messages to neangel:
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from starkitten01 :
You locked up : ( I would love to be able to catch up on you. My e mail is Loveautumnrayne at aol .. Would love to hear from you darling <3
from sexyatheist :
i should be in town (there's a slight chance i'll be visiting a friend in Little Rock) and i would LOVE to see you so if i'm around, we should meet up! and if i'm here in this state, you know i would happily attend your wedding! when will that be taking place my dear? and you need to update!
from exhaust :
Sent!
from sexyatheist :
that's a really good point and you're right that if the jealousy issue is what it comes down to, he should start his career. i'm sorry to hear that you've experienced resentment due to what happened with you but you're right about meeting Angie because of it. which you need to get to updating about woman! :)
from exhaust :
I would love to write more words. I will if they come, but I am trying to be careful because I don't know who's watching. I suppose I could lock it up, but that removes the illicit-ness from it.
from sexyatheist :
hi honey! i'm sorry, i just saw all three of your last notes! yeah, you met my middle brother who i'm close to. it's lame but oh well. and i downloaded whatsapp because the woman i was having an affair with asked me to. after that ended, i never used it again! we'll have to stick to plain old texts :) and you need to update, i need more sexy entries!
from sexyatheist :
oh so hot. so hot.
from exhaust :
Thank you!
from sexyatheist :
thank you my dear, it's good you left me a note, i didn't get the email for some reason! i try to always check my spam but it doesn't matter because i am all caught up and damn! glad that i am my dear because that is hot. if you ever need to chat, feel free to hit me up. that's quite a lot going on!
from sexyatheist :
hi honey! can i get your password? i don't want to miss a thing!
from sexyatheist :
thank you! and sadly i'm back in Texas. but i'm so excited to hear he's on his way to move you back down here! maybe we can finally get together before i leave in a couple of years.
from idontpretend :
Thank you very much. =] I'm very relieved about the appeal. Yeah, I knew she was a bit self-centered, but I really never thought she'd do something like that. I guess I should be grateful things didn't turn out worse than what they did.
from lostasyou :
Wow thank you so much for the comments, you're so nice! I don't really agree with antidepressants, I was on them when I was younger but it never really did much. And again last year, but I only lasted a month because they turned me into an emotionless robot. I am so sorry to hear about what happened to your friend, and for what has happened in your past. It really is self destructive stuff, isn't it? Thanks for all of that, it really made me cheer up. I do have the power to change things :) you're right, I know exactly how to change it so I will. I am really working on it, and I am grateful that I have support like you, the comments make me feel better. Thank you for sharing your experience, I wasn't even aware. And I'm so glad you turned your life around, it is possible :)
from sexyatheist :
and i can't wait for that entry! you know i love reading about people having hot sex. so awesome!
from starkitten01 :
I didn't realize you're in Seattle now. I lived there in the 90's... I was just there for a visit earlier this year, and fell in love with it all over again. It is #1 on my places to spend the rest of my life, even though life seems to have taken me far elsewhere...
from starkitten01 :
Congratulations on your engagement, hun : ) I'm so happy for you, and good luck with your decisions to move in together and get your new life going together. *hugs!*
from lostasyou :
That's fine by me! :-)
from lostasyou :
I saw you on the comment section for the template we both had on faithinpoison, I couldn't help but be nosy in your diary haha. I'd like to add you if you don't mind? :)
from starkitten01 :
So glad to hear from you. Yes, Adam is the same guy from way back when (his old nickname was Tyler). We have been together nearly 7 years now. Looking forward to catching up on your life, as well~ *many hugs*
from starkitten01 :
So glad to see you back on. Missed you, *HUGS*
from sexyatheist :
i'm still around honey and happy to see you back here!
from thirdferro :
Hey there!! It's good to hear from you! Yep, I found this old thing again and decided to write, lol. How have you been? It seems like forever ago when we were last in touch :) Miss you, too!
from starkitten01 :
OMG welcome BACK!!!!!!!
from sexyatheist :
thank you my love. i actually only had your OC phone number so now i'm up to date. we're only 3 hours away from each other, hopefully some time soon we can visit.
from starkitten01 :
You haven't lost me!! I was so glad to see your update. I'd love to hear from you~ Please keep in touch; star(DELETE)kitten@inbox(DELETE).com xoxo Starkitten01
from ionme :
HI!!!! HOW ARE YOU????? :D
from sexyatheist :
hello gorgeous! i will actually be going to school outside of houston, about 170 miles from the DFW area. which sucks because including you i know 3 people that live there and no one in houston. sadness. but we'll still be a lot closer than we are now!
from sexyatheist :
hello my friend. we haven't heard from you in awhile so i was just checking in to see how you were doing. i hope you are well.
from sexyatheist :
oh sweetie, i am so sorry to hear about this. and how long you've been in a relationship isn't important, it sucks no matter what, when you're in love with someone and expect it to last. you know i love you so please call or write me any time. if you don't have my number, let me know and i'll give it to you.
from sexyatheist :
you are such a tease! how dare you tempt me when you are happy and relationed! i love you still but with my current state of horny, it was just mean. and i have no doubt you could satisfy me more than any man.
from sexyatheist :
don't kick yourself in the arse my dear, as you mentioned, you didn't know i had the green light that night. so it's all good. although i too am sad nothing happened but oh well. my number is the same so definitely let me know when you're in town. hopefully we can meet up.
from starkitten01 :
Aww damn it, I really would have loved that! I don't live down in SD county anymore, though :-( I hope you have a nice trip, though, sweetie!! xoxox
from sexyatheist :
while i'm sorry to hear you were just kidding, i'm glad to hear you'll be in town. let me know, i'd love to visit with you for a bit. and thanks, it's hard right now but i'm okay overall.
from starkitten01 :
I was so glad to see an update from you! :-D Hang in there w/ the whole bc situation, sweetie! And I happen to be surrounded by pregnancy lately, myself. It's been strange for me b/c I don't want a child, so... But it's put a lot of "pressure" on me to consider or at least to try and nit pick at *why* I'm not feeling that motherly instinct kicking in. The biological clock, however, DID start ticking as I saw Tyler's brothers newborn baby earlier this month, b/c as a woman we only have so much time to decide whether or not we ever want a child. That's been tough!! I hope you're doing well, and was so glad you updated!! :-)
from srch4balance :
Girl! are we life twins or what? Wait til my update...
from starkitten01 :
As you know I'm in cali. My b/f and I were able to get a notorized form stating that we were in a "domestic partnership" because we'd been living together almost a year, and he was putting me on his works insurance plan. So I'm not sure if that's considered "commonlaw marriage" or if that's completely different.. But that's what we did. And just so you know, sweetie, I *always* check your page to see what's new with you :-) <3 Starkitten01 starDELETEkitten@inboxDELETE.com
from starkitten01 :
It certainly does sound like you and Coolhand were meant to be, that maybe your mother did bring the two of you together. I wish I could say that I'd finally found the guy for me and that I am finally happy. But I am happy for you, sweetie! I miss ya
from starkitten01 :
You and S were close, I don't think it's that bad <3 Hope things are still going well.. I locked my diary so if you want the password info feel free to e-mail me (star*DELETE*kitten@inbox.com
from starkitten01 :
I miss ya, girl! Hope you're Ok and things with your new man are going well! Can't wait to hear the latest!! Happy 2008! <3
from starkitten01 :
Girl, I'm SO glad you updated!! I can't WAIT to hear more! Til then... !! Hoping all's well<3
from starkitten01 :
Where have you been, hun? I miss you terribly! I hope that you're doing Ok and would like to hear from you! Please drop a line, either at the e-mail you had *or* at starkitten@inbox.com! *hugs*
from srch4balance :
You've been as lazy as I have been!
from starkitten01 :
Haven't been able to read you, sweetie :( Can u e-mail me the password soon?? I left a few notes under my old d-land names, I'm back to my original one now. ...Please -email; Sweetescape@earthlink.net..
from sexyatheist :
i've completely forgotten your password because i'm a huge loser. if you could please shoot me an email jizzdrop69ATyahoo.com i would love you even more than i already do now!
from futurenurse :
Hi Angel! I'd be interested in having your password if I'm allowed. This is Joey BTW. You can email me at cornhuskergal2002@yahoo.com THanks!!!!!!!! Hope all is well :) :)
from srch4balance :
Umm, password please! Can we catch up? I'm dying to know what's going on, woman. kimdec@gmail.com
from abeautflmess :
Pls e-mail me the psswd when you can, I'd love to still be able to read, sweetie! E-mail; sweetescape@earthlink.net Hoping you're well! <3 SK1 aka beautflmess ; http://z6.invisionfree.com/Comfortably_Numb/index.php
from flimsay11 :
hi beautiful. p/w please. i'm still around and reading. :) <3 msg me at myspace please?
from srch4balance :
WTFudge girlfriend! Need password! kimdec@gmail.com
from abeautflmess :
Because of the fiance's access to my pc, I'm going to have to have a blog where it's members only to read...Please come by :) I'm also regularly coming by here to keep up on you guys still! <3 Hugs <3 http://z6.invisionfree.com/Comfortably_Numb/index.php?act=idx
from abittergirl :
oh, and please delete my last note with the email address...trying to be careful even if it is a 'fake' one.
from abittergirl :
Hi neangel...I'm still reading...would love a password; the old one isn't workin. email is: abittergirlisbeingstalked@hotmail.com
from sexyatheist :
locked? but, why? please send me a password because lizz is sad when she can't be caught up with her angel.
from salazabr :
Hi! Can I have a username and password please and thank you? =)
from abeautflmess :
Finally had a chance to get caught up--CONGRATS to you, sweetie! I am SO glad to hear you've found love, and this guy sounds wonderful!I'm also excited for you to hear that you're moving in together! Can't wait for another update! <3 (formerly SK1) :)
from ionme :
congrats on finding love sweetie! happy 4 u :)
from starkitten-1 :
Happy New Year! I've sent you the info to access my diary, via e-mail :)
from flimsay11 :
hi angel... i just saw the note you left me about my anonymous flower deliveries... it was so weird. the first arrangement came without a card or note, the second one came with a letter saying the person 'had not forgotten about me, wanted to know more about me', etc... it also said they planned on telling me their identity but asked me to write back and send the letter to the florist's address. i gave it a lot of thought and narrowed it down to the door man at my company's old building or one of the maintanence guys that work there. but first i accused a couple of my guy friends of sending the flowers which was pretty embarrassing... considering they didnt. ill keep you posted if anything develops but i sent a letter back saying thank you but im not interested... oh btw your new myspace pic... HOTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! xoxoxoxo lynsay
from mspsyched1 :
Yes, we so need to talk and catch up on things. Its been way too long. So much has happened around here. Makes me want to jump off a building just thinking about it. This weekend at the party should be fun. I've heard its within walking distance to the promenade. Its funny, because i originally was thinking of going to Jennifer's home concert until I found out its the same night. Oh well. I got a message from Roman about a place he is KJ'ing at so I might go there Sunday night. I have to check with him first to make sure. Oh, did I mention that Rebecca is pregnant. Wow, so much. Call me! and we have to some how plan something. If I get enough time (and money) I';d love to come visit you. I miss you. (HUGS) Love you!
from starkitten-1 :
I understand, sweetie, and I'm just glad to be able to keep up on you and your life through your diary. Whenever you've got the time to drop a line, I'll always be here and will always love to hear from you <3
from starkitten-1 :
Just in case my comment over on your page didn't work...CONGRATS! I can't wait to hear how your new job is going! I'm so happy for you, tho' I knew you'd find something worth your while, hun!
from starkitten-1 :
Hey sweetie! I'm sorry it's been a while! I've been working ten+ hour days :( Haven't had a lot of time to come online! I hope your job and money situation gets better soon, darlin, and I'm thinking of ya!! Write soon!
from sexyatheist :
how about thigh pads, butt pads, rib pads, and shoulder pads. you girls get hit hard!
from sexyatheist :
kidneys are lame. i hope yours eventually stopped sucking. and i did consider it when you started writing about your awesome derby experiences but you ladies are crazy and don't wear nearly enough padding for what you do! besides, football is where my heart lies so this worked out well anyway. if we ever play any of the texas teams and i'm in your area, i will be visiting.
from srch4balance :
Sorry about the b-day screwup! It's the libra thing throwing me off!!
from starkitten-1 :
Thank you so much, sweetie! It was so nice hearing from you, too! We're looking into whether or not it's the best decision to even remain in town anymore, since there's technically nothing keeping me here now. If he can get a raise and a promotion, it might be worth still staying on this coast for a while, at least...We'll see! *HUGS*
from purplebanana :
Hiya....that font is called 'Tempus Sans ITC'. I am about 99% sure, and you can doublecheck in Word.
from journalman :
He's OUT.
from starkitten-1 :
Awww, sweetie, I hope your arm is doing better!!!! *sniff* **HUGS!!** Drop a line, pleezzzeee????!!!!! :) <3 Thinking of you!
from camera-girl :
Yeah, bring Pro if you want. :-) I'm at work now, and I'm bored. Sigh. I want to go home. Only four days left, including this, to my last part of vacation. Ahhh! Can't wait!
from abittergirl :
Ha ha. No, I'm not really marrying him (yet.. ;) ) He asked me because I'd just given him 'the best blowjob he'd ever had'. It was a joke.
from sexycreature :
Hi Angel, thank you so much for your note, it made me feel really good. And congrats on your new hottie!
from madrigle :
oh my gosh that rocks! I'm so very excited for you! wonderful, wonderful, wonderful!
from mspsyched1 :
I hope he does come out to see you. I know its been a while. And he owes you a visit anyway (lol). Its funny because I just saw him at "Cheers" a few weeks ago. I didnt talk to him but Dui did. People still ask about you. You are still missed. Alway will. Love ya! *hugs*
from sexyatheist :
oh, i wish you could as well. it would be wonderful to see you and see you interact with other hot lady strippers.
from madrigle :
way to go at work! that rocks. Oh, my gosh that casserole sounds good! I never would have thought about cilantro in that, but now that you have done it, it sounds so good. Hmm, that self tanner sounds like CRAP. Sometimes highend brands like that don't require the receipt though, if you are really nice about how dissatisfied with the product you are, or atleast might let you exchange it. Hugs.
from camera-girl :
If I see her again I'll pet her for you ;-)
from mspsyched1 :
ok (ugh)...someone you know, no one that you dated. Call me. But promise that you wont say anything ok. Oh, also I have something to send you. You will love it and hate it in the same breath.
from azelya :
Hehe it's funny, I'm scared to admit it because so many people are like whatever, but I like good spelling!
from mspsyched1 :
Its a totally different place there now. So much has changed since we used to go there. Totally different crowd. And I dont hate it as much as I used to. The biggest part about it that I miss is you. I left you a message last week. One night soon we are going to get a bottle of something and just sit, talk and drink like we used to do...FOR HOURS! Miss you!
from starkitten-1 :
Your layout is pretty hot, too, girl!<3 Hoping this finds you well, I e-mailed you a while back! Hope you got it! It was probably in March!! How are things, girl?? Please drop a line very, very soon! I'm just in a weird place here, but I'm Ok! *HUGS!*
from mspsyched1 :
Did I do what?
from mspsyched1 :
Melanie from corp. She and her husband moved down here around the beginning of the year.
from neangel :
nope...who?
from mspsyched1 :
Yeah she's looking for some file with a corp. job #. Hello, go look there. And of course RC is involved. It was a job EE did in 2003 for them. Its not in this office. Did I ever tell you who the new Op Mgr is?
from mspsyched1 :
Yeah, of course...you know it. Call me when you get in and we'll plan to get together. I may go up to the SF area this weekend, but that wouldnt be until at least Saturday. No matter what...its you and me and a bottle of wine. If you have time, come over and camp out with me. :D
from raven72d :
That sounds...intriguing and fun.
from raven72d :
Rollerderby?
from journalman :
Is that a tattoo on your ankle??
from mspsyched1 :
Oooh, yeah, yeah. Find out the name of it and I'll go buy some. I'm always looking for new wines to try. And shiraz is the best. Every day I amxiously await an entry and my hopes are crushed every time I check my buddy list and you arent red. If you're around, give me a call tonight. XOXO
from srch4balance :
Of course I'm reading! Im glad you remembered the PW :) My life is a shambles, but Im hanging in there :) Thanks for the mention in your diary! Talk soon, chica.
from pixiechicks :
i'm back
from starkitten-1 :
The engagement ring had been on my finger 99% of the time, and hidden away in the box with the wedding band that other 1% of the time. The wedding band, which I'd never worn out, has a smaller stone missing. I tried it on a few times and I'm guessing that's probably when it happened. ;( Tyler didn't know where the ring box has been stashed, so I really do think a small stone came out when I tried it on one of those times :(
from journalman :
Yeah we talked today actually, so silence is out the window. It wasn't confrontational... it was honest. I'm glad we talked it over, and I'm glad we can be friends. We're gonna stay away from that OTHER stuff for a while...
from candoor :
figured it was about time I caught up a bit... a house, great news (I remember)... hoping for good news about jobs...
from madrigle :
I'm so glad about the house! and nice you had some help. Family is a great thing. HUGS!
from journalman :
oh god YUM, by the way.
from journalman :
I did laundry on a Friday night, too.
from starkitten-1 :
Thank u so much for your sweet note. After my entry last night, I pretty much signed right off and tried to go to bed :-/ But you know, you're always there for me, and I appreciate that SO much! <3 He came back, so I guess, yet again, it's back to square one for us..I dunno....*sigh* Hope you're doing better than I am! <3 **HUGS**
from starkitten-1 :
Yay for you on the green light from the lenders! :) As for here..Yeah, it's pretty definite he's got an ulcer. It's probably something that's been around a lot longer than he's even been aware of, but since it's ACTIVE NOW, I'm blaming myself. :(
from sexyatheist :
as hot as that sounds, i would probably get jealous watching you tussle with another lady. i think i'd rather you just made me feel better instead.
from madrigle :
thanks for saying that my art reaches you in a mystical sort of way. That's more special to me then you know. :) I'll post grandma's lemon meringue pie soon. She FINALLY tought me how to make it while I was visiting her last week . . .
from mspsyched1 :
Hey darlin'. I'm sorry that I didnt call you back this weekend. As you can see, I kinda had my hands full all weekend. Same shit, different man. Which is xactly why I shouldnt be allowed to have a weapons permit. Are you working tonight? I REALLY want to talk to you. Let me know. If you arent (even if you are) let me know a good time to call you. I love ya and miss ya, too. (Next trip I take is to see you! Have some Shiraz ready. I'll bring the gnocci.)
from brucegirl :
I looked at your house pictures (and almost every other flicr-picture!). Great house! And I saw the pictures of you and your mum. Awww. They were fab. :-) Love you a lot, hun!
from starkitten-1 :
LOL- I'd be anxious to get moved in, too!! Good luck, and Happy new year!!!!!!!!!! :)
from starkitten-1 :
BEAUTIFUL STUFF YOU GOT!!!!!!!! :) Wow!!! I hope you got the e-mail with the psswd info, but just incase not it's your username and the original password I mentioned. Hugs!
from sandandfog :
Merry Christmas hon!
from starkitten-1 :
Hi! I havent' had a single chance to check my e-mail just yet, but I promise to ASAP! I did just read some of your latest entries, tho', CONGRATULATIONS, GIRL!!!!!!!!!!! :-) I shall E-mail ASAP! And I'll put the password in the e-mai, for you, too :) HUGS!!!!
from journalman :
Congratuations! It's the American dream, and you've done it! Best of luck and god bless that home.
from mspsyched1 :
I am so so so so so very happy for you. I know how badly you've wanted this and how much it means to you. You truly deserve it. I cant wait until I can come out and stay in YOUR VERY OWN PLACE. It's strange that you arent here and I miss you so much, but I've always told you that your heart and soul are out there. You belong there. You're still missed here, but you belong there. WTF...first WI, now TX. No matter where you go, you'll always be missed. I cant wait to see pics after you've decorated with your furniture. Sweetie, again, I'm so happy for you. Much love~always!
from starkitten-1 :
Hi!! Well, I guess he's not happy with a lot of the things going on out here, and with my family..He also gets upset about the lack of good jobs. He doesn't want to move, he said that he is happy with me. He wishes that I would move away from here w/ him. I'd love to eventually..I just can't right now... But I found a great job position, it's exactly what I've been wanting to go back to, so I'm thrilled about that! How are things w/ you sweetie?? **hugs!!!!**
from mspsyched1 :
This year we're staying at a hotel in Long Beach. The party is at the hotel as well. Which is different from last year where they had us stay at a hotel in Woodland Hills, yet the party was 20 mins away in Porter Ranch. Yes, I wish you did have pics from when we went to the Universal Walk. I would love to see them. It would be funny to look back at and laugh.
from classygirl83 :
That gives me chills as well.
from candoor :
I'm rooting for you to get a house of your own... and still sending happy thoughts your way :)
from mspsyched1 :
That is irony at its best. I was just thinking about when we went to Santa Monica. I need more of the Almond Awapuhi (sp?) lotion. Yes, we do need to that. I miss those Saturday salon afternoons of mani's and pedi's...ahh, and the massages. So yes, next time you come, I am making an appointment for us. There's a great place down the street from my house. When are you thinking you may come for a visit again?
from sexyatheist :
she is hot, isn't she? i first spotted her in last years sports illustrated swimsuit edition and was blown away. and thank you my dear. my boobs may have a slightly more round shape. but hers are lovely.
from mspsyched1 :
I'm sorry I didnt get to see you. I got your text message and sent you back one. I'm glad you also got to see your man. Details, details. Oh, and we may need to schedule something soon. I want another tat and we had so much fun the first time. I cant imagine it without you. We definitely need to talk soon. I want to hear all about "Cheers". Same old same old? (I miss you!)
from sandandfog :
Happy Thanksgiving!
from sandandfog :
Have a safe trip hon!
from starkitten-1 :
*thinking of you!* ((Hugs!)) Please drop me a line soon, Ok?? :)
from purplebanana :
I dare you to quit your job, but only if you double dog dare me back.
from mspsyched1 :
Oooh, Oooh. Me, me! I want a tarot reading. Will I get to see you while you are here?
from anchors- :
Hey, I just wanted to let you know that I'm probably not going to update anchors- very often anymore, but if you're still interested in my photography and would like to see it more often, I sometimes post photos in my new diary at http://shoreline--.diaryland.com My Flickr account (which contains all of my photos) is also linked on the diary. Thanks, and take care. xo
from g1rly-g1rl2 :
both... but I only really model for my site now... that only takes a couple of days a month so the rest of the time I spend trying to learn photography stuff and trying to convince photographers to hire me to assist them!
