messages to erlenweg6:
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from wifemotherme :
I lost your pw could you please resend it to wifemotherme1@aol.com
from xnavygrrl :
someone googled you today and my diary name came up with the results. It resulted in your friends on diarylist and their favorites....or it's me on your favorites...I don't know. But I thought you should know. :)
from summer-gale :
I'm assuming Writer man wrenched his shoulder parachuting?
from noaddedme :
I've lost your password when systems updated my computer! Can you send it to me? kairejayne@yahoo.com
from forty-plus :
So good to hear from you! I hope your son really enjoys his golfing season.
from summer-gale :
I just read about Tommy. He sounds like a hero to me.
from libbyo :
That is so sad about Tommy! What a hero he is...
from marlen816 :
Sorry to hear about Tommy.
from forty-plus :
My thoughts are with the family and friends of Tommy D. Incredibly sad.
from forty-plus :
Happy New Year! I miss reading you.
from wyndspirit :
What a good idea... Stay after her to do that!
from libbyo :
Thanks for the nice note! I hope your mother recuperates quickly! That is no fun at Thanksgiving... I like to knit too... just no good at it. So far, the only really useful thing I have knit is dish rags. But man, nothing cleans countertops and dishes like those baby's. Maybe one of these days I will get ambitious and try a scarf or something. Happy Thanksgiving!
from manda-d :
I used to read a long time ago, I was wondering if I could have your PW again? I didn't realize you were still updating here. Thanks! acoats@bigriver.net
from forty-plus :
Loved the story about the 92 year old. I can only hope to be that way ... even tomorrow, nevermind at 92!
from simplify :
Hi Lora- I was never a fan of the political Arnold, but I was a fan of getting rid of Gray Davis, so maybe that's what you're thinking of. I voted for McClintock when we ousted Davis.
from forty-plus :
Some people are just mean and bullies no matter how nice and nonconfrontational you may be.
from summer-gale :
As far as I know you need a hole someplace in your phone. On my flip phone there is a place for a strap. If the charm is on a loop slip the loop through the strap hole and put the charm through the loop and it will hold it and you can use it as a strap as well as bling.
from summer-gale :
WooHoo! He really is so handsome. It just breaks your heart that you can't keep them forever doesn't it? (Well you do in a way but you know what I mean)
from simplify :
Well, that made all the difference. K looks so grown up and handsome. It's shocking- the grown up part, not the handsome part.
from duchessmoon :
Congrats on the benefits! And, hope the date was better then expected..maybe vanilla with sprinkles? Your boy is a handsome young man.
from summer-gale :
My brother is in Hawaii and it was a humdinger! I'm happy that you are getting benfits soon and I'd love it if you'd repost that picture of yoru handsome son using this code which sets the width <div align="center"><img src="your filename.jpg" width="400"></div>
from simplify :
yipee! congratulations on your temporary with benefits. also- it's really nice to read you again.
from purplemama :
I used to have your password, but lost it when the old computer died. Any chance I can get it again? :-)
from taliana1 :
Wow..$400 for a hoodie. I'd even have a difficult time with $99. He's lucky to have a mom like you. Sounds like you and Writer Man are about to have a great time. Have fun!!
from forty-plus :
Are you still writing or is it just I've lost your password? It's probably me. Have mercy?
from taliana1 :
ack! I can't remember your password. Could you send it to me again? taliana@gmail.remove.com Hope you are well! *hugs*
from summer-gale :
A 400 dollar hoodie? *faint* I'm so happy I'm not a parent of teenager anymore! (the getaway sounds great though!)
from duchessmoon :
It's good to see you back! Glad all is going well, and I agree with you about the doctor. Not my ideal day! Hope your trip with Writer Man is all you hope. (hugs)
from duchessmoon :
Been thinking of you. Hope all is going well for you and your family.
from pattypat :
I'm so sorry for your mother and for you. You are all in our thoughts and prayers.
from saved0803 :
I'm so sorry about Bob. You're family is in my prayers.
from taliana1 :
I'm so sorry, chica. You and your family will be in my thoughts. *hugs*
from diet-a-trois :
I'm so sorry. I knew this post was heading in a sad direction. Please give your Mom my sympathies and you have lost a step father I am so sorry that part of your world is gone.
from noaddedme :
I'm so sorry for the loss of Bob for all of you! My thoughts are with you!
from duchessmoon :
I'm so very sorry for your loss. (((((hugs)))))
from momydu :
I am so very sorry for your mother, and your family.
from life-my-way :
I'm so sorry for your mother's loss and for your own. I emailed you at your eweg/yahoo address about my friend with the sick child [difuse pontine glioma, diagnosed in February]. She's anxious to correspond with you and will be writing you at that address too. Thanks for sharing what you can with her, when you can. I know this comes at a bad time for you and your family but I know she'll appreciate any help or advice you can share. Again, I'm so sorry about Bob, and so happy they had those years together.
from kitchenlogic :
How sad. I'm very sorry.
from simplify :
I'm very sad for your mom, too. I'm so sorry.
from duchessmoon :
It is rather brave to head to a different country and give it a go, yeah? I can't even get Ben to go upstairs and shower alone! Good luck next week.
from summer-gale :
I have to kind of chuckle it's almost like a student exchange thing.
from summer-gale :
Nothing about writerman? Glad to hear from you though!
from saved0803 :
So glad you're okay. I was wondering how you were doing! Have a wonderful day!
from simplify :
Your kitty is very cute and you should have no problem getting rid of her. And while you didn't ask, I don't think there's anything wrong with you getting rid of her. You're not a pet person, you shouldn't have a pet. Give her to a no-kill shelter if you can't find a home for her yourself.
from duchessmoon :
Hi Lora, Hope it's okay that I sent you an email. Take care.
from duchessmoon :
Congratulations on the eval! Kids are a riot, aren't they? Hope Writer Man co-operates when he returns. You deserve some fun. Shucks, I keep having to change my passwords. Looks like someone keeps getting into my diary and making changes. If ever you want the new one let me know. Today's edit was my notes were deleted - again. Always fun! Take care of yourself.
from gofigure :
I love it when you update - I have missed you! I have no idea about the online poker obsession... let's just hope it passes.
from duchessmoon :
You write just fine. It's good to see you are well. I thought of you on Mother's Day. Is online poker as fun as others say?
from saved0803 :
So glad you're doing well. I miss your updates. Have a wonderful week!
from mortisha67 :
oh my email is Lisa.moser@allina.com
from mortisha67 :
I got a new computer and lost your password. I missed reading about your life,ect... If you want only....
from life-my-way :
Sadly, the daughter of a dear friend has just received a BSG diagnosis--would you consider sending me your user name and password so that my friend [or more likely her mother] could read your entries about Nolan's illness? I've already sent the link to Nolan's Hope, thanks for doing that, it's helping others. Please email me at mkklose at gmail dot com if I can let my friend read your journal. Thanks, hope you are well, I miss hearing about writer man and your propensity to jump out of perfectly good airplanes!
from duchessmoon :
Happy Valentine's Day!
from fortybuddies :
I, too, changed my computer and misplaced passwords. If you still feel comfortable, I'd love to read your latest. fortyplusdland@hotmail.com. Be well & Happy Valentine's Day!
from ameliorating :
Happy Valentine's Day!
from thedetails :
I got the password and have now caught up on your entries. Sorry that things are going like that for you. I hope that your life becomes less stressful and less dramatic soon. ~hugs
from thedetails :
I have lost your password because I got a new computer, I asked for the password a while back but I found out that my email was bouncing messages for some reason and I didn't get anything. I don't know if you sent it out or not, but if you don't mind could you send it again to my different email at kats_details@yahoo.ca ~thanks From checking out the notes left here I'm thinking that things are kind of not great. Hope things get better soon.
from duchessmoon :
I'm so sorry you have to deal with this stress. Hope it passes soonest. ((hugs))
from life-my-way :
On the bright side, it's not "imposable" that Kevin will do much better next quarter! Some email, that--you're a saint.
from summer-gale :
He fails visual arts but passes all his core and you're the bad guy? Does he give you kudo's for a good job when the kid passes instead of the kid? One thing I always said to my kids is that it was THEIR JOB to get good grades and mine to support them. I will help them with their work but I won't do it for them (especially after elementary school). It's part of self responsibilty and learning when to ask for help. We are both well rid of our ex's!
from taliana1 :
oh good grief. You can only do so much with regard to your son failing classes. Your ex is a gem, isn't he.
from noaddedme :
i miss being able to read you since I lost your password :(
from summer-gale :
HiYa! I missed you too! I'd like to say take your time but you have me all curious about writer man. The plane ticket was a corker though. LOL!
from saved0803 :
Hello, so nice to see you updated. I've missed you.
from noaddedme :
I don't know if you changed passwords or if my computer ate it, but at any rate, I need the info to get in! kairejayne@yahoo.com
from thedetails :
I got a new computer and lost your password could I please have again, send to thedetails[at]diaryland.com
from momydu :
Miss reading you : )
from duchessmoon :
Hope all is well and you had a great Christmas!
from summer-gale :
Where have you been? Merry Christmas!! I miss you!
from cleanstart :
Hi there.. I have not been able to read you for a while since you passworded. Hope all is well with you and your family! May I have your user/pw? kcranford@guestsupply.com
from momydu :
Thank you for your sweet note : )
from gofigure :
You two look great! What a good-looking couple. :)
from saved0803 :
You were missed and glad you updated!
from auntie-mari :
Hey ya I have thought of you on and off since you closed your dairy and was wondering how you were doing. I noticed that you were a referral to my page and thought I would see if you were open again. I was wondering if I might be able to read your diary again. *S* In any case I hope things are going well for you.
from summer-gale :
I don't know who you mean! Give me the dirt!
from tattoobelly :
I may know who you mean--I too keep reading that which vexes me and I think I need to just go cold turkey offa that. Anyway, hello! I like you.
from summer-gale :
Sounds like a really fun time. I wish you had been just a tad closer to Massachusetts so I could have visited you!
from forty-plus :
I'm glad you enjoyed your visit on our East Coast! :)
from celebrations :
Come to Celebrations and join, it's fun and it's free!
from manthyj2 :
Hi, i switched jobs and lost your password, could you share it again? Please email it to me at sam@madisonbirthcenter.com Thanks
from thedetails :
I got some work done on my computer and I lost your password somehow. Do you think I can have it again, send it to clutter_clearATyahoo.ca Thanks.
from summer-gale :
That's a tough decision. I think personally I'd take a chance with surgery over the certianty of a less than optimal life. I hope she can live happily with whatever she chooses. It's a tough one.
from marlen816 :
Prayer offered for Writer man's daughter.
