messages to neurotic-one:
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from willowdreams :
OMG thank you for leaving me a note! my email is [email protected] I will set my lj to accept anyone for a while, omg.. you are one person i hope to never lose contact with!
from me-me-meee :
Oh, but I still have the basement steps, the attic stairs, and the front porch steps to fall down because I like to compare the difference in my injuries between each fall. lol j/k. I don't know about grace school but I do need to learn to watch where I'm going and not be in a rush, especially after playing in the dirt, meaning I have mud on the bottom of my shoes.
from twisted-mind :
Hey, I just wanted to say Hey! Thinking of you and having a chuckle. I think you rock the casba! (Sp?) you know what I mean right? hah
from nacwolin :
Are you okay???? Email me....
from twisted-mind :
Just remember I love you and I'm only a phone call away.
from em-powered :
sweetie, look at all this support here for you. we all love you, girl. just always know that. we all need a hiatus every so often. bless your heart...whatever the cause may be. *hugs*
from me-me-meee :
(((((Barbara))))) I know you want to be left alone, but I didn't feel right without giving you a proper goodbye. I'll miss you.
from msguided :
(((Barb))) you have always been so very kind to me and given me such superb advice. Please let me know if there is ever anything I can do for you. Eva, k?
from cosmicrayola :
I don't know what has happened, but I am leaving you on my buddy list. I hope whatever it is straightens itself out. Be well.
from calulu :
(((((((((Barb))))))))! Hope you feel better soon.
from thecrankyone :
((hugs)) what's going on.? Now I'm worried about you.
from funkydoodle :
(((Barb)))
from suprgoddess :
yeah barb!!! tis me, emily!!! :D *mwah*
from im2evil4u :
Excellent choice of words. Give her something real to discuss with her cellmate, Jesus. As for the tour of Intercourse and Blue Balls, I would love to. Even for just a day trip, definitely in the Fall, as we are going to Florida (ughh) in July. Where exactly are you?
from jane-does :
Thanks for the note. I'll share the password with you if you want to give me an email address. I just have too many people I know reading it, and it's coming back to haunt me. ;)
from im2evil4u :
*snort* I thought you were kidding! Its actually on an tiny island in between Staten Island and Manhattan. Close enough, I say.
from im2evil4u :
Re: your comment � LOL about the Statue of Liberty. Although, I don�t foresee a trip to visit Amish Country in the near future, I�d love to visit you. Then again, who knows? My mother has always wanted to go. Maybe one weekend in the fall, if you don�t mind playing the role of tour guide.
from me-me-meee :
I think this one's a keeper. He practice-proposed last night when I was online talking to him and it was the cutest thing ever! Well, no, he's the cutest thing ever but you know what I mean. Okay, enough mush, I promise. Anyway, so far, so good, and I'll definitely keep the me-me-meee soap channel up to date on new events. ;)
from twisted-mind :
no... no... I was sleeping. He told you I was all tied up. heh.
from biohazzard80 :
I miss Sonic so much!! I miss Austin in general, but especially in terms of restaurants. Anytime asks me where to go eat I say, "I don't care" because there's nothing good here hehe. I did find a Sonic an hour away, so if I get desperate I can take a roadtrip :).
from moodymama :
alright missy...day four with no update from you. hope you're just busy and everything's okay. glad i get to see you in the group when you don't update. ha! i feel special now. i can go on with my life now, knowing that babs is still alive cuz i saw her in group today. neener, neener to her readers! :o)
from twisted-mind :
Don't worry, its not really my birthday until this Saturday. Thanks for the song though.
from moodymama :
btw, i can see the orange background it's just the content that doesnt load. :o(
from moodymama :
i am UPset! i still can't see you waaaaaaaa. ::screams:: of all diaries not to load! ::kicks computer::
from twisted-mind :
Your questions for me were wonderful!
from moodymama :
for some reason your page still won't load for me. i hope someone hasn't already asked these questions. 1)What's the main reason that you became a foster parent? 2)Why do you like Lucy so much? Hehe. 3) If I came to visit you up north, where would be the first place we'd go sightseeing?
from moodymama :
hmph! your page won't load! tried to load it three times.
from liquid-mojo :
Nephew huh? If you are trying to flatter me by telling me I look you then you have suceeded. ;) Anyway I'm glad you like the profile and thank you for adding me to your faves... :)
from im2evil4u :
As much fun as this has become, I will deal with that guy tomorrow. Although I�m quicker with the sarcasm after midnight, I must get to bed, I have to wake up at 8:00 tomorrow. If you don�t hear from me after this I have conked out on my keyboard. Have a great night.
from im2evil4u :
However, I have having such a great time with you and selfishly, busting insatiable�s chops.
from im2evil4u :
Yeah, I almost had a panic attack about that. I have to get up early tomorrow.
from me-me-meee :
I love the word fuckwad! Anyway, I got the note. I even read it! ;)
from me-me-meee :
He probably doesn't know about your notes but you never know. He might read those when he gets tired of whacking off to what you have to say... sort of like the difference between watching a chick masturbate, and a bunch of girls in an orgy. Umm yeah. I should shut up before I start creeping people out. lol. I don't think you're obsessing by the way, so leave all the notes you want. I'm bored and I love getting new email.