from starkitten-1 :
Hi! I know...I think that it might have been an option if Tyler and I could have our own place out there..But the reality is we'd have to bunk at his parents' place til we could get our own place....no thanks! I just don't feel comfortable with that! I haven't even met his family yet!! Ughh..I hope this finds you well, honey, please drop me a line soon! How are things?? *Hugs*
from azelya :
I meant extra features, not really mods. My friend's girlfriend is getting a mini, and apparently they have all these extra features you can order that other cars don't have, but I don't really know what they are.
from miame :
Hi there! Thanks for the note. Holly and I share the same b-day....with your bf to boot! I always hated being on the cusp and wanted to have her a week before or a week later...I guess God got the final say in that. :) Hope things get better at work! *hugs* Sandy
from sexycreature :
That would be so good to read an entry like that from you!
from madrigle :
OH angel. I'm sorry about all that is going on. From one who was in a hole, know that there is a way out. I can't pretend to know what your way will be. Thinking of you! White light beaming your way and all..... :) hugs.
from g1rly-g1rl2 :
Happy Birthday You! I got your note :> g1rly-g1rl2.diaryland.com is now me
from thekirks :
Happy happy happy happy birthday!!! You deserve the best!
from thekirks :
I've added a link to postcardx forums just in case you are interested!
from azelya :
The short answer is physical chemistry. I'm making a new kind of solar cell using nanotechnology.
from thekirks :
yeah, every so often the comments don't show up, not sure why but it's ok! Thanks for the bday wishes! You don't have to send me anything though! Love and hugs!
from mspsyched1 :
Dang, seems like you never get a moment to just breathe. Glad everything went ok. Call me when you can. I'll be bored too. MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY! P.S. I found TJ's. YAY!
from trulypoetic :
I read a few of your entries and found them interesting. Be forewarned however, I always add some new people and then they either lock their diary or quit...it's a bad trend I have. :-( Hope you prove me otherwise. :-)))
from sexyatheist :
hi sweetie. unfortunately he hasn't been able to get it to record on a dvd. i'll continue working on it, but at this point i'm not so sure. i'd be happy to fill you in if you would like me too. love you
from sexycreature :
Hi Angel, I don't remember your e-mail address. Write me a note with it in there, so I can send you a password!
from race-diva :
Of course not, sweetie. This girl was helping me out on some website projects together. Unfortunately, she is just a flaky person in that sense (keeping up the sites) *and* in being a friend. It's sad, but that's how you learn who your real friends are. I've never felt that way about you, never will, either. No matter how much time might go by, I know I'll hear from you, and vice versa, and that sometimes our lives just get complicated. :) I hope you're well, please drop me a line soon, and I'll do the same! XOXOX!
from chickpea981 :
Somethign I've never been good at is leaving notes and I'm sorry I haven't been as you've gone through all of this. I'm amazed at your strength and being with her till the end and there really isn't much mroe I can say to you that you haven't already heard. I'm sorry you've had to deal with all of this and I'm glad she is at peace now. I wish I could hug you.
from raven72d :
Condolences and thoughts of support.
from race-diva :
Unfortunately, I had to walk out on the job. :( I'm so sad!:( But I guess that's life, shit happens...:( It seems a lot of shit just keeps on happening. I hope that you're doing Ok!
from thirdferro :
Hey there. It was good to talk with you again. You'll always be in my prayers. Stay safe this weekend with the hurricane headed that way. Take that thing seriously, even though you're slightly more inland.
from sexyatheist :
hi sweetie. i'm so sorry, i would have been devestated. i think my dad recorded it with the dvr and i'll ask him tonight if we can record it to a dvd. then just email me your address and i'll send it to you, hopefully friday. and don't worry about postage. i can't imagine it's that much.
from icyjewel :
Ooo, great new template! I hope all is going well with you. Sends huge *hugs* your direction.
from sexyatheist :
i didn't check, but i'm sure that's what it is. my main email address is the one attached to myspace so i'm sure that's how he found me. at least that's not all that stalkerish. and it's too bad i didn't think about that before. oh well. love you i do.
from brucegirl :
Maybe american feet are generally bigger than the norwegian ones? lol anyway, i'm sure you got nice feet <3
from sexyatheist :
yeah, well i know it's one you've seen. but you've also actually seen me. so i think you're winning anyway. i hope you're doing well my love. i'm thinking about you.
from anchors- :
Thank you for your compliment! That's very nice of you to say. <3
from miame :
I just wanted to drop you a quick *HUG*. S
from sexycreature :
Hi, I think maybe they bought perfume that they can resell on eBay or wherever. They have some pricier perfumes there. But yeah, if I were a thief I certainly wouldn't spend my money at a drugstore! Thanks for the notes. It's amazing with all that you are going through that you still left me notes!
from thirdferro :
Hey there, yeah we're alright here. We certainly can catch up sometime soon. I just need to sleep for at least 6 hours first. Hope you're doing well. Talk with you soon! Stay sweet.
from sexyatheist :
hey hottie. what private entries? i have no private entries. not to mention, even if i did, you would absolutely have the password. i did recently delete an entry so maybe that's what you saw. but it was deleted, not private. i hope you and your mom had a good weekend. my thoughts and love are with you.
from thekirks :
Awww thank you so much hon! You have so much going on right now that I didn't expect you to even bother with this! You didn't have to! But thank you so much! It is perfect! I want you to know I'm thinking of you and your mom and I hope you are doing ok. Love and hugs!
from salazabr :
You're very welcome Sweety, my heart goes out to you and your family.
from candoor :
you are a beautiful angel :)
from purplebanana :
Have I ever said thank you? Thank you for the comment(s), the support, and the just plain old being there. I appreciate it more than I can probably explain.
from sexycreature :
Thanks for the note. Mike is from the German side, southwest of the middle of the country in Interlaken. Things have not improved at all over the weekend; if I get any time I will update about it. :(
from candoor :
my microsoftware crashed again as I was browsing, but your window remained open so I am leaving this note to remind myself of where I was in my browsing this weekend... hope life is smiling for you :)
from madrigle :
how do you like my space? I've been seriously considering starting something up there. I'm still a dland fan though. Hugs.
from lyssbobiss :
Sorry to have spoiled the ending for you! I was still peeved, though. I mean, the show's going off the air - just give the people what they want to see. It felt like they were totally going to do that and had a last-minute rewrite. Made no sense to me. Anyway, I'm sorry again!
from mspsyched1 :
Yes, we DEFIINITELY have to get together. You're staying with Mary? What's new on the "cheese" front? You havent said anything lately. Call me when you can. :D
from race-diva :
I miss u, and I hope you're feeling better...Please update me soon. *hugs* SK01
from sexycreature :
Oh, Angel, I'm so sorry to hear that. You must be feeling really upset. Long distance relationships are just so difficult. And, I'm glad you found my entry, um, stimulating. :)
from dulligirl :
Hey,can you give me access to your diary? I've been meaning to drop you a line for a long time now. You can email me at dulligirl66@hotmail.com
from lyssbobiss :
Hey! Thanks for the note! I would love to get a chance to read you if you feel like handing out a password. :) Anyway, I think the depressing commercial has to do with the American Heart Association, maybe? Not that it isn't an important cause - I just think the commercial is somewhat gothic. Anyway, thanks again!
from sexycreature :
Hi, sorry I didn't write you back. My mom's cabin as no land line, hence no internet access, so I couldn't reply to your e-mail!. We didn't get back from the cabin until yesterday (Saturday), so it meant we couldn't go out Friday night. Also, I'm so sorry to hear about your mom's most recent health problems. It must be so hard on you to see your mom suffer.
from mspsyched1 :
The TextAmerica picture thing.
from mspsyched1 :
Hey, where did the picture thingie go? Mine disappeared and I noticed your isnt there either. WTF?
from race-diva :
Thank you, hun..I was actually helping an ill relative and getting paid to help them, now they have cut that off, giving me no notice, and as such, I'm struggling to find a job quickly...*Sigh* HOpe you're doing better than I am!
from race-diva :
Hey girl! I'm sorry I haven't had a chance to e-mail, though I promise to soon! I hope that you're doing alright, sweetie, and I'm thinking of you!*hugs* xoxo StarKitten
from thekirks :
hey hon..can i get the password to your journal! lkkirk@gmail.com
from abittergirl :
I'm so sorry you're Mom is going through all this. It sounds like she's a fighter, though. She must be a great lady. Stay strong.
from asitwere :
awww hun. you're tough enough. don't u worry.
from daath :
I miss reading your stuff.
from devian :
thank you sweetie!!!! i'm sure amber will appreciate it, too!!! :) :) :) :)
from asitwere :
How big is the bag? Got a pic? How much? Jules is looking for something new...
from icyjewel :
Hey there, to answer your question about finding out who accessed my diary, I checked my stat counter and saw that the person clicked on a link in a yahoo mail message. Do you have a stat counter on your diary? If not, I suggest www.statcounter.com. You just add the code into your template and then check where people come from. :)
from sexyatheist :
hey sexy girl. seriously, schools are a pain in the ass. luckily this cleared up much easier than i expected. luckily. and i love sexy arms on chicks too! for some reason i just got that note.
from abittergirl :
can I have the password please? bellenuit7@hotmail.com thank you!
from salazabr :
Oh cool! Enjoy your show tonight. =)
from candoor :
yay! done :)
from mspsyched1 :
oh yeah...kinda left that part out. I may have told you on the phone last night. We're going to go to Canada for a day or two. Check out the Canadian men :)
from candoor :
I appear here: head bowed, toeing the ground, mumbling something about a password I might have lost (and trying to be cute about it :)
from icyjewel :
I interviewed at University of Wisconsin-Milwaukee. I still haven't got a phone call, I'm hoping sometime today! If I do get the job, I will have to pump you for some info. :) Thanks so much for the great comments, I really appreciate them!
from ursamajor :
I didn't get your email with your id/pass. (All my d*land mail gets dumped into spam.) Send it directly to ursgraham AT yahoo DOT com.
from makinganewme :
Angel- I feel left out! I can't remember if I left a note for the PW yet or not- Can I have it please? Mikeandtosha918@aol.com
from thirdferro :
I'm locked out, mate!
from asitwere :
I pray day and night that a cute girl like you gets to drive around in a Mini Cooper S.
from thesenotes :
no email addy to be found in said entry. :(
from makinganewme :
Can I get the keys- pretty please? Mikeandtosha918@aol.com
from icyjewel :
Thanks for the note you left. I really appreciate it! Actually there aren't any fees, just the lawyer fees and court costs. Then all of the bills are POOF! Gone. The only one that stays is my student loan.
from musicnut :
Good for you then. It was just the way you phrased it that made me think that.
from daath :
Hey! I really appreciated your note with the well-wishes. I'm not sure why I tend to keep to myself in my apartment, but I don't feel lonely so I guess it isn't bad. On a seperate thought: what's wrong, my friend? Do you feel like talking about it?
from darkbeans :
send it to me here: english_teacher1@mac.com. i am an idiot, i couldn't figure out what i was supposed to do with the address you sent me.
from darkbeans :
thanks. : ) leave me email and i will post updates to you. : )
from icyjewel :
Oh yay! Thanks for adding me to your favorites. When you get a chance could I possibly get the username and password to your diary? My e-mail is bibbidyboop@gmail.com, thanks!
from icyjewel :
Hey there, thanks for the lovely note. You asked if I was dying...that is a hard question to answer. The answer won't be in this diary since I had to change diaries a little while ago. Yes, I am very sick and have a very short lifespan due to almost dying last fall. Hmmm...perhaps I will have to re-post the story in this diary. I think I'll do that. :) Thanks for asking though, I really appreciate it!
from thesenotes :
miss, it is me! drop me a note somehow to let me know the **magic word**.
from musicnut :
Congrats on 27. It'll be 2 years for us in about a month.
from thruthefire :
Hi Angel, this is Joey. I see you've locked your diary lately, hope all is well with you. Boy don't we all have times when we just wanna lock it up? I know I do. Anyway, if you are giving out passwords to some, I'd like to read it. If not that's okay too. Hope you are well Angel.
from laylagoddess :
Thanks for your note :). I liked the Biphobia entry too, although it did go all over the place.
from cosmopolitn :
I didn't comment bc the sound wouldn't work on my computer! Thanks for the pillow idea...Where do you get them at?
from mspsyched1 :
I did tell Dui that you said hello and send your best. She said she'd call you. I didnt ask her about her mom in fear that it was too personal or too hard to talk about. And I too wish you could've been there. It wasnt the same without you.
from asitwere :
damn, kitten you're so naughty!! i love it.
from icyjewel :
Thanks for the lovely note you left on my diary earlier. I really appreciate it! Any chance I could get the password for your diary? If not, I understand. :) Have a good day!
from musicnut :
You should have known that if you were gonna lock this thing that I was gonna come sniffing around for the password sooner or later.
from ursamajor :
No gifts or money required, but I can't make you a pretty template if I can't see your diary! :)
from camera-girl :
Thanks for the comment love. More pictures added now - go see :-)
from mspsyched1 :
Warning: novel to follow (I should've just emailed you). First thing first...no, you had nothing to do with me running off the phone. In fact, I dont recall you saying anything that could be interpretted that way. Honey, you have always been one of my nearest (sometimes not so) and dearest friends. I would only take anything you say as constructive. You have always been a wonderful friend to me. You're a life-longer...you will always be a part of my life. Now, yeah, on to the wine. I wish too that I could just go over to your house like I used to do and drink and watch movies until the whole world seems to fade away and everything is good again. Hurry up and move back to CA. I miss you dearly. Now, for "cow". Yeah, used up and old. I sat here this morning wondering how I ever could have loved someone so much that made me feel so badly about myself. That's not love. Fuck him! I'll be fine. I've got great friends (like you) that are going to get me over this "hump". That's all it is...just a little speedbump in life. Nothing more. He's the one that's going to be missing me...everyday of his worthless little life. Thanks, as usual, for being there for me. Call me later - LOVE YOU!
from miame :
I've waited days hoping your diary would open back up....but it hasn't...I would love if you would let me in! wildcat_sat@yahoo.com. I hope all is well! Sandy
from cosmopolitn :
rebeccawhite_99@yahoo.com :)
from cosmopolitn :
Hey Angel! Can I have your password puh-lease? Oh and I have a question too.. I just noticed that ever since you locked your diary, when I go to mine, your name and password comes up and the martini doesn't show up anymore.. Just wondering if you knew what was up with that! Have a good week :)
from g1rly-g1rl :
wow! you're getting married! when! that's fantastic news.... and you're coming to the UK! wow! write back or email me or something! i'll have to give you a link to check out my site - i'm making big bucks these days! :) hope that you're good... i'd completely forgotten about this place! xx
from daath :
I actually do much the same thing: I could reach out to this or that person, but something in me wants to remain aloof. Thought it was just to save time for work, but I'm not sure now.
from sexycreature :
Hi Angel, can I get a password please? sxycreature@yahoo.com
from classygirl83 :
Can I have the password please? My e-mail is tahitiantreat00@hotmail.com. Thanks.
from darkbeans :
so this is the beginning of a beautiful friendship! ; )
from daath :
It's a trial to be in the middle of everything with noone there to give you succor or comfort. My first semester in Madison was very hard that way; kept getting lonely or despondent with all the work and only occasional social outings with some of the grad students. You're a fun person with a great personality, though, so running into some good people'll hopefully happen soon. Slightly unrelated, I think alot of men are bad about returning phone calls/messages promptly, or even semi-promptly. God knows I don't most times even if I meant to. Best wishes.
from chickpea981 :
addy sent to your gmail account
from sexyatheist :
hey there sexy girl (who was very recently in my dirty thoughts). i've only seen eddie izzard once and that was about 5 years ago. he comes here but his tickets are super hard to get. but damn is he amazing.
from surrenderme :
Hey Angel I just wanted to say hello to you
from brucegirl :
When are you coming to London then? I need to know so I can plan. Got to buy flight tickets and stuff :-) I had to book the other visit (Holland) first, b/c of my vacation. I knew you were plaing the European tour around the 7th of Aug. You do understand, don't you?
from brucegirl :
Yeah I'm seeing her before you... hope it's ok... :-S I don't know how to tell them I'm going to London aswell. I should've told dad it the same time I told about the Holland trip. I feel crappy right now. Just want to cry.-- ;-(
from starkitten01 :
PS I e-mailed you from inbox.com, at your e-mail that you have listed on your CONTACT link! Hope you got it!:)
from starkitten01 :
Hey! Sorry it's been a while! Long story, but I'll e-mail you the pic's today! I have a new e-mail add, it's star99@inbox.com!
from asitwere :
cute shoes/sexy feet!
from sexycreature :
Hi, no, they aren't big and round on top. That's the problem! No wonder you were having a hard time picturing it. lol.
from brucegirl :
i will be looking forward to the package from you. Can't wait!!! :-) Cool new cellphone.
from salazabr :
I'll be here for a while so feel free to swing by and say hi. I miss Cali and fun too but I'm getting both next week...assuming I can still get off work. *fingers crossed*
from salazabr :
Yup, sin city. Eah, it's not too bad. Where do I live?! You're not going to stalk me or anything are you? ;) I'm staying at my home away from home, the Holiday Inn Express.
from chickpea981 :
Well theres the difference right there. You went to hoity toity, we went to a place advertising the $99 dress sale. And I'm on the exact opposite coast as you. THere are very few places that do plus size dresses out here - we went with what we could do and found one for under $600.
from salazabr :
Serenity is the new Joss Whedon movie based on his short-lived TV show Firefly. It was a killer show and the movie is awesome! YAY! I'm glad to hear you still love your sheets, I can't sleep without mine either! Nope, I'm in Vegas now...I thought I mentioned that somewhere but I guess not. ;)
from chickpea981 :
I guess because we were serious and made an appointment they were actually happy to hear we brought a camera. The lady said "oh great. Not enough bride's do that." They had no problems with it. I took a ton of her. We found one thats stunning on her 6'4 plus size frame. Anyway, thanks for the advice though. :)
from classygirl83 :
Hey~ I just wanted to tell you that I really like this new lay out~~ It is alot easier to read:)
from sexyatheist :
thanks baby. you do always know how to say the right thing. and believe it or not, when i am masturbating, you are the person i think of most often.
from musicnut :
Ahhhhh. I was gonna check if the bolding worked, but I forgot. One more thing to add to the list: "remember html."
from starkitten01 :
Yeah, a small part of your sadness right now has to be PMS..It happens to all of us :( But I know being apart is terrible, as well..Hang in there, and hopefully S WILL ask for some time off so you guys can get together SOONER than 2 months from now! As for my end--I'm afraid I'm not sure how soon I'll see Tyler again after he leaves next week. I'm thinking the next time I'd see him is if/when he relocates out here...if he decides on that..And that will definitely be months...:( We'll see, I guess. I hope things are good there, hun, and that you're in better spirits! Tyler will be getting into town in a few hours, so I have to get ready!! *HUGS*
from asitwere :
So when you come to NY, I'll grab your phone and do a *2 talk and give 'em hell. Julia, btw, is from TX, and so is my ex-gf, Amy. The evidence keeps mounting for me to take my show on the road down there ;-)
from asitwere :
It's not so much that we're both Indian more than I was able to 'strike a personal chord' with the call center operator. It happened once when I called Sprint PCS in Dallas also... I flirted endlessly with this chick over the tele, we exchanged Email, and I ended up getting a really nice new phone. As for Dell, I started speaking the mother tongue with one particular guy and kept pressing him to reveal his real name because he said it was Brad. Turns out my call center friend, Chiranjeet, once exposed, was very forthcoming with discounts and free shipping. Love the Brad.
from starkitten01 :
Yeah!! He gets in tomorrow evening sometime! :-) I'm so excited, girl....I promise to let you know how it all goes when I get back online next week, after he leaves! :-) Hope this finds you well- *HUGS*!
from brucegirl :
You can send it in on package, it will be cheaper. I can wait... at least I think I can. If you see me getting crazy in my diary, you probably should send it to me asap. lol. Just kidding. I'll wait! *big hug*
from starkitten01 :
No, not inviting him over, so to speak..It's too soon..We'll see what happens, I guess. But it's a little too soon for me to feel comfortable w/ all of that... Girl, if he *does* propose anytime in the near future..there won't be any marriage for at least a couple of years. LOL ! *hugs*
from mspsyched1 :
I was at the hospital and had to turn my cell off. I thought when I didnt hear from you, either you werent coming or you two had made other plans. I wish you had called earlier because I really wanted to see you. So are you moving back?
from starkitten01 :
He's getting a room, we're not staying at my place,so..
from sexyatheist :
oh i agree. it didn't really come off as golden showery to me either but retarded people who think doggie style is kinky (i swear someone told me that!) don't get it. and i thought it was hot personally. and yeah, i do love tina but the pregnant sex is just not for me.
from brucegirl :
Aha - then I understand. hihi Yeah - he looks sexy :-)
from brucegirl :
She looks sexy? Who are you talking about? *confused* :-p
from ionme :
YAY I'm so happy to hear about your mom. Congrats!!!! *BIG hug* I'm dying for a pedicure, it's only been over a month but i go next weekend. :D
from brucegirl :
Check out the diary now, do you see more than the text now? Hope so. Give me feedback, please :-)
from brucegirl :
About the layout, the dark gray is maybe too dark. I saw it fine on my monitor. I see when I'm here at work, i don't see the gray parts as good as I did at home. I think I need to make them lighter gray... Thanks for telling me.
from ionme :
not sure what it is about 25, but that's definitely when it hit me. yes, of course i thought of that. i guess i'm just going on what i know is true and that's my past. i'm not sure about what he's done every minute i'm not around so that's why i tend to place blame on me. but yes, i realize it's an option. regardless, i got tested again....luv u sweetie!!! xoxo
from brucegirl :
YAY - my T has arrived. :-)*superduperhappy*
from brucegirl :
Norwegian Idol got a website, but it's only in Norwegian... www.tv2.no/idol The first and only Wold Idol competition was won by Kurt Nilsen, he was Norwegian. He beat Kelly Clarkson and Will Young (brittish guy). Remember?
from musicnut :
Slacking on the gold membership eh? What I said there.... Man, girls have problems. I've never had a migrane thank God. This quote seems relevant here: "My mom has problems. Scary problems." Eh, it was funnier in my head.
from asitwere :
awesome... let me know how you like the old amsterdam. deelish. i'm not sure if i do have your email... i think i sent you a message a few weeks back and got nothin... zip me a message at apny74 on aol. enjoy the weather!
from asitwere :
Absolutely. I would begin with just one... and I recommend Old Amsterdam to start. J & I have been obsessing over it with Australian shiraz or a shiraz/cabernet blend. Another favorite fun thing is to sprinkle crumbled gorgonzola cheese over apple sauce on top of a table water cracker. You'll love it. (have many other suggestions...)
