messages to candoor:
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from z0tl :
lookat, z notes are still working. thank you for the b'day wishes. crawling back under my rock now.
from raven72d :
I try to write at least every other day. It's cathartic, if nothing else. And I plan to be here as long as the site is open. 15-plus years now, so it's a home to me. Anyway--- I'm glad you're still out there reading. Thanks for that! And--- I hope things are going well for autumn, even in Florida.
from comebacktome :
Yep, my life has been crazy! I have much to say, so the update will be epic!
from mhscutie05 :
I'm glad to see other stalkers of Dangerspouse are still active here. lol jk. But as for my health I'm doing much better now. I am no longer spewing chunks of my lung out on the floor. I'm able to finally take in a deep breath without convulsing into fits of spastic illness. I thank you for your concern and the shout out in your latest entry. Why are you lonely?
from blujeans-uk :
Hello, thanks for your note :) I don't think mandy moo is related, no. But the more moos the merrier!
from dangerspouse :
Hey kiddo, your notes always cheer me up - even if I'm cheerful already! I just, y'know, often fail to acknowledge that either quickly or often enough. But I do appreciate your presence there, and the mentions I sometimes see you make in your own diary. Thanks!!! All the best to you and your flower-power self as well. May much bread pudding come your way :)
from misfitstray :
Thank you for your note. I moved over to wordpress (same name as here), but haven't written much there. I don't feel like writing a lot lately.
from mhscutie05 :
Hello fellow diarist. No one is accusing you of being a stalker. But if your victim is Dangerspouse, then I see no problem there. lol But thank you for the note. I finally have someone else on this page. Lol And yea, I’d skim past a few dozen of my own entries too. It’s all mostly non-sense anyway. I love to use this place as a medium to let all my random creativity flow. Like I told Dangerspouse, No editing, no content, no worries! It’s a form of therapy and also practice. How else can I get better with my writing right? Glad someone out there knows that feeling. And a big yes to Stephen King! I had only just realized that this is got to be his year. The Movie ‘It’, ‘The Dark Tower’, and the short tv series ‘The Mist’. I am very much looking forward to that. Thanks again for kind words. I will definitely continue to write. I feel like at this point in my life there is nothing else I’d rather do -other than being a mother to my growing tribe of half-lings lol. As for the mind dumps, it will be all over the place don’t you worry. :) *sophisticated british accent* Now you have a good day, sir! Cheerio! Crumpets and Tea! Cricket and that sort. :P
from dangerspouse :
Thank you so, so much for your kind note. (I know what you mean about about the uncertain veracity of info posted on 4/1, but this was not an April Fool's post. Wish it were, but...) To repeat, then, THANK YOU for the sweet, sensitive note. It is much appreciated. As are all the nice shout-outs you've given my silly diary recently. You rock, kiddo :)
from raven72d :
Thank you. She was someone who'll be missed, both here and by her family.
from candoor :
So sad to see so many links in my notes that lead to "doesn't exist" pages. You exist, I promise. If only in my memory. :)
from raven72d :
The Year Sixteen--- glad you're still here.
from dontremember :
you missed me, I missed you. we are okay and awesome. so happy to read you ☺
from moonbaby8u :
Glad you came back for a sec
from integrating :
Hey thanks for the birthday wish! And thanks for stopping by. I'd like to read your diary. (I used to read lightfallsup too.)
from moonbaby8u :
Ive missed you as well!!! Its locked for a good reason.Hopefully a crazy ex will forget my name one day....for now though Candoor overandout
from raven72d :
Thanks! I plan to be writing here for a long time. I hope you'll read and comment and enjoy.
from moonbaby8u :
you have been gone for to long....asshole
from raven72d :
Enjoyed the latest post!
from candoor :
can i leave myself a note?
from dontremember :
Yes. I guess diaryland had an anonymous charm I couldn't quit. I can't format my thoughts into a tidy blogosphere worth reading. A decade later and I still have to be ejecting brain barf on here. Haha. Thanks for making that ring so long ago and thanks for noticing me :)
from secret-motel :
Thank you for that very kind and lovely note. I don't think I could do any of this without the cloak of fiction. And the pale belly of reality tends to burst through the cloak. I've grown "close" to some of my fellow dl'ers, and maybe that inhibits my writing. And I search for ways to cloak my real concerns. And nothing makes something invisible more apparent than to throw a cloak on it.
from atwowaydream :
"i journey through the written gardens creating my own small patch of fluff and fodder along the way" -- this is pretty. Glad you are back from your diaryland hiatus, I think you'll find that there's still some life shimmering. ♥
from readnglst999 :
Where is clarity25? Recent vacation blog - http://twoshotsoftequila.blogspot.com/ "Eric's" Photobucket account - http://s795.photobucket.com/home/sketchbookshark/index
from sexyatheist :
well thank you. i find strange to be a compliment as well, normal is so incredibly boring. i see that you used to read bohnertime (when she updated). she is a very dear friend of mine who sadly never writes anymore. that's really neither here nor there but it was nice to see. thank you again, from one strange person to another.
from lostoblivion :
What happened? You haven't updated in months. Hope you're well.
from jonathan :
I'm one of a handful returning to Diaryland after months on another planet. Returning to Diaryland is like enterring a library after an all-night party in Soho. Words mean more here, and a thousand words are worth far more than the blitz of images that go up elsewhere.
from daath :
From roughly what year and on might you be interested in such articles?
from nebulous615 :
hey candoor...I just thought you'd like to read my good news :)
from precognate :
I have no way of knowing how long ago you left me that note, but I've unlocked my diary as well as it's successor, postcognate. It has been so long since I've had any contact with the people that necessitated the locks that it doesn't matter anymore. If you're still interested, they're open.