from forty-plus :
Praying for WM's daughter.
from summer-gale :
Ya know it occurs to me that Writer Man has been around since last October 1st in your diary and you probably met him in September of 2004. Do you realize you have a one year anniversary coming up? My prayers are with his daughter.
from simplify :
I had an aunt who did graveyard for years and years. I think it's hardest when you switch shifts back and forth because your body isn't allowed to get into a rhythm. I'm glad your job is going better and I hope they keep you off graveyard for a while.
from forty-plus :
My best healing thoughts and prayers for WM's daughter.
from cosmicrayola :
My prayers will be said for her tonight.
from summer-gale :
They are in my thoughts. That is so sad. Aren't they operable? It seems a fist sized anything in something the size of your skull can't be a good thing.
from forty-plus :
My best thoughts and prayers for Writer Man and his 22-year-old daughter.
from summer-gale :
I see, she's the *other* wicked witch .. haha!
from summer-gale :
I spotted youir daughter without the hint. She looks so much like you! I'm hoping you are feeling more comfortable with your job.
from xnavygrrl :
She's as beautiful as her mother!
from cosmicrayola :
Front ro, pink shirt. Hmmm, I'm not sure. Haha. She is very pretty!
from summer-gale :
I'm so sorry! But my daughter, a nurse, goes through the very same thing each time she changes wards in the hospital. By the end of a couple months she's doing it in her sleep. Obviously you need enough hours to survive but it should get easier quicker than you think in the meantime. Be kind to yourself, my daughter jsut went through it with 10 years expereience last year. It's hard, but it will get better!
from simplify :
keep your chin up! i'm sorry the job isn't what you'd hoped for. hopefully something else will come along soon.
from duchessmoon :
Fabulous pictures! It looks like so much fun. If you can handle sky diving that new job will be a piece of cake! It's so good to see nice things coming your way for a change. ((hugs))
from kitchenlogic :
How cool!!!! Tell us all about it! And by the way, Writer Man is Hot!
from momydu :
You look beautiful, and happy. I am so glad to see you having a good time : )
from summer-gale :
I'm so glad you tried it! It really is a tremendous experience, isn't it? The quiet of the plane engine is gone and the whoosh of air in your helmet and the indescribable scenery on the way down. Try it solo on a static line next. It's even better by yourself. Total freedom!
from forty-plus :
You're WILD! Wild!
from alwayslolita :
username: alwayslolita password: caly19
from simplify :
i am at a loss for words, miss risk-taker! good for you. i'm glad it was such a great experience for you.
from awnery :
That's so cool! I'm so happy for you!
from cosmicrayola :
Wow, I always wanted to try it. Never got quite brave enough, though.
from summer-gale :
Here's hoping that the hours aren't too crazy for you. BTW I've jumped before off a static line and steered the chute in myself watching a guy on the ground (when I got close enough to see him). It was fun once but I was scared sh*tless and never did it again. But I'm glad I did it once. Try it!
from xnavygrrl :
My pal, keep the password handy. It's only for a week that i gotta keep everyone locked out. I'm on a mission. They messed with the wrong female!
from duchessmoon :
((hugs)) Hope there was good news on the job issue. You are in my thoughts.
from kaire :
I think that stupid people like your ex and the twit he shares a brain cell with should be put to sleep.
from summer-gale :
Thank you for caring! I have no idea what to do for her and I'm her mother! I've never seen her like this. It's scary.
from summer-gale :
Would you be one of many "on call" people so you could turn down an inconvenient call without them getting stuck without you or would you be "it"? Because if you are one of many then you can just accept the ones you want. It sounds like its more up your alley and better experience for a future job in your field.
from duchessmoon :
Hope the interview went well! Was thinking about you all day! ((Hugs))
from wifemotherme :
God Bless and keep you! Happy Mothers Day
from thedetails :
Happy Mother's Day
from forty-plus :
Happy Mother's Day!
from summer-gale :
Your password is the same, not changed. Could they have changed it back? This stinks. Time to move your diary. Even your template has been screwed with
from cosmicrayola :
Wow, I'm just catching up. I did a Google search to see if I could find a cached page for your html code, but the only thing that cam up was your profile page. Sorry, I tried.
from saved0803 :
Hello, I agree with everyone else. Time to change your password, or better yet, change diaries. So sorry this is happening!
from momydu :
Could someone really be this dumb? Why would someone go to so much trouble just to bug you? I am sorry : )
from taliana1 :
man..this is very weird. I haven't run into any other diaries that are having problems. If you haven't changed your password, I would do that asap. Have you mailed Andrew?
from forty-plus :
If this is being done intentionally, it is cruel and unnecessary. I have not seen anyone else having these problems. Did you save a copy of your template code on your home computer? You could just reinstall it to get the template back to normal, but I don't know what you could do about the archives. I am sorry you are going through this.
from waterlily :
Have you changed your password yet? You need to do that as soon as possible.
from wifemotherme :
only writtermans entries are gone? Ok that is really odd and I dont see any other diarys having this kind of issue. Might be time to change the password, move the diary and get a new email address. Dammit I just hate that you have to deal with this. I am so sorry
from simplify :
it's not good, that's for sure.
from duchessmoon :
Lora, just sent you an email. Don't know if it will reach you. I can't find any other diaries that are messed up. If you need a new email acct. I have some gmail invites. They can't hack that one.
from taliana1 :
Just thought I'd let you know that I was able to read your diary w/o a password...
from xnavygrrl :
I haven't ever had a password to your diary, but wanted to leave your name on my favorites for a few reasons. One, I think of you and Nolan and your family all the time. Two, because of you, I found out about the caringbridge kids, and following their lives has added a richness to my life that I've never known. I learned from you, and Cheyenne, and Katia, and Celeste, and Maddie, and Kody and little Julia to never take anything for granted. Bless you....
from simplify :
i've never known you to do number 5. at least not to the point where i thought it was irritating, so i think you're alright on that one. quite seriously you are the least irritating person i've ever been around.
from forty-plus :
Writer Man is a fool.
from summer-gale :
HaHa! Yeah Writer Man would rather attach to the bad feelings of being dumped and ignored over and over. I agree. What crap!
from simplify :
of course i should e mail you. my 2 cents is this: go for the job you really want. even if it is scary and multitasking isn't your thing (you raised 4 kids, surely you're better at multitasking than you think). writeman is a dweeb, of course you already knew that. now i have to go buy envelopes.
from summer-gale :
My vote goes for the medical field even if its not steady hours. Its a foot in the door until something else pops up and more money. Also thank you for your comments about my dog. I appreciate any understanding. Thanks.
from forty-plus :
Many {{Hugs}}
from alwayslolita :
don't we all like someone a bit too much so much that it makes the situation retarded. heh.
from duchessmoon :
I just found your message. Thank you, it cheered me. I have been thinking of you lately. How are things since Writer Man's return? (hugs) to you as well.
from summer-gale :
I'm crossing many body parts in hpopes of a foot in the door at the medical place.
from summer-gale :
My earlier writings were gone in the same way yours are. I wrote andrew and they magically came back. I wrote Super Gold member in the subject line though. As far as Writer Man I know what its like. You get a crush and they like you, but you aren't the one. In my vast *cough*LOL*cough* experience if you aren't the one chances are you won't become the one over time. I know at our age there are alot of people you won't connect with mentally or physically but its a numbers game and all you can do is get out there. Plus sometimes we aren't ready to settle down even though we think we are. I discovered that I was having fun by myself once I figured out how to live financially without a partner. I shut down alot of services but I'm making it. When you get a good job you'll feel more secure on your own too. Just remember it's all stages in life and recovery. You got hit twice in a row. It takes time. I was just glad to see you dating again!
from alwayslolita :
were those entries private? cause i've been having the exact problem with my private entries. it's cause of the server problem that andrew was/is having
from summer-gale :
Holy Moly you got that right. I was thinking married as I read it!
from summer-gale :
You've got it wrong! You're thinking of sleep. We gain an hour .. of play!
from alwayslolita :
lora, love is so messed up. i know joe can't feed himself or his children with my love. so i have to take a step back and let him muddle through this crap that he has to deal with. i've told him that i'll be here for him waiting. and i just have to trust that he'll remember that when the time comes. you're right. i love him, and i should use that love to give him the space he needs to deal with this stuff. he will come back to me. i know it in my gut, in my heart of hearts. but i will miss him. and it will be so so hard to be without him. but i think he knows that i am the answer to his riddle. his mind is just too clouded with other more important things right now. one day we will be together. and i can feed myself on that knowledge. because hope for him will always live in my heart, and i have faith in him even if he cannot have faith in himself. thank you for your words. they are always appreciated. and i'm glad you like my haircut!
from forty-plus :
Time and prayers for Haley!
from paigexr :
If there was ever proof that your ex is not happy, his need to know what you're up to is it. He'll always be looking back. You can only expect one who lives in regret to act in bitterness. You are the easiest target. Stay strong, my friend! Love, Paige
from ejgc :
What happened at Haley's appointment???? Vindictive people are a puzzle - why do people put such effort into being nasty? I'm so sorry that you still have to contend with your ex-husband's nasty behavior. :(
from simplify :
it's good to know that your ex husband knows some people who feel honor bound. maybe it will rub off, eh?
from taliana1 :
I just don't understand why he would care. HE left..not the other way around. It's almost as if he is unhappy with his decision. He made his bed. He needs to get a life.
from forty-plus :
Evil person.
from duchessmoon :
Hi Lora, I'll bet you're right about your Ex's motivation. My attorney warned me that Heel will probably try claiming I'm cohabiting once I start dating, just so he can lessen support. I wonder the same thing you do, why would they care? I just don't get it. Take care, Jennifer
from kaire :
Too bad your ex doesn't put as much time into being a positive member of society as he does into being a life lacking idiot. Hang tough, he's a tool and the karma bus will get him some day!
from summer-gale :
You know I just posted about the size thing. In high school I was a junior size nine. Now I actually have pants that are size 4! I weigh the same. However I always had a thick waist and no hips so the clothes are fitting me just fine :)
from summer-gale :
Hi Lora thanks for the nice comment. My lawn is the size of a postage stamp. I got an electric lawn mower that weighs about 10 pounds from Sears. Ron used to refuse to use it and called it a toy but it works and I can push it. But I live in an environment where the lawn only grows half the year about April thru Sept. By Oct it stops. But I like my little garden. Operative word = little. I planted 20 new bulbs last fall I can't wait to see my new spring flowers.
from duchessmoon :
Hi Lora, Just wanted to let my buddies know I've locked until I serve the divorce papers. I've left a note to my buddies in my notes section, if you still want to read. I love reading about your dating stories. I had to think of them as I sat next to a real jerk last night at Mandy's school dinner. Oy!
