that is not myself. You deserve more than I could ever give you. I will play perfect as long as you let me."
fellbehind profile - diary
comments: "bite my shiny metal ass"
girlwcurls profile - diary
comments: "When is the last time you let the wind run through your hair on the freeway without cringing at the though of the disarray that will ensue afterwards?"
glenjamin profile - diary
kal-uwsp-81 profile - diary
comments: "To see with my eyes the memory my heart has feasted upon for so many years."
kitty-kaboom profile - diary
comments: zombies, marshmallows, and lots of lava
lifeasadream profile - diary
comments: "Don't tell people anything. They'll only turn it against you."
ms-ashlynn profile - diary
comments: "children didnt ask to be here. they didnt, and yet they somehow bear the brunt of all of our stupidity"
orpheusd0wn profile - diary
comments: "Take it light."
placable profile - diary
comments: good titles.
redniko profile - diary
comments: "I spent the day utterly, hopelessly alone and it was the most wonderful occurance in some great stretch of time. "
regz profile - diary
comments: angry, but now he knows why.
selfbiased profile - diary
comments: zen.
sensualistic profile - diary
comments: a whole world i can relate to. so eerily similar.
shortst101 profile - diary
comments: "for it's easier for me to be miserable than to fuck up everyone else's life around me, for they are what matter.."
softplaces profile - diary
comments: "When somebody yells, it is never just a single voice that is heard. It is every other voice, every angry face that spewed those words in the past."
starzero profile - diary
comments: true.
stopbreathin profile - diary
comments: someone i admired from high school, who always came up with the best ideas in english class.
thefictions profile - diary
comments: "no one ever sets out to be a failure. we construct words out of letters, into sentences and conversation pieces with a backdrop of nervousness about damn near everything."
the29th profile - diary
comments: breathtaking.
waterstain profile - diary
comments: "if you don't think about something, it doesn't exist. this is particularly true of the future."
xanofthorn profile - diary
comments: i like her attitude.
xxiii profile - diary
comments: i was aiming for the stars.../ but all i could hit was you.
quoted profile - diary
comments: the gateway to more spectacular diaries.
miss-shirty profile - diary
comments: there is life after love.
mcearstix profile - diary
kristinhank profile - diary
z0tl profile - diary
ceciliaruns profile - diary

My favorite music:

comments: ::Immerse your soul in love.::
Tori Amos
comments: ::So you can make me come, that doesn't make you Jesus..::
comments: ::This is where I'm staying.. This is my home..::
comments: ::Protect me from what I want::
Nine Inch Nails
comments: ::'Thought he lost everything, then he lost a whole lot more::

My favorite movies:

Edward Scissorhands
comments: ::"Why did you do it..?" "Because you asked me to."::
Dead Poets Society
comments: Carpe Diem.
comments: ::You may be through with the past, but the past may not be through with you.::
Fight Club
comments: ::You are not your fucking khakis.::
Vanilla Sky
comments: ::Open your eyes...:: || [also, since I was reminded: Donnie Darko, Requiem: For a Dream, City of Lost Children, Amelie, Waking Life, Chelsea Walls.]

My favorite authors:

Neil Gaiman
Albert Camus
Ernest Hemingway

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last updated: 2017-01-16 18:06:07
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