from chickpea981 :
you read that correctly... more to come in a future episode
from surrenderme :
Since you've forgotten where or who I am, I came out of hiding to stalk you. I hope all is well with you and yours Angel. All of my best wishes to you. Love ya, Chrissy
from brucegirl :
Ouch - what a bad weekend. Hope you're feeling better now honey. Go see http://postsecret.blogspot.com/ It's a cool thingy. :-)
from brucegirl :
You know what? I might get to see Tori Amos here on Norway. She's visiting a festival called Norwegian Wood and a friend of a friend of mine wanted to go and I said I could come a long since Tom McRae is coming that day too. Nothing is decided yet though. What kind of music does Tori sing? I have no idea... Maybe you could point out some good songs for me to download and listen to? :-)
from starkitten01 :
Thankfully it's been cleared up :)
from starkitten01 :
Hey Girl! I'll have to let you know if I can, once I do! I'd LOVE to see ya! :-) I hope that this finds you well, and please know that you can E-mail me anytime, over at Starkitten99@AOL!! I'd LOVE to hear from ya anytime, and catch up some more! I'm really ticked off right now about a few things w/ Tyler, but I suppose I'll get over it. *HUGS*
from brucegirl :
Yeah you need to find a way to reach the concert. don't spend your money on clothes at Xpress. Save all of it! Bruce might come to Norway after all, nothing sure yet, but it's possible. I'm not getting my hopes up, b/c then I will be SOOOOOOO disappointed if he's not coming.
from brucegirl :
Have I told you how beautiful I think the latest pictore of you on textamerica is? If not, now you know. You look so sweet :-)
from daisypoems01 :
Thanks for the kind word honey! I love you too you know :-) Lets hope you win the money - you deserve them!
from asitwere :
you're the hottest for linking to me the other day.
from ionme :
sorry to confuse you honey, my liz not lizz from dland. although that's a lovely thought :D the moving in thing was put on hold this weekend. i think he was testing me but he's just as scared as i am about it....so, i think i put him in his place about that ha. hrm, i quit partying like i used to and i'm not 90 lbs, i think that's b.s. but who knows. xoxo
from sexyatheist :
hey baby. i actually went to a community college for coughthreeandahalfcough years before transferring to a cal state. so it took me some time but it worked out. and the bro is doing well. he'll be attending cal lutheran in the fall which is cool. and thank you. though i do agree that he's not as cute as me either.
from minerva7983 :
Hey neangel, I think it's just a formula post getting attention. As a close friend of hers for almost two years, I know she likes messing with people. I used to play a part in her games, till I was used in one. I don't think anything's wrong, she's probibly pissed off or really busy, that's why she's 'dead' for now.
from ionme :
love is definitely anything but simple. he said he'd rather me be with another guy than another girl and he absolutely doesn't want me to be with another guy so i guess i'm done playing around haha...i think about liz every now and then. i still have sexy messages from her saved in my phone ;p and heather called last weekend saying she was thinking about me naked. is it getting hot in here? :) xoxo
from minerva7983 :
Oh nuts, what drew you to that horrible conclusion? I hope she isn't dead either.
from ghostofgor :
please contact me in regards to rachel26280. I am a friend of hers, and fear she may have died. I am serious.
from sexyatheist :
hey hottie. the phone was just released this month but it's been "coming soon" since august when i first saw, and wrote about it. as for your visit, maybe that friday night if you're free? are you going to be here friday night? i would love to see you this time.
from starkitten01 :
Yeah, he's younger than LI...:-/ LI is 22 now. Taylor is almost 21...Um...yikes??? *hugs*
from madrigle :
hey thanks for your sympathy. Hugs. :)
from starkitten01 :
Hey girl! Great pic's! To answer your question--We've been talking roughly 3 weeks...The 4th of April will be one month, if I remember correctly.... So I dunno..I'm not sure if seeing him next month is a good idea or if it's too quick!
from sexyatheist :
ah thanks babe. it's always nice to hear that people don't want me dead. and yeah, i'm doing better but the doc's putting me back on bp meds which is probably good for awhile. you're gorgeous
from princesstosh :
I did know that it isnt coming up locked. I went back and put in the username and password again and it still wont lock. I think it has something to do with the kinks of diaryland still. I hope so anyway! Thanks for making me aware though!!!!
from brucegirl :
Can you send me the adress where the t-shirt can be shipped? I'm not sure what's easiest, send it to your work, your mum or your new apartment...
from asitwere :
awww. you were in NYC!
from superfreakme :
yes papillion, it uses really bright colors in blocks on the lid, an di like to line the eye with something really vibrant. is you go to the MAC website, they have somethings like i was talking about, i have pics, i'll post in a while.
from brucegirl :
Oh you did. I don't remember you wrote that. *goldfishmemory!?!* So you're not moving back then. Oh-okay. What does he think about that then? We sure need to talk online soon.
from brucegirl :
Thanks for the offer to send me a copy of the Maroon 5 cd. I've downloaded all of the songs, so you don't need to. But if you got some other great music you want to send my way, it's more than welcome ;-) Or if you want to send yourself to me in box, it would be even better. Go to the postoffice, get a huge package, open it and BANG! There you are popping out of the package. Ahhh - what a sweet thougth! *sigh*
from devian :
i recorded my albums in recording studios, had them mixed down and them brought them to be mastered to boost sound quality. then, i had a master CD made and from that CD, I coverted the songs to MP3 files and then uploaded them onto Cafe Press.com. I uploaded the artwork and then Cafe Press will actually create the CD's and mail them out. :)
from dogbones :
Hello, there is a new web forum out called dogbones. It lists journals, blogs, designers, reviewers, and other types of journals to make it more convenient for everyone to find. If you want to find out more information then just visit the site. If you would like to join then go to dogbones and click on apply. It would be very appreciated if you would spread the world also. Thank you for your time.
from salazabr :
When you get the sheets you'll have to tell me what you think. It's all I sleep on anymore. =)
from sexyatheist :
yeah, i know the hormones are part of it. luckily my coworkers are both mothers and clued me in to that. but i still think it's somewhat of a psycho thing to do. it's like, talk to your husband lady. i've never even met you. and you're right, i'm not doing anything so what do i really care anyway?
from salazabr :
Have you got your modal sheets for the new place yet? It can't be home of you're sleeping on sandpaper. ;)
from salazabr :
LOL! I'll have to remember that next time I'm home. I'm starting to jones for one too but I can't have one damnit!! :(
from salazabr :
LOL! OMG! Those are my favorite and the three meat are pretty good too if you can find them. I've tried to add cheese or more toppings but it never seems to work out to well for me. hrm
from musicnut :
Living alone is pretty sweet.
from salazabr :
lol, sorry I'm so predictable but you know I love me some sushi and J. ;) I know next time I'm in Cali I'll be there at least once. I can't believe someone else like those, aren't they the bomb?!
from ursamajor :
Oh, I just love this game! Now ask me some questions... :)
from starkitten01 :
Hi Girl! He's in NC!!! That's sooooo far...but the feelings are getting sooo intense..I don't know. :( He's getting kind of scared, he is afraid we're going to move too fast and ruin everyting..so ...I'm just hoping that it does work out, but I have to keep a level head somehow. I'm not exactly NOT scared, myself... How are you doing, girl?? xoxox!
from salazabr :
lol! Good questions, I just posted the answers.
from salazabr :
What the heck, ask away! It'll give me an excuse to update. ;)
from ursamajor :
Newbies are welcome too! :) 1. For me and all the other newbies to neangel, who are you? 2. What is your most treasured possession? 3. If you were the author of that teeny little "Life's Little Instruction Book," what would be your first and foremost Instruction For Life? 4. What is the one thing you wish someone who loves (or loved) you knew, but you couldn't/didn't/haven't told them? 5. What are you looking forward to most?
from musicnut :
Cool. Enjoy the new place! Any roomies?
from starkitten01 :
Hi Sweetie! So glad to hear from you!! I will try and drop you a line ASAP...Please do the same if you're able to! I hope you're enjoying your new place! :) xoxo
from brucegirl :
Woot woot! You got yourself a new apartment! Congratulations! Go mad at IKEA.com dear. :-p
from nimiiwin :
I have no idea! I got the template from a website and I don't know enough HTML to be able to look at the code and tell you. Sorry. However, I bet you could go here: http://not-that-ugly.co.uk/get.php?template=notebooks and look at the code. Good luck!
from cosmopolitn :
So happy you had a wonderful time with Suisse..Parting is such sweet sorrow though isn't it-I know all to well how you feel..I was reading my old entries and I wrote about Sex and the City...I was wondering if Season 6 part 2 is out? Have a great day and I hope your mom is doing well..
from candoor :
just felt like sending some love your way today :)
from miame :
Thank you so much for the note! I am so very excited to be a mom!!! Thanks for adding me as a favorite...I've added you as well...I see I have alot of catching up to do. :) Sandy
from sexyatheist :
hopefully i'll be able to get down there on saturday. though saturday nights are generally bad for me but i hope so. if so, i will definitely give you a call
from ionme :
Thanks for the note. Good luck with Suisse and have fun in Cali, I'll be thinking of you. :)
from musicnut :
What is your myspace thing? I don't wanna post ours in a note. I'm trying to keep my d-land thing secret, you know?
from salazabr :
Yeah...very good points.
from asitwere :
You don't want to come here today... it's too cold! Still hiring, but also still underpaying. You let me know when you want to come here... and I'll send your resume to EVERYBODY.
from dalyrical1 :
i dont know if you got my text, but i got the gift and i want to thank you darlin. it made my day...really. i love you so much it hurts my heart. thank you....thank you...
from sexycreature :
Hi, if you move back we'll definitely have to meet up. Just to let you know, I don't use IE anymore, but Mozilla doesn't render your site properly. I can't read your entries!
from brucegirl :
Thanks for understanding. And oh - I thought the wedding was this year... Silly me! Ahh - it's friday and thats great! Only 8 hours left... and then WEEKEND! wwweeeeee!! :-)
from musicnut :
We won 7 hours at a studio, 3-4 hours at a rehearsal space, paid future gigs there, and an electric guitar. I didn't even get into Bruce's last album. I like the old stuff. Good live show though. I like how he mixes up his sets. Not just the same stuff every night.
from aghostisborn :
i am really sorry about your loss. OOOO
from brucegirl :
Yeah, I know, I should save the money for my visit in London and your wedding. But you know, it's hard to save money. If I don't manage to save any money, I'll use my money in my savings account for those two trips. :-) We got to discuss the London-thingy on MSN soon. I need to plan my holiday; when I can get free from work etc.
from musicnut :
Nice layout. It's peacefull. Lauren already has a Tiffany's bracelett. The heart one to be exact. Sorry to hear about your friend.
from asitwere :
Love your new layout. I'm totally jealous. Will move my pix to that image site probably this week. Thanks!!
from sexyatheist :
you've never been to an L.A phil show even? carmina was put on by the L.A master chorale at walt disney and it was brilliant. as for what to get suisse, the best presents are the most personal. so sadly, i can't do much help with you there my dear.
from thirdferro :
Those toner fools call my office too...actually one calld today, and I said, "Please go to hell and find a real job there, thanks." and hung up the phone. They're awful. Thanks for the congrats. CONGRATULATIONS are in order for you as well ;)
from candora :
Happy V-Day! :)
from thekirks :
Thanks for leaving a note hon! Things are going ok here. Got okayed to try for another baby and had only low grade changes from the biopsy. What a relief. Thanks so much for your support! How are you and S doing?
from classygirl83 :
CONGRATULATIONS!!! That's sooo awsome that you're about to get engaged! I'm sooo glad that *S* is FINALLY telling you that he loves you too!! I was just about to cry, but now I'm really happy for you!!! YAY!! That's awsome! I'm smiling for you:) Oh, and you should deffinatly go on that trip. It'd be awsome!!
from ionme :
i wish you were going too, that would be so much fun!!!
from sexyatheist :
yeah, i wasn't especially happy about getting the talk but we had more talk last night and it's far more resolved now. which is good. thanks for the tip. we do occasionally use toys, perhaps i'll just try and use them more often. and you know what's funny? i thought of you when mulling over ways to make things more "interesting." but i think that was mostly because i could use it as an excuse to have my way with you. how delicious
from ionme :
what's with this girl? anyway, thanks for the love. xoxo
from musicnut :
Ohhh. I can relate to that. Sometimes I'm an asshole to my gf, and I know it. I feel bad about it afterward. Does the hurt come during arguments? That's when it happens with us. The best thing (also, what I wish my gf would do) is to just stop arguing. Get away from each other for a few hours. No phone. Lauren likes to have things resolved immediately and pushes arguments until I say something really stupid.
from thekirks :
I'm sorry to say that we don't have a dvd burner:( I wish we did so I could help you out!
from sexyatheist :
hello gorgeous. i was just wondering how i can find you on myspace. i have become somewhat (though not very) involved and wanted you to be my friend. my very sexy friend! and that weekend in february sounds fine at the moment. we will talk more as it gets closer.
from thekirks :
DUH..I don't THINK we have a dvd burner but let me talk to my hubby and see for sure. I'm not technically inclined.:(
from thekirks :
I dont THINK
from dulligirl :
Thanks for those pic instructions! Those seem a lot simpler than what dland wrote. Or at least easier to understand. :-)
from musicnut :
Why did you and S stop dating anyway? It seems like he can't make up his mind of whether he wants you or not. I'm guessing this because I was away from here for a couple of months due to no internet. You leave and he wants you back.
from thekirks :
Yes, another damn note from me. How happy was I to see you also had Playing by Heart and Foxfire on your list too. Can I assume you already own Gia?:)
from thekirks :
omg! I just saw where you had QAF on your wishlist! I have all three seasons on dvd. I love Brian..yum.
from thekirks :
Glad things are going so well with Suisse. Hope whatever your plans for the night are, you have fun:)
from classygirl83 :
Hey~~~ I just wanted to tell you that I Hope that your and sussie's weekend is perfect:) You sound sooo damn cute when you talk about it. I can tell that you're very excited about it! Have a great one! Does this mean that yall are back together?? I *SO* know that you two are meant to be together:) Have a great fun weekend:)
from ionme :
thanks for the support. i know he'll be back, they all come back but i honestly feel as if i were settling with him. he didn't have all the qualities i am looking for and he wasn't solid enough emotionally whatsoever. i am very strong but i don't know if i want to be THE strong one u know? the thought of dating someone else all over again is just so exhausting. ugh.... i'm excited 4 u about this weekend, & toys - how fun!!
from ionme :
it'll *come* soon enough cutie! p.s. love the braids xo
from princessviv :
hey chica, haven't heard from you in a long time...LoL I forgot all about my Diaryland diary.,..and you haven't updated your xanga in forever...I am living in Denton now going to grad school...I'll definitely be stopping by your diaryland diary more often!...Ciao, Viviana
from sexycreature :
I used to live north of Dallas, and have spent time in Austin with friends. J will be here in March, but I don't know when, she just mentioned it in her diary. Hope you survive the Texas summer!
from sexycreature :
I'm in LA on the westside, almost to Santa Monica. I thought you were in LA too, but then in your recent entries you seem to have moved? I think I need to get caught up on your archives!
from sexycreature :
Hi, thanks for linking me! Maybe when J comes we can all get together.
from ionme :
and i thought i was being petty. jeesh, that's crazy. sorry to hear about that but i'd love to hear the juicy stuff *wink* also - you were in one of my dreams. u looked great and your hair was short. glad to hear suisse is coming too :D
from salazabr :
Thanks! =)
from sexyatheist :
and i miss you my dear. i know it may be awhile but please let me know when you visit. i definitely want to see you. and thank you for the sympathy. i'm slowly getting over it and in a few days, i'll be fine. love and miss you baby
from dalyrical1 :
there's a pic of me in my lj!! come see!! come see!!
from mspsyched1 :
You are the cutest thing in the WHOLE WIDE WORLD. You had me crying. All the hours sitting on the phone talking, or laying on the sofas (with $50 pillows) watching Netflix for entire weekends at a time...or running to Cheer because word of mouth that our men were there...or Denny's piss drunk at 4 am. Good times, good times. No matter what, you're always right here. And thanks to sSprint mobile to mobile, you can always still be in my ear anytime. I'LL STILL MISS YOU THOUGH. (HUGE HUGS)
from candoor :
happy new year :)
from dalyrical1 :
i love you angel. have a happy new year!
from sexyatheist :
thank you hottie. i do so love to get support from my very favorite angel. and yeah, we will definitely go shopping when you come back into town. nothing would be hotter than shopping for porn with you. man, it's getting me excited as i write this. happy new year my dear and i can't wait until you visit. california definitely misses you
from thekirks :
Wow! It looks like we do have alot in common. Thanks so much for sharing and I look forward to getting to know you better.
from candoor :
you are still as beautiful as ever (and so is the house... hope life is good for you there :)
from thekirks :
Thanks so much for the tips in my other journal! I have a photobucket acct but never thought about doing that! Thanks so much!!
from classygirl83 :
Yay! That makes me really happy! Glad to hear good news!
from thirdferro :
Angel, my deepest thoughts and prayers will always be with you.
from classygirl83 :
:::HUGGS::: I'm really really sorry to hear about your mom. That is terrible. Have yall ever heard of "The Macrobiotic diet?" Well, if you haven't, it's a wholistic way to think , and like you can't eat any suger or meats or anything, and it helps to cure cancer(Or it did with my grandpa.) He had 2 kinds of cancer, and when he went on the diet his Lukeamia went into remission. His prostate cancer didn't do as well, he had to have radiation, but it's worth a try, if your interested E-mail me and I'l ltry and get you some more info. I'm not trying to be mean here. I hope that you don't take it as that. I'm praying for your family. If you need to talk to anyone , I'm always will talk!
from musicnut :
I hope everything turns out ok.
from ionme :
so good to see you're doing so well. driving slow is key in the crap weather, we haven't had any snow that has stuck yet but it's coming :( talk soon xoxo
from dalyrical1 :
thank angel baby. i love you too! i am so happy to have you in my life and i am glad things are all coming together for you in tx. mad love in all ways always, hun.
from starkitten01 :
HI!! I think it was resizing that I wanted, and I figured out how to resize pics in basic paint, so if that's all U needed to do, I can resize it in Paint I'm sure. :o)But if there was other stuff U needed to do to it before changing the link in my html, it's no problem babe! :o) I hope you're enjoying your new job!
from musicnut :
I did not go to her house. She came over to mine though. Her choice. I just can't stand going over there... acting fake and feeling awkward. It sucks that it has to be like this, but after all the things that she told me and the things i experienced first had, I don't think anyone would want to be there. The only reason she ate there was because she had too.
from sexyatheist :
hello beautiful. i hope all your interviews are going well as well as your search for a great place for you to sing. i'm sorry i didn't get to see you before you left either. so when you do come back into town (for whatever reason) definitely let me know because i would love to see you. and lastly, i hope your visit with your friend is going well. love you sexy
from musicnut :
I read back a bit on you and still couldn't tell if you and S were done. I'm leaning toward you are. If so, I'm sorry, if not, woops. It's been so long that I have no clue of what is going on with you. I remember reading that you were gonna move to TX, but that's about it. You should write a little overview of what happened over the last 2 or 3 months. Hope the job thing works out, but then again, not having anything to do can be pretty fun!!!
from ionme :
i like your idea to just 'let it be' :D
from gracielou345 :
Silly girl! If you want to drive 4 hrs you can come apply at my place of work, BUT not for my old boss!! ::wink wink:: I'm considering going back although you are right, not good for me. Glad you had a safe trip.
from ionme :
hope your drive was safe & pleasant, talk soon! xoxo
from asitwere :
Oh cutie I didn't know you wanted to work in NY. (Don't work for me, I don't pay enough), but I can totally send your resume around to a few people. Have a bunch of friends in a bunch of companies, dot dot. I'd say come in the Springtime... enjoy the Winter where family is near and weather is warm. Don't grow TX roots, yet. You might look like a giant cactus. :-) (I run my family's Architecture/Engineering consulting practice.)
from asitwere :
Cool chattin also... YES I do. I'm hiring. My assistant is a nincompoop actually. And I'm ready to send her through the window.
from gracielou345 :
Hey neangel! I've been reading your diary and enjoying it all morning! I'm from Houston, but have a close cousin in McKinney which is near where you are moving to. I plan on visiting her soon. Thanks for the condolences and advice. Love is hell ain't it! Esp. when you fall "accidentally in love." Nice to get to know you....as I am doing now reading about your adventures.
from cosmopolitn :
Thanks for your concern...It means a lot...Anyway, they didn't say it was HPV, just mild displaysia (pre-cancerous cells). My exam is the 15th, so I will let you know how it goes...Hopefully they can freeze 'em and be done with it and everything will be okay! I hope your packing is going well...What part of Texas are you moving to? I have tons of family in Texas...
from sexyatheist :
absolutely baby. i would love to see you, if you're not too tired. and i say wear your jersey if you want to. i'll represent football and you can represent hockey. i don't mind in the slightest. you'll be the sexiest hockey player around. but costume or no costume, i would be happy as can be to see you there. just call me for directions if you're up to it hottie. love you
from sexyatheist :
well if anything changes, i would LOVE you to come. i was actually going to ask you personally but you beat me with a no before i could even ask. and i suppose it is a long drive anyway. but i would be so happy to have you. so seriously, if anything changes i would be elated by your presence
from miame :
Yikes! Quarter life crisis network!?! :) hehe. Thanks for dropping me a note and a very happy late birthday to you! What part of Alaska are you from? I spent most of my time 'on the run' in Sitka. Sandy
from salazabr :
You are welcome Sweety. =) I'm East of Houston for probably the next few months at least. I'm sure we'll figure something out. *hugs*
from sexyatheist :
happy birthday my dear. you are wonderful and i love you
from girlygirl83 :
Happy Birthday!!! I did an update, and I gave you a shout out! I hope that your day is alot better than you thought that it would be! You deserve it! <3
from ionme :
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DOLL FACE!!!!! I promise you, every day gets a little easier until you're back to the happy angel I know. Big hugs for you on your bday, miss you :D
from sexyatheist :
oh honey, you wouldn't have had to offer me any money. any and all lapdances are free for you. and you always make me smile. if you were my girlfriend, i'd never feel bad about myself. and seriously, why are boys so lame. it is good to know mine isn't the only lame one though. i hope you're doing well baby. love you
from ionme :
I just want you to know that I am very proud of you. kisses & hugs ~J~
from asitwere :
Wow, two major huge changes.... this must be so hard on you right now. But let me be the first one to address the magnificent opportunity for personal growth here. They say when things get as bad as imaginable, that its really a chance to shift direction and turn over a new leaf. Cut your hair, change your perfume. Re-invent yourself. Pour a nice coffee and sit and watch your favorite view. This is a glorious and rare time to collect your thoughts, and lick your own wounds. Stay strong, and you'll see exactly what I'm talking about.