from cosmicrayola :
Your bus ride reminded me of years ago when I lived in Maine. The route I took home was only 10 or 15 minutes, but the bridge was under repairs and for three weeks the bus took the long way around, complete with all the elderly ladys on their way home from verious places. Try to imagine riding with 10-15 women, all wearing different kinds of "old lady" perfume, for over an hour, in AUGUST! I can still smell it after 20 years. lol
from taliana1 :
I hate dating too...I hear ya. Too bad it's one of the few ways to meet a mate. I'll consider myself lucky :)
from summer-gale :
I get a million Mikes and you get a million Steves. Whats up with that? and why won't you talk to one of them on the phone?
from taliana1 :
And being an atheist somehow has something to do with that?
from alwayslolita :
plenty of people are like that. depressos who resent being cheered up. i think i was like that at one point in my life 'just let me wallow in self pity, dammit!" yeah. i used to be like that. i used to suck, man! joe tells me i'm negative, but i always say, 'you should have seen the old me, you would have hated her!" love ya, hope you get that job!
from duchessmoon :
Hope this all gets worked out soon. What a mess. Makes you wonder about that year's work experience doesn't it? Hugs.
from june-bride :
I've been meaning to ask for awhile, but always forgot. *g* We got rid of the 'Net at home, so I don't have your password anymore. Can you email it to my diaryland addy please? *snugs*
from forty-plus :
So happy for Haley! You'll sleep well tonight. :)
from waterlily :
Hi there, I've lost your password again, as I seem to do every six months or so. Could you please send it to rachel at waterlilies dot org? Thank you very much!
from simplify :
hee hee! i'm so glad you did this. i love your 10 never list. it's so much more dignified than mine.
from forty-plus :
I am praying for Haley.
from summer-gale :
Just caught up with you. You've been getting out and about. Good for you. I met someone that I totaly clicked with right off the bat. I have high hopes. As Dora in Nemo would say "Just keep swimming" He's out there somewhere!
from duchessmoon :
Good tunes! "Canon in D" makes me cry every darn time. The kids play it in their orchestra concerts at least once a year..and then practice it around the house here. I think they do that on purpose :) My theme song has become "Drive" by Incubus. Just love it.
from wifemotherme :
PS! I hope you have a truly wonderful V-day!
from wifemotherme :
That is one multifaceted list of music....so you!
from duchessmoon :
OH! And thank you for the most kind compliment! Have a blessed day!
from duchessmoon :
Oh, Lora, I just found the sweet note you wrote about my pics. Maybe one day I'll feel the same about them. I really enjoyed your Sunday school update! Children are the best. Thanks for sharing your stories.
from paigexr :
Thanks! ;0)
from paigexr :
I know about WriterMan, Steve & Handsome Steve, but who's Bob? Did I miss something? Still love reading you & I'm praying about the "ex mess!" Have a good time tonight!
from forty-plus :
Enjoy the Olive Garden. :)
from duchessmoon :
Oh, Lora, I'm so sorry you have to face more stress. It's just amazing that so many people don't understand promises and vows, or don't care. Can he really stop payment so soon after divorce in that state? Here they try to give support for at least half the amount of time the marriage lasts. It isn't a law, just a rule of thumb I'm told. In cases where the marriage lasted a long while, or the man was a particular creep, I'm told often the system will turn their heads the other way and leave support for the life of the spouse, or until she co-habits or remarries. Here's hoping anyway. Maybe that's their way of making up for the pittance they give to begin with. Try to take extra care of yourself through this time of stress. OK?
from cosmicrayola :
I found you again and that makes me happy!
from duchessmoon :
Ah, thanks for the kind words regarding my "porn bird"...you would never guess where I cut that lace circle for his eye from! Or maybe you would :) It was a fun way to fill an hour anyway. Hope all is well today.
from summer-gale :
Yeah, I've wanted to move along before too but everything went blah on me and it wasn't worth the effort. You're right. It's a funk and it will lift in it's own time.
from momydu :
I want to thank you for always having something positive and supportive to say. You are a special woman, and deserve an exciting, and fun romance : ) Whne the right guy comes along, I bet you'll be ready.
from duchessmoon :
Happy Birthday! It's me, the diariest formally known as onedaftcow (Jennifer). I just started a new diary, and wanted to let you know it's me!
from summer-gale :
Happy Birthday to you! And fess up, maybe you don't need a party anymore but I bet you'd be hurt if everyone forgot!
from marlen816 :
Happy Birthday!
from forty-plus :
I'd like to celebrate another year of reading a wonderful and phenomenal woman! Happy Birthday to you!
from forty-plus :
Is there anyone who is all good and no bad?
from simplify :
i *loved* station agent. i loved that it was pretty to look at it and i loved the characters. it was my favorite movie for months!
from havechosen :
I feel silly, but I'm in the same boat as bettyalready. :) I've gone and lost your password, etc. Would you please send me the info at tessalation[remove]@gmail.com?
from forty-plus :
Mr. Carl von Clausewitz sure had our number!
from bettyalready :
hey there! For a while now, i've lost your password. If you're not up for giving it out, I totally understand. But if you are, please send to betty.already@REMOVEgmail.com.
from summer-gale :
What an interesting turn of events! I'm still at the "I'm not sure I want to fall in love stage" or actually I'm in the "Falling in love is flippin scary so I won't do it " stage. LOL. Anyways you took the dive and it looks like he may have her out of his system this time and is looking at you again. Woohoo!
from summer-gale :
That's a sticky situation. if you want to remain his friend you have to walk a tight line when you turn him down. Good Luck!
from surly-social :
You are not be too picky, you are being selective! This is a good thing. I am enjoying your diary, and I can relate to much of what you are saying!
from forty-plus :
You are what he thought his wife was always going to be. Tell him how you feel soon. I would bet, although he WANTS a love interest, he NEEDS an (honest) friend more. Good luck. (P.S. Did you get my email? I got a delayed message just yesterday.)
from forty-plus :
Oh my goodness.
from thedetails :
It's sad that you and Writer man didn't work out. That's always sad, even if it is for the better. And Summer-gale is right, at first things were a bit bumpy with Writer Man, so give Steve some time.
from summer-gale :
If I remember right not only was there no spark with writerman in the begining but you found his kiss a little disgusting. I'd give this new guy more time :) (But goodbyes are always a little sad. I don't think ayone is good at them)
from forty-plus :
Maybe just a little sad. {{Hugs}}
from pattypat :
Good for you for not "settling." You are caring and compassionate and you will find an employer that is right for you and appreciates your talents; and relationships where the people put your needs first.
from forty-plus :
Happy Birthday to your daughter and what a blessing your relationship is becoming what it should be! This year is going to be wonderful for you.
from summer-gale :
Hi! Hi! I've been so busy I'm just now catching up. Your son is HANDSOME and the girl is so cute. No wonder they like each other. Too bad about the distance thing. I want to wish you the best in the New Year. :) (best men .. hehe)
from kitchenlogic :
My computer died and I don't have your username/password anymore - can you help a gal out?!
from marlen816 :
Happy New Year's to you, too! I'd go with door #3 also =) ((Hugs)) to you for missing Nolan.
from marlen816 :
Happy New Year's to you, too! I'd go with door #3 also =) ((Hugs)) to you for missing Nolan.
from forty-plus :
Happy New Year to you, also. I am thinking of you missing your Nolan.
from alwayslolita :
lora, i lost your username and password! could you email it to me, whenever you have the time? spooktastic@yahoo.com
from forty-plus :
Handsome "boy"!
from wifemotherme :
Have a very Marry Christmas and a Blessed new year!
from forty-plus :
There must be a much better job out there for you. You have too much to offer to become an irritated patient's emotional punching bag. Maybe after the holidays you can begin the search. Merry Christmas wishes mixed with much admiration, Yvonne.
from saved0803 :
Hello! I used to read you a while back. (You had sent me your password to to rseagulls@hotmail.com a few months back and I tried that one and it didn't work.) I was wondering if you would send me your new password so that I may start reading again? Of course, only if you feel comfortable giving it to me, I'll understand if you don't. I hope everything is going well with you and your family. Have a great weekend!
from forty-plus :
Have a wonderful visit with your sister ... once you get there! :)
from forty-plus :
I am so uplifted by your news about Tess and your stated ephiphany. Thank you!
from bettyalready :
Happy Thanksgiving!
from forty-plus :
Here's a thanksgiving {hug} for you and the boys! I hope you have a wonderful day.
from summer-gale :
That sounds like a heavenly date. You've got me wanting to go to Napa now!
from wifemotherme :
AWWW just adore reading about Writer man! Watching this story unfold gives me the warm fuzzies.
from summer-gale :
Hey! He called me a fat lazy bitch! HAHAHAHAHA! At least I didn't rob a cradle and desert my family. He's like Woody Allen fer cris sake.
from kaire :
What a sparkling and delightful personality your ex-husband has! Reminds me of someone jolly and lovable ... like Hitler! Obviously his life isn't so happy or he wouldn't have to lash out at you ;)
from forty-plus :
I know it's hard, but try to consider the source. A person's worthiness is measured by their kindness and compassion. Where does that leave him? And where does it leave you?
from trinity63 :
Your ex-husband is terribly terribly insecure. And it's laughable. He needs therapy. I hope you keep every one of those abusive emails he sends. They may come in handy later in your life.
from marlen816 :
I think Writer Man is cute. But, I have always been drawn to the "Dr. Green" (Anthony Edwards) types =) I think maybe Tim's reaction was from the surprise of seeing you with someone.
from chick14 :
I just read your entry on Write Man and I think thats just beautiful. What he had said was great and even though he isn't the handsomest man in the world, he does seem like a lucky catch. Best wishes!
from june-bride :
Oh oh, and as far as Tim goes: my mom's dated a couple guys since my dad died, and you are RIGHT-- Tim should have enough respect for you not to make snide remarks. As you say it seems he gets it from his father, and I think you should call him (Tim) on it. He's old enough to get it blunt.
from june-bride :
What do you MEAN he isn't handsome??? Oh I think he's beautiful! And those words??
from trinity63 :
You know beauty is in the eye of the beholder. And if you find him beautiful, then find him beautiful, allow yourself that. I can't tell you how many physically beautiful men I have met have turned out to be the biggest jackholes. Enjoy this. I mean really enjoy it.
from wifemotherme :
He is cute!!! But oh after reading his writting - he is just down right dreamy!
from heavenlyging :
He's cute!!