from me-me-meee :
That whole password thing should keep him busy for a while, eh? ;) (If you're clueless, read my last message.)
from me-me-meee :
Pepsi-Cola Corporation would like to thank you because now that I've spit what I had in my mouth out of my mouth, they profit when I have to go buy another can. Or something. Hi Mr. Creepy! Are you enjoying yourself!? I have pictures of my butt on my diary. You should come see!
from twisted-mind :
Just wanted to let you know I was thinking of you. :o)
from im2evil4u :
He's the one with the least amount of hair.
from twisted-mind :
Happy Easter friend of mine!
from autumnleigh :
Sorry for the delay with your flower. It took me a while to come up with an appropriate one for you (and, yes, I was feeling a little guilty about it). Glad you like it.
from me-me-meee :
Yes, you certainly can come in. There's just too many perverts searching my diary for things like "Fucking little boys" and for the sake of my kids, it's time to close it up to the googlers. The un is locked and the pw is up
from batten :
BTW. You're a lady. A well-bred lady too. No one can have the depth of sentiment and the ability to express it without being a lady of great breeding, blue-blood bedamned. Big hug, woman. You'll be okay. If other people love you, can you really believe yourself to be unloveable? If so then you should stop fighting the status quo... (grin) Gygundous hug and much love. -J
from frenchpress :
**hugs** growing up is so fucking hard to do!
from biohazzard80 :
I hate having roommates...I know three people I will willingly live with, and already live with two of them!
from biohazzard80 :
I do work with the bitchin women, but dog shit girl is our ex-roommate ;).
from biohazzard80 :
Fuck smokers, I want a beach without people.
from biohazzard80 :
You may ALWAYS use my space to vent. Kc and I spend substatial amounts of time in our living room engrossed in relentless bitching. Thank goodness we're moving on soon. And even if we're not happier, we'll have new things to bitch about ;).
from me-me-meee :
I'm not concerned or anything. I was actually in awe. I've been pregnant 5 times and I ate more yesterday than I did any day of any of my pregnancies. I haven't eaten like that since I was 14, actually. lol
from im2evil4u :
The Philadelphia Zoo is the first thing on my agenda. I've been to every zoo in every place I have visited. You reminded me of a funny story from our last visit to the Philly Zoo, I'll share it tonight!
from captainron :
Hmm, back problems and migranes... are we related?
from me-me-meee :
Your mom was a smart lady, indeed, although a cold one while she cleaned everything off and you got to hog the heater. lol! Happy belated St Pat's Day.
from biohazzard80 :
LMAO @ "Ugly People Zoo." You poor thing.
from juniperhexum :
Ahhh! So YOU'RE Barbara! Thank you very much on the comments. I have considered entering a few contests, but my work is all digital. I'm trying to get together a portfolio together before I enter anything. Thanks again for the comments, I really appreciate it!
from twisted-mind :
Are you angry with me?
from autumnleigh :
Thanks for pimping my diary!
from thebugprince :
My guest book aparently no longer notifies me when people sign it. To which entry were you refering? I love vasline and it's very nutritious. Did you know that the guy who invented it used to eat a spoonful every day?
from me-me-meee :
I really needed that laugh!!! Thanks for posting the link. Now I need to go pee before I do it in my pants from laughing too hard....
from betenoire05 :
See, you have a legitimate fear. Jack just doesn't want to admit he's aging. He may have to break down and get a hearing aid eventually. Lin overheard him tell his Mom that he thought all the kids were talking about him and being disrespectful, because he couldn't hear them. Paranoid, yep. Unfortunately, my kids have no problem telling adults what they think to the adults' face. lol. Oh, Amen to your entry today. Chris
from betenoire05 :
See, you have a legitimate fear. Jack just doesn't want to admit he's aging. He may have to break down and get a hearing aid eventually. Lin overheard him tell his Mom that he thought all the kids were talking about him and being disrespectful, because he couldn't hear them. Paranoid, yep. Unfortunately, my kids have no problem telling adults what they think to the adults' face. lol. Oh, Amen to your entry today. Chris
from thebugprince :
Fausnaut? Sounds German as well as evil. Imagine that? (I kid, I kid). Couldn't get into your g-book for some reason.
from biohazzard80 :
*snicker* you're far from typical and you know it ;). And my entry was about several acquaintences we have that are far from happy, but don't know any better *lol*.
from me-me-meee :
Of course it's clean, because you do it yourself. lol I, personally, need to remember to pay the electric bill. I think it's been a few months. Oops!
from me-me-meee :
Not to mention, if my husband cleaned the whole house I'd have to ask him where he came from because as far as I know, I don't have one. Even if I did, it isn't like they really clean, right? lol
from me-me-meee :
Perfectly honest and perfectly awesome but perfect, no, and I'm glad. We could always start writing entries that say things like "I went on a play date and it was nice. All of the other mommies love me and when I came home, my husband had cleaned the whole house from top to bottom and I just love him so much but we're too perfect to have sexual relations. Besides, I'm too busy vaccuuming in my poodle skirt." but I think there's enough diaries out there like that. ;)
from me-me-meee :
And who's getting old? This is the first time I turned 25 and I refuse to get any older. I'm quitting while I'm ahead. haha! Seriously, I love that you speak your mind. I hate this hokey "I'm a mom so I have to be perfect in my own diary because people might think less of me." pshh! I prefer honesty and I'm glad you do too. :-D
from me-me-meee :
You're way behind, chicky. lol The commercial is on the sci-fi channel all the time for a show coming out that's called Tripping the Rift. They go "You've got to fight... for your right... to fart." then it makes this really big fart noise and says the name of the show. I wanted a video clip of it and that headline caught my eye on google as I was looking. Never did find the video clip though. :(
from me-me-meee :
HAHAHAHAHA! Well if I smell shit, I let someone know, and I don't care if it's my kids or not but your sister-in-law cracks me up. lmao Thanks for the laugh. That's a good one.