from princesstosh :
Angel--I have been so bad about being in contact. I am sorry. Sweetie, poor you. I am so sorry. Please dont let this all break your spirit. It is a sign of better things to come. Another season, another reason. You'll find your way. Again I am so sorry. If you want to talk, I'll be on aim under mikeandtosha918. Love you! All my hugs!!
from girlygirl83 :
Hey girly~~ That is sooo shitty. I'm sooo sorry that your haveing such a bad day. Your a sweetie, and you don't need anything like this to happen to you. Your a beautiful girl. You will get through this. I'm sorry though. That sucks about your job. That's shitty. I just tried to sign on MSN to talk to you, but my thing is fucked up I ugess. I'm here if you ever need to talk though. I know that you and I aren't really close, but I think that your an awsome and sweet girl! Ik'm thinking about you.
from ionme :
sweetheart, i just read your entry and saw your note, i'm so sorry. i am here.....
from girlygirl83 :
Hey~ We never note each other anymore! That's awsome that you and your roomie get along! And that sussie went to Cheers with you last night!Yay! I hope that you have a great week this week. Oh, and I like your new layout!
from salazabr :
Sorry hon but I'm already gone. I'm typing this from new site in TX. Don't sweat it though, one way or another I'm sure I/we will back there someday. ;)
from sexyatheist :
normally i do notice it all the time. perhaps that's why i am so weirded out that it's not there at present. maybe it's because i'm really busy with school and work that i don't have time. i don't know. i haven't even had good lesbian sex dreams in quite awhile. although reading about yours did bring to life my dormant girlie loving side. and we will go toy shopping. right now is just busy as all hell but we will go.
from musicnut :
Silly mens wear magic boogie pants.
from musicnut :
Haha, I pretend to listen sometimes, but I feel bad about it, so I actually do listen. Sometimes she'll ask me if she told me about something, and I'll lie and say that she already did... then I laugh and give myself away. I'm no good at that dishonesty stuff.
from sexyatheist :
good luck tonight baby. i know you will be wonderful, as usual. and thank you for the note. it was very sweet. how could suisse delete naked pics of you? that is insanity. i'm still not sure but thinking about those naked pics of you definitely made my day.
from dreamer2003 :
*big hugs back* Thanks, angel. :) By the way, I read your updates though I have been totally slacking off in the commenting department. =/ I'm SO sorry about that! I need to make it up to you. =)
from musicnut :
Yeah, she doesn't doesn't do that... it seems like it would be a ton of work to get her to do that though... and I'm lazy.
from asitwere :
hot shoes, kitten.
from asitwere :
Rooftop on a mattress is definitely a great spot. My evil plan is working *tapping fingertips together*. :-)
from ionme :
your bday is the 20th of this month or october?
from girlygirl83 :
I don't know. I guess I have a guilty concious and a ton of people off of here are. Well, actually only one girl is mad at me, but I don't really care. I hope that you havea wonderful weekend!
from musicnut :
Nice pics. You look 10 times hotter with straight hair than with the curly stuff. : )
from girlygirl83 :
Hey, I liked all of your pics. Are you mad at me? I'm just asking, cause alot of people on D-land are. I hope that your not. If I did anything I apologize. I hope that you have a great weekend!
from asitwere :
hey there.. you came mega-recommended by my dear friend Lizz. Good enough for me. :-)
from ionme :
hi beautiful, you look great in those pics! *kiss* missed u in cali!
from salazabr :
Yeah, I know what you mean. Talk is just talk unril something actually happens. Yeah, UT is an absolutely gorgeous state.
from salazabr :
I know what you mean. I'm very prejudice against the church and with very good reason, which I won't go into here. Don't get me wrong, UT is a very beautiful state with a lot to offer but do you really want to live in the most Republican state in the union?
from girlygirl83 :
That sounds like a lot of fun Last weekend!!! I hope that you keep on haveing a great time! I wish I had man like that! Keep him!:)
from ionme :
heck ya - take the job!
from girlygirl83 :
Hey, I signed the breast cancer thingie. I hope that your doing good! You get to see Dave Mathews? That's awsome! I wish I got to see him!
from salazabr :
I forgot to sign yesterday so thanks for reminding me, I just did it. I think you should also encourage everyone to buy the breast cancer stamps from the post office. I've been doing it for almost a year now. Love the new layout too. =) PS. Honey, I told you already. Egyptian cotton is great but it's sandpaper compared to the allmighty modal. ;)
from ionme :
i like the new layout, i am in serious need of a new one too!!! i may not have any internet access soon (at work) either....that will not be good! xoxo
from ionme :
hi angel, i signed & i'll mention it in my diary too! xoxo
from musicnut :
She's in the mood, just at work though. She works usually 6 days a week. Always Saturday.
from dreamer2003 :
yep..i'm really so happy and excited about it! :) I can't wait to see him. Thanks! I know you're right. I wish you and S the best too. Aw, that's cool..you guys are almost there! We're not at 2 years though..next month it will be 2 years but close enough. lol.
from salazabr :
lol =)
from cosmopolitn :
Hey! I was wondering how to put a diaryring onto my page..I tried but it didn't work...It is %%diaryring_armychicks%%...It is supposed to show up at the top of the page but when I tried it, it messed everything up so I deleted it...Anyway, let me know! Thanks...
from salazabr :
I know that silly, I was being cute and making a joke. =) Cool, I look forward to it.
from salazabr :
This weekend souds good and hopefully I'm not working so it should work out for me. =) And that shop in LBC is just down the street from sushi so it all works out. Karaoke sounds fun but only if you'll be singing. ;)
from salazabr :
I've heard that Tower Records has them too for about 60 bucks or something like that. And I've also it in the Rubber Tree in LB for like 45 I think.
from ionme :
um, it was a gift but i believe you can go to trustfundgirls.com or 1nightinparis.com - try those, i'm at work or i would for you. i think it's around 50 bucks but i'm not sure. xoxo
from salazabr :
They're actually no that expensive compared to other good sheets. Angel, honey, trust me...sandpaper baby, sandpaper. Modal are so damn good that I have a king size set I sleep on at the hotel and a set at home too. Both J and I were missing them VERY much when we were in NYC. I guarantee that once you try you won't be going back. =)
from sexyatheist :
you're just too hot my dear. i wouldn't have made out with me but it's sweet to know you'd consider it. and happy anniversary to you too! mine was a bit stressed but it turned out all right. and i'll let the dog live but it's kind of hot that you'd kill him for me.
from musicnut :
Ginger Snaps 2 was ok. Equivalent to the first one at best.
from cosmopolitn :
Hey Angel.. I love the glasses...So cute! The necklace..No words can even describe how I feel about Chanel...You gotta get it...Have a great weekend!
from girlygirl83 :
Hey girlie, I'm soooo sorry to hear about your roomie. I seriously do not know what I would've done .Your a lot braver than I am. Congrats on your new job!! And I'm glad to hear that you and Sussie are doing good!
from raven72d :
Wuff! said the small hedgehog....
from sexyatheist :
i have at&t which is pretty good. i love SE phones. and i'm sorry about what you had to deal with last night baby. i'm glad you're going to be getting out of that environment and being somewhere better for you
from salazabr :
You're welcome and yeah, I hope you can forget it too.
from salazabr :
I can't imagine how intense it must have been. She's lucky you and her friend got there when you did.
from ionme :
yikes!!!! sorry you had to go through that and to hear you have to move again. hopefully this move will be a happy & healthy one! *hugs*
from salazabr :
WOW! That's un believable. I'm gald you're ok and she didn't hurt anyone else.
from cosmopolitn :
Congratulations on your job! I'm sure you will love it!!!
from ionme :
congrats on your new job babe!
from ionme :
i'm glad he was there with you for the wedding! i'm sure it was fun :)
from ionme :
thank you sweetie. do you know if you're going away labor day weekend yet?
from musicnut :
Ben Afflack (sp?) was a supporter of Gore too. I saw a vid of him standing behind Gore when he was running for prez. Good luck with the auditions. Hope to see you on TV!
from brucegirl :
I will be thinking of you when I'm attending 'my wedding' and you will be at yours. I honestly think you will have more fun than me.. :-/ Hope the dieting have been succesful and that your dress fits you the way you like. If not - hold your breath and hope for the best. Have fun! Go mad!
from dalyrical1 :
ah, no hunnie...my mom is still on this earth tormenting me!! lol i was talking about my other gram'ma. hope things are ok with you!!
from girlygirl83 :
Hey, I hope that Sussie doesn't dissappoint you this weekendd. It sounds like it's gonna be a really good wedding! What's Iching really do? I'm just curious. Hope that your haveing a great day today!
from ionme :
thanks for the html help & for voting :)
from ionme :
I bet your shoes are awesome, I've loved all your shoes so far.
from ionme :
sweet heart, i don't normally give relationship advice because you have to do what you have to do, you're the only one that knows all the details. i will say this - every time i am with someone & i really like them (despite problems) i always see the way things could be if they would just act differently, you know? in your case - no more broken promises. but, people don't change. i honestly do not think he will ever be the man you want him to be. it's pretty much either accept that, or move on. *big hug* luv u
from musicnut :
I do the same thing with my gf. I don't know why. Then she gives me the "you don't want me here" thing. It hasn't gotten to that point in a while though. Guy thing maybe?
from ionme :
matt damon looks all flavors of yummy in that movie, hrm - i think i'll go look for pics of him online now :)
from candoor :
everywhere I go I find you've left something beautiful before me (in other words, your notes and comments and wonderful words continue to inspire me)... if that old saying about what goes around comes around is eventually true (and I, for one, sure do hope it is in this lifetime), then you're due for major love and appreciation and rewards in every way... major hugs and wishes for happiness for you :)
from cosmopolitn :
Oh...and good luck with the job!!!
from cosmopolitn :
Thanks so much...What do I have to do once you design it for me? I don't really have any experience with that kind of stuff so let me know! Have a great weekend... COS
from sexyatheist :
i did not know you liked classical music. you just get more and more exceptional with each passing day. you should join us at the bowl some night. there are some fantastic programs this summer and it really is wonderful. and yeah, my birthday will be a ridiculous waste of money. but soon i'll be a real grown up with real bills and won't have the extra money to splurge. i might as well go with it while i can
from dreamer2003 :
Thanks so much!! Newlyweds is on at 10 pm eastern standard time..so I guess that would be 7pm for you.
from ionme :
hrm, i've only had 3 girls go down and none of them were any better than the guys i've been with. i haven't found the right person to be able to do that to me and when i do i'll probably be obsessed with them. out of all the boyfriends / guys i've dated / hookups i've had you'd think one of them would be able too - hell i can't even do it with or without any toys damnit. the cop cared the most about pleasing me and he could get me off but there were no mo's involved. i've got to get to the bottom of this, ha. xo
from ionme :
i am missing out. is this something you either have or you don't or has no one (including myself) been able to do it yet?
from musicnut :
Congrats with the contact and good luck with the interview. Maybe you'll make enough $ where you won't have to live with such odd people.
from methybeth :
I'm from B.C. -- so naturally my favourite team is the Canucks. ;) What about you? Yeah, I love minis, too, although I think I'd be scared shitless in one...zipping around everywhere like driving a ladybug or something!
from methybeth :
$11,000?!? really??? oh... that's probably USD though....I'm Canajun, damn. :) Thanks for the note, though--I had no idea they were so affordable. I love Cybil (my '86 Nissan), but she's not going to be around forever, methinks. And yeah--Lilo and Stitch kills me. I LOVE that movie, and I'm not a disney fan....I could watch it so many times. :)
from salazabr :
I hope that no one has to experience that side of me. I will and you have fun at the make up rehearsal too. =)
from salazabr :
I'm seeing I Robot with Paul Adnyck. Sounds good, I look forward to it. =) lol...thanks for the compliment but trust me when I tell you I am fully capable of being a complete and total prick/asshole. I just avoid it like the plague. You're absolutely right that a lot can be said about what an extraordinary woman Ionme is. I'm a very very lucky guy. =)
from ionme :
ge doesn't fly free, adam does. i can get a "buddy pass" but it's flying standby so it kind of sucks. i don't know if i'm ready for a move that big but believe me - you'll be one of the firsts to know and thank you so much for saying you'd help me get a job & be my roommate. you're such a sweetheart! ♥
from salazabr :
I can do a late dinner, I usually eat after the movie anyways. Yeah, give me a call when you know a better time frame and we'll try and hook up. Sound good? =)
from salazabr :
Fear not, if you can get into J's diary you can get into mine. Hint...hint... ;) Knee is getting better everday but still not 100%. Any weekend night is good for me, if you're interested Friday is my standing Sushi night. Let me know. =)
from idril-e :
ok. It's done. just press the "thanks" button and it takes you to your diary! hehe. xXx
from idril-e :
ok. It's done. just press the "thanks" button and it takes you to your diary! hehe. xXx
from idril-e :
ok. I shall put a link for your diary on my diary if that's ok with you xXx
from idril-e :
sorry. If you want me to take it off I will. Thanks for the luck. I think I need it. lol. Lotsa Love, Idril xXxXxXxXx
from ionme :
allow me to picure you sunbathing topless for a moment........*smiles*
from banefulvenus :
clicked on your banner... Love the layout on your site. Keep writing. :)
from candora :
you are so easy to love :)
from silverbiker :
clicked on your banner and thought i'd say hey! :)
from ionme :
I KNOW! my friend heather said 'i wish i could've been there to stop you from sending that, he's probably so happy that he's jerking off now that you gave him the satisfaction of knowing it bothered you' - fucking cool, ha, fuck it!
from ionme :
the instructors & the magazines always say that girls don't bulk unless they're taking suplements & stuff, but maybe it's all bullshit, you know? you would know your body better than a magazine article anyway!!! i always think i can't really get around it because of my height but maybe if i had thousands of $$ to spend on a personal trainer i could look more lean instead of stocky. i wish you luck on poker & lots of sex :)
from ionme :
yeah, my knees give me pains too. there's a machine where you sit and put the bar under your feet & lift the weights up that is supposed to make your knees stronger. the doc recommends that one for people who have knee trouble. i do that before i do lunges & squats....since you're a girl you shouldn't bulk up - especially if you don't add weights, you know? i am shorter so my legs do look somewhat bulky because i have so much muscle but you're taller and your legs are thinner too - you shouldn't have that problem. as for the butt, i don't do specific exercises targeting the gluts so you'd have to ask someone about that. i can only think of two. are u doing anything fun this weekend?
from salazabr :
Whoa! That would really suck! I hope she comes back.
from salazabr :
Really? I could've sworn I heard her this week but maybe I was smoking crack and got confused. I switch between them and Seacrest, I love the daily horoscopes they have. ;)
from ionme :
hey! biking is great but if you're serious about toning lower body - squats & lunges are the best thing for that!!! my belly might not be flat but i have a tight ass & strong legs w/ no dimples! :) xo
from salazabr :
They're not really getting rid of Jamie are they?! I like her and without her Danny's just another idiot on the radio. :(
from ionme :
i don't know, he thinks i'm weird....
from salazabr :
Ok-e-ly dok-e-ly! ;)
from ionme :
actually we were looking at labor day weekend of course, but B might not even be there then so who knows. we'll see......
from salazabr :
For what it's worth a bike shop near me is having a 2 for 1 beach cruiser sale. Next time I walk by I'll see if they have a pink one. :)
from ionme :
ah, that one. maybe i'll meet him next time....i may be back in sept. :)
from ionme :
aw, sorry about the bf. men are so good at disappointing us aren't they? is the surfer chick the bathmate? looks like she has a slight alcohol problem eh? i am sure you kicked ass with roman and i would've loved to see it. do i know which one roman is? xo
from ionme :
ya, it kind of sucks here...ok - it really sucks here because there's not much to do. 2 good things - it's safe (a lot of people move here to raise kids) & it's cheaper. but, the snow sucks, although you're from alaska....anyway, family is good - don't blame you for wanting to be close to them. if i had a man next to me, i'd be reaching over and giving him a tug instead of my nipples in the middle of the night :) xoxo
from ionme :
sorry about torin dear, hey - it's cheap to live where i do :)
from raven72d :
I saw your strap-on notes at Ionme's site... I'm...intrigued. Muchly.
from ionme :
gentle, na (smiling) - i can handle it. :D
from ionme :
wow, you better be careful talking to this girl like that. i like it :)
from girlygirl83 :
I need a new job too! That is for serious. I hope that you havea good weekend! Things sound sooo good for you and Sussie. I would've died if I had seen a spider.
from musicnut :
Damn. 1 and 1/2!!! Ooooo, we'll catch you yet!!! It's strange, it doesn't seem like it was that long ago... well not for me anyway.
from dreamer2003 :
Thanks hon for having as much faith in me and Nate as I did. :D hehe, I hope you're right about tomorrow too. *crosses fingers*
from raven72d :
Great story... And do stay in touch!
from ionme :
WOW, what a crazy crazy girl haha....can't wait to read more about that. :D xo
from ionme :
wow, so you guys made out in the hot tub or more? :)
from dreamer2003 :
Thanks darlin. I am sure everything will be ok. I don't really think that he does want time apart right now..I was only going to give him space if that was what he truly wanted. We'll see what happens though. It's definitely true..what you said. Sad, but true.
from ionme :
hope the tests come back ok, my mom's did. hey, i just noticed you haven't changed your note about me since we met in person - there's something wrong with that haha....miss ya! *kiss*
from dreamer2003 :
I am so sorry that I have been slacking off in the comments department lately. My head is just all over the place, as you know. I'll definitely try and make it up to you. :o) And thank you, you are so right!
from salazabr :
You're welcome
from salazabr :
Yeah...things usually seem to work out one way or another. Good luck! =)
from salazabr :
Thanks for understanding and you're welcome.
from salazabr :
Good luck with your dad. ♥ I have some bad news. I hurt my knee yesterday and since I can barely walk on it now I don't think I'll be much help this weekend with the move...sorry.
from girlygirl83 :
yeah, I hope that you don't get mad at me for not keeping the tagbored. It just got too annoying cause my diary won't even show up on my parents computer.
from fruitncreme :
heyyy angel girl, you're awesome. the tagboard thing works now...good luck on getting your downpayment for your mini!
from fruitncreme :
girl, where are you? i can't get my tagboard to work & i haven't had a chance to talk to you to figure it out =( whyyy am i so bad at things like this lol i'm so happy for you & your boyfriend! here's to hoping i'll get figured things out with uh, somebody!
from dreamer2003 :
That's ok. Better late than never. :-) Thank you..it was a great anniversary. As always.
from girlygirl83 :
reading you makes me wish I had a man. haha. :)
from sexyatheist :
sounds like a plan to me. just give me a call and we'll hook up.
from sexyatheist :
hello dear. the porn convention is at the LA convention center starting friday night, which is when i'll be going. anyone and everyone can go so you're more than welcome. i'll be getting there probably around 8 with my boy and a couple of friends, if you'd like to meet up with us. as for how you dress, dress however you want. some girls are in almost nothing but most of us just dress normally. i'll be in jeans and a t-shirt, no doubt. erotica LA has always been really fun so you should definitely come if you can
from daath :
Yup, made it home fine. Going to have the car serviced tomorrow. Thank you again for the help. It turned out to be a good day, I think.
from raven72d :
Lovely new layout...
from raven72d :
How has the weekend been?
from raven72d :
I did get a portrait photo scanned... E-mail me and I'll send you one.
from daath :
Left ya an e-mail :)
from sexyatheist :
i'll have to try that oj cure. i really hope it helps. as for sunday, i'm sorry babe but game 4 is on and the boy and i are all set to watch the lakers hopefully not lose the 3rd game in a row. ugh.
from daath :
So, what's the schedule looking like for the 13th? :)
from salazabr :
Excellent! Then we're all set. =)
from raven72d :
E-mail me sometime...
from raven72d :
Exactly. If I had money, I'd spend the summer somewhere far away from heat and humidity-- sleep, learn languages, go out at night, read... Pursue lovely, panty-free girls with high cheekbones and ultra-low jeans... As it is-- up at 06.30, deal with the soul-killing heat, go to work, sleep when I can on weekends...
from raven72d :
How is summer going?
from salazabr :
Cool, you've still got my number right?
from salazabr :
Yup, just let me know the details when you find out. Thank you...I try. =)
from salazabr :
Oh Angel, it's really not any trouble at all. it's just a matter of switching out and switching back when we're done. =)
from salazabr :
Don't even sweat it, it's no big thing at all for me to swap my rental for a truck for a day or two. No thing at all. =)
from salazabr :
Cool, then it shouldn't be a problem. I don't think a queen will fit in an explorer but I'll see what I can do about getting a truck, it shouldn't be a problem.
from salazabr :
As long as it's on a weekend or after work it shouldn't be a problem helping you out. I'm not 100% sure I can get a truck but how big is your bed? Would it fit in an Explorer?
from salazabr :
Thank you!! I did have a really good day (thanks in no small part to you know who ;) ). Dinner or hanging out sounds good to me. =)
from ionme :
u always start on monday but this time you started on wednesday? i don't know, maybe something is throwing you a little off....do you feel ok?
from ionme :
is wed when you usually start? i wouldn't be worried since it hasn't been a full 7 days since you started. i've done that...kind of stopped for a day or so and then started up again. of course, stress has A LOT to do with it too and judging what's going on with you that is most likely the case. i wouldn't worry sweetie, if you still are after tomorrow maybe call the doc just in case. i am sure this is nothing to worry about. xo
from asitwere :
Hey there followed a bunch of my favorites (J, Lizz, and even Dust-Settle!) to your journal. Very cool. Love knowing you now.
from sexyatheist :
i can't really say. it took this long to get it from him. so who knows. i suppose we'll just see what happens
from sexyatheist :
we were just too tired. but i'm glad you guys had a good time. so yes, perhaps next time
from raven72d :
I envy you getting a no-tan-lines tan. The exchange at sexyatheist's site about masturbation fascinates me. After all-- it's not a topic anyone male can ever discuss with another male. Masturbation for girls is "empowering"; for males it's a sign of failure. The young, tall, sleek actresses and models and (yes) co-eds I fantasize about are symbols of dejection and failure. And as a look at any video will demonstrate clearly, male masturbation is aesthetically ridiculous (at best) or contemptible (at worst).
from raven72d :
Sleeping, reading, staring at the phone hoping girls will call... Possibly eating much chocolate pie.
from raven72d :
How are you spending your long weekend?
from raven72d :
Swans and I have never gotten along. One bit me when I was four.
from raven72d :
Lovely second entry... And I did just e-mail ("Emil") you about joining the traveling journal project... Please do keep commenting and reading along...
from raven72d :
Great layout... Excellent thoughts, clever imagery...and great legs in the dancing dress photos.