from life-my-way :
I, here, to join the "I think he's CUTE..." chorus. And of course that strike business, well, big points for that too. Unless his faith has him sacrificing virgins, I do believe I'd be considering making certain concessions for that man. Way to date!
from simplify :
i think he's good looking, although i would help him find his way towards some smaller glasses... big glasses are no good.
from whatawoman :
I think your writer man is cute! He's certainly NOT as unattractive as I was expecting. And, perhaps because you've let us see into his soul a little bit, he's all the more attractive in my eyes. A little crush? Well, who knows where that will lead? Maybe a BIG crush! It sounds like he makes you happy!
from forty-plus :
Quite wonderful!
from summer-gale :
His method of acting out may have come from his dad but I can understand his first gut reaction. My parents divirced and I hated every single guy she went out with even after she married one of them. He grew on me, of course, because he treated my mom so well. I think attitudes towards Mom dating are every different from dad moving on. As girl I feared a new male in control of me that didn't love me. But I think my brothers thought of Mom as "theirs" and all other men as competition.
from wifemotherme :
Sending you well wishes. My password no longer works for some reason. If your sharing will you please email me at Wifemotherme@comcast.com
from simplify :
giving tim the benefit of the doubt, i'd say it was probably hard for him to see you with another man, no matter how chaste the circumstances.
from taliana1 :
*hugs* I'm glad you guys had a good time, even though there was some pain. I always wanted to go to california adventure. Last time I was at Disney, I got engaged..and that was when they were building CA Adventure. Seemed more like my thing than the theme park rides. :)
from bettyalready :
Hi, don't know what's going on but I really hope you're doing well.
from purplemama :
My thoughts and prayers are with you. *HUGS*
from marlen816 :
((Hugs)) Happy B-day Nolan.
from summer-gale :
I'm so sorry. It does hurt. (((hug)))
from awnery :
Happy Birthday Nolan.
from june-bride :
And I bet, that in heaven, he is a robust and happy eleven year old boy who can't WAIT until the day when he sees his mom again. All my love.
from trinity63 :
you are in my hear and thoughts today Lora. xoxoxox
from life-my-way :
You're in my heart today, please hug yourself for me.
from forty-plus :
Gentle hugs.
from xnavygrrl :
I don't have your password to your diary or your email address, but I wanted to let you know that after I went to Nolan's website, a year ago, I found Cheyenne on caringbridge. I have followed her since, and all the other BSG kids. My heart has broken as each one passes: McKenzie, Maddie, Jake, Celeste, and now Cheyenne. They are very special children, and the world will never be the same without your Nolan or them. Thank you for bringing these special kids into my world. I feel so privileged to have followed their stories.
from summer-gale :
WooHoo for the present. I too am learning that not everything has to be so serious. Some of it can just be enjoyed for what it is.
from simplify :
i can understand your heartache over cheyenne's passing. she hung in there for quite a while and gave that tumor a run for it's money. it's so, so sad.
from forty-plus :
The present can be a lovely time.
from forty-plus :
My heart aches for Cheyenne's family.
from awnery :
I remember linking to Cheyenne's page through Nolan's sometime back. I'm so sorry...
from manda-d :
Hi... I seem to have misplaced your password. Do you mind sending it to me again? Thanks :-) cst074@hotmail.com
from summer-gale :
I'm so sorry about Tess! After everything you went through it's no wonder your worried. You know things can go wrong through no fault of your own. But the prognosis is good and besides the pills she'll need to take now she *Should* be ok. I'll include her in my prayers (along with you)
from paigexr :
Hi Lora - I'm praying for Tess' healing & peace from Christ for you! Love you, Paige
from june-bride :
It's okay to be worried. *hugs* You're all in my prayers.
from marlen816 :
Praying for you and Tess! ((Hugs))
from forty-plus :
Lora, you and Tess are in my prayers. {{Hugs}}
from taliana1 :
*hugs* Lora, you and your sister will be in my thoughts.
from nicky-d :
My thoughts and prayers are with you, your sister, and your entire family. I have faith that she will pull through this with flying colors. *HUGS*
from trinity63 :
Oh Lora, I am so thinking of you and your sister. You are in my thoughts and prayers xoxo
from simplify :
oh my goodness! i'm sorry for tess. i'm glad that her prognosis is good. hasn't your family seen enough cancer?
from kitchenlogic :
I guess it's good to know that he has the Cad behavior in him, in case he ever needs to use it on you.
from summer-gale :
HAHA! Sometimes guys just don't think (or overthink). Replace "I never wanted to hurt you" with "I wanted to protect you" and it sounds much better.
from inkdragon :
My love to those little girls, their families and to you.
from june-bride :
You can use my diaryland addy-- june-bride at diaryland dot com. Thanks :)
from june-bride :
Hey sweetie. I miss reading your entries and was wondering if you could send me a password? Take care!
from summer-gale :
I second InkDragon :)
from inkdragon :
You are a brave, beautiful and wonderful woman.
from marlen816 :
Neato about Haley. Hope y'all had a wonderful time.
from summer-gale :
So writer man isn't "The One". Have fun anyways if you both enjoy each other. It's just nice to flirt again and feel desirable and free.
from inkdragon :
Happy early birthday to Kevin!
from summer-gale :
Thanks for my hug. I needed it. Have a great time with your writer this weekend, it sounds like you need it like I needed the hug.
from momydu :
I am sorry you are having such a hard time. I hope good things come soon for you : )
from wifemotherme :
The symptoms you described about the red hot itchy coming on and leaving so quickly and heaviness in the chest happen to my daughter. (she would always say "I think I am comeing down with something too, becuase it tends to leave her feeling run down) A trip to the doctor and a quick and simple diagnoses of stress induced panic attack. I am sending you prayers of peace for today.
from inkdragon :
Lots of {{hugs}}.
from summer-gale :
It's the change of the seasons. When you feel better you'll see the world more optimistically.
from marlen816 :
((Hugs))
from summer-gale :
Oh yeah, he's athiest isn't he? That would be hard to reconcile but not impossible. Isn't it fun getting to know new people and seeing new things?
from inkdragon :
Sounds like a lovely afternoon. Did you meet up with Catie? She said they were going also. I'm so glad you enjoyed yourself.
from trinity63 :
Don't let the faith thing come between you. I am not the same faith asmy partner, and it's really okay:) It doesn't have to be a deal breaker:) really:)
from summer-gale :
Your friend writes beautifully and isn't it nice that the girl is related. Sounds like a great Sunday. Dancing waitresses .. How Fun!
from trinity63 :
ohhhhhhhhhhhhh lovely words:)
from marlen816 :
Awesome news about Katharine!
from inkdragon :
Katharine's news is absolutely wonderful.
from simplify :
if you're going to lie about things in a survey, you shouldn't do it when people who will read it know the truth. you can too draw well.
from inkdragon :
Hurray for new friends. Thinking of you.
from summer-gale :
Isn't dating again exciting? Just like being a teenager again. I hope your friends work out wonderfully :)
from kaire :
Friends are wonderful things, especially when they are BETTER friends then the friends you've had in the past *grin* yeah you!
from summer-gale :
I've been catching up on my reading and just saw that awesome report card. Grats! I never saw anyone scratch out a 4 and mark a 5 before. Just incredible!
from taliana1 :
Congratulations chica! You ought to be soo proud of yourself! Just wanted to point out that your last name is on that...just in case you don't want to share that and forgot about it.
from nicky-d :
Congratulations on such a wonderful review! :)
from whatawoman :
Woo hoo! What a great job you did! Congratulations! You are going to be a GREAT medical assistant!
from life-my-way :
Way to go, Lora!!! Fours and FIVES, WOW!!! You should be proud, I'm proud of you too!
from havechosen :
Wow!!! Straight 4's and some unathorized 5's!!!!! You must have done an absolutely, fantastically marvelous job! Whoo! Way to go, Laura!!!
from marlen816 :
Yea! Congrats on the AWESOME review! You go girl!
from kaire :
Awesome and congratulations!!!!!!!!!!!!!
from tigerlily21 :
Congrats on the great review!
from simplify :
well, look at you! i'm so excited for you.
from inkdragon :
Awesome report card! It's nice to receive recognition for studies/a job well done. Congratulations!
from summer-gale :
That sucks. My break up stunk but at least my kids where grown and I didn't have to put up with that $hit.
from summer-gale :
LOL! Add a stylish scarf to those scrubs! Good job, I loved it!
from marlen816 :
Cute, cute, cute! Me thinks you're a poet and you don't even know it!
from havechosen :
I'm so sorry sweetie. I'm keeping you in my prayers. God bless.
from trinity63 :
they are all decent in the begining. then they become assholes.
from kitchenlogic :
I want a pink baubbly bracelet just like Arabella's! I'll have to make one. Tell her I love it!
from inkdragon :
You've forever touched Arabella's heart just as she's touched yours and Kevin's. A sweet deal any way you look at it!
from summer-gale :
HeHe .. You just brought back memories of MY 14 year old self. It sounds like alot of fun!
from alwayslolita :
hey there!! i've been gone from diaryland awhile, not sure if i'll be updating as regularly as usual, but for now i'm back. it seems like you've been keeping yourself nice and busy. arabella seems interesting. and yeah the japanese invaded korea and china and oppressed the people there so koreans and the chinese don't really like japanese people. i should know, i'm korean. well have a great day, and i hope that snake decided to leave your house.
from inkdragon :
Poor Arabella, just give her a hug.
from cleanstart :
WOW... that is flattering, but then what do you say to her? Ya know?
from wifemotherme :
Awwww! Sounds like you have planted a seed with this child that will last forever. Think about that for a second - When your in your late 80's somewhere a world away you will have made an impact on someone that I am sure will still be in motion. You truly are a special lady. You make the world a better place!
from summer-gale :
That is so swet that Arabella loves being with you so much. I think some of it is you (of course!) and some of it is culture shock. From what you described the kids are severely socially restricted and put under a lot of pressure to succeed academically. I was surprised to hear that Yvonne reacted the same way though.
from marlen816 :
Eek! Was it a poisonous snake? Seeing dripping vemon would have freaked me out - even worse than not knowing where the snake is!
from simplify :
it's like wild kingdom over there at your house. mice, snakes, teenagers, kitties. seriously, you should start selling tickets. arabella (did you ever find out how she came up with that name?) really sounds quite delightful.
from summer-gale :
She sounds like fun and I've als noticed that they are very liberal with color and patterns. My Korean sis-in-law could make you dizzy just looking at her.
from inkdragon :
Arabella sounds wonderful!