from sahm :
i locked my diary username is 'lock' password is 'down'
from betenoire05 :
Thanks for your kind note. Lin is being so nice/happy that I'm beginning to worry. Hmm. I'm hoping that she's merely excited about changing schools and nothing "sinister" is going on. Having a happy teen daughter is somewhat spooky. By the way, your guestbook has taken a definite dislike to me. Every time I tried to visit, it kicked me out into internet hell. Again, thanks. I really enjoy getting your notes. Chris
from biohazzard80 :
I let my family know early on how I felt about church services, but the worst was grandfather begging me to "try" a girl once "Just to be sure, maybe you did it wrong the first time." I didn't know whether to cry about that or have obnoxious fits of laughter ;).
from nagvioli :
i think it's very cool that you are volunteering at school. i wish my student's parents would volunteer more often as well. heck, i wish they would just work with their kids at home!
from sunnflower :
Hi from Suburban Island. You left me a nice note on my guestmap - thanks. Yeah, the buttons are fun to make. I think it's very cool when I see a Suburban Island button on someone's diary. I'm with you on the fusion jazz thing by the way. Also, I just love your diary - the layout and everything. Glad you stopped by so I could discover you.
from autumnleigh :
Thanks for the love.
from im2evil4u :
Never tell, darn it
from im2evil4u :
You can email me and spill it. Please, I'll ever tell... I mean I ate toilet paper what can be worse than that?
from serenaville :
I tried to leave a proper sign in your guestbook, but it seems to be down at the moment. Thank you so much, for adding serenaville to your faves/buddy list! That's a gesture I never take for granted. Also, the comment you wrote in your profile for my space was eloquent, warming, and much appreciated. I'm taken with how you worded that. So glad you'll be reading regularly! Take care.
from twisted-mind :
You are most welcome. I love you too! :o)
from me-me-meee :
I suck at explaining what I mean. lol. Go here: http://me-me-meee.diaryland.com/images/fontaine.jpg
from me-me-meee :
The link is right in the guestbook entry that I left you. the pic is called fontaine. Just look for that. ;)
from biohazzard80 :
Happy Birthday..and you're very blessed to have that kid of yours...not that i need to tell you that ;).
from pashiesplace :
Happy Birthday!!!!!
from betenoire05 :
Happy Birthday to you!
from bluecharis :
Hi there and Happy Birthday to you! All the best to you on your special day. I hope, it was and is filled with happiness and joy... AND heaps of gifts! All the best for the year to come! Greetings from Germany, love, Charis :-))
from bluecharis :
Hi there and Happy Birthday to you! All the best to you on your special day. I hope, it was and is filled with happiness and joy... AND heaps of gifts! All the best for the year to come! Greetings from Germany, love, Charis :-))
from skaistarr :
Happy Birthday! have an awesome day, an awesome year and many many more!
from kathiec :
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! Have a great day... heck, have a great year! Love and birthday hugs, Kathie
from mkboog :
Happy Birthday!
from vadergirl :
Should I sing you "Harper Valley PTA" ? I tried the guestbook not sure if it worked, it said I had already signed ?? yet I've always just sent you notes. ?
from biohazzard80 :
Hey, Philosophy might not pay much but at least you're not getting vomited on by sick people (and manangement!). I understand the lack of empathy...too bad my family didn't ;). I'll get on that guestbook soon, and you'll be the first to know.
from im2evil4u :
Sorry, I meant to say I'm glad i am originally from Brooklyn. BTW I didn't get 39 phone calls today.
from biohazzard80 :
Hehehe, my main issue with the guy was his holier-than-thou attitude when he was driving a largely asian car that just happened to say "Pontiac" on it. A honda civic would have been more American, they make those 20 miles up the road. I'll look into the guestbook..I'm completely HTML illiterate so I've been hesitant to do anything special to my diary. Thanks for the tip.
from spritopias :
Sorry, I blew our shot at the state title because I was getting high. I hope you understand.
from pashiesplace :
Thanks so much for the messages lately! Salt...make em' thirsty. Now that is a good idea!