from parabola77 :
hi ang. it's crazy how long i have been reading your corner of d.l. i just wanted to let you know i am still keeping up with your life... i'm happy for you, as it seems everything is okay...i don't remember if i ever gave you the p/w after i locked up my diary. if not, and you want to read- let me know. if i did, and you are still reading every now and then, well- cool. i am still alive here in seal beach. (it only hurts when i breathe) i'm recovering from a VERY bad relationship. i guess that's why i haven't followed up on any of my empty promises to meet up with you. i really would like to, but last year- with THAT guy- i kind of lost track of WHO i AM, and i am finally on the right path to finding myself again. i'm just not comfortable meeting any "new" people yet, i guess is how i would put it. but anyway i wish you love and peace. love, lynsay
from sexyatheist :
that was just too hot to read my dear. and i too am excited to see you on friday. it's been too long. as for saturday night, what time do you sing? i am going to disneyland that day which is down in the OC area but probably won't be leaving until almost closing because i don't plan on getting there until 5pm or so. but i would love to hear you sing
from girlygirl83 :
Hey thanks for the note. I'm sorry that you and S are fighting that totally sucks! What's nuvaring?
from shesajar :
please see the new me at: http://aghostisborn.diaryland.com
from dreamer2003 :
Thank you! :) Wow, happy early one for you guys. I didn't know you've been together for so long. That's awesome! :D
from sexyatheist :
i saw the string version as well but didn't like it quite as much. and i'm sorry you didn't find a kings version. i can just imagine us in our teams bathing suits. well, until we take them off on our venture to the nude beach of course
from dreamer2003 :
Oh ok. thanks. :) I'll read it soon.
from dreamer2003 :
My computer doesn't want to load your diary for some reason. Grr. Therefore, I can't read your update. :(
from girlygirl83 :
Hey! I was wondering if you could make me a cute d-land page. I know that you like doing HTML stuff. so I was just wondering if you wanted to do one for me. If you do just e-mail me at tahitiantreat00@hotmail.com. If not then I totally understand. I am glad that things in your life are going smoothly right now!
from salazabr :
Yeah, I noticed it was in her hand in one of the scnes but you stilldon't leave new borns alone.
from salazabr :
I thought the EXACT SAME thing about Monica and Chandler leaving the babies alone. I noticed she had a monitor but it still wasn't good parenting.
from sexyatheist :
you are a much braver woman than i. i could never get my nipples. i am far too afraid. i was with a friend both times she got hers done (the first ones rejected) and that was enough for me. it's actually my traguses which look lovely and i love them. but i find this very exciting that your nipples are pierced. i'd love to see them sometime. and as for the hood, i did it when i was in a relationship too. i only had to wait 2 days to have sex and it healed in 2 weeks. no joke. it's the best piercing i've ever had.
from sexyatheist :
i sadly know where nothing is in orange county. in fact, i don't know where all that many sex stores are in general. i've become spoiled with hustler. let's just plan on getting together after you get back. i'll let you enjoy your friday night with your man and have him take you to the airport. let's try and do it the following friday. as long as that works for you of course.
from salazabr :
Cool, thanks. I think we'll have a great time. =)
from salazabr :
Ok, just to be safe I wanted to run my Girlbar atire by you. Will I be ok with nice dress slacks, wingtip Docs and a nice button down? I'm assuming I won't need a tie or anything like that...right?
from ionme :
ok cool. hopefully everything works out then. are you in?
from ionme :
i would love to violate him with toys - that would be great ;P girlbar looks cool, visited the site today. are friday's or saturday's better?
from sexyatheist :
that actually sounds lovely, if you would be up to it. i'm not sure what time you leave for the airport but i wouldn't mind in the slightest. it would be kind of fun actually. i just woulnd't want to keep you up late if you had an early flight. and maybe we could hit the sex shop the night before
from sexyatheist :
hey sexy. i actually take my pills at night, so the ring comes out tonight. i'm not sure yet how it will be. but it's been awesome this whole month. i love it. and actually, my NP says i can wear them back to back for 3 months so i'll be putting in the second one tonight as well. and we should definitely hit some sex shops together. i think that would be a very lovely time. though being around all that sexiness, with you being all sexy...
from ionme :
that would be cool, if we can get GE in that is....
from salazabr :
I think I know that one. ;)
from salazabr :
LOL! You're weclcome and yup I sure am. =)
from salazabr :
Yup, get all the info on the job and make the decision that's best for you. =)
from salazabr :
Damn right! Lay down the law and stick to your guns. That job description sounded real shady to me.
from salazabr :
Good luck with your mom and geting to see her for mom's day, my thoughts are with you. As far as the job goes, I would be very careful. Reading the job description makes me think of a job where they want to work you like a dog but only claim 20 hrs or so a week. Did you notice it said that 20 hrs didn't include inspections and site visits? If you interview I would make sure to ask some very pointed questions about their realistic expectations of how much of your time they expect and I would NEVER take a job like that unless it paid OT and condsidered OT anything above your "normal" work time. Meaning if they expect you to work 20 hrs, you should get OT for anything over 20 hrs. Just a few things to think about...good luck! =)
from sexyatheist :
definitely not too much information. just very sexy, dangerous information. information that warrants use of my new vibrator. again. you really need to stop being so sexy. you are increasing my masturbation time which isn't necessarily a bad thing. and this friday still looks bad, unfortunately. so if you do go see your mom next weekend we will just do it after that. just keep me informed. with all sorts of information.
from brucegirl :
And I'm here too. ;-) thank you, thank you, thank you for the lovely package in the mail. <3
from sexyatheist :
it's very nice to know you have no trouble getting wet or having an orgasm. very nice indeed. oh, and about this friday, i'm afraid i might be busier this week than i originally thought. does next friday still work? if not, i will do my best to make this friday work. i really want to hear you sing
from ionme :
hi sweetie. sounds like a sweet new job - what's this about spa treatments? ;P
from candoor :
sometimes, not nearly often enough, I just sit around and count my blessings... I just wanted to thank you for being one of them :)
from thisislife :
men... can't live with them, can't live without them... but everynow and again they remind you of just how wonderful they can make life. I feel ya :)
from fruitncreme :
hey girl, how are you doing? i was just wondering if you would mind helping me with a new template whenever you get the chance? mine goes white allll the time, and i would love to get a marilyn one...i really like how the old time pictures look, without color...whatever you can do would be compleeetely awesome! =) thanks angel
from sexyatheist :
oh i know we can be good. i just don't want to be, is the problem. maybe someday i can convince him but for now i have to just be your friend. which is okay too because you are just as sexy on the inside. if it's all the same to you, let's do it a week from friday (4-30). though i think it might still be too cool for the beach so we'll have to plan on doing that another time. but i can't wait to hear you sing. honestly.
from sexyatheist :
a sleep over with you could be a bad idea in a very good way. but i appreciate the invite. once the weather gets warmed we will do it. and it will be a blast. and i will try and get down to see you sing much sooner. perhaps next week or the week after? let me know your availability hot stuff.
from sexyatheist :
baby, i would love to go to the nude beach with you. i also have trouble finding people who are up for it. maybe i can come down on a friday, watch you sing, spend the night and then the nude beach the next day! great how i'm inviting myself over huh? or i can just drive down and we can go. whatever works. either way, we definitely should do it.
from girlygirl83 :
Hey I just got done looking at all of your pics on your other web site! Yall are sooo cute together!!! I liked looking at them! I wish that I could havea weekend at home with my man by ourselves! Sounds perfect to me:) I miss that one guy that I hooked up with. haha. I saw him today actully I was driveing and I was like Woah!! I hope that you have a great week!
from princesstosh :
hey girlie. I'm locked up again. Email me for the info---toshatjawn@yahoo.com.Take care!
from sexyatheist :
hey sexy. i'm glad you had such a wonderful time in vegas. i love me some sin city. i was just wondering how your ring is doing so far. i put mine in thursday night, felt some mild cramping but it's been great so far. i hope it went well for you too. talk to you soon you sexy girl you
from girlygirl83 :
Hey! Have fun in vegas! I don't know about that guy. I mean I could've very easily because we were both naked one night, but it didn't feel right you know? I guess I should've I guess. I just read about like musicnut and how he didn't wanna force his gf to have it and I Don't know I want a gu y like that. But of course i don't deserve a guy like that. I wish I was super sweet and deserving of a good guy. Oh well. I am not saying that I like musicnut, i'm just saying you know? I don't know what I'm saying really. I'm just rambling. I'll go now.
from princesstosh :
Drink one for me! Heres to hoping you have the most fabulous time in Vegas (Hey, maybe your sugar daddy is hiding there?!?) Be Careful! XOXO
from dreamer2003 :
You're welcome. :) Thankies! I doubt it..lol..but I'm very excited for you. Have a good one. *hugs*
from ionme :
I need to get back into my 6's. They fit but uh, not so comfortable. I will do it though! Can't wait to hear about your trip!!!!!
from sexyatheist :
you know, i don't know who she is. as i am computer retarded and cannot design myself, i found it on a site. she is pretty hot though. and things are good. i'm glad you had such a lovely weekend. you deserve it
from girlygirl83 :
Hey I just wanted to say that I'm happy for ya. I wanna have a weekend like that!!! I know we don't really ever leave notes, but I still read ya every day!!!!
from dreamer2003 :
Hey hey hey! I must make this short but I just wanted to let you know that i'm back and to thank you for your wishes. I'll be reading your updates tomorrow. Take care!
from thisislife :
you're such a sweetheart :)
from ionme :
glad last night was a success. have fun this weekend - i'm so jealous :D
from girlygirl83 :
Hey~ I was just in the neighborhood, and decided to swing on by and say hey! I really like your new lay-out. I went shopping the other day and I saw betty boop and I thought about you. haha. Good luck on your test. I hope that it comes out negitive. Cancer is such a scary shitty thing. I hate it.
from salazabr :
That's the right attitude to have! =) It is just a test and no matter the results you'll still never know anything for certain. Good luck! =)
from salazabr :
I hope the test comes back negative. I was born and raised in a cancer cluster and it runs on both sides of my family. I try to not think about it and focus on just living my life. Try to stay postive. =)
from wilberteets :
Thanks for the note. Thea is my girl. I'm sorry your first exposure to my site was under such sad circumstances.
from sexyatheist :
sadly i have forgotten most of the french i spent 4 years learning. so i really have very little idea what you said. i use AIM sometimes so i added you to my buddy list. my name is prettyatheist on AIM and i'd love to chat anytime
from sexyatheist :
honey, i would love to see you sooner. and if there wasn't something i couldn't get out of this friday, i'd join you. but we are still on for the 26th, oui? you've definitely been on my mind as well
from ionme :
sweetie, i'm the one who's jealous. fuck having random sex six times with two strangers over a weekend when you can have a 'neighbor waking' make love session with your boyfriend and still be able to have girl / girl fun. YOU have it made! not me. i'm just filling in the blank spaces of my shitty life with something that is a temporary fix. ha, it's a habit, what can i say. *sigh*
from starkitten01 :
The page loads just fine, the pic and tagboard are there..? Do you still not see them when you go on my page? I couldn't find the tagboard on your page when I came by to ask you..I don't know what's going on? Let me know if you still don't see a pic or tagboard on my pg?
from ionme :
I SO want to go to Girlbar with you! :D
from musicnut :
Thanks. Did you guys just pass one year?
from dreamer2003 :
Ooh i love that song! I'm glad you two are doing well..aww..and that countdown is SO cute!! :) I hope you feel better soon!
from princesstosh :
Just wanted to stop by and say hi. It's been a while since we've talked, but I still read you everyday. I hope everything works out well with the relationship situation. Dont give until you have nothing left to give. Pull out before then. Someone will give you the attention you deserve, and that person may well be him once he realizes that he's in the wrong. I'm going to have to get a second job too, weddings are expensive! Sheesh! Take care!
from dreamer2003 :
I hope you get to be with friends tonight & I'm glad you got to chat with your love. :) I tried tagging you but got this message..."This tag board does not exist. Make sure you copied the html code correctly and try again. " What the hell???
from dreamer2003 :
:( It's probably just my crappy computer malfunctioning. I wouldn't worry about it.
from dreamer2003 :
Now your comments page isn't coming up at all for me and your tagboard isn't allowing me to sign. *inserts foot in computer screen* lol.
from dreamer2003 :
Hey darlin..I tried to comment on your entry but your comments page isn't working. :( I just wanted to bring that to your attention.
from thirdferro :
thank you for your condolences. he will always have a special place in my heart... *pitifully wimpers in the corner
from ionme :
i guess the table will be under "GE"
from ionme :
good question, i don't know....i guess i'll have to call you
from ionme :
Looks like we're going to the mac grill over on Crenshaw, actually, very close to PCH - make sense? Hell, I'm in Ohio so it doesn't to me haha.....7:30 is the plan, yes, this next Tuesday.
from ionme :
i'm way behind on dland too, don't feel bad. i think we're all meeting at mac. grill on tuesday night around 7:30 - do u think u could make it?
from g1rly-g1rl :
hehe :) i'm soo poor at the moment - but the minute I get some cash the pressie's heading your way! i'm sorry :(
from candoor :
Been so busy the past two weeks, I've fallen behind everywhere, even in my own mind... Still, finding the sacred babble time is important... so is sending love, so here: I've missed you :)
from musicnut :
I like the new layout. I didn't like how you had the mp3 on the last one. It fucked up my computer.
from musicnut :
Thanks for the suggestion. I try that alot and it's frustrating because she never takes my advice...EVER!
from mzglitterati :
[raises eyebrow] but i am logged on as far as I know, I registered
from mzglitterati :
I'm in there as h0neyc0mbs but I don't see you! WHERE ARE YOUUUU?!
from mzglitterati :
Alright I shall try to find you there, cover me I'm goin in!
from mzglitterati :
Lol poor you with the work huh? Me, I have no school today =D...Well at least let the thought of ice cream at home comfort you love! Have a good day and get ya ass on msn to talk with me soon!
from dreamer2003 :
Thanks! I think so too. =D
from kerara42 :
thank u soooooooooooooooooooo much
from kerara42 :
what kinda templates can u do?can u like do a sailormoon one sorta like what i have now but better and not in white?
from trancejen :
I got your note. She is locked because she was discovered as a fraud - it was all bullshit. :(
from dreamer2003 :
very cute new icon. :D
from lasteluv :
angels' wings and fairy dust~~~ good stuff. *s*
from lasteluv :
hi angel~ yea i'm really loving the site- thanks for everything. two things i would like to change tho are- make the "art of finding myself" pic a little smaller (i have a smaller screen & have to scroll to view entry) and then can we do an older archives so readers can look at previous entries? hope i'm not being a pain :) hugs, steph
from mzglitterati :
Hey =) thanks for the notage I appreciate it always aboot the msn thing, mind if I ask for your address? =D Well have a great night, stay safe and take care. <3
from dreamer2003 :
you're welcome! Just glad to be of help to ya. :D I try to look at the bright side myself..even if there seems to be none what-so-ever. Aww that's great. I hope your v-day went well, hon. That's what v-day is all about..not just a day to spend with a lover, but with friends and family as well. Just enjoying the people you love. I hope your sunday goes well! Luv ya. *hugs*
from candoor :
This is a test. (beep) This is a test of the Emergency Valentine's Day System. (EVS) This test is to see if leaving notes around DLand will make this a wonderful day (and weekend) in spite of not particularly being with anyone romantically at the moment. (ummm) May the results be that all this love in my heart found some productive use. (smile) And maybe a giggle or few (Happy V-Day from my other persona too :)
from dreamer2003 :
You're welcome. :) I think you're stronger than you even know. You'll get through this. Tell me about it..I can't spend today with my love. :( Yeah, I know. Thanks. :) I wish yours would want to. You're too special and great to be spending this day without someone you love by your side. I hope you have a great v-day despite everything you're going through. Love ya!!!
from dreamer2003 :
Really? That wasn't fair! Obviously you're being avoided. :( And from experience, I know that it hurts. Sounds pretty childish to me. The ball is in his court unfortunately..you've tried to get through to him and if he loves you and thinks this relationship is worth saving, then he'll contact you. I truly hope you hear from him this weekend. I know what you're saying. I hope things work out with Suisse.
from dreamer2003 :
Well, why don't you call him?? I knew the horoscope meant a new job..not a new boyfriend. I know you don't want to lose him..I think what you guys need is a really loooong talk.
from girlygirl83 :
Hey girly! I just wanted to tell you Happy Aniversery today!!!
from dreamer2003 :
Awww..I do too. =) It's Sooo romantic.
from bad-kitty-6 :
Do You Have Bluering's password She Sent It To Me A Long Time Ago And Then I Never Loged Back On And My Email Got Shut Down So Now I Dont Have My User Name Or Password For Her Diary. She Died So I Guess She Cant Give iT To Me
from dreamer2003 :
Isn't it?? I'm excited about it myself. Thank you, thank you, thank you!!! :) *hugs*
from lasteluv :
hey angel~ i got it back up and running- it was the d-land system's fault. i wrote tech-support and "andrew" just said, "oops, sorry, should work now." well, it figures, haha, i'm not such an html dummie after all. hugs~ steph
from shesajar :
The Lawyer and the Blond . . . (a smart one at that!) A lawyer and a blonde woman are sitting next to each other on a long flight from LA to NY. The lawyer leans over to her and asks if she would like to play a fun game. The blonde is tired and just wants to take a nap, so she politely declines and rolls over to the window to catch a few winks. The lawyer persists, saying that the game is really easy and a lot of fun. He explains how the game works: "I ask you a question, and if you don't know the answer, you pay me, and visa-versa." Again, she politely declines and tries to get some sleep. The chauvinistic lawyer figures that since his opponent is a blonde he will easily win the match, so he makes another offer: "Okay, how about this, if you don't know the answer you pay me only $5.00, but if I don't know the answer, I'll pay you $500.00." This catches the blonde's attention and, figuring that there will be no end to this torment unless she plays, she agrees to play the game. The lawyer asks the first question. "What's the distance from the earth to the moon?" The blonde doesn't say a word, reaches in to her purse, pulls out a five-dollar bill, and hands it to the lawyer. Now, it's the blonde's turn. She asks the lawyer, "What goes up a hill with three legs, and comes down with four?" The lawyer looks at her with a puzzled look. He takes out his laptop computer and searches all his references. He taps into the Air Phone with his modem and searches the Net and even the Library of Congress. Frustrated, he sends e-mails to all his co-workers and friends he knows. All to no avail. After over an hour of searching for the answer he finally gives up. He wakes the blonde and hands her $500.00. The blonde politely takes the $500.00 and turns away to get back to sleep. The lawyer, who is more than a little frustrated, wakes the blonde and asks, "Well, so what IS the answer?" Again without a word, the blonde reaches into her purse, hands the lawyer $5.00 and goes back to sleep.
from lasteluv :
oh f- it's all gone! maybe i can find what you sent me from the getgo-- pending sanity
from lasteluv :
angel- i... might have touched something, uh, yea. i'm gonna send you the template again- look at the damage... i thought i knew what the problem was so yea, i don't. lol, thanks for helping this html dummie. ~s
from lasteluv :
hey, angel~ i need your help my diary's gone bizerk. let's touch base soon. hugs- s
from girlygirl83 :
hey~~~ I don't really understand why Sussie is mad at you? is it b/c u faked it? or why?? I hope that he gets un-mad. It's cool that you talk to kendal from rr! Have a good weekend! I would help you move if I was there!
from madrigle :
wow, you note made my day. so you've gone protected. :( HUGS.
from madrigle :
wow, you note made my day. so you've gone protected. :( HUGS.
from shesajar :
password protected now?
from dreamer2003 :
lol I stole my counter from someone else..and then you stole it from me..hehe. yep, it's new..and SO far it's working so YAY! lol. awww, thanks..as are you. :D Have a good one!
from girlygirl83 :
Yeah, I am very well aware of that. I am not interested in him. He lives in anotehr state, and he's engaged. It's just friends. I am realy hopeing that he'll forget about it. I'm pretty sure that he will. Oh well if he doesn't I guess. I hope that you have a wonderful night tonight! I'm sooo bored.
from girlygirl83 :
Hey I noticed that you took me off of your buddy list. I hope that I didn't piss you off.
from dreamer2003 :
yeah, I haven't felt much like myself lately. :( Ah well, "this too shall pass." I know. :) thanks. *hugs back*
from girlygirl83 :
That's such a cute story!! I just wanted to tell you that!
from musicnut :
Thank you thank you. Happy New Year's to you too and good luck to you this year!
from dreamer2003 :
Hey hon! Happy belated new years and a belated merry christmas to you. Yes, i believe that we were made for each other. I know now more than ever that we belong together. Just like you and Suisse do. I love your new layout. :-) thanks so much..it was truly the greatest time ever. yeah, you're lucky that suisse lives near you..I wish I lived near nate..that would be the best. The distance is an obstacle but yes, our love can overcome any obstacle there is. It just makes the times we spend together that much more better. Thanks for all your notes! I hope all is well with you. I missed ya! Take care. *hug*
from velvet-heart :
Happy New Years love. May this new year bring you more happiness than your last and may you have a greater learning of more things to come. Much love, Huggles
from aliboomboom :
Thanks for the note. I am glad that your holidays went well, so did mine. I hung out with my ex David from three years ago and actually had a great time. I was twenty when we broke up and I thought that the world was going to end, kind of how I feel about the whole Ian thing now. Well I saw him this weekend and really enjoyed it. I felt the same way as I would after seeing a friend that I hadn't seen in a long time, it really gives me hope that one day I will feel the same way about Ian. It was a very positive experience. Happy New Year!
from girlygirl83 :
Hey girly~ I was trying to figure out how you met sussie, and I tried to find your entries about that, but I couldn't....... yes I'm very bored. I guess that's what you get when your at home sick. anyways.. HOw did you meet sussie? I Hope that you have a wonderful trip back and a great night tonight!
from dalyrical1 :
I hope you have a great new year's!! I hope I'll be back soon to catch up!
from mzglitterati :
Hey chula thanks for the note I appreciate someone on here wishing me happy holidays. I hope yours are just as magical and that good times are had by all. Stay safe and take care alright.
from aliboomboom :
It sucks that suisse doesn't get to spend Christmas with you but at least you guys will be together for New Year's. The Rangers game will be fun too, I am sure he will love that present. I have season tickets to the Titans games and we always havea great time. As for the whole love thing, I know that it will most likely happen again but I am not really ready for it yet anyways. Getting over Ian is taking longer than I thought it would, it's a lot harder than I thought it would be too. Anyways I heard that the average woman falls in love four times in her life so I have two left. Yeh. I mean yeah the love part is fun but it hurts so much when it is over that it kind of evens out in the end. Anyways I am just depressed because holidays without Ian are wierd. I hope that you have fun with your family though. Happy Holidays.