from pattypat :
Hi Lora - I have been missing you and your diary and would welcome the chance to read it if you wish to include me on your password list. My email is pmcgowansamson@yahoo.com. I hope everything is going well and that you are maybe by now finished with your courses? Pattypat
from xnavygrrl :
I still want to read your journal. Ever since I started reading you I can't stay away from the Caringbridge sites, especially Cheyenne and Celeste's. I pray for those families everyday, and I pray for your's too. You're an inspiration to me.
from cleanstart :
Thanks so much for the password. I went back to March and started reading to current. I'm sorry that husband and his"child" can't seem to keep themselves out of your life. Seems they have nothing interesting to do with their lives, huh? I am so glad that school is going well from you. It was so good to finally catch up on things. HUGS ~
from havechosen :
Just so you don't get nervous... I'm going back through a bunch of the archived entries (way back to the very beginning) that I missed when I started reading your posts. I know strange things have happened periodically and that someone previously went back and read all the archived posts. Just wanted to let you know in advance so there were no worries! :) Thinking good things your way. I can't tell you how much you inspire me...
from taliana1 :
I'll keep Katherine in my thoughts, and will definitely look out for the link to the website-I'd be interested in a bracelet as well. Is it Swarovski crystal?
from summer-gale :
Good for Katherine! After what I went through I say a personal prayer and give a cheer for anyone I hear about that beats the beast.
from inkdragon :
I would love to purchase one of Katherine's bracelets, if you can find the link.
from cleanstart :
Hey there girl! I have lost your password. Do you mind resending it? I have not been able to read the past few months. I hope things are going well with you~~ HUGS klcranford17@aol.com
from cleanstart :
Hey there girl! I have lost your password. Do you mind resending it? I have not been able to read the past few months. I hope things are going well with you~~ HUGS klcranford17@aol.com
from simplify :
i've been thinking a lot about nolan lately. do you remember that i fell down outside his memorial service? i had quite a scar from that fall and i had reconciled myself with the fact that it would be there forever. just the other day i noticed that it's started to fade. i don't mean that as a metaphor. just the fact that i noticed the scar i've had for almost a year has started to fade and it reminded me of nolan's struggle and it made me wonder if everything really does happen for a reason. i'd like to believe that it does, but more and more i've begun to think that some things just happen and we've got to find our way through them.
from shewhowalks :
We'll take a short story long over no story at all any day!! Glad to see you're sticking around.
from simplify :
well, i love the mice stories. make a novel out of mice stories! i'll read it. i also loved the kitty poem. i hope you sang it to hope. kitties love to be sung to.
from tigerlily21 :
Aww, don't leave! We will miss you if you do! But, I do understand if you do.. I hope that you find the courage and wisdom to make the decision you need to. Hope you have a good day! *thumbing my nose at J & Y*
from paigexr :
Don't leave! I look forward to every update! Don't let them steal ONE MORE THING! Praying for wisdom & discernment on this - Love, Paige
from inkdragon :
John and Yvonne. Go away, you turds.
from nicky-d :
I hope you don't "close up shop", but I would completely understand if you do mainly because I can relate to your problems. I recently had to start a completely different diary (locked, of course) due to some people who were intent on making my life hell based on what I wrote in my diary. Although one claimed they wanted nothing to do with me based on someone else's blatant lies (as well as their own), the funny thing is, these very same people constantly check my regular, unlocked diary every day, sometimes several times a day. It's amazing how preoccupied (and delusional) some people can be with me and my life despite their claims of the contrary... but I digress. Are you sure that your ex and his floozy found your password by hacking, or do you think they got it from someone else? If it's the latter, perhaps you can try changing the password one more time, give it to people you know without a doubt you can trust (and perhaps even to "established" D-landers you know have no ties to your ex whatsoever), and if you see that they've been able to get the new password again, then maybe make a final decision as to what to do. Just a suggestion. Whatever you do, I hope you're able to find a solution somehow; you don't deserve their crap.
from onedaftcow :
Congrats on your GPA! That's great!
from summer-gale :
RE:"Anyway, it's not nearly as stupid as I first thought....." Oh my god! That made me laugh out loud!
from thedetails :
Congrats on finshing the course, one of the three highest GPA's... wow. That's great. I've known about the Bocce Ball invasion that's been sweeping the nation for about a year now. That's when they began to work on the bocce ball 'courts' in our neighbourhood park. They've made them indoors now, so when the snow is 6 feet deep, there's still some good bocce ball playin' going on!!
from inkdragon :
We love Bocce Ball at our house!
from taliana1 :
Congratulations chica!! That's awesome! You should be so proud of yourself. *hugs*
from simplify :
good for you! you're a superstar!
from momydu :
Congratulations! That is really something you can be proud of, good job : )
from marlen816 :
You go girl! Congrats!
from summer-gale :
You still got it babee!
from kitchenlogic :
Way to go Ms Smartypants!!!!
from shewhowalks :
Congrats!!!
from inkdragon :
Another congratulations! You did and you did it so well!
from nicky-d :
Congratulations, Lora! As a long time reader, I can tell just how wonderful it must feel to have excelled so much after so much hard work. Here's to getting an externship you love as soon as possible. :)
from inkdragon :
Hurray for you! Congratulations! I think it's wonderful of you to host Liu Jigi/Arabella. I wonder why she chose Arabella, it is a beautiful name. I hope you have a wonderful Wednesday.
from awnery :
Congrats Lady! I know it's been hard on you but I've really enjoyed watching you land on your feet. You deserve so much!
from whatawoman :
Congratulations!! You sure worked hard. I bet you were teacher's pet ;) And as for Arabella, I can't wait to meet her either! Hope you write all about her!
from onedaftcow :
Congratulations!!! What a wonderful job you have done! You will be just as amazing on your next step as well. Best of luck, Jennifer
from summer-gale :
Congratulations on your finals! It just goes to show that you can do the math too. You just needed to brush up. Your children must be very proud of you. I hope you get into Kaiser. *crossed fingers*
from kitchenlogic :
Congrats on your finals!!!!
from simplify :
arabella riding an ox. oh boy. this is too good to be true. congratulations on your test. i hope you find an externship very quickly.
from inkdragon :
Thanks for sharing the wonderful news about Katharine!
from simplify :
oh...i respectively disagree with trinity. i know i would definitely make the effort to read something that i suspected was about me, even if i knew i shouldn't, even if i knew i should be a bigger person, even if my life was so-called better. i believe it's a morbid curosity that keeps them coming back for more. my question is, how did he/they get the password? i'm sorry. it's shitty and it shouldn't happen and i'm happy to help in anyway i can.
from trinity63 :
John's holding a torch for you, it's as simple as that Lora. I think he's having regrets for marrying a child. And her, if she's reading she is doing so because she's terribly terribly insecure, and rightly so, she stole your husband. Be satisfied to know you have it together and they don't. You aren't running to stalk them, it's the other way around isn't it?
from simplify :
hahaha! you got a present from hope. how sweet. thankfully roo, the awesome cricket hunter, just deposits his gifts on the floor, not IN anything.
from catsnapples :
Hi Lora, It has been a long time since I have been able to read your diary. When I was recovering from my knee replacement, I think you changed your user name and password. I would like to keep reading if you don't mind. I update occasionally, but not as often as I should. My e-mail is kittymomb@yahoo.com. I hope things are going well for you. catsnapples~ Joan
from simplify :
i'm glad to hear that things between you and lisa are getting better. i hope it just keeps getting better and better!
from bettyalready :
Hope you're doing well!
from thedetails :
Too bad that you didn't get outside at all. But as long as you enjoyed your day, that's the important thing.
from summer-gale :
3 tests in one evening? That must have been alot of studying! Don't worry about the C in math. It's a pass. I got c's in college in math and I still graduated and no one has asked me my scores in a job interview yet. Well done, especially the two A's! 100% WOW!
from inkdragon :
I'm so glad you have Lola! Sounds like a perfect weekend to me.
from inkypea :
Grrr! I got a new computer yesterday, and I can't remember what the password was for your diary (I set it to be entered automatically). Can you please, pretty please, send it to me, just one more time? I promise I'll write it down! The address is enewman@cox.net. Thankya!
from taliana1 :
It was wonderful to catch up with you. I can't believe it's been that long since I've read. *hugs*
from summer-gale :
Hi Lora, your entry today struck a chord with me. I feel the same way. Time and shared experience should have strengthened the bond between husband and wife, should have made each other more precious to each other. Unfortunately, the people we married missed the concept. I too grieve for what could have been.
from inkdragon :
Happy Mother's Day.
from pischina :
Happy Mothers Day to one of the BEST!
from wifemotherme :
Happy Mothers Day sweetie!! I pray God Blesses you always! Your such a beautiful soul and an inspiration to everyone that reads you.
from inkdragon :
I'm so sad for those families, for your friend and for you. Take gentle care of yourself.
from pischina :
Buffy's classmate, Antonio Barragan died last week from a brain tumor. She's at his memorial service right now.
from thedetails :
Thanks for the password. I hope Kevin is fine and it's just the Mom in you worrying. I love your new layout. It's very uplifting and perfect for spring. Stalker man from your church sounds interesting and a bit too weird. Hope things go well for you.
from life-my-way :
Of course we know you miss Nolan--even strangers miss Nolan. I miss Nolan. I'll be keeping you and Kevin in my thoughts as this "mump" clears up quickly and completely.
from inkdragon :
I am sure no one doubts you think of Nolan all the time. He'll be your precious little boy forever. I'm sending my best to you and Kevin.
from purplemama :
I'll be keeping you and Kevin in my prayers! *HUGS* Hopefully this will just be a case of "Moms Are Such Worrywarts".
from simplify :
good for you getting such a high score on your midterms. that's really an accomplishment considering how fast the course moves.
from paigexr :
Hi! I'll be praying for your friend - do you know what type of lymphoma she has? My dad had big-cell non-Hodgkins (the most curable kind) - still definitely no walk in the park. Anyway, I'm on it in prayer! Love, Paige
from trinity63 :
You are in my thoughts -- and so is your friend. I hope all goes well:) xoxox
from inkdragon :
I, too, will keep Katherine in my thoughts and prayers.
from purplemama :
I will keep your friend Katherine in my thoughts and prayers. *HUGS*
from shewhowalks :
Hi, I've read all of your entries from beginning to end, up until you locked house and home. Hope life is treating you well. Take care.
from simplify :
good luck on the midterms!
from thedetails :
Hi, I really enjoyed your writing and was sad to see that you passworded your diary (I do understand why though. There have been times when I've almost done the same). I was hoping that there might be a chance that I could continue reading. You can contact me at zentil_keep@yahoo.ca. If not, that's alright. I hope that your journey through life is going well and that things are looking up for you.