from batten :
Okay. I was wondering if perhaps the aching muscles had shorted out my neural pathways... (grin) Have a good weekend, woman. Catch ya on the flip side. -J
from wench77 :
hehe, yes of course I know what a burning barrel is... I grew up in Saskatchewan! :) Was my job as a child to burn the burnable garbage. I was wondering about your illegitimate baby burning barrel gossip, where that came from... Hmm, I am sure that I could smell like I liked... but I probably would have to put a lid on my opinions! And yeah "YOU ENGLISH!!"... hehe we get that in Quebec as well... I always reply... I speak the English language, I am Canadian, and my background is Russian German and Swedish, definitely not English. Like I say, if you're a black living in Haiti speaking French, you are Francophone, not a "You French"!! :)
from vadergirl :
+sniff sniff+ OMG! That's just so horrible! +shakes her head+
from batten :
Tell me the story about sinking the catamaran. Pleeeeeease? How the heck did he do that? You have to work really hard to sink a catamaran, y'know. Them pontoons float like nobody's business... ow. Yes. I am a bonafide idiot. Feel free to mock me. Do so often and well. I deserve it. I sound like a bowl of Rice Krispies right now. At least your body loves you. Ow. Later. -J
from vadergirl :
I hope that was a sarcastic quip about the Amish girls because the image of someone throwing a baby into a firey barrel makes me sad.
from batten :
one more thing... that tiki tissue box? I bought the same one for my best friend this christmas. I caught a cold and she brought it over to keep me company. Hee! It makes me inordinately happy despite having a runny nose. I may have to buy one for myself...
from batten :
She and Janie mentioned you Friday night which is how I wound up at your journal. It's nice to meet you! (grin) So your brother sails? Very nifty. I'd love to get paid for crewing but somehow I think mixing business with pleasure would maybe detract from the inherent joy I find in being out on the water. If you ever get up this way, send up a flare and we'll have a mini-journalcon of diarylanders. Hope your 2004 is going well so far. Thanks for the note, woman. Made my day. Hugs -J
from twisted-mind :
Everyday... every morning and every night.
from devilsdealer :
I was wickedvirtue before, but I didn't have too many readers, so I don't know that you would've known me then. I'd be rather surprised if you did. Thanks for reading now!
from im2evil4u :
Yeah, I make frequent stops through-out diaryland when I take breaks from cleaning and watching court shows. I love being on vacation.
from wench77 :
hah you'll do great! shit, if someone that you have nothing in common with married you, you should get along smashingly with a whole slew of people you have nothing in common with! Hope it went well!
from jadenz :
Hi! Your guestbook isn't working :( Merry belated christmas. Hope it wasn't too bad & you didn't get your hands wet in any pissing contests you may have entered ;)
from wench77 :
hiya! thanks for writing a comment! It was so dead over Christmas!! And thanks for writing "neurotic-one"... all these people have lately been signing comments with names and not their username (with no URL) and I am SO confused! I was like Barbara, barbara.... :) Here you are! Sigh... I STILL wish I could manage to watch a movie without bawling cuz there are pirates, even if it is a bad movie! :) I did the christmas ornament quizilla you have posted and I came out as a snowflake/snow spray of all silly things! But really... what is my favorite kind of movie!!... one that is a horror comedy with thriller bits and some romance of course! :) And Johnny Depp not being a pirate! ciao!! thanks for dropping by.
from foosgold :
Merry Christmas! Hope you and yours have a great time, and don't get too stressed!
from cosmicrayola :
I got 38, a C+!!
from betenoire05 :
diaster=disaster, Duh...
from betenoire05 :
I have the same issues about odor. My whole house can look like a diaster area, and I can cope. Let something be a little smelly, and I go nuts. Congrats, on your cookies. You are way ahead of me. I'm still waiting for divine inspiration, or Christmas Eve!
from me-undaunted :
what's Kalacky? if you were a dog in your past life, i hope it was a dalmation. they're so cute. i want one.
from twisted-mind :
Well actually scribble journal seems to have a real community feel too it. Its still really small so everyone almost knows everyone else. Plus there are so man diarylanders over there its almost like diaryland. I don't think I will ever stop updating my diaryland diary since I've been there so long I just can't imagine not using it. I must admit it makes me feel pretty special that you would actually miss little old me. Rest your body you baker lady and take a day off. Oh and I bout died laughing at your meatBALL reference to the dickhead guy.
from chicknamedal :
Snicker, snicker, snort! Almost spewed my lunch through my nose and let me tell you, it wouldn't have felt good! (Moo goo gai pan and Diet Code Red...eeeewwwwww!) Loved today's entry...
from politics101 :
once again you AMAZE me that you would take on some one else's child to raise. i can't raise the one's I HAVE. seriously. i've done SOMETHING wrong here. oh well, at least we have fun. some families don't even laugh, and we do PLENTY of that!! oh!! Lei have me her pass and asked me to pass it to you and I can't remember if i did. SPACY??? anyho, can you email it to me? notice the new email? the other one just STOPPED WORKING, like my computer. lost all my addresses, everything. oy vey
from biohazzard80 :
Here's the resume, I didn't write it, just a stupid email forward... http://biohazzard80.diaryland.com/031119_30.html but the best part is the note this idiot left me, which can be seen at http://biohazzard80.diaryland.com/031122_87.html He left me another note yesterday claiming that his spelling issues were journalistic shorthand and that he worked for the Chicago Tribune...worth a good laugh ;).
from l-empress :
No offense taken, believe me. When someone reads my words, even though they may not share my views, I feel that I've made one more step forward.
from splorch :
Oh, thank you, you're very kind! The layout is by moviegrrl; she does fabulous work. I adore her. And thanks for stopping by; hope you enjoy!
from politics101 :
the thought of running out of cigarettes during a snowstorm/hurricane is one of the worst things i can even think of. well, besides having DOOKIE on your bed. THAT is pretty bad also.