from ariza :
I don't write as much as I used to. Sometimes it's a bit painful. I tend to write on facebook, xanga, blogspot, and Myspace...yes, I have quite a few blogs. But they all serve for different purposes. Life is fine, I guess. Struggling financially, as most people are, but I'll try to be optimistic. I don't even want to start on "love." But I am trying to finish my story, which will be my true love this year:)
from ohmegah :
Its the third and final part of one story which started with "in the garden of eden". Its like this, me waking up seeing everything is an illusion. the second part is me destroying most of the illusions an the last part destroying the last and biggest illusion:love. All I have left to do is close it all together and call it a year. Oh and of course, work on the layout which I havent had time to.
from ohmegah :
Yeah thanks for the add. I made a comment on it. I like the way you put the three different entries together.
from ohmegah :
To answer your question: No and thats a good thing because if there was just one more like me, we would've taken over the world by now. I'm glad to know there's somebody else out there that cannot only relate but is fighting against the bullshit that seems to be killing the human being as a whole. I enjoy your site a lot and most of all, your links are very well chosen.
from ariza :
Hi, there! I can't believe it's been over two years since I last spoke with you over the phone. How have you been?
from moonbaby8u :
Isnt taking things for granted funny? Hello on your side of the earth...
from galaxie-girl :
I was here today......
from z0tl :
everywhere and nowhere, like you.
from dcalienz :
I would do that load for about 1.50 per mile plus 25 cpm for fsc
from dcalienz :
good question, why are you not here? Let's pretend you are a doctor. You prescribe what it takes to fix this, and I will be the patient and comply with the course of treatment Waiting for your prescription
from onadventure :
so ask about truckin off to buffalo and whatever sundry questions you may have.
from beagle47 :
old home week, haven't you heard? a couple of venti 's gets you in. hope life's well.
from pitter-pat :
thank you for your kind words. i'm doing well. i'm not writing much but i've been getting back into drawing, and my photography career is looking like it's starting to pick up a little. hope you are well, too. take are. ♥
from ariza :
Yes, I noticed that you hadn't written a "blog" in over a year...but then again, almost neither have I! I've moved on to everything else BUT diaryland, but I'll probably get back to it. And it's been about a year or so since I last called you. Guess where I am right now? :)
from flicka :
wow, so vast....I was exploring on all different links.....wherever you linked, I went.
from pitter-pat :
not posting at shoreline-- anymore but i'm still on dl. i also have a more often updated diary at lj, username: beyourpet. <3
from moonbaby8u :
thanks for the comment..and no one is ever to preachy...take my word for it.One day...one day?I shall look back at this and laugh.Thats a promise.I shall learn....one day.
from pernickety :
Waving back a hello at you, if you ever get bumped back here. :)
from apathyascend :
I randomly happened upon you mentioning me in your journal. Interesting
from pernickety :
Thank you for the note, late birthday wishes are always better, makes it not all end in one day. :D I noticed you are also into Hitchhiker's Guide to Galaxy. :)
from torchstar :
Just buzzed by to say Hi- My favorite highest holy day, Friday the 13th, is nearly upon us~ Surreal Celebrations & Libations to all!
from galaxie-girl :
I was here
from dandydandy :
Hey Ric! Thanks so much for the email. You are always so kind! I'll still be at D-land, but MySpace had to go. For now anyway. Thanks again for writing and caring!
from moonbaby8u :
Sending you some hugs as well....I as well have been away for a while...check in here and there,but not like old times..I got you on my other space though...I will send you a hug there as well :)
from x-plicity :
Right back at ya, Sugar!
from boann7 :
=)
from sarkasmo :
hey.
from z0tl :
you could say i lost my belief in science, you could say i lost my belief in the holy church and sting, but if i ever lose my faith in you, woohoohoo, there'll be nothing else for me to doo!
from for-you-only :
You always write things in an interesting way.
from for-you-only :
Hi there. I'm not happy yet. I just might be soon. But I can't tell you why. I have too many entries to post!
from a-rosewithin :
All is well Ric! I am blessed in many ways. =) Likewise, I hope you are doing well too! Enjoy a wonderful Sunday!! With love from afar, yet near in Heart, Shannon
from boann7 :
miss you
from kicken :
Hey, thanks for the note, what you end up doing for halloween?
from torchstar :
Just want to say hello! Hope all is well and glorious
from boann7 :
thinking about you
from nicim :
I continue my journey at http://cunhell.diaryland.com Kisses.. N
from bassclargrrl :
Sounds like a good plan to me! :D
from dcalien :
Thanks for noticing me. I think I just quoted one of Pooh's friends. I have been on a strange journey. Have not accessed the internet for about a year. As ever I search for a moment of clarity.
from raven72d :
You're still here, then... Good. I'm glad.
from z0tl :
man, get with the RealTime(tm) program already. what is this lassitude? especially now that you work 9 to 5 and are used to never sleep from your old job, well, you can do away with sleep altogether and just to Real24/7/356Time or something. remind me to tell you about my hardcore gym routine and how i fucked up my back in the process, then maybe you'll slow down a bit & return to the Path. chocolate is the Way, man, not excercise!
from z0tl :
what? a note from raven72d? you should frikkin treat yourself to a king size snickers bar for that one, dood, that guy doesn't evah nevah talk to another of teh male species. anyhoo, i just wanna know, did i look dead to you when we met? i have but one more shackle to drop and that is being a slave in a job/career i despise and then i'm foot loose and fancy free completely. of course, then my body will start to give out & physical pain will put me right back into my righteous hell. but no, my xsoulmatey no longer binds me, thus i can go interstellar, because that's where the really aloneANDlonely ones go.
from stepfordtart :
hello, dear. i was here! s x
from iambucket :
ok woman...that recent entry had me confused!! but entertained with all the time flips!! Looking forward to catchiin up with ya!!
from timdangerous :
Hi candoor! I really am not sure "which" set of notes or comments I'm supposed to use! At any event, I read where you were back in the gym again. Go you! Perserverence. Hey... That may very well spoil your subtle attempts at procrastination. Hmmmm.