from nicky-d :
Just wanted to drop you a long overdue note to thank you for adding me to your favorites. Not only am I tickled pink whenever someone adds me as a favorite, but being added by someone I've read for a while makes me even more excited. But, then again, now there's even more pressure to be interesting and witty! Ack! ;) Anyway, thanks again, and as always, I look forward to reading your diary. Hope you had a lovely Easter. :)
from alwayslolita :
have a great easter, lora. and for the record. i will throw rotten fruits and vegetables at whomever you want. just give me the time and place. ;) *kisses*
from inkdragon :
Have a wonderful Easter with your family and friends!
from wyndspirit :
I agree about DST. Love it!!! Glad the sale went well.
from inkdragon :
"Just so you know...." Perfect.
from pooh67 :
Loved, loved, loved that entry. Thank you...
from wifemotherme :
That entry was truly amazing.
from amazingagain :
can i have the password? (snafu2000@aol.com) i understand you don't wanna give it out to people you don't know so i'd give you mine...
from havechosen :
Hey... I've started a new site but, previously I was Tessa at Taliarant. (Not that I'm not still Tessa, mind you...) I was hoping to get the password to your site. I'm guessing that it's locked up because of your ex... I miss being able to see what's going on with you. Hopefully you don't mind sharing... E-mail is logan94040@hotmail.com.
from pischina :
Hi, and thank you! If you have a lot of views from pacbell.net, it's just me - don't want you to worry. And you were definitely part of my "death to ex-husbands" thoughts in my blog, as I'm sure you know, heh.
from inkdragon :
I'm glad things are looking up for you!
from lorriesc :
Hi, I've been reading your diary forevermore and I would love to continue if you'd let me. I promise I'm not a spy for anybody. My email address is carolinagirls AT sc.rr.com if you'd be so kind. If not, I understand..but I've grown to care about you very much..
from inkdragon :
She is a beautiful young woman. I am so glad you have her.
from wyndspirit :
Your daughter is very pretty, and I'm glad you are mending your relationship. She seems to look a lot like you, from what I remember of previous pictures of you.
from manthyj :
I'm sad that i can't get into your diary anymore. You have brought me inspiration and hope with your strength. If you would feel comfortable i would love to able to continue to read. You can email me at samantha.johnson@ppwi.org.
from xnavygrrl :
Thank you for the note, and the sympathy. After reading you for a while, I still feel that what you went through with Nolan far surpasses what happened to me. I cannot imagine losing a child. Kids should outlive their parents, not the other way around. It's not fair. I guess we all have our burdens. I just feel that yours is the most heartwrenching thing a woman can feel. God bless you and your family.
from garbonzobean :
I love the new layout!
from ltlbird :
I've been a reader for a long time, and I would love to continue to be. I understand your reasons for passwording, but I'd love to have access if you are willing to give it. My email is kbruneau@wso.williams.edu Thanks! I hope you and your boys are doing well!
from dollyllama :
I am wondering if you did try to send me an email and it got deleted out of my box as spam? I am sorry I am being so persistent--I just read the previous two notes and now I really feel like I'm missing out. If you try and send it to me again, use the subject line "password" and I will try to filter through all of my spam to make sure I don't bother you again. I am sorry if I deleted it! I hope things are well for you in spite of the two notes just below this one and what they say. My heart always goes out to you for the tremendous loss you have suffered and the difficulties and ridiculous games your x is playing with you.
from alwayslolita :
he is a psycho stalker! dangerous person! stay away!! warning warning!! yes. he has some kind of erotomanic fixation on this poor woman. she may be in danger down the road. i don't know how i feel about you actually telling her tho. but if need be in the future you could be a witness against this man. maybe hang onto his emails. just in case.
from treewillow :
Wow, I can see why that guy would be freaky. I know I certainly would be freaked out to know that he does that, and even more freaked out if I was the one he was doing it about or too. I would even wonder if maybe I shouldn't tell the woman what he's doing. This is my opinon, I would feel terrible if later on down the road he was stalking her, and something terrible happened to her. I am sorry for saying this, I don't mean to make you think about that possiblity. I hope all is well with you, and please take care, hugsssss
from dollyllama :
I miss reading you! If you are thinking of giving out your password at all, I would love to keep reading. dollyllama[at]diaryland.com
from my-new-start :
Hi. I really miss reading your diary. I was wondering if maybe you could give me a password to be able to read it. I would really like it if you would. I read your updates all the time. My email is banana_split_1976@yahoo.ca
from onedaftcow :
Beautiful layout! Nice and soothing.
from cleanstart :
Hi Lora, I'm sorry that you had to lock. May I have your user/pw? My e-mail address is: klcranford17@aol.com - Hope things are going well with you and your family! HUGS~
from heavenlyging :
hi there. I'd love to have your password if you're up to giving it to me. Thanks. heavenlyging at diaryland dot com.
from simplify :
i love nations. i wish there was one near us. as far as i know the closest one is pleasanton and there are plenty of times that we drive there just to eat at nations and then turn around and come home.
from inkdragon :
I love the new template. Very spring-like and pretty.
from alwayslolita :
ooooh pretty new layout! i don't understand why people would sign up to humiliate themselves. in fact while i'm watching i can't help but cringe, and sometimes i change the channel till the embarrassment is over. i can't bear it. tho it is truly funny sometimes. or sometimes it's just like watching a train wreck, you can't look away.
from treewillow :
I too would love your password, if your wanting to give it out. I hope all is well with you, hugssss.
from pooh67 :
Well, I knew this was coming. If you don't mind sharing...taterandpooh(at)hotmail.com. If you's rather keep private then I understand that too. Paige
from foursquare :
I see that you decided to lock your diary, and I'm glad you did for all the trouble your ex and his wife have given you. I've been reading your diary for a long time and kept meaning to add you to my buddylist, though I did just start over in a new diary. I would love to have the password if you're giving it out. I also realize that you don't know me and if you don't trust me for it, I understand. I know I would be paranoid that the ex would create a fake diaryland account to get your password, ugh. If you wish to contact me you can do so through foursquare@diaryland.com
from adelnye :
Hi.... I've been away for quite a while only to discover that you had locked your diary. I've been reading your journal for quite a while now..... and I was wondering if you would mind giving me your password. My email's: adelnye@yours.com. If you would rather keep your privacy, I'll respect that too. Thanks!!
from amazingagain :
Any chance I could get a password, I love reading.
from gofigure :
Hi there, if you are sharing your password, I'd love to have it: mmgarner04 (at) yahoo (dot) com
from bafleyanne :
I think you locking up is a great idea. If you don't mind having people read, I'd love to have the password. You can send it to bafoster @ mindspring.com. Hope you're doing well!
from inkypea :
You're locked...no need to explain considering what's been going on. Just in case you feel like letting me read your entries - and no hard feelings if you don't, of course - my email is enewman@cox.net. Hope your classes are going well. I was in the ER today doing clinicals, and I got to irrigate a little guy's ear. What fun.
from chick14 :
You locked your diary! That actually seems like a good thing because maybe it will keep unwanted visiters out. I have enjoyed reading your entries for a long time and, if it's okay with you, I would like to keep on reading. My email address is :mew2_chick@hotmail.com. If you don't want me to have your password into your journal, then that's okay but that's where you can contact me if it's alright to keep on reading.
from alwayslolita :
you're locked! it's too bad that you had to do that. it's not right that they forced you to do that. it's your diary, you should feel like you can say anything. but thems the breaks, i guess. if you don't mind, i'd like to keep reading, my email address is: spooktastic(at)yahoo.com (trying to dissuade the spammers, just replace it with @). i love and support you. everyone of your fans at diaryland does.
from wifemotherme :
Normally I hate to see anyone lock up -- but when I clicked you and found you locked I had to cheer! Good for you! If your sharing I still want to read you (wifemotherme@comcast.net) If your not I will miss you terrible but never forget you!
from paigexr :
I'm on the list of admirers! You're wise for locking. I'd like to continue reading as well. Here's my email if you decide to share - pbxr@bellsouth.net - if not, I understand & have loved getting to read/know you! Blessings, Paige
from readersguide :
Hi! Me, too! (Address is at readersguide.diaryland.com)
from inkdragon :
If you would like to let me in, I'd like to read.
from tattoobelly :
Hey Little Miss; glad you locked it up. Can I come in?
from tigerlily21 :
I understand why you locked your diary. I have loved reading your diary and I hope everything turns out ok. I would love to continue reading if you feel comfortable sharing your password. Love and prayers, Jen
from marlen816 :
I understand your reason for locking, but I hope you'll share your password...marlen816@hotmail.com. Thanks!
from nicky-d :
Hi, there... you were kind enough to share the password with me the last time you locked up; I hope you won't mind sharing it with me again this time. If so, you can either leave it in a note, or e-mail it to me (through D-land, or the direct address that's linked in my diary). I'd appreciate it! :) And I hope that this solves the problem of the certain unwelcome/unwanted readers.
from manda-d :
I'm glad you decided to lock... but now, can I have your password? :-) cst074@hotmail.com
from kaire :
I need your password! kairejayne@yahoo.com ... I'd miss you too much without it!
from bluecharis :
Hey there, I see, you've locked your diary now. Good for you! If you feel comfortable with giving me your password, I'd be really honored to keep on reading your stuff! All the best to you, love, Charis :-))
from marlen816 :
Thanks for sharing this story. My son turned 13 today and was upset when he found out that he was born on a holiday where people drink green beer and get drunk. This story will redeem the holiday for him!
from inkdragon :
I wish he would just leave you alone.
from pattypat :
How evil and small can he be? Has he left no time for you or himself to grieve? Has he no heart for all you have been through? How can someone this vile have friends and what power does he feel it gives them or him whether they read your diary? What a little, little man.
from manda-d :
Have you thought about locking your diary?
from xnavygrrl :
Go girl. You take the high road. At least you'll have some peace.
from taliana1 :
RYN: Thank you...I'm feeling a bit better about it this morning. Much appreciated.
from xnavygrrl :
You tell em girl. Obviously, they don't have a life of their own. By the way, because of you I've been spending a lot of time reading about kids at the Tumbleweed Foundation (Julia Levy). You inspire me!
from trinity63 :
Hey sweetie - Your son will be back -- mark my words, sooner than you think. The pull of a cell phone and a car won't last terribly long:) xoxoxoxo
from bluecharis :
Congratulations and good luck with the rest of the course, I'll keep my fingers crossed for you! :-)) Love, Charis
from alwayslolita :
YAY!!! congratulations. i'm sure you're going to do exceptionally well in these classes. you're a very caring, loving, compassionate person. you will make a very important addition to the medical community. good luck. i tried to post this to your guestbook but it wouldn't let me cause it's evil.