from politics101 :
the thought of running out of cigarettes during a snowstorm/hurricane is one of the worst things i can even think of. well, besides having DOOKIE on your bed. THAT is pretty bad also.
from wench77 :
ps if you quote me on your profile, I wanna be cited "wench77", so I can be like all those famous people that SquirrelX quotes all the time! yay! I wanna be like Oscar Wilde and Ralph Waldo Emerson! yay!! :)
from wench77 :
hehe, no, I just havent updated my favorites for a long time, and when I think of how long my "buddy list" would be... I tend to just click on the people's names in my quotes and read their entries. laziness I guess!! But I don't mind classical music, love some of it, and I like jazz that doesn't go melodiless and freeform allover, though I understand why it is important music, and would probably LOVE to PLAY that sort of music if I were a musician... sort of a jamming thing. But on the radio I usually just don't even hear it, as so much background. :)
from frenchpress :
the text on your diary is all cock-eyed...it has been for a few days :(
from vadergirl :
My baby nephew is four months. :( Sheesh not even half a year!
from leslieirene :
Hi there... I was just thinking about you and the review I did for you at Sweet Reviews awhile back. I was laughing about when you gave the "ugliest picture" of your daughter you could find, and I had to have another laugh! You still have a great diary, and I wanted to check in and say hello!
from biohazzard80 :
Too bad, he must not have much of an S&M side *lol*.
from devilsdealer :
No thanks needed. I think it's good to get outside one's comfort zone and see what else is out there. I was pulled in by the fact that you're a foster parent. That's something I admire, and so I thought I'd get a glimpse into what that's like. You're very articulate as well, which is always a plus. Thank *you* for being a good read, and I hope you see something you like in mine!
from vadergirl :
Thank you for your note. I always get excited when I get them. I tend to think no one reads what I write. Your Mother sounds a lot like my Mami at the moment.
from biohazzard80 :
*lol* Only the greasiest come out of Arkansas. And if she had been a ballbuster would he have had to seek his fun elsewhere? Sorry, extra ornery tonight ;).
from foosgold :
It was, indeed, a truly vile set of links. I still haven't looked over all of them!
from twisted-mind :
Thank you for always saying what I need to hear.
from frenchpress :
hey sweetie....give yourself a hug for me! thanks for the sweet email...really thank you.
from jamsjunction :
I am glad that your heart is ok! Although I don't know a whole lot about you (aside from I think I gather your a foster parent), it sounds like alot of people depend upon you every day. I hope you can get some rest. :)
from betenoire05 :
I hope you feel better!
from politics101 :
okay TODAY'S ENTRY has music!! let me know
from politics101 :
okay RETARD, i only put up music every now and then. go into my archives and look up "you are my sunshine". THAt particular entry has music. if you don't hear any, PLEASE let me know so i can see what's up.
from twisted-mind :
you are most welcome sweets!
from vadergirl :
Whoa! That is a very scary statistic. The guy was being lazy I think. I didn't mind it but I had my sister and it would have just been so much easier to open the gate rather than make us go all the way around ( which took a considerably longer time ). He jus didn't want anyone near the gate period, like I didn't spot like thirty different kids cutting class depsite his "diligence" anyways.
from vadergirl :
I'd like to thank you for the kind note you left me. My nephew and great grandmother, I know would appreciate your lovely thoughts.
from biohazzard80 :
And I'm 23, to answer your question.
from biohazzard80 :
Not a *real* hippie...that's just what they called my vegetarian "I love everyone" days during high school :).
from twisted-mind :
I knew you'd relate to that too. I hate when people take me off. There should be a rule that if you take a person off you have to tell them why.
from bootlckr :
I wish my mom had voluntered at my school...
from msleslie :
[email protected] How ya been?
from twisted-mind :
That's one of my favorite words. So much "kinder" than the big C-word. haha
from politics101 :
be GLAD you don't live down here! the boys wear tux's COMPLETE WITH TAILS to homecoming. once again, CAN YOU BELIVE THIS? Plus add the cost of the limo . . .
from me-undaunted :
I forgot to answer your question the other day about the asterisks next to those names. It means that they updated their blogs within the last six hours. Sorry I'm so slow!
from foosgold :
Your guestbook is down! My last post was, in part, about Psychobabbles, but also about a couple of other diaries I've read in the past. The weight of a turd and the number of sheets of toilet paper are both genuine things that people have chronicled in their diaries! You'll probably get visited by Ms. Liz now - be warned!
from biohazzard80 :
Ahh, beware the Brethren's..I grew up as one (obviously didn't get too attached)...does have potential for damage, though. Just moved out of a wonder bread community. Hated it myself, but not sure what to say about kids there--I certainly wouldn't want them growing up in my current neighborhood *lol*. And we thought of you last night. "The Red Violin" was on tv and I swear the first commercial was for monistat ;). Take care....
from wench77 :
mmm, we should be having instant messenger (i had icq but nixxed it cuz it was sooo buggy!)!! 300th! heehee! I guess I try to be true to how i feel and also i totally am missing sharing music, books, websites, my daily cultural discoveries, with my ex who was my best friend... so i put them into my diary. Maybe someone will get use out of the links and recommends i put... This diaryland is a good thing for us recently single!!