from leesmry :
Just dropping by for a read...don't know why I haven't been by more often. Maybe I shall :-)
from raven72d :
I'm glad you're still writing.
from breatheasigh :
hey i just realised i haven't seen you write for a LONG time..so hi and hope you are ok :)
from nebulous615 :
hey candoor...i've been writing, just not on here...but to satisfy the masses (haha) i put up one or the pieces I wrote this summer. it's not quite retro nebulous, but maybe you'll still recognize me in there. thanks for the note, too :)
from dandydandy :
It was a good vacation. As good a vacation as I could hope for. I would have liked to have you along. But, certainly, I wish much more relaxing and peaceful vacation for you!
from ariza :
Hi there. I was going to call you the other day, but while going to Boston a few weeks ago, I just happened to lose my phone in Connecticut. I hate Connecticut.
from namastesakhi :
so there you are, part of so many other places now. myspace, blogger, and who knows where else! at least i finally found your face :)
from sir-jeremy :
Jeremy's new journal is at all-for-not. Raederle's journal is for-you-only. Or you can check out http://artphoenix.diaryland.com. Neat journal you have... Cheers!
from gods :
so is death, my good Man, so is death...
from breatheasigh :
8 days no entry, very unusual for you..are you ok?
from breatheasigh :
just a hi and hello and stuff :)
from shebreathes :
i write at itssoeasy.diaryland.com now <3
from anabliss :
hello and goodbye...long time no read. Its nice to know some things are as constant as the sun. :) Cheers!
from shoreline-- :
thank you!! <3
from the-moo :
just so you know - you said in the entry where you mushed my heart with your loveliness about me that you give me the full benefit of your doubt when you don't know what I mean... I just want you to know that you can always ask me if I say something that leaves you confused or thinking ill of me or anything like that... I am always ALWAYS willing to open my innermost vaults to you dearest one!! *hugs* though maybe it's better to guess so you keep loving me xxxxxxxx
from z0tl :
dood, when are you coming down to sandy eggo and visit? we'll go up to edwards air force base together! anyway, haven't been around blogmad anymore since they banned me from the shoutbox, loudmouth that i am >:)
from dotcom101 :
Hi Candoor, Just wanted to thank you for always dropping in on my site. Today I fetured your blog as one of my favorite blogs...and it is indeed. Hoping you are well and happy... DotCom
from hamiltonian :
thanks for the short note ric
from hamiltonian :
hiya rick
from breatheasigh :
i often wait to read you until i have a chocolate bar and a cup of coffee in my hand and by the time i've finished reading you there are so many thoughts or things to say i simply can't remember them..so..hi :)
from mordorr :
<3
from the-moo :
aaaaw I left you a note on your comments but it told me you didn't have an up to date membership and that I couldn't leave it and now Ican't remember what I said except that I said *LOVE* because I do xxx
from shoreline-- :
Sorry it took me so long to reply. I've been studying for a test all week. I know what you mean about caring about someone so much even when they don't really notice you. I think everyone is probably experiencing that feeling at least to an extent. You may not be, and sorry for mentioning it if you're not, but if you're saying that you don't like that you're not on my favorites list, well, I'm sorry but I can't add anyone and everyone who I talk to on diaryland. I enjoy talking to you and I really appreciate your notes, you're really nice, and I do like you, but I don't like that you're upset about me not adding you. I only have the main people I read on my favorites list, and honestly, it hasn't been updated it a really long time. So, you really shouldn't be hurt by that, it doesn't mean anything and it's certainly not personal. Take care, xoxo
from breatheasigh :
sometimes i just sit here and nod when i read your pages :) ..what did i do today? well i spent last night shamelessly singing slightly intoxicated letting my hairdown dancing sitting on a blanket at a blues festival till 4.30am then ate as i walked along the ocean and sat on a jetty watching the sun come up :)and today i smiled all day because of it..
from kure :
Wow, you can tell how often I check my notes! Hehe.. I love my calendar, but I haven't been using it much lately. How do you like Orlando? Tons of people here are moving/have moved up there to go to UCF - it's sort of lonely down here. =)
from breatheasigh :
i'm a crushing storm loving kinda girl ;o)
from shoreline-- :
Who are you referring to in the guestbook note you left me? Thank you for the suggestion. I joined the Blogmad site but for some reason it's saying my diary url doesn't exist. I'll try it again later though. I'm sure it's just a glitch. I hope everything is good for you too! Take care, xoxo
from breatheasigh :
sorry i ment to come on over and thank you for the note..thank you for the lovely words and for the *understanding* :) oh and sorry but i moved your note to my guestbook and turned off the notes option..i know i only just turned it back on again..but i'm a bit weird at times ;o)
from scotvalkyrie :
Yahoo! I have successfully joined blogmad so now you can tell everyone just how damned cool I am!
from breatheasigh :
a day before my sons birthday :) happy birthday to you (that was sung in my best aussiness) and a birthday *kiss* too..all belated i'm sorry..hope you had a wonderful day..
from breatheasigh :
did i miss a birthday? or did i misunderstand *just because i'm another year older*..i'm tired..
from z0tl :
i swear to gawd i forgot how you look completely! can you please send me a recent pic with a hot mama from cocoa beach, so i can post it in my fotolog? danke schoen!
from breatheasigh :
aww thank you..that was really sweet what you wrote in my guestbook..the pic and layout is from divadesigns...i chose it because i have the same features as the girl...long dark hair..pale skin and freckles :)
from breatheasigh :
2 great entries today :)
from z0tl :
i land in orlando friday at midnite. let's plan to spend the weequend together, eh?
from nebulous615 :
fancy finding you on blogmad!