from xnavygrrl :
I just read about 30 pages of your diary. I want you to know that I'm thinking of you. I can't imagine the pain that you feel inside, but I want you to know that you're in my prayers. God bless you and you family.
from paigexr :
Hi again! I just wanted to encourage you about the whole grief process. After my mom died, Hospice (& everyone else) tried to get us to go to these grief meetings & we didn't want to. Then we felt weird because we were dealing with it better than others (does that make sense?) - almost guilty. Then I found a verse in the Bible that helped me understand what I was feeling. In 1Thess 4:13 it says, "But we don't want you to be uninformed...about those who have died (in faith), so that you may not grieve as others do who have no hope." As people who believe in Christ, we have hope. The unsaved world has devised a "grief process" to help people without hope deal with their loss (not that Christians can't benefit from this process). Because of your belief of Nolan's new life, you CAN go on in this life! I found that truth to be helpful & freeing. I hope you will too. Blessings to you! Paige
from inkdragon :
01.01.04 Thinking of you and wishing you gentle peace for the new year.
from bluebonnet :
I hope your new year is filled with wonderful things!
from wifemotherme :
I pray the Lord blesses you in all you do this year. Your always in my thoughts and prayers. May you find peace beyond understanding in the new year
from marlen816 :
You are a very strong woman! I admire you greatly. Hugs and prayers for you!
from paigexr :
I don't even know how I found you, really, but God's blessings are most often surprises. I have seen a lot of sickness & loss in my own family, but it never ceases to amaze me how he calls us & calms us in our weakest moments. Your passion for your family and your desire to see the Father receive glory from Nolan's life & death have touched a deep place in my heart. I stayed awake until after 3 this morning - just reading your heart. All I can say is thank you. My prayer is that you will continue to press into the power of Christ.
from treewillow :
I am sorry your ex did that to you. I know how it feels since that's exactly what my ex did to me. Even though our Divorce agreement said that I am to be on his. Well, ok that's not exactly, he waited till she had there baby and then took me off it. I hope you enjoy Texas, and even if you do have memories, some times it's those that get us through the hard times. If that even made sense.
from marlen816 :
Happy Birthday, Nolan! Just think - as you watch Nemo, Nolan will be watching with you without a wheelchair and next to Jesus! ((hugs)) and prayers for your family!
from marlen816 :
((Hugs)) and prayers for you and your family!
from cleanstart :
BIG HUGSS~ I'm so sorry that your family is having to go through so much! I'm praying for you all!
from cleanstart :
Thanks for adding me back!
from cleanstart :
I noticed I was taken off your profile after my good-bye entry yesterday. Well, I've decided to stay. Just wanted to let you know incase you were interested in continuing to read.
from bluebonnet :
No advice but a story....My sister's hamster's got out and ran around our walls for 2 years before we finally caught him, and he was just fine. Maybe Nolan's hamster will do the same. Good luck!
from cleanstart :
I pray that this meeting goes in your favor. It seems that the ex is heartless. He finalized the divorce THE DAY AFTER the loss of his son?? Come on... did this man not even care? I am so sorry that you're having to endure so much this past year. The Lord will take care of his followers. HUGS~
from strangerlucy :
I'm so sorry that you've been given so many heavy burdens to bear this year. I hope that once this settlement is over that life will bring you brighter times again.
from inkdragon :
09/29/03 Sending my love to you.
from inkdragon :
09/25/03 I have no appropriate words except to say prayers are continually being said for you and your family. I'm glad you have Catie.
from marlen816 :
Prayers and ((hugs)) for you! When I think life is hard and I have it rough, you always put things in perspective for me.
from poolagirl :
You are in my thoughts and prayers. Peace and blessings to you and your family during this time and always.
from grimm0826 :
I am so sorry to read about your son. You don't know me, but I just wanted to add my poor words to the rest, to let you know that you and your family are in my heart and prayers.
from anightwisp :
After I read your entries about your son, your lives and your struggles I just didn't feel I had the right words to say anything appropriate. And now even still, after coming back and reading more. I can only say I am so deeply sorry for your lose and your pain. I pray that you soon find peace in your heart. Take Care.
from mkboog :
I wanted to send my hugs and love to you and your family. I am so sorry about your son.
from taliarant :
Oh! The poem today made me cry. God bless you...
from trinity63 :
Lora I want you to know I have been thinking about you today. I am so glad the service went as you wanted. I am sorry your former spouse is still a Jack Hole. And I cried buckets when I read that your balloon went towards to the sun to YOUR SON -- you know he's surrounded by love where he is. We love you so much here in this diary community.
from treewillow :
My heart goes out to you, please take care, hugssssssss
from redshoegirl :
I'm sorry to hear about your loss...I've never even read you, but I can't imagine what you are going through. I'm praying for you and your children. And I love Jane Austen too. Love Meg xxx
from onedaftcow :
I am so very sorry for your loss.
from jasse :
i found you thru the members area cos your diary sounded so german ..well ..im so sorry for what has happened to you i know it wont help you that i type that right now but i keep you in my mind and prayers. hope the rest of your family will give you strength to stand all this.
from nixtress :
I read of your loss through another's diary. As a mother, I know that one of the hardest things to endure is not only the illness of your child, but also their passing. Keep faith that he's healthy and happy and whole again where he is now. You have my thoughts and prayers.
from inkypea :
I've missed reading your diary, and I've been looking for any snippet of news about you and yours in the D-land community. I just read in another diary that your beautiful Nolan passed away. I am so, so sorry. My love and prayers go out to you and your family.
from starlight42 :
I read about your loss in Karen's diary. I just wanted to stop by and tell you that my heart is with you. I know what you are going through there are no words for, but if small acts like this can be of any comfort- as I see many people have left you notes- I wanted to try.
from angelmum :
I heard of the passing or your little boy through one of the diaries I read. I want so extend my deepest sympathy and leave you a little verse that was posted in the hospital when a friend of mine lost her son, and she passed it on to me when my daughter passed. I have no idea who wrote it, but may it bring you some comfort at this difficult time as it did for us. "It is better to have loved and lost you, than to have never known you at all" Hugsssss to you and your Family
from startin-over :
Lora, we don't know each other, but my heart goes out to you and your family. Chantele
from melwadel :
You don't know me, Lora, but I just wanted to say how sorry I am. Sending you love.
from proofrok :
Two hours ago I spoke to my son RD on the phone-my oldest boy by my first wife. Five minutes ago I read in Trinity's diary of Nolan's passing and then a snippet from an old entry of yours in Kitchenlogic's diary. My father's heart has no words, only mute gestures that this space cannot convey.
from ray0flight :
I found you thru Karens entry. I rememeber reading the exact same entry that she quoted today. I have thought of you and your son often since then. I know there is nothing I can say that will ease the pain you are going thru right now... and I am so sorry. I will be praying for all of you.
from judybean :
8/25: I cannot fathom what you must be going through as I myself sit here on the verge of tears. Prayers for you and your family.. wherever you may be whether it's heaven or earth.
from strangerlucy :
Lora,I'm deeply sorry to hear about Nolan's passing. I read about this in k's diary. I pray that you all will find solace,comfort, & light in one another at this darkest of moments.
from rosarybeads :
08/25: I read through Karen's diary what happened with your son. I am so sorry, and I hope peace finds you soon. xoxo
from chick14 :
I am so sorry to hear about Nolan.You are very strong indeed and I'm sure he's happy where he is now.
from marlen816 :
Lora - I am so sorry to hear about Nolan. My prayers are with you and your family. You are a strong courageous woman and Nolan was a sweet, sweet boy. ((hugs))
from hlm79 :
Lora- I used to read your diary but haven't since you locked it. But I've heard through the grapevine that Nolan has moved on. :( I wish there was something I could say that doesn't sound so cheap. I just wanted you to know that I am so sad for your loss and I'm thinking of you and your family.
from trinity63 :
Lora -- I am just grief striken. I don't know what to say to you, other than I am so incredibly sorry. Being a mother who has lost a child -- I can only begin to try to understand what you must be going through. And saying I'm sorry seems so hollow. Please know if there is anything I can do, name it, and it's yours. You are in my thoughts and prayers. Love, Trinity.
from cosmicrayola :
Help! I reformatted my hard drive and lost all my passwords! Would you please send it to me again? And the link to the site too? Thank you again
from cleanstart :
8/20~ I'm go glad that you have had some help to lighten the work-load with Nolan. Can you e-mail me at: ksc1@allegiant.com and give me an address to send a gift to Nolan at? He's 8, right? And your oldest son... poor guy. Girls can be so mean at times!
from inkdragon :
08/20/08 (The Guestbook is not working). Wonderful Pauline! Your poor oldest boy, doesn't that get your Mama Tiger ripping? It is very hard not to get involved in their love-lives, especially if they tell you everything like my boys do(which is wonderful). My love to you and Nolan.
from bettyalready :
Like the person before, I haven't been able to read, but still the same. Still wondering how you are.
from janene :
I haven't been able to read your updates since you passworded, but wanted you to know that I still think about you and pray for you and your family.
from mkm :
just wanted to let you know that i think about you and your family often. from reading the other messages, it sounds like life has gotten even tougher. i'm sorry. i know your a strong woman and i hope you can find that strengh whenever you need it. hope you can reopen the diary someday, i like so many other miss you. mkm@diaryland.com
from astralplane :
I pop in from time to time to see how you're doing. And the kids. So, if you have time, tell me how you're doing. Bettyalready
from mr-knowitall :
Still praying, and still thinking of you. You are perhaps the bravest woman I know. Stay faithful, and stay strong. ~Rick
from cucalifornia :
Hi Lora and fam. I've been trying for weeks to find out how I could leave you a note (I'm still diaryland-illiterate). I was very sorry to see that you've had to lock again, and if you could, I'd appreciate getting your passwords. I have no idea what's going on in your life so I am of few words here. I did print out your family photo from months back and have it next to my bed. I think about you all the time. Take Care, Sylvia mrose2@nc.rr.com
from alwayslolita :
look in the area where you put the code for the layout, under 'change your template' check if the code is still there. did you save it? you could just cut and paste and put it back. it was such a nice layout too. and i'll also give you lots of *hugs*!
from heavenlyging :
{{hugs}}
from klcranford17 :
Ya know, I wondered what happened to your layout and GB? It vanish?