from wench77 :
happy to have one less French-Canadian! you are funny! Sounds to me like you are Canadian, but bureaucrats are bureaucrats everywhere!! Thanks for saying the nice things about my diary... I'm glad you feel the pics draw you in... that's why i do it... so people get hooked by the pic, and it breaks up the monotony of text... it's not too brokenheartydepressed then?!!
from wench77 :
haha! you THINK you are canadian... do you leave your doors unlocked? sometimes i lock mine when i leave for over an hour, and sometimes even when i go to bed at night, but not often. I hope you can go to Cuba... I just dream of the photos of my friends on the beach in the clear water with NO crowds around them!!! right now i am reading alternamommy from your recommended diaries... thanks!
from wench77 :
Hey there Mother Dearest! I am just reading the "wonderful day in the neighborhood" entry from August... are you a Canadian living in the states?? I have wanted to go to Cuba for years, but never get around to finding the time and the $$ at the same time... and at one point was hoping to smuggle an American friend there... many of my friends have gone and it is beautiful and relatively unspoiled... lack of American tourists is not something to be underestimated! get it while it's good!!! back to reading....( i can tell from your posts i am glad i am NOT your idiot child getting tickets in another state!)
from wench77 :
i've just discovered your diary thru owcowkee's favorites...I see you are into fostering... interesting that you say you are tired of giving and need to take care of yourself... i get so tired of taking care of only myself i thought i might try fostering, but worry it will be too much heartbreak. I will keep reading your diary... thanks!..ps... POOR Caterpillar!! out of the storm, into being squished!! :(
from flyinby :
(hug)
from me-undaunted :
I think you're a blessedly beautiful and giving person for doing all that you have done already. A person can only give so much. Let's see if Barbara can make BARBARA happy for a change? ((((((((((((((((you))))))))))))))
from mentalblank :
When I went off of medication, I had to work at losing the weight, it didn't just drop off...unfortunately. If only life were that easily reversed!
from politics101 :
barbara, YOU are like ME, our problem being that we look like marilyn monroe and everyone is JEALOUS of us. it's hard being beautiful and YOUNG.
from preciousgift :
Voodoo Fest is October 31 thru November 2nd if you want tickets go to http://www.voodoomusicfest.com/ It's really not a bad deal when you think about how much going to one concert cost. ciao
from me-undaunted :
i hate pills too. depakote makes me eat a lot, especially at night since that's when i have to take them. i feel violent today. that's not a good thing, eh? :o)~~~~
from loser8720 :
O.o not at all, i'm quite enjoying it to be perfectly frank o.O
from politics101 :
sorry, i don't feel ANY guilt about MY MOTHER. she was lousy. and that's a fact. my mother probably HAD alzheimer's and didn't realize it. hahahahahah
from spritopias :
No, I would not appreciate that one bit (Johnny Cash). I don't have Hallmark, I have Christmas.
from me-undaunted :
eek. and i just printed out mapquest directions for my sis-in-law's trip to oklahoma. she bad with directions as it is...i hope she doesn't end up in california!
from politics101 :
EXCUSE ME but could you CHANGE MY LINK!! what is UP with YOU!!!!! i SO WISH you were here this weekend. today'd the big parade that 10,000 church members are going to TRY to stop. imagine that - 10,00 aganst 2 million gay men.
from loser8720 :
O.o uno momento por favor, it'll be back up soon, nothing will change, i just feel like being alone for awhile o.O
from politics101 :
FURNACE? does it really get that cold ANYWHERE to need a furnace??? okay, barbara, since you KNOW we are in love with each other, here's some advice - PLEASE START RANTING AGAIN. you know that old song "where have all the flowers gone", well, MOI changed it to: where have all the RANTERS gone? SOMETHING is up in this house. daughter is being ENTIRELY TOO NICE. makes for a boring life and you know mel bored with life is NOT GOOD. LOVE YOU
from mentalblank :
How in the world did you ever get involved in foster care? We've been tossing the idea back and forth as a POTENTIAL situation after we move...like a few years down the line. Give me the goods....would you recommend it? How'd you get involved in the first place?
from squishyvan :
Thanks so much for adding me as a favorite! It makes me happy. :D
from spritopias :
I don't care what people say, babies are ugly
from msguided :
Thanks for adding me ;)
from spritopias :
Huh? What is going on? What comment? I tried to read your diary but for some reason I can't see any text. I'm sorry, I'm colorblind so it could be my fault.
from twisted-mind :
Ooopps! I meant to add you have a great 4th too! :o)
from diaryevals :
We're re-open!!! Thanks for the interest...
from jadenz :
Hello!! I'm back...well, more sort of passing through, really. I couldn't sign the guestbook :( so thought I'd send a note. Blog is finally going back online - I need the therapy that blurting out details about my miserably boring life provides. Let me know if you want the url :) And let me sign your guestbook!!
from nagvioli :
ha! thanks for the advice! and i'll be sure to remember the last part! hahahaha....thanks for the chuckle!
from sweetreviews :
Hi! Your review is up at Sweet Reviews! Great job. You may join the Gold Ring and the Fave Diaries ring. Leslie Irene :)
from amberfalls :
The person from Pakistan is on diaryland at silentspring. He's an excellent read and on my favorites list. I'm not sure why I have so many regular readers because for the most part my life isn't very exciting and I spend a lot of entries just jotting down the basics of my daily life. Thanks for stopping in and leaving a note.