from breatheasigh :
i've been reading some more of you this afternoon..i am curious how old you are..and who precious is? or do i have to go hunting that down i'm tired..don't make me work..;o)
from boann7 :
i thought you missed it =)
from breatheasigh :
thank you for that entry..i did get all teary and stuff for a couple of reasons..well at least 3..one is because my little girl died before she could breathe in life (it's coming up to the anniversary so no doubt i'll be writing a tear stained entry)..another is the relation of being a child who at least one parent doesn't really care (my sons father..he is getting better though) and another is i grew up in a family of 11 children..and whilst it was not always a happy household there was a lot of love and we are all still very close and my parents (through my mothers sufferings at times) are still together..so it breaks a little piece of my heart to read about people that had a not so pleasant childhood..anyhow..thank you for sharing..one day i will get around to reading all of you..
from sherylinnyc :
ricky long time since we have heard from you.
from lv-rndrdwrds :
just let me know how you do it
from boann7 :
you missed something.. go see "VARB ratings"
from dandydandy :
Thank you so much for your sweet, encouraging comments!
from x-plicity :
May you live for 100 years and one extra year to repent! Happy St. Patrick's Day!!!
from hubbyman :
Happy Tuesday. Beware the Ides of March.
from lousrose :
everything is well, thank you so much for your note. the pass to this diary is goaway/private although i never update it anymore- i did a few months ago to briefly recap what's been happening, but it was a shitty attempt lmao. i'm going to try and log on here more so i can stay in contact with old friends. hope everything is going alright with you, take care. :) <3 whit
from z0tl :
no man, you nevah have and nevah will make any kind of sense at all whatsoevah to me or anyone else for that mattah.
from z0tl :
i swear to gawd, sometimes when i think during all my suicidal days you were THE only one to patiently shepherd me around and put up with all my whining i feel like killing myself all over again! does that make fukkin sense? no. i don't need a blogmad invite. or madblog. either.
from katherine001 :
Well i was here, and for quite a while that is. Took me a short time, to figure out they style you were working by. As you said, it would take make then 30 seconds to figure you out. That is for sure.
from sparkspark :
I was here. XOXO Violet
from dalyrical1 :
thank you for always remembering me
from bluperspex :
loving. just being loved. to be able to hold someone at night. to feel lost in that person. precious minutes, those.
from breatheasigh :
mind if i *sigh* a little with you..
from hubbyman :
Happy Tuesday!!!!!!!!
from hubbyman :
Sorry I havn't been around for a while. In reply to your last note I do have a Batman throw. The wife and girls made it for me. It is one of the best gifts I have ever recieved because they put it together themselves.
from boann7 :
=)
from tarkis :
trust and love... and the differences.. once again you were in my mind and write the words I wish I could... and how much better will love be with complete trust added to the equation.
from boann7 :
im leaving you a very wet kiss =)
from dandydandy :
Thanks Candoor! You are supreme ruler of virtual hugs via words. :)
from lv-rndrdwrds :
huggiewuggies :-)
from clipchick :
yay! :D Thanks!
from breatheasigh :
:)
from breatheasigh :
don't you wish someone would just *get you*..as in understand you..see into you..know you as if they have known you your whole life but still be just as excited to know you more..they say (whoever they are) that you have to have the vibe around you that you are searching for that person..others say (whoever they are) that once you stop looking you find that person..kind of contradicting..me at the moment..i'm just stumbling and pondering my way through life and wondering if that one real love will ever just "get me"..in the mean time i am happy within myself knowing one day i will have the smile inside and out..
from alwaysinhim :
What do you mean, how am I really doing? In regard to what, whom?
from lv-rndrdwrds :
I guess it's luck, but it's the same Hard luck, youve been trying to tame Maybe it's love, but it's like you said
from mistresslink :
thanks :) vagina monologues, ha
from wistful-blue :
Just wanted to take a moment and recommend the fantabulous diary of la-the-sage as a future diary to browse. -catherine
from nakedbarista :
I read the notes you left for me and Kyle, and I wanted to come explain something-- Had certain things been the way they were portrayed, you would have hit the nail on the head. What happened this weekend was not exactly how Kyle said it was, and to be fair, it probably wasn't exactly how I said it was either. In getting both sides of the story, you kinda have to find the truth somewhere in the middle. After my party, I did not, I emphaticially state, I did not invite all of those people to stay the entire day. I don't remember if we've mentioned that Kyle was supposed to be helping his friend Jason work on a boat during this time. Jason came over and called repeatedly, but every time, Kyle was too wrapped up in the game to even TALK to Jason. Jason doesn't feel that I kept Kyle away, as Kyle feels. Jason feels that Kyle couldn't get away from the game to help him out. All it would have taken to send everyone home was to say "Hey guys, that's my buddy Jason needing my help, so I'm gonna go give him a hand. Talk to you all later" and everyone would have left. (If you could have paragraphs in notes, I would put one here.) Something else you have to realize, that I don't believe Kyle will admit to, is that previously in our marriage, we dealt with a gaming addiction. We had finally gotten help for that and gotten past it until recently. We've had an agreement that there were to be no games in the house. It's like keeping a liquor cabinet in an alcoholic's house. Kyle doesn't THINK he's negelcting us, but he gets so wrapped up that he's oblivious to anything BUT the game. The smoke detector could go off and I'd have to unplug the computer to get him to notice. He can make all the excuses he wants for what happened Monday, but I know that they're just that. He spent hours playing a game while we had company because he was enjoying playing the game. He couldn't even be aware enough about what was going on around him to notice what he was doing to us all. It wasn't until I pointed it out later (and believe me, I'm skilled in the art of how to talk to a man. I've read every damn marriage book on the market and I'm the queen of "I statements"-- I didn't say anything to "challenge his masculinity" or anything. I simply stated that I was hurt that he was on the computer while we had guests. I even left out the six hours part) that he started coming up with "Well, I didn't want everyone here. I was trying to be rude so they'd go away." Playing video games lowers his maturity level by ten years. (paragraph.) Anyway, I just wanted to say that you had fantastic advice, but it didn't really fit what happened in our situation. Thank you for caring about us enough to type all of that out, though.