from trinity63 :
I am so thinking of you:) xoxoxoxox
from batten :
Lora, I am so very sorry that the treatment hasn't worked. I wish there was something I could do to help. Sending you all my prayers never seems like enough in a situation like this. God bless, honey. -Jenn
from klcranford17 :
6/13/03 - I am so so sorry that Nolan's conditions have woresened! I was in tears reading the last entry, so I can only imagine the pain that you are in! I pray that the Lord take good care of Nolan and your family. Through him, you will find strength that will be amazing. And you are exactly right...there's never a time to give up. Miracles happen everyday! MUWAH~
from bbuchanan41 :
Hi, I'm sorry to find your diary locked, but know you were having some issues from earlier entries. Just wanted to say that I've missed your updates, and wanted you to know that you, Nolan, and your family are in my prayers. Take care. Becky Buchanan, bbuchanan@absbc.org
from faery-tale :
Aww, I just came back from an absence and I'm disappointed to see you locked. Can you maybe email me about how you are doing, and how is Nolan and kitty Hope (that I helped name... I am so pleased about that!)? I would love to hear from you. faery-tale@diaryland.com -- ~hugs~
from ladybugge :
I'm missing you, too. I hope you and all of your family are doing well. I'll keep praying for you and yours. Love, L
from pattypat :
I'm praying that things are going well for you, Nolan and your older children. I miss your journal, but understand. Patty
from marlen816 :
Hey, you're locked?! I miss reading your updates. Can you send me the password? marlen816@hotmail.com Thanks! Praying for Nolan still.....
from mr-knowitall :
What is your address?
from starrfish :
I'm SO SAD that your diary is now password protected! I miss reading your journal. Is it possible to get your password? I'm keeping my fingers crossed. Hoping that your son is doing well this week. Best, Sandy
from mr-knowitall :
Went to read you today, and found you locked up the shop. I hope all is okay, and I miss reading you. ~Rick
from mkm :
i want to thank you for sharing as you have over the last many months. i'm sorry that you had to lock the diary. i would love to continue to read, but totally understand if you need to keep private. mkm.diaryland.com mkm14mkm14@hotmail.com
from babycupcake :
sorry to see you had to lock down ur journal! you had become one of my favorite reads, but I do understand. if you're ever giving out ur password I'd love to continue with the reading! until then ur family will be in my thoughts!
from saved0803 :
I'm sorry you had to lock! I was wondering if you could e-mail your password to rseagulls@hotmail.com. That is if you don't mind of course. If not, your still in my prayers and hope to read you again soon!
from jenvanya :
If you are giving out the password, please let me in on the secret. If not, I totally understand. Your family is in my thoughts and prayers. I'm sorry you had to lock it down.
from chick14 :
I'm one of your fans, an every-day reader, and if your giving out your password, I would really like to know it.
from diesel03 :
I don't know if you're giving out the password, but I feel so deprived! :) I'm an everyday reader.. PLEEEASE?
from batten :
I understand why you've locked your journal but is there any way for you to give me the login and password by any chance? I've been a long time reader, you and Nolan have been on my prayer list. Take care. -J
from msmuffet :
hey, i've been reading for a while as well. :) my email is mandybear610@yahoo.com ... if you'd like the password for my journal as well, let me know.
from bitchslap69 :
i know that you need your privacy, but i've been reading you for months following a link from pischina, and i feel as if i know you and your sons. if you would share the pw, i promise that it's safe with me.
from manda-d :
I'd really like your password, please. Thanks! cst074@hotmail.com
from taliana1 :
*hugs* I'm sorry you had to lock, but I completely understand. I'd love the password if you feel like sharing--taliana1@diaryland.com
from libbyo :
Glad to see that you decided to keep him out! LOL But not me too! Please may I have your password? zil79@yahoo.com
from bafleyanne :
To add to the general chorus, I'd like the password if you feel like sharing it. You can email me at bafoster@mindspring.com. Either way, best of luck to you and Nolan and I've enjoyed reading your journal.
from klcranford17 :
I noticed you've locked. I hope everything's ok! May I have the user/pw? KSC1@allegiant.com
from barenaked500 :
Hey there. I came here to find your diary locked...if you're giving out the password I'd like it too - barenaked500@diaryland.com Best wishes...
from kaire :
Kairejayne@yahoo.com ~ I'd like your password if you are sharing it. I'm sorry for the hassles you are going through. My prayers are with Nolan and I wish you much strength!
from dollyllama :
I am also sad to see you had to lock your diary, though I suspect why. If you are passing out the password, please send it to me! dollyllama[AT]diaryland[DOT]com
from crashintome :
Aww. I'm sad to see you've locked your diary =( if you're giving out the password, I'd like it.. crashintome@diaryland.com
from inkypea :
I'm so sorry you locked your diary. I really enjoyed reading your entries! I hope you open it up again someday.
from heavenlyging :
Oh wow! Thanks. It's heavenlyging@diaryland.com
from alwayslolita :
oh no! you've locked you diary. i guess i understand, i hope one day you'll open it back up
from catsnapples :
Hello, it's me Joan. If you feel so inclined, I would like to keep reaing your diary. kittymomb@yahoo.com. I pray for you and your family regularly.
from bluecharis :
I guess you've locked your site to keep some nosy husband people out of your diary... I've been reading you for quite some time now, and if you want, I'd be very happy if you'd give me your password... but only if you feel comfortable with it! My email address is bluecharis@diaryland.com. Have a nice Sunday and enjoy yourself! Love, Charis :-))
from heavenlyging :
Good on you for locking your site. I'm going to miss reading it as I enjoy it, but I understand - unwanted visitors can cause havoc and you don't need that at all. Take care and I look forward to reading you again!
from ltlbird :
Good for you for locking your site. You don't need the stress of any unwanted readers! I am not sure who you are willing to give your password out to, but I have been reading your diary for quite some time now (I discovered you through bafleyanne) and you are on my buddy list. If you feel comfortable giving me the password I will keep reading. You and your family will be in my thoughts and prayers regardless. You can email me from the "contact" link on my diary page.
from mr-knowitall :
I've tried... several times. She is very defensive when you bring it up so I've backed off. Many friends tell me it's like an alcoholic, only they can change their behavior, so it's up to her ultimately. She knows something isn't right. She's always tired, has a terrible disposition, and is almost bitter in a way. That's on her bad days, there are bright spots, and I earnestly wait for them. Thanks for stopping by! Nolan is in my prayers.
from chick14 :
I just wanted to say that I'm very happy to hear that your Nolan is getting good treatment and should soon show signs of improvement. Best wishes for you both!
from mkm :
hi, i've been reading your journey for some time, since before you discovered Nolan's illness. i'm amazed and admire your strength each day. i would love to continue to read, but totally understand if you need to keep private. mkm.diaryland.com mkm14mkm14@hotmail.com
from insightful1 :
Hi, I've been a reader for a long time. MMy name is Patti and I would love to continue to hear how Nolan is doing. I pray for you guys often. Here's my email addy if you want to send the password: AuntPatti8@aol.com
from dollyllama :
Well, for whatever reason, you've locked your diary. I'm sad about that, because I've been following you and Nolan's problems and praying for you and wondering if I could ever stand it if I were in the position you are in. I would love it if you'd send me the password, but I understand if you can't or don't want to. All my best to you and yours, and my prayers are with you. dollyllama@diaryland.com
from carianne :
Hi. I've been following your story since you discovered Nolan's problems. I'm sorry I've never said anything before now. I know you've locked, but you and yours will continuously be in my prayers. Love from Chicago!
from inkdragon :
I see you have locked the diary. If you would like me to have the password it would be lovely. Either way, I will continue to pray for your family and especially for Nolan.
from cosmicrayola :
Hi, I tried to read your diary today, but see you locked it. If you would like to send me the password, please do. If you would rather not, that is fine. My thoughts are with you and yours. Karen
from strangerlucy :
thanks for the compliments, Lora- I know how little free time you must have right now, so it's especially nice of you to take the time to have written it :). You're all in my thoughts every day.
from dharmabum :
i wanted to send you hope, and good thoughts, and wishes that everything will be ok. thanks for sharing yr words.
from chick14 :
Hello again. I was just reading Dear Abby because I was bored and it reminded me of you and your son. A father wrote and talked about his young son having cancer also. So I hope that both of you will have things turn out well.
from babycupcake :
I found your diary via another diary...as many of us do and I wanted to tell you how much your touching entries have helped me in their own special way. Almost two years ago I lost my fiance to cancer so in a way I understand the fear and anxiety the unknown future can bring a person. I pray that you and your family continue to be strong and that your son will prove that first doctor wrong and go on in life. Just remember to keep your faith no matter how hard the struggle becomes!
from natasha5 :
you are amazing. meow.
from smushy :
I don't know you but your entries are really touching me.. my thoughts and prayers are with you at this time. I pray your son will make it through and that you will all be strong. Lots of Love ((hug))
from chick14 :
Hello. I've been reading your entries for some time now and just wanted to say that I hope your son makes it through this. Not just him, but you and your family. My little cousin didn't have cancer, but did, and still does have problems too, so I just that I can sort of guess how you must feel. My cousin is fine, even though he has a learning disability and sight problems and I wish you and your family the best of luck.
from crankydragon :
I came here from Milkmaid's diary. I wish there was something we could do. You're in my thoughts.
from evil-edna :
I saw the link on Kitchenlogic's diary. I'm so very, very sorry.
from batten :
I am so sorry. I'll be praying for you all. God bless you. Big hug to you and your little one. -J
from catsnapples :
I would like to remember you son by name in my prayers. Do you mind? I am kittymomb@yahoo.com and catsnapples.diaryland.com Please let me know how I can help.
from mamaness :
I don't know you but I was linked, you & your little one are in my prayers.
from shereen :
you are in my prayers.
from marn :
I am so sorry to read this. You're in my thoughts.
from weymouth66 :
Dear Lora, you and your family are in my heart at this sad time. Sending you all my love and support, and just letting you know that we're all thinking of you. Jess x x
from kathmccall :
I'm leaving you a "note" because your guestbook has been discovered by bots, and when I sign it I get spam saying, "Friend of Erlenweg6, YOU need to refinance!!" Hey - you know how you hate to take out the trash, and you wish you didn't have to, but you do and that's that? So it is with divorced fathers. A divorced father now has the "right" to his visitation, but no OBLIGATION to excercise it (so say the courts) and NO PARENTAL OBLIGATION beyond it - meaning her doesn't HAVE to, and he WON'T, take the kids any other time, or extend himself in any way, or act like half a parenting team or even a whole "father". Nope. Not gonna do it. But don't mess with his visitation "rights" or you'll find yourself on the wrong side of the law. It's just like trash...give up hoping it will be different and it doesn't hurt/anger so much. Build another support network for raising and caring for your kids, because you can't do it alone, and HE WILL NOT HELP YOU. If I sound bitter - I'm not, really - only practical. In empathy - Kath McCall

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