from girlygirl83 :
awwww, that's awsome that you had a really good weekend. I hopw when i get a man that he'll make me as happy as sussie makes you!
from aliboomboom :
I came across your diary and wanted to let you know that it is really nice to read about someone who is actually in a relationship that seems somewhat healthy. I hope that it works out with you guys. Your diary reminds me of how I used to feel about my ex and it gives me hopes that I will feel that way again one day. Good luck and happy holidays.
from musicnut :
I can only hope that I make my gf as happy as your bf makes you.
from thequitter :
i want some pretzels. lets make tshirts out of wrapping paper and then dance around green fires. christmas time is great. hope you're doing good,,,im gonna go read your diiary. <3.
from girlygirl83 :
Iwould absolutly love a new templete. I just have to wait till after the break, cause I'm not gonna be at a computer anytime soon. But yes you can deffinatly do it for me. I have to go my family is all in the car! I hope that you have a wonderful Christmas!
from musicnut :
I'm 21 ma'am. :)
from girlygirl83 :
no, it was actully musicnuts friend. I eventully called him an ass and blocked him
from kparish :
i sent you an email...you can send any ideas there! thanks :)
from ionme :
hope he feels better so u can see him soon! love, heh, haven't been there for a while...
from girlygirl83 :
Hey thanks for the directions. I don't know how to do anything on D-land. I was half asleep when I wrote it. Sorry to mess up I hope that you're haveinga good day!
from dreamer2003 :
yes! I am definitely looking into it. :-) Luv ya sweets!
from kparish :
I love green! I read a guy's diary recently (can't remember his name) it was a really simple template...just these green squares surrounding his text...very stylized. I like the boring black on white text or anything that makes it easy to read. My hobbies mainly include hiking, snowshoeing, and photography. I hope that helps a bit! Have fun with it. k
from musicnut :
Maybe he just doesn't like people? Ha. I don't really look forward to my gf's family events. It's not that I don't like her family, it's just...I don't know. I do it though. Maybe he's just more resistant?
from dreamer2003 :
You're welcome. :) good! yes, please let me know if you've heard from him! I hope so. I want the angel to have a good weekend. =D Take care, babe!
from musicnut :
I'm so confused about what happened with you and the suisse guy (sp?). I won't ask though, seems like too much explaining for you and too much reading for me. Haha. The 12th is mine and my wifey's month anniversary too. #5 gone.
from dykeinside :
i'm taking paxil and something thats supposed to be helping me sleep but isnt. the doc said it would take a few weeks for me to notice any effect with the paxil...but i dont think i'm paitent enough for this.
from girlygirl83 :
Hey girly~ Boys are just weird. I know that it's hard but, I don't know if I would not not move to Texas just to be with Sussie. I think that you have to do whatever you want to do and whatever makes you happy. If it's truely meant to be then you two will work it out in the long run. I don't know what I'm saying. I'm sorry if what I said pisses you off. I hope that he gets to treating you like you deserve to be treated! He sounds really nice,and you two oviously have something 'there'
from kparish :
Yeah, a template would be great! I'll have to think about the photos...probably nothing with people...sort of generic. I'll let you know! Thanks for reading (i think you're the only one!).
from dreamer2003 :
Awwww i'm sorry about that hon. :( I'm hoping that you two will be together for new years.
from musicnut :
As I have said before, your sex stories make me miss my girlfriend. You suck! :p
from ionme :
ok, yeah, THAT entry makes it easier for me to behave haha...i think it's a very good thing he didn't freak bout the pics but don't read too much into it. just be happy he wanted to see them! xo
from girlygirl83 :
it sounds like you had fun last night! Damn, I really need to get a man. I e-mailed him a really short e-mail. So whatever. I was soo jealous last night too of everyone that was getting some and I wasn't. haha. I hope you have a good night and that you get to see him again tonight!
from carrythezer0 :
yes dear, ny would be in for some trouble if you were here. =)
from girlygirl83 :
OK what should I say? you can write it for me if you want to. lol
from girlygirl83 :
I'm glad that your feeling chatty! I like talking to you. UHM, one problem.......... i only know him online
from girlygirl83 :
Thanks for all the lovin today! I needed it I was starting to feel insucure!
from o-jasmine-o :
Thank you :)
from girlygirl83 :
yeah,your right. My entries are just really boring though you know? I want people to read it and for them to be enertained though. It is true that everyone on here is good looking though. Like everyone! I'm glad that no one askes to see my pic! haha!
from velvet-heart :
Password is in my profile
from dreamer2003 :
I missed you too. :) yep, it was ok pretty much. Not a bad two weeks all in all. It will be awesome, for sure! aww, and I hope you do get to spend some time with your Suisse! take care! ((hugs))
from carrythezer0 :
hey angel, its michelle. new place. and yes, you look *damn* sexy!!
from musicnut :
Your picture is yummy.
from kparish :
Seems to be a strange pattern, one i've experienced anyway, that women get scared in the beginning of relationships but men get scared a little further down the road...when there is more emotionally invested. Glad to see that you talked things out! Good luck. k
from brucegirl :
If I should send you something in the mail (a letter, postcard or something...) sometime, were could I send it? Could you email me your adress (lierke@online.no)?
from shesajar :
thanks for the offer... i might take you up on it. i just have a couple jpgs really. and i do have part of the PH tapes if you want me to send them to you via some instant messanger service.
from thirdferro :
awwwww...I'll give you a ring-ring later on today
from k1ssabl3 :
heyhey! thought to leave u a k1ss frum me! so ya!! k1ssabl3----->xoxoxox
from kparish :
that link for M.A.S.H. was hilarious! Luckily I got all the things I want....I don't even mind living in the shack! k
from jenne1017 :
yup - -what goes around comes around ;) tee hee
from girlygirl83 :
OK deal! you can have as much as you want.
from ionme :
hi sweetie, this one is called 'university co-eds issue 25 yearbook edition' it's not as fake as the ones i already have. there's two very nice girl/girl scenes!!! i'm not sure how much it is, someone gave it to me :)
from kparish :
I saw all the picketers at the grocery stores in Cali...sad that they were there on Thanksgiving. But all the other local stores were getting all the business. Nice to feel that I'm writing and someone is actually reading this! Thanks for your notes! k
from girlygirl83 :
I'm glad that someone is reading my thing! That makes me happy!
from ionme :
I miss my tagboard too, I don't know what happened, my page is all whack now. Things are missing, it's almost like someone knew my password and screwed with my html....I'm trying to fix it.
from thirdferro :
Oh yeah! HAPPY THANKSGIVING! [gobble gobble, says the turkey]
from thirdferro :
Thank you very much, sweet Angel. That song "Heatwave" is great. But not as good as...Jimmy. Jimmy? Oh Jimmy Mack, leader of the pack...oh wait, that's another song I think.
from lailani :
Heya babydoll, Thank you for the notes. I am glad thatTorin is coming around, that is cool! As far as what the dr says, he will not do anything about the abnormal cells, he says that with the strengthening of my immune system, they should just go away. My appt. are for every 6 months, not 3. I am guessing that it isn't a big deal cause he said see it's not bad news at the end of the visit. Sounded bad to me, but I don't know. Girl I just read your diary last night, my god it is like reading one of those trashy romance novels! LOL, I was like WOH! Hee Hee I liked the idea about making a page just for test results, that would be cool. I Love You pretty lady, Smile today
from candoor :
I am writing this note to remind me to make more time to read you.
from thirdferro :
good deal.
from girlygirl83 :
Hey, I hope that you get to feeling better! This is the new tahitian.
from thirdferro :
Babysitter you say? Isn't that another movie? Hmm...[censored because I know you don't like censored material]. You need to sign onto my buddy list sometime, dern it!
from dreamer2003 :
hmm, that's interesting. You could be right there. Anyway, I hope you have a great day darlin. *hugs*
from ionme :
feeling even better today? i am :P
from dreamer2003 :
yeah, for now it seems to be safe. :) I'll let you know if anything changes.
from thirdferro :
hmmmmmmm...[REMOVED BY CONSERVATIVE LEGISLATORS]
from thirdferro :
don't move from that spot until I update.
from ionme :
don't worry about the link, i got rid of it quickly :P i know, life is precious. be careful, as will i! thanks for your note sweetie. . have a good weekend!
from kparish :
Thanks for your notes! I feel fully welcomed to the community! I heard about the grocery store fiasco in cali...not sure if they are quite the same thing (unions being different for independent stores vs. major chains) but I definitely agree that taking time to realize what you DO have is so much more important that constantly thinking about what you don't have. I for one, try to take a look at why i'm really lucky every day...just to make sure i'm not losing sight of the ground below! k
from ionme :
Excellent :)
from ionme :
i hate snow! it's so damn cold here....are you sure you miss it?
from ionme :
oh, and i watch the first scene in the bonus room a lot. the anal part gets me off every time :) tell me you've seen that part!!
from thisislife :
Thank you :)
from brucegirl :
Silly me, thinks something in my head and write somethinge else. I ment that we were 9 people at the most in my class. You might have thought there were 9 people at the most in the whole school... hehe But anyway, it sucked yes. | And about the pic. - like you said; yeah! He's HOT!
from thequitter :
well i liked him at first but now hes changed. lately hes being a pervert and is completely obsessed with sex and thats not what i want. blah. on to a happier subject! how are you? i need to go read your diary, dont i? yeah. write back. xx.
from bloodsun :
angel, this is devian...i have a new home that would be incomplete without your warmth...come by and say hi sometime!
from dreamer2003 :
Hey hon..lol..I know what you meant. Awww. :( I'm sorry you feel that way. Suisse doesn't want to get married, huh? Maybe you can try to convince him somehow. I hope. :/
from inaptbeauty :
thanx, i've decided i had enough of this, no more excuses this time... i'll change
from velvet-heart :
Pfft! I didn't get no email *Sniff*
from ionme :
sent :)
from velvet-heart :
In my field of paper flowers, and candy gloves of lullabies, I lie inside myself for hours, and watch my purple sky fly over me... I miss you!! *sigh* I'm having such a hard time Angel. I need help. Please help me...
from ionme :
what's your email sweetie?
from thirdferro :
Hmm...let me find my red pen.
from brucegirl :
Uhummm - somethings wrong with the order I got on Amazone. You WILL get the present, but it might take a few more days... (It's just a stupid creditcard thingy)
from thirdferro :
UMMM...I enjoyed it a little too much as well, that's why I am 'reserving' my thoughts about it lmao...yeah, it made me consider becoming a sadist ok, that was a joke...sort of...lol
from dykeinside :
is there anything else i can do to change the look of my guestbook other than pick one of the templates they provide? and sometime, if you get the chance and have the time, can you help me change the way my archives page looks? i want something more....meish. i just dont know how to go about finding that or doing it. thanks.
from austinliz :
Thanks for stopping by. And yay Nano!
from dykeinside :
thanks for the note....theres so much about being with her sunday that i just dont know how to put into words. so much about the whole situation that i dont know how to put into words. anyways, i just wanted to thank you for the note.
from brucegirl :
Have you recived my b-day present yet? I'll hope you'll love it and not take it the wrong way...
from xtooprettyx :
thanx for the welcome! <3
from devian :
i'm glad that you're glad that i'm staying :) i'm glad you're not going anywhere, either :)
from brucegirl :
no, haven't recived anything yet. You're sending me something? *jumping up and down out of joy and exitment* I'll let you know when I have.
from brucegirl :
Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday dear angel, happy birthday toooo youuuuu! *sings with all my heart and voice* I wish I could send you a b-day present, but since I've don't have much money, I can't ;-( Hope you had a great day sweety. Love you a lot! <3
from dykeinside :
happy birthday gal...hope its a great one.
from gleesies :
Hiya!! Sorry about changin the layout but u couldn't even c the entrys or anything! I want a new layout anyway so i'll find 1 I like and i'll send u the html for it so hopefully u can fix it!! thanx, cya xxxx
from krebstarkid :
I guess I am just a hopeless romantic ^^
from krebstarkid :
I would try, but I don't know anywhere to get pictures that incredibly aborable to use. :/ I've been debating replacing it with one of my own, but I can't bear to part with the utter cuteness of it all ^^
from krebstarkid :
Thanks for the welcome ^^ Yeah, I love my template oh-so-much, and I wish it was designed by me. Everytime I look at it, I fall even more in love with it, LoL. It's just so gosh darn cute, dont'cha know? ;)
from inaptbeauty :
hi, thanx for clearing it up... i cant believe it. i mean, here i am again... going down the dark well again.. would you help pull me out?
from gleesies :
hiya, it didn't work. I did everything u said!
from dreamer2003 :
awww you're so sweet! *hugs back* thanks :) I do have AOL..my s/n is Tommygrl1229. I appreciate the offer. Have a wonderful day! <3 ya bunches!
from gleesies :
thanx, where d'u paste it?
from gleesies :
hey! that would b good! gleesies@hotmail.com
from gleesies :
Hiya, I love ur layout! The clock thing on the cursor id really cool, how did u get it?
from velvet-heart :
Yes ma'am it was.. but still- it's perversed.. and that's just like me no? Perverted Chrissy without the porno.. hahaha ....So hows your day going? Mines emotional just like every other day *wink*
from pixiechicks :
hi...thank you for the birthday wishes...was that a gift? if it was for perfume please tell me which one you want
from parabola77 :
hi! i have to apologize for not keeping up with your diary. i've been so busy with the move and everything. thanks for the note though, and to answer your ? we found a place on cedar street in newport shores! woo! hoo! it's so good to be home!
from dreamer2003 :
lol that thing with you, Suisse, and his sister in bed was sooo cute!!! =D I hope you have tonns of fun tonight at Cheers. :) Aww, I hope the cat finds a great home. Mmm the food sounds great. Well tae care, have a great night! *hugs*
from hyacinthgirl :
hi neangel, scrabble747 has moved to hyacinthgirl.diaryland.com. cheers!
from brucegirl :
It's ok about the pictures. I understand you want to wait until Suisse's family is gone. I'll just sit and wait :-) And yeha, a lot of updates yesterday. I had a lot on my mind. Glad you like my new layout.
from velvet-heart :
Mmhmm and thats a good idea .. lol You go on and do just that.. No comments or sweletering what ifs or maybes either.. You'll be happy enough to read what I have to place in there tomorrow. Okie ma dokie? And how's that boss' ass of yours? Kick it yet?
from velvet-heart :
And you dont even have me added. How shameful. :) Ahem anyway tomorrow's entry is kind of earth shattering. so um yeah be prepapred okay? And no tears! I also have this huge letter that I have been writing to Jessie. damn.. its 8 pages long on Microsoft word and its still going. I've been writingit for 4 days now - I just .. I have so much to tell Jess. A portion of it will be in my entry tomorrow, but the rest is private. I dont think I will be posting anything I have to say to her anymore in my diaries.. I just feel that she deserves respect in a sortable fashion yah know? I hope you are doing well. If you want me to email you later I will. Oh yeah I'm sick too.. Really sick. I think I need to go back to the hospital, therapy and other sorts. I still miss our chats. And I hope you kick your boss' ass soon. :D Talk to you really soon love *Huggles* p.s I'm not going in to work tomorrow... And, hell I have something to tell you about my daughter. God damn its horrible... *sigh*
from theoddone72 :
Thanks very much for the note. It's good to know that not everyone thinks I'm shit. :-P
from brucegirl :
I'm not saying that they are only going to speak english and no french, but they could try to include you in the conversation and at least speak some english. It was great to read your last entry - that made me smile a lot. Suisse turned from not that nice to very nice in no time in my eyes. And I will agree with what one of the girls said in you tag-board; One day you will be in the same memories and stories they talk about. Then you will feel included and seen.
from jenne1017 :
thanks for all the luck!!!!!!!
from dreamer2003 :
Awww..:( I know I am going to feel that way when I meet my b/f's family..they don't speak French but I know I'll be the outsider just based on several things..it does really suck..though I think once you explain it all to Suisse maybe he can ask his friends to speak english around you so you don't feel left out. It's like they forgot you were there, which hurts but at least Suisse went to see that you're ok. I guess you will feel better when you go back to work. But I am sure they weren't saying anything bad about you. I doubt he thinks you're turning into 'her.' Hopefully he'll make more of an effort to include you. I hope things get better. :/ Take care and have a great week! *hugs*
from brucegirl :
It wasn't any fun reading your last entry about you not feeling included. I know how it feels, and it's not a good feeling. Actually, I think it's kind of rude of Suisse's family to just speak french knowing that you don't speak french fluent. >;-/ Shame on them! And it think it's rather bad that Suisse don't see that without you telling him. So, there you have my opinion! *comforting-hugs*
from velvet-heart :
Hey nerd bucket :) I just wanted to let you know that I get my net back on Tuesday. Stay tuned. I will be back. :)
from dreamer2003 :
Thanks! =D Take care sweets.
from dykeinside :
I'm not exactly sure how I found your journal...but its been really interesting to read so far. Where do you get your horoscope from?
from dreamer2003 :
Ooh kickboxing, huh? I don't know why but I am really interested in trying that out. Aw, it seems like he's hooked to that monopoly game. I bet you wish that game would be taken off the computer..lol. Yep, I know those mood swings all too well. lol My b/f worries that I'll be a psycho like his ex too, but I won't. Aw, I bet it will be hard for him to be affectionate with them around but I am sure you guys will be able to get your groove thang on soon..lol. Take care hon!
from dreamer2003 :
Hey sweets! =D Thanks for your g-book entry. It made me smile. Hells yeah! I will be right in front of the tv, watching Friends tonight. Can't wait!! yep, hormones suck..DOWN WITH HORMONES!! lol. I'd love to kick their ass. *sigh* :) I hope you have a great day too. *hugs*
from ionme :
porn ring would be awesome but i'd rather just rent porn instead because i bet we would have a problem getting our dvd's back!
from ionme :
nipple rings are seeexxxyyy!!!
from brucegirl :
Thanks for your kind note. I'm sure you can get a great apartment as well. Why don't you start working on the one you got now? I would love to see some pictures from your apartment.
from futbolchic09 :
Thanks :) She's doing well and she's up walking around with her walker. --Ashton
from thirdferro :
I just saw where you wrote me in the g'book...yes, it did make me sad, but perhaps I should have said that after I read it, I wanted to give you a hug? You take care also sweet one....you're being thought of more than you know.
from dreamer2003 :
Ugh..I "started" this morning so I know how you feel. :( Ha..gah..I was thinking of that last night..like in the future what I would do if I were pregnant and the time wasn't right. More than anything I'm just scared. I need some kind of plan though. I'm glad you're not pregnant right now. Hopefully Suisse came back last night to be with you. lol I just read your profile and your Miss Cleo comment had me cracking up..loong story. Oh well..take care hon! feel good. :)
from shesajar :
http://shesajar.diaryland.com/030922_70.html you should send me your addy so that you can trade mixes with strangers. i think you'd like it. send it to pieholdensuite@hotmail.com if interested.
from dreamer2003 :
Hey! I am glad yesterday went so well. :) I hopr this weekend goes just as well. Enjoy Jazz fest!
from jenne1017 :
I have some cheap ones that I learned a lot from...eMail me your address and I will send, free of charge!
from dreamer2003 :
Hey! I am glad everything went okie with the doctor. The counseling seems to be going well, it will probably continue to help you sort out your feelings and emotions. I hope you enjoy french class and hockey tonight. :) That meet up site sounds interesting..I might have to check that out. =D Making new friends rocks! Alrighty, well..take care chica! Feel good. *hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
awww :) thanks..take care babe.
from dreamer2003 :
enjoy your dinner tonight! :)
from dreamer2003 :
Thank you soo much for writing Nate. :) It means a lot.
from dreamer2003 :
:) Glad you and Suisse had a good weekend. If you need to know what a dream means, I have a dream book so I'd love to help ya out if you want. =D Take care darlin!
from brucegirl :
I'm not quite sure I understood what you ment, but I'll try to answer. When i make a template and want it to show up on my designpage 911, I do a 'print screen' and make it smaller. In my diary, I'll past the html code into the page (go to the change your template) My new template is built on a large picture that cover almost all the screen. understand? let me know if it didn't answer my question. If you want me to help you in any way let me know.
from everoboto :
Hey there, I wanted to sign your guestbook, but I couldn't find a link for one. Thanks for stopping by my site. Hope you enjoyed it. I'm checking out your page right now. \m/
from ionme :
I don't know if I believe the dream interpretations (although I'd like to) or not.....I think it's all whack....
from dreamer2003 :
Hey! I know I'm a little late with this but..Happy Anniversary!! Have a kick ass weekend.
from futbolchic09 :
Hey I'm back. Thanks for the notes and the advice :) I always look forward to hearing from you XD
from dreamer2003 :
No problem! =) Have a great weekend too.
from dreamer2003 :
Aw..I am so sorry about what's going on with your b/f. He's probably just being a baby because you're PMSing and he doesn't know how to deal with it. The thing about the personal ads..I'd be VERY upset myself because it shows that he might just be looking around or something. I don't think he meant what he said about a relationship, yet he never should have told you to bring a girl home. Gah..I really hope things get better. :( Hang in there!
from dreamer2003 :
oh geez..:( stupid periods! I am CONVINCED that the lord had a vendetta against females. He wanted to punish us once a month! lol j/k. aaaahhhhh..anywayy lol..just wanted you to know I'm still reading your stuff. Sorry I haven't commented lately though, just haven't felt like myself. Well, take care! *hug*
from parabola77 :
hi! how funny...i lived in newport before moving here to austin in june. thank you so much for leaving me a note because otherwise, i might never have found your diary! browsing through your profile it seems we have quite a bit in common. if you are still learning the I Ching, may i suggest you pick up the I Ching workbook by R.L. Wing. it really helped me reach a whole new understanding. nice meeting you! take care!
from monkee-man :
Hi, sorry it took me so long to respond. But yeah, if one of those Diaryland meet up things ever happen, it would be a pleasure meeting you. I've read a few entries of yours, and really enjoyed them. Peter
from ionme :
too bad you live so far away, we would have a blast! that girl, jes, she had a problem with the whole moisture issue. she said she has never, ever climaxed. if i find the entry/ies i should link them sometime for newer readers. she had went to the doctor also, said she just doesn't 'get wet' - i don't know, it didn't last long enough for me to experiment much. she wasn't good either. kissing was awesome, that's about all i enjoyed.
from dalyrical1 :
hey angel! sorry i havent caught up with you, but i dont have a puter at home and they made us take our messengers off our systems here at work :( i'm never going to learn!! lol good to see thangs are good with you though girl!! did you get the new car?