from zonoria :
Something about Steven Segal hair over at Smash's comments? Excuse me, but where's my photo? We loves the long hair. Yessss, precious...
from smedindy :
Dude, check your d-land email or send me your actual email...
from breatheasigh :
*throught*? ahem..i hope you are fluent in typo's lol
from breatheasigh :
you do? so then i'm not all that original? *pouts* lol..no i can understand why you would get that alot (uhoh i just had a nortie thought..i shall keep it to myself though cos i'm all sweet and innocent and stuff ;o)..so tell me..just out of curiosity and because i like to think what random thought is going through peoples minds at any time..what thought is going through your head right now?..don;t think about it..just the first throught..something about life?..love?..the world?..chocolate?..anything?..just a something..or who the hell is this crazy australian girl asking me this silly question? :o)
from breatheasigh :
you confuse me..but somehow i understand you lol
from breatheasigh :
do we know each other from a previous life? ;o)
from raven72d :
I'm still here.
from breatheasigh :
why can't there be hopeless romantics like you in australia? ;o)
from tarkis :
don't ever walk away.... please.
from stepfordtart :
hey! "just lettin' you know I was here"! s x
from shoreline-- :
Thank you, I appreciate it. xoxo
from annie-m-s-b :
Hug Back!!!!
from boann7 :
happy valentines day xxxooo
from x-plicity :
Happy V-day! *heart* X
from awareofavoid :
Thank you! It kinda just fell out of me and grew legs and started doing the fox trot.
from ariza :
Oh, thank you! I feel so "special" that my simple words inspired you to write an entry. Anyone can go to my diary. There are just a few people out there (including my parents) that I just don't want reading this until I at least get out the house and get my own computer. That way, I can safely write whatever I want, and if they have something to say, they can say it, and I will be glad to point out the First Amendment (what a great country we live in, don't we?). Sorry I didn't comment sooner. I was off the past four days in Hattiesburg, which is where the University of Southern Mississippi is located. I've been there for the Honor Bands. Their music program there is outstanding! I MUST go there! Plus, the clarinet professor is a hottie (:D). I just love the atmosphere there. It will help me get my mind off this dirty old little town in which I reside. Again, thanks for the "inspiration"! -Jazz
from tarkis :
I love that so much of what you write speaks to me personally.. even though I know it is not TO me that you write.. but gives me lots to think about anyway. Thank you
from z0tl :
i answered one of your fotolog comments, not sure you with all your web surveillance soopapawarz knows that already or not... anyhoo, what zoopla you want, man? if they gave me a hospital for warped kids, i'd maybe make you what, that which you are right now over there, only it will be over here. mwah!
from smedindy :
Dude, your now on the list! Probably be the springtime. I need to recharge the mix batteries and get some fresh tunes around first.
from fightn4life :
I linked to several of your places you traveled. Good Lord you are a traveling man. When I am searching for new and interesting sites I come to your dairy and follow your footpath. BTW, I too love to read the comments the King leaves his readers about his writings, this gives me insight to where his thinking is/was during the time he writes a particular book. I love his book, "On Writing," {memoirs of the craft.} He told so much about himself I was able to piece together the writers mind. As I attempt to do reading your entries. :) Sandyz
from anathema- :
So I stood in this coffee shop, waiting on my friend and listening to pompous people spout nonsense and jabber about what is worth ink and what isnt, who should write and who shouldnt, when one should write and when one should walk away from the paper. They ranted and rambled on and on and suddenly I couldnt take it anymore. So I walked up to them, interrupted their conversation, and repeated some of the truest, most beautiful and simplistically profound words I have ever run across. I said, Sometimes I think I have absolutely nothing to say and if I write, nothing worth reading will be written, but I write anyway because, like breathing, not every breath is sweet but every breath is necessary. Then I smiled, silently thanked you for writing that, and walked away as their jaws dropped and silence hung thick in the air. Have I told you lately that I adore you?
from willowfox :
Hey there, just letting you know that I haven't forgotten about your cd. In fact, it's been made for weeks, it's just a matter of actually FINDING an envelope, ADDRESSING it and then PUTTING IT IN THE MAIL. (hee hee) Sorry. I'll send it out as soon as I can! :)
from barelytzu :
So there I am, going, who? And then I see your entire entry about my blog, which would explain the 1 returning reader and yet somehow the 88 page loads. And I get all mushy, and feel awesome, and that's a great way to end a day. Happy Chinese New Years. Xin Nian Kuai Le. -Kendra (Am in the process of stalking your blog, as well. Will get back to you.)
from lady-frenzy :
My audios are usually just complaints about men... nothing special, unless you want to put a voice to my pictures... 13 o'clock is the hour in which Jareth will make Sarah's baby brother a goblin forever, but you probably already knew that...
from breakthedark :
You speak of words as if you have long since abandoned them...I am happy that I have somehow invoke the magics that you once felt deeply about, and only hope that you will some day cease to run from them. There are few things left in this world that are pure and true to raw human emotion, and writing is one of few sacred avenues left in existence. Do not feel guilty for embracing it, for any reason.
from shoreline-- :
Oh, of course not, ric. :) xo
from soccernut :
Oh sweetie, if you like thesuperficial --- you have got to try wwtddo.com -- I read somewhere that at one point they wrote together and now each has its own site. It's hysterical and they still complement each other!!! :) Bella
from x-plicity :
You're amazing. *hugs* X
from tarkis :
You are so special to me.. thank you.. a total stranger... for your words. It is as if you truly understand but not to worry.. I will be alright eventually.. right now I have made it to the void.. that magic place of renewal, resting in the cradle of the gods.. nutured and loved.. One day maybe I will venture back to dreams and possibilities but for now and until the tears stop by themselves.. I will stay silent.. though peeking over the top.. at that edge of lifetimes, I see anger and humor.. so it won't be long... but i sure wish you lived near.