from foosgold :
Thanks for the compliment! :)
from fellbehind :
But I bet she can crack a lobster open like nobody's business.
from twisted-mind :
Thank so much for the note. It meant a lot to me. I appreciate you for taking the time to let me know I'm not alone.
from thebugprince :
And I took your advice and got a guestbook! You are so good to me~
from thebugprince :
Well, thank you and thank you. But I'm ashamed at my transparent attempt to get some positive feedback. I suppose I'm vain and am striving (and succeeding) for the sin of pride. At least I'm better looking than Ron Jeremy!
from wifemotherme :
Thank you for adding me to your favorites list. Actually since I have been reading you for well over a year now, I feel like I know you. I am terrible about signing notes and guestbook -- but I lurk and I have read ever single entry you wrote.
from thebugprince :
Okay, mebbe I will get a guest book. If I can figure it out. I'm sure I can figure it out, it's just a matter of effort and I seem to be short of such matter in the current funk.
from loser8720 :
O.o i'm not sick nor disturbed just...not all... there(question mark) o.O
from cuntgirl :
well, it's not really my picture so to speak, it's from a book we found in the basement of a condemned building. It is bound for more adventure. I am honored you chose my name for a spot up there, and I'm glad someone else can appreciate the pic as well.....
from owcowkee :
if only i had time to read them all! by "caught up" i guess i mean "versed enough as to not be confused" :)
from foosgold :
Glad you're enjoying them! November is almost edited for reading, and I'll hopefully get it up in the next week.
from foosgold :
I can't knit to save my life, so I'd probably end up knitting something like a parachute, and then trying to wear it...
from twisted-mind :
I get that way from time to time. Take a little break and hopefully you'll come back and write again soon! Hope you feel better asap!
from loser8720 :
O.o sick minds you say(question mark) well, you got me there o.O
from violetwoman :
Hey, thanks for the note! Aeiii, I blushed to think I was being too explicit.....my boyfriend would shudder if he only knew.....And thanks for the compliment! Have a great day.
from me-undaunted :
yay for feeling great! that's funny that you get more hits when you're depressed. i think i get less, and less guestbook notes as well. maybe people who read my diary don't like to read negative stuff.
from xxbeam23xx :
And you seem really nice as well. I'll have to read your diary/journal too. I like calling it a journal, but technically...ya know. Anyway, my mom kind of found my written journal before and so that made me want to start keeping one online so I could log-out and she couldn't get to it. If she read my journal today, she'd probably be very worried...or want to have one of those 'talks' with me. *shakes head* I enjoy talking with her, but the talks are always the same. Anyway, I know she loves me, I just have to have somewhere to record what's going on inside. As we all do...I'm gonna go read your diary now. Sorry for rambling on.
from xxbeam23xx :
Cool. I know where that is. Um, the only reason I ever changed names in mine was for my other journal b/c there was lots of details involved and I didn't know whether they'd like that stuff being told about them. So, I just kind of did it out of respect for them. As for my xxbeam23xx journal, it's all real names thus far.
from xxbeam23xx :
Only if you'd want me to. I'd respect your wishes.
from xxbeam23xx :
LoL, well hey, we all could use a little more, now couldn't we??? *but that's just the 'bad' me talking* Where in Pennsylvania are u??
from xxbeam23xx :
Hey, thanks for leaving me a note. I'm from a tiny little town in Fulton County. I live about 15 minutes north of the Maryland border on 522...in a town called Needmore. **appropriately named b/c we "need more" of everything...except cows. Seems this county actually has more cows residing in it than people...lol! Later chickie...
from elvishead :
actually, really soon i'm going to be switching up to a different layout. it'll be pink too. as for the font size.... hopefully it's going to be 11px. but i can't see. we'll see. my brother gave me his atlas when i was fourteen. i keep it in this little alcove in my desk. and i have two dictionaries, too. i love my dictionary. when i get done with all my huge pile of books, i plan on reading the dictionary all through. because i don't know the legal definitions of any of the words i use. i just know what they mean because you can get that sometimes from the way the word is used and you're just superficially taught in school. dexter's laboratory is a really good cartoon. so is fairly odd parents. annnddd!! ah! i just love all those silly cartoons. digimon was one of my favs. but i stopped watching for a while. i should start again. anyway. i'm leaving you a notesie because you gbook is taking ten years to load and all that. so. yes. =) sincerely, emilieovich. <3333333
from bettyalready :
Thanks for the guestbook entry. I have 2 girls age 8 & 9 from a previous marriage. I have a 1 1/2 year old from my marraige now. It's been so long since my 8 & 9 year old were babies that I'm going through the fears I did when i was married the first time around! ACK! Thanks again for the words of encouragement! They do mean a lot to read
from twisted-mind :
awww thanks for the nice comments for me in your profile. I added you because Lei digs you and if Lei thinks you rock then you must! Sure enough she's right, but don't tell her. ;o) Hope you have a good day!
from vadergirl :
No thanx needed. If I like it I add it to my favs list. It's my list and I rule it with an iron claw. +wink+
from kikimadpoe :
Hey, I hope you're aware your the first one to leave me anything. Thanks. This is why i like nice people.