from pixiechicks :
and halloween....dont forget that
from dreamer2003 :
Glad you had a good weekend..and I hope your week is good as well. :)
from exhaust :
Silly girl. Be good. *mwuah*
from dreamer2003 :
I'm so sorry about Littlebird. :(
from dalyrical1 :
yes...i have ms frontpage. my tagboard is the freebie one and its not working right now...im bout to have a fit!!! lol
from moebelle :
I looked at your web picture page...you are a hot one! mEoW! oh yeah..and your mosaic coffee table is awesome! why would you be getting rid of it???!!!
from xliteyesx :
you are so awsum! haha, i just set up my note thing and i hadnt even put it on my site yet and you already left me a message! its so nice! i actually feel loved! haha, btw, i am from massachusettes, but the t-storms are loud here too!
from dreamer2003 :
hey! I am so sorry about your cat and all the other problems with your car and your health that you're going through. Hopefully you can get another car really soon and somehow get money and stuff. I hope your cat came back and that you feel better. Take care.
from borrowmymind :
always, love the absinthe.
from tropicalmist :
I do have both but I am currently wiothout the internet but I will in about 3 or 4 weeks- I will try and get a hold of you then? okies? Love n miss you!!
from myhorizons :
Normally he does help me use it. he has also watch me. This time I got rejected. :(
from fan4 :
Sometimes my buddy list will turn red (even though no one's updating) after I make little changes to my diary, like changing the profile information (mainly adding and/or deleting fave. entries from my fave. list) or editing my rings page.
from thisislife :
thank ya much!
from fan4 :
I recieved the recipe! The e-mai is flagged in my inbox.
from exhaust :
Thank you, Love. I hope you find him.
from dalyrical1 :
i found a mouse tail similar to yours but i didnt want to add mine til you say its ok...i dont want you to think im stealing yours!!
from lancesroom :
that's more than a dent in that pic. woo...hope things are going ok for you.
from thequitter :
hey. thanks alot for the note. means alot. uhm, as far as movies go [in repsonse to your latest diary entry, if youre wondering why im talking about movies..] you should see how to deal and bend it like beckham[both in theatres now, yeah!]. alright? ttyl, <3.
from fan4 :
What is Shepard's Pie?
from violetecho :
hey. thanks for voting to <a href="http://www.votetoimpeach.org">impeach bush</a> !! ♥Erin
from devoidmortal :
um...hey
from dreamer2003 :
I hope you and your b/f have fun tomorrow at the lake bbqing and all that. I LOVE Eternal Flame..what a pretty, pretty song!!! :) Take care.
from dicentra :
"Dicentra" is, according to Webster and his fine staff of folk: "any of a genus of plants of the fumitory family with finely cut leaves and heart-shaped flowers of white, rose, etc., as the Bleeding Heart of Dutchman's-Breeches. In other words, it's a flower...my favorite flower. Thanks for the welcome! :)
from madrigle :
heh, we can start a club, or a support group. Hugs.
from chaosdaily :
hey thanks for the offer of help, i can manage the computer, but its totally a learning process!!! ill let you know if/when i need help, thanks :-)
from brucegirl :
Thanks for your sweet offer. But, I don't have time or money. ;-( I would have been very cool to go to California - never been there.
from dreamer2003 :
hey girl..sorry that you and Suisse are going through stuff. :( Hopefully he pays more attention to you tonight. You guys should definitely see American Wedding..probably one of the funniest movies ever. Don't worry about him reading your diary, if anything it will just bring you guys closer together. Lots of luck! *hug*
from starspangles :
Hiya, I really can't understand why you can't access those other pages.. Hmmm, it should be able to work cos I've just looked at them myself. Thankyou, I'm gonna check out your diary now, note back, Love Tash x
from moonlit-eyes :
Hey!! That's really cool that your baby is from Svizzera... I'm going to the Italian speaking canton, the Ticino. That's cool, though! Ciao, babe!
from tahitian :
Hey, thanks for signing my guestbook!
from brucegirl :
Thanks for your sweet note! Yes, I'm a Springsteen fan. Seen him 4 times since 1993 :-) You're lucky that can see him that so many times. Nice diary too!
from srujana :
Yes, it's my name. Backward it almost looks like the name of a fruit...or not. It means creativity.
from starkitten01 :
Thank you so much for the kind notes, and I would have gotten back to you sooner..but I basically have just been running from everything, including the computer. My life. My reality. Everything. I've been pretty down..no, that's an understatement.But I'm still here. And I wanted to say hello and to thank you. I am going to take your most recent note off of my notes page so noone else snags your #- but I wrote it down, thanks so much!
from dreamer2003 :
Hey..glad you and your b/f are communicating more. Finding new things out about your signficant other is just a great thing. I am sure you don't look bad. 150 is definitely not a bad body weight at all..and good after having a baby actually. Curves are great..many girls would kill for curves. I'm lucky that I have them as well, along with a decent booty..lol. Yeah, I guess you have to put yourself into your b/f's shoes at times. He seems pretty decent, though I don't think that eloping in Vegas is very romantic cos there's not much thought involved or planning, but that's just me I guess. Glad to hear your period is over. (: Take care babe. Have a great night. *hugs*
from tienesmiedo :
thanks darlin :) i really enjoy yours as well. pink and black always look so beautiful together
from futbolchic09 :
Thanks for the notes :D
from soillsich :
Thank you :)
from dreamer2003 :
No problem. :) Hope your day is great. *hugs*
from mzglitterati :
Why thanks, I didn't create the layout though, but I really liked it too. You have a very interesting diary yourself, I look forward to reading more entries lol. Have a great day, MuaHz [Paige]
from dreamer2003 :
Wow..really? You Lucky girl!! Beautiful, heavenly name (no pun intended) lol.
from dreamer2003 :
I think it's a great idea to have more communication with him..to get things out in the open. Sex and the city huh? I want to see it really bad, I guess I'll have to buy the set too..lol. That's odd that you mentioned about names cos I was wondering what your name is..lol. Take care. *hug*
from antireviews :
hi i just made a new review site called antireview...funny name huh?...well i was wondering if u would mid being reviewed, or becoming a reviewer...if so just sign the guest book and let me know... thanks! ~ashley
from dreamer2003 :
Wow your weekend sounded craazzzyy..I didn't know so much can happen in a two day time period..lol. Anyway I hope you have an awesome awesome week..yes! see American Wedding soon..it's amazing..and sooo funny.
from curiosekwe :
only the top left pic is me.
from dreamer2003 :
hey! no problem! =) good! glad you're feeling better. (: Have a wonderful weekend!
from dreamer2003 :
I hope you feel better real soon! I know how you feel..I just started my period three days ago. Grrr. Packing is a drag, but it helps when you have someone you love at your side. And you're worthy of all that love. Take care [[hugs]]
from dreamer2003 :
Thanks for adding me! I'm adding you too. =D
from dreamer2003 :
Aww thanks so much! That's so cool that you like our diary. :) Rock on!
from vintage-lane :
Why, thank you n_n
from sylvershyne :
The banner DEFFINITALLY caught my attention. It's great. I do like your layout too. Pink, Black & White look great and it's a cute picture. I only got to read one of your poems but I really liked it. I just wanted to pop in and say hi. I'll be reading more in the future as your writting is very realistic and it makes me want to read more.
from sandandwater :
I don't upload the images to smg, I upload them on my server, then link to them from both the diary and the guestbook.
from sandandwater :
I got my guestbook to have images and stuff by customizing it's template within the signmyguestbook.com editing area.
from thisislife :
I'd love to make you a banner. Just let me know what you want on it, and send me any graphics you want to include. I'll do my best for ya!
from temporary :
Um. It's going. And with yourself?
from musicnut :
Yeah, that's pretty much what my sis' fiancee said about the no light. I think I'd like that part. He was born there I think, so he's used to it. He did said that its hard to sleep with 24 hours of light. I could send you free shit, but they'd probably know something was up when I was sending free stuff to CALI!!!! "Going back to Cali, I don't think so."
from lil-jinx :
Thank you.... It's been hard to find a design that fits... so many....
from lil-jinx :
Thank you.... It's been hard to find a design that fits... so many....
from sistercookie :
Thanks for your input about my ducks. The idea is that I am an odd duck. LOL Anyway the ducks are based on the paintings I have done which is why there are so many. I like your diary, it is very "tee-hee"ish. Funny.
from life-of-me :
Hey, thanks for signing my notes!
from musicnut :
Oh yeah, she lives in Anchorage. Forgot about that. How'd you deal with the whole no light thing???
from musicnut :
I don't know if we ever talked about Alaska. It sounds like a cool place. Yeah, smoking while drinking will be the last thing to go (if it does). The easiest way I've found to quit is to get drunk and smoke like crazy, then the next day you can't breathe and you don't even wanna think about smoking! Works for me usually.
from slimshady316 :
i just realised that i left a note in your guestbook which wasnt related to you at all! im so sorry! i was signing two guestbooks at once and i got confused. sorry again but still, im making you a daily read.
from starkitten01 :
Thanks so much for wishing me a happy birthday, I appreciate it so much!:) It's been a rough year, I love knowing that people care..
from jenne1017 :
frontpage is what I use and adobe photoshop for banners -- I can make standard ones -- none that flash and whatnot...need some help?
from jenne1017 :
Personally?? Ok I would make the imaage smaller...and add the entry closer to the edge of it. Make the entry box larger! But the last 5 in there. Your layout is a bit cluttered too...may I suggest making the tagboard smaller?
from prowlingleo :
The Lex banner I made through Paint Shop Pro, which comes with an animation program. If you don't have that, try this url: http://www.flamingtext.com/buttons/gen/468x60/ You have to use one of their banners, but they have a good selection, I've used them before. If you want the animation, there's this site: http://www.addesigner.com/ Only problem with them is their logo is attached to your banner. If you want to do a little extra work, find a free animation program and then create the banners in the standard paint program that comes with windows. If none of this works for ya, maybe send me the background and text you want and I'll try to work on it for you? I'll be gone for most of the rest of the week, but I could do it when I get back. Just let me know :)
from surrenderme :
Cute. Very very cute. Thanks babe. I have to do you the honor of leaving a sweet little passage for you now. [[Love]]
from thirdferro :
It was a quasi-traumatic event, which I hope never to relive. Let me see you try to break into your place of work only to be busted by the police! lol...it was NOT funny
from musicnut :
Yeah, I'll most likely always smoke when I'm drinking. It just goes together so beautifully.
from prowlingleo :
Thank you so much, so glad you like! :)
from musicnut :
Hanging out would be cool... and weird. I've never hung out with anyone that I've met on the internet. You could be a 3-legged dog. So could I!
from jenne1017 :
Jet me an email [I can't seem to find a link to yours] and I will give you my cell #. Hate to say it but I am a bit wary -- Lol I don't even know your real name! :o)
from jenne1017 :
nothing...KiKi works!
from jenne1017 :
I've never been -- anywhere in dupont or adams morgan is cool. I hardly "hang out" anymore!
from jenne1017 :
tryst????
from jenne1017 :
What are you going to be doing in DC???? Why didn't you tell me sooner? I coulda met up with you to do a tour or something!!!!!!!!! Shit, I am going to be home all weekend alone [kiki works at 3!] -- it woulda been nice to get out!
from crayon :
no offense taken. as we say here on the east side, its all good. g.
from moebelle :
i forgot...one more thing..... your next one should have you naked or at least topless on it! hahahaha, okay, sorry, that was not appropriate. sorry. :)
from moebelle :
thanks for the note! :) I keep finding templates, each one, i like more than the last. it is so exciting and addictive. so i keep changing them. lol have a great day!!!!!!
from tropicalmist :
O course we are my love- we feel the same emotions. I love you dollface. Take care. *hugs n kisses*
from mspsyched1 :
What time? I'm sure I can make it...not like I have a busy ass schedule and shit! lol
from lasteluv :
thanks for welcoming me. your diary is awesome and hope to catch u on taildaters. i also LOVE your poetry. it's so sensual and real. good stuff. i'm adding you to my favorites. steph
from tropicalmist :
Stopping in to give you hugs! Ive missed your sweet notes and generous hugs! Take care dollface.*schmoochies*
from mspsyched1 :
Thank you, so its not just me. I've been feeling blah today too. That is until I talked to my *man*. You never did tell me what you thought of him. I'm glad things with your man are going well. I just cant beleive you're leaving soon. I'm going to miss you more than you know. This time is worse...at least last time I had hopes that you would be coming back (which you did) but this time I know you arent planning to. Thank you for your unconditional friendship...may it never end. Dont ask me why I'm getting all mushy and deep...must be this heat. LOVE YA!
from tropicalmist :
Me? Look up to me? I've done nothing to help them at all. I am a coawrd that backed away from any instance of anything that made me feel threatened. I do hope that you are right tho. I guess you see more in me than I do. Thank you for your heart felt and generous words...Love you sweets!
from starkitten01 :
Yeah, I want to read "mars and venus on a date" as well! I have a friend who said that's a great book as well. Not to worry about the whole C thing. I have no intentions of ever seeing him again. The reasons why are so never-ending, that it is just ridiculous. Hope you're well!
from tropicalmist :
I went there and you were gone.. so Im just hanging out like a blob until you say hi chrissy or something.. I hope work is going ok..
from tropicalmist :
I am online! nerd lol so sign on I wanna talk to you Mer!
from tropicalmist :
Of course- it's on the drop down menu dear. All you have to do is look silly woman *wink* I added you to my msn by the way. *huggles*
from tropicalmist :
Spirits weren't up lol I was d-r-u-n-k.. spirits means liquor or is it lick her? Oh man- I need more sleep- I'm off to write a new story in my other diary- hehehe you don't know the naaaammme heheh- But the title is called "Let me feed your hunger" Kinky aint it? Haha Buhbye *waves*
from exhaust :
Thank you, Love.
from mspsyched1 :
BigLoser slept out on the living room sofa last night. I think he's starting to see how things are. I really, really need to sit down and talk to him. Yeah, I would never bring Reed to the house when I knew Matt would be there. I'm not that stupid.
from mspsyched1 :
You can just tell he isnt that type of guy. He seems like a real gentleman. And I dont mind the distance if he's coming here and I dont have to go there. Although, three in my house may get a little cramped.
from mspsyched1 :
Dont they all need therapy? He has two kids, he's going through a divorce. He's 29...and built like a brick shithouse! He has these amazing lips that you just want to suck on for hours. He's adorable. He has a great sense of humor. The only things is, I think he lives out that way. That's a little too far and I require more attention than a weekend girlfriend does.
from tropicalmist :
I'm here now- everything went okay. I dont have to go back until the 26th- I have to write my Victims Imapct Statement tho- its so hard. I didn't think it would be this hard. Crapola. I'm crying.. Thanks for the hugs. Love yah dollface.
from tropicalmist :
Sorry for not replying to you earlier; everything is such a mess here- I updated with a new entry... it will explain a little more as to why I have been feeling the way I have. Thanks for being here. Huggles
from mspsyched1 :
Nah, its all good. Aint nothing but a g-string on a chicken wing! I called an old, old boyfriend today. Left a message. Just wanted to say hi. But I get scared conjouring up ghosts, ya know.
from tropicalmist :
You see a lot more in me than I do dear. I don't know if I can hold a cand;e to the image you see me
from tropicalmist :
Thanks hon- I don't mean to have so much passion- It should be gone by now- so much hurt, too many tears, and the pain is just torture.. I can't take it anymore...
from mspsyched1 :
Good, I hope he snaps out of it. I have some cave watching of my own to do. He still hasnt come out of his room while I am there, hasnt said two words to me...nothing! ASSHOLE!
from tropicalmist :
Happy Random Hug Day! *huggles!!*
from thirdferro :
you're in my thoughts today
from mspsyched1 :
I'd give it a chance to let the ripples settle before you call him or write him. That's just me though. If he's there, he's there...ya know. We'll have fun anyway!
from mspsyched1 :
That entry had me crying. Because I feel exactly like you feel right now. Why? Why cant it just stick? Ya know. Why is there a repeating pattern here? FUCK! I do know that we have to go out tonight and put on our best faces, even though we're dying on the inside, and have fun anyway. Its all we can do. *HUGS*
from mspsyched1 :
Fire it up!
from mspsyched1 :
I have the Men are from Mars book...if ya want to borrow it.
from banefulvenus :
I just wanted to say thank you for the note you left me. I love the layout of your site...
from mspsyched1 :
I'm glad you're feeling better about things and have a little more security. Angel, he cares about you. I can see it in his eyes when he looks at you. Dont doubt that. Now hurry home...cuz I miss you too!
from mspsyched1 :
Well, maybe I'll meet ya there. I really need to go. I was going to go later after he left for work, but I realized that its wednesday and I'd like to go to Cheers tonight. But I really need to make it to the gym one way or another.
from mspsyched1 :
Hey, I left my calendar at home...but if there's a yoga class tonight, are you down?
from mspsyched1 :
I dont think he's going to stay with us. If it were just me, no problem. But its not. And how can I ask him to give up his room? Besides, since that phone call yesterday, he's really trying to find his kids and get them.
from mspsyched1 :
Yeah, its just that grabbing him doesnt make me sound like the insane stalker that I am!
from mspsyched1 :
ESPN...hahaha! But you are not going to die next thursday...but if you find Ed Burns, GRAB HIM. Then grab him again for me.
from mspsyched1 :
Fuck me...are you serious? That means its not an Eye of Ra, but an Eye of Horus...shit!
from mspsyched1 :
Thank you, my dear, for going (or should I say taking my ass) yesterday. I had so much fun. I cant wait to see yours. It looked great when I left even though he wasnt done yet. What are you two doing tonight? Or just you?
from musicnut :
That's shitty that you got nothing again. Maybe he's keeping it in? Love is a crazy commitment and causes much stress. Jealousy and all that shit. When you say it, its out. You can't take it back. I don't know... "No Iiiiiiiiii don't wanna fall in love..." Ho ho ho.
from mspsyched1 :
Although, I have absolutely no idea where your work is.
from mspsyched1 :
I'll meet you wherever you want me to.
from mspsyched1 :
To be or not to be? Where and what...That is the question. I'm still trying to decide...still accepting input. Becca called me and wants to come...is that ok. And her boyfriend, Jon (?? Fuck, she has so many of them).
from musicnut :
That's terrible about your mom with cancer. Hopefully everything will work out and she'll be ok.
from mspsyched1 :
For sure, for sure. I'll be there with...umm...tennis shoes on?
from mspsyched1 :
Its a date, man. Consider me there. I, too, have to grab my stuff from home. 6 is good. And honey, I'm so sorry to hear about your mom. Please send her my best when you talk to her. I may not always say it or show it, but I love you! I'm always gonna be here for you...no matter what.
from mspsyched1 :
We are so going tonight. Please, please, please get me the hell out of that house. Do you still wanna go?
from neangel :
he doesn't really HATE him, but he is not tolerant of him getting near him when he is trying to sleep & that is the only time Tor gets to see me...
from mspsyched1 :
I know how that goes. Leo only bugs M when I'm home. He wants attention. They both do. So, M hates Leo because of it. He really HATES him. It sickens me.
from mspsyched1 :
I had to stop flaking on the cat when he started bugging the shit out me when he wants something!
from mspsyched1 :
That's why it's imperative that I actually go today instead of just saying that I'm gonna go. It's sad when you even flake on yourself!
from mspsyched1 :
See, that's why I need that kick. I've been leaving the house at 9 every night, but I have yet to actually make it to the gym. One night I went to Layvee's and then the other night I went grocery shopping. I havent been to that damn gym since the day I went with you and signed up for the membership. I'M A SLACKER!
from mspsyched1 :
Sure thang mama! I just know that before 9-ish, I cant get motivated enough to go. I have been leaving at 8:45 with him and going straight there from the house. Also, no one is there that late. Its nice. If you arent too tired, you should go with me. I really need to go today.
from mspsyched1 :
I've turned into quite the html thief. I'll email you with it later...its a long one. I'll have to cut and paste it from mine. Hey, are you going over to Swiss' house tonight. I'm heading to the gym at 9 if ya wanna go. I didnt know that on weekdays they were open til midnight.
from musicnut :
So, this guy is foreign? He just wants a green card!!!! Joking. I know, it was harsh, but you can kick me in the jimmy for it. He seems really nice. I don't think you said anything bad about him yet. I don't see why he didn't say "i love you" back. I just read the "going down" entry. I went down on my last gf somewhere between 100-200 times. I know because that's how we started messing around before the relationship got to sex. Then I used to do it before sex to turn her on. She probably went down on me 10 times. It sucked.Oh well, I like doing it.
from mspsyched1 :
D~land is being a little punk, so if this posts twice...sorry. I said...I'll ask him tonight if he's going tomorrow, but I dont think he is. He's been trying to get a hold of Summer regarding the sofa and he cant reach her. He wanted to see everyone before he leaves, but being as he cant get a hold of anyone I dont know if he's going to. I'm going over there tonight when M leaves for work. You should come with!
from mspsyched1 :
Yeah, I think he's going to come back here and stay for a while and then go take an extended vacation through Europe. He has a friend in Holland that he's gonna stay with. He thinks he'll be back end of June, beginning of July. That's a little over a month away. I cant wait!
from mspsyched1 :
Because I wanted to go later on instead of directly after work. I have stuff I need to get done before I can go anywhere tonight. I'll just call them and ask them.
from mspsyched1 :
Hey, what time are they open until?
from thirdferro :
Oh no. Did he actually say he was going to show up there? (its ok if you don't want me to ask questions--just tell me)
from thirdferro :
Have you ever held in anger for so long that one day it finally catches up with you? Today was my day. I am not a people person right now.
from thirdferro :
Sorry for posting that...I should have known better. Its a song, but I guess its apparent that its also a reflection of how I'm feeling. I'm going to delete it. Don't worry about anything.
from thirdferro :
Sorry.
from mspsyched1 :
Hey? You-me? Tomorrow? Yoga? 10-11:15? You down?
from mspsyched1 :
Piece of corn in my bowel movements? Where do you come up with this stuff...you are too damn funny. Sorry I crashed on you last night. I was out like a light until you called.
from musicnut :
The money thing is a really tough call. Are you sure you didn't drop it. Like maybe you got drunk? Either way the friendship is a little fucked up now. If you ask her she'll take offense to it either way. I doubt she'll just admit it even if you ask. You will have to let me know when you are on MTV so I can watch it. It will be silly. P.P. rules ass! Free condoms!!! I was there on a pregnancy scare before. Had to get the 48 hr pill for my x. Scarey times.
from mspsyched1 :
You're too funny. If he does have off, I'll just say I'm running over to Mo's for a little while. He wont have any part of that. If I tell him where I'm really going, he will show up there like he did last time. And it wont be pretty.
from mspsyched1 :
I want to try to...but I'm not sure if he has off work tonight or not. He surprised me with it last week. I would appreciate a little notice on his part. But yeah, Leivy said he wanted to go tonight (of course, that was on sunday) so he could see everyone before he left.