from soccernut :
Thanks hon! Sorry I've been MIA, remiss, extremely busy and haven't updated my diary in a while. I'll catch up on ur entries soon!! - Here's the thought of the day for you: "You are passing through your body, passing through your mind, passing through your soul. YOU are theat force that moves the wind and breathes through your body. The whole universe is a living being that is moved by that force, and that is what you are. YOU ARE LIFE." Bella
from tarkis :
Thank you for caring though have to tell you.. your words brought more tears when that spark of hope shone bright and I realized how low I had fallen.
from herdarlinsin :
I know your diary for some reason.. somewhere some other place maybe, before? An older diary perhaps... but, I have read some your diary before. How did you find me?
from e-nymph :
Thanks for your comment. yes, maybe the ether will bring me something nice back since right now it's just lonely.
from lady-frenzy :
It's a nightmare I had about the death of my pet gecko... Ever since I read about the 200 year old turtle and the baby hippo being pals at that wildlife preserve, I've concluded that cold blooded creatures do have feelings. Makes me feel terrible since I never properly mourned Bandito's death...
from joiedv :
Hi there, thanks for the nice note. I have been wandering around in your web of pages, and thought I would come up for air and say "I was here." I will be back when I have more time to linger. --Liz
from crazyblueyes :
thanks for your comment :) your diary looks interesting, i liked what i read. can i ask where you found me?
from breatheasigh :
oh how i love a rambler..and now i am being a good girl doing as i am told..that would be letting you know i was here :) becka
from veralynn :
Looking forward to reading your list of 5! :-)
from stepfordtart :
yeh, I was there (but my brain's melting!). oh and thanks for the Tuesday thing, although I didnt get it til saturday morning! s x
from gods :
WHAT THE FUKK U BE TALKIN ABOUT ? ABSOLUTELY MAKES NO SENSE ! WHATSOEVAH !!!!
from pumpkin144 :
hey, thanks for the note! i honestly thought canadians had more sense than that... but apparently 36% of us don't. i just hope things don't get too bad. ...and there's always fun and mischief to be found even on the gloomiest of days. ;) thanks.
from moretoknow :
I don't normally post images with my journal (an image based template never fairs well with another competing image, creative design 101). I have a whole photolog meant for that (http://moretophoto.diaryland.com) but since I've been planning the demise of my diaryland account for months now (thank god, 'cause I can't stand this place anymore, you wouldn't believe what I went through) I've just stopped caring about what I post seeing as only the premium grade meat will make it on my new site. Time is the only paramter now, but in small, it wasn't a tribute, just how I am I suppose.
from lv-rndrdwrds :
. . . and the showmustgoon! you're a candoer!
from lv-rndrdwrds :
intelligent and cogent- anything more and you would ask for understanding
from nakedbarista :
Honestly, I didn't realize it was Tuesday till I woke up and had a bunch of "Happy Tuesday" notes. LOL
from nakedbarista :
I'm stopping by to wish you a Happy Tuesday! : D
from mistresslink :
ohhh i'm trying not to even think of the l word, and i don't mean lesbian....it's far far too soon for that. having said that, ....yeah....i hope it works out. thanks :D
from slurpymundae :
hi again! i'm now back and writing and also still reading, as i just read your entry so yay for care packages and boo for election time. i didn't know you lived in toronto at one point! i live here now. i will cast my vote tomorrow but i know that what i want to happen will not happen. however, that won't deter me from voting. a minority government, in my opinion, is always better. more evenly-distributed seats is what i want to see even though i know the freakin' conservatives will win this one. pooey. i'll drop in later, au revoir!
from guilty-heart :
Reading your diary feels a lot like tumbling down a rabbit hole...I really must try it someday when I've more of my faculties about me. Perhaps I'll feel less lost. You remind me of someone I once knew...someone who came out of nowhere and graced my life briefly. He, too, was very perplexing.
from zencelt :
To my funny sci-fi fan buddy - thanks for the laugh today. I love piss and miss stories!!! Bwhahaha!
from willowfox :
Hey, I made your CD. The bulk of it, the part I specifically wanted to send only takes up like 45 mintues, so I put some filler in there for the second half. You have my email, so send me an address. Yay!
from gods :
the answer to your last question is YES.
from boann7 :
thanks for the hug.
from jalepenogirl :
Thanks for the note, and good wishes =)
from lasweetthing :
Thanks for stoping by =)
from starke- :
I have no idea what you mean in the comment on my most recent entry. And ewwww I HATE V.C. Andrews! Already read Hitchhiker's Guide and Tale of Two Cities. Good books! Still haven't read Harry Potter. Thanks for the recommendations!
from z0tl :
you know it all, you seem to ponder them 9/11 conspiracies, please tell me why every body has LAFD, SFFD, TXFD, **FD and they have FDNY? that reversal i just cannot get over, i'm sure there are other reversals like that out there, but that's one that's been puZZling me since day ONE. well, 9/12, i mean.
from f-i-n :
I love your ramblings.
from ariza :
Did you get the cheating thing from me, dearest? If so, don't I feel so special...
from x-plicity :
I read everyday and never leave notes. I'm a horrible human being. *hugs* X
from ariza :
Oh, you forgot my password?
from final137 :
I don't have a need to "justify" anything. Particularly not anything religious.
from randh :
Thanks so much for the kind words!
from z0tl :
so fukkin funny you! email me your addy and i'll mail you the 2 tees (maybe too small for you, i dunno), give 'em to homeless shelter, put a smiley on a face. also, i'll send you a personalized 3rd (cheap kind logo-ed with black sharpie) that says something z-centric, like say the very famous: 42 = 58 you fukkin douggie solipsistic adams fuk! i gots z-answer as well!
from gods :
even tho we always choose content over form and could give a 5h!7 re: pr0per emo or old sqool zp3ll1ngz we must repeat IT apostrophe s as in that being which belongs to IT. the latest site where TIME is being invested is this: http://about.voopla.org - that is where IT is. now link the way only YOU know how to mangle the lynklane:z!