from fiashakkz :
the message directly below is supposed to read .....yadda yadda yadda $5.oo yadda yadda yadda .....question u asked mee.....okie dokie then bye come see my thingy ...omgosh that sounded unapproriate...well u what i meant L8rz
from fiashakkz :
the message directly below is supposed to read .....yadda yadda yadda $5.oo yadda yadda yadda .....question u asked mee.....okie dokie then bye come see my thingy ...omgosh that sounded unapproriate...well u what i meant L8rz
from fiashakkz :
okie dokie mz neurotic-mother type person...u sent me a message a while back that i ought to type more often....hmmm...well dunno about that but i will type some more today .... i was reading over some of my last stuff and i was tatally cracking my self up....i am such a goof ball....welll any whozits the the $5.oo thing that u asked me about....it is in my notes page ...if you forgot what i asked you....well it was a joke between me and a friend.. an insider thingy ....guess i should change it but....waaaahhaaaa i dunno how oh well if you wanna see my new est literary achievement click on my name in your notes section of your diaryland page under your info: ok well this is getting too long laters neurotic chica with lots a kiddos hee hee {{{hugs}}} bye
from sparrowline :
heh >:)
from razor-vixen :
Hi Barbara, hope you had a nice weekend. I'm sure your children (both foster & biological) will realize when they are older all that you have done for them, and that you love them without question. I think you are doing a great job, and hope that you can allow yourself to be happy as well.
from razor-vixen :
Hi Barbara; the only reason I took you off was because I was finding that I was having a hard time keeping up with your thoughts! Trust me, I read your entire diary in a couple of days, and it was fascinating. You know, I may have to put you back on because that last story you were telling about your past was crazy!
from vortex79 :
Who the hell is ooragle?
from hapagirl :
i don't know what happened to lei but i'm a little worried. her baby diary is till active for now, so if you want to leave her a message, you can go here: http://baby-e.diaryland.com/index.html.
from blurrred :
wow, now that you said it... you're right, she's gone. i have no clue why she did that, maybe something happened that made her decide to quit writing, at least it seems so. it's just really weird she did it without saying a word beforehand... i wish i could tell you something, but i'm sorry, i don't know.
from boy-ashamed :
I try not to think about it. It makes my head hurt if I think about it too much.
from espagnola71 :
Thanks for your note. Hey, the translator you used was quite good!!! :-)
from oakfaith :
of course you count silly!!
from nacwolin :
I am sad that you locked your diary...I have really enjoyed reading it...hope all is well... ~Nicole (Nacwolin)
from kalisa :
Hey, girl! Did you lock your diary? Too bad! It was so charming to read. Take care :)
from morbidbunny :
Wow, I can actually pass as 18? My oh my!
I'm sorry. I'm 16. I am quite certain I need my mums accompaniment. I'm going to the doctor tomorrow at 10:45 am. But the thing is, if the doctor wants to talk to my mum about this, she will go on about the whole school issue. Which might hinder the process of receiving help.
Sometimes the world is just to complicated for me to handle [particularly lately].
from apt-get :
I'm a very pro-gray person. This way everyone can find a niche for themselves and as long as they don't give me cheek, we can coexist. My motto could be 'Do what you will, but no trespassing'. My host mama had 3 cats and was very nice at first. Then we kinda clashed and she proved very unsupportive when the powers that be decided I should be removed from the program. Oh well, I'm too old for host families anyway now, I can travel to the States on my own.
from morbidbunny :
....I'm female. My name is Emilie. [Just thought you should know.] :)
from morbidbunny :
....I'm female. My name is Emilie. [Just thought you should know.] :)
from trickstyle :
HEY!! howcome you have removed me from your favourite diary list?
from pigulet :
*budDah*...not *budah*
from pigulet :
WOO! *rubs own beautiful budah-belly* *reaches over to rub Dave's BIG beautiful budah-belly* Oh yeah baby! I LOVE that idea!
from boygravy :
oh, I meant, you're obsessive about my rants? YESSSSSSSS, etc. sorry for any confusion. by the way, I highly recommend Luvox, not necessarily Paxil or Prozac.
from boygravy :
obsessive? YESSSSSSSSS!
from girlhitscar :
oh yeah, there's shepards pie in peoria. kind of. my family is from england, so we make it from scratch. thank god because i wouldn't be complete if it were not for shepards pie. i've actually seen mixes here, but you have to buy them from the british food store. figures. americans really don't know what they're missing out on.
from boygravy :
tee-hee. the picture of Divine is actually altered. look closely.
from sahm :
all of your images are broken and navigation and stuff isn't there. just wanted to let ya know cause it may be showing up for you since its probably calling up the stuff from your own computer. i hate when that happens
from thisisjohn :
thankyou so much. its so true. its not easy to open yourself up...
from musikat :
No... I don't eat boogers. I just like the word. And I like calling people boogers. It's a great insult cuz it's also a cute word, so the person really doesn't know if you're being mean or not. You should try it some time.
from aaronlewis :
No problem! We're all dysfunctional in some way...some people more than others, which accounts for why I so eagerly joined your ring. Hehe.
from neurotic-one :
Well I had to see someone elses message besides Vortex....dang, come on ppl. I know your reading my diary.....let me a note! I really have the need to know what others think of me
from vortex79 :
Do you have a AIM? I'd like to talk about foster care...

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