from mspsyched1 :
I wanna take Leivy out since he's leaving soon.
from mspsyched1 :
If you start crying, I'm gonna cry too...and I just reapplied my mascara, so that wouldnt be a good thing. There's no crying in...Diaryland? Hey, whatcha doing tonight?
from mspsyched1 :
No, thank you. Because you are one of those people that place stock in your friendships. You trust and are trusted in return. Proud to say I'm your friend!
from mspsyched1 :
I'm sorry sweetheart. I know there's no worse feeling than thinking you can trust someone only to have them abuse your trust.
from mspsyched1 :
Leivy (Layvee...as he spells it out)
from musicnut :
I think the show is actually in Philly. What are you coming all the way over here for? Stay in your section of the U.S damnit!!! Joking. Yeah, we can party and then you and your man can watch me run around like a naked asshole.
from lilchrissi :
I love your diary!!!
from mspsyched1 :
If you'd rather do that and go tomorrow let me know...I have to go tomorrow regardless because I have a 12:30 appt with the personal trainer.
from mspsyched1 :
that works for me!
from thirdferro :
Have a good weekend hot mama.
from mspsyched1 :
Are you still wanting to go to the yoga class? Is 6 ok? I still have to run home and get my stuff. I ran out of the house in a hurry this morning and didnt have time to pack it.
from thirdferro :
If you know of any aspiring foot models, give em my contact info...lol
from thirdferro :
please send individual shots of each foot, and one of both feet together, in the best lighting imaginable, with views from the top, bottom, and sides. Thank you.
from musicnut :
Thank you thank you. I'm gonna see Springstein. It will be good. I'm going with my parents actually. Free concert!!!
from mspsyched1 :
What was her name? Monique? Something like that.
from mspsyched1 :
You are too funny! I'm gonna start calling you Lane Myers.
from mspsyched1 :
Awesome...do you know if we have to bring our own yoga mats?
from mspsyched1 :
Damn, I totally forgot that today is Thursday...shot day. So I dont know if I'll be able to go. But, I was looking at the schedule of classes and there's a yoga class tomorrow from 6-7:15 that I'm gonna go to.
from starkitten01 :
Thank you:)
from mspsyched1 :
Yeah, I'm going alright...I'm going straight the fuck home, because arguing with his ass has given me a headache that I cant deal with.
from mspsyched1 :
Kewl, we're all set to go. Let me know if you want me to bring you a water.
from mspsyched1 :
I'm ready...I've got a change of clothes, my shoes and a good attitude. Lets do this!
from mspsyched1 :
This day has drained me of all sanity and energy.
from mspsyched1 :
Man, if there was a way to bury your head in a pillow and sleep your life away, I would be all over that.
from mspsyched1 :
Thank you. You dont know what that means to hear. I really feel so alone sometimes. Dont forget I've got your back too! Luv ya!
from mspsyched1 :
Yeah I have made it a personal mission to start getting out of that damn house more often than I have been. I may even make me spending the night out a regular thing. LOL
from mspsyched1 :
Yeah, do you maybe wanna come with me when I go there? Probably late afternoon tomorrow or Sunday. I've gotta do sumpin' about this big ass I drag around all day!
from mspsyched1 :
I went back through his phone records and found her number listed a few time. March 21st, March 28th...and it was listed in his phone from last friday. There seems to be a friday pattern forming here.
from mspsyched1 :
Yeah, I tell myself that very same thing. But it doesnt help me. I'm weak. I went snooping again this morning and found out another thing I didint particularly like. FUCKER!
from mspsyched1 :
Yeah, keep resisting the urge. Snooping only lets you in on shit you dont want to know. Trust me! I really wish I hadnt gone through his.
from mspsyched1 :
Yeah, aint those cell phones a bitch? Yet, you just cant resist looking through them.
from mspsyched1 :
I'm gonna take you up on that. Are you going to "Cheers" tonight?
from mspsyched1 :
How did he get it? And do you know for certain he read anything. If not, get in there and either change the password or delete the entries. Yeah, this diary keeps biting me in the ass too.
from starkitten01 :
Thanks:) Your note meant a lot to me. Things are actually looking up, so I'm happier for now. lol SK01
from mspsyched1 :
FUCK! I didnt get home until after 2. And I was lucky to get home then. It was horrible. I cant believe he came there. And all night, gawd, he kept saying "How does Angel know about that, are you talking shit about me?" And he wouldnt let up on it. I love you, but please do me the favor of not bringing up shit like that in front of him. With anyone else it would be ok, but with him it just makes it worse. Man...I am glad that night is over with!
from mspsyched1 :
Trichotillamania...is the term for it.
from i-eat-stars :
thank you so much for the note. xoxo. <3
from mspsyched1 :
Yeah, but I think I may have taken two steps closer to that padded room. Some of it, that I didnt even talk about, was very twisted and mental. All these weird little idiosyncrasies.
from mspsyched1 :
For some reason I think its his ghetto ass exgirlfriend. I know he has mentioned that she has been living in hotels with the kids for a while now. But who knows, it could be anyone.
from mspsyched1 :
I dont know what to think. There were four numbers that I tried...one was his work, one was his DAD and two were hotels/inns. I just dont know what to think about that!
from mspsyched1 :
Oh, he is GONNA get what's coming to him, that's for sure. ASSHOLE!
from mspsyched1 :
Funny because I feel dead. I talked to Windy and Cole last night about tonight. I told them that a much as I adore Cole, I cant make it. I havent felt well and dont want to go very far. Next time though.
from mspsyched1 :
PS~6 times yesterday alone. What HAVE I done to deserve that?
from mspsyched1 :
Yeah, isnt it just awesome? Its the best feeling in the whole wide world. I am so happy for you!
from mspsyched1 :
He is a total freak. See, he called last night, but that was last night's entry. So this morning at 6:04 exactly he called me, "Are you really living with someone?" YES! And he started freaking out calling me every name in the book. M was right there listening to him. He wanted to come to the house this morning and get it, but I said no...so he said he would be coming to my work. I told him if he came here that I would call the police. I actually think he would look good in an orange jumpsuit.
from mspsyched1 :
Every damn banner...it gets old after the first 20 times!
from mspsyched1 :
I have become very particular about whom I give it to now...after the invasion of the inquisition!
from mspsyched1 :
Was he the one standing outside with us when you went out back for a smoke? How did that happen? Details, detail woman!
from mspsyched1 :
Who the hell is Switzerland?
from mspsyched1 :
Yeah, no more flashbacks to a "year ago today" crap. Memory Lane is now closed due to repairs...its a dead end street anyway!
from mspsyched1 :
Ok, we are going out with Windy tonight. No one knows where we are going or what we are doing but we know its something, somewhere!
from mspsyched1 :
Mr T, huh? Stop your jibberjabber and get some of that. I pity the fool!
from mspsyched1 :
F that! I got front door service. I dont really care if they know. I dont get why he is so afraid. DUMBASS!
from mspsyched1 :
Yeah, I would accuse me too if I came across a condom wrapper. He had every right to accuse me, I dont blame him there. I blame him for his stupidity and ignorance. And he was right, it was that time, but I am not gonna tell him that. What, is he pad counting or something?
from amberfalls :
Did you have to get more cells removed or did the first operation take care of your problem? I was told I'd have to come in for pap smears every 3 months for the next year. Was this your experience also? Another woman told me her doctor said no sex for three weeks and no "strenous" exercise for 10 days. Did they warn you about this also? I'm going in this afternoon for my appointment. The closer it gets, the more stressed I am. Perhaps I'll look for you to chat sometime. Thanks for any advice/or help. -a-
from amberfalls :
Thanks so much for stopping by. I'm a little stressed about this whole thing. It's nice to have so much support from other people. I know I'm not alone in this. Apparently, it's an epidemic and the only really horrible affect is the possibility of cervical cancer. -a-
from samantha-m :
Hi. I'm doing better, and thanks for caring. I'll keep your number, and maybe when I feel like I can talk about something, I just might use it. You read my diary, so you know how I am. Or maybe you happened to stumble upon the wrong entry and are just worried. At any rate, it feels really good to have people, even strangers [hell, sometimes <i>especially</i> strangers!] care about me. Thanks, and I think I will be doing fine. -Samantha
from mspsyched1 :
Thank you, you dont know how much that means to me to hear. I feel like such a bad friend at times. But I do truly appreciate every time you have been there for me. You are the best!
from mspsyched1 :
Well, I guess this means you wont be going tonight.
from marn :
Why thank you kindly. This will crack him up big time.
from thirdferro :
You know what? I wouldn't mind talking to you sometime...lord, I hope that dosen't make me sound like I'm a mental case. Seriously though, umm...I don't think my msn or AIM SNs are listed on my profile: PrezVadim--AIM. Throw me on there (if you so care to do.)
from mspsyched1 :
Yeah, hopefully he will learn to stay the hell out of my way in the morning! That goes for the cat too!
from mspsyched1 :
I dont want to play 3rd wheel to your date with Jockboy. We can hang another time if you want. Did you still want to go to the nail place? See, my dilema is that I only have limited time tonight before he leaves (at 9:30). But I need to get my nails done too. Decisions, decisions! Let me know.
from mspsyched1 :
Gawd, that feels like such a long time ago. I remember that night. That's the night we met Johnny-asshole. Funny how I remember these little things. About tonight, let me check with Big POPPA and see if he is going to be home or not. I am pretty sure I can make it. What are you doing tonight? Like later? He is working and MO left the carport and I wanna GO OUT!
from mspsyched1 :
details, details...I want all the details!
from mspsyched1 :
Why, arent you the sweetest thing. Thank you dahling! ~Anastasia
from mspsyched1 :
PS. Make sure his bum ass has a car and a job first LOL!
from mspsyched1 :
Me thinks you will have a good time with that!
from starkitten01 :
It means a lot to me to know that people out there care, thank you so much.:) And it's good to know that I'm not alone in this situation with the type of men in my life. It helps to know that others make it through, so why can't I? Thanks again, hun. SK01
from ryan8-5cut :
kidssuck kidssuck
from mspsyched1 :
what's the username?
from mspsyched1 :
What the hell happened last night? Did you call me and tell me that Spencer was there and that you would call me back? I was asleep and only remembered it when I read your entry. WHAT HAPPENED???
from mspsyched1 :
Man, about time, eh!
from mspsyched1 :
That's an arse I am glad I never did see!
from mspsyched1 :
Yeah, I would recognize those claws from anywhere LOL.
from mspsyched1 :
I completely forgot to tell you...the other night (Thursday, I think it was) we were coming home and attempting to park in the carpot, but there was someone already parked there. So we started honking on the horn long and loud until someone came out. It was kinda dark, so I am not sure, but I think it was the Spongy Crab from Alaska. It looked like him, the car looked like his and the cheesy smile...his. I am 99.9% sure!
from starkitten01 :
Hi! Thanks for the compliment. So do you mean the 'leave a note' and send thing in my template? It came with that particular template, so I really didn't have to put it in the HTML seperately or anything...If you'd like, I'll see if there's a way to get that HTML snippit to work for any template, and maybe you can just put it in yours...let me know and I'll see if that works for you. I dig your template too, it's gorgeous! I'll be back for updates for sure. You're going on my favorites list:) SK01
from jenne1017 :
LOL no. It's that I hardly go #1 in a PUBLIC restroom. I certainly can't go #2. I can't believe I just wrote that...
from jenne1017 :
*gurgle* I am at work and can't go *gurgle* LOL
from maralisa :
people keep saying that - the "xx" wasn't part fo the password, looking back it seems a bit confusing! It's passport and control.
from maralisa :
username=passport, password=control xx
from mspsyched1 :
Someone owes you a million apologies. Oh wait! That's me!!! I am soooooooooooooooooo soooooooooooooo very sorry about not making it saturday night. Its a long story but you had the gist of it when you asked if we were fighting. And it didnt get better all night. Its still not better. But either way, I am so sorry for not making it. But I promise I will make it up to you!
from musicnut :
Maybe if I had the time to thoroughly read Whitman, but at this point I hate him. I WISH HE WAS DEAD!!!!! Wait... I'M GLAD HE IS DEAD!!! Just think of that cheesy ass Christina Aguilera song!!!
from mspsyched1 :
I could still use someone to beat their advice into me over the head. And trust me, I am getting the hell out of that house if it kills me. I just found out that I will be getting my car back thursday hopefully. I enjoy driving around in a nice new car, but its made me extremely paranoid. I WANT MY CAR BACK! Ca; me later!
from our-views :
You have just been reviewed by Sara. To view your review go to: http://our-views.diaryland.com/neangel.html. Congratulations!
from mspsyched1 :
Trust me...I just may end up taking you up on that offer more than you know. GEEZ-UM-CROW!!! My house has turned into a three ring circus...just waiting for Sideshow Bob and all.
from mspsyched1 :
Oh I cant wait to see your new place. I wish I knew someone with a truck. I had Summer help me when it was my turn to move. I know Michael has a truck, maybe he can help. Who else? Hmm, I will keep thinking on that one.
from winkgirl4 :
Thank you. Actually, MY job search hasn't really begun, yet. I have kinda started looking for jobs in LA but nothing in depth. Right now, I look for jobs for other people. Which is SO much harder. People don't always give you a lot to sell.
from mspsyched1 :
Men suck! CASE CLOSED!!!
from princesstosh :
Hey! There are no words to describe how beautiful my diary is. Its a work of art, and so creative. Thank you so much. If theres ever anything you need you just let me know! I'll be in touch ; )
from mspsyched1 :
http://www.lifetimetv.com/astro/tea_leaves/index.html Its a tea leaf reading...fun, fun!
from mspsyched1 :
Oh hell NO! I will move out alone and get my own damn apartment before I let that happen. When I said that I wanted kids someday, I didnt mean someone else's.
from mspsyched1 :
I still want to go back to bed myself. I am so nervous, I dont know what to think about any of this. I cant complain, at least I wake up every morning in the best way. Ya-Hoooo! How ever am I going to survive with 6 people in a 2 bdrm apt?
from mspsyched1 :
I think they have been together a little over a year. You would have thought the first marriage would have scared him into never doing it again...but, some men never learn. And DONT even get me started on the kids factor!!!
from mspsyched1 :
Yep, he is married now. The batcave found a Batgirl!
from princesstosh :
Diaryland should DEFINETLY get spell check. LOL I'm so ashamed!
from mspsyched1 :
Gawd day-um...my head is kicking like you wouldnt beleive. *(#^(@...this is not fun!
from mspsyched1 :
Congratulations baby! Good job. I dont think SBRanch is where Michael and Jason lived...I think that is where Becca lives now. I think. Either way, I am glad you got it. :D
from raven72d :
Congrats on getting your own place!
from mspsyched1 :
Shake your money maker*UGH*Shake your money maker*UGH~I will never get that image out of my head...Dennis Rodman, not your car. Guess we both have bad car~ma, huh?
from g1rly-g1rl :
hey! i was starting to think that it might be... just let me on though - when your e-mail came through... that essay's gonna have a looooong wait now :D
from musicnut :
Yeah, when I was in high school I used to want to move there. But now, it's like, I don't wanna become part of that music scene for fear of being caught in a trend. Who knows, after college, maybe.
from musicnut :
L.A. seems like the place to be for anything. Porn, music, movies, commercials, toilet-cleaners, and all that. It seems like an expensive place to live though.
from moebelle :
I am so glad you found me, so I could find you! You have an amazing diary! amazing layout, fabulous works!
from g1rly-g1rl :
*Happy New Year* - I'm glad that it doesn't go on what you already pierced otherwise I'd be nothing. Definately a worrying test score! Well , I could be an ear - but I don't know if they're still pierced! No, I'm happy with "lip piercing" :D
from tawnee :
HEY Hun..thansk happy new years to u too..i love your layout:) anyways all the best to you and yours:P *tawnee*
from musicnut :
Yes yes, Happy New Year to you too. Damn, after reading one entry I hear about some hard times. May the New Year bring better things and all that silly stuff.
from of-her-soul :
Happy New Year to you too, love. I hope the years to come are gorgeous for you! And thanks so much for adding me into your favourites.
from raven72d :
Saying yes to a commitment is always terrifying. What if the other person turns on you? What if you find out you were their back-up choice? What if ten seconds after you say yes the perfect other comes along? What if you're just...settling. And choosing wrong...is...so...scary. I won't choose just in case I make a wrong choice.
from mspsyched1 :
Yeah I want all the dirty details on this one!!! :P
from mspsyched1 :
Who? What? When? Where? Why? And How? Well, I know how...so skip that one! Miss ya honey! UPDATE PLEASE! lol MUAH!
from raven72d :
I was once badly bitten by a swan.
from winkgirl4 :
For an actor that tries WAY too hard, I like Robin Williams, too. But I LOVE Annabella Sciora. I have a huge crush on her. Wasn't it just a movie you could visually get lost in?
from winkgirl4 :
That's one worth re-buying and re-buying and re-buying. It's hard to find a soundtrack where you love ever song. I also love the movie despite it's apparent flaws. What Dreams May Come is one of my favorite movies. It's eye candy and it gives me hope that I can find my soulmate.
from winkgirl4 :
I do, I do, I do love to reminisce. The only problem is that if I do it too much, the only thing I will be able to reminisce about is reminiscing. Oh, and I LOVE your choices of movies. Dream a Little Dream is one of my all time favorite soundtracks. Otis Redding. How can you not love that.
from mspsyched1 :
Dearest Francesca~I am sorry to hear of your on-going sickness...EWW AH AH AH! I am feeling quite blah today myself. If you get time, call me at work. You know the drill!
from raven72d :
Good... I'm glad! And how is life for you this season?
from raven72d :
Did you ever look into Brian Eno?
from refluence :
Thank you for the kind note! I feel better already. Sometimes, you just get sad, you know?
from mspsyched1 :
Dont worry about it, I will find someone else to take me. I dont want to wait until the last minute and have to scrounge up a ride if you end up going out of town. I would rather have a set ride now. I am sure Mo or Becca or MrBD can take me...I am sure someone can take me.
from mspsyched1 :
Damn, I almost forgot too. Sunday morning...is that still okay with you? Lemme know!
from jenne1017 :
we have lots of pics up: under the Etc. pull down menu under photos :o) and thanks!
from mspsyched1 :
I am sorry that you had a bad day (or weekend). Let me know if there is anything I can do to cheer you up. I hate to see you down. Maybe Trader Joe's tonight? I need to go shopping something fierce...christmas and grocery. YUCK! Call me later!
from fifties-doll :
hiya! I thought for sure I signed your diary after you signed mine, but I guess maybe I didn't. At any rate, I'm so glad you liked my entry about Joan Jett...I dug it too, but it turns out it wasn't actually written by Joan, it was written by another chick who used Joan Jett's name to get some attention..HOWEVER, I am pleased to say that every friggin' word of it is true, and even Joan Jett agrees [I saw her thoughts on it on her website]...Thanks again for stopping by!!!! xoxox
from mspsyched1 :
Yeah I think yours makes more sense...will edit and give you made props for it! LOL...LOVE YOU! Will you call me tonight...I may just go with you.
from mspsyched1 :
Awww, thank you. I am seriously going out tonight. I need to drink! BADLY! My night last night *SUCKED* and I could use the time away from it all!!!
from mspsyched1 :
GAWD, I miss you!!!
from mspsyched1 :
Oh, beleive we will be talking. I have to hear all about your *fun* weekend. Yeah, the tattoo thing came out of no where. Really, I only want one because he said we would have to talk about it. I wanna go today to get it, just to piss him off. But no really, I saw some cute ones that I really want. Call me!
from redshiftblue :
this is the continuation of ny-dancer, if you're interested...
from mspsyched1 :
You can call me back if want, just remember to hang up if its not me! :P
from mspsyched1 :
Of course you will be a bride's maid...whenever I get married and that is *not* happening any time soon. Man o' man...I dont know what to do. What are you doing this weekend? If you arent doing anything, ya want to go a MS seminar with me tomorrow. Its in LA and I thought afterwards we could cruise around up there. Up to you!
from mspsyched1 :
I left that key with you so that you know you *always* have a place to go when you need one. I may not always be the greatest friend or show you in the perfect ways that I love you, but I do. You mean the world to me. I just got your ass back from Wisconsin...there's no way you are going to Texas. But yeah, I would love to get together tonight. Call me sometime through out the day. If you want, I take lunch at 12!
from mspsyched1 :
You still have the key...
from jane6731 :
Hey, sweetie, I didn't cancel my online diary after all!
from jesskrabbit :
Wow, thanks! Your page is amazing. there's so much on it I don't know where to begin. I really like the independent girls pics. XOXO Liz
from jane6731 :
Hi Angel, just wanted to say hi! Awesome diary.
from raven72d :
Hera... Hmmm... I always wanted Athene for my patron. She was Odysseus' patron, and he was always my hero...
from mspsyched1 :
Its really easy...will talk you through it later...just remind me. Its a little too complicated to go into here.
from raven72d :
Not off the top of my head--and I'm at a library computer and away from my URL address book. But Google under "Eno" and "Oblique Strategies"... You'll get several sites with the cards, plus at least two sites that sell sets.
from raven72d :
You might also look for Brian Eno's "Oblique Strategies" cards... They're on line, by the way. Google 'em. But they'll interest you, I think.
from mspsyched1 :
Yes, call me later...as wine sounds very yummy!
from raven72d :
Thanks for pointing me toward Jennifer Terran... And, yes-- I do find your entries delightful. (And, yes again, I'm trying to grasp the I Ching...)
from feverlover21 :
Hey Hey Hey now, I never had one to begin with. Yes I'm glad to finally be gettin something good. Sheesh If I don't move them I turn then gay...gotta love it
from glitterscars :
You know maralisa is me, don't you? Two favourite lists means I can keep up with everybody I want to xx
from ladyvivien :
Thank you for the offer, m'darling, but I just read it after I bought the CD (in the sale though). Thanks for the offer, it was very sweet of you and WHAT a good albumn.... Vivienne xx
from feverlover21 :
Thank you for the note hunny.:) I've not been to the whorehouse in a few days either..well..since Tues..:P But thats still good. My party is at 5. I'm having drinks there too...what do you drink? I think something and coke right? I know Ice drinks Smirnoff ice so I'll get some of that too. We can go to the whorehouse later too..I was thinking bout that too. You bringing any buds to the party? You can..more the merrier. Bi Bi hunny..till sunday..:)
from feverlover21 :
Wow..you sure scored big time hun..:) Thats what happens if you stay outa the whorehouse..:P But I have to say I've missed you. I ask bout you a few times but Ice says you need a break. Hell we all do..but nice to see the love life perking up. Don't forget bout sunday. After sat you might want a few toys for both of you..:P
from johnpowers :
looking forward to more

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