from gods :
the roots are as follows at least from viewing within z-context: z0tl * dcalien * perceptionss then from there burgess and so it goes. we thank you kindly, at least some of us, for being invested in it's well being when everyone was way to busy to bother. not that he expected anything, but just so you know. other than that, sorry, you won't be spared even though your heart is way bigger than your eye:z!
from hamiltonian :
I was here yet again kind sir.
from wistful-blue :
PS: Thank you for adding me to your favorites.
from wistful-blue :
Ah, I see. *Phew* It's partly my own fault - I have this big neurotic bug which causes the desire to do nothing others may find offensive. A ridiculous notion since some people - my paternal grandfather, for example - get angry with people who aren't miserable 24/7 like them. I tend to get compulsive about people pleasing. Eesh! So sorry for dumping my insecurity on you! :-)
from wistful-blue :
Wow...what a conclusion to draw. I can't say I hate anyone...and am not quite sure how I managed to give such an impression, but apologize for whatever action(s) led to giving such. -cat
from shoreline-- :
That's probably true, but then again so are most seventeen year olds. I always kind of feel like I'm a balloon about to pop, and like you said, care should be taken (and usually isn't) xoxo
from sparkspark :
Belated (but nonetheless sincere) Happy New Year to you! Thanks for your kind wishes. XO Violet
from lv-rndrdwrds :
i spent my new year's eve alone, sober, and happier than I've been in a while... I hope that you have the best year ever in this one too!
from hiddenwishes :
thx i'll need it
from jwinokur :
Thanks for stopping by my blog and saying hi. Hope your new year is wonderful and that each year only gets better. My biggest wish for the new year is that you'd BUY MY CD of poppy love songs. It's really good. Promise. I'll even include some autographed pics of me and the HTs from back in the day as well as a piece of the original master tapes from the recording sessions. How can you resist!?!?!?! Seriously. http://justinwinokur.com. If you get it make sure to send me an email and tell me that you're candoor so I'll know to send you special goodies! I don't mean for this note to be a shameless plug, but I've been thinking it would be really cool for my dairyland people to interact more with the rest of my life -- and that means my music. Anyhoo, I'm rambling. I would've sent an email but I don't have your email address! Bye for now! Hugs, Justin
from shoreline-- :
That is true, sometimes the treatment is worse than the disease, but how can people live with themselves knowing they could treat it and haven't yet? Age IS just a number, I wish people weren't so afraid of that. Reading the email from the futureme website was really weird, but even though it was just me talking to myself it really reminded me of my priorities. I think I might make another one for the next year. You should read your writings in storage. It's nice to see the difference and changes you've made. I wish I had more of the writings I had when I was younger. While going through the teenage angst stage, I threw most of that stuff out. Hope you have a great year too. Take care, xoxo
from katy-bug :
Would you like to take a ride on my boat? It's sunny here, we can lay, close our eyes, and feel the sun illuminate our faces. I'm sure we'd look beautiful. Happy 2006.
from melwadel :
Thanks candoor! And a Happy Merry Year to you as well! :-D
from ariza :
I'm sorry, but I had to lock my diary. The username is mszaari. The password is leah. I'm not worried about users; it's my mother.
from iooi :
thanks! you too!
from itineration :
um. the car broke down on the way out of wyoming. it's dead. we've been greyhounding it and no bus has been without major stress and delay. right now we have a five hour wait, when it was supposed to be a 30 minute wait. it's cold and i want to shower. my hands smell like nicotine. homehomehomehomehomehome there'll be more later.
from beautigirl :
Thank you so much for the note. All the best for you in 2006!
from ariza :
Hope you have a wonderful rest of the Happy New Year! Aw, a girl that's not even legal possesses words that touch your heart? How...touching...
from emu-head :
Thanks for the note. Happy New Year to you too!
from tuff517 :
I hope you have a wonderful New Year as well!
from maliger :
For living life, to the greatest of desires, inhale the wind of cloud, talk the tongues of angels, breathe warm as her soul, I gave up once, twice, thrice, and in the dark found myself, to each their path, but at the continuation, may we be joy itself, to live forever, to dance with our dreams, to make our own mistakes, and call them our own, but to know at that destination, what it is we truely wanted. - a little improv today, Jan 1, '06 by me, Donald R. Anderson. Anyway, I'm doing ok, I feel better knowing I'm able to give up on the relationship that I'm in when it's too explosive, and live just for the other good things in life, and be free of it. Perhaps personal love is a selfish desire. Perhaps the strongest love is for humanity.
from randh :
Thanks so much! Merry Happy New Year to you as well and I hope all goes good for you this year!
from lightfallsup :
thanks. may you also see a miriad more.
from alannablue :
happy new year to you, as well. i hope everything goes well in your life. :)
from tarkis :
thanks so much for the kind wishes for 2006.. I only wish all the best for you and anything your heart wishes... may 2006 be your best year yet.
from pharie :
i cant thank you enough for the sweet well wishing... i only can pass on the same hope for you and your future. head first into 2006...
from jonathan :
Thanks for wishing me the best for 2006! I do hope things start to improve after a disappointing and frustrating 2005. All the best.
from theswordsman :
Hi. I had no idea you were still stopping by. I hope you have a wonderful New Year as well. John
from im2evil4u :
Why thank you and I'm wishing you the very same.
from dandydandy :
Thank you very much! Wishing you a splendid new year as well!
from alwaysinhim :
Yeah, Happy New Year to you too.
from ariza :
It's okay. I might call you tonight....
from ariza :
I tried calling you about TWICE last night, but you never picked up. I was starting to worry...
from shoreline-- :
Thank you candoor, you're a sweet man. You have no idea how much your words have helped me to feel better about myself. I appreciate you. Take care. xoxo
from dandydandy :
I forgot to add--you are the 4th person who has said my photo resembles Reese Witherspoon. I swear, I don't actually look like her, it's an unintentional camera trick.
from dandydandy :
And why, please tell, would you be a goofball--or even a golfball for that matter?
from mistresslink :
ah, i think you might have misjudged me...i would totally have taped it if i could. and posted it, of course, so you could enjoy. :D happy hanukkah
from serenaville :
*Laughing delightedly* Well, thank you! I think? ;D So thoughtful of you to leave a note. Glad you dropped by for a visit... hope you'll be back. Take care! -Serena
from mspsyched1 :
Thank you for the note. I do hope you have a wonderful holiday as well. :)
from smashthegas :
Thank you :-) Oh and as a follow up to the handbags thing, I do carry around a rucksack with me sometimes, to put my lunch and stuff in, but that's okay cos people don't think I'm a pussy, hehe. be cool bro \m/
from lv-rndrdwrds :
you are simply the best.
from smashthegas :
Hey, you're my bro, so stay cool now, :D smash
from ariza :
Totally understandable. Sheer "coincidence" that I too have a cold?
from ariza :
Thanks for adding me to your buddy list, but no comment? I feel hurt. Anyway, thanks for the quote by "Elton John." It really brightened up my day (along with the pink nail polish on my toes. I used my brother as an "oracle".).
from wistful-blue :
This may seem like an odd/dumb question but, since you don't read my current diary, why is my old one (with the name of the new in the comments section) still on your list?
from smashthegas :
Hey bud, I responded to your note by email cos it was rather long, LOL. Let me know if you dont get it and I'll send it again... be cool bro - smash \m/
from boann7 :
thanks for reading and the kind note.
from sexyatheist :
oh you should see aeon flux if you can. i really enjoyed it and if you like charlize, then it's all the better. and thank you for the luck. i know i'll need it.
from smashthegas :
Hey congrats on the 1100th entry. I just noticed when I was idly looking at peoples profiles, hehe. Well, its midday and as an unemployed bum I know that I have to do whats right for this time of day. You guessed it, I'm off to watch a tacky daytime soap opera. smash \m/
from hissandtell :
I've just emailed you, possum. Please don't junk me. Love, R xxx
from z0tl :
if i had your unlimited energy, unlimited enthusiams, unlimited ability to spread loving kindness everywheres, i think i'd put mother teresa to shame! you're good too, but maybe gandhi level. hah.
from smashthegas :
Dont trust them mancunians... (manchester is only 30 miles from there and there is huge rivalry between us liverpool dudes and those manc dudes, I think it has something to do with football but seeing as i cant stand it ill have to just sit on the fence) but us scousers are programmed to detest all things manc. Okay im drunk and going to bed now. night bro. smash \m/
from ariza :
I'd much like to know why my name is not on your buddylist! I do expect a thorough explanation!!! Anyway, I was thinking about changing my layout and music, but since you made that wonderful comment, I think I shall keep it.
from smashthegas :
Hehe no worries, bro. I guess a lot of what I read on your diary (and I've by no means read anywhere near a large percentage of it) strikes a chord even though I admit I don't always know why... I know you have probs with your email (I read that bit, LOL) so ifyou didn't get it it's cool cos I basically said the same thing there. And yeah, it's cool to be understood. At times I think I crave that more than love... but hey I'm babbling so it's time for me to jet... be cool canddude... talk soon. smash \m/
from mousemilk :
I was indeed here. Thanks for your notes.
from ariza :
I do not consider myself to be a "beautiful child." Intelligent, maybe...but thanks anyway.
from ariza :
I actually read through the whole effing list!!! We share some of the same beliefs...isn't that amazing...and I'm but a child!!!
from iambucket :
Me??? Weird crazy? Why I NEVER!! Lol. No hon, I have not met Hiss...I have only met her in my dreams when we pass at times. But soon, very soon!
from x-plicity :
I feel very honored!!!!!
from northrup :
Thanks, Candoor! I'm enjoying your offerings as well. Cheers!
from alwaysinhim :
I'm still thinking about you.
from antipodean :
I love it, your beautiful way of bringing so many of life's disparate cuts, bruises, quandaries and wonders into a free-flowing tapestry of thought and emotion. I actually like the idea of readers experiencing a writer's words through their own personal filters. We find our own meaning in what we see, and if a writer - in the process of seeking their own understanding - can help to capture, enhance, distil or inspire readers' own way of looking at and understanding the world , then all the more wonderful. Adds another precious stitch to that tapestry.
from mare-ingenii :
Thank you for your sympathy and your kind words.
from emperorincxt :
six days?! where exactly have you been, my dear?
from zuzus-petals :
Thanks for the kind note! - Zuzu
from captainnight :
hey there, thanks for the note, I'm glad you enjoyed the read. Make sure to check back on a regular basis ... and bring or tell a friend! :) Later, Captain Nighttime
from impetuousme :
Yes, heaven is always beautiful. If only life could follow suit. At any rate, thanks for posting. I didn't even know you were there. But I do now of course, so NEXT week, I will have to take several ganders at YOUR posts. Oh, and thanks for the support. You rock. Take care, have a nice weekend, and PLEASE don't feel guilty about one damn thing. --- Sam
from willowfox :
Yeah! And isn't it kinda not fair to the Goldies? I'm not one, so I can't complain, but if I did pay and spent lots of time on banners and wanted lots of people to come visit me, I'd be bummed that instead of my banner, or one of Hiss's MANY awesome banners, I'm looking at Crucial technology. I, like you, also get click-happy sometimes and I miss the banners.
from candoor :
notes have been archived again, you are welcome to read them and visit the wonderful people who leave them by clicking on the link in the diary (I'd have put a link here, but DLand doesn't allow editing of this page)... you are much appreciated... hope you find more smiles than frowns in your world today :)
from candoor :
thank you for the notes to come, the notes that came, and the note you are writing right now...

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